'Youwantittothrowitaway。Idon'tapproveofit;socomewithme。'
'But,'saidDare,'Iarrivedherewithahundrednapoleonsandmore,expresslytoworkoutmytheoryofchancesandrecurrences,whichissound;Ihavestudiedithundredsoftimesbythehelpofthis。'Hepartiallydrewfromhispocketthelittlevolumethatwehavebeforeseeninhishands。'IfIonlypersevereinmysystem,thecertaintythatImustwinisalmostmathematical。Ihavestakedandlosttwohundredandthirty-threetimes。Allowingoutofthatonechanceineverythirty-six,whichistheaverageofzerobeingmarked,andtwohundredandfourtimesforthebackersoftheothernumbers,Ihavethemathematicalexpectationofsixtimesatleast,whichwouldnearlyrecoupme。AndshallI,then,sacrificethatvastfoundationofwastechancesthatIhavelaiddown,andpaidfor,merelyforwantofalittlereadymoney?'
'Youmightpersevereforatwelvemonth,andstillnotgetthebetterofyourreverses。Timetellsinfavourofthebank。
Justimagineforthesakeofargumentthatallthepeoplewhohaveeverplacedastakeuponacertainnumbertobeonepersonplayingcontinuously。Hasthatimaginarypersonwon?
Theexistenceofthebankisasufficientanswer。'
'Butaparticularplayerhastheoptionofleavingoffatanypointfavourabletohimself,whichthebankhasnot;andthere'smyopportunity。'
'Whichfromyourmoodyouwillbesurenottotakeadvantageof。'
'Ishallgoonplaying,'saidDaredoggedly。
'Notwithmymoney。'
'Verywell;wewon'tpartasenemies,'repliedDare,withtheflawlesspolitenessofamanwhosespeechhasnolongeranykinshipwithhisfeelings。'Shallweshareabottleofwine?
Youwillnot?Well,Ihopeyourluckwithyourladywillbemoremagnificentthanminehasbeenhere;but——mindCaptainDeStancy!he'safearfulwildfowlforyou。'
'He'saharmlessinoffensivesoldier,asfarasIknow。Ifheisnot——lethimbewhathemayforme。'
'Anddohisworsttocutyouout,Isuppose?'
'Ay——ifyouwill。'Somerset,muchagainsthisjudgment,wasbeingstimulatedbythesepricksintowordsofirritation。
'CaptainDeStancymight,Ithink,bebetteremployedthanindanglingattheheelsofaladywhocanwelldispensewithhiscompany。Andyoumightbebetteremployedthaninwastingyourwageshere。'
'Wages——afitwordformymoney。MayIaskyouatwhatstageintheappearanceofamanwhosewayofexistenceisunknown,hismoneyceasestobecalledwagesandbeginstobecalledmeans?'
Somersetturnedandlefthimwithoutreplying,Darefollowinghisrecedingfigurewithalookofriperesentment,notlesslikelytoventitselfinmischieffromthewantofmoralballastinhimwhoemittedit。Hethenfixedanettledandunsatisfiedgazeuponthegaming-rooms,andinanotherminuteortwolefttheCasinoalso。
DareandSomersetmetnomorethatday。ThelatterreturnedtoNicebytheeveningtrainandwentstraighttothehotel。
Henowthankedhisfortunethathehadnotprecipitatelygivenuphisroomthere,foratelegramfromPaulaawaitedhim。Hishandalmosttrembledasheopenedit,toreadthefollowingfewshortwords,datedfromtheGrandHotel,Genoa:——
'Letterreceived。Amgladtohearofyourjourney。WearenotreturningtoNice,butstayhereaweek。Idirectthisataventure。'
Thistantalizingmessage——thefirstbreakingofherrecentsilence——wassaucy,almostcruel,initsdryfrigidity。ItledhimtogiveuphisideaoffollowingatoncetoGenoa。
Thatwaswhatsheobviouslyexpectedhimtodo,anditwaspossiblethathisnon-arrivalmightdrawaletterormessagefromherofasweetercompositionthanthis。Thatwouldatleastbetheeffectofhistardinessifshecaredintheleastforhim;ifshedidnothecouldbeartheworst。Theargumentwasgoodenoughasfarasitwent,but,likemanymore,failedfromthenarrownessofitspremises,thecontingentinterventionofDarebeingentirelyundreamtof。Itwasaltogetherafatalmiscalculation,whichcosthimdear。
Passingbythetelegraph-officeintheRuePont-NeufatanearlyhourthenextmorninghesawDarecomingoutfromthedoor。ItwasSomerset'smomentaryimpulsetothankDarefortheinformationgivenastoPaula'swhereabouts,informationwhichhadnowprovedtrue。ButDaredidnotseemtoappreciatehisfriendliness,andafterafewwordsofstudiedcivilitytheyoungmanmovedon。
