"Yes;Idon'tknowtheboylately;buthe'llbeasbadaseverwhenhe'swell,"returnedFanny,whohadn'tmuchfaithinsick-bedrepentances。
"Muchyouknowaboutit,"growledTom,lyingdownagain,forhehadsatboltuprightwhenPollymadetheastoundingdeclarationthathewaslikethewell-belovedJimmy。ThatsimplelittlehistoryhadmadeadeepimpressiononTom,andthetearfulendingtouchedthetenderspotthatmostboyshidesocarefully。Itisverypleasanttobelovedandadmired,verysweettothinkweshallbemissedandmournedwhenwedie;andTomwasseizedwithasuddendesiretoimitatethisboy,whohadn'tdoneanythingwonderful,yetwassodeartohissister,thatshecriedforhimawholeyearafterhewasdead;sostudiousandclever,thepeoplecalledhim"afinefellow";andsoanxioustobegood,thathekeptontrying,tillhewasbettereventhanPolly,whomTomprivatelyconsideredamodelofvirtue,asgirlsgo。
"IjustwishIhadasisterlikeyou,"hebrokeout,allofasudden。
"AndIjustwishIhadabrotherlikeJim,"criedFanny,forshefeltthereproachinTom'swords,andknewshedeservedit。
"Ishouldn'tthinkyou'denvyanybody,foryou'vegotoneanother,"
saidPolly,withsuchawistfullook,thatitsuddenlysetTomandFannytowonderingwhytheydidn'thavebettertimestogether,andenjoythemselves,asPollyandJimdid。
"Fandon'tcareforanybodybutherself,"saidTom。
"Tomissuchabear,"retortedFanny。
"Iwouldn'tsaysuchthings,forifanythingshouldhappentoeitherofyou,theotheronewouldfeelsosorry。EverycrosswordIeversaidtoJimmycomesbacknow,andmakesmewishIhadn't。"
TwogreattearsrolleddownPolly'scheeks,andwerequietlywipedaway;
butIthinktheywateredthatsweetsentiment,calledfraternallove,whichtillnowhadbeenneglectedintheheartsofthisbrotherandsister。Theydidn'tsayanythingthen,ormakeanyplans,orconfessanyfaults;butwhentheypartedforthenight,FannygavethewoundedheadagentlepatTomneverwouldhaveforgivenherifshehadkissedhim,andsaid,inawhisper,"Ihopeyou'llhaveagoodsleep,Tommy,dear。"
AndTomnoddedbackather,withahearty"Sametoyou,Fan。"
Thatwasall;butitmeantagooddeal,forthevoiceswerekind,andtheeyesmetfullofthataffectionwhichmakeswordsoflittleconsequence。
Pollysawit;andthoughshedidn'tknowthatshehadmadethesunshine,itshonebackuponhersopleasantly,thatshefellhappilyasleep,thoughherJimmywasn'ttheretosay"good-night。"ChapterV。ChapterV。CHAPTERVSCRAPESAFTERbeingunusuallygood,childrenareapttoturnshortroundandrefreshthemselvesbyactinglikeSancho。ForaweekafterTom'smishap,theyoungfolkswerequiteangelic,somuchsothatgrandmasaidshewasafraid"somethingwasgoingtohappentothem。"Thedearoldladyneedn'thavefeltanxious,forsuchexcessivevirtuedoesn'tlastlongenoughtoleadtotranslation,exceptwithlittleprigsinthegoodystory-books;andnosoonerwasTomonhislegsagain,whenthewholepartywentastray,andmuchtribulationwastheconsequence。
Itallbeganwith"Polly'sstupidity,"asFansaidafterward。JustasPollyrandowntomeetMr。Shawoneevening,andwashelpinghimoffwithhiscoat,thebellrang,andafinebouquetofhothouseflowerswasleftinPolly'shands,forshenevercouldlearncityways,andopenedthedoorherself。
"Hey!what'sthis?MylittlePollyisbeginningearly,afterall,"saidMr。Shaw,laughing,ashewatchedthegirl'sfacedimpleandflush,asshesmeltthelovelynosegay,andglancedatanotehalfhiddenintheheliotrope。
Now,ifPollyhadn'tbeen"stupid,"asFansaid,shewouldhavehadherwitsabouther,andletitpass;but,yousee,Pollywasanhonestlittlesoulanditneveroccurredtoherthattherewasanyneedofconcealment,sosheansweredinherstraightforwardway,"Oh,theyain'tforme,sir;
theyareforFan;fromMr。Frank,Iguess。She'llbesopleased。"
"Thatpuppysendsherthingsofthissort,doeshe?"AndMr。Shawlookedfarfrompleasedashepulledoutthenote,andcoollyopenedit。
PollyhadherdoubtsaboutFan'sapprovalofthat"sortofthing,"butdarednotsayaword,andstoodthinkinghowsheusedtoshowherfatherthefunnyvalentinestheboyssenther,andhowtheylaughedoverthemtogether。ButMr。Shawdidnotlaughwhenhehadreadthesentimentalversesaccompanyingthebouquet,andhisfacequitescaredPolly,asheasked,angrily,"Howlonghasthisnonsensebeengoingon?"
