"Iain'tacoward。"
  "Yes,youare。You'reafraidofwhatfolkswillsay;ain'tyou,now?"
  Pollyknewshewas,andheldherpeace,thoughshelongedtospeak;
  buthowcouldshe?
  "Ah,Iknewyou'dbackout。"AndTomwalkedawaywithanairofscornthatcutPollytotheheart。
  "It'stoobad!Justashewasgrowingkindtome,andIwasgoingtohaveagoodtime,it'sallspoiltbyFan'snonsense。Mrs。Shawdon'tlikeit,norgrandmaeither,Idaresay。There'llbeafussifIgo,andFanwillplagueme;soI'llgiveitup,andletTomthinkI'mafraid。Oh,dear!Ineverdidseesuchridiculouspeople。"
  Pollyshutherdoorhard,andfeltreadytocrywithvexation,thatherpleasureshouldbespoiltbysuchasillyidea;for,ofallthesillyfreaksofthisfastage,thatoflittlepeopleplayingatloveisaboutthesilliest。Pollyhadbeentaughtthatitwasaveryseriousandsacredthing;and,accordingtohernotions,itwasfarmoreimpropertoflirtwithoneboythantocoastwithadozen。Shehadbeenmuchamazed,onlythedaybefore,tohearMaudsaytohermother,"Mamma,mustIhaveabeau?
  Thegirlsalldo,andsayIoughttohaveFweddyLovell;butIdon'tlikehimaswellasHawryFiske。"
  "Oh,yes;I'dhavealittlesweetheart,dear,it'ssocunning,"answeredMrs。Shaw。AndMaudannouncedsoonafterthatshewasengagedto"Fweddy,'causeHawryslappedher"whensheproposedthematch。
  Pollylaughedwiththerestatthetime;butwhenshethoughtofitafterward,andwonderedwhatherownmotherwouldhavesaid,iflittleKittyhadputsuchaquestion,shedidn'tfinditcunningorfunny,butridiculousandunnatural。Shefeltsonowaboutherself;andwhenherfirstpetulancewasover,resolvedtogiveupcoastingandeverythingelse,ratherthanhaveanynonsensewithTom,who,thankstohisneglectededucation,wasasignorantasherselfofthecharmsofthisnewamusementforschool-children。
  SoPollytriedtoconsoleherselfbyjumpingropeintheback-yard,andplayingtagwithMaudinthedrying-room,whereshelikewisegavelessonsin"nas-gim-nics,"asMaudcalledit,whichdidthatlittlepersongood。
  Fannycameupsometimestoteachthemanewdancingstep,andmorethanoncewasbetrayedintoagameofromps,forwhichshewasnonetheworse。
  ButTomturnedacoldshouldertoPolly,andmadeitevident,byhiscavaliermannerthathereallydidn'tthinkher"worthasixpence。"
  AnotherthingthattroubledPollywasherclothes,for,thoughnoonesaidanything,sheknewtheywereveryplain;andnowandthenshewishedthatherblueandmousecoloredmerinoswererathermoretrimmed,hersasheshadbiggerbows,andherlittlerufflesmorelaceonthem。Shesighedforalocket,and,forthefirsttimeinherlife,thoughtseriouslyofturningupherprettycurlsandputtingona"wad。"Shekeptthesediscontentstoherself,however,aftershehadwrittentoaskhermotherifshemighthaveherbestdressalteredlikeFanny's,andreceivedthisreply:
  "No,dear;thedressisproperandbecomingasitis,andtheoldfashionofsimplicitythebestforallofus。Idon'twantmyPollytobelovedforherclothes,butforherself;soweartheplainfrocksmothertooksuchpleasureinmakingforyou,andletthepanniersgo。Theleastofushavesomeinfluenceinthisbigworld;andperhapsmylittlegirlcandosomegoodbyshowingothersthatacontentedheartandahappyfacearebetterornamentsthananyPariscangiveher。Youwantalocket,deary;
  soIsendonethatmymothergavemeyearsago。Youwillfindfather'sfaceononeside,mineontheother;andwhenthingstroubleyou,justlookatyourtalisman,andIthinkthesunshinewillcomebackagain。"
  Ofcourseitdid,forthebestofallmagicwasshutupinthequaintlittlecasethatPollyworeinsideherfrock,andkissedsotenderlyeachnightandmorning。Thethoughtthat,insignificantasshewas,sheyetmightdosomegood,madeherverycarefulofheractsandwords,andsoanxioustokeepheadcontentedandfacehappy,thatsheforgotherclothes,andmadeothersdothesame。Shedidnotknowit,butthatgoodoldfashionofsimplicitymadetheplaingownspretty,andthegraceofunconsciousnessbeautifiedtheirlittlewearerwiththecharmthatmakesgirlhoodsweetesttothosewhotrulyloveandreverenceit。OnetemptationPollyhadalreadyyieldedtobeforethelettercame,andrepentedheartilyofafterward。
  "Polly,Iwishyou'dletmecallyouMarie,"saidFannyoneday,astheywereshoppingtogether。
  "YoumaycallmeMary,ifyoulike;butIwon'thaveanyieputontomyname。I'mPollyathomeandI'mfondofbeingcalledso;butMarieisFrenchifiedandsilly。"
  "Ispellmyownnamewithanie,andsodoallthegirls。"
  "AndwhatajumbleofNetties,Nellies,Hatties,andSalliesthereis。
  How'Pollie'wouldlookspeltso!"
