"Don'tspeakofit,madam,"saidthegentleman,"ifyoucanoverlookthetroubleweawegivingyouatsuchanunseasonablehouah。"
"Ah'mahoasekeepahmahself,"MissWoodburnjoinedin,"andAhknowho'
toaccyoantfo'everything。"
Mrs。Leightonledthewayup-stairs,andtheyoungladydecideduponthelargefrontroomandsmallsideroomonthethirdstory。Shesaidshecouldtakethesmallone,andtheotherwassolargethatherfathercouldbothsleepandworkinit。SheseemednotashamedtoaskifMrs。
Leighton'spricewasinflexible,butgavewaylaughingwhenherfatherrefusedtohaveanybargaining,withahaughtyself-respectwhichhesoftenedtodeferenceforMrs。Leighton。Hisimpulsivenessopenedthewayforsomeconfidencefromher,andbeforetheaffairwasarrangedshewasenjoyinginherqualityofclericalwidowthebalmoftheVirginians'
reverentsympathy。Theysaidtheywerechurchpeoplethemselves。
"Ahdon'tknowwhatyo'mothahmeansbyyo'hoasenotbeinginoddah,"
theyoungladysaidtoAlmaastheywentdown-stairstogether。"Ah'magreathoasekeepahmahself,andAhmeanwhatAhsay。"
TheyhadallturnedmechanicallyintotheroomwheretheLeightonsweresittingwhentheWoodburnsrang:Mr。Woodburnconsentedtositdown,andheremainedlisteningtoMrs。LeightonwhilehisdaughterbustleduptothesketchespinnedroundtheroomandquestionedAlmaaboutthem。
"Ahsupposeyouawegoingtobeagreatawtust?"shesaid,infriendlybanter,whenAlmaownedtohavingdonethethings。"Ah'veagreatnotiontotakeafewlessonsmahself。Who'syo'teachah?"
AlmasaidshewasdrawinginMr。Wetmore'sclass,andMissWoodburnsaid:
"Well,it'sjustbeautiful,MissLeighton;it'sgrand。Ahsupposeit'sraghtexpensive,now?Mahgoodness!wehavetocyoantthecoastsomuchnowadays;itseemstomewedonothingbutcyoantit。Ah'dliketohahsomethingoncewithoutaskin'theprice。"
"Well,ifyoudidn'taskit,"saidAlma,"Idon'tbelieveMr。Wetmorewouldeverknowwhatthepriceofhislessonswas。Hehastothink,whenyouaskhim。"
"Why,hemostbechomming,"saidMissWoodburn。"PerhapsAhmaghtgetthelessonsfornothingfromhim。Well,AhbelieveinmysoulAh'lltrah。Nowho'didyoubegin?andho'doyouexpecttogetanythingoatofit?"SheturnedonAlmaeyesbrimmingwithashrewdmixtureoffunandearnest,andAlmamadenoteofthefactthatshehadanearlynineteenth-centuryface,round,arch,alittlecoquettish,butextremelysensibleandunspoiled-looking,suchasusedtobepaintedagooddealinminiatureatthatperiod;atendencyofherbrownhairtotwineandtwistatthetempleshelpedtheeffect;ahighcombwouldhavecompletedit,Almafelt,ifshehadherbonnetoff。ItwasalmostaYankeecountry-
girltype;butperhapsitappearedsotoAlmabecauseitwas,likethat,pureAnglo-Saxon。Almaherself,withherdull,darkskin,slenderinfigure,slowinspeech,witharistocraticformsinherlonghands,andtheovalofherfinefacepointedtoalongchin,feltherselfmuchmoreSoutherninstylethanthisblooming,bubbling,bustlingVirginian。
"Idon'tknow,"sheanswered,slowly。
"Goingtotakepo'traits,"suggestedMissWoodburn,"orjustpainttheahdeal?"Ademureburlesquelurkedinhertone。
"IsupposeIdon'texpecttopaintatall,"saidAlma。"I'mgoingtoillustratebooks——ifanybodywillletme。"
"Ahshouldthinkthey'djustjoampatyou,"saidMissWoodburn。"Ah'lltellyouwhatlet'sdo,MissLeighton:youmakesomepictures,andAh'llwrahteabookfo'them。Ah'vegottodosomething。Alimaghtaswellwrahteabook。YouknowweSouthernershaveallhadtogotowoak。ButAhdon'tmandit。ItellpapaIshouldn'tca'fo'thedisgraceofbein'
poo'ifitwasn'tfo'theinconvenience。"
"Yes,it'sinconvenient,"saidAlma;"butyouforgetitwhenyou'reatwork,don'tyouthink?"
