"Justlovely!"Alicesaid,cheerily,andaftershehadarrangedthelatchforWalter,whohadgonetoreturnthelittlecar,shefollowedhermotherupstairsandhummedadance-tuneontheway。
"Oh,I'msogladyouhadanicetime,"Mrs。Adamssaid,astheyreachedthedoorofherdaughter'sroomtogether。"YouDESERVED
to,andit'slovelytothink——"
Butatthis,withoutwarning,Alicethrewherselfintohermother'sarms,sobbingsoloudlythatinhisroom,closeby,herfather,halfdrowsingthroughthenight,startedtofullwakefulness。
CHAPTERIX
Onamorning,aweekafterthiscollapseoffestalhopes,Mrs。
Adamsandherdaughterwereconcludingathree-days'disturbance,the"Springhouse-cleaning"——postponeduntilnowbyAdams'slongillness——andAlice,onherkneesbeforeachestofdrawers,inhermother'sroom,pausedthoughtfullyafterdustingapacketofletterswrappedinwornmuslin。Shecalledtohermother,whowasscrubbingthefloorofthehallwayjustbeyondtheopendoor,"Theseoldlettersyouhadinthebottomdrawer,weren'ttheysomepapawroteyoubeforeyouweremarried?"
Mrs。Adamslaughedandsaid,"Yes。Justput'embackwheretheywere——orelseupintheattic——anywhereyouwantto。"
"DoyoumindifIreadone,mama?"
Mrs。Adamslaughedagain。"Oh,Iguessyoucanifyouwantto。
Iexpectthey'reprettyfunny!"
Alicelaughedinresponse,andchosethetopmostletterofthepacket。"Mydear,beautifulgirl,"itbegan;andshestaredatthesesingularwords。Theygaveherashocklikethatcausedbyoverhearingsomebewilderingimpropriety;and,havingreadthemovertoherselfseveraltimes,shewentontoexperienceothershocks。
MYDEAR,BEAUTIFULGIRL:
ThistimeyesterdayIhadamightybadcaseofbluesbecauseI
hadnothadawordfromyouintwowholelongdaysandwhenIdonothearfromyoueverydaythingslookmightydowninthemouthtome。NowitisallsodifferentbecauseyourletterhasarrivedandbesidesIhavegotapieceofnewsIbelieveyouwillthinkasfineasIdo。Darling,youwillbesurprised,sogetreadytohearaboutabigeffectonourfuture。Itisthisway。
IhadsortofasuspiciontheheadofthefirmkindoftookafancytomefromthefirstwhenIwentinthere,andlikedthewayIattendedtomyworkandsowhenhetookmeonthisbusinesstripwithhimIfeltprettysureofitandnowitturnsoutIwasaboutright。InreturnIguessIhavegotaboutthebestbossinthisworldandIbelieveyouwillthinksotoo。Yes,sweetheart,afterthetalkIhavejusthadwithhimifJ。A。LambaskedmetocutmyhandoffforhimIguessIwouldcomeprettyneardoingitbecausewhathesaysmeanstheendofourwaitingtobetogether。FromNewYearsonheisgoingtoputmeinentirechargeofthesundriesdept。andwhatdoyouthinkisgoingtobemysalary?Elevenhundredcooldollarsayear$1,100。00。
That'sall!Justonlyacoolelevenhundredperannum!Well,I
guessthatwillshowyourmotherwhetherIcantakecareofyouornot。AndohhowIwouldliketoseeyourdear,beautiful,lovingfacewhenyougetthisnews。
IwouldliketogooutonthepublicstreetsandjustdanceandshoutanditisallIcandotohelpdoingit,especiallywhenI
knowwewillbetalkingitallovertogetherthistimenextweek,andohmydarling,nowthatyourfolkshavenoexcuseforputtingitoffanylongerwemightbeinourownlittlehomebeforeXmas。
Wouldyoubeglad?
