"WhatafateforprettyPolly!"ejaculatedTom。
"Shelikesit,andI'msureIshouldthinkshewould;it'sbeautifultohear'emplanitallout。"
"Anymoregossiptoretail,Pug?"askedTomaminuteafter,asMaudseemedabsorbedinvisionsofthe,future。
"Hetoldafunnystoryaboutblowinguponeoftheprofessors。Younevertoldus,soIsupposeyoudidn'tknowit。Somebadfellowputatorpedo,orsomesortofpowderthing,underthechair,anditwentoffinthemidstofthelesson,andthepoormanflewup,frightenedmosttopieces,andtheboysranwithpailsofwatertoputthefireout。ButthethingthatmadeWilllaughmostwas,thattheveryfellowwhodiditgothistrousersburnttryingtoputoutthefire,andheaskedthe­;isitFacultyorPresident?"
"Eitherwilldo,"murmuredTom,whowasshakingwithsuppressedlaughter。
"Well,heasked'emtogivehimsomenewones,andtheydidgivehimmoneyenough,foranicepair;buthegotsomecheapones,withhorridgreatstripeson'em,andalwayswore'emtothatparticularclass,'whichwasonetoomanyforthefellows,'Willsaid,andwiththerestofthemoneyhehadapunchparty。Wasn'titdreadful?"
"Awful!"AndTomexplodedintoagreatlaugh,thatmadeFannycoverherears,andthelittledogbarkwildly。
"Didyouknowthatbadboy?"askedinnocentMaud。
"Slightly,"gaspedTom,inwhosewardrobeatcollegethoseidenticaltrouserswerehangingatthatmoment。
"Don'tmakesuchanoise,myheadachesdreadfully,"saidFanny,fretfully。
"Girls'headsalwaysdoache,"answeredTom,subsidingfromaroarintoachuckle。
"Whatpleasureyouboyscanfindinsuchungentlemanlythings,Idon'tsee,"saidFanny,whowasevidentlyoutofsorts。
"Asmuchamysterytoyouasitistous,howyougirlscanliketogabbleandprinkfromoneweek'sendtotheother,"retortedTom。
Therewasapauseafterthislittlepassage-at-arms,butFanwantedtobeamused,fortimehungheavilyonherhands,sosheasked,inamoreamiabletone,"How'sTrix?"
"Assweetasever,"answeredTom,gruffly。
"Didshescoldyou,asusual?"
"Shejustdid。"
"Whatwasthematter?"
"Well,I'llleaveittoyouifthisisn'tunreasonable:shewon'tdancewithmeherself,yetdon'tlikemetogoitwithanybodyelse。I
said,Ithought,ifafellowtookagirltoaparty,sheoughttodancewithhimonce,atleast,especiallyiftheywereengaged。Shesaidthatwastheveryreasonwhysheshouldn'tdoit;so,atthelasthop,Iletheralone,andhadagaytimewithBelle,andto-dayTrixgaveittomehotandheavy,cominghomefromchurch。"
"Ifyougoandengageyourselftoagirllikethat,Idon'tknowwhatyoucanexpect。DidshewearherParishatto-day?"addedFan,withsuddeninterestinhervoice。
"Sheworesomesortofabluething,withaconfoundedbirdofParadiseinit,thatkeptwhiskingintomyfaceeverytimesheturnedherhead。"
"Menneverknowaprettythingwhentheyseeit。Thathatisperfectlylovely。"
"Theyknowaladywhentheyseeher,andTrixdon'tlooklikeone;I
can'tsaywherethetroubleis,butthere'stoomuchfussandfeathersformytaste。Youaretwiceasstylish,yetyouneverlookloudorfast。"
Touchedbythisunusualcompliment,Fannydrewherchairnearerassherepliedwithcomplacency,­;
"Yes,IflattermyselfIdoknowhowtodresswell。Trixneverdid;she'sfondofgaycolors,andgenerallylookslikeawalkingrainbow。"
"Can'tyougiveherahint?Tellhernottowearblueglovesanyway,sheknowsIhate'em。"
"I'vedonemybestforyoursake,Tom,butsheisaperversecreature,anddon'tmindawordIsay,evenaboutthingsmuchmoreobjectionablethanbluegloves。"
"Maudie,runandbringmemyothercigarcase,it'slyingroundsomewhere。"
Maudwent;andassoonasthedoorwasshut,Tomroseonhiselbow,sayinginacautiouslyloweredvoice,­;
"Fan,doesTrixpaint?"
"Yes,anddrawstoo,"answeredFanny,withaslylaugh。
"Come,youknowwhatImean;I'vearighttoaskandyououghttotell,"
saidTom,soberly,forhewasbeginningtofindthatbeingengagedwasnotunmitigatedbliss。
"Whatmakesyouthinkshedoes?"
"Well,betweenourselves,"saidTom,lookingalittlesheepish,butanxioustosethismindatrest,"sheneverwillletmekissheronhercheek,nothingbutanunsatisfactorypeckatherlips。Thentheotherday,asItookabitofheliotropeoutofavasetoputinmybutton-hole,I
whiskedadropofwaterintoherface;Iwasgoingtowipeitoff,butshepushedmyhandaway,andrantotheglass,whereshecarefullydabbeditdry,andcamebackwithonecheekredderthantheother。Ididn'tsayanything,butIhadmysuspicions。Comenow,doesshe?"
"Yes,shedoes;butdon'tsayawordtoher,forshe'llneverforgivemytellingifsheknewit。"
"Idon'tcareforthat;Idon'tlikeit,andIwon'thaveit,"saidTom,decidedly。
"Youcan'thelpyourself。Halfthegirlsdoit,eitherpaintorpowder,darkentheirlasheswithburnthair-pins,ortakecologneonlumpsofsugarorbelladonnatomaketheireyesbright。Claratriedarsenicforhercomplexion,buthermotherstoppedit,"saidFanny,betrayingthesecretsoftheprison-houseinthebasestmanner。
"Iknewyougirlswereasetofhumbugs,andveryprettyones,too,someofyou,butIcan'tsayIliketoseeyoupainteduplikealotofactresses,"saidTom,withanairofdisgust。
"Idon'tdoanythingofthesort,orneedit,butTrixdoes;
andhavingchosenher,youmustabideyourchoice,forbetterorworse。"
"Ithasn'tcometothatyet,"mutteredTom,ashelaydownagainwitharebelliousair。
Maud'sreturnputanendtotheseconfidences,thoughTomexcitedhercuriositybyaskingthemysteriousquestion,"Isay,Fan,isPollyuptothatsortofthing?"
