"There,now,Iknowedyouwould,Coonrod。Now,fawther!"ThisappealwastomaketheoldmansaysomethinginrecognitionofConrad'ssacrifice。
"You'llalwaysfind,"hesaid,"thatit'sthoseofyourownhouseholdthathavethefirstclaimonyou。"
"That'sso,Coonrod,"urgedhismother。"It'sBibletruth。Yourfawtherain'taperfesser,buthealwaysdidreadhisBible。SearchtheScriptures。That'swhatitmeans。"
"Laws!"criedMely,"abodycansee,easyenoughfrommother,whereConrad'swantun'tobeapreachercomesfrom。Ishould'a'thoughtshe'd'a'wantedtobeenoneherself。"
"Letyourwomenkeepsilenceinthechurches,"saidtheoldwoman,solemnly。
"Thereyougoagain,mother!Iguessifyouwastosaythattosomeoftheladyministersnowadays,you'dgityourselfintotrouble。"Melalookedroundforapproval,andgurgledoutahoarselaugh。
IX。
TheDryfooseswentlatetoMrs。Horn'smusicale,inspiteofMrs。
Mandel'sadvice。Christinemadethedelay,bothbecauseshewishedtoshowMissVancethatshewasnotanxious,andbecauseshehadsomevaguenotionofthedistinctionofarrivinglateatanysortofentertainment。Mrs。Mandelinsisteduponthedifferencebetweenthismusicaleandanordinaryreception;butChristineratherfancieddisturbingacompanythathadgotseated,andperhapsmakingpeopleriseandstand,whileshefoundherwaytoherplace,asshehadseenthem。
doforatardycomeratthetheatre。
Mela,whomshedidnotadmittoherreasonsorfeelingsalways,followedherwiththeservileadmirationshehadforallthatChristinedid;andshetookontrustassomehowsuccessfultheresultofChristine'sobstinacy,whentheywereallowedtostandagainstthewallatthebackoftheroomthroughthewholeofthelongpiecebegunjustbeforetheycamein。Therehadbeennoonetoreceivethem;afewpeople,intherearrowsofchairsnearthem,turnedtheirheadstoglanceatthem,andthenlookedawayagain。Melahadhermisgivings;butattheendofthepieceMissVancecameuptothematonce,andthenMelaknewthatshehadhereyesonthemallthetime,andthatChristinemusthavebeenright。
Christinesaidnothingabouttheircominglate,andsoMeladidnotmakeanyexcuse,andMissVanceseemedtoexpectnone。SheglancedwithasortofsurpriseatConrad,whenChristineintroducedhim;Meladidnotknowwhethershelikedtheirbringinghim,tillsheshookhandswithhim,andsaid:"Oh,Iamverygladindeed!Mr。DryfoosandIhavemetbefore。"Withoutexplainingwhereorwhen,sheledthemtoherauntandpresentedthem,andthensaid,"I'mgoingtoputyouwithsomefriendsofyours,"andquicklyseatedthemnexttheMarches。Melalikedthatwellenough;shethoughtshemighthavesomejokingwithMr。March,forallhiswifewassostiff;butthelookwhichChristineworeseemedtoforbid,provisionallyatleast,anysuchrecreation。Onherpart,ChristinewascoolwiththeMarches。ItwentthroughhermindthattheymusthavetoldMissVancetheyknewher;andperhapstheyhadboastedofherintimacy。SherelaxedalittletowardthemwhenshesawBeatonleaningagainstthewallattheendoftherownextMrs。March。ThensheconjecturedthathemighthavetoldMissVanceofheracquaintancewiththeMarches,andshebentforwardandnoddedtoMrs。MarchacrossConrad,Mela,andMr。March。Sheconceivedofhimasasortofhandofherfather's,butshewaswillingtotakethemattheirapparentsocialvaluationforthetime。Sheleanedbackinherchair,anddidnotlookupatBeatonafterthefirstfurtiveglance,thoughshefelthiseyesonher。
Themusicbeganagainalmostatonce,beforeMelahadtimetomakeConradtellherwhereMissVancehadmethimbefore。Shewouldnothavemindedinterruptingthemusic;buteveryoneelseseemedsoattentive,evenChristine,thatshehadnotthecourage。Theconcertwentontoanendwithoutrealizingforhertheidealofpleasurewhichoneoughttofind。
insociety。Shewasnotexacting,butitseemedtohertherewereveryfewyoungmen,andwhenthemusicwasover,andtheiropportunitycametobesociable,theywerenotverysociable。Theywerenotintroduced,foronething;butitappearedtoMelathattheymighthavegotintroduced,iftheyhadanysense;shesawthemlookingather,andshewasgladshehaddressedsomuch;shewasdressedmorethananyotherladythere,andeitherbecauseshewasthemostdressedofanypersonthere,orbecauseithadgotaroundwhoherfatherwas,shefeltthatshehadmadeanimpressionontheyoungmen。Inhersatisfactionwiththis,andfromhergoodnature,shewascontentedtobeservedwithherrefreshmentsaftertheconcertbyMr。March,andtoremainjokingwithhim。Shewasatherease;sheletherhoarsevoiceoutinherlargestlaugh;sheaccusedhim,totheadmirationofthosenear,ofgettingherintoaperfectgale。Itappearedtoher,inherownpleasure,hermissiontoillustratetotherathersubduedpeopleaboutherwhatagoodtimereallywas,sothattheycouldhaveitiftheywantedit。HerjoywascrownedwhenMarchmodestlyprofessedhimselfunworthytomonopolizeher,andexplainedhowselfishhefeltintalkingtoayoungladywhenthereweresomanyyoungmendyingtodoso。
"Oh,pshaw,dyun',yes!"criedMela,tastingtheirony。"IguessIseethem!"
Heaskedifhemightreallyintroduceafriendofhistoher,andshesaid,Well,yes,ifbethoughthecouldlivetogettoher;andMarchbroughtupamanwhomhethoughtveryyoungandMelathoughtveryold。
Hewasacontributorto'EveryOtherWeek,'andsoMarchknewhim;
hebelievedhimselfastudentofhumannatureinbehalfofliterature,andhenowsetaboutstudyingMela。Hetemptedhertoexpressheropiniononallpoints,andhelaughedsoamiablyattheboldnessandhumorousvigorofherideasthatshewasdelightedwithhim。SheaskedhimifhewasaNew-Yorkerbybirth;andshetoldhimshepitiedhim,whenhesaidhehadneverbeenWest。SheprofessedherselfperfectlysickofNewYork,andurgedhimtogotoMoffittifhewantedtoseeareallivetown。Hewonderedifitwoulddotoputherintoliteraturejustasshewas,withallherslangandbrag,buthedecidedthathewouldhavetosubdueheragreatdeal:hedidnotseehowhecouldreconcilethefactsofherconversationwiththefactsofherappearance:
herbeauty,hersplendorofdress,herapparentrighttobewhereshewas。Thesethingsperplexedhim;hewasafraidthegreatAmericannovel,iftrue,mustbeincredible。MelasaidheoughttohearhersistergoonaboutNewYorkwhentheyfirstcame;butshereckonedthatChristinewasgettingsoshecouldputupwithitalittlebetter,now。ShelookedsignificantlyacrosstheroomtotheplacewhereChristinewasnowtalkingwithBeaton;andthestudentofhumannatureasked,Wasshehere?
