Shewasnotabsentamoment。"Hestood,foratime,asiftoassurehimselfofmysincerity。Then,clinchinghishands,andwildlyliftingthemabovehishead,"Lo,"criedhe,"Ihavenewstotellyou。TheBaronessdeStolbergisdead?"
  Thiswasherwhomheloved。Iwasnotsurprisedattheagitationswhichhebetrayed。"Buthowwastheinformationprocured?HowwasthetruthofthisnewsconnectedwiththecircumstanceofCatharine'sremaininginourcompany?"Hewasforsometimeinattentivetomyquestions。Whenhespoke,itseemedmerelyacontinuationofthereverieintowhichhehadbeenplunged。
  "Andyetitmightbeameredeception。Butcouldbothofusinthatcasehavebeendeceived?Arareandprodigiouscoincidence!Barelynotimpossible。Andyet,iftheaccentbeoracular——Theresaisdead。No,no,"continuedhe,coveringhisfacewithhishands,andinatonehalfbrokenintosobs,"I
  cannotbelieveit。Shehasnotwritten,butifsheweredead,thefaithfulBertrandwouldhavegivenmetheearliestinformation。Andyetifheknewhismaster,hemusthaveeasilyguessedattheeffectofsuchtidings。Inpitytomehewassilent。"
  "Clara,forgiveme;toyou,thisbehaviourismysterious。I
  willexplainaswellasIamable。ButsaynotawordtoCatharine。Herstrengthofmindisinferiortoyour's。Shewill,besides,havemorereasontobestartled。SheisWieland'sangel。"
  Pleyelproceededtoinformme,forthefirsttime,oftheschemewhichhehadpressed,withsomuchearnestness,onmybrother。Heenumeratedtheobjectionswhichhadbeenmade,andtheindustrywithwhichhehadendeavouredtoconfutethem。Hementionedtheeffectuponhisresolutionsproducedbythefailureofaletter。"Duringourlatewalk,"continuedhe,"I
  introducedthesubjectthatwasnearestmyheart。Ire-urgedallmyformerarguments,andplacedtheminmoreforciblelights。Wielandwasstillrefractory。Heexpatiatedontheperilsofwealthandpower,onthesacrednessofconjugalandparentalduties,andthehappinessofmediocrity。
  "Nowonderthatthetimepassed,unperceived,away。Ourwholesoulswereengagedinthiscause。Severaltimeswecametothefootoftherock;assoonasweperceivedit,wechangedourcourse,butneverfailedtoterminateourcircuitousanddeviousrambleatthisspot。Atlengthyourbrotherobserved,"Weseemtobeledhitherbyakindoffatality。Sincewearesonear,letusascendandrestourselvesawhile。Ifyouarenotwearyofthisargumentwewillresumeitthere。"
  "Itacitlyconsented。Wemountedthestairs,anddrawingthesofainfrontoftheriver,weseatedourselvesuponit。Itookupthethreadofourdiscoursewherewehaddroppedit。I
  ridiculedhisdreadofthesea,andhisattachmenttohome。I
  keptoninthisstrain,socongenialwithmydisposition,forsometime,uninterruptedbyhim。Atlength,hesaidtome,"SupposenowthatI,whomargumenthasnotconvinced,shouldyieldtoridicule,andshouldagreethatyourschemeiseligible;whatwillyouhavegained?Nothing。Youhaveotherenemiesbesidemyselftoencounter。Whenyouhavevanquishedme,yourtoilhasscarcelybegun。Therearemysisterandwife,withwhomitwillremainforyoutomaintainthecontest。Andtrustme,theyareadversarieswhomallyourforceandstratagemwillneversubdue。"Iinsinuatedthattheywouldmodelthemselvesbyhiswill:thatCatharinewouldthinkobedienceherduty。Heanswered,withsomequickness,"Youmistake。
  Theirconcurrenceisindispensable。Itisnotmycustomtoexactsacrificesofthiskind。Ilivetobetheirprotectorandfriend,andnottheirtyrantandfoe。Ifmywifeshalldeemherhappiness,andthatofherchildren,mostconsultedbyremainingwheresheis,heresheshallremain。""But,"saidI,"whensheknowsyourpleasure,willshenotconformtoit?"Beforemyfriendhadtimetoanswerthisquestion,anegativewasclearlyanddistinctlyutteredfromanotherquarter。Itdidnotcomefromonesideortheother,frombeforeusorbehind。Whencethendiditcome?Bywhoseorganswasitfashioned?
  "Ifanyuncertaintyhadexistedwithregardtotheseparticulars,itwouldhavebeenremovedbyadeliberateandequallydistinctrepetitionofthesamemonosyllable,"No。"Thevoicewasmysister's。Itappearedtocomefromtheroof。I
  startedfrommyseat。Catharine,exclaimedI,whereareyou?