"No,shethinksit'sawful。Whenshegetspaleanddraggedoutshewillprobablychangehermind。"
"Idoubtit,"saidTom。
"Pollysaysitisn'tpropertotalksecretsbeforepeoplewhoain'tin'em,"observedMaud,withdignity。
"Do,formercysake,stoptalkingaboutPolly,I'msicktodeathofit,"criedFanny,snappishly。
"Hullo!"andTomsatuptotakeasurvey。"Ithoughtyouwerebosomfriends,andasspoonyasever。"
"Well,IamfondofPolly,butIgettiredofhearingMaudsingherpraiseseverlastingly。Nowdon'tgoandrepeatthat,chatterbox。"
"Mygoodness,isn'tshecross?"whisperedMaudtoTom。
"Astwosticks;letherbe。There'sthebell;seewhoitis,Pug,"
answeredTom,asatinglebrokethesilenceofthehouse。
Maudwenttopeepoverthebanisters,andcameflyingbackinarapture。
"It'sWillcomeforme!Can'tIgo?Itdon'tsnowhard,andI'llbundleup,andyoucansendformewhenpapacomes。"
"Idon'tcarewhatyoudo,"answeredFan,whowasinaverybadtemper。
Withoutwaitingforanyotherpermission,Maudrushedawaytogetready。
Willwouldn'tcomeup,hewassosnowy,andFannywasglad,becausewithherhewasbashful,awkward,andsilent,soTomwentdownandentertainedhimwithMaud'sreport。Theywereverygoodfriends,butledentirelydifferentlives,Willbeinga"dig,"andToma"bird,"or,inplainEnglish,onewasahardstudent,andtheotherajollyyounggentleman。TomhadratherpatronizedWill,whodidn'tlikeit,andshowedthathedidn'tbyrefusingtoborrowmoneyofhim,oracceptanyofhisinvitationstojointheclubsandsocietiestowhichTombelonged。SoShawletMiltonalone,andhegotonverywellinhisownway,doggedlystickingtohisbooks,andresistingalltemptationsbutthoseofcertainlibraries,athleticgames,andsuchinexpensivepleasuresaswerewithinhismeans;forthisbenightedyouthhadnotyetdiscoveredthatcollegenowadaysisaplaceinwhichto"sky-lark,"
nottostudy。
WhenMaudcamedownandtrottedcontentedlyaway,holdingWill'shand,Tomwatchedthemoutofsight,andthenstrolledaboutthehousewhistlingandthinking,tillhewenttosleepinhisfather'sarm-chair,forwantofsomethingbettertodo。Heawoketothejoysofasolitarytea,forhismothernevercamedown,andFannyshutherselfandherheadacheupinherownroom。
"Well,thisischeerful,"hesaid,astheclockstruckeight,andhisfourthcigarcametoanend。"Trixismad,andFaninthedumps,soI'lltakemyselfoff。GuessI'llgoroundtoPolly's,andaskWilltodriveoutwithme,andsavehimthewalk,poorchap。MightbringMidgethome,itwillpleaseher,andthere'snoknowingwhenthegovernorwillbeback。"
Withthesethoughtsinhishead,Tomleisurelygotunderway,andlefthishorseataneighboringstable,forhemeanttomakealittlecall,andseewhatitwasMaudenjoyedsomuch。
"Pollyisholdingforth,"hesaidtohimself,ashewentquietlyupstairs,andthesteadymurmurofapleasantvoicecamedowntohim。TomlaughedatPolly'searnestwayoftalkingwhenshewasinterestedinanything。
Buthelikeditbecauseitwassodifferentfromthecoquettishclatterofmostofthegirlswithwhomhetalked。Youngmenoftenlaughatthesensiblegirlswhomtheysecretlyrespect,andaffecttoadmirethesillyoneswhomtheysecretlydespise,becauseearnestness,intelligence,andwomanlydignityarenotthefashion。
Thedoorwasajar,andpausinginthedarkentryTomtookasurveybeforehewentin。Theprospectwasnotdazzling,buthome-likeandpleasant。
Thelightofabrightfirefilledthelittleroom,anddownonastoolbeforeitwasMaudtendingPuttel,andwatchingwithdeepinteresttheroastingofanappleintendedforherspecialbenefit。OnthecouchloungedWill,histhoughtfuleyesfixedonPolly,who,whileshetalked,smoothedthebroadforeheadofher"yellow-hairedladdie"inawaythatTomthoughtanimmenseimprovementonMaud'sperformance。Theyhadevidentlybeenbuildingcastlesintheair,forPollywassayinginhermostimpressivemanner,"Well,whateveryoudo,Will,don'thaveagreat,costlychurchthattakessomuchmoneytobuildandsupportitthatyouhavenothingtogiveaway。Iliketheplain,old-fashionedchurches,builtforuse,notshow,wherepeoplemetforheartyprayingandpreaching,andwhereeverybodymadetheirownmusicinsteadoflisteningtooperasingers,aswedonow。
Idon'tcareiftheoldchurcheswerebareandcold,andtheseatshard,therewasrealpietyinthem,andthesincerityofitwasfeltinthelivesofthepeople。Idon'twantareligionthatIputawaywithmySundayclothes,anddon'ttakeouttillthedaycomesroundagain;Iwantsomethingtoseeandfeelandlivebyday-by-day,andIhopeyou'llbeoneofthetrueministers,whocanteachbypreceptandexample,howtogetandkeepit。"
"IhopeIshallbe,Polly,butyouknowtheysaythatinfamilies,ifthereisaboywhocan'tdoanythingelse,theymakeaministerofhim。
IsometimesthinkIain'tgoodformuch,andthatseemstomethereasonwhyIshouldn'teventrytobeaminister,"saidWill,smiling,yetlookingasifwithallhishumilityhedidhavefaithintheaspirationsthatcametohiminhisbestmoments。
"Someonesaidthatverythingtofatheronce,andIrememberheanswered,'IamgladtogivemybestandbrightestsontotheserviceofGod。'"
"Didhesaythat?"andWill'scolorrose,forthebig,book-lovingfellowwasassensitiveasagirltothepraiseofthosedearesttohim。
"Yes,"saidPolly,unconsciouslygivingthestrongeststimulustoherbrother'shopeandcourage。"Yes,andheadded,'Ishallletmyboysfollowtheguidethatisinthem,andonlyaskofthemtousetheirgiftsconscientiously,andbehonest,usefulmen。'"
"Sowewill!NedisdoingwelloutWest,andI'mhardatithere。Iffatherdoeshisbesttogiveusthechanceweeachwant,theleastwecandoistoworkwithawill。"
"Whateveryoudo,youcan'thelpworkingwithaWill,"criedTom,whohadbeensointerested,thatheforgothewasplayingeavesdropper。
Pollyflewup,lookingsopleasedandsurprised,thatTomreproachedhimselffornothavingcalledoftener。
"I'vecomeforMaud,"heannounced,inapaternaltone,whichmadethatyoungladyopenhereyes。
"Ican'tgotillmyappleisdone;besides,itisn'tnineyet,andWillisgoingtotakemealong,whenhegoes。I'dratherhavehim。"
"I'mgoingtotakeyoubothinthecutter。Thestormisover,butitisheavywalking,soyou'lldriveoutwithme,oldman?"saidTom,withanodatWill。
