'Oh,no,no!Iwon'thavethat。'KnightendeavouredtogivehisreplyalaughingtoneinElfride'sears,andanearnestnessinStephen's:inbothwhicheffortshesignallyfailed,andproducedaforcedspeechpleasanttoneither。'Well,letusgointotheopenairagain;MissSwancourt,youareparticularlysilent。Youmustn'tmindSmith。Ihaveknownhimforyears,asIhavetoldyou。'
'Yes,youhave,'shesaid。
'Tothinkshehasnevermentionedherknowledgeofme!'Smithmurmured,andthoughtwithsomeremorsehowmuchherconductresembledhisownonhisfirstarrivalatherhouseasastrangertotheplace。
Theyascendedtothedaylight,KnighttakingnofurthernoticeofElfride'smanner,which,asusual,heattributedtothenaturalshynessofayoungwomanatbeingdiscoveredwalkingwithhimontermswhichleftnotmuchdoubtoftheirmeaning。Elfridesteppedalittleinadvance,andpassedthroughthechurchyard。
'Youarechangedveryconsiderably,Smith,'saidKnight,'andI
supposeitisnomorethanwastobeexpected。However,don'timaginethatIshallfeelanythelessinterestinyouandyourfortuneswheneveryoucaretoconfidethemtome。IhavenotforgottentheattachmentyouspokeofasyourreasonforgoingawaytoIndia。ALondonyounglady,wasitnot?Ihopeallisprosperous?'
'No:thematchisbrokenoff。'
Itbeingalwaysdifficulttoknowwhethertoexpresssorroworgladnessundersuchcircumstances——alldependinguponthecharacterofthematch——Knighttookshelterinthesafewords:'I
trustitwasforthebest。'
'Ihopeitwas。ButIbegthatyouwillnotpressmefurther:no,youhavenotpressedme——Idon'tmeanthat——butIwouldrathernotspeakuponthesubject。'
Stephen'swordswerehurried。
Knightsaidnomore,andtheyfollowedinthefootstepsofElfride,whostillkeptsomepacesinadvance,andhadnotheardKnight'sunconsciousallusiontoher。Stephenbadehimadieuatthechurchyard-gatewithoutgoingoutside,andwatchedwhilstheandhissweetheartmountedtheirhorses。
'Goodheavens,Elfride,'Knightexclaimed,'howpaleyouare!I
supposeIoughtnottohavetakenyouintothatvault。Whatisthematter?'
'Nothing,'saidElfridefaintly。'Ishallbemyselfinamoment。
Allwassostrangeandunexpecteddownthere,thatitmademeunwell。'
'Ithoughtyousaidverylittle。ShallIgetsomewater?'
'No,no。'
'Doyouthinkitissafeforyoutomount?'
'Quite——indeeditis,'shesaid,withalookofappeal。
'Nowthen——upshegoes!'whisperedKnight,andliftedhertenderlyintothesaddle。
Heroldloverstilllookedonattheperformanceasheleantoverthegateadozenyardsoff。Onceinthesaddle,andhavingafirmgripofthereins,sheturnedherheadasifbyaresistlessfascination,andforthefirsttimesincethatmemorablepartingonthemooroutsideSt。Launce'safterthepassionateattemptatmarriagewithhim,Elfridelookedinthefaceoftheyoungmanshefirsthadloved。Hewastheyouthwhohadcalledherhisinseparablewifemanyatime,andwhomshehadevenaddressedasherhusband。Theireyesmet。Measurementoflifeshouldbeproportionedrathertotheintensityoftheexperiencethantoitsactuallength。Theirglance,butamomentchronologically,wasaseasonintheirhistory。ToElfridetheintenseagonyofreproachinStephen'seyewasanailpiercingherheartwithadeadlinessnowordscandescribe。Withaspasmodiceffortshewithdrewhereyes,urgedonthehorse,andinthechaosofperturbedmemorieswasobliviousofanypresencebesideher。Thedeedofdeceptionwascomplete。
Gainingaknollonwhichtheparktransformeditselfintowoodandcopse,Knightcamestillclosertoherside,andsaid,'Areyoubetternow,dearest?'
'Ohyes。'Shepressedahandtohereyes,asiftoblotouttheimageofStephen。Avividscarletspotnowshonewithpreternaturalbrightnessinthecentreofeachcheek,leavingtheremainderofherfacelily-whiteasbefore。
'Elfride,'saidKnight,ratherinhisoldtoneofmentor,'youknowIdon'tforamomentchideyou,butistherenotagreatdealofunwomanlyweaknessinyourallowingyourselftobesooverwhelmedbythesightofwhat,afterall,isnonovelty?Everywomanworthyofthenameshould,Ithink,beabletolookupondeathwithsomethinglikecomposure。Surelyyouthinksotoo?'