"Indeed,sir,Idon'tknow。Fandoesn'tmeananyharm。IwishIhadn'tsaidanything!"stammeredPolly,rememberingthepromisegiventoFannythedayoftheconcert。Shehadforgottenallaboutitandhadbecomeaccustomedtoseethe"bigboys,"asshecalledMr。Frankandhisfriends,withthegirlsonalloccasions。Now,itsuddenlyoccurredtoherthatMr。Shawdidn'tlikesuchamusements,andhadforbiddenFantoindulgeinthem。
"Oh,dear!howmadshewillbe。Well,Ican'thelpit。Girlsshouldn'thavesecretsfromtheirfathers,thentherewouldn'tbeanyfuss,"thoughtPolly,asshewatchedMr。Shawtwistupthepinknoteandpokeitbackamongtheflowerswhichhetookfromher,saying,shortly,"SendFannytomeinthelibrary。"
"Nowyou'vedoneit,youstupidthing!"criedFanny,bothangryanddismayed,whenPollydeliveredthemessage。
"Why,whatelsecouldIdo?"askedPolly,muchdisturbed。
"Lethimthinkthebouquetwasforyou;thenthere'dhavebeennotrouble。"
"Butthatwouldhavebeendoingalie,whichismostasbadastellingone。"
"Don'tbeagoose。You'vegotmeintoascrape,andyououghttohelpmeout。"
"IwillifIcan;butIwon'ttellliesforanybody!"criedPolly,gettingexcited。
"Nobodywantsyoutojusthold,yourtongue,andletmemanage。"
"ThenI'dbetternotgodown,"beganPolly,whenasternvoicefrombelowcalled,likeBluebeard,"Areyoucomingdown?"
"Yes,sir,"answeredameekvoice;andFannyclutchedPolly,whispering,"Youmustcome;I'mfrightenedoutofmywitswhenhespeakslikethat。Standbyme,Polly;there'sadear。"
"Iwill,"whispered"sisterAnn";anddowntheywentwithflutteringhearts。
Mr。Shawstoodontherug,lookingrathergrim;thebouquetlayonthetable,andbesideitanote,directedto"FrankMoore,Esq。,"inaverydecidedhand,withafierce-lookingflourishafterthe"Esq。"Pointingtothisimpressiveepistle,Mr。Shawsaid,knittinghisblackeyebrowsashelookedatFanny,"I'mgoingtoputastoptothisnonsenseatonce;
andifIseeanymoreofit,I'llsendyoutoschoolinaCanadianconvent。"
ThisawfulthreatquitetookPolly'sbreathaway;butFannyhadhearditbefore,andhavingatemperofherown,said,pertly,"I'msureIhaven'tdoneanythingsoverydreadful。Ican'thelpitiftheboyssendmephilopenapresents,astheydototheothergirls。"
"Therewasnothingaboutphilopenasinthenote。Butthat'snotthequestion。IforbidyoutohaveanythingtodowiththisMoore。He'snotaboy,butafastfellow,andIwon'thavehimabout。Youknewthis,andyetdisobeyedme。"
"Ihardlyeverseehim,"beganFanny。
"Isthattrue?"askedMr。Shaw,turningsuddenlytoPolly。
"Oh,please,sir,don'taskme。IpromisedIwouldn't­;thatis­;Fannywilltellyou,"criedPolly,quiteredwithdistressatthepredicamentshewasin。
"Nomatteraboutyourpromise;tellmeallyouknowofthisabsurdaffair。
ItwilldoFannymoregoodthanharm。"AndMr。Shawsatdownlookingmoreamiable,forPolly'sdismaytouchedhim。
"MayI?"shewhisperedtoFanny。
"Idon'tcare,"answeredFan,lookingbothangryandashamed,asshestoodsullenlytyingknotsinherhandkerchief。
SoPollytold,withmuchreluctanceandmuchquestioning,allsheknewofthewalks,thelunches,themeetings,andthenotes。Itwasn'tmuch,andevidentlylessseriousthanMr。Shawexpected;for,ashelistened,hiseyebrowssmoothedthemselvesout,andmorethanoncehislipstwitchedasifhewantedtolaugh,forafterall,itwasrathercomicaltoseehowtheyoungpeopleapedtheirelders,playingthenew-fashionedgame,quiteunconsciousofitsrealbeauty,power,andsacredness。
"Oh,please,sir,don'tblameFanmuch,forshetrulyisn'thalfassillyasTrixandtheother,girls。Shewouldn'tgosleigh-riding,thoughMr。Frankteased,andshewantedtoeversomuch。She'ssorry,Iknow,andwon'tforgetwhatyousayanymore,ifyou'llforgiveherthisonce,"
criedPolly,veryearnestly,whenthefoolishlittlestorywastold。
"Idon'tseehowIcanhelpit,whenyoupleadsowellforher。Comehere,Fan,andmindthisonething;dropallthisnonsense,andattendtoyourbooks,oroffyougo;andCanadaisnojokeinwintertime,letmetellyou。"
Ashespoke,Mr。Shawstrokedhissulkydaughter'scheek,hopingtoseesomesignofregret;butFannyfeltinjured,andwouldn'tshowthatshewassorry,sosheonlysaid,pettishly,"IsupposeIcanhavemyflowers,nowthefussisover。"
"Theyaregoingstraightbackwheretheycamefrom,withalinefromme,whichwillkeepthatpuppyfromeversendingyouanymore。"Ringingthebell,Mr,Shawdespatchedtheunfortunateposy,andthenturnedtoPolly,saying,kindlybutgravely,"Setthissillychildofmineagoodexampleanddoyourbestforher,won'tyou?"