"Ofcoursehewill;andthankyouverymuch。I'vebeentryingtokeephimallnight;MissMillsalwaysmanagestofindacornerforstraypeople,butheinsistsongoing,soastogettoworkearlyto-morrow,"saidPolly,delightedtoseethatTomwastakingoffhiscoat,asifhemeanttowaitforMaud'sapple,whichPollyblessedforbeingsoslowtocook。
Puttingherguestintothebestchair,Pollysatdownandbeamedathimwithsuchhospitablesatisfaction,thatTomwentupseveralpegsinhisownestimation。
"Youdon'tcomeveryoften,soweareratherover-poweredwhenyoudohonorus,"shesaid,demurely。
"Well,you,knowwefellowsaresobusy,wehaven'tmuchtimetoenjoyourselves,"answeredTom。
"Ahem!"saidWill,loudly。
"Takeatroche,"saidTom。
Thentheybothburstoutlaughing,andPolly,fullyunderstandingthejoke,joinedthem,saying,"Herearesomepeanuts,Tom;doenjoyyourselfwhileyoucan。"
"NowIcallthatadelicatecompliment!"AndTom,whohadnotlosthisearlyrelishforthissortofrefreshment,thoughheseldomindulgedhispassionnowadays,becausepeanutsareconsideredvulgar,felltocrackingandmunchingwithgreatsatisfaction。
"DoyourememberthefirstvisitImadeatyourhouse,howyougavemepeanuts,comingfromthedepot,andfrightenedmeoutofmywits,pretendingthecoachmanwastipsy?"askedPolly。
"OfcourseIdo,andhowwecoastedoneday,"answeredTom,laughing。
"Yes,andthevelocipede;you'vegotthescarofthatyet,Isee。"
"Irememberhowyoustoodbymewhileitwassewedup;thatwasveryplucky,Polly。"
"Iwasdreadfullyafraid,butIrememberIwantedtoseemverybrave,becauseyou'dcalledmeacoward。"
"DidI?Oughttohavebeenashamedofmyself。Iusedtoroughyoushamefully,Polly,andyouweresogood-natured,youletmedoit。"
"Couldn'thelpmyself,"laughedPolly。"Ididusetothinkyouwereanawfulboy,butseemstomeIratherlikedit。"
"Shehadsomuchofitathome,shegotusedtoit,"putinWill,pullingthelittlecurlbehindPolly'sear。
"YouboysneverteasedmeasTomdid,that'sthereasonitamusedme,Isuppose;noveltyhathcharms,youknow。"
"GrandmausedtolectureTomforplaguingyou,Polly,andheusedtosayhe'dbeatip-topboy,buthewasn't,"observedMaud,withavenerableair。
"Dearoldgrandma;shedidherbest,butI'mabadlot,"saidTom,withashakeoftheheadandasoberface。
"Italwaysseemsasifshemustbeupinherrooms,andIcan'tgetusedtofindingthemempty,"addedPolly,softly。
"Fatherwouldn'thaveanythingmoved,andTomsitsuptheresometimes;
itmakeshimfeelgood,hesays,"saidMaud,whohadatalentforbetrayingtrifleswhichpeoplepreferredshouldnotbementionedinpublic。
"You'dbetterhurryupyourapple,forifitisn'tdoneprettysoon,you'llhavetoleaveit,Pug,"saidTom,lookingannoyed。
"HowisFan?"askedPolly,withtact。
"Well,Fanisratherundertheweather;saysshe'sdyspeptic,whichmeanscross。"
"Sheiscross,butshe'ssicktoo,forIfoundhercryingoneday,andshesaidnobodycaredabouther,andshemightaswellbedead,"addedMaud,havingturnedherapplewithtendercare。
"Wemusttrytocheerherup,amongus。IfIwasn'tsobusyI'dliketodevotemyselftoher,shehasdonesomuchforme,"saidPolly,gratefully。
"Iwishyoucould。Ican'tunderstandher,forsheactslikeaweathercock,andIneverknowhowI'mgoingtofindher。Ihatetohavehermopeso,but,uponmylife,Idon'tknowwhattodo,"saidTom;butasheutteredthewords,somethingwassuggestedbythesightbeforehim。Chairswerefew,andPollyhadtakenhalfofWill'swhentheydrewroundthefire。
Nowshewasleaningagainsthim,inacosy,confidingway,delightfultobehold,whileWill'sstrongarmwentroundherwithaprotectingair,whichsaid,asplainlyasanywords,thatthisbigbrotherandsmallsisterknewhowtoloveandhelponeanother。Itwasapleasantlittlepicture,allthepleasanterforitsunconsciousness,andTomfounditbothsuggestiveandagreeable。
"PooroldFan,shedon'tgetmuchpetting;maybethat'swhatshewants。
I'lltryitandsee,forshestandsbymelikeatrump。Ifshewasarosy,cosylittlewoman,likePolly,itwouldcomeeasier,though,"thoughtTom,ashemeditativelyatehislastnut,feelingthatfraternalaffectioncouldnotbeverydifficultofdemonstration,tobrothersblessedwithpretty,good-temperedsisters。
"ItoldTomaboutthebadfellowwhoblewuptheprofessor,andhesaidheknewhim,slightly;andIwassorelieved,becauseIhadakindofafeelingthatitwasTomhimself,youandWilllaughedsoaboutit。"
Maudhadaqueerwayofgoingonwithherownthoughts,andsuddenlycomingoutwithwhateverlayuppermost,regardlessoftime,place,orcompany。
Asthisremarkfellfromher,therewasageneralsmile,andPollysaid,withmocksolemnity,­;
"Itwasasadthing,andI'venodoubtthatmisguidedyoungmanisverysorryforitnow。"
"HelookedperfectlyboweddownwithremorselasttimeIsawhim,"saidWill,regardingTomwitheyesfulloffun,forWillwasaboyaswellasabookworm,andrelishedajokeaswellasscatter-brainedTom。
"Healwaysisremorsefulafterascrape,I'veunderstood,forheisn'taverybadfellow,onlyhisspiritsareonetoomanyforhim,andheisn'tasfondofhisbookasanotherfellowIknow。"
"I'mafraidhe'llheexpelledifhedon'tmind,"saidPolly,warningly。
"Shouldn'twonderifhewas,he'ssuchanunluckydog,"answeredTom,rathersoberly。
"Ihopehe'llrememberthathisfriendswillbeverymuchdisappointedifheis。Hemightmakethemsoproudandhappy;thatIguesshewill,forheisn'thalfasthoughtlessashemakeshimselfout,"saidPolly,lookingacrossatTomwithsuchfriendlyeyesthathewasquitetouched,thoughofcoursehedidn'tshowit。
"Thankyou,Polly;hemaypullthrough,butIhavemydoubts。Nowoldman,letus'pud'along;it'sgettinglateforthechicken,"headded,relapsingintothegracefuldictionwithwhichaclassicaleducationgiftsitsfortunatepossessor。
TakingadvantageofthemomentwhileWillwaswrestlingwithhisbootsinthecloset,andMaudwasabsorbedinpackingherappleintoalargebasket,PollysaidtoTominalowtone,­;
"Thankyouverymuch,forbeingsokindtoWill。"
"Blessyourheart,Ihaven'tdoneanything;he'ssuchaproudfellowhewon'tletme,"answeredTom。
