SincethenthecenturiesinEnglandhaveachievedsomethingdifferent;
andsomethingwhich,fortunately,isperfectlyeasytostate。Thereisnodoubtaboutwhatwehavedone。Wehavekepttheinequality,butwehavedestroyedthesecurity。Themanisnottiedtotheland,asinserfdom;noristhelandtiedtotheman,asinapeasantry。Therichmanhasenteredintoanabsoluteownershipoffarmsandfields;andinthemodernindustrialphrasehehaslockedouttheEnglishpeople。Theycanonlyfindanacretodigorahousetosleepinbyacceptingsuchcompetitiveandcrueltermsashechoosestoimpose。
Well,whatwouldhappenthen,overthelargerpartsoftheplanet,partsinhabitedbysavages?Savages,ofcourse,wouldhuntandfish。ThatretreatfortheEnglishpoorwasperceived;andthatretreatwascutoff。
GamelawsweremadetoextendoverdistrictsliketheArcticsnowsortheSahara。TherichmanhadpropertyoveranimalshehadnomoredreamedofthanagovernorofRomanAfricahaddreamedofagiraffe。Heownedallthebirdsthatpassedoverhisland:hemightaswellhaveownedallthecloudsthatpassedoverit。IfarabbitranfromSmith'slandtoBrown'sland,itbelongedtoBrown,asifitwerehispetdog。
Thelogicalanswertothiswouldbesimple:AnyonestungonBrown'slandoughttobeabletoprosecuteBrownforkeepingadangerouswaspwithoutamuzzle。
Thusthepoormanwasforcedtobeatrampalongtheroadsandtosleepintheopen。Thatretreatwasperceived;andthatretreatwascutoff。
AlandlessmaninEnglandcanbepunishedforbehavingintheonlywaythatalandlessmancanbehave:forsleepingunderahedgeinSurreyoronaseatontheEmbankment。Hissinisdescribedwithahideoussenseoffunasthatofhavingnovisiblemeansofsubsistence。
Thelastpossibility,ofcourse,isthatuponwhichallhumanbeingswouldfallbackiftheyweresinkinginaswamporimpaledonaspikeordesertedonanisland。Itisthatofcallingoutforpitytothepasser-
by。Thatretreatwasperceived;andthatretreatwascutoff。AmaninEnglandcanbesenttoprisonforaskinganothermanforhelpinthenameofGod。
Youhavedoneallthesethings,andbysodoingyouhaveforcedthepoortoservetherich,andtoservethemonthetermsoftherich。Theyhavestilloneweaponleftagainsttheextremesofinsultandunfairness:thatweaponistheirnumbersandthenecessityofthosenumberstotheworkingofthatvastandslavishmachine。AndbecausetheystillhadthislastretreatwhichwecalltheStrike,becausethisretreatwasalsoperceived,therewastalkofthisretreatbeingalsocutoff。Whereupontheworkmenbecamesuddenlyandviolentlyangry;andstruckatyourBoardsandCommitteeshere,there,andwherevertheycould。Andyouopenedonthemtheeyesofowls,andsaid,"Itmustbethesunshine。”
Youcouldonlygoonsaying,"Thesun,thesun。”ThatwaswhatthemaninIbsensaid,whenhehadlosthiswits。
THEWRONGINCENDIARY
IstoodlookingattheCoronationProcession——ImeantheoneinBeaconsfield;nottheratherelephantineimitationofitwhich,Ibelieve,hadsomesuccessinLondon——andIwasseriouslyimpressed。MostofmylifeispassedindiscoveringwithadeathlysurprisethatIwasquiteright。NeverbeforehaveIrealisedhowrightIwasinmaintainingthatthesmallareaexpressestherealpatriotism:thesmallerthefieldthetallerthetower。Therewerethingsinourlocalprocessionthatdidnotonemightevenreverentlysay,couldnotoccurintheLondonprocession。
