lookedattheopenknifeinhishandandshuddered,butknewnothowtopreventthedeedwhichIdreaded。Hequicklynoticedmyfears,andcomprehendedthem。Stretchingtowardsmehishand,withanairofincreasingmildness:"Takeit,"saidhe:"Fearnotforthyownsake,norformine。Thecupisgoneby,anditstransientinebriationissucceededbythesobernessoftruth。
  "ThouangelwhomIwaswonttoworship!fearestthou,mysister,forthylife?Onceitwasthescopeofmylabourstodestroythee,butIwaspromptedtothedeedbyheaven;such,atleast,wasmybelief。Thinkestthouthatthydeathwassoughttogratifymalevolence?No。Iampurefromallstain。I
  believedthatmyGodwasmymover!
  "NeithertheenormyselfhaveIcausetoinjure。Ihavedonemyduty,andsurelythereismeritinhavingsacrificedtothat,allthatisdeartotheheartofman。Ifadevilhasdeceivedme,hecameinthehabitofanangel。IfIerred,itwasnotmyjudgmentthatdeceivedme,butmysenses。Inthysight,beingofbeings!Iamstillpure。StillwillIlookformyrewardinthyjustice!"
  Didmyearstrulyreportthesesounds?IfIdidnoterr,mybrotherwasrestoredtojustperceptions。Heknewhimselftohavebeenbetrayedtothemurderofhiswifeandchildren,tohavebeenthevictimofinfernalartifice;yethefoundconsolationintherectitudeofhismotives。Hewasnotdevoidofsorrow,forthiswaswrittenonhiscountenance;buthissoulwastranquilandsublime。
  Perhapsthiswasmerelyatransitionofhisformermadnessintoanewshape。Perhapshehadnotyetawakenedtothememoryofthehorrorswhichhehadperpetrated。InfatuatedwretchthatIwas!Tosetmyselfupasamodelbywhichtojudgeofmyheroicbrother!Myreasontaughtmethathisconclusionswereright;butconsciousoftheimpotenceofreasonovermyownconduct;consciousofmycowardlyrashnessandmycriminaldespair,Idoubtedwhetheranyonecouldbestedfastandwise。
  Suchwasmyweakness,thateveninthemidstofthesethoughts,mymindglidedintoabhorrenceofCarwin,andI
  utteredinalowvoice,O!Carwin!Carwin!Whathastthoutoanswerfor?
  Mybrotherimmediatelynoticedtheinvoluntaryexclamation:
  "Clara!"saidhe,"bethyself。Equityusedtobeathemeforthyeloquence。Reduceitslessonstopractice,andbejusttothatunfortunateman。Theinstrumenthasdoneitswork,andI
  amsatisfied。
  "Ithankthee,myGod,forthislastillumination!Myenemyisthinealso。Ideemedhimtobeman,themanwithwhomIhaveoftencommuned;butnowthygoodnesshasunveiledtomehistruenature。Astheperformerofthybehests,heismyfriend。"
  Myheartbegannowtomisgiveme。Hismournfulaspecthadgraduallyyieldedplacetoaserenebrow。Anewsoulappearedtoactuatehisframe,andhiseyestobeamwithpreternaturallustre。Thesesymptomsdidnotabate,andhecontinued:
  "Clara!Imustnotleavetheeindoubt。IknownotwhatbroughtaboutthyinterviewwiththebeingwhomthoucallestCarwin。Foratime,Iwasguiltyofthyerror,anddeducedfromhisincoherentconfessionsthatIhadbeenmadethevictimofhumanmalice。Heleftusatmybidding,andIputupaprayerthatmydoubtsshouldberemoved。Thyeyeswereshut,andthyearssealedtothevisionthatansweredmyprayer。
  "Iwasindeeddeceived。Theformthouhastseenwastheincarnationofadaemon。Thevisageandvoicewhichurgedmetothesacrificeofmyfamily,werehis。Nowhepersonatesahumanform:thenhewasinvironedwiththelustreofheaven——
  "Clara,"hecontinued,advancingclosertome,"thydeathmustcome。Thisministerisevil,buthefromwhomhiscommissionwasreceivedisGod。Submitthenwithallthywontedresignationtoadecreethatcannotbereversedorresisted。
  Marktheclock。Threeminutesareallowedtothee,inwhichtocallupthyfortitude,andpreparetheeforthydoom。"Therehestopped。
  Evennow,whenthissceneexistsonlyinmemory,whenlifeandallitsfunctionshavesunkintotorpor,mypulsethrobs,andmyhairsuprise:mybrowsareknit,asthen;andIgazearoundmeindistraction。Iwasunconquerablyaversetodeath;
  butdeath,imminentandfullofagonyasthatwhichwasthreatened,wasnothing。Thiswasnottheonlyorchiefinspirerofmyfears。
  Forhim,notformyself,wasmysoultormented。Imightdie,andnocrime,surpassingthereachofmercy,wouldpursuemetothepresenceofmyJudge;butmyassassinwouldsurvivetocontemplatehisdeed,andthatassassinwasWieland!
  WingstobearmebeyondhisreachIhadnot。Icouldnotvanishwithathought。Thedoorwasopen,butmymurdererwasinterposedbetweenthatandme。Ofself-defenceIwasincapable。Thephrenzythatlatelypromptedmetobloodwasgone;mystatewasdesperate;myrescuewasimpossible。
  Theweightoftheseaccumulatedthoughtscouldnotbeborne。
  Mysightbecameconfused;mylimbswereseizedwithconvulsion;
  Ispoke,butmywordswerehalf-formed:——
  "Spareme,mybrother!Lookdown,righteousJudge!snatchmefromthisfate!takeawaythisfuryfromhim,orturnitelsewhere!"