"Butyoudoinmanylittleways;to-night,forexample。DoyouthinkIdon'tknowthatthesuitofclotheshe'sjustgotwouldhavecostagooddealmore,ifyourtailorhadn'tmadethem?He'sonlyaboy,anddon'tunderstandthingsyet;butIknowyourwayofhelpingproudpeople;
sothattheydon'tfinditout,andIdothankyou,Tom,somuch。"
"Oh,come,Polly,thatwon'tdo。Whatdoyouknowabouttailorsandcollegematters?"saidTom,lookingasmuchconfusedasifshehadfoundhimoutinsomethingreprehensible。
"Idon'tknowmuch,andthat'sthereasonwhyI'mgratefulforyourkindnesstoWill。Idon'tcarewhatstoriestheytellaboutyou,I'msure,youwon'tleadhimintotrouble,butkeephimstraight,formysake。YouknowI'velostonebrother,andWilltakesJimmy'splacetomenow。"
ThetearsinPolly'seyesasshesaidthatmadeTomvowatremendousvowwithinhimselftostandbyWillthroughthickandthin,and"keephimstraightforPolly'ssake";feelingallthetimehowill-fittedhewasforsuchatask。
"I'lldomybest,"hesaid,heartily,ashepressedthehandPollygavehim,withalookwhichassuredherthathefelttheappealtohishonor,andthathenceforththecountryladwassafefromallthetemptationsTomcouldhaveofferedhim。
"There!nowIshallgivethattomammatotakeherpillsin;it'sjustwhatshelikes,anditpleaseshertobethoughtof,"saidMaud,surveyinghergiftwithcomplacency,assheputonherthings。
"You'reagoodlittlesoul,torememberpoormum,saidTom,withanapprovingnod。
"Well,shewassopleasedwiththegrapesyoubroughther,IthoughtI'dtrysomething,andmaybeshe'dsay'Thankyou,darling,'tometoo。
Doyouthinkshewill?"whisperedMaud,withthewistfullooksooftenseenonherlittleplainface。
"Seeifshedon't;"andtoMaud'sgreatsurpriseTomdidn'tlaughatherproject。
"Goodnight,dear;takecareofyourself,andkeepyourmufflerroundyourmouthgoingoverthebridge,oryou'llbeashoarseasacrowto-morrow,"
saidPolly,asshekissedherbrother,whoreturneditwithoutlookingasifhethoughtit"girl'snonsense"Thenthethreepiledintothesleighanddroveoff,leavePollynoddingonthedoorstep。
Maudfoundthedrivealtogethertooshort,butwasconsoledbythepromiseofalongeroneifthesleighinglastedtillnextSaturday:andwhenTomranuptobidhismothergood-by,andgiveherahintaboutMaud'sgift,shestayedbelowtosay,atthelastminute,inunconsciousimitationofPolly。
"Goodnight;takecareofyourself,mydear。"
Tomlaughed,andwasabouttopinchthemuchenduringlittlenose;but,asifthewordsremindedhimofsomething,hegaveherakissinstead,apieceofforbearancewhichalmosttookMaud'sbreathawaywithsurpriseandgratification。
Itwasratherasilentdrive,forWillobedientlykepthismufflerup,andTomfellintoabrownstudy。
Hewasnotmuchgiventoreflection,butoccasionallyindulgedwhensomethinggavehimaturninthatdirection,andatsuchtimeshewasassoberandsincereascouldbedesired。Anyonemighthavelecturedhimforanhourwithoutdoingasmuchgoodasthatlittlecallandthechatthatgrewoutofit,for,thoughnothingverywiseorwittywassaid,manythingsweresuggested,andeveryoneknowsthatpersuasiveinfluencesarebetterthananyamountofmoralizing。NeitherPollynorWilltriedtodoanythingofthesort,andthatwasthecharmofit。Nobodylikestobetalkedto,butnobodycanresisttheeloquenceofunconsciouspreaching。
Withallhisthoughtlessness,Tomwasquicktoseeandfeelthesethings,andwasnotspoiltenoughyettolaughatthem。ThesightofWillandPolly'ssimpleaffectionforoneanotherremindedhimofaneglecteddutysopleasantly,thathecouldnotforgetit。Talkingofearlydaysmadehimwishhecouldgobackandstartagain,doingbetter。Grandma'snamerecalledthetendermemorythatalwaysdidhimgood,andthethoughtthatPollytrustedherdearestbrothertohiscarestirredupamanfuldesiretodeservetheconfidence。
Tortureswouldn'thavedrawnawordofallthisfromhim,butithaditseffect,forboysdon'tleavetheirheartsandconsciencesbehindthemwhentheyentercollege,andlittlethingsofthissortdomuchtokeepbothfrombeingdamagedbythefouryears'scrimmagewhichbeginsthebattleoflifeformostofthem。ChapterXI。ChapterXI。CHAPTERXINEEDLESANDTONGUES
DEARPOLLY,­;TheSewingCirclemeetsatourhousethisP。M。Thisisinyourline,sodocomeandhelpmethrough。Ishalldependonyou。Yoursever,FAN。
"Badnews,mydear?"askedMissMills,whohadjusthandedthenotetoPollyasshecameinonenoon,afewweeksafterJenny'sarrival。
Pollytoldherwhatitwas,adding,"IsupposeIoughttogoandhelpFanny,butIcan'tsayIwantto。ThegirlstalkaboutthingsIhavenothingtodowith,andIdon'tfindtheirgossipveryamusing。I'manoutsider,andtheyonlyacceptmeonFan'saccount;soIsitinacornerandsew,whiletheychatterandlaugh。"
"Wouldn'titbeagoodchancetosayawordforJenny?Shewantswork,andtheseyoungladiesprobablyhavequantitiesdonesomewhere。Jennydoesfineworkexquisitely,andbeginstofeelanxioustobeearningsomething。
Idon'twanthertofeeldependentandunhappy,andalittlewell-paidsewingwouldbeallsheneedstodonicely。Icangetitforherbyrunningroundtomyfriends,butIreallyhaven'tthetime,tillIgettheMullersoff。Theyarepaupershere,butoutWesttheycantakecareofthemselves,soI'vebeggedthemoneytosendthem,andassoonasIcangetthemsomeclothes,offtheygo。That'sthewaytohelppeoplehelpthemselves,"
andMissMillsclashedherbigscissorsenergetically,asshecutoutalittleredflannelshirt。
"Iknowitis,andIwanttohelp,butIdon'tknowwheretobegin,"
saidPolly,feelingquiteoppressedwiththeimmensityofthework。
"Wecan'tanyofusdoallwewouldlike,butwecandoourbestforeverycasethatcomestous,andthathelpsamazingly。BeginwithJenny,mydear;tellthosegirlsabouther,andifI'mnotmuchmistaken,youwillfindthemreadytohelp,forhalfthetimeitisn'thardnessofheart,butignoranceorthoughtlessnessonthepartoftherich,thatmakesthemseemsocarelessofthepoor。"
"Totellthetruth,I'mafraidofbeinglaughedat,ifItrytotalkseriouslyaboutsuchthingstothegirls,"saidPolly,frankly。
"Youbelievethat'suchthings'aretrue?Youaresincereinyourwishtohelpbetterthem,andyourespectthosewhoworkforthatend?"
