Whenshewasindoors,sheexplainedshehadcometobringthemoneyfortheboat,andtheyverypolitelyaskedhertositdown,toawaitthefather'sreturn,ashewastheonetosignthereceiptforher。
Amidstall,hereyessearchedforYann——butdidnotseehim。
Theywereverybusyinthehome。Alreadytheywerecuttingoutthenewwaterproofclothonthecleanwhitetable,andgettingitreadyfortheapproachingIcelandseason。
"Yousee,MademoiselleGaud,it'slikethis:everymanwantstwonewsuits。"
Theyexplainedtoherhowtheysettoworktomakethem,andtorendertheirseamswaterproofwithtar,fortheywereforwetweatherwear。
Andwhiletheyworked,GaudlookedattentivelyaroundthehomeoftheseGaoses。
ItwasfurnishedafterthetraditionalmannerofallBretoncottages;
animmensechimney-placetookuponewholeend,andonthesidesofthewallstheBretonbeds,bunks,asonshipboard,wereplacedoneaboveanother。Butitwasnotsosombreandsadasthecabinsofotherpeasants,whicharegenerallyhalf-hiddenbythewayside;itwasallfreshandclean,asthehomesofseamenusuallyare。SeverallittleGaoseswerethere,girlsandboys,allsistersandbrothersofYann;
withoutcountingtwobigones,whowerealreadyoutatsea。And,besides,therewasalittlefairgirl,neat,butsad,unliketheothers。
"Weadoptedherlastyear,"explainedthemother;"wehadenoughchildrenasitwas,ofcourse,butwhatelsecouldwedo,MademoiselleGaud,forherdaddybelongedtothe/Maria-Dieu-t'aime/,lostlastseasonoffIceland,asyouknow;sotheneighboursdividedthelittleonesbetweenthem,andthisonefelltoourlot。"
Hearingherselfspokenof,theadoptedchildhungherprettyheadandsmiled,hidingherselfbehindlittleLaumecGaos,herfavourite。
Therewasalookofcomfortallovertheplace,andradianthealthbloomedonallthechildren'srosycheeks。
TheyreceivedGaudveryprofusely,likeagreatladywhosevisitwasanhonourtothefamily。Shewastakenupstairs,upanewly-builtwoodenstaircase,toseetheroomabove,whichwasthegloryofthehome。Sherememberedthehistoryofitsconstruction;itwasafterthefindingofaderelictvesselinthechannel,whichluckhadbefallenYann'sfatherandhiscousinthepilot。
Theroomwasverygayandprettyinitswhiteness;thereweretwotownbedsinit,withpinkchintzcurtains,andalargetableinthemiddle。ThroughthewindowthewholeofPaimpolcouldbeseen,withtheIcelandersatanchoroffshore,andthechannelthroughwhichtheypassed。
Shedidnotdarequestion,butshewouldhavelikedtohaveknownwhereYannslept;probablyasachildhehadsleptdownstairsinoneoftheantiquecupboard-beds。Butperhapsnowhesleptunderthosepinkdraperies。Shewouldhavelovedtohaveknownallthedetailsofhislife,especiallywhathedidinthelongwinterevenings。
Aheavyfootsteponthestairsmadehertremble。ButitwasnotYann,thoughamanmuchlikehim;notwithstandinghiswhitehair,astallandasstraight。ItwasoldfatherGaosreturningfromfishing。
Afterhehadsalutedherandaskedhertheobjectofhervisit,hesignedherreceiptforherwhichwasratheralongoperation,ashishandwasnotverysteady,heexplained。
Buthewouldnotacceptthehundredfrancsasafinalpayment,butonlyasaninstalment;hewouldspeaktoM。Mevelagainaboutit。
WhereuponGaud,towhommoneywasnothing,smiledimperceptibly;shehadfanciedthebusinesswasnotquiteterminated,andthisjustsuitedher。
TheymadesomethinglikeexcusesforYann'sabsence;asiftheyfounditmoreorthodoxforthewholefamilytoassembletoreceiveher。
Perhapsthefatherhadguessed,withtheshrewdnessofanoldsalt,thathissonwasnotindifferenttothisbeautifulheiress;forheratherinsistedupontalkingabouthim。
"It'sveryqueer,"saidhe,"theboy'sneversolateout。HewentovertoLoguivy,MademoiselleGaud,tobuysomelobsterbaskets;asyouknow,lobster-catchingisourmainwinterfishery。"
Shedreamilylengthenedouthercall,althoughconsciousthatitwastoolongalready,andfeelingatugatherheartattheideathatshewouldnotseehimafterall。
"Awell-conductedyoungmanlikeYann——whatcanhebedoing?Surelyhe'snotattheinn。Wedon'tfearthatforourlad。Idon'tsaythatnowandthen,ofaSunday,withhismates——Youknow,MademoiselleGaud,whatthemsailorsare。Eh!yeknow,he'sbutayoungchap,andmusthavesomelibertynowandagain。Butit'sveryrarewithhimtobreakout,forhe'sastraight-goer;wecansaythat。"
Butnightwasfalling,andtheworkhadbeenfoldedup。Thelittleonesonthebenchesarounddrewclosertooneanother,saddenedbythegreydismalgloaming,andeyedGaudhard,seemingtosay——
"Whydoesn'tshegonow?"