  Suchwastheagonyofmythoughts,thatInoticednotstepsenteringmyapartment。Supplicatingeyeswerecastupward,butwhenmyprayerwasbreathed,Ioncemorewildlygazedatthedoor。Aformmetmysight:IshudderedasiftheGodwhomI
  invokedwerepresent。ItwasCarwinthatagainintruded,andwhostoodbeforeme,erectinattitude,andstedfastinlook!
  Thesightofhimawakenednewandrapidthoughts。Hisrecenttalewasremembered:hismagicaltransitionsandmysteriousenergyofvoice:Whetherhewereinfernalormiraculous,orhuman,therewasnopowerandnoneedtodecide。Whetherthecontriverornotofthisspell,hewasabletounbindit,andtocheckthefuryofmybrother。Hehadascribedtohimselfintentionsnotmalignant。Herenowwasaffordedatestofhistruth。Lethiminterpose,asfromabove;revokethesavagedecreewhichthemadnessofWielandhasassignedtoheaven,andextinguishforeverthispassionforblood!
  Myminddetectedataglancethisavenuetosafety。Therecommendationsitpossessedthrongedasitweretogether,andmadebutoneimpressiononmyintellect。RemotereffectsandcollateraldangersIsawnot。Perhapsthepauseofaninstanthadsufficedtocallthemup。TheimprobabilitythattheinfluencewhichgovernedWielandwasexternalorhuman;thetendencyofthisstratagemtosanctionsofatalanerror,orsubstituteamoredestructiverageinplaceofthis;thesufficiencyofCarwin'smeremuscularforcestocounteracttheefforts,andrestrainthefuryofWieland,might,atasecondglance,havebeendiscovered;butnosecondglancewasallowed。
  Myfirstthoughthurriedmetoaction,and,fixingmyeyesuponCarwinIexclaimed——
  "Owretch!oncemorehastthoucome?Letitbetoabjurethymalice;tocounterworkthishellishstratagem;toturnfrommeandfrommybrother,thisdesolatingrage!
  "Testifythyinnocenceorthyremorse:exertthepowerswhichpertaintothee,whatevertheybe,toturnasidethisruin。Thouarttheauthorofthesehorrors!WhathaveIdonetodeservethustodie?HowhaveImeritedthisunrelentingpersecution?Iadjurethee,bythatGodwhosevoicethouhastdaredtocounterfeit,tosavemylife!
  "Wiltthouthengo?leaveme!Succourless!"
  Carwinlistenedtomyintreatiesunmoved,andturnedfromme。
  Heseemedtohesitateamoment:thenglidedthroughthedoor。
  Rageanddespairstifledmyutterance。Theintervalofrespitewaspassed;thepangsreservedformebyWieland,werenottobeendured;mythoughtsrushedagainintoanarchy。Havingreceivedtheknifefromhishand,Ihelditlooselyandwithoutregard;
  butnowitseizedagainmyattention,andIgraspeditwithforce。
  HeseemedtonoticenottheentranceorexitofCarwin。Mygestureandthemurderousweaponappearedtohaveescapedhisnotice。Hissilencewasunbroken;hiseye,fixedupontheclockforatime,wasnowwithdrawn;furykindledineveryfeature;
  allthatwashumaninhisfacegavewaytoanexpressionsupernaturalandtremendous。Ifeltmyleftarmwithinhisgrasp——
  EvennowIhesitatedtostrike。Ishrunkfromhisassault,butinvain——
  Hereletmedesist。WhyshouldIrescuethiseventfromoblivion?WhyshouldIpaintthisdetestableconflict?Whynotterminateatoncethisseriesofhorrors?——Hurrytothevergeoftheprecipice,andcastmyselfforeverbeyondremembranceandbeyondhope?
  StillIlive:withthisloaduponmybreast;withthisphantomtopursuemysteps;withadderslodgedinmybosom,andstingingmetomadness:stillIconsenttolive!
  Yes,Iwillriseabovethesphereofmortalpassions:Iwillspurnatthecowardlyremorsethatbidsmeseekimpunityinsilence,orcomfortinforgetfulness。Mynervesshallbenewstrungtothetask。HaveInotresolved?Iwilldie。Thegulphbeforemeisinevitableandnear。Iwilldie,butthenonlywhenmytaleisatanend。
  ChapterXXVI
  Myrighthand,graspingtheunseenknife,wasstilldisengaged。Itwasliftedtostrike。Allmystrengthwasexhausted,butwhatwassufficienttotheperformanceofthisdeed。Alreadywastheenergyawakened,andtheimpulsegiven,thatshouldbearthefatalsteeltohisheart,when——Wielandshrunkback:hishandwaswithdrawn。Breathlesswithaffrightanddesperation,Istood,freedfromhisgrasp;unassailed;
  untouched。
  Thuslonghadthepowerwhichcontrouledthesceneforbornetointerfere;butnowhismightwasirresistible,andWielandinamomentwasdisarmedofallhispurposes。Avoice,louderthanhumanorganscouldproduce,shrillerthanlanguagecandepict,burstfromtheceiling,andcommandedhim——TOHOLD!
