"So_I_thought,tillIheardyousingit。"
  "And,afterSiebel,youboughtmyphotograph。"
  "Instantly。"
  "Andwastedpearlsonit。"
  "No,madam。Iwasteditonpearls。"
  "IfIwerewell,Ishouldcallthatextravagant。Butitispermittedtoflatterthesick——itiskind。Meyouoverrate,Ifear;butyoudowelltohonormusic。Ay,I,wholieherewoundedandbroken-hearted,dothankGodformusic。Ourbodiesaresooncrushed,ourlovesdecayorturntohate,butartisimmortal。"
  Shecouldnolongerrollthisoutinhergrandcontralto,butshecouldstillraisehereyeswithenthusiasm,andherpalefacewasilluminated。
  Agrandsoulshonethroughher,thoughshewaspale,weak,andprostrate。
  Theyadmiredherinsilence。
  Afterawhilesheresumed,andsaid,"IfIlive,Imustliveformyartalone。"
  MissGalesawherapproachingadangeroustopic,soshesaid,hastily,"Don'tsay_if_youlive,please,becausethatisarranged。Youhavebeenoutofdangerthistwenty-fourhours,providedyoudonotrelapse;andI
  musttakecareofthat。"
  "Mykindfriend,"saidIna,"Ishallnotrelapse;onlymyweaknessispitiable。SometimesIcanscarcelyforbearcrying,Ifeelsoweak。WhenshallIbestronger?"
  "Youshallbealittlestrongereverythreedays。Therearealwaysupsanddownsinconvalescence。"
  "WhenshallIbestrongenoughtomove?"
  "Letmeanswerthatquestion,"saidVizard。"WhenyouarestrongenoughtosingusSiebel'sgreatsong。"
  "There,"saidFannyDover;"thereisamercenaryhostforyou。Hemeanstohaveasongoutofyou。Tillthenyouarehisprisoner。"
  "No,no,sheismine,saidMissGale;"andsheshan'tgotillshehassungme'Hail,Columbia。'NoneofyourItaliantrashforme。"
  Inasmiled,andsaiditwasafaircondition,providedthat"Hail,Columbia,"withwhichcomposition,unfortunately,shewasunacquainted,wasnotbeyondherpowers。"Ihaveoftensungformoney,"saidshe;"butthistime"——heresheopenedhergrandarmsandtookRhodaGaletoherbosom——"Ishallsingforlove。"
  "Nowwehavesettledthat,"saidVizard,"mymindismoreatease,andI
  willretire。"
  "Onemoment,"saidIna,turningtohim。Then,inalowandverymeaningvoice,_"Thereissomethingelse。"_
  "Nodoubtthereisplenty,"saidMissGale,sharply;"and,bymyauthority,Ipostponeitalltillyouarestronger。Bidusgood-byforthepresent,Mr。Vizard。"
  "Iobey,"saidhe。"But,madam,pleaserememberIamalwaysatyourservice。Sendformewhenyouplease,andtheoftenerthebetterforme。"
  "Thankyou,mykindhost。Obligemewithyourhand。"
  Hegaveherhishand。Shetookit,andputherlipstoitwithpureandgentleandseemlygratitude,andwithnolossofdignity,thoughtheactwashumble。
  Heturnedhisheadaway,tohidetheemotionthatactandthetouchofhersweetlipscausedhim;MissGalehurriedhimoutoftheroom。
  "Younaughtypatient,"saidshe;"youmustdonothingtoexciteyourself。"
  "Sweetphysician,lovingnurse,Iamnotexcited。"
  MissGalefeltherhearttosee。
  "Gratitudedoesnotexcite,"saidIna。"Itistootameafeelinginthebestofus。"
  "Thatisafact,"saidMissGale;"soletusallbegrateful,andavoidexcitingtopics。ThinkwhatIshouldfeelifyouhadarelapse。Why,youwouldbreakmyheart。"
  "ShouldI?"
  "Ireallythinkyouwould,toughasitis。Onegetssofondofanunselfishpatient。Youcannotthinkhowraretheyare,dear。Youareapearl。Icannotaffordtoloseyou。"
  "Thenyoushallnot,"saidIna,firmly。"KnowthatI,whoseemsoweak,amawomanofgreatresolution。Iwillfollowgoodcounsel;IwillpostponealldangeroustopicstillIamstronger;Iwilllive。ForIwillnotgrievethetruefriendscalamityhasraisedme。"
  OfcourseFannytoldZoeallaboutthisinterview。Shelistenedgloomily;
  andallshesaidwas,"Sistersdonotgoformuchwhenamanisinlove。"
  "Dobrothers,whenawomanis?"saidFanny。
  "Idaresaytheygoforasmuchastheyareworth。"
  "Zoe,thatisnotfair。Harringtonisfullofaffectionforyou。Butyouwillnotgonearhim。Anyothermanwouldbeveryangry。Dopraymakeaneffort,andcomedowntodinnerto-day。"
  "No,no。HehasyouandhisKlosking。AndIhavemybrokenheart。I_am_
  alone;andsowillbeallalone。"
  Shecriedandsobbed,butshewasobstinate,andFannycouldonlyletherhaveherownwayinthat。
  Anotherquestionwassoondisposedof。WhenFannyinvitedherintothesickroom,shesaid,haughtily,"Igotherenomore。Cureher,andsendheraway——ifHarringtonwilllethergo。Idaresaysheistobepitied。"
  "Ofcoursesheis。Sheisyourfellow-victim,ifyouwouldonlyletyourselfseeit。"
  "Unfortunately,insteadofpityingher,Ihateher。Shehasdestroyedmyhappiness,anddoneherselfnogood。Hedoesnotloveher,andneverwill。"
  Fannyfoundherselfgettingangry,soshesaidnomore;forshewasdeterminednothingshouldmakeherquarrelwithpoorZoe;butafterdinner,being_te'te-'a-te'te_withVizard,shetoldhimshewasafraidZoecouldnotseethingsastheywere;andsheaskedhimifhehadanyideawhathadbecomeofSeverne。
  "Fledthecountry,Isuppose。"
  "Areyousureheisnotlurkingabout?"