  Noanswerwasreturned。Isearchedtheroom,andtheareabeforeit,butinvain。Yourbrotherwasmotionlessinhisseat。Ireturnedtohim,andplacedmyselfagainbyhisside。
  Myastonishmentwasnotlessthanhis。"
  "Well,"saidhe,atlength,"Whatthinkyouofthis?Thisistheself-samevoicewhichIformerlyheard;youarenowconvincedthatmyearswerewellinformed。"
  "Yes,"saidI,"this,itisplain,isnofictionofthefancy。"Weagainsunkintomutualandthoughtfulsilence。A
  recollectionofthehour,andofthelengthofourabsence,mademeatlastproposetoreturn。Weroseupforthispurpose。Indoingthis,mymindrevertedtothecontemplationofmyowncondition。"Yes,"saidIaloud,butwithoutparticularlyaddressingmyselftoWieland,"myresolutionistaken。Icannothopetoprevailwithmyfriendstoaccompanyme。TheymaydozeawaytheirdaysonthebanksofSchuylkill,butastome,Igointhenextvessel;Iwillflytoherpresence,anddemandthereasonofthisextraordinarysilence。"
  "Ihadscarcelyfinishedthesentence,whenthesamemysteriousvoiceexclaimed,"Youshallnotgo。Thesealofdeathisonherlips。Hersilenceisthesilenceofthetomb。"
  Thinkoftheeffectswhichaccentslikethesemusthavehaduponme。IshudderedasIlistened。AssoonasIrecoveredfrommyfirstamazement,"Whoisitthatspeaks?"saidI,"whencedidyouprocurethesedismaltidings?"Ididnotwaitlongforananswer。"Fromasourcethatcannotfail。Besatisfied。Sheisdead。"Youmayjustlybesurprised,that,inthecircumstancesinwhichIheardthetidings,andnotwithstandingthemysterywhichenvironedhimbywhomtheywereimparted,Icouldgiveanundividedattentiontothefacts,whichwerethesubjectofourdialogue。Ieagerlyinquired,whenandwheredidshedie?Whatwasthecauseofherdeath?Washerdeathabsolutelycertain?
  Ananswerwasreturnedonlytothelastofthesequestions。
  "Yes,"waspronouncedbythesamevoice;butitnowsoundedfromagreaterdistance,andthedeepestsilencewasallthereturnmadetomysubsequentinterrogatories。
  "Itwasmysister'svoice;butitcouldnotbeutteredbyher;andyet,ifnotbyher,bywhomwasituttered?Whenwereturnedhither,anddiscoveredyoutogether,thedoubtthathadpreviouslyexistedwasremoved。Itwasmanifestthattheintimationcamenotfromher。Yetifnotfromher,fromwhomcoulditcome?Arethecircumstancesattendingtheimpartingofthisnewsproofthatthetidingsaretrue?Godforbidthattheyshouldbetrue。"
  HerePleyelsunkintoanxioussilence,andgavemeleisuretoruminateonthisinexplicableevent。Iamatalosstodescribethesensationsthataffectedme。Iamnotfearfulofshadows。
  Thetalesofapparitionsandenchantmentsdidnotpossessthatpowerovermybeliefwhichcouldevenrendertheminteresting。
  Isawnothinginthembutignoranceandfolly,andwasastrangereventothatterrorwhichispleasing。ButthisincidentwasdifferentfromanythatIhadeverbeforeknown。
  Herewereproofsofasensibleandintelligentexistence,whichcouldnotbedenied。Herewasinformationobtainedandimpartedbymeansunquestionablysuper-human。
  Thatthereareconsciousbeings,besideourselves,inexistence,whosemodesofactivityandinformationsurpassourown,canscarcelybedenied。Isthereaglimpseaffordedusintoaworldofthesesuperiorbeings?Myheartwasscarcelylargeenoughtogiveadmittancetososwellingathought。Anawe,thesweetestandmostsolemnthatimaginationcanconceive,pervadedmywholeframe。ItforsookmenotwhenIpartedfromPleyelandretiredtomychamber。Animpulsewasgiventomyspiritsutterlyincompatiblewithsleep。Ipassedthenightwakefulandfullofmeditation。Iwasimpressedwiththebeliefofmysterious,butnotofmalignantagency。Hithertonothinghadoccurredtopersuademethatthisairyministerwasbusytoevilratherthantogoodpurposes。Onthecontrary,theideaofsuperiorvirtuehadalwaysbeenassociatedinmymindwiththatofsuperiorpower。Thewarningsthathadthusbeenheardappearedtohavebeenpromptedbybeneficentintentions。Mybrotherhadbeenhinderedbythisvoicefromascendingthehill。
  Hewastoldthatdangerlurkedinhispath,andhisobediencetotheintimationhadperhapssavedhimfromadestinysimilartothatofmyfather。
  Pleyelhadbeenrescuedfromtormentinguncertainty,andfromthehazardsandfatiguesofafruitlessvoyage,bythesameinterposition。IthadassuredhimofthedeathofhisTheresa。
  Thiswomanwasthendead。Aconfirmationofthetidings,iftrue,wouldspeedilyarrive。Wasthisconfirmationtobedeprecatedordesired?Byherdeath,thetiethatattachedhimtoEurope,wastakenaway。Henceforwardeverymotivewouldcombinetoretainhiminhisnativecountry,andwewererescuedfromthedeepregretsthatwouldaccompanyhishopelessabsencefromus。Propitiouswasthespiritthatimpartedthesetidings。
  Propitioushewouldperhapshavebeen,ifhehadbeeninstrumentalinproducing,aswellasincommunicatingthetidingsofherdeath。Propitioustous,thefriendsofPleyel,towhomhastherebybeensecuredtheenjoymentofhissociety;
  andnotunpropitioustohimself;forthoughthisobjectofhislovebesnatchedaway,istherenotanotherwhoisableandwillingtoconsolehimforherloss?