  TroubleanddismaysucceededtothestedfastnessthathadlatelybeendisplayedinthelooksofWieland。Hiseyesrovedfromonequartertoanother,withanexpressionofdoubt。Heseemedtowaitforafurtherintimation。
  Carwin'sagencywashereeasilyrecognized。Ihadbesoughthimtointerposeinmydefence。Hehadflown。Ihadimaginedhimdeaftomyprayer,andresolutetoseemeperish:yethedisappearedmerelytodeviseandexecutethemeansofmyrelief。
  Whydidhenotforbearwhenthisendwasaccomplished?Whydidhismisjudgingzealandaccursedprecipitationoverpassthatlimit?Ormeanthethustocrownthescene,andconducthisinscrutableplotstothisconsummation?
  Suchideaswerethefruitofsubsequentcontemplation。Thismomentwaspregnantwithfate。Ihadnopowertoreason。Inthecareerofmytempestuousthoughts,rentintopieces,asmymindwas,byaccumulatinghorrors,Carwinwasunseenandunsuspected。IpartookofWieland'scredulity,shookwithhisamazement,andpantedwithhisawe。
  Silencetookplaceforamoment;somuchasallowedtheattentiontorecoveritspost。Thennewsoundswereutteredfromabove。
  "Manoferrors!ceasetocherishthydelusion:notheavenorhell,butthysenseshavemisledtheetocommittheseacts。
  Shakeoffthyphrenzy,andascendintorationalandhuman。Belunaticnolonger。"
  Mybrotheropenedhislipstospeak。Histonewasterrificandfaint。Hemutteredanappealtoheaven。Itwasdifficulttocomprehendthethemeofhisinquiries。Theyimplieddoubtastothenatureoftheimpulsethathithertohadguidedhim,andquestionedwhetherhehadactedinconsequenceofinsaneperceptions。
  Totheseinterrogatoriesthevoice,whichnowseemedtohoverathisshoulder,loudlyansweredintheaffirmative。Thenuninterruptedsilenceensued。
  Fallenfromhisloftyandheroicstation;nowfinallyrestoredtotheperceptionoftruth;weighedtoearthbytherecollectionofhisowndeeds;consolednolongerbyaconsciousnessofrectitude,forthelossofoffspringandwife——alossforwhichhewasindebtedtohisownmisguidedhand;WielandwastransformedatonceintothemanOFSORROWS!
  Hereflectednotthatcreditshouldbeasreasonablydeniedtothelast,astoanyformerintimation;thatonemightasjustlybeascribedtoerringordiseasedsensesastheother。
  Hesawnotthatthisdiscoveryinnodegreeaffectedtheintegrityofhisconduct;thathismotiveshadlostnoneoftheirclaimstothehomageofmankind;thatthepreferenceofsupremegood,andtheboundlessenergyofduty,wereundiminishedinhisbosom。
  Itisnotformetopursuehimthroughtheghastlychangesofhiscountenance。Wordshehadnone。Nowhesatuponthefloor,motionlessinallhislimbs,withhiseyesglazedandfixed;amonumentofwoe。
  Anonaspiritoftempestuousbutundesigningactivityseizedhim。Herosefromhisplaceandstrodeacrossthefloor,totteringandatrandom。Hiseyeswerewithoutmoisture,andgleamedwiththefirethatconsumedhisvitals。Themusclesofhisfacewereagitatedbyconvulsion。Hislipsmoved,butnosoundescapedhim。
  Thatnatureshouldlongsustainthisconflictwasnottobebelieved。Mystatewaslittledifferentfromthatofmybrother。Ientered,asitwere,intohisthought。Myheartwasvisitedandrentbyhispangs——Ohthatthyphrenzyhadneverbeencured!thatthymadness,withitsblissfulvisions,wouldreturn!or,ifthatmustnotbe,thatthyscenewouldhastentoaclose!thatdeathwouldcovertheewithhisoblivion!
