DEPROFUNDIS
  I
  "Percussussumsicutfoenum,etaruitcormeum。"
  —Ps。ciWintertimenighs;
  Butmybereavement—painItcannotbringagain:
  Twicenoonedies。
  Flower—petalsflee;
  But,sinceitoncehathbeen,NomorethatseveringsceneCanharrowme。
  Birdsfaintindread:
  IshallnotloseoldstrengthInthelonefrost'sblacklength:
  Strengthlongsincefled!
  Leavesfreezetodun;
  ButfriendscannotturncoldThisseasonasofoldForhimwithnone。
  Tempestsmayscath;
  ButlovecannotmakesmartAgainthisyearhisheartWhonohearthath。
  Blackisnight'scope;
  ButdeathwillnotappalOnewho,pastdoubtingsall,Waitsinunhope。
  DEPROFUNDIS
  II
  "Considerabamaddexteram,etvidebam;etnoneratquicognosceretmeNonestquirequiratanimammeam。"—Ps。cxli。
  Whentheclouds'swolnbosomsechobacktheshoutsofthemanyandstrongThatthingsareallastheybestmaybe,saveafewtoberighterelong,Andmyeyeshavenotthevisioninthemtodiscernwhattotheseissoclear,Theblotseemsstraightwayinmealone;onebetterhewerenothere。
  Thestoutupstanderssay,All'swellwithus:ruershavenoughttorue!
  Andwhatthepotentsaysooft,canitfailtobesomewhattrue?
  Breezilygothey,breezilycome;theirdustsmokesaroundtheircareer,TillIthinkIamonehornoutofduetime,whohasnocallinghere。
  Theirdawnsbringlustyjoys,itseems;theirevesexultancesweet;
  Ourtimesareblessedtimes,theycry:Lifeshapesitasismostmeet,Andnothingismuchthematter;therearemanysmilestoatear;
  ThenwhatisthematterisI,Isay。Whyshouldsuchanonebehere?……
  Lethimtowhoseearsthelow—voicedBestseemsstilledbytheclashoftheFirst,WhoholdsthatifwaytotheBettertherebe,itexactsafulllookattheWorst,Whofeelsthatdelightisadelicategrowthcrampedbycrookedness,custom,andfear,Gethimupandbegoneasoneshapedawry;hedisturbstheorderhere。
  1895—96。
  DEPROFUNDIS
  III
  "Heumihi,quiaincolatusmeusprolongatusest!HabitavicumhabitantibusCedar;multumincolafuitaniniamea。"—Ps。cxix。
  TherehavebeentimeswhenIwellmighthavepassedandtheendinghavecome
  Pointsinmypathwhenthedarkmighthavestolenonme,artless,unrueing
  EreIhadlearntthattheworldwasawelteroffutiledoing:
  SuchhadbeentimeswhenIwellmighthavepassed,andtheendinghavecome!
  Say,onthenoonwhenthehalf—sunnyhourstoldthatAprilwasnigh,AndIupgatheredandcastforththesnowfromthecrocus—border,Fashionedandfurbishedthesoilintoasummer—seemingorder,GlowingingladsomefaiththatIquickenedtheyearthereby。
  Oronthatloneliestofeveswhenafarandbenightedwestood,ShewhoupheldmeandI,inthemidmostofEgdontogether,ConfidentIinherwatchingandwardthroughtheblackeningheather,Deeminghermatchlessinmightandwithmeasurelessscopeendued。
  Oronthatwinter—wildnightwhen,reclinedbythechimney—nookquoin,Slowlyadrowseovergatme,thesmallestandfeeblestoffolkthere,Weakfrommybaptismofpain;whenattimesandanonIawokethere
  Heardofaworldwheelingon,withnolistingorlongingtojoin。
  Eventhen!whileunweetingthatvisioncouldvexorthatknowledgecouldnumb,Thatsweetstothemouthinthebellyarebitter,andtart,anduntoward,Then,onsomedim—colouredsceneshouldmybrieflyraisedcurtainhavelowered,ThenmighttheVoicethatislawhavesaid"Cease!"andtheendinghavecome。
  1896。
  THECHURCH—BUILDER
  I
  ThechurchflingsforthabattledshadeOverthemoon—blanchedsward;
  Thechurch;mygift;wheretoIpaidMyallinhandandhoard:
  LavishedmygainsWithstintlesspainsToglorifytheLord。
  II
  IsquaredthebroadfoundationsinOfashlaredmasonry;
  Imouldedmullionsthickandthin,Hewedfilletandogee;
  IcircletedEachsculpturedheadWithnimbandcanopy。
  III
  IcalledinmanyacraftsmasterTofixemblazonedglass,TofigureCrossandSepulchreOndossal,boss,andbrass。
  Mygoldallspent,MyjewelswentTogemthecupsofMass。
  IV
  IborroweddeeptocarvethescreenAndraisetheivoriedRood;
  IpartedwithmysmalldemesneTomakemyowingsgood。
  Heir—loomsunpricedIsacrificed,Untildebt—freeIstood。
  V
  Soclosedthetask。"DeathlesstheCreedHeresubstanced!"saidmysoul:
  "Iheardmebiddentothisdeed,Andstraightobeyedthecall。
  Illumethisfane,ThatnotinvainIbuildit,Lordofall!"
  VI
  But,asitchancedme,thenandthereDiddiremisfortunesburst;
  Myhomewentwasteforlackofcare,Mysonsrebelledandcurst;
  TillIconfessedThataimsthebestWerelookingliketheworst。
  VII
  EnkindledbymyvotiveworkNoburningfaithIfind;
  Thedeeperthinkerssneerandsmirk,Andgivemytoilnomind;
  FromnodandwinkIreadtheythinkThatIamfoolandblind。
  VIII
  MygifttoGodseemsfutile,quite;
  Theworldmovesaserstwhile;
  AndpowerfulwrongonfeeblerightTramplesinoldenstyle。
  Myfaithburnsdown,Iseenocrown;
  ButCares,andGriefs,andGuile。
  IX
  Sonow,theremedy?Yea,this:
  IgentlyswingthedoorHere,ofmyfane—nosoultowis
  AndcrossthepatternedfloorTotherood—screenThatstandsbetweenThenaveandinnerchore。