"Mah,yes!Perhapsthat'sonereasonwhypoo'peoplehavetowoaksohawd-tokeeptheirwandsofftheirpoverty。"
Thegirlsbothtittered,andturnedfromtalkinginalowtonewiththeirbackstowardtheirelders,andfacedthem。
"Well,Madison,"saidMr。Woodburn,"itistimeweshouldgo。Ibidyougood-night,madam,"hebowedtoMrs。Leighton。"Good-night,"hebowedagaintoAlma。
Hisdaughtertookleaveoftheminformalphrase,butwithajollycordialityofmannerthatdeformalizedit。"Weshallberoandraghtsooninthemawning,then,"shethreatenedatthedoor。
"Weshallbeallreadyforyou,"Almacalledafterherdownthesteps。
"Well,Alma?"hermotherasked,whenthedoorcloseduponthem。
"Shedoesn'tknowanymoreaboutart,"saidAlma,"than——nothingatall。
Butshe'sjollyandgood-hearted。Shepraisedeverythingthatwasbadinmysketches,andsaidshewasgoingtotakelessonsherself。Whenapersontalksabouttakinglessons,asiftheycouldlearnit,youknowwheretheybelongartistically。"
Mrs。Leightonshookherheadwithasigh。"IwishIknewwheretheybelongedfinancially。Weshallhavetogetintwogirlsatonce。I
shallhavetogooutthefirstthinginthemorning,andthenourtroubleswillbegin。"
"Well,didn'tyouwantthemtobegin?Iwillstayhomeandhelpyougetready。Ourprosperitycouldn'tbeginwithoutthetroubles,ifyoumeanboarders,andboardersmeanservants。Ishallbeverygladtobeafflictedwithacookforawhilemyself。"
"Yes;butwedon'tknowanythingaboutthesepeople,orwhethertheywillbeabletopayus。Didshetalkasiftheywerewelloff?"
"Shetalkedasiftheywerepoor;poo'shecalledit。"
"Yes,howqueerlyshepronounced,"saidMrs。Leighton。"Well,IoughttohavetoldthemthatIrequiredthefirstweekinadvance。"
"Mamma!Ifthat'sthewayyou'regoingtoact!"
"Oh,ofcourse,Icouldn't,afterhewouldn'tletherbargainfortherooms。Ididn'tlikethat。"
"Idid。Andyoucanseethattheywereperfectladies;oratleastoneofthem。"Almalaughedatherself,buthermotherdidnotnotice。
"Theirbeingladieswon'thelpifthey'vegotnomoney。It'llmakeitalltheworse。"
"Verywell,then;wehavenomoney,either。We'reamatchforthemanydaythere。Wecanshowthemthattwocanplayatthatgame。"
III。
ArnusBeaton'sstudiolookedatfirstglancelikemanyotherpainters'
studios。Agraywallquadrangularlyvaultedtoalargenorthlight;
castsoffeet,hands,faceshungtonailsabout;prints,sketchesinoilandwater-colorstuckhereandtherelowerdown;aricketytable,withpaintandpalettesandbottlesofvarnishandsiccativetossedcomfortlesslyonit;aneasel,withastripofsomefadedmediaevalsilktrailingfromit;alayfiguresimperinginincompletenakedness,withitsheadononeside,andastockingononeleg,andaJapanesedressdroppedbeforeit;dustyrugsandskinskickingoverthevarnishedfloor;
canvasesfacedtothemop-board;anopentrunkoverflowingwithcostumes:
thesefeaturesonemightnoticeanywhere。But,besides,therewasabookcasewithanunusualnumberofbooksinit,andtherewasanopencolonialwriting-desk,claw-footed,brass-handled,andscutcheoned,withforeignperiodicals——FrenchandEnglish——litteringitsleaf,andsomepagesofmanuscriptscatteredamongthem。Aboveall,therewasasculptor'srevolvingstand,supportingabustwhichBeatonwasmodelling,withaneyefixedassimultaneouslyaspossibleontheclayandontheheadoftheoldmanwhosatontheplatformbesideit。
Fewmenhavebeenabletogetthroughtheworldwithseveralgiftstoadvantageinall;andmostmenseemhandicappedfortheraceiftheyhavemorethanone。Buttheyareapparentlyimmenselyinterestedaswellasdistractedbythem。WhenBeatonwaswriting,hewouldhaveagreed,uptoacertainpoint,withanyonewhosaidliteraturewashisproperexpression;but,then,whenhewaspainting,uptoacertainpoint,hewouldhavemaintainedagainsttheworldthathewasacolorist,andsupremelyacolorist。Atthecertainpointineitherarthewasapttobreakawayinafrenzyofdisgustandwreakhimselfuponsomeother。
Inthesemoodshesometimesdesignedelevationsofbuildings,verystriking,veryoriginal,verychic,veryeverythingbuthabitable。
Itwasinthiswaythathehadtriedhishandonsculpture,whichhehadatfirstapproachedratherslightinglyasameredecorativeaccessoryofarchitecture。Butithadgrowninhisrespecttillhemaintainedthattheaccessorybusinessoughttobealltheotherway:thattemplesshouldberaisedtoenshrinestatues,notstatuesmadetoornamenttemples;thatwasputtingthecartbeforethehorsewithavengeance。ThiswaswhenhehadcarriedaplasticstudysofarthatthesculptorswhosawitsaidthatBeatonmighthavebeenanarchitect,butwouldcertainlyneverbeasculptor。Atthesametimehedidsomehurried,nervousthingsthathadapopularcharm,andthatsoldinplasterreproductions,totheprofitofanother。Beatonjustlydespisedthepopularcharminthese,aswellasinthepaintingshesoldfromtimetotime;hesaiditwasflatburglarytohavetakenmoneyforthem,andhewouldhavebeenlivingalmostwhollyuponthebountyoftheoldtombstone-cutterinSyracuseifithadnotbeenforthesyndicateletterswhichhesuppliedtoFulkersonfortendollarsaweek。
Theywereverywelldone,buthehateddoingthemafterthefirsttwoorthree,andhadtobepunchedupforthembyFulkerson,whodidnotceasetoprizethem,andwhoneverfailedtopunchhimup。Beatonbeingwhathewas,Fulkersonwashiscreditoraswellaspatron;andFulkersonbeingwhathewas,hadanenthusiasticpatiencewiththeelusive,facile,adaptable,unpracticalnatureofBeaton。Hewasveryproudofhisart-