  WhatcanIwishforthee?Thouwhohastviedwiththegreatpreacherofthyfaithinsanctityofmotives,andinelevationabovesensualandselfish!Thouwhomthyfatehaschangedintoparicideandsavage!CanIwishforthecontinuanceofthybeing?No。
  Foratimehismovementsseemeddestituteofpurpose。Ifhewalked;ifheturned;ifhisfingerswereentwinedwitheachother;ifhishandswerepressedagainstoppositesidesofhisheadwithaforcesufficienttocrushitintopieces;itwastotearhismindfromself-contemplation;towastehisthoughtsonexternalobjects。
  Speedilythistrainwasbroken。Abeamappearedtobedartedintohismind,whichgaveapurposetohisefforts。Anavenuetoescapepresenteditself;andnowheeagerlygazedabouthim:
  whenmythoughtsbecameengagedbyhisdemeanour,myfingerswerestretchedasbyamechanicalforce,andtheknife,nolongerheededorofuse,escapedfrommygrasp,andfellunperceivedonthefloor。Hiseyenowlighteduponit;heseizeditwiththequicknessofthought。
  Ishriekedaloud,butitwastoolate。Heplungedittothehiltinhisneck;andhislifeinstantlyescapedwiththestreamthatgushedfromthewound。Hewasstretchedatmyfeet;andmyhandsweresprinkledwithhisbloodashefell。
  Suchwasthylastdeed,mybrother!Foraspectaclelikethiswasitmyfatetobereserved!Thyeyeswereclosed——thyfaceghastlywithdeath——thyarms,andthespotwherethouliedest,floatedinthylife'sblood!Theseimageshavenot,foramoment,forsakenme。TillIambreathlessandcold,theymustcontinuetohoverinmysight。
  Carwin,asIsaid,hadlefttheroom,buthestilllingeredinthehouse。Myvoicesummonedhimtomyaid;butIscarcelynoticedhisre-entrance,andnowfaintlyrecollecthisterrifiedlooks,hisbrokenexclamations,hisvehementavowalsofinnocence,theeffusionsofhispityforme,andhisoffersofassistance。
  Ididnotlisten——Iansweredhimnot——Iceasedtoupbraidoraccuse。HisguiltwasapointtowhichIwasindifferent。
  Ruffianordevil,blackashellorbrightasangels,thenceforthhewasnothingtome。Iwasincapableofsparingalookorathoughtfromtheruinthatwasspreadatmyfeet。
  Whenheleftme,Iwasscarcelyconsciousofanyvariationinthescene。Heinformedtheinhabitantsofthehutofwhathadpassed,andtheyflewtothespot。Carelessofhisownsafety,hehastedtothecitytoinformmyfriendsofmycondition。
  Myunclespeedilyarrivedatthehouse。ThebodyofWielandwasremovedfrommypresence,andtheysupposedthatIwouldfollowit;butno,myhomeisascertained;hereIhavetakenupmyrest,andneverwillIgohence,till,likeWieland,Iambornetomygrave。
  Importunitywastriedinvain:theythreatenedtoremovemebyviolence——nay,violencewasused;butmysoulprizestoodearlythislittlerooftoenduretobebereavedofit。Forceshouldnotprevailwhenthehoarylocksandsupplicatingtearsofmyunclewereineffectual。Myrepugnancetomovegavebirthtoferociousnessandphrenzywhenforcewasemployed,andtheywereobligedtoconsenttomyreturn。
  Theybesoughtme——theyremonstrated——theyappealedtoeverydutythatconnectedmewithhimthatmademe,andwithmyfellow-men——invain。WhileIliveIwillnotgohence。HaveI
  notfulfilledmydestiny?
  Whywillyetormentmewithyourreasoningsandreproofs?
  Canyerestoretomethehopeofmybetterdays?CanyegivemebackCatharineandherbabes?Canyerecalltolifehimwhodiedatmyfeet?
  Iwilleat——Iwilldrink——Iwillliedownandriseupatyourbidding——allIaskisthechoiceofmyabode。Whatisthereunreasonableinthisdemand?ShortlywillIbeatpeace。ThisisthespotwhichIhavechoseninwhichtobreathemylastsigh。Denymenot,Ibeseechyou,soslightaboon。
  Talknottome,Omyreveredfriend!ofCarwin。Hehastoldtheehistale,andthouexculpatesthimfromalldirectconcerninthefateofWieland。Thissceneofhavockwasproducedbyanillusionofthesenses。Beitso:Icarenotfromwhatsourcethesedisastershaveflowed;itsufficesthattheyhaveswallowedupourhopesandourexistence。
  Whathisagencybegan,hisagencyconductedtoaclose。Heintended,bythefinaleffortofhispower,torescuemeandtobanishhisillusionsfrommybrother。Suchishistale,concerningthetruthofwhichIcarenot。HenceforthIfosterbutonewish——Iaskonlyquickdeliverancefromlifeandalltheillsthatattendit——
  Gowretch!tormentmenotwiththypresenceandthyprayers——Forgivethee?Willthatavailtheewhenthyfatefulhourshallarrive?Bethouacquittedatthyowntribunal,andthouneedestnotfeartheverdictofothers。Ifthyguiltbecapableofblackerhues,ifhithertothyconsciencebewithoutstain,thycrimewillbemademoreflagrantbythusviolatingmyretreat。Takethyselfawayfrommysightifthouwouldestnotbeholdmydeath!
  Thouaregone!murmuringandreluctant!Andnowmyreposeiscoming——myworkisdone!