Onthehearth,theflamesburnedredderinthemidstofthefallingshadows。
"Yououghttostayandhaveabito'supperwithus,MademoiselleGaud。"
"Oh,no!Icouldn'tthinkofit!"Thebloodrushedtoherfaceattheideaofhavingremainedsolate。Shegotupandtookherleave。
Yann'sfatheralsorosetoaccompanyherpartoftheway,anyhowasfarasalonelynookwheretheoldtreesmakeadarklane。
Astheywalkedalongtogether,shefeltasuddensympathyofrespectandtendernesstowardshim;shewouldhavelikedtohavespokenastoafatherinthesuddengushesoffeelingthatcameoverher;butthewordswerestifledinherthroat,andshesaidnotaword。
Andsotheywenttheirway,inthecoldeveningwind,fulloftheodourofthesea,passinghereandthere,onthebarrenheath,somepoorhovels,wherebeach-combersdweltandhadalreadysealedthemselvesupforthenight;darkandneglectedtheylookedundertheweather-beatenroofs;thesecrosses,clumpsofreeds,andboulderstheyleftbehind。
WhatagreatwayoffPors-Evenwas,andwhatatimeshehadremained!
NowandthentheymetfolksreturningfromPaimpolorLoguivy;andasshewatchedtheshadowsapproach,eachtimeshethoughtitwasYann;
butitwaseasytorecognisehimatagooddistanceoff,andsoshewasquicklyundeceived。Everymomentherfeetcaughtinthebrowntrailingplants,tangledlikehair,whichweresea-weedslitteringthepathway。
AttheCrossofPlouezoc'hshebadegood-byetotheoldman,andbeggedhimtoreturn。ThelightsofPaimpolwerealreadyinview,andtherewasnomoreoccasiontobeafraid。
Sohopewasoverforthistime。WhocouldtellherwhenshemightseeYannagain?
AnexcusetoreturntoPors-Evenwouldhavebeeneasy;butitwouldreallylooktoobadtobeginherquestalloveragain。Shewouldhavetobebraverandprouderthanthat。IfonlyherlittleconfidantSylvestrehadbeenthere,shemighthaveaskedhimtogoandfetchYann,sothattherecouldbesomeexplanation。Buthewasgonenow,andforhowmanyyears?
CHAPTERIV
HISRELUCTANCE
"Megetmarried?"saidYanntohisparentsthatsameevening。"Megetmarried?Goodheavens,whyshouldI?ShallIeverbeashappyasherewithye?notroubles,notiffswithanyone,andwarmsoupreadyformeeverynightwhenIcomehomefromsea。Oh!Iquiteunderstandthatyoumeanthegirlthatcamehereto-day,butwhat'ssucharichgirltodowithus?'Tisn'tcleartomythinking。Andit'llbeneitherher,noranyother。It'sallsettled,Iwon'tmarry——itain'ttomyliking。"
ThetwooldGaoseslookedatoneanotherinsilence,deeplydisappointed,for,afterhavingtalkeditovertogether,theywereprettywellsurethatthisyoungladywouldnotrefusetheirhandsomeYann。Buttheydidnottrytoargue,knowinghowuselessthatwouldbe。Themotherloweredherhead,andsaidnomore;sherespectedthewillofherson,hereldestborn,whowasallbuttheheadofthefamily;althoughhewasalwaystenderandgentlewithher,moreobedientthanachildinthepettythingsoflife,helongagohadbeenherabsolutemasterforthegreatones,eludingallrestraintwithaquietthoughsavageindependence。Heneversatuplate,beinginthehabit,likeotherfishermen,ofrisingbeforebreakofday。Andaftersupperateighto'clock,hehadgivenanothersatisfactorylooktohisbasketsandnewnetsfromLoguivy,andbegantoundress——calmtoallappearances,andwentuptosleepinthepink-curtainedbed,whichhesharedwithhislittlebrotherLaumec。
CHAPTERV
SAILORSATTHEPLAY
ForthelastfortnightGaud'slittleconfidant,Sylvestre,hadbeenquarteredinBrest;verymuchoutofhiselement,butveryquietandobedienttodiscipline。Heworehisopenbluesailor-collarandred-
balled,flat,woollencap,withafrank,fearlesslook,andwasnobleanddignifiedinhissailorgarb,withhisfreestepandtallfigure,butatthebottomofhishearthewasstillthesameinnocentboyasever,andthinkingofhisdearoldgrandam。
Oneeveninghehadgottipsytogetherwithsomeladsfromhisparts,simplybecauseitisthecustom;andtheyhadallreturnedtothebarrackstogetherarm-in-arm,singingoutaslustilyastheycould。
AndoneSunday,too,theyhadallgonetothetheatre,intheuppergalleries。Amelodramawasbeingplayed,andthesailors,exasperatedagainstthevillain,greetedhimwithahowl,whichtheyallroaredtogether,likeablastoftheAtlanticcyclones。
CHAPTERVI
ORDEREDONFOREIGNSERVICE
