MrEarnshawinvitedhim!andhecalledonMrEarnshaw!
Iponderedthissentencepainfully,afterhewasgone。Isheturningoutabitofahypocrite,andcomingintothecountrytoworkmischiefunderacloak?Imused:Ihadapresentimentinthebottomofmyheartthathehadbetterhaveremainedaway。
Aboutthemiddleofthenight,IwaswakenedfrommyfirstnapbyMrsLintonglidingintomychamber,takingaseatonmybedside,andpullingmebythehairtorouseme。
`Icannotrest,Ellen,'shesaid,bywayofapology。`AndIwantsomelivingcreaturetokeepmecompanyinmyhappiness!Edgarissulky,becauseI'mgladofathingthatdoesnotinteresthim:herefusestoopenhismouth,excepttoutterpettish,sillyspeeches;andheaffirmedIwascruelandselfishforwishingtotalkwhenhewassosickandsleepy。Healwayscontrivestobesickattheleastcross!IgaveafewsentencesofcommendationtoHeathcliff,andhe,eitherforaheadacheorapangofenvy,begantocry:soIgotupandlefthim。'
`WhatuseisitpraisingHeathclifftohim?'Ianswered。`Asladstheyhadanaversiontoeachother,andHeathcliffwouldhatejustasmuchtohearhimpraised:it'shumannature。LetMrLintonaloneabouthim,unlessyouwouldlikeanopenquarrelbetweenthem。'
`Butdoesitnotshowgreatweakness?'pursuedshe。`I'mnotenvious:
IneverfeelhurtatthebrightnessofIsabella'syellowhairandthewhitenessofherskin,atherdaintyelegance,andthefondnessallthefamilyexhibitforher。Evenyou,Nelly,ifwehaveadisputesometimes,youbackIsabellaatonce;andIyieldlikeafoolishmother:Icallheradarling,andflatterherintoagoodtemper。Itpleasesherbrothertoseeuscordial,andthatpleasesme。Buttheyareverymuchalike:theyarespoiledchildren,andfancytheworldwasmadefortheiraccommodation;andthoughIhumourboth,Ithinkasmartchastisementmightimprovethem,allthesame。'
`You'remistaken,MrsLinton,'saidI。`Theyhumouryou:Iknowwhattherewouldbetodoiftheydidnot。Youcanwellaffordtoindulgetheirpassingwhimsaslongastheirbusinessistoanticipateallyourdesires。Youmay,however,fallout,atlast,oversomethingofequalconsequencetobothsides;andthenthoseyoutermweakareverycapableofbeingasobstinateasyou。'
`Andthenweshallfighttothedeath,shan'twe,Nelly?'shereturned,laughing。`No!Itellyou,IhavesuchfaithinLinton'slove,thatIbelieveImightkillhim,andhewouldn'twishtoretaliate。'
Iadvisedhertovaluehimthemoreforhisaffection。
`Ido,'sheanswered,`butheneedn'tresorttowhiningfortrifles。
Itischildish;and,insteadofmeltingintotearsbecauseIsaidthatHeathcliffwasnowworthyofanyone'sregard,anditwouldhonourthefirstgentlemaninthecountrytobehisfriend,heoughttohavesaiditforme,andbeendelightedfromsympathy。Hemustgetaccustomedtohim,andhemayaswelllikehim:consideringhowHeathcliffhasreasontoobjecttohim,I'msurehebehavedexcellently!'
`WhatdoyouthinkofhisgoingtoWutheringHeights?'Iinquired。
`Heisreformedineveryrespect,apparently:quiteaChristian:offeringtherighthandoffellowshiptohisenemiesallaround!'
`Heexplainedit,'shereplied。`Iwonderedasmuchasyou。Hesaidhecalledtogatherinformationconcerningmefromyou,supposingyouresidedtherestill;andJosephtoldHindley,whocameoutandfelltoquestioninghimofwhathehadbeendoing,andhowhehadbeenliving;
andfinally,desiredhimtowalkin。Thereweresomepersonssittingatcards;Heathcliffjoinedthem;mybrotherlostsomemoneytohim,and,findinghimplentifullysupplied,herequestedthathewouldcomeagainintheevening:towhichheconsented。Hindleyistoorecklesstoselecthisacquaintanceprudently:hedoesn'ttroublehimselftoreflectonthecauseshemighthaveformistrustingonewhomhehasbaselyinjured。ButHeathcliffaffirmshisprincipalreasonforresumingaconnectionwithhisancientpersecutorisawishtoinstallhimselfinquartersatwalkingdistancefromtheGrange,andanattachmenttothehousewherewelivedtogether;andlikewiseahopethatIshallhavemoreopportunitiesofseeinghimtherethanIcouldhaveifhesettledinGimmerton。HemeanstoofferliberalpaymentforpermissiontolodgeattheHeights;anddoubtlessmybrother'scovetousnesswillprompthimtoaccepttheterms:hewasalwaysgreedy;thoughwhathegraspswithonehandheflingsawaywiththeother。'
`It'saniceplaceforayoungmantofixhisdwellingin!'saidI。`Haveyounofearoftheconsequences,`MrsLinton?'
`Noneformyfriend,'shereplied:`hisstrongheadwillkeephimfromdanger;alittleforHindley:buthecan'tbemademorallyworsethanheis;andIstandbetweenhimandbodilyharm。TheeventofthiseveninghasreconciledmetoGodandhumanity!IhadriseninangryrebellionagainstProvidence。Oh,I'veenduredvery,verybittermisery,Nelly!Ifthatcreatureknewhowbitter,he'dbeashamedtoclouditsremovalwithidlepetulance。Itwaskindnessforhimwhichinducedmetobearitalone:
hadIexpressedtheagonyIfrequentlyfelt,hewouldhavebeentaughttolongforitsalleviationasardentlyasl。However,it'sover,andI'lltakenorevengeonhisfolly;Icanaffordtosufferanythinghereafter!
Shouldthemeanestthingaliveslapmeonthecheek,I'dnotonlyturntheother,but,I'daskpardonforprovokingit;and,asaproof,I'llgomakemypeacewithEdgarinstantly。Goodnight!I'manangel!'