  ChapterXXVII
  [Writtenthreeyearsaftertheforegoing,anddatedatMontpellier。]
  IimaginedthatIhadforeverlaidasidethepen;andthatI
  shouldtakeupmyabodeinthispartoftheworld,wasofalleventstheleastprobable。MydestinyIbelievedtobeaccomplished,andIlookedforwardtoaspeedyterminationofmylifewiththefullestconfidence。
  SurelyIhadreasontobewearyofexistence,tobeimpatientofeverytiewhichheldmefromthegrave。Iexperiencedthisimpatienceinitsfullestextent。Iwasnotonlyenamouredofdeath,butconceived,fromtheconditionofmyframe,thattoshunitwasimpossible,eventhoughIhadardentlydesiredit;
  yethereamI,athousandleaguesfrommynativesoil,infullpossessionoflifeandofhealth,andnotdestituteofhappiness。
  Suchisman。Timewillobliteratethedeepestimpressions。
  Griefthemostvehementandhopeless,willgraduallydecayandwearitselfout。Argumentsmaybeemployedinvain:everymoralprescriptionmaybeineffectuallytried:remonstrances,howevercogentorpathetic,shallhavenopowerovertheattention,orshallberepelledwithdisdain;yet,asdayfollowsday,theturbulenceofouremotionsshallsubside,andourfluctuationsbefinallysucceededbyacalm。
  Perhaps,however,theconquestofdespairwaschieflyowingtoanaccidentwhichrenderedmycontinuanceinmyownhouseimpossible。Attheconclusionofmylong,and,asIthensupposed,mylastlettertoyou,Imentionedmyresolutiontowaitfordeathintheveryspotwhichhadbeentheprincipalsceneofmymisfortunes。Fromthisresolutionmyfriendsexertedthemselveswiththeutmostzealandperseverancetomakemedepart。Theyjustlyimaginedthattobethussurroundedbymemorialsofthefateofmyfamily,wouldtendtofostermydisease。Aswiftsuccessionofnewobjects,andtheexclusionofeverythingcalculatedtoremindmeofmyloss,wastheonlymethodofcure。
  Irefusedtolistentotheirexhortations。Greatasmycalamitywas,tobetornfromthisasylumwasregardedbymeasanaggravationofit。Byaperverseconstitutionofmind,hewasconsideredasmygreatestenemywhosoughttowithdrawmefromascenewhichsuppliedeternalfoodtomymelancholy,andkeptmydespairfromlanguishing。
  InrelatingthehistoryofthesedisastersIderivedasimilarspeciesofgratification。Myuncleearnestlydissuadedmefromthistask;buthisremonstranceswereasfruitlessonthisheadastheyhadbeenonothers。Theywouldhavewithheldfrommetheimplementsofwriting;buttheyquicklyperceivedthattowithstandwouldbemoreinjuriousthantocomplywithmywishes。Havingfinishedmytale,itseemedasifthescenewereclosing。Afeverlurkedinmyveins,andmystrengthwasgone。
  Anyexertion,howeverslight,wasattendedwithdifficulty,and,atlength,Irefusedtorisefrommybed。
  Inowseetheinfatuationandinjusticeofmyconductinitstruecolours。Ireflectuponthesensationsandreasoningsofthatperiodwithwonderandhumiliation。ThatIshouldbeinsensibletotheclaimsandtearsofmyfriends;thatIshouldoverlookthesuggestionsofduty,andflyfromthatpostinwhichonlyIcouldbeinstrumentaltothebenefitofothers;
  thattheexerciseofthesocialandbeneficentaffections,thecontemplationofnatureandtheacquisitionofwisdomshouldnotbeseentobemeansofhappinessstillwithinmyreach,is,atthistime,scarcelycredible。
  ItistruethatIamnowchanged;butIhavenottheconsolationtoreflectthatmychangewasowingtomyfortitudeortomycapacityforinstruction。Betterthoughtsgrewupinmymindimperceptibly。Icannotbutcongratulatemyselfonthechange,though,perhaps,itmerelyarguesaficklenessoftemper,andadefectofsensibility。
  AftermynarrativewasendedIbetookmyselftomybed,inthefullbeliefthatmycareerinthisworldwasonthepointoffinishing。Myuncletookuphisabodewithme,andperformedformeeveryofficeofnurse,physicianandfriend。Onenight,aftersomehoursofrestlessnessandpain,Isunkintodeepsleep。Itstranquillity,however,wasofnolongduration。Myfancybecamesuddenlydistempered,andmybrainwasturnedintoatheatreofuproarandconfusion。Itwouldnotbeeasytodescribethewildandphantasticalincongruitiesthatpesteredme。Myuncle,Wieland,PleyelandCarwinweresuccessivelyandmomentlydiscernedamidstthestorm。SometimesIwasswallowedupbywhirlpools,orcaughtupintheairbyhalf-seenandgiganticforms,andthrownuponpointedrocks,orcastamongthebillows。Sometimesgleamsoflightwereshotintoadarkabyss,onthevergeofwhichIwasstanding,andenabledmetodiscover,foramoment,itsenormousdepthandhideousprecipices。Anon,IwastransportedtosomeridgeofAEtna,andmadeaterrifiedspectatorofitsfierytorrentsanditspillarsofsmoke。
  Howeverstrangeitmayseem,Iwasconscious,evenduringmydream,ofmyrealsituation。Iknewmyselftobeasleep,andstruggledtobreakthespell,bymuscularexertions。Thesedidnotavail,andIcontinuedtosuffertheseabortivecreationstillaloudvoice,atmybedside,andsomeoneshakingmewithviolence,putanendtomyreverie。Myeyeswereunsealed,andIstartedfrommypillow。
  Mychamberwasfilledwithsmoke,which,thoughinsomedegreeluminous,wouldpermitmetoseenothing,andbywhichI