Well,darling,thissettleseverythingandmakesourfuturejustaboutassmoothforusasanybodycouldask。Icanhardlyrealizeafterallthiswaitinglife'stroublesareoverforyouandmeandwehavenothingtodobuttoenjoythehappinessgrantedusbythiswonderful,beautifulthingwecalllife。I
knowIamnotanypoetandtheoneItriedtowriteaboutyouthedayofthepicnicwasfearfulbutthewayITHINKaboutyouisapoem。
Writemewhatyouthinkofthenews。Iknowbutwritemeanyhow。
I'llgetitbeforewestarthomeandIcanbereadingitoverallthetimeonthetram。
YouralwayslovingVIRGIL。
Thesoundofhermother'sdiligentscrubbinginthehallcamebackslowlytoAlice'shearing,assherestoredthelettertothepacket,wrappedthepacketinitsmuslincovering,andreturnedittothedrawer。Shehadremaineduponherkneeswhileshereadtheletter;nowshesankbackward,sittinguponthefloorwithherhandsbehindher,anunconsciousrelaxingforbettereasetothink。Uponherfacetherehadfallenalookofwonder。
Forthefirsttimeshewasvaguelyperceivingthatlifeiseverlastingmovement。Youthreallybelieveswhatisrunningwatertobeapermanentcrystallizationandseestimefixedtoapoint:somepeoplehavedarkhair,somepeoplehaveblondhair,somepeoplehavegrayhair。Untilthismoment,Alicehadnoconvictionthattherewasauniversebeforeshecameintoit。
Shehadalwaysthoughtofitasthebackgroundofherself:themoonwassomethingtomakeherprettieronasummernight。
Butthisoldletter,throughwhichshesawstillflickeringanancientstarlightofyounglove,astoundedher。Faintlybeforeheritrevealedthewholelivesofherfatherandmother,whohadbeenyoung,afterall——theyREALLYhad——andtheiryouthwasnowsoutterlypassedfromthemthatthepictureofit,intheletter,waslikeaburlesqueofthem。Andsoshe,herself,mustpasstosuchchanges,too,andallthatnowseemedvitaltoherwouldbenothing。
Whenherworkwasfinished,thatafternoon,shewentintoherfather'sroom。HisrecoveryhadprogressedwellenoughtopermitthedepartureofMissPerry;andAdams,wearingoneofMrs。
Adams'swrappersoverhisnight-gown,satinahigh-backedchairbyaclosedwindow。Theweatherwaswarm,buttheclosedwindowandtheflannelwrapperhadnotsufficedhim:roundhisshouldershehadanoldcrochetedscarfofAlice's;hislegswerewrappedinaheavycomfort;and,withtheseswathingsabouthim,andhiseyesclosed,histhinandgrizzledheadmakingbutaslightindentationinthepillowsupportingit,helookedoldandlittleandqueer。
Alicewouldhavegoneoutsoftly,butwithoutopeninghiseyes,hespoketoher:"Don'tgo,dearie。Comesitwiththeoldmanalittlewhile。"
Shebroughtachairnearhis。"Ithoughtyouwerenapping。"
"No。Idon'thardlyeverdothat。Ijustdriftalittlesometimes。"
"Howdoyoumeanyoudrift,papa?"
Helookedathervaguely。"Oh,Idon'tknow。Kindofpictures。
Theygetalittlemixedup——oldtimeswithtimesstillahead,likeplanningwhattodo,youknow。That'sasnearanapasI
get——whenthepicturesmixupsome。Isupposeit'ssortofdrowsing。"
Shetookoneofhishandsandstrokedit。"Whatdoyoumeanwhenyousayyouhavepictureslike'planningwhattodo'?"sheasked。
"ImeanplanningwhattodowhenIgetoutandabletogotoworkagain。"
"Butthatdoesn'tneedanyplanning,"Alicesaid,quickly。
"You'regoingbacktoyouroldplaceatLamb's,ofcourse。"
Adamsclosedhiseyesagain,sighingheavily,butmadenootherresponse。
"Why,ofCOURSEyouare!"shecried。"Whatareyoutalkingabout?"