Inthisself-complacentconvictionshedeparted;andthesuccessofherfulfilledresolutionwasobviousonthemorrow:MrLintonhadnotonlyabjuredhispeevishnessthoughhisspiritsseemedstillsubduedbyCatherine'sexuberanceofvivacity,butheventurednoobjectiontohertakingIsabellawithhertoWutheringHeightsintheafternoon;andsherewardedhimwithsuchasummerofsweetnessandaffectioninreturn,asmadethehouseaparadiseforseveraldays;bothmasterandservantsprofitingfromtheperpetualsunshine。
Heathcliff——MrHeathcliffIshouldsayinfuture——usedthelibertyofvisitingatThrushcrossGrangecautiously,atfirst:heseemedestimatinghowfaritsownerwouldbearhisintrusion。Catherine,also,deemeditjudicioustomoderateherexpressionsofpleasureinreceivinghim;andhegraduallyestablishedhisrighttobeexpected。Heretainedagreatdealofthereserveforwhichhisboyhoodwasremarkable;andthatservedtorepressallstartlingdemonstrationsoffeeling。Mymaster'suneasinessexperiencedalull,andfurthercircumstancesdiverteditintoanotherchannelforaspace。
HisnewsourceoftroublesprangfromthenotanticipatedmisfortuneofIsabellaLintonevincingasuddenandirresistibleattractiontowardsthetoleratedguest。Shewasatthattimeacharmingyoungladyofeighteen;
infantileinmanners,thoughpossessedofkeenwit,keenfeelings,andakeentemper,too,ifirritated。Herbrother,wholovedhertenderly,wasappalledatthisfantasticpreference。Leavingasidethedegradationofanalliancewithanamelessman,andthepossiblefactthathisproperty,indefaultofheirsmale,mightpassintosuchaone'spower,hehadsensetocomprehendHeathcliff'sdisposition:toknowthat,thoughhisexteriorwasaltered,hismindwasunchangeableandunchanged。Andhedreadedthatmind:itrevoltedhim:heshrankforebodinglyfromtheideaofcommittingIsabellatohiskeeping。Hewouldhaverecoiledstillmorehadhebeenawarethatherattachmentroseunsolicited,andwasbestowedwhereitawakenednoreciprocationofsentiment;fortheminutehediscovereditsexistence,helaidtheblameonHeathcliff'sdeliberatedesigning。
Wehadallremarked,duringsometime,thatMissLintonfrettedandpinedoversomething。Shegrewcrossandwearisome;snappingatandteasingCatherinecontinually,attheimminentriskofexhaustingherlimitedpatience。Weexcusedher,toacertainextent,onthepleaofill-health:
shewasdwindlingandfadingbeforeoureyes。Butoneday,whenshehadbeenpeculiarlywayward,rejectingherbreakfast,complainingthattheservantsdidnotdowhatshetoldthem;thatthemistresswouldallowhertobenothinginthehouse,andEdgarneglectedher;thatshehadcaughtacoldwiththedoorsbeingleftopen,andwelettheparlourfiregooutonpurposetovexher,withahundredyetmorefrivolousaccusations,MrsLintonperemptorilyinsistedthatsheshouldgettobed;and,havingscoldedherheartily,threatenedtosendforthedoctor。MentionofKennethcausedhertoexclaim,instantly,thatherhealthwasperfect,anditwasonlyCatherine'sharshnesswhichmadeherunhappy。
`HowcanyousayIamharsh,younaughtyfondling?'criedthemistress,amazedattheunreasonableassertion。`Youaresurelylosingyourreason。WhenhaveIbeenharsh,tellme?'
`Yesterday,'sobbedIsabella,`andnow!'
`Yesterday!'saidhersister-in-law。`Onwhatoccasion?'
`Inourwalkalongthemoor:youtoldmetoramblewhereIpleased,whileyousaunteredonwithMrHeathcliff!'
`Andthat'syournotionofharshness?'saidCatherine,laughing。
`Itwasnohintthatyourcompanywassuperfluous:wedidn'tcarewhetheryoukeptwithusornot;ImerelythoughtHeathcliffstalkwouldhavenothingentertainingforyourears。
`Ohno,'wepttheyounglady;`youwishedmeaway,becauseyouknewIlikedtobethere!'
`Isshesane?'askedMrsLinton,appealingtome。`I'llrepeatourconversation,wordforword,Isabella;andyoupointoutanycharmitcouldhavehadforyou。'
`Idon'tmindtheconversation,'sheanswered:`Iwantedtobewith——'
`Well!'saidCatherine,perceivingherhesitatetocompletethesentence。
`Withhim:andIwon'tbealwayssentoff!'shecontinued,kindlingup。`Youareadoginthemanger,Cathy,anddesirenoonetobelovedbutyourself!'
`Youareanimpertinentlittlemonkey!'exclaimedMrsLinton,insurprise。`ButI'llnotbelievethisidiocy!ItisimpossiblethatyoucancovettheadmirationofHeathcliff——thatyouconsiderhimanagreeableperson!IhopeIhavemisunderstoodyou,Isabella?'
`No,youhavenot,'saidtheinfatuatedgirl。`IlovehimmorethaneveryoulovedEdgar;andhemightloveme,ifyouwouldlethim!'
`Iwouldn'tbeyouforakingdom,then!'Catherinedeclaredemphatically:
andsheseemedtospeaksincerely。`Nelly,helpmetoconvinceherofhermadness。TellherwhatHeathcliffis:anunreclaimedcreature,withoutrefinement,withoutcultivation:anaridwildernessoffurzeandwhinstone。
I'dassoonputthatlittlecanaryintotheparkonawinter'sday,asrecommendyoutobestowyourheartonhim!Itisdeplorableignoranceofhischaracter,child,andnothingelse,whichmakesthatdreamenteryourhead。Pray,don'timaginethatheconcealsdepthsofbenevolenceandaffectionbeneathasternexterior!He'snotaroughdiamond——apearl-containingoysterofarustic:he'safierce,pitiless,wolfishman。Ineversaytohim,"Letthisorthatenemyalone,becauseitwouldbeungenerousorcrueltoharmthem";Isay,"Letthemalone,becauseIshouldhatethemtobewronged":andhe'dcrushyoulikeasparrow'segg,Isabella,ifhefoundyouatroublesomecharge。Iknowhecouldn'tloveaLinton;andyethe'dbequitecapableofmarryingyourfortuneandexpectations!avariceisgrowingwithhimabesettingsin。There'smypicture:andI'mhisfriend——somuchso,thathadhethoughtseriouslytocatchyou,Ishould,perhaps,haveheldmytongue,andletyoufallintohistrap。'
MissLintonregardedhersister-in-lawwithindignation。
`Forshame!forshame!'sherepeatedangrily,`youareworsethantwentyfoes,youpoisonousfriend!'