Oneofthemostprominentcitizensinourprocessionforinstancehadhisfaceblacked。Anotherrodeonaponywhichworepinkandbluetrousers。IwasnotpresentattheMetropolitanaffair,andthereforemyassertionissubjecttosuchcorrectionastheeyewitnessmayalwaysoffertotheabsentee。ButIbelievewithsomefirmnessthatnosuchfeaturesoccurredintheLondonpageant。
ButitisnotofthelocalcelebrationthatIwouldspeak,butofsomethingthatoccurredbeforeit。Inthefieldbeyondtheendofmygardenthematerialsforabonfirehadbeenheaped;ahillofeverykindofrubbishandrefuseandthingsthatnobodywants;brokenchairs,deadtrees,rags,shavings,newspapers,newreligions,inpamphletform,reportsoftheEugenicCongress,andsoon。Allthisrefuse,materialandmental,itwasourpurposetopurifyandchangetoholyflameonthedaywhentheKingwascrowned。Thefollowingisanaccountoftheratherstrangethingthatreallyhappened。Idonotknowwhetheritwasanysortofsymbol;butInarrateitjustasitbefell。
InthemiddleofthenightIwokeupslowlyandlistenedtowhatI
supposedtobetheheavycrunchingofacart-wheelalongaroadofloosestones。Thenitgrewlouder,andIthoughtsomebodywasshootingoutcartloadsofstones;thenitseemedasiftheshockwasbreakingbigstonesintopieces。ThenIrealisedthatunderthissoundtherewasalsoastrange,sleepy,almostinaudibleroar;andthatontopofiteverynowandthencamepigmypopslikeabattleofpennypistols。ThenIknewwhatitwas。Iwenttothewindow;andagreatfirelightflungacrosstwomeadowssmotemewhereIstood。"Oh,myholyaunt,"Ithought,"they'vemistakentheCoronationDay。”
AndyetwhenIeyedthetransfiguredsceneitdidnotseemexactlylikeabonfireoranyritualillumination。Itwastoochaotic,andtooclosetothehousesofthetown。Allonesideofacottagewaspaintedpinkwiththegiantbrushofflame;thenextside,bycontrast,waspaintedasblackastar。Alongthefrontofthisranablackeningrimorrampartedgedwitharestlessredribbonthatdancedanddoubledanddevouredlikeascarletsnake;andbeyonditwasnothingbutadeathlyfulnessoflight。
Iputonsomeclothesandwentdowntheroad;allthedullorstartlingnoisesinthatdinofburninggrowinglouderandlouderasIwalked。Theheaviestsoundwasthatofanincessantcrackingandcrunching,asifsomegiantwithteethofstonewasbreakingupthebonesoftheworld。I
hadnotyetcomewithinsightoftherealheartandhabitatofthefire;
butthestrongredlight,likeanunnaturalmidnightsunset,powderedthegrayestgrasswithgoldandflushedthefewtalltreesuptothelastfingersoftheirfoliage。Behindthemthenightwasblackandcavernous;
andonecouldonlytracefaintlytheashenhorizonbeyondthedarkandmagicWiltonWoods。AsIwent,aworkmanonabicycleshotaroodpastme;thenstaggeredfromhismachineandshoutedtometotellhimwherethefirewas。IansweredthatIwasgoingtosee,butthoughtitwasthecottagesbythewood-yard。Hesaid,"MyGod!"andvanished。
AlittlefartheronIfoundgrassandpavementsoakingandflooded,andtheredandyellowflamesrepaintedinpoolsandpuddles。Beyondweredimhuddlesofpeopleandasmalldistantvoiceshoutingoutorders。Thefire-engineswereatwork。Iwentonamongtheredreflections,whichseemedlikesubterraneanfires;Ihadasingularsensationofbeinginaveryimportantdream。Oddlyenough,thiswasincreasedwhenIfoundthatmostofmyfriendsandneighbourswereentangledinthecrowd。Onlyindreamsdoweseefamiliarfacessovividlyagainstablackbackgroundofmidnight。Iwasgladtofindfortheworkmancyclist'ssakethatthefirewasnotinthehousesbythewood-yard,butinthewood-yarditself。