Andwellhemight。Fiveminutesbeforethattimehehadthrownopenagulfoftreacherybetweenhimselfandthearchitectwhichnothinginlifecouldeverclose。Beforeleavingthetelegraph-officeDarehaddespatchedthefollowingmessagetoPauladirect,asaset-offagainstwhathecalledSomerset'singratitudeforvaluableinformation,thoughitwasreallythefruitofmanypassions,motives,anddesires:——
'G。Somerset,Nice,toMissPower,GrandHotel,Genoa。
'HavelostallatMonteCarlo。HavelearntthatCaptainD。S。
returnshereto-morrow。Pleasesendmeonehundredpoundsbyhim,andsavemefromdisgrace。Willawaithimateleveno'clockandfour,onthePont-Neuf。'
V。
FivehoursafterthedespatchofthattelegramCaptainDeStancywasrattlingalongthecoastrailwayoftheRivierafromGenoatoNice。HewasreturningtoEnglandbywayofMarseilles;butbeforeturningnorthwardshehadengagedtoperformonMissPower'saccountapeculiarandsomewhatdisagreeableduty。ThiswastoplaceinSomerset'shandsahundredandtwenty-fivenapoleonswhichhadbeendemandedfromherbyamessageinSomerset'sname。Themoneywasinhispocket——allingold,inacanvasbag,tiedupbyPaula'sownhands,whichhehadobservedtotrembleasshetiedit。
Asheleanedinthecornerofthecarriagehewasthinkingovertheeventsofthemorningwhichhadculminatedinthatliberalresponse。Atteno'clock,beforehehadgoneoutfromthehotelwherehehadtakenuphisquarters,whichwasnotthesameastheonepatronizedbyPaulaandherfriends,hehadbeensummonedtoherpresenceinamannersounexpectedastoimplythatsomethingseriouswasinquestion。Onenteringherroomhehadbeenstruckbytheabsenceofthatsaucyindependenceusuallyapparentinherbearingtowardshim,notwithstandingthepersistencywithwhichhehadhoverednearherforthepreviousmonth,andgradually,bythepositionofhissister,andthefavourofPaula'suncleininterceptingoneofSomerset'slettersandseveralofhistelegrams,establishedhimselfasanintimatememberofthetravellingparty。Hisentry,however,thistimeasalways,hadhadtheeffectofatonic,anditwasquitewithhercustomaryself-
possessionthatshehadtoldhimoftheobjectofhermessage。
'YouthinkofreturningtoNicethisafternoon?'sheinquired。
DeStancyinformedherthatsuchwashisintention,andaskedifhecoulddoanythingforherthere。
Then,heremembered,shehadhesitated。'Ihavereceivedatelegram,'shesaidatlength;andsosheallowedtoescapeherbitbybittheinformationthatherarchitect,whosenamesheseemedreluctanttoutter,hadtravelledfromEnglandtoNicethatweek,partlytoconsulther,partlyforaholidaytrip;thathehadgoneontoMonteCarlo,hadtherelosthismoneyandgotintodifficulties,andhadappealedtohertohelphimoutofthembytheimmediateadvanceofsomereadycash。Itwasasadcase,anunexpectedcase,shemurmured,withhereyesfixedonthewindow。Indeedshecouldnotcomprehendit。
ToDeStancythereappearednothingsoveryextraordinaryinSomerset'sapparentfiasco,exceptinsofarasthatheshouldhaveappliedtoPaulaforrelieffromhisdistressesinsteadofelsewhere。Itwasaself-humiliationwhichaloverwouldhaveavoidedatallcosts,hethought。YetafteramomentaryreflectiononhistheoryofSomerset'scharacter,itseemedsufficientlynaturalthatheshouldleanpersistentlyonPaula,ifonlywithaviewofkeepinghimselflinkedtohermemory,withoutthinkingtooprofoundlyofhisowndignity。
ThattheesteeminwhichshehadheldSomersetuptothathoursufferedatremendousblowbyhisapparentscrapewasclearlyvisibleinher,reticentasshewas;andDeStancy,whilepityingSomerset,thankedhiminhismindforhavinggratuitouslygivenarivalanadvantagewhichthatrival'sattentionshadneverbeenabletogainofthemselves。
Afteralittlefurtherconversationshehadsaid:'Sinceyouaretobemymessenger,ImusttellyouthatIhavedecidedtosendthehundredpoundsaskedfor,andyouwillpleasetodeliverthemintonohandsbuthisown。'Acuriouslittleblushcreptoverhersoberedface——perhapsitwasablushofshameattheconductoftheyoungmaninwhomshehadoflatebeensuspiciouslyinterested——assheadded,'HewillbeonthePont-Neufatfourthisafternoonandagainateleventomorrow。
Canyoumeethimthere?'
'Certainly,'DeStancyreplied。
Shethenaskedhim,ratheranxiously,howhecouldaccountforMr。Somersetknowingthathe,CaptainDeStancy,wasabouttoreturntoNice?