  "Whatfor?"
  "TogetawordwithZoe——alone。"
  "Hewillnotcomenearthis。Iwillbreakeveryboneinhisskinifhedoes。"
  "Butheissosly;hemighthangabout。"
  "Whatfor?Shenevergoesout;andifshedid,haveyousopooranopinionofherastothinkshewouldspeaktohim?"
  "Oh,no!andshewouldforbidhimtospeaktoher。Buthewouldbesuretopersist;andhehassuchwonderfulpowersofexplanation,andsheisblindedbylove,Ithinkhewouldmakeherbelieveblackwaswhite,ifhehadachance;andifheisabout,hewillgetachancesomeday。Sheisdoingtheveryworstthingshecould——shuttingherselfupso。Anymomentshewillturnwild,andrushoutreckless。Sheisinadangerousstate,youmarkmywords;sheisbroken-hearted,andyetsheisbitteragainsteverybody,exceptthatyoungvillain,andheistheonlyenemyshehasintheworld。Idon'tbelieveMademoiselleKloskingeverwrongedher,noreverwill。Appearancesareagainsther;butsheisagoodwoman,orIamafool。Takemyadvice,Harrington,andbeonyourguard。IfhehadwrittenapenitentlettertoMademoiselleKlosking,thatwouldbeadifferentthing;butheignoresher,andthatfrightensmeforZoe。"
  HarringtonwouldnotadmitthatZoeneededanyothersafeguardagainstadetectedscoundrelthanherownsenseofdignity。Heconsented,however,totakeprecautions,ifFannywouldsolemnlypromisenottotellZoe,andsowoundher。Onthatcondition,hewouldseehishead-keepertomorrow,andallthekeepersandwatchersshouldbepostedsoastoencircletheparishwithvigilance。HeassuredFannythesefellowshadawholesystemofsignalstotheearandeye,andSevernecouldnotgetwithinamileofthehouseundetected。"But,"saidhe,"Iwillnottrusttothatalone。I
  willsendanadvertisementtothelocalpapersandtheleadingLondonjournals,sowordedthatthescoundrelshallknowhisforgeryisdetected,andthathewillbearrestedonamagistrate'swarrantifhesetsfootinBarfordshire。"
  Fannysaidthatwascapital,and,altogether,hehadsethermindatrest。
  "Thendoasmuchforme,"saidVizard。"Pleaseexplainaremarkablephenomenon。Youwerealwaysabrightgirl,andnofool;butnotexactlywhathumdrumpeoplewouldcallagoodgirl。Youarenotoffended?"
  "Theidea!Why,Ihavepubliclydisownedgoodnessagainandagain。Youhaveheardme。"
  "SoIhave。Butwasnotthatratherdeceitfulofyou?foryouhaveturnedoutasgoodasgold。Anxietyhaskeptmeathomeoflate,andIhavewatchedyou。Youliveforothers;youarealloverthehousetoservetwosuffering_women。_Thatisrealcharity,notsexualcharity,whichhumbugstheworld,butnotme。Youarecook,housemaid,butler,nurse,andfriendtobothofthem。Inanintervalofyourtime,socreditablyemployed,youcomeandcheermeupwithyourbrightlittleface,andgivemewiseadvice。Iknowthatwomenareallhumbugs;onlyyouareahumbugreversed,anddeserveastatue——andtrimmings。Youhavebeenpassingyourselfoffforanaughtygirl,andallthetimeyouwereanextragoodone。"
  "Andthatpuzzlesthewoman-hater,thecynicalstudent,whosayshehasfathomedwoman。MypoordearHarrington,ifyoucannotreadsoshallowacharacterasIam,howwillyougetonwiththoseladiesupstairs——Zoe,whoisasdeepasthesea,andturbidwithpassion,andtheKlosking,whoisasdeepastheocean?"
  Shethoughtamomentandsaid,"There,Iwillhavepityonyou。Youshallunderstandonewomanbeforeyoudie,andthatisme。I'llgiveyoutheclewtomyseeminginconsistencies——if_you_willgive_me_acigarette。"
  "What!anotherhiddenvirtue?Yousmoke?"
  "NotI,exceptwhenIhappentobewithanoblesoulwhowon'ttell。"
  VizardfoundheraRussiancigarette,andlightedhisowncigar,andshelecturedasfollows:
  "Whatwomenlove,andcan'tdowithout,iftheyareyoungandhealthyandspirited,is——Excitement。Iamonewhopinesforit。Now,societyissoconstructedthattogetexcitementyoumustbenaughty。Waltzingallnightandflirtingalldayareexcitement。Crochet,andchurch,andexamininggirlsinSt。Matthew,anddining_enfamille,_andgoingtobedatten,arestagnation。Goodgirls——thatmeansstagnantgirls:Ihateanddespisethetamelittlewretches,andIneverwasone,andneverwillbe。
  Butnowlookhere:Wehavetwoladiesinlovewithonevillain——thatisexciting。Onegetsnearlykilledinthehouse——thatisgloriouslyexciting。Theotherisbroken-hearted。IfIweretobeabadgirl,andsay,'Itisnotmybusiness;Iwillleavethemtothemselves,andgomylittlemill-roundofselfishnessasbefore,'why,whatafoolImustbe!
