"Whatwasyouthinkin'about,Jim?"
Jimwasatrifleawkwardforthemoment。
"Nothin',"heanswered。"OnlyIwasthinkin'justhowfunnyitwas——allthemjoolsathishouse。Whatmadeyouask?"
"Nothin'。Iwasjustwonderin',thatwasall。"
Thesilencesettleddown,brokenbyanoccasionallowandnervousgiggleonthepartofJim。Hewasovercomebythespreadofgems。Itwasnotthathefelttheirbeauty。Hewasunawarethattheywerebeautifulinthemselves。Butinthemhisswiftimaginationvisionedthejoysoflifetheywouldbuy,andallthedesiresandappetitesofhisdiseasedmindandsicklyfleshweretickledbythepromisetheyextended。Hebuildedwondrous,orgy-hauntedcastlesoutoftheirbrilliantfires,andwasappalledatwhathebuilded。Thenitwasthathegiggled。Itwasalltooimpossibletobereal。Andyettheretheyblazedonthetablebeforehim,fanningtheflameofthelustofhim,andhegiggledagain。
"Iguesswemightaswellcount'em,"Mattsaidsuddenly,tearinghimselfawayfromhisownvisions。"Youwatchmean'seethatit'ssquare,becauseyouan'mehasgottobeonthesquare,Jim。Understand?"
Jimdidnotlikethis,andbetrayeditinhiseyes,whileMattdidnotlikewhathesawinhispartner'seyes。
"Understand?"Mattrepeated,almostmenacingly。
"Ain'twealwaysbensquare?"theotherreplied,onthedefensivebecauseofthetreacheryalreadywhisperinginhim。
"Itdon'tcostnothin',bein'squareinhardtimes,"Mattretorted。"It'sbein'squareinprosperitythatcounts。Whenweain'tgotnothin',wecan'thelpbein'square。We'reprosperousnow,an'we'vegottobebusinessmen——honestbusinessmen。Understand?"
"That'sthetalkforme,"Jimapproved,butdeepdowninthemeagresoulofhim,——andinspiteofhim,——wantonandlawlessthoughtswerestirringlikechainedbeasts。
Mattsteppedtothefoodshelfbehindthetwo-burnerkerosenecookingstove。Heemptiedtheteafromapaperbag,andfromasecondbagemptiedsomeredpeppers。Returningtothetablewiththebags,heputintothemthetwosizesofsmalldiamonds。Thenhecountedthelargegemsandwrappedthemintheirtissuepaperandchamoisskin。
"Hundredan'forty-sevengood-sizedones,"washisinventory;"twentyrealbigones;twobigboysandonewhopper;an'acoupleoffistfulsofteenyonesan'dust。"
HelookedatJim。
"Correct,"wastheresponse。
Hewrotethecountoutonaslipofmemorandumpaper,andmadeacopyofit,givingonesliptohispartnerandretainingtheother。
"Justforreference,"hesaid。
Againhehadrecoursetothefoodshelf,whereheemptiedthesugarfromalargepaperbag。Intothishethrustthediamonds,largeandsmall,wrappeditupinabandannahandkerchief,andstoweditawayunderhispillow。Thenhesatdownontheedgeofthebedandtookoffhisshoes。
"An'youthinkthey'reworthahundredthousan'?"Jimasked,pausingandlookingupfromtheunlacingofhisshoe。
"Sure,"wastheanswer。"Iseenadance-housegirldowninArizonaonce,withsomebigsparklersonher。Theywasn'treal。Shesaidiftheywasshewouldn'tbedancin'。Saidthey'dbeworthalloffiftythousan',an'
shedidn'thaveadozenof'emalltold。"
"Who'dworkforalivin'?"Jimtriumphantlydemanded。"Pickan'shovelwork!"hesneered。"Worklikeadogallmylife,an'saveallmywages,an'Iwouldn'thavehalfasmuchaswegottonight。"
"Dishwashin'saboutyourmeasure,an'youcouldn'tgetmore'ntwentyamonthan'board。Yourfiggersis'wayoff,butyourpointiswelltaken。
Letthemthatlikesit,work。IroderangeforthirtyamonthwhenIwasyoungan'foolish。Well,I'molder,an'Iain'tridin'range。"
Hegotintobedononeside。Jimputoutthelightandfollowedhiminontheotherside。
"How'syourarmfeel?"Jimqueriedamiably。
Suchconcernwasunusual,andMattnotedit,andreplied——
"Iguessthere'snodangerofhydrophoby。Whatmadeyouask?"
Jimfeltinhimselfaguiltystir,andunderhisbreathhecursedtheother'swayofaskingdisagreeablequestions;butaloudheanswered——
"Nothin',onlyyouseemedscaredofitatfirst。Whatareyougoin'todowithyourshare,Matt?"