  "Well,nevermind;thatwasn'twhatIbegantosay。There'sonethingyoumusthave,andthatis,bronzeboots,"saidFan,impressively。
  "WhymustI,whenI'vegotenoughwithout?"
  "Becauseit'sthefashiontohavethem,andyoucan'tbefinishedoffproperlywithout。I'mgoingtogetapair,andsomustyou。"
  "Don'ttheycostagreatdeal?"
  "Eightorninedollars,Ibelieve。Ihaveminecharged;butitdon'tmatterifyouhaven'tgotthemoney。Icanlendyousome。"
  "I'vegottendollarstodowhatIlikewith;butit'smeanttogetsomepresentsforthechildren。"AndPollytookoutherpurseinanundecidedway。
  "Youcanmakepresentseasyenough。Grandmaknowsallsortsofnicecontrivances。They'lldojustaswell;andthenyoucangetyourboots。"
  "Well;I'lllookatthem,"saidPolly,followingFannyintothestore,feelingratherrichandimportanttobeshoppinginthiselegantmanner。
  "Aren'ttheylovely?Yourfootisperfectlydivineinthatboot,Polly。
  Getthemformyparty;you'lldancelikeafairy,"whisperedFan。
  Pollysurveyedthedainty,shiningbootwiththescallopedtop,thejauntyheel,andthedelicatetoe,thoughtherfootdidlookverywellinit,andafteralittlepause,saidshewouldhavethem。Itwasallverydelightfultillshegothome,andwasalone;then,onlookingintoherpurse,shesawonedollarandthelistofthingsshemeanttogetformotherandthechildren。Howmeanthedollarlookedallalone!andhowlongthelistgrewwhentherewasnothingtobuythearticles。
  "Ican'tmakeskatesforNed,noradeskforWill;andthosearewhattheyhavesettheirheartsupon。Father'sbookandmother'scollarareimpossiblenow;andI'maselfishthingtogoandspendallmymoneyformyself。HowcouldIdoit?"AndPollyeyedthenewbootsreproachfully,astheystoodinthefirstpositionasifreadyfortheparty。"Theyarelovely;butIdon'tbelievetheywillfeelgood,forIshallbethinkingaboutmylostpresentsallthetime,"sighedPolly,pushingtheenticingbootsoutofsight。"I'llgoandaskgrandmawhatIcando;forifI'vegottomakesomethingforeveryone,Imustbeginrightaway,orIshan'tgetdone;"andoffshebustled,gladtoforgetherremorseinhardwork。
  Grandmaprovedequaltotheemergency,andplannedsomethingforeveryone,supplyingmaterials,taste,andskillinthemostdelightfulmanner。
  Pollyfeltmuchcomforted;butwhileshebegantoknitaprettypairofwhitebed-socks,tobetiedwithrose-coloredribbons,forhermother,shethoughtsomeverysoberthoughtsuponthesubjectoftemptation;andifanyonehadaskedherjustthenwhatmadehersigh,asifsomethinglayheavyonherconscience,shewouldhaveanswered,"Bronzeboots。"ChapterIV。ChapterIV。CHAPTERIVLITTLETHINGS"IT'Ssowainy,Ican'tgoout,andevwybodyissocwosstheywon'tplaywithme,"saidMaud,whenPollyfoundherfrettingonthestairs,andpausedtoaskthecauseofherwails。
  "I'llplaywithyou;onlydon'tscreamandwakeyourmother。Whatshallweplay?"
