ThreehoursandahalfofstraininguphillsandjoggingdownbroughtthemtoSt。Launce's,themarkettownandrailwaystationnearesttoEndelstow,andtheplacefromwhichStephenSmithhadjourneyedoverthedownsonthe,tohim,memorablewintereveningatthebeginningofthesameyear。Thecarrier'svanwassotimedastomeetastartingup-train,whichStephenentered。Twoorthreehours'railwaytravelthroughverticalcuttingsinmetamorphicrock,throughoakcopsesrichandgreen,stretchingoverslopesanddowndelightfulvalleys,glens,andravines,sparklingwithwaterlikemany-rilledIda,andheplungedamidthehundredandfiftythousandpeoplecomposingthetownofPlymouth。
  Therebeingsometimeuponhishandshelefthisluggageatthecloak-room,andwentonfootalongBedfordStreettothenearestchurch。HereStephenwanderedamongthemultifarioustombstonesandlookedinatthechancelwindow,dreamingofsomethingthatwaslikelytohappenbythealtarthereinthecourseofthecomingmonth。HeturnedawayandascendedtheHoe,viewedthemagnificentstretchofseaandmassivepromontoriesofland,butwithoutparticularlydiscerningonefeatureofthevariedperspective。Hestillsawthatinnerprospect——theeventhehopedforinyonderchurch。ThewideSound,theBreakwater,thelight-
  houseonfar-offEddystone,thedarksteamvessels,brigs,barques,andschooners,eitherfloatingstilly,orglidingwithtiniestmotion,wereasthedream,then;thedreamed-ofeventwasasthereality。
  SoonStephenwentdownfromtheHoe,andreturnedtotherailwaystation。Hetookhisticket,andenteredtheLondontrain。
  ThatdaywasanirksometimeatEndelstowvicarage。NeitherfathernordaughteralludedtothedepartureofStephen。Mr。
  Swancourt'smannertowardsherpartookofthecompunctiouskindnessthatarisesfromamisgivingastothejusticeofsomepreviousact。
  Eitherfromlackofthecapacitytograspthewholecoupd'oeil,orfromanaturalendowmentforcertainkindsofstoicism,womenarecoolerthanmenincriticalsituationsofthepassiveform。
  Probably,inElfride'scaseatleast,itwasblindnesstothegreatercontingenciesofthefutureshewaspreparingforherself,whichenabledhertoaskherfatherinaquietvoiceifhecouldgiveheraholidaysoon,toridetoSt。Launce'sandgoontoPlymouth。
  Now,shehadonlyoncebeforegonealonetoPlymouth,andthatwasinconsequenceofsomeunavoidabledifficulty。Beingacountrygirl,andagood,nottosayawild,horsewoman,ithadbeenherdelighttocanter,withouttheghostofanattendant,overthefourteenorsixteenmilesofhardroadinterveningbetweentheirhomeandthestationatSt。Launce's,putupthehorse,andgoontheremainderofthedistancebytrain,returninginthesamemannerintheevening。Itwasthenresolvedthat,thoughshehadsuccessfullyaccomplishedthisjourneyonce,itwasnottoberepeatedwithoutsomeattendance。
  ButElfridemustnotbeconfoundedwithordinaryyoungfeminineequestrians。Thecircumstancesofherlonelyandnarrowlifemadeitimperativethatintrottingabouttheneighbourhoodshemusttrotaloneorelsenotatall。Usagesoonrenderedthisperfectlynaturaltoherself。Herfather,whohadhadotherexperiences,didnotmuchliketheideaofaSwancourt,whosepedigreecouldbeasdistinctlytracedasathreadinaskeinofsilk,scamperingoverthehillslikeafarmer'sdaughter,eventhoughhecouldhabituallyneglecther。Butwhatwithhisnotbeingabletoaffordheraregularattendant,andhisinveteratehabitoflettinganythingbetosavehimselftrouble,thecircumstancegrewcustomary。Andsotherearoseachronicnotioninthevillagers'
  mindsthatallladiesrodewithoutanattendant,likeMissSwancourt,exceptafewwhoweresometimesvisitingatLordLuxellian's。
  'Idon'tlikeyourgoingtoPlymouthalone,particularlygoingtoSt。Launce'sonhorseback。Whynotdrive,andtaketheman?'
