'Mother,'saidhe,'Iwaswrong。I'mfrettedbymanythings。Ishouldn'tha'spokenso。Itwasill—doneofme。'
  'Oh,mylad!'saidshe,lookingupandputtingherthinarmonhisshoulderashestooped,'Satanisdesiringafteryo'thathemaysiftyo'aswheat。
  Bideatwhoam,bideatwhoam,andgonotafterthemascarenoughtforholythings。Whyneedyo'gotoHaytersbankthisnight?'
  Philipreddened。Hecouldnotandwouldnotgiveitup,andyetitwasdifficulttoresistthepleadingoftheusuallysternoldwoman。
  'Nay,'saidhe,withdrawinghimselfeversolittlefromherhold;'myauntisbutailing,they'remyownfleshandblood,andasgoodfolksasneedsbe,thoughtheymayn'tbeo'our——o'yourwayo'thinkingina'things。'
  'Ourways——yourwayso'thinking,sayshe,asiftheywerenolongerhis'n。Andasgoodfolksasneedbe,'repeatedshe,withreturningseverity。
  'Them'sSatan'swords,tho'yo'spoke'em,Philip。IcandonoughtagainSatan,butIcanspeaktothemascan;an'we'llseewhichpullshardest,forit'llbebetterfortheetoberivenandrenti'twainthantogobodyandsoultohell。'
  'Butdon'tthink,mother,'saidPhilip,hislastwordsofconciliation,fortheclockhadgivenwarningfortwo,'asI'mboun'forhell,justbecauseIgot'seemyownfolks,allIha'lefto'kin。'Andoncemore,afterlayinghishandwithasmuchofacaressaswasinhisnatureonhers,heleftthehouse。
  ProbablyAlicewouldhaveconsideredthefirstwordsthatgreetedPhiliponhisentranceintotheshopasananswertoherprayer,fortheyweresuchasputastoptohisplanofgoingtoseeSylviathatevening;andifAlicehadformedherinchoatethoughtsintowords,SylviawouldhaveappearedasthenearestearthlyrepresentativeofthespiritoftemptationwhomshedreadedforPhilip。
  Ashetookhisplacebehindthecounter,Coulsonsaidtohiminalowvoice,——
  'JeremiahFosterhasbeenroundtobidustosupwi'himto—night。HesaysthatheandJohnhavealittlemattero'businesstotalkoverwithus。'
  AglancefromhiseyestoPhiliptoldthelatterthatCoulsonbelievedthebusinessspokenofhadsomethingtodowiththepartnership,respectingwhichtherehadbeenasilentintelligenceforsometimebetweentheshopmen。
  'Andwhatdidthousay?'askedPhilip,doggedlyunwilling,evenyet,togiveuphispurposedvisit。
  'Say!why,whatcouldasay,butthatwe'dcome?Therewassummatup,forsure;andsummatashethoughtweshouldbegladon。Icouldtellitfra't'lookonhisface。'
  'Idon'tthinkasIcango,'saidPhilip,feelingjustthenasifthelong—hoped—forpartnershipwasasnothingcomparedtohisplan。Itwasalwaysdistastefultohimtohavetogiveupaproject,ortodisarrangeanintendedorderofthings,suchwashisnature;butto—dayitwasabsolutepaintoyieldhisownpurpose。
  'Why,manalive?'saidCoulson,inamazeathisreluctance。
  'Ididn'tsayImightn'tgo,'saidPhilip,weighingconsequences,untilcalledofftoattendtocustomers。
  Inthecourseoftheafternoon,however,hefelthimselfmoreeasyindeferringhisvisittoHaytersbanktillthenextevening。CharleyKinraidenteredtheshop,accompaniedbyMollyBruntonandhersisters;andthoughtheyallwenttowardsHester'ssideoftheshop,andPhilipandCoulsonhadmanypeopletoattendto,yetHepburn'ssharpenedearscaughtmuchofwhattheyoungwomenweresaying。FromthathegatheredthatKinraidhadpromisedthemNewYear'sgifts,forthepurchaseofwhichtheywerecome;andafteralittlemorelisteninghelearntthatKinraidwasreturningtoShieldsthenextday,havingonlycomeovertospendaholidaywithhisrelations,andbeingtiedwithship'sworkattheotherend。Theyalltalkedtogetherlightlyandmerrily,asifhisgoingorstayingwasalmostamatterofindifferencetohimselfandhiscousins。Theprincipalthoughtoftheyoungwomenwastosecurethearticlestheymostfancied;CharleyKinraidwas(soPhilipthought)especiallyanxiousthattheyoungestandprettiestshouldbepleased。Hepburnwatchedhimperpetuallywithakindofenvyofhisbright,courteousmanner,thenaturalgallantryofthesailor。
