Athomeherdresshadseemedbeautiful;butthatwasdifferent,too,wherethereweredozensofbrilliantfabrics,fashionedinnewways——someofthesenewwaysstartling,whichonlymadethewearerscentersofinterestandshockednoone。AndAlicerememberedthatshehadheardagirlsay,notlongbefore,"Oh,ORGANDIE!Nobodywearsorgandieforeveninggownsexceptinmidsummer。"Alicehadthoughtlittleofthis;butasshelookedaboutherandsawnoorgandieexceptherown,shefoundgreaterdifficultyinkeepinghersmileasarchandspontaneousasshewishedit。Infact,itwasbeginningtomakeherfaceachealittle。
Mildredcameinfromthecorridor,heavilyattended。Shecarriedagreatbouquetofvioletslacedwithliliesof-the-valley;andthevioletswerelusty,bigpurplethings,theirstemswrappedinclothofgold,withsilkencordsdependent,endinginlongtassels。SheandherconvoypassednearthetwoyoungAdamses;
anditappearedthatoneoftheconvoybesoughthishostesstopermit"cuttingin";theywere"doingitotherplaces"oflate,heurged;buthewasdeniedandtoldtoconsolehimselfbyholdingthebouquet,atintervals,untilhisthirdofthesixteenthdanceshouldcome。Alicelookeddubiouslyatherownbouquet。
Suddenlyshefeltthatthevioletsbetrayedher;thatanyonewholookedatthemcouldseehowrustic,howinnocentofanyflorist'scrafttheywere"Ican'teatdeadviolets,"Waltersaid。Thelittlewildflowers,dyingindeedinthewarmair,weredroopinginaforlornmass;anditseemedtoherthatwhoevernoticedthemwouldguessthatshehadpickedthemherself。Shedecidedtogetridofthem。
Walterwasbecomingrestive。"Lookhere!"hesaid。"Can'tyouflagoneo'theselong-tailedbirdstotakeyouonforthenextdance?Youcametohaveagoodtime;whydon'tyougetbusyandhaveit?Iwanttogetoutandsmoke。"
"YouMUSTN'Tleaveme,Walter,"shewhispered,hastily。
"Somebody'llcomeformebeforelong,butuntiltheydo——"
"Well,couldn'tyousitsomewhere?"
"No,no!Thereisn'tanyoneIcouldsitwith。"
"Well,whynot?Lookatthoseoledamesinthecorners。What'sthematteryourtyin'upwithsomeo'themforawhile?"
"PLEASE,Walter;no!"
Infact,thatindomitablesmileofherswasthemoredifficulttomaintainbecauseoftheseveryelderstowhomWalterreferred。
Theyweremothersofgirlsamongthedancers,andtheyweretheretofendandcontrivefortheiroffspring;tokeepthemincountenancethroughanytrial;tolendthemdiplomacyinthecarryingoutofallenterprises;tobe"background"forthem;andintheseessentiallybiologicalfunctioningstoimitatetheirownmatingsandrenewtheexcitementoftheirnuptialperiods。Oldermen,husbandsoftheseladiesandfathersofeligiblegirls,werealsotobeseen,mostofthemwithMr。Palmerinabilliard-roomacrossthecorridor。Mr。andMrs。Adamshadnotbeeninvited。
"OfcoursepapaandmamajustbarelyknowMildredPalmer,"Alicethought,"andmostoftheothergirls'fathersandmothersareoldfriendsofMr。andMrs。Palmer,butIdothinkshemighthaveASKEDpapaandmama,anyway——sheneedn'thavebeenafraidjusttoaskthem;sheknewtheycouldn'tcome。"Andhersmilingliptwitchedalittlethreateningly,assheconcludedthesilentmonologue。"IsupposeshethinksIoughttobegladenoughsheaskedWalter!"
Walterwas,infact,rathernoticeable。HewasnotMildred'sonlyguesttowearashortcoatandtoappearwithoutgloves;buthewassingularatleastinhispresentsurroundingsonaccountofakindofcoiffuringhefavoured,hishairhavingbeenshapedafterwhatseemedaMongolinspiration。Onlyuponthetopoftheheadwasactualhairperceived,therestappearingtobenudity。
Andevenmorethanbyanydifferenceinmodehewassetapartbyhislookandmanner,inwhichthereseemedtobeabrooding,secretiveandjeeringsuperiorityandthiswasmostvividlyexpressedwhenhefeltcalleduponforhisloud,short,lop-sidedlaugh。WheneverheuttereditAlicelaughed,too,asloudlyasshecould,tocoverit。
"Well,"hesaid。"Howlongwegoin'tostandhere?Myfeetaresproutin'roots。"
Alicetookhisarm,andtheybegantowalkaimlesslythroughtherooms,thoughshetriedtolookasiftheyhadadefinitedestination,keepinghereyeseagerandherlipsparted;——peoplehadcalledjoviallytothemfromthedistance,shemeanttoimply,andtheyweregoingtojointhesemerryfriends。Shewasstilluponthisghostlyerrandwhenafuriousoutbreakofdrumsandsaxophonessoundedapreludefortheseconddance。
Walterdancedwithheragain,buthegaveherawarning。"I
don'twanttoleaveyouhighanddry,"hetoldher,"butIcan'tstandit。IgottogetsomewhereIdon'thaf'tohurtmyeyeswiththeseberries;I'llgoblindifIgottolookatanymoreof'em。I'mgoin'outtosmokeassoonasthemusicbeginsthenexttime,andyoubettergetfixedforit。"
Alicetriedtogetfixedforit。Astheydancedshenoddedsunnilytoeverymanwhoseeyeshecaught,smiledhersmilewiththeunderlipcaughtbetweenherteeth;butitwasnotuntiltheendoftheintermissionafterthedancethatshesawhelpcoming。
Acrosstheroomsattheglobularladyshehadencounteredthatmorning,andbesidetheglobularladysataround-headed,round-bodiedgirl;herdaughter,atfirstglance。ThefamilycontourwasalsoasevidentacharacteristicoftheshortyoungmanwhostoodinfrontofMrs。Dowling,engagedwithherinadiscussionwhichwasnotwithoutevidencesofanearnestnessalmostimpassioned。LikeWalter,hewasdecliningtodanceathirdtimewithsister;hewishedtogoelsewhere。
Alicefromasidelongeyewatchedthecontroversy:shesawtheglobularyoungmanglancetowardher,overhisshoulder;
whereuponMrs。Dowling,followingthisglance,gaveAlicealookofopenfury,becamemuchmorevehementintheargument,andevenstruckherkneewitharound,fatfistforemphasis。
"I'monmyway,"saidWalter。"There'sthemusicstartin'upagain,andItoldyou——"
Shenoddedgratefully。"It'sallright——butcomebackbeforelong,Walter。"
Theglobularyoungman,redwithannoyance,hadtornhimselffromhisfamilyandwashasteningacrosstheroomtoher。"C'nIhavethisdance?"