OnedaySylvestrewassummonedbeforetheofficerofhiscompany;andtheytoldhimhewasamongthoseorderedouttoChina——inthesquadronforFormosa。Hehadbeenprettywellexpectingitforsometime,ashehadheardthosewhoreadthepaperssaythatouttherethewarseemednever-ending。
Andbecauseoftheurgencyofthedeparture,hewasinformedatthesametimethathewouldnotbeabletohavethecustomaryleaveforhishomefarewells;infivedays'timehewouldhavetopackupandbeoff。
Thenabitterpaincameoverhim;thoughcharmedattheideaoffar-
offtravelsamidtheunknownandofthewar。Therealsowasagonyatthethoughtofleavingallheknewandloved,withthevagueapprehensionthathemightnevermorereturn。
Athousandnoisesranginhishead。Aroundwasthebustleofthebarrack-rooms,wherehundredsofotherswerecalledup,likehimself,chosenfortheChinesesquadron。Andrapidlyhewrotetohisoldgrandmother,withastumpofpencil,crouchingonthefloor,aloneinhisownfeverishdream,thoughinthethickofthecontinualhurryandhubbubamidstalltheyoungsailorshurriedawaylikehimself。
CHAPTERVII
MOAN'SSWEETHEART
"Hissweetheart'satrifleold!"saidtheothers,acoupleofdayslater,astheylaughedafterSylvestreandhisgrandmother,"buttheyseemtogetonfinetogetherallthesame。"
Itamusedthemtoseetheboy,forthefirsttime,walkthroughthestreetsofRecouvrance,withawomanathisside,liketherestofthem;and,bendingtowardsherwithatenderlook,whisperwhatseemedtobeverysoftnothings。
Shewasaveryquick,diminutivepersonseenfrombehind,withrathershortskirtsforthefashionoftheday;andascantybrownshawl,andahighPaimpol/coiffe/。She,too,hangingonhisarm,turnedtowardshimwithanaffectionateglance。
"Atrifleoldwashissweetheart!"
That'swhattheotherscalledafterhim,wesay,butwithoutspite,foranyonecouldseethatshewashisoldgranny,comeupfromthecountry。Shehadcome,too,inahurry,suddenlyterrifiedatthenewsofhissuddendeparture;forthisChinesewarhadalreadycostPaimpolmanysailors。Soshehadscrapedtogetherallherpoorlittlesavings,putherbestSundaydressandafreshclean/coiffe/inabox,andhadsetouttokisshimonceagain。
Shehadgonestraighttothebarrackstoaskforhim;atfirsthisadjutanthadrefusedtolethimgoout。
"Ifyou'veanythingtosay,mygoodwoman,goandspeaktothecaptainyourself。Thereheis,passing。"
Soshecalmlywalkeduptohim,andheallowedhimselftobewonover。
"SendMoantochangehisclothes,togoout,"saidhe。
AllinhothasteMoanhadgonetorigupinhisbestattire,whilethegoodoldlady,tomakehimlaugh,ofcourse,madeamostinimitablydrollfaceandamockcurtseyattheadjutantbehindhisback。
Butwhenthegrandsonappearedinhisfulluniform,withtheinevitableturned-downcollar,leavinghisthroatbare,shewasquitestruckwithhisbeauty;hisblackbeardwascutintoaseamanlyfashionablepointbythebarber,andhiscapwasdeckedoutwithlongfloatingribbons,withagoldenanchorateachend。ForthemomentshealmostsawinhimhersonPierre,who,twentyyearsbefore,hadalsobeenasailorinthenavy,andtheremembranceofthefarpast,withallitsdead,stealthilyshadowedthepresenthour。
Butthesadnesssoonpassedaway。Arm-in-armtheystrolledon,happytobetogether;anditwasthenthattheothershadpretendedtoseeinherhissweetheart,andvotedher"atrifleold。"
Shehadtakenhim,foratreat,todineinaninnkeptbysomepeoplefromPaimpol,whichhadbeenrecommendedtoherasrathercheap。Andthen,stillarm-in-arm,theyhadsaunteredthroughBrest,lookingattheshop-windows。Thereneverweresuchfunnystoriestoldasthoseshetoldhergrandsontomakehimlaugh;ofcourseallinPaimpolBreton,sothatthepassers-bymightnotunderstand。
CHAPTERVIII
OLDANDYOUNG
Shestayedthreedayswithhim,threehappydays,thoughoverthemhungadarkandominousforecast;onemightaswellcallthemthreedaysofrespite。
AtlastshewasforcedtoreturntoPloubazlanec,forshehadcometotheendofherlittlesavings,andSylvestrewastoembarkthedayafterward。Thesailorsarealwaysinexorablykeptinbarracksthedaybeforeforeigncruisesacustomthatseemsratherbarbarousatfirst,butwhichisanecessaryprecautionagainstthe"flings"theywouldhavebeforeleavingdefinitely。
