Iknowyouwillgetonwellwithhim。Hehassuchagoodheart。Andhisattitudetowardyou,Basil,isbeautifulalways——sorespectful;ornotthatsomuchasappreciative。Yes,appreciative——that'stheword;Imustalwayskeepthatinmind。"
"It'squiteimportanttodoso,"saidMarch。
"Yes,"sheassented,seriously,"andwemustnotforgetjustwhatkindofflatwearegoingtolookfor。The'sinequanons'areanelevatorandsteamheat,notabovethethirdfloor,tobeginwith。Thenwemusteachhavearoom,andyoumusthaveyourstudyandImusthavemyparlor;andthetwogirlsmusteachhavearoom。Withthekitchenanddiningroom,howmanydoesthatmake?"
"Ten。"
"Ithoughteight。Well,nomatter。Youcanworkintheparlor,andrunintoyourbedroomwhenanybodycomes;andIcansitinmine,andthegirlsmustputupwithone,ifit'slargeandsunny,thoughI'vealwaysgiventhemtwoathome。Andthekitchenmustbesunny,sotheycansitinit。Andtheroomsmustallhaveoutsidelight。Audtherentmustnotbeovereighthundredforthewinter。Weonlygetathousandforourwholehouse,andwemustsavesomethingoutofthat,soastocovertheexpensesofmoving。Now,doyouthinkyoucanrememberallthat?"
"Notthehalfofit,"saidMarch。"Butyoucan;orifyouforgetathirdofit,Icancomeinwithmypartialhalfandmorethanmakeitup。"
Shehadbroughtherbonnetandsacquedown-stairswithher,andwastransferringthemfromthehatracktoherpersonwhileshetalked。Thefriendlydoor-boyletthemintothestreet,andtheclearOctobereveningairbrightenedhersothatasshetuckedherhandunderherhusband'sarmandbegantopullhimalongshesaid,"Ifwefindsomethingrightaway——
andwe'rejustaslikelytogettherightflatsoonaslate;it'sallalottery——wellgotothetheatresomewhere。"
Shehadamoment'spanicabouthavinglefttheagents'permitsonthetable,andafterrememberingthatshehadputthemintoherlittleshopping-bag,whereshekepthermoneyeachnotecrushedintoaroundwad,andhadheftitonthehat-rack,whereitwouldcertainlybestolen,shefounditonherwrist。Shedidnotthinkthatveryfunny;
butafterafirstimpulsetoinculpateherhusband,shelethimlaugh,whiletheystoppedunderalampandsheheldthepermitshalfayardawaytoreadthenumbersonthem。
"Whereareyourglasses,Isabel?"
"Onthemantelinourroom,ofcourse。"
"Thenyououghttohavebroughtapairoftongs。"
"Iwouldn'tgetoffsecond-handjokes,Basil,"shesaid;and"Why,here!"
shecried,whirlingroundtothedoorbeforewhichtheyhadhalted,"thisistheverynumber。Well,Idobelieveit'sasign!"
Oneofthosecoloredmenwhosoftenthetradeofjanitorinmanyofthesmallerapartment-housesinNewYorkbythesweetnessoftheirracelettheMarchesin,or,rather,welcomedthemtothepossessionofthepremisesbythebowwithwhichheacknowledgedtheirpermit。Itwasalarge,oldmansioncutupintofiveorsixdwellings,butithadkeptsometraitsofitsformerdignity,whichpleasedpeopleoftheirsympathetictastes。Thedark-mahoganytrim,ofsufficientlyuglydesign,gavearichgloomtothehallway,whichwaswideandpavedwithmarble;
thecarpetedstairscurvedaloftthroughagenerousspace。
"Thereisnoelevator?"Mrs。Marchaskedofthejanitor。
Heanswered,"No,ma'am;onlytwoflightsup,"sowinninglythatshesaid,"Oh!"incourteousapology,andwhisperedtoherhusband,asshefollowedlightlyup,"We'lltakeit,Basil,ifit'sliketherest。"
"Ifit'slikehim,youmean。"
"Idon'twondertheywantedtoownthem,"shehurriedlyphilosophized。
"IfIhadsuchacreature,nothingbutdeathshouldpartus,andIshouldnomorethinkofgivinghimhisfreedom!"
"No;wecouldn'taffordit,"returnedherhusband。
Theapartmentwhichthejanitorunlockedforthem,andlitupfromthosechandeliersandbracketsofgiltbrassintheformofvinebunches,leaves,andtendrilsinwhichtheearlygas-fitterrealizedmostofhisconceptionsofbeauty,hadrathermoreoftheuglinessthanthedignityofthehall。Buttheroomswerelarge,andtheygroupedthemselvesinareminiscenceofthetimewhentheywerepartofadwellingthathaditscharm,itspathos,itsimpressiveness。Wheretheywerecutupintosmallerspaces,ithadbeendonewiththefranknesswithwhichaproudoldfamilyoffallenfortunespractisesitseconomies。Theroughpine~
floorsshowedablackborderoftack-headswherecarpetshadbeenliftedandputdownforgenerations;thewhitepaintwasyellowwithage;theapartmenthadlightatthefrontandattheback,andtwoorthreeroomshadglimpsesofthedaythroughsmallwindowsletintotheircorners;
anotheroneseemedliftinganappealingeyetoheaventhroughaglasscircleinitsceiling;therestmustdarkleinperpetualtwilight。Yetsomethingpleasedinitall,andMrs。Marchhadgonefartoadaptthedifferentroomstothemembersofherfamily,whenshesuddenlythoughtandforhertothinkwastosay,"Why,butthere'snosteamheat!"