  IshouldloseExcitement。Insteadofthat,IrunandgetthinksfortheKlosking——Excitement。Icookforher,andnurseher,andsituphalfthenight——Excitement。ThenIruntoZoe,anddomybestforher——andgetsnubbed——Excitement。ThenIsitattheheadofyourtable,andorderyou——Excitement。Oh,itislovely!"
  "Shallyounotbesorrywhentheybothgetwell,andRoutinerecommences?"
  "OfcourseIshall。ThatisthesortofgoodgirlIam。And,oh!whenthatfataldaycomes,howIshallflirt。Heavenhelpmynextflirtee!I
  shallsoonflirtoutthestigmaofagoodgirl。Youmarkmywords,I
  shallflirtwithsome_marriedman_afterthis。Ineverdidthatyet。ButIshall;IknowIshall——Ah!——there,Ihaveburnedmyfinger。"
  "Nevermind。Thatisexciting。"
  "AssuchIacceptit。Good-by。ImustgoandrelieveMissGale。Exitthegoodgirlonhermissionofcharity——ha!ha!"Shehummeda_valse'adeuxtemps,_andwentdancingoutwithsuchawhirlthatherpetticoats,whichwereample,andnot,asnow,likeasacktiedattheknees,madequiteacoolairintheroom。
  ShehadnotbeengonelongwhenMissGalecamedown,fullofherpatient。
  Shewantedtogetheroutofbedduringthedaytime,butsaidshewasnotstrongenoughtositup。WouldheorderaninvalidcouchdownfromLondon?Shedescribedthearticle,andwhereitwastobehad。
  HesaidHarrisshouldgoupinthemorningandbringonedownwithhim。
  Hethenputherseveralquestionsaboutherpatient;andatlastaskedher,withananxietyheinvainendeavoredtoconceal,whatshethoughtwastherelationbetweenherandSeverne。
  NowitmayberememberedthatMissGalehadoncebeenonthepointoftellinghimallsheknew,andhadwrittenhimaletter。ButatthattimetheKloskingwasnotexpectedtoappearonthesceneinperson。WereshenowtosayshehadseenherandSevernelivingtogether,Rhodafeltthatsheshouldlowerherpatient。Shehadnotthehearttodothat。
  RhodaGalewasnotofanamoroustemperament,andshewasallthemoreopentofemaleattachments。WithalittleencouragementshewouldhavelovedZoe,butshehadnowtransferredheraffectiontotheKlosking。SherepliedtoVizardalmostlikeamaleloverdefendingtheobjectofhisaffection。
  "TheexactrelationismorethanIcantell;butIthinkhehasliveduponher,forshewasricherthanhewas;andIfeelsurehehaspromisedhermarriage。Andmygreatfearnowislestheshouldgetholdofherandkeephispromise。Heisaspoorasaratorafemalephysician;andshehasafortuneinhervoice,andhasmoneybesides,MissDovertellsme。
  Praykeepherheretillsheisquitewell,please。"
  "Iwill。"
  "AndthenletmehaveherupatHillstoke。Sheisbeginningtoloveme,andIdoteonher。"
  "SodoI。"
  "Ah,butyoumustnot。"
  "Whynot?"
  "Because。"
  "Well,whynot?"
  "Sheisnottoloveanymanagainwhowillnotmarryher。Iwon'tlether。I'llkillherfirst,Iloveherso。Aroguesheshan'tmarry,andI
  can'tletyoumarryher,because,herconnectionwiththatSeverneismysterious。Sheseemsthesoulofvirtue,butIcouldnotlet_you_marryheruntilthingsareclearer。"
  "Makeyourmindeasy。Iwillnotmarryher——noranybodyelse——tillthingsareagreatdealclearerthanIhaveeverfoundthem,whereyoursexisconcerned。"
  MissGaleapprovedtheresolution。
  NextdayVizardpostedhiskeepers,andsenthisadvertisementstotheLondonandcountryjournals。
  Fannycameintohisstudytotellhimtherewasmoretrouble——MissMaitlandtakenseriouslyill,andhadwrittentoZoe。
  "Pooroldsoul!"saidVizard。"Ihaveagreatmindtorideoverandseeher。"
  "Somebodyoughttogo,"saidFanny。
  "Well,yougo。"
  "HowcanI——withZoe,andMademoiselleKlosking,andyou,tolookafter?"
  "Insteadofoneoldwoman。Notmuchexcitementinthat。"
  "No,cousin。Tothinkofyourremembering!Why,youmusthavegonetobedsober。"
  "Ioftendo。"
  "Youwerealwaysaneccentriclandowner。"
  "Don'tyoutalk。Youareacaricature。"
  ThisbanterwasinterruptedbyMissGale,whocametotellHarringtonMademoiselleKloskingdesiredtoseehim,athisleisure。
  Hesaidhewouldcomedirectly。
  "Beforeyougo,"saidMissGale,"letuscometoanunderstanding。Shehadonlytwodays'fever;butthatfever,andthelossofblood,andtheshocktohernerves,broughthertodeath'sdoorbyexhaustion。Nowsheisslowlyrecoveringherstrength,becauseshehasahealthystomach,andIgivehernostimulantstospurandthenweakenher,butchoiceandsimpleesculents,theeffectofwhichIwatch,andvarythemaccordingly。
  Buttheconvalescentperiodisalwaysoneofdanger,especiallyfromchillstothebody,andexcitementstothebrain。Atnoperiodaremorepatientsthrownawayforwantofvigilance。NowIcanguardagainstchillsandotherbodilythings,butnotagainstexcitements——unlessyouco-operate。Thefactis,wemustagreetoavoidspeakingaboutMr。
  Severne。Wemustbeonourguard。Wemustparry;wemustevade;wemustbedeaf,stupid,slippery;butnoSeverne——forfiveorsixdaysmore,atallevents。"
  Thusforewarned,Vizard,induecourse,paidhissecondvisittoInaKlosking。
  Hefoundherproppedupwithpillowsthistime。Shebeggedhimtobeseated。
  Shehadevidentlysomethingonhermind,andhernurseswatchedherlikecats。
  "Youarefondofmusic,sir?"