"Me?WhatcanIdo,sir?"askedPolly,lookingready,butquiteignoranthowtobegin。
"Makeheraslikeyourselfaspossible,mydear;nothingwouldpleasemebetter。Nowgo,andletushearnomoreofthisfolly。"
Theywentwithoutaword,andMr。Shawheardnomoreoftheaffair;
butpoorPollydid,forFanscoldedher,tillPollythoughtseriouslyofpackingupandgoinghomenextday。Ireallyhaven'tthehearttorelatethedreadfullecturesshegot,thesnubsshesuffered,orthecoldshouldersturneduponherforseveraldaysafterthis。Polly'sheartwasfull,butshetoldnoone,andborehertroublesilently,feelingherfriend'singratitudeandinjusticedeeply。
Tomfoundoutwhatthematterwas,andsidedwithPolly,whichproceedingledtoscrapenumbertwo。
"Where'sFan?"askedtheyounggentleman,strollingintohissister'sroom,wherePollylayonthesofa,tryingtoforgethertroublesinaninterestingbook。
"Downstairs,seeingcompany。"
"Whydidn'tyougo,too?"
"Idon'tlikeTrix,andIdon'tknowherfineNewYorkfriends。"
"Don'twantto,neither,whydon'tyousay?"
"Notpolite。"
"Whocares?Isay,Polly,comeandhavesomefun。"
"I'dratherread。"
"Thatisn'tpolite。"
Pollylaughed,andturnedapage。Tomwhistledaminute,thensigheddeeply,andputhishandtohisforehead,whichtheblackplasterstilladorned。
"Doesyourheadache?"askedPolly。
"Awfully。"
"Betterliedown,then。"
"Can't;I'mfidgety。andwanttobe'amoosed'asPugsays。"
"JustwaittillIfinishmychapter,andthenI'llcome,"saidpitifulPolly。
"Allright,"returnedtheperjuredboy,whohaddiscoveredthatabrokenheadwassometimesmoreusefulthanawholeone,andexultinginhisbasestratagem,herovedabouttheroom,tillFan'sbureauarrestedhim。Itwascoveredwithallsortsoffinery,forshehaddressedinahurry,andlefteverythingtopsy-turvy。Awell-conductedboywouldhaveletthingsalone,oramoralbrotherwouldhaveputthingstorights;beingneither,Tomrummagedtohisheartscontent,tillFan'sdrawerslookedasifsomeonehadbeenmakinghayinthem。Hetriedtheeffectofear-rings,ribbons,andcollars;woundupthewatch,thoughitwasn'ttime;burnthisinquisitivenosewithsmelling-salts;delugedhisgrimyhandkerchiefwithFan'sbestcologne;anointedhiscurlycropwithherhair-oil;powderedhisfacewithherviolet-powder;andfinishedoffbypinningonabunchoffalseringlets,whichFannytried,tokeepaprofoundsecret。Theravagescommittedbythisbadboyarebeyondthepoweroflanguagetodescribe,asherevelledintheinterestingdrawers,boxes,andcases,whichheldhissister'streasures。
Whenthecurlshadbeenputon,withmuchprickingoffingers,andablueribbonadded,à;laFan,hesurveyedhimselfwithsatisfaction,andconsideredtheeffectsofine,thathewasinspiredtotryastillgreatermetamorphosis。ThedressFanhadtakenofflayonachair,andintoitgotTom,chucklingwithsuppressedlaughter,forPollywasabsorbed,andthebed-curtainshidhisiniquity。Fan'sbestvelvetjacketandhat,erminemuff,andasofa-pillowforpannier,finishedoffthecostume,andtrippingalongwithelbowsout,TomappearedbeforetheamazedPollyjustasthechapterended。Sheenjoyedthejokesoheartily,thatTomforgotconsequences,andproposedgoingdownintotheparlortosurprise,thegirls。
"Goodness,no!Fannyneverwouldforgiveusifyoushowedhercurlsandthingstothosepeople。Therearegentlemenamongthem,anditwouldn'tbeproper,"saidPolly,alarmedattheidea。
"Allthemorefun。Fanhasn'ttreatedyouwell,anditwillserveherrightifyouintroducemeasyourdearfriend,MissShaw。Comeon,itwillbeajollylark。"
"Iwouldn'tfortheworld;itwouldbesomean。Take'emoff,Tom,andI'llplayanythingelseyoulike。"
"Iain'tgoingtodressupfornothing;Ilooksolovely,someonemustadmireme。Takemedown,Polly,andseeiftheydon'tcallme'asweetcreature。'"
Tomlookedsounutterablyridiculousashetossedhiscurlsandpranced,thatPollywentoffintoanothergaleofmerriment;butevenwhileshelaughed,sheresolvednottolethimmortifyhissister。
"Now,then,getoutofthewayifyouwon'tcome;I'mgoingdown,"
saidTom。
"No,you'renot。"
"Howwillyouhelpit,MissPrim?"