Hisheadturnedslowlytowardher,revealingtheeyes,openinahaggardstare。"Iheardyoutheothernightwhenyoucamefromtheparty,"hesaid。"Iknowwhatwasthematter。"
"Indeed,youdon't,"sheassuredhim。"Youdon'tknowanythingaboutit,becausetherewasn'tanythingthematteratall。"
"Don'tyousupposeIheardyoucrying?What'dyoucryforiftherewasn'tanythingthematter?"
"Justnerves,papa。Itwasn'tanythingelseintheworld。"
"Nevermind,"hesaid。"Yourmothertoldme。"
"Shepromisedmenotto!"
AtthatAdamslaughedmournfully。"Itwouldn'tbeverylikelyI'dhearyousoupsetandnotaskaboutit,evenifshedidn'tcomeandtellmeonherownhook。Youneedn'ttrytofoolme;I
tellyouIknowwhatwasthematter。"
"TheonlymatterwasIhadasillyfit,"Aliceprotested。"Itdidmegood,too。"
"How'sthat?"
"BecauseI'vedecidedtodosomethingaboutit,papa。"
"Thatisn'tthewayyourmotherlooksatit,"Adamssaid,ruefully。"Shethinksit'sourplacetodosomethingaboutit。
Well,Idon'tknow——Idon'tknow;everythingseemssochangedthesedays。You'vealwaysbeenagooddaughter,Alice,andyououghttohaveasmuchasanyofthesegirlsyougowith;she'sconvincedmeshe'srightaboutTHAT。Thetroubleis——"Hefaltered,apologetically,thenwenton,"Imeanthequestionis——howtogetitforyou。"
"No!"shecried。"Ihadnobusinesstomakesuchafussjustbecausealotofidiotsdidn'tbreaktheirneckstogetdanceswithmeandbecauseIgotmortifiedaboutWalter——WalterWAS
prettyterrible——"
"Oh,me,my!"Adamslamented。"Iguessthat'ssomethingwejusthavetoleaveworkoutitself。Whatyougoingtodowithaboynineteenortwentyyearsoldthatmakeshisownliving?Can'twhiphim。Can'tkeephimlockedupinthehouse。Justgottohopehe'lllearnbetter,Isuppose。"
"Ofcoursehedidn'twanttogotothePalmers',"Aliceexplained,tolerantly——"andasmamaandImadehimtakeme,andhethoughtthatwasprettyselfishinme,why,hefelthehadarighttoamusehimselfanywayhecould。Ofcourseitwasawfulthatthis——thatthisMr。Russellshould——"Inspiteofher,therecollectionchokedher。
"Yes,itwasawful,"Adamsagreed。"Justawful。Oh,me,my!"
ButAlicerecoveredherselfatonce,andshowedhimacheerfulface。"Well,justafewyearsfromnowIprobablywon'tevenrememberit!Ibelievehardlyanythingamountstoasmuchaswethinkitdoesatthetime。"
"Well——sometimesitdon't。"
"WhatI'vebeenthinking,papa:itseemstomeIoughttoDO
something。"
"Whatlike?"
Shelookeddreamy,butwasobviouslyseriousasshetoldhim:
"Well,ImeanIoughttobesomethingbesidesjustakindofnobody。Ioughtto——"Shepaused。
"What,dearie?"
"Well——there'sonethingI'dliketodo。I'msureICOULDdoit,too。"
"What?"
