Thezestforthiswasnowwell-nighover。Butonawakinginthemorningandlookingupthevalleytowardsthecastle,andatthedarkgreenheightoftheKonigsstuhlalongside,hefeltthattobecomevanquishedbyapassion,driventosuffer,fast,andprayinthedullpainsandvapoursofdespisedlove,wasacontingencynottobewelcomedtooreadily。Thereuponhesethimselftolearnthesadscienceofrenunciation,whicheverybodyhastolearninhisdegree——eitherrebellingthroughoutthelesson,or,likeSomerset,takingtoitkindlybyforceofjudgment。Amoreobstinatepupilmighthavealtogetherescapedthelessoninthepresentcasebydiscoveringitsillegality。
  Resolvingtopersevereintheheretoforesatisfactorypathsofartwhilelifeandfacultieswereleft,thougheveryinstinctmustproclaimthattherewouldbenolongeranycollateralattractioninthatpursuit,hewentalongunderthetreesoftheAnlageandreachedthecastlevaults,inwhosecoolshadeshespenttheafternoon,workingouthisintentionswithfairresult。Whenhehadstrolledbacktohishotelintheeveningthetimewasapproachingforthetable-d'hote。Havingseatedhimselfratherearly,hespentthefewminutesofwaitinginlookingoverhispocket-book,andputtingafewfinishingtouchestotheafternoonperformancewhilsttheobjectswerefreshinhismemory。Thusoccupiedhewasbutdimlyconsciousofthecustomaryrustleofdressesandpullingupofchairsbythecrowdofotherdinersastheygatheredaroundhim。
  Servingbegan,andheputawayhisbookandpreparedforthemeal。Hehadhardlydonethiswhenhebecameconsciousthatthepersononhislefthandwasnotthetypicalcosmopolitewithboundlesshotelknowledgeandirrelevantexperiencesthathewasaccustomedtofindnexthim,butafaceherecognizedasthatofayoungmanwhomhehadmetandtalkedtoatStancyCastlegarden-party,whosenamehehadnowforgotten。Thisyoungfellowwasconversingwithsomebodyonhislefthand——nootherpersonagethanPaulaherself。NexttoPaulahebeheldDeStancy,andDeStancy'ssisterbeyondhim。Itwasoneofthosegratuitousencounterswhichonlyhappentodiscardedloverswhohaveshowncommendablestoicismunderdisappointment,asifonpurposetoreopenandaggravatetheirwounds。
  Itseemedasiftheinterveningtravellerhadmettheotherpartybyaccidentthereandthen。InaminuteheturnedandrecognizedSomerset,andbydegreestheyoungmen'scursoryremarkstoeachotherdevelopedintoaprettyregularconversation,interruptedonlywhenheturnedtospeaktoPaulaonhislefthand。
  'Yourarchitecturaladvisertravelsinyourparty:howveryconvenient,'saidtheyoungtouristtoher。'Farpleasanterthanhavingamedicalattendantinone'strain!'
  Somerset,whohadnodistractionsontheothersideofhim,couldheareverywordofthis。HeglancedatPaula。Shehadnotknownofhispresenceintheroomtillnow。Theireyesmetforasecond,andshebowedsedately。Somersetreturnedherbow,andhereyeswerequicklywithdrawnwithscarcelyvisibleconfusion。
  'Mr。Somersetisnottravellingwithus,'shesaid。'Wehavemetbyaccident。Mr。Somersetcametomeonbusinessalittlewhileago。'
  'Imustcongratulateyouonhavingputthecastleintogoodhands,'continuedtheenthusiasticyoungman。
  'IbelieveMr。Somersetisquitecompetent,'saidPaulastiffly。
  ToincludeSomersetintheconversationtheyoungmanturnedtohimandadded:'Youcarryonyourworkatthecastleconamore,nodoubt?'
  'ThereisworkIshouldlikebetter,'saidSomerset。
  'Indeed?'
  Thefrigidityofhismannerseemedtosetherateasebydispersingallfearofascene;andalternatedialoguesofthissortwiththegentlemanintheirmidstweremoreorlesscontinuedbybothPaulaandSomersettilltheyrosefromtable。
  Inthebustleofmovingoutthetwolatterforonemomentstoodsidebyside。
  'MissPower,'saidSomerset,inalowvoicethatwasobscuredbytherustle,'youhavenothingmoretosaytome?'
  'Ithinkthereisnothingmore?'saidPaula,liftinghereyeswithlongingreticence。
  'ThenItakeleaveofyou;andtendermybestwishesthatyoumayhaveapleasanttimebeforeyou!……IsetoutforEnglandto-night。'
  'Withaspecialphotographer,nodoubt?'
  ItwasthefirsttimethatshehadaddressedSomersetwithameaningdistinctlybitter;andherremark,whichhadreferencetotheforgedphotograph,fellofcoursewithoutitsintendedeffect。
  'No,MissPower,'saidSomersetgravely。'Butwithadeepersenseofwoman'sthoughtlesstriflingthantimewillevereradicate。'
  'Isnotthatamistake?'sheaskedinavoicethatdistinctlytrembled。
  'Amistake?How?'