Ohthatlastday!Shehaddoneherverybesttohatchupsomemorefunnystoriesinherhead,totellherboyjustattheparting;butshehadrememberednothing——no;onlytearshadwelledup,andateverymomentsobschokedher。Hangingonhisarm,sheremindedhimofathousandthingshewasnottoforgettodo,andhealsotriedhardtorepresshistears。Theyhadendedbygoingintoachurchtosaytheirprayerstogether。
Itwasbythenighttrainthatshewent。Tosaveafewpence,theyhadgoneonfoottothestation;hecarryingherbox,andholdingheronhisstrongarm,uponwhichsheweighedheavily。
Shewassovery,verytired——pooroldlady!Shehadscarcelyanystrengthleftaftertheexertionofthelastthreeorfourdays。Hershoulderswerebentunderherbrownshawl,andshehadnoforcetobearherselfup;heryoungishlookwasgone,andshefelttheweightofherseventy-sixyears。
Oh!howherheartachedatthethoughtthatitwasallover,andthatinafewmomentsshemustleavehim!Washereallytogooutsofar,toChina,perhapstoslaughter。Shestillhadhimtherewithher,quiteclose,herpoorhandscouldyetgrasphim——andyethemustgo;
allthestrengthofherwill,allhertears,andallhergreatheartrendingdespair——all!wouldnothingbeofavailtokeephimback?
Withherticket,andherlunch-basket,andhermittensinhergrasp,agitated,shegavehimherlastblessingandadvice,andheansweredherwithanobedient"Ay,ay,"bendinghisheadtenderlytowardsherandgazinglovinglyather,inhissoftchildishway。
"Nowthen,oldlady,youmustmakeupyourmindplagueyquickifyouwanttogobythistrain!"
Theenginewhistled。Suddenlyterrifiedattheideaoflosingthetrain,sheboreherboxfromSylvestre'sgrasp,andflingingitdown,threwherarmsroundhisneckinalastandsupremeembrace。
Manypeopleontheplatformstaredatthem,butnotonesmiled。
Hustledaboutbytheporters,wornoutandfullofpain,shepressedintothefirstcarriagenear;thedoorwasbangedquicklyuponher,whileSylvestre,withallthespeedofayoungsailor,rushedoutofthestationtotherailsbesidethelinetoseethetrainpass。
Ashrillscreechingwhistle,anoisygrindingofthewheels,andhisgrandmotherpassedaway,leavinghimleaningagainstthegateandswinginguphiscapwithitsflyingribbons,whileshe,hangingoutofthewindowofherthird-classcarriage,madeanansweringsignalwithherhandkerchief;andforaslongasshecouldseethedarkblue-cladfigure,thatwasherchild,followedhimwithhereyes,throwingherwholesoulintothat"good-bye!"keptbacktothelast,andalwaysuncertainofrealizationwhensailorsareconcerned。
LooklongatyourlittleSylvestre,pooroldwoman;untiltheverylatestmoment,donotlosesightofhisfleetingshadow,whichisfadingawayforever。
Whenshecouldseehimnolonger,shefellback,completelycrushingherstillcleanunrumpledcap,weepingandsobbingintheagonyofdeathitself。
Hehadturnedawayslowly,withhisheadbent,andbigtearsfallingdownhischeeks。Theautumnnighthadclosedin;everywherethegaswasflaring,andthesailors'riotousfeastshadbegunanew。Payingnoheedtoanythingabouthim,hepassedthroughBrestandovertheRecouvranceBridge,tothebarracks。
"Whist!here,youdarlingboy!"calledoutsomenocturnalprowlerstohim;buthepassedon,andenteringthebarracks,flunghimselfdowninhishammock,weeping,allalone,andhardlysleepinguntildawn。
CHAPTERIX
THEEASTERNVOYAGE
Sylvestrewassoonoutontheocean,rapidlywhiskedawayovertheunknownseas,farmorebluethanIceland's。TheshipthatcarriedhimofftotheconfinesofAsiawasorderedtogoatfullspeedandstopnowhere。Erelonghefeltthathewasfaraway,forthespeedwasunceasing,andevenwithoutacarefortheseaorthewind。Ashewasatopman,helivedperchedaloft,likeabird,avoidingthesoldierscrowdeduponthedeck。
Twicetheystopped,however,onthecoastofTunis,totakeupmoreZouavesandmules;fromafarhehadperceivedthewhitecitiesamidsandsandaridhills。Hehadevencomedownfromhistoptolookatthedark-brownmendrapedintheirwhiterobeswhocameoffinsmallboatstopeddlefruit;hismatestoldhimthatthesewereBedouins。
Theheatandthesun,whichwereunlessenedbytheautumnseason,madehimfeeloutofhiselement。
OnedaytheytouchedatPortSaid。AlltheflagsofEuropewavedoverheadfromlongstaves,whichgaveitanaspectofBabelonafeast-day,andtheglisteningsandssurroundedthetownlikeamovingsea。