"Why,youniceFrankDowling!"Alicecried。"Howlovely!"
CHAPTERVII
Theydanced。Mr。Dowlingshouldhavefoundotherformsofexerciseandpastime。
Naturehasnotdesignedeveryonefordancing,thoughsometimesthoseshehasdeniedarethelasttodiscoverherniggardliness。
Buttheroundyoungmanwasatleastvigorousenough——toomuchso,whenhiskneescollidedwithAlice's——andhewastoosturdytobethrownoffhisfeet,himself,ortoallowhispartnertofallwhenhetrippedher。Heheldherupvaliantly,andcontinuedtobeatapaththroughthecrowdofotherdancersbymainforce。
Hepaidnoattentiontoanythingsuggestedbytheeffortsofthemusicians,andappearedtobeunawarethatthereshouldhavebeensomeconnectionbetweenwhattheyweredoingandwhathewasdoing;buthemayhavelistenedtoothermusicofhisown,forhisexpressionwasofhighcontent;heseemedtofeelnodoubtwhateverthathewasdancing。Alicekeptasfarawayfromhimasunderthecircumstancesshecould;andwhentheystoppedsheglanceddown,andfoundtheexecutionofunseenmanoeuvres,withintheprotectionofherskirt,helpfultooneofherinstepsandtothetoesofbothofherslippers。
Hercheerypartnerwaspaddlinghisrosybrowswithafinehandkerchief。"Thatwasgreat!"hesaid。"Let'sgooutandsitinthecorridor;they'vegotsomecomfortablechairsoutthere。"
"Well——let'snot,"shereturned。"IbelieveI'dratherstayinhereandlookatthecrowd。"
"No;thatisn'tit,"hesaid,chidingherwithawaggishforefinger。"Youthinkifyougooutthereyou'llmissachanceofsomeoneelseaskingyouforthenextdance,andsoyou'llhavetogiveittome。"
"Howabsurd!"Then,afteralookaboutherthatrevealednothingencouraging,sheaddedgraciously,"Youcanhavethenextifyouwantit。"
"Great!"heexclaimed,mechanically。"Nowlet'sgetoutofhere——outofTHISroom,anyhow。"
"Why?What'sthematterwith——"
"Mymother,"Mr。Dowlingexplained。"Butdon'tlookather。
ShekeepsmotioningmetocomeandseeafterElla,andI'msimplyNOTgoingtodoit,yousee!"
Alicelaughed。"Idon'tbelieveit'ssomuchthat,"shesaid,andconsentedtowalkwithhimtoapointinthenextroomfromwhichMrs。Dowling'scontinuoussignallingcouldnotbeseen。
"Yourmotherhatesme。"
"Oh,no;Iwouldn'tsaythat。No,shedon't,"heprotested,innocently。"Shedon'tknowyoumorethanjusttospeakto,yousee。Sohowcouldshe?"
"Well,shedoes。Icantell。"
Afrownappeareduponhisroundedbrow。"No;I'lltellyouthewayshefeels。It'slikethis:Ellaisn'tTOOpopular,youknow——it'shardtoseewhy,becauseshe'sarightnicegirl,inherway——andmotherthinksIoughttolookafterher,yousee。
ShethinksIoughttodanceawholelotwithhermyself,andstirupotherfellowstodancewithher——it'ssimplyimpossibletomakemotherunderstandyouCAN'Tdothat,yousee。Andthenaboutme,yousee,ifshehadherwayIwouldn'tgettodancewithanybodyatallexceptgirlslikeMildredPalmerandHenriettaLamb。Motherwantstorunmywholeprogrammeforme,youunderstand,butthetroubleofitis——aboutgirlslikethat,youseewell,Icouldn'tdowhatshewants,evenifIwantedtomyself,becauseyoutakethosegirls,andbythetimeIgetEllaoffmyhandsforaminute,why,theirdancesarealwayseverylastonetaken,andwheredoIcomein?"