"So。"AndPollylockedthedoor,putthekeyinherpocket,andnoddedathimdefiantly。
Tomwasapepper-potastotemper,andanythinglikeoppositionalwayshadabadeffect。Forgettinghiscostume,hestrodeuptoPolly,saying,withathreateningwagofthe,head,"Noneofthat。Iwon'tstandit。"
"PromisenottoplagueFan,andI'llletyouout。"
"Won'tpromiseanything。Givemethatkey,orI'llmakeyou。"
"Now,Tom,don'tbesavage。Ionlywanttokeepyououtofascrape,forFanwillberagingifyougo。Takeoffherthings,andI'llgiveup。"
Tomvouchsafednoreply,butmarchedtotheotherdoor,whichwasfast,asPollyknew,lookedoutofthethree-storywindow,andfindingnoescapepossible,camebackwithawrathfulface。"Willyougivemethatkey?"
"No,Iwon't,"saidPolly,valiantly。
"I'mstrongerthanyouare;soyou'dbetterhandover。"
"Iknowyouare;butit'scowardlyforagreatboylikeyoutorobagirl。"
"Idon'twanttohurtyou;but,byGeorge!Iwon'tstandthis!"
TompausedasPollyspoke,evidentlyashamedofhimself;buthistemperwasup,andhewouldn'tgivein。IfPollyhadcriedalittlejusthere,hewouldhaveyielded;unfortunatelyshegiggled,forTom'sfierceattitudewassuchafunnycontrasttohisdressthatshecouldn'thelpit。Thatsettledthematter。Nogirlthateverlivedshouldgiggleathim,muchlesslockhimuplikeasmallchild。Withoutaword,hemadeagrabatPolly'sarm,forthehandholdingthekeywasstillinher,pocket。Withherotherhandsheclutchedherfrock,andforaminuteheldonstoutly。
ButTom'sstrongfingerswereirresistible;ripwentthepocket,outcamethehand,andwithacryofpainfromPolly,thekeyfellonthefloor。
"It'syourownfaultifyou'rehurt。Ididn'tmeanto,"mutteredTom,ashehastilydeparted,leavingPollytogroanoverhersprainedwrist。
Hewentdown,butnotintotheparlor,forsomehowthejokeseemedtohavelostitsrelish;sohemadethegirlsinthekitchenlaugh,andthencreptupthebackway,hopingtomakeitallrightwithPolly。Butshehadgonetograndma'sroom,for,thoughtheoldladywasout,itseemedarefuge。
Hehadjusttimetogetthingsinorder,whenFannycameup,crosserthanever;forTrixhadbeentellingherofallsortsoffuninwhichshemighthavehadashare,ifPollyhadheldhertongue。
"Whereisshe?"askedFan,wishingtoventhervexationonherfriend。
"Mopinginherroom,Isuppose,"repliedTom,whowasdiscoveredreadingstudiously。
Now,whilethishadbeenhappening,Maudhadbeengettingintohotwateralso;forwhenhermaidlefther,toseeafriendbelow,MissMaudparadedintoPolly'sroom,andsolacedherselfwithmischief。InanevilhourPollyhadletherplayboatinherbigtrunk,whichstoodempty。SincethenPollyhadstoredsomeofhermostprivatetreasuresintheuppertray,sothatshemightfeelsuretheyweresafefromalleyes。Shehadforgottentolockthetrunk,andwhenMaudraisedthelidtobeginhervoyage,severalobjectsofinterestmethereyes。ShewasdeepinherresearcheswhenFancameinandlookedoverhershoulder,feelingtoocrosswithPollytochideMaud。
AsPollyhadnomoneyforpresents,shehadexertedheringenuitytodeviseallsortsofgifts,hopingbyquantitytoatoneforanyshortcomingsinquality。Someofherattemptsweresuccessful,otherswerefailures;
butshekeptthemall,fineorfunny,knowingthechildrenathomewouldenjoyanythingnew。SomeofMaud'scast-offtoyshadbeenneatlymendedforKitty;someofFan'soldribbonsandlaceswereconvertedintodolls'
finery;andTom'slittlefigures,whittledoutofwoodinidleminutes,werelaidawaytoshowWillwhatcouldbedonewithaknife。
"Whatrubbish!"saidFanny。
"Queergirl,isn'tshe?"addedTom,whohadfollowedtoseewhatwasgoingon。
"Don'tyoulaughatPolly'sthings。Shemakesnicerdollsthanyou,Fan;andshecanwiteanddwareversomuchbetterthanTom,"criedMaud。
"Howdoyouknow?Ineversawherdraw,"saidTom。
"Here'sabookwithlotsofpicturesinit。Ican'tweadthewiting;
butthepicturesaresofunny。"
Eagertodisplayherfriend'saccomplishments,Maudpulledoutafatlittlebook,marked"Polly'sJournal,"andspreaditinherlap。
"Onlythepictures;noharmintakingalookat'em,"saidTom。
"Justonepeep,"answeredFanny;andthenextminutebothwerelaughingatadrollsketchofTominthegutter,withthebigdoghowlingoverhim,andthevelocipederunningaway。Veryroughandfaulty,butsofunny,thatitwasevidentPolly'ssenseofhumorwasstrong。AfewpagesfartherbackcameFannyandMr。Frank,caricatured;thengrandma,carefullydone;Tomrecitinghisbattle-piece;Mr。ShawandPollyinthepark;MaudbeingborneawaybyKaty;andalltheschool-girlsturnedintoridiculewithanunsparinghand。
"Slylittlepuss,tomakefunofusbehindourbacks,"saidFan,rathernettledbyPolly'squietretaliationformanyslightsfromherselfandfriends。
"Shedoesdrawwell,"saidTom,lookingcriticallyatthesketchofaboywithapleasantface,roundwhomPollyhaddrawnrayslikethesun,andunderwhichwaswritten,"MydearJimmy。"
"Youwouldn'tadmireher,ifyouknewwhatshewrotehereaboutyou,"
saidFanny,whoseeyeshadstrayedtothewrittenpageopposite,andlingeredtherelongenoughtoreadsomethingthatexcitedhercuriosity。
"Whatisit?"askedTom,forgettinghishonorableresolvesforaminute。
"Shesays,'ItrytolikeTom,andwhenheispleasantwedoverywell;
buthedon'tstaysolong。Hegetscrossandrough,anddisrespectfultohisfatherandmother,andplaguesusgirls,andissohorridIalmosthatehim。It'sverywrong,butIcan'thelpit。'Howdoyoulikethat?"