and,Wouldsheintroducehim?Melasaidshewould,thefirstchanceshegot;andsheadded,Theywouldbemuchpleasedtohavehimcall。Shefeltherselftobehavingabeautifultime,andshegotdirectlyuponsuchintimatetermswiththestudentofhumannaturethatshelaughedwithhimaboutsomepeculiaritiesofhis,suchashisgoingsofarabouttoaskthingshewantedtoknowfromher;shesaidsheneverdidbelieveinbeatingaboutthebushmuch。ShehadnoticedthesamethinginMissVancewhenshecametocallthatday;andwhentheyoungmanownedthathecameratheragooddealtoMrs。Horn'shouse,sheaskedhim,Well,whatsortofagirlwasMissVance,anyway,andwheredidhesupposeshehadmetherbrother?Thestudentofhumannaturecouldnotsayastothis,andastoMissVancehejudgeditsafesttotreatofthenon-
societysideofhercharacter,heractivityincharity,herspecialdevotiontotheworkamongthepoorontheEastSide,whichshepersonallyengagedin。
"Oh,that'swhereConradgoes,too!"Melainterrupted。"I'llbetanythingthat'swhereshemethim。IwishtIcouldtellChristine!
ButIsupposeshewouldwanttokillme,ifIwastospeaktohernow。"
Thestudentofhumannaturesaid,politely,"Oh,shallItakeyoutoher?"
Melaanswered,"Iguessyoubetternot!"withalaughsosignificantthathecouldnothelphisinferencesconcerningbothChristine'sabsorptioninthepersonshewastalkingwithandthehabitualviolenceofhertemper。HemadenoteofhowMelahelplesslyspokeofallherfamilybytheirnames,asifhewerealreadyintimatewiththem;hefanciedthatifhecouldgetthatinskillfully,itwouldbeavaluablecolorinhisstudy;theEnglishlordwhomsheshouldastonishwithitbegantoformhimselfoutofthedramaticnebulosityinhismind,andtowhirlonadefiniteorbitinAmericansociety。ButhewaspuzzledtodecidewhetherMela'swillingnesstotakehimintoherconfidenceonshortnoticewastypicalorpersonal:thetraitofadaughterofthenatural-gasmillionaire,orafoibleofherown。
BeatontalkedwithChristinethegreaterpartoftheeveningthatwasleftaftertheconcert。Hewasverygrave,andtookthetoneofafatherlyfriend;hespokeguardedlyofthepeoplepresent,andmoderatedtheseverityofsomeofChristine'sjudgmentsoftheirlooksandcostumes。HedidthisoutofasortofunreasonedallegiancetoMargaret,whomhewasinthemoodofwishingtopleasebybeingverykindandgood,asshealwayswas。HehadthesensealsoofatoningbythisbehaviorforsomerecklessthingshehadsaidbeforethattoChristine;
heputonasad,reprovingairwithher,andgaveherthefeelingofbeingheldincheck。
Shechafedatit,andsaid,glancingatMargaretintalkwithherbrother,"Idon'tthinkMissVanceissoverypretty,doyou?"
"Ineverthinkwhethershe'sprettyornot,"saidBecton,withdreamy,affectation。"Sheismerelyperfect。Doessheknowyourbrother?"
"Soshesays。Ididn'tsupposeConradeverwentanywhere,excepttotenement-houses。"
"Itmighthavebeenthere,"Bectonsuggested。"Shegoesamongfriendlesspeopleeverywhere。"
"Maybethat'sthereasonshecametoseeus!"saidChristine。
Bectonlookedatherwithhissmoulderingeyes,andfeltthewishtosay,"Yes,itwasexactlythat,"butheonlyallowedhimselftodenythepossibilityofanysuchmotiveinthatcase。Headded:"Iamsogladyouknowher,MissDryfoos。InevermetMissVancewithoutfeelingmyselfbetterandtruer,somehow;orthewishtobeso。"
"Andyouthinkwemightbeimproved,too?"Christineretorted。"Well,Imustsayyou'renotveryflattering,Mr。Becton,anyway。"
Bectonwouldhavelikedtoanswerheraccordingtohercattishness,withagoodclawingsarcasmthatwouldleaveitssmartinherpride;buthewasbeinggood,andhecouldnotchangeallatonce。Besides,thegirl'sattitudeunderthesocialhonordoneherinterestedhim。Hewassureshehadneverbeeninsuchgoodcompanybefore,buthecouldseethatshewasnotintheleastaffectedbytheexperience。Hehadtoldherwhothispersonandthatwas;andhesawshehadunderstoodthatthenameswereofconsequence;butsheseemedtofeelherequalitywiththemall。
HerserenitywasnotobviouslyakintothesavagestoicisminwhichBeatonhidhisownconsciousnessofsocialinferiority;buthavingwonhiswayintheworldsofarbyhistalent,hispersonalquality,hedidnotconceivethesimplefactinhercase。Christinewasself-possessedbecauseshefeltthataknowledgeofherfather'sfortunehadgotaround,andshehadthepeacewhichmoneygivestoignorance;butBeatonattributedherpoisetoindifferencetosocialvalues。This,whileheinwardlysneeredatit,avengedhimuponhisowntookeensenseofthem,and,togetherwithhistemporaryallegiancetoMargaret'sgoodness,kepthimfromretaliatingChristine'svulgarity。Hesaid,"Idon'tseehowthatcouldbe,"andleftthequestionofflatterytosettleitself。
Thepeoplebegantogoaway,followingeachotheruptotakeleaveofMrs。Horn。Christinewatchedthemwithunconcern,andeitherbecauseshewouldnotbegovernedbythegeneralmovement,orbecauseshelikedbeingwithBeaton,gavenosignofgoing。Melawasstilltalkingtothestudentofhumannature,sendingoutherlaughindeepgurglesamidtheunimaginableconfidencesshewasmakinghimaboutherself,herfamily,thestaffof'EveryOtherWeek,'Mrs。Mandel,andthekindoflifetheyhadallledbeforeshecametothem。Hewasnotablinddevoteeofartforart'ssake,andthoughhefeltthatifonecouldportrayMelajustasshewasshewouldbetherichestpossiblematerial,hewasratherashamedtoknowsomeofthethingsshetoldhim;andhekeptlookinganxiouslyaboutforachanceofescape。ThecompanyhadreduceditselftotheDryfoosgroupsandsomefriendsofMrs。Horn'swhohadtherighttolinger,whenMargaretcrossedtheroomwithConradtoChristineandBeaton。
"I'msoglad,MissDryfoos,tofindthatIwasnotquiteastrangertoyouallwhenIventuredtocall,theotherday。YourbrotherandIareratheroldacquaintances,thoughIneverknewwhohewasbefore。Idon'tknowjusthowtosaywemetwhereheisvaluedsomuch。IsupposeI
mustn'ttrytosayhowmuch,"sheadded,withalookofdeepregardathim。
Conradblushedandstoodfoldinghisarmstightoverhisbreast,whilehissisterreceivedMargaret'sconfessionwiththesuspicionwhichwasherfirstfeelinginregardtoanynewthing。Whatsheconcludedwasthatthisgirlwastryingtogetinwiththem,forreasonsofherown。
Shesaid:"Yes;it'sthefirstIeverheardofhisknowingyou。He'ssomuchtakenupwithhismeetings,hedidn'twanttocometo-night。"
Margaretdrewinherlipbeforesheanswered,withoutapparentresentmentoftheawkwardnessorungraciousness,whichevershefoundit:"Idon'twonder!Youbecomesoabsorbedinsuchworkthatyouthinknothingelseisworthwhile。ButI'mgladMr。Dryfooscouldcomewithyou;I'msogladyoucouldallcome;Iknewyouwouldenjoythemusic。Dositdown——"
"No,"saidChristine,bluntly;"wemustbegoing。Mela!"shecalledout,"come!"