"No,ma'am,"thejanitoradmitted;"butdere'sgratesinmosto'derooms,anddere'sfurnaceheatindehalls。"
"That'strue,"sheadmitted,and,havingplacedherfamilyintheapartments,itwashardtogetthemoutagain。"Couldwemanage?"shereferredtoherhusband。
"Why,Ishouldn'tcareforthesteamheatif——Whatistherent?"hebrokeofftoaskthejanitor。
"Ninehundred,sir。"
Marchconcludedtohiswife,"Ifitwerefurnished。"
"Why,ofcourse!WhatcouldIhavebeenthinkingof?We'relookingforafurnishedflat,"sheexplainedtothejanitor,"andthiswassopleasantandhomelikethatIneverthoughtwhetheritwasfurnishedornot。"
Shesmileduponthejanitor,andheenteredintothejokeandchuckledsoamiablyatherflatteringoversightonthewaydown-stairsthatshesaid,asshepinchedherhusband'sarm,"Now,ifyoudon'tgivehimaquarterI'llneverspeaktoyouagain,Basil!"
"Iwouldhavegivenhalfadollarwillinglytogetyoubeyondhisglamour,"saidMarch,whentheyweresafelyonthepavementoutside。"
Ifithadn'tbeenformystrengthofcharacter,you'dhavetakenanunfurnishedflatwithoutheatandwithnoelevator,atninehundredayear,whenyouhadjustswornmetosteamheat,anelevator,furniture,andeighthundred。"
"Yes!HowcouldIhavelostmyheadsocompletely?"shesaid,withalenientamusementinheraberrationwhichshewasnotalwaysabletofeelinherhusband's。
"Thenexttimeacoloredjanitoropensthedoortous,I'lltellhimtheapartmentdoesn'tsuitatthethreshold。It'stheonlywaytomanageyou,Isabel。"
"It'strue。Iaminlovewiththewholerace。Ineversawoneofthemthatdidn'thaveperfectlyangelicmanners。Ithinkweshallallbeblackinheaven——thatis,black-souled。"
"Thatisn'ttheusualtheory,"saidMarch。
"Well,perhapsnot,"sheassented。"Wherearewegoingnow?Ohyes,totheXenophon!"
Shepulledhimgaylyalongagain,andaftertheyhadwalkedablockdownandhalfablockovertheystoodbeforetheapartment-houseofthatname,whichwascutonthegas-lampsoneithersideoftheheavilyspiked,aesthetic-hingedblackdoor。Thetitterofanelectric-bellbroughtalarge,fatButtons,withastageeffectofbeingdressedtolooksmall,whosaidhewouldcallthejanitor,andtheywaitedinthedimlysplendid,copper-coloredinterior,admiringthewhorlsandwavesintowhichthewallpaintwascombed,tillthejanitorcameinhisgold-bandedcap,likeaContinentalporker。WhentheysaidtheywouldliketoseeMrs。GrosvenorGreen'sapartment,heownedhisinabilitytocopewiththeaffair,andsaidhemustsendforthesuperintendent;hewaseitherintheHerodotusortheThucydides,andwouldbethereinaminute。TheButtonsbroughthim——aYankeeofbrowbeatingpresenceinplainclothes——
almostbeforetheyhadtimetoexchangeafrightenedwhisperinrecognitionofthefactthattherecouldbenodoubtofthesteamheatandelevatorinthiscase。Halfstifledintheone,theymountedintheothereightstories,whiletheytriedtokeeptheirself-respectunderthegazeofthesuperintendent,whichtheyfeltwasclassingandassessingthemwithunfriendlyaccuracy。Theycouldnot,andtheyfalteredabashedatthethresholdofMrs。GrosvenorGreen'sapartment,whilethesuperintendentlitthegasinthegangwaythathecalledaprivatehall,andinthedrawing-roomandthesuccessionofchambersstretchingrearwardtothekitchen。Everythinghad,beendonebythearchitecttosavespace,andeverything,towasteitbyMrs。GrosvenorGreen。Shehadconformedtoalawforthenecessityofturningroundineachroom,andhadfolding-bedsinthechambers,buttherehersubordinationhadended,andwhereveryoumighthaveturnedroundshehadputagimcracksothatyouwouldknockitoverifyoudidturn。Theplacewasratherprettyandevenimposingatfirstglance,andittookseveraljointballotsforMarchandhiswifetomakesurethatwiththekitchentherewereonlysixrooms。Ateverydoorhungaportierefromlargeringsonabrassrod;everyshelfanddressing-caseandmantelwaslitteredwithgimcracks,andthecornersofthetinyroomswerecurtainedoff,andbehindtheseportieresswarmedmoregimcracks。ThefrontoftheuprightpianohadwhatMarchcalledashort-skirtedportiereonit,andthetopwascoveredwithvases,withdragoncandlesticksandwithJapfans,whichalsoexpandedthemselvesbatwiseonthewallsbetweentheetchingsandthewatercolors。Thefloorswerecoveredwithfilling,andthenrugsandthenskins;theeasy-chairsallhadtidies,ArmenianandTurkishandPersian;theloungesandsofashadembroideredcushionshiddenundertidies。
TheradiatorwasconcealedbyaJapscreen,andoverthetopofthissomeArabscarfswereflung。Therewasasuperabundanceofclocks。Chinapugsguardedthehearth;abrasssunflowersmiledfromthetopofeitherandiron,andabrasspeacockspreaditstailbeforetheminsideahighfiligreefender;ononesidewasacoalhodin'repousse'brass,andontheotherawroughtironwood-basket。SomeredJapanesebird-kiteswerestuckaboutinthenecksofspeltervases,acrimsonJapumbrellahungopenedbeneaththechandelier,andeachglobehadashadeofyellowsilk。
March,whenhehadrecoveredhisself-commandalittleinthepresenceoftheagglomeration,comfortedhimselfbycallingthebric-a-bracJamescracks,asifthiswastheirfullname。
Thedisrespecthewasabletoshowthewholeapartmentbymeansofthisjokestrengthenedhimtosayboldlytothesuperintendentthatitwasaltogethertoosmall;thenheaskedcarelesslywhattherentwas。
"Twohundredandfifty。"
TheMarchesgaveastart,andlookedateachother。
"Don'tyouthinkwecouldmakeitdo?"sheaskedhim,andhecouldseethatshehadmentallysavedfivehundreddollarsasthedifferencebetweentherentoftheirhouseandthatofthisflat。"Ithassomeveryprettyfeatures,andwecouldmanagetosqueezein,couldn'twe?"