letters,ashecalledthem;butthenFulkersonwasproudofeverythinghesecuredforhissyndicate。Thefactthathehadsecureditgaveitvalue;hefeltasifhehadwrittenithimself。
Onearttroduponanother'sheelswithBeaton。Thedaybeforehehadrusheduponcanvastheconceptionofapicturewhichhesaidtohimselfwasglorious,andtoothersatthetabled'hoteofMaroniwasnotbad。
Hehadworkedatitinafurytillthelightfailedhim,andheexecratedthedyingday。ButhelithislampandtransferredtheprocessofhisthinkingfromthecanvastotheopeningofthesyndicateletterwhichbeknewFulkersonwouldbecomingforinthemorning。Heremainedtalkingsolongafterdinnerinthesamestrainashehadpaintedandwritteninthathecouldnotfinishhisletterthatnight。Thenextmorning,whilehewasmakinghisteaforbreakfast,thepostmanbroughthimaletterfromhisfatherenclosingalittlecheck,andbegginghimwithtender,almostdeferential,urgencetocomeaslightlyuponhimaspossible,forjustnowhisexpenseswereveryheavy。ItbroughttearsofshameintoBeaton'seyes——thefine,smouldering,floatingeyesthatmanyladiesadmired,underthethickbang——andhesaidtohimselfthatifhewerehalfamanhewouldgohomeandgotoworkcuttinggravestonesinhisfather'sshop。Buthewouldwait,atleast,tofinishhispicture;andasasoptohisconscience,tostayitsimmediateravening,heresolvedtofinishthatsyndicateletterfirst,andborrowenoughmoneyfromFulkersontobeabletosendhisfather'scheckback;or,ifnotthat,thentoreturnthesumofitpartlyinFulkerson'scheck。WhilehestillteemedwithbothofthesegoodintentionstheoldmanfromwhomhewasmodellinghisheadofJudascame,andBeatonsawthathemustgetthroughwithhimbeforehefinishedeitherthepictureortheletter;hewouldhavetopayhimforthetime,anyway。HeutilizedtheremorsewithwhichhewastinglingtogivehisJudasanexpressionwhichhefoundnovelinthetreatmentofthatcharacter——alookofsuchtouching,appealingself-
abhorrencethatBeaton'sartisticjoyinitamountedtorapture;betweenthebreathlessmomentswhenheworkedindeadsilenceforaneffectthatwastryingtoescapehim,hesangandwhistledfragmentsofcomicopera。
InoneofthehushestherecameablowontheoutsideofthedoorthatmadeBeatonjump,andswearwithamodifiedprofanitythatmergeditselfinapostrophicprayer。HeknewitmustbeFulkerson,andafterroaring"Comein!"hesaidtothemodel,"That'lldothismorning,Lindau。"
FulkersonsquaredhisfeetinfrontofthebustandcompareditbyfleetingglanceswiththeoldmanashegotstifflyupandsufferedBeatontohelphimonwithhisthin,shabbyovercoat。
"Canyoucometo-morrow,Lindau?"
"No,notto-morrow,Mr。Peaton。Ihaftozitfortheyoungladties。"
"Oh!"saidBeaton。"Wet-more'sclass?IsMissLeightondoingyou?"
"Idon'tknowtheirnamess,"Lindaubegan,whenFulkersonsaid:
"Hopeyouhaven'tforgottenmine,Mr。Lindau?ImetyouwithMr。MarchatMaroni'sonenight。"Fulkersonofferedhimauniversallyshakablehand。
"Ohyes!Iamgladttozeeyouagain,Mr。Vulkerson。AndMr。Marge——hedon'tzeemtogomeanymore?"
"Uptohiseyesinwork。BeenmovingonfromBostonandgettingsettled,andstartinginonourenterprise。Beatonherehasn'tgotaveryflatteringlikenessofyou,hey?Well,good-morning,"hesaid,forLindauappearednottohaveheardhimandwasescapingwithabowthroughthedoor。
Beatonlitacigarettewhichhepinchednervouslybetweenhislipsbeforehespoke。"You'vecomeforthatletter,Isuppose,Fulkerson?Itisn'tdone。"
Fulkersonturnedfromstaringatthebusttowhichhehadmounted。"Whatyoufrettingaboutthatletterfor?Idon'twantyourletter。"
Beatonstoppedbitinghiscigaretteandlookedathim。"Don'twantmyletter?Oh,verygood!"hebristledup。Hetookhiscigarettefromhislips,andblewthesmokethroughhisnostrils,andthenlookedatFulkerson。
"No;Idon'twantyourletter;Iwantyou。"
Beacondisdainedtoaskanexplanation,butheinternallyloweredhiscrest,whilehecontinuedtolookatFulkersonwithoutchanginghisdefiantcountenance。ThissuitedFulkersonwellenough,andhewentonwithrelish,"I'mgoingoutofthesyndicatebusiness,oldman,andI'monanewthing。"Heputhislegoverthebackofachairandrestedhisfootonitsseat,and,withonehandinhispocket,helaidtheschemeof'EveryOtherWeek'beforeBeatonwiththehelpoftheother。Theartistwentabouttheroom,meanwhile,withaneffectofindifferencewhichbynomeansoffendedFulkerson。Hetooksomewaterintohismouthfromatumbler,whichheblewinafinemistovertheheadofJudasbeforeswathingitinadirtycottoncloth;hewashedhisbrushesandsethispalette;heputuponhiseaselthepicturehehadblockedonthedaybefore,andstaredatitwithagloomyface;thenhegatheredthesheetsofhisunfinishedlettertogetherandslidthemintoadrawerofhiswriting-desk。BythetimehehadfinishedandturnedagaintoFulkerson,Fulkersonwassaying:"IdidthinkwecouldhavethefirstnumberoutbyNew-Year's;butitwilltakelongerthanthat——amonthlonger;butI'mnotsorry,fortheholidayskilleverything;andbyFebruary,orthemiddleofFebruary,peoplewillgettheirbreathagainandbegintolookroundandaskwhat'snew。Thenwe'llreplyinthelanguageofShakespeareandMilton,'EveryOtherWeek;anddon'tyouforgetit。'"
Hetookdownhislegandasked,"Gotapipeof'baccyanywhere?"