  'Imean,doyounotforgetmanythings?'throwingonhimatroubledglance。'Awomanmayfeelherselfjustifiedinherconduct,althoughitadmitsofnoexplanation。'
  'Idon'tcontestthepointforamoment……Goodbye。'
  'Good-bye。'
  Theypartedamidthefloweringshrubsandcagedbirdsinthehall,andhesawhernomore。DeStancycameup,andspokeafewcommonplacewords,hissisterhavinggoneout,eitherwithoutperceivingSomerset,orwithintentiontoavoidhim。
  Thatnight,ashehadsaid,hewasonhiswaytoEngland。
  VII。
  TheDeStancysandPowersremainedinHeidelbergforsomedays。AllremarkedthatafterSomerset'sdeparturePaulawasfrequentlyirritable,thoughatothertimesassereneasever。
  Yetevenwheninablitheandsaucymoodtherewasatbottomatingeofmelancholy。Somethingdidnotlieeasyinherundemonstrativeheart,andallherfriendsexcusedtheinequalitiesofahumourwhosesource,thoughnotpositivelyknown,couldbefairlywellguessed。
  DeStancyhadlongsincediscoveredthathischancelaychieflyinherrecentlyacquiredandfancifulpredilectiond'artisteforhoarymediaevalfamilieswithancestorsinalabasterandprimogenitiverenown。Seeingthishedweltonthosetopicswhichbroughtoutthataspectofhimselfmoreclearly,talkingfeudalismandchivalrywithazestthathehadneverhithertoshown。Yetitwasnotaltogetherfactitious。For,discoveringhowmuchthisquondamPuritanwasinterestedintheattributesoflong-chronicledhouses,areflectedinterestinhimselfaroseinhisownsoul,andhebegantowonderwhyhehadnotprizedthesethingsbefore。
  Tillnowdisgustedbythefailureofhisfamilytoholditsownintheturmoilbetweenancientandmodern,hehadgrowntoundervalueitspastprestige;anditwaswithcorrectiveardourthatheadoptedwhileheministeredtoherviews。
  HenceforwardthewooingofDeStancytooktheformofanintermittentaddress,theincidentsoftheirtravelfurnishingpegswhereontohanghissubject;sometimeshinderingit,butseldomfailingtoproduceinheragreatertoleranceofhispresence。HisnextopportunitywasthedayafterSomerset'sdeparturefromHeidelberg。TheystoodonthegreatterraceoftheSchloss-Garten,lookingacrosstheinterveningravinetothenorth-eastfrontofthecastlewhichrosebeforetheminallitscustomarywarmtintsandbatteredmagnificence。
  'Thisisaspot,ifany,whichshouldbringmatterstoacrisisbetweenyouandme,'heassertedgood-humouredly。'Butyouhavebeensosilentto-daythatIlosethespirittotakeadvantageofmyprivilege。'
  Sheinquiredwhatprivilegehespokeof,asifquiteanothersubjecthadbeeninhermindthanDeStancy。
  'TheprivilegeofwinningyourheartifIcan,whichyougavemeatCarlsruhe。'
  'O,'shesaid。'Well,I'vebeenthinkingofthat。ButIdonotfeelmyselfabsolutelyboundbythestatementImadeinthatroom;andIshallexpect,ifIwithdrawit,nottobecalledtoaccountbyyou。'
  DeStancylookedratherblank。
  'Ifyourecedefromyourpromiseyouwilldoubtlesshavegoodreason。ButImustsolemnlybegyou,afterraisingmyhopes,tokeepasnearasyoucantoyourword,soasnottothrowmeintoutterdespair。'
  PauladroppedherglanceintotheThier-Gartenbelowthem,wheregaypromenaderswereclamberingupbetweenthebushesandflowers。Atlengthshesaid,withevidentembarrassment,butwithmuchdistinctness:'IdeservemuchmoreblameforwhatIhavedonethanyoucanexpresstome。Iwillconfesstoyouthewholetruth。AllthatItoldyouinthehotelatCarlsruhewassaidinamomentofpiqueatwhathadhappenedjustbeforeyoucamein。ItwassupposedIwasmuchinvolvedwithanotherman,andcircumstancesmadethesuppositionparticularlyobjectionable。ToescapeitIjumpedatthealternativeofyourself。'
  'That'sbadforme!'hemurmured。
  'IfafterthisavowalyoubindmetomywordsIshallsaynomore:Idonotwishtorecedefromthemwithoutyourfullpermission。'
  'Whatacaprice!ButIreleaseyouunconditionally,'hesaid。
  'AndIbegyourpardonifIseemedtoshowtoomuchassurance。
  Pleaseputitdowntomygratifiedexcitement。Ientirelyacquiesceinyourwish。Iwillgoawaytowhateverplaceyouplease,andnotcomenearyoubutbyyourownpermission,andtillyouarequitesatisfiedthatmypresenceandwhatitmayleadtoisnotundesirable。Ientirelygivewaybeforeyou,andwillendeavourtomakemyfuturedevotedness,ifeverwemeetagain,anewgroundforexpectingyourfavour。'
  Paulaseemedstruckbythegenerousandcheerfulfairnessofhisremarks,andsaidgently,'Perhapsyourdepartureisnotabsolutelynecessaryformyhappiness;andIdonotwishfromwhatyoucallcaprice——'
  'Iretractthatword。'
  'Well,whateveritis,Idon'twishyoutodoanythingwhichshouldcauseyourealpain,ortrouble,orhumiliation。'
  'That'sverygoodofyou。'
  'ButIreservetomyselftherighttoacceptorrefuseyouraddresses——justasifthoserashwordsofminehadneverbeenspoken。'
  'ImustbearitallasbestIcan,Isuppose,'saidDeStancy,withmelancholyhumorousness。
  'AndIshalltreatyouasyourbehaviourshallseemtodeserve,'shesaidplayfully。
  'ThenImaystay?'