  wasnearlysuffocated。Thecracklingofflames,andthedeafeningclamourofvoiceswithout,burstuponmyears。
  StunnedasIwasbythishubbub,scorchedwithheat,andnearlychoakedbytheaccumulatingvapours,Iwasunabletothinkoractformyownpreservation;Iwasincapable,indeed,ofcomprehendingmydanger。
  Iwascaughtup,inaninstant,byapairofsinewyarms,bornetothewindow,andcarrieddownaladderwhichhadbeenplacedthere。Myunclestoodatthebottomandreceivedme。I
  wasnotfullyawareofmysituationtillIfoundmyselfshelteredintheHUT,andsurroundedbyitsinhabitants。
  Byneglectoftheservant,someunextinguishedembershadbeenplacedinabarrelinthecellarofthebuilding。Thebarrelhadcaughtfire;thiswascommunicatedtothebeamsofthelowerfloor,andthencetotheupperpartofthestructure。
  Itwasfirstdiscoveredbysomepersonsatadistance,whohastenedtothespotandalarmedmyuncleandtheservants。Theflameshadalreadymadeconsiderableprogress,andmyconditionwasoverlookedtillmyescapewasrenderednearlyimpossible。
  Mydangerbeingknown,andaladderquicklyprocured,oneofthespectatorsascendedtomychamber,andeffectedmydeliveranceinthemannerbeforerelated。
  Thisincident,disastrousasitmayatfirstseem,had,inreality,abeneficialeffectuponmyfeelings。Iwas,insomedegree,rousedfromthestuporwhichhadseizedmyfaculties。
  Themonotonousandgloomyseriesofmythoughtswasbroken。Myhabitationwaslevelledwiththeground,andIwasobligedtoseekanewone。Anewtrainofimages,disconnectedwiththefateofmyfamily,forceditselfonmyattention,andabeliefinsensiblysprungup,thattranquillity,ifnothappiness,wasstillwithinmyreach。Notwithstandingtheshockswhichmyframehadendured,theanguishofmythoughtsnosoonerabatedthanIrecoveredmyhealth。
  Inowwillinglylistenedtomyuncle'ssolicitationstobethecompanionofhisvoyage。Preparationswereeasilymade,andafteratediouspassage,wesetourfeetontheshoreoftheancientworld。Thememoryofthepastdidnotforsakeme;butthemelancholywhichitgenerated,andthetearswithwhichitfilledmyeyes,werenotunprofitable。Mycuriositywasrevived,andIcontemplated,withardour,thespectacleoflivingmannersandthemonumentsofpastages。
  Inproportionasmyheartwasreinstatedinthepossessionofitsancienttranquillity,thesentimentwhichIhadcherishedwithregardtoPleyelreturned。InashorttimehewasunitedtotheSaxonwoman,andmadehisresidenceintheneighbourhoodofBoston。Iwasgladthatcircumstanceswouldnotpermitaninterviewtotakeplacebetweenus。Icouldnotdesiretheirmisery;butIreapednopleasurefromreflectingontheirhappiness。Time,andtheexertionsofmyfortitude,curedme,insomedegree,ofthisfolly。Icontinuedtolovehim,butmypassionwasdisguisedtomyself;Iconsidereditmerelyasamoretenderspeciesoffriendship,andcherisheditwithoutcompunction。
  Throughmyuncle'sexertionsameetingwasbroughtaboutbetweenCarwinandPleyel,andexplanationstookplacewhichrestoredmeatoncetothegoodopinionofthelatter。Thoughseparatedsowidelyourcorrespondencewaspunctualandfrequent,andpavedthewayforthatunionwhichcanonlyendwiththedeathofoneofus。
  InmyletterstohimImadenosecretofmyformersentiments。ThiswasathemeonwhichIcouldtalkwithoutpainful,thoughnotwithoutdelicateemotions。ThatknowledgewhichIshouldneverhaveimpartedtoalover,Ifeltlittlescrupletocommunicatetoafriend。
  AyearandanhalfelapsedwhenTheresawassnatchedfromhimbydeath,inthehourinwhichshegavehimthefirstpledgeoftheirmutualaffection。Thiseventwasbornebyhimwithhiscustomaryfortitude。Itinducedhim,however,tomakeachangeinhisplans。HedisposedofhispropertyinAmerica,andjoinedmyuncleandme,whohadterminatedthewanderingsoftwoyearsatMontpellier,whichwillhenceforth,Ibelieve,beourpermanentabode。
  IfyoureflectuponthatentireconfidencewhichhadsubsistedfromourinfancybetweenPleyelandmyself;onthepassionthatIhadcontracted,andwhichwasmerelysmotheredforatime;andontheesteemwhichwasmutual,youwillnot,perhaps,besurprizedthattherenovationofourintercourseshouldgivebirthtothatunionwhichatpresentsubsists。WhentheperiodhadelapsednecessarytoweakentheremembranceofTheresa,towhomhehadbeenboundbytiesmoreofhonorthanoflove,hetenderedhisaffectionstome。Ineednotaddthatthetenderwaseagerlyaccepted。
  PerhapsyouaresomewhatinterestedinthefateofCarwin。
  Hesaw,whentoolate,thedangerofimposture。Somuchaffectedwashebythecatastrophetowhichhewasawitness,thathelaidasideallregardtohisownsafety。Hesoughtmyuncle,andconfidedtohimthetalewhichhehadjustrelatedtome。HefoundamoreimpartialandindulgentauditorinMr。
  Cambridge,whoimputedtomaniacalillusiontheconductofWieland,thoughheconceivedthepreviousandunseenagencyofCarwin,tohaveindirectlybutpowerfullypredisposedtothisdeplorableperversionofmind。
  ItwaseasyforCarwintoeludethepersecutionsofLudloe。
