`Icarenothingforhisanger,'exclaimedCathy,imaginingshewouldbeitsobject。
`ButIdo,'saidhercousin,shuddering。`Don'tprovokehimagainstme,Catherine,forheisveryhard。'
`Isheseveretoyou,MasterHeathcliff?'Iinquired。`Hashegrownwearyofindulgence,andpassedfrompassivetoactivehatred?'
Lintonlookedatme,butdidnotanswer;and,afterkeepingherseatbyhissideanothertenminutes,duringwhichhisheadfelldrowsilyonhisbreast,andheutterednothingexceptsuppressedmoansofexhaustionorpain,Cathybegantoseeksolaceinlookingforbilberries,andsharingtheproduceofherresearcheswithme:shedidnotofferthemtohim,forshesawfurthernoticewouldonlywearyandannoy。
`Isithalfanhournow,Ellen?'shewhisperedinmyear,atlast。
`Ican'ttellwhyweshouldstay。He'sasleep,andpapawillbewantingusback。'
`Well,wemustnotleavehimasleep,'Ianswered;`waittillhewakes,andbepatient。Youweremightyeagertosetoff,butyourlongingtoseepoorLintonhassoonevaporated!'
`Whydidhewishtoseeme?'returnedCatherine。`Inhiscrossesthumours,formerly,IlikedhimbetterthanIdoinhispresentcuriousmood。It'sjustasifitwereataskhewascompelledtoperform——thisinterview——forfearhisfathershouldscoldhim。ButI'mhardlygoingtocometogiveMrHeathcliffpleasure;whateverreasonhemayhavefororderingLintontoundergothispenance。And,thoughI'mgladhe'sbetterinhealth,I'msorryhe'ssomuchlesspleasant,andsomuchlessaffectionatetome。'
`Youthinkheisbetterinhealththen?'Isaid。
`Yes,'sheanswered;`becausehealwaysmadesuchagreatdealofhissufferings,youknow。Heisnottolerablywell,ashetoldmetotellpapa;buthe'sbetter,verylikely。'
`Thereyoudifferwithme,MissCathy,'Iremarked;`Ishouldconjecturehimtobefarworse。'
Lintonherestartedfromhisslumberinbewilderedterror,andaskedifanyonehadcalledhisname。
`No,'saidCatherine;`unlessindreams。Icannotconceivehowyoumanagetodozeoutofdoors,inthemorning。'
`IthoughtIheardmyfather,'hegasped,glancinguptothefrowningnababoveus。`Youaresurenobodyspoke?'
`Quitesure,'repliedhiscousin。`OnlyEllenandIweredisputingconcerningyourhealth。Areyoutrulystronger,Linton,thanwhenweseparatedinwinter?IfyoubeI'mcertainonethingisnotstronger——yourregardforme:speak,——areyou?'
ThetearsgushedfromLinton'seyesasheanswered,`Yes,yes,Iam!'And,stillunderthespelloftheimaginaryvoice,hisgazewanderedupanddowntodetectitsowner。Cathyrose。`Fortodaywemustpart,'
shesaid。`AndIwon'tconcealthatIhavebeensadlydisappointedwithourmeeting;thoughI'llmentionittonobodybutyou:notthatIstandinaweofMrHeathcliff。'
`Hush,'murmuredLinton:`forGod'ssake,hush!He'scoming。'
AndheclungtoCatherine'sarm,strivingtodetainher;butatthatannouncementshehastilydisengagedherself,andwhistledtoMinny,whoobeyedherlikeadog。
`I'llbeherenextThursday,'shecried,springingtothesaddle。
`Goodbye。Quick,Ellen!'
Andsowelefthim,scarcelyconsciousofourdeparture,soabsorbedwasheinanticipatinghisfather'sapproach。
Beforewereachedhome,Catherine'sdispleasuresoftenedintoaperplexedsensationofpityandregret,largelyblendedwithvague,uneasydoubtsaboutLinton'sactualcircumstances,physicalandsocial;inwhichIpartook,thoughIcounselledhernottosaymuch;forasecondjourneywouldmakeusbetterjudges。Mymasterrequestedanaccountofourongoings。
Hisnephew'sofferingofthankswasdulydelivered,MissCathygentlytouchingontherest:Ialsothrewlittlelightonhisinquiries,forIhardlyknewwhattohide,andwhattoreveal。
[NextChapter][TableofContents]WutheringHeights[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter27Sevendaysglidedaway,everyonemarkingitscoursebythehenceforthrapidalterationofEdgarLinton'sstate。Thehavocthatmonthshadpreviouslywroughtwasnowemulatedbytheinroadsofhours。Catherine,wewouldfainhavedeludedyet:butherownquickspiritrefusedtodeludeher:itdivinedinsecret,andbroodedonthedreadfulprobability,graduallyripeningintocertainty。Shehadnotthehearttomentionherride,whenThursdaycameround;Imentioneditforher,andobtainedpermissiontoorderheroutofdoors:forthelibrary,whereherfatherstoppedashorttimedaily——thebriefperiodhecouldbeartositup——andhischamber,hadbecomeherwholeworld。Shegrudgedeachmomentthatdidnotfindherbendingoverhispillow,orseatedbyhisside:Hercountenancegrewwanwithwatchingandsorrow,andmymastergladlydismissedhertowhatheflatteredhimselfwouldbeahappychangeofsceneandsociety;drawingcomfortfromthehopethatshewouldnotnowbeleftentirelyaloneafterhisdeath。
Hehadafixedidea,Iguessedbyseveralobservationsheletfall,that,ashisnephewresembledhiminperson,hewouldresemblehiminmind;forLinton'slettersborefewornoindicationsofhisdefectivecharacter。AndI,throughpardonableweakness,refrainedfromcorrectingtheerror;askingmyselfwhatgoodtherewouldbeindisturbinghislastmomentswithinformationthathehadneitherpowernoropportunitytoturntoaccount。
Wedeferredourexcursiontilltheafternoon;agoldenafternoonofAugust:everybreathfromthehillssofulloflife,thatitseemedwhoeverrespiredit,thoughdying,mightrevive。Catherine'sfacewasjustlikethelandscape——shadowsandsunshineflittingoveritinrapidsuccession;
buttheshadowsrestedlonger,andthesunshinewasmoretransient;andherpoorlittleheartreproacheditselfforeventhatpassingforgetfulnessofitscares。
WediscernedLintonwatchingatthesamespothehadselectedbefore。Myyoungmistressalighted,andtoldmethat,asshewasresolvedtostayaverylittlewhile,Ihadbetterholdtheponyandremainonhorseback;
butIdissented:Iwouldn'trisklosingsightofthechargecommittedtomeaminute;soweclimbedtheslopeofheathtogether。MasterHeathcliffreceiveduswithgreateranimationonthisoccasion:nottheanimationofhighspiritsthough,noryetofjoy;itlookedmorelikefear。
`Itislate!'hesaid,speakingshortandwithdifficulty。`Isnotyourfatherveryill?Ithoughtyouwouldn'tcome。'
`Whywon'tyoubecandid?'criedCatherine,swallowinghergreeting。`Whycannotyousayatonceyoudon'twantme?Itisstrange,Linton,thatforthesecondtimeyouhavebroughtmehereonpurpose,apparently,todistressusboth,andfornoreasonbesides!'