Therewasnofearforhumanlife,andthethingwasseeminglyaccidental;
thoughthereweretheusualuglywhispersaboutrivalryandrevenge。
ButforallthatIcouldnotshakeoffmydream-druggedsoulaswollen,tragic,portentoussortofsensation,thatitallhadsomethingtodowiththecrowningoftheEnglishKing,andthegloryortheendofEngland。ItwasnottillIsawthepuddlesandtheashesinbroaddaylightnextmorningthatIwasfundamentallycertainthatmymidnightadventurehadnothappenedoutsidethisworld。
ButIwasmorearrogantthantheancientEmperorsPharaohorNebuchadnezzar;forIattemptedtointerpretmyowndream。Thefirewasfeedinguponsolidstacksofunusedbeechorpine,grayandwhitepilesofvirginwood。Itwasanorgyofmerewaste;thousandsofgoodthingswerebeingkilledbeforetheyhadeverexisted。Doors,tables,walking-
sticks,wheelbarrows,woodenswordsforboys,DutchdollsforgirlsI
couldhearthecryofeachuncreatedthingasitexpiredintheflames。
AndthenIthoughtofthatothernobletowerofneedlessthingsthatstoodinthefieldbeyondmygarden;thebonfire,themountainofvanities,thatismeantforburning;andhowitstooddarkandlonelyinthemeadow,andthebirdshoppedonitscornersandthedewtouchedandspangleditstwigs。AndIrememberedthattherearetwokindsoffires,theBadFireandtheGoodFirethelastmustsurelybethemeaningofBonfire。AndtheparadoxisthattheGoodFireismadeofbadthings,ofthingsthatwedonotwant;buttheBadFireismadeofgoodthings,ofthingsthatwedowant;likeallthatwealthofwoodthatmighthavemadedollsandchairsandtables,butwasonlymakingahuelessash。
AndthenIsaw,inmyvision,thatjustastherearetwofires,sotherearetworevolutions。AndIsawthatthewholemadmodernworldisaracebetweenthem。Whichwillhappenfirst——therevolutioninwhichbadthingsshallperish,orthatotherrevolution,inwhichgoodthingsshallperishalso?Oneistheriotthatallgoodmen,eventhemostconservative,reallydreamof,whenthesneershallbestruckfromthefaceofthewell-fed;whenthewineofhonourshallbepoureddownthethroatofdespair;whenweshall,sofarastothesonsoffleshispossible,taketyrannyandusuryandpublictreasonandbindthemintobundlesandburnthem。Andtheotheristhedisruptionthatmaycomeprematurely,negatively,andsuddenlyinthenight;likethefireinmylittletown。
Itmaycomebecausethemerestrainofmodernlifeisunbearable;andiniteventhethingsthatmendodesiremaybreakdown;marriageandfairownershipandworshipandthemysteriousworthofman。Thetworevolutions,whiteandblack,areracingeachotherliketworailwaytrains;Icannotguesstheissue……butevenasIthoughtofit,thetallestturretofthetimberstoopedandfalteredandcamedowninacataractofnoises。Andthefire,findingpassage,wentupwithaspoutlikeafountain。Itstoodfarupamongthestarsforaninstant,ablazingpillarofbrassfitforapaganconqueror,sohighthatonecouldfancyitvisibleawayamongthegoblintreesofBurnhamoralongtheterracesoftheChilternHills。
THEFREEMAN
Theideaoflibertyhasultimatelyareligiousroot;thatiswhymenfinditsoeasytodieforandsodifficulttodefine。Itrefersfinallytothefactthat,whiletheoysterandthepalmtreehavetosavetheirlivesbylaw,manhastosavehissoulbychoice。RuskinrebukedColeridgeforpraisingfreedom,andsaidthatnomanwouldwishthesuntobefree。Itseemsenoughtoanswerthatnomanwouldwishtobethesun。SpeakingasaLiberal,IhavemuchmoresympathywiththeideaofJoshuastoppingthesuninheaventhanwiththeideaofRuskintrottinghisdailyroundinimitationofitsregularity。JoshuawasaRadical,andhisastronomicalactwasdistinctlyrevolutionary。Forallrevolutionisthemasteringofmatterbythespiritofman,theemergenceofthathumanauthoritywithinuswhich,inthenoblewordsofSirThomasBrowne,"owesnohomageuntothesun。”