'Yes;Iownit。'
Hisobtusenesstothecauseofherindisposition,byevidencinghisentirefreedomfromthesuspicionofanythingbehindthescenes,showedhowincapableKnightwasofdeceptionhimself,ratherthananyinherentdulnessinhimregardinghumannature。
This,clearlyperceivedbyElfride,addedpoignancytoherself-
reproach,andsheidolizedhimthemorebecauseoftheirdifference。EventherecentsightofStephen'sfaceandthesoundofhisvoice,whichforamomenthadstirredachordortwoofancientkindness,wereunabletokeepdowntheadorationre-
existentnowthathewasagainoutofview。
ShehadrepliedtoKnight'squestionhastily,andimmediatelywentontospeakofindifferentsubjects。Aftertheyhadreachedhomeshewasapartfromhimtilldinner-time。Whendinnerwasover,andtheywerewatchingtheduskinthedrawing-room,Knightsteppedoutupontheterrace。Elfridewentafterhimverydecisively,onthespurofavirtuousintention。
'Mr。Knight,Iwanttotellyousomething,'shesaid,withquietfirmness。
'Andwhatisitabout?'gailyreturnedherlover。'Happiness,I
hope。Donotletanythingkeepyousosadasyouseemtohavebeento-day。'
'IcannotmentionthematteruntilItellyouthewholesubstanceofit,'shesaid。'AndthatIwilldoto-morrow。Ihavebeenremindedofitto-day。ItisaboutsomethingIoncedid,anddon'tthinkIoughttohavedone。'
This,itmustbesaid,wasratheramildwayofreferringtoafranticpassionandflight,which,muchorlittleinitself,onlyaccidenthadsavedfrombeingascandalinthepubliceye。
Knightthoughtthemattersometrifle,andsaidpleasantly:
'ThenIamnottohearthedreadfulconfessionnow?'
'No,notnow。Ididnotmeanto-night,'Elfrideresponded,withaslightdeclineinthefirmnessofhervoice。'Itisnotlightasyouthinkit——ittroublesmeagreatdeal。'Fearingnowtheeffectofherownearnestness,sheaddedforcedly,'Though,perhaps,youmaythinkitlightafterall。'
'Butyouhavenotsaidwhenitistobe?'
'To-morrowmorning。Nameatime,willyou,andbindmetoit?I
wantyoutofixanhour,becauseIamweak,andmayotherwisetrytogetoutofit。'Sheaddedalittleartificiallaugh,whichshowedhowtimorousherresolutionwasstill。
'Well,sayafterbreakfast——ateleveno'clock。'
'Yes,eleveno'clock。Ipromiseyou。Bindmestrictlytomyword。'
ChapterXXVIII
'Ilullafancy,trouble-tost。'
MissSwancourt,itiseleveno'clock。'
Shewaslookingoutofherdressing-roomwindowonthefirstfloor,andKnightwasregardingherfromtheterracebalustrade,uponwhichhehadbeenidlysittingforsometime——dividingtheglancesofhiseyebetweenthepagesofabookinhishand,thebrillianthuesofthegeraniumsandcalceolarias,andtheopenwindowabove-mentioned。
'Yes,itis,Iknow。Iamcoming。'
Hedrewcloser,andunderthewindow。
'Howareyouthismorning,Elfride?Youlooknobetterforyourlongnight'srest。'
Sheappearedatthedoorshortlyafter,tookhisofferedarm,andtogethertheywalkedslowlydownthegravelpathleadingtotheriverandawayunderthetrees。
Herresolution,sustainedduringthelastfifteenhours,hadbeentotellthewholetruth,andnowthemomenthadcome。
Stepbysteptheyadvanced,andstillshedidnotspeak。Theywerenearlyattheendofthewalk,whenKnightbrokethesilence。
'Well,whatistheconfession,Elfride?'
Shepausedamoment,drewalongbreath;andthisiswhatshesaid:
'Itoldyouoneday——orratherIgaveyoutounderstand——whatwasnottrue。IfancyyouthoughtmetomeanIwasnineteenmynextbirthday,butitwasmylastIwasnineteen。'
Themomenthadbeentoomuchforher。Nowthatthecrisishadcome,noqualmsofconscience,noloveofhonesty,noyearningtomakeaconfidenceandobtainforgivenesswithakiss,couldstringElfrideuptotheventure。Herdreadlestheshouldbeunforgivingwasheightenedbythethoughtofyesterday'sartifice,whichmightpossiblyadddisgusttohisdisappointment。Thecertaintyofonemoreday'saffection,whichshegainedbysilence,outvaluedthehopeofaperpetuitycombinedwiththeriskofall。
Thetrepidationcausedbythesethoughtsonwhatshehadintendedtosayshooksonaturallythewordsshedidsay,thatKnightneverforamomentsuspectedthemtobealastmoment'ssubstitution。
Hesmiledandpressedherhandwarmly。
'MydearElfie——yes,youarenow——noprotestation——whatawinninglittlewomanyouare,tobesoabsurdlyscrupulousaboutamereiota!Really,Ineveroncehavethoughtwhetheryournineteenthyearwasthelastorthepresent。And,byGeorge,wellImaynot;
foritwouldneverdoforastaidfogeyadozenyearsoldertostanduponsuchatrifleasthat。'
'Don'tpraiseme——don'tpraiseme!ThoughIprizeitfromyourlips,Idon'tdeserveitnow。'