  'Itisnotnicetobesooverlooked。'Worm'scompanywouldnotseriouslyhaveinterferedwithherplans,butitwasherhumourtogowithouthim。
  'Whendoyouwanttogo?'saidherfather。
  Sheonlyanswered,'Soon。'
  'Iwillconsider,'hesaid。
  Onlyafewdayselapsedbeforesheaskedagain。AletterhadreachedherfromStephen。Ithadbeentimedtocomeonthatdaybyspecialarrangementbetweenthem。InithenamedtheearliestmorningonwhichhecouldmeetheratPlymouth。HerfatherhadbeenonajourneytoStratleigh,andreturnedinunusualbuoyancyofspirit。Itwasagoodopportunity;andsincethedismissalofStephenherfatherhadbeengenerallyinamoodtomakesmallconcessions,thathemightsteerclearoflargeonesconnectedwiththatoutcastloverofhers。
  'NextThursdayweekIamgoingfromhomeinadifferentdirection,'saidherfather。'Infact,Ishallleavehomethenightbefore。Youmightchoosethesameday,fortheywishtotakeupthecarpets,orsomesuchthing,Ithink。AsIsaid,I
  don'tlikeyoutobeseeninatownonhorsebackalone;butgoifyouwill。'
  Thursdayweek。HerfatherhadnamedtheverydaythatStephenalsohadnamedthatmorningastheearliestonwhichitwouldbeofanyusetomeether;thatwas,aboutfifteendaysfromthedayonwhichhehadleftEndelstow。Fifteendays——thatfragmentofdurationwhichhasacquiredsuchaninterestingindividualityfromitsconnectionwiththeEnglishmarriagelaw。
  Sheinvoluntarilylookedatherfathersostrangely,thatonbecomingconsciousofthelookshepaledwithembarrassment。Herfather,too,lookedconfused。Whatwashethinkingof?
  ThereseemedtobeaspecialfacilityofferedherbyapowerexternaltoherselfinthecircumstancethatMr。Swancourthadproposedtoleavehomethenightprevioustoherwished-forday。
  Herfatherseldomtooklongjourneys;seldomsleptfromhomeexceptperhapsonthenightfollowingaremoteVisitation。Well,shewouldnotinquiretoocuriouslyintothereasonoftheopportunity,nordidhe,aswouldhavebeennatural,proceedtoexplainitofhisownaccord。Inmattersoffacttherehadhithertobeennoreservebetweenthem,thoughtheywerenotusuallyconfidentialinitsfullsense。ButthedivergenceoftheiremotionsonStephen'saccounthadproducedanestrangementwhichjustatpresentwenteventotheextentofreticenceonthemostordinaryhouseholdtopics。
  Elfridewasalmostunconsciouslyrelieved,persuadingherselfthatherfather'sreserveonhisbusinessjustifiedherinsecrecyasregardedherown——asecrecywhichwasnecessarilyaforegonedecisionwithher。Soanxiousisayoungconsciencetodiscoverapalliative,thattheexpostfactonatureofareasonisofnoaccountinexcludingit。
  Theinterveningfortnightwasspentbyhermostlyinwalkingbyherselfamongtheshrubsandtrees,indulgingsometimesinsanguineanticipations;more,farmorefrequently,inmisgivings。
  Allherflowersseemeddullofhue;herpetsseemedtolookwistfullyintohereyes,asiftheynolongerstoodinthesamefriendlyrelationtoherasformerly。Sheworemelancholyjewellery,gazedatsunsets,andtalkedtooldmenandwomen。Itwasthefirsttimethatshehadhadaninnerandprivateworldapartfromthevisibleoneabouther。Shewishedthatherfather,insteadofneglectingherevenmorethanusual,wouldmakesomeadvance——justoneword;shewouldthentellall,andriskStephen'sdispleasure。Thusbroughtroundtotheyouthagain,shesawhiminherfancy,standing,touchingher,hiseyesfullofsadaffection,hopelesslyrenouncinghisattemptbecauseshehadrenouncedhers;andshecouldnotrecede。
  OntheWednesdayshewastoreceiveanotherletter。Shehadresolvedtoletherfatherseethearrivalofthisone,betheconsequenceswhattheymight:thedreadoflosingherloverbythisdeedofhonestypreventedheractingupontheresolve。Fiveminutesbeforethepostman'sexpectedarrivalsheslippedout,anddownthelanetomeethim。Shemethimimmediatelyuponturningasharpangle,whichhidherfromviewinthedirectionofthevicarage。Themansmilinglyhandedonemissive,andwasgoingontohandanother,acircularfromsometradesman。
  'No,'shesaid;'takethatontothehouse。'
  'Why,miss,youaredoingwhatyourfatherhasdoneforthelastfortnight。'
  Shedidnotcomprehend。
  'Why,cometothiscorner,andtakealetterofmeeverymorning,allwritinthesamehandwriting,andlettinganyothersforhimgoontothehouse。'Andonthepostmanwent。
  Nosoonerhadheturnedthecornerbehindherbackthansheheardherfathermeetandaddresstheman。Shehadsavedherletterbytwominutes。Herfatheraudiblywentthroughpreciselythesameperformanceasshehadjustbeenguiltyofherself。
  Thisstealthyconductofhiswas,tosaytheleast,peculiar。
  Givenanimpulsiveinconsequentgirl,neglectedastoherinnerlifebyheronlyparent,andthefollowingforcesalivewithinher;todeterminearesultant:
  Firstloveacteduponbyadeadlyfearofseparationfromitsobject:inexperience,guidingonwardafranticwishtopreventtheabove-namedissue:misgivingsastopropriety,metbyhopeofultimateexoneration:indignationatparentalinconsistencyinfirstencouraging,thenforbidding:achillingsenseofdisobedience,overpoweredbyaconscientiousinabilitytobrookabreakingofplightedfaithwithamanwho,inessentials,hadremainedunalteredfromthebeginning:ablessedhopethatoppositionwouldturnanerroneousjudgement:abrightfaiththatthingswouldmendthereby,andwindupwell。
  Probablytheresultwould,afterall,havebeennil,hadnotthefollowingfewremarksbeenmadeonedayatbreakfast。
  Herfatherwasinhisoldheartyspirits。Hesmiledtohimselfatstoriestoobadtotell,andcalledElfridealittlescampforsurreptitiouslypreservingsomeblindkittensthatoughttohavebeendrowned。Afterthisexpression,shesaidtohimsuddenly:
  IfMr。Smithhadbeenalreadyinthefamily,youwouldnothavebeenmadewretchedbydiscoveringhehadpoorrelations?'
