Athomeherdresshadseemedbeautiful;butthatwasdifferent,too,wherethereweredozensofbrilliantfabrics,fashionedinnewways——someofthesenewwaysstartling,whichonlymadethewearerscentersofinterestandshockednoone。AndAlicerememberedthatshehadheardagirlsay,notlongbefore,"Oh,ORGANDIE!Nobodywearsorgandieforeveninggownsexceptinmidsummer。"Alicehadthoughtlittleofthis;butasshelookedaboutherandsawnoorgandieexceptherown,shefoundgreaterdifficultyinkeepinghersmileasarchandspontaneousasshewishedit。Infact,itwasbeginningtomakeherfaceachealittle。
  Mildredcameinfromthecorridor,heavilyattended。Shecarriedagreatbouquetofvioletslacedwithliliesof-the-valley;andthevioletswerelusty,bigpurplethings,theirstemswrappedinclothofgold,withsilkencordsdependent,endinginlongtassels。SheandherconvoypassednearthetwoyoungAdamses;
  anditappearedthatoneoftheconvoybesoughthishostesstopermit"cuttingin";theywere"doingitotherplaces"oflate,heurged;buthewasdeniedandtoldtoconsolehimselfbyholdingthebouquet,atintervals,untilhisthirdofthesixteenthdanceshouldcome。Alicelookeddubiouslyatherownbouquet。
  Suddenlyshefeltthatthevioletsbetrayedher;thatanyonewholookedatthemcouldseehowrustic,howinnocentofanyflorist'scrafttheywere"Ican'teatdeadviolets,"Waltersaid。Thelittlewildflowers,dyingindeedinthewarmair,weredroopinginaforlornmass;anditseemedtoherthatwhoevernoticedthemwouldguessthatshehadpickedthemherself。Shedecidedtogetridofthem。
  Walterwasbecomingrestive。"Lookhere!"hesaid。"Can'tyouflagoneo'theselong-tailedbirdstotakeyouonforthenextdance?Youcametohaveagoodtime;whydon'tyougetbusyandhaveit?Iwanttogetoutandsmoke。"
  "YouMUSTN'Tleaveme,Walter,"shewhispered,hastily。
  "Somebody'llcomeformebeforelong,butuntiltheydo——"
  "Well,couldn'tyousitsomewhere?"
  "No,no!Thereisn'tanyoneIcouldsitwith。"
  "Well,whynot?Lookatthoseoledamesinthecorners。What'sthematteryourtyin'upwithsomeo'themforawhile?"
  "PLEASE,Walter;no!"
  Infact,thatindomitablesmileofherswasthemoredifficulttomaintainbecauseoftheseveryelderstowhomWalterreferred。
  Theyweremothersofgirlsamongthedancers,andtheyweretheretofendandcontrivefortheiroffspring;tokeepthemincountenancethroughanytrial;tolendthemdiplomacyinthecarryingoutofallenterprises;tobe"background"forthem;andintheseessentiallybiologicalfunctioningstoimitatetheirownmatingsandrenewtheexcitementoftheirnuptialperiods。Oldermen,husbandsoftheseladiesandfathersofeligiblegirls,werealsotobeseen,mostofthemwithMr。Palmerinabilliard-roomacrossthecorridor。Mr。andMrs。Adamshadnotbeeninvited。
  "OfcoursepapaandmamajustbarelyknowMildredPalmer,"Alicethought,"andmostoftheothergirls'fathersandmothersareoldfriendsofMr。andMrs。Palmer,butIdothinkshemighthaveASKEDpapaandmama,anyway——sheneedn'thavebeenafraidjusttoaskthem;sheknewtheycouldn'tcome。"Andhersmilingliptwitchedalittlethreateningly,assheconcludedthesilentmonologue。"IsupposeshethinksIoughttobegladenoughsheaskedWalter!"
  Walterwas,infact,rathernoticeable。HewasnotMildred'sonlyguesttowearashortcoatandtoappearwithoutgloves;buthewassingularatleastinhispresentsurroundingsonaccountofakindofcoiffuringhefavoured,hishairhavingbeenshapedafterwhatseemedaMongolinspiration。Onlyuponthetopoftheheadwasactualhairperceived,therestappearingtobenudity。
  Andevenmorethanbyanydifferenceinmodehewassetapartbyhislookandmanner,inwhichthereseemedtobeabrooding,secretiveandjeeringsuperiorityandthiswasmostvividlyexpressedwhenhefeltcalleduponforhisloud,short,lop-sidedlaugh。WheneverheuttereditAlicelaughed,too,asloudlyasshecould,tocoverit。
  "Well,"hesaid。"Howlongwegoin'tostandhere?Myfeetaresproutin'roots。"
  Alicetookhisarm,andtheybegantowalkaimlesslythroughtherooms,thoughshetriedtolookasiftheyhadadefinitedestination,keepinghereyeseagerandherlipsparted;——peoplehadcalledjoviallytothemfromthedistance,shemeanttoimply,andtheyweregoingtojointhesemerryfriends。Shewasstilluponthisghostlyerrandwhenafuriousoutbreakofdrumsandsaxophonessoundedapreludefortheseconddance。
  Walterdancedwithheragain,buthegaveherawarning。"I
  don'twanttoleaveyouhighanddry,"hetoldher,"butIcan'tstandit。IgottogetsomewhereIdon'thaf'tohurtmyeyeswiththeseberries;I'llgoblindifIgottolookatanymoreof'em。I'mgoin'outtosmokeassoonasthemusicbeginsthenexttime,andyoubettergetfixedforit。"
  Alicetriedtogetfixedforit。Astheydancedshenoddedsunnilytoeverymanwhoseeyeshecaught,smiledhersmilewiththeunderlipcaughtbetweenherteeth;butitwasnotuntiltheendoftheintermissionafterthedancethatshesawhelpcoming。
  Acrosstheroomsattheglobularladyshehadencounteredthatmorning,andbesidetheglobularladysataround-headed,round-bodiedgirl;herdaughter,atfirstglance。ThefamilycontourwasalsoasevidentacharacteristicoftheshortyoungmanwhostoodinfrontofMrs。Dowling,engagedwithherinadiscussionwhichwasnotwithoutevidencesofanearnestnessalmostimpassioned。LikeWalter,hewasdecliningtodanceathirdtimewithsister;hewishedtogoelsewhere。
  Alicefromasidelongeyewatchedthecontroversy:shesawtheglobularyoungmanglancetowardher,overhisshoulder;
  whereuponMrs。Dowling,followingthisglance,gaveAlicealookofopenfury,becamemuchmorevehementintheargument,andevenstruckherkneewitharound,fatfistforemphasis。
  "I'monmyway,"saidWalter。"There'sthemusicstartin'upagain,andItoldyou——"
  Shenoddedgratefully。"It'sallright——butcomebackbeforelong,Walter。"
  Theglobularyoungman,redwithannoyance,hadtornhimselffromhisfamilyandwashasteningacrosstheroomtoher。"C'nIhavethisdance?"