"Iwanttogoonthestage:IknowIcouldact。"Atthis,herfatherabruptlygaveutterancetoafeeblecacklingoflaughter;
andwhenAlice,surprisedandalittleoffended,pressedhimforhisreason,hetriedtoevade,saying,"Nothing,dearie。Ijustthoughtofsomething。"Butshepersisteduntilhehadtoexplain。
"Itmademethinkofyourmother'ssister,yourAuntFlora,thatdiedwhenyouwerelittle,"hesaid。"Shewasalwaystellinghowshewasgoingonthestage,andtalkingabouthowshewascertainshe'dmakeagreatactress,andallsoon;andonedayyourmotherbrokeoutandsaidsheought'a'goneonthestage,herself,becauseshealwaysknewshehadthetalentforit——and,well,theygotintokindofaspataboutwhichone'dmakethebestactress。Ihadtogooutinthehalltolaugh!"
"Maybeyouwerewrong,"Alicesaid,gravely。"Iftheybothfeltit,whywouldn'tthatlookasiftherewastalentinthefamily?
I'veALWAYSthought——"
"No,dearie,"hesaid,withafinalchuckle。"YourmotherandFloraweren'tdifferentfromagoodmanyothers。Iexpectninetypercent。ofallthewomenIeverknewwerejustsurethey'dbemightyfineactressesiftheyevergotthechance。Well,Iguessit'sagoodthing;theyenjoythinkingaboutitanditdon'tdoanybodyanyharm。"
Alicewaspiqued。Forseveraldaysshehadthoughtalmostcontinuouslyofacareertobewonbyherowngenius。Notthatsheplanneddetails,orconcernedherselfwithfirststeps;herpicturingsoverleapedallthat。Principally,shesawhernamegreatonallthebill-boardsofthatunkindcity,andherself,unchangedinagebutglamorouswithfameandParisclothes,returninginaprivatecar。NodoubtthepleasantestdevelopmentofhervisionwasadialoguewithMildred;andthisbecamesorealthat,assheprojectedit,Aliceassumedtheproperexpressionsforbothpartiestoit,formedwordswithherlips,andevenspokesomeofthemaloud。"No,Ihaven'tforgottenyou,Mrs。Russell。Irememberyouquitepleasantly,infact。YouwereaMissPalmer,Irecall,inthosefunnyolddays。Verykindofyou,I'mshaw。Iappreciateyoureagernesstodosomethingformeinyourownlittlehome。Asyousay,areceptionWOULD
renewmyacquaintanceshipwithmanyoldfriends——butI'mshawyouwon'tmindmymentioningthatIdon'tfindmuchinspirationintheseprovincials。Ireallymustaskyounottopressme。Anartist'stimeisnotherown,thoughofcourseIcouldhardlyexpectyoutounderstand——"
ThusAliceilluminatedthedulltime;butsheretiredfromtheinterviewwithherfatherstillmanfullydisplayinganoutwardcheerfulness,whiledepressiongrewheavierwithin,asifshehadeatensoggycake。Herfatherknewnothingwhateverofthestage,andshewasawareofhisignorance,yetforsomereasonhisinnocentlyskepticalamusementreducedherbrightprojectalmosttonothing。Somethinglikethisalwayshappened,itseemed;shewascontinuallymakingtheseilluminations,allgaywithgildingsandcolourings;andthenassoonasanybodyelsesomuchasglancedatthem——evenherfather,wholovedher——theprettydesignswerestrickenwithadesolatingpallor。"IsthisLIFE?"
Alicewondered,notdoubtingthatthequestionwasoriginalandallherown。"Isitlifetospendyourtimeimaginingthingsthataren'tso,andneverwillbe?Beautifulthingshappentootherpeople;whyshouldIbetheonlyonetheyneverCANhappento?"