  Twentydaysafterthis,anothervesselarrivedfromthesameport。Inthisinterval,Pleyel,forthemostpart,estrangedhimselffromhisoldcompanions。Hewasbecomethepreyofagloomyandunsociablegrief。HiswalkswerelimitedtothebankoftheDelaware。Thisbankisanartificialone。Reedsandtheriverareononeside,andawaterymarshontheother,inthatpartwhichboundedhislands,andwhichextendedfromthemouthofHollander'screektothatofSchuylkill。Noscenecanbeimaginedlessenticingtoaloverofthepicturesquethanthis。
  Theshoreisdeformedwithmud,andincumberedwithaforestofreeds。Thefields,inmostseasons,aremire;butwhentheyaffordafirmfooting,theditchesbywhichtheyareboundedandintersected,aremantledwithstagnatinggreen,andemitthemostnoxiousexhalations。Healthisnolessastrangertothoseseatsthanpleasure。Springandautumnaresuretobeaccompaniedwithaguesandbiliousremittents。
  ThesceneswhichenvironedourdwellingsatMettingenconstitutedthereverseofthis。Schuylkillwashereapureandtranslucidcurrent,brokenintOwildandceaselessmusicbyrockypoints,murmuringonasandymargin,andreflectingonitssurface,banksofallvarietiesofheightanddegreesofdeclivity。Thesebankswerechequeredbypatchesofdarkverdureandshapelessmassesofwhitemarble,andcrownedbycopsesofcedar,orbytheregularmagnificenceoforchards,which,atthisseason,wereinblossom,andwereprodigalofodours。Thegroundwhichrecededfromtheriverwasscoopedintovalleysanddales。Itsbeautieswereenhancedbythehorticulturalskillofmybrother,whobedeckedthisexquisiteassemblageofslopesandrisingswitheveryspeciesofvegetableornament,fromthegiantarmsoftheoaktotheclusteringtendrilsofthehoney-suckle。
  Toscreenhimfromtheunwholesomeairsofhisownresidence,ithadbeenproposedtoPleyeltospendthemonthsofspringwithus。Hehadapparentlyacquiescedinthisproposal;butthelateeventinducedhimtochangehispurpose。Hewasonlytobeseenbyvisitinghiminhisretirements。Hisgaietyhadflown,andeverypassionwasabsorbedineagernesstoprocuretidingsfromSaxony。IhavementionedthearrivalofanothervesselfromtheElbe。Hedescriedherearlyonemorningashewaspassingalongtheskirtoftheriver。Shewaseasilyrecognized,beingtheshipinwhichhehadperformedhisfirstvoyagetoGermany。Heimmediatelywentonboard,butfoundnolettersdirectedtohim。Thisomissionwas,insomedegree,compensatedbymeetingwithanoldacquaintanceamongthepassengers,whohadtilllatelybeenaresidentinLeipsig。
  ThispersonputanendtoallsuspenserespectingthefateofTheresa,byrelatingtheparticularsofherdeathandfuneral。
  Thuswasthetruthoftheformerintimationattested。Nolongerdevouredbysuspense,thegriefofPleyelwasnotlonginyieldingtotheinfluenceofsociety。Hegavehimselfuponcemoretoourcompany。Hisvivacityhadindeedbeendamped;buteveninthisrespecthewasamoreacceptablecompanionthanformerly,sincehisseriousnesswasneitherincommunicativenorsullen。
  Theseincidents,foratime,occupiedallourthoughts。Inmetheyproducedasentimentnotunalliedtopleasure,andmorespeedilythaninthecaseofmyfriendswereintermixedwithothertopics。Mybrotherwasparticularlyaffectedbythem。Itwaseasytoperceivethatmostofhismeditationsweretincturedfromthissource。Tothiswastobeascribedadesigninwhichhispenwas,atthisperiod,engaged,ofcollectingandinvestigatingthefactswhichrelatetothatmysteriouspersonage,theDaemonofSocrates。
  Mybrother'sskillinGreekandRomanlearningwasexceededbythatoffew,andnodoubttheworldwouldhaveacceptedatreatiseuponthissubjectfromhishandwithavidity;butalas!