ThelastgroupaboutMrs。Hornlookedround,butChristineadvanceduponthemundismayed,andtookthehandMrs。Hornpromptlygaveher。"Well,I
mustbidyougood-night。"
"Oh,good-night,"murmuredtheelderlady。"Soverykindofyoutocome。"
"I'vehadthebestkindofatime,"saidMela,cordially。"Ihain'tlaughedsomuch,Idon'tknowwhen。"
"Oh,I'mgladyouenjoyedit,"saidMrs。Horn,inthesamepolitemurmurshehadusedwithChristine;butshesaidnothingtoeithersisteraboutanyfuturemeeting。
Theywereapparentlynottroubled。Melasaidoverhershouldertothestudentofhumannature,"ThenexttimeIseeyouI'llgiveittoyouforwhatyousaidaboutMoffitt。"
Margaretmadesomeentreatingpacesafterthem,butshedidnotsucceedincoveringtheretreatofthesistersagainstcriticalconjecture。ShecouldonlysaytoConrad,asifrecurringtothesubject,"Ihopewecangetourfriendstoplayforussomenight。Iknowitisn'tanyrealhelp,butsuchthingstakethepoorcreaturesoutofthemselvesforthetimebeing,don'tyouthink?"
"Ohyes,"heanswered。"They'regoodinthatway。"HeturnedbackhesitatinglytoMrs。Horn,andsaid,withablush,"Ithankyouforahappyevening。"
"Oh,Iamveryglad,"shereplied,inhermurmur。
Oneoftheoldfriendsofthehousearchedhereyebrowsinsayinggood-
night,andofferedthetwoyoungmenremainingseatshomeinhercarriage。Beatongloomilyrefused,andshekeptherselffromaskingthestudentofhumannature,tillshehadgothimintohercarriage,"WhatisMoffitt,andwhatdidyousayaboutit?"
"Nowyousee,Margaret,"saidMrs。Horn,withbatedtriumph,whenthepeoplewereallgone。
"Yes,Isee,"thegirlconsented。"Fromonepointofview,ofcourseit'sbeenafailure。Idon'tthinkwe'vegivenMissDryfoosapleasure,butperhapsnobodycould。Andatleastwe'vegivenhertheopportunityofenjoyingherself。"
"Suchpeople,"saidMrs。Horn,philosophically,"peoplewiththeirmoney,mustofcoursebereceivedsoonerorlater。Youcan'tkeepthemout。
Only,IbelieveIwouldratherletsomeoneelsebeginwiththem。TheLeightonsdidn'tcome?"
"Isentthemcards。Icouldn'tcallagain。"
Mrs。Hornsighedalittle。"IsupposeMr。Dryfoosisoneofyourfellow-
philanthropists?"
"He'soneoftheworkers,"saidMargaret。"ImethimseveraltimesattheHall,butIonlyknewhisfirstname。Ithinkhe'sagreatfriendofFatherBenedict;heseemsdevotedtothework。Don'tyouthinkhelooksgood?"
"Very,"saidMrs。Horn,withacolorofcensureinherassent。"Theyoungergirlseemedmoreamiablethanhersister。Butwhatmanners!"
"Dreadful!"saidMargaret,withknitbrows,andapursedmouthofhumoroussuffering。"Butsheappearedtofeelverymuchathome。"
"Oh,astothat,neitherofthemwasmuchabashed。DoyousupposeMr。Beatongavetheotheronesomehintsforthatquaintdressofhers?
Idon'timaginethatblackandlaceisherowninvention。Sheseemstohavesomesortofstrangefascinationforhim。"
"She'sverypicturesque,"Margaretexplained。"Andartistsseepointsinpeoplethattherestofusdon't。"
"Coulditbehermoney?"Mrs。Horninsinuated。"Hemustbeverypoor。"
"Butheisn'tbase,"retortedthegirl,withagenerousindignationthatmadeherauntsmile。
"Ohno;butifhefancieshersopicturesque,itdoesn'tfollowthathewouldobjecttoherbeingrich。"
"ItwouldwithamanlikeMr。Beaton!"
"Youareanidealist,Margaret。IsupposeyourMr。MarchhassomedisinterestedmotiveinpayingcourttoMissMela——Pamela,Isuppose,ishername。Hetalkedtoherlongerthanherliteraturewouldhavelasted。"
"Heseemsaverykindperson,"saidMargaret。
"AndMr。Dryfoospayshissalary?"
"Idon'tknowanythingaboutthat。Butthatwouldn'tmakeanydifferencewithhim。"
Mrs。Hornlaughedoutatthissecurity;butshewasnotdispleasedbythenoblenesswhichitcamefrom。ShelikedMargarettobehigh-minded,andwasreallynotdistressedbyanygoodthatwasinher。
TheMarcheswalkedhome,bothbecauseitwasnotfar,andbecausetheymustspareincarriagehireatanyrate。Assoonastheywereoutofthehouse,sheappliedapointofconsciencetohim。
"Idon'tseehowyoucouldtalktothatgirlsolong,Basil,andmakeherlaughso。"
"Why,thereseemednooneelsetodoit,tillIthoughtofKendricks。"
"Yes,butIkeptthinking,Nowhe'spleasanttoherbecausehethinksit'stohisinterest。Ifshehadnorelationto'EveryOtherWeek,'hewouldn'twastehistimeonher。"
"Isabel,"Marchcomplained,"Iwishyouwouldn'tthinkofmeinhe,him,andhis;Ineverpersonalizeyouinmythoughts:youremainalwaysavagueunindividualizedessence,notquitewithoutformandvoid,butnounlessandpronounless。Icallthatamuchmorebeautifulmentalattitudetowardtheobjectofone'saffections。Butifyoumustheandhimandhismeinyourthoughts,Iwishyou'dhavemorekindlythoughtsofme。"
"Doyoudenythatit'strue,Basil?"
