IshutmyeyesnowandlookbacktomynativetowninMassachusetts,andIseethecattle-showgroundonthemountain-top;Icanseethehorse-
shedsthere。IcanseetheCongregationalchurch;
seethetownhallandmountaineers'cottages;
seeagreatassemblyofpeopleturningout,dressedresplendently,andIcanseeflagsflyingandhandkerchiefswavingandhearbandsplaying。Icanseethatcompanyofsoldiersthathadre-enlistedmarchinguponthatcattle-showground。Iwasbutaboy,butIwascaptainofthatcompanyandpuffedoutwithpride。Acambricneedlewouldhaveburstmealltopieces。ThenIthoughtitwasthegreatesteventthatevercametomanonearth。Ifyouhaveeverthoughtyouwouldliketobeakingorqueen,yougoandbereceivedbythemayor。
Thebandsplayed,andallthepeopleturnedouttoreceiveus。ImarchedupthatCommonsoproudattheheadofmytroops,andweturneddownintothetownhall。ThentheyseatedmysoldiersdownthecenteraisleandIsatdownonthefrontseat。Agreatassemblyofpeopleahundredortwo——cameintofillthetownhall,sothattheystoodupallaround。Thenthetownofficerscameinandformedahalf-circle。Themayorofthetownsatinthemiddleoftheplatform。Hewasamanwhohadneverheldofficebefore;buthewasagoodman,andhisfriendshavetoldmethatImightusethiswithoutgivingthemoffense。Hewasagoodman,buthethoughtanofficemadeamangreat。Hecameupandtookhisseat,adjustedhispowerfulspectacles,andlookedaround,whenhesuddenlyspiedmesittingthereonthefrontseat。Hecamerightforwardontheplatformandinvitedmeuptositwiththetownofficers。NotownofficerevertookanynoticeofmebeforeIwenttowar,excepttoadvisetheteachertothrashme,andnowIwasinviteduponthestandwiththetownofficers。Ohmy!
thetownmayorwasthentheemperor,thekingofourdayandourtime。AsIcameupontheplatformtheygavemeachairaboutthisfar,I
wouldsay,fromthefront。
WhenIhadgotseated,thechairmanoftheSelectmenaroseandcameforwardtothetable,andweallsupposedhewouldintroducetheCongregationalminister,whowastheonlyoratorintown,andthathewouldgivetheorationtothereturningsoldiers。But,friends,youshouldhaveseenthesurprisewhichranovertheaudiencewhentheydiscoveredthattheoldfellowwasgoingtodeliverthatspeechhimself。Hehadnevermadeaspeechinhislife,buthefellintothesameerrorthathundredsofothermenhavefalleninto。Itseemssostrangethatamanwon'tlearnhemustspeakhispieceasaboyifhein-
tendstobeanoratorwhenheisgrown,butheseemstothinkallhehastodoistoholdanofficetobeagreatorator。
Sohecameuptothefront,andbroughtwithhimaspeechwhichhehadlearnedbyheartwalkingupanddownthepasture,wherehehadfrightenedthecattle。Hebroughtthemanuscriptwithhimandspreaditoutonthetablesoastobesurehemightseeit。Headjustedhisspectaclesandleanedoveritforamomentandmarchedbackonthatplatform,andthencameforwardlikethis——tramp,tramp,tramp。Hemusthavestudiedthesubjectagreatdeal,whenyoucometothinkofit,becauseheassumedan“elocutionary''
attitude。Herestedheavilyuponhisleftheel,threwbackhisshoulders,slightlyadvancedtherightfoot,openedtheorgansofspeech,andadvancedhisrightfootatanangleofforty-
five。Ashestoodinthatelocutionaryattitude,friends,thisisjustthewaythatspeechwent。
Somepeoplesaytome,“Don'tyouexaggerate?''
Thatwouldbeimpossible。ButIamhereforthelessonandnotforthestory,andthisisthewayitwent:
“Fellow-citizens——''Assoonasheheardhisvoicehisfingersbegantogolikethat,hiskneesbegantoshake,andthenhetrembledallover。
Hechokedandswallowedandcamearoundtothetabletolookatthemanuscript。Thenhegatheredhimselfupwithclenchedfistsandcameback:“Fellow-citizens,weareFellow-citizens,weare——weare——weare——weare——weare——weareveryhappy——weareveryhappy——weareveryhappy。Weareveryhappytowelcomebacktotheirnativetownthesesoldierswhohavefoughtandbled——andcomebackagaintotheirnativetown。Weareespecially——weareespecially——weareespecially。Weareespeciallypleasedtoseewithusto-daythisyounghero''thatmeantme——“thisyoungherowhoinimagination''
friends,rememberhesaidthat;ifhehadnotsaid“inimagination''Iwouldnotbeegotisticenoughtorefertoitatall——“thisyoungherowhoinimaginationwehaveseenleading——wehaveseenleading——leading。Wehaveseenleadinghistroopsontothedeadlybreach。Wehaveseenhisshining——wehaveseenhisshining——hisshining——hisshiningsword——flashing。Flashinginthesunlight,asheshoutedtohistroops,`Comeon'!''