"BuyacattleranchinArizonaan'setdownan'payothermentoriderangeforme。There'ssomeseveralI'dliketoseeaskin'ajobfromme,damnthem!An'nowyoushutyourface,Jim。It'llbesometimebeforeIbuythatranch。JustnowI'mgoin'tosleep。"
ButJimlaylongawake,nervousandtwitching,rollingaboutrestlesslyandrollinghimselfwideawakeeverytimehedozed。Thediamondsstillblazedunderhiseyelids,andthefireofthemhurt。Matt,inspiteofhisheavynature,sleptlightly,likeawildanimalalertinitssleep;andJimnoticed,everytimehemoved,thathispartner'sbodymovedsufficientlytoshowthatithadreceivedtheimpressionandthatitwastremblingonthevergeofawakening。Forthatmatter,Jimdidnotknowwhetherornot,frequently,theotherwasawake。Once,quietly,betokeningcompleteconsciousness,Mattsaidtohim:"Aw,gotosleep,Jim。Don'tworryaboutthemjools。They'llkeep。"AndJimhadthoughtthatatthatparticularmomentMatthadbeensurelyasleep。
InthelatemorningMattwasawakewithJim'sfirstmovement,andthereafterheawokeanddozedwithhimuntilmidday,whentheygotuptogetherandbegandressing。
"I'mgoin'outtogetapaperan'somebread,"Mattsaid。"Youboilthecoffee。"
AsJimlistened,unconsciouslyhisgazeleftMatt'sfaceandrovedtothepillow,beneathwhichwasthebundlewrappedinthebandannahandkerchief。
OntheinstantMatt'sfacebecamelikeawildbeast's。
"Lookhere,Jim,"hesnarled。"You'vegottoplaysquare。Ifyoudomedirt,I'llfixyou。Understand?I'deatyou,Jim。Youknowthat。I'dbiterightintoyourthroatan'eatyoulikethatmuchbeefsteak。"
Hissunburnedskinwasblackwiththesurgeofbloodinit,andhistobacco-stainedteethwereexposedbythesnarlinglips。Jimshiveredandinvoluntarilycowered。Therewasdeathinthemanhelookedat。Onlythenightbeforethatblack-facedmanhadkilledanotherwithhishands,andithadnothurthissleep。AndinhisownheartJimwasawareofasneakingguilt,ofatrainofthoughtthatmeritedallthatwasthreatened。
Mattpassedout,leavinghimstillshivering。Thenahatredtwistedhisownface,andhesoftlyhurledsavagecursesatthedoor。Herememberedthejewels,andhastenedtothebed,feelingunderthepillowforthebandannabundle。Hecrusheditwithhisfingerstomakecertainthatitstillcontainedthediamonds。AssuredthatMatthadnotcarriedthemaway,helookedtowardthekerosenestovewithaguiltystart。Thenhehurriedlylightedit,filledthecoffee-potatthesink,andputitovertheflame。
ThecoffeewasboilingwhenMattreturned,andwhilethelattercutthebreadandputasliceofbutteronthetable,Jimpouredoutthecoffee。
Itwasnotuntilhesatdownandhadtakenafewsipsofthecoffee,thatMattpulledoutthemorningpaperfromhispocket。
"Wewaswayoff,"hesaid。"ItoldyouIdidn'tdastfiggerouthowfatitwas。Lookatthat。"
Hepointedtothehead-linesonthefirstpage。
"SWIFTNEMESISONBUJANNOFF'STRACK,"theyread。"MURDEREDINHISSLEEP
AFTERROBBINGHISPARTNER。"
"Thereyouhaveit!"Mattcried。"Herobbedhispartner——robbedhimlikeadirtythief。"
"Halfamillionofjewelsmissin',"Jimreadaloud。HeputthepaperdownandstaredatMatt。
"That'swhatItoldyou,"thelattersaid。"Whatinhelldoweknowaboutjools?Halfamillion!——an'thebestIcouldfiggeritwasahundredthousan'。Goonan'readtherestofit。"
Theyreadonsilently,theirheadssidebyside,theuntouchedcoffeegrowingcold;andeverandanononeortheotherburstforthwithsomesalientprintedfact。
"I'dliketoseenMetzner'sfacewhenheopenedthesafeatthestorethismornin',"Jimgloated。
"HehitthehighplacesrightawayforBujannoff'shouse,"Mattexplained。
"Goonan'read。"
"WastohavesailedlastnightattenontheSajodafortheSouthSeas——
steamshipdelayedbyextrafreight——"
"That'swhywecaught'minbed,"Mattinterrupted。"Itwasjustluck——
likepickin'afifty-to-onewinner。"
"Sajodasailedatsixthismornin'——"
"Hedidn'tcatchher,"Mattsaid。"Isawhisalarm-clockwassetatfive。
That'dgiven'mplentyoftime……onlyIcomealongan'putthekiboshonhistime。Goon。"
"AdolphMetznerindespair——thefamousHaythornepearlnecklace——
magnificentlyassortedpearls——valuedbyexpertsatfromfiftytoseventythousan'dollars。"
Jimbrokeofftoswearvilelyandsolemnly,concludingwith,"Thosedamnoyster-eggsworthallthatmoney!"
Helickedhislipsandadded,"Theywasbeautiesan'nomistake。"
"BigBraziliangem,"hereadon。"Eightythousan'dollars——manyvaluablegemsofthefirstwater——severalthousan'smalldiamondswellworthfortythousan'。"
"Whatyoudon'tknowaboutjoolsisworthknowin',"Mattsmiledgood-
humouredly。
"Theoryofthesleuths,"Jimread。"Thievesmusthaveknown——cleverlykeptwatchonBujannoff'sactions——musthavelearnedhisplanandtrailedhimtohishousewiththefruitsofhisrobbery——"
"Clever——hell!"Mattbrokeout。"That'sthewayreputationsismade……
inthenoospapers。How'dweknowhewasrobbin'hispardner?"