  "Notofallmusic。Iadoregoodmusic,Ihatebad,andIdespisemediocre。Silenceisgolden,indeed,comparedwithpoormusic。"
  "Youareright,sir。Haveyougoodmusicinthehouse?"
  "Alittle。Igetalltheoperas,andyouknowtherearegenerallyoneortwogoodthingsinanopera——amongtherubbish。Butthegreatbulkofourcollectionisratherold-fashioned。Itissacredmusic——oratorios,masses,anthems,services,chants。Mymotherwasthecollector。Hertastesweregood,butnarrow。Doyoucareforthatsortofmusic?"
  "Sacredmusic?Why,itis,ofallmusic,themostdivine,andsoothesthetroubledsoul。CanInotseethebooks?Ireadmusiclikewords。ByreadingIalmosthear。"
  "Wewillbringyouupadozenbookstobeginon。"
  Hewentdowndirectly;andsuchwashispleasureindoinganythingfortheKloskingthatheexecutedtheorderinperson,broughtupalittlepileoffoliosandquartos,beautifullyboundandlettered,aladyhavingbeenthecollector。
  Now,ashemountedthestairs,withhisverychinuponthepile,whoshouldheseelookingovertherailsathimbuthissisterZoe。
  Shewassadlychanged。Therewasafixedashenpalloronhercheek,andadarkcircleunderhereyes。
  Hestoppedtolookather。"Mypoorchild,"saidhe,"youlookveryill。"
  "Iamveryill,dear。"
  "Wouldyounotbebetterforachange?"
  "Imight。"
  "Whycoopyourselfupinyourownroom?Whydenyyourselfabrother'ssympathy?"
  Thegirltrembled,andtearscametohereyes。
  "Isitwithmeyousympathize?"saidshe。
  "Canyoudoubtit,Zoe?"
  Zoehungherheadamoment,anddidnotreply。Thenshemadeadiversion。
  "Whatarethosebooks?Oh,Isee——yourmother'smusic-books。Nothingistoogoodfor_her。"_
  "Nothinginthewayofmusic-booksistoogoodforher。Forshame!areyoujealousofthatunfortunatelady?"
  Zoemadenoreply。
  Sheputherhandsbeforeherface,thatVizardmightnotseehermind。
  Thenherestedhisbooksonatable,andcameandtookherheadinhishandspaternally。"Donotshutyourselfupanylonger。Solitudeisdangeroustotheafflicted。Bemorewithmethanever,andletthiscruelblowbindusmoreclosely,insteadofdisunitingus。"
  Hekissedherlovingly,andhiskindwordssethertearsflowing;buttheydidherlittlegood——theywerebittertears。Betweenherandherbrothertherewasnowabarriersisterlylovecouldnotpass。HehatedanddespisedEdwardSeverne;andsheonlydistrustedhim,andfearedhewasavillain。Shelovedhimstillwitheveryfiberofherheart,andpinedforhisexplanationofallthatseemedsodark。
  Sothenheenteredthesick-roomwithhismusic-books;andZoe,afterwatchinghiminwithoutseemingtodoso,creptawaytoherownroom。
  Thentherewasratheraprettylittlescene。MissGaleandMissDover,oneachsideofthebed,heldaheavymusic-book,andMademoiselleKloskingturnedtheleavesandread,whenthecompositionwasworthreading。Ifitwasnot,shequietlypasseditover,withoutanyinjuriouscomment。
  Vizardwatchedherfromthefootofthebed,andcouldtellinamoment,byherface,whetherthecompositionwasgood,bad,orindifferent。Whenbad,herfaceseemedtoturnimpassive,likemarble;whengood,toexpand;andwhenshelightedonamasterpiece,shewasalmosttransfigured,andherfaceshonewithelevatedjoy。
  ThiswasastudytotheenamoredVizard,anditdidnotescapethequick-sighteddoctress。Shedespisedmusiconitsownmerits,butshedespisednothingthatcouldbepressedintotheserviceofmedicine;andshesaidtoherself,"I'llcureherwithesculentsandmusic。"
  Thebookwastakenawaytomakeroomforanother。
  ThensaidInaKlosking,"Mr。Vizard,Idesiretosayawordtoyou。
  Excuseme,mydearfriends。"
  MissGalecoloredup。Shehadnotforeseena_te'te-'a-te'te_betweenVizardandherpatient。However,therewasnohelpforit,andshewithdrewtoalittledistancewithFanny;butshesaidtoVizard,openlyandexpressively,"Remember!"
  Whentheyhadwithdrawnalittleway,InaKloskingfixedhereyesonVizard,andsaid,inalowvoice,"Yoursister!"