  IfitwerebutclearthatSylviatookaslittlethoughtofhimashedidofher,toallappearance,Philipcouldevenhavegivenhimpraiseformanlygoodlooks,andacertainkindofgenialityofdispositionwhichmadehimreadytosmilepleasantlyatallstrangers,frombabiesupwards。
  AsthepartyturnedtoleavetheshoptheysawPhilip,theguestofthenightbefore;andtheycameovertoshakehandswithhimacrossthecounter;Kinraid'shandwasprofferedamongthenumber。LastnightPhilipcouldnothavebelieveditpossiblethatsuchademonstrationoffellowshipshouldhavepassedbetweenthem;andperhapstherewasaslighthesitationofmanneronhispart,forsomeideaorremembrancecrossedKinraid'smindwhichbroughtakeensearchingglanceintotheeyeswhichforamomentwerefastenedonPhilip'sface。Inspiteofhimself,andduringtheveryactionofhand—shaking,Philipfeltacloudcomeoverhisface,notalteringormovinghisfeatures,buttakinglightandpeaceoutofhiscountenance。
  MollyBruntonbegantosaysomething,andhegladlyturnedtolookather。Shewasaskinghimwhyhewentawaysoearly,fortheyhadkeptitupforfourhoursafterheleft,andlastofall,sheadded(turningtoKinraid),hercousinCharleyhaddancedahornpipeamongtheplattersontheground。
  Philiphardlyknewwhathesaidinreply,thementionofthatpasseulliftedsuchaweightoffhisheart。Hecouldsmilenow,afterhisgravefashion,andwouldhaveshakenhandsagainwithKinraidhaditbeenrequired;
  foritseemedtohimthatnoone,caringeversolittleinthewaythathedidforSylvia,couldhavebornefourmortalhoursofacompanywhereshehadbeen,andwasnot;leastofallcouldhavedancedahornpipe,eitherfromgaietyofheart,orevenoutofcomplaisance。Hefeltasiftheyearningaftertheabsentonewouldhavebeenaweighttohislegs,aswellastohisspirit;andheimaginedthatallmenwerelikehimself。
  chapter14CHAPTERXIVPARTNERSHIPAsdarknessclosedin,andtheNewYear'sthrongbecamescarce,Philip'shesitationaboutaccompanyingCoulsonfadedaway。HewasmorecomfortablerespectingSylvia,andhisgoingtoseehermightbedeferred;and,afterall,hefeltthatthewishesofhismastersoughttobeattendedto,andthehonourofaninvitationtotheprivatehouseofJeremiahnottobeslightedforanythingshortofapositiveengagement。Besides,theambitiousmanofbusinessexistedstronglyinPhilip。Itwouldneverdotoslightadvancestowardsthesecondgreatearthlyobjectinhislife;onealsoonwhichthefirstdepended。
  Sowhentheshopwasclosed,thetwosetoutdownBridgeStreettocrosstherivertothehouseofJeremiahFoster。Theystoodamomentonthebridgetobreathethekeenfreshseaairaftertheirbusyday。Thewaterscamedown,swollenfullanddark,withrapidrushingspeedfromthesnow—fedspringshighuponthemoorlandabove。Theclose—packedhousesintheoldtownseemedaclusterofwhiteroofsirregularlypiledagainstthemoreunbrokenwhiteofthehill—side。Lightstwinkledhereandthereinthetown,andwereslungfromsternandbowoftheshipsintheharbour。Theairwasverystill,settlinginforafrost;sostillthatalldistantsoundsseemedneartherumbleofareturningcartintheHighStreet,thevoicesonboardship,theclosingofshuttersandbarringofdoorsinthenewtowntowhichtheywerebound。Butthesharpairwasfilled,asitwere,withsalineparticlesinafreezingstate;littlepungentcrystalsofseasaltburninglipsandcheekswiththeircoldkeenness。Itwouldnotdotolingerhereintheverycentreofthevalleyupwhichpassedthecurrentofatmospherecomingstraightwiththerushingtidefromtheicynorthernseas。Besides,therewastheunusualhonourofasupperwithJeremiahFosterawaitingthem。Hehadaskedeachofthemseparatelytoamealbeforenow;buttheyhadnevergonetogether,andtheyfeltthattherewassomethingseriousintheconjuncture。
