traordinarypersonsriding。
"Inthecauseofhealth,"Leroyusedtosay,"Ioughttohavethecarriagefumi-
gatedaftereveryrideJudithtakes,forsheisalwaysaccompaniedbysomeonewholooksasifheorsheshouldgointoquarantine。”
Onenight,whenhewaschaffingherinthisway,sheflunghersewingsuddenlyfromherandsprangtoherfeet,asifsheweregoingtogivewaytoaburstofgirlishtemper。Insteadofthat,astreamoftearspouredfromhereyes,andsheheldouthertremblinghandstowardJessica。
"Hedoesnotknow,"shesobbed。"Hecannotunderstand。”
OnememorabledayLeroyhastenedovertouswhilewewerestillatbreakfasttosaythatJudithwasill,——strangelyill。Allnightlongshehadbeenmutteringtoherselfasifinadelirium。Yetsheansweredlucidlyallquestionsthatwereputtoher。
"ShebegsforMissGrant。Shesaysoverandoverthatshe'knows,'whateverthatmaymean。”
WhenJessicacamehomeshetoldmeshedidnotknow。Sheonlyfeltthatatumultofimpatiencewasstirringinherfriend。
"Thereissomethingmajesticabouther,——
somethingepic。Ifeelasifsheweremak-
ingmeliveapartinsomegreatdrama,theendofwhichIcannottell。Sheissuffering,butIcannottellwhyshesuffers。”
Weekswentonwithoutanabatementinthisstrangeillness。Shedidnotkeepherbed。Indeed,sheneglectedfewofherusualoccupations。Butherhandswereburning,andhereyesgrewbrightwiththatwildsortoflustreoneseesintheeyesofthosewhogivethemselvesuptostrangedrugsormanias。Shegrewwhimsical,andformedcapriciousfriendships,onlytodropthem。
Andthenonedaysheclosedherhousetoallacquaintances,andsatalonecontinu-
allyinherroom,withherhandsclaspedinherlap,andhereyesswimmingwiththeemotionsthatneverfoundtheirwaytohertongue。
Brainardcametotheofficetotalkwithmeaboutheroneday。"Iamaverymiser-
ableman,Grant,"hesaid。"IamafraidI
havelostmywife'sregard。Oh,don'ttellmeitispartlymyfault。Iknowitwellenough。
AndIknowyouhaven'thadaverygoodopinionofmelately。ButIamremorsefulenoughnow,Godknows。AndIwouldgivemylifetoseeherasshewaswhenIfoundherfirstamongthemountains。Why,sheusedtoclimbthemlikeastrongman,andshewasforevershoutingandsinging。Andshehadpeopledeveryspotwithstrangemodernmythologicalcreatures。Herfatherisanolddreamer,andshegotthetrickfromhim。Theyhadalittletelescopeonagreatknollinthecentreofthevalley,justwhereitcommandedalongpathofstars,andtheyusedtospendnightsouttherewhenthefrostliterallyfellinflakes。WhenIthinkhowhardyandgayshewas,howfullofcourageandlife,andlookathernow,sofeverishandbroken,IfeelasifIshouldgomad。YouknowInevermeanttodoheranyharm。Tellmethatmuch,Grant。”
"Ithinkyouwereveryegotisticalforawhile,Brainard,andthatisafact。Andyoudidn'tappreciatehowmuchhernaturedemanded。ButIdonotthinkyouarere-
sponsibleforyourwife'spresentcondition。
Ifthereisanycomfortinthatstatement,youarewelcometoit。”
"Butyoudon'tmean——"hegotnofurther。
"Imeanthatyourwifemayhaveherreservations,justasweallhave,andIampayingherhighpraisewhenIsayit。Youarenotsonarrow,Leroy,astosupposeforamomentthattheonlysortofpassionawomaniscapableofisthatwhichsheenter-
tainsforaman。HowdoIknowwhatisgoingoninyourwife'ssoul?Butitisnothingwhichevenanidealistofwomen,suchasIam,oldfellow,needregret。”
HowgladIwasafterwardthatIspokethosewords。Theyexercisedalittlere-
straint,perhaps,onLeroywhenthedayofhisterribletrialcame。Theymadehimwrestlewiththedemonofsuspicionthatstrovetopossesshim。Iwassittinginmyoffice,laggingdispiritedlyovermyworkoneday,whenthedoorburstopenandBrainardstoodbesideme。Brainard,Isay,andyetinnosensethemanIhadknown,——notahintinthispalecreature,whosebreathstruggledthroughchatteringteeth,andwhosehandsworkedinuncontrollablespasms,ofthenonchalantelegantIhadknown。Notaglimpsetobeseeninthoseangryanddeterminedeyesofthegaylyselfishspiritofmyholidayfriend。
"She'sgone!"hegasped。"Sinceyes-
terday。AndI'mheretoaskyouwhatyouthinknow?Andwhatyouknow。”
Apanoramaofallshamefulpossibilitiesforoneblackmomentfloatedbeforeme。
Irememberthisgaveplacetoawave,coldasdeath,thatsweptfromheadtofoot;
thenBrainard'shandsfellheavilyonmyshoulders。
"ThankGodatleastforthismuch,"hesaid,hoarsely;"Ididn'tknowatfirstbutIhadlostbothfriendandwife。ButIseeyouknownothing。AndindeedinmyheartIknewallthetimethatyoudidnot。
YetIhadtocometoyouwithmyanger。
AndIrememberedhowyoudefendedher。
Whatexplanationcanyouoffernow?"