"Youwon'tfindanotherfurnishedflatlikeitfornotwo-fiftyamonthinthewholecity,"thesuperintendentputin。
Theyexchangedglancesagain,andMarchsaid,carelessly,"It'stoosmall。"
"There'savacantflatintheHerodotusforeighteenhundredayear,andoneintheThucydidesforfifteen,"thesuperintendentsuggested,clickinghiskeystogetherastheysankdownintheelevator;"sevenroomsandbath。"
"Thankyou,"saidMarch;"we'relookingforafurnishedflat。"
Theyfeltthatthesuperintendentpartedfromthemwithrepressedsarcasm。
"Oh,Basil,doyouthinkwereallymadehimthinkitwasthesmallnessandnotthedearness?"
"No,butwesavedourself-respectintheattempt;andthat'sagreatdeal。"
"Ofcourse,Iwouldn'thavetakenit,anyway,withonlysixrooms,andsohighup。Butwhatprices!Now,wemustbeverycircumspectaboutthenextplace。"
Itwasajanitress,large,fat,withherarmswoundupinherapron,whoreceivedthemthere。Mrs。Marchgaveherasuccinctbutperfectstatementoftheirneeds。Shefailedtograspthenatureofthem,orfeignedtodoso。Sheshookherhead,andsaidthathersonwouldshowthemtheflat。Therewasaradiatorvisibleinthenarrowhall,andIsabeltacitlycompromisedonsteamheatwithoutanelevator,astheflatwasonlyoneflightup。Whenthesonappearedfrombelowwithasmallkerosenehand-lamp,itappearedthattheflatwasunfurnished,buttherewasnostoppinghimtillhehadshownitinallitsimpossibility。WhentheygotsafelyawayfromitandintothestreetMarchsaid:"Well,haveyouhadenoughforto-night,Isabel?Shallwegotothetheatrenow?"
"Notonanyaccount。IwanttoseethewholelistofflatsthatMr。
Fulkersonthoughtwouldbetheverythingforus。"Shelaughed,butwithacertainbitterness。
"You'llbecallinghimmyMr。Fulkersonnext,Isabel。"
"Ohno!"
Thefourthaddresswasafurnishedflatwithoutakitchen,inahousewithageneralrestaurant。Thefifthwasafurnishedhouse。Atthesixthapatheticwidowandherprettydaughterwantedtotakeafamilytoboard,andwouldgivethemaprivatetableataratewhichtheMarcheswouldhavethoughtlowinBoston。
Mrs。Marchcameawaytinglingwithcompassionfortheirevidentanxiety,andthispitynaturallysouredintoasenseofinjury。"Well,ImustsayIhavecompletelylostconfidenceinMr。Fulkerson'sjudgment。AnythingmoreutterlydifferentfromwhatItoldhimwewantedIcouldn'timagine。
Ifhedoesn'tmanageanybetterabouthisbusinessthanhehasdoneaboutthis,itwillbeaperfectfailure。"
"Well,well,let'shopehe'llbemorecircumspectaboutthat,"herhusbandreturned,withironicalpropitiation。"ButIdon'tthinkit'sFulkerson'sfaultaltogether。Perhapsit'sthehouse-agents'。They'reaveryillusorygeneration。Thereseemstobesomethinginthehumanhabitationthatcorruptsthenaturesofthosewhodealinit,tobuyorsellit,tohireorletit。Yougotoanagentandtellhimwhatkindofahouseyouwant。Hehasnosuchhouse,andhesendsyoutolookatsomethingaltogetherdifferent,uponthewell-ascertainedprinciplethatifyoucan'tgetwhatyouwantyouwilltakewhatyoucanget。Youdon'tsupposethe'party'thattookourhouseinBostonwaslookingforanysuchhouse?Hewaslookingforatotallydifferentkindofhouseinanotherpartofthetown。"
"Idon'tbelievethat!"hiswifebrokein。
"Well,nomatter。Butseewhatascandalousrentyouaskedforit。"
"Wedidn'tgetmuchmorethanhalf;and,besides,theagenttoldmetoaskfourteenhundred。"
"Oh,I'mnotblamingyou,Isabel。I'monlyanalyzingthehouse-agentandexoneratingFulkerson。"
"Well,Idon'tbelievehetoldthemjustwhatwewanted;and,atanyrate,I'mdonewithagents。TomorrowI'mgoingentirelybyadvertisements。"
VIII。
