'Yes,itisaverynicecountrytoramblein,'echoedheraunt,inmoderatetones。'Whendoyouintendtostart?'
'Ishouldliketocrossto-night。Youmustgowithme,aunt;
willyounot?'
Mrs。Goodmanexpostulatedagainstsuchsuddenness。'Itwillredoubletherumoursthatareafloat,if,afterbeingsupposedill,youareseengoingoffbyrailwayperfectlywell。'
'That'sacontingencywhichIamquitewillingtoruntheriskof。Well,itwouldberathersudden,asyousay,togoto-
night。Butwe'llgoto-morrownightatlatest。'Undertheinfluenceofthedecisionsheboundeduplikeanelasticballandwenttotheglass,whichshowedalightinhereyethathadnotbeentherebeforethisresolutiontotravelinNormandyhadbeentaken。
TheeveningandthenextmorningwerepassedinwritingafinalandkindlynoteofdismissaltoSirWilliamDeStancy,inmakingarrangementsforthejourney,andincommissioningHavilltotakeadvantageoftheirabsencebyemptyingcertainroomsoftheirfurniture,andrepairingtheirdilapidations——aworkwhich,withthatinhand,wouldcompletethesectionforwhichhehadbeenengaged。Mr。Wardlawhadleftthecastle;
soalsohadCharlotte,byherownwish,herresidencetherehavingbeenfoundtoooppressivetoherselftobecontinuedforthepresent。AccompaniedbyMrs。Goodman,Milly,andClementine,theelderlyFrenchmaid,whostillremainedwiththem,PauladroveintoMarktoninthetwilightandtookthetraintoBudmouth。
Whentheygottheretheyfoundthatanunpleasantbreezewasblowingoutatsea,thoughinlandithadbeencalmenough。
Mrs。GoodmanproposedtostayatBudmouthtillthenextday,inhopethattheremightbesmoothwater;butanEnglishseaportinnbeingathingthatPauladislikedmorethanaroughpassage,shewouldnotlistentothiscounsel。Otherimpatientreasons,too,mighthaveweighedwithher。Whennightcametheirloomingmiseriesbegan。Paulafoundthatinadditiontoherowntroublesshehadthoseofthreeotherpeopletosupport;butshedidnotaudiblycomplain。
'Paula,Paula,'saidMrs。Goodmanfrombeneathherloadofwretchedness,'whydidwethinkofundergoingthis?'
AslightgleamofhumourcrossedPaula'snotparticularlybloomingface,assheanswered,'Ah,whyindeed?'
'Whatistherealreason,mydear?ForGod'ssaketellme!'
'ItbeginswithS。'
'Well,Iwoulddoanythingforthatyoungmanshortofpersonalmartyrdom;butreallywhenitcomestothat——'
'Don'tcriticizeme,auntie,andIwon'tcriticizeyou。'
'Well,Iamopentocriticismjustnow,Iamsure,'saidheraunt,withagreensmile;andspeechwasagaindiscontinued。
Themorningwasbrightandbeautiful,anditcouldagainbeseeninPaula'slooksthatshewasgladshehadcome,though,intakingtheirrestatCherbourg,fateconsignedthemtoanhotelbreathinganatmospherethatseemedspeciallycompoundedfordepressingthespiritsofayoungwoman;indeednothinghadparticularlyencouragedherthusfarinhersomewhatpeculiarschemeofsearchingoutandexpressingsorrowtoagentlemanforhavingbelievedthosewhotraducedhim;andthiscoupd'audacetowhichshehadcommittedherselfbegantolooksomewhatformidable。WheninEnglandtheplanoffollowinghimtoNormandyhadsuggesteditselfasthequickest,sweetest,andmosthonestwayofmakingamends;buthavingarrivedtheresheseemedfurtherofffromhissphereofexistencethanwhenshehadbeenatStancyCastle。Virtuallyshewas,forifhethoughtofheratall,heprobablythoughtofherthere;ifhesoughtherhewouldseekherthere。
However,ashewouldprobablyneverdothelatter,itwasnecessarytogoon。Ithadbeenhersuddendreambeforestarting,tolightaccidentallyuponhiminsomeromanticoldtownofthisromanticoldprovince,butshehadbecomeawarethattherecordedfortuneofloversinthatrespectwasnottobetrustedtooimplicitly。
Somerset'ssearchforherinthesouthwasnowinverselyimitated。BydiligentinquiryinCherbourgduringthegloomofevening,inthedisguiseofahoodedcloak,shelearntouttheplaceofhisstaywhilethere,andthathehadgonethencetoLisieux。WhatsheknewofthearchitecturalcharacterofLisieuxhalfguaranteedthetruthoftheinformation。WithouttellingherauntofthisdiscoverysheannouncedtothatladythatitwashergreatwishtogoonandseethebeautiesofLisieux。