  'Yes;Iamwillingtogiveyouthatpleasure,ifitisone,inreturnfortheattentionsyouhaveshown,andthetroubleyouhavetakentomakemyjourneypleasant。'
  ShewalkedonanddiscoveredMrs。Goodmannear,andpresentlythewholepartymettogether。DeStancydidnotfindhimselfagainathersidetilllaterintheafternoon,whentheyhadlefttheimmediateprecinctsofthecastleanddecidedonadrivetotheKonigsstuhl。
  Thecarriage,containingonlyMrs。Goodman,wasdrivenashortwayupthewindingincline,Paula,heruncle,andMissDeStancywalkingbehindundertheshadowofthetrees。ThenMrs。Goodmancalledtothemandaskedwhentheyweregoingtojoinher。
  'Wearegoingtowalkup,'saidMr。Power。
  Paulaseemedseizedwithaspiritofboisterousnessquiteunlikeherusualbehaviour。'Myauntmaydriveup,andyoumaywalkup;butIshallrunup,'shesaid。'See,here'saway。'Shetrippedtowardsapaththroughthebusheswhich,insteadofwindingliketheregulartrack,madestraightforthesummit。
  Paulahadnottheremotestconceptionoftheactualdistancetothetop,imaginingittobebutacoupleofhundredyardsattheoutside,whereasitwasreallyneareramile,theascentbeinguniformlysteepalltheway。WhenheruncleandDeStancyhadseenhervanishtheystoodstill,theformerevidentlyreluctanttoforsaketheeasyascentforadifficultone,thoughhesaid,'Wecan'tlethergoalonethatway,I
  suppose。'
  'No,ofcoursenot,'saidDeStancy。
  TheythenfollowedinthedirectiontakenbyPaula,Charlotteenteringthecarriage。WhenPowerandDeStancyhadascendedaboutfiftyyardstheformerlookedback,anddroppedofffromthepursuit,toreturntotheeasyroute,givinghiscompanionapartinghintconcerningPaula。WhereuponDeStancywentonalone。HesoonsawPaulaabovehiminthepath,whichascendedskywardstraightasJacob'sLadder,butwassooverhungbythebrushwoodastobequiteshutoutfromthesun。Whenhereachedhersideshewasmovingeasilyupward,apparentlyenjoyingtheseclusionwhichtheplaceafforded。
  'Isnotmyunclewithyou?'shesaid,onturningandseeinghim。
  'Hewentback,'saidDeStancy。
  Sherepliedthatitwasofnoconsequence;thatsheshouldmeethimatthetop,shesupposed。
  Paulalookedupamidthegreenlightwhichfilteredthroughtheleafageasfarashereyescouldstretch。Butthetopdidnotappear,andsheallowedDeStancytogetinfront。'Itdidnotseemsuchalongwayasthis,tolookat,'shepresentlysaid。
  Heexplainedthatthetreeshaddeceivedherastotherealheight,byreasonofherseeingtheslopeforeshortenedwhenshelookedupfromthecastle。'Allowmetohelpyou,'headded。
  'No,thankyou,'saidPaulalightly;'wemustbenearthetop。'
  Theywentonagain;butnoKonigsstuhl。WhennextDeStancyturnedhefoundthatshewassittingdown;immediatelygoingbackheofferedhisarm。Shetookitinsilence,declaringthatitwasnowonderheruncledidnotcomethatwearisomeway,ifhehadeverbeentherebefore。
  DeStancydidnotexplainthatMr。Powerhadsaidtohimatparting,'There'sachanceforyou,ifyouwantone,'butatoncewentonwiththesubjectbegunontheterrace。'Ifmybehaviourisgood,youwillreaffirmthestatementmadeatCarlsruhe?'
  'Itisnotfairtobeginthatnow!'expostulatedPaula;'Icanonlythinkofgettingtothetop。'
  Hercolourdeepeningbytheexertion,hesuggestedthatsheshouldsitdownagainononeofthemossybouldersbythewayside。Nothinglothshedid,DeStancystandingby,andwithhiscanescratchingthemossfromthestone。
  'Thisisratherawkward,'saidPaula,inherusualcircumspectway。'Myrelativesandyoursisterwillbesuretosuspectmeofhavingarrangedthisscramblewithyou。'
  'ButIknowbetter,'sighedDeStancy。'IwishtoHeavenyouhadarrangedit!'
  Shewasnotatthetop,butshetookadvantageofthehalttoanswerhispreviousquestion。'TherearemanypointsonwhichImustbesatisfiedbeforeIcanreaffirmanything。Doyounotseethatyouaremistakeninclingingtothisidea?——thatyouarelayingupmortificationanddisappointmentforyourself?'
  'Anegativereplyfromyouwouldbedisappointment,earlyorlate。'
  'Andyoupreferhavingitlatetoacceptingitnow?IfIwereaman,Ishouldliketoabandonafalsescentassoonaspossible。'
  'Isupposeallthathasbutonemeaning:thatIamtogo。'
  'Ono,'shemagnanimouslyassuredhim,boundingupfromherseat;'Iadheretomystatementthatyoumaystay;thoughitistruesomethingmaypossiblyhappentomakemealtermymind。'
  Heagainofferedhisarm,andfromsheernecessitysheleantuponitasbefore。
  'Grantmebutamoment'spatience,'hebegan。
  'CaptainDeStancy!Isthisfair?Iamphysicallyobligedtoholdyourarm,sothatIMUSTlistentowhatyousay!'
  'No,itisnotfair;'ponmysoulitisnot!'saidDeStancy。
  'Iwon'tsayanotherword。'
  Hedidnot;andtheyclamberedonthroughtheboughs,nothingdisturbingthesolitudebuttherustleoftheirownfootstepsandthesingingofbirdsoverhead。Theyoccasionallygotapeepatthesky;andwheneveratwighungoutinapositiontostrikePaula'sfacethegallantcaptainbentitasidewithhisstick。Butshedidnotthankhim。Perhapshewasjustaswellsatisfiedasifshehaddoneso。
  Paula,panting,brokethesilence:'Willyougoon,anddiscoverifthetopisnear?'