ButKnight,beinginanexceptionallygenialmood,merelysawthisdistressfulexclamationasmodesty。'Well,'headded,afteraminute,'Ilikeyouallthebetter,youknow,forsuchmoralprecision,althoughIcalleditabsurd。'Hewentonwithtenderearnestness:'For,Elfride,thereisonethingIdolovetoseeinawoman——thatis,asoultruthfulandclearasheaven'slight。I
couldputupwithanythingifIhadthat——forgivenothingifIhaditnot。Elfride,youhavesuchasoul,ifeverwomanhad;andhavingit,retainit,anddon'teverlistentothefashionabletheoriesofthedayaboutawoman'sprivilegesandnaturalrighttopractisewiles。Dependuponit,mydeargirl,thatanoblewomanmustbeashonestasanobleman。Ispeciallymeanbyhonesty,fairnessnotonlyinmattersofbusinessandsocialdetail,butinallthedelicatedealingsoflove,towhichthelicencegiventoyoursexparticularlyrefers。'
Elfridelookedtroublouslyatthetrees。
'Nowletusgoontotheriver,Elfie。'
'IwouldifIhadahaton,'shesaidwithasortofsuppressedwoe。
'Iwillgetitforyou,'saidKnight,verywillingtopurchasehercompanionshipatsocheapaprice。'Yousitdownthereaminute。'
Andheturnedandwalkedrapidlybacktothehouseforthearticleinquestion。
Elfridesatdownupononeoftherusticbencheswhichadornedthisportionofthegrounds,andremainedwithhereyesuponthegrass。
Shewasinducedtoliftthembyhearingthebrushoflightandirregularfootstepshardby。Passingalongthepathwhichintersectedtheoneshewasinandtraversedtheoutershrubberies,Elfridebeheldthefarmer'swidow,Mrs。Jethway。
BeforeshenoticedElfride,shepausedtolookatthehouse,portionsofwhichwerevisiblethroughthebushes。Elfride,shrinkingback,hopedtheunpleasantwomanmightgoonwithoutseeingher。ButMrs。Jethway,silentlyapostrophizingthehouse,withactionswhichseemeddictatedbyahalf-overturnedreason,haddiscernedthegirl,andimmediatelycameupandstoodinfrontofher。
'Ah,MissSwancourt!Whydidyoudisturbme?Mustn'tItrespasshere?'
'Youmaywalkhereifyoulike,Mrs。Jethway。Idonotdisturbyou。'
'Youdisturbmymind,andmymindismywholelife;formyboyistherestill,andheisgonefrommybody。'
'Yes,pooryoungman。Iwassorrywhenhedied。'
'Doyouknowwhathediedof?'
'Consumption。'
'Ohno,no!'saidthewidow。'Thatword"consumption"coversagooddeal。Hediedbecauseyouwerehisownwell-agreedsweetheart,andthenprovedfalse——anditkilledhim。Yes,MissSwancourt,'shesaidinanexcitedwhisper,'youkilledmyson!'
'Howcanyoubesowickedandfoolish!'repliedElfride,risingindignantly。Butindignationwasnotnaturaltoher,andhavingbeensowornandharrowedbylateevents,shelostanypowersofdefencethatmoodmighthavelenther。'Icouldnothelphislovingme,Mrs。Jethway!'
'That'sjustwhatyoucouldhavehelped。Youknowhowitbegan,MissElfride。Yes:yousaidyoulikedthenameofFelixbetterthananyothernameintheparish,andyouknewitwashisname,andthatthoseyousaidittowouldreportittohim。'
'Iknewitwashisname——ofcourseIdid;butIamsure,Mrs。
Jethway,Ididnotintendanybodytotellhim。'
'Butyouknewtheywould。'
'No,Ididn't。'
'Andthen,afterthat,whenyouwereridingonRevels-daybyourhouse,andtheladsweregatheredthere,andyouwantedtodismount,whenJimDrakeandGeorgeUpwayandthreeorfourmoreranforwardtoholdyourpony,andFelixstoodbacktimid,whydidyoubeckontohim,andsayyouwouldratherheheldit?'
'OMrs。Jethway,youdothinksomistakenly!Ilikedhimbest——
that'swhyIwantedhimtodoit。Hewasgentleandnice——I
alwaysthoughthimso——andIlikedhim。'
'Thenwhydidyoulethimkissyou?'
'Itisafalsehood;oh,itis,itis!'saidElfride,weepingwithdesperation。'Hecamebehindme,andattemptedtokissme;andthatwaswhyItoldhimnevertoletmeseehimagain。'
'Butyoudidnottellyourfatheroranybody,asyouwouldhaveifyouhadlookeduponitthenastheinsultyounowpretenditwas。'
'Hebeggedmenottotell,andfoolishlyenoughIdidnot。AndI
wishIhadnow。Ilittleexpectedtobescourgedwithmyownkindness。Prayleaveme,Mrs。Jethway。'Thegirlonlyexpostulatednow。
'Well,youharshlydismissedhim,andhedied。Andbeforehisbodywascold,youtookanothertoyourheart。Thenascarelesslysenthimabouthisbusiness,andtookathird。Andifyouconsiderthatnothing,MissSwancourt,'shecontinued,drawingcloser;'itledontowhatwasveryseriousindeed。Haveyouforgottenthewould-berunawaymarriage?ThejourneytoLondon,andthereturnthenextdaywithoutbeingmarried,andthatthere'senoughdisgraceinthattoruinawoman'sgoodnamefarlesslightthanyours?Youmayhave:Ihavenot。Ficklenesstowardsaloverisbad,butficklenessafterplayingthewifeiswantonness。'
'Oh,it'sawickedcruellie!Donotsayit;oh,donot!'