Butthoughherauntwassimple,therewereboundstohersimplicity。'Paula,'shesaid,withanundeceivableair,'I
don'tthinkyoushouldrunafterayoungmanlikethis。
Supposeheshouldn'tcareforyoubythistime。'
Itwasnooccasionforfurtheraffectation。'IamSUREhewill,'answeredhernieceflatly。'Ihavenottheleastfearaboutit——norwouldyou,ifyouknewhowheis。Hewillforgivemeanything。'
'Well,praydon'tshowyourselfforward。Somepeopleareapttoflyintoextremes。'
Paulablushedatrifle,andreflected,andmadenoanswer。
However,herpurposeseemednottobepermanentlyaffected,forthenextmorningshewasupbetimesandpreparingtodepart;andtheyproceededalmostwithoutstoppingtothearchitecturalcuriosity-townwhichhadsoquicklyinterestedher。Neverthelessherardentmannerofyesterdayunderwentaconsiderablechange,asifshehadafearthat,asherauntsuggested,inherendeavourtomakeamendsforcruelinjustice,shewasallowingherselftobecarriedtoofar。
Onnearingtheplaceshesaid,'Aunt,Ithinkyouhadbettercalluponhim;andyouneednottellhimwehavecomeonpurpose。Lethimthink,ifhewill,thatweheardhewashere,andwouldnotleavewithoutseeinghim。YoucanalsotellhimthatIamanxioustoclearupamisunderstanding,andaskhimtocallatourhotel。'
Butasshelookedoverthedrearysuburbanerectionswhichlinedtheroadfromtherailwaytotheoldquarterofthetown,itoccurredtoherthatSomersetwouldatthattimeofdaybeengagedinoneorotherofthemediaevalbuildingsthereabout,andthatitwouldbeamuchneaterthingtomeethimasifbychanceinoneoftheseedificesthantocalluponhimanywhere。Insteadofputtingupatanyhotel,theyleftthemaidsandbaggageatthestation;andhiringacarriage,Paulatoldthecoachmantodrivethemtosuchlikelyplacesasshecouldthinkof。
'He'llneverforgiveyou,'saidheraunt,astheyrumbledintothetown。
'Won'the?'saidPaula,withsoftfaith。'I'llseeaboutthat。'
'Whatareyougoingtodowhenyoufindhim?Tellhimpoint-
blankthatyouareinlovewithhim?'
'Actinsuchamannerthathemaytellmeheisinlovewithme。'
Theyfirstvisitedalargechurchattheupperendofasquarethatslopeditsgravelledsurfacetothewesternshine,andwasprickedoutwithlittleavenuesofyoungpollardlimes。
ThechurchwithinwasonetomakeanyGothicarchitecttakelodgingsinitsvicinityforafortnight,thoughitwasjustnowcrowdedwithaforestofscaffoldingforrepairsinprogress。Mrs。Goodmansatdownoutside,andPaula,entering,tookawalkintheformofahorse-shoe;thatis,upthesouthaisle,roundtheapse,anddownthenorthside;butnofigureofamelancholyyoungmansketchingmethereyeanywhere。Thesunthatblazedinatthewestdoorwaysmoteherfaceassheemergedfrombeneathitandrevealedrealsadnessthere。
'Thisisnotalltheoldarchitectureofthetownbyfar,'shesaidtoherauntwithanairofconfidence。'Coachman,drivetoSt。Jacques'。'
HewasnotatSt。Jacques'。Lookingfromthewestendofthatbuildingthegirlobservedtheendofasteepnarrowstreetofantiquecharacter,whichseemedalikelyhaunt。BeckoningtoheraunttofollowintheflyPaulawalkeddownthestreet。
ShewastransportedtotheMiddleAges。Itcontainedtheshopsoftinkers,braziers,bellows-menders,hollow-turners,andotherquaintesttrades,theirfrontsopentothestreetbeneathstoriesoftimberoverhangingsofaroneachsidethataslitofskywasleftatthetopforthelighttodescend,andnomore。Abluemistyobscuritypervadedtheatmosphere,intowhichthesunthrustobliquestavesoflight。Itwasastreetforamediaevalisttorevelin,tossuphishatandshouthurrahin,sendforhisluggage,comeandlivein,dieandbeburiedin。Shehadneversupposedsuchastreettoexistoutsidetheimaginationsofantiquarians。Smellsdirectfromthesixteenthcenturyhungintheairinalltheiroriginalintegrityandwithoutamoderntaint。ThefacesofthepeopleinthedoorwaysseemedthoseofindividualswhohabituallygazedonthegreatFrancis,andspokeofHenrytheEighthasthekingacrossthesea。