  ItwasmerelyrequisitetohidehimselfinaremotedistrictofPennsylvania。This,whenhepartedfromus,hedeterminedtodo。Heisnowprobablyengagedintheharmlesspursuitsofagriculture,andmaycometothink,withoutinsupportableremorse,ontheevilstowhichhisfataltalentshavegivenbirth。Theinnocenceandusefulnessofhisfuturelifemay,insomedegree,atoneforthemiseriessorashlyorsothoughtlesslyinflicted。
  Moreurgentconsiderationshinderedmefrommentioning,inthecourseofmyformermournfulrecital,anyparticularsrespectingtheunfortunatefatherofLouisaConway。Thatmansurelywasreservedtobeamonumentofcapriciousfortune。Hissouthernjourniesbeingfinished,hereturnedtoPhiladelphia。
  Beforehereachedthecityheleftthehighway,andalightedatmybrother'sdoor。Contrarytohisexpectation,noonecameforthtowelcomehim,orhailhisapproach。Heattemptedtoenterthehouse,butbolteddoors,barredwindows,andasilencebrokenonlybyunansweredcalls,shewedhimthatthemansionwasdeserted。
  Heproceededthencetomyhabitation,whichhefound,inlikemanner,gloomyandtenantless。Hissurprizemaybeeasilyconceived。Therusticswhooccupiedthehuttoldhimanimperfectandincredibletale。Hehastedtothecity,andextortedfromMrs。Bayntonafulldisclosureoflatedisasters。
  Hewasinuredtoadversity,andrecovered,afternolongtime,fromtheshocksproducedbythisdisappointmentofhisdarlingscheme。OurintercoursedidnotterminatewithhisdeparturefromAmerica。WehavesincemetwithhiminFrance,andlighthasatlengthbeenthrownuponthemotiveswhichoccasionedthedisappearanceofhiswife,inthemannerwhichI
  formerlyrelatedtoyou。
  Ihavedweltupontheardouroftheirconjugalattachment,andmentionedthatnosuspicionhadeverglanceduponherpurity。This,thoughthebeliefwaslongcherished,recentdiscoverieshaveshewntobequestionable。Nodoubtherintegritywouldhavesurvivedtothepresentmoment,ifanextraordinaryfatehadnotbefallenher。
  MajorStuarthadbeenengaged,whileinGermany,inacontestofhonorwithanAiddeCampoftheMarquisofGranby。Hisadversaryhadpropagatedarumourinjurioustohischaracter。
  Achallengewassent;ameetingensued;andStuartwoundedanddisarmedthecalumniator。Theoffencewasatonedfor,andhislifesecuredbysuitableconcessions。
  Maxwell,thatwashisname,shortlyafter,inconsequenceofsucceedingtoarichinheritance,soldhiscommissionandreturnedtoLondon。Hisfortunewasspeedilyaugmentedbyanopulentmarriage。Interestwashissoleinducementtothismarriage,thoughtheladyhadbeenswayedbyacredulousaffection。Thetruestateofhisheartwasquicklydiscovered,andaseparation,bymutualconsent,tookplace。Theladywithdrewtoanestateinadistantcounty,andMaxwellcontinuedtoconsumehistimeandfortuneinthedissipationofthecapital。
  Maxwell,thoughdeceitfulandsensual,possessedgreatforceofmindandspeciousaccomplishments。HecontrivedtomisleadthegenerousmindofStuart,andtoregaintheesteemwhichhismisconduct,foratime,hadforfeited。HewasrecommendedbyherhusbandtotheconfidenceofMrs。Stuart。Maxwellwasstimulatedbyrevenge,andbyalawlesspassion,toconvertthisconfidenceintoasourceofguilt。
  Theeducationandcapacityofthiswoman,theworthofherhusband,thepledgeoftheiralliancewhichtimehadproduced,hermaturityinageandknowledgeoftheworld——allcombinedtorenderthisattempthopeless。Maxwell,however,wasnoteasilydiscouraged。Themostperfectbeing,hebelieved,mustowehisexemptionfromvicetotheabsenceoftemptation。Theimpulsesoflovearesosubtile,andtheinfluenceoffalsereasoning,whenenforcedbyeloquenceandpassion,sounbounded,thatnohumanvirtueissecurefromdegeneracy。Allartsbeingtried,everytemptationbeingsummonedtohisaid,dissimulationbeingcarriedtoitsutmostbound,Maxwell,atlength,nearlyaccomplishedhispurpose。Thelady'saffectionswerewithdrawnfromherhusbandandtransferredtohim。Shecouldnot,asyet,bereconciledtodishonor。Alleffortstoinducehertoelopewithhimwereineffectual。Shepermittedherselftolove,andtoavowherlove;butatthislimitshestopped,andwasimmoveable。
  Hencethisrevolutioninhersentimentswasproductiveonlyofdespair。Herrectitudeofprinciplepreservedherfromactualguilt,butcouldnotrestoretoherherancientaffection,orsaveherfrombeingthepreyofremorsefulandimpracticablewishes。Herhusband'sabsenceproducedastateofsuspense。This,however,approachedtoaperiod,andshereceivedtidingsofhisintendedreturn。Maxwell,beinglikewiseapprizedofthisevent,andhavingmadealastandunsuccessfulefforttoconquerherreluctancetoaccompanyhiminajourneytoItaly,whitherhepretendedaninvinciblenecessityofgoing,lefthertopursuethemeasureswhichdespairmightsuggest。AtthesametimeshereceivedaletterfromthewifeofMaxwell,unveilingthetruecharacterofthisman,andrevealingfactswhichtheartificesofherseducerhadhithertoconcealedfromher。Mrs。Maxwellhadbeenpromptedtothisdisclosurebyaknowledgeofherhusband'spractices,withwhichhisownimpetuosityhadmadeheracquainted。