"Yes,Ido。"
"Then,mydear,can'tyoubearalittleridiculeforthesakeofagoodcause?Yousaidyesterdaythatyouweregoingtomakeitaprincipleofyourlife,tohelpupyoursexasfarandasfastasyoucould。Itdidmyheartgoodtohearyousayit,forIwassurethatintimeyouwouldkeepyourword。But,Polly,aprinciplethatcan'tbearbeinglaughedat,frownedon,andcold-shouldered,isn'tworthyofthename。"
"Iwanttobestrong-mindedintherealsenseoftheword,butIdon'tliketobecalledsobypeoplewhodon'tunderstandmymeaning;
andIshallbeifItrytomakethegirlsthinksoberlyaboutanythingsensibleorphilanthropic。Theycallmeold-fashionednow,andI'dratherbethoughtthat,thoughitisn'tpleasant,thanbesetdownasarampantwoman'srightsreformer,"saidPolly,inwhosememorymanylaughs,andsnubs,andsarcasmsstilllingered,forgivenbutnotforgotten。
"Thisloveandthoughtandcareforthoseweaker,poorer,orworsethanourselves,whichwecallChristiancharity,isaveryoldfashion,mydear。
Itbeganeighteenhundredyearsago,andonlythosewhohonestlyfollowthebeautifulexamplesetusthen,learnhowtogetgenuinehappinessoutoflife。I'mnota'rampantwoman'srightsreformer,'"addedMissMills,withasmileatPolly'ssoberface;"butIthinkthatwomencandoagreatdealforeachother,iftheywillonlystopfearingwhat'peoplewillthink,'andtakeaheartyinterestinwhateverisgoingtofittheirsistersandthemselvestodeserveandenjoytherightsGodgavethem。Therearesomanywaysinwhichthiscanbedone,thatIwondertheydon'tseeandimprovethem。Idon'taskyoutogoandmakespeeches,onlyafewhavethegiftforthat,butIdowanteverygirlandwomantofeelthisduty,andmakeanylittlesacrificeoftimeorfeelingthatmaybeaskedofthem,becausethereissomuchtodo,andnoonecandoitaswellasourselves,ifweonlythinkso。"
"I'lltry!"saidPolly,influencedmorebyherdesiretokeepMissMills'goodopinionthananyloveofself-sacrificeforhersex。Itwasratherahardthingtoaskofashy,sensitivegirl,andthekindoldladyknewit,forinspiteofthegrayhairandwitheredface,herheartwasveryyoung,andherowngirlishtrialsnotforgotten。ButsheknewalsothatPollyhadmoreinfluenceoverothersthansheherselfsuspected,simplybecauseofhercandid,uprightnature;andthatwhileshetriedtohelpothers,shewasservingherselfinawaythatwouldimproveheartandsoulmorethananymeresocialsuccessshemightgainbyfollowingtherulesoffashionablelife,whichdrillthecharacteroutofgirlstilltheyareasmuchalikeaspinsinapaper,andhaveaboutasmuchtruesenseandsentimentintheirlittleheads。TherewasgoodstuffinPolly,unspoiledasyet,andMissMillswasonlyactingoutherprincipleofwomenhelpingeachother。ThewiseoldladysawthatPollyhadreachedthatpointwherethegirlsuddenlybloomsintoawoman,askingsomethingmoresubstantialthanpleasuretosatisfythenewaspirationsthatareborn;atimeaspreciousandimportanttotheafter-life,asthehourwhentheappleblossomsfall,andtheyoungfruitwaitsfortheelementstoripenordestroytheharvest。
Pollydidnotknowthis,andwasfortunateinpossessingafriendwhoknewwhatinfluenceswouldserveherbest,andwhocouldgiveherwhatallwomenshoulddesiretogiveeachother,theexampleofasweet,goodlife,moreeloquentandpowerfulthananywords;forthisisarightnoonecandenyus。
Pollyturnedthematteroverinhermindasshedressed,whileJennyplayedwaitingmaid,littledreamingwhatthisnewfriendwasmeaningtodoforher,ifshedared。
"Isitgoingtobeatea-party,Miss?"askedJenny,astheblacksilkwentrustlingon,tohergreatadmiration,forsheconsideredPollyabeauty。
"Well,no,Ithinkitwillprobablybealecture,"answeredPolly,laughing,forJenny'sgratefulserviceandaffectionateeyesconfirmedthepurposewhichMissMills'littlehomilyhadsuggested。
AssheenteredtheShaws'parloranhourortwolater,anappallingarrayofwell-dressedgirlsappeared,eachprovidedwithadaintyreticule,basket,orbag,andeachtonguegoingagooddealfasterthantheneedle,whilethewhitefingersstitchedsleevesinupsidedown,putflanneljacketstogetherhindpartbefore,orgobbledbutton-holeswiththebestintentionsinlife。
"Youareadeartocomesoearly。Here'saniceplaceforyoubetweenBelleandMissPerkins,andhere'sasweetlittledresstomake,unlessyoulikesomethingelsebetter,"saidFanny,receivingherfriendwithwarmthandplacingherwhereshethoughtshewouldenjoyherself。
"Thankyou,I'lltakeanunbleachedcottonshirtifyouhavesuchathing,foritislikelytobeneededbeforeacambricfrock,"repliedPolly,subsidingintohercomerasquicklyaspossible,foratleastsixeye-glasseswereup,andshedidn'tenjoybeingstaredat。
MissPerkins,agrave,cold-lookingyounglady,withanaristocraticnose,bowedpolitely,andthenwentonwithherwork,whichdisplayedtwodiamondringstogreatadvantage。Belle,beingofthedemonstrativesort,smiledandnodded,drewupherchair,andbeganawhisperedaccountofTrix'slastquarrelwithTom。Pollylistenedwithinterestwhilesheseweddiligently,occasionallypermittinghereyestostudytheelegantintricaciesofMissPerkins'dress,forthatyoungladysatlikeastatue,quirkingherdelicatefingers,andaccomplishingabouttwostitchesaminute。