  Hewenton。Thistimethetopwasnear。Whenhereturnedshewassittingwherehehadleftheramongtheleaves。'Itisquitenearnow,'hetoldhertenderly,andshetookhisarmagainwithoutaword。Soonthepathchangeditsnaturefromasteepandruggedwatercoursetoalevelgreenpromenade。
  'Thankyou,CaptainDeStancy,'shesaid,lettinggohisarmasifrelieved。
  Beforethemrosethetower,andatthebasetheybeheldtwooftheirfriends,Mr。Powerbeingseenabove,lookingovertheparapetthroughhisglass。
  'Youwillgotothetopnow?'saidDeStancy。
  'No,Itakenointerestinit。Myinteresthasturnedtofatigue。Ionlywanttogohome。'
  Hetookherontowherethecarriagestoodatthefootofthetower,andleavingherwithhissisterascendedtheturrettothetop。Thelandscapehadquitechangedfromitsafternoonappearance,andhadbecomerathermarvellousthanbeautiful。
  Theairwaschargedwithaluridexhalationthatblurredtheextensiveview。HecouldseethedistantRhineatitsjunctionwiththeNeckar,shininglikeathreadofbloodthroughthemistwhichwasgraduallywrappingupthedecliningsun。Thescenehadinitsomethingthatwasmorethanmelancholy,andnotmuchlessthantragic;butforDeStancysucheveningeffectspossessedlittlemeaning。Hewasengagedinanenterprisethattaxedallhisresources,andhadnosentimentstospareforair,earth,orskies。
  'Remarkablescene,'saidPower,mildly,athiselbow。
  'Yes;Idaresayitis,'saidDeStancy。'TimehasbeenwhenIshouldhaveheldforthuponsuchaprospect,andwonderedifitslividcoloursshadowedoutmyownlife,etcaetera,etcaetera。But,begad,Ihavealmostforgottenthere'ssuchathingasNature,andIcarefornothingbutacomfortablelife,andacertainwomanwhodoesnotcareforme!……Nowshallwegodown?'
  VIII。
  ItwasquitetruethatDeStancyatthepresentperiodofhisexistencewishedonlytoescapefromthehurly-burlyofactivelife,andtowintheaffectionofPaulaPower。Therewere,however,occasionswhenarecollectionofhisoldrenunciatoryvowswouldobtrudeitselfuponhim,andtingehispresentwithwaywardbitterness。SomuchwasthisthecasethatadayortwoaftertheyhadarrivedatMainzhecouldnotrefrainfrommakingremarksalmostprejudicialtohiscause,sayingtoher,'Iamunfortunateinmysituation。Thereare,unhappily,worldlyreasonswhyIshouldpretendtoloveyou,evenifIdonot:theyaresostrongthat,thoughreallylovingyou,perhapstheyenterintomythoughtsofyou。'
  'Idon'twanttoknowwhatsuchreasonsare,'saidPaula,withpromptness,foritrequiredbutlittleastutenesstodiscoverthathealludedtothealienatedWessexhomeandestates。
  'Youlacktone,'shegentlyadded:'that'swhythesituationofaffairsseemsdistastefultoyou。'
  'Yes,IsupposeIamill。AndyetIamwellenough。'
  TheseremarkspassedunderatreeinthepublicgardensduringanoddminuteofwaitingforCharlotteandMrs。Goodman;andhesaidnomoretoherinprivatethatday。Fewasherwordshadbeenhelikedthembetterthananyhehadlatelyreceived。
  Theconversationwasnotresumedtilltheyweregliding'betweenthebanksthatbearthevine,'onboardoneoftheRhinesteamboats,which,likethehotelsinthisearlysummertime,werecomparativelyfreefromotherEnglishtravellers;
  sothateverywherePaulaandherpartywerereceivedwithopenarmsandcheerfulcountenances,asamongthefirstswallowsoftheseason。
  Thesaloonofthesteamboatwasquiteempty,thefewpassengersbeingoutside;andthispaucityofvoyagersaffordedDeStancyaroomyopportunity。
  Paulasawhimapproachher,andthereappearinginhisfacesignsthathewouldbeginagainontheeternalsubject,sheseemedtobestruckwithasenseoftheludicrous。
  DeStancyreddened。'Somethingseemstoamuseyou,'hesaid。
  'Itisover,'shereplied,becomingserious。
  'Wasitaboutme,andthisunhappyfeverinme?'
  'IfIspeakthetruthImustsayitwas。'
  'Youthought,"Here'sthatabsurdmanagain,goingtobeginhisdailysupplication。"'
  'Not"absurd,"'shesaid,withemphasis;'becauseIdon'tthinkitisabsurd。'
  ShecontinuedlookingthroughthewindowsattheLurleiHeightsunderwhichtheywerenowpassing,andheremainedwithhiseyesonher。
  'MayIstayherewithyou?'hesaidatlast。'Ihavenothadawordwithyoualoneforfour-and-twentyhours。'
  'Youmustbecheerful,then。'
  'Youhavesaidsuchasthatbefore。Iwishyouwouldsay"loving"insteadof"cheerful。"'
  'Yes,Iknow,Iknow,'sheresponded,withimpatientperplexity。'Butwhymustyouthinkofme——meonly?Istherenootherwomanintheworldwhohasthepowertomakeyouhappy?Iamsuretheremustbe。'
  'Perhapsthereis;butIhaveneverseenher。'
  'Thenlookforher;andbelievemewhenIsaythatyouwillcertainlyfindher。'
  Heshookhishead。
  'CaptainDeStancy,Ihavelongfeltforyou,'shecontinued,withafrankglanceintohisface。'Youhavedeprivedyourselftoolongofotherwomen'scompany。Whynotgoawayforalittletime?andwhenyouhavefoundsomebodyelselikelytomakeyouhappy,youcanmeetmeagain。Iwillseeyouatyourfather'shouse,andwewillenjoyallthepleasureofeasyfriendship。'
  'Verycorrect;andverycold,Obestofwomen!'
  'Youaretoofullofexclamationsandtransports,Ithink!'
  Theystoodinsilence,Paulaapparentlymuchinterestedinthemanoeuvringofaraftwhichwaspassingby。'DearMissPower,'heresumed,'beforeIgoandjoinyouruncleabove,letmejustask,DoIstandanychanceatallyet?Isitpossibleyoucanneverbemorepliantthanyouhavebeen?'
  'Youputmeoutofallpatience!'