Ohdear,dear,dear!howlittlethatgoodmanknewaboutwar。IfhehadknownanythingaboutwaratallheoughttohaveknownwhatanyofmyG。A。R。comradeshereto-nightwilltellyouistrue,thatitisnexttoacrimeforanofficerofinfantryeverintimeofdangertogoaheadofhismen。“I,withmyshiningswordflashinginthesunlight,shoutingtomytroops,`Comeon'!''Ineverdidit。DoyousupposeIwouldgetinfrontofmymentobeshotinfrontbytheenemyandinthebackbymyownmen?
Thatisnoplaceforanofficer。Theplacefortheofficerinactualbattleisbehindtheline。Howoften,asastaffofficer,Irodedowntheline,whenourmenweresuddenlycalledtothelineofbattle,andtheRebelyellswerecomingoutofthewoods,andshouted:“Officerstotherear!Officerstotherear!''Theneveryofficergetsbehindthelineofprivatesoldiers,andthehighertheofficer'srankthefartherbehindhegoes。Notbecauseheisanythelessbrave,butbecausethelawsofwarrequirethat。Andyetheshouted,“I,withmyshiningsword——''InthathousetheresatthecompanyofmysoldierswhohadcarriedthatboyacrosstheCarolinariversthathemightnotwethisfeet。Someofthemhadgonefarouttogetapigorachicken。Someofthemhadgonetodeathundertheshell-sweptpinesinthemountainsofTennessee,yetinthegoodman'sspeechtheywerescarcelyknown。Hedidrefertothem,butonlyincidentally。Theheroofthehourwasthisboy。Didthenationowehimanything?
No,nothingthenandnothingnow。Whywashethehero?Simplybecausethatmanfellintothatsamehumanerror——thatthisboywasgreatbecausehewasanofficerandthesewereonlyprivatesoldiers。
Oh,IlearnedthelessonthenthatIwillneverforgetsolongasthetongueofthebelloftimecontinuestoswingforme。Greatnessconsistsnotintheholdingofsomefutureoffice,butreallyconsistsindoinggreatdeedswithlittlemeansandtheaccomplishmentofvastpurposesfromtheprivateranksoflife。Tobegreatatallonemustbegreathere,now,inPhiladelphia。Hewhocangivetothiscitybetterstreetsandbettersidewalks,betterschoolsandmorecolleges,morehappinessandmorecivilization,moreofGod,hewillbegreatanywhere。Leteverymanorwomanhere,ifyouneverhearmeagain,rememberthis,thatifyouwishtobegreatatall,youmustbeginwhereyouareandwhatyouare,inPhiladelphia,now。Hethatcangivetohiscityanyblessing,hewhocanbeagoodcitizenwhileheliveshere,hethatcanmakebetterhomes,hethatcanbeablessingwhetherheworksintheshoporsitsbehindthecounterorkeepshouse,whateverbehislife,hewhowouldbegreatanywheremustfirstbegreatinhisownPhiladelphia。
HISLIFEANDACHIEVEMENTS
BY
ROBERTSHACKLETON
THESTORYOFTHESWORD[2]
[2]_Dr,Conwellwasliving,andactivelyatwork,whenthesepageswerewritten。Itis,therefore,amuchtruerpictureofhispersonalitythananythingwritteninthepasttense_。
ISHALLwriteofaremarkableman,aninterestingman,amanofpower,ofinitiative,ofwill,ofpersistence;amanwhoplansvastlyandwhorealizeshisplans;amanwhonotonlydoesthingshimself,butwho,evenmoreimportantthanthat,istheconstantinspirationofothers。IshallwriteofRussellH。Conwell。
Asafarmer'sboyhewastheleaderoftheboysoftherockyregionthatwashishome;asaschool-
teacherhewondevotion;asanewspapercorrespondenthegainedfame;asasoldierintheCivilWarherosetoimportantrank;asalawyerhedevelopedalargepractice;asanauthorhewrotebooksthatreachedamightytotalofsales。Heleftthelawfortheministryandistheactiveheadofagreatchurchthatheraisedfromnothingness。
Heisthemostpopularlecturerintheworldandyearlyspeakstomanythousands。Heis,sotospeak,thediscovererof“AcresofDiamonds,''