  'Doyoumeaninthefamilybymarriage?'herepliedinattentively,andcontinuingtopeelhisegg。
  Theaccumulatingscarlettoldthatwashermeaning,asmuchastheaffirmativereply。
  'Ishouldhaveputupwithit,nodoubt,'Mr。Swancourtobserved。
  'Sothatyouwouldnothavebeendrivenintohopelessmelancholy,buthavemadethebestofhim?'
  Elfride'serraticmindhadfromheryouthupwardsbeenconstantlyinthehabitofperplexingherfatherbyhypotheticalquestions,basedonabsurdconditions。Thepresentseemedtobecastsopreciselyinthemouldofpreviousonesthat,notbeinggiventosynthesesofcircumstances,heanswereditwithcustomarycomplacency。
  'Ifhewerealliedtousirretrievably,ofcourseI,oranysensibleman,shouldacceptconditionsthatcouldnotbealtered;
  certainlynotbehopelesslymelancholyaboutit。Idon'tbelieveanythingintheworldwouldmakemehopelesslymelancholy。Anddon'tletanythingmakeyouso,either。'
  'Iwon't,papa,'shecried,withaserenebrightnessthatpleasedhim。
  CertainlyMr。Swancourtmusthavebeenfarfromthinkingthatthebrightnesscamefromanexhilaratingintentiontoholdbacknolongerfromthemadactionshehadplanned。
  IntheeveninghedroveawaytowardsStratleigh,quitealone。Itwasanunusualcourseforhim。AtthedoorElfridehadbeenagainalmostimpelledbyherfeelingstopouroutall。
  'WhyareyougoingtoStratleigh,papa?'shesaid,andlookedathimlongingly。
  'Iwilltellyouto-morrowwhenIcomeback,'hesaidcheerily;
  'notbeforethen,Elfride。Thouwiltnotutterwhatthoudostnotknow,andsofarwillItrustthee,gentleElfride。'
  Shewasrepressedandhurt。
  'IwilltellyoumyerrandtoPlymouth,too,whenIcomeback,'
  shemurmured。
  Hewentaway。Hisjocularitymadeherintentionseemthelighter,ashisindifferencemadehermoreresolvedtodoassheliked。
  ItwasafamiliarSeptembersunset,dark-bluefragmentsofclouduponanorange-yellowsky。Thesesunsetsusedtotempthertowalktowardsthem,asanybeautifulthingtemptsanearapproach。
  Shewentthroughthefieldtotheprivethedge,clamberedintothemiddleofit,andreclineduponthethickboughs。Afterlookingwestwardforaconsiderabletime,sheblamedherselffornotlookingeastwardtowhereStephenwas,andturnedround。
  Ultimatelyhereyesfellupontheground。
  Apeculiaritywasobservablebeneathher。Agreenfieldspreaditselfoneachsideofthehedge,onebelongingtotheglebe,theotherbeingapartofthelandattachedtothemanor-houseadjoining。Onthevicaragesideshesawalittlefootpath,thedistinctiveandaltogetherexceptionalfeatureofwhichconsistedinitsbeingonlyabouttenyardslong;itterminatedabruptlyateachend。
  Afootpath,suddenlybeginningandsuddenlyending,comingfromnowhereandleadingnowhere,shehadneverseenbefore。
  Yes,shehad,onsecondthoughts。Shehadseenexactlysuchapathtroddeninthefrontofbarracksbythesentry。
  Andthisrecollectionexplainedtheoriginofthepathhere。Herfatherhadtroddenitbypacingupanddown,asshehadonceseenhimdoing。
  Sittingonthehedgeasshesatnow,hereyescommandedaviewofbothsidesofit。Andafewminuteslater,Elfridelookedovertothemanorside。
  Herewasanothersentrypath。Itwaslikethefirstinlength,anditbeganandendedexactlyoppositethebeginningandendingofitsneighbour,butitwasthinner,andlessdistinct。
  Tworeasonsexistedforthedifference。Thisonemighthavebeentroddenbyasimilarweightoftreadtotheother,exercisedalessnumberoftimes;oritmighthavebeenwalkedjustasfrequently,butbylighterfeet。