`Ah!youwon'tbelieveme,then?'saidCatherine。`YouthinkI
speakfromwickedselfishness?'
`I'mcertainyoudo,'retortedIsabella;`andIshudderatyou!'
`Good!'criedtheother。`Tryforyourself,ifthatbeyourspirit:
Ihavedone,andyieldtheargumenttoyoursaucyinsolence。'
`AndImustsufferforheregotism!'shesobbed,asMrsLintonlefttheroom。`All,allisagainstme;shehasblightedmysingleconsolation。
Butsheutteredfalsehoods,didn'tshe?MrHeathcliffisnotafiend:hehasanhonourablesoul,andatrueone,orhowcouldherememberher?'
`Banishhimfromyourthoughts,miss,'Isaid。`He'sabirdofbadomen:nomateforyou。MrsLintonspokestrongly,andyetIcan'tcontradicther。SheisbetteracquaintedwithhisheartthanI,oranyonebesides;
andshewouldneverrepresenthimasworsethanheis。Honestpeopledon'thidetheirdeeds。Howhashebeenliving?howhashegotrich?whyishestayingatWutheringHeights,thehouseofamanwhomheabhors?TheysayMrEarnshawisworseandworsesincehecame。Theysitupallnighttogethercontinually,andHindleyhasbeenborrowingmoneyonhisland,anddoesnothingbutplayanddrink:Iheardonlyaweekago——itwasJosephwhotoldme——ImethimatGimmerton:"Nelly,"hesaid,"we'shaeacrahnr's`questenah,atahrfolks。Oneon`em'sa'mostgettenhisfingercutoffwi'haudingt'otherfroo'stickinghisselnloikeacawlf。That'smaister,yahknaw,`ut'ssoaupuhgoingtuht'grand`sizes。He'snoanfearduht'benchuhjudges,northerPaul,nurPeter,nurJohn,nurMatthew,nornoanon`em,nuthe!Hefairlikes——helangstosethisbrazenedfaceagean`em!AndyonbonnyladHeathcliff,yahmind,he'sarare`un!Hecangirnalaughasweel'sonybodyataraightdivil'sjest。Doesheniversaynowtofhisfinelivingamangus,whenhegoastuht'Grange?Thisist'wayon't:——upatsundahn;dice,brandy,cloisedshutters,undcan'le-lughttillnextdayatnooin:then,tfooilgangsbanningunravingtohischam'er,makkingdacentfowksdigthurfingersi'thurlugsfurvarryshaume;un'
theknave,wahhecarncahnthisbrass,un'ate,un'sleep,un'offtohisneighbour'stuhgossipwi't'wife。I'course,hetellsDameCatherinehahhorfather'sgooldrunsintuhhispocket,andherfather'ssongallopsdahnt'Broadroad,whilehefleesaforetooppent'pikes?"Now,MissLinton,Josephisanoldrascal,butnoliar;and,ifhisaccountofHeathcliff'sconductbetrue,youwouldneverthinkofdesiringsuchahusband,wouldyou?'
`Youareleaguedwiththerest,Ellen!'shereplied。`I'llnotlistentoyourslanders。Whatmalevolenceyoumusthavetowishtoconvincemethatthereisnohappinessintheworld!'
Whethershewouldhavegotoverthisfancyiflefttoherselforperseveredinnursingitperpetually,Icannotsay:shehadlittletimetoreflect。Thedayafter,therewasajustice-meetingatthenexttown;
mymasterwasobligedtoattend;andMrHeathcliff,awareofhisabsence,calledratherearlierthanusual。CatherineandIsabellaweresittinginthelibrary,onhostileterms,butsilent。Thelatteralarmedatherrecentindiscretion,andthedisclosureshehadmadeofhersecretfeelingsinatransientfitofpassion;theformer,onmatureconsideration,reallyoffendedwithhercompanion;and,ifshelaughedagainatherpertness,inclinedtomakeitnolaughingmattertoher。ShedidlaughasshesawHeathcliffpassthewindow。Iwassweepingthehearth,andInoticedamischievoussmileonherlips。Isabella,absorbedinhermeditations,orabook,remainedtillthedooropened;anditwastoolatetoattemptanescape,whichshewouldgladlyhavedonehaditbeenpracticable。
`Comein,that'sright!'exclaimedthemistressgaily,pullingachairtothefire。`Herearetwopeoplesadlyinneedofathirdtothawtheicebetweenthem;andyouaretheveryoneweshouldbothofuschoose。
Heathcliff,I'mproudtoshowyou,atlast,somebodythatdotesonyoumorethanmyself。Iexpectyoutofeelflattered。Nay,it'snotNelly;
don'tlookather!Mypoorlittlesister-in-lawisbreakingherheartbymerecontemplationofyourphysicalandmoralbeauty。ItliesinyourownpowertobeEdgar'sbrother!No,no,Isabella,youshan'trunoff,'shecontinued,arresting,withfeignedplayfulness,theconfoundedgirl,whohadrisenindignantly。`Wewerequarrellinglikecatsaboutyou,Heathcliff;
andIwasfairlybeateninprotestationsofdevotionandadmiration:and,moreover,IwasinformedthatifIwouldbuthavethemannerstostandaside,myrival,asshewillha"eherselftobe,wouldshootashaftintoyoursoulthatwouldfixyouforever,andsendmyimageintoeternaloblivion!'