DeStancyinformedherthatheleftwordatthehotelofhisintentiontoreturn,whichwasquitetrue;moreover,theredidnotlurkinhismindatthemomentofspeakingthefaintestsuspicionthatSomersethadseenDare。
Shethentiedthebagandhandedittohim,leavinghimwithasereneandimpenetrablebearing,whichhehopedforhisownsakemeantanacquiredindifferencetoSomersetandhisfortunes。Hersendingthearchitectasumofmoneywhichshecouldeasilysparemightbesetdowntonaturalgenerositytowardsamanwithwhomshewasartisticallyco-operatingfortheimprovementofherhome。
Shecamebacktohimagainforamoment。'Couldyoupossiblygettherebeforefourthisafternoon?'sheasked,andheinformedherthathecouldjustdosobyleavingalmostatonce,whichhewasverywillingtodo,thoughbysoforestallinghistimehewouldlosetheprojectedmorningwithherandtherestatthePalazzoDoria。
'ImaytellyouthatIshallnotgotothePalazzoDoriaeither,ifitisanyconsolationtoyoutoknowit,'washerreply。'Ishallsitindoorsandthinkofyouonyourjourney。'
Theansweradmittedoftwotranslations,andconjecturesthereonfilledthegallantsoldier'smindduringthegreaterpartofthejourney。HearrivedatthehoteltheyhadallstayedatinsuccessionaboutsixhoursafterSomersethadleftitforalittleexcursiontoSanRemoanditsneighbourhood,asameansofpassingafewdaystillPaulashouldwriteagaintoinquirewhyhehadnotcomeon。DeStancysawnooneheknew,andinobediencetoPaula'scommandshepromptlysetoffonfootforthePont-Neuf。
Thoughopposedtothearchitectasalover,DeStancyfeltforhimasapoordevilinneedofmoney,havinghadexperiencesofthatsorthimself,andhewasreallyanxiousthattheneedfulsupplyentrustedtohimshouldreachSomerset'shands。
Hewasonthebridgefiveminutesbeforethehour,andwhentheclockstruckahandwaslaidonhisshoulder:turninghebeheldDare。
Knowingthattheyouthwasloiteringsomewherealongthecoast,fortheyhadfrequentlymettogetheronDeStancy'spreviousvisit,thelattermerelysaid,'Don'tbothermeforthepresent,Willy,Ihaveanengagement。Youcanseemeatthehotelthisevening。'
'WhenyouhavegivenmethehundredpoundsIwillflylikearocket,captain,'saidtheyounggentleman。'Ikeeptheappointmentinsteadoftheotherman。'
DeStancylookedhardathim。'How——doyouknowaboutthis?'
heaskedbreathlessly。
'Ihaveseenhim。'
DeStancytooktheyoungmanbythetwoshouldersandgazedintohiseyes。Thescrutinyseemednotaltogethertoremovethesuspicionwhichhadsuddenlystartedupinhismind。'Mysoul,'hesaid,droppinghisarms,'canthisbetrue?'
'What?'
'Youknow。'
Dareshruggedhisshoulders;'Areyougoingtohandoverthemoneyorno?'hesaid。
'Iamgoingtomakeinquiries,'saidDeStancy,walkingawaywithavehementtread。
'Captain,youarewithoutnaturalaffection,'saidDare,walkingbyhisside,inatonewhichshowedhisfearthathehadover-estimatedthatemotion。'SeewhatIhavedoneforyou。YouhavebeenmyconstantcareandanxietyforIcan'ttellhowlong。IhavestayedawakeatnightthinkinghowI
mightbestgiveyouagoodstartintheworldbyarrangingthisjudiciousmarriage,whenyouhavebeensleepingassoundasatopwithnocaresuponyourmindatall,andnowIhavegotintoascrape——asthemostthoughtfulofusmaysometimes——
yougotomakeinquiries。'
'Ihavepromisedtheladytowhomthismoneybelongs——whosegenerosityhasbeenshamefullyabusedinsomeway——thatIwilldeliveritintonohandsbutthoseofoneman,andhehasnotyetappeared。Ithereforegotofindhim。'
DarelaidhishanduponDeStancy'sarm。'Captain,wearebothwarm,andpunctiliousonpointsofhonour;thiswillcometoasplitbetweenusifwedon'tmind。So,nottobringmatterstoacrisis,lendmetenpoundsheretoenablemetogethome,andI'lldisappear。'
Inastateborderingondistraction,eagertogettheyoungmanoutofhissightbeforeworserevelationsshouldriseupbetweenthem,DeStancywithoutpausinginhiswalkgavehimthesumdemanded。Hesoonreachedthepost-office,whereheinquiredifaMr。Somersethadleftanydirectionsforforwardingletters。
ItwasjustwhatSomersethaddone。DeStancywastoldthatMr。SomersethadcommandedthatanylettersshouldbesentontohimattheHotelVictoria,SanRemo。