  Vizardstartedalittleatthesuddennessofthis,buthesaidnothing:
  hedidnotknowwhattosay。
  Whenshehadwaitedalittle,andhesaidnothing,shespokeagain。"Tellmesomethingabouther。Isshegood?Forgiveme:itisnotthatIdoubt。"
  "Sheisgood,accordingtoherlights。"
  "Issheproud?"
  "Yes。"
  "Isshejust?"
  "No。AndInevermetawomanthatwas。"
  "Indeeditisrare。Whydoesshenotvisitme?"
  "Idon'tknow"
  "Sheblamesmeforallthathashappened。"
  "Idon'tknow,madam。Mysisterlooksveryill,andkeepsherownroom。
  Ifshedoesnotvisityou,sheholdsequallyalooffromusall。Shehasnottakenasinglemealwithmeforsomedays。"
  "SinceIwasyourpatientandyourguest。"
  "Praydonotconcludefromthat——Whocaninterpretawoman?"
  "Anotherwoman。Enigmastoyou,wearetransparenttoeachother。Sir,willyougrantmeafavor?WillyoupersuadeMissVizardtoseemeherealone——allalone?Itwillbeagreatertrialtomethantoher,forIamweak。InthisrequestIamnotselfish。Shecandonothingforme;butI
  candoalittleforher,topaythedebtofgratitudeIowethishospitablehouse。MayHeavenblessit,fromtherooftothefoundationstone!"
  "Iwillspeaktomysister,andsheshallvisityou——withtheconsentofyourphysician。"
  "Itiswell,"saidInaKlosking,andbeckonedherfriends,oneofwhom,MissGale,proceededtofeelherpulse,withsuspiciousglancesatVizard。Butshefoundthepulsecalm,andsaidso。
  VizardtookhisleaveandwentstraighttoZoe'sroom。Shewasnotthere。
  Hewasgladofthat,foritgavehimhopesshewasgoingtorespecthisadviceandgiveuphersolitarylife。
  Hewentdownstairsandontothelawntolookforher。Hecouldnotseeheranywhere。
  Atlast,whenhehadgivenuplookingforher,hefoundherinhisstudycrouchedinacorner。
  Sheroseatsightofhimandstoodbeforehim。"Harrington,"saidshe,inratheracommandingway,"AuntMaitlandisill,andIwishtogotoher。"
  Harringtonstaredatherwithsurprise。"Youarenotwellenoughyourself。"
  "Quitewellenoughinbodytogoanywhere。"
  "Well,but——"saidHarrington。
  Shecaughthimupimpatiently。"SurelyyoucannotobjecttomyvisitingAuntMaitland。Sheisdangerouslyill。Ihadasecondletterthismorning——see。"Andsheheldhimoutaletter。
  Harringtonwasinadifficulty。Hefeltsurethiswasnotherrealmotive;buthedidnotliketosaysoharshlytoanunhappygirl。Hetookamoderatecourse。"Notjustnow,dear,"saidhe。
  "What!amItowaittillshedies?"criedZoe,gettingagitatedathisopposition。
  "Bereasonable,dear。Youknowyouarethemistressofthishouse。Donotdesertmejustnow。Considertheposition。Itisaverychatteringcounty。IentertainMademoiselleKlosking;Icouldnotdootherwisewhenshewasnearlykilledinmyhall。Butformysistertogoawaywhilesheremainsherewouldhaveabadeffect。"
  "Itistoolatetothinkofthat,Harrington。Themischiefisdone,andyoumustpleadyoureccentricity。WhyshouldIbeartheblame?Ineverapprovedit。"
  "Youwouldhavesenthertoaninn,eh?"
  "No;butMissGaleofferedtotakeher。"
  "ThenIamtounderstandthatyouproposetomarkyourreprobationofmyconductbyleavingmyhouse。"
  "What!publicly?Ohno。YoumaysaytoyourselfthatyoursistercouldnotbeartostayunderthesameroofwithMr。Severne'smistress。Butthischatteringcountyshallneverknowmymind。Myauntisdangerouslyill。Shelivesbutthirtymilesoff。Sheisafitobjectofpity。Sheisa——respectable——lady;sheisallalone;nofemalephysician,noflirtturnedSisterofCharity,nowoman-hater,tofetchandcarryforher。AndsoIshallgotoher。Iamyoursister,notyourslave。Ifyougrudgemeyourhorses,Iwillgoonfoot。"
  Vizardwaswhitewithwrath,butgovernedhimselflikeaman。"Goon,younglady!"saidhe;"goon!Jeer,andtaunt,andwoundthebestbrotheranyyoungmadwomaneverhad。Butdon'tthinkI'llansweryouasyoudeserve。I'mtoocunning。IfIwastosayanunkindwordtoyou,Ishouldsufferthetorturesofthedamned。Sogoon!"
  "No,no。Forgiveme,Harrington。Itisyouroppositionthatdrivesmewild。Oh,havepityonme!IshallgomadifIstayhere。Do,pray,pray,prayletmegotoAuntMaitland!"
  "Youshallgo,Zoe。ButItellyouplainly,thisstepwillbeablowtoouraffection——thefirst。"
  Zoecriedatthat。Butasshedidnotwithdrawherrequest,Harringtontoldher,withcoldcivility,thatshemustbegoodenoughtobereadydirectlyafterbreakfastto-morrow,andtakeaslittleluggageasshecouldwithconveniencetoherself。
  Horsesweresentonthatnighttothe"Fox,"aninnhalf-waybetweenVizardCourtandMissMaitland'splace。
  Inthemorningalightbarouche,withaslingforluggage,cameround,andZoewassoonseatedinit。Then,tohersurprise,Harringtoncameoutandsatbesideher。
  Shewaspleasedatthisandsaid,"What!areyougoingwithme,dear,allthatway?"