Mrs。MarchtookthevertebratewithhertotheViennaCoffee-House,wheretheywenttobreakfastnextmorning。ShemadeMarchbuyhertheHeraldandtheWorld,andsheaddedtoitsspinyconvolutionsfromthem。Shereadthenewadvertisementsaloudwithardorandwithfaithtobelievethattheapartmentsdescribedinthemwereeveryonetruthfullyrepresented,andthatanyoneofthemwasrichlyresponsivetotheirneeds。"Elegant,light,large,singleandoutsideflats"wereofferedwith"allimprovements——bath,ice-box,etc。"——fortwenty-fivetothirtydollarsamonth。Thecheapnesswasamazing。TheWagram,theEsmeralda,theJacinth,advertisedthemforfortydollarsandsixtydollars,"withsteamheatandelevator,"rentfreetillNovember。Others,attractivefromtheirairofconscientiousscruple,announced"first-classflats;
goodorder;reasonablerents。"TheHelenaaskedthereaderifshehadseenthe"cabinetfinish,hard-woodfloors,andfrescoedceilings"ofitsfifty-dollarflats;theAsteroidaffirmedthatsuchapartments,with"sixlightroomsandbath,porcelainwash-tubs,electricbells,andhall-boy,"
asitofferedforseventy-fivedollarswereunapproachedbycompetition。
Therewasasamenessinthejargonwhichtendedtoconfusion。Mrs。Marchgotseveralflatsonherlistwhichpromisedneithersteamheatnorelevators;sheforgotherselfsofarastoincludetwoorthreeasremotefromthedown-townregionofherchoiceasHarlem。Butaftershehadrejectedthesethenondescriptvertebratewasstillvoluminousenoughtosustainherbuoyanthopes。
Thewaiter,whorememberedthemfromyeartoyear,hadputthematawindowgivingaprettygoodsectionofBroadway,andbeforetheysetoutontheirsearchtheyhadamomentofreminiscence。TheyrecalledtheBroadwayoffive,often,oftwentyyearsago,swellingandroaringwithatideofgaylypaintedomnibusesandofpicturesquetrafficthatthehorsecarshavenowbanishedfromit。Thegrindoftheirwheelsandtheclashoftheirharshbellsimperfectlyfillthesilencethattheomnibuseshaveleft,andtheeyemissesthetumultuousperspectiveofformertimes。
TheywentoutandstoodforamomentbeforeGraceChurch,andlookeddownthestatelythoroughfare,andfounditnolongerimpressive,nolongercharacteristic。ItisstillBroadwayinname,butnowitislikeanyotherstreet。Youdonotnowtakeyourlifeinyourhandwhenyouattempttocrossit;theBroadwaypolicemanwhosupportedtheelbowoftimorousbeautyinthehollowofhiscotton-glovedpalmandguideditslittlefearfulbootsoverthecrossing,whilehearrestedthebillowyomnibusesoneithersidewithanimperiousglance,isgone,andallthatcertainprocessional,barbaricgayetyoftheplaceisgone。
"Palmyra,Baalbec,TimouroftheDesert,"saidMarch,voicingtheircommonfeelingofthechange。
Theyturnedandwentintothebeautifulchurch,andfoundthemselvesintimeforthematinservice。RaptfarfromNewYork,ifnotfromearth,inthedimrichnessofthepaintedlight,thehallowedmusictookthemwithsolemnecstasy;theaerial,aspiringGothicformsseemedtoliftthemheavenward。Theycameout,reluctant,intothedazzleandbustleofthestreet,withafeelingthattheyweretoogoodforit,whichtheyconfessedtoeachotherwithwhimsicalconsciousness。
"Butnomatterhowconsecratedwefeelnow,"hesaid,"wemustn'tforgetthatwewentintothechurchforpreciselythesamereasonthatwewenttotheViennaCaf?forbreakfast——togratifyanaestheticsense,torenewthefadedpleasureoftravelforamoment,togetbackintotheEuropeofouryouth。ItwasapurelyPaganimpulse,Isabel,andwe'dbetterownit。"
"Idon'tknow,"shereturned。"Ithinkwereduceourselvestothebarebonestoomuch。Iwishwedidn'talwaysrecognizethefactsaswedo。
SometimesIshouldliketoblinkthem。IshouldliketothinkIwasdevouterthanIam,andyoungerandprettier。"
"Betternot;youcouldn'tkeepitup。Honestyisthebestpolicyeveninsuchthings。"
"No;Idon'tlikeit,Basil。Ishouldratherwaittillthelastdayforsomeofmymotivestocometothetop。Iknowthey'realwaysmixed,butdoletmegivethemthebenefitofadoubtsometimes。"
"Well,well,haveityourownway,mydear。ButIprefernottolayupsomanydisagreeablesurprisesformyselfatthattime。"
Shewouldnotconsent。"IknowIamagooddealyoungerthanIwas。
IfeelquiteinthemoodofthatmorningwhenwewalkeddownBroadwayonourweddingjourney。Don'tyou?"