  "Why,youniceFrankDowling!"Alicecried。"Howlovely!"
  CHAPTERVII
  Theydanced。Mr。Dowlingshouldhavefoundotherformsofexerciseandpastime。
  Naturehasnotdesignedeveryonefordancing,thoughsometimesthoseshehasdeniedarethelasttodiscoverherniggardliness。
  Buttheroundyoungmanwasatleastvigorousenough——toomuchso,whenhiskneescollidedwithAlice's——andhewastoosturdytobethrownoffhisfeet,himself,ortoallowhispartnertofallwhenhetrippedher。Heheldherupvaliantly,andcontinuedtobeatapaththroughthecrowdofotherdancersbymainforce。
  Hepaidnoattentiontoanythingsuggestedbytheeffortsofthemusicians,andappearedtobeunawarethatthereshouldhavebeensomeconnectionbetweenwhattheyweredoingandwhathewasdoing;buthemayhavelistenedtoothermusicofhisown,forhisexpressionwasofhighcontent;heseemedtofeelnodoubtwhateverthathewasdancing。Alicekeptasfarawayfromhimasunderthecircumstancesshecould;andwhentheystoppedsheglanceddown,andfoundtheexecutionofunseenmanoeuvres,withintheprotectionofherskirt,helpfultooneofherinstepsandtothetoesofbothofherslippers。
  Hercheerypartnerwaspaddlinghisrosybrowswithafinehandkerchief。"Thatwasgreat!"hesaid。"Let'sgooutandsitinthecorridor;they'vegotsomecomfortablechairsoutthere。"
  "Well——let'snot,"shereturned。"IbelieveI'dratherstayinhereandlookatthecrowd。"
  "No;thatisn'tit,"hesaid,chidingherwithawaggishforefinger。"Youthinkifyougooutthereyou'llmissachanceofsomeoneelseaskingyouforthenextdance,andsoyou'llhavetogiveittome。"
  "Howabsurd!"Then,afteralookaboutherthatrevealednothingencouraging,sheaddedgraciously,"Youcanhavethenextifyouwantit。"
  "Great!"heexclaimed,mechanically。"Nowlet'sgetoutofhere——outofTHISroom,anyhow。"
  "Why?What'sthematterwith——"
  "Mymother,"Mr。Dowlingexplained。"Butdon'tlookather。
  ShekeepsmotioningmetocomeandseeafterElla,andI'msimplyNOTgoingtodoit,yousee!"
  Alicelaughed。"Idon'tbelieveit'ssomuchthat,"shesaid,andconsentedtowalkwithhimtoapointinthenextroomfromwhichMrs。Dowling'scontinuoussignallingcouldnotbeseen。
  "Yourmotherhatesme。"
  "Oh,no;Iwouldn'tsaythat。No,shedon't,"heprotested,innocently。"Shedon'tknowyoumorethanjusttospeakto,yousee。Sohowcouldshe?"
  "Well,shedoes。Icantell。"
  Afrownappeareduponhisroundedbrow。"No;I'lltellyouthewayshefeels。It'slikethis:Ellaisn'tTOOpopular,youknow——it'shardtoseewhy,becauseshe'sarightnicegirl,inherway——andmotherthinksIoughttolookafterher,yousee。
  ShethinksIoughttodanceawholelotwithhermyself,andstirupotherfellowstodancewithher——it'ssimplyimpossibletomakemotherunderstandyouCAN'Tdothat,yousee。Andthenaboutme,yousee,ifshehadherwayIwouldn'tgettodancewithanybodyatallexceptgirlslikeMildredPalmerandHenriettaLamb。Motherwantstorunmywholeprogrammeforme,youunderstand,butthetroubleofitis——aboutgirlslikethat,youseewell,Icouldn'tdowhatshewants,evenifIwantedtomyself,becauseyoutakethosegirls,andbythetimeIgetEllaoffmyhandsforaminute,why,theirdancesarealwayseverylastonetaken,andwheredoIcomein?"