"Anyway,we'vegotthegoods,"Jimgrinned。"Let'slookat'emagain。"
Heassuredhimselfthatthedoorwaslockedandbolted,whileMattbroughtoutthebundleinthebandannaandopeneditonthetable。
"Ain'ttheybeauties,though!"Jimexclaimedatsightofthepearls;andforatimehehadeyesonlyforthem。"Accordin'totheexperts,worthfromfiftytoseventythousan'dollars。"
"An'womenlikethemthings,"Mattcommented。"An'they'lldoeverythingtoget'em——sellthemselves,commitmurder,anything。"
"Justlikeyouan'me。"
"Notonyourlife,"Mattretorted。"I'llcommitmurderfor'em,butnotfortheirownsakes,butforsakeofwhatthey'llgetme。That'sthedifference。Womenwantthejoolsforthemselves,an'Iwantthejoolsforthewomenan'suchthingsthey'llgetme。"
"Luckythatmenan'womendon'twantthesamethings,"Jimremarked。
"That'swhatmakescommerce,"Mattagreed;"peoplewantin'differentthings。"
InthemiddleoftheafternoonJimwentouttobuyfood。Whilehewasgone,Mattclearedthetableofthejewels,wrappingthemupasbeforeandputtingthemunderthepillow。Thenhelightedthekerosenestoveandstartedtoboilwaterforcoffee。Afewminuteslater,Jimreturned。
"Mostsurprising,"heremarked。"Streets,an'stores,an'peoplejustliketheyalwayswas。Nothin'changed。An'mewalkingalongthroughitallamillionaire。Nobodylookedatmean'guessedit。"
Mattgruntedunsympathetically。Hehadlittlecomprehensionofthelighterwhimsandfanciesofhispartner'simagination。
"Didyougetaporterhouse?"hedemanded。
"Sure,an'aninchthick。It'sapeach。Lookatit。"
Heunwrappedthesteakandhelditupfortheother'sinspection。Thenhemadethecoffeeandsetthetable,whileMattfriedthesteak。
"Don'tputontoomuchofthemredpeppers,"Jimwarned。"Iain'tusedtoyourMexicancookin'。Youalwaysseasontoohot。"
Mattgruntedalaughandwentonwithhiscooking。Jimpouredoutthecoffee,butfirst,intothenickedchinacup,heemptiedapowderhehadcarriedinhisvestpocketwrappedinarice-paper。Hehadturnedhisbackforthemomentonhispartner,buthedidnotdaretoglancearoundathim。
Mattplacedanewspaperonthetable,andonthenewspapersetthehotfrying-pan。Hecutthesteakinhalf,andservedJimandhimself。
"Eatherwhileshe'shot,"hecounselled,andwithknifeandforksettheexample。
"She'sadandy,"wasJim'sjudgment,afterhisfirstmouthful。"ButItellyouonethingstraight。I'mnevergoin'tovisityouonthatArizonaranch,soyouneedn'taskme。"
"What'sthematternow?"Mattasked。
"Hell'sthematter,"wastheanswer。"TheMexicancookin'onyourranch'dbetoomuchforme。IfI'vegothella-comin'inthenextlife,I'mnotgoin'totormentmyinsidesinthisone。Damnedpeppers!"
Hesmiled,expelledhisbreathforciblytocoolhisburningmouth,dranksomecoffee,andwentoneatingthesteak。
"Whatdoyouthinkaboutthenextlifeanyway,Matt?"heaskedalittlelater,whilesecretlyhewonderedwhytheotherhadnotyettouchedhiscoffee。
"Ain'tnonextlife,"Mattanswered,pausingfromthesteaktotakehisfirstsipofcoffee。"Norheavennorhell,nornothin'。Yougetallthat'scomin'righthereinthislife。"
"An'afterward?"Jimqueriedoutofhismorbidcuriosity,forheknewthathelookeduponamanthatwassoontodie。"An'afterward?"herepeated。
"Didyoueverseeamantwoweeksdead?"theotherasked。
Jimshookhishead。
"Well,Ihave。Hewaslikethisbeefsteakyouan'meiseatin'。Itwasoncesteercavortin'overthelandscape。Butnowit'sjustmeat。That'sall,justmeat。An'that'swhatyouan'mean'allpeoplecometo——meat。"
Mattgulpeddownthewholecupofcoffee,andrefilledthecup。
"Areyouscaredtodie?"heasked。
Jimshookhishead。"What'stheuse?Idon'tdieanyway。Ipassonan'
liveagain——"
"Togostealin',an'lyin'an'snivellin'throughanotherlife,an'goonthatwayforeveran'everan'ever?"Mattsneered。
"MaybeI'llimprove,"Jimsuggestedhopefully。"Maybestealin'won'tbenecessaryinthelifetocome。"
Heceasedabruptly,andstaredstraightbeforehim,afrightenedexpressiononhisface。
"What'sthematter!"Mattdemanded。
"Nothin'。Iwasjustwonderin'"——Jimreturnedtohimselfwithaneffort——
"aboutthisdyin',thatwasall。"
Buthecouldnotshakeoffthefrightthathadstartledhim。Itwasasifanunseenthingofgloomhadpassedhimby,castinguponhimtheintangibleshadowofitspresence。Hewasawareofafeelingofforeboding。
Somethingominouswasabouttohappen。Calamityhoveredintheair。Hegazedfixedlyacrossthetableattheotherman。Hecouldnotunderstand。
Wasitthathehadblunderedandpoisonedhimself?No,Matthadthenickedcup,andhehadcertainlyputthepoisoninthenickedcup。
Itwasallhisownimagination,washisnextthought。Ithadplayedhimtricksbefore。Fool!Ofcourseitwas。Ofcoursesomethingwasabouttohappen,butitwasabouttohappentoMatt。HadnotMattdrunkthewholecupofcoffee?
Jimbrightenedupandfinishedhissteak,soppingbreadinthegravywhenthemeatwasgone。
"WhenIwasakid——"hebegan,butbrokeoffabruptly。
Againtheunseenthingofgloomhadfluttered,andhisbeingwasvibrantwithpremonitionofimpendingmisfortune。Hefeltadisruptiveinfluenceatworkinthefleshofhim,andinallhismusclestherewasaseemingthattheywereabouttobegintotwitch。Hesatbacksuddenly,andassuddenlyleanedforwardwithhiselbowsonthetable。Atremorrandimlythroughthemusclesofhisbody。Itwaslikethefirstrustlingofleavesbeforetheoncomingofwind。Heclenchedhisteeth。Itcameagain,aspasmodictensingofhismuscles。Heknewpanicattherevoltwithinhisbeing。Hismusclesnolongerrecognizedhismasteryoverthem。Againtheyspasmodicallytensed,despitethewillofhim,forhehadwilledthattheyshouldnottense。Thiswasrevolutionwithinhimself,thiswasanarchy;
andtheterrorofimpotencerushedupinhimashisfleshgrippedandseemedtoseizehiminaclutch,chillsrunningupanddownhisbackandsweatstartingonhisbrow。Heglancedabouttheroom,andallthedetailsofitsmotehimwithastrangesenseoffamiliarity。Itwasasthoughhehadjustreturnedfromalongjourney。Helookedacrossthetableathispartner。Mattwaswatchinghimandsmiling。AnexpressionofhorrorspreadoverJim'sface。
"MyGod,Matt!"hescreamed。"Youain'tdopedme?"