SheinquiredofacoppersmithifanEnglishartisthadbeenseenherelately。Withasuddennessthatalmostdiscomfitedherheannouncedthatsuchamanhadbeenseen,sketchingahousejustbelow——the'VieuxManoirdeFrancoispremier。'
Justturningtoseethatherauntwasfollowinginthefly,Paulaadvancedtothehouse。Thewoodframeworkofthelowerstorywasblackandvarnished;theupperstorywasbrownandnotvarnished;carvedfiguresofdragons,griffins,satyrs,andmermaidsswarmedoverthefront;anapestealingappleswasthesubjectofthiscantilever,amanundressingofthat。
Thesefigureswerecloakedwithlittlecobwebswhichwavedinthebreeze,sothateachfigureseemedalive。
Sheexaminedthewoodworkclosely;hereandthereshediscernedpencil-markswhichhadnodoubtbeenjottedthereonbySomersetaspointsofadmeasurement,inthewayshehadseenhimmarkthematthecastle。Somefragmentsofpaperlaybelow:therewerepencilledlinesonthem,andtheyboreastrongresemblancetoaspoiltleafofSomerset'ssketch-book。
Paulaglancedup,andfromawindowaboveprotrudedanoldwoman'shead,which,withtheexceptionofthewhitehandkerchieftiedroundit,wassonearlyofthecolourofthecarvingsthatshemighteasilyhavepassedasofapiecewiththem。Theagedwomancontinuedmotionless,theremainsofhereyesbeingbentuponPaula,whoaskedherinEnglishwoman'sFrenchwherethesketcherhadgone。Withoutreplying,thecroneproducedahandandextendedfingerfromherside,andpointedtowardsthelowerendofthestreet。
Paulawenton,thecarriagefollowingwithdifficulty,onaccountoftheobstructionsinthethoroughfare。Atbottom,thestreetabuttedonawideonewithcustomarymodernlifeflowingthroughit;andasshelooked,Somersetcrossedherfrontalongthisstreet,hurryingasifforawager。
BythetimethatPaulahadreachedthebottomSomersetwasalongwaytotheleft,andsherecognizedtoherdismaythatthebusytransversestreetwasonewhichledtotherailway。
Shequickenedherpacetoarun;hedidnotseeher;heevenwalkedfaster。Shelookedbehindforthecarriage。Thedriverinemergingfromthesixteenth-centurystreettothenineteenthhadapparentlyturnedtotheright,insteadoftotheleftasshehaddone,sothatheraunthadlostsightofher。However,shedarenotmindit,ifSomersetwouldbutlookback!Hepartlyturned,butnotfarenough,anditwasonlytohailapassingomnibusuponwhichshediscernedhisluggage。Somersetjumpedin,theomnibusdroveon,anddiminishedupthelongroad。Paulastoodhopelesslystill,andinafewminutespuffsofsteamshowedherthatthetrainhadgone。
Sheturnedandwaited,thetwoorthreechildrenwhohadgatheredroundherlookingupsympathizinglyinherface。Heraunt,havingnowdiscoveredthedirectionofherflight,droveupandbeckonedtoher。
'What'sthematter?'askedMrs。Goodmaninalarm。
'Why?'
'Thatyoushouldrunlikethat,andlooksowoebegone。'
'Nothing:onlyIhavedecidednottostayinthistown。'
'What!heisgone,Isuppose?'
'Yes!'exclaimedPaula,withtearsofvexationinhereyes。
'Itisn'teverymanwhogetsawomanofmypositiontorunafterhimonfoot,andalone,andheoughttohavelookedround!Drivetothestation;Iwanttomakeaninquiry。'
Onreachingthestationsheaskedthebooking-clerksomequestions,andreturnedtoherauntwithacheerfulcountenance。'Mr。SomersethasonlygonetoCaen,'shesaid。
'HeistheonlyEnglishmanwhowentbythistrain,sothereisnomistake。Thereisnoothertrainfortwohours。Wewillgoonthen——shallwe?'
'Iamindifferent,'saidMrs。Goodman。'But,Paula,doyouthinkthisquiteright?Perhapsheisnotsoanxiousforyourforgivenessasyouthink。Perhapshesawyou,andwouldn'tstay。'
Amomentarydismaycrossedherface,butitpassed,andsheanswered,'Aunt,that'snonsense。Iknowhimwellenough,andcanassureyouthatifhehadonlyknownIwasrunningafterhim,hewouldhavelookedroundsharplyenough,andwouldhavegivenhislittlefingerratherthanhavemissedme!Idon'tmakemyselfsosillyastorunafteragentlemanwithoutgoodgrounds,forIknowwellthatitisanundignifiedthingtodo。Indeed,Icouldneverhavethoughtofdoingit,ifIhadnotbeensomiserablyinthewrong!'