  Alicenodded,heramiabilityundamaged。"Isee。Sothat'swhyyoudancewithme。"
  "No,Iliketo,"heprotested。"IratherdancewithyouthanI
  dowiththosegirls。"AndheaddedwitharetrospectivedeterminationwhichshowedthathehadbeenthroughquiteanexperiencewithMrs。Dowlinginthismatter。"ITOLDmotherI
  would,too!"
  "Didittakeallyourcourage,Frank?"
  Helookedathershrewdly。"Nowyou'retryingtoteaseme,"hesaid。"Idon'tcare;IWOULDratherdancewithyou!Inthefirstplace,you'reaperfectlybeautifuldancer,yousee,andinthesecond,amanfeelsalotmorecomfortablewithyouthanhedoeswiththem。OfcourseIknowalmostalltheotherfellowsgetalongwiththosegirlsallright;butIdon'twasteanytimeon'emIdon'thaveto。_I_likepeoplethatarealwayscordialtoeverybody,yousee——thewayyouare。"
  "Thankyou,"shesaid,thoughtfully。
  "Oh,IMEANit,"heinsisted。"Theregoesthebandagain。Shallwe?"
  "Supposewesititout?"shesuggested。"IbelieveI'dliketogooutinthecorridor,afterall——it'sprettywarminhere。"
  Assentingcheerfully,Dowlingconductedhertoapairofeasy-chairswithinasecludinggroveofbox-trees,andwhentheycametothisretreattheyfoundMildredPalmerjustdeparting,underescortofawell-favouredgentlemanaboutthirty。Asthesetwowalkedslowlyaway,inthedirectionofthedancing-floor,theyleftitnottobedoubtedthattheywereonexcellenttermswitheachother;Mildredwasevidentlywillingtomaketheirprogressevenslower,forshehaltedmomentarily,onceortwice;
  andherupwardglancestohertallcompanion'sfacewereofagentle,almostblushingdeference。NeverbeforehadAliceseenanythinglikethisinherfriend'smanner。
  "Howqueer!"shemurmured。
  "What'squeer?"Dowlinginquiredastheysatdown。
  "Whowasthatman?"
  "Haven'tyoumethim?"
  "Ineversawhimbefore。Whoishe?"
  "Why,it'sthisArthurRussell。"
  "WhatArthurRussell?Ineverheardofhim。"Mr。Dowlingwaspuzzled。"Why,THAT'Sfunny!OnlythelasttimeIsawyou,youweretellingmehowawfullywellyouknewMildredPalmer。"
  "Why,certainlyIdo,"Aliceinformedhim。"She'smymostintimatefriend。"
  "That'swhatmakesitseemsofunnyyouhaven'theardanythingaboutthisRussell,becauseeverybodysaysevenifsheisn'tengagedtohimrightnow,shemostlikelywillbebeforeverylong。Imustsayitlooksagooddealthatwaytome,myself。"
  "Whatnonsense!"Aliceexclaimed。"She'sneverevenmentionedhimtome。"
  Theyoungmanglancedatherdubiouslyandpassedafingeroverthetinyprongthatdashinglycomposedthewholesubstanceofhismoustache。
  "Well,yousee,MildredISprettyreserved,"heremarked。"ThisRussellissomekindofcousinofthePalmerfamily,I
  understand。"
  "Heis?"
  "Yes——secondorthirdorsomething,thegirlssay。Yousee,mysisterEllahasn'tgotmuchtodoathome,anddon'treadanything,orsew,orplaysolitaire,yousee;andshehearsaboutprettymucheverythingthatgoeson,yousee。Well,EllasaysalotofthegirlshavebeentalkingaboutMildredandthisArthurRussellforquiteawhileback,yousee。Theywereallwonderingwhathewasgoingtolooklike,yousee;becauseheonlygothereyesterday;andthatprovesshemusthavebeentalkingtosomeof'em,orelsehow——"
  Alicelaughedairily,buttheprettysoundendedabruptlywithanaudibleintakeofbreath。"Ofcourse,whileMildredISmymostintimatefriend,"shesaid,"Idon'tmeanshetellsmeeverything——andnaturallyshehasotherfriendsbesides。WhatelsedidyoursistersayshetoldthemaboutthisMr。Russell?"
  "Well,itseemshe'sVERYwelloff;atleastHenriettaLambtoldEllahewas。Ellasays——"
  Aliceinterruptedagain,withanincreasedirritability。"Oh,nevermindwhatEllasays!Let'sfindsomethingbettertotalkaboutthanMr。Russell!"
  "Well,I'Mwilling,"Mr。Dowlingassented,ruefully。"Whatyouwanttotalkabout?"
  Butthisliberalofferfoundherunresponsive;shesatleaningback,silent,herarmsalongthearmsofherchair,andhereyes,moistandbright,fixeduponawidedoorwaywherethedancersfluctuated。ShewasdisquietedbymorethanMildred'sreserve,thoughreservesomarkedhadcertainlythesignificanceofawarningthatAlice'sdefinition,"mymostintimatefriend,"
  lackedsanction。Indirectnoticetothiseffectcouldnotwellhavebeenmoreemphatic,butthestingofitwasleftforalatermoment。SomethingelsepreoccupiedAlice:shehadjustbeensurprisedbyanoddexperience。AtfirstsightofthisMr。
  ArthurRussell,shehadsaidtoherselfinstantly,inwordsasdefiniteasifshespokethemaloud,thoughtheyseemedmorelikewordsspokentoherbysomeunknownpersonwithinher:"There!
  That'sexactlythekindoflookingmanI'dliketomarry!"