  "Idon'tknow;I'mtiredofevwything,'causemytoysareallbwoken,andmydollsareallsickbutClawa,"moanedMaud,givingajerktotheParisdollwhichsheheldupsidedownbyoneleginthemostunmaternalmanner。
  "I'mgoingtodressadollyformylittlesister;wouldn'tyouliketoseemedoit?"askedPolly,persuasively,hopingtobeguilethecrosschildandfinishherownworkatthesametime。
  "No,Ishouldn't,'causeshe'lllooknicerthanmyClawa。Herclotheswon'tcomeoff;andTomspoilt'emplayingballwithherintheyard。"
  "Wouldn'tyouliketoriptheseclothesoff,andhavemeshowyouhowtomakesomenewones,soyoucandressandundressClaraasmuchasyoulike?"
  "Yes;Ilovetocut。"AndMaud's,facebrightened;fordestructivenessisoneoftheearliesttraitsofchildhood,andrippingwasMaud'sdelight。
  Establishingthemselvesinthedeserteddining-room,thechildrenfelltowork;andwhenFannydiscoveredthem,MaudwaslaughingwithallherheartatpoorClara,who,denudedofherfinery,wascuttingupallsortsofcapersinthehandsofhermerrylittlemistress。
  "Ishouldthinkyou'dbeashamedtoplaywithdolls,Polly。Ihaven'ttouchedonethiseversolong,"saidFanny,lookingdownwithasuperiorair。
  "Iain'tashamed,foritkeepsMaudhappy,andwillpleasemysisterKitty;andIthinksewingisbetterthanprinkingorreadingsillynovels,so,now。"AndPollystitchedawaywitharesoluteair,forsheandFannyhadhadalittletiff;becausePollywouldn'tletherfrienddoupherhair"likeotherfolks,"andboreherears。
  "Don'tbecross,dear,butcomeanddosomethingnice,it'ssodullto-day,"saidFanny,anxioustobefriendsagain,foritwasdoublydullwithoutPolly。
  "Can't;I'mbusy。"
  "Youalwaysarebusy。Ineversawsuchagirl。Whatintheworlddoyoufindtodoallthetime?"askedFanny,watchingwithinterestthesetofthelittleredmerinofrockPollywasputtingontoherdoll。
  "Lotsofthings;butIliketobelazysometimesasmuchasyoudo;
  justlieonthesofa,andreadfairystories,orthinkaboutnothing。Wouldyouhaveawhite-muslinapronorablacksilk?"addedPolly,surveyingherworkwithsatisfaction。
  "Muslin,withpocketsandtinybluebows。I'llshowyouhow。"Andforgettingherhateandcontemptfordolls,downsatFanny,soongettingasmuchabsorbedaseitheroftheothers。
  Thedulldaybrightenedwonderfullyafterthat,andthetimeflewpleasantly,astonguesandneedleswenttogether。Grandmapeepedin,andsmiledatthebusygroup,saying,"Sewaway,mydears;dolliesaresafecompanions,andneedleworkanaccomplishmentthat'ssadlyneglectednowadays。Smallstitches,Maud;neatbuttonholes,Fan;cutcarefully,Polly,anddon'twasteyourcloth。Takepains;andthebestneedlewomanshallhaveaprettybitofwhitesatinforadoll'sbonnet。"
  Fannyexertedherself,andwontheprize,forPollyhelpedMaud,andneglectedherownwork;butshedidn'tcaremuch,forMr。Shawsaid,lookingatthethreebrightfacesatthetea-table,"IguessPollyhasbeenmakingsunshineforyouto-day。"
  "No,indeed,sir,Ihaven'tdoneanything,onlydressMaud'sdoll。"
  AndPollydidn'tthinkshehaddonemuch;butitwasoneofthelittlethingswhicharealwayswaitingtobedoneinthisworldofours,whererainydayscomesooften,wherespiritsgetoutoftune,anddutywon'tgohandinhandwithpleasure。Littlethingsofthissortareespeciallygoodworkforlittlepeople;akindlittlethought,anunselfishlittleact,acheerylittleword,aresosweetandcomfortable,thatnoonecanfailtofeeltheirbeautyandlovethegiver,nomatterhowsmalltheyare。Mothersdoadealofthissortofthing,unseen,unthanked,butfeltandrememberedlongafterward,andneverlost,forthisisthesimplemagicthatbindsheartstogether,andkeepshomehappy。Pollyhadlearnedthissecret。
  Shelovedtodothe"littlethings"thatothersdidnotsee,orweretoobusytostopfor;andwhiledoingthem,withoutathoughtofthanks,shemadesunshineforherselfaswellasothers。Therewassomuchloveinherownhome,thatshequicklyfeltthewantofitinFanny's,andpuzzledherselftofindoutwhythesepeoplewerenotkindandpatienttooneanother。