Lintonshivered,andglancedather,halfsupplicating,halfashamed;
buthiscousin'spatiencewasnotsufficienttoendurethisenigmaticalbehaviour。
`Myfatherisveryill,'shesaid;`andwhyamIcalledfromhisbedside?Whydidn'tyousendtoabsolvemefrommypromise,when''youwishedIwouldn'tkeepit?Come!Idesireanexplanation:playingandtriflingarecompletelybanishedoutofmymind;andIcan'tdanceattendanceonyouraffectationsnow!'
`Myaffectations!'hemurmured;`whatarethey?ForHeaven'ssake,Catherine,don'tlooksoangry!Despisemeasmuchasyouplease;Iamaworthless,cowardlywretch:Ican'tbescornedenough;butI'mtoomeanforyouranger。Hatemyfather,andsparemeforcontempt。'
`Nonsense!'criedCatherine,inapassion。`Foolish,sillyboy!
Andthere!hetrembles,asifIwerereallygoingtotouchhim!Youneedn'tbespeakcontempt,Linton:anybodywillhaveitspontaneouslyatyourservice。
Getoff!Ishallreturnhome:itisfollydraggingyoufromthehearthstone,andpretending——whatdowepretend?Letgomyfrock!IfIpitiedyouforcryingandlookingsoveryfrightened,youshouldspurnsuchpity。Ellen,tellhimhowdisgracefulthisconductis。Rise,anddon'tdegradeyourselfintoanabjectreptile——don't!'
Withstreamingfaceandanexpressionofagony,Lintonhadthrownhisnervelessframealongtheground:heseemedconvulsedwithexquisiteterror。
`Oh!'hesobbed,`Icannotbearit!Catherine,Catherine,I'matraitor,too,andIdarenottellyou!Butleaveme,andIshallbekilled!DearCatherine,mylifeisinyourhands:andyouhavesaidyoulovedme,andifyoudid,itwouldn'tharmyou。You'llnotgo,then?kind,sweet,goodCatherine!Andperhapsyouwillconsent——andhe'llletmediewithyou!'
Myyounglady,onwitnessinghisintenseanguish,stoopedtoraisehim。Theoldfeelingofindulgenttendernessovercamehervexation,andshegrewthoroughlymovedandalarmed。
`Consenttowhat?'sheasked。`Tostay?Tellmethemeaningofthisstrangetalk,andIwill。Youcontradictyourownwords,anddistractme!Becalmandfrank,andconfessatonceallthatweighsonyourheart。
Youwouldn'tinjureme,Linton,wouldyou?Youwouldn'tletanyenemyhurtme,ifyoucouldpreventit?I'llbelieveyouareacowardforyourself,butnotacowardlybetrayerofyourbestfriend。'
`Butmyfatherthreatenedme,'gaspedtheboy,claspinghisattenuatedfingers,`andIdreadhim——Idreadhim!Idarenottell!'
`Oh,well!'saidCatherine,withscornfulcompassion,`keepyoursecret:I'mnocoward。Saveyourself;I'mnotafraid!'
Hermagnanimityprovokedhistears:heweptwildly,kissinghersupportinghands,andyetcouldnotsummoncouragetospeakout。Iwascogitatingwhatthemysterymightbe,anddeterminedCatherineshouldneversuffer,tobenefithimoranyoneelse,bymygoodwill;whenhearingarustleamongtheling,IlookedupandsawMrHeathcliffalmostcloseuponus,descendingtheHeights。Hedidn'tcastaglancetowardsmycompanions,thoughtheyweresufficientlynearforLinton'ssobstobeaudible;buthailingmeinthealmostheartytoneheassumedtononebesides,andthesincerityofwhichIcouldn'tavoiddoubting,hesaid:
`Itissomethingtoseeyousonear"tomyhouse,Nelly。HowareyouattheGrange?Letushear。Therumourgoes',headdedinalowertone,`thatEdgarLintonisonhisdeathbed:perhapstheyexaggeratehisillness!'
`No;mymasterisdying,'Ireplied:`itistrueenough。Asadthingitwillbeforusall,butablessingforhim!'
`Howlongwillhelast,doyouthink?'heasked。
`Idon'tknow,'Isaid。
`Because,'hecontinued,lookingatthetwoyoungpeople,whowerefixedunderhiseye——Lintonappearedasifhecouldnotventuretostirorraisehishead,andCatherinecouldnotmove,onhisaccount——`becausethatladyonderseemsdeterminedtobeatme;andI'dthankhisuncletobequick,andgobeforehim。Hallo!hasthewhelpbeenplayingthatgamelong?Ididgivehimsomelessonsaboutsnivelling。IsheprettylivelywithMissLintongenerally?'