  Intheeyesoftherestlessandthelonging,Providenceoftenappearstobeworsethaninscrutable:anunreliableOmnipotencegiventohaphazardwhimsiesindealingwithitsowncreatures,choosingatrandomsomeamongthemtoberentwithtragicdeprivationsandotherstobepettedwithblessinguponblessing。
  InAlice'seyes,Mildredhadbeenblessedenough;somethingoughttobeleftover,bythistime,foranothergirl。ThefinaltouchtotheheapingperfectionofChristmas-in-everythingforMildredwasthatthisMr。ArthurRussell,good-looking,kind-looking,graceful,theperfectfiance,shouldbealso"VERYwelloff。"Ofcourse!Theserichalwaysmarriedoneanother。AndwhiletheMildredsdancedwiththeirArthurRussellsthebestanoutsidercoulddoforherselfwastositwithFrankDowling——theonelastcourseleftherthatwasbetterthandancingwithhim。
  "Well,whatDOyouwanttotalkabout?"heinquired。
  "Nothing,"shesaid。"Supposewejustsit,Frank。"Butamomentlatersherememberedsomething,and,withasuddenanimation,begantoprattle。Shepointedtothemusiciansdownthecorridor。"Oh,lookatthem!Lookattheleader!Aren'ttheyFUNNY?Someonetoldmethey'recalled'JazzLouieandhishalf-breedbunch。'Isn'tthatjustcrazy?Don'tyouloveit?Dowatchthem,Frank。"
  Shecontinuedtochatter,and,whilethuskeepinghisglanceawayfromherself,shedetachedtheforlornbouquetofdeadvioletsfromherdressandlaiditgentlybesidetheoneshehadcarried。
  Thelatteralreadyreposedintheobscurityselectedforitatthebaseofoneofthebox-trees。
  Thenshewasabruptlysilent。
  "Youcertainlyareafunnygirl,"Dowlingremarked。"Yousayyoudon'twanttotalkaboutanythingatall,andallofasuddenyoubreakoutandtalkabluestreak;andjustaboutthetimeIbegintogetinterestedinwhatyou'resayingyoushutoff!What'sthematterwithgirls,anyhow,whentheydothingslikethat?"
  "Idon'tknow;we'rejustqueer,Iguess。"
  "Isayso!Well,what'llwedoNOW?Talk,orjustsit?"
  "Supposewejustsitsomemore。","Anythingtooblige,"heassented。"I'mwillingtositaslongasyoulike。"
  Butevenashemadehisamiabilityclearinthismatter,thepeacewasthreatened——hismothercamedownthecorridorlikearolling,ominouscloud。Shewaslookingaboutheronallsides,inafidgetofannoyance,searchingforhim,andtohisdismayshesawhim。Sheimmediatelymadeahorriblefaceathiscompanion,beckonedtohimimperiouslywithadumpyarm,andshookherheadreprovingly。Theunfortunateyoungmantriedtorepulseherwithanicystare,butthisefforthavingobtainedlittletoencouragehisfeeblehopeofdrivingheraway,heshiftedhischairsothathisbackwastowardherdiscomfitingpantomime。Heshouldhaveknownbetter,theinstantresultwasMrs。Dowlinginmotionatanimpetuouswaddle。
  Sheenteredthebox-treeseclusionwiththelowerrotunditiesofherfacehastilymodelledintotheresemblanceofanover-benevolentsmileacontortionwhichneglectedtospreaditsintendedgenialityupwardtotheexasperatedeyesandanxiousforehead。
  "Ithinkyourmotherwantstospeaktoyou,Frank,"Alicesaid,uponthisadvent。
  Mrs。Dowlingnoddedtoher。"Goodevening,MissAdams,"shesaid。"IjustthoughtasyouandFrankweren'tdancingyouwouldn'tmindmydisturbingyou——"
  "Notatall,"Alicemurmured。
  Mr。Dowlingseemedofadifferentmind。"Well,whatDOyouwant?"heinquired,whereuponhismotherstruckhimroguishlywithherfan。
  "Badfellow!"SheturnedtoAlice。"I'msureyouwon'tmindexcusinghimtolethimdosomethingforhisoldmother,MissAdams。"
  "WhatDOyouwant?"thesonrepeated。
  "Twoverynicethings,"Mrs。Dowlinginformedhim。"EverybodyissoanxiousforHenriettaLambtohaveapleasantevening,becauseit'stheveryfirsttimeshe'sbeenanywheresinceherfather'sdeath,andofcourseherdeargrandfather'sanoldfriendofours,and——"
  "Well,well!"hersoninterrupted。"MissAdamsisn'tinterestedinallthis,mother。"
  "ButHenriettacametospeaktoEllaandme,andItoldheryouweresoanxioustodancewithher——"
  "Here!"hecried。"Lookhere!I'dratherdomyown——"
  "Yes;that'sjustit,"Mrs。Dowlingexplained。"Ijustthoughtitwassuchagoodopportunity;andHenriettasaidshehadmostofherdancestaken,butshe'dgiveyouoneifyouaskedherbeforetheywereallgone。SoIthoughtyou'dbetterseeherassoonaspossible。"
  Dowling'sfacehadbecomerosy。"Irefusetodoanythingofthekind。"
  "Badfellow!"saidhismother,gaily。"IthoughtthiswouldbethebesttimeforyoutoseeHenrietta,becauseitwon'tbelongtillallherdancesaregone,andyou'vepromisedonyourWORDtodancethenextwithElla,andyoumightn'thaveachancetodoitthen。I'msureMissAdamswon'tmindifyou——"
  "Notatall,"Alicesaid。
  "Well,_I_mind!"hesaid。"IwishyouCOULDunderstandthatwhenIwanttodancewithanygirlIdon'tneedmymothertoaskherforme。IreallyAMmorethansixyearsold!"