BeatonnoddedataclaystemstickingoutofaJapanesevaseofbronzeonhismantel。"There'syours,"hesaid;andFulkersonsaid,"Thanks,"andfilledthepipeandsatdownandbegantosmoketranquilly。
Beatonsawthathewouldhavetospeaknow。"Andwhatdoyouwantwithme?"
"You?Ohyes,"Fulkersonhumorouslydramatizedareturntohimselffromapensiveabsence。"Wantyoufortheartdepartment。"
Beatonshookhishead。"I'mnotyourman,Fulkerson,"hesaid,compassionately。"Youwantamorepracticalhand,onethat'sintouchwithwhat'sgoing。I'mgettingfurtherandfurtherawayfromthiscenturyanditsclaptrap。Idon'tbelieveinyourenterprise;Idon'trespectit,andIwon'thaveanythingtodowithit。Itwould-chokeme,thatkindofthing。"
"That'sallright,"saidFulkerson。Heesteemedamanwhowasnotgoingtolethimselfgocheap。"Orifitisn't,wecanmakeit。YouandMarchwillpulltogetherfirst-rate。Idon'tcarehowmuchidealyouputintothething;themorethebetter。Icanlookaftertheotherendoftheschoonermyself。"
"Youdon'tunderstandme,"saidBeaton。"I'mnottryingtogetariseoutofyou。I'minearnest。Whatyouwantissomemanwhocanhavepatiencewithmediocrityputtingonthestyleofgenius,andwithgeniusturningmediocrityonhishands。Ihaven'tanyluckwithmen;Idon'tgetonwiththem;I'mnotpopular。"Beatonrecognizedthefactwiththesatisfactionwhichitsomehowalwaysbringstohumanpride。
"Somuchthebetter!"Fulkersonwasreadyforhimatthispoint。
"Idon'twantyoutoworktheold-establishedracketthereputations。
WhenIwantthemI'llgotothemwithapocketfulofrocks——knock-downargument。Butmyideaistodealwiththevolunteermaterial。Lookatthewaytheperiodicalsarecarriedonnow!Names!names!names!Inacountrythat'sjustboilingoverwithliteraryandartisticabilityofeverykindthenewfellowshavenochance。Theeditorsallengagetheirmaterial。Idon'tbelievetherearefiftyvolunteercontributionsprintedinayearinalltheNewYorkmagazines。It'sallwrong;it'ssuicidal。'EveryOtherWeek'isgoingbacktothegoodoldanonymoussystem,theonlyfairsystem。It'sworkedwellinliterature,anditwillworkwellinart。"
"Itwon'tworkwellinart,"saidBeaton。"Thereyouhaveatotallydifferentsetofconditions。Whatyou'llgetbyinvitingvolunteerillustrationswillbealotofamateurtrash。Andhowareyougoingtosubmityourliteratureforillustration?Itcan'tbedone。Atanyrate,Iwon'tundertaketodoit。"
"We'llgetupaSchoolofIllustration,"saidFulkerson,withcynicalsecurity。"Youcanreadthethingsandexplain'em,andyourpupilscanmaketheirsketchesunderyoureye。Theywouldn'tbemuchfurtheroutthanmostillustrationsareiftheyneverknewwhattheywereillustrating。Youmightselectfromwhatcomesinandmakeupasortofpictorialvariationstotheliteraturewithoutanyparticularreferencetoit。Well,Iunderstandyoutoaccept?"
"No,youdon't。"
"Thatis,toconsenttohelpuswithyouradviceandcriticism。That'sallIwant。Itwon'tcommityoutoanything;andyoucanbeasanonymousasanybody。"AtthedoorFulkersonadded:"By-the-way,thenewman——thefellowthat'stakenmyoldsyndicatebusiness——willwantyoutokeepon;
butIguesshe'sgoingtotrytobeatyoudownonthepriceoftheletters。He'sgoinginforretrenchment。Ibroughtalongacheckforthisone;I'mtopayforthat。"HeofferedBeatonanenvelope。
"Ican'ttakeit,Fulkerson。Theletter'spaidforalready。"Fulkersonsteppedforwardandlaidtheenvelopeonthetableamongthetubesofpaint。
"Itisn'tthelettermerely。Ithoughtyouwouldn'tobjecttoalittleadvanceonyour'EveryOtherWeek'worktillyoukindofgotstarted。"
Beatonremainedinflexible。"Itcan'tbedone,Fulkerson。Don'tItellyouIcan'tsellmyselfouttoathingIdon'tbelievein?Can'tyouunderstandthat?"