II。
ThateveningwhenthesunwasdroppingoutofsighttheystartedforthecityofSomerset'spilgrimage。Paulaseatedherselfwithherfacetowardthewesternsky,watchingfromherwindowthebroadredhorizon,acrosswhichmovedthinpoplarsloppedtohumanshapes,likethewalkingformsinNebuchadnezzar'sfurnace。ItwasdarkwhenthetravellersdroveintoCaen。
ShestillpersistedinherwishtocasuallyencounterSomersetinsomeaisle,lady-chapel,orcrypttowhichhemighthavebetakenhimselftocopyandlearnthesecretofthegreatartistswhohaderectedthosenooks。Mrs。Goodmanwasfordiscoveringhisinn,andcallinguponhiminastraightforwardway;butPaulaseemedafraidofit,andtheywentoutinthemorningonfoot。FirsttheysearchedthechurchofSt。
Sauveur;hewasnotthere;nextthechurchofSt。Jean;thenthechurchofSt。Pierre;buthedidnotrevealhimself,norhadanyvergerseenorheardofsuchaman。Outsidethelatterchurchwasapublicflower-garden,andshesatdowntoconsiderbesidearoundpoolinwhichwater-liliesgrewandgold-fishswam,nearbedsoffierygeraniums,dahlias,andverbenasjustpasttheirbloom。Herenterprisehadnotbeenjustifiedbyitsresultssofar;butmeditationstillurgedhertolistentothelittlevoicewithinandpushon。Sheaccordinglyrejoinedheraunt,andtheydroveupthehilltotheAbbayeauxDames,thedaybythistimehavinggrownhotandoppressive。
Thechurchseemedabsolutelyempty,thevoidbeingemphasizedbyitsgratefulcoolness。Butongoingtowardstheeastendtheyperceivedabaldgentlemanclosetothescreen,lookingtotherightandtotheleftasifmuchperplexed。Paulamerelyglancedoverhim,hisbackbeingtowardher,andturningtoherauntsaidsoftly,'Iwonderhowwegetintothechoir?'
'That'sjustwhatIamwondering,'saidtheoldgentleman,abruptlyfacinground,andPauladiscoveredthatthecountenancewasnotunfamiliartohereye。SinceknowingSomersetshehadaddedtohergalleryofcelebritiesaphotographofhisfather,theAcademician,andheitwasnowwhoconfrontedher。
Forthemomentembarrassment,duetocomplicatedfeelings,broughtaslightblushtohercheek,butbeingwellawarethathedidnotknowher,sheanswered,coollyenough,'Isupposewemustasksomeone。'
'Andwecertainlywouldiftherewereanyonetoask,'hesaid,stilllookingeastward,andnotmuchather。'Ihavebeenherealongtime,butnobodycomes。NotthatIwanttogetinonmyownaccount;forthoughitisthirtyyearssinceIlastsetfootinthisplace,Irememberitasifitwerebutyesterday。'
'Indeed。Ihaveneverbeenherebefore,'saidPaula。
'Naturally。ButIamlookingforayoungmanwhoismakingsketchesinsomeofthesebuildings,anditisaslikelyasnotthatheisinthecryptunderthischoir,foritisjustsuchout-of-the-waynooksthatheprefers。Itisveryprovokingthatheshouldnothavetoldmemoredistinctlyinhisletterwheretofindhim。'
Mrs。Goodman,whohadgonetomakeinquiries,nowcameback,andinformedthemthatshehadlearntthatitwasnecessarytopassthroughtheHotel-Dieutothechoir,todowhichtheymustgooutside。Thereupontheywalkedontogether,andMr。
Somerset,quiteignoringhistroubles,maderemarksuponthebeautyofthearchitecture;andinabsenceofmind,byreasoneitherofthesubject,orofhislistener,retainedhishatinhishandafteremergingfromthechurch,whiletheywalkedallthewayacrossthePlaceandintotheHospitalgardens。
'Averycivilman,'saidMrs。GoodmantoPaulaprivately。
'Yes,'saidPaula,whohadnottoldherauntthatsherecognizedhim。
OneoftheSistersnowprecededthemtowardsthechoirandcrypt,Mr。SomersetaskingherifayoungEnglishmanwasorhadbeensketchingthere。Onreceivingareplyinthenegative,Paulanearlybetrayedherselfbyturning,asifherbusinessthere,too,endedwiththeinformation。However,shewentonagain,andmadeapretenceoflookinground,Mr。
Somersetalsostayinginaspiritoffriendlyattentiontohiscountrywomen。Theydidnotpartfromhimtilltheyhadcomeoutfromthecrypt,andagainreachedthewestfront,ontheirwaytowhichheadditionallyexplainedthatitwashissonhewaslookingfor,whohadarrangedtomeethimhere,buthadmentionednoinnatwhichhemightbeexpected。
Whenhehadleftthem,Paulainformedherauntwhosecompanytheyhadbeensharing。HerauntbeganexpostulatingwithPaulafornottellingMr。Somersetwhattheyhadseenofhisson'smovements。'Itwouldhaveeasedhismindatleast,'shesaid。
'IwasnotboundtoeasehismindattheexpenseofshowingwhatIwouldratherconceal。Iamcontinuallyhamperedinsuchgenerosityasthatbythecircumstanceofbeingawoman!'