`Lively?no——hehasshownthegreatestdistress,'Ianswered。
`Toseehim,Ishouldsay,thatinsteadoframblingwithhissweetheartonthehills,heoughttobeinbed,underthehandsofadoctor。'
`Heshallbeinadayortwo,'mutteredHeathcliff。`Butfirst——getup,Linton!Getup!'heshouted。`Don'tgrovelonthegroundthere:up,thismoment!'
Lintonhadsunkprostrateagaininanotherparoxysmofhelplessfear,causedbyhisfather'sglancetowardshim,Isuppose:therewasnothingelsetoproducesuchhumiliation。Hemadeseveraleffortstoobey,buthislittlestrengthwasannihilatedforthetime,andhefellbackagainwithamoan。MrHeathcliffadvanced,andliftedhimtoleanagainstaridgeofturf。
`Now,'saidhe,withcurbedferocity,`I'mgettingangry;andifyoudon'tcommandthatpaltryspiritofyours——Damnyou!getupdirectly!'
`Iwill,Father,'hepanted。`Only,letmealone,orIshallfaint。
I'vedoneasyouwished,I'msure。CatherinewilltellyouthatI——thatI——havebeencheerful。Ah!keepbyme,Catherine:givemeyourhand。'
`Takemine,'saidhisfather;`standonyourfeet。Therenow——she'lllendyouherarm:that'sright,lookather。YouwouldimagineI
wasthedevilhimself,MissLinton,toexcitesuchhorror。Besokindastowalkhomewithhim,willyou?HeshuddersifItouchhim。'
`Linton,dear!'whisperedCatherine,`Ican'tgotoWutheringHeights:papahasforbiddenme。He'llnotharmyou:whyareyousoafraid?'
`Icanneverre-enterthathouse,'heanswered。`I'mnottore-enteritwithoutyou!'
`Stop!'criedhisfather。`We'llrespectCatherine'sfilialscruples。
Nelly,takehimin,andI'llfollowyouradviceconcerningthedoctor,withoutdelay。'
`You'lldowell,'repliedI。`ButImustremainwithmymistress:
tomindyoursonisnotmybusiness。'
`Youareverystiff,'saidHeathcliff,`Iknowthat:butyou'llforcemetopinchthebabyandmakeitscreambeforeitmovesyourcharity。
Come,then,myhero。Areyouwillingtoreturn,escortedbyme?'
Heapproachedoncemore,andmadeasifhewouldseizethefragilebeing;but,shrinkingback,Lintonclungtohiscousin,andimploredhertoaccompanyhim,withafranticimportunitythatadmittednodenial。HoweverIdisapproved,Icouldn'thinderher:indeed,howcouldshehaverefusedhimherself?Whatwasfillinghimwithdreadwehadnomeansofdiscerning:
buttherehewas,powerlessunderitsgrip,andanyadditionseemedcapableofshockinghimintoidiotcy。Wereachedthethreshold:Catherinewalkedin,andIstoodwaitingtillshehadconductedtheinvalidtoachair,expectingheroutimmediately;whenMrHeathcliff,pushingmeforward,exclaimed:
`Myhouseisnotstrickenwiththeplague,Nelly;andIhaveamindtobehospitabletoday:sitdown,andallowmetoshutthedoor。'
Heshutandlockeditalso。Istarted。
`Youshallhaveteabeforeyougohome,'headded。`Iambymyself。
HaretonisgonewithsomecattletotheLees,andZillahandJosephareoffonajourneyofpleasure;and,thoughI'musedtobeingalone,I'dratherhavesomeinterestingcompany,ifIcangetit。MissLinton,takeyourseatbyhim。IgiveyouwhatIhave:thepresentishardlyworthaccepting;butIhavenothingelsetooffer。ItisLinton,Imean。
Howshedoesstare!It'soddwhatasavagefeelingIhavetoanythingthatseemsafraidofme!HadIbeenbornwherelawsarelessstrictandtasteslessdainty,Ishouldtreatmyself,toaslowvivisectionofthosetwo,asanevening'samusement。
Hedrewinhisbreath,struckthetable,andsworetohimself,`Byhell!Ihatethem。'
`I'mnotafraidofyou!'exclaimedCatherine,whocouldnothearthelatterpartofhisspeech。Shesteppedcloseup;herblackeyesflashingwithpassionandresolution。`Givemethatkey:Iwillhaveit!'shesaid。
`Iwouldn'teatordrinkhere,ifIwerestarving。'
Heathcliffhadthekeyinhishandthatremainedonthetable。
Helookedup,seizedwithasortofsurpriseatherboldness;or,possibly,remindedbyhervoiceandglance,ofthepersonfromwhomsheinheritedit。Shesnatchedattheinstrument,andhalfsucceededingettingitoutofhisloosenedfingers:butheractionrecalledhimtothepresent;herecovereditspeedily。
`Now,CatherineLinton,'hesaid,`standoff,orIshallknockyoudown;andthatwillmakeMrsDeanmad。'
Regardlessofthiswarning,shecapturedhisclosedhandanditscontentsagain。`Wewillgo!'sherepeated,exertingherutmosteffortstocausetheironmusclestorelax;andfindingthathernailsmadenoimpression,sheappliedherteethprettysharply。Heathcliffglancedatmeaglancethatkeptmefrominterferingamoment。Catherinewastoointentonhisfingerstonoticehisface。Heopenedthemsuddenly,andresignedtheobjectofdispute;but,ereshehadwellsecuredit,heseizedherwiththeliberatedhand,and,pullingheronhisknee,administeredwiththeotherashowerofterrificslapsonthesideofthehead,eachsufficienttohavefulfilledhisthreat,hadshebeenabletofall。
AtthisdiabolicalviolenceIrushedonhimfuriously。`Youvillain!'