Igothimtositdownafterawhileandtellmewhatlittletherewastotell。Hehadbeenawayforaday'sshooting,andwhenhereturnedhefoundonlytheper-
plexedservantsathome。Anotewasleftforhim。Heshowedittome。
"Therearetimes,"itran,"whenwemustdoaswemust,notaswewould。Iamgo-
ingtodosomethingIhavebeendriventodosinceIleftmyhome。Idonotleaveanymessageofloveforyou,becauseyouwouldnotcareforitfromawomansoweakasI。ButitissoeasyforyoutobehappythatIhopeinalittlewhileyouwillforgetthewifewhoyieldedtoaninfluencepastresisting。Itmaybemadness,butIamnotgreatenoughtogiveitup。Itriedtomakethesacrifice,butIcouldnot。Itriedtobeasgayasyou,andtoliveyoursortoflife;butIcouldnotdoit。Donotmaketheefforttoforgiveme。Youwillbehap-
pierifyousimplyholdmeinthecontemptIdeserve。”
Ireadtheletteroverandover。IdonotknowthatIbelievethatthespiritofinani-
matethingscanpermeatetotheintelligenceofman。IamsureIalwayslaughedatsuchideas。Yetholdingthatnotewithitsshamefulseemingwords,Ifeltaconscious-
nessthatitwaswritteninpurityandlove。
Andthenbeforemyeyestherecameascenesovividthatforamomenttheofficewithitsfamiliarfurniturewasobliterated。WhatI
sawwasalongfirmroad,greenwithmid-
summerluxuriance。Theleisurelythuddingofmyhorse'sfeetsoundedinmyears。Be-
sidemewasatall,black-robedfigure。I
sawherlookbackwiththatexpressionofdeprivationattheskyline。"It'slikeliv-
ingaftertheworldhasbeguntodie,"saidthepensiveminorvoice。"Itseemsasifpartoftheworldhadbeentakendown。”
"Brainard,"Iyelled,"comehere!I
haveit。Here'syourexplanation。Icanshowyouanewmeaningforeverylineofthisletter。Man,shehasgonetothemoun-
tains。Shehasgonetoworshipherowngods!"
TwoweekslaterIgotaletterfromBrain-
ard,datedfromColorado。
"Oldman,"itsaid,"you'reright。Sheishere。Ifoundmymountainwomanherewherethefourvoicesofhercataractshadbeencallingtoher。Isawherthemomentourmulesroundedtheroadthatcommandsthevalley。Wehadbeenridingallnightandweredrenchedwithcolddew,hungrytodesperation,andmyspiritswereoflead。
Suddenlywegotoutfrombehindthegran-
itewall,andthereshewas,standing,whereI
hadseenhersooften,besidethelittlewater-
fallthatshecallsthehappyone。Shewaslookingstraightupatthebillowingmistthatdippeddownthemountain,mammothsaffronrollsofit,plungingsomadlyfromtheimpetusofthewindthatonemarvelledhowitcouldbenoiseless。Ah,youdonotknowJudith!Thatstrange,unsophisti-
cated,sometimesawkwardwomanyousawborenomoreresemblancetomymountainwomanthanItoHercules。Howstrongandbeautifulshelookedstandingtherewrappedinanecstasy!Itwasmyprimitivewomanbackinherprimevalworld。Howthebloodleapedinme!Allmyoldromance,sodif-
ferentfromthecommonlove-historiesofmostmen,wasthereagainwithinmyreach!