  Hespokewithtoomuchvehemence,andMrs。Dowlingatoncesawhowtohaveherway。Aswithhusbandsandwives,sowithmanyfathersanddaughters,andsowithsomesonsandmothers:themanwillhimselfbecrossinpublicandthinknothingofit,norwillhegreatlymindalittlecrossnessonthepartofthewoman;butlethershowagitationbeforeanyspectator,heisinstantlyreducedtoacoward'sslavery。Womenunderstandthatancientweakness,ofcourse;foritisoneoftheirmostimportantmeansofdefense,butcanbeusedignobly。
  Mrs。Dowlingpermittedatremulousnesstobecomeaudibleinhervoice。"Itisn'tvery——verypleasant——tobetalkedtolikethatbyyourownson——beforestrangers!"
  "Oh,my!Lookhere!"thestrickenDowlingprotested。"_I_
  didn'tsayanything,mother。IwasjustjokingabouthowyounevergetoverthinkingI'malittleboy。Ionly——"
  Mrs。Dowlingcontinued:"IjustthoughtIwasdoingyoualittlefavour。Ididn'tthinkitwouldmakeyousoangry。"
  "Mother,forgoodness'sake!MissAdams'llthink——"
  "Isuppose,"Mrs。Dowlinginterrupted,piteously,"Isupposeitdoesn'tmatterwhat_I_think!"
  "Oh,gracious!"
  Aliceinterfered;sheperceivedthattheruthlessMrs。Dowlingmeanttohaveherway。"Ithinkyou'dbettergo,Frank。
  Really。"
  "There!"hismothercried。"MissAdamssaysso,herself!Whatmoredoyouwant?"
  "Oh,gracious!"helamentedagain,and,withasicklookoverhisshoulderatAlice,permittedhismothertotakehisarmandpropelhimaway。Mrs。Dowling'sspiritshadstrikinglyrecoveredevenbeforethepairpassedfromthecorridor:shemovedalmostbouncinglybesideherembitteredson,andhereyesandalltheconvolutionsofherabundantfacewereblithe。
  AlicewentinsearchofWalter,butwithoutmuchhopeoffindinghim。Whathedidwithhimselfatfrozen-facedanceswasoneofhismostsuccessfulmysteries,andherpresentexcursiongavehernoclueleadingtoitssolution。Whenthemusiciansagainloweredtheirinstrumentsforanintervalshehadreturned,alone,toherformerseatwithinthepartialshelterofthebox-trees。
  Shehadnowtopracticeanartthataffordsbutalimitedvarietyofmethods,eventotheexpert:theartofseemingtohaveanescortorpartnerwhenthereisnone。Thepractitionermustimply,merelybyexpressionandattitude,thatthesupposedcompanionhasleftherforonlyafewmoments,thatsheherselfhassenthimuponanerrand;and,ifpossible,themindsofobserversmustbedirectedtowardaconclusionthatthiserrandofherdevisingisanamusingone;atallevents,sheisalonetemporarilyandofchoice,notdeserted。Sheawaitsadevotedmanwhomayreturnatanyinstant。
  OtherpeopledesiredtositinAlice'snook,butdiscoveredherinoccupancy。Shehadmovedthevacantchairclosertoherown,andshesatwithherarmextendedsothatherhand,holdingherlacekerchief,resteduponthebackofthissecondchair,claimingit。Suchapreemption,likethatofatraveller'sbagintherack,wasunquestionable;and,foradditionalevidence,sittingwithherkneescrossed,shekeptonefootcontinuouslymovingalittle,incadencewiththeother,whichtappedthefloor。Moreover,sheaddedafinedetail:herhalf-smile,withtheunderlipcaught,seemedtostruggleagainstrepression,asifshefoundtheserviceengagingherabsentcompanionevenmoreamusingthanshewouldlethimseewhenhereturned:therewasjovialintrigueofsomesortafoot,evidently。Hereyes,beamingwithsecretfun,wereavertedfromintruders,butsometimes,whencouplesapproached,seekingpossessionofthenook,herthoughtsabouttheabsenteeappearedtothreatenherwithoutrightlaughter;andthoughoneortwogirlslookedatherskeptically,astheyturnedaway,theirescortsfeltnosuchdoubts,andmerelywonderedwhatimportantlyfunnyaffairAliceAdamswasengagedin。Shehadlearnedtodoitperfectly。
  Shehadlearneditduringthelasttwoyears;shewastwentywhenforthefirsttimeshehadtheshockoffindingherselfwithoutanapplicantforoneofherdances。Whenshewassixteen"alltheniceboysintown,"ashermothersaid,crowdedtheAdamses'
  smallverandaandsteps,orsatnearby,cross-leggedonthelawn,onsummerevenings;andateighteenshehadreplacedtheboyswith"theoldermen。"Bythistimemostof"theothergirls,"hercontemporaries,wereawayatschoolorcollege,andwhentheycamehometostay,they"cameout"——thatfeeblerevivalofanancientcustomofferingthemaidentotheceremonialinspectionofthetribe。Aliceneitherwentawaynor"cameout,"
  and,incontrastwiththosewhodid,shemayhaveseemedtolackfreshnessoflustre——jewelsarerichestwhenrevealedallnewinawhitevelvetbox。AndAlicemayhavebeentooeagertosecurenewretainers,tookindinhereffortstokeeptheoldones。Shehadbeenabelletoosoon。
  CHAPTERVIII
  Thedeviceoftheabsenteepartnerhasthedefectthatitcannotbeemployedforlongerthantenorfifteenminutesatatime,anditmaynotberepeatedmorethantwiceinoneevening:asinglerepetition,indeed,isweak,andmayproveabetrayal。Aliceknewthatherpresentperformancecouldbeeffectiveduringonlythisintervalbetweendances;andthoughhereyeswereguarded,sheanxiouslycountedoverthepartnerlessyoungmenwholoungedtogetherinthedoorwayswithinherview。Everyoneofthemoughttohaveaskedherfordances,shethought,andalthoughshemighthavebeenputtoittogiveareasonwhyanyofthem"ought,"herheartwashotwithresentmentagainstthem。
  Foragirlwhohasbeenabelle,itishardertolivethroughthesebadtimesthanitisforonewhohasneverknownanythingbetter。Likeafigureofpaintedandbrightlyvarnishedwood,EllaDowlingsatagainstthewallthroughdanceafterdancewithglassyimperturbability;itwaseasiertobewooden,Alicethought,ifyouhadyourmotherwithyou,asEllahad。Youwereleftwithatleasttheshredofapretensethatyoucametositwithyourmotherasaspectator,andnottoofferyourselftobedancedwithbymenwholookedyouoverandrejectedyou——notforthefirsttime。"Notforthefirsttime":therelayasting!