throughwhichthousandsofmenandwomenhaveachievedsuccessoutoffailure。Heistheheadoftwohospitals,oneofthemfoundedbyhimself,thathavecaredforahostofpatients,boththepoorandtherich,irrespectiveofraceorcreed。
Heisthefounderandheadofauniversitythathasalreadyhadtensofthousandsofstudents。
HishomeisinPhiladelphia;butheisknownineverycornerofeverystateintheUnion,andeverywherehehashostsoffriends。Allofhislifehehashelpedandinspiredothers。
Quitebychance,andonlyyesterday,literallyyesterdayandbychance,andwithnothoughtatthemomentofConwellalthoughhehadbeenmuchinmymindforsometimepast,IpickedupathinlittlebookofdescriptionbyWilliamDeanHowells,and,turningthepagesofachapteronLexington,oldLexingtonoftheRevolution,written,soHowellshadsetdown,in1882,I
noticed,afterhehadwrittenofthetownitself,andofthelong-pastfightthere,andofthepresent-
dayaspect,thathementionedthechurchlifeoftheplaceandremarkedonthestrikingadvancesmadebytheBaptists,whohadlately,asheexpressedit,beenreconstitutedoutofveryperishingfragmentsandmadestrongandflourishing,undertheministrationsofalaypreacher,formerlyacolonelintheUnionarmy。AnditwasonlyafewdaysbeforeIchanceduponthisdescriptionthatDr。Conwell,theformercolonelandformerlaypreacher,hadtoldmeofhisexperiencesinthatlittleoldRevolutionarytown。
Howellswentontosaythat,sohewastold,thecolonel'ssuccesswasprincipallyduetohismakingthechurchattractivetoyoungpeople。
Howellssaysnomoreofhim;apparentlyhedidnotgotohearhim;andonewondersifhehaseverassociatedthatlaypreacherofLexingtonwiththefamousRussellH。Conwelloftheserecentyears!
“Attractivetoyoungpeople。''Yes,onecanrecognizethatto-day,justasitwasrecognizedinLexington。Anditmaybeaddedthatheatthesametimeattractsolderpeople,too!Inthis,indeed,lieshispower。Hemakeshischurchinteresting,hissermonsinteresting,hislecturesinteresting。Heishimselfinteresting!Becauseofhisbeinginteresting,hegainsattention。Theattentiongained,heinspires。
Biographyismorethandates。Dates,afterall,arebutmile-stonesalongtheroadoflife。AndthemostimportantfactofConwell'slifeisthathelivedtobeeighty-two,workingsixteenhourseverydayforthegoodofhisfellow-men。HewasbornonFebruary15,1843——bornofpoorparents,inalow-roofedcottageintheeasternBerkshires,inMassachusetts。
“Iwasborninthisroom,''hesaidtome,simply,aswesattogetherrecently[3]infrontoftheoldfireplaceintheprincipalroomofthelittlecottage;forhehasboughtbacktherockyfarmofhisfather,andhasretainedandrestoredthelittleoldhome。“Iwasborninthisroom。Itwasbedroomandkitchen。Itwaspoverty。''Andhisvoicesankwithakindofgrimnessintosilence。
[3]_ThisinterviewtookplaceattheoldConwellfarminthesummerof1915_。
Thenhespokealittleofthestrugglesofthoselong-pastyears;andwewentoutontheporch,astheeveningshadowsfell,andlookedoutoverthevalleyandstreamandhillsofhisyouth,andhetoldofhisgrandmother,andofayoungMarylanderwhohadcometotheregiononavisit;
itwasataleoftheimpetuousloveofthosetwo,ofrashmarriage,oftheinterferenceofparents,ofthefiercerivalryofanothersuitor,ofanattackontheMarylander'slife,ofpassionatehastiness,ofunforgivablewords,ofseparation,oflifelongsorrow。“Whydoesgrandmothercrysooften?''
heremembersaskingwhenhewasalittleboy。
Andhewastoldthatitwasforthehusbandofheryouth。
Wewentbackintothelittlehouse,andheshowedmetheroominwhichhefirstsawJohnBrown。“Icamedownearlyonemorning,andsawahuge,hairymansprawleduponthebedthere——andIwasfrightened,''hesays。
ButJohnBrowndidnotlongfrightenhim!