  Shedidnottrytosettlethequestion,butdidherbesttoloveandserveandbearwitheach,andthegoodwill,thegentleheart,thehelpfulwaysandsimplemannersofourPollymadeherdeartoeveryone,forthesevirtues,eveninalittlechild,arelovelyandattractive。
  Mr。Shawwasverykindtoher,forhelikedhermodest,respectfulmanners;
  andPollywassogratefulforhismanyfavors,thatshesoonforgotherfear,andshowedheraffectioninallsortsofconfidinglittleways,whichpleasedhimextremely。Sheusedtowalkacrosstheparkwithhimwhenhewenttohisofficeinthemorning,talkingbusilyalltheway,andsaying"Good-by"withanodandasmilewhentheypartedatthegreatgate。Atfirst,Mr。Shawdidnotcaremuchaboutit;butsoonhemissedherifshedidnotcome,andfoundthatsomethingfreshandpleasantseemedtobrightenallhisday,ifasmall,gray-coatedfigure,withanintelligentface,amerryvoice,andalittlehandslippedconfidinglyintohis,wentwithhimthroughthewintrypark。Cominghomelate,helikedtoseeacurly,brownheadwatchingatthewindow;tofindhisslippersready,hispaperinitsplace,andapairofwillingfeet,eagertowaituponhim。"IwishmyFannywasmorelikeher,"heoftensaidtohimself,ashewatchedthegirls,whiletheythoughthimdeepinpoliticsorthestateofthemoneymarket。PoorMr。Shawhadbeensobusygettingrich,thathehadnotfoundtimetoteachhischildrentolovehim;hewasmoreatleisurenow,andashisboyandgirlsgrewup,hemissedsomething。Pollywasunconsciouslyshowinghimwhatitwas,andmakingchild-lovesosweet,thathefelthecouldnotdowithoutitanymore,yetdidn'tquiteknowhowtowintheconfidenceofthechildren,whohadalwaysfoundhimbusy,indifferent,andabsentminded。
  Asthegirlsweregoingtobedonenight,Pollykissedgrandma,asusual,andFannylaughedather,saying,"Whatababyyouare!Wearetoooldforsuchthingsnow。"
  "Idon'tthinkpeopleeveraretoooldtokisstheirfathersandmothers,"wasthequickanswer。
  "Right,mylittlePolly;"andMr。Shawstretchedouthishandtoherwithsuchakindlylook,thatFannystaredsurprised,andthensaid,shyly,"Ithoughtyoudidn'tcareaboutit,father。"
  "Ido,mydear:"AndMr。ShawputouttheotherhandtoFanny,whogavehimadaughterlykiss,quiteforgettingeverythingbutthetenderfeelingthatsprungupinherheartattherenewalofthechildishcustomwhichweneverneedoutgrow。
  Mrs。Shawwasanervous,fussyinvalid,whowantedsomethingeveryfiveminutes;soPollyfoundplentyofsmallthingstodoforheranddid,themsocheerfully,thatthepoorladylovedtohavethequiet,helpfulchildnear,towaituponher,readtoher,runerrands,orhandthesevendifferentshawlswhichwerecontinuallybeingputonoroff。
  Grandma,too,wasgladtofindwillinghandsandfeettoserveher;
  andPollypassedmanyhappyhoursinthequaintrooms,learningallsortsofprettyarts,andlisteningtopleasantchat,neverdreaminghowmuchsunshineshebroughttothesolitaryoldlady。
  TomwasPolly'srockaheadforalongtime,becausehewasalwaysbreakingoutinanewplace,andoneneverknewwheretofindhim。Hetormentedyetamusedher;waskindoneday,andabearthenext;attimesshefanciedhewasnevergoingtobebadagain,andthenextthingsheknewhewasdeepinmischief,andhootedattheideaofrepentanceandreformation。
  Pollygavehimupasahardcase;butwassointhehabitofhelpinganyonewhoseemedintrouble,thatshewasgoodtohimsimplybecauseshecouldn'thelpit。
  "What'sthematter?Isyourlessontoohardforyou?"sheaskedoneevening,asagroanmadeherlookacrossthetabletowhereTomsatscowlingoverapileofdilapidatedbooks,withhishandsinhishair,asifhisheadwasindangerofflyingasunderwiththetremendousefforthewasmaking。
  "Hard!Guessitis。WhatinthunderdoIcareabouttheoldCarthaginians?