Allthemystery,thepoignanthappinessweremineagain。Donotholdmeincon-
temptbecauseIshowyoumyheart。Yousawmymisery。WhyshouldIgrudgeyouaglimpseofmyhappiness?ShesawmewhenItouchedherhand,notbefore,sowrappedwasshe。Butshedidnotseemsurprised。Onlyinhersplendideyestherecamealargecontent。Shepointedtothedancinglittlewhitefall。'Ithoughtsome-
thingwonderfulwasgoingtohappen,'shewhispered,'forithasbeenlaughingso。'
"IshallnotreturntoNewYork。Iamgoingtostayherewithmymountainwo-
man,andIthinkperhapsIshallfindoutwhatlifemeansheresoonerthanIwouldbacktherewithyou。Ishalllearntoseelargethingslargeandsmallthingssmall。
JudithsaystotellyouandMissGrantthatthefourvoicesarecallingforyoueverydayinthevalley。
"Yoursinfullestfriendship,"LEROYBRAINARD。”
JimLancy'sWaterloo"WEmustgetmarriedbeforetimetoputincrops,"hewrote。"Wemustmakeasuccessofthefarmthefirstyear,forluck。
CouldyoumanagetobereadytocomeoutWestbythelastofFebruary?AfterMarchopenstherewillbenolet-up,andIdonotseehowIcouldgetaway。MakeitFebru-
ary,Anniedear。Afewweeksmoreorlesscanmakenodifferencetoyou,buttheymakeagooddealofdifferencetome。”
Thewomantowhomthiswaswrittenreaditwithsomethinglikeanger。"Idon'tbe-
lievehe'ssoimpatientforme!"shesaidtoherself。"Whathewantsistogetthecropsinontime。”Butshechangedthedateoftheirwedding,andmadeitFebruary。
TheirweddingjourneywasonlyfromtheIllinoisvillagewhereshelivedtotheirNebraskafarm。Theyhadneverbeenmuchtogether,andtheyhadmuchtosaytoeachother。
"Farmingwon'tcomehardtoyou,"Jimassuredher。"Alloneneedstofarmwithisbrains。”
"Whatasuccessyou'llmakeofit!"shecriedsaucily。
"IwishIhadmyfarmclear,"Jimwenton;"butthat'smorethananyonehasaroundme。I'mnoworseoffthantherest。
We'vegottopayoffthemortgage,Annie。”
"Ofcoursewemust。We'lljustdowith-
outtillwegetthemortgagelifted。Hardworkwilldoanything,Iguess。AndI'mnotafraidtowork,Jim,thoughI'veneverhadmuchexperience。”
Jimlookedoutofthewindowalongtime,atthegentleundulationsofthebrownIowaprairie。Hiseyesseemedtopiercebeneaththesod,totheswellingbudsoftheyetinvisiblegrass。Henoticedhowdisdain-
fullytherainsofthenewyearbeatdownthegrassesoftheyearthatwasgone。Itopenedtohismindavisionoftheseason'spossibilities。Foramoment,evenamidthesmokeofthecar,heseemedtoscentclover,andhearthestiffswishingofthecornandthedullburringofthebees。
"Iwishsometimes,"hesaid,leaningfor-
wardtolookathisbride,"thatIhadbeenbornsomethingelsethanafarmer。ButI
cannomorehelpfarming,Annie,thanabirdcanhelpsinging,orabeemakinghoney。Ididn'ttaketofarming。Iwassimplybornwithahoeinmyhand。”
"Idon'tknowablessedthingaboutit,"
Annieconfessed。"ButImadeupmymindthatafarmwithyouwasbetterthanatownwithoutyou。That'sallthereistoit,asfarasIamconcerned。”
JimLancyslidhisarmsoftlyaboutherwaist,unseenbytheotherpassengers。
Annielookedupapprehensively,toseeifanyonewasnoticing。Buttheywereeatingtheirlunches。Itwasacommoncoachonwhichtheywereriding。TherewasaPullmanattachedtothetrain,andAnniehadsecretlythoughtthat,asitwastheirweddingjourney,itmightbemorebecomingtotakeit。ButJimhadmadenosuggestionaboutit。Whathesaidlaterexplainedthereason。
"Iwouldhavelikedtohavebroughtyouafinepresent,"hesaid。"Itseemedshabbytocomewithnothingbutthatlittlering。
ButIputeverythingIhadonourhome,youknow。Andyet,I'msureyou'llthinkitpoorenoughafterwhatyou'vebeenusedto。You'llforgivemeforonlybringingthering,mydear?"
