"Iain'tacoward。"
"Yes,youare。You'reafraidofwhatfolkswillsay;ain'tyou,now?"
Pollyknewshewas,andheldherpeace,thoughshelongedtospeak;
buthowcouldshe?
"Ah,Iknewyou'dbackout。"AndTomwalkedawaywithanairofscornthatcutPollytotheheart。
"It'stoobad!Justashewasgrowingkindtome,andIwasgoingtohaveagoodtime,it'sallspoiltbyFan'snonsense。Mrs。Shawdon'tlikeit,norgrandmaeither,Idaresay。There'llbeafussifIgo,andFanwillplagueme;soI'llgiveitup,andletTomthinkI'mafraid。Oh,dear!Ineverdidseesuchridiculouspeople。"
Pollyshutherdoorhard,andfeltreadytocrywithvexation,thatherpleasureshouldbespoiltbysuchasillyidea;for,ofallthesillyfreaksofthisfastage,thatoflittlepeopleplayingatloveisaboutthesilliest。Pollyhadbeentaughtthatitwasaveryseriousandsacredthing;and,accordingtohernotions,itwasfarmoreimpropertoflirtwithoneboythantocoastwithadozen。Shehadbeenmuchamazed,onlythedaybefore,tohearMaudsaytohermother,"Mamma,mustIhaveabeau?
Thegirlsalldo,andsayIoughttohaveFweddyLovell;butIdon'tlikehimaswellasHawryFiske。"
"Oh,yes;I'dhavealittlesweetheart,dear,it'ssocunning,"answeredMrs。Shaw。AndMaudannouncedsoonafterthatshewasengagedto"Fweddy,'causeHawryslappedher"whensheproposedthematch。
Pollylaughedwiththerestatthetime;butwhenshethoughtofitafterward,andwonderedwhatherownmotherwouldhavesaid,iflittleKittyhadputsuchaquestion,shedidn'tfinditcunningorfunny,butridiculousandunnatural。Shefeltsonowaboutherself;andwhenherfirstpetulancewasover,resolvedtogiveupcoastingandeverythingelse,ratherthanhaveanynonsensewithTom,who,thankstohisneglectededucation,wasasignorantasherselfofthecharmsofthisnewamusementforschool-children。
SoPollytriedtoconsoleherselfbyjumpingropeintheback-yard,andplayingtagwithMaudinthedrying-room,whereshelikewisegavelessonsin"nas-gim-nics,"asMaudcalledit,whichdidthatlittlepersongood。
Fannycameupsometimestoteachthemanewdancingstep,andmorethanoncewasbetrayedintoagameofromps,forwhichshewasnonetheworse。
ButTomturnedacoldshouldertoPolly,andmadeitevident,byhiscavaliermannerthathereallydidn'tthinkher"worthasixpence。"
AnotherthingthattroubledPollywasherclothes,for,thoughnoonesaidanything,sheknewtheywereveryplain;andnowandthenshewishedthatherblueandmousecoloredmerinoswererathermoretrimmed,hersasheshadbiggerbows,andherlittlerufflesmorelaceonthem。Shesighedforalocket,and,forthefirsttimeinherlife,thoughtseriouslyofturningupherprettycurlsandputtingona"wad。"Shekeptthesediscontentstoherself,however,aftershehadwrittentoaskhermotherifshemighthaveherbestdressalteredlikeFanny's,andreceivedthisreply:
"No,dear;thedressisproperandbecomingasitis,andtheoldfashionofsimplicitythebestforallofus。Idon'twantmyPollytobelovedforherclothes,butforherself;soweartheplainfrocksmothertooksuchpleasureinmakingforyou,andletthepanniersgo。Theleastofushavesomeinfluenceinthisbigworld;andperhapsmylittlegirlcandosomegoodbyshowingothersthatacontentedheartandahappyfacearebetterornamentsthananyPariscangiveher。Youwantalocket,deary;
soIsendonethatmymothergavemeyearsago。Youwillfindfather'sfaceononeside,mineontheother;andwhenthingstroubleyou,justlookatyourtalisman,andIthinkthesunshinewillcomebackagain。"
Ofcourseitdid,forthebestofallmagicwasshutupinthequaintlittlecasethatPollyworeinsideherfrock,andkissedsotenderlyeachnightandmorning。Thethoughtthat,insignificantasshewas,sheyetmightdosomegood,madeherverycarefulofheractsandwords,andsoanxioustokeepheadcontentedandfacehappy,thatsheforgotherclothes,andmadeothersdothesame。Shedidnotknowit,butthatgoodoldfashionofsimplicitymadetheplaingownspretty,andthegraceofunconsciousnessbeautifiedtheirlittlewearerwiththecharmthatmakesgirlhoodsweetesttothosewhotrulyloveandreverenceit。OnetemptationPollyhadalreadyyieldedtobeforethelettercame,andrepentedheartilyofafterward。
"Polly,Iwishyou'dletmecallyouMarie,"saidFannyoneday,astheywereshoppingtogether。
"YoumaycallmeMary,ifyoulike;butIwon'thaveanyieputontomyname。I'mPollyathomeandI'mfondofbeingcalledso;butMarieisFrenchifiedandsilly。"
"Ispellmyownnamewithanie,andsodoallthegirls。"
"AndwhatajumbleofNetties,Nellies,Hatties,andSalliesthereis。
How'Pollie'wouldlookspeltso!"