'Doesyournewmanknowofit?Ithinknot,orhewouldbenomanofyours!Asmuchofthestoryaswasknowniscreepingabouttheneighbourhoodevennow;butIknowmorethananyofthem,andwhyshouldIrespectyourlove?'
'Idefyyou!'criedElfridetempestuously。'Doandsayallyoucantoruinme;try;putyourtongueatwork;Iinviteit!Idefyyouasaslanderouswoman!Look,therehecomes。'AndhervoicetrembledgreatlyasshesawthroughtheleavesthebelovedformofKnightcomingfromthedoorwithherhatinhishand。'Tellhimatonce;Icanbearit。'
'Notnow,'saidthewoman,anddisappeareddownthepath。
TheexcitementofherlatterwordshadrestoredcolourtoElfride'scheeks;andhastilywipinghereyes,shewalkedfartheron,sothatbythetimeherloverhadovertakenherthetracesofemotionhadnearlydisappearedfromherface。Knightputthehatuponherhead,tookherhand,anddrewitwithinhisarm。
ItwasthelastdaybutoneprevioustotheirdepartureforSt。
Leonards;andKnightseemedtohaveapurposeinbeingmuchinhercompanythatday。Theyrambledalongthevalley。Theseasonwasthatperiodintheautumnwhenthefoliagealoneofanordinaryplantationisrichenoughinhuestoexhaustthechromaticcombinationsofanartist'spalette。Mostlustrousofallarethebeeches,graduatingfrombrightrustyredattheextremityoftheboughstoabrightyellowattheirinnerparts;youngoaksarestillofaneutralgreen;Scotchfirsandholliesarenearlyblue;
whilstoccasionaldottingsofothervarietiesgivemaroonsandpurplesofeverytinge。
Theriver——suchasitwas——herepursueditscourseamidflagstonesaslevelasapavement,butdividedbycrevicesofirregularwidth。Withthesummerdroughtthetorrenthadnarrowedtillitwasnowbutathreadofcrystalclearness,meanderingalongacentralchannelintherockybedofthewintercurrent。Knightscrambledthroughthebusheswhichatthispointnearlycoveredthebrookfromsight,andleaptdownuponthedryportionoftheriverbottom。
'Elfride,Ineversawsuchasight!'heexclaimed。'Thehazelsoverhangtheriver'scourseinaperfectarch,andthefloorisbeautifullypaved。Theplaceremindsoneofthepassagesofacloister。Letmehelpyoudown。'
Heassistedherthroughthemarginalunderwoodanddowntothestones。Theywalkedontogethertoatinycascadeaboutafootwideandhigh,andsatdownbesideitontheflagsthatforninemonthsintheyearweresubmergedbeneathagushingbourne。Fromtheirfeettrickledtheattenuatedthreadofwaterwhichaloneremainedtotelltheintentandreasonofthisleaf-coveredaisle,andjourneyedoninazigzaglinetilllostintheshade。
Knight,leaningonhiselbow,aftercontemplatingallthis,lookedcriticallyatElfride。
'Doesnotsuchaluxuriantheadofhairexhaustitselfandgetthinastheyearsgoonfromeighteentoeight-and-twenty?'heaskedatlength。
'Ohno!'shesaidquickly,withavisibledisinclinationtoharboursuchathought,whichcameuponherwithanunpleasantnesswhoseforceitwouldbedifficultformentounderstand。Sheaddedafterwards,withsmoulderinguneasiness,'Doyoureallythinkthatagreatabundanceofhairismorelikelytogetthinthanamoderatequantity?'
'Yes,Ireallydo。Ibelieve——amalmostsure,infact——thatifstatisticscouldbeobtainedonthesubject,youwouldfindthepersonswiththinhairwerethosewhohadasuperabundanceoriginally,andthatthosewhostartwithamoderatequantityretainitwithoutmuchloss。'
Elfride'stroublessatuponherfaceaswellasinherheart。
Perhapstoawomanitisalmostasdreadfultothinkoflosingherbeautyasoflosingherreputation。Atanyrate,shelookedquiteasgloomyasshehadlookedatanyminutethatday。
'Youshouldn'tbesotroubledaboutamerepersonaladornment,'
saidKnight,withsomeoftheseverityoftonethathadbeencustomarybeforeshehadbeguiledhimintosoftness。
'Ithinkitisawoman'sdutytobeasbeautifulasshecan。IfI
wereascholar,IwouldgiveyouchapterandverseforitfromoneofyourownLatinauthors。Iknowthereissuchapassage,forpapahasalludedtoit。'
"'Munditiae,etornatus,etcultus,"&c——isthatit?ApassageinLivywhichisnodefenceatall。'
'No,itisnotthat。'
'Nevermind,then;forIhaveareasonfornottakingupmyoldcudgelsagainstyou,Elfie。Canyouguesswhatthereasonis?'