Themoodlastedovernight;andwasstilluponherthenextafternoonwhenanerrandforherfathertookherdown-town。
Adamshaddecidedtobeginsmokingagain,andAlicefeltratherdegraded,aswellasembarrassed,whenshewentintothelargeshopherfatherhadnamed,andaskedforthecheaptobaccoheusedinhispipe。Shefellbackuponanairofamusedindulgence,hopingthustosuggestthatherpurchasewasmadeforsomefaithfuloldretainer,nowinfirm;andalthoughthecalmnessoftheclerkwhoservedhercalledfornosuchelaborationofhersketch,sheornamenteditwithalittlelaughandwiththeremark,asshedroppedthepackageintohercoat-pocket,"I'msureit'llpleasehim;theytellmeit'sthekindhelikes。"
StillplayingLadyBountiful,smilingtoherselfinanticipationofthejoyshewasbringingtothesimpleoldnegroorIrishfollowerofthefamily,shelefttheshop;butasshecameoutuponthecrowdedpavementhersmilevanishedquickly。
Nexttothedoorofthetobacco-shop,therewastheopenentrancetoastairway,and,abovethisratherbleakanddarkaperture,asign-boarddisplayedinbegrimedgiltletterstheinformationthatFrincke'sBusinessCollegeoccupiedtheupperfloorsofthebuilding。Furthermore,Frinckeherepubliclyoffered"personalinstructionandtraininginpracticalmathematics,bookkeeping,andallbranchesofthebusinesslife,includingstenography,typewriting,etc。"
Alicehaltedforamoment,frowningatthissignboardasthoughitweresomethingsurprisinganddistastefulwhichshehadneverseenbefore。Yetitwasconspicuousinabusyquarter;shealmostalwayspasseditwhenshecamedown-town,andneverwithoutnoticingit。Norwasthisthefirsttimeshehadpausedtolifttowarditthatsameglanceofvaguemisgiving。
Thebuildingwasnotwhatthechangefulcitydefinedasamodernone,andthedustywoodenstairway,asseenfromthepavement,disappearedupwardintoasmokydarkness。Sowouldthefootstepsofagirlascendingthereleadtoahideousobscurity,Alicethought;anobscurityasdrearyandaspermanentasdeath。AndlikedryleavesfallingabouthershesawherwintryimaginingsintheMayair:prettygirlsturningintowitheredcreaturesastheyworkedattyping-machines;oldmaids"takingdictation"frommenwithdoublechins;Alicesawoldmaidsofadozendifferentkinds"takingdictation。"Hermind'seyewascrowdedwiththem,asitalwayswaswhenshepassedthatstairwayentrance;andthoughtheywerealldifferentfromoneanother,allofthemlookedalittlelikeherself。
Shehatedtheplace,andyetsheseldomhurriedbyitoravertedhereyes。Ithadanunpleasantfascinationforher,andamysteriousreproach,whichshedidnotseektofathom。Shewalkedonthoughtfullyto-day;andwhen,atthenextcorner,sheturnedintothestreetthatledtowardhome,shewasgivenasurprise。ArthurRussellcamerapidlyfrombehindher,liftinghishatasshesawhim。
"Areyouwalkingnorth,MissAdams?"heasked。"DoyoumindifI
walkwithyou?"
Shewasnotdelighted,butseemedso。"Howcharming!"shecried,givinghimalittleflourishoftheshapelyhands;andthen,becauseshewonderedifhehadseenhercomingoutofthetobacco-shop,shelaughedandadded,"I'vejustbeenonthemostridiculouserrand!"
"Whatwasthat?"
"Toordersomecigarsformyfather。He'sbeenquiteill,poorman,andhe'ssoparticular——butwhatintheworlddo_I_knowaboutcigars?"
Russelllaughed。"Well,whatDOyouknowabout'em?Didyouselectbytheprice?"