"Butyoubroughtmesomethingbetter,"
Anniewhispered。Shewasafoolishlittlegirl。"Youbroughtmelove,youknow。”
Thentheyrodeinsilenceforalongtime。
Bothofthemwerenewtothephraseologyoflove。Theirsimplecomplimentstoeachotherwerealmostludicrous。Butanyonewhomighthavechancedtooverhearthemwouldhavebeencharmed,fortheybetrayedaninnocenceasbeautifulasanuncloudeddawn。
AnnietriedhardnottobedepressedbythetreelessstretchesoftheNebraskaplains。
"ThisisdifferentfromIllinois,"sheventuredonce,gently;"itisevendifferentfromIowa。”
"Yes,yes,"criedJim,enthusiastically,"itisdifferent!Itisthefinestcountryintheworld!Youneverfeelshutin。Youcanalwaysseeoff。IfeelathomeafterIgetinNebraska。I'dchokebackwhereyoulive,withallthoselittlegulliesandthetreeseverywhere。It'samysterytomehowfarmershavepatiencetoworkthere。”
Annieopenedhereyes。Therewasevi-
dentlymorethanonewayoflookingataquestion。Thefarm-housesseemedverylowandmeantoher,asshelookedatthemfromthewindow。Therewerenofences,exceptingnowandthentheinhospitablebarbedwire。Thedoor-yardswerebleaktohereyes,withouttheornamentalshrubberywhicheveryfarmerinherpartofthecountrywasusedtotending。Thecattlestoodun-
sheddedintheircorrals。Thereapersandbindersstoodrustinginthedulldrizzle。
"Howshiftless!"criedAnnie,indignantly。
"Whatdothesemenmeanbylettingtheirmachinerylieoutthatway?Ishouldthinkonewinteroflyingoutwouldhurtitmorethanthreesummersofusing。”
"Itdoes。Butshedsarenoteasilyhad。
Lumberisdear。”
"ButIshouldthinkitwouldbeeconomyeventhen。”
"Yes,"hesaid,"perhaps。Butwealldothatwayouthere。Ittakessomemoneyforamantobeeconomicalwith。Someofushaven'teventhatmuch。”
Therewasasix-mileridefromthestation。
Thehorseswerewaiting,hitcheduptoaserviceablelightwagon,anddrivenbythe"help。”Hewasathinyoungman,withredhair,andheblushedvicariouslyforJimandAnnie,whowerereallytooentertainedwitheachother,andattheideaofthenewlifeopeningupbeforethem,tothinkany-
thingaboutblushing。Atthestation,anumberofmeninsistedonshakinghandswithJim,andbeingintroducedtohiswife。
Theywereallbearded,asifshavingwereanunnecessarylabor,andtheirtrousersweretuckedindustytop-boots,noneofwhichhadeverseenblacking。Anniehadasenseofthesemenseemingunwashed,orasiftheyhadsleptintheirclothes。Buttheyhadkindvoices,andtheireyeswereveryfriendly。Sosheshookhandswiththemallwithheartiness,andaskedthemtodriveoutandbringtheirwomenkind。
"Iamgoingtomakeupmymindnottobelonesome,"shedeclared;"but,allthesame,Ishallwanttoseesomewomen。”
Anniehadgotsafeonthehighseatofthewagon,andwasbalancingherlittlefeetontheinclinedfoot-rest,whenawomancamerunningacrossthestreet,callingaloud,——
"Mr。Lancy!Mr。Lancy!You'renotgoingtodriveawaywithoutintroducingmetoyourwife!"
Shewasathinlittlewoman,withmove-
mentsasnervousandasgracelessasthoseofagrasshopper。Herdun-coloredgarmentsseemedtohaveallthehuebleachedoutofthemwithwindandweather。Herfacewasbrownandwrinkled,andherbrighteyesflashedrestlessly,deepintheirsockets。Twofrontteethwereconspicuouslymissing;andherfadedhairwasblowninwispsaboutherface。Jimperformedtheintroduction,andAnnieheldoutherhand。Itwasaprettyhand,delicatelyglovedindovecolor。
Thewomantookitinherown,andaftershehadshakenit,helditforasilentmo-
ment,lookingatit。Thenshealmostthrewitfromher。Theeyeswhichsheliftedtoscanthebrightyoungfaceaboveherhadsomethinglikeagonyinthem。Annieblushedunderthisfiercescrutiny,andthewoman,suddenlyconsciousofherdemeanor,forcedasmiletoherlips。
"I'llcomeoutan'seeyeh,"shesaid,incordialtones。"Maybe,asanewhouse-
keeper,you'lllikealittleadvice。You'veaniceplace,an'Iwishyehluck。”
"Thankyou。I'msureI'llneedadvice,"
criedAnnie,astheydroveoff。ThenshesaidtoJim,"Whoisthatoldwoman?"