  thisandeveryotherschemeoffelicityandhonor,weredoomedtosuddenblastandhopelessextermination。
  ChapterVI
  Inowcometothementionofapersonwithwhosenamethemostturbulentsensationsareconnected。ItiswithashudderingreluctancethatIenterontheprovinceofdescribinghim。NowitisthatIbegintoperceivethedifficultyofthetaskwhichIhaveundertaken;butitwouldbeweaknesstoshrinkfromit。Mybloodiscongealed:andmyfingersarepalsiedwhenIcalluphisimage。Shameuponmycowardlyandinfirmheart!HithertoIhaveproceededwithsomedegreeofcomposure,butnowImustpause。Imeannotthatdireremembranceshallsubduemycourageorbafflemydesign,butthisweaknesscannotbeimmediatelyconquered。Imustdesistforalittlewhile。
  Ihavetakenafewturnsinmychamber,andhavegatheredstrengthenoughtoproceed。YethaveInotprojectedataskbeyondmypowertoexecute?Ifthus,ontheverythresholdofthescene,mykneesfaulterandIsink,howshallIsupportmyself,whenIrushintothemidstofhorrorssuchasnohearthashithertoconceived,nortonguerelated?Isickenandrecoilattheprospect,andyetmyirresolutionismomentary。Ihavenotformedthisdesignuponslightgrounds,andthoughImayattimespauseandhesitate,Iwillnotbefinallydivertedfromit。
  Andthou,Omostfatalandpotentofmankind,inwhattermsshallIdescribethee?Whatwordsareadequatetothejustdelineationofthycharacter?HowshallIdetailthemeanswhichrenderedthesecrecyofthypurposesunfathomable?ButI
  willnotanticipate。Letmerecoverifpossible,asoberstrain。Letmekeepdownthefloodofpassionthatwouldrendermeprecipitateorpowerless。Letmestifletheagoniesthatareawakenedbythyname。Letme,foratime,regardtheeasabeingofnoterribleattributes。Letmetearmyselffromcontemplationoftheevilsofwhichitisbuttoocertainthatthouwasttheauthor,andlimitmyviewtothoseharmlessappearanceswhichattendedthyentranceonthestage。
  Onesunnyafternoon,Iwasstandinginthedoorofmyhouse,whenImarkedapersonpassingclosetotheedgeofthebankthatwasinfront。Hispacewasacarelessandlingeringone,andhadnoneofthatgracefulnessandeasewhichdistinguishapersonwithcertainadvantagesofeducationfromaclown。Hisgaitwasrusticandaukward。Hisformwasungainlyanddisproportioned。Shouldersbroadandsquare,breastsunken,hisheaddrooping,hisbodyofuniformbreadth,supportedbylongandlanklegs,weretheingredientsofhisframe。Hisgarbwasnotilladaptedtosuchafigure。Aslouchedhat,tarnishedbytheweather,acoatofthickgreycloth,cutandwrought,asitseemed,byacountrytailor,blueworstedstockings,andshoesfastenedbythongs,anddeeplydiscolouredbydust,whichbrushhadneverdisturbed,constitutedhisdress。
  Therewasnothingremarkableintheseappearances;theywerefrequentlytobemetwithontheroad,andintheharvestfield。
  IcannottellwhyIgazeduponthem,onthisoccasion,withmorethanordinaryattention,unlessitwerethatsuchfigureswereseldomseenbyme,exceptontheroadorfield。Thislawnwasonlytraversedbymenwhoseviewsweredirectedtothepleasuresofthewalk,orthegrandeurofthescenery。
  Hepassedslowlyalong,frequentlypausing,asiftoexaminetheprospectmoredeliberately,butneverturninghiseyetowardsthehouse,soastoallowmeaviewofhiscountenance。
  Presently,heenteredacopseatasmalldistance,anddisappeared。Myeyefollowedhimwhileheremainedinsight。
  Ifhisimageremainedforanydurationinmyfancyafterhisdeparture,itwasbecausenootherobjectoccurredsufficienttoexpelit。
  Icontinuedinthesamespotforhalfanhour,vaguely,andbyfits,contemplatingtheimageofthiswanderer,anddrawing,fromoutwardappearances,thoseinferenceswithrespecttotheintellectualhistoryofthisperson,whichexperienceaffordsus。Ireflectedonthealliancewhichcommonlysubsistsbetweenignoranceandthepracticeofagriculture,andindulgedmyselfinairyspeculationsastotheinfluenceofprogressiveknowledgeindissolvingthisalliance,andembodyingthedreamsofthepoets。Iaskedwhytheploughandthehoemightnotbecomethetradeofeveryhumanbeing,andhowthistrademightbemadeconduciveto,or,atleast,consistentwiththeacquisitionofwisdomandeloquence。
  Wearywiththesereflections,Ireturnedtothekitchentoperformsomehouseholdoffice。Ihadusuallybutoneservant,andshewasagirlaboutmyownage。Iwasbusynearthechimney,andshewasemployednearthedooroftheapartment,whensomeoneknocked。Thedoorwasopenedbyher,andshewasimmediatelyaddressedwith"Pry'thee,goodgirl,canstthousupplyathirstymanwithaglassofbuttermilk?"Sheansweredthattherewasnoneinthehouse。"Aye,butthereissomeinthedairyyonder。ThouknowestaswellasI,thoughHermesnevertaughtthee,thatthougheverydairybeanhouse,everyhouseisnotadairy。"Tothisspeech,thoughsheunderstoodonlyapartofit,sherepliedbyrepeatingherassurances,thatshehadnonetogive。"Wellthen,"rejoinedthestranger,"forcharity'ssweetsake,handmeforthacupofcoldwater。"Thegirlsaidshewouldgotothespringandfetchit。"Nay,givemethecup,andsuffermetohelpmyself。Neithermanaclednorlame,Ishouldmeritburialinthemawofcarrioncrows,ifI