Mattsmiledandcontinuedtowatchhim。Intheparoxysmthatfollowed,Jimdidnotbecomeunconscious。Hismusclestensedandtwitchedandknotted,hurtinghimandcrushinghimintheirsavagegrip。Andinthemidstofitall,itcametohimthatMattwasactingqueerly。Hewastravellingthesameroad。Thesmilehadgonefromhisface,andtherewasonitanintentexpression,asifhewerelisteningtosomeinnertaleofhimselfandtryingtodivinethemessage。Mattgotupandwalkedacrosstheroomandbackagain,thensatdown。
"Youdidthis,Jim,"hesaidquietly。
"ButIdidn'tthinkyou'dtrytofixME,"Jimansweredreproachfully。
"Oh,Ifixedyouallright,"Mattsaid,withteethclosetogetherandshiveringbody。"Whatdidyougiveme?"
"Strychnine。"
"SameasIgaveyou,"Mattvolunteered。"It'sahellofamess,ain'tit?"
"You'relyin',Matt,"Jimpleaded。"Youain'tdopedme,haveyou?"
"Isuredid,Jim;an'Ididn'toverdoseyou,neither。Icookeditinasneatasyoupleaseinyourhalftheporterhouse——Holdon!Where'reyougoin'?"
Jimhadmadeadashforthedoor,andwasthrowingbackthebolts。Mattspranginbetweenandshovedhimaway。
"Drugstore,"Jimpanted。"Drugstore。"
"Noyoudon't。You'llstayrighthere。Thereain'tgoin'tobeanyrunnin'outan'makin'apoisonplayonthestreet——notwithallthemjoolsreposin'underthepillow。Savve?Evenifyoudidn'tdie,you'dbeinthehandsofthepolicewithawholelotofexplanationscomin'。Emeticsisthestuffforpoison。I'mjustasbadbitasyou,an'I'mgoin'totakeaemetic。That'sallthey'dgiveyouatadrugstore,anyway。"
HethrustJimbackintothemiddleoftheroomandshottheboltsintoplace。Ashewentacrossthefloortothefoodshelf,hepassedonehandoverhisbrowandflungoffthebeadedsweat。Itspatteredaudiblyonthefloor。JimwatchedagonizedlyasMattgotthemustard-canandacupandranforthesink。Hestirredacupfulofmustardandwateranddrankitdown。Jimhadfollowedhimandwasreachingwithtremblinghandsfortheemptycup。AgainMattshovedhimaway。Ashemixedasecondcupful,hedemanded——
"D'youthinkonecup'lldoforme?YoucanwaittillI'mdone。"
Jimstartedtotottertowardthedoor,butMattcheckedhim。
"Ifyoumonkeywiththatdoor,I'lltwistyourneck。Savve?YoucantakeyourswhenI'mdone。An'ifitsavesyou,I'lltwistyourneck,anyway。
Youain'tgotnochance,nohow。Itoldyoumanytimeswhatyou'dgetifyoudidmedirt。"
"Butyoudidmedirt,too,"Jimarticulatedwithaneffort。
Mattwasdrinkingthesecondcupful,anddidnotanswer。ThesweathadgotintoJim'seyes,andhecouldscarcelyseehiswaytothetable,wherehegotacupforhimself。ButMattwasmixingathirdcupful,and,asbefore,thrusthimaway。
"ItoldyoutowaittillIwasdone,"Mattgrowled。"Getoutamyway。"
AndJimsupportedhistwitchingbodybyholdingontothesink,thewhileheyearnedtowardtheyellowishconcoctionthatstoodforlife。Itwasbysheerwillthathestoodandclungtothesink。Hisfleshstrovetodoublehimupandbringhimtothefloor。Mattdrankthethirdcupful,andwithdifficultymanagedtogettoachairandsitdown。Hisfirstparoxysmwaspassing。Thespasmsthatafflictedhimweredyingaway。Thisgoodeffectheascribedtothemustardandwater。Hewassafe,atanyrate。Hewipedthesweatfromhisface,and,intheintervalofcalm,foundroomforcuriosity。Helookedathispartner。
AspasmhadshakenthemustardcanoutofJim'shands,andthecontentswerespilleduponthefloor。Hestoopedtoscoopsomeofthemustardintothecup,andthesucceedingspasmdoubledhimuponthefloor。Mattsmiled。
"Staywithit,"heencouraged。"It'sthestuffallright。It'sfixedmeup。"
Jimheardhimandturnedtowardhimastrickenface,twistedwithsufferingandpleading。Spasmnowfollowedspasmtillhewasinconvulsions,rollingonthefloorandyellowinghisfaceandhairinthemustard。
Mattlaughedhoarselyatthesight,butthelaughbrokemidway。Atremorhadrunthroughhisbody。Anewparoxysmwasbeginning。Hearoseandstaggeredacrosstothesink,where,withprobingforefinger,hevainlystrovetoassisttheactionoftheemetic。Intheend,heclungtothesinkasJimhadclung,filledwiththehorrorofgoingdowntothefloor。
Theother'sparoxysmhadpassed,andhesatup,weakandfainting,tooweaktorise,hisforeheaddripping,hislipsfleckedwithafoammadeyellowbythemustardinwhichhehadrolled。Herubbedhiseyeswithhisknuckles,andgroansthatwerelikewhinescamefromhisthroat。
"Whatareyousnifflin'about?"Mattdemandedoutofhisagony。"Allyougottodoisdie。An'whenyoudieyou'redead。"
"I……ain't……snifflin'……it's……the……mustard……
stingin'……my……eyes,"Jimpantedwithdesperateslowness。
Itwashislastsuccessfulattemptatspeech。Thereafterhebabbledincoherently,pawingtheairwithshakingarmstillafreshconvulsionstretchedhimonthefloor。