Alicenodded,heramiabilityundamaged。"Isee。Sothat'swhyyoudancewithme。"
"No,Iliketo,"heprotested。"IratherdancewithyouthanI
dowiththosegirls。"AndheaddedwitharetrospectivedeterminationwhichshowedthathehadbeenthroughquiteanexperiencewithMrs。Dowlinginthismatter。"ITOLDmotherI
would,too!"
"Didittakeallyourcourage,Frank?"
Helookedathershrewdly。"Nowyou'retryingtoteaseme,"hesaid。"Idon'tcare;IWOULDratherdancewithyou!Inthefirstplace,you'reaperfectlybeautifuldancer,yousee,andinthesecond,amanfeelsalotmorecomfortablewithyouthanhedoeswiththem。OfcourseIknowalmostalltheotherfellowsgetalongwiththosegirlsallright;butIdon'twasteanytimeon'emIdon'thaveto。_I_likepeoplethatarealwayscordialtoeverybody,yousee——thewayyouare。"
"Thankyou,"shesaid,thoughtfully。
"Oh,IMEANit,"heinsisted。"Theregoesthebandagain。Shallwe?"
"Supposewesititout?"shesuggested。"IbelieveI'dliketogooutinthecorridor,afterall——it'sprettywarminhere。"
Assentingcheerfully,Dowlingconductedhertoapairofeasy-chairswithinasecludinggroveofbox-trees,andwhentheycametothisretreattheyfoundMildredPalmerjustdeparting,underescortofawell-favouredgentlemanaboutthirty。Asthesetwowalkedslowlyaway,inthedirectionofthedancing-floor,theyleftitnottobedoubtedthattheywereonexcellenttermswitheachother;Mildredwasevidentlywillingtomaketheirprogressevenslower,forshehaltedmomentarily,onceortwice;
andherupwardglancestohertallcompanion'sfacewereofagentle,almostblushingdeference。NeverbeforehadAliceseenanythinglikethisinherfriend'smanner。
"Howqueer!"shemurmured。
"What'squeer?"Dowlinginquiredastheysatdown。
"Whowasthatman?"
"Haven'tyoumethim?"
"Ineversawhimbefore。Whoishe?"
"Why,it'sthisArthurRussell。"
"WhatArthurRussell?Ineverheardofhim。"Mr。Dowlingwaspuzzled。"Why,THAT'Sfunny!OnlythelasttimeIsawyou,youweretellingmehowawfullywellyouknewMildredPalmer。"
"Why,certainlyIdo,"Aliceinformedhim。"She'smymostintimatefriend。"
"That'swhatmakesitseemsofunnyyouhaven'theardanythingaboutthisRussell,becauseeverybodysaysevenifsheisn'tengagedtohimrightnow,shemostlikelywillbebeforeverylong。Imustsayitlooksagooddealthatwaytome,myself。"
"Whatnonsense!"Aliceexclaimed。"She'sneverevenmentionedhimtome。"
Theyoungmanglancedatherdubiouslyandpassedafingeroverthetinyprongthatdashinglycomposedthewholesubstanceofhismoustache。
"Well,yousee,MildredISprettyreserved,"heremarked。"ThisRussellissomekindofcousinofthePalmerfamily,I
understand。"
"Heis?"
"Yes——secondorthirdorsomething,thegirlssay。Yousee,mysisterEllahasn'tgotmuchtodoathome,anddon'treadanything,orsew,orplaysolitaire,yousee;andshehearsaboutprettymucheverythingthatgoeson,yousee。Well,EllasaysalotofthegirlshavebeentalkingaboutMildredandthisArthurRussellforquiteawhileback,yousee。Theywereallwonderingwhathewasgoingtolooklike,yousee;becauseheonlygothereyesterday;andthatprovesshemusthavebeentalkingtosomeof'em,orelsehow——"
Alicelaughedairily,buttheprettysoundendedabruptlywithanaudibleintakeofbreath。"Ofcourse,whileMildredISmymostintimatefriend,"shesaid,"Idon'tmeanshetellsmeeverything——andnaturallyshehasotherfriendsbesides。WhatelsedidyoursistersayshetoldthemaboutthisMr。Russell?"
"Well,itseemshe'sVERYwelloff;atleastHenriettaLambtoldEllahewas。Ellasays——"
Aliceinterruptedagain,withanincreasedirritability。"Oh,nevermindwhatEllasays!Let'sfindsomethingbettertotalkaboutthanMr。Russell!"
"Well,I'Mwilling,"Mr。Dowlingassented,ruefully。"Whatyouwanttotalkabout?"
Butthisliberalofferfoundherunresponsive;shesatleaningback,silent,herarmsalongthearmsofherchair,andhereyes,moistandbright,fixeduponawidedoorwaywherethedancersfluctuated。ShewasdisquietedbymorethanMildred'sreserve,thoughreservesomarkedhadcertainlythesignificanceofawarningthatAlice'sdefinition,"mymostintimatefriend,"
lackedsanction。Indirectnoticetothiseffectcouldnotwellhavebeenmoreemphatic,butthestingofitwasleftforalatermoment。SomethingelsepreoccupiedAlice:shehadjustbeensurprisedbyanoddexperience。AtfirstsightofthisMr。
ArthurRussell,shehadsaidtoherselfinstantly,inwordsasdefiniteasifshespokethemaloud,thoughtheyseemedmorelikewordsspokentoherbysomeunknownpersonwithinher:"There!
That'sexactlythekindoflookingmanI'dliketomarry!"