Theyhadstoppedthere,touchingthequays,almostinthemidstofthelongstreetsfullofwoodenshanties。Sincehisdeparture,Sylvestreneverhadseentheoutsideworldsoclosely,andthemovementandnumbersofboatsexcitedandamusedhim。
Withnever-endingscreechingfromtheirescape-pipes,alltheseboatscrowdedupinthelongcanal,asnarrowasaditch,whichwounditselfinasilverylinethroughtheinfinitesands。Fromhispostonhighhecouldseethemasinaprocessionunderawindow,tilldisappearingintheplain。
Onthecanalallkindsofcostumescouldbeseen;meninmany-colouredattire,busyandshoutinglikethunder。Andatnighttheclamourofconfusedbandsofmusicmingledwiththediabolicalscreamsofthelocomotives,playingnoisytunes,asiftodrowntheheart-breakingsorrowoftheexileswhoforeverpassedonward。
Thenextday,atsunrise,they,too,glidedintothenarrowribbonofwaterbetweenthesands。Fortwodaysthesteaminginthelongfilethroughthedesertlasted,thenanotherseaopenedbeforethem,andtheywereonceagainupontheopen。Theystillranatfullspeedthroughthiswarmerexpanse,stainedlikeredmarble,withtheirboilingwakelikeblood。Sylvestreremainedallthetimeupinhistop,wherehewouldhumhisoldsongof"Jean-FrancoisdeNantes,"toremindhimofhisdearbrotherYann,ofIceland,andthegoodoldbygonedays。
Sometimes,inthedepthsoftheshadowydistance,somewonderfullytintedmountainwouldarise。Notwithstandingthedistanceandthedimnessaround,thenamesofthoseprojectedcapesofcountriesappearedastheeternallandmarksonthegreatroadwaysoftheearthtothesteersmenofthisvessel;butatopmaniscarriedonlikeaninanimatething,knowingnothing,andunconsciousofthedistanceovertheeverlasting,endlesswaves。
Allhefeltwasaterribleestrangementfromthethingsofthisworld,whichgrewgreaterandgreater;andthefeelingwasverydefinedandexactashelookedupontheseethingfoambehind,andtriedtorememberhowlonghadlastedthispacethatneverslackenednightorday。Downondeck,thecrowdofmen,huddledtogetherintheshadowoftheawnings,pantedwithweariness。Thewaterandtheair,eventheverylightabove,hadadull,crushingsplendour;andthefadelessgloryofthoseelementswereasaverymockeryofthehumanbeingswhosephysicallivesaresoephemeral。
Once,upinhiscrow'snest,hewasgladdenedbythesightofflocksoftinybirds,ofanunknownspecies,whichfellupontheshiplikeawhirlwindofcoaldust。Theyallowedthemselvestobetakenandstroked,beingwornoutwithfatigue。Allthesailorshadthemaspetsupontheirshoulders。Butsoonthemostexhaustedamongthembegantodie,andbeforelongtheydiedbythousandsontherigging,yards,ports,andsails——poorlittlethings!——undertheblastingsunoftheRedSea。Theyhadcometodestruction,offtheGreatDesert,fleeingbeforeasandstorm。Andthroughfearoffallingintothebluewatersthatstretchedonallsides,theyhadendedtheirlastfeebleflightuponthepassingship。
Overyonder,insomedistantregionofLibya,theyhadbeenfledgedinmasses。Indeed,thereweresomanyofthem,thattheirblindandunkindmother,Nature,haddrivenawaybeforeherthissurplus,asunmovedasiftheyhadbeensuperabundantmen。Onthescorchingfunnelsandironworkoftheshiptheydiedaway;thedeckwasstrewnwiththeirpunyforms,onlyyesterdaysofulloflife,songs,andlove。Now,poorlittleblackdots,Sylvestreandtheotherspickedthemup,spreadingouttheirdelicatebluewings,withalookofpity,andsweptthemoverboardintotheabysmalsea。
Nextcamehostsoflocusts,thespawnofthoseconjuredupbyMoses,andtheshipwascoveredwiththem。Atlength,though,itsurgedonalifelessbluesea,wheretheysawnothingsaroundthem,exceptfromtimetotimetheflyingfishskimmingalongthelevelwater。
CHAPTERX
THEORIENT
Rainintorrents,underaheavyblacksky。ThiswasIndia。Sylvestrehadjustsetfootuponland,chanceselectinghimtocompletethecrewofawhaleboat。Hefeltthewarmshoweruponhimthroughthethickfoliage,andlookedaround,surprisedatthenovelsight。Allwasmagnificentlygreen;theleavesofthetreeswavedlikegiganticfeathers,andthepeoplewalkingbeneaththemhadlargevelvetyeyes,whichseemedtocloseundertheweightoftheirlashes。Theverywindthatbroughttherainhadtheodourofmuskandflowers。