"Ohyes。ButIknowI'mnotyounger;I'monlyprettier。"
Shelaughedforpleasureinhisjoke,andalsoforunconsciousjoyinthegayNewYorkweather,inwhichtherewasno'arrierepensee'oftheeastwind。TheyhadcrossedBroadway,andwerewalkingovertoWashingtonSquare,intheregionofwhichtheynowhopedtoplacethemselves。The'primotenore'statueofGaribaldihadalreadytakenpossessionoftheplaceinthenameofLatinprogress,andtheymetItalianfaces,Frenchfaces,Spanishfaces,astheystrolledovertheasphaltwalks,underthethinningshadowsoftheautumn-strickensycamores。TheymetthefamiliarpicturesqueraggednessofSouthernEuropewiththeoldkindlyillusionthatsomehowitexistedfortheirappreciation,andthatitfoundadequatecompensationforpovertyinthis。MarchthoughthesufficientlyexpressedhistacitsympathyinsittingdownononeoftheironbencheswithhiswifeandlettingalittleNeapolitanputasuperfluousshineonhisboots,whiletheirdesultorycommentwanderedwithequalesteemtotheold-fashionedAmericanrespectabilitywhichkeepsthenorthsideofthesquareinvastmansionsofredbrick,andtheinternationalshabbinesswhichhasinvadedthesouthernborder,andbrokenitupintolodging-houses,shops,beer-gardens,andstudios。
Theynoticedthesignofanapartmenttoletonthenorthside,andassoonasthelittlebootblackcouldbeboughtofftheywentovertolookatit。Thejanitormetthematthedoorandexaminedthem。Thenhesaid,asifstillindoubt,"Ithastenrooms,andtherentistwenty-
eighthundreddollars。"
"Itwouldn'tdo,then,"Marchreplied,andlefthimtodividetheresponsibilitybetweenthepaucityoftheroomsandtheenormityoftherentashebestmight。Buttheirself-lovehadreceivedawound,andtheyquestionedeachotherwhatitwasintheirappearancemadehimdoubttheirabilitytopaysomuch。
"Ofcourse,wedon'tlooklikeNew-Yorkers,"sighedMrs。March,"andwe'vewalkedthroughtheSquare。ThatmightbeasifwehadwalkedalongtheParkStreetmallintheCommonbeforewecameoutonBeacon。Doyousupposehecouldhaveseenyougettingyourbootsblackedinthatway?"
"It'suselesstoask,"saidMarch。"ButInevercanrecoverfromthisblow。"
"Oh,pshaw!YouknowyouhatesuchthingsasbadlyasIdo。Itwasveryimpertinentofhim。"
"Letusgobackand'ecraserl'infame'bypayinghimayear'srentinadvanceandtakingimmediatepossession。Nothingelsecansoothemywoundedfeelings。Youwerenothavingyourbootsblacked:whyshouldn'thehavesupposedyouwereaNew-Yorker,andIacountrycousin?"
"Theyalwaysknow。Don'tyourememberMrs。Williams'sgoingtoaFifthAvenuemillinerinaWorthdress,andthewoman'saskingherinstantlywhathotelsheshouldsendherhatto?"
"Yes;thesethingsdriveonetodespair。Idon'twonderthebodiesofsomanygenteelstrangersarefoundinthewatersaroundNewYork。Shallwetrythesouthside,mydear?orhadwebettergobacktoourroomsandrestawhile?"
Mrs。Marchhadoutthevertebrate,andwasconsultingoneofitsglitteringribsandglancingupfromitatahousebeforewhichtheystood。"Yes,it'sthenumber;butdotheycallthisbeingreadyOctoberfirst?"Thelittleareainfrontofthebasementwasheapedwithamixtureofmortar,bricks,laths,andshavingsfromtheinterior;thebrownstonestepstothefrontdoorweresimilarlybestrewn;thedoorwayshowedthehalf-open,roughpinecarpenter'ssketchofanunfinishedhouse;thesashlesswindowsofeverystoryshowedtheactivityofworkmenwithin;theclatterofhammersandthehissofsawscameouttothemfromeveryopening。
"TheymaycallitOctoberfirst,"saidMarch,"becauseit'stoolatetocontradictthem。Butthey'dbetternotcallitDecemberfirstinmypresence;I'llletthemsayJanuaryfirst,atapinch。"
"Wewillgoinandlookatit,anyway,"saidhiswife;andheadmiredhow,whenshewasoncewithin,shebeganprovisionallytosettlethefamilyineachoftheseveralfloorswiththefemaleinstinctfordomiciliationwhichneverfailedher。Shehadthehelpofthelandlord,whowaspresenttourgeforwardtheworkmenapparently;helentahopefulfancytothesolutionofallherquestions。TogetherfromunderhisinfluenceMarchhadtorepresentthattheplacewasdampfromundriedplastering,andthatifshestayedshewouldprobablybedownwiththatNewYorkpneumoniawhichvisitingBostoniansarealwaysdyingof。Oncesafelyonthepavementoutside,sherealizedthattheapartmentwasnotonlyunfinished,butunfurnished,andhadneithersteamheatnorelevator。"ButIthoughtwehadbetterlookateverything,"sheexplained。
"Yes,butnottakeeverything。IfIhadn'tpulledyouawayfromtherebymainforceyou'dhavenotonlydiedofNewYorkpneumoniaonthespot,butyou'dhavehadusallsettledtherebeforeweknewwhatwewereabout。"
"Well,that'swhatIcan'thelp,Basil。It'stheonlywayIcanrealizewhetheritwilldoforus。Ihavetodramatizethewholething。"
Shegotadealofpleasureaswellasexcitementoutofthis,andhehadtoownthattheprocessofsettinguphousekeepinginsomanydifferentplaceswasnotonlyentertaining,buttended,throughassociationwiththeirfirstbeginningsinhousekeeping,torestoretheimageoftheirearlymarrieddaysandtomakethemyoungagain。
Itwentonallday,andcontinuedfarintothenight,untilitwastoolatetogotothetheatre,toolatetodoanythingbuttumbleintobedandsimultaneouslyfallasleep。Theygroanedovertheirreiterateddisappointments,buttheycouldnotdenythattheinterestwasunfailing,andthattheygotagreatdealoffunoutofitall。NothingcouldabateMrs。March'sfaithinheradvertisements。Oneofthemsenthertoaflatoftenroomswhichpromisedtobethesolutionofalltheirdifficulties;
itprovedtobeoveralivery-stable,aliquorstore,andamilliner'sshop,noneofthefirstfashion。AnotherledthemfarintooldGreenwichVillagetoanapartment-house,whichsherefusedtoenterbehindasmallgirlwithaloafofbreadunderonearmandaquartcanofmilkundertheother。