Forhewasmuchattheirhouseafterthat,andwassofriendlywithRussellandhisbrotherthattherewasnochanceforawe;anditgivesacuriousside-
lightonthecharacterofthesternabolitionistthatheactually,withinfinitepatience,taughttheoldhorseoftheConwellstogohomealonewiththewagonafterleavingtheboysatschool,amileormoreaway,andatschool-closingtimetotrotgentlyoffforthemwithoutadriverwhenmerelyfacedinthatdirectionandtoldtogo!ConwellremembershowJohnBrown,intrainingit,usedpatientlytowalkbesidethehorse,andcontrolitsgoinganditsturnings,untilitwasquitereadytogoandturnentirelybyitself。
TheConwellhousewasastationontheUndergroundRailway,andRussellConwellremembers,whenalad,seeingtheescapingslavesthathisfatherhaddrivenacrosscountryandtemporarilyhidden。“Thosewereheroicdays,''hesays,quietly。“Andonceinawhilemyfatherletmegowithhim。Theywerewonderfulnightdrives——
thecoweringslaves,thedarknessoftheroad,thecautionandthesilenceanddreadofitall。''
Thisundergroundroute,heremembers,wasfromPhiladelphiatoNewHaven,thencetoSpringfield,whereConwell'sfatherwouldtakehischarge,andonwardtoBellowsFallsandCanada。
Conwelltells,too,ofmeetingFrederickDouglass,thecoloredorator,inthatlittlecottageinthehills。“`Ineversawmyfather,'Douglasssaidoneday——hisfatherwasawhiteman——`andI
rememberlittleofmymotherexceptthatonceshetriedtokeepanoverseerfromwhippingme,andthelashcutacrossherownface,andherbloodfelloverme。'
“WhenJohnBrownwascaptured,''Conwellwenton,“myfathertriedtosellthisplacetogetalittlemoneytosendtohelphisdefense。
Buthecouldn'tsellit,andonthedayoftheexecu-
tionwekneltsolemnlyhere,fromeleventotwelve,justpraying,prayinginsilenceforthepassingsoulofJohnBrown。Andasweprayedweknewthatotherswerealsopraying,forachurch-belltolledduringthatentirehour,anditsawesomeboomwentsadlysoundingoverthesehills。''
ConwellbelievesthathisreallifedatesfromahappeningofthetimeoftheCivilWar——ahappeningthatstillloomsvividandintensebeforehim,andwhichundoubtedlydiddeepenandstrengthenhisstronganddeepnature。YettherealConwellwasalwaysessentiallythesame。
Neighborhoodtraditionstilltellsofhisbraveryasaboyandayouth,ofhisrecklesscoasting,hisskillasaswimmerandhissavingoflives,hisstrengthandendurance,hisplungingoutintothedarknessofawildwinternighttosaveaneighbor'scattle。Hissoldierscamehomewithtalesofhisdevotiontothem,andofhowhesharedhisrationsandhisblanketsandbravelyriskedhislife;ofhowhecreptoffintoaswamp,atimminentperil,torescueoneofhismenlostormiredthere。ThepresentConwellwasalwaysConwell;
infact,hemaybetracedthroughhisancestry,too,forinhimarethesturdyvirtues,thebravery,thegrimdetermination,thepracticality,ofhisfather;
andromanticism,thatcomesfromhisgrandmother;
andthedreamyqualitiesofhismother,who,practicalandhardworkingNewEnglandwomanthatshewas,wasatthesametimeinfluencedbyanalmoststartlingmysticism。
AndConwellhimselfisadreamer:firstofallheisadreamer;itisthemostimportantfactinregardtohim!Itisbecauseheisadreamerandvisualizeshisdreamsthathecanplanthegreatthingsthattoothermenwouldseemimpossibilities;andthenhisintenselypracticalsidehisintenseefficiency,hispower,hisskill,hispatience,hisfineearnestness,hismasteryoverothers,develophisdreamsintorealities。
Hedreamsdreamsandseesvisions——buthisvisionsarenevervisionaryandhisdreamsbecomefacts。
Therockyhillswhichmeantadoggedstruggleforveryexistence,thefugitiveslaves,JohnBrown——whataschoolforyouth!Andtheliteralschoolwasatinyone-roomschool-housewhereyoungConwellcameunderthecareofateacherwhorealizedtheboy'sunusualcapabilitiesandwasabletogivehimbroadandunusualhelp。Thenawisecountrypreacheralsorecognizedtheunusual,andurgedtheparentstogivestillmoreeducation,whereuponsupremeeffortwasmadeandyoungRussellwassenttoWilbrahamAcademy。
Helikestotellofhislifethere,andofthehardships,ofwhichhemakeslight;andofthejoywithwhichweek-endpiesandcakeswerereceivedfromhome!