"Doyoubelievethatit'strue,Isabel?"
"Nomatter。Butcouldyouexcuseitifitwere?"
"Ah,Iseeyou'dhavebeencapableofitinmy,place,andyou'reashamed。"
"Yes,"sighedthewife,"I'mafraidthatIshould。Buttellmethatyouwouldn't,Basil!"
"IcantellyouthatIwasn't。ButIsupposethatinarealexigency,IcouldtruckletotheproprietaryDryfoosesaswellasyou。"
"Ohno;youmustn't,dear!I'mawoman,andI'mdreadfullyafraid。Butyoumustalwaysbeaman,especiallywiththathorridoldMr。Dryfoos。
Promisemethatyou'llneveryieldtheleastpointtohiminamatterofrightandwrong!"
"Notifhe'srightandI'mwrong?"
"Don'ttrifle,dear!YouknowwhatImean。Willyoupromise?"
"I'llpromisetosubmitthepointtoyou,andletyoudotheyielding。
Asforme,Ishallbeadamant。NothingIlikebetter。"
"They'redreadful,eventhatpoor,goodyoungfellow,who'ssodifferentfromalltherest;he'sawful,too,becauseyoufeelthathe'samartyrtothem。"
"AndIneverdidlikemartyrsagreatdeal,"Marchinterposed。
"Iwonderhowtheycametobethere,"Mrs。Marchpursued,unmindfulofhisjoke。
"ThatisexactlywhatseemedtobepuzzlingMissMelaaboutus。Sheasked,andIexplainedaswellasIcould;andthenshetoldmethatMissVancehadcometocallonthemandinvitedthem;andfirsttheydidn'tknowhowtheycouldcometilltheythoughtofmakingConradbringthem。
Butshedidn'tsaywhyMissVancecalledonthem。Mr。Dryfoosdoesn'temployheron'EveryOtherWeek。'ButIsupposeshehasherownvilelittlemotive。"
"Itcan'tbetheirmoney;itcan'tbe!"sighedMrs。March。
"Well,Idon'tknow。Weallrespectmoney。"
"Yes,butMissVance'spositionissosecure。Sheneedn'tpaycourttothosestupid,vulgarpeople。"
"Well,let'sconsoleourselveswiththebeliefthatshewould,ifsheneeded。SuchpeopleastheDryfoosesaretherawmaterialofgoodsociety。Itisn'tmadeupofrefinedormeritoriouspeople——professorsandlitterateurs,ministersandmusicians,andtheirfamilies。Allthefashionablepeoplethereto-nightwereliketheDryfoosesagenerationortwoago。Idaresaythematerialworksupfasternow,andinaseasonortwoyouwon'tknowtheDryfoosesfromtheotherplutocrats。THEYwill——
alittlebetterthantheydonow;they'llseeadifference,butnothingradical,nothingpainful。Peoplewhogetupintheworldbyservicetoothers——throughletters,orart,orscience——mayhavetheirmodestlittlemisgivingsastotheirsocialvalue,butpeoplethatrisebymoney——
especiallyiftheirgainsaresudden——neverhave。Andthat'sthekindofpeoplethatformournobility;there'snousepretendingthatwehaven'tanobility;wemightaswellpretendwehaven'tfirst-classcarsinthepresenceofavestibuledPullman。Thosegirlshadnomoredoubtoftheirrighttobetherethaniftheyhadbeenduchesses:wethoughtitwasveryniceofMissVancetocomeandaskus,buttheydidn't;theyweren'tafraid,ortheleastembarrassed;theywereperfectlynatural——likebornaristocrats。Andyoumaybesurethatiftheplutocracythatnowownsthecountryeverseesfittotakeontheoutwardsignsofanaristocracy——titles,andarms,andancestors——itwon'tfalterfromanyinherentquestionofitsworth。Moneyprizesandhonorsitself,andifthereisanythingithasn'tgot,itbelievesitcanbuyit。"
Well,Basil,"saidhiswife,"Ihopeyouwon'tgetinfectedwithLindau'sideasofrichpeople。Someofthemareverygoodandkind。"
"Whodeniesthat?NotevenLindauhimself。It'sallright。Andthegreatthingisthattheevening'senjoymentisover。I'vegotmysocietysmileoff,andI'mradiantlyhappy。Goonwithyourlittlepessimisticdiatribes,Isabel;youcan'tspoilmypleasure。"
"Icouldsee,"saidMela,assheandChristinedrovehometogether,"thatshewasasjealousasshecouldbe,allthetimeyouwastalkun'toMr。
Beaton。Shepretendedtobetalkun'toConrad,butshekep'hereyeonyouprettyclose,Icantellyou。Ibetshejustgotustheretoseehowhimandyouwouldacttogether。AndIreckonshewassatisfied。He'sdeadgoneonyou,Chris。"
ChristinelistenedwithadreamypleasuretotheflatterieswithwhichMelapliedherinthehopeofsomereturninkind,andnotatallbecauseshefeltspitefullytowardMissVance,orinanywisewishedherill。
"Whowasthatfellowwithyousolong?"askedChristine。"Isupposeyouturnedyourselfinsideouttohim,likeyoualwaysdo。"
Melawastransportedbythecruelingratitude。"It'salie!Ididn'ttellhimasinglething。"
Conradwalkedhome,choosingtodosobecausehedidnotwishtohearhissisters'talkoftheevening,andbecausetherewasatumultinhisspiritwhichhewishedtolethaveitsway。Inhislifewithitssinglepurpose,defeatedbystrongerwillsthanhisown,andnowstrugglingpartiallytofulfilitselfinactsofdevotiontoothers,thethoughtofwomenhadenteredscarcelymorethaninthatofachild。Hisidealswereofavirginalvagueness;faces,voices,gestureshadfilledhisfancyattimes,butalmostpassionately;andthesensationthathenowindulgedwasakindofworship,ardent,butreverentandexalted。Thebrutalexperiencesoftheworldmakeusforgetthattherearesuchnaturesinit,andthattheyseemtocomeupoutofthelowlyearthaswellasdownfromthehighheaven。Intheheartofthismanwellontowardthirtytherehadneverbeenleftthestainofabasethought;notthatsuggestionandconjecturehadnotvisitedhim,butthathehadnotentertainedthem,orinany-wisemadethemhis。InaCatholicageandcountry,hewouldhavebeenoneofthosemonkswhoaresaintedafterdeathfortheangelicpurityoftheirlives,andwhosenamesareinvokedbybelieversinmomentsoftrial,likeSanLuigiGonzaga。Ashenowwalkedalongthinking,withalover'sbeatifiedsmileonhisface,ofhowMargaretVancehadspokenandlooked,hedramatizedscenesinwhichbeapprovedhimselftoherbyactsofgoodnessandunselfishness,anddiedtopleaseherforthesakeofothers。Hemadeherpraisehimforthem,tohisface,whenhedisclaimedtheirmerit,andafterhisdeath,whenhe
Butallthisdidnotadmittheideaofpossession,evenofaspiration。
Atthemosthisworshiponlysetherbeyondtheloveofothermenasfarasbeyondhisown。
EndAHazardofNewFortunesV4
ByWilliamDeanHowellsPARTFOURTH
NotlongafterLent,FulkersonsetbeforeDryfoosonedayhisschemeforadinnerincelebrationofthesuccessof'EveryOtherWeek。'Dryfooshadnevermeddledinanymannerwiththeconductoftheperiodical;