ItwasnowevidentthattheschemeofgettingmoneyfromPaulawaseitherofDare'sinvention,orthatSomerset,ashamedofhisfirstimpulse,hadabandoneditasspeedilyasithadbeenformed。DeStancyturnedandwentout。Dare,inkeepingwithhispromise,hadvanished。CaptainDeStancyresolvedtodonothinginthecasetillfurthereventsshouldenlightenhim,beyondsendingalinetoMissPowertoinformherthatSomersethadnotappeared,andthathethereforeretainedthemoneyforfurtherinstructions。
BOOKTHEFIFTH。DESTANCYANDPAULA。
I。
MissPowerwasrecliningonaredvelvetcouchinthebedroomofanold-fashionedredhotelatStrassburg,andherfriendMissDeStancywassittingbyawindowofthesameapartment。
Theywerebothratherweariedbyalongjourneyofthepreviousday。ThehoteloverlookedthelargeopenKleberPlatz,erectinthemidstofwhichthebronzestatueofGeneralKleberreceivedtheraysofawarmsunthatwaspowerlesstobrightenhim。Thewholesquare,withitspeopleandvehiclesgoingtoandfroasiftheyhadplentyoftime,wasvisibletoCharlotteinherchair;butPaulafromherhorizontalpositioncouldseenothingbelowthelevelofthemanydormeredhouse-topsontheoppositesideofthePlatz。
Afterwatchingthisupperstoreyofthecityforsometimeinsilence,sheaskedCharlottetohandherabinocularlyingonthetable,throughwhichinstrumentshequietlyregardedthedistantroofs。
'Whatstrangeandphilosophicalcreaturesstorksare,'shesaid。'Theygiveataciturn,ghostlycharactertothewholetown。'
ThebirdswerecrossingandrecrossingthefieldoftheglassintheirflighthitherandthitherbetweentheStrassburgchimneys,theirsadgreyformssharplyoutlinedagainstthesky,andtheirskinnylegsshowingbeneathlikethelimbsofdeadmartyrsinCrivelli'semaciatedimaginings。Theindifferenceofthesebirdstoallthatwasgoingonbeneaththemimpressedher:toharmonizewiththeirsolemnandsilentmovementsthehousesbeneathshouldhavebeendeserted,andgrassgrowinginthestreets。
BehindthelongroofsthusvisibletoPaulaoverthewindow-
sill,withtheirtiersofdormer-windows,rosethecathedralspireinairyopenwork,formingthehighestobjectinthescene;itsuggestedsomethingwhichforalongtimesheappearedunwillingtoutter;butnaturalinstincthaditsway。
'Aplacelikethis,'shesaid,'wherehecanstudyGothicarchitecture,would,Ishouldhavethought,beaspotmorecongenialtohimthanMonaco。'
ThepersonreferredtowasthemisrepresentedSomerset,whomthetwohadbeengingerlydiscussingfromtimetotime,allowinganycasualsubject,suchasthatofthestorks,tointerruptthepersonaloneateverytwoorthreesentences。
'Itwouldbemorelikehimtobehere,'repliedMissDeStancy,trustinghertonguewithonlythebarestgeneralitiesonthismatter。
Somersetwasagaindismissedforthestorktopic,butPaulacouldnotlethimalone;andshepresentlyresumed,asifanirresistiblefascinationcompelledwhatjudgmenthadforbidden:'Thestrongest-mindedpersonsaresometimescaughtunawaresatthatplace,iftheyoncethinktheywillretrievetheirfirstlosses;andIamnotawarethatheisparticularlystrong-minded。'
ForamomentCharlottelookedatherwithamixedexpression,inwhichtherewasdeprecationthatawomanwithanyfeelingshouldcriticizeSomersetsofrigidly,andreliefthatitwasPaulawhodidso。For,notwithstandingherassumptionthatSomersetcouldneverbeanythingmoretoherthanhewasalready,Charlotte'sheartwouldoccasionallystepdownandtroubleherviewssoexpressed。
WhetherlookingthroughaglassatdistantobjectsenabledPaulatobottleupheraffectionfortheabsentone,orwhetherherfriendCharlottehadsolittlepersonalityinPaula'sregardthatshecouldcommunewithheraswithalayfigure,itwascertainthatsheevincedremarkableeaseinspeakingofSomerset,resumingherwordsabouthiminthetoneofonetowhomhewasatmostanordinaryprofessionaladviser。'Itwouldbeveryawkwardfortheworksatthecastleifhehasgotintoascrape。Isupposethebuilderswerewellpostedwithinstructionsbeforeheleft:butheoughtcertainlytoreturnsoon。WhydidheleaveEnglandatalljustnow?'
'Perhapsitwastoseeyou。'
'Heshouldhavewaited;itwouldnothavebeensodreadfullylongtoMayorJune。Charlotte,howcanamanwhodoessuchahare-brainedthingasthisbedeemedtrustworthyinanimportantworklikethatofrebuildingStancyCastle?'