"Oldwoman?Why,sheain'tadayoverthirty,Mis'Dundyain't。”
Annielookedatherhusbandblankly。
Buthewasalreadytalkingofsomethingelse,andsheaskednomoreaboutthewoman,thoughallthewayalongtheroadthefaceseemedtofollowher。Itmighthavebeenthisthatcausedthetighteningaboutherheart。Forsomewayhervivacityhadgone;andtherestoftheridesheaskednoquestions,butsatlookingstraightbeforeheratthenorthwardstretchingroad,witheyesthatfeltratherthansawthebrown,bareundulations,risingeverynowandthencleantothesky;attheside,littlefamished-
lookinghouses,unacquaintedwithpaint,disorderlyyards,andendlessreachesoffurrowedground,whereinsummerthecornhadwaved。
Thehorsesneedednoindicationofthelinetomakethemturnupasmoothbitofroadthatcurvedawayneatly'midtheraggedgrasses。Attheendofit,inaclumpofpunyscruboaks,stoodasquarelittlehouse,inuncornicedsimplicity,withblank,uncur-
tainedwindowsstaringoutatAnnie,andforamomenthereyes,blurredwiththecold,seemedtoseeinoneofthemthedespairingfaceofthewomanwiththewispsoffadedhairblowingaboutherface。
"Well,whatdoyouthinkofit?"Jimcried,heartily,swingingherdownfromherhighseat,andkissingherashedidso。
"Thisisyourhome,mygirl,andyouareaswelcometoitasyouwouldbetoapalace,ifIcouldgiveittoyou。”
Annieputupherhandstohidethetrem-
blingofherlips;andsheletJimseethereweretearsinhereyesasanapologyfornotreplying。Theyoungmanwiththeredhairtookawaythehorses,andJim,withhisarmaroundhiswife'swaist,rantowardthehouseandthrewopenthedoorforhertoenter。
Theintenseheatoftwogreatstovesstruckintheirfaces;andAnniesawthebigburner,erectedinallitsblackhideousnessinthemiddleofthefrontroom,likeasortofhouseholdhoodoo,tobeconstantlypropi-
tiated,likethegodsofGreece;andinthekitchen,thenewrange,withadistractedtea-kettleleapingonit,asifitwouldliketolooseitsfettersandraceawayovertheprairieafteritscousin,thelocomotive。
Itwasahouseoffourrooms,andaglancerevealedthefactthatithadbeenprovidedwiththenecessaries。
"Ithinkwecanbeverycomfortablehere,"saidJim,ratherdoubtfully。
Anniesawshemustmakesomeresponse。
"Iamsurewecanbemorethancomfort-
able,Jim,"shereplied。"Wecanbehappy。
Showme,ifyouplease,wheremyroomis。ImusthangmycloakupintherightplacesothatIshallfeelasifIweregettingsettled。”
Itwasenough。Jimhadnolongeranydoubts。Hefeltsuretheyweregoingtobehappyeverafterward。
ItwasAnniewhogotthefirstmeal;sheinsistedonit,thoughboththemenwantedhertorest。AndJimhadn'tthehearttotellherthat,asageneralthing,itwouldnotdotoputtwoeggsinthecorn-cake,andthatthebeefsteakwasagreatluxury。
Whenhesawherabouttobreakaneggforthecoffee,however,heinterfered。
"Theshellsoftheonesyouusedforthecakewillsettlethecoffeejustaswell,"hesaid。"Youseewehavetobeverycarefulofeggsouthereatthisseason。”
"Oh!Willtheshellsreallysettleit?
Thisiswhatyoumustcallprairielore。
Isupposeoutherewefindoutwhattherealrelationsofinventionandnecessityare——eh?"