  Reguluswasn'tbad;butI'msickofhim!"AndTomdealt"Harkness'sLatinReader"athump,whichexpressedhisfeelingsbetterthanwords。
  "IlikeLatin,andusedtogetonwellwhenIstudieditwithJimmy。
  PerhapsIcanhelpyoualittlebit,"saidPolly,asTomwipedhishotfaceandrefreshedhimselfwithapeanut。
  "You?pooh!girls'Latindon'tamounttomuchanyway,"wasthegratefulreply。
  ButPollywasusedtohimnow,and,nothingdaunted,tookalookatthegrimypageinthemiddleofwhichTomhadstuck。Shereaditsowell,thattheyounggentlemanstoppedmunchingtoregardherwithrespectfulastonishment,andwhenshestopped,hesaid,suspiciously,"Youareaslyone,Polly,tostudyupsoyoucanshowoffbeforeme。Butitwon'tdo,ma'am;turnoveradozenpages,andtryagain。"
  Pollyobeyed,anddidevenbetterthanbefore,saying,asshelookedup,withalaugh,"I'vebeenthroughthewholebook;soyouwon'tcatchmethatway,Tom。"
  "Isay,howcameyoutoknowsuchalot?"askedTom,muchimpressed。
  "IstudiedwithJimmy,andkeptupwithhim,forfatherletusbetogetherinallourlessons。Itwassonice,andwelearnedsofast!"
  "TellmeaboutJimmy。He'syourbrother,isn'the?"
  "Yes;buthe'sdead,youknow。I'lltellabouthimsomeothertime;
  yououghttostudynow,andperhapsIcanhelpyou,"saidPolly,withalittlequiverofthelips。
  "Shouldn'twonderifyoucould。"AndTomspreadthebookbetweenthemwithagraveandbusiness-likeair,forhefeltthatPollyhadgotthebetterofhim,anditbehoovedhimtodohisbestforthehonorofhissex。Hewentatthelessonwithawill,andsoonflounderedoutofhisdifficulties,forPollygavehimalifthereandthere,andtheywentonswimmingly,tilltheycametosomerulestobelearned。Pollyhadforgottenthem,sothey,bothcommittedthemtomemory;­;Tom,withhandsinhispockets,rockedtoandfro,mutteringrapidly,whilePollytwistedthelittlecurlonherforeheadandstaredatthewall,gabblingwithallhermight。
  "Done!"criedTom,presently。
  "Done!"echoedPolly;andthentheyheardeachotherrecitetillbothwereperfect"That'sprettygoodfun,"saidTom,joyfully,tossingpoorHarknessaway,andfeelingthatthepleasantexcitementofcompanionshipcouldlendacharmeventoLatinGrammar。
  "Now,ma'am,we'lltakeaturnatalgibbera。IlikethatasmuchasIhateLatin。"
  Pollyacceptedtheinvitation,andsoonownedthatTomcouldbeatherhere。Thisfactrestoredhisequnimity;buthedidn'tcrowoverher,farfromit;forhehelpedherwithapaternalpatiencethatmadehereyestwinklewithsuppressedfun,ashesoberlyexplainedandillustrated,unconsciouslyimitatingDominieDeane,tillPollyfounditdifficulttokeepfromlaughinginhisface。
  "Youmayhaveanothergoatitany,timeyoulike,"generouslyremarkedTom,asheshiedthealgebraaftertheLatinReader。
  "I'llcomeeveryevening,then。I'dliketo,forIhaven'tstudiedabitsinceIcame。Youshalltryandmakemelikealgebra,andI'lltryandmakeyoulikeLatin,willyou?"
  "Oh,I'dlikeitwellenough,iftherewasanyoneexplainittome。
  OldDeaneputsusthroughdouble-quick,anddon'tgiveafellowtimetoaskquestionswhenweread。"
  "Askyourfather;heknows。"
  "Don'tbelievehedoes;shouldn'tdaretobotherhim,ifhedid。"
  "Whynot?"