Generally,themoralsubstanceoflibertyisthis:thatmanisnotmeantmerelytoreceivegoodlaws,goodfood:orgoodconditions,likeatreeinagarden,butismeanttotakeacertainprincelypleasureinselectingandshapinglikethegardener。PerhapsthatisthemeaningofthetradeofAdam。Andthebestpopularwordsforrenderingtherealideaoflibertyarethosewhichspeakofmanasacreator。Weusetheword"make"aboutmostofthethingsinwhichfreedomisessential,asacountrywalkorafriendshiporaloveaffair。Whenaman"makeshisway"throughawoodhehasreallycreated,hehasbuiltaroad,liketheRomans。Whenaman"makesafriend,"hemakesaman。Andinthethirdcasewetalkofaman"makinglove,"asifhewereas,indeed,heis
creatingnewmassesandcoloursofthatflamingmaterialanawfulformofmanufacture。Initsprimaryspiritualsense,libertyisthegodinman,or,ifyouliketheword,theartist。
InitssecondarypoliticalsenselibertyisthelivinginfluenceofthecitizenontheStateinthedirectionofmouldingordeflectingit。Menaretheonlycreaturesthatevidentlypossessit。Ontheonehand,theeaglehasnoliberty;heonlyhasloneliness。Ontheotherhand,ants,bees,andbeaversexhibitthehighestmiracleoftheStateinfluencingthecitizen;butnoperceptibletraceofthecitizeninfluencingtheState。Youmay,ifyoulike,calltheantsademocracyasyoumaycallthebeesadespotism。ButIfancythatthearchitecturalantwhoattemptedtointroduceanartnouveaustyleofant-hillwouldhaveacareerascurtandfruitlessasthecelebratedbeewhowantedtoswarmalone。Theisolationofthisideainhumanityisakintoitsreligiouscharacter;butitisnoteveninhumanitybyanymeansequallydistributed。
TheideathattheStateshouldnotonlybesupportedbyitschildren,liketheant-hill,butshouldbeconstantlycriticisedandreconstructedbythem,isanideastrongerinChristendomthananyotherpartoftheplanet;strongerinWesternthanEasternEurope。Andtouchingthepureideaoftheindividualbeingfreetospeakandactwithinlimits,theassertionofthisidea,wemayfairlysay,hasbeenthepeculiarhonourofourowncountry。FormypartIgreatlyprefertheJingoismofRuleBritanniatotheImperialismofTheRecessional。IhavenoobjectiontoBritanniarulingthewaves。Idrawthelinewhenshebeginstorulethedryland——andsuchdamnablydrylandtoo——asinAfrica。AndtherewasarealoldEnglishsincerityinthevulgarchorusthat"Britonsnevershallbeslaves。”Wehadnoequalityandhardlyanyjustice;butfreedomwewerereallyfondof。AndIthinkjustnowitisworthwhiletodrawattentiontotheoldoptimisticprophecythat"Britonsnevershallbeslaves。”
ThemereloveoflibertyhasneverbeenatalowerebbinEnglandthanithasbeenforthelasttwentyyears。NeverbeforehasitbeensoeasytoslipsmallBillsthroughParliamentforthepurposeoflockingpeopleup。
Neverwasitsoeasytosilenceawkwardquestions,ortoprotecthigh-