`Catherine!'saidIsabella,callingupherdignity,anddisdainingtostrugglefromthetightgraspthatheldher。`I'dthankyoutoadheretothetruthandnotslanderme,eveninjoke!MrHeathcliff,bekindenoughtobidthisfriendofyoursreleaseme:sheforgetsthatyouandIarenotintimateacquaintances;andwhatamusesherispainfultomebeyondexpression。'
Astheguestanswerednothing,buttookhisseat,andlookedthoroughlyindifferentwhatsentimentsshecherishedconcerninghim,sheturnedandwhisperedanearnestappealforlibertytohertormentor。
`Bynomeans!'criedMrsLintoninanswer。`Iwon'tbenamedadoginthemangeragain。Youshallstay:nowthen!Heathcliff,whydon'tyouevincesatisfactionatmypleasantnews?IsabellaswearsthattheloveEdgarhasformeisnothingtothatsheentertainsforyou。I'msureshemadesomespeechofthekind;didshenot,Ellen?Andshehasfastedeversincethedaybeforeyesterday'swalk,fromsorrowandragethatIdispatchedheroutofyoursocietyundertheideaofitsbeingunacceptable。
`Ithinkyoubelieher,'saidHeathcliff,twistinghischairtofacethem。`Shewishestobeoutofmysocietynow,atanyrate!'Andhestaredhardattheobjectofdiscourse,asonemightdoatastrangerepulsiveanimal:acentipedefromtheIndies,forinstance,whichcuriosityleadsonetoexamineinspiteoftheaversionitraises。Thepoorthingcouldn'tbearthat:shegrewwhiteandredinrapidsuccession,and,whiletearsbeadedherlashes,bentthestrengthofhersmallfingerstoloosenthefirmclutchofCatherine;andperceivingthatasfastassheraisedonefingeroffherarmanothercloseddown,andshecouldnotremovethewholetogether,shebegantomakeuseofhernails;andtheirsharpnesspresentlyornamentedthedetainer'swithcrescentsofred。
`There'satigress!'exclaimedMrsLinton,settingherfree,andshakingherhandwithpain。`Begone,forGod'ssake,andhideyourvixenface!Howfoolishtorevealthosetalonstohim。Can'tyoufancytheconclusionshe'lldraw?Look,Heathcliff!theyareinstrumentsthatwilldoexecution——youmustbewareofyoureyes。
`I'dwrenchthemoffherfingers,iftheyevermenacedme,'heansweredbrutally,whenthedoorhadclosedafterher。`Butwhatdidyoumeanbyteasingthecreatureinthatmanner,Cathy?Youwerenotspeakingthetruth,wereyou?'
`IassureyouIwas,'shereturned。`Shehasbeenpiningforyoursakeseveralweeks;andravingaboutyouthismorning,andpouringforthadelugeofabuse,becauseIrepresentedyourfailingsinaplainlight,forthepurposeofmitigatingheradoration。Butdon'tnoticeitfurther:
Iwishedtopunishhersauciness,that'sall。Ilikehertoowell,mydearHeathcliff,toletyouabsolutelyseizeanddevourherup。'
`AndIlikehertooilltoattemptit,'saidhe,`exceptinaveryghoulishfashion。You'dhearofoddthingsifIlivedalonewiththatmawkish,waxenface:themostordinarywouldbepaintingonitswhitethecoloursoftherainbow,andturningtheblueeyesblack,everydayortwo:
theydetestablyresembleLinton's。'
`Delectably!'observedCatherine。`Theyaredove'seyes——angel's!'
`She'sherbrother'sheir,isshenot?'heasked,afterabriefsilence。
`Ishouldbesorrytothinkso,'returnedhiscompanion。`Halfadozennephewsshallerasehertitle,pleaseHeaven!Abstractyourmindfromthesubjectatpresent:youaretoopronetocovetyourneighbour'sgoods;rememberthisneighbour'sgoodsaremine。'
`Iftheyweremine,theywouldbenonethelessthat,'
saidHeathcliff;`butthoughIsabellaLintonmaybesilly,sheisscarcelymad;and,inshort,we'lldismissthematter,asyouadvise。'
Fromtheirtonguestheydiddismissit;andCatherine,probably,fromherthoughts。Theother,Ifeltcertain,recalleditofteninthecourseoftheevening。Isawhimsmiletohimself——grinrather——andlapseintoominousmusingwheneverMrsLintonhadoccasiontobeabsentfromtheapartment。
Ideterminedtowatchhismovements。Myheartinvariablycleavedtothemaster's,inpreferencetoCatherine'sside:withreasonIimagined,forhewaskind,andtrustful,andhonourable;andshe——shecouldnotbecalledtheopposite,yetsheseemedtoallowherselfsuchwidelatitude,thatIhadlittlefaithinherprinciples,andstilllesssympathyforherfeelings。IwantedsomethingtohappenwhichmighthavetheeffectoffreeingbothWutheringHeightsandtheGrangeofMrHeathcliff,quietly;
leavingusaswehadbeenpriortohisadvent。Hisvisitswereacontinualnightmaretome;and,Isuspected,tomymasteralso。HisabodeattheHeightswasanoppressionpastexplaining。IfeltthatGodhadforsakenthestraysheeptheretoitsownwickedwanderings,andanevilbeastprowledbetweenitandthefold,waitinghistimetospringanddestroy。
[NextChapter][TableofContents]WutheringHeights[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter11Sometimes,whilemeditatingonthesethingsinsolitude,I'vegotupinasuddenterror,andputonmybonnettogoseehowallwasatthefarm。
I'vepersuadedmyconsciencethatitwasadutytowarnhimhowpeopletalkedregardinghisways;andthenI'verecollectedhisconfirmedbadhabits,and,hopelessofbenefitinghim,haveflinchedfromre-enteringthedismalhouse,doubtingifIcouldbeartobetakenatmyword。
OnetimeIpassedtheoldgate,goingoutofmyway,onajourneytoGimmerton。Itwasabouttheperiodthatmynarrativehasreached:abrightfrostyafternoon;thegroundbare,andtheroadhardanddry。I