"Well,nevermind;thatwasn'twhatIbegantosay。There'sonethingyoumusthave,andthatis,bronzeboots,"saidFan,impressively。
"WhymustI,whenI'vegotenoughwithout?"
"Becauseit'sthefashiontohavethem,andyoucan'tbefinishedoffproperlywithout。I'mgoingtogetapair,andsomustyou。"
"Don'ttheycostagreatdeal?"
"Eightorninedollars,Ibelieve。Ihaveminecharged;butitdon'tmatterifyouhaven'tgotthemoney。Icanlendyousome。"
"I'vegottendollarstodowhatIlikewith;butit'smeanttogetsomepresentsforthechildren。"AndPollytookoutherpurseinanundecidedway。
"Youcanmakepresentseasyenough。Grandmaknowsallsortsofnicecontrivances。They'lldojustaswell;andthenyoucangetyourboots。"
"Well;I'lllookatthem,"saidPolly,followingFannyintothestore,feelingratherrichandimportanttobeshoppinginthiselegantmanner。
"Aren'ttheylovely?Yourfootisperfectlydivineinthatboot,Polly。
Getthemformyparty;you'lldancelikeafairy,"whisperedFan。
Pollysurveyedthedainty,shiningbootwiththescallopedtop,thejauntyheel,andthedelicatetoe,thoughtherfootdidlookverywellinit,andafteralittlepause,saidshewouldhavethem。Itwasallverydelightfultillshegothome,andwasalone;then,onlookingintoherpurse,shesawonedollarandthelistofthingsshemeanttogetformotherandthechildren。Howmeanthedollarlookedallalone!andhowlongthelistgrewwhentherewasnothingtobuythearticles。
"Ican'tmakeskatesforNed,noradeskforWill;andthosearewhattheyhavesettheirheartsupon。Father'sbookandmother'scollarareimpossiblenow;andI'maselfishthingtogoandspendallmymoneyformyself。HowcouldIdoit?"AndPollyeyedthenewbootsreproachfully,astheystoodinthefirstpositionasifreadyfortheparty。"Theyarelovely;butIdon'tbelievetheywillfeelgood,forIshallbethinkingaboutmylostpresentsallthetime,"sighedPolly,pushingtheenticingbootsoutofsight。"I'llgoandaskgrandmawhatIcando;forifI'vegottomakesomethingforeveryone,Imustbeginrightaway,orIshan'tgetdone;"andoffshebustled,gladtoforgetherremorseinhardwork。
Grandmaprovedequaltotheemergency,andplannedsomethingforeveryone,supplyingmaterials,taste,andskillinthemostdelightfulmanner。
Pollyfeltmuchcomforted;butwhileshebegantoknitaprettypairofwhitebed-socks,tobetiedwithrose-coloredribbons,forhermother,shethoughtsomeverysoberthoughtsuponthesubjectoftemptation;andifanyonehadaskedherjustthenwhatmadehersigh,asifsomethinglayheavyonherconscience,shewouldhaveanswered,"Bronzeboots。"ChapterIV。ChapterIV。CHAPTERIVLITTLETHINGS"IT'Ssowainy,Ican'tgoout,andevwybodyissocwosstheywon'tplaywithme,"saidMaud,whenPollyfoundherfrettingonthestairs,andpausedtoaskthecauseofherwails。
"I'llplaywithyou;onlydon'tscreamandwakeyourmother。Whatshallweplay?"