Intheeyesoftherestlessandthelonging,Providenceoftenappearstobeworsethaninscrutable:anunreliableOmnipotencegiventohaphazardwhimsiesindealingwithitsowncreatures,choosingatrandomsomeamongthemtoberentwithtragicdeprivationsandotherstobepettedwithblessinguponblessing。
InAlice'seyes,Mildredhadbeenblessedenough;somethingoughttobeleftover,bythistime,foranothergirl。ThefinaltouchtotheheapingperfectionofChristmas-in-everythingforMildredwasthatthisMr。ArthurRussell,good-looking,kind-looking,graceful,theperfectfiance,shouldbealso"VERYwelloff。"Ofcourse!Theserichalwaysmarriedoneanother。AndwhiletheMildredsdancedwiththeirArthurRussellsthebestanoutsidercoulddoforherselfwastositwithFrankDowling——theonelastcourseleftherthatwasbetterthandancingwithhim。
"Well,whatDOyouwanttotalkabout?"heinquired。
"Nothing,"shesaid。"Supposewejustsit,Frank。"Butamomentlatersherememberedsomething,and,withasuddenanimation,begantoprattle。Shepointedtothemusiciansdownthecorridor。"Oh,lookatthem!Lookattheleader!Aren'ttheyFUNNY?Someonetoldmethey'recalled'JazzLouieandhishalf-breedbunch。'Isn'tthatjustcrazy?Don'tyouloveit?Dowatchthem,Frank。"
Shecontinuedtochatter,and,whilethuskeepinghisglanceawayfromherself,shedetachedtheforlornbouquetofdeadvioletsfromherdressandlaiditgentlybesidetheoneshehadcarried。
Thelatteralreadyreposedintheobscurityselectedforitatthebaseofoneofthebox-trees。
Thenshewasabruptlysilent。
"Youcertainlyareafunnygirl,"Dowlingremarked。"Yousayyoudon'twanttotalkaboutanythingatall,andallofasuddenyoubreakoutandtalkabluestreak;andjustaboutthetimeIbegintogetinterestedinwhatyou'resayingyoushutoff!What'sthematterwithgirls,anyhow,whentheydothingslikethat?"
"Idon'tknow;we'rejustqueer,Iguess。"
"Isayso!Well,what'llwedoNOW?Talk,orjustsit?"
"Supposewejustsitsomemore。","Anythingtooblige,"heassented。"I'mwillingtositaslongasyoulike。"
Butevenashemadehisamiabilityclearinthismatter,thepeacewasthreatened——hismothercamedownthecorridorlikearolling,ominouscloud。Shewaslookingaboutheronallsides,inafidgetofannoyance,searchingforhim,andtohisdismayshesawhim。Sheimmediatelymadeahorriblefaceathiscompanion,beckonedtohimimperiouslywithadumpyarm,andshookherheadreprovingly。Theunfortunateyoungmantriedtorepulseherwithanicystare,butthisefforthavingobtainedlittletoencouragehisfeeblehopeofdrivingheraway,heshiftedhischairsothathisbackwastowardherdiscomfitingpantomime。Heshouldhaveknownbetter,theinstantresultwasMrs。Dowlinginmotionatanimpetuouswaddle。
Sheenteredthebox-treeseclusionwiththelowerrotunditiesofherfacehastilymodelledintotheresemblanceofanover-benevolentsmileacontortionwhichneglectedtospreaditsintendedgenialityupwardtotheexasperatedeyesandanxiousforehead。
"Ithinkyourmotherwantstospeaktoyou,Frank,"Alicesaid,uponthisadvent。
Mrs。Dowlingnoddedtoher。"Goodevening,MissAdams,"shesaid。"IjustthoughtasyouandFrankweren'tdancingyouwouldn'tmindmydisturbingyou——"
"Notatall,"Alicemurmured。
Mr。Dowlingseemedofadifferentmind。"Well,whatDOyouwant?"heinquired,whereuponhismotherstruckhimroguishlywithherfan。
"Badfellow!"SheturnedtoAlice。"I'msureyouwon'tmindexcusinghimtolethimdosomethingforhisoldmother,MissAdams。"
"WhatDOyouwant?"thesonrepeated。
"Twoverynicethings,"Mrs。Dowlinginformedhim。"EverybodyissoanxiousforHenriettaLambtohaveapleasantevening,becauseit'stheveryfirsttimeshe'sbeenanywheresinceherfather'sdeath,andofcourseherdeargrandfather'sanoldfriendofours,and——"
"Well,well!"hersoninterrupted。"MissAdamsisn'tinterestedinallthis,mother。"
"ButHenriettacametospeaktoEllaandme,andItoldheryouweresoanxioustodancewithher——"
"Here!"hecried。"Lookhere!I'dratherdomyown——"
"Yes;that'sjustit,"Mrs。Dowlingexplained。"Ijustthoughtitwassuchagoodopportunity;andHenriettasaidshehadmostofherdancestaken,butshe'dgiveyouoneifyouaskedherbeforetheywereallgone。SoIthoughtyou'dbetterseeherassoonaspossible。"
Dowling'sfacehadbecomerosy。"Irefusetodoanythingofthekind。"
"Badfellow!"saidhismother,gaily。"IthoughtthiswouldbethebesttimeforyoutoseeHenrietta,becauseitwon'tbelongtillallherdancesaregone,andyou'vepromisedonyourWORDtodancethenextwithElla,andyoumightn'thaveachancetodoitthen。I'msureMissAdamswon'tmindifyou——"
"Notatall,"Alicesaid。
"Well,_I_mind!"hesaid。"IwishyouCOULDunderstandthatwhenIwanttodancewithanygirlIdon'tneedmymothertoaskherforme。IreallyAMmorethansixyearsold!"