cametoastonewherethehighwaybranchesoffontothemooratyourlefthand;aroughsandpillar,withthelettersW。H。cutonitsnorthside,ontheeast,G。,andonthesouth-west,T。G。Itservesasguide-posttotheGrange,theHeights,andvillage。Thesunshoneyellowonitsgreyhead,remindingmeofsummer;andIcannotsaywhy,butallatonce,agushofchild'ssensationsflowedintomyheart。HindleyandIhelditafavouritespottwentyyearsbefore。Igazedlongattheweather-wornblock,and,stoopingdown,perceivedaholenearthebottomstillfullofsnail-shellsandpebbles,whichwewerefondofstoringtherewithmoreperishablethings;and,asfreshasreality,itappearedthatIbeheldmyearlyplaymateseatedonthewitheredturf:hisdark,squareheadbentforward,andhislittlehandscoopingouttheearthwithapieceofslate。
`PoorHindley!'Iexclaimedinvoluntarily。Istarted:mybodilyeyewascheatedintoamomentarybeliefthatthechildlifteditsfaceandstaredstraightintomine!Itvanishedinatwinkling;butimmediatelyIfeltanirresistibleyearningtobeattheHeights。Superstitionurgedmetocomplywiththisimpulse:supposingheshouldbedead!Ithought——orshoulddiesoon!——supposingitwereasignofdeath!ThenearerIgottothehousethemoreagitatedIgrew;andoncatchingsightofitItrembledineverylimb。Theapparitionhadoutstrippedme:itstoodlookingthroughthegate。
Thatwasmyfirstideaonobservinganelf-locked,brown-eyedboysettinghisruddycountenanceagainstthebars。FurtherreflectionsuggestedthismustbeHareton,myHareton,notalteredgreatlysinceIlefthim,tenmonthssince。
`Godblessthee,darling!'Icried,forgettinginstantaneouslymyfoolishfears。`Hareton,it'sNelly!Nelly,thynurse。'
Heretreatedoutofarm'slength,andpickedupalargeflint。
`Iamcometoseethyfather,Hareton,'Iadded,guessingfromtheactionthatNelly,ifshelivedinhismemoryatall,wasnotrecognizedasonewithme。
Heraisedhismissiletohurlit;Icommencedasoothingspeech,butcouldnotstayhishand:thestonestruckmybonnet;andthenensued,fromthestammeringlipsofthelittlefellow,astringofcurses,which,whetherhecomprehendedthemornot,weredeliveredwithpractisedemphasis,anddistortedhisbabyfeaturesintoashockingexpressionofmalignity。
Youmaybecertainthisgrievedmorethanangeredme。Fittocry,Itookanorangefrommypocket,andofferedittopropitiatehim。Hehesitated,andthensnatcheditfrommyhold;asifhefanciedIonlyintendedtotemptanddisappointhim。Ishowedanother,keepingitoutofhisreach。
`Whohastaughtyouthosefinewords,mybairn?'Iinquired。`Thecurate?'
`Damnthecurate,andthee!Giemethat,'hereplied。
`Telluswhereyougotyourlessons,andyoushallhaveit,'saidI。`Who'syourmaster?'
`Devildaddy,'washisanswer。
`Andwhatdoyoulearnfromdaddy?'Icontinued。
Hejumpedatthefruit;Iraisedithigher。`Whatdoesheteachyou?'Iasked。
`Naught,'saidhe,`buttokeepoutofhisgait。Daddycannotbideme,becauseIswearathim。'
`Ah!andthedevilteachesyoutoswearatdaddy?'Iobserved。
`Ah——nay,'hedrawled。
`Whothen?'
`Heathcliff。'
IaskedifhelikedMrHeathcliff。
`Ay!'heansweredagain。
Desiringtohavehisreasonsforlikinghim,Icouldonlygatherthesentences——`Iknown't:hepaysdadbackwhathegiestome——hecursesdaddyforcursingme。HesaysImundoasIwill。'
`Andthecuratedoesnotteachyoutoreadandwritethen?'I
pursued。
`No,Iwastoldthecurateshouldhavehis——teethdasheddownhisthroat,——ifhesteppedoverthethreshold——Heathcliffhadpromisedthat!'
Iputtheorangeinhishand,andbadehimtellhisfatherthatawomancalledNellyDeanwaswaitingtospeakwithhim,bythegardengate。Hewentupthewalk,andenteredthehouse;but,insteadofHindley,Heathcliffappearedonthedoorstones;andIturneddirectlyandrandowntheroadashardaseverIcouldrace,makingnohalttillIgainedtheguide-post,andfeelingasscaredasifIhadraisedagoblin。ThisisnotmuchconnectedwithMissIsabella'saffair:exceptthatiturgedmetoresolvefurtheronmountingvigilantguard,anddoingmyutmosttocheckthespreadofsuchbadinfluenceattheGrange:eventhoughIshouldwakeadomesticstorm,bythwartingMrsLinton'spleasure。
ThenexttimeHeathcliffcame,myyoungladychancedtobefeedingsomepigeonsinthecourt。Shehadneverspokenawordtohersister-in-lawforthreedays;butshehadlikewisedroppedherfretfulcomplaining,andwefounditagreatcomfort。HeathcliffhadnotthehabitofbestowingasingleunnecessarycivilityonMissLinton,Iknew。Now,assoonashebeheldher,hisfirstprecautionwastotakeasweepingsurveyofthehousefront。Iwasstandingbythekitchenwindow,butIdrewoutofsight。Hethensteppedacrossthepavementtoher,andsaidsomething:sheseemedembarrassed,anddesirousofgettingaway;topreventit,helaidhishandonherarm。Sheavertedherface:heapparentlyputsomequestionwhichshehadnomindtoanswer。Therewasanotherrapidglanceatthehouse,andsupposinghimselfunseen,thescoundrelhadtheimpudencetoembraceher。
`Judas!traitor!'Iejaculated。`Youareahypocrite,too,areyou?Adeliberatedeceiver。'
`Whois,Nelly?'saidCatherine'svoiceatmyelbow:Ihadbeenoverintentonwatchingthepairoutsidetomarkherentrance。
`Yourworthlessfriend!'Iansweredwarmly:`thesneakingrascalyonder。Ah,hehascaughtaglimpseofus——heiscomingin!IwonderwillhehavethearttofindaplausibleexcuseformakinglovetoMiss,whenhetoldyouhehatedher?'