Intheirsearchtheywereobliged,asMarchcomplained,totheacquisitionofuselessinformationinadegreeunequalledintheirexperience。Theycametoexcelinthesadknowledgeofthelineatwhichrespectabilitydistinguishesitselffromshabbiness。Flatteringadvertisementstookthemtonumbersofhugeapartment-houseschieflydistinguishablefromtenement-housesbytheabsenceoffire-escapesontheirfacades,tillMrs。Marchrefusedtostopatanydoorwherethereweremorethansixbell-ratchetsandspeaking-tubesoneitherhand。
Beforethemiddleoftheafternoonshedecidedagainstratchetsaltogether,andconfinedherselftoknobs,neatlysetinthedoor-trim。
HerhusbandwasstillsunkinthesuperstitionthatyoucanliveanywhereyoulikeinNewYork,andhewouldhavepausedatsomeplaceswhereherquickereyecaughtthefatalsignof"Modes"intheground-floorwindows。
Shefoundthattherewasaneastandwestlinebeyondwhichtheycouldnotgoiftheywishedtokeeptheirself-respect,andthatwithintheregiontowhichtheyhadrestrictedthemselvestherewasachoiceofstreets。AtfirstalltheNewYorkstreetslookedtothemill-paved,dirty,andrepulsive;thegeneralinfamyimparteditselfintheircasualimpressiontostreetsinnowiseguilty。Buttheybegantonoticethatsomestreetswerequietandclean,and,thoughneversoquietandcleanasBostonstreets,thattheyworeanairofencouragingreform,andsuggestedafutureofgreaterandgreaterdomesticity。Wholeblocksofthesedowntowncross-streetsseemedtohavebeenredeemedfromdecay,andeveninthemidstofsqualoradwellinghereandtherehadbeenseized,paintedadullredastoitsbrick-work,andaglossyblackastoitswood-work,andwithabrightbrassbell-pullanddoor-knobandalargebrassplateforitskey-holeescutcheon,hadbeenendowedwithaneffectofpurityandpridewhichremoveditsshabbyneighborhoodfarfromit。
Someofthesehouseswerequitesmall,andimaginablywithintheirmeans;
but,asMarchsaid,somebodyseemedalwaystobelivingtherehimself,andthefactthatnoneofthemwastorentkeptMrs。Marchtruetoheridealofafiat。NothingpreventeditsrealizationsomuchasitsdifferencefromtheNewYorkidealofaflat,whichwasinflexiblysevenroomsandabath。Oneortworoomsmightbeatthefront,therestcrookedandcorneredbackwardthroughincreasingandthendecreasingdarknesstilltheyreachedalightbedroomorkitchenattherear。
Itmightbetheoneortheother,butitwasalwaystheseventhroomwiththebath;orif,assometimeshappened,itwastheeighth,itwassoafterhavingcountedthebathasone;inthiscasethejanitorsaidyoualwayscountedthebathasone。Iftheflatswereadvertisedashaving"alllightrooms,"heexplainedthatanyroomwithawindowgivingintotheopenairofacourtorshaftwascountedalightroom。
TheMarchestriedtomakeoutwhyitwasthattheseflatsweregomuchmorerepulsivethantheapartmentswhicheveryonelivedinabroad;buttheycouldonlydosouponthesuppositionthatintheirEuropeandaystheyweretooyoung,toohappy,toofullofthefuture,tonoticewhetherroomswereinsideoroutside,lightordark,bigorlittle,highorlow。
"Nowwe'reimprisonedinthepresent,"hesaid,"andwehavetomaketheworstofit。"
Intheirdespairhehadaninspiration,whichshedeclaredworthyofhim:
itwastotaketwosmallflats,offourorfiveroomsandabath,andliveinboth。Theytriedthisinagreatmanyplaces,buttheynevercouldgettwoflatsofthekindonthesamefloorwheretherewassteamheatandanelevator。Atoneplacetheyalmostdidit。Theyhadresignedthemselvestothehumilityoftheneighborhood,totheprevalenceofmodistesandlivery-stablementheyseemtoconsortmuchinNewYork,tothegarbageintheguttersandthelitterofpaperinthestreets,tothefalteringslatsinthesurroundingwindow-shuttersandthecrumbledbrownstonestepsandsills,whenitturnedoutthatoneoftheapartmentshadbeentakenbetweentwovisitstheymade。Thentheonlycombinationleftopentothemwasofaground-floorflattotherightandathird-floorflattotheleft。
Stilltheykeptthisinspirationinreserveforuseatthefirstopportunity。Inthemeantimetherewereseveralflatswhichtheythoughttheycouldalmostmakedo:notablyonewheretheycouldgetanextraservant'sroominthebasementfourflightsdown,andanotherwheretheycouldgetitintherooffiveflightsup。Atthefirstthejanitorwasrespectfulandenthusiastic;atthesecondhehadaneffectofironicalpessimism。Whentheytrembledonthevergeoftakinghisapartment,hepointedoutaspotinthekalsominingoftheparlorceiling,andgratuitouslysaid,Nowsuchathingasthatheshouldnotagreetoputinshapeunlesstheytooktheapartmentforatermofyears。
Theapartmentwasunfurnished,andtheyrecurredtothefactthattheywantedafurnishedapartment,andmadetheirescape。Thissavedtheminseveralotherextremities;butshortofextremitytheycouldnotkeeptheirdifferentrequirementsinmind,andwerealwaysabouttodecidewithoutregardtosomeoneofthem。
Theywenttoseveralplacestwicewithoutintending:oncetothatold-
fashionedhousewiththepleasantcoloredjanitor,andwanderedallovertheapartmentagainwithahauntingsenseoffamiliarity,andthenrecognizedthejanitorandlaughed;andtothathousewiththepatheticwidowandtheprettydaughterwhowishedtotakethemtoboard。Theystayedtoexcusetheirblunder,andeasilycamebythefactthatthemotherhadtakenthehousethatthegirlmighthaveahomewhileshewasinNewYorkstudyingart,andtheyhopedtopaytheirwaybytakingboarders。Herdaughterwasatherclassnow,themotherconcluded;andtheyencouragedhertobelievethatitcouldonlybeafewdaystilltherestofherschemewasrealized。
"Idaresaywecouldbeperfectlycomfortablethere,"Marchsuggestedwhentheyhadgotaway。"Nowifweweretrulyhumanewewouldmodifyourdesirestomeettheirneedsandendthissickeningsearch,wouldn'twe?"