Hespokewithtoomuchvehemence,andMrs。Dowlingatoncesawhowtohaveherway。Aswithhusbandsandwives,sowithmanyfathersanddaughters,andsowithsomesonsandmothers:themanwillhimselfbecrossinpublicandthinknothingofit,norwillhegreatlymindalittlecrossnessonthepartofthewoman;butlethershowagitationbeforeanyspectator,heisinstantlyreducedtoacoward'sslavery。Womenunderstandthatancientweakness,ofcourse;foritisoneoftheirmostimportantmeansofdefense,butcanbeusedignobly。
Mrs。Dowlingpermittedatremulousnesstobecomeaudibleinhervoice。"Itisn'tvery——verypleasant——tobetalkedtolikethatbyyourownson——beforestrangers!"
"Oh,my!Lookhere!"thestrickenDowlingprotested。"_I_
didn'tsayanything,mother。IwasjustjokingabouthowyounevergetoverthinkingI'malittleboy。Ionly——"
Mrs。Dowlingcontinued:"IjustthoughtIwasdoingyoualittlefavour。Ididn'tthinkitwouldmakeyousoangry。"
"Mother,forgoodness'sake!MissAdams'llthink——"
"Isuppose,"Mrs。Dowlinginterrupted,piteously,"Isupposeitdoesn'tmatterwhat_I_think!"
"Oh,gracious!"
Aliceinterfered;sheperceivedthattheruthlessMrs。Dowlingmeanttohaveherway。"Ithinkyou'dbettergo,Frank。
Really。"
"There!"hismothercried。"MissAdamssaysso,herself!Whatmoredoyouwant?"
"Oh,gracious!"helamentedagain,and,withasicklookoverhisshoulderatAlice,permittedhismothertotakehisarmandpropelhimaway。Mrs。Dowling'sspiritshadstrikinglyrecoveredevenbeforethepairpassedfromthecorridor:shemovedalmostbouncinglybesideherembitteredson,andhereyesandalltheconvolutionsofherabundantfacewereblithe。
AlicewentinsearchofWalter,butwithoutmuchhopeoffindinghim。Whathedidwithhimselfatfrozen-facedanceswasoneofhismostsuccessfulmysteries,andherpresentexcursiongavehernoclueleadingtoitssolution。Whenthemusiciansagainloweredtheirinstrumentsforanintervalshehadreturned,alone,toherformerseatwithinthepartialshelterofthebox-trees。
Shehadnowtopracticeanartthataffordsbutalimitedvarietyofmethods,eventotheexpert:theartofseemingtohaveanescortorpartnerwhenthereisnone。Thepractitionermustimply,merelybyexpressionandattitude,thatthesupposedcompanionhasleftherforonlyafewmoments,thatsheherselfhassenthimuponanerrand;and,ifpossible,themindsofobserversmustbedirectedtowardaconclusionthatthiserrandofherdevisingisanamusingone;atallevents,sheisalonetemporarilyandofchoice,notdeserted。Sheawaitsadevotedmanwhomayreturnatanyinstant。
OtherpeopledesiredtositinAlice'snook,butdiscoveredherinoccupancy。Shehadmovedthevacantchairclosertoherown,andshesatwithherarmextendedsothatherhand,holdingherlacekerchief,resteduponthebackofthissecondchair,claimingit。Suchapreemption,likethatofatraveller'sbagintherack,wasunquestionable;and,foradditionalevidence,sittingwithherkneescrossed,shekeptonefootcontinuouslymovingalittle,incadencewiththeother,whichtappedthefloor。Moreover,sheaddedafinedetail:herhalf-smile,withtheunderlipcaught,seemedtostruggleagainstrepression,asifshefoundtheserviceengagingherabsentcompanionevenmoreamusingthanshewouldlethimseewhenhereturned:therewasjovialintrigueofsomesortafoot,evidently。Hereyes,beamingwithsecretfun,wereavertedfromintruders,butsometimes,whencouplesapproached,seekingpossessionofthenook,herthoughtsabouttheabsenteeappearedtothreatenherwithoutrightlaughter;andthoughoneortwogirlslookedatherskeptically,astheyturnedaway,theirescortsfeltnosuchdoubts,andmerelywonderedwhatimportantlyfunnyaffairAliceAdamswasengagedin。Shehadlearnedtodoitperfectly。
Shehadlearneditduringthelasttwoyears;shewastwentywhenforthefirsttimeshehadtheshockoffindingherselfwithoutanapplicantforoneofherdances。Whenshewassixteen"alltheniceboysintown,"ashermothersaid,crowdedtheAdamses'
smallverandaandsteps,orsatnearby,cross-leggedonthelawn,onsummerevenings;andateighteenshehadreplacedtheboyswith"theoldermen。"Bythistimemostof"theothergirls,"hercontemporaries,wereawayatschoolorcollege,andwhentheycamehometostay,they"cameout"——thatfeeblerevivalofanancientcustomofferingthemaidentotheceremonialinspectionofthetribe。Aliceneitherwentawaynor"cameout,"
and,incontrastwiththosewhodid,shemayhaveseemedtolackfreshnessoflustre——jewelsarerichestwhenrevealedallnewinawhitevelvetbox。AndAlicemayhavebeentooeagertosecurenewretainers,tookindinhereffortstokeeptheoldones。Shehadbeenabelletoosoon。
CHAPTERVIII
Thedeviceoftheabsenteepartnerhasthedefectthatitcannotbeemployedforlongerthantenorfifteenminutesatatime,anditmaynotberepeatedmorethantwiceinoneevening:asinglerepetition,indeed,isweak,andmayproveabetrayal。Aliceknewthatherpresentperformancecouldbeeffectiveduringonlythisintervalbetweendances;andthoughhereyeswereguarded,sheanxiouslycountedoverthepartnerlessyoungmenwholoungedtogetherinthedoorwayswithinherview。Everyoneofthemoughttohaveaskedherfordances,shethought,andalthoughshemighthavebeenputtoittogiveareasonwhyanyofthem"ought,"herheartwashotwithresentmentagainstthem。
Foragirlwhohasbeenabelle,itishardertolivethroughthesebadtimesthanitisforonewhohasneverknownanythingbetter。Likeafigureofpaintedandbrightlyvarnishedwood,EllaDowlingsatagainstthewallthroughdanceafterdancewithglassyimperturbability;itwaseasiertobewooden,Alicethought,ifyouhadyourmotherwithyou,asEllahad。Youwereleftwithatleasttheshredofapretensethatyoucametositwithyourmotherasaspectator,andnottoofferyourselftobedancedwithbymenwholookedyouoverandrejectedyou——notforthefirsttime。"Notforthefirsttime":therelayasting!