  "Yes,tosaveappearances,"saidhe;andtookoutanewspapertoread。
  ThisfrozeZoe,andsheretiredwithinherself。
  Itwasafinefreshmorning;thecoachmandrovefast;theairfannedhercheek;themotionwasenlivening;thehorses'shoofsrangquickandclearupontheroad。Freshobjectsmettheeyeeverymoment。Herheartwasassadandachingasbefore,buttherearoseafaintencouragingsensethatsomedayshemightbebetter,orthingsmighttakesometurn。
  Whentheyhadrolledabouttenmilesshesaid,inalowvoice,"Harrington。"
  "Well?"
  "Youwereright。Coopingone'sselfupisthewaytogomad。"
  "Ofcourseitis。"
  "Ifeelalittlebetternow——averylittle。"
  "Iamgladofit。"
  Buthewasnothearty,andshesaidnomore。
  Hewasextremelyattentivetoherallthejourney,and,indeed,hadneverbeenhalfsopolitetoher。
  This,however,ledtoaresulthedidnotintendnoranticipate。Zoe,beingnowcool,fellintoastateofcompunctionanddismay。Shesawhisaffectionleavingherfor_her,_andstiffpolitenesscominginstead。
  Sheleanedforward,putherhandsonhisknees,andlooked,allscared,inhisface。"Harrington,"shecried,"Iwaswrong。WhatisAuntMaitlandtome?Youaremyall。Bidhimturnthehorses'headsandgohome。"
  "Why,weareonlysixmilesfromtheplace。"
  "Whatdoesthatmatter?Weshallhavehadagoodlongdrivetogether,andIwilldinewithyouafterit;andIwillrideordrivewithyoueveryday,ifyouwillletme。"
  Vizardcouldnothelpsmiling。Hewasdisarmed。"Youimpulsiveyoungmonkey,"saidhe,"Ishalldonothingofthekind。Inthefirstplace,I
  couldn'tturnbackfromanything;I'monlyaman。Inthenextplace,I
  havebeenthinkingitover,asyouhave;andthisisagoodmoveofours,thoughIwasalittlemortifiedatfirst。Occupationisthebestcureoflove,andthisoldladywillfindyouplenty。Besides,nursingimprovesthecharacter。LookatthatfrivolousgirlFanny,howshehascomeout。
  Andyouknow,Zoe,ifyougetsickofitinadayortwo,youhaveonlytowritetome,andIwillsendforyoudirectly。Ashortabsence,withsoreasonableamotiveasvisitingasickaunt,willprovokenocomments。
  Itisallforthebest。"
  ThissetZoeatherease,andbrotherandsisterresumedtheirusualmanners。
  TheyreachedMissMaitland'shouse,andwereadmittedtohersick-room。
  Shewasreallyveryill,andthankedthemsopatheticallyforcomingtovisitapoorloneoldwomanthatnowtheywerebothgladtheyhadcome。
  Zoeenteredonherfunctionswithanalacritythatsurprisedherself,andVizarddroveaway。Buthedidnotdrivestraighthome。HehadstartedfromVizardCourtwithotherviews。HehadtelegraphedLordUxmoorthenightbefore,andnowdrovetohisplace,whichwasonlyfivemilesdistant。Hefoundhimathome,andsoontoldhimhiserrand。"Doyouremembermeetingayoungfellowatmyhouse,calledSeverne?"
  "Ido,"saidLordUxmoor,drylyenough。
  "Well,hehasturnedoutanimpostor。"
  Uxmoor'seyeflashed。HehadalwayssuspectedSeverneofbeinghisrivalandamaincauseofhisdefeat。"Animpostor?"saidhe:"thatisratherastrongword。CertainlyIneverheardagentlemantellsuchafalsehoodashevolunteeredabout——what'sthefellow'sname?——adetective。"
  "Oh,Poikilus。Thatisnothing。Thatwasoneofhiswhitelies。Heisavillainallround,andaforgerbywayofclimax。"
  "Aforger!What,acriminal?"
  "Rather!Herearehisdrafts。Thedrawerandacceptordonotexist。ThewholethingwaswrittenbyEdwardSeverne,whoseindorsementfiguresonthebill。Hegotmetocashthesebills。Idepositthemwithyou,andI
  askyouforawarranttocommithim——ifheshouldcomethisway。"
  "Isthatlikely?"
  "Notatall;itisahundredtoonehenevershowshisnoseagaininBarfordshire。Whenhewasfoundout,hebolted,andlefthisveryclothesinmyhouse。Ipackedthemofftothe'Swan'atTaddington。Hehasneverbeenheardofsince;andIhavewarnedhim,byadvertisement,thathewillbearrestedifeverhesetsfootinBarfordshire。"
  "Well,then?"
  "Well,then,Iamnotgoingtothrowawayachance。ThebeggarhadtheimpudencetospoononmysisterZoe。Thatwasmyfault,nothers。Hewasanoldcollegeacquaintance,andIgavehimopportunities——Ideservetobehorsewhipped。However,Iamnotgoingtocommitthesameblundertwice。Mysisterisinyourneighborhoodforafewdays。"
  "Ah!"