"Yes,butwe'renottrulyhumane,"hiswifeanswered,"oratleastnotinthatsense。Youknowyouhateboarding;andifwewentthereIshouldhavethemonmysympathiesthewholetime。"
"Isee。Andthenyouwouldtakeitoutofme。"
"ThenIshouldtakeitoutofyou。Andifyouaregoingtobesoweak,Basil,andleteverylittlethingworkuponyouinthatway,you'dbetternotcometoNewYork。You'llseeenoughmiseryhere。"
"Well,don'ttakethatsuperiortonewithme,asifIwereachildthathaditsmindsetonanundesirabletoy,Isabel。"
"Ah,don'tyousupposeit'sbecauseyouaresuchachildinsomerespectsthatIlikeyou,dear?"shedemanded,withoutrelenting。
"ButIdon'tfindsomuchmiseryinNewYork。Idon'tsupposethere'sanymoresufferingheretothepopulationthanthereisinthecountry。
Andthey'resogayaboutitall。Ithinktheoutwardaspectoftheplaceandthehilarityoftheskyandairmustgetintothepeople'sblood。
Theweatherissimplyunapproachable;andIdon'tcareifitistheugliestplaceintheworld,asyousay。Isupposeitis。Itshrieksandyellswithuglinesshereandtherebutitneverlosesitsspirits。Thatwidowisfromthecountry。Whenshe'sbeenayearinNewYorkshe'llbeasgay——asgayasanLroad。"HecelebratedasatisfactiontheybothhadintheLroads。"Theykillthestreetsandavenues,butatleasttheypartiallyhidethem,andthatissomecomfort;andtheydotriumphovertheirprostrateformswithasavageexultationthatisintoxicating。
ThosebendsintheLthatyougetinthecornerofWashingtonSquare,orjustbelowtheCooperInstitute——they'rethegayestthingsintheworld。
Perfectlyatrocious,ofcourse,butincomparablypicturesque!Andthewholecityisso,"saidMarch,"orelsetheLwouldneverhavegotbuilthere。NewYorkmaybesplendidlygayorsqualidlygay;but,princeorpauper,it'sgayalways。"
"Yes,gayistheword,"sheadmitted,withasigh。"Butfrantic。
Ican'tgetusedtoit。Theyforgetdeath,Basil;theyforgetdeathinNewYork。"
"Well,Idon'tknowthatI'veeverfoundmuchadvantageinrememberingit。"
"Don'tsaysuchathing,dearest。"
Hecouldseethatshehadgottotheendofhernervousstrengthforthepresent,andheproposedthattheyshouldtaketheElevatedroadasfarasitwouldcarrythemintothecountry,andshakeofftheirnightmareofflat-huntingforanhourortwo;butherconsciencewouldnotlether。
SheconvictedhimoflevityequaltothatoftheNew-Yorkersinproposingsuchathing;andtheydraggedthroughtheday。Shewastootiredtocarefordinner,andinthenightshehadadreamfromwhichshewokeherselfwithacrythatrousedhim,too。Itwassomethingaboutthechildrenatfirst,whomtheyhadtalkedofwistfullybeforefallingasleep,andthenitwasofahideousthingwithtwosquareeyesandaseriesofsectionsgrowingdarkerandthenlighter,tillthetailofthemonstrousarticulatewasquiteluminousagain。Sheshudderedatthevaguedescriptionshewasabletogive;butheasked,"Diditoffertobiteyou?"