Whyhadyouthoughtthistimemightbedifferentfromtheothertimes?Whyhadyoubrokenyourbackpickingthosehundredsofviolets?
Hatingthefatuousyoungmeninthedoorwaysmorebitterlyforeveryinstantthatshehadtomaintainhertableau,thesmilingAliceknewfierceimpulsestospringtoherfeetandshoutatthem,"YouIDIOTS!"Handsinpockets,theyloungedagainstthepilasters,orfacedoneanother,laughingvaguely,eachoneofthemseemingtoAlicenomorethansomuchmeanbeefinclothes。
Shewantedtotellthemtheywerenobetterthanthat;anditseemedacruelthingofheaventoletthemgoonbelievingthemselvesyounglords。Theyweredoingnothing,killingtime。
Wasn'tsheatherlowestvalueatleastameansofkillingtime?
Evidentlythemeanbeevesthoughtnot。Andwhenoneofthemfinallyloungedacrossthecorridorandspoketoher,hewastheveryonetowhomshepreferredherloneliness。
"Waitingforsomebody,LadyAlicia?"heasked,negligently;andhiseasyburlesqueofhernamewaslikethefamiliarityoftherestofhim。Hewasoneofthosefull-bodied,grosslyhandsomemenwhoarepowerfulandactive,butneversubmitthemselvestotherigourofbecomingathletes,thoughtheyshootandfishfromexpensivecamps。Glossisthemostshiningoutwardmarkofthetype。Nowadaysthesemennolongerusebrilliantineontheirmoustaches,buttheyhaveglossboughtfrommanicure-girls,frommasseurs,andfromautomobile-makers;andtheireyes,usuallylarge,areglossy。Noneofthisisallowedtointerferewithbusiness;theseare"goodbusinessmen,"andoftenmakelargefortunes。Theyaremenofimaginationabouttwothings——womenandmoney,and,combiningtheirimaginingsaboutboth,usuallymakeawisefirstmarriage。Later,however,theyareapttoimaginetoomuchaboutsomelittlewomanwithoutwhomlifeseemsdullerthanneedbe。Theyrunaway,leavingthefirstwifewellenoughdowered。Theyareneverintentionallyunkindtowomen,andintheendtheyusuallymakethemistakeofthinkingtheyhavehadtheirmoney'sworthoflife。HerewasMr。HarveyMalone,ayoungspecimeninanearlierstageofdevelopment,tryingtomarryHenriettaLamb,andnowsaunteringovertospeaktoAlice,asatime-killerbeforehisnextdancewithHenrietta。
Alicemadenoresponsetohisquestion,andhedroppedlazilyintothevacantchair,fromwhichshesharplywithdrewherhand。
"Imightaswellusehischairtillhecomes,don'tyouthink?
Youdon'tMIND,doyou,oldgirl?"
"Oh,no,"Alicesaid。"Itdoesn'tmatteronewayortheother。
Pleasedon'tcallmethat。"
"Sothat'showyoufeel?"Mr。Malonelaughedindulgently,withoutmuchinterest。"I'vebeenmeaningtocometoseeyouforalongtimehonestlyIhave——becauseIwantedtohaveagoodtalkwithyouaboutoldtimes。Iknowyouthinkitwasfunny,afterthewayIusedtocometoyourhousetwoorthreetimesaweek,andsometimesoftener——well,Idon'tblameyouforbeinghurt,thewayIstoppedwithoutexplainingoranything。Thetruthistherewasn'tanyreason:Ijusthappenedtohavealotofimportantthingstodoandcouldn'tfindthetime。ButIAM
goingtocallonyousomeevening——honestlyIam。Idon'twonderyouthink——"
"You'remistaken,"Alicesaid。"I'veneverthoughtanythingaboutitatall。"
"Well,well!"hesaid,andlookedatherlanguidly。"What'stheuseofbeingcrosswiththisoldman?Healwaysmeanswell。"
And,extendinghisarm,hewouldhavegivenherafriendlypatupontheshoulderbutsheevadedit。"Well,well!"hesaid。
"Seemstomeyou'regettingawfultetchy!Don'tyoulikeyouroldfriendsanymore?"