  "He'dpullmyears,andcallmea'stupid,'ortellmenottoworryhim。"
  "Idon'tthinkhewould。He'sverykindtome,andIasklotsofquestions。"
  "Helikesyoubetterthanhedoesme。"
  "Now,Tom!­;it'swrongofyoutosayso。Ofcoursehelovesyoueversomuchmorethanhedoesme,"criedPolly,reprovingly。
  "Whydon'theshowitthen?"mutteredTom,withahalf-wistful,half-defiantglancetowardthelibrarydoor,whichstoodajar。
  "Youactso,howcanhe?"askedPolly,afterapause,inwhichsheputTom'squestiontoherself,andcouldfindnobetterreplythantheoneshegavehim。
  "Whydon'thegivememyvelocipede?Hesaid,ifIdidwellatschoolforamonth,Ishouldhaveit;andI'vebeenpeggingawaylikefuryformostsixweeks,andhedon'tdoathingaboutit。Thegirlsgettheirduds,becausetheytease。Iwon'tdothatanyway;butyoudon'tcatchmestudyingmyselftodeath,andnopayforit。"
  "Itistoobad;butyououghttodoitbecauseit'sright,andnevermindbeingpaid,"beganPolly,tryingtobemoral,butsecretlysympathizingheartilywithpoorTom。
  "Don'tyoupreach,Polly。Ifthegovernortookanynoticeofme,andcaredhowIgoton,Iwouldn'tmindthepresentssomuch;buthedon'tcareahang,andneverevenaskedifIdidwelllastdeclamationday,whenI'dgoneandlearned'TheBattleofLakeRegillus,'becausehesaidhelikedit。"
  "Oh,Tom!Didyousaythat?It'ssplendid!JimandIusedtosayHoratiustogether,anditwassuchfun。Dospeakyourpiecetome,Idosolike'Macaulay'sLays。'"
  "It'sdreadfullong,"beganTom;buthisfacebrightened,forPolly'sinterestsoothedhisinjuredfeelings,andhewasgladtoprovehiselocutionarypowers。Hebeganwithoutmuchspirit;butsoonthemartialringofthelinesfiredhim,andbeforeheknewit,hewasonhislegsthunderingawayingrandstyle,whilePollylistenedwithkindlingfaceandabsorbedattention。
  Tomdiddeclaimwell,forhequiteforgothimself,anddeliveredthestirringballadwithanenergythatmadePollyflushandtinglewithadmirationanddelight,andquiteelectrifiedasecondlistener,whohadheardallthatwenton,andwatchedthelittlescenefrombehindhisnewspaper。
  AsTompaused,breathless,andPollyclappedherhandsenthusiastically,thesoundwasloudlyechoedfrombehindhim。Bothwhirledround,andtherewasMr。Shaw,standinginthedoorway,applaudingwithallhismight。
  Tomlookedmuchabashed,andsaidnotaword;PollyrantoMr。Shaw,anddancedbeforehim,saying,eagerly,"Wasn'titsplendid?Didn'thedowell?Mayn'thehavehisvelocipedenow?"
  "Capital,Tom;you'llbeanoratoryet。Learnanotherpiecelikethat,andI'llcomeandhearyouspeakit。Areyoureadyforyourvelocipede,hey?"
  Pollywasright;andTomownedthat"thegovernor"waskind,didlikehimandhadn'tentirelyforgottenhispromise。Theboyturnedredwithpleasure,andpickedatthebuttonsonhisjacket,whilelisteningtothisunexpectedpraise;butwhenhespoke,helookedstraightupinhisfather'sface,whilehisownshonewithpleasure,asheanswered,inonebreath,"Thankee,sir。I'lldoit,sir。GuessIam,sir!"
  "Verygood;thenlookoutforyournewhorsetomorrow,sir。"AndMr。
  Shawstrokedthefuzzyredheadwithakindhand,feelingafatherlypleasureintheconvictionthattherewassomethinginhisboyafterall。
  Tomgothisvelocipedenextday,nameditBlackAuster,inmemoryofthehorsein"TheBattleofLakeRegillus,"andcametogriefassoonashebegantoridehisnewsteed。
  "Comeoutandseemegoit,"whisperedTomtoPolly,afterthreedays'
  practiceinthestreet,forhehadalreadylearnedtorideintherink。
  PollyandMaudwillinglywent,andwatchedhisstruggles,withdeepinterest,tillhegotanupset,whichnearlyputanendtohisvelocipedingforever。
  "Hi,there!Auster'scoming!"shoutedTom,ascamerattlingdownthelong,steepstreetoutsidethepark。
  Theysteppedaside,andhewhizzedby,armsandlegsgoinglikemad,withthegeneralappearanceofarunawayengine。Itwouldhavebeenatriumphantdescent,ifabigdoghadnotbouncedsuddenlythroughoneoftheopenings,andsentthewholeconcernhelter-skelterintothegutter。Pollylaughedassherantoviewtheruin。forTomlayflatonhisbackwiththevelocipedeatophim,whilethebigdogbarkedwildly,andhismasterscoldedhimforhisawkwardness。ButwhenshesawTom'sface,Pollywasfrightened,forthecolorhadallgoneoutofit,hiseyeslookedstrangeanddizzy,anddropsofbloodbegantotricklefromagreatcutonhisforehead。Themansawit,too,andhadhimupinaminute;buthecouldn'tstand,andstaredabouthiminadazedsortofway,ashesatonthecurbstone,whilePollyheldherhandkerchieftohisforehead,andpatheticallybeggedtoknowifhewaskilled。