  Thisdiscovery,joinedtothedelicacyofherscruplesandtheanguishofremorse,inducedhertoabscond。Thisschemewasadoptedinhaste,buteffectedwithconsummateprudence。Shefled,ontheeveofherhusband'sarrival,inthedisguiseofaboy,andembarkedatFalmouthinapacketboundforAmerica。
  ThehistoryofherdisastrousintercoursewithMaxwell,themotivesinducinghertoforsakehercountry,andthemeasuresshehadtakentoeffectherdesign,wererelatedtoMrs。
  Maxwell,inreplytohercommunication。Betweenthesewomenanancientintimacyandconsiderablesimilitudeofcharactersubsisted。Thisdisclosurewasaccompaniedwithsolemninjunctionsofsecrecy,andtheseinjunctionswere,foralongtime,faithfullyobserved。
  Mrs。Maxwell'sabodewassituatedonthebanksoftheWey。
  Stuartwasherkinsman;theiryouthhadbeenspenttogether;andMaxwellwasinsomedegreeindebtedtothemanwhomhebetrayed,forhisalliancewiththisunfortunatelady。HeresteemforthecharacterofStuarthadneverbeendiminished。Ameetingbetweenthemwasoccasionedbyatourwhichthelatterhadundertaken,intheyearafterhisreturnfromAmerica,toWalesandthewesterncounties。Thisinterviewproducedpleasureandregretineach。Theirowntransactionsnaturallybecamethetopicsoftheirconversation;andtheuntimelyfateofhiswifeanddaughterwererelatedbytheguest。
  Mrs。Maxwell'sregardforherfriend,aswellasforthesafetyofherhusband,persuadedhertoconcealment;buttheformerbeingdead,andthelatterbeingoutofthekingdom,sheventuredtoproduceMrs。Stuart'sletter,andtocommunicateherownknowledgeofthetreacheryofMaxwell。Shehadpreviouslyextortedfromherguestapromisenottopursueanyschemeofvengeance;butthispromisewasmadewhileignorantofthefullextentofMaxwell'sdepravity,andhispassionrefusedtoadheretoit。
  AtthistimemyuncleandIresidedatAvignon。AmongtheEnglishresidentthere,andwithwhomwemaintainedasocialintercourse,wasMaxwell。Thisman'stalentsandaddressrenderedhimafavoritebothwithmyuncleandmyself。Hehadeventenderedmehishandinmarriage;butthisbeingrefused,hehadsoughtandobtainedpermissiontocontinuewithustheintercourseoffriendship。Sincealegalmarriagewasimpossible,nodoubt,hisviewswereflagitious。WhetherhehadrelinquishedtheseviewsIwasunabletojudge。
  Hewasoneinalargecircleatavillaintheenvirons,towhichIhadlikewisebeeninvited,whenStuartabruptlyenteredtheapartment。Hewasrecognizedwithgenuinesatisfactionbyme,andwithseemingpleasurebyMaxwell。Inashorttime,someaffairofmomentbeingpleaded,whichrequiredanimmediateandexclusiveinterview,Maxwellandhewithdrewtogether。StuartandmyunclehadbeenknowntoeachotherintheGermanarmy;
  andthepurposecontemplatedbytheformerinthislongandhastyjourney,wasconfidedtohisoldfriend。
  Adefiancewasgivenandreceived,andthebanksofarivulet,aboutaleaguefromthecity,wasselectedasthesceneofthiscontest。Myuncle,havingexertedhimselfinvaintopreventanhostilemeeting,consentedtoattendthemasasurgeon——Nextmorning,atsun-rise,wasthetimechosen。
  Ireturnedearlyintheeveningtomylodgings。
  Preliminariesbeingsettledbetweenthecombatants,Stuarthadconsentedtospendtheeveningwithus,anddidnotretiretilllate。Onthewaytohishotelhewasexposedtonomolestation,butjustashesteppedwithintheportico,aswarthyandmalignantfigurestartedfrombehindacolumn。andplungedastilettointohisbody。
  Theauthorofthistreasoncouldnotcertainlybediscovered;
  butthedetailscommunicatedbyStuart,respectingthehistoryofMaxwell,naturallypointedhimoutasanobjectofsuspicion。
  Nooneexpressedmoreconcern,onaccountofthisdisaster,thanhe;andhepretendedanardentzealtovindicatehischaracterfromtheaspersionsthatwerecastuponit。Thenceforth,however,Ideniedmyselftohisvisits;andshortlyafterhedisappearedfromthisscene。
  Fewpossessedmoreestimablequalities,andabettertitletohappinessandthetranquilhonorsoflonglife,thanthemotherandfatherofLouisaConway:yettheywerecutoffinthebloomoftheirdays;andtheirdestinywasthusaccomplishedbythesamehand。Maxwellwastheinstrumentoftheirdestruction,thoughtheinstrumentwasappliedtothisendinsodifferentamanner。
  Ileaveyoutomoralizeonthistale。Thatvirtueshouldbecomethevictimoftreacheryis,nodoubt,amournfulconsideration;butitwillnotescapeyournotice,thattheevilsofwhichCarwinandMaxwellweretheauthors,owedtheirexistencetotheerrorsofthesufferers。AlleffortswouldhavebeenineffectualtosubvertthehappinessorshortentheexistenceoftheStuarts,iftheirownfrailtyhadnotsecondedtheseefforts。Iftheladyhadcrushedherdisastrouspassioninthebud,anddriventheseducerfromherpresence,whenthetendencyofhisartificeswasseen;ifStuarthadnotadmittedthespiritofabsurdrevenge,weshouldnothavehadtodeplorethiscatastrophe。IfWielandhadframedjusternotionsofmoralduty,andofthedivineattributes;orifIhadbeengiftedwithordinaryequanimityorforesight,thedouble-tongueddeceiverwouldhavebeenbaffledandrepelled。