placedofficials。TwohundredyearsagoweturnedouttheStuartsratherthanendangertheHabeasCorpusAct。TwoyearsagoweabolishedtheHabeasCorpusActratherthanturnouttheHomeSecretary。WepassedalawwhichisnowinforcethatanEnglishman'spunishmentshallnotdependuponjudgeandjury,butuponthegovernorsandjailerswhohavegotholdofhim。Butthisisnottheonlycase。Thescornoflibertyisintheair。AnewspaperisseizedbythepoliceinTrafalgarSquarewithoutawordofaccusationorexplanation。TheHomeSecretarysaysthatinhisopinionthepoliceareverynicepeople,andthereisanendofthematter。AMemberofParliamentattemptstocriticiseapeerage。
TheSpeakersayshemustnotcriticiseapeerage,andtherethematterdrops。
Politicalliberty,letusrepeat,consistsinthepowerofcriticisingthoseflexiblepartsoftheStatewhichconstantlyrequirereconsideration,notthebasis,butthemachinery。Inplainerwords,itmeansthepowerofsayingthesortofthingsthatadecentbutdiscontentedcitizenwantstosay。HedoesnotwanttospitontheBible,ortorunaboutwithoutclothes,ortoreadtheworstpageinZolafromthepulpitofSt。Paul's。Thereforetheforbiddingofthesethingswhetherjustornotisonlytyrannyinasecondaryandspecialsense。
Itrestrainstheabnormal,notthenormalman。Butthenormalman,thedecentdiscontentedcitizen,doeswanttoprotestagainstunfairlawcourts。Hedoeswanttoexposebrutalitiesofthepolice。HedoeswanttomakegameofavulgarpawnbrokerwhoismadeaPeer。Hedoeswantpubliclytowarnpeopleagainstunscrupulouscapitalistsandsuspiciousfinance。Ifheisruninfordoingthisashewillbehedoeswanttoproclaimthecharacterorknownprejudicesofthemagistratewhotrieshim。Ifheissenttoprisonashewillbehedoeswanttohaveaclearandcivilisedsentence,tellinghimwhenhewillcomeout。Andtheseareliterallyandexactlythethingsthathenowcannotget。Thatisthealmostcloyinghumourofthepresentsituation。Icansayabnormalthingsinmodernmagazines。ItisthenormalthingsthatIamnotallowedtosay。IcanwriteinsomesolemnquarterlyanelaboratearticleexplainingthatGodisthedevil;IcanwriteinsomeculturedweeklyanaestheticfancydescribinghowIshouldliketoeatboiledbaby。
ThethingImustnotwriteisrationalcriticismofthemenandinstitutionsofmycountry。
ThepresentconditionofEnglandisbrieflythis:ThatnoEnglishmancansayinpublicatwentiethpartofwhathesaysinprivate。Onecannotsay,forinstance,that——ButIamafraidImustleaveoutthatinstance,becauseonecannotsayit。Icannotprovemycase——becauseitissotrue。
THEHYPOTHETICALHOUSEHOLDER
Wehavereadofsomecelebratedphilosopherwhowassoabsent-mindedthathepaidacallathisownhouse。Myownabsent-mindednessisextreme,andmyphilosophy,ofcourse,isthemarvelofmenandangels。ButI
neverquitemanagedtobesoabsent-mindedasthat。Someyardsatleastfrommyowndoor,somethingvaguelyfamiliarhasalwayscaughtmyeye;
andthusthejokehasbeenspoiled。OfcourseIhavequiteconstantlywalkedintoanotherman'shouse,thinkingitwasmyownhouse;myvisitsbecamealmostmonotonous。Butwalkingintomyownhouseandthinkingitwasanotherman'shouseisaflightofpoeticdetachmentstillbeyondme。
Somethingofthesensationsthatsuchanabsent-mindedmanmustfeelI
reallyfelttheotherday;andverypleasantsensationstheywere。Thebestpartsofeveryproperromancearethefirstchapterandthelastchapter;andtoknockatastrangedoorandfindanicewifewouldbetoconcentratethebeginningandendofallromance。
Minewasamilderandslighterexperience,butitsthrillwasofthesamekind。ForIstrolledthroughaplaceIhadimaginedquitevirginandunvisitedasfarasIwasconcerned,andIsuddenlyfoundIwastreadinginmyownfootprints,andthefootprintswerenearlytwentyyearsold。