InthemidstofBelle'sstory,amoreexcitingbitofgossipcaughtherear,andsheplungedintotheconversationgoingonacrossthetable,leavingPollyfreetolistenandadmirethewit,wisdom,andcharitablespiritoftheaccomplishedyoungladiesabouther。TherewasaperfectBabeloftongues,butoutoftheconfusionPollygatheredscrapsoffashionableintelligencewhichsomewhatlessenedherrespectforthedwellersinhighplaces。OnefaircreatureassertedthatJoeSomebodytooksomuchchampagneatthelastGerman,thathehadtobegotaway,andsenthomewithtwoservants。AnotherdivulgedtheawfulfactthatCarrieP。'sweddingpresentswerehalfofthemhiredfortheoccasion。AthirdcirculatedawhispertotheeffectthatthoughMrs。Buckminsterworeathousand-dollarcloak,herboyswerenotallowedbutonesheettotheirbeds。Andafourthyounggossipassuredthecompanythatacertainpersonneverhadofferedhimselftoacertainotherperson,thoughthereportwasindustriouslyspreadbyinterestedparties。ThislatterremarkcausedsuchaclamorthatFannycalledthemeetingtoorderinamostunparliamentaryfashion。
"Girls!girls!youreallymusttalklessandsewmore,oroursocietywillbedisgraced。Doyouknowourbranchsentinlessworkthananyoftheothers。lastmonth,andMrs。FitzGeorgesaid,shedidn'tseehowfifteenyoungladiescouldmanagetodosolittle?"
"Wedon'ttalkabitmorethantheoldladiesdo。Ijustwishyoucouldhaveheardthemgoon,lasttime。Thewaytheygetsomuchdone,is,theytakeworkhome,andmaketheirseamstressesdoit,andthentheytakecreditforvastindustry,"saidBelle,whoalwaysspokehermindwithcharmingcandor。
"Thatremindsmethatmammasaystheywantasmanythingsaswecanmake,forit'sahardwinter,andthepooraresufferingverymuch。Doanyofyouwishtotakearticleshome,todoatoddtimes?"saidFan,whowaspresidentofthisenergeticDorcasSociety。
"Mercy,no!Ittakesallmyleisuretimetomendmyglovesandrefreshmydresses,"answeredBelle。
"Ithinkifwemeetonceaweek,itisallthatshouldbeexpectedofus,withourotherengagements。Poorpeoplealwayscomplainthatthewinterisahardone,andneveraresatisfied,"remarkedMissPerkins,makingherdiamondssparkleasshesewedbuttonsonthewrongsideofapinkcalicoapron,whichwouldhardlysurviveonewashing。
"Nobodycanaskmetodoanymore,iftheyrememberallI'vegottoattendtobeforesummer,"saidTrix,withanimportantair。"I'vegotthreewomenhardatwork,andwantanother,buteveryoneissobusy,andasksuchabominableprices,thatI'mindespair,andshallhavetotakeholdmyself,I'mafraid。"
"There'sachanceforJane,"thoughtPolly,buthadn'tcourage"tospeakoutloudinmeeting,"justthen,andresolvedtoaskTrixforwork,inprivate。
"Pricesarehigh,butyouforgethowmuchmoreitcoststolivenowthanitusedtodo。Mammaneverallowsustobeatdownworkwomen,butwishesustopaythemwell,andeconomizeinsomeotherway,ifwemust,"
saidEmmaDavenport,aquiet,bright-eyedgirl,whowascalled"odd"amongtheyoungladies,becauseshedressedsimply,whenherfatherwasamillionaire。
"Justhearthatgirltalkabouteconomy!Ibegyourpardon,she'ssomerelationofyours,Ibelieve!"saidBelle,inalowtone。
"Verydistant;butI'mproudofit;forwithher,economydoesn'tmeanscrimpinginoneplacetomakeashowinanother。IfeveryonewouldfollowtheDavenports'example,workwomenwouldn'tstarve,orservantsbesuchatrouble。Emmaistheplainestdressedgirlintheroom,nexttome,yetanyonecanseesheisatruegentlewoman,"saidPolly,warmly。
"Andyouareanother,"answeredBelle,whohadalwayslovedPolly,inherscatter-brainedway。
"Hush!Trixhasthefloor。"
"Iftheyspenttheirwagesproperly,Ishouldn'tmindsomuch,buttheythinktheymustbeasfineasanybody,anddresssowellthatitishardtotellmistressfrommaid。Whyourcookgotabonnetjustlikeminethematerialswerecheaper,buttheeffectwasthesame,andhadtheimpertinencetowearitbeforemyface。Iforbidit,andsheleft,ofcourse,whichmadepapasocrosshewouldn'tgivemethecamel'shairshawlhepromisedthisyear。"
"It'sperfectlyshameful!"saidMissPerkins,asTrixpausedoutofbreath。"Servantsoughttobemadetodresslikeservants,astheydoabroad;
thenweshouldhavenomoretrouble,"observedMissPerkins,whohadjustmadethegrandtour,andhadbroughthomeaFrenchmaid。
"Perkydon'tpractiseasshepreaches,"whisperedBelletoPolly,asMissP。becameabsorbedinthechatofherotherneighbors。"Shepaysherchambergirlwitholdfinery;andtheotherday,whenBetseywasoutparadinginhermissis'scast-offpurpleplushsuit,Mr。Curtisthoughtshewasmademoiselle,andbowedtoher。Heisasblindasabat,butrecognizedthedress,andpulledoffhishattoitinthemostelegantstyle。Perkyadoreshim,andwasmadenoughtobeatBetseywhenshetoldthestoryandgiggledoverit。BetseyisquiteasstylishandeversomuchprettierthanPerky,andsheknowsit,whichisanaggravation。"
Pollycouldn'thelplaughing,butgrewsoberaminuteafter,asTrixsaid,pettishly,­;
"Well,I'msickofhearingaboutbeggars;Ibelievehalfofthemarehumbugs,andifweletthemalonethey'dgotoworkandtakecareofthemselves。There'saltogethertoomuchfussmadeaboutcharity。I
dowishwecouldbeleftinpeace。"
"Therecan'tbetoomuchcharity!"burstoutPolly,forgettinghershynessallatonce。
"Oh,indeed!Well,Itakethelibertytodifferfromyou,"returnedTrix,puttingupherglass,andbestowinguponPollyhermost"toplofticalstare,"asthegirlscalledit。