askedFanny。
"Goahead,andseehowshecomesdownonyou,ma'am,"retortedTom,whohadreadonabit。
"Doesshe?"AndFannycontinued,rapidly:"AsforFan,Idon'tthinkwecanbefriendsanymore;forshetoldherfatheralie,andwon'tforgivemefornotdoingsotoo。Iusedtothinkheraveryfinegirl;butIdon'tnow。IfshewouldbeasshewaswhenIfirstknewher,Ishouldloveherjustthesame;butsheisn'tkindtome;andthoughsheisalwaystalkingaboutpoliteness,Idon'tthinkitispolitetotreatcompanyasshedoesme。ShethinksIamoddandcountrified,andIdaresayIam;butIshouldn'tlaughatagirl'sclothesbecauseshewaspoor,orkeepheroutofthewaybecauseshedidn'tdojustasothergirlsdohere。Iseehermakefunofme,andIcan'tfeelasIdid;andI'dgohome,onlyitwouldseemungratefultoMr。Shawandgrandma,andIdolovethemdearly。"
"Isay,Fan,you'vegotitnow。Shutthebookandcomeaway,"criedTom,enjoyingthisbroadsideimmensely,butfeelingguilty,aswellhemight。
"Justonebitmore,"whisperedFanny,turningonapageortwo,andstoppingataleafthatwasblurredhereandthereasiftearshaddroppedonit。
"Sundaymorning,early。Nobodyisuptospoilmyquiettime,andImust。
writemyjournal,forI'vebeensobadlately,Icouldn'tbeartodoit。I'mgladmyvisitismostdone,forthingsworrymehere,andthereisn'tanyonetohelpmegetrightwhenIgetwrong。IusedtoenvyFanny;
butIdon'tnow,forherfatherandmotherdon'ttakecareofherasminedoofme。Sheisafraidofherfather,andmakeshermotherdoasshelikes。
I'mgladIcamethough,forIseemoneydon'tgivepeopleeverything;
butI'dlikealittleallthesame,foritissocomfortabletobuynicethings。Ireadovermyjournaljustnow,andI'mafraidit'snotagoodone;forIhavesaidallsortsofthingsaboutthepeoplehere,anditisn'tkind。Ishouldtearitout,onlyIpromisedtokeepmydiary,andIwanttotalkoverthingsthatpuzzlemewithmother。Iseenowthatitismyfaultagooddeal;forIhaven'tbeenhalfaspatient,andpleasantasIoughttobe。Iwilltrulytryfortherestofthetime,andbeasgoodandgratefulasIcan;forIwantthemtolikeme,thoughI'monly'anold-fashionedcountrygirl。'"
ThatlastsentencemadeFannyshutthebook,withafacefullofself-reproach;
forshehadsaidthosewordsherself,inafitofpetulance,andPollyhadmadenoanswer,thoughhereyesfilledandhercheeksburned。Fanopenedherlipstosaysomething,butnotasoundfollowed,fortherestoodPollylookingatthemwithanexpressiontheyhadneverseenbefore。
"Whatareyoudoingwithmythings?"shedemanded,inalowtone,whilehereyeskindledandhercolorchanged。
"Maudshowedusabookshefound,andwewerejustlookingatthepictures,"
beganFanny,droppingitasifitburntherfingers。
"Andreadingmyjournal,andlaughingatmypresents,andthenputtingtheblameonMaud。It'sthemeanestthingIeversaw;andI'llneverforgiveyouaslongasIlive!"