"Notallofthem。"
"Who'sthenewone?"heasked,teasingly。"Comeonandtellus,Alice。Whoisityouwereholdingthischairfor?"
"Nevermind。"
"Well,allI'vegottodoistositheretillhecomesback;thenI'llseewhoitis。"
"Hemaynotcomebackbeforeyouhavetogo。"
"GuessyougotmeTHATtime,"Maloneadmitted,laughingasherose。"They'retuningup,andI'vegotthisdance。IAMcomingaroundtoseeyousomeevening。"Hemovedaway,callingbackoverhisshoulder,"Honestly,Iam!"
Alicedidnotlookathim,Shehadheldhertableauaslongasshecould;itwastimeforhertoabandonthebox-trees;andshesteppedforthfrowning,asifalittleannoyedwiththeabsenteeforbeingsuchatimeuponhererrand;whereuponthetwochairswereinstantlyseizedbyacoquettingpairwhointendedto"sitout"thedance。Shewalkedquicklydownthebroadcorridor,turnedintothebroaderhall,andhurriedlyenteredthedressing-roomwhereshehadleftherwraps。
Shestayedhereaslongasshecould,pretendingtoarrangeherhairatamirror,thenfidgetingwithoneofherslipper-buckles;
buttheintelligentelderlywomaninchargeoftheroommadeanindefinitesojournimpracticable。"PerhapsIcouldhelpyouwiththatbuckle,Miss,"shesuggested,approaching。"Hasitcomeloose?"Alicewrencheddesperately;thenitwasloose。Thecompetentwoman,producingneedleandthread,deftlymadethebucklefast;andtherewasnothingforAlicetodobuttoexpresshergratitudeandgo。
Shewenttothedoorofthecloak-roomopposite,whereacolouredmanstoodwatchfullyinthedoorway。"Iwonderifyouknowwhichofthegentlemenismybrother,Mr。WalterAdams,"shesaid。
"Yes'm;Iknowhim。"
"Couldyoutellmewhereheis?"
"No'm;Icouldn'tsay。"
"Well,ifyouseehim,wouldyoupleasetellhimthathissister,MissAdams,islookingforhimandveryanxioustospeaktohim?"
"Yes'm。Sho'ly,sho'ly!"
Asshewentawayhestaredafterherandseemedtoswellwithsomeburstingemotion。Infact,itwastoomuchforhim,andhesuddenlyretiredwithintheroom,releasingstrangulatedlaughter。
Walterremonstrated。Behindanexcellentscreenofcoatsandhats,inaremotepartoftheroom,hewaskneelingonthefloor,engagedinagameofchancewithasecondcolouredattendant;andthelaughterbecamesovehementthatitnotonlyinterferedwiththepastimeinhand,butthreatenedtoattractfrozen-faceattention。
"Icain'he'pit,man,"thelaughterexplained。"Icain'he'pit!Yousut'n'ythebeatin'es'whiteboy'n'iscity!"
Thedancerswereswingingintoan"encore"asAlicehaltedforanirresolutemomentinadoorway。Acrosstheroom,aclusterofmatronssatchattingabsently,theireyesontheirdancingdaughters;andAlice,findingarefugee'scourage,dodgedthroughthescurryingcouples,seatedherselfinachairontheoutskirtsofthiscolonyofelders,andbegantotalkeagerlytothematronnearesther。Thematronseemedunaccustomedtosomuchvivacity,andrespondedbutdryly,whereuponAlicewasmorevivaciousthanever;forshemeantnowtopresentthepictureofajollygirltoomuchinterestedinthesewiseolderwomentobotherabouteveryfoolishyoungmanwhoaskedherforadance。
Hermatronwasconstrainedtogosofarastosupplyatolerantnod,nowandthen,incomplementtothegirl'sanimation,andAlicewasgratefulforthenods。Inthisfashionshesupplementedtheexhaustedresourcesofthedressing-roomandthebox-treenook;andlivedthroughtwomoredances,whenagainMr。
FrankDowlingpresentedhimselfasapartner。
Sheneedednopretensetoseekthedressing-roomforrepairsafterthatnumber;thistimetheywerenecessaryandgenuine。
Dowlingwaitedforher,andwhenshecameoutheexplainedforthefourthorfifthtimehowtheaccidenthadhappened。"Itwasentirelythoseotherpeople'sfault,"hesaid。"Theygotmeinakindofacorner,becauseneitherofthosefellowsknowstheleastthingaboutguiding;theyjustjamaheadandexpecteverybodytogetoutoftheirway。ItwasCharlotteThom'sdiamondcrescentpinthatgotcaughtonyourdressinthebackandmadesucha——"
"Nevermind,"Alicesaidinatiredvoice。"Themaidfixeditsothatshesaysitisn'tverynoticeable。"
"Well,itisn't,"hereturned。"Youcouldhardlytellthere'dbeenanythingthematter。Wheredoyouwanttogo?Mother'sbeeninterferinginmyaffairssomemoreandI'vegotthenexttaken。"
"IwassittingwithMrs。GeorgeDresser。Youmighttakemebackthere。"
Heleftherwiththematron,andAlicereturnedtoherpicture-making,sothatoncemore,whiletwonumberspassed,whoevercaredtolookwasofferedthesketchofajolly,clevergirlpreoccupiedwithherelders。ThenshefoundherfriendMildredstandingbeforeher,presentingMr。ArthurRussell,whoaskedhertodancewithhim。
Alicelookeduncertain,asthoughnotsurewhatherengagementswere;butherperplexitycleared;shenodded,andswungrhythmicallyawaywiththetallapplicant。Shewasnotgratefultoherhostessforthisalms。Whatayounghostessdoeswithafiance,Alicethought,istomakehimdancewiththeunpopulargirls。ShesupposedthatMr。ArthurRussellhadalreadydancedwithEllaDowling。
Theloanofalover,underthesecircumstances,maybepainfultothelessee,andAlice,smilingnevermorebrightly,foundnothingtosaytoMr。Russell,thoughshethoughthemighthavefoundsomethingtosaytoher。"IwonderwhatMildredtoldhim,"shethought。"Probablyshesaid,'Dearest,there'sonemoregirlyou'vegottohelpmeoutwith。Youwouldn'tlikehermuch,butshedanceswellenoughandshe'shavingarottentime。Nobodyevergoesnearheranymore。'"
Whenthemusicstopped,Russelladdedhisapplausetothehand-clappingthatencouragedtheuproariousinstrumentstocontinue,andastheyrenewedthetumult,hesaidheartily,"That'ssplendid!"