  ProbablyagentlemanfromScotland-yard,hadhebeenpassingatthetime,mighthaveconsideredthelatteralternativeasthemoreprobable。Elfridethoughtotherwise,sofarasshethoughtatall。ButherowngreatTo-Morrowwasnowimminent;allthoughtsinspiredbycasualsightsoftheeyewereonlyallowedtoexercisethemselvesininferiorcornersofherbrain,previouslytobeingbanishedaltogether。
  Elfridewasatlengthcompelledtoreasonpracticallyuponherundertaking。Allherdefiniteperceptionsthereon,whentheemotionaccompanyingthemwasabstracted,amountedtonomorethanthese:
  'Sayanhourandthree-quarterstoridetoSt。Launce's。
  'SayhalfanhourattheFalcontochangemydress。
  'SaytwohourswaitingforsometrainandgettingtoPlymouth。
  'Sayanhourtosparebeforetwelveo'clock。
  'TotaltimefromleavingEndelstowtilltwelveo'clock,fivehours。
  'ThereforeIshallhavetostartatseven。'
  Nosurpriseorsenseofunwontednessenteredthemindsoftheservantsatherearlyride。Themonotonyoflifeweassociatewithpeopleofsmallincomesindistrictsoutofthesoundoftherailwaywhistle,hasoneexception,whichputsintoshadetheexperienceofdwellersaboutthegreatcentresofpopulation——thatis,intravelling。Everyjourneythereismoreorlessanadventure;adventuroushoursarenecessarilychosenforthemostcommonplaceouting。MissElfridehadtoleaveearly——thatwasall。
  Elfrideneverwentoutonhorsebackbutshebroughthomesomething——somethingfound,orsomethingbought。Ifshetrottedtotownorvillage,herburdenwasbooks。Iftohills,woods,ortheseashore,itwaswonderfulmosses,abnormaltwigs,ahandkerchiefofwetshellsorseaweed。
  Once,inmuddyweather,whenPansywaswalkingwithherdownthestreetofCastleBoterel,onafair-day,apacketinfrontofherandapacketunderherarm,anaccidentbefellthepackets,andtheyslippeddown。Ononesideofher,threevolumesoffictionlaykissingthemud;ontheothernumerousskeinsofpolychromaticwoolslayabsorbingit。Unpleasantwomensmiledthroughwindowsatthemishap,themenalllookedround,andaboy,whowasmindingaginger-breadstallwhilsttheownerhadgonetogetdrunk,laughedloudly。Theblueeyesturnedtosapphires,andthecheekscrimsonedwithvexation。
  Afterthatmisadventureshesetherwitstowork,andwasingeniousenoughtoinventanarrangementofsmallstrapsaboutthesaddle,bywhichagreatdealcouldbesafelycarriedthereon,inasmallcompass。Hereshenowspreadoutandfastenedaplaindarkwalking-dressandafewothertriflesofapparel。Wormopenedthegateforher,andshevanishedaway。
  Oneofthebrightestmorningsoflatesummershoneuponher。Theheatherwasatitspurplest,thefurzeatitsyellowest,thegrasshopperschirpedloudenoughforbirds,thesnakeshissedlikelittleengines,andElfrideatfirstfeltlively。SittingateaseuponPansy,inherorthodoxriding-habitandnondescripthat,shelookedwhatshefelt。Butthemercuryofthosedayshadatrickoffallingunexpectedly。First,onlyforoneminuteintenhadsheasenseofdepression。Thenalargecloud,thathadbeenhanginginthenorthlikeablackfleece,cameandplaceditselfbetweenherandthesun。Ithelpedonwhatwasalreadyinevitable,andshesankintoauniformityofsadness。
  Sheturnedinthesaddleandlookedback。Theywerenowonanopentable-land,whosealtitudestillgaveheraviewoftheseabyEndelstow。Shelookedlonginglyatthatspot。
  DuringthislittlerevulsionoffeelingPansyhadbeenstilladvancing,andElfridefeltitwouldbeabsurdtoturnherlittlemare'sheadtheotherway。'Still,'shethought,'ifIhadamammaathomeIWOULDgoback!'