  'Butwhydidyouraisemyhopes?Youshouldatleastpitymeafterdoingthat。'
  'Yes;it'sthatagain!IunfortunatelyraisedyourhopesbecauseIwasafool——wasnotmyselfthatmoment。Nowquestionmenomore。AsitisIthinkyoupresumetoomuchuponmybecomingyoursastheconsequenceofmyhavingdismissedanother。'
  'Notonbecomingmine,butonlisteningtome。'
  'YourargumentwouldbereasonableenoughhadIledyoutobelieveIwouldlistentoyou——andultimatelyacceptyou;butthatIhavenotdone。Iseenowthatawomanwhogivesamananansweroneshadelessperemptorythanaharshnegativemaybecarriedbeyondherintentions,andoutofherownpowerbeforesheknowsit。'
  'Chidemeifyouwill;Idon'tcare!'
  Shelookedsteadfastlyathimwithalittlemischiefinhereyes。'YouDOcare,'shesaid。
  'Thenwhydon'tyoulistentome?Iwouldnotpersevereforamomentlongerifitwereagainstthewishesofyourfamily。
  Yourunclesaysitwouldgivehimpleasuretoseeyouacceptme。'
  'Doeshesaywhy?'sheaskedthoughtfully。
  'Yes;hetakes,ofcourse,apracticalviewofthematter;hethinksitcommendsitselfsotoreasonandcommonsensethattheownerofStancyCastleshouldbecomeamemberoftheDeStancyfamily。'
  'Yes,that'sthehorridplagueofit,'shesaid,withanonchalancewhichseemedtocontradictherwords。'Itissodreadfullyreasonablethatweshouldmarry。Iwishitwasn't!'
  'Well,youareyoungerthanI,andperhapsthat'sanaturalwish。Buttomeitseemsafelicitouscombinationnotoftenmetwith。Iconfessthatyourinterestinourfamilybeforeyouknewmelentastabilitytomyhopesthatotherwisetheywouldnothavehad。'
  'MyinterestintheDeStancyshasnotbeenapersonalinterestexceptinthecaseofyoursister,'shereturned。
  'Ithasbeenanhistoricalinterestonly;andisnotatallincreasedbyyourexistence。'
  'Andperhapsitisnotdiminished?'
  'No,Iamnotawarethatitisdiminished,'shemurmured,assheobservedtheglidingshore。
  'Well,youwillallowmetosaythis,sinceIsayitwithoutreferencetoyourpersonalityortomine——thatthePowerandDeStancyfamiliesarethecomplementstoeachother;andthat,abstractedly,theycallearnestlytooneanother:"Howneatandfitathingforustojoinhands!"'
  Paula,whowasnotprudishwhenadirectappealwasmadetohercommonsense,answeredwithreadycandour:'Yes,fromthepointofviewofdomesticpolitics,thatundoubtedlyisthecase。ButIhopeIamnotsocalculatingastoriskhappinessinordertoroundoffasocialidea。'
  'Ihopenot;orthatIameither。Stillthesocialideaexists,andmyincreasedyearsmakeitsexcellencemoreobvioustomethantoyou。'
  Theiceoncebrokenonthisaspectofthequestion,thesubjectseemedfurthertoengrossher,andshespokeonasifdaringlyinclinedtoventurewhereshehadneveranticipatedgoing,derivingpleasurefromtheverystrangenessofhertemerity:'YoumeanthatinthefitnessofthingsIoughttobecomeaDeStancytostrengthenmysocialposition?'
  'AndthatIoughttostrengthenminebyalliancewiththeheiressofanamesodeartoengineeringscienceasPower。'
  'Well,wearetalkingwithunexpectedfrankness。'
  'Butyouarenotseriouslydispleasedwithmeforsayingwhat,afterall,onecan'thelpfeelingandthinking?'
  'No。Onlybesogoodastoleaveoffgoingfurtherforthepresent。Indeed,ofthetwo,Iwouldratherhavetheothersortofaddress。Imean,'shehastilyadded,'thatwhatyouurgeastheresultofarealaffection,howeverunsuitable,I
  havesomeremotesatisfactioninlisteningto——nottheleastfromanyreciprocalloveonmyside,butfromawoman'sgratificationatbeingtheobjectofanybody'sdevotion;forthatfeelingtowardsherisalwaysregardedasameritinawoman'seye,andtakenasakindnessbyher,evenwhenitisattheexpenseofherconvenience。'
  Shehadsaid,voluntarilyorinvoluntarily,betterthingsthanheexpected,andperhapstoomuchinherownopinion,forshehardlygavehimanopportunityofreplying。
  TheypassedSt。GoarandBoppard,andwhensteeringroundthesharpbendoftheriverjustbeyondthelatterplaceDeStancymetheragain,exclaiming,'Youleftmeverysuddenly。'
  'Youmustmakeallowances,please,'shesaid;'Ihavealwaysstoodinneedofthem。'
  'Thenyoushallalwayshavethem。'
  'Idon'tdoubtit,'shesaidquickly;butPaulawasnottobecaughtagain,andkeptclosetothesideofherauntwhiletheyglidedpastBraubackandOberlahnstein。ApproachingCoblenzherauntsaid,'Paula,letmesuggestthatyoubenotsomuchalonewithCaptainDeStancy。'
  'Andwhy?'saidPaulaquietly。
  'You'llhaveplentyofoffersifyouwantthem,withouttakingtrouble,'saidthedirectMrs。Goodman。'Yourexistenceishardlyknowntotheworldyet,andCaptainDeStancyistoonearmiddle-ageforagirllikeyou。'Pauladidnotreplytoeitheroftheseremarks,beingseeminglysointerestedinEhrenbreitstein'sheightsasnottohearthem。
  IX。
  ItwasmidnightatCoblenz,andthetravellershadretiredtorestintheirrespectiveapartments,overlookingtheriver。
  Findingthattherewasamoonshining,Paulaleantoutofherwindow。ThetallrockofEhrenbreitsteinontheoppositeshorewasfloodedwithlight,andabelatedsteamerwasdrawinguptothelanding-stage,whereitpresentlydepositeditspassengers。
  'Weshouldhavecomebythelastboat,soastohavebeentouchedintoromancebytheraysofthismoon,likethosehappypeople,'saidavoice。
  Shelookedtowardsthespotwhencethevoiceproceeded,whichwasawindowquitenearathand。DeStancywassmokingoutsideit,andshebecameawarethatthewordswereaddressedtoher。
  'Youleftmeveryabruptly,'hecontinued。
  Paula'sinstinctofcautionimpelledhertospeak。
  'Thewindowsareallopen,'shemurmured。'Pleasebecareful。'
  'TherearenoEnglishinthishotelexceptourselves。Ithankyouforwhatyousaidto-day。'
  'Pleasebecareful,'sherepeated。
  'MydearMissP——'
  'Don'tmentionnames,anddon'tcontinuethesubject!'
