Iknowthatyouaresincereinthinkingso。AndtheringingwelkinisallweshouldhaveheardinMichigan。Butthemoretrulyamanlovesagirl,thelesscanhebeartakingherfromaneasytoahardlife。Iamsurethatallthemenhereagreewithme。"
  Therewasamurmurandanodfromthemen,andalsofromMrs。Davenport。
  ButtheotherladiesgavenosignofassentingtoRichard'sproposition。
  "Inthosedays,"saidhe,"Iwaswhatinthecurtparlanceofthestreetistermedasix-hundred-dollarclerk。Andthoughmyearshadgrownaccustomedtothisappellation,Inevercametofeelthatitcompletelydescribedme。InpassingTiffany'swindowtwiceeachday(formyhabitwastowalktoandfromNassauStreet)Irememberthatseeingathousand-dollarclockexposedforsalecausedmeannoyance。Ofcoursemysalaryasaclerkbroughtmeintonounfavourablecomparisonwiththeclock;andIdoubtifIcouldmakeyouunderstandmysometimesfeelingwhenIpassedTiffany'swindowthatIshouldliketosmashtheclock。"
  "ImetEthelfrequentlyinsociety,dancingwithher,andsittingnextheratdinners。AndbythetimeIhaddinedatherownhouse,andwalkedseveralafternoonswithher,mylotasasix-hundred-dollarclerkbegantoseemverysadtome。Iwroteversesaboutit,andaboutothersubjectsalso。FromaneveningpassedwithEthel,Iwouldgonextmorningtotheofficeandlookattheotherclerks。Oneofthemwasfifty-five,andhestillreceivedsixhundreddollarshiswagesforthelastthirtyyears。I
  wasthentwenty-one;andthoughIneverdespairedtotheextentofbelievingthatyearswouldfailtoincreasemyvaluetothefirmbyasinglecent,still,forwhatcouldIhope?Ifmysalarywerethereandthentobedoubled,whatkindofsupportwastwelvehundreddollarstoofferEthel,withherdresses,andherdinners,andherfather'scarriage?FortwoyearsIwaswretchedlyunhappybeneaththemanyhoursofgaietythatcametome,astoeveryyoungman。"
  "ThosetwoyearswecouldhavebeeninMichigan,"saidEthel,"hadyouunderstood。"
  "Iknow。Butunderstanding,IbelievethatIshoulddothesameagain。Attheoffice,whennotbusy,Iwrotemorepoetry,andbeganalsotowriteprose,whichIfoundattheoutsetlesseasy。Whenmyfirstwritingswereaccepted(theywerefoursetsofversesupontheSummerResort)IfeltthatIcouldsoonaddressEthel;forIhadmadetendollarsoutsidemysalary。HadshenotbeeninEuropethatJuly,IbelievethatIshouldhavespokentoheratonce。ButIsentherthepaper;andIhavetheletterthatshewroteinreply。"
  "I"beganEthel。Butshestopped。
  "Yes,Iknownowthatyoukepttheverses,"saidRichard。"Mynextmanuscript,however,wasrejected。Indeed,IwentonofferingmyliteraryproductionsnearlyeveryweekuntilthefollowingJanuarybeforeasecondacceptancecame。Itwastwentyfivedollarsthistime,andalmostmademefeelagainthatIcouldhandsomelysupportEthel。Butnotquite。Afterthefirstcharmingelationatearningmoneywithmypen,thoseweeksofrefusalhadcausedmetothinkmoresoberly。AndthoughIwasnowbentuponbecominganauthorandleavingNassauStreet,Iburnednobridgesbehindme,butmerelyfilledmysparehourswithwritingandwithshowingittoEthel。"
  "Itwasnowthatthesecondareaofperturbationofmylifecametome。I
  saythesecond,becausethefirsthadbeentherecentdawningbeliefthatEthelthoughtaboutmewhenIwasnottheretoremindherofmyself。Thisideahadstirredbutyouwillunderstand。Andnow,whatwasmyproper,myhonourablecourse?ItwasapositivereliefthatatthiscrisisshewenttoFlorida。Icouldthinkmorequietly。Mywritinghadcometobequiteoftenaccepted,sometimesevensolicited。ShouldIspeaktoher,andaskhertowaituntilIcouldputadecentroofoverherhead,orshouldIkeepawayfromheruntilIcouldoffersucharoof?Herfather,Isupposed,coulddosomethingforus。ButIwasnotwillingtobeapensioner。Hisbusinesswerehegenerouswouldbetoprovidecakeandbutter;butthebreadwastobemineandbreadwasstillalongwayoff,accordingtoNewYorkstandards。ThesethingsIthoughtoverwhileshewasinFlorida;yetwhenonceIshouldIfindmyselfwithheragain,I