"Ohyes;Icanunderstandthatfirst-rate。Idon'twanttobuyyou;I
wanttoborrowyou。It'sallright。See?Comeroundwhenyoucan;I'dliketointroduceyoutooldMarch。That'sgoingtobeouraddress。"Heputacardonthetablebesidetheenvelope,andBeatonallowedhimtogowithoutmakinghimtakethecheckback。Hehadrememberedhisfather'splea;thatunnervedhim,andhepromisedhimselfagaintoreturnhisfather'spoorlittlecheckandtoworkonthatpictureandgiveittoFulkersonforthecheckhehadleftandforhisbackdebts。Heresolvedtogotoworkonthepictureatonce;hehadsethispaletteforit;butfirsthelookedatFulkerson'scheck。Itwasforonlyfiftydollars,andthecannyScotchbloodinBeatonrebelled;hecouldnotletthispicturegoforanysuchmoney;hefeltalittlelikeamanwhosegenerosityhasbeentrifledwith。Theconflictofemotionsbrokehimup,andhecouldnotwork。
IV
ThedaywastedawayinBeaton'shands;athalf-pastfouro'clockhewentouttoteaatthehouseofaladywhowasAtHomethatafternoonfromfourtillseven。BythistimeBeatonwasinpossessionofoneofthoseotherselvesofwhichweeachhaveseveralaboutus,andwasagainthelaconic,staccato,ratherworldlifiedyoungartistwhosemomentsofacontrolledutteranceandacertaindistinctionofmannerhadcommendedhimtoMrs。Horn'sfancyinthesummeratSt。Barnaby。
Mrs。Horn'sroomswerelarge,andtheyneverseemedveryfull,thoughthisperhapswasbecausepeoplewerealwayssoquiet。Theladies,whooutnumberedthemententoone,astheyalwaysdoataNewYorktea,weredressedinsympathywiththelowtoneeveryonespokein,andwiththesubduedlightwhichgaveacrepuscularuncertaintytothefewobjects,thedimpictures,theunexcitedupholstery,oftherooms。Onebreathedfreeofbric-a-bracthere,andthenew-comerbreathedsoftlyasonedoesongoingintochurchafterservicehasbegun。Thismightbeasuggestionfromthevoicelessbehavioroftheman-servantwholetyouin,butitwasalsobecauseMrs。Horn'sAtHomewasaceremony,adecorum,andnotfestival。Atfargreaterhousestherewasmoregayety,atricherhousestherewasmorefreedom;thesuppressionatMrs。Horn'swasapersonal,notasocial,effect;itwasaneffluxofhercharacter,demure,silentious,vague,butverycorrect。
Beatoneasilyfoundhiswaytoheraroundthegroupedskirtsandamongthedetachedfigures,andreceivedapressureofwelcomefromthehandwhichshemomentarilyrelaxedfromthetea-pot。Shesatbehindatableputcrosswiseofaremotecorner,andofferedteatopeoplewhomanieceofhersreceivedprovisionallyorspedfinallyintheouterroom。Theydidnotusuallytaketea,andwhentheydidtheydidnotusuallydrinkit;butBeatonwas,feverishlygladofhiscup;hetookrumandlemoninit,andstoodtalkingatMrs。Horn'ssidetillthenextarrivalshoulddisplacehim:hetalkedinhisFrenchmanner。
"Ihavebeenhopingtoseeyou,"shesaid。"IwantedtoaskyouabouttheLeightons。Didtheyreallycome?"
"Ibelieveso。Theyareintown——yes。Ihaven'tseenthem。"
"Thenyoudon'tknowhowthey'regettingon——thatprettycreature,withhercleverness,andpoorMrs。Leighton?Iwasafraidtheywereventuringonarashexperiment。Doyouknowwheretheyare?"
"InWestEleventhStreetsomewhere。MissLeightonisinMr。Wetmore'sclass。"
"Imustlookthemup。Doyouknowtheirnumber?"
"Notatthemoment。Icanfindout。"
"Do,"saidMrs。Horn。"Whatcouragetheymusthave,toplungeintoNewYorkasthey'vedone!Ireallydidn'tthinktheywould。Iwonderifthey'vesucceededingettinganybodyintotheirhouseyet?"