Pollysaid,thisallinoneindignantbreath,andthenasifafraidofsayingtoomuch,ranoutoftheroomwithsuchalookofmingledcontempt,grief,andanger,thatthethreeculpritsstooddumbwithshame。Tomhadn'tevenawhistleathiscommand;MaudwassoscaredatgentlePolly'soutbreak,thatshesatasstillasamouse;whileFanny,consciencestricken,laidbackthepoorlittlepresentswitharespectfulhand,forsomehowthethoughtofPolly'spovertycameoverherasitneverhaddonebefore;
andtheseoddsandends,socarefullytreasuredupforthoseathome,touchedFanny,andgrewbeautifulinhereyes。Asshelaidbythelittlebook,theconfessionsinitreproachedhermoresharplythatanywordsPollycouldhavespoken;forshehadlaughedatherfriend,hadslightedhersometimes,andbeenunforgivingforaninnocentoffence。Thatlastpage,wherePollytooktheblameonherself,andpromisedto"trulytry"tobemorekindandpatient,wenttoFanny'sheart,meltingallthecoldnessaway,andshecouldonlylayherheadonthetrunk,sobbing,"Itwasn'tPolly'sfault;itwasallmine。"
Tom,stillredwithshameatbeingcaughtinsuchascrape,leftFannytohertears,andwentmanfullyawaytofindtheinjuredPolly,andconfesshismanifoldtransgressions。ButPollycouldn'tbefound。Hesearchedhighandlowineveryroom,yetnosignofthegirtappeared,andTombegantogetanxious。"Shecan'thaverunawayhome,canshe?"hesaidtohimself,ashepausedbeforethehat-tree。Therewasthelittleroundhat,andTomgaveitaremorsefulsmooth,rememberinghowmanytimeshehadtweakedithalfoff,orpokeditoverpoorPolly'seyes。"Maybeshe'sgonedowntotheoffice,totellpa。'Tisn'tabitlikeher,though。Anyway,I
'lltakealookroundthecorner。"
Eagertogethisboots,Tompulledopenthedoorofadarkclosetunderthestairs,andnearlytumbledoverbackwardwithsurprise;forthere,onthefloor,withherheadpillowedonapairofrubbers,layPollyinanattitudeofdespair。ThismournfulspectaclesentTom'spenitentspeechstraightoutofhishead,andwithanastonished"Hullo!"hestoodandstaredinimpressivesilence。Pollywasn'tcrying,andlaysostill,thatTombegantothinkshemightbeinafitorafaint,andbentanxiouslydowntoinspectthepatheticbunch。Aglimpseofweteyelashes,aroundcheekredderthanusual,andlipspartedbyquick,breathing,relievedhisminduponthatpoint;so,takingcourage,hesatdownontheboot-jack,andbeggedpardonlikeaman。
Now,Pollywasveryangry,andIthinkshehadarighttobe;butshewasnotresentful,andafterthefirstflashwasover,shesoonbegantofeelbetteraboutit。Itwasn'teasytoforgive;but,asshelistenedtoTom'shonestvoice,gettinggruffwithremorsenowandthen,shecouldn'thardenherheartagainsthim,orrefusetomakeupwhenhesofranklyownedthatit"wasconfoundedmeantoreadherbookthatway。"Shelikedhiscomingandbeggingpardonatonce;itwasahandsomethingtodo;sheappreciatedit,andforgavehiminherheartsometimebeforeshedidwithherlips;for,totellthetruth,Pollyhadaspiceofgirlishmalice,andratherlikedtoseedomineeringTomeathumble-pie,justenoughtodohimgood,youknow。Shefeltthatatonementwasproper,andconsidereditnomorethanjustthatFanshoulddrenchahandkerchiefortwowithrepentanttears,andthatTomshouldsitonaveryuncomfortableseatandcallhimselfhardnamesforfiveortenminutesbeforesherelented。
"Come,now,dosayawordtoafellow。I'mgettingtheworstofit,anyway;forthere'sFan,cryinghereyesoutupstairs,andhereareyoustowedawayinadarkclosetasdumbasafish,andnobodybutmetobringyoubothround。I'dhavecutovertotheSmythesandgotmahometofixthings,onlyitlookedlikebackingoutofthescrape;soIdidn't,"saidTom,asalastappeal。
PollywasgladtohearthatFanwascrying。Itwoulddohergood;butshecouldn'thelpsofteningtoTom,whodidseeminapredicamentbetweentwoweepingdamsels。Alittlesmilebegantodimplethecheekthatwasn'thidden,andthenahandcameslowlyoutfromunderthecurlyhead,andwasstretchedtowardhimsilently。Tomwasjustgoingtogiveitaheartyshake,whenhesawaredmarkonthewrist,andknewwhatmadeit。
Hisfacechanged,andhetookthechubbyhandsogently,thatPollypeepedtoseewhatitmeant。
"Willyouforgivethat,too?"heasked,inawhisper,strokingtheredwrist。
"Yes,itdon'thurtmuchnow。"AndPollydrewherhandaway,sorryhehadseenit。
"Iwasabeast,that'swhatIwas!"saidTom,inatoneofgreatdisgust。
Andjustatthatawkwardminutedowntumbledhisfather'soldbeaveroverhisheadandface,puttingacomicalquencheronhisself-reproaches。
Ofcourse,neithercouldhelplaughingatthat;andwhenheemerged,Pollywassittingup,lookingasmuchbetterforhershowerashedidforhismomentaryeclipse。
"Fanfeelsdreadfully。Willyoukissandbefriends,ifItrotherdown?"