Itwasoneofthosestretchesofcountrywhichalwayssuggestsanalmostunnaturaldecay;thicketsandheathsthathavegrownoutofwhatwereoncegreatgardens。Gardenflowersstillgrowthereaswildflowers,asitsaysinsomegoodpoeticcoupletwhichIforget;andthereissomethingsingularlyromanticanddisastrousaboutseeingthingsthatweresolongahumanpropertyandcarefightingfortheirownhandinthethicket。Onealmostexpectstofindadecayeddog-kennel;withthedogevolvedintoawolf。
Thisdesolategarden-landhadbeeneveninmyyouthscrappilyplannedoutforbuilding。Thehalf-builtoremptyhouseshadappearedquitethreateninglyontheedgeofthisheathevenwhenIwalkedoverityearsagoandalmostasaboy。Iwasastonishedthatthebuildinghadgonenofarther;Isupposesomebodywentbankruptandsomebodyelsedislikedbuilding。ButIremember,especiallyalongonesideofthistangleorcoppice,thattherehadoncebeenarowofhalf-builthouses。Thebrickofwhichtheywerebuiltwasasortofplainpink;everythingelsewasablindingwhite;thehousessmokedwithwhitedustandwhitesawdust;andonmanyofthewindowswererubbedthoseroundroughdisksofwhitewhichalwaysdelightedmeasachild。Theylookedlikethewhiteeyesofsomeblindgiant。
Icouldseethecrude,parchedpink-and-whitevillasstill;thoughIhadnotthoughtatallofthemforaquarterofmylife;andhadnotthoughtmuchofthemevenwhenIsawthem。ThenIwasanidle,buteageryouthwalkingoutfromLondon;nowIwasamostreluctantlybusymiddle-agedperson,cominginfromthecountry。Youth,Ithink,seemsfartheroffthanchildhood,foritmadeitselfmoreofasecret。Likeaprenatalpicture,distant,tiny,andquitedistinct,IsawthisheathonwhichI
stood;andIlookedaroundforthestringofbright,half-bakedvillas。
Theystillstoodthere;buttheywerequiterussetandweather-stained,asiftheyhadstoodforcenturies。
IrememberedexactlywhatIhaddoneonthatdaylongago。Ihadhalfslidonamirydescent;itwasstillthere;alittlelowerIhadknockedoffthetopofathistle;thethistleshadnotbeendiscouraged,butwerestillgrowing。IrecalleditbecauseIhadwonderedwhyoneknocksoffthetopsofthistles;andthenIhadthoughtofTarquin;andthenIhadrecitedmostofMacaulay'sVIRGINIAtomyself,forIwasyoung。AndthenIcametoatatterededgewheretheverytufthadwhitenedwiththesawdustandbrick-dustfromthenewrowofhouses;andtwoorthreegreenstarsofdockandthistlegrewspasmodicallyabouttheblindingroad。
IrememberedhowIhadwalkedupthisnewone-sidedstreetallthoseyearsago;andIrememberedwhatIhadthought。Ithoughtthatthisredandwhiteglaringterraceatnoonwasreallymorecreepyandmorelonesomethanaglimmeringchurchyardatmidnight。Thechurchyardcouldonlybefulloftheghostsofthedead;butthesehouseswerefulloftheghostsoftheunborn。Andamancanneverfindahomeinthefutureashecanfinditinthepast。Iwasalwaysfascinatedbythatmediaevalnotionoferectingarudelycarpenteredstageinthestreet,andactingonitamiracleplayoftheHolyFamilyortheLastJudgment。AndI
thoughttomyselfthateachoftheseglaring,gaping,newjerry-builtboxeswasindeedaricketystageerectedfortheactingofarealmiracleplay;thathumanfamilythatisalmosttheholyone,andthathumandeaththatisneartothelastjudgment。
Forsomefoolishreasonthelasthousebutoneinthatimperfectrowespeciallyhauntedmewithitshollowgrinandemptywindow-eyes。