Hetellsofhowhewentoutontheroadssellingbooksfromhousetohouse,andofhoweagerlyhedevouredthecontentsofthesamplebooksthathecarried。“Theywereafoundationoflearningforme,''hesays,soberly。“Andtheygavemeabroadideaoftheworld。''
HewenttoYalein1860,buttheoutbreakofthewarinterferedwithcollege,andheenlistedin1861。Buthewasonlyeighteen,andhisfatherobjected,andhewentbacktoYale。Butnextyearheagainenlisted,andmenofhisBerkshireneighborhood,likewiseenlisting,insistedthathebetheircaptain;andGovernorAndrews,appealedto,consentedtocommissionthenineteen-year-
oldyouthwhowassoevidentlyanaturalleader;
andthemengavefreelyoftheirscantmoneytogetforhimasword,allgayandsplendidwithgilt,andupontheswordwasthedeclarationinstatelyLatinthat,“Truefriendshipiseternal。''
Andwiththatswordisassociatedthemostvivid,themostmomentousexperienceofRussellConwell'slife。
ThatswordhangsattheheadofConwell'sbedinhishomeinPhiladelphia。Manofpeacethatheis,andministerofpeace,thatsymbolofwarhasforoverhalfacenturybeenofinfiniteimportancetohim。
Hetoldmethestoryaswestoodtogetherbeforethatsword。Andashetoldthestory,speakingwithquietrepression,butseeingitallandlivingitalljustasvividlyasifithadoccurredbutyesterday,“Thatswordhasmeantsomuchtome,''
hemurmured;andthenhebeganthetale:
“AboyupthereintheBerkshires,aneighbor'sson,wasJohnRing;Icallhimaboy,forweallcalledhimaboy,andwelookeduponhimasaboy,forhewasunder-sizedandunder-developed——
somuchsothathecouldnotenlist。
“Butforsomereasonhewasdevotedtome,andhenotonlywantedtoenlist,buthealsowantedtobeintheartillerycompanyofwhichI
wascaptain;andIcouldonlytakehimalongasmyservant。Ididn'twantaservant,butitwastheonlywaytotakepoorlittleJohnnieRing。
“Johnniewasdeeplyreligious,andwouldreadtheBibleeveryeveningbeforeturningin。InthosedaysIwasanatheist,oratleastthoughtI
was,andIusedtolaughatRing,andafterawhilehetooktoreadingtheBibleoutsidethetentonaccountofmylaughingathim!Buthedidnotstopreadingit,andhisfaithfulnesstomeremainedunchanged。
“Thescabbardoftheswordwastooglitteringfortheregulations''——theghostofasmilehoveredonConwell'slips——“andIcouldnotwearit,andcouldonlywearaplainoneforserviceandkeepthishanginginmytentonthetent-pole。JohnRingusedtohandleitadoringly,andkeptitpolishedtobrilliancy——It'sdullenoughthesemanyyears,''headded,somberly。“ToRingitrepresentednotonlyhiscaptain,buttheverygloryandpompofwar。
“OnedaytheConfederatessuddenlystormedourpositionnearNewBerneandsweptthroughthecamp,drivingourentireforcebeforethem;
andall,includingmycompany,retreatedhurriedlyacrosstheriver,settingfiretoalongwoodenbridgeaswewentover。Itsoonblazedupfuriously,makingabarrierthattheConfederatescouldnotpass。
“But,unknowntoeverybody,andunnoticed,JohnRinghaddashedbacktomytent。Ithinkhewasabletomakehiswaybackbecausehejustlookedlikeamereboy;buthoweverthatwas,hegotpasttheConfederatesintomytentandtookdown,fromwhereitwashangingonthetent-
pole,mybright,gold-scabbardedsword。
“JohnRingseizedtheswordthathadlongbeensoprecioustohim。Hedodgedhereandthere,andactuallymanagedtogainthebridgejustasitwasbeginningtoblaze。Hestartedacross。Theflameswereeverymomentgettingfiercer,thesmokedenser,andnowandthen,ashecrawledandstaggeredon,heleanedforafewsecondsfarovertheedgeofthebridgeinanefforttogetair。
Bothsidessawhim;bothsideswatchedhisterribleprogress,evenwhilefiringwasfiercelykeptupfromeachsideoftheriver。AndthenaConfederateofficer——hewasoneofGeneralPickett'sofficers——rantothewater'sedgeandwavedawhitehandkerchiefandthefiringceased。
“`Tellthatboytocomebackhere!'hecried。
`Tellhimtocomebackhereandwewilllethimgofree!'