  'Lifeanddeathperhapsdependuponmyrenewingitsoon!'
  Sheshutthewindowdecisively,possiblywonderingifDeStancyhaddrunkaglassortwoofSteinbergmorethanwasgoodforhim,andsawnomoreofmoonlitEhrenbreitsteinthatnight,andheardnomoreofDeStancy。Butitwassometimebeforeheclosedhiswindow,andprevioustodoingsosawadarkformatanadjoiningoneontheotherside。
  ItwasMr。Power,alsotakingtheair。'Well,whatluckto-
  day?'saidPower。
  'Adecidedadvance,'saidDeStancy。
  Noneofthespeakersknewthatalittlepersonintheroomaboveheardallthisout-of-windowtalk。Charlotte,thoughnotlookingout,hadlefthercasementopen;andwhatreachedherearssetherwonderingastotheresult。
  ItisnotnecessarytodetailinfullDeStancy'simperceptibleadvanceswithPauladuringthatnorthwardjourney——soslowlyperformedthatitseemedasifshemustperceivetherewasaspecialreasonfordelayingherreturntoEngland。AtCologneonedayheconvenientlyovertookherwhenshewasascendingthehotelstaircase。Seeinghim,shewenttothewindowoftheentresollanding,whichcommandedaviewoftheRhine,meaningthatheshouldpassbytohisroom。
  'Ihavebeenveryuneasy,'beganthecaptain,drawinguptoherside;'andIamobligedtotroubleyousoonerthanImeanttodo。'
  Paulaturnedhereyesuponhimwithsomecuriosityastowhatwascomingofthisrespectfuldemeanour。'Indeed!'shesaid,Hetheninformedherthathehadbeenoverhaulinghimselfsincetheylasttalked,andhadsomereasontoblamehimselfforbluntnessandgeneralwantofeuphemism;which,althoughhehadmeantnothingbyit,musthavebeenverydisagreeabletoher。Buthehadalwaysaimedatsincerity,particularlyashehadtodealwithaladywhodespisedhypocrisyandwasaboveflattery。However,hefearedhemighthavecarriedhisdisregardforconventionalitytoofar。Butfromthattimehewouldpromisethatsheshouldfindanalterationbywhichhehopedhemightreturnthefriendshipatleastofayoungladyhehonouredmorethananyotherintheworld。
  Thisretrogrademovementwasevidentlyunexpectedbythehonouredyoungladyherself。Afterbeingsolongaccustomedtorebukehimforhispersistencetherewasnoveltyinfindinghimdotheworkforher。Theguessmightevenhavebeenhazardedthattherewasalsodisappointment。
  StilllookingacrosstheriveratthebridgeofboatswhichstretchedtotheoppositesuburbofDeutz:'Youneednotblameyourself,'shesaid,withthemildestconceivablemanner,'Icanmakeallowances。AllIwishisthatyoushouldremainundernomisapprehension。'
  'Icomprehend,'hesaidthoughtfully。'Butsince,byaperversefate,Ihavebeenthrownintoyourcompany,youcouldhardlyexpectmetofeelandactotherwise。'
  'Perhapsnot。'
  'SinceIhavesomuchreasontobedissatisfiedwithmyself,'
  headded,'Icannotrefrainfromcriticizingelsewheretoaslightextent,andthinkingIhavetodowithanungenerousperson。'
  'Whyungenerous?'
  'Inthisway;thatsinceyoucannotloveme,youseenoreasonatallfortryingtodosointhefactthatIsodeeplyloveyou;henceIsaythatyouarerathertobedistinguishedbyyourwisdomthanbyyourhumanity。'
  'Itcomestothis,thatifyourwordsareallseriouslymeantitismuchtoberegrettedweevermet,'shemurmured。'Nowwillyougoontowhereyouweregoing,andleavemehere?'
  Withoutaremonstrancehewenton,sayingwithdejectedwhimsicalityashesmiledbackuponher,'Youshowawisdomwhichforsoyoungaladyisperfectlysurprising。'
  ItwasresolvedtoprolongthejourneybyacircuitthroughHollandandBelgium;butnothingchangedintheattitudesofPaulaandCaptainDeStancytilloneafternoonduringtheirstayattheHague,whentheyhadgoneforadrivedowntoScheveningenbythelongstraightavenueofchestnutsandlimes,underwhoseboughstuftsofwildparsleywavedtheirflowers,exceptwherethebuitenplaatsenofretiredmerchantsblazedforthwithnewpaintofeveryhue。Onmountingthedunewhichkeptouttheseabehindthevillageabriskbreezegreetedtheirfaces,andafinesandblewupintotheireyes。
  DeStancyscreenedPaulawithhisumbrellaastheystoodwiththeirbackstothewind,lookingdownontheredroofsofthevillagewithintheseawall,andpullingatthelonggrasswhichbysomemeansfoundnourishmentinthepowderysoilofthedune。
  Whentheyhaddiscussedthescenehecontinued,'Italwaysseemstomethatthisplacereflectstheaveragemoodofhumanlife。Imean,ifwestrikethebalancebetweenourbestmoodsandourworstweshallfindouraverageconditiontostandataboutthesamepitchinemotionalcolourasthesesandydunesandthisgreyscenedoinlandscape。'
  Paulacontendedthatheoughtnottomeasureeverybodybyhimself。
  'Ihavenootherstandard,'saidDeStancy;'andifmyowniswrong,itisyouwhohavemadeitso。HaveyouthoughtanymoreofwhatIsaidatCologne?'
