Dr。RhodaGaleneverreflectedmuchinthestreets;theyweretoherafieldofminuteobservation;but,whenshegothomeshesatdownandthoughtoverwhatshehadbeensayinganddoing,andpuzzledoverthecharacterofthemanwhohadrelievedherhungerandelicitedherautobiography。Shepassedhiminreview;settledinhermindthathewasastrongcharacter;amanlyman,whodidnotwastewords;wonderedalittleatthewayhehadmadeherdowhateverhepleased;blushedalittleatthethoughtofhavingbeensocommunicative;yetadmiredthemanforhavingdrawnheroutso;andwonderedwhethersheshouldseehimagain。Shehopedsheshould。Butshedidnotfeelsure。
Shesathalfanhourthus——withonekneeraisedalittle,andherhandsinterlaced——byafire-placewithaburned-outcoalinit;andby-and-byshefelthungryagain。Butshehadnofood,andnomoney。
Shelookedhardatherring,andprofitedalittlebycontactwiththesturdygoodsenseofVizard。
Shesaidtoherself,"Menunderstandoneanother。Ibelievefatherwouldbeangrywithmefornot。"
Thenshelookedtenderlyandwistfullyatthering,andkissedit,andmurmured,"Notto-night。"Youseeshehopedshemighthavealetterinthemorning,andsorespiteherring。
Thenshemadelightofit,andsaidtoherself,"Nomatter;'quidort,dine。'"
Butasitwasearlyforbed,andshecouldnotbelongidle,sippingnoknowledge,shetookupthelastgoodGermanworkthatshehadboughtwhenshehadmoney,andproceededtoread。Shehadnocandle,butshehadalucifer-matchortwo,andanoldnewspaper。Withthisshemadelongspills,andlightedone,andreadtwopagesbythatpapertorch,andlightedanotherbeforeitwasout,andthenanother,andsooninsuccession,fightingforknowledgeagainstpoverty,asshehadfoughtforitagainstperfidy。
Whileshewasthusabsorbed,acarriagedrewupatthedoor。Shetooknonoticeofthat;butpresentlytherewasarustlingofsilkonthestairs,andtwovoices,andthenatapatthedoor。"Comein,"saidshe;andZoeenteredjustasthelastspillburnedout。
RhodaGaleroseinadarkroom;butagas-lightoverthewayjustshowedherfigure。"MissGale?"saidZoe,timidly。
"IamMissGale,"saidRhoda,quietly,butfirmly。
"IamMissVizard——thegentleman'ssisterthatyoumetinLeicesterSquareto-day;"andshetookacautioussteptowardher。
Rhoda'scheeksburned。
"MissVizard,"shesaid,"excusemyreceivingyouso;butyoumayhaveheardIamverypoor。Mylastcandleisgone。Butperhapsthelandladywouldlendmeone。Idon'tknow。Sheisverydisobliging,andverycruel。"
"Thensheshallnothavethehonoroflendingyouacandle,"saidZoe,withoneofhergushes。"Now,totellthetruth,"saidshe,alteringtothecheerful,"I'mratherglad。Iwouldrathertalktoyouinthedarkforalittle,justatfirst。MayI?"BythistimeshehadgraduallycreptuptoRhoda。
"Iamafraidyou_must,"_saidRhoda。"ButatleastIcanofferyouaseat。"
Zoesatdown,andtherewasanawkwardsilence。
"Oh,dear,"saidZoe;"Idon'tknowhowtobegin。Iwishyouwouldgivemeyourhand,asIcan'tseeyourface。"
"Withallmyheart:there。"
Almostinawhisper"Hehastoldme。"
Rhodaputtheotherhandtoherface,thoughitwassodark。
"Oh,MissGale,how_could_you?Onlythink!Supposeyouhadkilledyourself,ormadeyourselfveryill。Yourmotherwouldhavecomedirectlyandfoundyouso;andonlythinkhowunhappyyouwouldhavemadeher。"
"CanIhaveforgottenmymother?"askedRhodaofherself,butaloud。
"Notwillfully,Iamsure。Butyouknowgeniusesarenotalwayswiseintheselittlethings。Theywantsomegoodhumdrumsoultoadvisetheminthecommonaffairsoflife。Thatwantissuppliedyounow;for_I_amhere——ha-ha!"