Ibegantocry,`youvillain!'Atouchonthechestsilencedme:Iamstout,andsoonputoutofbreath;and,whatwiththatandtherage,Istaggereddizzilyback,andfeltreadytosuffocate,ortoburstabloodvessel。
Thescenewasoverintwominutes;Catherine,released,puthertwohandstohertemples,andlookedjustasifshewerenotsurewhetherherearswereofforon。Shetrembledlikeareed,poorthing,andleantagainstthetableperfectlybewildered。
`Iknowhowtochastisechildren,yousee,'saidthescoundrelgrimly,ashestoopedtorepossesshimselfofthekey,whichhaddroppedtothefloor。`GotoLintonnow,asItoldyou;andcryatyourease!I
shallbeyourfather,tomorrow——allthefatheryou'llhaveinafewdays——andyoushallhaveplentyofthat。Youcanbearplenty;you'renoweakling:
youshallhaveadailytaste,ifIcatchsuchadevilofatemperinyoureyesagain!'
CathyrantomeinsteadofLinton,andkneltdownandputherburningcheekonmylap,weepingaloud。Hercousinhadshrunkintoacornerofthesettle,asquietasamouse,congratulatinghimself,Idaresay,thatthecorrectionhadlightedonanotherthanhim。MrHeathcliff,perceivingusallconfounded,rose,andexpeditiouslymadetheteahimself。Thecupsandsaucerswerelaidready。Hepoureditout,andhandedmeacup。
`Washawayyourspleen,'hesaid。`Andhelpyourownnaughtypetandmine。Itisnotpoisoned,thoughIpreparedit。I'mgoingouttoseekyourhorses。'
Ourfirstthought,onhisdeparture,wastoforceanexitsomewhere。
Wetriedthekitchendoor,butthatwasfastenedoutside:welookedatthewindows——theyweretoonarrowforevenCathy'slittlefigure。
`Masterinto,'Icried,seeingwewereregularlyimprisoned:`youknowwhatyourdiabolicalfatherisafter,andyoushalltellus,orI'llboxyourears,ashehasdoneyourcousin's。'
`Yes,Linton,youmusttell,'saidCatherine。`ItwasforyoursakeIcame;anditwillbewickedlyungratefulifyourefuse。'
`Givemesometea,I'mthirsty,andthenI'lltellyou,'heanswered。
`MrsDean,goaway。Idon'tlikeyoustandingoverme。Now,Catherine,youarelettingyourtearsfallintomycup。Iwon'tdrinkthat。Givemeanother。'
Catherinepushedanothertohim,andwipedherface。Ifeltdisgustedatthelittlewretch'scomposure,sincehewasnolongerinterrorforhimself。TheanguishhehadexhibitedonthemoorsubsidedassoonaseverheenteredWutheringHeights;soIguessedhehadbeenmenacedwithanawfulvisitationofwrathifhefailedindecoyingusthere;and,thataccomplished,hehadnofurtherimmediatefears。
`Papawantsustobemarried,'hecontinued,aftersippingsomeoftheliquid。`Andheknowsyourpapawouldn'tletusmarrynow;andhe'safraidofmydying,ifwewait;sowearetobemarriedinthemorning,andyouaretostayhereallnight;andifyoudoashewishes,youshallreturnhomenextday,andtakemewithyou。'
`Takeyouwithher,pitifulchangeling?'Iexclaimed。`Youmarry?
Why,themanismad;orhethinksusfools,everyone。Anddoyouimaginethatbeautifulyounglady,thathealthy,heartygirl,willtieherselftoalittleperishingmonkeylikeyou!Areyoucherishingthenotionthatanybody,letaloneMissCatherineLinton,wouldhaveyouforahusband?
Youwantwhippingforbringingusinhereatall,withyourdastardlypulingtricks;and——don'tlooksosilly,now!I'veaverygoodmindtoshakeyouseverely,foryourcontemptibletreachery,andyourimbecileconceit。'
Ididgivehimaslightshaking;butitbroughtonthecough,andhetooktohisordinaryresourceofmoaningandweeping,andCatherinerebukedme。
`Stayallnight?No,'shesaid,lookingslowlyround。`Ellen,I'llburnthatdoordown,butI'llgetout。'
Andshewouldhavecommencedtheexecutionofherthreatdirectly,butLintonwasupinalarmforhisdearselfagain。Heclaspedherinhistwofeeblearms,sobbing:
`Won'tyouhaveme,andsaveme?notletmecometotheGrange?
Oh!darlingCatherine!youmustn'tgoandleaveme,afterall。Youmustobeymyfather——youmust!'
`Imustobeymyown,'shereplied,`andrelievehimfromthiscruelsuspense。Thewholenight!Whatwouldhethink?he'llbedistressedalready。I'lleitherbreakorburnawayoutofthehouse。Bequiet!You'reinnodanger;butifyouhinderme——Linton,Ilovepapabetterthanyou!'
ThemortalterrorhefeltofMrHeathcliff'sanger,restoredtotheboyhiscoward'seloquence。Catherinewasneardistraught:still,shepersistedthatshemustgohome,andtriedentreatyinherturn,persuadinghimtosubduehisselfishagony。Whiletheywerethusoccupied,ourgaolerre-entered。
`Yourbeastshavetrottedoff,'hesaid,`and——now,Linton!snivellingagain?Whathasshebeendoingtoyou?Come,come——havedone,andgettobed。Inamonthortwo,mylad,you'llbeabletopayherbackherpresenttyrannieswithavigoroushand。You'repiningforpurelove,areyounot?
nothingelseintheworld:andsheshallhaveyou!There,tobed!Zillahwon'tbeheretonight;youmustundressyourself。Hush!holdyournoise!
Onceinyourownroom,I'llnotcomenearyou:youneedn'tfear。Bychanceyou'vemanagedtolerably。I'lllooktotherest。'
Hespokethesewords,holdingthedooropenforhissontopass;
andthelatterachievedhisexitexactlyasaspanielmight,whichsuspectedthepersonwhoattendedonitofdesigningaspitefulsqueeze。Thelockwasre-secured。Heathcliffapproachedthefire,wheremymistressandI
stoodsilent。Catherinelookedup,andinstinctivelyraisedherhandtohercheek:hisneighbourhoodrevivedapainfulsensation。Anybodyelsewouldhavebeenincapableofregardingthechildishactwithsternness,buthescowledonher,andmuttered:
`Oh!youarenotafraidofme?Yourcourageiswelldisguised:
youseemdamnablyafraid!'