Mattstruggledbacktothechair,and,doubleduponit,withhisarmsclaspedabouthisknees,hefoughtwithhisdisintegratingflesh。Hecameoutoftheconvulsioncoolandweak。Helookedtoseehowitwentwiththeother,andsawhimlyingmotionless。
Hetriedtosoliloquize,tobefacetious,tohavehislastgrimlaughatlife,buthislipsmadeonlyincoherentsounds。Thethoughtcametohimthattheemetichadfailed,andthatnothingremainedbutthedrugstore。
Helookedtowardthedooranddrewhimselftohisfeet。Therehesavedhimselffromfallingbyclutchingthechair。Anotherparoxysmhadbegun。
Andinthemidstoftheparoxysm,withhisbodyandallthepartsofitflyingapartandwrithingandtwistingbackagainintoknots,heclungtothechairandshoveditbeforehimacrossthefloor。Thelastshredsofhiswillwereleavinghimwhenhegainedthedoor。Heturnedthekeyandshotbackonebolt。Hefumbledforthesecondbolt,butfailed。Thenheleanedhisweightagainstthedoorandsliddowngentlytothefloor。
CREATEDHETHEM
Shemethimatthedoor。
"Ididnotthinkyouwouldbesoearly。"
"Itishalfpasteight。"Helookedathiswatch。"Thetrainleavesat9。12。"
Hewasverybusinesslike,untilhesawherlipstrembleassheabruptlyturnedandledtheway。
"It'llbeallright,littlewoman,"hesaidsoothingly。"DoctorBodineau'stheman。He'llpullhimthrough,you'llsee。"
Theyenteredtheliving-room。Hisglancequestedapprehensivelyabout,thenturnedtoher。
"Where'sAl?"
Shedidnotanswer,butwithasuddenimpulsecameclosetohimandstoodmotionless。Shewasaslender,dark-eyedwoman,inwhosefacewasstampedthestrainandstressofliving。Butthefinelinesandthehauntedlookintheeyeswerenotthehandiworkofmereworry。Heknewwhosehandiworkitwasashelookeduponit,andsheknewwhensheconsultedhermirror。
"It'snouse,Mary,"hesaid。Heputhishandonhershoulder。"We'vetriedeverything。It'sawretchedbusiness,Iknow,butwhatelsecanwedo?You'vefailed。DoctorBodineau'sallthat'sleft。"
"IfIhadanotherchance……"shebeganfalteringly。
"We'vethreshedthatallout,"heansweredharshly。"You'vegottobuckup,now。Youknowwhatconclusionwearrivedat。Youknowyouhaven'ttheghostofahopeinanotherchance。"
Sheshookherhead。"Iknowit。Butitisterrible,thethoughtofhisgoingawaytofightitoutalone。"
"Hewon'tbealone。There'sDoctorBodineau。Andbesides,it'sabeautifulplace。"
Sheremainedsilent。
"Itistheonlything,"hesaid。
"Itistheonlything,"sherepeatedmechanically。
Helookedathiswatch。"Where'sAl?"
"I'llsendhim。"
Whenthedoorhadclosedbehindher,hewalkedovertothewindowandlookedout,drummingabsentlywithhisknucklesonthepane。
"Hello。"
Heturnedandrespondedtothegreetingofthemanwhohadjustentered。
Therewasaperceptibledragtotheman'sfeetashewalkedacrosstowardthewindowandpausedirresolutelyhalfway。
"I'vechangedmymind,George,"heannouncedhurriedlyandnervously。"I'mnotgoing。"
Hepluckedathissleeve,shuffledwithhisfeet,droppedhiseyes,andwithastrongeffortraisedthemagaintoconfronttheother。
Georgeregardedhimsilently,hisnostrilsdistendingandhisleanfingersunconsciouslycrookinglikeaneagle'stalonsabouttoclutch。
Inlineandfeature,therewasmuchofresemblancebetweenthetwomen;andyet,inthestrongestresemblancestherewasaradicaldifference。Theirswerethesameblackeyes,butthoseofthemanatthewindowweresharpandstraightlooking,whilethoseofthemaninthemiddleoftheroomwerecloudyandfurtive。Hecouldnotfacetheother'sgaze,andcontinuallyandvainlystruggledwithhimselftodoso。Thehighcheekboneswiththehollowsbeneathwerethesame,yetthetextureofthehollowsseemeddifferent。Thethin-lippedmouthswerefromthesamemould,butGeorge'slipswerefirmandmuscular,whileAl'sweresoftandloose——thelipsofanasceticturnedvoluptuary。Therewasalsoasagatthecorners。Hisfleshhintedofgrossness,especiallysointheeagle-likeaquilinenosethatmustoncehavebeenliketheother's,butthathadlosttheausteritytheother'sstillretained。
Alfoughtforsteadinessinthemiddleofthefloor。Thesilencebotheredhim。Hehadafeelingthathewasabouttobeginswayingbackandforth。
Hemoistenedhislipswithhistongue。
"I'mgoingtostay,"hesaiddesperately。
Hedroppedhiseyesandpluckedagainathissleeve。
"Andyouareonlytwenty-sixyearsold,"Georgesaidatlast。"Youpoor,feebleoldman。"
"Don'tbesosureofthat,"Alretorted,withaflashofbelligerence。
"Doyourememberwhenweswamthatmileandahalfacrossthechannel?"
"Well,andwhatofit?"AsullenexpressionwascreepingacrossAl'sface。
"Anddoyourememberwhenweboxedinthebarnafterschool?"