"YouarenomorecommonplacethanIam;muchlessnow,I'llbebound。"
"Wewillputthattothetest,"saidZoe,adroitlyenough。_"My_viewofallthisis——thathereisayoungladyinwantofmoney_foratime,_aseverybodyisnowandthen,andthatthesensiblecourseistoborrowsometillyourmothercomesoverwithherapronfulofdollars。Now,Ihavetwentypoundstolend,and,ifyouaresomightysensibleasyousay,youwon'trefusetoborrowit。"
"Oh,MissVizard,youareverygood;butIamafraidandashamedtoborrow。Ineverdidsuchathing。"
"Timeyoubegan,then。_I_have——often。Butitisnousearguing。You_must——_oryouwillgetpoormefinelyscolded。Perhapshewasonhisgoodbehaviorwithyou,beingastranger;butathometheyexpecttobeobeyed。Hewillbesuretosayitwasmystupidity,andthat_he_wouldhavemadeyoudirectly。"
"Dotell!"criedRhoda,surprisedintoanidiom;"asifI'dhavetakenmoneyfrom_him!"_
"Why,ofcoursenot;butbetween_us_itisnothingatall。There:"andsheputthemoneyintoRhoda'shand,andthenheldbothhandandmoneyrathertightlyimprisonedinherlargerpalm,andbegantochatter,soastoleavetheothernoopening。"Oh,blesseddarkness!howeasyitmakesthings!doesitnot?Iamgladtherewasnocandle;weshouldhavebeenfencingandblushingeversolong,andmadesuchafussaboutnothing——and——"
ThisprattlewasinterruptedbyRhodaGaleputtingherrightwristroundZoe'sneck,andlayingherforeheadonhershoulderwithalittlesob。Sothentheybothdistilledtheinevitabledew-drops。
ButasRhodawasnotmuchgiventhatway,shestartedup,andsaid,"Darkness?No;Imustseethefacethathascomeheretohelpme,andnothumiliateme。ThatisthefirstuseI'llmakeofthemoney。Iamafraidyouareratherplain,oryoucouldn'tbesogoodasallthis。"
"No,"saidZoe。"I'mnotreckonedplain;onlyasblackasacoal。"
"Allthemoretomytaste,"saidRhoda,andflewoutoftheroom,andnearlystumbledoverafigureseatedonastepofthestaircase。"Whoareyou?"saidshe,sharply。
"MynameisSeverne。"
"Andwhatareyoudoingthere?"
"WaitingforMissVizard。"
"Comein,then。"
"Shetoldmenot。"
"ThenItellyou_to。_Theidea!MissVizard!"
"Yes!"
"PleasehaveMr。Severnein。Hereheissitting——likeGrief——onthesteps。Iwillsoonbeback。"
Sheflewtothelandlady。"Mrs。Grip,Iwantacandle。"
"Well,theshopsareopen,"saidthewoman,rudely。
"Oh,Ihavenotime。Hereisasovereign。Pleasegivemetwocandlesdirectly,candlesticksandall。"
Thewoman'smannerchangeddirectly。
"Youshallhavethemthismoment,miss,andmyowncandlesticks,whichtheyareplated。"
Shebroughtthem,andadvisedheronlytolightone。"Theydon'tcarrywell,miss,"saidshe。"Theyarewax——orsummat。"
"Thentheyaresummat,"saidMissGale,afterasingleglanceattheircomposition。
"I'llmakeyouanicehotsupper,miss,inhalfanhour,"saidthewoman,maternally,asifsheweregoingto_give_ither。
"No,thankyou。Bringmeatwo-pennyloaf,andascuttleofcoals。"
"La,miss,nomorethanthat——outofasov'?"
"Yes——THECHANGE。"
HavingshownMrs。GripherfatherwasaYankee,shedartedupstairs,withhercandles。Zoecametomeether,andliterallydazzledher。
Rhodastaredatherwithamazementandgrowingrapture。"Oh,youbeauty!"
shecried,anddrankherinfromheadtofoot。
"Well,"saidshe,drawingalongbreath,"Nature,youhaveturnedouta_com-_pletearticlethistime,Ireckon。"Then,asSevernelaughedmerrilyatthis,sheturnedhercandleandhereyesfullonhimverybriskly。Shelookedathimforamoment,withagratifiedeyeathiscomeliness;thenshestarted。"Oh!"shecried。
Hereceivedtheinspectionmerrily,tillsheutteredthatejaculation,thenhestartedalittle,andstaredather。
"Wehavemetbefore,"saidshe,almosttenderly。
"Havewe?"saidhe,puttingonamystifiedair。
Shefixedhim,andlookedhimthroughandthrough。
"You——don't——remember——me?"askedshe。Then,aftergivinghimplentyoftimetoanswer,"Well,then,Imustbemistaken;"andherwordsseemedtofreezethemselvesandherastheyfell。
Sheturnedherbackonhim,andsaidtoZoe,withagooddealofsweetnessandweight,"Ihavelivedtoseegoodnessandbeautyunited。I
willneverdespairofhumannature。"
ThiswastoopointblankforZoe;sheblushedcrimson,andsaidarchly,"I
thinkitistimeformetorun。Oh,butIforgot;hereismycard。Weareallatthathotel。IfIamsoveryattractive,youwillcomeandseeme——weleavetownverysoon——willyou?"