MrsLintonsawIsabellatearherselffree,andrunintothegarden;
andaminuteafter,Heathcliffopenedthedoor。Icouldn'twithholdgivingsomeloosetomyindignation;butCatherineangrilyinsistedonsilence,andthreatenedtoordermeoutofthekitchen,ifIdaredtobesopresumptuousastoputinmyinsolenttongue。
`Tohearyou,peoplemightthinkyouwerethemistress!'shecried。
`Youwantsettingdowninyourrightplace!Heathcliff,whatareyouabout,raisingthisstir?IsaidyoumustletIsabellaalone!——Ibegyouwill,unlessyouaretiredofbeingreceivedhere,andwishLintontodrawtheboltsagainstyou!'
`Godforbidthatheshouldtry!'answeredtheblackvillain。I
detestedhimjustthen。`Godkeephimmeekandpatient!EverydayIgrowmadderaftersendinghimtoheaven!'
`Hush!'saidCatherine,shuttingtheinnerdoor。`Don'tvexme。
Whyhaveyoudisregardedmyrequest?Didshecomeacrossyouonpurpose?'
`Whatisittoyou?'hegrowled。`I。havearighttokissher,ifshechooses;andyouhavenorighttoobject。I'mnotyourhusband:youneedn'tbejealousofme!'
`I'mnotjealousofyou,'repliedthemistress,`I'mjealousforyou。Clearyourface:youshan'tscowlatme!IfyoulikeIsabella,youshallmarryher。Butdoyoulikeher?Tellthetruth,Heathcliff!There,youwon'tanswer。I'mcertainyoudon't!'
`AndwouldMrLintonapproveofhissistermarryingthatman?'
Iinquired。
`MrLintonshouldapprove,'returnedmylady,decisively。
`Hemightsparehimselfthetrouble,'saidHeathcliff:`Icoulddoaswellwithouthisapprobation。Andastoyou,Catherine,Ihaveamindtospeakafewwordsnow,whileweareatit。IwantyoutobeawarethatIknowyouhavetreatedmeinfernally——infernally!Doyouhear?
AndifyouflatteryourselfthatIdon'tperceiveit,youareafool;andifyouthinkIcanbeconsoledbysweetwords,youareanidiot;andifyoufancyI'llsufferunrevenged,I'llconvinceyouofthecontrary,inaverylittlewhile!Meantime,thankyoufortellingmeyoursister-in-law'ssecret:IswearI'llmakethemostofit。Andstandyouaside!'
`Whatnewphaseofhischaracteristhis?'exclaimedMrsLinton,inamazement。`I'vetreatedyouinfernally——andyou'lltakeyourrevenge!
Howwillyoutakeit,ungratefulbrute?HowhaveItreatedyouinfernally?'
`Iseeknorevengeonyou,'repliedHeathclifflessvehemently。
`That'snottheplan。Thetyrantgrindsdownhisslavesandtheydon'tturnagainsthim;theycrushthosebeneaththem。Youarewelcometotorturemetodeathforyouramusement,onlyallowmetoamusemyselfalittleinthesamestyle,andrefrainfrominsultasmuchasyouareable。Havinglevelledmypalace,don'terectahovelandcomplacentlyadmireyourowncharityingivingmethatforahome。IfIimaginedyoureallywishedmetomarryIsabel,I'dcutmythroat!'
`Oh,theevilisthatIamnotjealous,isit?'criedCatherine。
`Well,Iwon'trepeatmyofferofawife:itisasbadasofferingSatanalostsoul。Yourblisslies,likehis,ininflictingmisery。Youproveit。Edgarisrestoredfromtheill-temperhegavewaytoatyourcoming;
Ibegintobesecureandtranquil;andyou,restlesstoknowusatpeace,appearresolvedonexcitingaquarrel。QuarrelwithEdgar,ifyouplease,Heathcliff,anddeceivehissister:you'llhitonexactlythemostefficientmethodofrevengingyourselfonme。'
Theconversationceased。MrsLintonsatdownbythefire,flushedandgloomy。Thespiritwhichservedherwasgrowingintractable:shecouldneitherlaynorcontrolit。Hestoodonthehearthwithfoldedarms,broodingonhisevilthoughts;andinthispositionIleftthemtoseekthemaster,whowaswonderingwhatkeptCatherinebelowsolong。
`Ellen,'saidhe,whenIentered,`haveyouseenyourmistress?'
`Yes;she'sinthekitchen,sir,'Ianswered。`She'ssadlyputoutbyMrHeathcliff'sbehaviour:and,indeed,Idothinkit'stimetoarrangehisvisitsonanotherfooting。There'sharminbeingtoosoft,andnowit'scometothis——`AndIrelatedthesceneinthecourt,and,asnearasIdared,thewholesubsequentdispute。IfancieditcouldnotbeveryprejudicialtoMrsLinton;unlessshemadeitsoafterwards,byassumingthedefensiveforherguest。EdgarLintonhaddifficultyinhearingmetotheclose。Hisfirstwordsrevealedthathedidnotclearhiswifeofblame。
`Thisisinsufferable!'heexclaimed。`Itisdisgracefulthatsheshouldownhimforafriend,andforcehiscompanyonme!Callmetwomenoutofthehall,Ellen。Catherineshalllingernolongertoarguewiththelowruffian——Ihavehumouredherenough。'
Hedescended,andbiddingtheservantswaitinthepassage,went,followedbyme,tothekitchen。Itsoccupantshadrecommencedtheirangrydiscussion:MrsLinton,atleast,wasscoldingwithrenewedvigour;Heathcliffhadmovedtothewindow,andhunghishead,somewhatcowedbyherviolentratingapparently。Hesawthemasterfirst,andmadeahastymotionthatsheshouldbesilent;whichsheobeyed,abruptly,ondiscoveringthereasonofhisintimation。
`Howisthis?'saidLinton,addressingher;`whatnotionofproprietymustyouhavetoremainhere,afterthelanguagewhichhasbeenheldtoyoubythatblackguard?Isuppose,becauseitishisordinarytalk,youthinknothingofit;youarehabituatedtohisbaseness,and,perhaps,imagineIcangetusedtoittoo!'