  "Don'tscaremother,­;I'mallright。Gotupset,didn'tI?"heasked,presently,eyeingtheprostratevelocipedewithmoreanxietyaboutitsdamagesthanhisown。
  "Iknewyou'dhurtyourselfwiththathorridthingjustletitbe,andcomehome,foryourheadbleedsdreadfully,andeverybodyislookingatus,"whisperedPolly,tryingtotiethelittlehandkerchiefovertheuglycut。
  "Comeon,then。Jove!howqueermyheadfeels!Giveusaboost,please。
  Stophowling,Maud,andcomehome。Youbringthemachine,andI'llpayyou,Pat。"Ashespoke,TomslowlypickedhimselfandsteadyinghimselfbyPolly'sshoulder,issuedcommands,andtheprocessionfellintoline。
  First,thebigdog,barkingatintervals;thenthegood-naturedIrishman,trundling"thatdivilofawhirligig,"ashedisrespectfullycalledtheidolizedvelocipede;thenthewoundedhero,supportedbythehelpfulPolly;
  andMaudbroughtuptherearintears,bearingTom'scap。
  Unfortunately,Mrs。Shawwasoutdrivingwithgrandma,andFannywasmakingcalls;sothattherewasnoonebutPollytostandbyTom,fortheparlor-maidturnedfaintatthesightofblood,andthechamber-maidlostherwitsintheflurry。Itwasabadcut,andmustbesewedupatonce,thedoctorsaid,assoonashecame。"Somebodymustholdhishead;"headded,ashethreadedhisqueerlittleneedle。
  "I'llkeepstill,butifanybodymustholdme,letPolly。Youain'tafraid,areyou?"askedTom,withimploringlook,forhedidn'tliketheideaofbeingsewedabit。
  Pollywasjustgoingtoshrinkaway,saying,"OhIcan't!"whensherememberedthatTomoncecalledheracoward。Herewasachancetoprovethatshewasn't;besides,poorTomhadnooneelsetohelphim;soshecameuptothesofawherehelay,andnoddedreassuringly,assheputasoftlittlehandoneithersideofthedamagedhead。
  "Youareatrump,Polly,"whisperedTom。Thenhesethisteeth,clenchedhishands,layquitestill,andboreitlikeaman。Itwasalloverinaminuteortwo,andwhenhehadhadaglassofwine,andwasnicelysettledonhisbed,hefeltprettycomfortable,inspiteofthepaininhishead;
  andbeingorderedtokeepquiet,hesaid,"Thankyoueversomuch,Polly,"
  andwatchedherwithagratefulfaceasshecreptaway。
  Hehadtokeepthehouseforaweek,andlaidaboutlookingveryinterestingwithagreatblackpatchonhisforehead。Everyone'pettedhim;'forthedoctorsaid,thatiftheblowhadbeenaninchnearerthetemple,itwouldhavebeenfatal,andthethoughtoflosinghimsosuddenlymadebluffoldTomverypreciousallatonce。Hisfatheraskedhimhowhewasadozentimesaday;hismothertalkedcontinuallyof"thatdearboy'snarrowescape";
  andgrandmacockeredhimupwitheverydelicacyshecouldinvent;andthegirlswaitedonhimlikedevotedslaves。Thisnewtreatmenthadanexcellenteffect;forwhenneglectedTomgotoverhisfirstamazementatthischangeofbase,heblossomedoutdelightfully,assickpeopledosometimes,andsurprisedhisfamilybybeingunexpectedlypatient,grateful,andamiable。
  Nobodyeverknewhowmuchgooditdidhim;forboysseldomhaveconfidencesofthissortexceptwiththeirmothers,andMrs。Shawhadneverfoundthekeytoherson'sheart。Butalittleseedwassowedthenthattookroot,andthoughitgrewveryslowly,itcametosomethingintheend。PerhapsPollyhelpeditalittle。Eveningwashishardesttime,forwantofexercisemadehimasrestlessandnervousasitwaspossibleforaheartyladtobeonsuchashortnotice。
  Hecouldn'tsleepsothegirlsamusedhim;­;Fannyplayedandreadaloud;Pollysung,andtoldstories;anddidthelattersowell,thatitgottobearegularthingforhertobeginassoonastwilightcame,andTomwassettledinhisfavoriteplaceongrandma'ssofa。
  "Fireaway,Polly,"saidtheyoungsultan,oneevening,ashislittleScheherazadesatdowninherlowchair,afterstirringupthefiretilltheroomwasbrightandcosy。
  "Idon'tfeellikestoriesto-night,Tom。I'vetoldallIknow,andcan'tmakeupanymore,"answeredPolly,leaningherheadonherhandwithasorrowfullookthatTomhadneverseenbefore。Hewatchedheraminute,andthenasked,curiously,"Whatwereyouthinkingabout,justnow,whenyousatstaringatthefire,andgettingsobererandsoberereveryminute?