`Iamafraidnow,'shereplied,`because,ifIstay,papawillbemiserable;andhowcanIenduremakinghimmiserable;——whenhe——whenhe——MrHeathcliff,letmegohome!IpromisetomarryLinton:papawouldlikemeto,andIlovehim——whyshouldyouwishtoforcemetodowhatI'llwillinglydoofmyself?'
`Lethimdaretoforceyou!'Icried。`There'slawintheland,thankGodthereis;thoughwebeinanout-of-the-wayplace。I'dinformifheweremyownson:andit'sfelonywithoutbenefitofclergy!'
`Silence!'saidtheruffian。`Tothedevilwithyourclamour!
Idon'twantyoutospeak。MissLinton,Ishallenjoymyselfremarkablyinthinkingyourfatherwillbemiserable:Ishallnotsleepforsatisfaction。
Youcouldhavehitonnosurerwayoffixingyourresidenceundermyroofforthenexttwenty-fourhours,thaninformingmethatsuchaneventwouldfollow。AstoyourpromisetomarryLinton,I'lltakecareyoushallkeepit;foryoushallnotquitthisplacetillitisfulfilled。'
`SendEllen,then,toletpapaknowI'msafe!'exclaimedCatherine,weepingbitterly。`Ormarrymenow。Poorpapa!Ellen,he'llthinkwe'relost。Whatshallwedo?'
`Nothe!He'llthinkyouaretiredofwaitingonhim,andrunoffforalittleamusement,'answeredHeathcliff。`Youcannotdenythatyouenteredmyhouseofyourownaccord,incontemptofhisinjunctionstothecontrary。Anditisquitenaturalthatyoushoulddesireamusementatyourage;aridthatyouwouldwearyofnursingasickman,andthatmanonlyyourfather。Catherine,hishappiestdayswereoverwhenyourdaysbegan。Hecursedyou,Idaresay,forcomingintotheworldI
did,atleast;anditwouldjustdoifhecursedyouashewentoutofit。I'djoinhim。Idon'tloveyou!HowshouldI?Weepaway。AsfarasIcansee,itwillbeyourchiefdiversionhereafter;unlessLintonmakeamendsforotherlosses:andyourprovidentparentappearstofancyhemay。Hislettersofadviceandconsolationentertainedmevastly。Inhislastherecommendedmyjeweltobecarefulofhis;andkindtoherwhenhegother。Carefulandkind——that'spaternal。ButLintonrequireshiswholestockofcareandkindnessforhimself。Lintoncanplaythelittletyrantwell。He'llundertaketotortureanynumberofcats,iftheirteethbedrawnandtheirclawspared。You'llbeabletotellhisunclefinetalesofhiskindness,whenyougethomeagain,Iassureyou。'
`You'rerightthere!'Isaid;`explainyourson'scharacter。Showhisresemblancetoyourself;andthen,Ihope,MissCathywillthinktwicebeforeshetakesthecockatrice!'
`Idon'tmuchmindspeakingofhisamiablequalitiesnow,'heanswered;`becauseshemusteitheraccepthimorremainaprisoner,andyoualongwithher,tillyourmasterdies。Icandetainyouboth,quiteconcealed,here。Ifyoudoubt,encouragehertoretractherword,andyou'llhaveanopportunityofjudging!'
`I'llnotretractmyword,'saidCatherine。`I'llmarryhimwithinthishour,ifImaygotoThrushcrossGrangeafterwards。MrHeathcliff,you'reacruelman,butyou'renotafiend;andyouwon't,frommeremalice,destroyirrevocablyallmyhappiness。IfpapathoughtIhadlefthimonpurpose,andifhediedbeforeIreturned,couldIbeartolive?
I'vegivenovercrying:butI'mgoingtokneelhere,atyourknee;andI'llnotgetup,andI'llnottakemyeyesfromyourfacetillyoulookbackatme!No,don'tturnaway!dolook!You'llseenothingtoprovokeyou。Idon'thateyou。I'mnotangrythatyoustruckme。Haveyouneverlovedanybodyinallyourlife,uncle?never?Ah!youmustlookonce。I'msowretched,youcan'thelpbeingsorryandpityingme。'
`Keepyoureft'sfingersoff;andmove,orI'llkickyou!'criedHeathcliff,brutallyrepulsingher。`I'dratherbehuggedbyasnake。Howthedevilcanyoudreamoffawningonme?Idetestyou!'
Heshruggedhisshoulders:shookhimself,indeed,asifhisfleshcreptwithaversion;andthrustbackhischair;whileIgotup,andopenedmymouth,tocommenceadownrighttorrentofabuse。ButIwasrendereddumbinthemiddleofthefirstsentence,byathreatthatIshouldbeshownintoaroombymyselftheverynextsyllableIuttered。Itwasgrowingdark——weheardasoundofvoicesatthegardengate。Ourhosthurriedoutinstantly:hehadhiswitsabouthim;wehadnot。Therewasatalkoftwoorthreeminutes,andhereturnedalone。
`IthoughtithadbeenyourcousinHareton,'IobservedtoCatherine。
`Iwishhewouldarrive!Whoknowsbuthemighttakeourpart?'