“HecalledthisoutjustasRingwasabouttoenterupontheworstpartofthebridge——thecov-
eredpart,wherethereweretopandbottomandsidesofblazingwood。TheroaroftheflameswassoclosetoRingthathecouldnothearthecallsfromeithersideoftheriver,andhepusheddesperatelyonanddisappearedinthecoveredpart。
“Therewasdeadsilenceexceptforthecracklingofthefire。Notamancriedout。Allwaitedinhopelessexpectancy。AndthencameamightyyellfromNorthernerandSoutherneralike,forJohnniecamecrawlingoutoftheendofthecoveredway——hehadactuallypassedthroughthatfrightfulplace——andhisclotheswereablaze,andhetoppledoverandfellintoshallowwater;andinafewmomentshewasdraggedout,unconscious,andhurriedtoahospital。
“Helingeredforadayorso,stillunconscious,andthencametohimselfandsmiledalittleashefoundthattheswordforwhichhehadgivenhislifehadbeenleftbesidehim。Hetookitinhisarms。Hehuggedittohisbreast。Hegaveafewwordsoffinalmessageforme。Andthatwasall。''
Conwell'svoicehadgonethrillinglylowashenearedtheend,foritwasallsovery,veryvividtohim,andhiseyeshadgrowntenderandhislipsmorestrongandfirm。Andhefellsilent,thinkingofthatlong-agohappening,andthoughhelookeddownuponthethrongingtrafficofBroadStreet,itwasclearthathedidnotseeit,andthatiftherumblinghubbubofsoundmeantanythingtohimitwastherumblingofthegunsofthedistantpast。Whenhespokeagainitwaswithastilltensertoneoffeeling。
“WhenIstoodbesidethebodyofJohnRingandrealizedthathehaddiedforloveofme,I
madeavowthathasformedmylife。IvowedthatfromthatmomentIwouldlivenotonlymyownlife,butthatIwouldalsolivethelifeofJohnRing。AndfromthatmomentIhaveworkedsixteenhourseveryday——eightforJohnRing'sworkandeighthoursformyown。''
Acuriousnotehadcomeintohisvoice,asofonewhohadruntheraceandnearedthegoal,foughtthegoodfightandnearedtheend。
“EverymorningwhenIriseIlookatthissword,orifIamawayfromhomeIthinkofthesword,andvowanewthatanotherdayshallseesixteenhoursofworkfromme。''AndwhenonecomestoknowRussellConwellonerealizesthatneverdidamanworkmorehardandconstantly,“ItwasthroughJohnRingandhisgivinghislifethroughdevotiontomethatIbecameaChristian,''hewenton。“Thisdidnotcomeaboutimmediately,butitcamebeforethewarwasover,anditcamethroughfaithfulJohnnieRing。''
ThereisalittlelonelycemeteryintheBerkshires,atinyburying-groundonawind-swepthill,afewmilesfromConwell'soldhome。Inthisisolatedburying-groundbushesandvinesandgrassgrowinprofusion,andafewtreescastagentleshade;andtree-cladhillsgobillowingoffformilesandmilesinwildandlonelybeauty。
AndinthatlonelylittlegraveyardIfoundtheplainstonethatmarkstheresting-placeofJohnRing。
II
THEBEGINNINGATOLDLEXINGTON
ITisnotbecauseheisaministerthatRussellConwellissuchaforceintheworld。HewentintotheministrybecausehewassincerelyandprofoundlyaChristian,andbecausehefeltthatasaministerhecoulddomoregoodintheworldthaninanyothercapacity。Butbeingaministerisbutanincident,sotospeak。Theimportantthingisnotthatheisaminister,butthatheishimself!
RecentlyIheardaNew-Yorker,theheadofagreatcorporation,say:“IbelievethatRussellConwellisdoingmoregoodintheworldthananymanwhohaslivedsinceJesusChrist。''Andhesaidthisinseriousandunexaggeratedearnest。
YetConwelldidnotgetreadilyintohislife-
work。Hemighthaveseemedalmostafailureuntilhewaswellontowardforty,foralthoughhekeptmakingsuccessestheywerenotpermanentsuccesses,andhedidnotsettlehimselfintoadefiniteline。Herestlesslywentwestwardtomakehishome,andthenrestlesslyreturnedtotheEast。Afterthewarwasoverhewasalawyer,hewasalecturer,hewasaneditor,hewentaroundtheworldasacorrespondent,hewrotebooks。
Hekeptmakingmoney,andkeptlosingit;helostitthroughfire,throughinvestments,throughaidinghisfriends。Itisprobablethattheunsettlednessoftheyearsfollowingthewarwasduetotheunsettlingeffectofthewaritself,whichthus,initsinfluence,brokeintohismaturelifeafterbreakingintohisyearsatYale。Buthoweverthatmaybe,thoseseething,changing,stirringyearswereyearsofvitalimportancetohim,forinthemyriadexperiencesofthattimehewasbuildingthefoundationoftheConwellthatwastocome。
Abroadhemetthenotablesoftheearth。Athomehemadehostsoffriendsandloyaladmirers。
Itisworthwhilenotingthatasalawyerhewouldnevertakeacase,eithercivilorcriminal,thatheconsideredwrong。Itwasbasicwithhimthathecouldnotandwouldnotfightonwhathethoughtwasthewrongside。Onlywhenhisclientwasrightwouldhegoahead!