Atadistance,duskygirlsbeckonedhimtocometothem。Somehappystraintheysang,likethe"Whist!here,youdarlingboy!"sooftenheardatBrest。Butseductiveaswastheircountry,theircallwasimperiousandexasperating,makinghisveryfleshshudder。Theirperfectbosomsroseandfellundertransparentmuslin,inwhichtheyweresolelydraped;theywereglowingandpolishedasinbronzestatues。Hesitating,fascinatedbythem,hewaveredabout,followingthem;buttheboatswain'ssharpshrillwhistlerenttheairwithbird-
liketrills,summoninghimhurriedlybacktohisboat,abouttopushoff。
Hetookhisflight,andbadefarewelltoIndia'sbeauties。
Afterasecondweekofthebluesea,theypausedoffanotherlandofdewyverdure。Acrowdofyellowmenappeared,yellingoutandpressingondeck,bringingcoalinbaskets。
"AlreadyinChina?"askedSylvestre,atthesightofthosegrotesquefiguresinpigtails。
"Blessyou,no,notyet,"theytoldhim;"havealittlemorepatience。"
ItwasonlySingapore。Hewentupintohismast-topagain,toavoidtheblackdusttossedaboutbythebreeze,whilethecoalwasfeverishlyheapedupinthebunkersfromlittlebaskets。
Oneday,atlength,theyarrivedoffalandcalledTourane,wherethe/Circe/wasanchored,toblockadetheport。ThiswastheshiptowhichSylvestrehadbeenlongagoassigned,andhewaslefttherewithhisbag。
Onboardhemetwithtwomatesfromhome,Icelanders,whowerecaptainsofgunsforthetimebeing。Throughthelong,hot,stillevenings,whentherewasnoworktobedone,theyclusteredondeckapartfromtheothers,toformtogetheralittleBrittanyofremembrances。
Fivemonthshepassedthereininactionandexile,lockedupinthecheerlessbay,withthefeverishdesiretogooutandfightandslay,forchange'ssake。
CHAPTERXI
ACURIOUSRENCONTRE
InPaimpolagain,onthelastdayofFebruary,beforethesetting-outforIceland。Gaudwasstandingupagainstherroomdoor,paleandstill。ForYannwasbelow,chattingtoherfather。Shehadseenhimcomein,andindistinctlyheardhisvoice。
Allthroughthewintertheyneverhadmet,asifsomeinvinciblefatealwayshadkeptthemapart。
AfterthefailuretofindhiminherwalktoPors-Even,shehadplacedsomehopeonthe/PardondesIslandais/wheretherewouldbemanychancesforthemtoseeandtalktooneanother,inthemarket-placeatdusk,amongthecrowd。
Butontheverymorningoftheholiday,thoughthestreetswerealreadydrapedinwhiteandstrewnwithgreengarlands,ahardrainhadfallenintorrents,broughtfromthewestbyasoughingwind;
neverhadsoblackaskyshadowedPaimpol。"Whatapity!theboyswon'tcomeoverfromPloubazlanecnow,"hadmoanedthelasses,whosesweetheartsdweltthere。Andtheydidnotcome,orelsehadgonestraightintothetavernstodrinktogether。
Therehadbeennoprocessionsorstrolls,andshe,withherheartachingmorethanever,hadremainedatherwindowthewholeeveninglisteningtothewaterstreamingovertheroofs,andthefishers'
noisysongsrisingandfallingoutofthedepthsofthetaverns。
Forthelastfewdaysshehadbeenexpectingthisvisit,surmisingtrulythatoldGaoswouldsendhissontoterminatethebusinessconcerningthesaleoftheboat,ashedidnotcaretocomeintoPaimpolhimself。Shedeterminedthenthatshewouldgostraighttohim,and,unlikeothergirls,speakoutfrankly,tohaveherconscienceclearonthesubject。Shewouldreproachhimwithhavingsoughtheroutandhavingabandonedherlikeamanwithouthonour。Ifitwereonlystubbornness,timidity,hisgreatloveforhissailor-
life,orsimplythefearofarefusal,asSylvestrehadhinted,why,alltheseobjectionswoulddisappear,afterafrank,fairunderstandingbetweenthem。Hisfondsmilemightreturn,whichhadcharmedandwonherthewinterbefore,andallwouldbesettled。Thishopegaveherstrengthandcourage,andsweetenedherimpatience。Fromafar,thingsalwaysappearsoeasyandsimpletosayandtodo。
ThisvisitofYann'sfellbychanceataconvenienthour。Shewassurethatherfather,whowassittingandsmoking,wouldnotgetuptowalkpartofthewaywithhim;sointheemptypassageshemighthaveherexplanationoutwithhim。
Butnowthatthetimehadcome,suchboldnessseemedextreme。Thebareideaoflookinghimfacetofaceatthefootofthosestairs,madehertremble;andherheartbeatasifitwouldbreak。Atanymomentthedoorbelowmightopen,withthesqueaksheknewsowell,tolethimout!