'Well,itisgettingtoolatetosearchfurthertonight。'
Itwasindeedalmosteveningtwilightinthestreets,thoughthegracefulfreestonespirestoadepthofabouttwentyfeetfromtheirsummitswerestilldyedwiththeorangetintsofavanishingsun。Thetworelativesdinedprivatelyasusual,afterwhichPaulalookedoutofthewindowofherroom,andreflectedupontheeventsoftheday。Atowerrisingintotheskyquitenearathandshowedherthatsomechurchorotherstoodwithinafewstepsofthehotelarchway,andsayingnothingtoMrs。Goodman,shequietlycloakedherself,andwentouttowardsit,apparentlywiththeviewofdisposingofaportionofadulldispiritingevening。Thechurchwasopen,andonenteringshefoundthatitwasonlylightedbysevencandlesburningbeforethealtarofachapelonthesouthside,themassofthebuildingbeingindeepshade。
Motionlessoutlines,whichresolvedthemselvesintotheformsofkneelingwomen,weredarklyvisibleamongthechairs,andinthetriforiumabovethearcadestherewasonehithertounnoticedradiance,dimasthatofaglow-worminthegrass。
Itwasseeminglytheeffectofasolitarytallow-candlebehindthemasonry。
Apriestcamein,unlockedthedoorofaconfessionalwithaclickwhichsoundedinthesilence,andenteredit;awomanfollowed,disappearedwithinthecurtainofthesame,emergingagaininaboutfiveminutes,followedbythepriest,wholockeduphisdoorwithanotherloudclick,likeatradesmanfullofbusiness,andcamedowntheaisletogoout。Inthelobbyhespoketoanotherwoman,whoreplied,'Ah,oui,Monsieurl'Abbe!'
Twowomenhavingspokentohim,therecouldbenoharminathirddoinglikewise。'Monsieurl'Abbe,'saidPaulainFrench,'couldyouindicatetomethestairsofthetriforium?'andshesignifiedherreasonforwishingtoknowbypointingtotheglimmeringlightabove。
'Ah,heisafriendofyours,theEnglishman?'pleasantlysaidthepriest,recognizinghernationality;andtakinghertoalittledoorheconductedherupastonestaircase,atthetopofwhichheshowedherthelongblindstoryovertheaislearcheswhichledroundtowherethelightwas。Cautioninghernottostumbleovertheunevenfloor,heleftheranddescended。HiswordshadsignifiedthatSomersetwashere。
Itwasagloomyplaceenoughthatshefoundherselfin,butthesevencandlesbelowontheoppositealtar,andafaintskylightfromtheclerestory,lentenoughraystoguideher。
Paulawalkedontothebendoftheapse:herewereafewchairs,andtheoriginofthelight。
Thiswasacandlestuckattheendofasharpenedstick,thelatterenteringajointinthestones。Ayoungmanwassketchingbytheglimmer。Buttherewasnoneedfortheblushwhichhadprepareditselfbeforehand;theyoungmanwasMr。
Cockton,Somerset'syoungestdraughtsman。
Paulacouldhavecriedaloudwithdisappointment。CocktonrecognizedMissPower,andappearingmuchsurprised,rosefromhisseatwithabow,andsaidhastily,'Mr。Somersetleftto-
day。'
'Ididnotaskforhim,'saidPaula。
'No,MissPower:butIthought——'
'Yes,yes——youknow,ofcourse,thathehasbeenmyarchitect。
Well,ithappensthatIshouldliketoseehim,ifhecancallonme。Whichwaydidhego?'
'He'sgonetoEtretat。'
'Whatfor?TherearenoabbeystosketchatEtretat。'
Cocktonlookedatthepointofhispencil,andwithahesitatingmotionofhislipanswered,'Mr。Somersetsaidhewastired。'
'Ofwhat?'
'Hesaidhewassickandtiredofholyplaces,andwouldgotosomewickedspotorother,togetthatconsolationwhichholinesscouldnotgive。ButheonlysaiditcasuallytoKnowles,andperhapshedidnotmeanit。'
'Knowlesisheretoo?'
'Yes,MissPower,andBowles。Mr。SomersethasbeenkindenoughtogiveusachanceofenlargingourknowledgeofFrenchEarly-pointed,andpayshalftheexpenses。'
Paulasaidafewotherthingstotheyoungman,walkedslowlyroundthetriforiumasifshehadcometoexamineit,andreturneddownthestaircase。Ongettingbacktothehotelshetoldheraunt,whohadjustbeenhavinganap,thatnextdaytheywouldgotoEtretatforachange。
'Why?TherearenooldchurchesatEtretat。'
'No。ButIamsickandtiredofholyplaces,andwanttogotosomewickedspotorothertofindthatconsolationwhichholinesscannotgive。'
'Forshame,Paula!NowIknowwhatitis;youhaveheardthathe'sgonethere!Youneedn'ttrytoblindme。'
'Idon'tcarewherehe'sgone!'criedPaulapetulantly。Inamoment,however,shesmiledatherself,andadded,'Youmusttakethatforwhatitisworth。Ihavemadeupmymindtolethimknowfrommyownlipshowthemisunderstandingarose。
Thatdone,Ishallleavehim,andprobablyneverseehimagain。Myconsciencewillbeclear。'