Jimlaugheddisproportionately。Hethoughtherwonderfullywitty。AndheandthehelpatesomuchthatAnnieopenedhereyes。Shehadthoughttherewouldbeenoughleftforsupper。Buttherewasnothingleft。
ForthenexttwoweeksJimwasabletobemuchwithher;andtheyamusedthemselvesbydecoratingthehousewiththebrightcurtainingsthatAnniehadbrought,andputtingupshelvesforafewpiecesofchina。
Shehadtwoorthreepictures,also,whichhadcomefromherroominheroldhome,andsomeofthoseuselessdaintythingswithwhichsomewomenliketolittertheroom。
"Mostfolks,"Jimexplained,"havetobecontentwithonefire,andsitinthekitchen;
butIthought,asthiswasourhoneymoon,wewouldputonsomelugs。”
Anniesaidnothingthen;butadayortwoaftersheventured,——
"Perhapsitwouldbeaswellnow,dear,ifwekeptinthekitchen。I'llkeepitasbrightandpleasantasIcan。And,any-
way,youcanbemoreaboutwithmewhenI'mworkingthen。We'lllayafireinthefront-roomstove,sothatwecanlightitifanybodycomes。Wecanjustaswellsavethatmuch。”
Jimlookedupbrightly。"Allright,"hesaid。"You'reasensiblelittlewoman。
Yousee,everycentmakesadifference。
AndIwanttobeabletopayofffivehundreddollarsofthatmortgagethisyear。”
So,afterthat,theysatinthekitchen;andthefirewaslaidinthefrontroom,againstthecomingofcompany。Butnoonecame,anditremainedunlighted。
Thentheseasonbegantoshowsignsofopening,——bleaksigns,hardlyrecognizabletoAnnie;andafterthatJimwasnotmuchinthehouse。Theweeksworeon,andspringcameatlast,dancingoverthehills。
Theground-birdsbeganbuilding,andatfoureachmorningawokeAnniewiththeirsylvanopera。ThecreekthatranjustatthenorthofthehouseworkeditselfintoafuryandblusteredalongwithmuchnoisetowardthegreatPlattewhich,milesaway,wallowedinitsvastsandybed。Thehillsflushedfrombrowntoyellow,andfrommottledgreentointensestemerald,andinthesuperbairallthewindsofheavenseemedtomeetandfrolicwithlaughterandsong。
Sometimesthemorningsweresobeauti-
fulthat,themenbeingafieldandAnnieallalone,shegaveherselfuptoanecstasyandkneeledbythelittlewoodenbenchoutsidethedoor,tosay,"Father,IthankThee,"
andthenwentaboutherworkwithallthepoemofnaturerhymingitselfoverandoverinherheart。
ItwasonsuchadayasthisthatMrs。
Dundykeptherpromiseandcameovertoseeiftheyounghousekeeperneededanyoftheadviceshehadpromisedher。Shehadwalked,becausenoneofthehorsescouldbespared。Ithadgotsowarmnowthatthefireinthekitchenheatedthewholehousesufficiently,andAnniehadtheroomscleantoexquisiteness。Mrs。Dundylookedaboutwithenviouseyes。
"Howlovely!"shesaid。
"Doyouthinkso?"criedAnnie,insur-
prise。"Ilikeit,ofcourse,becauseitishome,butIdon'tseehowyoucouldcallanythingherelovely。”
"Oh,youdon'tunderstand,"hervisitorwenton。"It'slovelybecauseitlookssohappy。Someofushave——well,kindo'
lostourgrip。”
"It'seasytodothatifyoudon'tfeelwell,"Annieremarkedsympathetically。"I
haven'tfeltaswellasusualmyself,lately。
AndIdogetlonesomeandwonderwhatgooditdoestofixupeverydaywhenthereisnoonetosee。Butthatisallnonsense,andIputitoutofmyhead。”
Shesmoothedoutthecleanlawnapronwithdelicatetouch。Mrs。Dundyfollowedthemovementwithhereyes。
"Oh,mydear,"shecried,"youdon'tknownothin'aboutityet!Butyouwillknow!Youwill!"andthoserestless,hoteyesofhersseemedtogrowmorerestlessandmorehotastheylookedwithinfinitepityattheyoungwomanbeforeher。