  Andmakingoneofthosestealthymovementsbywhichwomenlettheirheartsjugglewiththeirbrains,shedidputthehorse'sheadabout,asifunconsciously,andwentatahand-galloptowardshomeformorethanamile。Bythistime,fromtheinveteratehabitofvaluingwhatwehaverenounceddirectlythealternativeischosen,thethoughtofherforsakenStephenrecalledher,andsheturnedabout,andcanteredontoSt。Launce'sagain。
  Thismiserablestrifeofthoughtnowbegantorageinallitswildness。Overwroughtandtrembling,shedroppedthereinuponPansy'sshoulders,andvowedshewouldbeledwhitherthehorsewouldtakeher。
  Pansyslackenedherpacetoawalk,andwalkedonwithheragitatedburdenforthreeorfourminutes。Attheexpirationofthistimetheyhadcometoalittleby-wayontheright,leadingdownaslopetoapoolofwater。Theponystopped,lookedtowardsthepool,andthenadvancedandstoopedtodrink。
  ElfridelookedatherwatchanddiscoveredthatifsheweregoingtoreachSt。Launce'searlyenoughtochangeherdressattheFalcon,andgetachanceofsomeearlytraintoPlymouth——therewereonlytwoavailable——itwasnecessarytoproceedatonce。
  Shewasimpatient。ItseemedasifPansywouldneverstopdrinking;andthereposeofthepool,theidlemotionsoftheinsectsandfliesuponit,theplacidwavingoftheflags,theleaf-skeletons,likeGenoesefiligree,placidlysleepingatthebottom,bytheircontrastwithherownturmoilmadeherimpatiencegreater。
  Pansydidturnatlast,andwentuptheslopeagaintothehigh-
  road。Theponycameuponit,andstoodcross-wise,lookingupanddown。Elfride'sheartthrobbederratically,andshethought,'Horses,iflefttothemselves,makeforwheretheyarebestfed。
  Pansywillgohome。'
  PansyturnedandwalkedontowardsSt。Launce'sPansyathome,duringsummer,hadlittlebutgrasstoliveon。
  AfteraruntoSt。Launce'sshealwayshadafeedofcorntosupportheronthereturnjourney。Therefore,beingnowmorethanhalfway,shepreferredSt。Launce's。
  ButElfridedidnotrememberthisnow。Allshecaredtorecognizewasadreamyfancythatto-day'srashactionwasnotherown。Shewasdisabledbyhermoods,anditseemedindispensabletoadheretotheprogramme。Sostrangelyinvolvedaremotivesthat,morethanbyherpromisetoStephen,moreeventhanbyherlove,shewasforcedonbyasenseofthenecessityofkeepingfaithwithherself,aspromisedintheinanevowoftenminutesago。
  Shehesitatednolonger。Pansywent,likethesteedofAdonis,asifshetoldthesteps。PresentlythequaintgablesandjumbledroofsofSt。Launce'swerespreadbeneathher,andgoingdownthehillsheenteredthecourtyardoftheFalcon。Mrs。Buckle,thelandlady,cametothedoortomeether。
  TheSwancourtswerewellknownhere。Thetransitionfromequestriantotheordinaryguiseofrailwaytravellershadbeenmorethanonceperformedbyfatheranddaughterinthisestablishment。
  InlessthanaquarterofanhourElfrideemergedfromthedoorinherwalkingdress,andwenttotherailway。ShehadnottoldMrs。
  Buckleanythingastoherintentions,andwassupposedtohavegoneoutshopping。
  Anhourandfortyminuteslater,andshewasinStephen'sarmsatthePlymouthstation。Notupontheplatform——inthesecretretreatofadesertedwaiting-room。
  Stephen'sfacebodedill。Hewaspaleanddespondent。
  Whatisthematter?'sheasked。
  'Wecannotbemarriedhereto-day,myElfie!Ioughttohaveknownitandstayedhere。InmyignoranceIdidnot。Ihavethelicence,butitcanonlybeusedinmyparishinLondon。Ionlycamedownlastnight,asyouknow。'
  'Whatshallwedo?'shesaidblankly。
  'There'sonlyonethingwecando,darling。'
  'What'sthat?'
  'GoontoLondonbyatrainjuststarting,andbemarriedthereto-morrow。'
  'Passengersforthe11。5up-traintaketheirseats!'saidaguard'svoiceontheplatform。
  'Willyougo,Elfride?'
  'Iwill。'
  Inthreeminutesthetrainhadmovedoff,bearingawaywithitStephenandElfride。
  ChapterXII
  'Adieu!shecries,andwavedherlilyhand。'
  Thefewtatteredcloudsofthemorningenlargedandunited,thesunwithdrewbehindthemtoemergenomorethatday,andtheeveningdrewtoacloseindriftsofrain。Thewater-dropsbeatlikeduckshotagainstthewindowoftherailway-carriagecontainingStephenandElfride。
  ThejourneyfromPlymouthtoPaddington,byeventhemostheadlongexpress,allowsquiteenoughleisureforpassionofanysorttocool。Elfride'sexcitementhadpassedoff,andshesatinakindofstuporduringthelatterhalfofthejourney。Shewasarousedbytheclangingofthemazeofrailsoverwhichtheytracedtheirwayattheentrancetothestation。
  IsthisLondon?'shesaid。
  'Yes,darling,'saidStepheninatoneofassurancehewasfarfromfeeling。Tohim,nolessthantoher,therealitysogreatlydifferedfromtheprefiguring。
  Shepeeredoutaswellasthewindow,beadedwithdrops,wouldallowher,andsawonlythelamps,whichhadjustbeenlit,blinkinginthewetatmosphere,androwsofhideouszincchimney-
  pipesindimreliefagainstthesky。Shewritheduneasily,aswhenathoughtisswellinginthemindwhichmustcausemuchpainatitsdeliveranceinwords。Elfridehadknownnomoreaboutthestingsofevilreportthanthenativewild-fowlknewoftheeffectsofCrusoe'sfirstshot。Nowshesawalittlefurther,andalittlefurtherstill。
  Thetrainstopped。Stephenrelinquishedthesofthandhehadheldalltheday,andproceededtoassistherontotheplatform。
  Thisactofalightinguponstrangegroundseemedallthatwaswantedtocompletearesolutionwithinher。
  Shelookedatherbetrothedwithdespairingeyes。
  'OStephen,'sheexclaimed,'Iamsomiserable!Imustgohomeagain——Imust——Imust!Forgivemywretchedvacillation。Idon'tlikeithere——normyself——noryou!'