IregrettosaythatPollynevercouldtalkwithorbenearTrixwithoutfeelingirritatedandcombative。Shetriedtoconquerthisfeeling,butshecouldn't,andwhenTrixputonairs,Pollyfeltanintensedesiretoboxherears。Thateye-glasswasherespecialaversion,forTrixwasnomorenear-sightedthanherself,butpretendedtobebecauseitwasthefashion,andattimesusedtheinnocentglassasaweaponwithwhichtoputdownanyonewhopresumedtosetthemselvesup。ThesuperciliousglancewhichaccompaniedherironicallypolitespeechrousedPolly,whoansweredwithsuddencolorandthekindlingoftheeyesthatalwaysbetrayedaperturbedspirit,­;
"Idon'tthinkmanyofuswouldenjoythatselfishsortofpeace,whilelittlechildrenstarve,andgirlsnoolderthanuskillthemselvesbecausetheirdreadfulpovertyleavesthemnochoicebutsinordeath。"
Asuddenlulltookplace,for,thoughPolly,didnotraisehervoice,itwasfullofindignantemotion,andthemostfrivolousgirltherefeltalittlethrillofsympathy;forthemostutterlyfashionablelifedoesnotkilltheheartoutofwomen,tillyearsofselfishpleasurehavepassedovertheirheads。Trixwasashamedofherself;butshefeltthesameantagonismtowardPolly,thatPollydidtowardher;and,beinglessgenerous,tooksatisfactioninplaguingher。PollydidnotknowthatthesecretofthiswasthefactthatTomoftenheldherupasamodelforhisfiancé;etofollow,whichcausedthatyoungladytodislikehermorethanever。
"Halftheawfulstoriesinthepapersaremadeupforasensation,andit'sabsurdtobelievethem,unlessonelikestobeharrowedup。Idon't;
andasforpeace,I'mnotlikelytogetmuch,whileIhaveTomtolookafter,"saidTrix,withanaggravatinglaugh。
Polly'sneedlesnappedintwo,butshedidnotmindit,asshesaid,withalookthatsilencedevensharp-tonguedTrix,­;
"Ican'thelpbelievingwhatmyowneyesandearshaveseenandheard。Youleadsuchsafeandhappylives,youcan'timaginethemiserythatisallroundyou;butifyoucouldgetaglimpseofit,itwouldmakeyourheartsache,asithasmine。"
"Doyousufferfromheartache?Someonehintedasmuchtome,butyoulookedsowell,Icouldn'tbelieveit。"
NowthatwascruelinTrix,morecruelthananyoneguessed;butgirls'
tonguescandealwoundsassharpandsuddenastheslenderstilettoSpanishwomenwearintheirhair,andPollyturnedpale,asthosewordsstabbedher。Bellesawit,andrushedtotherescuewithmoregood-willthanwisdom。
"Nobodyeveraccusedyouofhavinganyhearttoachewith。PollyandIarenotoldenoughyettogettoughandcool,andwearestillsillyenoughtopityunhappypeople,TomShawespecially,"addedBelle,underherbreath。
Thatwasatwo-edgedthrust,forTrixwasdecidedlyanoldgirl,andTomwasgenerallyregardedasahaplessvictim。Trixturnedred;butbeforeshecouldloadandfireagain,EmmaDavenport,wholaboredunderthedelusionthatthissortofskirmishingwasill-natured,andthereforeill-bred,spokeupinherpleasantway,­;
"Speakingofpityingthepoor,Ialwayswonderwhyitisthatweallliketoreadandcryovertheirtroublesinbooks,butwhenwehavetherealthingbeforeus,wethinkitisuninterestinganddisagreeable。"
"It'sthegeniusthatgetsintothebooks,whichmakesuslikethepoverty,Ifancy。ButIdon'tquiteagreethattherealthingisn'tinteresting。
Ithinkitwouldbe,ifweknewhowtolookatandfeelit,"saidPolly,veryquietly,asshepushedherchairoutofthearcticcircleofMissPerkins,intothetemperateoneoffriendlyEmma。
"Buthowshallwelearnthat?Idon'tseewhatwegirlscando,morethanwedonow。Wehaven'tmuchmoneyforsuchthings,shouldn'tknowhowtouseitifwehad;anditisn'tproperforustogopokingintodirtyplaces,tohuntuptheneedy。'Goingaboutdoinggood,inponyphaetons,'
assomebodysays,maysucceedinEngland,butitwon'tworkhere,"saidFanny,whohadbegun,lately,tothinkagooddealofsomeonebesideherself,andsofoundherinterestinherfellow-beingsincreasingdaily。
"Wecan'tdomuch,perhaps,justyet;butstilltherearethingsleftundonethatnaturallyfalltous。Iknowahouse,"saidPolly,sewingbusilyasshetalked,"whereeveryservantwhoentersitbecomesanobjectofinteresttothemistressandherdaughters。Thesewomenaretaughtgoodhabits,booksareputwheretheycangetthem,sensibleamusementsareplannedforthemsometimes,andtheysoonfeelthattheyarenotconsideredmerescrubs,todoasmuchworkaspossible,foraslittlemoneyaspossible,buthelpersinthefamily,whoarelovedandrespectedinproportiontotheirfaithfulness。Thisladyfeelsherdutytothem,ownsit,anddoesit,asconscientiouslyasshewantsthemtodotheirsbyher;andthatisthewayitoughttobe,Ithink。"
AsPollypaused,severalkeeneyesdiscoveredthatEmma'scheekswereveryred,andsawasmilelurkinginthecornersofthemouththattriedtolookdemure,whichtoldthemwhoPollymeant。
"DotheBiddiesallturnoutsaintsinthatwellregulatedfamily?"
askedtheirrepressibleTrix。
"No;fewofusdothat,evenintheparlor;buteveryoneoftheBiddiesisbetterforbeingthere,whethertheyaregratefulornot。Ioughtnottohavementionedthis,perhaps,butIwantedtoshowyouonethingthatwegirlscando。Weallcomplainaboutbadservants,mostasmuchasifwewerehouse-keepersourselves;butitneveroccurstoustotryandmendthematter,bygettingupabetterspiritbetweenmistressandmaid。Thenthere'sanotherthingwecando,"addedPolly,warmingup。"Mostofusfindmoneyenoughforourlittlevanitiesandpleasures,butfeeldreadfullypoorwhenwecometopayforwork,sewingespecially。Couldn'twegiveupafewofthevanities,andpaytheseamstressesbetter?"