butFulkersoneasilysawthathewasproudofhisrelationtoit,andheproceededuponthetheorythathewouldbewillingtohavethisrelationknown:Onthedayswhenhehadbeenluckyinstocks,hewasapttodropinattheofficeonEleventhStreet,onhiswayup-town,andlistentoFulkerson'stalk。HewasongoodenoughtermswithMarch,whorevisedhisfirstimpressionsoftheman,buttheyhadnotmuchtosaytoeachother,anditseemedtoMarchthatDryfooswasevenalittleafraidofhim,asofapieceofmechanismhehadacquired,butdidnotquiteunderstand;helefttheworkingofittoFulkerson,whonodoubtbraggedofitsufficiently。Theoldmanseemedtohaveaslittletosaytohisson;heshuthimselfupwithFulkerson,wheretheotherscouldhearthemanagerbeginandgoonwithanunstintedflowoftalkabout'EveryOtherWeek;'forFulkersonnevertalkedofanythingelseifhecouldhelpit,andwasalwaysbringingtheconversationbacktoitifitstrayed:
Thedayhespokeofthedinnerheroseandcalledfromhisdoor:"March,Isay,comedownhereaminute,willyou?Conrad,Iwantyou,too。"
Theeditorandthepublisherfoundthemanagerandtheproprietorseatedonoppositesidesofthetable。"It'saboutthosefuneralbakedmeats,youknow,"Fulkersonexplained,"andIwastryingtogiveMr。Dryfoossomeideaofwhatwewantedtodo。Thatis,whatIwantedtodo,"hecontinued,turningfromMarchtoDryfoos。"March,here,isopposedtoit,ofcourse。He'dliketopublish'EveryOtherWeek'onthesly;keepitoutofthepapers,andoffthenewsstands;he'samodestBostonpetunia,andheshrinksfrompublicity;butIamnotthatkindofherbmyself,andIwantallthepublicitywecanget——beg,borrow,orsteal——
forthisthing。Isaythatyoucan'tworkthesacredritesofhospitalityinabettercause,andwhatIproposeisalittledinnerforthepurposeofrecognizingthehitwe'vemadewiththisthing。Myideawastostrikeyouforthenecessaryfunds,anddothethingonahandsomescale。Thetermlittledinnerisamerefigureofspeech。Alittledinnerwouldn'tmakeabigtalk,andwhatwewantisthebigtalk,atpresent,ifwedon'tlayupacent。MynotionwasthatprettysoonafterLent,now,wheneverybodyisfeelingjustright,weshouldbegintosendoutourparagraphs,affirmative,negative,andexplanatory,andalongaboutthefirstofMayweshouldsitdownaboutahundredstrong,themostdistinguishedpeopleinthecountry,andsolemnizeourtriumph。
Thereitisinanutshell。ImightexpandandImightexpound,butthat'sthesumandsubstanceofit。"
Fulkersonstopped,andranhiseyeseagerlyoverthefacesofhisthreelisteners,oneaftertheother。MarchwasalittlesurprisedwhenDryfoosturnedtohim,butthatreferenceofthequestionseemedtogiveFulkersonparticularpleasure:"Whatdoyouthink,Mr。March?"
Theeditorleanedbackinhischair。"Idon'tpretendtohaveMr。
Fulkerson'sgeniusforadvertising;butitseemstomealittleearlyyet。Wemightcelebratelaterwhenwe'vegotmoretocelebrate。Atpresentwe'reapleasingnovelty,ratherthanafixedfact。"
"Ah,youdon'tgettheidea!"saidFulkerson。"Whatwewanttodowiththisdinneristofixthefact。"
"AmIgoingtocomeinanywhere?"theoldmaninterrupted。
"You'regoingtocomeinattheheadoftheprocession!Wearegoingtostrikeeverythingthatisimaginativeandromanticinthenewspapersoulwithyouandyourhistoryandyourfancyforgoinginforthisthing。
Icanstartyouinaparagraphthatwilltravelthroughallthenewspapers,fromMainetoTexasandfromAlaskatoFlorida。Wehavehadallsortsofrichmenbackingupliteraryenterprises,butthenatural-
gasmaninliteratureisanewthing,andthecombinationofyourpicturesquepastandyouraestheticpresentissomethingthatwillknockoutthesympathiesoftheAmericanpublicthefirstround。Ifeel,"
saidFulkerson,withatremorofpathosinhisvoice,"that'EveryOtherWeek'isatadisadvantagebeforethepublicaslongasit'ssupposedtobemyenterprise,myidea。AsfarasI'mknownatall,I'mknownsimplyasasyndicateman,andnobodyinthepressbelievesthatI'vegotthemoneytorunthethingonagrandscale;asuspicionofinsolvencymustattachtoitsoonerorlater,andthefellowsonthepresswillworkupthatimpression,soonerorlater,ifwedon'tgivethemsomethingelsetoworkup。Now,assoonasIbegintogiveitawaytothecorrespondentsthatyou'reinit,withyouruntoldmillions——that,infact,itwasyourideafromthestart,thatyouoriginatedittogivefullplaytothehumanitariantendenciesofConradhere,who'salwayshadthesetheoriesofco-operation,andlongedtorealizethemforthebenefitofourstrugglingyoungwritersandartists——"
MarchhadlistenedwithgrowingamusementtothemingledburlesqueandearnestofFulkerson'sself-sacrificingimpudence,andwithwonderastohowfarDryfooswasconsentingtohispreposterousproposition,whenConradbrokeout:"Mr。Fulkerson,Icouldnotallowyoutodothat。Itwouldnotbetrue;Ididnotwishtobehere;and——andwhatIthink——whatIwishtodo——thatissomethingIwillnotletanyoneputmeinafalsepositionabout。No!"Thebloodrushedintotheyoungman'sgentleface,andhemethisfather'sglancewithdefiance。
DryfoosturnedfromhimtoFulkersonwithoutspeaking,andFulkersonsaid,caressingly:"Why,ofcourse,Coonrod!Iknowhowyoufeel,andI
shouldn'tletanythingofthatsortgooutuncontradictedafterward。Butthereisn'tanythinginthesetimesthatwouldgiveusbetterstandingwiththepublicthansomehintofthewayyoufeelaboutsuchthings。
Thepublicsexpectstobeinterested,andnothingwouldinterestitmorethantobetoldthatthesuccessof'EveryOtherWeek'sprangfromthefirstapplicationoftheprincipleofLiveandletLivetoaliteraryenterprise。Itwouldlookparticularlywell,comingfromyouandyourfather,butifyouobject,wecanleavethatpartout;thoughifyouapproveoftheprincipleIdon'tseewhyyouneedobject。Themainthingistoletthepublicknowthatitowesthisthingtotheliberalandenlightenedspiritofoneoftheforemostcapitalistsofthecountry;andthathispurposesarenotlikelytobebetrayedinthehandsofhisson,Ishouldgetalittlecutmadefromaphotographofyourfather,andsupplyitgratiswiththeparagraphs。"