Anniethoughtofthesewordsoftenasthesummercameon,andtheheatgrew。Jimwasseldomtobeseennow。Hewasupatfoureachmorning,andthelastchorewasnotcompletedtillnineatnight。Thenhethrewhimselfinbedandlaytherelog-liketilldawn。Hewastoowearytotalkmuch,andAnnie,withherheartachingforhisfatigue,forboretospeaktohim。Shecookedthemoststrengtheningthingsshecould,andtriedalwaystolookfreshandpleasantwhenhecamein。Butsheoftenthoughtherpainswereinvain,forhehardlyrestedhissunburnedeyesonher。Hisskingotsobrownthathisfacewasstrangelychanged,especiallyashenolongerhadtimetoshave,andhadletaroughbeardstraggleoverhischeeksandchin。OnSundaysAnniewouldhavelikedtogotochurch,butthehorsesweretootiredtobetakenout,andshedidnotfeelwellenoughtowalkfar;besides,Jimgotnoparticulargoodoutofwalkingoverthehillsunlesshehadaploughinhishand。
Harvestcameatlength,andthecropwasgood。Therewereanywayfromthreetotwentymenatthehousethen,andAnniecookedforallofthem。Jimhadtriedtogetsomeonetohelpher,buthehadnotsucceeded。Anniestrovetobebrave,re-
memberingthatfarm-womenalloverthecountrywereworkinginsimilarfashion。
Butinspiteofallshecoulddo,thedaysgottoseemlikenightmares,andsleepbe-
tweenwasbutabriefpauseinwhichshewasalwaysdreamingofwater,andthinkingthatshewasstoopingtoputfeveredlipstoarunningbrook。SomeofthesemenwereverydisgustingtoAnnie。Theirmannerswereasbadastheycouldwellbe,andacoarsewordcamenaturallytotheirlips。
"Tobemasterofthesoil,thatisonething,"saidshetoherselfinsicknessofspirit;"buttobetheslaveofitisanother。
Thesemenseemtohavegottheirsoulsallcoveredwithmuck。”Shenoticedthattheyhadnoideaofamusement。Theyhadneverplayedanything。Theydidnotevencareforbase-ball。Theirideaofhappinessappearedtobetodonothing;andtherewasagoodpartoftheyearinwhichtheywerehappy,——forthesewerenotforthemostpartmenowningfarms;theyweremenwhohiredouttohelpthefarmer。Agoodmanyofthemhadbeenfarmersatonetimeandanother,buttheyhadfailed。Theyalltalkedpoliticsagreatdeal,——politicsandrail-
roads。Anniehadnotmuchpatiencewithitall。Shehadgreatconfidenceinthecourseofthings。Shebelievedthatinthiscountryallmenhaveafairchance。Sowhenitcameaboutthatthecornandthewheat,whichhadbeenraisedwithsuchincessanttoil,broughtthemnomoney,butonlyaloss,Anniestoodaghast。
"Isaidtherateswereruinous,"Jimsaidtoheronenight,afteritwasallover,andhehadfoundoutthattheyear'sslavishworkhadbroughthimalossofthreehundreddollars;"it'sbeenaconspiracyfromthefirst。Thepriceofcornisallright。ButbythetimewesetitdowninChicagoweareouteighteencentsabushel。
Itmeansruin。Whatarewegoingtodo?
Herewehadthebestcropwe'vehadforyears——butwhat'stheuseoftalking!
Theyhaveusintheirgrip。”
"Idon'tseehowitis,"Annieprotested。
"Ishouldthinkitwouldbefortheinter-
estoftheroadstohelpthepeopletobeasprosperousaspossible。”
"Oh,wecan'tgetout!Andwe'reboundtostayandraisegrain。Andthey'reboundtocartit。Andthat'sallthereistoit。Theyforceustostandeveryloss,eventotheshortagethatismadeintransportation。
Therailroadcompaniesowntheelevators,andtheyhavethecinchonus。Ourgrainisattheirmercy。GodknowshowI'mgoingtoraisethatinterest。Asforthefivehundredweweregoingtopayonthemort-
gagethisyear,Annie,we'renotinit。”
Autumnwaswellsetinbythistime,andthebrilliantcoldskyhungovertheprairiesasyoungandfreshasiftheworldwerenotoldandtired。Annienolongercouldlookastrimaswhenshefirstcametothelittlehouse。Herprettyweddinggarmentswerebeginningtobewornandtherewasnomoneyformore。Jimwouldnotplaychessnowofevenings。Hewasforeverwritingarticlesfortheweeklypaperintheadjoin-
ingtown。Theytalkedofrunninghimforthestatelegislature,andhewasanxiousforthenomination。
"IthinkImightbeabletostanditifI
couldfight'em!"hedeclared;"buttosithereidle,knowingthatIhavebeencheatedoutofmyyear'swork,justasmuchasifI
hadbeenknockeddownontheroadandthemoneytakenfromme,isenoughtosendmetotheasylumwithastrait-jacketon!"