`ItwasthreeservantssenttoseekyoufromtheGrange,'saidHeathcliff,overhearingme。`Youshouldhaveopenedalatticeandcalledout:butIcouldswearthatchitisgladyoudidn't。She'sgladtobeobligedtostay,I'mcertain。'
Atlearningthechancewehadmissed,webothgaveventtoourgriefwithoutcontrol;andheallowedustowailontillnineo'clock。
Thenhebidusgoupstairs,throughthekitchen,toZillah'schamber;andIwhisperedmycompaniontoobey:perhapswemightcontrivetogetthroughthewindowthere,orintoagarret,andoutbyitsskylight。Thewindow,however,wasnarrow,likethosebelow,andthegarrettrapwassafefromourattempts;forwewerefastenedinasbefore。Weneitherofuslaydown:
Catherinetookherstationbythelattice,andwatchedanxiouslyformorning;
adeepsighbeingtheonlyanswerIcouldobtaintomyfrequententreatiesthatshewouldtrytorest。Iseatedmyselfinachair,androckedtoandfro,passingharshjudgmentonmymanyderelictionsofduty;fromwhich,itstruckmethen,allthemisfortunesofallmyemployerssprang。Itwasnotthecase,inreality,Iamaware;butitwas,inmyimagination,thatdismalnight;andIthoughtHeathcliffhimselflessguiltythanI。
Atseveno'clockhecame,andinquiredifMissLintonhadrisen。
Sherantothedoorimmediately,andanswered,`Yes。'`Here,then,'
hesaid,openingit,andpullingheroutIrosetofollow,butheturnedthelockagain。Idemandedmyrelease。
`Bepatient,'hereplied;`I'llsendupyourbreakfastinawhile。'
Ithumpedonthepanels,andrattledthelatchangrily;andCatherineaskedwhyIwasstillshutup?Heanswered,Imusttrytoendureitanotherhour,andtheywentaway。Ienduredittwoorthreehours;atlength,I
heardafootstep:notHeathcliff's。
`I'vebroughtyousomethingtoeat,'saidavoice;`oppentdoor!'
Complyingeagerly,IbeheldHareton,ladenwithfoodenoughtolastmeallday。
`Takit,'headded,thrustingthetrayintomyhand。
`Stayoneminute,'Ibegan。
`Nay,'criedhe,andretired,regardlessofanyprayersIcouldpourforthtodetainhim。
AndthereIremainedenclosedthewholeday,andthewholeofthenextnight;andanother,andanother。FivenightsandfourdaysIremained,altogether,seeingnobodybutHareton,onceeverymorning;andhewasamodelofajailer:surly,anddumb,anddeaftoeveryattemptatmovinghissenseofjusticeorcompassion。
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donnedinherscarletshawl,withablacksilkbonnetonherhead,andawillowbasketswungtoherarm。
`Eh,dear!MrsDean!'sheexclaimed。`Well!thereisatalkaboutyouatGimmerton。IneverthoughtbutyouweresunkintheBlackhorsemarsh,andmissywithyou,tillmastertoldmeyou'dbeenfound,andhe'dlodgedyouhere!What!andyoumusthavegotonanisland,sure?Andhowlongwereyouinthehole?Didmastersaveyou,MrsDean?Butyou'renotsothin——you'venotbeensopoorly,haveyou?'
`Yourmasterisatruescoundrel!'Ireplied。`Butheshallanswerforit。Heneedn'thaveraisedthattale:itshallallbelaidbare!'
`Whatdoyoumean?'askedzillah。`It'snothistale:theytellthatinthevillage——aboutyourbeinglostinthemarsh:andIcallstoEarnshaw,whenIcomein——"Eh,they'squeerthings,MrHareton,happenedsinceIwentoff。It'sasadpityofthatlikelyyounglass,andcantNellyDean。''Hestared。Ithoughthehadnotheardaught,soItoldhimtherumour。Themasterlistened,andhejustsmiledtohimself,andsaid,``Iftheyhavebeeninthemarsh,theyareoutnow,Zillah。NellyDeanislodged,atthisminute,inyourroom。Youcantellhertoflit,whenyougoup;
hereisthekey。Thebogwatergotintoherhead,andshewouldhaverunhomequiteflighty;butIfixedhertillshecameroundtohersenses。
YoucanbidhergototheGrangeatonce,ifshebeable,andcarryamessagefromme,thatheryoungladywillfollowintimetoattendthesquire'sfuneral。"'
`MrEdgarisnotdead?'Igasped。`Oh!Zillah,Zillah!'
`No,no;sityoudown,mygoodmistress,'shereplied,`you'rerightsicklyyet。He'snotdead:DoctorKenneththinkshemaylastanotherday。Imethimontheroadandasked。'
Insteadofsittingdown,Isnatchedmyoutdoorthings,andhastenedbelow,forthewaywasfree。Onenteringthehouse,IlookedaboutforsomeonetogiveinformationofCatherine。Theplacewasfilledwithsunshine,andthedoorstoodwideopen;butnobodyseemedathand。AsIhesitatedwhethertogooffatonce,orreturnandseekmymistress,aslightcoughdrewmyattentiontothehearth。Lintonlayonthesettle,soletenant,suckingastickofsugar-candy,andpursuingmymovementswithapatheticeyes。`WhereisMissCatherine?'Idemandedsternly,supposingIcouldfrightenhimintogivingintelligence,bycatchinghimthus,alone。Hesuckedonlikeaninnocent。
`Isshegone?'Isaid。
`No,'hereplied;`she'supstairs:she'snottogo;wewon'tlether。'
`Youwon'tlether,littleidiot!'Iexclaimed。`Directmetoherroomimmediately,orI'llmakeyousingoutsharply。'
`Papawouldmakeyousingout,ifyouattemptedtogetthere,'
heanswered。`HesaysI'mnottobesoftwithCatherine:she'smywife,andit'sshamefulthatsheshouldwishtoleaveme。Hesays,shehatesmeandwantsmetodie,thatshemayhavemymoney;butsheshan'thaveit:andsheshan'tgohome!Shenevershall!——shemaycry,andbesickasmuchasshepleases!'
Heresumedhisformeroccupation,closinghislids,asifhemeanttodropasleep。
`MasterHeathcliff,'Iresumed,`haveyouforgottenallCatherine'skindnesstoyoulastwinter,whenyouaffirmedyoulovedher,andwhenshebroughtyoubooksandsungyousongs,andcamemanyatimethroughwindandsnowtoseeyou?Shewepttomissoneevening,becauseyouwouldbedisappointed;andyoufeltthenthatshewasahundredtimestoogoodtoyou:andnowyoubelievetheliesyourfathertells,thoughyouknowhedetestsyouboth。Andyoujoinhimagainsther。That'sfinegratitude,isitnot?'