Therewassuchstressintheinquirythat,whateverfactitiousnesshadgonebefore,CharlotteperceivedPaulatobeatlastspeakinghermind;anditseemedasifSomersetmusthaveconsiderablylostgroundinheropinion,orshewouldnothavecriticizedhimthus。
'Mybrotherwilltellusfullparticularswhenhecomes:
perhapsitisnotatallaswesuppose,'saidCharlotte。ShestrainedhereyesacrossthePlatzandadded,'Heoughttohavebeenherebeforethistime。'
Whiletheywaitedandtalked,Paulastillobservingthestorks,thehotelomnibuscameroundthecornerfromthestation。'Ibelievehehasarrived,'resumedMissDeStancy;
'Iseesomethingthatlookslikehisportmanteauonthetopoftheomnibus……Yes;itishisbaggage。I'llrundowntohim。'
DeStancyhadobtainedsixweeks'additionalleaveonaccountofhishealth,whichhadsomewhatsufferedinIndia。ThefirstusehemadeofhisextratimewasinhasteningbacktomeetthetravellingladieshereatStrassburg。Mr。PowerandMrs。Goodmanwerealsoatthehotel,andwhenCharlottegotdownstairs,theformerwaswelcomingDeStancyatthedoor。
PaulahadnotseenhimsincehesetoutfromGenoaforNice,commissionedbyhertodeliverthehundredpoundstoSomerset。
Hisnote,statingthathehadfailedtomeetSomerset,containednodetails,andsheguessedthathewouldsoonappearbeforehernowtoansweranyquestionaboutthatpeculiarerrand。
Heranticipationswerejustifiedbytheevent;shehadnosoonergoneintothenextsitting-roomthanCharlotteDeStancyappearedandaskedifherbrothermightcomeup。TheclosestobserverwouldhavebeenindoubtwhetherPaula'sreadyreplyintheaffirmativewaspromptedbypersonalconsiderationforDeStancy,orbyahopetohearmoreofhismissiontoNice。Assoonasshehadwelcomedhimsherevertedatoncetothesubject。
'Yes,asItoldyou,hewasnotattheplaceofmeeting,'DeStancyreplied。Andtakingfromhispocketthebagofreadymoneyheplaceditintactuponthetable。
DeStancydidthiswithahandthatshooksomewhatmorethanalongrailwayjourneywasadequatetoaccountfor;andintruthitwasthevisionofDare'spositionwhichagitatedtheunhappycaptain:forhadthatyoungman,asDeStancyfeared,beentamperingwithSomerset'sname,hisfatenowtrembledinthebalance;Paulawouldunquestionablyandnaturallyinvoketheaidofthelawagainsthimifshediscoveredsuchanimposition。
'Wereyoupunctualtothetimementioned?'sheaskedcuriously。
DeStancyrepliedintheaffirmative。
'Didyouwaitlong?'shecontinued。
'Notverylong,'heanswered,hisinstincttoscreenthepossiblyguiltyoneconfininghimtoguardedstatements,whilestilladheringtotheliteraltruth。
'Whywasthat?'
'Somebodycameandtoldmethathewouldnotappear。'
'Who?'
'Ayoungmanwhohasbeenactingashisclerk。HisnameisDare。HeinformedmethatMr。Somersetcouldnotkeeptheappointment。'
'Why?'
'HehadgoneontoSanRemo。'
'HashebeentravellingwithMr。Somerset?'
'Hehadbeenwithhim。Theyknoweachotherverywell。ButasyoucommissionedmetodeliverthemoneyintonohandsbutMr。Somerset's,Iadheredstrictlytoyourinstructions。'
'Butperhapsmyinstructionswerenotwise。Shoulditinyouropinionhavebeensentbythisyoungman?Washecommissionedtoaskyouforit?'
DeStancymurmuredthatDarewasnotcommissionedtoaskforit;thatuponthewholehedeemedherinstructionswise;andwasstillofopinionthatthebestthinghadbeendone。
AlthoughDeStancywasdistractedbetweenhisdesiretopreserveDarefromtheconsequencesoffolly,andagentlemanlywishtokeepasclosetothetruthaswascompatiblewiththatcondition,hisanswershadnotappearedtoPaulatobeparticularlyevasive,theconjuncturebeingoneinwhichahandsomeheiress'sshrewdnesswaspronetooverleapitselfbysettingdownembarrassmentonthepartofthemanshequestionedtoamerelover'sdifficultyinsteeringbetweenhonourandrivalry。
Sheputbutoneotherquestion。'Diditappearasifhe,Mr。
Somerset,aftertelegraphing,had——had——regretteddoingso,andevadedtheresultbynotkeepingtheappointment?'