"Idon'tknow,"saidBeaton。
"IdiscouragedtheircomingallIcould,"shesighed,"andIsupposeyoudid,too。Butit'squiteuselesstryingtomakepeopleinaplacelikeSt。Barnabyunderstandhowitisintown。"
"Yes,"saidBeaton。Hestirredhistea,whileinwardlyhetriedtobelievethathehadreallydiscouragedtheLeightonsfromcomingtoNewYork。PerhapsthevexationofhisfailuremadehimcallMrs。Horninhisheartafraud。
"Yes,"shewenton,"itisvery,veryhard。Andwhentheywon'tunderstand,andrushontheirdoom,youfeelthattheyaregoingtoholdyourespons——"
Mrs。Horn'seyeswanderedfromBeaton;hervoicefalteredinthefadedinterestofherremark,andthenrosewithrenewedvigoringreetingaladywhocameupandstretchedhergloveacrossthetea-cups。
Beatongothimselfawayandoutofthehousewithamuchbrieferadieutotheniecethanhehadmeanttomake。ThepatronizingcompassionofMrs。
HornfortheLeightonsfilledhimwithindignationtowardher,towardhimself。Therewasnoreasonwhyheshouldnothaveignoredthemashehaddone;buttherewasafeeling。Itwashisnaturetobecareless,andhehadbeenspoiledintorecklessness;heneglectedeverybody,andonlyrememberedthemwhenitsuitedhiswhimorhisconvenience;buthefiercelyresentedtheinattentionsofotherstowardhimself。Hehadnoscrupleaboutbreakinganengagementorfailingtokeepanappointment;
hemadepromiseswithoutthinkingoftheirfulfilment,andnotbecausehewasafaithlessperson,butbecausehewasimaginative,andexpectedatthetimetodowhathesaid,butwasfickle,andsodidnot。Asmostofhisshortcomingswereofasocietysort,nogreatharmwasdonetoanybodyelse。Hehadcontractedsomewhatthecircleofhisacquaintancebywhatsomepeoplecalledhisrudeness,butmostpeopletreateditashisoddity,andwerepatientwithit。Oneladysaidshevaluedhiscomingwhenhesaidhewouldcomebecauseithadthecharmoftheunexpected。"Onlyitshowsthatitisn'talwaystheunexpectedthathappens,"sheexplained。
Itdidnotoccurtohimthathisbehaviorwasimmoral;hedidnotrealizethatitwascreatingareputationifnotacharacterforhim。Whilewearestillyoungwedonotrealizethatouractionshavethiseffect。Itseemstousthatpeoplewilljudgeusfromwhatwethinkandfeel。Laterwefindoutthatthisisimpossible;perhapswefinditouttoolate;
someofusneverfinditoutatall。
InspiteofhisshameabouttheLeightons,BeatonhadnopresentintentionoflookingthemuporsendingMrs。Horntheiraddress。Asamatteroffact,heneverdidsendit;buthehappenedtomeetMr。Wetmoreandhiswifeattherestaurantwherehedined,andhegotitofthepainterforhimself。HedidnotaskhimhowMissLeightonwasgettingon;butWetmorelaunchedout,withAlmaforatacittext,onthefutilityofwomengenerallygoinginforart。"Evenwhentheyhavetalentthey'vegottoomuchagainstthem。Whereagirldoesn'tseemverystrong,likeMissLeighton,noamountofchicisgoingtohelp。"
Hiswifedisputedhimonbehalfofhersex,aswomenalwaysdo。
"No,Dolly,"hepersisted;"she'dbetterbehomemilkingthecowsandleadingthehorsetowater。"
Doyouthinkshe'dbetterbeuptilltwointhemorningatballsandgoingalldaytoreceptionsandluncheons?"
"Oh,guessitisn'taquestionofthat,evenifsheweren'tdrawing。
Youknewthemathome,"hesaidtoBeaton。
"Yes。"
"Iremember。Hermothersaidyousuggestedme。Well,thegirlhassomenotionofit;there'snodoubtaboutthat。But——she'sawoman。Thetroublewiththesetalentedgirlsisthatthey'reallwoman。Iftheyweren't,therewouldn'tbemuchchanceforthemen,Beaton。Butwe'vegotProvidenceonourownsidefromthestart。I'mabletowatchalltheirinspirationswithperfectcomposure。Iknowjusthowsoonit'sgoingtoendinnervousbreakdown。Somebodyoughttomarrythemallandputthemoutoftheirmisery。"
"Andwhatwillyoudowithyourstudentswhoaremarriedalready?"hiswifesaid。Shefeltthatshehadlethimgoonlongenough。
"Oh,theyoughttogetdivorced。"
"Yououghttobeashamedtotaketheirmoneyifthat'swhatyouthinkofthem。"
"Mydear,Ihaveawifetosupport。"
Beatonintervenedwithaquestion。"DoyoumeanthatMissLeightonisn'tstandingitverywell?"
"HowdoIknow?Sheisn'tthekindthatbends;she'sthekindthatbreaks。"
AfteralittlesilenceMrs。Wetmoreasked,"Won'tyoucomehomewithus,Mr。Beaton?"
"Thankyou;no。Ihaveanengagement。"
"Idon'tseewhythatshouldpreventyou,"saidWetmore。"Butyoualwayswereapunctiliouscuss。Well!"
Beatonlingeredoverhiscigar;butnooneelsewhomheknewcamein,andheyieldedtothethreefoldimpulseofconscience,ofcuriosity,ofinclination,ingoingtocallattheLeightons'。Heaskedfortheladies,andthemaidshowedhimintotheparlor,wherehefoundMrs。
LeightonandMissWoodburn。
Thewidowmethimwithawelcomeneatlymarkedbyresentment;shemeanthimtofeelthathisnotcomingsoonerhadbeennoticed。MissWoodburnbubbledandgurgledon,anddidwhatshecouldtomitigatehispunishment,butshedidnotfeelauthorizedtostayit,tillMrs。
Leighton,bystudiedavoidanceofherdaughter'sname,obligedBeatontoaskforher。ThenMissWoodburncaughtupherwork,andsaid,"Ah'llgoandtellher,Mrs。Leighton。"AtthetopofthestairsshefoundAlma,andAlmatriedtomakeitseemasifshehadnotbeenstandingthere。
"Mahgoodness,chald!there'sthehandsomestyoungmanaskingforyoudownthereyouevahsaw。Alhtoldyou'mothahAhwouldcomeupfo'you。"
"What——whoisit?"