ThenextdaytheytookthesteamboatdowntheOrne,intendingtoreachEtretatbywayofHavre。Justastheyweremovingoffanelderlygentlemanunderalargewhitesunshade,andcarryinghishatinhishand,wasseenleisurelywalkingdownthewharfatsomedistance,butobviouslymakingfortheboat。
'Agentleman!'saidthemate。
'Whoishe?'saidthecaptain。
'AnEnglish,'saidClementine。
Nobodyknewmore,butasleisurewastheorderofthedaytheengineswerestopped,onthechanceofhisbeingapassenger,andalleyeswerebentuponhiminconjecture。Hedisappearedandreappearedfrombehindapileofmerchandiseandapproachedtheboatataneasypace,whereuponthegangwaywasreplaced,andhecameonboard,removinghishattoPaula,quietlythankingthecaptainforstopping,andsayingtoMrs。
Goodman,'Iamnicelyintime。'
ItwasMr。Somersettheelder,whobydegreesinformedourtravellers,assittingontheircamp-stoolstheyadvancedbetweenthegreenbanksborderedbyelms,thathewasgoingtoEtretat;thattheyoungmanhehadspokenofyesterdayhadgonetothatromanticwatering-placeinsteadofstudyingartatCaen,andthathewasgoingtojoinhimthere。
Paulapreservedanentiresilenceastoherownintentions,partlyfromnaturalreticence,andpartly,asitappeared,fromthedifficultyofexplainingacomplicationwhichwasnotverycleartoherself。AtHavretheypartedfromMr。
Somerset,anddidnotseehimagaintilltheyweredrivingoverthehillstowardsEtretatinacarriageandfour,whenthewhiteumbrellabecamevisiblefaraheadamongtheoutsidepassengersofthecoachtothesameplace。Inashorttimetheyhadpassedandcutinbeforethisvehicle,butsoonbecameawarethattheircarriage,likethecoach,wasoneofastragglingprocessionofconveyances,somemileandahalfinlength,allboundforthevillagebetweenthecliffs。
Indescendingthelonghillshadedbylime-treeswhichshelteredtheirplaceofdestination,thisprocessionclosedup,andtheyperceivedthatallthevisitorsandnativepopulationhadturnedouttowelcomethem,thedailyarrivalofnewsojournersatthishourbeingthechiefexcitementofEtretat。Thecoachwhichhadprecededthemalltheway,atmoreorlessremoteness,wasnowquiteclose,andinpassingalongthevillagestreettheysawMr。Somersetwavehishandtosomebodyinthecrowdbelow。Afelthatwaswavedintheairinresponse,thecoachsweptintotheinn-yard,followedbytheidlers,andalldisappeared。Paula'sfacewascrimsonastheirowncarriagesweptroundintheoppositedirectiontotherivalinn。
Onceinherroomshebreathedlikeapersonwhohadfinishedalongchase。Theydidnotgodownbeforedinner,butwhenitwasalmostdarkPaulabeggedheraunttowrapherselfupandcomewithhertotheshorehardby。Thebeachwasdeserted,everybodybeingattheCasino;thegatestoodinvitinglyopen,andtheywentin。Herethebrilliantlylitterracewascrowdedwithpromenaders,andoutsidetheyellowpalings,surmountedbyitsrowoflamps,rosethevoiceoftheinvisiblesea。Groupsofpeopleweresittingundertheverandah,thewomenmostlyinwraps,fortheairwasgrowingchilly。Throughthewindowsattheirbackananimatedscenediscloseditselfintheshapeofaroom-fullofwaltzers,thestrainsofthebandstrivingintheearformasteryoverthesoundsofthesea。Thedancerscameroundacoupleatatime,andwereindividuallyvisibletothosepeoplewithoutwhochosetolookthatway,whichwaswhatPauladid。
'Comeaway,comeaway!'shesuddenlysaid。'Itisnotrightforustobehere。'
Herexclamationhaditsorigininwhatshehadatthatmomentseenwithin,thespectacleofMr。GeorgeSomersetwhirlingroundtheroomwithayoungladyofuncertainnationalitybutpleasingfigure。Paulawasnotaccustomedtoshowthewhitefeathertooclearly,butshesoonhadpassedoutthroughthoseyellowgatesandretreated,tillthemixedmusicofseaandbandhadresolvedintothatoftheseaalone。
'Well!'saidheraunt,halfinsoliloquy,'doyouknowwhoI
sawdancingthere,Paula?OurMr。Somerset,ifIdon'tmakeagreatmistake!'
'Itwaslikelyenoughthatyoudid,'sedatelyrepliedherniece。'HeleftCaenwiththeintentionofseekingdistractionsofalighterkindthanthosefurnishedbyart,andhehasmerelysucceededinfindingthem。Buthehasmademydutyratheradifficultone。Still,itwasmyduty,forI
verygreatlywrongedhim。Perhaps,however,Ihavedoneenoughforhonour'ssake。IwouldhavehumiliatedmyselfbyanapologyifIhadfoundhiminanyothersituation;but,ofcourse,onecan'theexpectedtotakeMUCHtroublewhenheisseengoingonlikethat!'