  "Andperhapsyouwillbegoodenoughtokeepyoureyeonher。"
  "Ifeelmuchhonoredbysuchacommission。ButyouhavenottoldmewhereMissVizardis。"
  "Withheraunt,MissMaitland,atSomervilleVilla,nearBagley。Apropos,Ihadbettertellyouwhatsheistherefor,oryourgooddowagerwillbeaskinghertoparties。ShehascometonurseherauntMaitland。Theoldladyisseriouslyill,andallouryoungcoquettesaregoinginfornursing。Wehaveasickladyatourhouse,Iamsorrytosay,andsheisnursedlikeaqueenbyDoctressGaleandexFlirtFannyDover。Nowisfulfilledthesayingthatwassaid,'Owoman!inourhoursofease——'
  Ispareyoutherest,andsimplyremarkthatourZoe,firedbytheexampleofthosetwoladies,hasdevotedherselftonursingAuntMaitland。Itisverygoodofher,butexperiencetellsmeshewillverysoonfinditextremelytrying;andassheisaveryprettygirl,andthereforeafitsubjectofmalecharity,youmightpayheravisitnowandthen,andshowherthatthisbestofallpossibleworldscontainsyounggentlemenofdistinction,withlongandglossybeards,aswellaspeevisholdwomen,whoareextraselfishandtyrannicalwhentheyhappentobesick。"
  Uxmoorpositivelyradiatedasthisprogrammewasunfoldedtohim。Vizardobservedthat,andchuckledinwardly。
  Hethenhandedhimtheforgedacceptances。
  LordUxmoorbeggedhimtowritedownthefactsonpaper,andalsohisapplicationforthewarrant。Hedidso。LordUxmoorlockedthepaperup,andthefriendsparted。Vizarddroveoff,easyinhismind,andcongratulatinghimself,notunreasonably,onhislittlecombination,bymeansofwhichhehadprovidedhissisterwithawatch-dog,acompanion,andanhonorableloverallinone。
  Uxmoorputonhishatandstrodeforthintohisowngrounds,withhisheartbeatinghighatthisstrangeturnofthingsinfavorofhislove。
  Neitherforesawthestrangecombinationswhichweretoariseoutofaneventthatappearedsosimpleandone-sided。
  CHAPTERXXII。
  INAKLOSKING'Scurewasretardedbythestateofhermind。Theexcitementandsharpagonyherphysicianhadfeareddiedawayasthefeverofthebrainsubsided;butthentheresettleddownagrim,listlesslethargy,whichobstructedherreturntohealthandvigor。OnceshesaidtoRhodaGale,"ButIhavenothingtogetwellfor。"
  Asarule,shedidnotspeakhermind,butthoughtagreatdeal。SheoftenaskedafterZoe;andhernursescouldseethatheronelanguidanxietywassomehowconnectedwiththatlady。Yetshedidnotseemhostiletohernow,norjealous。Itwashardtounderstandher;shewasreserved,andverydeep。
  ThefirstrelieftothedeadlylanguorofhermindcametoherfromMusic。Thatwasnogreatwonder;but,strangetosay,themusicthatdidhergoodwasneitheroldenoughtoberevered,nornewenoughtobefashionable。ItwasEnglishmusictoo,and_passe'_music。ShecameacrossacollectionofAnglicananthemsandservices——written,mostofit,towardtheendofthelastcenturyandthebeginningofthis。Thecomposers'namespromisedlittle:theywereBlow,Nares,Green,Kent,King,Jackson,etc。Thewordsandthemusicofthesecompositionsseemedtosuitoneanother;and,astheywereallquitenewtoher,shewentthroughthemalmosteagerly,andhummedseveralofthestrains,andwithherwhitebutnowthinhandbeattimetoothers。SheevensentforVizard,andsaidtohim,"Youhaveatreasurehere。Doyouknowthesecompositions?"
  Heinspectedhistreasure。"Iremember,"saidhe,"mymotherusedtosingthisone,'WhentheEyesawHer,thenitblessedHer;'andpartsofthisone,'HearmyPrayer;'and,letmesee,sheusedtosingthispsalm,'PraisetheLord,'byJackson。IamashamedtosayIusedtoaskfor'PraisetheLordJackson,'meaningtobefunny,notdevout。"
  "Shedidnotchooseill,"saidIna。"IthoughtIknewEnglishmusic,yethereisawholestreamofitnewtome。Isitesteemed?"
  "Ithinkitwasonce,butithashaditsday。"
  "Thatisstrange;forherearesomeimmortalqualities。Thesecomposershadbrains,andbeganattherightend;theyselectedgrandandtunefulwords,greatandpiousthoughts;theyimpregnatedthemselveswiththosewordsandproducedappropriatemusic。Theharmoniesaresometimesthin,andthewritersseemscarcelytoknowtheskillfuluseofdiscords;buttheyhadheartandinvention;theysawtheirwayclearbeforetheywrotethefirstnote;thereisaninspiredsimplicityandfervor:ifallthesechoicethingsaredead,theymusthavefallenuponbadinterpreters。"
  "Nodoubt,"saidVizard;"sopleasegetwell,andletmehearthesepiousstrains,whichmypoordearmotherlovedsowell,interpretedworthily。"
  TheKlosking'seyesfilled。"Thatisatemptation,"saidshe,simply。
  ThensheturnedtoRhodaGale。"Sweetphysician,hehasdonemegood。Hehasgivenmesomethingtogetwellfor。"
  Vizard'sheartyearned。"Donottalklikethat,"saidhe,buoyantly;
  then,inabrokenvoice,"Heavenforbidyoushouldhavenothingbettertoliveforthanthat。"
  "Sir,"saidshe,gravely,"Ihavenothingbettertolivefornowthantointerpretgoodmusicworthily。"
  Therewasapainfulsilence。
  Inabrokeit。Shesaid,quitecalmly,"Firstofall,Iwishtoknowhowothersinterpretthesestrainsyourmotherloved,andIhavethehonortoagreewithher。"
  "Oh,"saidVizard,"wewillsoonmanagethatforyou。Thesethingsarenotdefunct,onlyunfashionable。EverychoirinEnglandhassungthem,andcansingthem,afterafashion;so,attwelveo'clockto-morrow,lookout——forsqualls!"