  laidthistaskuponthee。"Shegavehimthecup,andheturnedtogotothespring。
  Ilistenedtothisdialogueinsilence。Thewordsutteredbythepersonwithout,affectedmeassomewhatsingular,butwhatchieflyrenderedthemremarkable,wasthetonethataccompaniedthem。Itwaswhollynew。Mybrother'svoiceandPleyel'sweremusicalandenergetic。Ihadfondlyimagined,that,inthisrespect,theyweresurpassedbynone。Nowmymistakewasdetected。Icannotpretendtocommunicatetheimpressionthatwasmadeuponmebytheseaccents,ortodepictthedegreeinwhichforceandsweetnesswereblendedinthem。Theywerearticulatedwithadistinctnessthatwasunexampledinmyexperience。Butthiswasnotall。Thevoicewasnotonlymellifluentandclear,buttheemphasiswassojust,andthemodulationsoimpassioned,thatitseemedasifanheartofstonecouldnotfailofbeingmovedbyit。Itimpartedtomeanemotionaltogetherinvoluntaryandincontroulable。Whenheutteredthewords"forcharity'ssweetsake,"IdroppedthecloththatIheldinmyhand,myheartoverflowedwithsympathy,andmyeyeswithunbiddentears。
  Thisdescriptionwillappeartoyoutriflingorincredible。
  Theimportanceofthesecircumstanceswillbemanifestedinthesequel。ThemannerinwhichIwasaffectedonthisoccasion,was,tomyownapprehension,asubjectofastonishment。ThetoneswereindeedsuchasIneverheardbefore;butthattheyshould,inaninstant,asitwere,dissolvemeintears,willnoteasilybebelievedbyothers,andcanscarcelybecomprehendedbymyself。
  ItwillbereadilysupposedthatIwassomewhatinquisitiveastothepersonanddemeanourofourvisitant。Afteramoment'spause,Isteppedtothedoorandlookedafterhim。
  Judgemysurprize,whenIbeheldtheself-samefigurethathadappearedanhalfhourbeforeuponthebank。Myfancyhadconjuredupaverydifferentimage。Aform,andattitude,andgarb,wereinstantlycreatedworthytoaccompanysuchelocution;
  butthispersonwas,inallvisiblerespects,thereverseofthisphantom。Strangeasitmayseem,Icouldnotspeedilyreconcilemyselftothisdisappointment。Insteadofreturningtomyemployment,Ithrewmyselfinachairthatwasplacedoppositethedoor,andsunkintoafitofmusing。
  Myattentionwas,inafewminutes,recalledbythestranger,whoreturnedwiththeemptycupinhishand。Ihadnotthoughtofthecircumstance,orshouldcertainlyhavechosenadifferentseat。Henosoonershewedhimself,thanaconfusedsenseofimpropriety,addedtothesuddennessoftheinterview,forwhich,nothavingforeseenit,Ihadmadenopreparation,threwmeintoastateofthemostpainfulembarrassment。Hebroughtwithhimaplacidbrow;butnosoonerhadhecasthiseyesuponme,thanhisfacewasasglowinglysuffusedasmyown。Heplacedthecupuponthebench,stammeredoutthanks,andretired。
  ItwassometimebeforeIcouldrecovermywontedcomposure。
  Ihadsnatchedaviewofthestranger'scountenance。Theimpressionthatitmadewasvividandindelible。Hischeekswerepallidandlank,hiseyessunken,hisforeheadovershadowedbycoarsestragglinghairs,histeethlargeandirregular,thoughsoundandbrilliantlywhite,andhischindiscolouredbyatetter。Hisskinwasofcoarsegrain,andsallowhue。Everyfeaturewaswideofbeauty,andtheoutlineofhisfaceremindedyouofaninvertedcone。
  Andyethisforehead,sofarasshaggylockswouldallowittobeseen,hiseyeslustrouslyblack,andpossessing,inthemidstofhaggardness,aradianceinexpressiblysereneandpotent,andsomethingintherestofhisfeatures,whichitwouldbeinvaintodescribe,butwhichservedtobetokenamindofthehighestorder,wereessentialingredientsintheportrait。This,intheeffectswhichimmediatelyflowedfromit,Icountamongthemostextraordinaryincidentsofmylife。
  Thisface,seenforamoment,continuedforhourstooccupymyfancy,totheexclusionofalmosteveryotherimage。Ihadpurposedtospendtheeveningwithmybrother,butIcouldnotresisttheinclinationofformingasketchuponpaperofthismemorablevisage。Whethermyhandwasaidedbyanypeculiarinspiration,orIwasdeceivedbymyownfondconceptions,thisportrait,thoughhastilyexecuted,appearedunexceptionabletomyowntaste。
  Iplaceditatalldistances,andinalllights;myeyeswererivetteduponit。Halfthenightpassedawayinwakefulnessandincontemplationofthispicture。Soflexible,andyetsostubborn,isthehumanmind。Soobedienttoimpulsesthemosttransientandbrief,andyetsounalterablyobservantofthedirectionwhichisgiventoit!HowlittledidIthenforeseetheterminationofthatchain,ofwhichthismayberegardedasthefirstlink?