"Iwill,"saidRhoda。
"Andsinceyoutookmeforanoldacquaintance,Ihopeyouwilltreatmeasone,"saidSeverne,withconsummategraceandassurance。
"Iwill,_sir,"_saidshe,icily,andwithamarvelouscurlofthelipthatdidnotescapehim。
Shelightedthemdownthestairs,gazedafterZoe,andignoredSevernealtogether。
CHAPTERXV。
GOINGhomeinthecarriage,Zoewassilent,butSevernetalkednineteentothedozen。Hadhisobjectbeentohinderhiscompanion'smindfromdwellingtoolongononething,hecouldnothaverattledthediceofsmalltalkmoreindustriously。Hiswordswouldfillpages;histopicswere,thatMissGalewasanextraordinarywoman,buttoomasculineforhistaste,andhadmadeherowntroublessettingupdoctress,whenhertruelinewasgoverness——forboys。Hewasalsoglibandsatiricaluponthatfavoritebutt,afriend。
"Whobuta_soi-disant_woman-haterwouldpickupastrangeviragoandsendhissistertoherwithtwentypounds?I'lltellyouwhatitis,MissVizard——"
HereMissVizard,whohadsatdeadsilentunderaflowofwords,whichismerelyindicatedabove,laidherhandonhisarmtostopthefluxforamoment,andsaid,quietly,_"Do_youknowher?tellme。"
"Knowher!HowshouldI?"
"Ithoughtyoumighthavemether——abroad。"
"Well,itispossible,ofcourse,butveryunlikely。IfIdid,Ineverspoketoher,orIshouldhaverememberedher。_Don'tyouthinkso?"_
"Sheseemedverypositive;andIthinksheisanaccurateperson。Sheseemedquitesurprisedandmortifiedwhenyousaid'No。'"
"Well,youknow,ofcourseitisamortifyingthingwhenaladyclaimsagentleman'sacquaintance,andthegentlemandoesn'tadmitit。ButwhatcouldIdo?Icouldn'ttellalieaboutit——couldI?"
"Ofcoursenot。"
"Iwasoffmyguard,andrudish;butyouwerenot。Whattact!whatdelicacy!whathighbreedingandangelicbenevolence!Andsoclever,too!"
"Oh,fie!youlistened!"
"Youleftthedoorajar,andIcouldnotbeartoloseawordthatdroppedfromthoselipssonearme。Yes,Ilistened,andgotsuchalessonasonlyanoble,gentleladycouldgive。Ishallneverforgetyourwomanlyart,andthewayyoucontrivedtomakethebenefactionsoundnothing。'Weareallofusatlowwaterinturns,andforatime,especiallyme,ZoeVizard;sohere'satriflingloan。'Aloan!you'llneverseeashillingofitagain!Nomatter。Whatdoangelswantofmoney?"
"Oh,pray,"saidZoe,"youmakemeblush!"
"ThenIwishtherewasmorelighttoseeit——yes,anangel。DoyouthinkIcan'tseeyouhavedoneallthisforaladyyoudonotreallyapprove?
Fancy——ashedoctor!"
"Mydearfriend,"saidZoe,withalittlejuvenilepomposity,"oneoughtnottojudgeone'sintellectualsuperiorshastily,andthisladyisours"——then,glidingbacktoherself,"anditismynaturetoapprovewhatthoseIloveapprove——whenitisnotdownrightwrong,youknow。"
"Oh,ofcourseitisnotwrong;butisitwise?"
Zoedidnotanswer:thequestionpuzzledher。
"Come,"saidhe,"I'llbefrank,andspeakoutintime。Idon'tthinkyouknowyourbrotherHarrington。Heisveryinflammable。"
"Inflammable!What!Harrington?Well,yes;forI'veseensmokeissuefromhismouth——ha!ha!"
"Ha!ha!I'llpassthatoffformine,somedaywhenyouarenotby。But,seriously,yourbrotheristheverymantomakeafoolofhimselfwithacertainkindofwoman。Hedespisesthewholesex——intheory,andheisveryharduponordinarywomen,anddoesnotappreciatetheirgoodqualities。But,whenhemeetsaremarkablewoman,hecatchesfireliketow。HefellinlovewithMademoiselleKlosking。"
"Oh,notinlove!"