  Whyhadyouthoughtthistimemightbedifferentfromtheothertimes?Whyhadyoubrokenyourbackpickingthosehundredsofviolets?
  Hatingthefatuousyoungmeninthedoorwaysmorebitterlyforeveryinstantthatshehadtomaintainhertableau,thesmilingAliceknewfierceimpulsestospringtoherfeetandshoutatthem,"YouIDIOTS!"Handsinpockets,theyloungedagainstthepilasters,orfacedoneanother,laughingvaguely,eachoneofthemseemingtoAlicenomorethansomuchmeanbeefinclothes。
  Shewantedtotellthemtheywerenobetterthanthat;anditseemedacruelthingofheaventoletthemgoonbelievingthemselvesyounglords。Theyweredoingnothing,killingtime。
  Wasn'tsheatherlowestvalueatleastameansofkillingtime?
  Evidentlythemeanbeevesthoughtnot。Andwhenoneofthemfinallyloungedacrossthecorridorandspoketoher,hewastheveryonetowhomshepreferredherloneliness。
  "Waitingforsomebody,LadyAlicia?"heasked,negligently;andhiseasyburlesqueofhernamewaslikethefamiliarityoftherestofhim。Hewasoneofthosefull-bodied,grosslyhandsomemenwhoarepowerfulandactive,butneversubmitthemselvestotherigourofbecomingathletes,thoughtheyshootandfishfromexpensivecamps。Glossisthemostshiningoutwardmarkofthetype。Nowadaysthesemennolongerusebrilliantineontheirmoustaches,buttheyhaveglossboughtfrommanicure-girls,frommasseurs,andfromautomobile-makers;andtheireyes,usuallylarge,areglossy。Noneofthisisallowedtointerferewithbusiness;theseare"goodbusinessmen,"andoftenmakelargefortunes。Theyaremenofimaginationabouttwothings——womenandmoney,and,combiningtheirimaginingsaboutboth,usuallymakeawisefirstmarriage。Later,however,theyareapttoimaginetoomuchaboutsomelittlewomanwithoutwhomlifeseemsdullerthanneedbe。Theyrunaway,leavingthefirstwifewellenoughdowered。Theyareneverintentionallyunkindtowomen,andintheendtheyusuallymakethemistakeofthinkingtheyhavehadtheirmoney'sworthoflife。HerewasMr。HarveyMalone,ayoungspecimeninanearlierstageofdevelopment,tryingtomarryHenriettaLamb,andnowsaunteringovertospeaktoAlice,asatime-killerbeforehisnextdancewithHenrietta。
  Alicemadenoresponsetohisquestion,andhedroppedlazilyintothevacantchair,fromwhichshesharplywithdrewherhand。
  "Imightaswellusehischairtillhecomes,don'tyouthink?
  Youdon'tMIND,doyou,oldgirl?"
  "Oh,no,"Alicesaid。"Itdoesn'tmatteronewayortheother。
  Pleasedon'tcallmethat。"
  "Sothat'showyoufeel?"Mr。Malonelaughedindulgently,withoutmuchinterest。"I'vebeenmeaningtocometoseeyouforalongtimehonestlyIhave——becauseIwantedtohaveagoodtalkwithyouaboutoldtimes。Iknowyouthinkitwasfunny,afterthewayIusedtocometoyourhousetwoorthreetimesaweek,andsometimesoftener——well,Idon'tblameyouforbeinghurt,thewayIstoppedwithoutexplainingoranything。Thetruthistherewasn'tanyreason:Ijusthappenedtohavealotofimportantthingstodoandcouldn'tfindthetime。ButIAM
  goingtocallonyousomeevening——honestlyIam。Idon'twonderyouthink——"
  "You'remistaken,"Alicesaid。"I'veneverthoughtanythingaboutitatall。"
  "Well,well!"hesaid,andlookedatherlanguidly。"What'stheuseofbeingcrosswiththisoldman?Healwaysmeanswell。"
  And,extendinghisarm,hewouldhavegivenherafriendlypatupontheshoulderbutsheevadedit。"Well,well!"hesaid。
  "Seemstomeyou'regettingawfultetchy!Don'tyoulikeyouroldfriendsanymore?"