'No;butIamgladtohearit,'shesaidthankfully。'Foritisdreadfulwhenyoutalkso。Forwhateverdreadfulnametheweaknessmaydeserve,ImustcandidlyownthatIamterrifiedtothinkmyhairmayevergetthin。'
'Ofcourse;asensiblewomanwouldratherloseherwitsthanherbeauty。'
'Idon'tcareifyoudosaysatireandjudgemecruelly。Iknowmyhairisbeautiful;everybodysaysso。'
'Why,mydearMissSwancourt,'hetenderlyreplied,'Ihavenotsaidanythingagainstit。Butyouknowwhatissaidabouthandsomebeingandhandsomedoing。'
'PoorMissHandsome-doescutsbutasorryfigurebesideMissHandsome-isineveryman'seyes,yourownnotexcepted,Mr。
Knight,thoughitpleasesyoutothrowoffso,'saidElfridesaucily。Andloweringhervoice:'Yououghtnottohavetakensomuchtroubletosavemefromfallingoverthecliff,foryoudon'tthinkminealifeworthmuchtroubleevidently。'
'Perhapsyouthinkminewasnotworthyours。'
'Itwasworthanybody's!'
Herhandwasplashinginthelittlewaterfall,andhereyeswerebentthesameway。
'Youtalkaboutmyseveritywithyou,Elfride。Youareunkindtome,youknow。'
'How?'sheasked,lookingupfromheridleoccupation。
'Aftermytakingtroubletogetjewellerytopleaseyou,youwouldn'tacceptit。'
'PerhapsIwouldnow;perhapsIwantto。'
'Do!'saidKnight。
Andthepacketwaswithdrawnfromhispocketandpresentedthethirdtime。Elfridetookitwithdelight。Theobstaclewasrentintwain,andthesignificantgiftwashers。
'I'lltakeouttheseuglyonesatonce,'sheexclaimed,'andI'llwearyours——shallI?'
'Ishouldbegratified。'
Now,thoughitmayseemunlikely,consideringhowfarthetwohadgoneinconverse,KnighthadneveryetventuredtokissElfride。
FarslowerwashethanStephenSmithinmatterslikethat。TheutmostadvancehehadmadeinsuchdemonstrationshadbeentothedegreewitnessedbyStepheninthesummer-house。SoElfride'scheekbeingstillforbiddenfruittohim,hesaidimpulsively。
'Elfie,Ishouldliketotouchthatseductiveearofyours。Thosearemygifts;soletmedressyouinthem。'
Shehesitatedwithastimulatinghesitation。
'Letmeputjustoneinitsplace,then?'
Herfacegrewmuchwarmer。
'Idon'tthinkitwouldbequitetheusualorpropercourse,'shesaid,suddenlyturningandresumingheroperationofplashingintheminiaturecataract。
Thestillnessofthingswasdisturbedbyabirdcomingtothestreamlettodrink。Afterwatchinghimdiphisbill,sprinklehimself,andflyintoatree,Knightreplied,withthecourteousbrusquenessshesomuchlikedtohear——
'Elfride,nowyoumayaswellbefair。Youwouldmindmydoingitbutlittle,Ithink;sogivemeleave,do。'
'Iwillbefair,then,'shesaidconfidingly,andlookinghimfullintheface。Itwasaparticularpleasuretohertobeabletodoalittlehonestywithoutfear。'Ishouldnotmindyourdoingso——
Ishouldlikesuchanattention。Mythoughtwas,woulditberighttoletyou?'
'ThenIwill!'herejoined,withthatsingularearnestnessaboutasmallmatter——intheeyesofaladies'manbutamomentarypegforflirtationorjest——whichisonlyfoundindeepnatureswhohavebeenwhollyunusedtotoyingwithwomankind,andwhich,fromitsunwontedness,isinitselfatributethemostpreciousthatcanberendered,andhomagethemostexquisitetobereceived。
'Andyoushall,'shewhispered,withoutreserve,andnolongermistressoftheceremonies。AndthenElfrideinclinedherselftowardshim,thrustbackherhair,andpoisedherheadsideways。
Indoingthisherarmandshouldernecessarilyrestedagainsthisbreast。
Atthetouch,thesensationofbothseemedtobeconcentratedatthepointofcontact。AllthetimehewasperformingthedelicatemanoeuvreKnighttrembledlikeayoungsurgeoninhisfirstoperation。
'Nowtheother,'saidKnightinawhisper。
'No,no。'
'Whynot?'
'Idon'tknowexactly。'
'Youmustknow。'
'Yourtouchagitatesmeso。Letusgohome。'
'Don'tsaythat,Elfride。Whatisit,afterall?Amerenothing。
Nowturnround,dearest。'
Shewaspowerlesstodisobey,andturnedforthwith;andthen,withoutanydefinedintentionineither'smind,hisfaceandhersdrewclosertogether;andhesupportedherthere,andkissedher。
Knightwasatoncethemostardentandthecoolestmanalive。
Whenhisemotionsslumberedheappearedalmostphlegmatic;whentheyweremovedhewasnolessthanpassionate。Andnow,withouthavingquiteintendedanearlymarriage,heputthequestionplainly。Itcamewithalltheardourwhichwastheaccumulationoflongyearsbehindanaturalreserve。
'Elfride,whenshallwebemarried?'