"Icouldtakeallyougaveme。"
"AllIgaveyou!"George'svoicerosemomentarilytoahigherpitch。"Youlickedmefourafternoonsoutoffive。YouweretwiceasstrongasI——
threetimesasstrong。AndnowI'dbeafraidtolandonyouwithasofacushion;you'dcrumpleuplikealastyear'sleaf。You'ddie,youpoor,miserableoldman。"
"Youneedn'tabusemejustbecauseI'vechangedmymind,"theotherprotested,thehintofawhineinhisvoice。
Hiswifeentered,andhelookedappealinglytoher;butthemanatthewindowstrodesuddenlyuptohimandburstout——
"Youdon'tknowyourownmindfortwosuccessiveminutes!Youhaven'tanymind,youspineless,crawlingworm!"
"Youcan'tmakemeangry。"Alsmiledwithcunning,andglancedtriumphantlyathiswife。"Youcan'tmakemeangry,"herepeated,asthoughtheideawerethoroughlygratifyingtohim。"Iknowyourgame。
It'smystomach,Itellyou。Ican'thelpit。BeforeGod,Ican't!Isn'titmystomach,Mary?"
SheglancedatGeorgeandspokecomposedly,thoughshehidatremblinghandinafoldofherskirt。
"Isn'tittime?"sheaskedsoftly。
Herhusbandturneduponhersavagely。"I'mnotgoingtogo!"hecried。
"That'sjustwhatI'vebeentelling……him。AndItellyouagain,allofyou,I'mnotgoing。Youcan'tbullyme。"
"Why,Al,dear,yousaid——"shebegan。
"NevermindwhatIsaid!"hebrokeout。"I'vesaidsomethingelserightnow,andyou'veheardit,andthatsettlesit。"
HewalkedacrosstheroomandthrewhimselfwithemphasisintoaMorrischair。Buttheothermanwasswiftlyuponhim。Thetalon-likefingersgrippedhisshoulders,jerkedhimtohisfeet,andheldhimthere。
"You'vereachedthelimit,Al,andIwantyoutounderstandit。I'vetriedtotreatyoulike……likemybrother,buthereafterIshalltreatyoulikethethingthatyouare。Doyouunderstand?"
Theangerinhisvoicewascold。Theblazeinhiseyeswascold。Itwasvastlymoreeffectivethananyoutburst,andAlcringedunderitandundertheclutchinghandthatwasbruisinghisshouldermuscles。
"Itisonlybecauseofmethatyouhavethishouse,thatyouhavethefoodyoueat。Yourposition?Anyothermanwouldhavebeenshownthedoorayearago——twoyearsago。Ihaveheldyouinit。Yoursalaryhasbeencharity。Ithasbeenpaidoutofmypocket。Mary……herdresses……
thatgownshehasonismadeover;shewearsthediscardeddressesofhersisters,ofmywife。Charity——doyouunderstand?Yourchildren——theyarewearingthediscardedclothesofmychildren,ofthechildrenofmyneighbourswhothinktheclotheswenttosomeorphanasylum。Anditisanorphanasylum……oritsoonwillbe。"
Heemphasizedeachpointwithanunconscioustighteningofhisgripontheshoulder。Alwassquirmingwiththepainofit。Thesweatwasstartingoutonhisforehead。
"Nowlistenwelltome,"hisbrotherwenton。"Inthreeminutesyouwilltellmethatyouaregoingwithme。Ifyoudon't,Maryandthechildrenwillbetakenawayfromyou——to-day。Youneedn'tevercometotheoffice。
Thishousewillbeclosedtoyou。AndinsixmonthsIshallhavethepleasureofburyingyou。Youhavethreeminutestomakeupyourmind。"
Almadeastranglingmovement,andreachedupwithweakfingerstotheclutchinghand。
"Myheart……letmego……you'llbethedeathofme,"hegasped。
ThehandthrusthimdownforciblyintotheMorrischairandreleasedhim。
Theclockonthemantletickedloudly。Georgeglancedatit,andatMary。
Shewasleaningagainstthetable,unabletoconcealhertrembling。Hebecameunpleasantlyawareofthefeelingofhisbrother'sfingersonhishand。Quiteunconsciouslyhewipedthebackofthehanduponhiscoat。
Theclocktickedoninthesilence。ItseemedtoGeorgethattheroomreverberatedwithhisvoice。Hecouldhearhimselfstillspeaking。
"I'llgo,"camefromtheMorrischair。
Itwasaweakandshakenvoice,anditwasaweakandshakenmanthatpulledhimselfoutoftheMorrischair。Hestartedtowardthedoor。
"Whereareyougoing?"Georgedemanded。
"Suitcase,"cametheresponse。"Mary'llsendthetrunklater。I'llbebackinaminute。"
Thedoorclosedafterhim。Amomentlater,struckwithsuddensuspicion,Georgewasopeningthedoor。Heglancedin。Hisbrotherstoodatasideboard,inonehandadecanter,intheotherhand,bottomupandtohislips,awhiskyglass。
AcrosstheglassAlsawthathewasobserved。Itthrewhimintoapanic。
Hastilyhetriedtorefilltheglassandgetittohislips;butglassanddecanterweresentsmashingtothefloor。Hesnarled。Itwaslikethesoundofawildbeast。Butthegriponhisshouldersubduedandfrightenedhim。Hewasbeingpropelledtowardthedoor。
"Thesuitcase,"hegasped。"It'sthereinthatroom。Letmegetit。"
"Where'sthekey?"hisbrotherasked,whenhehadbroughtit。
"Itisn'tlocked。"
Thenextmomentthesuitcasewasspreadopen,andGeorge'shandwassearchingthecontents。Fromonesideitbroughtoutabottleofwhisky,fromtheothersideaflask。Hesnappedthecaseto。
"Comeon,"hesaid。"Ifwemissonecar,wemissthattrain。"
Hewentoutintothehallway,leavingAlwithhiswife。Itwaslikeafuneral,Georgethought,ashewaited。
Hisbrother'sovercoatcaughtontheknobofthefrontdooranddelayeditsclosinglongenoughforMary'sfirstsobtocometotheirears。George'slipswereverythinandcompressedashewentdownthesteps。Inonehandhecarriedthesuitcase。Withtheotherhandheheldhisbrother'sarm。
Astheynearedthecorner,heheardtheelectriccarablockaway,andurgedhisbrotheron。Alwasbreathinghard。Hisfeetdraggedandshuffled,andheheldback。