"Don'tyouknow?Butbo'couldyou?He'sgotthemostbeautifuleyes,andhewea'shishai'inabang,andhetalksEnglishlikeitwassomethingelse,andhisname'sMr。Beaton。"
"Didhe-askforme?"saidAlma,withadreamytone。Sheputherhandonthestairsrail,andalittleshiverranoverher。
"Didn'tItellyou?Ofcoasehedid!Andyououghttogoraghtdownifyouwanttosavethepoo'fellah'slahfe;you'mothah'sjustfreezin'himtodeath。"
V。
"Sheis?"criedAlma。"Tchk!"Sheflewdownstairs,andflittedswiftlyintotheroom,andfluttereduptoBeaton,andgavehimacrushinghand-
shake。
"Howverykind,ofyoutocomeandseeus,Mr。Beaton!WhendidyoucometoNewYork?Don'tyoufinditwarmhere?We'veonlyjustlightedthefurnace,butwiththismildweatheritseemstooearly。Mammadoeskeepitsohot!"Sherushedaboutopeningdoorsandshuttingregisters,andthencamebackandsatfacinghimfromthesofawithamaskofradiantcordiality。"Howhaveyoubeensincewesawyou?"
"Verywell,"saidBeaton。"Ihopeyou'rewell,MissLeighton?"
"Oh,perfectly!IthinkNewYorkagreeswithusbothwonderfully。I
neverknewsuchair。Andtothinkofournothavingsnowyet!Ishouldthinkeverybodywouldwanttocomehere!Whydon'tyoucome,Mr。Beaton?"
Beatonliftedhiseyesandlookedather。"I——IliveinNewYork,"hefaltered。
"InNewYorkCity!"sheexclaimed。
"Surely,Alma,"saidhermother,"yourememberMr。Beaton'stellingushelivedinNewYork。"
"ButIthoughtyoucamefromRochester;orwasitSyracuse?。Ialwaysgetthoseplacesmixedup。"
"ProbablyItoldyoumyfatherlivedatSyracuse。I'vebeeninNewYorkeversinceIcamehomefromParis,"saidBeaton,withtheconfusionofamanwhofeelshimselfplayeduponbyawoman。
"FromParis!"Almaechoed,leaningforward,withhersmilingmasktighton。"Wasn'titMunichwhereyoustudied?"
"IwasatMunich,too。ImetWetmorethere。"
"Oh,doyouknowMr。Wetmore?"
"Why,Alma,"hermotherinterposedagain,"itwasMr。BeatonwhotoldyouofMr。Wetmore。"
"Wasit?Why,yes,tobesure。ItwasMrs。HornwhosuggestedMr。
Ilcomb。Iremembernow。Ican'tthankyouenoughforhavingsentmetoMr。Wetmore,Mr。Beaton。Isn'thedelightful?Ohyes,I'maperfectWetmorian,Icanassureyou。Thewholeclassisthesameway。"
"IjustmethimandMrs。Wetmoreatdinner,"saidBeaton,attemptingtherecoveryofsomethingthathehadlostthroughthegirl'sshiningeaseandsteelysprightliness。Sheseemedtohimsosmoothandhard,witharepellentelasticityfromwhichhewasflungoff。"Ihopeyou'renotworkingtoohard,MissLeighton?"
"Ohno!Ienjoyeveryminuteofit,andgrowstrongeronit。DoIlookverymuchwastedaway?"Shelookedhimfullintheface,brilliantlysmiling,andintentionallybeautiful。
"No,"hesaid,withaslowsadness;"Ineversawyoulookingbetter。"
"PoorMr。Beaton!"shesaid,inrecognitionofhisdolefultune。"Itseemstobequiteablow。"
"Ohno——"
"Irememberallthegoodadviceyouusedtogivemeaboutnotworkingtoohard,andprobablyit'sthatthat'ssavedmylife——thatandthehouse-
hunting。Hasmammatoldyouofouradventuresingettingsettled?
Sometimewemust。Itwassuchfun!Anddidn'tyouthinkwewerefortunatetogetsuchaprettyhouse?Youmustseebothourparlors。"
Shejumpedup,andhermotherfollowedherwithabewilderedlookassheranintothebackparlorandflashedupthegas。
"Comeinhere,Mr。Beaton。Iwanttoshowyouthegreatfeatureofthehouse。"Sheopenedthelowwindowsthatgaveuponaglazedverandastretchingacrosstheendoftheroom。"JustthinkofthisinNewYork!
Youcan'tseeitverywellatnight,butwhenthesouthernsunpoursinherealltheafternoon——"
"Yes,Icanimagineit,"hesaid。Heglancedupatthebird-cagehangingfromtheroof。"IsupposeGypsyenjoysit。"
"YourememberGypsy?"shesaid;andshemadeacooing,kissinglittlenoiseupatthebird,whorespondeddrowsily。"PooroldGypsum!Well,hesha'n'tbedisturbed。Yes,it'sGyp'sdelight,andColonelWoodburnlikestowritehereinthemorning。Thinkofushavingarealliveauthorinthehouse!AndMissWoodburn:I'msogladyou'veseenher!