  "Notallofthem。"
  "Who'sthenewone?"heasked,teasingly。"Comeonandtellus,Alice。Whoisityouwereholdingthischairfor?"
  "Nevermind。"
  "Well,allI'vegottodoistositheretillhecomesback;thenI'llseewhoitis。"
  "Hemaynotcomebackbeforeyouhavetogo。"
  "GuessyougotmeTHATtime,"Maloneadmitted,laughingasherose。"They'retuningup,andI'vegotthisdance。IAMcomingaroundtoseeyousomeevening。"Hemovedaway,callingbackoverhisshoulder,"Honestly,Iam!"
  Alicedidnotlookathim,Shehadheldhertableauaslongasshecould;itwastimeforhertoabandonthebox-trees;andshesteppedforthfrowning,asifalittleannoyedwiththeabsenteeforbeingsuchatimeuponhererrand;whereuponthetwochairswereinstantlyseizedbyacoquettingpairwhointendedto"sitout"thedance。Shewalkedquicklydownthebroadcorridor,turnedintothebroaderhall,andhurriedlyenteredthedressing-roomwhereshehadleftherwraps。
  Shestayedhereaslongasshecould,pretendingtoarrangeherhairatamirror,thenfidgetingwithoneofherslipper-buckles;
  buttheintelligentelderlywomaninchargeoftheroommadeanindefinitesojournimpracticable。"PerhapsIcouldhelpyouwiththatbuckle,Miss,"shesuggested,approaching。"Hasitcomeloose?"Alicewrencheddesperately;thenitwasloose。Thecompetentwoman,producingneedleandthread,deftlymadethebucklefast;andtherewasnothingforAlicetodobuttoexpresshergratitudeandgo。
  Shewenttothedoorofthecloak-roomopposite,whereacolouredmanstoodwatchfullyinthedoorway。"Iwonderifyouknowwhichofthegentlemenismybrother,Mr。WalterAdams,"shesaid。
  "Yes'm;Iknowhim。"
  "Couldyoutellmewhereheis?"
  "No'm;Icouldn'tsay。"
  "Well,ifyouseehim,wouldyoupleasetellhimthathissister,MissAdams,islookingforhimandveryanxioustospeaktohim?"
  "Yes'm。Sho'ly,sho'ly!"
  Asshewentawayhestaredafterherandseemedtoswellwithsomeburstingemotion。Infact,itwastoomuchforhim,andhesuddenlyretiredwithintheroom,releasingstrangulatedlaughter。
  Walterremonstrated。Behindanexcellentscreenofcoatsandhats,inaremotepartoftheroom,hewaskneelingonthefloor,engagedinagameofchancewithasecondcolouredattendant;andthelaughterbecamesovehementthatitnotonlyinterferedwiththepastimeinhand,butthreatenedtoattractfrozen-faceattention。
  "Icain'he'pit,man,"thelaughterexplained。"Icain'he'pit!Yousut'n'ythebeatin'es'whiteboy'n'iscity!"
  Thedancerswereswingingintoan"encore"asAlicehaltedforanirresolutemomentinadoorway。Acrosstheroom,aclusterofmatronssatchattingabsently,theireyesontheirdancingdaughters;andAlice,findingarefugee'scourage,dodgedthroughthescurryingcouples,seatedherselfinachairontheoutskirtsofthiscolonyofelders,andbegantotalkeagerlytothematronnearesther。Thematronseemedunaccustomedtosomuchvivacity,andrespondedbutdryly,whereuponAlicewasmorevivaciousthanever;forshemeantnowtopresentthepictureofajollygirltoomuchinterestedinthesewiseolderwomentobotherabouteveryfoolishyoungmanwhoaskedherforadance。
  Hermatronwasconstrainedtogosofarastosupplyatolerantnod,nowandthen,incomplementtothegirl'sanimation,andAlicewasgratefulforthenods。Inthisfashionshesupplementedtheexhaustedresourcesofthedressing-roomandthebox-treenook;andlivedthroughtwomoredances,whenagainMr。
  FrankDowlingpresentedhimselfasapartner。
  Sheneedednopretensetoseekthedressing-roomforrepairsafterthatnumber;thistimetheywerenecessaryandgenuine。
  Dowlingwaitedforher,andwhenshecameoutheexplainedforthefourthorfifthtimehowtheaccidenthadhappened。"Itwasentirelythoseotherpeople'sfault,"hesaid。"Theygotmeinakindofacorner,becauseneitherofthosefellowsknowstheleastthingaboutguiding;theyjustjamaheadandexpecteverybodytogetoutoftheirway。ItwasCharlotteThom'sdiamondcrescentpinthatgotcaughtonyourdressinthebackandmadesucha——"
  "Nevermind,"Alicesaidinatiredvoice。"Themaidfixeditsothatshesaysitisn'tverynoticeable。"
  "Well,itisn't,"hereturned。"Youcouldhardlytellthere'dbeenanythingthematter。Wheredoyouwanttogo?Mother'sbeeninterferinginmyaffairssomemoreandI'vegotthenexttaken。"
  "IwassittingwithMrs。GeorgeDresser。Youmighttakemebackthere。"
  Heleftherwiththematron,andAlicereturnedtoherpicture-making,sothatoncemore,whiletwonumberspassed,whoevercaredtolookwasofferedthesketchofajolly,clevergirlpreoccupiedwithherelders。ThenshefoundherfriendMildredstandingbeforeher,presentingMr。ArthurRussell,whoaskedhertodancewithhim。
  Alicelookeduncertain,asthoughnotsurewhatherengagementswere;butherperplexitycleared;shenodded,andswungrhythmicallyawaywiththetallapplicant。Shewasnotgratefultoherhostessforthisalms。Whatayounghostessdoeswithafiance,Alicethought,istomakehimdancewiththeunpopulargirls。ShesupposedthatMr。ArthurRussellhadalreadydancedwithEllaDowling。
  Theloanofalover,underthesecircumstances,maybepainfultothelessee,andAlice,smilingnevermorebrightly,foundnothingtosaytoMr。Russell,thoughshethoughthemighthavefoundsomethingtosaytoher。"IwonderwhatMildredtoldhim,"shethought。"Probablyshesaid,'Dearest,there'sonemoregirlyou'vegottohelpmeoutwith。Youwouldn'tlikehermuch,butshedanceswellenoughandshe'shavingarottentime。Nobodyevergoesnearheranymore。'"
  Whenthemusicstopped,Russelladdedhisapplausetothehand-clappingthatencouragedtheuproariousinstrumentstocontinue,andastheyrenewedthetumult,hesaidheartily,"That'ssplendid!"