"AhellofabrotherYOUare,"hepanted。
Forreply,hereceivedaviciousjerkonhisarm。Itremindedhimofhischildhoodwhenhewashurriedalongbysomeangrygrown-up。Andlikeachild,hehadtobehelpedupthecarstep。Hesankdownonanoutsideseat,panting,sweating,overcomebytheexertion。HefollowedGeorge'seyesasthelatterlookedhimupanddown。
"AhellofabrotherYOUare,"wasGeorge'scommentwhenhehadfinishedtheinspection。
MoisturewelledintoAl'seyes。
"It'smystomach,"hesaidwithself-pity。
"Idon'twonder,"wastheretort。"Burntoutlikethecraterofavolcano。
Ferventheatisn'tacircumstance。"
Thereaftertheydidnotspeak。Whentheyarrivedatthetransferpoint,Georgecametohimselfwithastart。Hesmiled。Withfixedgazethatdidnotseethehousesthatstreamedacrosshisfieldofvision,hehadhimselfbeensunkdeepinself-pity。Hehelpedhisbrotherfromthecar,andlookeduptheintersectingstreet。Thecartheyweretotakewasnotinsight。
Al'seyeschanceduponthecornergroceryandsaloonacrosstheway。Atoncehebecamerestless。Hishandspassedbeyondhiscontrol,andheyearnedhungrilyacrossthestreettothedoorthatswungopenevenashelookedandletinahappypilgrim。Andinthatinstanthesawthewhite-
jacketedbartenderagainstanarrayofglitteringglass。Quiteunconsciouslyhestartedtocrossthestreet。
"Holdon。"George'shandwasonhisarm。
"Iwantsomewhisky,"heanswered。
"You'vealreadyhadsome。"
"Thatwashoursago。Goon,George,letmehavesome。It'sthelastday。
Don'tshutoffonmeuntilwegetthere——Godknowsitwillbesoonenough。"
Georgeglanceddesperatelyupthestreet。Thecarwasinsight。
"Thereisn'ttimeforadrink,"hesaid。
"Idon'twantadrink。Iwantabottle。"Al'svoicebecamewheedling。
"Goon,George。It'sthelast,theverylast。"
"No。"ThedenialwasasfinalasGeorge'sthinlipscouldmakeit。
Alglancedattheapproachingcar。Hesatdownsuddenlyonthecurbstone。
"What'sthematter?"hisbrotherasked,withmomentaryalarm。
"Nothing。Iwantsomewhisky。It'smystomach。"
"Comeonnow,getup。"
Georgereachedforhim,butwasanticipated,forhisbrothersprawledflatonthepavement,oblivioustothedirtandtothecuriousglancesofthepassers-by。Thecarwasclangingitsgongatthecrossing,ablockaway。
"You'llmissit,"Algrinnedfromthepavement。"Anditwillbeyourfault。"
George'sfistsclenchedtightly。
"FortwocentsI'dgiveyouathrashing。"
"Andmissthecar,"wasthetriumphantcommentfromthepavement。
Georgelookedatthecar。Itwashalfwaydowntheblock。Helookedathiswatch。Hedebatedasecondlonger。
"Allright,"hesaid。"I'llgetit。Butyougetonthatcar。Ifyoumissit,I'llbreakthebottleoveryourhead。"
Hedashedacrossthestreetandintothesaloon。Thecarcameinandstopped。Therewerenopassengerstogetoff。Aldraggedhimselfupthestepsandsatdown。Hesmiledastheconductorrangthebellandthecarstarted。Theswingingdoorofthesaloonburstopen。Clutchinginhishandthesuitcaseandapintbottleofwhisky,Georgestartedinpursuit。
Theconductor,hishandonthebellcord,waitedtoseeifitwouldbenecessarytostop。Itwasnot。Georgeswunglightlyaboard,satdownbesidehisbrother,andpassedhimthebottle。
"Youmighthavegotaquart,"Alsaidreproachfully。
Heextractedthecorkwithapocketcorkscrew,andelevatedthebottle。
"I'msick……mystomach,"heexplainedinapologetictonestothepassengerwhosatnexttohim。
Inthetraintheysatinthesmoking-car。Georgefeltthatitwasimperative。Also,havingsuccessfullycaughtthetrain,hisheartsoftened。Hefeltmorekindlytowardhisbrother,andaccusedhimselfofunnecessaryharshness。Hestrovetoatonebytalkingabouttheirmother,andsisters,andthelittleaffairsandinterestsofthefamily。ButAlwasmorose,anddevotedhimselftothebottle。Asthetimepassed,hismouthhunglooserandlooser,whiletheringsunderhiseyesseemedtopuffoutandallhisfacialmusclestorelax。
"It'smystomach,"hesaid,once,whenhefinishedthebottleanddroppeditundertheseat;buttheswifthardeningofhisbrother'sfacedidnotencouragefurtherexplanations。
Theconveyancethatmetthematthestationhadallthedignityandluxuriousnessofaprivatecarriage。George'seyeswerekeenfortheearmarksoftheinstitutiontowhichtheyweregoing,buthisapprehensionswereallayedfrommomenttomoment。Astheyenteredthewidegatewayandrolledonthroughthespaciousgrounds,hefeltsurethattheinstitutionalsideoftheplacewouldnotjaruponhisbrother。Itwasmorelikeasummerhotel,or,betteryet,acountryclub。Andastheysweptonthroughthespringsunshine,thesongsofbirdsinhisears,andinhisnostrilsthebreathofflowers,Georgesighedforaweekofrestinsuchaplace,andbeforehiseyesloomedthearidvistaofsummerintownandattheoffice。Therewasnotroominhisincomeforhisbrotherandhimself。
"Letustakeawalkinthegrounds,"hesuggested,aftertheyhadmetDoctorBodineauandinspectedthequartersassignedtoAl。"Thecarriageleavesforthestationinhalfanhour,andwe'lljusthavetime。"
"It'sbeautiful,"heremarkedamomentlater。Underhisfeetwasthevelvetgrass,thetreesarchedoverhead,andhestoodinmottledsunshine。
"IwishIcouldstayforamonth。"
"I'lltradeplaceswithyou,"Alsaidquickly。
Georgelaugheditoff,buthefeltasinkingoftheheart。
"Lookatthatoak!"hecried。"Andthatwoodpecker!Isn'theabeauty!"