"No,no,sheneverwoulddare;ratherwouldshedieoflongingandsorrow,thanattemptsuchanact。"Shealreadymadeafewreturnstepstowardsthebackofherroom,toregainherseatandwork。Butshestoppedagain,hesitatingandafraid,rememberingthatto-morrowwasthesailingdayforIceland,andthatthisoccasionstoodalone。Ifsheletitslipby,shewouldhavetowaitthroughmonthsuponmonthsofsolitudeanddespair,languishingforhisreturn——losinganotherwholesummerofherlife。
Below,thedooropened——Yannwascomingout!
Suddenlyresolute,sherusheddownstairs,andtremblinglystoodbeforehim。
"MonsieurYann,I——Iwishtospeaktoyou,please。"
"Tome,MademoiselleGaud?"queriedhe,loweringhisvoiceandsnatchingoffhishat。
Helookedatherfiercely,withahardexpressioninhisflashingeyes,andhisheadthrownback,seemingeventowonderifheoughttostopforheratall。Withonefootreadytostartaway,hestoodstraightupagainstthewall,asiftobeasfarapartfromheraspossible,inthenarrowpassage,wherehefeltimprisoned。
Paralyzed,shecouldremembernothingofwhatshehadwishedtosay;
shehadnotthoughthewouldtryandpassonwithoutlisteningtoher。
Whatanaffront!
"Doesourhousefrightenyou,MonsieurYann?"sheasked,inadry,oddtone——notatalltheoneshewishedtouse。
Heturnedhiseyesaway,lookingoutside;hischeeksblazedred,arushofbloodburnedallhisface,andhisquiveringnostrilsdilatedwitheverybreath,keepingtimewiththeheavingsofhischest,likeayoungbull's。
"Thenightoftheball,"shetriedtocontinue,"whenweweretogether,youbademegood-bye,notasamanspeakstoanindifferentperson。MonsieurYann,haveyounomemory?WhathaveIdonetovexyou?"
ThenastywesternbreezeblowinginfromthestreetruffledhishairandthefrillsofGaud's/coiffe/,andbehindthemadoorwasbangedfuriously。Thepassagewasnotmeetfortalkingofseriousmattersin。
Afterthesefirstphrases,choking,Gaudremainedspeechless,feelingherheadspin,andwithoutideas。Theystilladvancedtowardsthestreetdoor;heseemedsoanxioustogetaway,andshewassodeterminednottobeshakenoff。
Outsidethewindblewnoisilyandtheskywasblack。Asadlividlightfellupontheirfacesthroughtheopendoor。Andanoppositeneighbourlookedatthem:whatcouldthepairbesayingtooneanotherinthatpassagetogether,lookingsotroubled?WhatwaswrongoverattheMevel's?
"Nay,MademoiselleGaud,"heansweredatlast,turningawaywiththepowerfulgraceofayounglion,"I'veheardfolkstalkaboutusquiteenoughalready!Nay,MademoiselleGaud,for,yousee,youarerich,andwearenotpeopleofthesameclass。Iamnotthefellowtocomeaftera'swell'lady。"
Hewentforthonhisway。Sonowallwasoverforeverandever。Shehadnotevensaidwhatshewishedinthatinterview,whichhadonlymadeherseemaveryboldgirlinhissight。WhatkindofafellowwasthisYann,withhiscontemptforwomen,hisscornformoney,andalldesirablethings?