Thewordsweresweettoher;buttherewasabitterinthesweet。
Thesenewly-overtactsofhis,whichhadculminatedinthisplainquestion,comingontheverydayofMrs。Jethway'sblastingreproaches,painteddistinctlyherficklenessasanenormity。
Lovinghiminsecrethadnotseemedsuchthorough-goinginconstancyasthesameloverecognizedandacteduponinthefaceofthreats。Herdistractionwasinterpretedbyhimathersideastheoutwardsignsofanunwontedexperience。
'Idon'tpressyouforananswernow,darling,'hesaid,seeingshewasnotlikelytogivealucidreply。'Takeyourtime。'
Knightwasashonourableamanaswaseverlovedanddeludedbywoman。Itmaybesaidthathisblindnessinloveprovedthepoint,forshrewdnessinloveusuallygoeswithmeannessingeneral。Oncethepassionhadmasteredhim,theintellecthadgonefornaught。Knight,asalover,wasmoresingle-mindedandfarsimplerthanhisfriendStephen,whoinothercapacitieswasshallowbesidehim。
Withoutsayingmoreonthesubjectoftheirmarriage,Knightheldheratarm'slength,asifshehadbeenalargebouquet,andlookedatherwithcriticalaffection。
'Doesyourprettygiftbecomeme?'sheinquired,withtearsofexcitementonthefringesofhereyes。
'Undoubtedly,perfectly!'saidherlover,adoptingalightertonetoputheratherease。'Ah,youshouldseethem;youlookshinierthanever。FancythatIhavebeenabletoimproveyou!'
'AmIreallysonice?Iamgladforyoursake。IwishIcouldseemyself。'
'Youcan't。Youmustwaittillwegethome。'
'Ishallneverbeable,'shesaid,laughing。'Look:here'saway。'
'Sothereis。Welldone,woman'swit!'
'Holdmesteady!'
'Ohyes。'
'Anddon'tletmefall,willyou?'
'Bynomeans。'
Belowtheirseatthethreadofwaterpausedtospreadoutintoasmoothsmallpool。Knightsupportedherwhilstshekneltdownandleantoverit。
'Icanseemyself。Really,tryasreligiouslyasIwill,Icannothelpadmiringmyappearanceinthem。'
'Doubtless。Howcanyoubesofondoffinery?Ibelieveyouarecorruptingmeintoatasteforit。IusedtohateeverysuchthingbeforeIknewyou。'
'Ilikeornaments,becauseIwantpeopletoadmirewhatyoupossess,andenvyyou,andsay,"IwishIwashe。”'
'IsupposeIoughtnottoobjectafterthat。Andhowmuchlongerareyougoingtolookinthereatyourself?'
'Untilyouaretiredofholdingme?Oh,Iwanttoaskyousomething。'Andsheturnedround。'Nowtelltruly,won'tyou?
Whatcolourofhairdoyoulikebestnow?'
Knightdidnotansweratthemoment。
'Saylight,do!'shewhisperedcoaxingly。'Don'tsaydark,asyoudidthattime。'
'Light-brown,then。Exactlythecolourofmysweetheart's。'
'Really?'saidElfride,enjoyingastruthwhatsheknewtobeflattery。
'Yes。'
'Andblueeyes,too,nothazel?Sayyes,sayyes!'
'Onerecantationisenoughforto-day。'
'No,no。'
'Verywell,blueeyes。'AndKnightlaughed,anddrewhercloseandkissedherthesecondtime,whichoperationsheperformedwiththecarefulnessofafruiterertouchingabunchofgrapessoasnottodisturbtheirbloom。
Elfrideobjectedtoasecond,andflungawayherface,themovementcausingaslightdisarrangementofhatandhair。Hardlythinkingwhatshesaidinthetrepidationofthemoment,sheexclaimed,clappingherhandtoherear——
'Ah,wemustbecareful!Ilosttheotherearringdoinglikethis。'
Nosoonerdidsherealisethesignificantwordsthanatroubledlookpassedacrossherface,andsheshutherlipsasiftokeepthemback。
'Doinglikewhat?'saidKnight,perplexed。
'Oh,sittingdownoutofdoors,'sherepliedhastily。
ChapterXXIX
'Care,thoucanker。'
ItisaneveningatthebeginningofOctober,andthemellowestofautumnsunsetsirradiatesLondon,eventoitsuttermosteasternend。BetweentheeyeandtheflamingWest,columnsofsmokestandupinthestillairliketalltrees。Everythingintheshadeisrichandmistyblue。
Mr。andMrs。SwancourtandElfridearelookingattheselustrousandluridcontrastsfromthewindowofalargehotelnearLondonBridge。ThevisittotheirfriendsatSt。Leonardsisover,andtheyarestayingadayortwointhemetropolisontheirwayhome。
KnightspentthesameintervaloftimeincrossingovertoBrittanybywayofJerseyandSt。Malo。HethenpassedthroughNormandy,andreturnedtoLondonalso,hisarrivaltherehavingbeentwodayslaterthanthatofElfrideandherparents。
SotheeveningofthisOctoberdaysawthemallmeetingattheabove-mentionedhotel,wheretheyhadpreviouslyengagedapartments。DuringtheafternoonKnighthadbeentohislodgingsatRichmondtomakealittlechangeinthenatureofhisbaggage;
andoncomingupagaintherewasneverusheredbyablandwaiterintoacomfortableroomahappiermanthanKnightwhenshowntowhereElfrideandherstep-motherweresittingafterafatiguingdayofshopping。
Elfridelookednonethebetterforherchange:Knightwasasbrownasanut。Theyweresoonengagedbythemselvesinacorneroftheroom。Nowthatthepreciouswordsofpromisehadbeenspoken,theyounggirlhadnoideaofkeepingupherpricebythesystemofreservewhichothermoreaccomplishedmaidensuse。Herloverwaswithheragain,anditwasenough:shemadeherheartovertohimentirely。
Dinnerwassoondespatched。Andwhenapreliminaryroundofconversationconcerningtheirdoingssincethelastpartinghadbeenconcluded,theyrevertedtothesubjectofto-morrow'sjourneyhome。
'ThatenervatingridethroughthemyrtleclimateofSouthDevon——
howIdreaditto-morrow!'Mrs。Swancourtwassaying。'Ihadhopedtheweatherwouldhavebeencoolerbythistime。'
'Didyouevergobywater?'saidKnight。
'Never——bynever,Imeannotsincethetimeofrailways。'
'Thenifyoucanaffordanadditionalday,Iproposethatwedoit,'saidKnight。'TheChannelislikealakejustnow。WeshouldreachPlymouthinaboutfortyhours,Ithink,andtheboatsstartfromjustbelowthebridgehere'pointingoverhisshouldereastward。
'Hear,hear!'saidthevicar。
'It'sanidea,certainly,'saidhiswife。
'Ofcoursethesecoastersarerathertubby,'saidKnight。'Butyouwouldn'tmindthat?'