"Idon'tknow;I'mtiredofevwything,'causemytoysareallbwoken,andmydollsareallsickbutClawa,"moanedMaud,givingajerktotheParisdollwhichsheheldupsidedownbyoneleginthemostunmaternalmanner。
"I'mgoingtodressadollyformylittlesister;wouldn'tyouliketoseemedoit?"askedPolly,persuasively,hopingtobeguilethecrosschildandfinishherownworkatthesametime。
"No,Ishouldn't,'causeshe'lllooknicerthanmyClawa。Herclotheswon'tcomeoff;andTomspoilt'emplayingballwithherintheyard。"
"Wouldn'tyouliketoriptheseclothesoff,andhavemeshowyouhowtomakesomenewones,soyoucandressandundressClaraasmuchasyoulike?"
"Yes;Ilovetocut。"AndMaud's,facebrightened;fordestructivenessisoneoftheearliesttraitsofchildhood,andrippingwasMaud'sdelight。
Establishingthemselvesinthedeserteddining-room,thechildrenfelltowork;andwhenFannydiscoveredthem,MaudwaslaughingwithallherheartatpoorClara,who,denudedofherfinery,wascuttingupallsortsofcapersinthehandsofhermerrylittlemistress。
"Ishouldthinkyou'dbeashamedtoplaywithdolls,Polly。Ihaven'ttouchedonethiseversolong,"saidFanny,lookingdownwithasuperiorair。
"Iain'tashamed,foritkeepsMaudhappy,andwillpleasemysisterKitty;andIthinksewingisbetterthanprinkingorreadingsillynovels,so,now。"AndPollystitchedawaywitharesoluteair,forsheandFannyhadhadalittletiff;becausePollywouldn'tletherfrienddoupherhair"likeotherfolks,"andboreherears。
"Don'tbecross,dear,butcomeanddosomethingnice,it'ssodullto-day,"saidFanny,anxioustobefriendsagain,foritwasdoublydullwithoutPolly。
"Can't;I'mbusy。"
"Youalwaysarebusy。Ineversawsuchagirl。Whatintheworlddoyoufindtodoallthetime?"askedFanny,watchingwithinterestthesetofthelittleredmerinofrockPollywasputtingontoherdoll。
"Lotsofthings;butIliketobelazysometimesasmuchasyoudo;
justlieonthesofa,andreadfairystories,orthinkaboutnothing。Wouldyouhaveawhite-muslinapronorablacksilk?"addedPolly,surveyingherworkwithsatisfaction。
"Muslin,withpocketsandtinybluebows。I'llshowyouhow。"Andforgettingherhateandcontemptfordolls,downsatFanny,soongettingasmuchabsorbedaseitheroftheothers。
Thedulldaybrightenedwonderfullyafterthat,andthetimeflewpleasantly,astonguesandneedleswenttogether。Grandmapeepedin,andsmiledatthebusygroup,saying,"Sewaway,mydears;dolliesaresafecompanions,andneedleworkanaccomplishmentthat'ssadlyneglectednowadays。Smallstitches,Maud;neatbuttonholes,Fan;cutcarefully,Polly,anddon'twasteyourcloth。Takepains;andthebestneedlewomanshallhaveaprettybitofwhitesatinforadoll'sbonnet。"
Fannyexertedherself,andwontheprize,forPollyhelpedMaud,andneglectedherownwork;butshedidn'tcaremuch,forMr。Shawsaid,lookingatthethreebrightfacesatthetea-table,"IguessPollyhasbeenmakingsunshineforyouto-day。"
"No,indeed,sir,Ihaven'tdoneanything,onlydressMaud'sdoll。"
AndPollydidn'tthinkshehaddonemuch;butitwasoneofthelittlethingswhicharealwayswaitingtobedoneinthisworldofours,whererainydayscomesooften,wherespiritsgetoutoftune,anddutywon'tgohandinhandwithpleasure。Littlethingsofthissortareespeciallygoodworkforlittlepeople;akindlittlethought,anunselfishlittleact,acheerylittleword,aresosweetandcomfortable,thatnoonecanfailtofeeltheirbeautyandlovethegiver,nomatterhowsmalltheyare。Mothersdoadealofthissortofthing,unseen,unthanked,butfeltandrememberedlongafterward,andneverlost,forthisisthesimplemagicthatbindsheartstogether,andkeepshomehappy。Pollyhadlearnedthissecret。
Shelovedtodothe"littlethings"thatothersdidnotsee,orweretoobusytostopfor;andwhiledoingthem,withoutathoughtofthanks,shemadesunshineforherselfaswellasothers。Therewassomuchloveinherownhome,thatshequicklyfeltthewantofitinFanny's,andpuzzledherselftofindoutwhythesepeoplewerenotkindandpatienttooneanother。