Alicegavehimaglance,necessarilyatshortrange,andfoundhiseyeskindlyandpleased。Herewasafriendlysoul,itappeared,whoprobably"likedeverybody。"Nodoubthehadapplaudedforan"encore"whenhedancedwithEllaDowling,gaveEllathesamegeniallook,andsaid,"That'ssplendid!"
Whenthe"encore"wasover,Alicespoketohimforthefirsttime。
"Mildredwillbelookingforyou,"shesaid。"Ithinkyou'dbettertakemebacktowhereyoufoundme。"
Helookedsurprised。"Oh,ifyou——"
"I'msureMildredwillbeneedingyou,"Alicesaid,andasshetookhisarmandtheywalkedtowardMrs。Dresser,shethoughtitmightbejustpossibletomakeafurtheruseoftheloan。"Oh,I
wonderifyou——"shebegan。
"Yes?"hesaid,quickly。
"Youdon'tknowmybrother,WalterAdams,"shesaid。"Buthe'ssomewhereIthinkpossiblyhe'sinasmoking-roomorsomeplacewheregirlsaren'texpected,andifyouwouldn'tthinkittoomuchtroubletoinquire——"
"I'llfindhim,"Russellsaid,promptly。"Thankyousomuchforthatdance。I'llbringyourbrotherinamoment。"
Itwastobealongmoment,Alicedecided,presently。Mrs。
Dresserhadgrownrestive;andhernodsandvagueresponsestoheryoungdependent'sgaietieswereasmeagerastheycouldwellbe。EvidentlythematronhadnointentionofappearingtoherworldinthelightofachaperoneforAliceAdams;andshefinallymadethisclear。Withawordortwoofexcuse,breakingintosomethingAlicewassaying,sheroseandwenttositnexttoMildred'smother,whohadbecomethenucleusofthecluster。SoAlicewasleftverymuchagainstthewall,withshortstretchesofvacantchairsoneachsideofher。Shehadcometotheendofherpicture-making,andcouldonlypretendthattherewassomethingamusingthematterwiththearmofherchair。
ShesupposedthatMildred'sMr。RussellhadforgottenWalterbythistime。"I'mnotevenanintimateenoughfriendofMildred'sforhimtohavethoughtheoughttobothertotellmehecouldn'tfindhim,"shethought。AndthenshesawRussellcomingacrosstheroomtowardher,withWalterbesidehim。Shejumpedupgaily。
"Oh,thankyou!"shecried。"Iknowthisnaughtyboymusthavebeenterriblyhardtofind。Mildred'llNEVERforgiveme!I'veputyoutosomuch——"
"Notatall,"hesaid,amiably,andwentaway,leavingthebrotherandsistertogether。
"Walter,let'sdancejustoncemore,"Alicesaid,touchinghisarmplacatively。"Ithought——well,perhapswemightgohomethen。"
ButWalter'sexpressionwasthatofapersonuponwhomanoutragehasjustbeenperpetrated。"No,"hesaid。"We'vestayedTHIS
long,I'mgoin'towaitandseewhattheygottoeat。Andyoulookhere!"Heturneduponherangrily。"Don'tyoueverdothatagain!"
"Dowhat?"
"Sendsomebodyaftermethatpokeshisnoseintoeverycornerofthehousetillhefindsme!'AreyouMr。WalterAdams?'hesays。IguesshemustaskedeverybodyintheplaceiftheywereMr。WalterAdams!Well,I'llbetafewironmenyouwouldn'tsendanybodytohuntformeagainifyouknewwherehefoundme!"
"Wherewasit?"
Walterdecidedthatherfitpunishmentwastoknow。"Iwasshootin'dicewiththosecoonsinthecloak-room。"
"Andhesawyou?"
"Unlesshewasblind!"saidWalter。"Comeon,I'lldancethisonemoredancewithyou。Suppercomesafterthat,andTHENwe'llgohome。"
Mrs。AdamsheardAlice'skeyturninginthefrontdoorandhurrieddownthestairstomeether。
"Didyougetwetcomingin,darling?"sheasked。"Didyouhaveagoodtime?"