"No。Thatwasthemostfrightfulthingaboutit;ithadnomouth。"
Marchlaughed。"Why,mydear,itwasnothingbutaharmlessNewYorkflat——sevenroomsandabath。"
"Ireallybelieveitwas,"sheconsented,recognizinganarchitecturalresemblance,andshefellasleepagain,andwokerenewedfortheworkbeforethem。
IX。
Theirhouse-huntingnolongerhadnovelty,butitstillhadinterest;andtheyvariedtheirdaybytakingacoupe,byrenouncingadvertisements,andbyrevertingtoagents。Someoftheseinducedthemtoconsidertheideaoffurnishedhouses;andMrs。MarchlearnedtoleranceforFulkersonbyacceptingpermitstovisitflatsandhouseswhichhadnoneofthequalificationsshedesiredineither,andwereasfarbeyondhermeansastheywereoutoftheregiontowhichshehadgeographicallyrestrictedherself。Theylookedatthree-thousandandfour-thousanddollarapartments,andrejectedthemforonereasonoranotherwhichhadnothingtodowiththerent;thehighertherentwas,themorecriticaltheywereoftheslipperyinlaidfloorsandthearrangementoftherichlydecoratedrooms。Theyneverknewwhethertheyhaddeceivedthejanitorornot;astheycameinacoupe,theyhopedtheyhad。
TheydroveaccidentallythroughonestreetthatseemedgayerintheperspectivethananLroad。Thefire-escapes,withtheirlightironbalconiesandladdersofiron,decoratedtheloftyhousefronts;theroadwayandsidewalksanddoor-stepsswarmedwithchildren;women'sheadsseemedtoshowateverywindow。Inthebasements,overwhichflightsofhighstonestepsledtothetenements,weregreen-grocers'shopsaboundingincabbages,andprovisionstoresrunningchieflytobaconandsausages,andcobblers'andtinners'shops,andthelike,inproportiontothesmallneedsofapoorneighborhood。Ashbarrelslinedthesidewalks,andgarbageheapsfilledthegutters;teamsofalltradesstoodidlyabout;apeddlerofcheapfruiturgedhiscartthroughthestreet,andmixedhiscrywiththejoyousscreamsandshoutsofthechildrenandthescoldingandgossipingvoicesofthewomen;theburlybluebulkofapolicemandefineditselfatthecorner;adrunkardzigzaggeddownthesidewalktowardhim。Itwasnottheabodeoftheextremestpoverty,butofapovertyashopelessasanyintheworld,transmittingitselffromgenerationtogeneration,andestablishingconditionsofpermanencytowhichhumanlifeadjustsitselfasitdoestothoseofsomeincurabledisease,likeleprosy。
ThetimehadbeenwhentheMarcheswouldhavetakenapurelyaestheticviewofthefactsastheyglimpsedtheminthisstreetoftenement-
houses;whentheywouldhavecontentedthemselveswithsayingthatitwasaspicturesqueasastreetinNaplesorFlorence,andwithwonderingwhynobodycametopaintit;theywouldhavethoughttheyweresufficientlyseriousaboutitinblamingtheartistsfortheirfailuretoappreciateit,andgoingabroadforthepicturesquewhentheyhadithereundertheirnoses。Itwastothenosethatthestreetmadeoneofitsstrongestappeals,andMrs。Marchpulledupherwindowofthecoupe。
"Whydoeshetakeusthroughsuchadisgustingstreet?"shedemanded,withanexasperationofwhichherhusbanddivinedtheorigin。
"Thisdrivermaybeaphilanthropistindisguise,"heanswered,withdreamyirony,"andmaywantustothinkaboutthepeoplewhoarenotmerelycarriedthroughthisstreetinacoupe,buthavetospendtheirwholelivesinit,winterandsummer,withnohopesofdrivingoutofit,exceptinahearse。Imustsaytheydon'tseemtomindit。Ihaven'tseenajolliercrowdanywhereinNewYork。Theyseemtohaveforgottendeathalittlemorecompletelythananyoftheirfellow-citizens,Isabel。
AndIwonderwhattheythinkofus,makingthisgorgeousprogressthroughtheirmidst。Isupposetheythinkwe'rerich,andhateus——iftheyhaterichpeople;theydon'tlookasiftheyhatedanybody。Shouldwebeaspatientastheyarewiththeirdiscomfort?Idon'tbelievethere'ssteamheatoranelevatorinthewholeblock。Sevenroomsandabathwouldbemorethanthelargestandgenteelestfamilywouldknowwhattodowith。
Theywouldn'tknowwhattodowiththebath,anyway。"
Hismonologueseemedtointeresthiswifeapartfromthesatiricalpointithadforthemselves。"YououghttogetMr。FulkersontoletyouworksomeoftheseNewYorksightsupforEveryOtherWeek,Basil;youcoulddothemverynicely。"
"Yes;I'vethoughtofthat。Butdon'tlet'sleavethepersonalground。
Doesn'titmakeyoufeelrathersmallandotherwiseunworthywhenyouseethekindofstreetthesefellow-beingsofyourslivein,andthenthinkhowparticularyouareaboutlocalityandthenumberofbellpulls?
Idon'tseeevenratchetsandspeaking-tubesatthesedoors。"Hecranedhisneckoutofthewindowforabetterlook,andthechildrenofdiscomfortcheeredhim,outofsheergoodfeelingandhighspirits。
"Ididn'tknowIwassopopular。Perhapsit'sarecognitionofmyhumanesentiments。"
"Oh,it'sveryeasytohavehumanesentiments,andtosatirizeourselvesforwantingeightroomsandabathinagoodneighborhood,whenweseehowthesewretchedcreatureslive,"saidhiswife。"Butifwesharedallwehavewiththem,andthensettleddownamongthem,whatgoodwoulditdo?"
"Nottheleastintheworld。Itmighthelpusforthemoment,butitwouldn'tkeepthewolffromtheirdoorsforaweek;andthentheywouldgoonjustasbefore,onlytheywouldn'tbeonsuchgoodtermswiththewolf。Theonlywayforthemistokeepupanunbrokenintimacywiththewolf;thentheycanmanagehimsomehow。Idon'tknowhow,andI'mafraidIdon'twantto。Wouldn'tyouliketohavethisfellowdriveusroundamongthehallsofpridesomewhereforalittlewhile?FifthAvenueorMadison,up-town?"