ThecornerofLinton'smouthfell,andhetookthesugar-candyfromhislips。
`DidshecometoWutheringHeights,becauseshehatedyou?'I
continued。`Thinkforyourself!Astoyourmoney,shedoesnotevenknowthatyouwillhaveany。Andyousayshe'ssick;andyet,youleaveheralone,upthereinastrangehouse!Youwhohavefeltwhatitistobesoneglected!Youcouldpityyourownsufferings;andshepitiedthemtoo;
butyouwon'tpityhers!Ishedtears,MasterHeathcliff,yousee——anelderlywoman,andaservantmerely——andyou,afterpretendingsuchaffection,andhavingreasontoworshipheralmost,storeeverytearyouhaveforyourself,andlietherequiteatease。Ah!you'reaheartless,selfishboy!'
`Ican'tstaywithher,'heansweredcrossly。`I'llnotstaybymyself。ShecriessoIcan'tbearit。Andshewon'tgiveover,thoughI
sayI'llcallmyfather。Ididcallhimonce,andhethreatenedtostrangleher,ifshewasnotquiet;butshebeganagaintheinstanthelefttheroom,moaningandgrievingallnightlong,thoughIscreamedforvexationthatIcouldn'tsleep。'
`IsMrHeathcliffout?'Iinquired,perceivingthatthewretchedcreaturehadnopowertosympathizewithhiscousin'smentaltortures。
`He'sinthecourt,'hereplied,`talkingtoDrKenneth;whosaysuncleisdying,truly,atlast。I'mglad,forIshallbemasteroftheGrangeafterhim——andCatherinealwaysspokeofitasherhouse。
Itisn'thers!It'smine:papasayseverythingshehasismine。Allhernicebooksaremine;sheofferedtogivemethem,andherprettybirds,andherponyMinny,ifIwouldgetthekeyofourroom,andletherout;
butItoldhershehadnothingtogive,theywereall,allmine。Andthenshecried,andtookalittlepicturefromherneck,andsaidIshouldhavethat;twopicturesinagoldcase,ononesidehermother,andontheother,uncle,whentheywereyoung。Thatwasyesterday——Isaidtheyweremine,too;andtriedtogetthemfromher。Thespitefulthingwouldn'tletme:shepushedmeoff,andhurtme。Ishriekedout——thatfrightensher——sheheardpapacoming,andshebrokethehingesanddividedthecase,andgavemehermother'sportrait;theothersheattemptedtohide:butpapaaskedwhatwasthematter,andIexplainedit。HetooktheoneIhadaway,andorderedhertoresignherstome;sherefused,andhe——hestruckherdown,andwrencheditoffthechain,andcrusheditwithhisfoot。'
`Andwereyoupleasedtoseeherstruck?'Iasked:havingmydesignsinencouraginghistalk。
`Iwinked,'heanswered:`Iwinktoseemyfatherstrikeadogorahorse,hedoesitsohard。YetIwasgladatfirst——shedeservedpunishingforpushingme:butwhenpapawasgone,shemademecometothewindowandshowedmehercheekcutontheinside,againstherteeth,andhermouthfillingwithblood;andthenshegatheredupthebitsofthepicture,andwentandsatdownwithherfacetothewall,andshehasneverspokentomesince:andIsometimesthinkshecan'tspeakforpain。Idon'tliketothinkso;butshe'sanaughtythingforcryingcontinually;andshelookssopaleandwild,I'mafraidofher。'
`Andyoucangetthekeyifyouchoose?'Isaid。
`Yes,whenI'mupstairs,'heanswered;`butIcan'twalkupstairsnow。
`Inwhatapartmentisit?'Iasked。
`Oh,'hecried,`Ishan'ttellyouwhereitis!Itisoursecret。
Nobody,neitherHaretonnorZillah,istoknow。There!you'vetiredme——goaway,goaway!'Andheturnedhisfaceontohisarm,andshuthiseyesagain。
IconsidereditbesttodepartwithoutseeingMrHeathcliff,andbringarescueformyyoungladyfromtheGrange。Onreachingit,theastonishmentofmyfellow-servantstoseeme,andtheirjoyalso,wasintense;andwhentheyheardthattheirlittlemistresswassafe,twoorthreewereabouttohurryupandshoutthenewsatMrEdgar'sdoor:butIbespoketheannouncementofit,myself。HowchangedIfoundhim,eveninthosefewdays!Helayanimageofsadnessandresignationwaitinghisdeath。Veryyounghelooked;
thoughhisactualagewasthirty-nine,onewouldhavecalledhimtenyearsyounger,atleast。HethoughtofCatherine;forhemurmuredhername。I
touchedhishand,andspoke。
`Catherineiscoming,dearmaster!'Iwhispered;`sheisaliveandwell;andwillbehere,Ihope,tonight。'
Itrembledatthefirsteffectsofthisintelligence:hehalfroseup,lookedeagerlyroundtheapartment,andthensankbackinaswoon。
Assoonasherecovered,Irelatedourcompulsoryvisit,anddetentionattheHeights。IsaidHeathcliffforcedmetogoin:whichwasnotquitetrue。IutteredaslittleaspossibleagainstLinton;nordidIdescribeallhisfather'sbrutalconduct——myintentionsbeingtoaddnobitterness,ifIcouldhelpit,tohisalreadyoverflowingcup。
Hedivinedthatoneofhisenemy'spurposeswastosecurethepersonalproperty,aswellastheestate,tohisson:orratherhimself;
yetwhyhedidnotwaittillhisdeceasewasapuzzletomymaster,becauseignoranthownearlyheandhisnephewwouldquittheworldtogether。However,hefeltthathiswillhadbetterbealtered:insteadofleavingCatherine'sfortuneatherowndisposal,hedeterminedtoputitinthehandsoftrusteesforheruseduringlife,andforherchildren,ifshehadany,afterher。
Bythatmeans,itcouldnotfalltoMrHeathcliffshouldLintondie。
Havingreceivedhisorders,Idispatchedamantofetchtheattorney,andfourmore,providedwithserviceableweapons,todemandmyyoungladyofherjailer。Bothpartiesweredelayedverylate。Thesingleservantreturnedfirst。HesaidMrGreen,thelawyer,wasoutwhenhearrivedathishouse,andhehadtowaittwohoursforhisre-entrance;andthenMrGreentoldhimhehadalittlebusinessinthevillagethatmustbedone;
buthewouldbeatThrushcrossGrangebeforemorning。Thefourmencamebackunaccompaniedalso。TheybroughtwordthatCatherinewasill:tooilltoquitherroom;andHeathcliffwouldnotsufferthemtoseeher。
Iscoldedthestupidfellowswellforlisteningtothattale,whichIwouldnotcarrytomymaster;resolvingtotakeawholebevyuptotheHeights,atdaylight,andstormitliterally,unlesstheprisonerwerequietlysurrenderedtous。Herfathershallseeher,Ivowed,andvowedagain,ifthatdevilbekilledonhisowndoorstonesintryingtopreventit!