  Stephenlookedbewildered,anddidnotspeak。
  'Willyouallowmetogohome?'sheimplored。'Iwon'ttroubleyoutogowithme。Iwillnotbeanyweightuponyou;onlysayyouwillagreetomyreturning;thatyouwillnothatemeforit,Stephen!ItisbetterthatIshouldreturnagain;indeeditis,Stephen。'
  'Butwecan'treturnnow,'hesaidinadeprecatorytone。
  'Imust!Iwill!'
  'How?Whendoyouwanttogo?'
  'Now。Canwegoatonce?'
  Theladlookedhopelesslyalongtheplatform。
  'Ifyoumustgo,andthinkitwrongtoremain,dearest,'saidhesadly,'youshall。Youshalldowhateveryoulike,myElfride。
  Butwouldyouinrealityrathergonowthanstaytillto-morrow,andgoasmywife?'
  'Yes,yes——much——anythingtogonow。Imust;Imust!'shecried。
  'Weoughttohavedoneoneoftwothings,'heansweredgloomily。
  'Nevertohavestarted,ornottohavereturnedwithoutbeingmarried。Idon'tliketosayit,Elfride——indeedIdon't;butyoumustbetoldthis,thatgoingbackunmarriedmaycompromiseyourgoodnameintheeyesofpeoplewhomayhearofit。'
  'Theywillnot;andImustgo。'
  'OElfride!Iamtoblameforbringingyouaway。'
  'Notatall。Iamtheelder。'
  'Byamonth;andwhat'sthat?Butnevermindthatnow。'Helookedaround。'IsthereatrainforPlymouthto-night?'heinquiredofaguard。Theguardpassedonanddidnotspeak。
  'IsthereatrainforPlymouthto-night?'saidElfridetoanother。
  'Yes,miss;the8。10——leavesintenminutes。Youhavecometothewrongplatform;itistheotherside。ChangeatBristolintothenightmail。Downthatstaircase,andundertheline。'
  Theyrandownthestaircase——Elfridefirst——tothebooking-office,andintoacarriagewithanofficialstandingbesidethedoor。
  'Showyourtickets,please。'Theyarelockedin——menabouttheplatformacceleratetheirvelocitiestilltheyflyupanddownlikeshuttlesinaloom——awhistle——thewavingofaflag——ahumancry——asteamgroan——andawaytheygotoPlymouthagain,justcatchingthesewordsastheyglideoff:
  'Thosetwoyoungstershadanearrunforit,andnomistake!'
  Elfridefoundherbreath。
  'Andhaveyoucometoo,Stephen?Whydidyou?'
  'IshallnotleaveyoutillIseeyousafeatSt。Launce's。DonotthinkworseofmethanIam,Elfride。'
  Andthentheyrattledalongthroughthenight,backagainbythewaytheyhadcome。Theweathercleared,andthestarsshoneinuponthem。Theirtwoorthreefellow-passengerssatformostofthetimewithclosedeyes。Stephensometimesslept;Elfridealonewaswakefulandpalpitatinghourafterhour。
  Thedaybegantobreak,andrevealedthattheywerebythesea。
  Redrocksoverhungthem,and,recedingintodistance,grewlividinthebluegreyatmosphere。Thesunrose,andsentpenetratingshaftsoflightinupontheirwearyfaces。Anotherhour,andtheworldbegantobebusy。Theywaitedyetalittle,andthetrainslackeneditsspeedinviewoftheplatformatSt。Launce's。
  Sheshivered,andmusedsadly。
  'Ididnotseealltheconsequences,'shesaid。'Appearancesarewofullyagainstme。Ifanybodyfindsmeout,Iam,Isuppose,disgraced。'
  'Thenappearanceswillspeakfalsely;andhowcanthatmatter,eveniftheydo?Ishallbeyourhusbandsoonerorlater,forcertain,andsoproveyourpurity。'
  'Stephen,onceinLondonIoughttohavemarriedyou,'shesaidfirmly。'Itwasmyonlysafedefence。IseemorethingsnowthanIdidyesterday。Myonlyremainingchanceisnottobediscovered;andthatwemustfightformostdesperately。'
  Theysteppedout。Elfridepulledathickveiloverherface。
  Awomanwithredandscalyeyelidsandglisteningeyeswassittingonabenchjustinsidetheoffice-door。ShefixedhereyesuponElfridewithanexpressionwhoseforceitwasimpossibletodoubt,butthemeaningofwhichwasnotclear;thenuponthecarriagetheyhadleft。Sheseemedtoreadasinisterstoryinthescene。
  Elfrideshrankback,andturnedtheotherway。
  'Whoisthatwoman?'saidStephen。'Shelookedhardatyou。'
  'Mrs。Jethway——awidow,andmotherofthatyoungmanwhosetombwesatontheothernight。Stephen,sheismyenemy。WouldthatGodhadhadmercyenoughuponmetohavehiddenthisfromHER!'