  Nextdayaroseindarknessandstorm。Torrentsofrainfellduringthewholeday,attendedwithincessantthunder,whichreverberatedinstunningechoesfromtheoppositedeclivity。
  Theinclemencyoftheairwouldnotallowmetowalk-out。I
  had,indeed,noinclinationtoleavemyapartment。Ibetookmyselftothecontemplationofthisportrait,whoseattractionstimehadratherenhancedthandiminished。Ilaidasidemyusualoccupations,andseatingmyselfatawindow,consumedthedayinalternatelylookingoutuponthestorm,andgazingatthepicturewhichlayuponatablebeforeme。Youwill,perhaps,deemthisconductsomewhatsingular,andascribeittocertainpeculiaritiesoftemper。Iamnotawareofanysuchpeculiarities。Icanaccountformydevotiontothisimagenootherwise,thanbysupposingthatitspropertieswererareandprodigious。Perhapsyouwillsuspectthatsuchwerethefirstinroadsofapassionincidenttoeveryfemaleheart,andwhichfrequentlygainsafootingbymeansevenmoreslight,andmoreimprobablethanthese。Ishallnotcontrovertthereasonablenessofthesuspicion,butleaveyouatlibertytodraw,frommynarrative,whatconclusionsyouplease。
  Nightatlengthreturned,andthestormceased。Theairwasoncemoreclearandcalm,andboreanaffectingcontrasttothatuproaroftheelementsbywhichithadbeenpreceded。Ispentthedarksomehours,asIspenttheday,contemplativeandseatedatthewindow。Whywasmymindabsorbedinthoughtsominousanddreary?Whydidmybosomheavewithsighs,andmyeyesoverflowwithtears?Wasthetempestthathadjustpastasignaloftheruinwhichimpendedoverme?Mysoulfondlydweltupontheimagesofmybrotherandhischildren,yettheyonlyincreasedthemournfulnessofmycontemplations。Thesmilesofthecharmingbabeswereasblandasformerly。Thesamedignitysatonthebrowoftheirfather,andyetIthoughtofthemwithanguish。Somethingwhisperedthatthehappinessweatpresentenjoyedwassetonmutablefoundations。Deathmusthappentoall。Whetherourfelicitywastobesubvertedbyitto-morrow,orwhetheritwasordainedthatweshouldlaydownourheadsfullofyearsandofhonor,wasaquestionthatnohumanbeingcouldsolve。Atothertimes,theseideasseldomintruded。I
  eitherforboretoreflectuponthedestinythatisreservedforallmen,orthereflectionwasmixedupwithimagesthatdisrobeditofterror;butnowtheuncertaintyoflifeoccurredtomewithoutanyofitsusualandalleviatingaccompaniments。
  Isaidtomyself,wemustdie。Soonerorlater,wemustdisappearforeverfromthefaceoftheearth。Whateverbethelinksthatholdustolife,theymustbebroken。Thissceneofexistenceis,inallitsparts,calamitous。Thegreaternumberisoppressedwithimmediateevils,andthose,thetideofwhosefortunesisfull,howsmallistheirportionofenjoyment,sincetheyknowthatitwillterminate。
  ForsometimeIindulgedmyself,withoutreluctance,inthesegloomythoughts;butatlength,thedejectionwhichtheyproducedbecameinsupportablypainful。Iendeavouredtodissipateitwithmusic。Ihadallmygrand-father'smelodyaswellaspoetrybyrote。Inowlightedbychanceonaballad,whichcommemoratedthefateofaGermanCavalier,whofellatthesiegeofNiceunderGodfreyofBouillon。Mychoicewasunfortunate,forthescenesofviolenceandcarnagewhichwereherewildlybutforciblypourtrayed,onlysuggestedtomythoughtsanewtopicinthehorrorsofwar。
  Isoughtrefuge,butineffectually,insleep。Mymindwasthrongedbyvivid,butconfusedimages,andnoeffortthatI
  madewassufficienttodrivethemaway。InthissituationI
  heardtheclock,whichhungintheroom,givethesignalfortwelve。Itwasthesameinstrumentwhichformerlyhunginmyfather'schamber,andwhich,onaccountofitsbeinghisworkmanship,wasregarded,byeveryoneofourfamily,withveneration。Ithadfallentome,inthedivisionofhisproperty,andwasplacedinthisasylum。Thesoundawakenedaseriesofreflections,respectinghisdeath。Iwasnotallowedtopursuethem;forscarcelyhadthevibrationsceased,whenmyattentionwasattractedbyawhisper,which,atfirst,appearedtoproceedfromlipsthatwerelaidclosetomyear。