"Ibegyourpardon。Now,thisisbetweenyouandme——hewasinlovewithher,madlyinlove。Hewasonlysavedbyourcomingaway。Ifthosetwohadmetandmadeacquaintance,hewouldhavebeenathermercy。Idon'tsayanyharmwouldhavecomeofit;butIdosaythatwouldhavedependedonthewoman,andnotontheman。"
Zoelookedveryserious,andsaidnothing。Butherlongsilenceshowedhimhiswordshadtold。
"Andnow,"saidhe,afterajudiciouspause,"hereisanotherremarkablewoman;thelastintheworldIshouldfancy,orVizardeither,perhaps,ifhemetherinsociety。Butthewholethingoccursinthewaytocatchhim。Hefindsaladyfaintingwithhunger;hefeedsher;andthatsoftenshishearttoher。Thenshetellshimtheoldstory——victimoftheworld'sinjustice——andheisdeeplyinterestedinher。Shecanseethat;sheisaskeenasarazor。Ifthosetwomeetafewmoretimes,hewillbeathermercy;andthenwon'tshethrowphysictothedogs,andjumpatahusbandsixfeethigh,andtwelvethousandacres!Idon'tstudywomenwithamicroscope,asourwoman-haterdoes,butInoticeafewthingsaboutthem;andoneis,thattheireccentricitiesallgivewayatthefirstofferofmarriage。Ibelievetheyareonlyadoptedindesperation,togetmarried。Whatbeautifulwomanisevereccentric?catchher!shecangetahusbandwithout。ThatdoctresswillprescribeHarringtonawedding-ring;
and,ifheswallowsit,itwillbeherlastprescription。Shewillsendoutforthefamilydoctorafterthat,likeotherwives。"
"Youalarmme,"saidZoe。"Praydonotmakemeunjust。Thisisaladywithafinemind,and,notadesigningwoman。"
"Oh,Idon'tsayshehaslaidanyplans;butthesethingsarealwaysextemporizedthemomentthechancecomes。Youcancountbeforehandontheinstinctofeverywomanwhoiscleverandneedy,andonVizard'speculiarweaknessforwomenoutofthecommon。Heisharduponthewholesex;butheisnomatchforindividuals。Heownedasmuchhimselftomeoneday。
Youarenotangrywithme!"
"No,no。Angrywith_you?"_
"ItisyouIthinkofinallthis。Heisafinefellow,andyouareproudofhim。Iwouldn'thavehimmarrytomortifyyou。Formyself,whilethesisterhonorsmewithherregard,Ireallydon'tmuchcarewhohasthebrotherandtheacres。Ihavethebestofthebargain。"
Zoedisputedthis——inordertomakehimsayitseveraltimes。
Hedid,andproveditintermsthatmadehercheeksredwithmodestyandgratifiedpride;andbythetimetheyhadgothome,hehadflatteredeverythingbutpride,love,andhappinessoutofherheart,poorgirl。
TheworldisliketheLaw,fullofimpliedcontracts:wegiveandtake,withoutopenlyagreeingto。SubtleSevernecountedonthis,andwasnotdisappointed。Zoerewardedhimforhispraises,andherhappiness,byfallingintohisviewsaboutRhodaGale。Onlyshediditinherownlady-likeway,andnotplump。
ShecameuptoHarringtonandkissedhim,andsaid,"Thankyou,dear,forsendingmeonagooderrand。Ifoundherinaverymeanapartment,withoutfireorcandle。"
"Ithoughtasmuch,"saidVizard。
"Didshetakethemoney?"
"Yes——asaloan。"
"Makeanydifficulties?"
"Alittle,dear。"
Severneputinhisword。"Now,ifyouwanttoknowallthetactanddelicacywithwhichitwasdone,youmustcometome;forMissVizardisnotgoingtogiveyouanyideaofit。"
"Bequiet,sir,orIshallbeveryangry。Ilentherthemoney,dear,andhertroublesareatanend;forhermotherwillcertainlyjoinherbeforeshehasspentyourtwentypounds。Oh!andshehadnotpartedwithherring;thatisacomfort,isitnot?"
"Youareagood-heartedgirl,Zoe,"saidVizard,approvingly;then,recoveringhimself,"Butdon'tyoubeblindedbysentiment。Shedeservesagoodhidingfornotpartingwithherring。Whereisthesenseofstarving,withthirtypoundsonyourfinger?"
Zoesmiled,andsaidhiswordswereharderthanhisdeeds。
"Becausehedoesn'tmeanawordhesays,"putinFannyDover,uneasyatthelongcessationofhertongue,forallconversationwithDonCigarhadprovedimpracticable。
"Areyoutherestill,myLadyDisdain?"saidVizard。"Ithoughtyouweregonetobed。"
"Youmightwellthinkthat。Ihadnothingtokeepmeup。"
SaidZoe,rathersmartly,"Oh,yes,youhad——Curiosity;"then,turningtoherbrother,"Inshort,youmakeyourmindquiteeasy。Youhavelentyourmoney,orgivenit,toaworthyperson,butalittlewrong-headed。
However"——withatelegraphicglanceatSeverne——"sheisveryaccomplished;alinguist:sheneedneverbeinwant;andshewillsoonhavehermothertohelpherandadviseher。PerhapsMrs。Galehasanincome;ifnot,MissGale,withherabilities,willeasilyfindaplaceinsomehouseofbusiness,orelsetaketoteaching。IfIwasthem,I
wouldsetupaschool。"
Unanimityisrareinthisworld;butZoe'sgoodsensecarriedeveryvote。
Herprompter,Severne,noddedapproval。Fannysaid,"Why,ofcourse;"andVizard,whoitwasfearedmightproverefractory,assentedevenmorewarmlythantheothers。"Yes,"saidhe,"thatwillbetheendofit。Yourelievemeofaweight。Really,whenshetoldmethatfableoflearningmaltreated,honorableambitionpunished,justicebaffledbytrickery,andvirtuevilified,anddidnotcryliketherestofyou,exceptatherfatherdyinginNewYorkthedayshewonherdiplomaatMontpelier,I
forgavethepoorgirlherpetticoats;indeed,Ilostsightofthem。Sheseemedtomeaverybravelittlefellow,damnablyillused,andIsaid,'Thisisnottobeborne。Hereisafight,andjusticedownunderdirtyfeet。'What,ho!"roaringatthetopofhisvoice。
_ZoeandFanny_screaming,andpinchingNedSevernerightandleft。
"Ah!ah!"