Somethingintheshapeofthisbrick-and-mortarskeletonwasattractive;
andtherebeingnoworkmenabout,Istrolledintoitforcuriosityandsolitude。Igave,withallthesky-deepgravityofyouth,abenedictionuponthemanwhowasgoingtolivethere。IevenrememberthatfortheconvenienceofmeditationIcalledhimJamesHarrogate。
AsIreflecteditcrawledbackintomymemorythatIhadmildlyplayedthefoolinthathouseonthatdistantday。Ihadsomeredchalkinmypocket,Ithink,andIwrotethingsontheunpaperedplasterwalls;
thingsaddressedtoMr。Harrogate。AdimmemorytoldmethatIhadwrittenupinwhatIsupposedtobethedining-room:
JamesHarrogate,thankGodformeat,Theneatandeatandeatandeat,orsomethingofthatkind。Ifaintlyfeelthatsomelongerlyricwasscrawledonthewallsofwhatlookedlikeabedroom,somethingbeginning:
Whenlayingwhatyoucallyourhead,OHarrogate,uponyourbed,andthereallmymemorydislimnsanddecays。ButIcouldstillseequitevividlytheplainplasteredwallsandtherude,irregularwriting,andtheplaceswheretheredchalkbroke。Icouldseethem,Imean,inmemory;forwhenIcamedownthatroadagainafterasixthofacenturythehousewasverydifferent。
Ihadseenitbeforeatnoon,andnowIfounditinthedusk。Butitswindowsglowedwithlightsofmanyartificialsorts;oneofitslowsquarewindowsstoodopen;fromthisthereescapeduptheroadastreamoflamplightandastreamofsinging。Somesortofgirl,atleast,wasstandingatsomesortofpiano,andsingingasongofhealthysentimentalisminthathousewherelongagomyblessinghaddiedonthewindandmypoemsbeencoveredupbythewallpaper。IstoodoutsidethatlamplithouseatduskfullofthosethoughtsthatIshallneverexpressifIlivetobeamillionanybetterthanIexpressedtheminredchalkuponthewall。ButafterIhadhoveredalittle,andwasabouttowithdraw,amadimpulseseizedme。Irangthebell。Isaidindistinctaccentstoaverysmartsuburbanmaid,"DoesMr。JamesHarrogatelivehere?"
Shesaidhedidn't;butthatshewouldinquire,incaseIwaslookingforhimintheneighbourhood;butIexcusedherfromsuchexertion。Ihadonemoment'simpulsetolookforhimallovertheworld;andthendecidednottolookforhimatall。
THEPRIESTOFSPRING
ThesunhasstrengthenedandtheairsoftenedjustbeforeEasterDay。
Butitisatroubledbrightnesswhichhasabreathnotonlyofnoveltybutofrevolution,Therearetwogreatarmiesofthehumanintellectwhowillfighttilltheendonthisvitalpoint,whetherEasteristobecongratulatedonfittinginwiththeSpring——ortheSpringonfittinginwithEaster。
Theonlytwothingsthatcansatisfythesoulareapersonandastory;
andevenastorymustbeaboutaperson。Thereareindeedveryvoluptuousappetitesandenjoymentsinmereabstractionslikemathematics,logic,orchess。Butthesemerepleasuresofthemindarelikemerepleasuresofthebody。Thatis,theyaremerepleasures,thoughtheymaybegiganticpleasures;theycanneverbyamereincreaseofthemselvesamounttohappiness。Amanjustabouttobehangedmayenjoyhisbreakfast;especiallyifitbehisfavouritebreakfast;andinthesamewayhemayenjoyanargumentwiththechaplainaboutheresy,especiallyifitishisfavouriteheresy。Butwhetherhecanenjoyeitherofthemdoesnotdependoneitherofthem;itdependsuponhisspiritualattitudetowardsasubsequentevent。Andthateventisreallyinterestingtothesoul;becauseitistheendofastoryandassomeholdtheendofaperson。