'That'sjusthowitappears。'Thewords,whichsavedDarefromignominy,costDeStancyagooddeal。HewassorryforSomerset,sorryforhimself,andverysorryforPaula。ButDarewastoDeStancywhatSomersetcouldneverbe:and'forhiskinthatisnearuntohimshallamanbedefiled。'
AfterthatinterviewCharlottesawwithwarringimpulsesthatSomersetslowlydiminishedinPaula'sestimate;slowlyasthemoonwanes,butascertainly。Charlotte'sownlovewasofaclinging,uncriticalsort,andthoughtheshadowyintelligenceofSomerset'sdoingsweigheddownhersoulwithregret,itseemedtomakenottheleastdifferenceinheraffectionforhim。
Intheafternoonthewholeparty,includingDeStancy,droveaboutthestreets。HeretheylookedatthehouseinwhichGoethehadlived,andafterwardsenteredthecathedral。
Observinginthesouthtranseptacrowdofpeoplewaitingpatiently,theywereremindedthattheyunwittinglystoodinthepresenceofthepopularclock-workofSchwilgue。
Mr。PowerandMrs。Goodmandecidedthattheywouldwaitwiththerestoftheidlersandseethepuppetsperformatthestriking。Charlottealsowaitedwiththem;butasitwantedeightminutestothehour,andasPaulahadseentheshowbefore,shemovedonintothenave。
PresentlyshefoundthatDeStancyhadfollowed。Hedidnotcomeclosetillshe,seeinghimstandsilent,said,'Ifitwerenotforthiscathedral,Ishouldnotlikethecityatall;andIhaveevenseencathedralsIlikebetter。LuckilywearegoingontoBadento-morrow。'
'Yourunclehasjusttoldme。Hehasaskedmetokeepyoucompany。'
'Areyouintendingto?'saidPaula,probingthebase-mouldingofapierwithherparasol。
'Ihavenothingbettertodo,norindeedhalfsogood,'saidDeStancy。'Iamabroadformyhealth,youknow,andwhat'sliketheRhineanditsneighbourhoodinearlysummer,beforethecrowdcomes?Itisdelightfultowanderaboutthere,oranywhere,likeachild,influencedbynofixedmotivemorethanthatofkeepingnearsomefriend,orfriends,includingtheonewemostadmireintheworld。'
'Thatsoundsperilouslylikelove-making。'
''Tisloveindeed。'
'Well,loveisnaturaltomen,Isuppose,'rejoinedtheyounglady。'Butyoumustlovewithinbounds;oryouwillbeenervated,andceasetobeusefulasaheavyarmoftheservice。'
'MydearMissPower,yourdidacticandrespectableruleswon'tdoforme。Ifyouexpectstrawstostopcurrents,youaresadlymistaken!Butno——letmattersbe:Iamahappycontentedmortalatpresent,saywhatyouwill……Youdon'taskwhy?Perhapsyouknow。ItisbecauseallIcareforintheworldisnearme,andthatIshallneverbemorethanahundredyardsfromheraslongasthepresentarrangementcontinues。'
'Weareinacathedral,remember,CaptainDeStancy,andshouldnotkeepupasecularconversation。'
'IfIhadneversaidworseinacathedralthanwhatIhavesaidhere,Ishouldbecontenttomeetmyeternaljudgewithoutabsolution。YouruncleaskedmethismorninghowI
likedyou。'
'Well,therewasnoharminthat。'
'HowIlikeyou!Harm,no;butyoushouldhaveseenhowsillyIlooked。Fancytheinadequacyoftheexpressionwhenmywholesenseisabsorbedbyyou。'
'Menallowthemselvestobemaderidiculousbytheirownfeelingsinaninconceivableway。'
'True,Iamafool;butforgiveme,'herejoined,observinghergaze,whichwanderedcriticallyfromrooftoclerestory,andthentothepillars,withoutoncelightingonhim。'Don'tmindsayingYes——Youlookatthisthingandthatthing,butyouneverlookatme,thoughIstandhereandseenothingbutyou。'
'There,theclockisstriking——andthecockcrows。Pleasegoacrosstothetranseptandtellthemtocomeoutthisway。'
DeStancywent。Whenhehadgoneafewstepsheturnedhishead。Shehadatlastceasedtostudythearchitecture,andwaslookingathim。Perhapshiswordshadstruckher,foritseemedatthatmomentasifhereadinherbrighteyesagenuineinterestinhimandhisfortunes。
II。
NextdaytheywentontoBaden。DeStancywasbeginningtocultivatethepassionofloveevenmoreasanescapefromthegloomyrelationsofhislifethanasmatrimonialstrategy。
Paula'sjuxtapositionhadtheattributeofmakinghimforgeteverythinginhisownhistory。Shewasamagicalterative;
andthemostfoolishboyishshapeintowhichhecouldthrowhisfeelingsforherwasinthisrespecttobeaimedatastheactofhighestwisdom。
Hesupplementedthenaturalwarmthoffeelingthatshehadwroughtinhimbyeveryartificialmeansinhispower,tomakethedistractionthemorecomplete。Hehadnotknownanythinglikethisself-obscurationforadozenyears,andwhenheconjecturedthatshemightreallylearntolovehimhefeltexaltedinhisowneyesandpurifiedfromthedrossofhisformerlife。SuchuneasinessofconscienceasarosewhenhesuddenlyrememberedDare,andthepossibilitythatSomersetwasgettingoustedunfairly,haditsweightindepressinghim;