"Iguess,"saidtheoldman,"wewillgetalongwithoutthecut。"
Fulkersonlaughed。"Well,well!Haveityourownway,Butthesightofyourfaceinthepatentoutsidesofthecountrypresswouldbeworthhalfadozensubscribersineveryschooldistrictthroughoutthelengthandbreadthofthisfairland。"
Therewasafellow,"Dryfoosexplained,inanasidetoMarch,"thatwasgettingupahistoryofMoffitt,andheaskedmetolethimputasteelengravingofmein。Hesaidagoodmanyprominentcitizensweregoingtohavetheirsin,andhispricewasahundredandfiftydollars。ItoldhimIcouldn'tletminegoforlessthantwohundred,andwhenhesaidhecouldgivemeasplendidplateforthatmoney,IsaidIshouldwantitcash,Youneversawafellowmoreastonishedwhenhegotitthroughhim。
thatIexpectedhimtopaythetwohundred。"
Fulkersonlaughedinkeenappreciationofthejoke。"Well,sir,Iguess'EveryOtherWeek'willpayyouthatmuch。Butifyouwon'tsellatanyprice,allright;wemusttrytoworryalongwithoutthelightofyourcountenanceon,theposters,butwegottohaveitforthebanquet。"
"Idon'tseemtofeelveryhungry,yet,"saidtheyoldman,dryly。
"Oh,'l'appeitvientenmangeant',asourFrenchfriendssay。You'llbehungryenoughwhenyouseethepreliminaryLittleNeckclam。It'stoolateforoysters。"
"Doesn'tthatfactseemtopointtoapostponementtilltheygetback,sometimeinOctober,"Marchsuggested,"No,no!"saidFulkerson,"youdon'tcatchontothebusinessendofthisthing,myfriends。You'reproceedingonsomethingliketheoldexplodedideathatthedemandcreatesthesupply,wheneverybodyknows,ifhe'swatchedthecourseofmodernevents,thatit'sjustasapttobetheotherway。Icontendthatwe'vegotarealsubstantialsuccesstocelebratenow;butevenifwehadn't,thecelebrationwoulddomorethananythingelsetocreatethesuccess,ifwegotitproperlybeforethepublic。Peoplewillsay:Thosefellowsarenotfools;theywouldn'tgoandrejoiceovertheirmagazineunlesstheyhadgotabigthinginit。
AndthestateoffeelingweshouldproduceinthepublicmindwouldmakeaboomofperfectlyunprecedentedgrandeurforE。O。W。Heigh?"
Helookedsunnilyfromonetotheotherinsuccession。TheelderDryfoossaid,withhischinonthetopofhisstick,"IreckonthoseLittleNeckclamswillkeep。"
"Well,justasyousay,"Fulkersoncheerfullyassented。"Iunderstandyoutoagreetothegeneralprincipleofalittledinner?"
"Thesmallerthebetter,"saidtheoldman。
"Well,Isayalittledinnerbecausetheideaofthatseemstocoverthecase,evenifwevarytheplanalittle。Ihadthoughtofareception,maybe,thatwouldincludetheladycontributorsandartists,andthewivesanddaughtersoftheothercontributors。Thatwouldgiveusthechancetoringinalotofsocietycorrespondentsandgetthethingwrittenupinfirst-classshape。By-the-way!"criedFulkerson,slappinghimselfontheleg,"whynothavethedinnerandthereceptionboth?"
"Idon'tunderstand,"saidDryfoos。
"Why,haveaselectlittledinnerfortenortwentychoicespiritsofthemalepersuasion,andthen,aboutteno'clock,throwopenyourpalatialdrawing-roomsandadmitthefemalestochampagne,salads,andices。Itistheverything!Come!"
"Whatdoyouthinkofit,Mr。March?"askedDryfoos,onwhosesocialinexperienceFulkerson'swordsprojectednoveryintelligibleimage,andwhoperhapshopedforsomemorelight。
"It'sabeautifulvision,"saidMarch,"andifitwilltakemoretimetorealizeitIthinkIapprove。IapproveofanythingthatwilldelayMr。
Fulkerson'sadvertisingorgie。"
"Then,"Fulkersonpursued,"wecouldhavethepleasureofMissChristineandMissMela'scompany;andmaybeMrs。Dryfooswouldlookinonusinthecourseoftheevening。There'snohurry,asMr。Marchsuggests,ifwecangivethethingthisshape。Iwillcheerfullyadopttheideaofmyhonorablecolleague。"
Marchlaughedathisimpudence,butathearthewasashamedofFulkersonforproposingtomakeuseofDryfoosandhishouseinthatway。
Hefanciedsomethingappealinginthelookthattheoldmanturnedonhim,andsomethingindignantinConrad'sflush;butprobablythiswasonlyhisfancy。Hereflectedthatneitherofthemcouldfeelitaspeopleofmoreworldlyknowledgewould,andheconsoledhimselfwiththefactthatFulkersonwasreallynotsuchacharlatanasheseemed。ButitwentthroughhismindthatthiswasastrangeendforallDryfoos'smoney-makingtocometo;andhephilosophicallyacceptedthefactofhisownhumblefortuneswhenhereflectedhowlittlehismoneycouldbuyforsuchaman。ItwasanhonorableusethatFulkersonwasputtingittoin'EveryOtherWeek;'itmightbefarmorecreditablyspentonsuchanenterprisethanonhorses,orwines,orwomen,theusualresourcesofthebruterich;andifitweretobelost,itmightbetterbelostthatwaythaninstocks。HekeptasmilingfaceturnedtoDryfooswhiletheseirreverentconsiderationsoccupiedhim,andhardenedhisheartagainstfatherandsonandtheirpossibleemotions。
Theoldmanrosetoputanendtotheinterview。Heonlyrepeated,"Iguessthoseclamswillkeeptillfall。"
ButFulkersonwasapparentlysatisfiedwiththeprogresshehadmade;andwhenhejoinedMarchforthestrollhomewardafterofficehours,hewasabletodetachhismindfromthesubject,asifcontenttoleaveit。
"ThisisaboutthebestpartoftheyearinNewYork,"hesaid;Insomeoftheareasthegrasshadsprouted,andthetenderyoungfoliagehadlooseneditselffrozethebudsonasidewalktreehereandthere;thesoftairwasfullofspring,andthedelicatesky,faraloof,hadthelookitneverwearsatanyotherseason。"Itain'tatimeofyeartocomplainmuchof,anywhere;butIdon'twantanythingbetterthanthemonthofMayinNewYork。FartherSouthit'stoohot,andI'vebeeninBostoninMaywhenthateastwindofyoursmadeeverynerveinmybodygetupandhowl。Ireckontheweatherhasagooddealtodowiththelocaltemperament。ThereasonaNewYorkmantakeslifesoeasilywithallhisrushisthathisclimatedon'tworryhim。ButaBostonmanmustberaspedthewholewhilebytheedgeinhisair。Thataccountsforhissharpness;andwhenhe'slivedthroughtwenty-fiveorthirtyBostonMays,hegetstothinkingthatProvidencehassomeparticularuseforhim,orhewouldn'thavesurvived,andthatmakeshimconceited。See?"