"Vizardtotherescue!"
"But,withtheevening,coolreflectioncame。Asister,youthful,butsuddenlysagaciouswithagleamofsuspicion,verysuddenlyhasstilledthewavesofromance,andthelipsofbeautyhaveutteredcommonsense。
Shalltheyutteritinvain?Never!Itmaybeyearsbeforetheydoitagain。Wemustnotslightrarephenomena。Zoe_locutaest——_Eccentricitymustbesuppressed。Doctresses,warnedbyalittlestarvation,musttaketheworldasitis,andteachlittlegirlsandboyslanguages,andphysicthemwitharithmeticandtheglobes:thesebedrugsthatdonotkill;
theyonlymakelifeaburden。Idon'tthinkwehavelaidoutourtwentypoundsbadly,Zoe,andthereisanendofit。Theincidentisemptied,astheFrenchsay,andlightingbed-candlestheladiesretirewiththehonorsofwar。Zoehasutteredgoodsense,andMissDoverhasdonethenextbestthing;shehassaidverylittle——"
MissDovershotincontemptuously,"Ihadnocompanion——"——
"Forwantofafooltospeakhermindto。"
CHAPTERXVI。
INGENIOUSMr。SevernehavingdonehisbesttodetachthepoordoctressfromVizardandhisfamily,inwhichthereaderprobablydiscernshistruemotive,nowbenthismindonslippingbacktoHomburgandlookingafterhismoney。Notthathelikedthejob。Togetholdofit,heknewhemustcondenserascality;hemustplaythepenitent,thelover,andthescoundreloveragain,allinthreedays。
Now,thoughhisegotismwasbrutal,hewashumaninthis,thathehadplentyofgoodnatureskin-deep,andsuperficialsensibilities,whichmadehimshrinkalittlefromthishot-pressedrascalityandbarbarity。
Ontheotherhand,hewasurgedbypoverty,and,laughableasitmayappear,byjealousy。Hehadobservedthatthebestofwomen,iftheyarenotonlyabandonedbyhimtheylove,butalsoflatteredandadoredbyscores,willsometimesyieldtothejointattacksofdesolation,pique,vanity,etc。
Inthisstateoffluctuationhemadeuphismindsofarasthis:hewouldmanagesoastobeabletogo。
Eventhisdemandedcaution。Sohebeganbythrowingout,inaseemingcarelessway,thatheoughttogodownintoHuntingdonshire。
"Ofcourseyouought,"saidVizard。
Noobjectionwastaken,andtheyratherthoughthewouldgonextday。Butthatwasnothisgame。ItwouldneverdotogowhiletheywereinLondon。
Sohekeptpostponing,andsayinghewouldnottearhimselfaway;andatlast,thedaybeforetheyweretogodowntoBarfordshire,heaffectedtoyieldtoaremonstranceofVizard,andsaidhewouldseethemoff,andthenrundowntoHuntingdonshire,lookintohisaffairs,andcrossthecountrytoBarfordshire。
"YoumighttakeHomburgontheway,"saidFanny,outoffun——_her_
fun——notreallymeaningit。
SevernecastapiteouslookatZoe。"Forshame,Fanny!"saidshe。"AndwhyputHomburgintohishead?"
"WhenIhadforgottentherewassuchaplace,"saidMr。Severne,takinghiscuedexterouslyfromZoe,andfeigninginnocentamazement。Zoecoloredwithpleasure。Thiswasatbreakfast。Atafternoonteasomethinghappened。Theladieswereupstairspacking,anoperationonwhichtheycanbestowasmanyhoursasthethingneedsminutes。Oneservantbroughtinthetea;anothercameinsoonafterwithacard,andsaiditwasforMissVizard;buthebroughtittoHarrington。Hereadit:
"MISSRHODAGALE,M。D。"
"SendituptoMissVizard,"saidhe。Themanwasgoingout:hestoppedhim,andsaid,"Youcanshowtheladyinhere,allthesame。"
RhodaGalewasusheredin。Shehadanewgownandbonnet,notshowy,butverynice。Shecoloredfaintlyatsightofthetwogentlemen;butVizardsoonputheratherease。Heshookhandswithher,andsaid,"Sitdown,MissGale;mysisterwillsoonbehere。Ihavesentyourcarduptoher。"
"ShallItellher?"saidSeverne,withthemannerofoneeagertobeagreeabletothevisitor。
"Ifyouplease,sir,"saidMissGale。
Severnewentoutzealously,darteduptoZoe'sroom,knocked,andsaid,"Praycomedown:hereisthatdoctress。"
Meantime,JackwasgivingGillthecard,andGillwasgivingitMarytogivetothelady。ItgottoZoe'sroominaquarterofanhour。
"Anynewsfrommamma?"askedVizard,inhisbluntway。
"Yes,sir。"
"Goodnews?"