  'Donottalksohopelessly,'heremonstrated。'Idon'tthinksherecognizedus。'
  'Ipraythatshedidnot。'
  Heputonamorevigorousmood。
  'Now,wewillgoandgetsomebreakfast。'
  'No,no!'shebegged。'Icannoteat。IMUSTgetbacktoEndelstow。'
  ElfridewasasifshehadgrownyearsolderthanStephennow。
  'ButyouhavehadnothingsincelastnightbutthatcupofteaatBristol。'
  'Ican'teat,Stephen。'
  'Wineandbiscuit?'
  'No。'
  'Nortea,norcoffee?'
  'No。'
  'Aglassofwater?'
  'No。Iwantsomethingthatmakespeoplestrongandenergeticforthepresent,thatborrowsthestrengthofto-morrowforuseto-
  day——leavingto-morrowwithoutanyatallforthatmatter;oreventhatwouldtakealllifeawayto-morrow,solongasitenabledmetogethomeagainnow。Brandy,that'swhatIwant。Thatwoman'seyeshaveeatenmyheartaway!'
  'Youarewild;andyougrieveme,darling。Mustitbebrandy?'
  'Yes,ifyouplease。'
  'Howmuch?'
  'Idon'tknow。Ihaveneverdrunkmorethanateaspoonfulatonce。AllIknowisthatIwantit。Don'tgetitattheFalcon。'
  Heleftherinthefields,andwenttothenearestinninthatdirection。Presentlyhereturnedwithasmallflasknearlyfull,andsomeslicesofbread-and-butter,thinaswafers,inapaper-
  bag。Elfridetookasiportwo。
  'Itgoesintomyeyes,'shesaidwearily。'Ican'ttakeanymore。
  Yes,Iwill;Iwillclosemyeyes。Ah,itgoestothembyaninsideroute。Idon'twantit;throwitaway。'
  However,shecouldeat,anddideat。HerchiefattentionwasconcentrateduponhowtogetthehorsefromtheFalconstableswithoutsuspicion。Stephenwasnotallowedtoaccompanyherintothetown。Sheactednowuponconclusionsreachedwithoutanyaidfromhim:hispoweroverherseemedtohavedeparted。
  'Youhadbetternotbeseenwithme,evenherewhereIamsolittleknown。Wehavebegunstealthilyasthieves,andwemustendstealthilyasthieves,atallhazards。Untilpapahasbeentoldbymemyself,adiscoverywouldbeterrible。'
  Walkingandgloomilytalkingthustheywaitedtillnearlynineo'clock,atwhichtimeElfridethoughtshemightcallattheFalconwithoutcreatingmuchsurprise。Behindtherailway-stationwastheriver,spannedbyanoldTudorbridge,whencetheroaddivergedintwodirections,oneskirtingthesuburbsofthetown,andwindingroundagainintothehigh-roadtoEndelstow。BesidethisroadStephensat,andawaitedherreturnfromtheFalcon。
  Hesatasonesittingforaportrait,motionless,watchingthechequeredlightsandshadesonthetree-trunks,thechildrenplayingoppositetheschoolprevioustoenteringforthemorninglesson,thereapersinafieldafaroff。Thecertaintyofpossessionhadnotcome,andtherewasnothingtomitigatetheyouth'sgloom,thatincreasedwiththethoughtofthepartingnowsonear。
  Atlengthshecametrottingroundtohim,inappearancemuchasontheromanticmorningoftheirvisittothecliff,butshornoftheradiancewhichglistenedaboutherthen。However,hercomparativeimmunityfromfurtherriskandtroublehadconsiderablycomposedher。Elfride'scapacityforbeingwoundedwasonlysurpassedbyhercapacityforhealing,whichrightlyorwronglyisbysomeconsideredanindexoftransientnessoffeelingingeneral。
  'Elfride,whatdidtheysayattheFalcon?'
  'Nothing。Nobodyseemedcuriousaboutme。TheyknewIwenttoPlymouth,andIhavestayedthereanightnowandthenwithMissBicknell。Irathercalculateduponthat。'
  Andnowpartingaroselikeadeathtothesechildren,foritwasimperativethatsheshouldstartatonce。Stephenwalkedbesideherfornearlyamile。Duringthewalkhesaidsadly:
  'Elfride,four-and-twentyhourshavepassed,andthethingisnotdone。'
  'Butyouhaveinsuredthatitshallbedone。'
  'HowhaveI?'