"Mercy,no!"sheexclaimed,andadded,withanafterthought,"OfcoursehewrotedownthenameofthekindhewantedandIgaveittotheshopman。Icouldneverhavepronouncedit。"
CHAPTERX
Inherpocketasshespokeherhandresteduponthelittlesackoftobacco,whichrespondedaccusinglytothetouchofherrestlessfingers;andshefoundtimetowonderwhyshewasbuildingupthisfictionforMr。ArthurRussell。HisdiscoveryofWalter'sdeviceforwhilingawaythedulleveninghadshamedanddistressedher;butshewouldhavesufferednolessifalmostanyotherhadbeenthediscoverer。Inthisgentleman,afterhearingthathewasMildred'sMr。ArthurRussell,Alicefeltnottheslightest"personalinterest";andtherewasyettodevelopinherlifesuchathingasaninterestnotpersonal。Attwenty-twothisstateofaffairsisnotunique。
SofarasAlicewasconcernedRussellmighthavewornaplacard,"Engaged。"Shelookeduponhimasdinersenteringarestaurantlookupontablesmarked"Reserved":theglance,slightlydiscontented,passesonatonce。Orsotheeyeofaprospectorwandersquerulouslyoverstakedandestablishedclaimsonthemountainside,andseeksthevirginlandbeyond;unless,indeed,theprospectorbedishonest。ButAlicewasnoclaim-jumper——solongasthenoticeofownershipwasplainlyposted。
Thoughshewasindifferentnow,habitruledher:and,attheverytimeshewonderedwhyshecreatedfictitiouscigarsforherfather,shewasalsoregrettingthatshehadnotboldlycarriedherMalaccastickdown-townwithher。Hervivacityincreasedautomatically。
"Perhapstheclerkthoughtyouwantedthecigarsforyourself,"
Russellsuggested。"HemayhavetakenyouforaSpanishcountess。"
"I'msurehedid!"Aliceagreed,gaily;andshehummedabarortwoof"LaPaloma,"snappingherfingersascastanets,andswayingherbodyalittle,tosuggesttheacceptedstencilofa"SpanishDancer。""Wouldyouhavetakenmeforone,Mr。Russell?"sheasked,assheconcludedtheimpersonation。
"I?Why,yes,"hesaid。"I'Dtakeyouforanythingyouwantedmeto。"
"Why,whataspeech!"shecried,and,laughing,gavehimaquickglanceinwhichthereglimmeredsomerealsurprise。Hewaslookingatherquizzically,butwiththeliveliestappreciation。
Hersurpriseincreased;andshewasgladthathehadjoinedher。
Tobeseenwalkingwithsuchacompanionaddedtoherpleasure。
Shewouldhavedescribedhimas"altogetherquitestunning-looking";andshelikedhistall,darkthinness,hisgrayclothes,hissofthat,andhiscleanbrownshoes;shelikedhiseasyswingofthestickhecarried。
"Shouldn'tIhavesaidit?"heasked。"WouldyourathernotbetakenforaSpanishcountess?"
"Thatisn'tit,"sheexplained。"Yousaid——"
"IsaidI'dtakeyouforwhateveryouwantedmeto。Isn'tthatallright?"
"Itwouldalldepend,wouldn'tit?"
"Ofcourseitwoulddependonwhatyouwanted。"
"Oh,no!"shelaughed。"Itmightdependonalotofthings。"
"Suchas?"
"Well——"Shehesitated,havingthemischievousimpulsetosay,"SuchasMildred!"Butshedecidedtoomitthisreference,andbecameserious,rememberingRussell'sservicetoheratMildred'shouse。"SpeakingofwhatIwanttobetakenfor,"shesaid;——"I'vebeenwonderingeversincetheothernightwhatyoudidtakemefor!Youmusthavetakenmeforthesisterofaprofessionalgambler,I'mafraid!"
Russell'slookofkindnesswasthetruthabouthim,shewastodiscover;andhereassuredhernowbythepromptnessofhisfriendlychuckle。"ThenyouryoungbrothertoldyouwhereI
foundhim,didhe?Ikeptmyfacestraightatthetime,butI
laughedafterward——tomyself。Itstruckmeasoriginal,tosaytheleast:hisamusinghimselfwiththosedarkies。"
"WalterISoriginal,"Alicesaid;and,havingadoptedthisnewviewofherbrother'seccentricities,sheimpulsivelywentontomakeitmoreplausible。"He'saveryoddboy,andIwasafraidyou'dmisunderstand。Hetellswonderful'darkystories,'andhe'lldoanythingtodrawcolouredpeopleoutandmakethemtalk;
andthat'swhathewasdoingatMildred'swhenyoufoundhimforme——hesayshewinstheirconfidencebyplayingdicewiththem。
Inthefamilywethinkhe'llprobablywriteaboutthemsomeday。
He'sratherliterary。"
"Areyou?"Russellasked,smiling。
"I?Oh——"Shepaused,liftingbothhandsinacharminggestureofhelplessness。"Oh,I'mjust——me!"