"No。MymotherwritesmethatImustnotexpecther。Shehastofightwithadishonestexecutor。Oh,money,money!"
AtthatmomentZoeenteredtheroom,butSevernepacedthelanding。HedidnotcaretofaceMissGale;andeveninthatshortintervaloftimehehadpersuadedZoetoprotectherbrotheragainstthisformidableyounglady,andshortentheinterviewifshecould。
SoZoeenteredtheroombristlingwithdefenseofherbrother。Atsightofher,MissGalerose,andherfeaturesliterallyshonewithpleasure。
ThiswasratherdisarmingtoonesoamiableasZoe,andshewassurprisedintosmilingsweetlyinreturn;butstillherquick,defensiveeyedrankMissGaleonthespot,andsaw,withalarm,theimprovementinherappearance。Shewasveryhealthy,asindeedshedeservedtobe;forshewassingularlytemperate,dranknothingbutwaterandweakteawithoutsugar,andnevereatnordrankexceptathonestmeals。Heryouthandpureconstitutionhadshakenoffallthatpallor,andthepleasureofseeingZoelentheralovelycolor。Zoemicroscopedherinonemoment:notonebeautifulfeatureinherwholeface;eyesfullofintellect,butnotintheleastlove-darting;nose,anaquilinesteadilyreversed;mouth,vastlyexpressive,butlarge;teeth,evenandwhite,butivory,notpearl;chin,ordinary;headsymmetrical,andsetonwithgrace。Imayadd,tocompletethepicture,thatshehadawayofturningthishead,clean,swift,andbirdlike,withoutturningherbody。Thatfamiliaractionofherswasfine——sofulloffireandintelligence。
Zoesettledinonemomentthatshewasdownrightplain,butmightprobablybethatmysteriousandincomprehensibleanddangerouscreature,"agentleman'sbeauty,"which,towomen,meansnobeautyatall,butawitch-likecreature,thatgoesandhitsfoul,andeclipsesrealbeauty——dolls,towit——bysomemysteriousmagic。
"Praysitdown,"saidZoe,formally。Rhodasatdown,andhesitatedamoment。Shefeltafrost。
Vizardhelpedher,"MissGalehasheardfromhermother。"
"Yes,MissVizard,"saidRhoda,timidly;"andverybadnews。Shecannotcomeatpresent;andIamsodistressedatwhatIhavedoneinborrowingthatmoneyofyou;andsee,Ihavespentnearlythreepoundsofitindress;butIhavebroughttherestback。"
Zoelookedatherbrother,perplexed。
"Stuffandnonsense!"saidVizard。"Youwillnottakeit,Zoe。"
"Oh,yes;ifyouplease,do,"saidRhodastilltoZoe。"WhenIborrowedit,IfeltsureIcouldrepayit;butitisnotsonow。Mymothersaysitmaybemonthsbeforeshecancome,andsheforbidsmepositivelytogotoher。Oh!butforthat,I'dputonboy'sclothes,andgoasacommonsailortogettoher。"
Vizardfidgetedonhischair。
"IsupposeImustn'tgoinapassion,"saidhe,dryly。
"Whocares?"saidMissGale,turningherheadsharplyonhiminthewayI
havetriedtodescribe。
"Icare,"saidVizard。"Ifindwrathinterferewithmydigestion。Pleasegoon,andtelluswhatyourmothersays。ShehasmorecommonsensethansomebodyelseIwon'tname——politenessforbids。"
"Well,whodoubtsthat?"saidthelady,withfrankgoodhumor。"Ofcourseshehasmoresensethananyofus。Well,mymothersays——oh,MissVizard!"
"No,shedoesn'tnow。SheneverheardthenameofVizard。"
MissGalewasinnohumorforfeeblejokes。SheturnedhalfangrilyawayfromhimtoZoe。"ShesaysIhavebeenwelleducated,andknowlanguages;
andwearebothunderacloud,andIhadbettergiveupallthoughtofmedicine,andtaketoteaching。"
"Well,MissGale,"saidZoe,"ifyouask_me,_ImustsayIthinkitisgoodadvice。Withallyourgifts,howcanyoufighttheworld?Weareallinterestedinyouhere;anditisacuriousthing,butdoyouknowweagreedtheotherdayyouwouldhavetogiveupmedicine,andfallintosomeoccupationinwhichtherearemanyladiesalreadytokeepyouincountenance。Teachingwasmentioned,Ithink;wasitnot,Harrington?"