Shedidnottrytosettlethequestion,butdidherbesttoloveandserveandbearwitheach,andthegoodwill,thegentleheart,thehelpfulwaysandsimplemannersofourPollymadeherdeartoeveryone,forthesevirtues,eveninalittlechild,arelovelyandattractive。
Mr。Shawwasverykindtoher,forhelikedhermodest,respectfulmanners;
andPollywassogratefulforhismanyfavors,thatshesoonforgotherfear,andshowedheraffectioninallsortsofconfidinglittleways,whichpleasedhimextremely。Sheusedtowalkacrosstheparkwithhimwhenhewenttohisofficeinthemorning,talkingbusilyalltheway,andsaying"Good-by"withanodandasmilewhentheypartedatthegreatgate。Atfirst,Mr。Shawdidnotcaremuchaboutit;butsoonhemissedherifshedidnotcome,andfoundthatsomethingfreshandpleasantseemedtobrightenallhisday,ifasmall,gray-coatedfigure,withanintelligentface,amerryvoice,andalittlehandslippedconfidinglyintohis,wentwithhimthroughthewintrypark。Cominghomelate,helikedtoseeacurly,brownheadwatchingatthewindow;tofindhisslippersready,hispaperinitsplace,andapairofwillingfeet,eagertowaituponhim。"IwishmyFannywasmorelikeher,"heoftensaidtohimself,ashewatchedthegirls,whiletheythoughthimdeepinpoliticsorthestateofthemoneymarket。PoorMr。Shawhadbeensobusygettingrich,thathehadnotfoundtimetoteachhischildrentolovehim;hewasmoreatleisurenow,andashisboyandgirlsgrewup,hemissedsomething。Pollywasunconsciouslyshowinghimwhatitwas,andmakingchild-lovesosweet,thathefelthecouldnotdowithoutitanymore,yetdidn'tquiteknowhowtowintheconfidenceofthechildren,whohadalwaysfoundhimbusy,indifferent,andabsentminded。
Asthegirlsweregoingtobedonenight,Pollykissedgrandma,asusual,andFannylaughedather,saying,"Whatababyyouare!Wearetoooldforsuchthingsnow。"
"Idon'tthinkpeopleeveraretoooldtokisstheirfathersandmothers,"wasthequickanswer。
"Right,mylittlePolly;"andMr。Shawstretchedouthishandtoherwithsuchakindlylook,thatFannystaredsurprised,andthensaid,shyly,"Ithoughtyoudidn'tcareaboutit,father。"
"Ido,mydear:"AndMr。ShawputouttheotherhandtoFanny,whogavehimadaughterlykiss,quiteforgettingeverythingbutthetenderfeelingthatsprungupinherheartattherenewalofthechildishcustomwhichweneverneedoutgrow。
Mrs。Shawwasanervous,fussyinvalid,whowantedsomethingeveryfiveminutes;soPollyfoundplentyofsmallthingstodoforheranddid,themsocheerfully,thatthepoorladylovedtohavethequiet,helpfulchildnear,towaituponher,readtoher,runerrands,orhandthesevendifferentshawlswhichwerecontinuallybeingputonoroff。
Grandma,too,wasgladtofindwillinghandsandfeettoserveher;
andPollypassedmanyhappyhoursinthequaintrooms,learningallsortsofprettyarts,andlisteningtopleasantchat,neverdreaminghowmuchsunshineshebroughttothesolitaryoldlady。
TomwasPolly'srockaheadforalongtime,becausehewasalwaysbreakingoutinanewplace,andoneneverknewwheretofindhim。Hetormentedyetamusedher;waskindoneday,andabearthenext;attimesshefanciedhewasnevergoingtobebadagain,andthenextthingsheknewhewasdeepinmischief,andhootedattheideaofrepentanceandreformation。
Pollygavehimupasahardcase;butwassointhehabitofhelpinganyonewhoseemedintrouble,thatshewasgoodtohimsimplybecauseshecouldn'thelpit。
"What'sthematter?Isyourlessontoohardforyou?"sheaskedoneevening,asagroanmadeherlookacrossthetabletowhereTomsatscowlingoverapileofdilapidatedbooks,withhishandsinhishair,asifhisheadwasindangerofflyingasunderwiththetremendousefforthewasmaking。
"Hard!Guessitis。WhatinthunderdoIcareabouttheoldCarthaginians?