Hisglancefollowedthelightlywavedhandswithkeenapproval,thenrosetothelivelyandcolourfulface,withitshazeleyes,itssmallandprettynose,andthelip-caughtsmilewhichseemedtheclimaxofherdecorativetransition。Neverhadheseenacreaturesoplasticorsowistful。
HerewasacontrasttohiscousinMildred,whowasnotwistful,andcontrolledanyimpulsestowardplasticity,ifshehadthem。
"ByGeorge!"hesaid。"ButyouAREdifferent!"
Withthat,thereleapedinhersuchanimpulseofroguishgallantryasshecouldneverresist。Sheturnedherhead,and,laughingandbright-eyed,lookedhimfullintheface。
"Fromwhom?"shecried。
"From——everybody!"hesaid。"Areyouamind-reader?"
"Why?"
"HowdidyouknowIwasthinkingyouweredifferentfrommycousin,MildredPalmer?"
"WhatmakesyouthinkIDIDknowit?"
"Nonsense!"hesaid。"YouknewwhatIwasthinkingandIknewyouknew。"
"Yes,"shesaidwithcoolhumour。"Howintimatethatseemstomakeusallatonce!"
Russellleftnodoubtthathewasdelightedwiththesegaietiesofhers。"ByGeorge!"heexclaimedagain。"IthoughtyouwerethissortofgirlthefirstmomentIsawyou!"
"Whatsortofgirl?Didn'tMildredtellyouwhatsortofgirlI
amwhensheaskedyoutodancewithme?"
"Shedidn'taskmetodancewithyou——I'dbeenlookingatyou。
Youweretalkingtosomeoldladies,andIaskedMildredwhoyouwere。"
"Oh,soMildredDIDN'T——"Alicecheckedherself。"WhodidshetellyouIwas?"
"ShejustsaidyouwereaMissAdams,soI——"
"'A'MissAdams?"Aliceinterrupted。
"Yes。ThenIsaidI'dliketomeetyou。"
"Isee。Youthoughtyou'dsavemefromtheoldladies。"
"No。IthoughtI'dsavemyselffromsomeofthegirlsMildredwasgettingmetodancewith。TherewasaMissDowling——"
"Poorman!"Alicesaid,gently,andherimpulsivethoughtwasthatMildredhadtakenfewchances,andthatasamatterofself-defensehercarefulnessmighthavebeenwellfounded。ThisMr。ArthurRussellwasamuchmoreresponsivepersonthanonehadsupposed。
"So,Mr。Russell,youdon'tknowanythingaboutmeexceptwhatyouthoughtwhenyoufirstsawme?"
"Yes,IknowIwasrightwhenIthoughtit。"
"Youhaven'ttoldmewhatyouthought。"
"IthoughtyouwerelikewhatyouARElike。"
"Notverydefinite,isit?I'mafraidyoushedmorelightaminuteorsoago,whenyousaidhowdifferentfromMildredyouthoughtIwas。ThatWASdefinite,unfortunately!"
"Ididn'tsayit,"Russellexplained。"Ithoughtit,andyoureadmymind。That'sthesortofgirlIthoughtyouwere——onethatcouldreadaman'smind。Whydoyousay'unfortunately'
you'renotlikeMildred?"