  'Idon'tquiterememberwhatyoudidsayatCologne?'
  'Mydearestlife!'Paula'seyesroundingsomewhat,hecorrectedtheexclamation。'MydearMissPower,Iwill,withoutreserve,tellittoyoualloveragain。'
  'Prayspareyourselftheeffort,'shesaiddrily。'Whathasthatonefatalstepbetrayedmeinto!……DoyouseriouslymeantosaythatIamthecauseofyourlifebeingcolouredlikethissceneofgrassandsand?Ifso,Ihavecommittedaverygreatfault!'
  'Itcanbenullifiedbyaword。'
  'Suchaword!'
  'Itisaveryshortone。'
  'There'sastillshorteronemoretothepurpose。Frankly,I
  believeyoususpectmetohavesomelatentandunownedinclinationforyou——thatyouthinkspeakingistheonlypointuponwhichIambackward……Therenow,itisraining;
  whatshallwedo?Ithoughtthiswindmeantrain。'
  'Do?Standonhere,aswearestandingnow。'
  'Yoursisterandmyauntaregoneunderthewall。Ithinkwewillwalktowardsthem。'
  'Youhadmademehope,'hecontinuedhisthoughtsapparentlyfarawayfromtherainandthewindandthepossibilityofshelter,'thatyoumightchangeyourmind,andgivetoyouroriginalpromisealiberalmeaninginrenewingit。InbriefI
  meanthis,thatyouwouldallowittomergeintoanengagement。Don'tthinkitpresumptuous,'hewenton,asheheldtheumbrellaoverher;'IamsureanymanwouldspeakasIdo。Adistinctpermissiontobewithyouonprobation——thatwaswhatyougavemeatCarlsruhe:andflingingcasuistryononeside,whatdoesthatmean?'
  'ThatIamartisticallyinterestedinyourfamilyhistory。'
  Andshewentoutfromtheumbrellatotheshelterofthehotelwhereshefoundherauntandfriend。
  DeStancycouldnotbutfeelthathispersistencehadmadesomeimpression。Itwashardlypossiblethatawomanofindependentnaturewouldhavetoleratedhisdanglingathersidesolong,ifhispresencewerewhollydistastefultoher。
  ThateveningwhendrivingbacktotheHaguebyadeviousroutethroughthedenseavenuesoftheBoschheconversedwithheragain;alsothenextdaywhenstandingbytheVijverlookingattheswans;andineachcasesheseemedtohaveatleastgotoverherobjectiontobeingseentalkingtohim,apartfromtheremainderofthetravellingparty。
  ScenesverysimilartothoseatScheveningenandontheRhinewereenactedatlaterstagesoftheirdesultoryjourney。Mr。
  PowerhadproposedtocrossfromRotterdam;butastiffnorth-
  westerlybreezeprevailingPaulaherselfbecamereluctanttohastenbacktoStancyCastle。TurningabruptlytheymadeforBrussels。
  Itwashere,whilewalkinghomewardfromtheParkonemorning,thatheruncleforthefirsttimealludedtothesituationofaffairsbetweenherselfandheradmirer。ThecaptainhadgoneuptheRueRoyalewithhissisterandMrs。Goodman,eithertoshowthemthehouseinwhichtheballtookplaceontheeveofQuatreBrasorsomeothersiteofinterest,andthetwoPowerswerethuslefttothemselves。ToreachtheirhoteltheypassedintoalittlestreetslopingsteeplydownfromtheRueRoyaletothePlaceSte。Gudule,where,atthemomentofnearingthecathedral,aweddingpartyemergedfromtheporchandcrossedinfrontofuncleandniece。
  'Ihope,'saidtheformer,inhispassionlessway,'weshallseeaperformanceofthissortbetweenyouandCaptainDeStancy,notsoverylongafterourreturntoEngland。'
  'Why?'askedPaula,followingthebridewithhereyes。
  'Itisdiplomatically,asImaysay,suchahighlycorrectthing——suchanexpedientthing——suchanobviousthingtoalleyes。'
  'Notaltogethertomine,uncle,'shereturned。
  ''Twouldbeathousandpitiestoletslipsuchaneatofferofadjustingdifficultiesasaccidentmakesyouinthis。Youcouldmarrymoretin,that'strue;butyoudon'twantit,Paula。Youwantaname,andhistoricwhat-do-they-call-it。
  Nowbycomingtotermswiththecaptainyou'llbeLadyDeStancyinafewyears:andatitlewhichisuselesstohim,andafortuneandcastlewhichareinsomedegreeuselesstoyou,willmakeasplendidwholeusefultoyouboth。'
  'I'vethoughtitover——quite,'sheanswered。'AndIquiteseewhattheadvantagesare。ButhowifIdon'tcareoneatomforartisticcompletenessandasplendidwhole;anddocareverymuchtodowhatmyfancyinclinesmetodo?'
  'ThenIshouldsaythat,takingacomprehensiveviewofhumannatureofallcolours,yourfancyisaboutthesilliestfancyexistingonthisearthlyball。'
  Paulalaughedindifferently,andherunclefeltthat,persistentaswashisnature,hewasthewrongmantoinfluenceherbyargument。Paula'sblindnesstotheadvantagesofthematch,ifshewereblind,wasthatofawomanwhowouldn'tsee,andthebestargumentwassilence。
  Thiswasinsomemeasureprovedthenextmorning。WhenPaulamadeherappearanceMrs。Goodmansaid,holdingupanenvelope:
  'Here'saletterfromMr。Somerset。'
  'Dearme,'saidsheblandly,thoughaquicklittleflushascendedhercheek。'Ihadnearlyforgottenhim!'