  'OStephen,youaskhow!DoyouthinkIcouldmarryanothermanonearthafterhavinggonethusfarwithyou?HaveInotshownbeyondpossibilityofdoubtthatIcanbenobodyelse's?HaveInotirretrievablycommittedmyself?——pridehasstoodfornothinginthefaceofmygreatlove。Youmisunderstoodmyturningback,andIcannotexplainit。Itwaswrongtogowithyouatall;andthoughitwouldhavebeenworsetogofurther,itwouldhavebeenbetterpolicy,perhaps。Beassuredofthis,thatwheneveryouhaveahomeforme——howeverpoorandhumble——andcomeandclaimme,Iamready。'Sheaddedbitterly,'Whenmyfatherknowsofthisday'swork,hemaybeonlytoogladtoletmego。'
  'Perhapshemay,then,insistuponourmarriageatonce!'Stephenanswered,seeingarayofhopeintheveryfocusofherremorse。
  'Ihopehemay,evenifwehadstilltoparttillIamreadyforyou,asweintended。'
  Elfridedidnotreply。
  'Youdon'tseemthesamewoman,Elfie,thatyouwereyesterday。'
  'NoramI。Butgood-bye。Gobacknow。'Andshereinedthehorseforparting。'OStephen,'shecried,'Ifeelsoweak!Idon'tknowhowtomeethim。Cannotyou,afterall,comebackwithme?'
  'ShallIcome?'
  Elfridepausedtothink。
  'No;itwillnotdo。Itismyutterfoolishnessthatmakesmesaysuchwords。Buthewillsendforyou。'
  'Saytohim,'continuedStephen,'thatwedidthisintheabsolutedespairofourminds。Tellhimwedon'twishhimtofavourus——
  onlytodealjustlywithus。Ifhesays,marrynow,somuchthebetter。Ifnot,saythatallmaybeputrightbyhispromisetoallowmetohaveyouwhenIamgoodenoughforyou——whichmaybesoon。SayIhavenothingtoofferhiminexchangeforhistreasure——themoresorryI;butallthelove,andallthelife,andallthelabourofanhonestmanshallbeyours。Astowhenthishadbetterbetold,Ileaveyoutojudge。'
  Hiswordsmadehercheerfulenoughtotoywithherposition。
  'Andifillreportshouldcome,Stephen,'shesaidsmiling,'why,theorange-treemustsaveme,asitsavedvirginsinSt。George'stimefromthepoisonousbreathofthedragon。There,forgivemeforforwardness:Iamgoing。'
  Thentheboyandgirlbeguiledthemselveswithwordsofhalf-
  partingonly。
  'Ownwifie,Godblessyoutillwemeetagain!'
  'Tillwemeetagain,good-bye!'
  Andtheponywenton,andshespoketohimnomore。Hesawherfigurediminishandherblueveilgrowgray——sawitwiththeagonizingsensationsofaslowdeath。
  Afterthuspartingfromamanthanwhomshehadknownnonegreaterasyet,Elfrideroderapidlyonwards,atearbeingoccasionallyshakenfromhereyesintotheroad。Whatyesterdayhadseemedsodesirable,sopromising,eventrifling,hadnowacquiredthecomplexionofatragedy。
  ShesawtherocksandseaintheneighbourhoodofEndelstow,andheavedasighofreliefWhenshepassedafieldbehindthevicaragesheheardthevoicesofUnityandWilliamWorm。Theywerehangingacarpetuponaline。Unitywasutteringasentencethatconcludedwith'whenMissElfridecomes。'
  'Whend'yeexpecther?'
  'Nottilleveningnow。She'ssafeenoughatMissBicknell's,blessye。'
  Elfridewentroundtothedoor。Shedidnotknockorring;andseeingnobodytotakethehorse,Elfrideledherroundtotheyard,slippedoffthebridleandsaddle,drovehertowardsthepaddock,andturnedherin。ThenElfridecreptindoors,andlookedintoalltheground-floorrooms。Herfatherwasnotthere。
  Onthemantelpieceofthedrawing-roomstoodaletteraddressedtoherinhishandwriting。Shetookitandreaditasshewentupstairstochangeherhabit。
  STRATLEIGH,Thursday。
  'DEARELFRIDE,——OnsecondthoughtsIwillnotreturnto-day,butonlycomeasfarasWadcombe。Ishallbeathomebyto-morrowafternoon,andbringafriendwithme——Yours,inhaste,C。S。'
  Aftermakingaquicktoiletshefeltmorerevived,thoughstillsufferingfromaheadache。OngoingoutofthedoorshemetUnityatthetopofthestair。
  'OMissElfride!Isaidtomyself'tishersperrit!Wedidn'tdreamo'younotcominghomelastnight。Youdidn'tsayanythingaboutstaying。'
  'Iintendedtocomehomethesameevening,butalteredmyplan。I
  wishedIhadn'tafterwards。Papawillbeangry,Isuppose?'
  'Betternottellhim,miss,'saidUnity。
  'Idofearto,'shemurmured。'Unity,wouldyoujustbegintellinghimwhenhecomeshome?'