Alice'ssmoothgestureseemedtosketchMildred。"Becauseshe'sperfect——why,she'sPERFECTLYperfect!Shenevermakesamistake,andeverybodylooksuptoher——oh,yes,weallfairlyadoreher!She'slikesomebig,noble,coldstatue——'wayabovetherestofus——andshehardlyeverdoesanythingmeanortreacherous。OfallthegirlsIknowIbelieveshe'splayedthefewestreallypettytricks。She's——"
Russellinterrupted;helookedperplexed。"Yousayshe'sperfectlyperfect,butthatshedoesplaySOME——"
Alicelaughed,asifathissweetinnocence。"Menaresofunny!"
sheinformedhim。"OfcoursegirlsALLdomeanthingssometimes。
Myowncareer'sjustonelongbrazensmirchof'em!WhatImeanis,Mildred'sperfectlyperfectcomparedtotherestofus。
"Isee,"hesaid,andseemedtoneedamomentortwoofthoughtfulness。Thenheinquired,"WhatsortoftreacherousthingsdoYOUdo?"
"I?Oh,theveryworstkind!Mostpeopleboremeparticularlythemeninthistown——andIshowit。"
"ButIshouldn'tcallthattreacherous,exactly。"
"Well,THEYdo,"Alicelaughed。"It'smademeaterriblyunpopularcharacter!Idoalotofthingstheyhate。Forinstance,atadanceI'dalotratherfindsomecleveroldwomanandtalktoherthandancewithnine-tenthsofthesenonentities。
Iusuallydoit,too。"
"Butyoudancedasifyoulikedit。YoudancedbetterthananyothergirlI——"
"Thisflatteryofyoursdoesn'tquiteturnmyhead,Mr。
Russell,"Aliceinterrupted。"ParticularlysinceMildredonlygaveyouEllaDowlingtocomparewithme!"
"Oh,no,"heinsisted。"Therewereothers——andofcourseMildred,herself。"
"Oh,ofcourse,yes。Iforgotthat。Well——"Shepaused,thenadded,"IcertainlyOUGHTtodancewell。"
"Whyisitsomuchaduty?"
"WhenIthinkofthedancing-teachersandtheexpensetopapa!
Allsortsoffancyinstructors——Isupposethat'swhatdaughtershavefathersfor,though,isn'tit?Tothrowmoneyawayonthem?"
"Youdon't——"Russellbegan,andhislookwasoneofalarm。
"Youhaven'ttakenup——"
Sheunderstoodhisapprehensionandrespondedmerrily,"Oh,murder,no!Youmeanyou'reafraidIbreakoutsometimesinapieceofcheeseclothandrunaroundafountainthirtytimes,andthen,foranencore,showhowmuchlikesnakesIcanmakemyarmslook。"
"ISAIDyouwereamind-reader!"heexclaimed。"That'sexactlywhatIwaspretendingtobeafraidyoumightdo。"
"'Pretending?'That'snicerofyou。No;it'snotmymania。"
"Whatis?"
"Oh,nothinginparticularthatIknowofjustnow。OfcourseI'vehadtheusualone:theonethateverygirlgoesthrough。"
"What'sthat?"
"Goodheavens,Mr。Russell,youcan'texpectmetobelieveyou'rereallyamanoftheworldifyoudon'tknowthateverygirlhasatimeinherlifewhenshe'spositiveshe'sdivinelytalentedforthestage!It'stheonlyuniversalruleaboutwomenthathasn'tgotanexception。Idon'tmeanweallwanttogoonthestage,butweallthinkwe'dbewonderfulifwedid。EvenMildred。Oh,shewouldn'tconfessittoyou:you'dhavetoknowheragreatdealbetterthananymancaneverknowhertofindout。"
"Isee,"hesaid。"Girlsarealwaystellinguswecan'tknowthem。Iwonderifyou——"
Shetookuphisthoughtbeforeheexpressedit,andagainhewasfascinatedbyherquickness,whichindeedseemedtohimalmosttelepathic。"Oh,butDON'Tweknowoneanother,though!"shecried。