`Haveyoubeenlisteningatthedoor,Edgar?'askedthemistress,inatoneparticularlycalculatedtoprovokeherhusband,implyingbothcarelessnessandcontemptofhisirritation。Heathcliff,whohadraisedhiseyesattheformerspeech,gaveasneeringlaughatthelatter;onpurpose,itseemed,todrawMrLinton'sattentiontohim。Hesucceeded;
butEdgardidnotmeantoentertainhimwithanyhighflightsofpassion。
`Ihavebeensofarforbearingwithyou,sir,'hesaidquietly;
`notthatIwasignorantofyourmiserable,degradedcharacter,butIfeltyouwereonlypartlyresponsibleforthat;andCatherinewishingtokeepupyouracquaintance,Iacquiesced——foolishly。Yourpresenceisamoralpoisonthatwouldcontaminatethemostvirtuous:forthatcause,andtopreventworseconsequences,Ishalldenyyouhereafteradmissionintothishouse,andgivenoticenowthatIrequireyourinstantdeparture。Threeminutes'delaywillrenderitinvoluntaryandignominious。'
Heathcliffmeasuredtheheightandbreadthofthespeakerwithaneyefullofderision。
`Cathy,thislambofyoursthreatenslikeabull!'hesaid。`Itisindangerofsplittingitsskullagainstmyknuckles。ByGod!MrLinton,I'mmortallysorrythatyouarenotworthknockingdown!'
Mymasterglancedtowardsthepassage,andsignedmetofetchthemen:hehadnointentionofhazardingapersonalencounter。Iobeyedthehint;butMrsLinton,suspectingsomething,followed;andwhenIattemptedtocallthem,shepulledmeback,slammedthedoorto,andlockedit。
`Fairmeans!'shesaid,inanswertoherhusband'slookofangrysurprise`Ifyouhavenotcouragetoattackhim,makeanapology,orallowyourselftobebeaten。Itwillcorrectyouoffeigningmorevalourthanyoupossess。No,I'llswallowthekeybeforeyoushallgetit!I'mdelightfullyrewardedformykindnesstoeach!Afterconstantindulgenceofone'sweaknature,andtheother'sbadone,Iearnforthankstwosamplesofblindingratitude,stupidtoabsurdity!Edgar,Iwasdefendingyouandyours;
andIwishHeathcliffmayflogyousick,fordaringtothinkanevilthoughtofme。!'
Itdidnotneedthemediumofafloggingtoproducethateffectonthemaster。HetriedtowrestthekeyfromCatherine'sgrasp,andforsafetysheflungitintothehottestpartofthefire;whereuponMrEdgarwastakenwithanervoustrembling,andhiscountenancegrewdeadlypale。
Forhislifehecouldnotavertthataccessofemotion;mingledanguishandhumiliationovercamehimcompletely。Heleantonthebackofachair,andcoveredhisface。
`Oh,heavens!Inolddays,thiswouldwinyouknighthood!'exclaimedMrsLinton。`Wearevanquished!wearevanquished!Heathcliffwouldassoonliftafingeratyouasakingwouldmarchhisarmyagainstacolonyofmice。Cheerup!youshan'tbehurt!Yourtypeisnotalamb,it'sasuckingleveret。'
`Iwishyoujoyofthemilk-bloodedcoward,Cathy!'saidherfriend。
`Icomplimentyouonyourtaste。Andthatistheslavering,shiveringthingyoupreferredtome!Iwouldnotstrikehimwithmyfist,butI'dkickhimwithmyfoot,andexperienceconsiderablesatisfaction。Isheweeping,orishegoingtofaintforfear?'
ThefellowapproachedandgavethechaironwhichLintonrestedapush。He'dbetterhavekepthisdistance;mymasterquicklysprangerect,andstruckhimfullonthethroatablowthatwouldhavelevelledaslighterman。Ittookhisbreathforaminute;andwhilehechoked,MrLintonwalkedoutbythebackdoorintotheyard,andfromthencetothefrontentrance。
`There!you'vedonewithcominghere,'criedCatherine。`Getaway,now;he'llreturnwithabraceofpistols,andhalfadozenassistants。
Ifhedidoverhearus,ofcoursehe'dneverforgiveyou。You'veplayedhimanillturn,Heathcliff!Butgo——makehaste!I'dratherseeEdgaratbaythanyou。'
`DoyousupposeI'mgoingwiththatblowburninginmygullet?'
hethundered。`Byhell,no!I'llcrushhisribsinlikearottenhazelnutbeforeIcrossthethreshold!IfIdon'tfloorhimnow,Ishallmurderhimsometime;so,asyouvaluehisexistence,letmegetathim!'
`He'snotcoming,'Iinterposed,framingabitofalie。`There'sthecoachmanandthetwogardeners;you'llsurelynotwaittobethrustintotheroadbythem!Eachhasabludgeon;andmasterwill,verylikely,bewatchingfromtheparlourwindows,toseethattheyfulfilhisorders。'
Thegardenersandcoachmanwerethere;butLintonwaswiththem。Theyhadalreadyenteredthecourt。Heathcliff,onsecondthoughts,resolvedtoavoidastruggleagainstthethreeunderlings;heseizedthepoker,smashedthelockfromtheinnerdoor,andmadehisescapeastheytrampedin。
MrsLinton,whowasverymuchexcited,bademeaccompanyherupstairs。
Shedidnotknowmyshareincontributingtothedisturbance,andIwasanxioustokeepherinignorance。
`I'mnearlydistracted,Nelly!'sheexclaimed,throwingherselfonthesofa。`Athousandsmiths'hammersarebeatinginmyhead!TellIsabellatoshunme;thisuproarisowingtoher;andshouldsheoranyoneelseaggravatemyangeratpresent,Ishallgetwild。And,Nelly,saytoEdgar,ifyouseehimagaintonight,thatI'mindangerofbeingseriouslyill。
Iwishitmayprovetrue。Hehasstartledanddistressedmeshockingly!