  "IwasthinkingaboutJimmy。"
  "Wouldyoumindtellingabouthim?Youknow,yousaidyouwouldsometime;butdon't,ifyou'drathernot,"saidTom,loweringhisroughvoicerespectfully。
  "Iliketotalkabouthim;butthereisn'tmuchtotell,"beganPolly,gratefulforhisinterest。"SittingherewithyouremindedmeofthewayIusedtositwithhimwhenhewassick。Weusedtohavesuchhappytimes,andit'ssopleasanttothinkaboutthemnow。"
  "Hewasawfullygood,wasn'the?"
  "No,hewasn't;buthetriedtobe,andmothersaysthatishalfthebattle。Weusedtogettiredoftrying;butwekeptmakingresolutions,andworkinghardtokeep'em。Idon'tthinkIgotonmuch;butJimmydid,andeveryonelovedhim。"
  "Didn'tyoueversquabble,aswedo?"
  "Yes,indeed,sometimes;butwecouldn'tstaymad,andalwaysmadeitupagainassoonaswecould。Jimmyusedtocomeroundfirst,andsay,'Allserene,Polly,'sokindandjolly,thatIcouldn'thelplaughingandbeingfriendsrightaway。"
  "Didhenotknowalot?"
  "Yes,Ithinkhedid,forhelikedtostudy,andwantedtogeton,sohecouldhelpfather。Peopleusedtocallhimafineboy,andIfeltsoproudtohearit;buttheydidn'tknowhalfhowwisehewas,becausehedidn'tshowoffabit。Isupposesistersalwaysaregrandoftheirbrothers;
  butIdon'tbelievemanygirlshadasmuchrighttobeasIhad。"
  "Mostgirlsdon'tcaretwopinsabouttheirbrothers;sothatshowsyoudon'tknowmuchaboutit。"
  "Well,theyoughtto,iftheydon't;andtheywouldiftheboyswereaskindtothemasJimmywastome。"
  "Why,whatdidhedo?"
  "Lovedmedearly,andwasn'tashamedtoshowit,"criedPolly,withasobinhervoice,thatmadeheranswerveryeloquent。
  "Whatmadehimdie,Polly?"askedTom,soberly,afterlittlepause。
  "Hegothurtcoasting,lastwinter;buthenevertoldwhichboydidit,andheonlylivedaweek。Ihelpedtakecareofhim;andhewassopatient,Iusedtowonderathim,forhewasindreadfulpainalltime。
  Hegavemehisbooks,andhisdog,andhisspeckledhens,andhisbigknife,andsaid,'Good-by,Polly,'­;andkissedmethelastthing­;andthen­;O
  Jimmy!Jimmy!Ifheonlycouldcomeback!"
  PoorPolly'seyeshadbeengettingfullerandfuller,lipstremblingmoreandmore,asshewenton;whenshecametothat"good-by,"shecouldn'tgetanyfurther,butcoveredupherface,andcriedasherheartwouldbreak。Tomwasfullofsympathy,butdidn'tknowhowtoshowit;sohesatshakingupthecamphorbottle,andtryingtothinkofsomethingproperandcomfortabletosay,whenFannycametotherescue,andcuddledPollyinherarms,withsoothinglittlepatsandwhispersandkisses,tillthetearsstopped,andPollysaid,she"didn'tmeanto,andwouldn'tanymore。I'vebeenthinkingaboutmydearboyalltheevening,forTomremindsmeofhim,"sheadded,withasigh。
  "Me?HowcanI,whenIain'tabitlikehim?"criedTom,amazed。
  "Butyouareinsomeways。"
  "WishIwas;butIcan'tbe,forhewasgood,youknow。"
  "Soareyou,whenyouchoose。Hasn'thebeengoodandpatient,anddon'tweallliketopethimwhenhe'sclever,Fan?"'saidPolly,whoseheartwasstillachingforherbrother,andreadyforhissaketofindvirtuesevenintormentingTom。