'No:wewouldn'tmind。'
'Andthesaloonisaplacelikethefishmarketofaninth-ratecountrytown,butthatwouldn'tmatter?'
'Ohdear,no。Ifwehadonlythoughtofitsoonenough,wemighthavehadtheuseofLordLuxellian'syacht。Butnevermind,we'llgo。WeshallescapetheworryingrattlethroughthewholelengthofLondonto-morrowmorning——nottomentiontheriskofbeingkilledbyexcursiontrains,whichisnotalittleoneatthistimeoftheyear,ifthepapersaretrue。'
Elfride,too,thoughtthearrangementdelightful;andaccordingly,teno'clockthefollowingmorningsawtwocabscrawlingroundbytheMint,andbetweenthepreternaturallyhighwallsofNightingaleLanetowardstheriverside。
Thefirstvehiclewasoccupiedbythetravellersinperson,andthesecondbroughtuptheluggage,underthesupervisionofMrs。
Snewson,Mrs。Swancourt'smaid——andforthelastfortnightElfride'salso;foralthoughtheyoungerladyhadneverbeenaccustomedtoanysuchattendantatrobingtimes,herstepmotherforcedherintoasemblanceoffamiliaritywithonewhentheywereawayfromhome。
Presentlywaggons,bales,andsmellsofalldescriptionsincreasedtosuchanextentthattheadvanceofthecabswasattheslowestpossiblerate。Atintervalsitwasnecessarytohaltentirely,thattheheavyvehiclesunloadinginfrontmightbemovedaside,afeatwhichwasnotaccomplishedwithoutadealofswearingandnoise。Thevicarputhisheadoutofthewindow。
'Surelytheremustbesomemistakeintheway,'hesaidwithgreatconcern,drawinginhisheadagain。'There'snotarespectableconveyancetobeseenhereexceptours。I'veheardthattherearestrangedensinthispartofLondon,intowhichpeoplehavebeenentrappedandmurdered——surelythereisnoconspiracyonthepartofthecabman?'
'Ohno,no。Itisallright,'saidMr。Knight,whowasasplacidasdewyevebythesideofElfride。
'ButwhatIarguefrom,'saidthevicar,withagreateremphasisofuneasiness,'areplainappearances。Thiscan'tbethehighwayfromLondontoPlymouthbywater,becauseitisnowayatalltoanyplace。Weshallmissoursteamerandourtraintoo——that'swhatIthink。'
'Dependuponitweareright。Infact,hereweare。'
'Trimmer'sWharf,'saidthecabman,openingthedoor。
Nosoonerhadtheyalightedthantheyperceivedatusslegoingonbetweenthehindmostcabmanandacrowdoflightporterswhohadchargedhimincolumn,toobtainpossessionofthebagsandboxes,Mrs。Snewson'shandsbeingseenstretchedtowardsheaveninthemidstofthemelee。Knightadvancedgallantly,andafterahardstrugglereducedthecrowdtotwo,uponwhoseshouldersandtrucksthegoodsvanishedawayinthedirectionofthewater'sedgewithstartlingrapidity。
Thenmoreofthesametribe,whohadrunonahead,wereheardshoutingtoboatmen,threeofwhompulledalongside,andtwobeingvanquished,theluggagewenttumblingintotheremainingone。
'Neversawsuchadreadfulsceneinmylife——never!'saidMr。
Swancourt,flounderingintotheboat。'WorsethanFamineandSworduponone。Ithoughtsuchcustomswereconfinedtocontinentalports。Aren'tyouastonished,Elfride?'