"Isee,"saidMarch。"ButIdon'tknowhowyou'regoingtoworkthatideaintoanadvertisement,exactly。"
"Oh,pahaw,now,March!Youdon'tthinkI'vegotthatonthebrainallthetime?"
"Youweregraduallyleadingupto'EveryOtherWeek',somehow。"
"No,sir;Iwasn't。IwasjustthinkingwhatadifferentcreatureaMassachusettsmanisfromaVirginian,AndyetIsupposethey'rebothaspureEnglishstockasyou'llgetanywhereinAmerica。Marsh,IthinkColonelWoodburn'spaperisgoingtomakeahit。"
"You'vegotthere!Whenitknocksdownthesaleaboutone-half,Ishallknowit'smadeahit。"
"I'mnotafraid,"saidFulkerson。"Thatthingisgoingtoattractattention。It'swellwritten——youcantakethepomposityoutofit,hereandthereandit'snovel。Ourpeoplelikeaboldstrike,andit'sgoingtoshakethemuptremendouslytohaveserfdomadvocatedonhighmoralgroundsastheonlysolutionofthelaborproblem。Yousee,inthefirstplace,hegoesfortheirsympathiesbythewayheportraystheactualrelationsofcapitalandlabor;heshowshowthingshavegottogofrombadtoworse,andthenhetrotsouthislittleoldhobby,andprovesthatifslaveryhadnotbeeninterferedwith,itwouldhaveperfecteditselfintheinterestofhumanity。Hemakesaprettystrongpleaforit。"
Marchthrewbackhisheadandlaughed。"He'sconvertedyou!Iswear,Fulkerson,ifwehadacceptedandpaidforanarticleadvocatingcannibalismastheonlyresourceforgettingridofthesuperfluouspoor,you'dbegintobelieveinit。"
Fulkersonsmiledinapprovalofthejoke,andonlysaid:"Iwishyoucouldmeetthecolonelintheprivacyofthedomesticcircle,March。
You'dlikehim。He'sasplendidoldfellow;regulartype。Talkaboutspring!
Yououghttoseethewidow'slittlebackyardthesedays。Youknowthatglassgalleryjustbeyondthedining-room?Thosegirlshavegotthepot-
plantsoutofthat,andalotmore,andthey'veturnedtheedgesofthatbackyard,alongthefence,intoaregularbower;they'vegotsweetpeasplanted,andnasturtiums,andweshallbeinablazeofgloryaboutthebeginningofJune。Funtosee'emworkinthegarden,andthebirdbossingthejobinhiscageunderthecherry-tree。Havetokeepthemiddleoftheyardfortheclothesline,butsixdaysintheweekit'salawn,andIgooveritwithamowermyself。March,thereain'tanythinglikeahome,isthere?Dearlittlecotofyourown,heigh?Itellyou,March,whenIgettopushingthatmowerround,andthecolonelissmokinghiscigarinthegallery,andthosegirlsarepotteringovertheflowers,oneofthesesofteveningsafterdinner,Ifeellikeahumanbeing。Yes,Ido。IstruckitrichwhenIconcludedtotakemymealsatthewidow's。
ForeightdollarsaweekIgetgoodboard,refinedsociety,andalltheadvantagesofaChristianhome。By-the-way,you'veneverhadmuchtalkwithMissWoodburn,haveyou,March?"
"NotsomuchaswithMissWoodburn'sfather。"
"Well,heisratherapttoscooptheconversation。Imustdrawhisfire,sometime,whenyouandMrs。Marcharearound,andgetyouachancewithMissWoodburn。"
"Ishouldlikethatbetter,Ibelieve,"saidMarch。
"Well,Ishouldn'twonderifyoudid。Curious,butMissWoodburnisn'tatallyourideaofaSoutherngirl。She'sgotlotsofgo;she'sneveridleaminute;shekeepstheoldgentlemaninfirst-classshape,andshedon'tbelieveabitintheslaverysolutionofthelaborproblem;saysshe'sgladit'sgone,andifit'sanythingliketheeffectsofit,she'sgladitwentbeforehertime。No,sir,she'sasfullofsnapastheliveliestkindofaNortherngirl。NoneofthatsunnySouthernlanguoryoureadabout。"
"IsupposethetypicalSoutherner,likethetypicalanythingelse,isprettydifficulttofind,"saidMarch。"ButperhapsMissWoodburnrepresentsthenewSouth。Themodernconditionsmustbeproducingamoderntype。"
"Well,that'swhatsheandthecolonelbothsay。Theysaythereain'tanythingleftofthatWalterScottdignityandchivalryintherisinggeneration;takestoomuchtime。Yououghttoseehersketchtheold-
school,high-and-mightymanners,astheysurviveamongsomeoftheantiquesinCharlottesburg。Ifthatthingcouldbeputuponthestageitwouldbeakillingsuccess。Makestheoldgentlemanlaughinspiteofhimself。Buthe'sasproudofherasPunch,anyway。Whydon'tyouandMrs。Marchcomeroundoftener?Lookhere!Howwoulditdotohavealittleexcursion,somewhere,afterthespringfairlygetsinitswork?"
"Reporterspresent?"