Reguluswasn'tbad;butI'msickofhim!"AndTomdealt"Harkness'sLatinReader"athump,whichexpressedhisfeelingsbetterthanwords。
"IlikeLatin,andusedtogetonwellwhenIstudieditwithJimmy。
PerhapsIcanhelpyoualittlebit,"saidPolly,asTomwipedhishotfaceandrefreshedhimselfwithapeanut。
"You?pooh!girls'Latindon'tamounttomuchanyway,"wasthegratefulreply。
ButPollywasusedtohimnow,and,nothingdaunted,tookalookatthegrimypageinthemiddleofwhichTomhadstuck。Shereaditsowell,thattheyounggentlemanstoppedmunchingtoregardherwithrespectfulastonishment,andwhenshestopped,hesaid,suspiciously,"Youareaslyone,Polly,tostudyupsoyoucanshowoffbeforeme。Butitwon'tdo,ma'am;turnoveradozenpages,andtryagain。"
Pollyobeyed,anddidevenbetterthanbefore,saying,asshelookedup,withalaugh,"I'vebeenthroughthewholebook;soyouwon'tcatchmethatway,Tom。"
"Isay,howcameyoutoknowsuchalot?"askedTom,muchimpressed。
"IstudiedwithJimmy,andkeptupwithhim,forfatherletusbetogetherinallourlessons。Itwassonice,andwelearnedsofast!"
"TellmeaboutJimmy。He'syourbrother,isn'the?"
"Yes;buthe'sdead,youknow。I'lltellabouthimsomeothertime;
yououghttostudynow,andperhapsIcanhelpyou,"saidPolly,withalittlequiverofthelips。
"Shouldn'twonderifyoucould。"AndTomspreadthebookbetweenthemwithagraveandbusiness-likeair,forhefeltthatPollyhadgotthebetterofhim,anditbehoovedhimtodohisbestforthehonorofhissex。Hewentatthelessonwithawill,andsoonflounderedoutofhisdifficulties,forPollygavehimalifthereandthere,andtheywentonswimmingly,tilltheycametosomerulestobelearned。Pollyhadforgottenthem,sothey,bothcommittedthemtomemory;­;Tom,withhandsinhispockets,rockedtoandfro,mutteringrapidly,whilePollytwistedthelittlecurlonherforeheadandstaredatthewall,gabblingwithallhermight。
"Done!"criedTom,presently。
"Done!"echoedPolly;andthentheyheardeachotherrecitetillbothwereperfect"That'sprettygoodfun,"saidTom,joyfully,tossingpoorHarknessaway,andfeelingthatthepleasantexcitementofcompanionshipcouldlendacharmeventoLatinGrammar。
"Now,ma'am,we'lltakeaturnatalgibbera。IlikethatasmuchasIhateLatin。"
Pollyacceptedtheinvitation,andsoonownedthatTomcouldbeatherhere。Thisfactrestoredhisequnimity;buthedidn'tcrowoverher,farfromit;forhehelpedherwithapaternalpatiencethatmadehereyestwinklewithsuppressedfun,ashesoberlyexplainedandillustrated,unconsciouslyimitatingDominieDeane,tillPollyfounditdifficulttokeepfromlaughinginhisface。
"Youmayhaveanothergoatitany,timeyoulike,"generouslyremarkedTom,asheshiedthealgebraaftertheLatinReader。
"I'llcomeeveryevening,then。I'dliketo,forIhaven'tstudiedabitsinceIcame。Youshalltryandmakemelikealgebra,andI'lltryandmakeyoulikeLatin,willyou?"
"Oh,I'dlikeitwellenough,iftherewasanyoneexplainittome。
OldDeaneputsusthroughdouble-quick,anddon'tgiveafellowtimetoaskquestionswhenweread。"
"Askyourfather;heknows。"
"Don'tbelievehedoes;shouldn'tdaretobotherhim,ifhedid。"
"Whynot?"