askedTom,rememberinghisfellow-sinner。
"I'llgotoher。"AndPollywhiskedoutoftheclosetassuddenlyasshehadwhiskedin,leavingTomsittingontheboot-jack,witharadiantcountenance。
Howthegirlsmadeitupnooneeverknew。Butaftermuchtalkingandcrying,kissingandlaughing,thebreachwashealed,andpeacedeclared。
Aslighthazestilllingeredintheairafterthestorm,forFannywasveryhumbleandtenderthatevening;Tomatriflepensive,butdistressinglypolite,andPollymagnanimouslyfriendlytoeveryone;forgenerousnaturesliketoforgive,andPollyenjoyedthepettingaftertheinsult,likeaveryhumangirl。
Asshewasbrushingherhairatbedtimetherecameataponherdoorand,openingit,shebeheldnothingbutatallblackbottle,withastripofredflanneltiedrounditlikeacravat,andacocked-hatnoteonthecork。Insideweretheselines,writteninasprawlinghandwithveryblackink:
DEARPOLLY,­;Opydilldockisfirst-rateforsprains。Youputalotontheflannelanddoupyourwrist,andIguessitwillbeallrightinthemorning。Willyoucomeasleigh-ridetomorrow?I'mawfulsorryIhurtyou。TOM。ChapterVI。ChapterVI。CHAPTERVIGRANDMAWHERE'SPolly?"askedFanonesnowyafternoon,asshecameintothedining-roomwhereTomwasreposingonthesofawithhisbootsintheair,absorbedinoneofthosedelightfulbooksinwhichboysarecastawayondesertislands,whereeveryknownfruit,vegetableandflowerisinitsprimealltheyearround;or,lostinboundlessforests,wheretheyoungheroeshavethrillingadventures,killimpossiblebeasts,and,whentheauthor'sinventiongivesout,suddenlyfindtheirwayhome,ladenwithtigerskins,tamebuffaloesandotherpleasingtrophiesoftheirprowess。
"Dunno,"wasTom'sbriefreply,forhewasjustescapingfromanalligatorofthelargestsize。
"Doputdownthatstupidbook,andlet'sdosomething,"saidFanny,afteralistlessstrollroundtheroom。
"Hi,they'vegothim!"wastheonlyanswervouchsafedbytheabsorbedreader。
"Where'sPolly?"askedMaud,joiningthepartywithherhandsfullofpaperdollsallsufferingforball-dresses。
"Dogetalong,anddon'tbotherme,"criedTomexasperatedattheinterruption。
"Thentelluswheresheis。I'msureyouknow,forshewasdownherealittlewhileago,"saidFanny。
"Upingrandma'sroom,maybe。"
"Provokingthing!youknewitallthetime,anddidn'ttell,justtoplagueus,"scoldedMaud。
ButTomwasnowunderwaterstabbinghisalligator,andtooknonoticeoftheindignantdepartureoftheyoungladies。
"Polly'salwayspokingupingrandma'sroom。Idon'tseewhatfunthereisinit,"saidFannyastheywentupstairs。
"Polly'saverwyqueergirl,andgwandmapetsheragweatdealmorethanshedoesme,"observedMaud,withaninjuredair。
"Let'speekandseewhattheyaredoing,"whisperedFan,pausingatthehalf-opendoor。
Grandmawassittingbeforeaquaintoldcabinet,thedoorsofwhichstoodwideopen,showingglimpsesofthefadedrelicstreasuredthere。
Onastool,attheoldlady'sfeet,satPolly,lookingupwithintentfaceandeagereyes,quiteabsorbedinthehistoryofahigh-heeledbrocadeshoewhichlayinherlap。
"Well,mydear,"grandmawassaying,"shehaditontheverydaythatUncleJoecameinasshesatatwork,andsaid,'Dolly,wemustbemarriedatonce。''Verywell,Joe,'saysAuntDolly,anddownshewenttotheparlor,wheretheministerwaswaiting,neverstoppingtochangethedimitydressshewore,andwasactuallymarriedwithherscissorsandpin-ballatherside,andherthimbleon。Thatwasinwartimes,1812,mydear,andUncleJoewasinthearmy,sohehadtogo,andhetookthatverylittlepin-ballwithhim。Hereitiswiththemarkofabulletthroughit,forhealwayssaidhisDolly'scushionsavedhislife。"
"Howinterestingthatis!"criedPolly,assheexaminedthefadedcushionwiththeholeinit。
"Why,grandma,younevertoldmethatstory,"saidFanny,hurryingin,findingtheprospectwasapleasantoneforastormyafternoon。
"Youneveraskedmetotellyouanything,mydear,soIkeptmyoldstoriestomyself,"answeredgrandma,quietly。
"Tellsomenow,please。Maywestayandseethefunnythings?"saidFanandMaud,eyeingtheopencabinetwithinterest。
"IfPollylikes;sheismycompany,andIamtryingtoentertainher,forIlovetohavehercome,"saidgrandma,withherold-timepoliteness。
"Oh,yes!doletthemstayandhearthestories。I'veoftentoldthemwhatgoodtimeswehaveuphere,andteasedthemtocome,buttheythinkit'stooquiet。Now,sitdown,girls,andletgrandmagoon。YouseeI