"No,no!Nothingofthatkind;perfectlysincereanddisinterestedenjoyment。"
"Oh,afewhandbillstobescatteredaround:"BuyEveryOtherWeek,"
Lookoutforthenextnumberof'EveryOtherWeek,''EveryOtherWeekatallthenews-stands。'Well,I'lltalkitoverwithMrs。March。I
supposethere'snogreathurry。"
MarchtoldhiswifeoftheidyllicmoodinwhichhehadleftFulkersonatthewidow'sdoor,andshesaidhemustbeinlove。
"Why,ofcourse!IwonderIdidn'tthinkofthat。ButFulkersonissuchanimpartialadmirerofthewholesexthatyoucan'tthinkofhislikingonemorethananother。Idon'tknowthatheshowedanyunjustpartiality,though,inhistalkof'thosegirls,'ashecalledthem。
AndIalwaysratherfanciedthatMrs。Mandel——he'sdonesomuchforher,youknow;andsheissuchawell-balanced,well-preservedperson,andsolady-likeandcorrect——"
"Fulkersonhadthewordforher:academic。She'severythingthatinstructionanddisciplinecanmakeofawoman;butIshouldn'tthinktheycouldmakeenoughofhertobeinlovewith。"
"Well,Idon'tknow。Theacademichasitscharm。TherearemoodsinwhichIcouldimaginemyselfinlovewithanacademicperson。Thatregularityofline;thatreasonedstrictnessofcontour;thatneatnessofpose;thatslightlyconventionalbutharmoniousgroupingoftheemotionsandmorals——youcanseehowitwouldhaveitscharm,theWedgwoodinhumannature?IwonderwhereMrs。Mandelkeepsherurnandherwillow。"
"Ishouldthinkshemighthaveusefortheminthatfamily,poorthing!"
saidMrs。March。
"Ah,thatremindsme,"saidherhusband,"thatwehadanothertalkwiththeoldgentleman,thisafternoon,aboutFulkerson'sliterary,artistic,andadvertisingorgie,andit'spostponedtillOctober。"
"Thelaterthebetter,Ishouldthink,"saidMrs:March,whodidnotreallythinkaboutitatall,butwhomthedatefixedforitcausedtothinkoftheinterveningtime。"Wehavegottoconsiderwhatwewilldoaboutthesummer,beforelong,Basil。"
"Oh,notyet,notyet,"hepleaded;withthatman'swillingnesstoabideinthepresent,whichissotryingtoawoman。"It'sonlytheendofApril。"
"ItwillbetheendofJunebeforeweknow。AndthesepeoplewantingtheBostonhouseanotheryearcomplicatesit。Wecan'tspendthesummerthere,asweplanned。"
"Theyoughtn'ttohaveofferedusanincreasedrent;theyhavetakenanadvantageofus。"
"Idon'tknowthatitmatters,"saidMrs。March。"Ihaddecidednottogothere。"
"Hadyou?Thisisasurprise。"
"Everythingisasurprisetoyou,Basil,whenithappens。"
"True;Ikeeptheworldfresh,thatway。"
"Itwouldn'thavebeenanychangetogofromonecitytoanotherforthesummer。WemightaswellhavestayedinNewYork。"
"Yes,Iwishwehadstayed,"saidMarch,idlyhumoringaconceptionoftheaccomplishedfact。"Mrs。Greenwouldhaveletushavethegimcrackeryverycheapforthesummermonths;andwecouldhavemadeallsortsofnicelittleexcursionsandtripsoffandbeentwiceaswellasifwehadspentthesummeraway。"
"Nonsense!Youknowwecouldn'tspendthesummerinNewYork。"
"IknowIcould。"
"Whatstuff!Youcouldn'tmanage。"
"Ohyes,Icould。IcouldtakemymealsatFulkerson'swidow's;oratMaroni's,withpooroldLindau:he'sgottodiningthereagain。Or,I
couldkeephouse,andhecoulddinewithmehere。"
TherewasateasinglookinMarch'seyes,andhebrokeintoalaugh,atthefirmnesswithwhichhiswifesaid:"Ithinkifthereistobeanyhousekeeping,Iwillstay,too;andhelptolookafterit。Iwouldtrynotintrudeuponyouandyourguest。"
"Oh,weshouldbeonlytoogladtohaveyoujoinus,"saidMarch,playingwithfire。
"Verywell,then,IwishyouwouldtakehimofftoMaroni's,thenexttimehecomestodinehere!"criedhiswife。
TheexperimentofmakingMarch'soldfriendfreeofhishousehadnotgivenherallthepleasurethatsokindathingoughttohaveaffordedsogoodawoman。ShereceivedLindauatfirstwithrobustbenevolence,andthehighresolvenottoletanyofhislittlepeculiaritiesalienateherfromasenseofhisclaimuponhersympathyandgratitude,notonlyasamanwhohadbeensogenerouslyfondofherhusbandinhisyouth,butaherowhohadsufferedforhercountry。Hertheorywasthathismutilationmustnotbeignored,butmustbekeptinmindasamonumentofhissacrifice,andshefortifiedBellawiththisconception,sothatthechildbravelysatnexthismaimedarmattableandhelpedhimtodisheshecouldnotreach,andcutuphismeatforhim。AsforMrs。Marchherself,thethoughtofhismutilationmadeheralittlefaint;shewasnotwithoutabewilderedresentmentofitspresenceasasortofoppression。ShedidnotlikehisdrinkingsomuchofMarch'sbeer,either;itwasnoharm,butitwassomehowunworthy,outofcharacterwithaheroofthewar。ButwhatshereallycouldnotreconcileherselftowastheviolenceofLindau'ssentimentsconcerningthewholepoliticalandsocialfabric。Shedidnotfeelsurethatheshouldbeallowedtosaysuchthingsbeforethechildren,whohadbeennurturedinthefaithofBunkerHillandAppomattox,asthebeginningandtheendofallpossibleprogressinhumanrights。Asawomanshewasnaturallyanaristocrat,butasanAmericanshewastheoreticallyademocrat;anditastounded,italarmedher,tohearAmericandemocracydenouncedasashufflingevasion。ShehadnevercaredmuchfortheUnitedStatesSenate,butshedoubtedifsheoughttositbywhenitwasrailedatasarichman'sclub。Itshockedhertobetoldthattherichandpoorwerenotequalbeforethelawinacountrywherejusticemustbepaidforateverystepinfeesandcosts,orwhereapoormanmustgotowarinhisownperson,andarichmanmighthiresomeonetogoinhis。Mrs。MarchfeltthatthisrebelliousmindinLindaureallysomehowoutlawedhimfromsympathy,andretroactivelyundidhispastsufferingforthecountry:shehadalwaysparticularlyvaluedthatprovisionofthelaw,becauseinforecastingallthepossiblemischancesthatmightbefallherownson,shehadbeencomfortedbythethoughtthatifthereeverwasanotherwar,andTomweredrafted,hisfathercouldbuyhimasubstitute。Comparedwithsuchblasphemyasthis,Lindau'sdeclarationthattherewasnotequalityofopportunityinAmerica,andthatfullyone-halfthepeopleweredebarredtheirrighttothepursuitofhappinessbythehopelessconditionsoftheirlives,wasflatteringpraise。Shecouldnotlistentosuchthingsinsilence,though,anditdidnothelpmatterswhenLindaumetherargumentswithfactsandreasonswhichshefeltshewasmerelynotsufficientlyinstructedtocombat,andhewasnotquitegentlemanlytourge。"Iamafraidfortheeffectonthechildren,"shesaidtoherhusband。"Suchperfectlydistortedideas——Tomwillberuinedbythem。"