  Nowonderthatacircumstancelikethisstartledme。Inthefirstimpulseofmyterror,Iutteredaslightscream,andshrunktotheoppositesideofthebed。Inamoment,however,Irecoveredfrommytrepidation。Iwashabituallyindifferenttoallthecausesoffear,bywhichthemajorityareafflicted。
  Ientertainednoapprehensionofeitherghostsorrobbers。Oursecurityhadneverbeenmolestedbyeither,andImadeuseofnomeanstopreventorcounterworktheirmachinations。Mytranquillity,onthisoccasion,wasquicklyretrieved。Thewhisperevidentlyproceededfromonewhowaspostedatmybed-side。Thefirstideathatsuggesteditselfwas,thatitwasutteredbythegirlwholivedwithmeasaservant。Perhaps,somewhathadalarmedher,orshewassick,andhadcometorequestmyassistance。Bywhisperinginmyear,sheintendedtorousewithoutalarmingme。
  Fullofthispersuasion,Icalled;"Judith,"saidI,"isityou?Whatdoyouwant?Isthereanythingthematterwithyou?"Noanswerwasreturned。Irepeatedmyinquiry,butequallyinvain。Cloudyaswastheatmosphere,andcurtainedasmybedwas,nothingwasvisible。Iwithdrewthecurtain,andleaningmyheadonmyelbow,Ilistenedwiththedeepestattentiontocatchsomenewsound。Meanwhile,Iranoverinmythoughts,everycircumstancethatcouldassistmyconjectures。
  Myhabitationwasawoodenedifice,consistingoftwostories。Ineachstoryweretworooms,separatedbyanentry,ormiddlepassage,withwhichtheycommunicatedbyoppositedoors。Thepassage,onthelowerstory,haddoorsatthetwoends,andastair-case。Windowsansweredtothedoorsontheupperstory。Annexedtothis,ontheeasternside,werewings,divided,inlikemanner,intoanupperandlowerroom;oneofthemcomprizedakitchen,andchamberaboveitfortheservant,andcommunicated,onbothstories,withtheparlouradjoiningitbelow,andthechamberadjoiningitabove。Theoppositewingisofsmallerdimensions,theroomsnotbeingaboveeightfeetsquare。Thelowerofthesewasusedasadepositoryofhouseholdimplements,theupperwasaclosetinwhichI
  depositedmybooksandpapers。Theyhadbutoneinlet,whichwasfromtheroomadjoining。Therewasnowindowinthelowerone,andintheupper,asmallaperturewhichcommunicatedlightandair,butwouldscarcelyadmitthebody。Thedoorwhichledintothis,wasclosetomybed-head,andwasalwayslocked,butwhenImyselfwaswithin。Theavenuesbelowwereaccustomedtobeclosedandboltedatnights。
  Themaidwasmyonlycompanion,andshecouldnotreachmychamberwithoutpreviouslypassingthroughtheoppositechamber,andthemiddlepassage,ofwhich,however,thedoorswereusuallyunfastened。Ifshehadoccasionedthisnoise,shewouldhaveansweredmyrepeatedcalls。Nootherconclusion,therefore,wasleftme,butthatIhadmistakenthesounds,andthatmyimaginationhadtransformedsomecasualnoiseintothevoiceofahumancreature。Satisfiedwiththissolution,Iwaspreparingtorelinquishmylisteningattitude,whenmyearwasagainsalutedwithanewandyetlouderwhispering。Itappeared,asbefore,toissuefromlipsthattouchedmypillow。
  Asecondeffortofattention,however,clearlyshewedme,thatthesoundsissuedfromwithinthecloset,thedoorofwhichwasnotmorethaneightinchesfrommypillow。
  Thissecondinterruptionoccasionedashocklessvehementthantheformer。Istarted,butgavenoaudibletokenofalarm。
  Iwassomuchmistressofmyfeelings,astocontinuelisteningtowhatshouldbesaid。Thewhisperwasdistinct,hoarse,andutteredsoastoshewthatthespeakerwasdesirousofbeingheardbysomeonenear,but,atthesametime,studioustoavoidbeingoverheardbyanyother。
  "Stop,stop,Isay;madmanasyouare!therearebettermeansthanthat。Curseuponyourrashness!Thereisnoneedtoshoot。"
  Suchwerethewordsutteredinatoneofeagernessandanger,withinsosmalladistanceofmypillow。WhatconstructioncouldIputuponthem?Myheartbegantopalpitatewithdreadofsomeunknowndanger。Presently,anothervoice,butequallynearme,washeardwhisperinginanswer。"Whynot?Iwilldrawatriggerinthisbusiness,butperditionbemylotifIdomore。"Tothis,thefirstvoicereturned,inatonewhichragehadheightenedinasmalldegreeaboveawhisper,"Coward!standaside,andseemedoit。Iwillgraspherthroat;Iwilldoherbusinessinaninstant;sheshallnothavetimesomuchastogroan。"WhatwonderthatIwaspetrifiedbysoundssodreadful!