  begantofearthatIcouldnotholdmyselffrombutthesearecircumstanceswhichuniversalknowledgerendersitneedlesstomention,andIwillpasstothesecondperturbation。"
  "Asumofmoneywassuddenlyleftme。ThenforthefirsttimeIunderstoodwhyIhadduringmyboyhoodbeensoperiodicallysenttoseeacrossoldbrotherofmymother's,wholivednearColdSpringontheHudson,andwhomwecalledUncleSnaggletoothwhennoonecouldhearus。UncleGodfrey(forIhavecalledhimbyhisrightnameeversince)diedandleftmewhatinthoseolddayssixyearsagowasstillalargeamount。To-dayweunderstandwhattruerichesmean。Butinthosebygonetimessixyearsago,amilliondollarswasasumconsiderableenoughtobestillseen,asitwere,withthenakedeye。ThatwasmybequestfromUncleGodfrey,andIfeltmyselftobethepossessorofafortune。"
  AtthispointinRichard'snarrative,asighescapedfromEthel。
  "Iknow,"heimmediatelysaid,"thatmoneyisalwayswelcome。Butitiscertainlysomeconsolationtoreflecthowslightalossamilliondollarsiscountedto-dayinNewYork。AndIdidnotloseallofit。"
  "ImetEthelatthetrainonherreturnfromFlorida,andcrossedwithherontheferryfromJerseyCitytoDesbrossesStreet。ThereIwasobligedtoseeherdriveawayinthecarriagewithherfather。"
  "Mr。Field,"saidMrs。Davenport,"whathourdidthattrainarriveatJerseyCity?"
  Richardlookedsurprised。"Why,seven-fifteenP。M。,"hereplied。"ThetenthofMarch。"
  "Dark!"Mrs。Davenportexclaimed。"Mr。Field,youandEthelwereengagedbeforetheferryboatlandedatDesbrossesStreet。"
  RichardandEthelbothsatstraightup,butremainedspeechless。
  "Pardonmyinterruption,"saidMrs。Davenport,smiling。"Ididn'twanttomissasinglepointinthisstorydogoon!"
  Richardwasobligedtoburstoutlaughing,inwhichEthel,afteramoment,followedhim,thoughperhapslessheartily。Andashecontinued,hisblushsubsided。
  "WithmyUncleGodfrey'slegacyIwasnolongerdependentuponmysalary,ormypen,ormyfather'spurse;andIdecidedthatwiththemoneyproperlyinvested,Icouldmaintainamodestestablishmentofmyown。
  Ethelagreedwithmeentirely;and,afteralittle,wedisclosedourplanstoourfamilies,andtheymetwithapproval。ThiswasinApril,andwethoughtofOctoberorNovemberforthewedding。Itseemedlongtowait;butitcamenearbeingsomuchlonger,thatIgrowchillynowtothinkofit。"
  "Ofcourse,IwentsteadilyonwithmyworkattheofficeinNassauStreet,nordidIneglectmywritingentirely。Myattention,however,wasnowturnedtothequestionofinvestingmyfortune。JustroundthecornerfromourofficewasthefirmofBlakeandBeverly,StocksandBonds。
  Thithermystepsbeganfrequentlytoturn。Mr。Beverlyhadbusinesswhichbroughthimeveryweektotheroomofourpresident;andsohavingasortofacquaintancewithhim,Ifeltiteasiertoconsulthimthantoseekanyotheramongthebrokers,towhichclassIwasawellnightotalstranger。Heverykindlyconsentedtobemyadviser。IwaswellpleasedtofindhowmuchIhadunderratedtheinterest-bearingcapacityofmywindfall。'Fourpercent!'hecried,whenItoldhimthiswastheextentofmyexpectations。'Why,you'retalkinglikeatrustee。'Andthenseeingthathismeaningwasbeyondme,heexplainedinhisbluff,humorousmanner。'Allatrusteecaresforyouknow,ishisreputationforsafety。