Iwanttofrightenhim。Besides,hemightcomeandbeginastringofabuseorcomplainings;I'mcertainIshouldrecriminate,andGodknowswhereweshouldend!Willyoudoso,mygoodNelly?YouareawarethatIaminnowayblamableinthismatter。Whatpossessedhimtoturnlistener?Heathcliff'stalkwasoutrageous,afteryouleftus;butIcouldsoonhavedivertedhimfromIsabella,andtherestmeantnothing。Nowallisdashedwrongbythefool'scravingtohearevilofself,thathauntssomepeoplelikeademon!HadEdgarnevergatheredourconversation,hewouldneverhavebeentheworseforit。Really,whenheopenedonmeinthatunreasonabletoneofdispleasureafterIhadscoldedHeathclifftillIwashoarseforhim,Ididnotcare,hardly,whattheydidtoeachother;especiallyasIfeltthat,howeverthesceneclosed,weshouldallbedrivenasunderfornobodyknowshowlong!Well,ifIcannotkeepHeathcliffformyfriend——ifEdgarwillbemeanandjealous,I'lltrytobreaktheirheartsbybreakingmyown。Thatwillbeapromptwayoffinishingall,whenIampushedtoextremity!Butit'sadeedtobereservedforaforlornhope;I'dnottakeLintonbysurprisewithit。Tothispointhehasbeendiscreetindreadingtoprovokeme;youmustrepresenttheperilofquittingthatpolicy,andremindhimofmypassionatetemper,verging,whenkindled,onfrenzy。I
wishyoucoulddismissthatapathyoutofyourcountenance,andlookrathermoreanxiousaboutme。'
ThestoliditywithwhichIreceivedtheseinstructionswas,nodoubt,ratherexasperating:fortheyweredeliveredinperfectsincerity;
butIbelievedapersonwhocouldplantheturningofherfitsofpassiontoaccount,beforehand,might,byexertingherwill,managetocontrolherselftolerably,evenwhileundertheirinfluence;andIdidnotwishto`frighten'herhusband,asshesaid,andmultiplyhisannoyancesforthepurposeofservingherselfishness。ThereforeIsaidnothingwhenI
metthemastercomingtowardstheparlour;butItookthelibertyofturningbacktolistenwhethertheywouldresumetheirquarreltogether。Hebegantospeakfirst。
`Remainwhereyouare,Catherine,'hesaid;withoutanyangerinhisvoice,butwithmuchsorrowfuldespondency。`Ishallnotstay。I
amneithercometowranglenorbereconciled;butIwishjusttolearnwhether,afterthisevening'sevents,youintendtocontinueyourintimacywith——
`Oh,formercy'ssake,'interruptedthemistress,stampingherfoot,`formercy'ssake,letushearnomoreofitnow!Yourcoldbloodcannotbeworkedintoafever:yourveinsarefullofice-water;butmineareboiling,andthesightofsuchchillnessmakesthemdance。'
`Togetridofme,answermyquestion,'perseveredMrLinton。
`Youmustanswerit;andthatviolencedoesnotalarmme。Ihavefoundthatyoucanbeasstoicalasanyone,whenyouplease。WillyougiveupHeathcliffhereafter,orwillyougiveupme?Itisimpossibleforyoutobemyfriendandhisatthesametime;andIabsolutelyrequiretoknowwhichyouchoose。'
`Irequiretobeletalone!'exclaimedCatherinefuriously。`I
demandit!Don'tyouseeIcanscarcelystand?Edgar,you——youleaveme!'
Sherangthebelltillitbrokewithatwang;Ienteredleisurely。
Itwasenoughtotrythetemperofasaint,suchsenseless,wickedrages!
Thereshelaydashingherheadagainstthearmofthesofa,andgrindingherteeth,sothatyoumightfancyshewouldcrashthemtosplinters!MrLintonstoodlookingatherinsuddencompunctionandfear。Hetoldmetofetchsomewater。Shehadnobreathforspeaking。Ibroughtaglassfull;andasshewouldnotdrink,Isprinkleditonherface。Inafewsecondsshestretchedherselfoutstiff,andturneduphereyes,whilehercheeks,atonceblanchedandlivid,assumedtheaspectofdeath。Lintonlookedterrified。
`Thereisnothingintheworldthematter,'Iwhispered。Ididnotwanthimtoyield,thoughIcouldnothelpbeingafraidinmyheart。
`Shehasbloodonherlips!'hesaid,shuddering。
`Nevermind!'Iansweredtartly。AndItoldhimhowshehadresolved,previoustohiscoming,onexhibitingafitoffrenzy。Iincautiouslygavetheaccountaloud,andsheheardme;forshestartedup——herhairflyingoverhershoulders,hereyesflashing,themusclesofherneckandarmsstandingoutpreternaturally。Imadeupmymindforbrokenbones,atleast;
butsheonlyglaredaboutherforaninstant,andthenrushedfromtheroom。Themasterdirectedmetofollow;Idid,toherchamberdoor:shehinderedmefromgoingfartherbysecuringitagainstme。
Assheneverofferedtodescendtobreakfastnextmorning,Iwenttoaskwhethershewouldhavesomecarriedup。`No!'sherepliedperemptorily。
Thesamequestionwasrepeatedatdinnerandtea;andagainonthemorrowafter,andreceivedthesameanswer。MrLinton,onhispart,spenthistimeinthelibrary,anddidnotinquireconcerninghiswife'soccupations。
Isabellaandhehadhadanhour'sinterview,duringwhichhetriedtoelicitfromhersomesentimentofproperhorrorforHeathcliff'sadvances:buthecouldmakenothingofherevasivereplies,andwasobligedtoclosetheexaminationunsatisfactorily;adding,however,asolemnwarning,thatifsheweresoinsaneastoencouragethatworthlesssuitor,itwoulddissolveallbondsofrelationshipbetweenherselfandhim。
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