Lifegrewtotakeontragicaspects。Annieusedtofindherselfwonderingifanywhereintheworldtherewerepeoplewithlighthearts。Forhertherewasnolongerantici-
pationofjoy,orpresentcompanionship,oranydivertissementinthewholeworld。Jimreadbookswhichshedidnotunderstand,andwithafewofhisfriends,whodroppedinnowandtheneveningsorSundays,talkedaboutthesebooksinanexcitedmanner。
Shewouldgotoherroomtorest,andlyingthereinthedarknessonthebed,wouldhearthemspeakingtogether,some-
timesallatonce,inthosesternlyvindictivetonesmenusewhenthereisrevoltintheirsouls。
"Itisthegovernmentwhichishelpingtoimpoverishus,"shewouldhearJimsaying。"Workismoney。Thatistosay,itistheactiveformofmoney。Thewealthofacountryisestimatedbyitspowerofproduction。Anditspowerofproductionmeanswork。Itmeanstherearesomanymenwithsomuchcapacity。
Nowthegovernmentowesittothesementohavemoneyenoughtopaythemfortheirwork;andifthereisnotenoughmoneyincirculationtopaytoeachmanforhishonestandnecessarywork,thenIsaythatgovernmentisinleaguewithcrime。
Itistryingtomakedefaultersofus。Ithasahundredwaysofcheatingus。WhenI
boughtthisfarmandputthemortgageonit,aday'sworkwouldbringtwicetheresultsitwillnow。Thatistosay,thetotalattheendoftheyearshowedmyprofitstobetwicewhattheywouldbenow,eveniftherailwaydidnotstandinthewaytorobusofmorethanweearn。
Sothatitwilltakejusttwiceasmanydays'worknowtopayoffthismortgageasitwouldhavedoneatthetimeitwascontracted。It'saconspiracy,Itellyou!
ThoseEasterncapitalistsmakeascienceofruiningus。”
Hegotmoreeloquentastimewenton,andAnnie,whohadknownhimfirstasratheracarelesstalker,wasastonishedattheboldnessofhislanguage。Butconver-
sationwasalostartwithhim。Henolongertalked。Heharangued。
IntheearlyspringAnnie'sbabywasborn,——alittlegirlwithanervouscry,whoneversleptlongatatime,andwhoseemedtowailmerelyfromdistasteatliving。ItwasMrs。DundywhocameovertolookafterthehousetillAnniegotabletodoso。
Hereyeshadthatfeverinthem,asever。
Shetalkedbutlittle,buthertouchonAnnie'sheadwasmoreeloquentthanwords。
OnedayAnnieaskedfortheglass,andMrs。Dundygaveittoher。Shelookedinitalongtime。Thecolorwasgonefromhercheeks,andabouthermouththerewasanuglytightening。Buthereyesflashedandshonewiththatsame——no,no,itcouldnotbethatinherfacealsowascomingthelookofhalf-madness!ShemotionedMrs。
Dundytocometoher。
"Youknewitwascoming,"shesaid,brokenly,pointingtothereflectionintheglass。"Thatfirstday,youknewhowitwouldbe。”
Mrs。Dundytooktheglassawaywithagentlehand。
"HowcouldIhelpknowing?"shesaidsimply。Shewentintothenextroom,andwhenshereturnedAnnienoticedthatthehandkerchiefstuckinherbeltwaswet,asifithadbeenwepton。
Awomancannotstaylongawayfromherhomeonafarmatplantingtime,evenifitisacaseoflifeanddeath。Mrs。Dundyhadtogohome,andAnniecreptaboutherworkwiththewailingbabyinherarms。
Thehousewasoftendisorderlynow;butitcouldnotbehelped。Thebabyhadtobecaredfor。ItfrettedsomuchthatJimsleptapartinthemowofthebarn,thathissleepmightnotbedisturbed。Itwasapleasant,dimplace,fullofsweetscents,andhelikedtobetherealone。Thoughhehadalwaysbeenanunusualworker,heworkednowmorelikeamanwhowasfightingofffate,thanameretoilerforbread。
Thecorncameupbeautifully,andfarastheeyecouldreacharoundtheirhomeittosseditsbroadgreenleaveswithanocean-
likeswellingofsibilantsound。Jimloveditwithasortofpassion。Annielovedit,too。Sometimes,atnight,whenherfatiguewasunbearable,andherirritationwearingoutbothbodyandsoul,shetookherlittleoneinherarmsandwalkedamongthecorn,lettingitsrustlingsoothethebabytosleep。
Theheatofthesummerwasterrible。