"IdeclareIwill!"criedBelle,whoseconsciencesuddenlywoke,andsmoteherforbeatingdownthewomanwhodidherplainsewing,inorderthatshemighthaveanextraflounceonanewdress。
"Bellehasgotavirtuousfit;pityitwon'tlastaweek,"saidTrix。
"Waitandsee,"retortedBelle,resolvingthatitshouldlast,justtodisappoint"thatspitefulminx;"asshesweetlycalledheroldschool-mate。
"NowweshallbeholdBellegallopingawayatagreatpace,onhernewhobby。Ishouldn'tbesurprisedtohearofherpreachinginthejail,adoptinganicedirtylittleorphan,orpassingroundtractsataWoman'sRightsmeeting,"saidTrix,whonevercouldforgiveBelleforhavingalovelycomplexion,andsomuchhairofherownthatsheneverpatronizedeitherrats,mice,waterfalls,switches,orpuff-combs。
"Well,Imightdoworse;andIthink,ofthetwo,I'dratheramusemyselfso,thanassomeyoungladiesdo,whogetintothepapersfortheirpranks,"returnedBelle,withamoralair。
"Supposewehavealittlerecess,andrestwhilePollyplaystous。
Willyou,Polly?Itwilldousgood;theyallwanttohearyou,andbeggedI'dask。"
"ThenIwill,withpleasure";andPollywenttothepianowithsuchobligingreadiness,thatseveralreproachfulglancesfelluponTrix,whodidn'tneedherglasstoseethem。
Pollywasnevertoosad,perturbed,orlazytosing,foritwasalmostaseasytoherasbreathing,andseemedthemostnaturaloutletforheremotions。Foraminuteherhandswanderedoverthekeys,asifuncertainwhattoplay;then,fallingintoasad,sweetstrain,shesang"TheBridgeofSighs。"Pollydidn'tknowwhyshechoseit,buttheinstinctseemedtohavebeenatrueone,for,oldasthesongwas,itwentstraighttotheheartsofthehearers,andPollysungitbetterthansheeverhadbefore,fornowthememoryoflittleJanelentitatenderpathoswhichnoartcouldgive。Itdidthemallgood,formusicisabeautifulmagician,andfewcanresistitspower。Thegirlsweretouchedbytheappeal;Pollywasliftedoutofherself,andwhensheturnedround,thesoftenedlookonallthefacestoldherthatforthemomentfoolishdifferencesandfrivolousbeliefswereforgottenintheonewomanlysentimentofpityforthewrongsandwoesofwhichthelisteners'happyliveswereignorant。
"Thatsongalwaysmakesmecry,andfeelasifIhadnorighttobesocomfortable,"saidBelle,openlywipinghereyesonacrashtowel。
"Fortunatelysuchcasesareveryrare,"saidanotheryounglady,whoseldomreadthenewspapers。
"Iwishtheywere,butI'mafraidtheyarenot;foronlythreeweeksago,Isawagirlyoungerthananyofus,andnoworse,whotriedtodestroyherselfsimplybecauseshewassodiscouraged,sick,andpoor,"saidPolly。
"Dotellabouther,"criedBelle,eagerly。
Feelingthatthesonghadpavedthewayforthestory,andgivenhercouragetotellit,Pollydidtellit,andmusthavedoneitwell,forthegirlsstoppedworktolisten,andwhensheended,othereyesbesidewarm-heartedBelle'swerewet。Trixlookedquitesubdued;MissPerkinsthawedtosuchadegree,thatsomethingglitteredonherhandasshebentoverthepinkpinaforeagain,betterandbrighterthanherbiggestdiamond;
EmmagotupandwenttoPollywithafacefullofaffectionaterespect,whileFanny,movedbyasuddenimpulse,caughtupacostlySè;vresplatethatstoodontheetagè;re,andlayingafive-dollarbillinit,passeditround,quotingPolly'swords,­;
"Girls,Iknowyou'llliketohelppoorlittleJenny'beginagain,anddobetterthistime。'"
Itwasgoodtoseehowquicklytheprettypurseswereout,howgenerouslyeachgaveofitsabundance,andwhatheartyapplausebrokefromthegirls,asBellelaiddownhergoldthimble,sayingwithanAprilface,­;
"There,takethat;Ineverhaveanymoney,somehowitwon'tstaywithme,butIcan'tlettheplatepassmethistime。"
WhenFannybroughtthecontributionstoPolly,shejustgathereditupinhertwohandswithsuchaglad,gratefulface,thegirlswishedtheyhadhadmoretogive。
"Ican'tthankyouenough,"shesaid,withaneloquentlittlechokeinhervoice。"ThiswillhelpJennyverymuch;butthewayinwhichitwasdonewilldohermoregoodthandoublethemoney,becauseitwillprovetoherthatsheisn'twithoutfriends,andmakeherfeelthatthereisaplaceintheworldforher。Letherworkforyouinreturnforthis;
shedon'taskalms,sheonlywantsemploymentandalittlekindness,andthebestcharitywecanbestowistoseethatshehasboth。"
"I'llgiveherasmuchsewingasshewants,andshecanstayatourhousewhileshedoesit,ifsheneedsahome,"saidTrix,inaspasmofbenevolence。
"Shedoesn'tneedahome,thankyou;MissMillshasgivenhalfofhers,andconsidersJaneherchild,"answeredPolly,withproudsatisfactioninthefact。
"Whatanolddear!"criedBelle。
"Iwanttoknowher。MayI?"whisperedEmma。
"Oh,yes;I'mgladtomakeherknowntoanyone。Sheisaquietlittleoldlady,butshedoesoneheapsofgood,andshowsyouhowtobecharitableinthewisestway。"
"Dotellusaboutit。I'msureIwanttodomyduty,butit'ssuchamuddle,Idon'tknowhow,"saidBelle。