"He'dpullmyears,andcallmea'stupid,'ortellmenottoworryhim。"
"Idon'tthinkhewould。He'sverykindtome,andIasklotsofquestions。"
"Helikesyoubetterthanhedoesme。"
"Now,Tom!­;it'swrongofyoutosayso。Ofcoursehelovesyoueversomuchmorethanhedoesme,"criedPolly,reprovingly。
"Whydon'theshowitthen?"mutteredTom,withahalf-wistful,half-defiantglancetowardthelibrarydoor,whichstoodajar。
"Youactso,howcanhe?"askedPolly,afterapause,inwhichsheputTom'squestiontoherself,andcouldfindnobetterreplythantheoneshegavehim。
"Whydon'thegivememyvelocipede?Hesaid,ifIdidwellatschoolforamonth,Ishouldhaveit;andI'vebeenpeggingawaylikefuryformostsixweeks,andhedon'tdoathingaboutit。Thegirlsgettheirduds,becausetheytease。Iwon'tdothatanyway;butyoudon'tcatchmestudyingmyselftodeath,andnopayforit。"
"Itistoobad;butyououghttodoitbecauseit'sright,andnevermindbeingpaid,"beganPolly,tryingtobemoral,butsecretlysympathizingheartilywithpoorTom。
"Don'tyoupreach,Polly。Ifthegovernortookanynoticeofme,andcaredhowIgoton,Iwouldn'tmindthepresentssomuch;buthedon'tcareahang,andneverevenaskedifIdidwelllastdeclamationday,whenI'dgoneandlearned'TheBattleofLakeRegillus,'becausehesaidhelikedit。"
"Oh,Tom!Didyousaythat?It'ssplendid!JimandIusedtosayHoratiustogether,anditwassuchfun。Dospeakyourpiecetome,Idosolike'Macaulay'sLays。'"
"It'sdreadfullong,"beganTom;buthisfacebrightened,forPolly'sinterestsoothedhisinjuredfeelings,andhewasgladtoprovehiselocutionarypowers。Hebeganwithoutmuchspirit;butsoonthemartialringofthelinesfiredhim,andbeforeheknewit,hewasonhislegsthunderingawayingrandstyle,whilePollylistenedwithkindlingfaceandabsorbedattention。
Tomdiddeclaimwell,forhequiteforgothimself,anddeliveredthestirringballadwithanenergythatmadePollyflushandtinglewithadmirationanddelight,andquiteelectrifiedasecondlistener,whohadheardallthatwenton,andwatchedthelittlescenefrombehindhisnewspaper。
AsTompaused,breathless,andPollyclappedherhandsenthusiastically,thesoundwasloudlyechoedfrombehindhim。Bothwhirledround,andtherewasMr。Shaw,standinginthedoorway,applaudingwithallhismight。
Tomlookedmuchabashed,andsaidnotaword;PollyrantoMr。Shaw,anddancedbeforehim,saying,eagerly,"Wasn'titsplendid?Didn'thedowell?Mayn'thehavehisvelocipedenow?"
"Capital,Tom;you'llbeanoratoryet。Learnanotherpiecelikethat,andI'llcomeandhearyouspeakit。Areyoureadyforyourvelocipede,hey?"
Pollywasright;andTomownedthat"thegovernor"waskind,didlikehimandhadn'tentirelyforgottenhispromise。Theboyturnedredwithpleasure,andpickedatthebuttonsonhisjacket,whilelisteningtothisunexpectedpraise;butwhenhespoke,helookedstraightupinhisfather'sface,whilehisownshonewithpleasure,asheanswered,inonebreath,"Thankee,sir。I'lldoit,sir。GuessIam,sir!"
"Verygood;thenlookoutforyournewhorsetomorrow,sir。"AndMr。
Shawstrokedthefuzzyredheadwithakindhand,feelingafatherlypleasureintheconvictionthattherewassomethinginhisboyafterall。
Tomgothisvelocipedenextday,nameditBlackAuster,inmemoryofthehorsein"TheBattleofLakeRegillus,"andcametogriefassoonashebegantoridehisnewsteed。
"Comeoutandseemegoit,"whisperedTomtoPolly,afterthreedays'
practiceinthestreet,forhehadalreadylearnedtorideintherink。
PollyandMaudwillinglywent,andwatchedhisstruggles,withdeepinterest,tillhegotanupset,whichnearlyputanendtohisvelocipedingforever。
"Hi,there!Auster'scoming!"shoutedTom,ascamerattlingdownthelong,steepstreetoutsidethepark。
Theysteppedaside,andhewhizzedby,armsandlegsgoinglikemad,withthegeneralappearanceofarunawayengine。Itwouldhavebeenatriumphantdescent,ifabigdoghadnotbouncedsuddenlythroughoneoftheopenings,andsentthewholeconcernhelter-skelterintothegutter。Pollylaughedassherantoviewtheruin。forTomlayflatonhisbackwiththevelocipedeatophim,whilethebigdogbarkedwildly,andhismasterscoldedhimforhisawkwardness。ButwhenshesawTom'sface,Pollywasfrightened,forthecolorhadallgoneoutofit,hiseyeslookedstrangeanddizzy,anddropsofbloodbegantotricklefromagreatcutonhisforehead。Themansawit,too,andhadhimupinaminute;buthecouldn'tstand,andstaredabouthiminadazedsortofway,ashesatonthecurbstone,whilePollyheldherhandkerchieftohisforehead,andpatheticallybeggedtoknowifhewaskilled。