RhodaGalesigheddeeply。
"Iamnotsurprised,"saidshe。"Mostwomenoftheworldthinkwithyou。
Butoh,MissVizard,pleasetakeintoaccountallthatIhavedoneandsufferedformedicine!Isallthattogofor_nothing?_Thinkwhatabitterthingitmustbetodo,andthentoundo;tolaborandstudy,andthenknockitalldown——tocutasliceoutofone'slife,outoftheveryheartofit——andthrowitcleanaway。Iknowitishardforyoutoenterintothefeelingsofanyonewholovesscience,andistoldtodesertit。
Butsupposeyouhadloveda_man_youwereproudof——lovedhimforfiveyears——andthentheycametoyouandsaid,'Therearedifficultiesintheway;heisasworthyasever,andhewillneverdesert_you;_butyoumustgive_him_up,andtryandgetatasteforhumanrubbish:itwillonlybefiveyearsofwastedlife,wastedyouth,wastedseed-time,wastedaffection,andthenalongvegetablelifeofunavailingregrets。'Ilovescienceasotherwomenlovemen。IfIamtogiveupscience,whynotdie?
ThenIshallnotfeelmyloss;andIknowhowtodiewithoutpain。Oh,theworldiscruel!Ah!Iamtoounfortunate!Everybodyelseisrewardedforpatience,prudence,temperance,industry,andalifewithhighandalmostholyaims;butIampunished,afflicted,crushedundertheinjusticeoftheday。Donotmakemeanurse-maid。I_won't_beagoverness;andImustnotdie,becausethatwouldgrievemymother。Havepityonme!havepity!"
Shetrembledallover,andstretchedoutherhandstoZoewithtrulytouchingsupplication。
Zoeforgotherpart,orlostthepowertoplayitwell。Sheturnedherheadawayandwouldnotassent;buttwolargetearsrolledoutofherbeautifuleyes。MissGale,whohadrisenintheardorofherappeal,sawthat,anditsetheroff。Sheleanedherbrowagainstthemantel-piece,notlikeawoman,butabraveboy,thatdoesnotwanttobeseencrying,andshefalteredout,"InFranceIamalearnedphysician;andheretobeahouse-maid!ForIwon'tliveonborrowedmoney。Iamveryunfortunate。"
Severne,whohadlostpatience,cameswiftlyin,andfoundtheminthisposition,andVizardwalkingimpatientlyabouttheroominastateofemotionwhichhewaspleasedtocallanger。
Zoe,inatearfulvoice,said,"Iamunabletoadviseyou。Itisveryhardthatanyonesodeservingshouldbedegraded。"
Vizardburstout,"Itishardertheworldshouldbesofullofconventionalsneaks;andthatIwasnearmakingoneofthem。Thelastthingweeverthinkof,inthispaltryworld,isjustice,anditoughttobethefirst。Well,foronceI'vegotthepowertobejust,andjustI'llbe,byGod!Come,leaveoffsniveling,youtwo,andtakealessoninjustice——fromabeginner:convertsarealwaysthehottest,youknow。MissGale,youshallnotbedrivenoutofscience,andyourlifeandlaborwasted。YoushalldoctorBarfordshire,andteachitEnglish,too,ifanywomancan。Thisistheprogramme。Ifarmtwohundredacres——_vicariously,_ofcourse。NobodyinEnglandhasbrainstodoanything_himself。_Thatweaknessisconfinedtoyourlatefather'scountry,andtheysufferforitbyoutfighting,outlying,outmaneuvering,outbullying,andoutwittinguswheneverweencounterthem。Well,thefarmhouseislarge。Thebailiffhasnochildren。Thereisawingfurnished,andnotoccupied。Youshalllivethere,withtherightofcuttingvegetables,roastingchickens,suckingeggs,andridingacoupleofhorsesofftheirlegs。"
"ButwhatamItodoforallthat?"
"Oh,onlytheworkoftwomen。Youmustkeepmyhouseinperfecthealth。
Theservantshaveatrickofeatingtilltheyburst。Youwillhavetosewthemupagain。Thereareonlysevenhundredpeopleinthevillage。Youmustcurethemall;and,ifyoudo,Ipromiseyoutheirlastingingratitude。Outsidethevillage,youmustmakethempay——_ifyoucan。_
Wewillfindyoupatientsofeverydegree。Butwhetheryouwillevergetanyfeesoutofthem,thisdeponentsayethnot。However,Icananswerforthe_ladies_ofourcounty,thattheywillallcheatyou——iftheycan。"
MissGale'scolorcameandwent,andhereyessparkled。"Oh,howgoodyouare!Isthereahospital?"