Thecoolnesswithwhichshebeganherremarkshaddevelopedintosomethinglikewarmthassheconcluded。
'Heisonlydancingwithaladyheprobablyknowsverywell。'
'Hedoesn'tknowher!Theideaofhisdancingwithawomanofthatdescription!Wewillgoawaytomorrow。Thisplacehasbeengreatlyover-praised。'
'Theplaceiswellenough,asfarasIcansee。'
'Heiscarryingouthisprogrammetotheletter。Heplungesintoexcitementinthemostrecklessmanner,andItremblefortheconsequences!Icandonomore:Ihavehumiliatedmyselfintofollowinghim,believingthatingivingtooreadycredencetoappearancesIhadbeennarrowandinhuman,andhadcausedhimmuchmisery。Buthedoesnotmind,andhehasnomisery;heseemsjustaswellasever。Howmuchthisfindinghimhascostme!Afterall,Ididnotdeceivehim。Hemusthaveacquiredanaturalaversionforme。Ihaveallowedmyselftobeinterestedinamanofverycommonqualities,andamnowbitterlyalivetotheshameofhavingsoughthimout。
Iheartilydetesthim!Iwillgoback——aunt,youareright——I
hadnobusinesstocome……Hislightconducthasrenderedhimuninterestingtome!'
III。
Whensherosethenextmorningthebellwasclangingforthesecondbreakfast,andpeoplewerepouringinfromthebeachineveryvarietyofattire。Paula,whomarestlessnighthadleftwithaheadache,which,however,shesaidnothingabout,wasreluctanttoemergefromtheseclusionofherchamber,tillheraunt,discoveringwhatwasthematterwithher,suggestedthatafewminutesintheopenairwouldrefreshher;andtheywentdownstairsintothehotelgardens。
Theclatterofthebigbreakfastwithinwasaudiblefromthisspot,andthenoiseseemedsuddenlytoinspiritPaula,whoproposedtoenter。Herauntassented。Intheverandahunderwhichtheypassedwasarustichat-standintheformofatree,uponwhichhatsandotherbody-gearhunglikebunchesoffruit。Paula'seyefelluponafelthattowhichasmallblock-bookwasattachedbyastring。Sheknewthathatandblock-bookwell,andturningtoMrs。Goodmansaid,'Afterall,Idon'twantthebreakfasttheyarehaving:letusorderoneofourownasusual。Andwe'llhaveithere。'
Sheledontowheresomelittletableswereplacedunderthetallshrubs,followedbyheraunt,whowasinturnfollowedbytheproprietressofthehotel,thatladyhavingdiscoveredfromtheFrenchmaidthattherewasgoodreasonforpayingtheseladiesamplepersonalattention。
'Isthegentlemantowhomthatsketch-bookbelongsstayinghere?'Paulacarelesslyinquired,assheindicatedtheobjectonthehat-stand。
'Ah,no!'deploredtheproprietress。'TheHotelwasfullwhenMr。Somersetcame。HestaysatacottagebeyondtheRueAnicetBourgeois:heonlyhashismealshere。'
Paulahadtakenherseatunderthefuchsia-treesinsuchamannerthatshecouldobservealltheexitsfromthesalleamanger;butforthepresentnoneofthebreakfastersemerged,theonlymovingobjectsonthescenebeingthewaitresseswhoranhitherandthitheracrossthecourt,thecook'sassistantswithbasketsoflongbread,andthelaundresseswithbasketsofsun-bleachedlinen。Furtherbacktowardstheinn-yard,stablemenwereputtinginthehorsesforstartingtheflysandcoachestoLesIfs,thenearestrailway-station。
'SupposetheSomersetsshouldbegoingoffbyoneoftheseconveyances,'saidMrs。Goodmanasshesippedhertea。
'Well,aunt,thentheymust,'repliedtheyoungerladywithcomposure。
Neverthelessshelookedwithsomemisgivingattheneareststablemanasheledoutfourwhitehorses,harnessedthem,andleisurelybroughtabrushwithwhichhebeganblackingtheiryellowhoofs。Allthevehicleswerereadyatthedoorbythetimebreakfastwasover,andtheinmatessoonturnedout,sometomounttheomnibusesandcarriages,sometorambleontheadjacentbeach,sometoclimbtheverdantslopes,andsometomakeforthecliffsthatshutinthevale。Thefuchsia-treeswhichshelteredPaula'sbreakfast-tablefromtheblazeofthesun,alsoscreeneditfromtheeyesoftheoutpouringcompany,andshesatonwithherauntinperfectcomfort,tillamongthelastofthestreamcameSomersetandhisfather。Paulareddenedatbeingsoneartheformeratlast。Itwaswithsensiblereliefthatsheobservedthemturntowardsthecliffsandnottothecarriages,andthussignifythattheywerenotgoingoffthatday。
Neitherofthetwosawtheladies,andwhenthelatterhadfinishedtheirteaandcoffeetheyfollowedtotheshore,wheretheysatfornearlyanhour,readingandwatchingthebathers。Atlengthfootstepscrunchedamongthepebblesintheirvicinity,andlookingoutfromhersunshadePaulasawthetwoSomersetscloseathand。
Theelderrecognizedher,andtheyounger,observinghisfather'sactionofcourtesy,turnedhishead。ItwasarevelationtoPaula,forshewasshockedtoseethatheappearedwornandill。Theexpressionofhisfacechangedatsightofher,increasingitsshadeofpaleness;butheimmediatelywithdrewhiseyesandpassedby。
Somersetwasasmuchsurprisedatencounteringherthusasshehadbeendistressedtoseehim。Assoonastheywereoutofhearing,heaskedhisfatherquietly,'Whatstrangethingisthis,thatLadyDeStancyshouldbehereandherhusbandnotwithher?Didshebowtome,ortoyou?'