Yethelaughs,hisquiet,infectious,characteristiclaugh,ashetellsofhowoncehewasdeceived,forhedefendedaman,chargedwithstealingawatch,whowassoobviouslyinnocentthathetookthecaseinablazeofindignationandhadtheyoungfellowproudlyexonerated。Thenextdaythewronglyaccusedonecametohisofficeandshamefacedlytookoutthewatchthathehadbeenchargedwithstealing。“IwantyoutosendittothemanItookitfrom,''hesaid。Andhetoldwithasortofshamefacedprideofhowhehadgotagoodolddeacontogive,inallsincerity,theevidencethatexculpatedhim。“And,say,Mr。Conwell——Iwanttothankyouforgettingmeoff——andIhopeyou'llexcusemydeceivingyou——and——Iwon'tbeanyworsefornotgoingtojail。''AndConwelllikestorememberthatthereaftertheyoungmanliveduptotheprideofexoneration;and,thoughConwelldoesnotsayitorthinkit,oneknowsthatitwastheConwellinfluencethatinspiredtohonesty——foralwaysheisaninspirer。
Conwellevenkeptcertainhoursforconsultationwiththosetoopoortopayanyfee;andatonetime,whilestillanactivelawyer,hewasguardianforoversixtychildren!Themanhasalwaysbeenamarvel,andalwaysoneiscominguponsuchromanticfactsasthese。
Thatisacuriousthingabouthim——howmuchthereisofromanceinhislife!WorshipedtotheendbyJohnRing;leftfordeadallnightatKenesawMountain;calmlysinging“Nearer,myGod,toThee,''toquietthepassengersonasupposedlysinkingship;savinglivesevenwhenaboy;neverdisappointingasingleaudienceofthethousandsofaudienceshehasarrangedtoaddressduringallhisyearsoflecturing!Hehimselftakesalittleprideinthislastpoint,anditischaracteristicofhimthathehasactuallyforgottenthatjustoncehedidfailtoappear:hehasquiteforgottenthatoneevening,onhiswaytoalecture,hestoppedarunawayhorsetosavetwowomen'slives,andwentinconsequencetoahospitalinsteadoftotheplatform!Anditistypicalofhimtoforgetthatsortofthing。
TheemotionaltemperamentofConwellhasalwaysmadehimresponsivetothegreat,thestriking,thepatriotic。HewasdeeplyinfluencedbyknowingJohnBrown,andhisbriefmemoriesofLincolnareintense,thoughhesawhimbutthreetimesinall。
ThefirsttimehesawLincolnwasonthenightwhenthefuturePresidentdeliveredtheaddress,whichafterwardbecamesofamous,inCooperUnion,NewYork。ThenameofLincolnwasthenscarcelyknown,anditwasbymerechancethatyoungConwellhappenedtobeinNewYorkonthatday。Butbeingthere,andlearningthatAbrahamLincolnfromtheWestwasgoingtomakeanaddress,hewenttohearhim。
HetellshowuncouthlyLincolnwasdressed,evenwithonetrousers-leghigherthantheother,andofhowawkwardhewas,andofhowpoorly,atfirst,hespokeandwithwhatapparentembarrassment。ThechairmanofthemeetinggotLincolnaglassofwater,andConwellthoughtthatitwasfromapersonaldesiretohelphimandkeephimfrombreakingdown。ButhelovestotellhowLincolnbecameachangedmanashespoke;howheseemedtofeelashamedofhisbriefembarrassmentand,pullinghimselftogetherandputtingasidethewrittenspeechwhichhehadprepared,spokefreelyandpowerfully,withsplendidconviction,asonlyabornoratorspeaks。ToConwellitwasatremendousexperience。
ThesecondtimehesawLincolnwaswhenhewenttoWashingtontopleadforthelifeofoneofhismenwhohadbeencondemnedtodeathforsleepingonpost。Hewasstillbutacaptainhispromotiontoacolonelcywasstilltocome,ayouth,andwasawedbygoingintothepresenceofthemanheworshiped。Andhisvoicetremblesalittle,evennow,ashetellsofhowpleasantlyLincolnlookedupfromhisdesk,andhowcheerfullyheaskedhisbusinesswithhim,andofhowabsorbedlyLincolnthenlistenedtohistale,although,soitappeared,healreadyknewofthemainoutline。
“Itwillbeallright,''saidLincoln,whenConwellfinished。ButConwellwasstillfrightened。
Hefearedthatinthemultiplicityofpublicmattersthismerematterofthelifeofamountainboy,aprivatesoldier,mightbeforgottentilltoolate。“Itisalmostthetimeset——''hefaltered。
AndConwell'svoicealmostbreaks,manofemotionthatheis,ashetellsofhowLincolnsaid,withsterngravity:“Goandtelegraphthatsoldier'smotherthatAbrahamLincolnneversignedawarranttoshootaboyundertwenty,andneverwill。''ThatwastheoneandonlytimethathespokewithLincoln,anditremainsanindelibleimpression。