"Don'tscaremother,­;I'mallright。Gotupset,didn'tI?"heasked,presently,eyeingtheprostratevelocipedewithmoreanxietyaboutitsdamagesthanhisown。
"Iknewyou'dhurtyourselfwiththathorridthingjustletitbe,andcomehome,foryourheadbleedsdreadfully,andeverybodyislookingatus,"whisperedPolly,tryingtotiethelittlehandkerchiefovertheuglycut。
"Comeon,then。Jove!howqueermyheadfeels!Giveusaboost,please。
Stophowling,Maud,andcomehome。Youbringthemachine,andI'llpayyou,Pat。"Ashespoke,TomslowlypickedhimselfandsteadyinghimselfbyPolly'sshoulder,issuedcommands,andtheprocessionfellintoline。
First,thebigdog,barkingatintervals;thenthegood-naturedIrishman,trundling"thatdivilofawhirligig,"ashedisrespectfullycalledtheidolizedvelocipede;thenthewoundedhero,supportedbythehelpfulPolly;
andMaudbroughtuptherearintears,bearingTom'scap。
Unfortunately,Mrs。Shawwasoutdrivingwithgrandma,andFannywasmakingcalls;sothattherewasnoonebutPollytostandbyTom,fortheparlor-maidturnedfaintatthesightofblood,andthechamber-maidlostherwitsintheflurry。Itwasabadcut,andmustbesewedupatonce,thedoctorsaid,assoonashecame。"Somebodymustholdhishead;"headded,ashethreadedhisqueerlittleneedle。
"I'llkeepstill,butifanybodymustholdme,letPolly。Youain'tafraid,areyou?"askedTom,withimploringlook,forhedidn'tliketheideaofbeingsewedabit。
Pollywasjustgoingtoshrinkaway,saying,"OhIcan't!"whensherememberedthatTomoncecalledheracoward。Herewasachancetoprovethatshewasn't;besides,poorTomhadnooneelsetohelphim;soshecameuptothesofawherehelay,andnoddedreassuringly,assheputasoftlittlehandoneithersideofthedamagedhead。
"Youareatrump,Polly,"whisperedTom。Thenhesethisteeth,clenchedhishands,layquitestill,andboreitlikeaman。Itwasalloverinaminuteortwo,andwhenhehadhadaglassofwine,andwasnicelysettledonhisbed,hefeltprettycomfortable,inspiteofthepaininhishead;
andbeingorderedtokeepquiet,hesaid,"Thankyoueversomuch,Polly,"
andwatchedherwithagratefulfaceasshecreptaway。
Hehadtokeepthehouseforaweek,andlaidaboutlookingveryinterestingwithagreatblackpatchonhisforehead。Everyone'pettedhim;'forthedoctorsaid,thatiftheblowhadbeenaninchnearerthetemple,itwouldhavebeenfatal,andthethoughtoflosinghimsosuddenlymadebluffoldTomverypreciousallatonce。Hisfatheraskedhimhowhewasadozentimesaday;hismothertalkedcontinuallyof"thatdearboy'snarrowescape";
andgrandmacockeredhimupwitheverydelicacyshecouldinvent;andthegirlswaitedonhimlikedevotedslaves。Thisnewtreatmenthadanexcellenteffect;forwhenneglectedTomgotoverhisfirstamazementatthischangeofbase,heblossomedoutdelightfully,assickpeopledosometimes,andsurprisedhisfamilybybeingunexpectedlypatient,grateful,andamiable。
Nobodyeverknewhowmuchgooditdidhim;forboysseldomhaveconfidencesofthissortexceptwiththeirmothers,andMrs。Shawhadneverfoundthekeytoherson'sheart。Butalittleseedwassowedthenthattookroot,andthoughitgrewveryslowly,itcametosomethingintheend。PerhapsPollyhelpeditalittle。Eveningwashishardesttime,forwantofexercisemadehimasrestlessandnervousasitwaspossibleforaheartyladtobeonsuchashortnotice。
Hecouldn'tsleepsothegirlsamusedhim;­;Fannyplayedandreadaloud;Pollysung,andtoldstories;anddidthelattersowell,thatitgottobearegularthingforhertobeginassoonastwilightcame,andTomwassettledinhisfavoriteplaceongrandma'ssofa。
"Fireaway,Polly,"saidtheyoungsultan,oneevening,ashislittleScheherazadesatdowninherlowchair,afterstirringupthefiretilltheroomwasbrightandcosy。
"Idon'tfeellikestoriesto-night,Tom。I'vetoldallIknow,andcan'tmakeupanymore,"answeredPolly,leaningherheadonherhandwithasorrowfullookthatTomhadneverseenbefore。Hewatchedheraminute,andthenasked,curiously,"Whatwereyouthinkingabout,justnow,whenyousatstaringatthefire,andgettingsobererandsoberereveryminute?