They'reSouthernpeople。"
"Yes,thatwasobviousinhercase。"
"Fromheraccent?Isn'titfascinating?Ididn'tbelieveIcouldeverendureSoutherners,butwe'relikeonefamilywiththeWoodburns。I
shouldthinkyou'dwanttopaintMissWoodburn。Don'tyouthinkhercoloringisdelicious?Andsuchaquaintkindofeighteenth-centurytypeofbeauty!Butshe'sperfectlylovelyeveryway,andeverythingshesaysissofunny。TheSouthernersseemtobesuchgreattalkers;betterthanweare,don'tyouthink?"
"Idon'tknow,"saidBeaton,inpensivediscouragement。Hewassensibleofbeingmanipulated,operated,buthewashelplesstoescapefromtheperformerortofathomhermotives。Hispensivenesspassedintogloom,andwasdegeneratingintosulkyresentmentwhenhewentaway,afterseveralfailurestogetbacktotheoldgroundhehadheldinrelationtoAlma。HeretrievedsomethingofitwithMrs。Leighton;butAlmaglittereduponhimtothelastwithakeenimpenetrablecandor,achild-
likesinglenessofglance,coveringunfathomablereserve。
"Well,Alma,"saidhermother,whenthedoorhadcloseduponhim。
"Well,mother。"Then,afteramoment,shesaid,witharush:"DidyouthinkIwasgoingtolethimsupposewewerepiquedathisnotcoming?
DidyousupposeIwasgoingtolethimpatronizeus,orthinkthatwewereintheleastdependentonhisfavororfriendship?"
Hermotherdidnotattempttoanswerher。Shemerelysaid,"Ishouldn'tthinkhewouldcomeanymore。"
"Well,wehavegotonsofarwithouthim;perhapswecanlivethroughtherestofthewinter。"
"Icouldn'thelpfeelingsorryforhim。Hewasquitestupefied。Icouldseethathedidn'tknowwhattomakeofyou。"
"He'snotrequiredtomakeanythingofme,"saidAlma。
"Doyouthinkhereallybelievedyouhadforgottenallthosethings?"
"Impossibletosay,mamma。"
"Well,Idon'tthinkitwasquiteright,Alma。"
"I'llleavehimtoyouthenexttime。MissWoodburnsaidyouwerefreezinghimtodeathwhenIcamedown。"
"Thatwasquitedifferent。But,therewon'tbeanynexttime,I'mafraid,"sighedMrs。Leighton。
Beatonwenthomefeelingsuretherewouldnot。Hetriedtoreadwhenhegottohisroom;butAlma'slooks,tones,gestures,whirredthroughandthroughthewoofofthestorylikeshuttles;hecouldnotkeepthemout,andhefellasleepatlast,notbecauseheforgotthem,butbecauseheforgavethem。Hewasabletosaytohimselfthathehadbeenjustlycutofffromkindnesswhichheknewhowtovalueinlosingit。HedidnotexpectevertorighthimselfinAlma'sesteem,buthehopedsomedaytoletherknowthathehadunderstood。Itseemedtohimthatitwouldbeagoodthingifsheshouldfinditoutafterhisdeath。Heimaginedherbeingtouchedbyitunderthosecircumstances。
VI。
InthemorningitseemedtoBeatonthathehaddonehimselfinjustice。
WhenheuncoveredhisJudasandlookedatit,hecouldnotbelievethatthemanwhowascapableofsuchworkdeservedthepunishmentMissLeightonhadinflicteduponhim。Hestillforgaveher,butinthepresenceofathinglikethathecouldnothelprespectinghimself;hebelievedthatifshecouldseeitshewouldbesorrythatshehadcutherselfofffromhisacquaintance。Hecarriedthisstrainofconvictionallthroughhissyndicateletter,whichhenowtookoutofhisdeskandfinished,withanincreasingsecurityofhisopinionsandamountingseverityinhisjudgments。Heretaliateduponthegeneralconditionofartamongusthepangsofwoundedvanity,whichAlmahadmadehimfeel,andhefoldeduphismanuscriptandputitinhispocket,almosthealedofhishumiliation。Hehadbeenabletoescapefromitsstingsoentirelywhilehewaswritingthatthenotionofmakinghislifemoreandmoreliterarycommendeditselftohim。Asitwasnowevidentthatthefuturewastobeoneofrenunciation,ofself-forgetting,anobliviontingedwithbitterness,heformlesslyreasonedinfavorofreconsideringhisresolutionagainstFulkerson'soffer。Onemustcallitreasoning,butitwasratherthatswiftinternaldramatizationwhichconstantlygoesoninpersonsofexcitablesensibilities,andwhichnowseemedtosweepBeatonphysicallyalongtowardthe'EveryOtherWeek'office,andcarriedhismindwithlightningcelerityontoatimewhenheshouldhavegiventhatjournalsuchqualityandauthorityinmattersofartashadneverbeenenjoyedbyanyinAmericabefore。Withtheprosperitywhichhemadeattendhisworkhechangedthecharacteroftheenterprise,andwithFulkerson'senthusiasticsupporthegavethepublicanartjournalofashighgradeas'LesLettresetlesArts',andverymuchthatsortofthing。AllthisinvolvednowtheunavailingregretofAlmaLeighton,andnowhisreconciliationwithhertheyweremarriedinGraceChurch,becauseBeatonhadonceseenamarriagethere,andhadintendedtopaintapictureofitsometime。