buthewasinclinedtoaccepthisfortunewithoutmuchquestion。
ThejourneytoBaden,thoughshort,wasnotwithoutincidentsonwhichhecouldworkoutthiscurioushobbyofcultivatingtosuperlativepoweranalreadypositivepassion。Handingherinandoutofthecarriage,accidentallygettingbrushedbyherclothes,ofallsuchasthishemadeavailablefuel。
Paula,thoughshemighthaveguessedthegeneralnatureofwhatwasgoingon,seemedunconsciousoftherefinementshewastryingtothrowintoit,andsometimes,wheninsteppingintoorfromarailwaycarriagesheunavoidablyputherhanduponhisarm,theobviousinsignificancesheattachedtotheactionstruckhimwithmisgiving。
OneofthefirstthingstheydidatBadenwastostrollintotheTrink-halle,wherePaulasippedthewater。Shewasabouttoputdowntheglass,whenDeStancyquicklytookitfromherhandsasthoughtomakeuseofithimself。
'O,ifthatiswhatyoumean,'shesaidmischievously,'youshouldhavenoticedtheexactspot。Itwasthere。'Sheputherfingeronaparticularportionofitsedge。
'Yououghtnottoactlikethat,unlessyoumeansomething,MissPower,'herepliedgravely。
'Tellmemoreplainly。'
'Imean,youshouldnotdothingswhichexciteinmethehopethatyoucaresomethingforme,unlessyoureallydo。'
'Iputmyfingerontheedgeandsaiditwasthere。'
'Meaning,"Itwastheremylipstouched;letyoursdothesame。"'
'ThelatterpartIwhollydeny,'sheanswered,withdisregard,afterwhichshewentaway,andkeptbetweenCharlotteandherauntfortherestoftheafternoon。
SincethereceiptofthetelegramPaulahadbeenfrequentlysilent;shefrequentlystayedinalone,andsometimesshebecamequitegloomy——analtogetherunprecedentedphaseforher。ThiswasthecaseonthemorningaftertheincidentintheTrink-halle。Nottointrudeonher,Charlottewalkedaboutthelandingsofthesunnywhitehotelinwhichtheyhadtakenuptheirquarters,wentdownintothecourt,andpettedthetortoisesthatwerecreepingaboutthereamongtheflowersandplants;tillatlast,ongoingtoherfriend,shecaughtherreadingsomeoldlettersofSomerset's。
Paulamadenosecretofthem,andMissDeStancycouldseethatmorethanhalfwerewrittenonbluepaper,withdiagramsamidthewriting:theywere,infact,simplythosesheetsofhisletterswhichrelatedtotherebuilding。Nevertheless,CharlottefanciedshehadcaughtPaulainasentimentalmood;
anddoubtlesscouldSomersethavewalkedinatthismomentinsteadofCharlotteitmighthavefaredwellwithhim,soinsidiouslydotendermemoriesreassertthemselvesinthefaceofoutwardmishaps。
TheytookadrivedowntheLichtenthalroadandthenintotheforest,DeStancyandAbnerPowerridingonhorsebackalongside。Thesunstreamedyellowbehindtheirbacksastheywoundupthelonginclines,lightingtheredtrunks,andeventheblue-blackfoliageitself。Thesummerhadalreadymadeimpressionuponthatmassofuniformcolourbytippingeverytwigwithatinysproutofvirescentyellow;whiletheminutesoundswhichissuedfromtheforestrevealedthattheapparentlystillplacewasbecomingaperfectreservoirofinsectlife。
AbnerPowerwasquitesentimentalthatday。'Insuchplacesasthese,'hesaid,asherodealongsideMrs。Goodman,'nature'spowersinthemultiplicationofonetypestrikemeasmuchasthegrandeurofthemass。'
Mrs。Goodmanagreedwithhim,andPaulasaid,'Thefoliageformstheroofofaninterminablegreencrypt,thepillarsbeingthetrunks,andthevaulttheinterlacingboughs。'
'Itisafineplaceinathunderstorm,'saidDeStancy。'Iamnotanenthusiast,buttoseethelightningspringhitherandthither,likelazy-tongs,bristling,andstriking,andvanishing,isratherimpressive。'
'Itmustbeindeed,'saidPaula。
'Andinthewinterwindsthesepinessighliketenthousandspiritsintrouble。'
'Indeedtheymust,'saidPaula。
'AtthesametimeIknowalittlefir-plantationaboutamilesquarenotfarfromMarkton,'saidDeStancy,'whichispreciselylikethisinminiature,——stems,colours,slopes,winds,andall。Ifweweretogothereanytimewithahighlymagnifyingpairofspectaclesitwouldlookasfineasthis——
andsaveadealoftravelling。'
'Iknowtheplace,andIagreewithyou,'saidPaula。
'Youagreewithmeonallsubjectsbutone,'hepresentlyobserved,inavoicenotintendedtoreachtheothers。
Paulalookedathim,butwassilent。
Onwardandupwardtheywent,thesamepatternandcolouroftreerepeatingthemselvesendlessly,tillinacoupleofhourstheyreachedthecastlehillwhichwastobetheendoftheirjourney,andbeheldstretchedbeneaththemthevalleyoftheMurg。Theyalightedandenteredthefortress。
'Whatdidyoumeanbythatlookofkindnessyoubestoweduponmejustnow,whenIsaidyouagreedwithmeonallsubjectsbutone?'askedDeStancyhalfhumorously,asheheldopenalittledoorforher,theothershavinggoneahead。