"IwasthinkingaboutJimmy。"
"Wouldyoumindtellingabouthim?Youknow,yousaidyouwouldsometime;butdon't,ifyou'drathernot,"saidTom,loweringhisroughvoicerespectfully。
"Iliketotalkabouthim;butthereisn'tmuchtotell,"beganPolly,gratefulforhisinterest。"SittingherewithyouremindedmeofthewayIusedtositwithhimwhenhewassick。Weusedtohavesuchhappytimes,andit'ssopleasanttothinkaboutthemnow。"
"Hewasawfullygood,wasn'the?"
"No,hewasn't;buthetriedtobe,andmothersaysthatishalfthebattle。Weusedtogettiredoftrying;butwekeptmakingresolutions,andworkinghardtokeep'em。Idon'tthinkIgotonmuch;butJimmydid,andeveryonelovedhim。"
"Didn'tyoueversquabble,aswedo?"
"Yes,indeed,sometimes;butwecouldn'tstaymad,andalwaysmadeitupagainassoonaswecould。Jimmyusedtocomeroundfirst,andsay,'Allserene,Polly,'sokindandjolly,thatIcouldn'thelplaughingandbeingfriendsrightaway。"
"Didhenotknowalot?"
"Yes,Ithinkhedid,forhelikedtostudy,andwantedtogeton,sohecouldhelpfather。Peopleusedtocallhimafineboy,andIfeltsoproudtohearit;buttheydidn'tknowhalfhowwisehewas,becausehedidn'tshowoffabit。Isupposesistersalwaysaregrandoftheirbrothers;
butIdon'tbelievemanygirlshadasmuchrighttobeasIhad。"
"Mostgirlsdon'tcaretwopinsabouttheirbrothers;sothatshowsyoudon'tknowmuchaboutit。"
"Well,theyoughtto,iftheydon't;andtheywouldiftheboyswereaskindtothemasJimmywastome。"
"Why,whatdidhedo?"
"Lovedmedearly,andwasn'tashamedtoshowit,"criedPolly,withasobinhervoice,thatmadeheranswerveryeloquent。
"Whatmadehimdie,Polly?"askedTom,soberly,afterlittlepause。
"Hegothurtcoasting,lastwinter;buthenevertoldwhichboydidit,andheonlylivedaweek。Ihelpedtakecareofhim;andhewassopatient,Iusedtowonderathim,forhewasindreadfulpainalltime。
Hegavemehisbooks,andhisdog,andhisspeckledhens,andhisbigknife,andsaid,'Good-by,Polly,'­;andkissedmethelastthing­;andthen­;O
Jimmy!Jimmy!Ifheonlycouldcomeback!"
PoorPolly'seyeshadbeengettingfullerandfuller,lipstremblingmoreandmore,asshewenton;whenshecametothat"good-by,"shecouldn'tgetanyfurther,butcoveredupherface,andcriedasherheartwouldbreak。Tomwasfullofsympathy,butdidn'tknowhowtoshowit;sohesatshakingupthecamphorbottle,andtryingtothinkofsomethingproperandcomfortabletosay,whenFannycametotherescue,andcuddledPollyinherarms,withsoothinglittlepatsandwhispersandkisses,tillthetearsstopped,andPollysaid,she"didn'tmeanto,andwouldn'tanymore。I'vebeenthinkingaboutmydearboyalltheevening,forTomremindsmeofhim,"sheadded,withasigh。
"Me?HowcanI,whenIain'tabitlikehim?"criedTom,amazed。
"Butyouareinsomeways。"
"WishIwas;butIcan'tbe,forhewasgood,youknow。"
"Soareyou,whenyouchoose。Hasn'thebeengoodandpatient,anddon'tweallliketopethimwhenhe'sclever,Fan?"'saidPolly,whoseheartwasstillachingforherbrother,andreadyforhissaketofindvirtuesevenintormentingTom。