'Ohno,'saidElfride,appearingamidthedingyscenelikearainbowinamurkysky。'Itisapleasantnovelty,Ithink。'
'Whereinthewideoceanisoursteamer?'thevicarinquired。'I
canseenothingbutoldhulks,forthelifeofme。'
'Justbehindthatone,'saidKnight;'weshallsoonberoundunderher。'
Theobjectoftheirsearchwassoonafterdisclosedtoview——agreatlumberingformofinkyblackness,whichlookedasifithadneverknownthetouchofapaint-brushforfiftyyears。Itwaslyingbesidejustsuchanother,andthewayonboardwasdownanarrowlaneofwaterbetweenthetwo,aboutayardandahalfwideatoneend,andgraduallyconvergingtoapoint。Atthemomentoftheirentryintothisnarrowpassage,abrilliantlypaintedrivalpaddleddowntheriverlikeatrottingsteed,creatingsuchaseriesofwavesandsplashesthattheirfrailwherrywastossedlikeateacup,andthevicarandhiswifeslantedthiswayandthat,incliningtheirheadsintocontactwithaPunch-and-Judyairandcountenance,thewaveletsstrikingthesidesofthetwohulls,andflappingbackintotheirlaps。
'Dreadful!horrible!'Mr。Swancourtmurmuredprivately;andsaidaloud,Ithoughtwewalkedonboard。Idon'tthinkreallyI
shouldhavecome,ifIhadknownthistroublewasattachedtoit。'
'Iftheymustsplash,Iwishtheywouldsplashuswithcleanwater,'saidtheoldlady,wipingherdresswithherhandkerchief。
'Ihopeitisperfectlysafe,'continuedthevicar。
'Opapa!youarenotverybrave,'criedElfridemerrily。
'Braveryisonlyobtusenesstotheperceptionofcontingencies,'
Mr。Swancourtseverelyanswered。
Mrs。Swancourtlaughed,andElfridelaughed,andKnightlaughed,inthemidstofwhichpleasantnessamanshoutedtothemfromsomepositionbetweentheirheadsandthesky,andtheyfoundtheywereclosetotheJuliet,intowhichtheyquiveringlyascended。
Ithavingbeenfoundthatthelownessofthetidewouldpreventtheirgettingoffforanhour,theSwancourts,havingnothingelsetodo,allowedtheireyestoidleuponmeninbluejerseysperformingmysteriousmendingoperationswithtar-twine;theyturnedtolookatthedashesofluridsunlight,likeburnishedcopperstarsafloatontheripples,whichdancedintoandtantalizedtheirvision;orlistenedtotheloudmusicofasteam-
craneatworkcloseby;ortosighingsoundsfromthefunnelsofpassingsteamers,gettingdeadastheygrewmoredistant;ortoshoutsfromthedecksofdifferentcraftintheirvicinity,allofthemassumingtheformof'Ah-he-hay!'
Half-pastten:notyetoff。Mr。Swancourtbreathedabreathofweariness,andlookedathisfellow-travellersingeneral。Theirfaceswerecertainlynotworthlookingat。Theexpression'Waiting'waswrittenuponthemsoabsolutelythatnothingmorecouldbediscernedthere。AllanimationwassuspendedtillProvidenceshouldraisethewaterandletthemgo。
'Ihavebeenthinking,'saidKnight,'thatwehavecomeamongsttherarestclassofpeopleinthekingdom。Ofallhumancharacteristics,alowopinionofthevalueofhisowntimebyanindividualmustbeamongthestrangesttofind。Hereweseenumbersofthatpatientandhappyspecies。Rovers,asdistinctfromtravellers。'
'Buttheyarepleasure-seekers,towhomtimeisofnoimportance。'
'Ohno。Thepleasure-seekerswemeetonthegrandroutesaremoreanxiousthancommercialtravellerstorushon。Andaddedtothelossoftimeingettingtotheirjourney'send,theseexceptionalpeopletaketheirchanceofsea-sicknessbycomingthisway。'
'Canitbe?'inquiredthevicarwithapprehension。'Surelynot,Mr。Knight,justhereinourEnglishChannel——closeatourdoors,asImaysay。'
'Entrancepassagesareverydraughtyplaces,andtheChannelisliketherest。Itruinsthetemperofsailors。IthasbeencalculatedbyphilosophersthatmoredamnsgouptoheavenfromtheChannel,inthecourseofayear,thanfromallthefiveoceansputtogether。'
Theyreallystartnow,andthedeadlooksofallthethrongcometolifeimmediately。Themanwhohasbeenfranticallyhaulinginaropethatbadefairtohavenoendceaseshislabours,andtheyglidedowntheserpentinebendsoftheThames。
AnythinganywherewasamineofinteresttoElfride,andsowasthis。
'Itiswellenoughnow,'saidMrs。Swancourt,aftertheyhadpassedtheNore,'butIcan'tsayIhavecaredformyvoyagehitherto。'Forbeingnowintheopenseaaslightbreezehadsprungup,whichcheeredheraswellashertwoyoungercompanions。Butunfortunatelyithadareverseeffectuponthevicar,who,afterturningasortofapricotjamcolour,interspersedwithdashesofraspberry,pleadedindisposition,andvanishedfromtheirsight。
Theafternoonworeon。Mrs。Swancourtkindlysatapartbyherselfreading,andthebetrothedpairwerelefttothemselves。ElfrideclungtrustinglytoKnight'sarm,andproudwasshetowalkwithhimupanddownthedeck,ortogoforward,andleaningwithhimagainsttheforecastlerails,watchthesettingsungraduallywithdrawingitselfovertheirsternintoahugebankoflividcloudwithgoldenedgesthatrosetomeetit。