'Imeant,Isuppose,thatIwasmuchobligedtoyoufornotrequiringagreementonthatonesubject,'shesaid,passingon。
'Notmorethanthat?'saidDeStancy,ashefollowedher。
'ButwheneverIinvoluntarilyexpresstowardsyousentimentsthattherecanbenomistaking,youseemtrulycompassionate。'
'IfIseemso,Ifeelso。'
'Ifyoumeannomorethanmerecompassion,Iwishyouwouldshownothingatall,foryourmistakenkindnessisonlypreparingmoremiseryformethanIshouldhaveifletalonetosufferwithoutmercy。'
'Iimploreyoutobequiet,CaptainDeStancy!Leaveme,andlookoutofthewindowattheviewhere,oratthepictures,oratthearmour,orwhateveritiswearecometosee。'
'Verywell。Butpraydon'textractamusementfrommyharmlessremarks。SuchastheyareImeanthem。'
Shestoppedhimbychangingthesubject,fortheyhadenteredanoctagonalchamberonthefirstfloor,presumablyfullofpicturesandcuriosities;buttheshutterswereclosed,andonlystraybeamsoflightgleamedintosuggestwhatwasthere。
'Can'tsomebodyopenthewindows?'saidPaula。
'Theattendantisabouttodoit,'saidheruncle;andashespoketheshutterstotheeastwereflungback,andoneoftheloveliestviewsintheforestdiscloseditselfoutside。
Someofthemsteppedoutuponthebalcony。Theriverlayalongthebottomofthevalley,irradiatedwithasilvershine。Littleraftsofpinewoodfloatedonitssurfaceliketinysplinters,themenwhosteeredthemnotappearinglargerthanants。
Paulastoodonthebalcony,lookingforafewminutesuponthesight,andthencameintotheshadowyroom,whereDeStancyhadremained。Whiletherestwerestilloutsidesheresumed:
'YoumustnotsupposethatIshrinkfromthesubjectyousopersistentlybringbeforeme。Irespectdeepaffection——youknowIdo;butformetosaythatIhaveanysuchforyou,oftheparticularsortyouonlywillbesatisfiedwith,wouldbeabsurd。Idon'tfeelit,andthereforetherecanbenothingbetweenus。Onewouldthinkitwouldbebettertofeelkindlytowardsyouthantofeelnothingatall。ButifyouobjecttothatI'lltrytofeelnothing。'
'Idon'treallyobjecttoyoursympathy,'saidDeStancy,ratherstruckbyherseriousness。'Butitisverysaddeningtothinkyoucanfeelnothingmore。'
'Itmustbeso,sinceICANfeelnomore,'shedecisivelyreplied,adding,asshestoppedherseriousness:'Youmustprayforstrengthtogetoverit。'
'OnethingIshallneverprayfor;toseeyougiveyourselftoanotherman。ButIsupposeIshallwitnessthatsomeday。'
'Youmay,'shegravelyreturned。
'Youhavenodoubtchosenhimalready,'criedthecaptainbitterly。
'No,CaptainDeStancy,'shesaidshortly,afaintinvoluntaryblushcomingintoherfaceassheguessedhisallusion。
This,andafewglancesroundatthepicturesandcuriosities,completedtheirsurveyofthecastle。DeStancyknewbetterthantotroubleherfurtherthatdaywithspecialremarks。
DuringthereturnjourneyherodeaheadwithMr。Powerandshesawnomoreofhim。
Shewouldhavebeenastonishedhadsheheardtheconversationofthetwogentlemenastheywoundgentlydownwardsthroughthetrees。
'AsfarasIamconcerned,'CaptainDeStancy'scompanionwassaying,'nothingwouldgivememoreunfeigneddelightthanthatyoushouldpersevereandwinher。ButyoumustunderstandthatIhavenoauthorityoverher——nothingmorethanthenaturalinfluencethatarisesfrommybeingherfather'sbrother。'
'Andforexercisingthatmuch,whateveritmaybe,inmyfavourIthankyouheartily,'saidDeStancy。'ButIamcomingtotheconclusionthatitisuselesstopressherfurther。Sheisright!Iamnotthemanforher。Iamtooold,andtoopoor;andImustputupaswellasIcanwithherloss——drownherimageinoldFalerniantillIembarkinCharon'sboatforgood!——Really,ifIhadtheindustryIcouldwritesomegoodHoratianversesonmyinauspicioussituation!……Ah,well;——inthiswayIaffectlevityovermytroubles;
butinplaintruthmylifewillnotbethebrightestwithouther。'
'Don'tbedown-hearted!youaretoo——toogentlemanly,DeStancy,inthismatter——youaretoosoonputoff——youshouldhaveatouchofthecanvasseraboutyouinapproachingher;
andnotstickatthings。YouhavemyheartyinvitationtotravelwithusallthewaytillwecrosstoEngland,andtherewillbeheapsofopportunitiesaswewanderon。I'llkeepaslowpacetogiveyoutime。'
'Youareverygood,myfriend!Well,Iwilltryagain。Iamfullofdoubtandindecision,mind,butatpresentIfeelthatIwilltryagain。Thereis,Isuppose,aslightpossibilityofsomethingorotherturningupinmyfavour,ifitistruethattheunexpectedalwayshappens——forIforeseenochancewhatever……Whichwaydowegowhenweleavehereto-
morrow?'
'ToCarlsruhe,shesays,iftherestofushavenoobjection。'
'Carlsruhe,then,letitbe,withallmyheart;oranywhere。'