  Hemountedhishorse,rodeintothecathedraltown——distanteightmiles——andarrangedwiththeorganistforhimself,fourleadingboys,andthreelayclerks。Hewastosendacarriageinforthemafterthemorningservice,andreturnthemingoodtimeforvespers。
  FannytoldInaKlosking,andsheinsistedongettingup。
  BythistimeDoctressGalehadsatisfiedherselfthatalittleexcitementwasdownrightgoodforherpatient,andledtorefreshingsleep。Sotheydressedherlooselybutverywarmly,androlledhertothewindowonherinvalidcouch,setatahighangle。ItwasafinecleardayinOctober,keenbutgenial;andaftermufflingherwell,theyopenedthewindow。
  Whileshesatthere,proppedhigh,andinhalingthepureair,Vizardconveyedhislittlechoir,byanotherstaircase,intotheantechamber;
  and,underhisadvice,theyavoidedpreludesandopenedinfullchoruswithJackson'ssongofpraise。
  Atthefirstburstofsacredharmony,InaKloskingwasobservedtoquiverallover。
  Theysungitrathercoarsely,butcorrectlyandboldly,andwithacertainfervor。Therewerenooperaticartificestoremindherofearth;
  thepurityandtheharmonystruckherfull。ThegreatsingerandsuffererliftedherclaspedhandstoGod,andthetearsflowedfastdownhercheeks。
  Thesetearswerebalmtothatpoorlaceratedsoul,tormentedbymanyblows。
  "Olacrymarumfons,tenerosacrosDucemtiumortusexanimo,quaterFelix,inimoquiscatentemPectore,te,pianympha,sensit。"
  RhodaGale,whohatedmusiclikepoison,creptuptoher,and,infoldingherdelicately,laidapairofweteyessoftlyonhershoulder。
  Vizardnowtappedatthedoor,andwasadmittedfromthemusic-room。HebeggedInatochooseanothercompositionfromherbook。Shemarkedaserviceandtwoanthems,andhandedhimthevolume,butbeggedtheymightnotbedonetoosoon,oneaftertheother。Thatwouldbequiteenoughforoneday,especiallyiftheywouldbegoodenoughtorepeatthehymnofpraisetoconclude;"for,"saidshe,"thesearethingstobedigested。"
  Soontheboys'purevoicesroseagainandthosepoordeadEnglishcomposers,withprosaicnames,foundtheirwayagaintothegreatforeignsinger'ssoul。
  Theysungananthem,whichisnowespeciallydespisedbythosegreatcritics,theorganistsofthecountry——"MySongshallbeofMercyandJudgment。"
  TheKloskingforgavethethinnessoftheharmony,andmanylittlefaultsinthevocalexecution。Thewords,nodoubt,wentfarwithher,beingclearlyspoken。Shesatmeditating,withhermoisteyesraised,andherfacetransfigured,andattheendshemurmuredtoVizard,withhereyesstillraised,"Afterall,theyaregreatandpiouswords,andthemusichasatleastthiscrowningvirtue——itmeansthewords。"Thenshesuddenlyturneduponhimandsaid,"ThereisanotherpersoninthishousewhoneedsthisconsolationasmuchasIdo。Whydoesshenotcome?Butperhapssheiswiththemusicians。"
  "Whomdoyoumean?"
  "Yoursister。"
  "Why,sheisnotinthehouse。"
  InaKloskingstartedatthatinformation,andbenthereyeskeenlyandinquiringlyonhim。
  "Shelefttwodaysago。"
  "Indeed!"
  "Tonurseasickaunt。"
  "Indeed!Hadshenootherreason?"
  "NotthatIknowof,"saidVizard;buthecouldnothelpcoloringalittle。
  Thelittlechoirnowsungaservice,KinginF。Theysung"TheMagnificat"rudely,andratherprofanely,butrecoveredthemselvesinthe"Dimittis。"
  Whenitwasover,Inawhispered,"'TobealighttolightentheGentiles。'Thatisaninspiredduet。Oh,howitmightbesung!"
  "Ofcourseitmight,"whisperedVizard;"soyouhavesomethingtogetwellfor。"
  "Yes,myfriend——thankstoyouandyoursaintedmother。"
  This,utteredinavoicewhich,underthehealinginfluenceofmusic,seemedtohaveregainedsomeofitsrichmelody,wastoomuchforourcynic,andhebustledofftohidehisemotion,andinvitedthemusicianstolunch。
  Alltheservantshadbeenlisteningonthestairs,andthehospitableoldbutlerpliedtheboyswithsparklingMoselle,which,beinghimselfrearedonmightyPort;hethoughtalightandplayfulwine——justthethingforwomenandchildren。Soafterluncheontheysungratherwild,andtheKloskingtoldVizard,dryly,thatwoulddoforthepresent。
  Thenheorderedthecarriageforthem,andaskedMademoiselleKloskingwhenshewouldlikethemagain。
  "When_can_I?"sheinquired,rathertimidly。
  "Everyday,ifyoulike——Sundaysandall。"