ThethirdtimehesawLincolnwaswhen,asofficeroftheday,hestoodforhoursbesidethedeadbodyofthePresidentasitlayinstateinWashington。Inthosehours,ashestoodrigidlyasthethrongwentshufflingsorrowfullythrough,animmenseimpressioncametoColonelConwelloftheworkandworthofthemanwhotherelaydead,andthatimpressionhasneverdeparted。
JohnBrown,AbrahamLincoln,oldRevolutionaryLexington——howConwell'slifeisassociatedwithfamousmenandplaces!——anditwasactuallyatLexingtonthathemadethecrucialdecisionastothecourseofhislife!Anditseemstomethatitwas,althoughquiteunconsciously,becauseoftheveryfactthatitwasLexingtonthatConwellwasinfluencedtodecideandtoactashedid。Haditbeeninsomeotherkindofplace,somemerelyordinaryplace,somequiteusualplace,hemightnothavetakentheimportantstep。ButitwasLexington,itwasbraveoldLexington,inspiringLexington;andhewasinspiredbyit,forthemanwhohimselfinspiresnoblyisalwaystheonewhoishimselfopentonobleinspiration。Lexingtoninspiredhim。
“WhenIwasalawyerinBostonandalmostthirty-sevenyearsold,''hetoldme,thinkingslowlybackintotheyears,“IwasconsultedbyawomanwhoaskedmyadviceinregardtodisposingofalittlechurchinLexingtonwhosecongregationhadbecomeunabletosupportit。I
wentoutandlookedattheplace,andItoldherhowthepropertycouldbesold。Butitseemedapitytomethatthelittlechurchshouldbegivenup。However,Iadvisedameetingofthechurchmembers,andIattendedthemeeting。Iputthecasetothem——itwasonlyahandfulofmenandwomen——andtherewassilenceforalittle。Thenanoldmanroseand,inaquaveringvoice,saidthematterwasquiteclear;thatthereevidentlywasnothingtodobuttosell,andthathewouldagreewiththeothersinthenecessity;butasthechurchhadbeenhischurchhomefromboyhood,sohequaveredandquiveredon,hebeggedthattheywouldexcusehimfromactuallytakingpartindisposingofit;andinadeepsilencehewenthaltinglyfromtheroom。
“Themenandthewomenlookedatoneanother,stillsilent,sadlyimpressed,butnotknowingwhattodo。AndIsaidtothem:`Whynotstartoveragain,andgoonwiththechurch,afterall!'''
TypicalConwellism,that!First,theimpulsetohelpthosewhoneedhelping,thentheinspirationandleadership。
“`Butthebuildingisentirelytootumble-
downtouse,'saidoneofthemen,sadly;andI
knewhewasright,forIhadexaminedit;butI
said:
“`Letusmeetthereto-morrowmorningandgettoworkonthatbuildingourselvesandputitinshapeforaservicenextSunday。'
“Itmadethemseemsopleasedandencouraged,andsoconfidentthatanewpossibilitywasopeningthatIneverdoubtedthateachoneofthosepresent,andmanyfriendsbesides,wouldbeatthebuildinginthemorning。IwasthereearlywithahammerandaxandcrowbarthatI
hadsecured,readytogotowork——butnooneelseshowedup!''
Hehasaruefulappreciationofthehumorofit,ashepicturedthescene;andoneknowsalsothat,inthatlittletownofLexington,whereAmericanshadsobravelyfacedtheimpossible,RussellConwellalsobracedhimselftofacetheimpossible。Apettiermanwouldinstantlyhavegivenuptheentirematterwhenthosewhoweremostinterestedfailedtorespond,butoneofthestrongestfeaturesinConwell'scharacterishisabilitytodrawevendoubtersandweaklingsintoline,hisabilitytostireventhosewhohavegivenup。
“Ilookedoverthatbuilding,''hegoeson,whimsically,“andIsawthatrepairreallyseemedoutofthequestion。Nothingbutanewchurchwoulddo!SoItooktheaxthatIhadbroughtwithmeandbeganchoppingtheplacedown。
Inalittlewhileaman,notoneofthechurchmembers,camealong,andhewatchedmeforatimeandsaid,`Whatareyougoingtodothere?'
“AndIinstantlyreplied,`Teardownthisoldbuildingandbuildanewchurchhere!'
“Helookedatme。`Butthepeoplewon'tdothat,'hesaid。
“`Yes,theywill,'Isaid,cheerfully,keepingatmywork。Whereuponhewatchedmeafewminuteslongerandsaid:
“`Well,youcanputmedownforonehundreddollarsforthenewbuilding。Comeuptomylivery-stableandgetitthisevening。'
“`Allright;I'llsurelybethere,'Ireplied。
“Inalittlewhileanothermancamealongandstoppedandlooked,andherathergibedattheideaofanewchurch,andwhenItoldhimofthelivery-stablemancontributingonehundreddollars,hesaid,`Butyouhaven'tgotthemoneyyet!'