  Theletteronbeingreadcontainedarequestasbriefasitwasunexpected。Havingpreparedallthedrawingsnecessaryfortherebuilding,Somersetbeggedleavetoresignthesuperintendenceoftheworkintootherhands。
  'Hislettercapsyourremarksveryaptly,'saidMrs。Goodman,withsecrettriumph。'Youarenearlyforgettinghim,andheisquiteforgettingyou。'
  'Yes,'saidPaula,affectingcarelessness。'Well,Imustgetsomebodyelse,Isuppose。'
  X。
  TheynextdeviatedtoAmiens,intendingtostaythereonlyonenight;buttheirschemeswerederangedbythesuddenillnessofCharlotte。Shehadbeenlookingunwellforafortnightpast,though,withherusualself-abnegation,shehadmadelightofherailment。Evennowshedeclaredshecouldgoon;
  butthiswassaidover-night,andinthemorningitwasabundantlyevidentthattomoveherwashighlyunadvisable。
  Stillshewasnotinseriousdanger,andhavingcalledinaphysician,whopronouncedrestindispensable,theypreparedtoremainintheoldPicardcapitaltwoorthreeadditionaldays。
  Mr。PowerthoughthewouldtakeadvantageofthehalttorunuptoParis,leavingDeStancyinchargeoftheladies。
  InmorewaysthanintheillnessofCharlottethisdaywastheharbingerofacrisis。
  Itwasasummereveningwithoutacloud。Charlottehadfallenasleepinherbed,andPaula,whohadbeensittingbyher,lookedoutintothePlaceSt。Denis,whichthehotelcommanded。Thelawnofthesquarewasallablazewithredandyellowclumpsofflowers,theacaciatreeswerebrightlygreen,thesunwassoftandlow。TemptedbytheprospectPaulawentandputonherhat;andarousingheraunt,whowasnoddinginthenextroom,torequesthertokeepanearonCharlotte'sbedroom,PauladescendedintotheRuedeNoyonalone,andenteredthegreenenclosure。
  Whileshewalkedround,twoorthreelittlechildreninchargeofanursetrundledalargevariegatedballalongthegrass,anditrolledtoPaula'sfeet。Shesmiledatthem,andendeavouredtoreturnitbyaslightkick。Theballroseintheair,andpassingoverthebackofaseatwhichstoodunderoneofthetrees,alightedinthelapofagentlemanhithertoscreenedbyitsboughs。ThebackandshouldersprovedtobethoseofDeStancy。Heturnedhishead,jumpedup,andwasathersideinaninstant,anettledflushhavingmeanwhilecrossedPaula'sface。
  'IthoughtyouhadgonetotheHotoiePromenade,'shesaidhastily。'Iamgoingtothecathedral;'obviouslyutteredlestitshouldseemthatshehadseenhimfromthehotelwindows,andenteredthesquareforhiscompany。
  'Ofcourse:thereisnothingelsetogotohere——evenforRoundheads。'
  'IfyoumeanMEbythat,youareverymuchmistaken,'saidshetestily。
  'TheRoundheadswereyourancestors,andtheyknockeddownmyancestors'castle,andbrokethestainedglassandstatuaryofthecathedral,'saidDeStancyslily;'andnowyougonotonlytoacathedral,buttoaserviceoftheunreformedChurchinit。'
  'Inaforeigncountryitisdifferentfromhome,'saidPaulainextenuation;'andyouofallmenshouldnotreproachmefortergiversation——whenithasbeenbroughtaboutby——bymysympathieswith——'
  'WiththetroublesoftheDeStancys。'
  'Well,youknowwhatImean,'sheanswered,withconsiderableanxietynottobemisunderstood;'mylikingfortheoldcastle,andwhatitcontains,andwhatitsuggests。IdeclareIwillnotexplaintoyoufurther——whyshouldI?Iamnotanswerabletoyou!'
  Paula'sshowofpetulancewasperhapsnotwhollybecauseshehadappearedtoseekhim,butalsofrombeingremindedbyhiscriticismthatMr。Woodwell'sprophecyonherweaklysuccumbingtosurroundingswasslowlyworkingoutitsfulfilment。
  Shemovedforwardtowardsthegateatthefurtherendofthesquare,beyondwhichthecathedrallayataveryshortdistance。Pauladidnotturnherhead,andDeStancystrolledslowlyafterherdowntheRueduCollege。Thedayhappenedtobeoneofthechurchfestivals,andpeoplewereasecondtimeflockingintotheloftymonumentofCatholicismatitsmeridian。Paulavanishedintotheporchwiththerest;and,almostcatchingthewicketasitflewbackfromherhand,hetooenteredthehigh-shoulderededifice——anedificedoomedtolabourunderthemelancholymisfortuneofseemingonlyhalfasvastasitreallyis,andastrulyaswhimsicallydescribedbyHeineasamonumentbuiltwiththestrengthofTitans,anddecoratedwiththepatienceofdwarfs。
  DeStancywalkedupthenave,soclosebesideherastotouchherdress;butshewouldnotrecognizehispresence;thedarknessthateveninghadthrownovertheinterior,whichwasscarcelybrokenbythefewcandlesdottedabout,beingasufficientexcuseifsherequiredone。
  'MissPower,'DeStancysaidatlast,'Iamcomingtotheservicewithyou。'
  Shereceivedtheintelligencewithoutsurprise,andheknewshehadbeenconsciousofhimalltheway。
  Paulawentnofurtherthanthemiddleofthenave,wheretherewashardlyasoul,andtookachairbesideasolitaryrushlightwhichlookedamidthevaguegloomoftheinaccessiblearchitecturelikealighthouseatthefootoftallcliffs。