"Idon'tlikeithere,"heheardhisbrothermutter。
George'slipstightenedinpreparationforthestruggle,buthesaid——
"I'mgoingtosendMaryandthechildrenofftothemountains。Sheneedsit,andsodothey。Andwhenyou'reinshape,I'llsendyourightontojointhem。Thenyoucantakeyoursummervacationbeforeyoucomebacktotheoffice。"
"I'mnotgoingtostayinthisdamnedhole,forallyoutalkaboutit,"Alannouncedabruptly。
"Yesyouare,andyou'regoingtogetyourhealthandstrengthbackagain,sothatthelookofyouwillputthecolourinMary'scheekswhereitusedtobe。"
"I'mgoingbackwithyou。"Al'svoicewasfirm。"I'mgoingtotakethesametrainback。It'sabouttimeforthatcarriage,Iguess。"
"Ihaven'ttoldyouallmyplans,"Georgetriedtogoon,butAlcuthimoff。
"Youmightaswellquitthat。Idon'twantanyofyoursoapytalking。Youtreatmelikeachild。I'mnotachild。Mymind'smadeup,andI'llshowyouhowlongitcanstaymadeup。Youneedn'ttalktome。Idon'tcarearapforwhatyou'regoingtosay。"
Abalefullightwasinhiseyes,andtohisbrotherheseemedforalltheworldlikeacorneredrat,desperateandreadytofight。AsGeorgelookedathimherememberedbacktotheirchildhood,anditcametohimthatatlastwasarousedinAlthesameoldstubbornstrainthathadenabledhim,asachild,tostandagainstallforceandpersuasion。
Georgeabandonedhope。Hehadlost。Thiscreaturewasnothuman。Thelastfineinstinctofthehumanhadfled。Itwasabrute,sluggishandstolid,impossibletomove——justtherawstuffoflife,combative,rebellious,andindomitable。Andashecontemplatedhisbrotherhefeltinhimselftherisingupofasimilarbrute。Hebecamesuddenlyawarethathisfingersweretensingandcrookinglikeathug's,andheknewthedesiretokill。Andhisreason,turnedtraitoratlast,counselledthatheshouldkill,thatitwastheonlythingleftforhimtodo。
Hewasarousedbyaservantcallingtohimthroughthetreesthatthecarriagewaswaiting。Heanswered。Then,lookingstraightbeforehim,hediscoveredhisbrother。Hehadforgottenitwashisbrother。Ithadbeenonlyathingthemomentbefore。Hebegantotalk,andashetalkedthewaybecamecleartohim。Hisreasonhadnotturnedtraitor。Thebruteinhimhadmerelyorientatedhisreason。
"Youarenoearthlygood,Al,"hesaid。"Youknowthat。You'vemadeMary'slifeahell。Youareacursetoyourchildren。Andyouhavenotmadelifeexactlyaparadisefortherestofus。"
"There'snouseyourtalking,"Alinterjected。"I'mnotgoingtostayhere。"
"That'swhatI'mcomingto,"Georgecontinued。"Youdon'thavetostayhere。"Al'sfacebrightened,andheinvoluntarilymadeamovement,asthoughabouttostarttowardthecarriage。"Ontheotherhand,itisnotnecessarythatyoushouldreturnwithme。Thereisanotherway。"
George'shandwenttohishippocketandappearedwitharevolver。Itlayalonghispalm,thebutttowardAl,andtowardAlheextendedit。Atthesametime,withhishead,heindicatedthenear-bythicket。
"Youcan'tbluffme,"Alsnarled。
"Itisnotabluff,Al。Lookatme。Imeanit。Andifyoudon'tdoitforyourself,Ishallhavetodoitforyou。"
Theyfacedeachother,theprofferedrevolverstillextended。Aldebatedforamoment,thenhiseyesblazed。Withaquickmovementheseizedtherevolver。
"MyGod!I'lldoit,"hesaid。"I'llshowyouwhatI'vegotinme。"
Georgefeltsuddenlysick。Heturnedaway。Hedidnotseehisbrotherenterthethicket,butheheardthepassageofhisbodythroughtheleavesandbranches。
"Good-bye,Al,"hecalled。
"Good-bye,"camefromthethicket。
Georgefeltthesweatuponhisforehead。Hebeganmoppinghisfacewithhishandkerchief。Heheard,asfromaremotedistance,thevoiceoftheservantagaincallingtohimthatthecarriagewaswaiting。Thewoodpeckerdroppeddownthroughthemottledsunshineandlightedonthetrunkofatreeadozenfeetaway。Georgefeltthatitwasalladream,andyetthroughitallhefeltsupremejustification。Itwastherightthingtodo。Itwastheonlything。
Hiswholebodygaveaspasmodicstart,asthoughtherevolverhadbeenfired。ItwasthevoiceofAl,closeathisback。
"Here'syourgun,"Alsaid。"I'llstay。"
Theservantappearedamongthetrees,approachingrapidlyandcallinganxiously。Georgeputtheweaponinhispocketandcaughtbothhisbrother'shandsinhisown。
"Godblessyou,oldman,"hemurmured;"and"——withafinalsqueezeofthehands——"goodluck!"
"I'mcoming,"hecalledtotheservant,andturnedandranthroughthetreestowardthecarriage。
THECHINAGO
"Thecoralwaxes,thepalmgrows,butmandeparts。"——
Tahitianproverb。