  Alicegavehimaglance,necessarilyatshortrange,andfoundhiseyeskindlyandpleased。Herewasafriendlysoul,itappeared,whoprobably"likedeverybody。"Nodoubthehadapplaudedforan"encore"whenhedancedwithEllaDowling,gaveEllathesamegeniallook,andsaid,"That'ssplendid!"
  Whenthe"encore"wasover,Alicespoketohimforthefirsttime。
  "Mildredwillbelookingforyou,"shesaid。"Ithinkyou'dbettertakemebacktowhereyoufoundme。"
  Helookedsurprised。"Oh,ifyou——"
  "I'msureMildredwillbeneedingyou,"Alicesaid,andasshetookhisarmandtheywalkedtowardMrs。Dresser,shethoughtitmightbejustpossibletomakeafurtheruseoftheloan。"Oh,I
  wonderifyou——"shebegan。
  "Yes?"hesaid,quickly。
  "Youdon'tknowmybrother,WalterAdams,"shesaid。"Buthe'ssomewhereIthinkpossiblyhe'sinasmoking-roomorsomeplacewheregirlsaren'texpected,andifyouwouldn'tthinkittoomuchtroubletoinquire——"
  "I'llfindhim,"Russellsaid,promptly。"Thankyousomuchforthatdance。I'llbringyourbrotherinamoment。"
  Itwastobealongmoment,Alicedecided,presently。Mrs。
  Dresserhadgrownrestive;andhernodsandvagueresponsestoheryoungdependent'sgaietieswereasmeagerastheycouldwellbe。EvidentlythematronhadnointentionofappearingtoherworldinthelightofachaperoneforAliceAdams;andshefinallymadethisclear。Withawordortwoofexcuse,breakingintosomethingAlicewassaying,sheroseandwenttositnexttoMildred'smother,whohadbecomethenucleusofthecluster。SoAlicewasleftverymuchagainstthewall,withshortstretchesofvacantchairsoneachsideofher。Shehadcometotheendofherpicture-making,andcouldonlypretendthattherewassomethingamusingthematterwiththearmofherchair。
  ShesupposedthatMildred'sMr。RussellhadforgottenWalterbythistime。"I'mnotevenanintimateenoughfriendofMildred'sforhimtohavethoughtheoughttobothertotellmehecouldn'tfindhim,"shethought。AndthenshesawRussellcomingacrosstheroomtowardher,withWalterbesidehim。Shejumpedupgaily。
  "Oh,thankyou!"shecried。"Iknowthisnaughtyboymusthavebeenterriblyhardtofind。Mildred'llNEVERforgiveme!I'veputyoutosomuch——"
  "Notatall,"hesaid,amiably,andwentaway,leavingthebrotherandsistertogether。
  "Walter,let'sdancejustoncemore,"Alicesaid,touchinghisarmplacatively。"Ithought——well,perhapswemightgohomethen。"
  ButWalter'sexpressionwasthatofapersonuponwhomanoutragehasjustbeenperpetrated。"No,"hesaid。"We'vestayedTHIS
  long,I'mgoin'towaitandseewhattheygottoeat。Andyoulookhere!"Heturneduponherangrily。"Don'tyoueverdothatagain!"
  "Dowhat?"
  "Sendsomebodyaftermethatpokeshisnoseintoeverycornerofthehousetillhefindsme!'AreyouMr。WalterAdams?'hesays。IguesshemustaskedeverybodyintheplaceiftheywereMr。WalterAdams!Well,I'llbetafewironmenyouwouldn'tsendanybodytohuntformeagainifyouknewwherehefoundme!"
  "Wherewasit?"
  Walterdecidedthatherfitpunishmentwastoknow。"Iwasshootin'dicewiththosecoonsinthecloak-room。"
  "Andhesawyou?"
  "Unlesshewasblind!"saidWalter。"Comeon,I'lldancethisonemoredancewithyou。Suppercomesafterthat,andTHENwe'llgohome。"
  Mrs。AdamsheardAlice'skeyturninginthefrontdoorandhurrieddownthestairstomeether。
  "Didyougetwetcomingin,darling?"sheasked。"Didyouhaveagoodtime?"