pickoutsomethinginthecabinetthatlooksinteresting,andthenshetellsmeaboutit,"saidPolly,eagertoincludethegirlsinherpleasures,andgladtogettheminterestedingrandma'sreminiscences,forPollyknewhowhappyitmadethelonelyoldladytoliveoverherpast,andtohavethechildrenroundher。
"Herearethreedrawersthathavenotbeenopenedyet;eachtakeone,andchoosesomethingfromitformetotellabout,"saidMadam,quiteexcitedattheunusualinterestinhertreasures。
Sothegirlseachopenedadrawerandturnedoverthecontentstilltheyfoundsomethingtheywantedtoknowabout。Maudwasreadyfirst,andholdingupanoddlyshapedlinenbag,withabigblueFembroideredonit,demandedherstory。Grandmasmiledasshesmoothedtheoldthingtenderly,andbeganherstorywithevidentpleasure。
"MysisterNellyandIwenttovisitanauntofours,whenwewerelittlegirls,butwedidn'thaveaverygoodtime,forshewasextremelystrict。
Oneafternoon,whenshehadgoneouttotea,andoldDebby,themaid,wasasleepinherroom,wesatonthedoor-step,feelinghomesick,andreadyforanythingtoamuseus。
"'Whatshallwedo?'saidNelly。
"Justasshespoke,aripeplumdroppedbounceonthegrassbeforeus,asifansweringherquestion。Itwasalltheplum'sfault,forifithadn'tfallenatthatminute,Inevershouldhavehadthethoughtwhichpoppedintomymischievousmind。
"'Let'shaveasmanyaswewant,andplagueAuntBetsey,topayherforbeingsocross,'Isaid,givingNellyhalfthegreatpurpleplum。
"'Itwouldbedreadfulnaughty,'beganNelly,'butIguesswewill,'
sheadded,asthesweetmouthfulslippeddownherthroat。
"'Debby'sasleep。Comeon,then,andhelpmeshake,'Isaid,gettingup,eagerforthefun。
"Weshookandshooktillwegotredintheface,butnotonedropped,forthetreewaslarge,andourlittlearmswerenotstrongenoughtostirtheboughs。Thenwethrewstones,butonlyonegreenandonehalf-ripeonecamedown,andmylaststonebroketheshedwindow,sotherewasanendofthat。
"'It'sasprovokingasAuntBetseyherself,'saidNelly,aswesatdown,outofbreath。
"'Iwishthewindwouldcomeandblow'emdownforus,'pantedI,staringupattheplumswithlongingeyes。
"'Ifwishingwoulddoanygood,Ishouldwish'eminmylapatonce,'
addedNelly。
"'Youmightaswellwish'eminyourmouthanddonewithit,ifyouaretoolazytopick'emup。Iftheladderwasn'ttooheavywecouldtrythat,'saidI,determinedtohavethem。
"'Youknowwecan'tstirit,sowhatistheuseoftalkingaboutit?
Youproposedgettingtheplums,nowlet'sseeyoudoit,'answeredNelly,rathercrossly,forshehadbittenthegreenplum,anditpuckeredhermouth。
"'Waitaminute,andyouwillseemedoit,'criedI,asanewthoughtcameintomynaughtyhead。
"'Whatareyoutakingyourshoesandsocksofffor?Youcan'tclimbthetree,Fan。'
"'Don'taskquestions,butbereadytopick'emupwhentheyfall,MissLazybones。'
"WiththismysteriousspeechIpatteredintothehousebare-footedandfullofmyplan。UpstairsIwenttoawindowopeningontheshedroof。
OutIgot,andcreepingcarefullyalongtillIcamenearthetree,Istoodup,andsuddenlycrowedlikethelittlerooster。Nellylookedup,andstared,andlaughed,andclappedherhandswhenshesawwhatIwasgoingtodo。
"'I'mafraidyou'llslipandgethurt。'
"'Don'tcareifIdo;I'llhavethoseplumsifIbreakmyneckdoingit,'andhalfsliding,halfwalkingIwentdowntheslopingroof,tilltheboughsofthetreewerewithinmyreach。
"Hurrah!"criedNelly,dancingdownbelow,asmyfirstshakesentadozenplumsrattlingroundher。
"'Hurrah!"criedI,lettinggoonebranchandtryingtoreachanother。
ButasIdidsomyfootslipped,Itriedtocatchsomethingtoholdby,butfoundnothing,andwithacry,downIfell,likeaverybigplumonthegrassbelow。
"Fortunatelytheshedwaslow,thegrasswasthickandthetreebrokemyfall,butIgotabadbumpandaterribleshaking。NellythoughtIwaskilled,andbegantocrywithhermouthfull。ButIpickedmyselfupinaminute,forIwasusedtosuchtumbles;anddidn'tmindthepainhalfasmuchasthelossoftheplums。
"'Hush!Debbywillhearandspoilallthefun。IsaidI'dget'emandIhave。Seewhatlotshavecomedownwithme。'
"Sotherehad,formyfallshookthetreealmostasmuchasitdidme,andthegreenandpurplefruitlayallaboutus。
"Bythetimethebumponmyforeheadhadswelledasbigasanut,ourapronswerehalffull,andwesatdowntoenjoyourselves。Butwedidn't。
Odear,no!formanyoftheplumswerenotripe,somewerehurtbythebirds,somecrushedinfalling,andmanyashardasstones。Nellygotstungbyawasp,myheadbegantoache,andwesatlookingatoneanotherratherdismally,whenNellyhadabrightidea。