  Murdererslurkedinmycloset。Theywereplanningthemeansofmydestruction。Oneresolvedtoshoot,andtheothermenacedsuffocation。Theirmeansbeingchosen,theywouldforthwithbreakthedoor。Flightinstantlysuggesteditselfasmosteligibleincircumstancessoperilous。Ideliberatednotamoment;but,fearaddingwingstomyspeed,Ileapedoutofbed,andscantilyrobedasIwas,rushedoutofthechamber,downstairs,andintotheopenair。Icanhardlyrecollecttheprocessofturningkeys,andwithdrawingbolts。Myterrorsurgedmeforwardwithalmostamechanicalimpulse。IstoppednottillIreachedmybrother'sdoor。Ihadnotgainedthethreshold,when,exhaustedbytheviolenceofmyemotions,andbymyspeed,Isunkdowninafit。
  HowlongIremainedinthissituationIknownot。WhenI
  recovered,Ifoundmyselfstretchedonabed,surroundedbymysisterandherfemaleservants。Iwasastonishedatthescenebeforeme,butgraduallyrecoveredtherecollectionofwhathadhappened。IansweredtheirimportunateinquiriesaswellasI
  wasable。MybrotherandPleyel,whomthestormoftheprecedingdaychancedtodetainhere,informingthemselvesofeveryparticular,proceededwithlightsandweaponstomydesertedhabitation。Theyenteredmychamberandmycloset,andfoundeverythinginitsproperplaceandcustomaryorder。Thedooroftheclosetwaslocked,andappearednottohavebeenopenedinmyabsence。TheywenttoJudith'sapartment。Theyfoundherasleepandinsafety。Pleyel'scautioninducedhimtoforbearalarmingthegirl;andfindingherwhollyignorantofwhathadpassed,theydirectedhertoreturntoherchamber。
  Theythenfastenedthedoors,andreturned。
  Myfriendsweredisposedtoregardthistransactionasadream。Thatpersonsshouldbeactuallyimmuredinthiscloset,towhich,inthecircumstancesofthetime,accessfromwithoutorwithinwasapparentlyimpossible,theycouldnotseriouslybelieve。Thatanyhumanbeingshadintendedmurder,unlessitweretocoveraschemeofpillage,wasincredible;butthatnosuchdesignhadbeenformed,wasevidentfromthesecurityinwhichthefurnitureofthehouseandtheclosetremained。
  Irevolvedeveryincidentandexpressionthathadoccurred。
  Mysensesassuredmeofthetruthofthem,andyettheirabruptnessandimprobabilitymademe,inmyturn,somewhatincredulous。Theadventurehadmadeadeepimpressiononmyfancy,anditwasnottillafteraweek'sabodeatmybrother's,thatIresolvedtoresumethepossessionofmyowndwelling。
  Therewasanothercircumstancethatenhancedthemysteriousnessofthisevent。Aftermyrecoveryitwasobvioustoinquirebywhatmeanstheattentionofthefamilyhadbeendrawntomysituation。IhadfallenbeforeIhadreachedthethreshold,orwasabletogiveanysignal。Mybrotherrelated,thatwhilethiswastransactinginmychamber,hehimselfwasawake,inconsequenceofsomeslightindisposition,andlay,accordingtohiscustom,musingonsomefavoritetopic。
  Suddenlythesilence,whichwasremarkablyprofound,wasbrokenbyavoiceofmostpiercingshrillness,thatseemedtobeutteredbyoneinthehallbelowhischamber。"Awake!arise!"
  itexclaimed:"hastentosuccouronethatisdyingatyourdoor。"
  Thissummonswaseffectual。Therewasnooneinthehousewhowasnotrousedbyit。Pleyelwasthefirsttoobey,andmybrotherovertookhimbeforehereachedthehall。Whatwasthegeneralastonishmentwhenyourfriendwasdiscoveredstretcheduponthegrassbeforethedoor,pale,ghastly,andwitheverymarkofdeath!
  Thiswasthethirdinstanceofavoice,exertedforthebenefitofthislittlecommunity。Theagentwasnolessinscrutableinthis,thanintheformercase。WhenIruminatedupontheseevents,mysoulwassuspendedinwonderandawe。WasIreallydeceivedinimaginingthatIheardtheclosetconversation?Iwasnolongeratlibertytoquestiontherealityofthoseaccentswhichhadformerlyrecalledmybrotherfromthehill;whichhadimpartedtidingsofthedeathoftheGermanladytoPleyel;andwhichhadlatelysummonedthemtomyassistance。
  ButhowwasItoregardthismidnightconversation?Hoarseandmanlikevoicesconferringonthemeansofdeath,sonearmybed,andatsuchanhour!Howhadmyancientsecurityvanished!