Happily,Iwassparedthejourneyandthetrouble。Ihadgonedownstairsatthreeo'clocktofetchajugofwater;andwaspassingthroughthehallwithitinmyhand,whenasharpknockatthefrontdoormademejump。`Oh!itisGreen,'Isaid,recollectingmyself——`onlyGreen,'
andIwenton,intendingtosendsomebodyelsetoopenit;buttheknockwasrepeated:notloud,andstillimportunately。Iputthejugonthebanisterandhastenedtoadmithimmyself。Theharvestmoonshoneclearoutside。
Itwasnottheattorney。Myownsweetlittlemistresssprangonmyneck,sobbing:
`Ellen!Ellen!ispapaalive?'
`Yes,'Icried:`yes,myangel,heis。Godbethanked,youaresafewithusagain!'
Shewantedtorun,breathlessasshewas,upstairstoMrLinton'sroom;butIcompelledhertositdownonachair,andmadeherdrink,andwashedherpaleface,chafingitintoafaintcolourwithmyapron。ThenIsaidImustgofirst,andtellofherarrival;imploringhertosay,sheshouldbehappywithyoungHeathcliff。Shestared,butsooncomprehendingwhyIcounselledhertoutterthefalsehood,sheassuredmeshewouldnotcomplain。
Icouldn'tabidetobepresentattheirmeeting。Istoodoutsidethechamberdooraquarterofanhour,andhardlyventurednearthebed,then。Allwascomposed,however:Catherine'sdespairwasassilentasherfather'sjoy。Shesupportedhimcalmly,inappearance;andhefixedonherfeatureshisraisedeyes,thatseemeddilatingwithecstasy。
Hediedblissfully,MrLockwood:hediedso。Kissinghercheek,hemurmured。
`Iamgoingtoher;andyou,darlingchild,shallcometous!'
andneverstirredorspokeagain;butcontinuedthatrapt,radiantgaze,tillhispulseimperceptiblystoppedandhissouldeparted。Nonecouldhavenoticedtheexactminuteofhisdeath,itwassoentirelywithoutastruggle。
WhetherCatherinehadspenthertears,orwhetherthegriefweretooweightytoletthemflow,shesattheredry-eyedtillthesunrose:
shesattillnoon,andwouldstillhaveremainedbroodingoverthatdeathbed,butIinsistedonhercomingawayandtakingsomerepose。ItwaswellI
succeededinremovingher;foratdinnertimeappearedthelawyer,havingcalledatWutheringHeightstogethisinstructionshowtobehave。HehadsoldhimselftoMrHeathcliff,andthatwasthecauseofhisdelayinobeyingmymaster'ssummons。Fortunately,nothoughtofworldlyaffairscrossedthelatter'smind,todisturbhim,afterhisdaughter'sarrival。
MrGreentookuponhimselftoordereverythingandeverybodyabouttheplace。Hegavealltheservants,butme,noticetoquit。HewouldhavecarriedhisdelegatedauthoritytothepointofinsistingthatEdgarLintonshouldnotbeburiedbesidehiswife,butinthechapel,withhisfamily。
Therewasthewill,however,tohinderthat,andmyloudprotestationsagainstanyinfringementofitsdirections。Thefuneralwashurriedover;
Catherine,MrsLintonHeathcliffnow,wassufferedtostayattheGrangetillherfather'scorpsehadquittedit。
ShetoldmethatheranguishhadatlastspurredLintontoincurtheriskofliberatingher。SheheardthemenIsentdisputingatthedoor,andshegatheredthesenseofHeathcliff'sanswer。Itdroveherdesperate。
Linton,whohadbeenconveyeduptothelittleparloursoonafterIleft,wasterrifiedintofetchingthekeybeforehisfatherre-ascended。Hehadthecunningtounlockandrelockthedoor,withoutshuttingit;andwhenheshouldhavegonetobed,hebeggedtosleepwithHareton,andhispetitionwasgrantedforonce。Catherinestoleoutbeforebreakofday。Shedarenottrythedoors,lestthedogsshouldraiseanalarm;shevisitedtheemptychambersandexaminedtheirwindows;and,luckily,lightingonhermother's,shegoteasilyoutofitslattice,andontotheground,bymeansofthefirtreecloseby。Heraccomplicesufferedforhisshareintheescape,notwithstandinghistimidcontrivances。
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WutheringHeights[PreviousChapter][TableofContents]Chapter29Theeveningafterthefuneral,myyoungladyandIwereseatedinthelibrary;
nowmusingmournfully——oneofusdespairingly——onourloss,nowventuringconjecturesastothegloomyfuture。
WehadjustagreedthebestdestinywhichcouldawaitCatherine,wouldbeapermissiontocontinueresidentattheGrange;atleast,duringLinton'slife:hebeingallowedtojoinherthere,andItoremainashousekeeper。