"Countyhospital,andinfirmary,withinthreemiles。Finecountryfordisease。Intoxicationprevalent,leadingtoabountifulreturnofaccidents。Ipromiseyouwounds,bruises,andputrefyingsores,andeverythingtomakeyoucomfortable。"
"Oh,don'tlaughatme。IamsoafraidIshall——no,IhopeIshallnotdisgraceyou。And,then,itisagainstthelaw;butIdon'tmindthat。"
"Ofcoursenot。Whatisthelawtoladieswithelevatedviews?By-the-by,whatisthepenalty——sixmonths?"
"Oh,no。Twentypounds。Oh,dear!anothertwentypounds!"
"Makeyourmindeasy。Unjustlawsareadeadletteronasoilsoprimitiveasours。IshalltalktoUxmoorandafewmore,andnomagistratewilleversummonsyou,norjuryconvictyou,inBarfordshire。
YouwillbeassafethereasinUpperCanada。Nowthen——attend。WeleaveforBarfordshireto-morrow。Youwillgodownonthefirstofnextmonth。
Bythattimeallwillbeready:startforTaddington,eleveno'clock。YouwillbemetattheTaddingtonStation,andtakentoyourfarmhouse。Youwillfindafiretendaysold,and,foronceinyourlife,younglady,youwillfindanairedbed;becausemymanHarriswillbehouse-maid,andnotletoneofyourhomicidalsexsetfootinthecrib。"
MissGalelookedfromVizardtohissister,likeapersoninadream。Shewasglowingwithhappiness;butitdidnotspoilher。Shesaid,humblyandtimidly,"IhopeImayproveworthy。"
"Thatis_your_business,"saidVizard,withsupremeindifference;"mineistobejust。Haveacupoftea?"
"Oh,no,thankyou;anditwillbeapartofmydutytoobjecttoafternoontea。ButIamafraidnoneofyouwillmindme。"
Afterafewmorewords,inwhichSeverne,seeingVizardwasinoneofhisironmoods,andimmovableashimofRhodes,affectednowtobeapartisanofthenewarrangement,MissGalerosetoretire。Severneranbeforehertothedoor,andopenedit,astoaqueen。Shebowedformallytohimasshewentout。Whenshewasontheothersidethedoor,sheturnedherheadinhersharp,fieryway,andpointedwithherfingertotheemeraldringonhislittlefinger,averyfineone。"Changedhands,"saidshe:
"itwasonthethirdfingerofyourlefthandwhenwemetlast;"andshepasseddownthestairswithafacehalfturnedtohim,andacruelsmile。
Severnestoodfixed,lookingafterher;coldcreptamonghisbones:hewasrousedbyavoiceabovehimsaying,veryinquisitively,"Whatdoesshesay?"Helookedup,anditwasFannyDoverleaningoverthebalustersofthenextlanding。Shehadevidentlyseenall,andheardsome。Severnehadnomeansofknowinghowmuch。Hisheartbeatrapidly。Yethetoldher,boldly,thatthedoctresshadadmiredhisemeraldring:asiftogivegreaterforcetothisexplanation,hetookitoff,andshowedither,veryamicably。Hecalculatedthatshecouldhardly,atthatdistance,haveheardeverysyllable,and,atthesametime,hewassureshehadseenMissGalepointatthering。
"Hum!"saidFanny;andthatwasallshesaid。
Severnewenttohisownroomtothink。Hewasalmostdizzy。HedreadedthisRhodaGale。Shewasincomprehensible,andheldaswordoverhishead。Tonguesgofastinthecountry。AttheideaofthiskeengirlandZoeVizardsittingunderatreefortwohours,withnothingtodobuttalk,hisbloodrancold。SurelyMissGalemusthatehim。Shewouldnotalwayssparehim。Foroncehecouldnotseehiswayclear。Shouldhetellherhalfthetruth,andthrowhimselfonhermercy?Shouldhemakelovetoher?Orwhatshouldhedo?Onethinghesawclearenough:hemustnotquitthefield。Soonerorlater,allwoulddependonhispresence,histact,andhisreadywit。
Hefeltlikeamanwhocouldnotswim,andwadesindeepeningwater。HemustsendsomebodytoHomburg,orabandonallthoughtofhismoney。Whyabandonit?WhynotreturntoInaKlosking?Hisjudgment,alarmedattheaccumulatingdifficulties,begantointrudeitsvoice。Whatwasheturninghisbackon?Awoman,lovely,loving,andcelebrated,whowasverylikelypiningforhim,andwouldshare,notonlyherwinningsatplaywithhim,butthelargeincomeshewouldmakebyhertalent。Whatwashefollowing?Awomandivinelylovelyandgood,butwhomhecouldnotpossess,or,ifhedid,couldnotholdherlong,andwhoselovemustendinhorror。