Atfirstsheremainedfixedtothespot,sickwithgiddiness,asthingsswamaroundher。Oneintolerablypainfulthoughtsuddenlystruckherlikeaflashoflightning——Yann'scomrades,theIcelanders,werewaitingforhimbelowinthemarket-place。Whatifheweretotellthemthisasagoodjoke——whatastillmoreodiousaffrontuponher!Shequicklyreturnedtoherroomtowatchthemthroughherwindow-curtains。
Beforethehouse,indeed,shesawthemenassembled,buttheyweresimplycontemplatingtheweather,whichwasbecomingworseandworse,anddiscussedthethreateningrain。
"It'llonlybeashower。Let'sgoinanddrinkawaythetime,tillitpasses。"
TheypokedjokesandlaughedloudlyoverJeannieCaroffandotherbeauties;butnotevenoneofthemlookedupat/her/window。Theywerealljoyful,exceptYann,whosaidnothing,andremainedgraveandsad。Hedidnotgointodrinkwiththem;andwithoutnoticingeitherthemortherain,whichhadbeguntofall,heslowlywalkedawayundertheshower,asifabsorbedinhisthoughts,crossingthemarket-placetowardsPloubazlanec。
Thensheforgavehimall,andafeelingofhopelesstendernessforhimcame,insteadofthebitterdisappointmentthatpreviouslyhadfilledherheart。Shesatdownandheldherheadbetweenherhands。Whatcouldshedonow?
Oh!ifhehadlistenedonlyamomenttoher,orifhecouldcomeintothatroom,wheretheymightspeaktogetheralone,perhapsallmightyetbearranged。Shelovedhimenoughtotellhimsotohisface。Shewouldsaytohim:"YousoughtmeoutwhenIaskedyoufornothing;nowIamyourswithmywholesoul,ifyouwillhaveme。Idon'tmindabitbeingthewifeofafisherman,andyet,ifIliked,IneedbutchooseamongalltheyoungmenofPaimpol;butIdoloveyou,because,notwithstandingall,Ibelieveyoutobebetterthanothers。I'mtolerablywell-to-do,andIknowIampretty;althoughIhavelivedintowns,IamsurethatIamnotaspoiledgirl,asIneverhavedoneanythingwrong;then,ifIloveyouso,whyshouldn'tyoutakeme?"
Butallthisneverwouldbesaidexceptindreams;itwastoolate!
Yannwouldnothearher。Tryandtalktohimasecondtime?Oh,no!
whatkindofacreaturewouldhetakeherthentobe?Shewouldratherdie。
Yetto-morrowtheywouldallstartforIceland。ThewhitishFebruarydaylightstreamedintoherfineroom。Chillandlonelyshefellupononeofthechairsalongthewall。Itseemedtoherasifthewholeworldwerecrashingandfallinginaroundher。Allthingspastandpresentwereasifburiedinafearfulabyss,whichyawnedonallsidesofher。Shewishedherlifewouldend,andthatshewerelyingcalmbeneathsomecoldtombstone,wherenomorepainmighttouchher。
Butshehadsincerelyforgivenhim,andnohatredmingledwithherdesperatelove。
CHAPTERXII
STRIKINGTHEROCKUNKNOWN
Thesea,thegrayseaoncemore,whereYannwasgentlyglidingalongitsbroad,tracklessroad,thatleadsthefishermeneveryyeartotheLandofIce。
Thedaybefore,whentheyallhadsetofftothemusicoftheoldhymns,thereblewabriskbreezefromthesouth,andalltheshipswiththeiroutspreadsailshaddispersedlikesomanygulls;butthatbreezehadsuddenlysubsided,andspeedhaddiminished;greatfog-
bankscoveredthewaterysurface。
Yannwasperhapsquieterthanusual。Hesaidthattheweatherwastoocalm,andappearedtoexcitehimself,asifhewoulddriveawaysomecarethatweigheduponhim。Buthehadnothingtodobutbecarriedserenelyinthemidstofserenethings;onlytobreatheandlethimselflive。Onlookingout,onlythedeepgraymassesaroundcouldbeseen;onlistening,onlysilence。
Suddenlytherewasanalmostimperceptiblerumbling,whichcamefrombelow,accompaniedbyagrindingsensation,aswhenabrakecomesharddownoncarriagewheels。The/Marie/ceasedallmovement。Theyhadstruck。Where,andonwhat?SomebankofftheEnglishcoastprobably。
Forsinceovernighttheyhadbeenabletoseenothing,withthosecurtainsofmist。
Themenranandrushedabout,theirbustlecontrastingstronglywiththesuddenrigidityoftheirship。Howhadthe/Marie/cometoastopinthatspot?Inthemidstofthatimmensityoffluidinthisdullweather,seemingtobealmostwithoutconsistence,shehadbeenseizedbysomeresistlessimmovablepowerhiddenbeneaththewaves;shewastightinitsgrasp,andmightperishthere。