'LadyDeStancy——thatyounglady?'askedthepuzzledpainter。
Heproceededtoexplainallheknew;thatshewasayoungladyhehadmetonhisjourneyattwoorthreedifferenttimes;
moreover,thatifshewerehisson'sclient——thewomanwhowastohavebecomeLadyDeStancy——shewasMissPowerstill;forhehadseeninsomenewspapertwodaysbeforeleavingEnglandthattheweddinghadbeenpostponedonaccountofherillness。
Somersetwassogreatlymovedthathecouldhardlyspeakconnectedlytohisfatherastheypacedontogether。'Butsheisnotill,asfarasIcansee,'hesaid。'Theweddingpostponed?——Youaresurethewordwaspostponed?——Wasitbrokenoff?'
'No,itwaspostponed。Imeanttohavetoldyoubefore,knowingyouwouldbeinterestedasthecastlearchitect;butitslippedmymemoryinthebustleofarriving。'
'Iamnotthecastlearchitect。'
'Thedevilyouarenot——whatareyouthen?'
'Well,Iamnotthat。'
Somersettheelder,thoughnotofpenetratingnature,begantoseethatherelayanemotionalcomplicationofsomesort,andreservedfurtherinquirytillamoreconvenientoccasion。
Theyhadreachedtheendofthelevelbeachwherethecliffbegantorise,andasthisimpedimentnaturallystoppedtheirwalktheyretracedtheirsteps。OnagainnearingthespotwherePaulaandherauntweresitting,thepainterwouldhavedeviatedtothehotel;butashissonpersistedingoingstraighton,induecoursetheywereoppositetheladiesagain。BythistimeMissPower,whohadappearedanxiousduringtheirabsence,regainedherself-control。Goingtowardsheroldlovershesaid,withasmile,'Ihavebeenlookingforyou!'
'Whyhaveyoubeendoingthat?'saidSomerset,inavoicewhichhefailedtokeepassteadyashecouldwish。
'Because——Iwantsomearchitecttocontinuetherestoration。
Doyouwithdrawyourresignation?'
Somersetappearedunabletodecideforafewinstants。'Yes,'
hethenanswered。
ForthemomenttheyhadignoredthepresenceofthepainterandMrs。Goodman,butSomersetnowmadethemknowntooneanother,andtherewasfriendlyintercourseallround。
'Whenwillyoubeabletoresumeoperationsatthecastle?'
sheasked,assoonasshecouldagainspeakdirectlytoSomerset。
'AssoonasIcangetback。OfcourseIonlyresumeitatyourspecialrequest。'
'Ofcourse。'Toonewhohadknownallthecircumstancesitwouldhaveseemedathousandpitiesthat,afteragaingettingfacetofacewithhim,shedidnotexplain,withoutdelay,thewholemischiefthathadseparatedthem。Butshedidnotdoit——perhapsfromtheinherentawkwardnessofsuchatopicatthisidletime。Sheconfinedherselfsimplytotheabove-
mentionedbusiness-likerequest,andwhenthepartyhadwalkedafewstepstogethertheyseparated,withmutualpromisestomeetagain。
'Ihopeyouhaveexplainedyourmistaketohim,andhowitarose,andeverything?'saidherauntwhentheywerealone。
'No,Ididnot。'
'What,notexplainafterall?'saidheramazedrelative。
'Idecidedtoputitoff。'
'ThenIthinkyoudecidedverywrongly。Pooryoungman,helookedsoill!'
'Didyou,too,thinkhelookedill?Buthedancedlastnight。
Whydidhedance?'SheturnedandgazedregretfullyatthecornerroundwhichtheSomersetshaddisappeared。
'Idon'tknowwhyhedanced;butifIhadknownyouweregoingtobesosilent,Iwouldhaveexplainedthemistakemyself。'
'Iwishyouhad。Butno;IhavesaidIwould;andImust。'
Paula'savoidanceoftablesd'hotedidnotextendtothepresentone。Itwasquitewithalacritythatshewentdown;
andwithherentrytheantecedenthotelbeautywhohadreignedforthelastfivedaysatthatmeal,wasunceremoniouslydeposedbytheguests。Mr。Somersettheeldercamein,butnobodywithhim。HisseatwasonPaula'slefthand,Mrs。
GoodmanbeingonPaula'sright,sothatalltheconversationwasbetweentheAcademicianandtheyoungerlady。Whenthelatterhadagainretiredupstairswithheraunt,Mrs。GoodmanexpressedregretthatyoungMr。Somersetwasabsentfromthetable。'Whyhashekeptaway?'sheasked。
'Idon'tknow——Ididn'task,'saidPaulasadly。'Perhapshedoesn'tcaretomeetusagain。'
'That'sbecauseyoudidn'texplain。'
'Well——whydidn'ttheoldmangivemeanopportunity?'