  Theybegantoclimbthesteepheightsleadingtothefreshly—builtrowsofthenewtownofMonkshaven,feelingasiftheywererisingintoaristocraticregionswherenoshopprofanedthestreets。JeremiahFoster'shousewasoneofsix,undistinguishedinsize,orshape,orcolour;butnoticedinthedaytimebyallpassers—byforitsspotlesscleanlinessoflintelanddoorstep,windowandwindowframe。Theverybricksseemedasthoughtheycameinforthedailyscrubbingwhichbrightenedhandle,knocker,alldowntotheveryscraper。
  Thetwoyoungmenfeltasshyoftheinterviewwiththeirmasterundersuchunusualrelationsofguestandhost,asagirldoesofherfirstparty。
  Eachratherdrewbackfromthedecidedstepofknockingatthedoor;butwitharebuffingshakeathisownfolly,Philipwastheonetogivealoudsinglerap。Asiftheyhadbeenwaitedfor,thedoorflewopen,andamiddle—agedservantstoodbehind,asspotlessandneatasthehouseitself,andsmiledawelcometothefamiliarfaces。
  'Letmedustyo'abit,William,'saidshe,suitingtheactiontotheword。'You'vebeenleanin'againsomewhitewash,a'llbebound。Ay,Philip,'
  continuedshe,turninghimroundwithmotherlyfreedom,'yo'lldoifyo'llbutgi'yourshoonapolishin'wipeonyonothermat。This'nfortakin'
  t'roughestmudoff。Measterallayspolishesonthat。'
  Inthesquareparlourthesamepreciseorderwasobserved。Everyarticleoffurniturewasfreefromspeckofdirtorparticleofdust;andeverythingwasplacedeitherinaparallelline,oratexactright—angleswitheveryother。EvenJohnandJeremiahsatinsymmetryonoppositesidesofthefire—place;theverysmilesontheirhonestfacesseemeddrawntoalineofexactitude。
  Suchformality,howeveradmirable,wasnotcalculatedtopromoteease:
  itwasnotuntilaftersupper——untilagoodquantityofYorkshirepiehadbeenswallowed,andwasheddown,too,withthebestandmostgenerouswineinJeremiah'scellar——thattherewastheleastgenialityamongthem,inspiteofthefriendlykindnessofthehostandhisbrother。Thelongsilence,duringwhichmutethanksforthemealweregiven,havingcometoanend,Jeremiahcalledforpipes,andthreeofthepartybegantosmoke。
  Politicsinthosedayswereticklesubjectstomeddlewith,eveninthemostprivatecompany。ThenationwasinastateofterroragainstFrance,andagainstanyathomewhomightbesupposedtosympathisewiththeenormitiesshehadjustbeencommitting。Theoppressiveactagainstseditiousmeetingshadbeenpassedtheyearbefore;andpeopleweredoubtfultowhatextremityofseverityitmightbeconstrued。Eventhelawauthoritiesforgottobeimpartial,buteithertheiralarmsortheirinterestsmadetoomanyofthemvehementpartisansinsteadofcalmarbiters,andthusdestroyedthepopularconfidenceinwhatshouldhavebeenconsideredthesupremetribunalofjustice。Yetforallthis,thereweresomewhodaredtospeakofreformofParliament,asapreliminarysteptofairrepresentationofthepeople,andtoareductionoftheheavywar—taxationthatwasimminent,ifnotalreadyimposed。Butthesepioneersof1830weregenerallyobnoxious。ThegreatbodyofthepeoplegloriedinbeingToriesandhatersoftheFrench,withwhomtheywereontenter—hookstofight,almostunawareoftherisingreputationoftheyoungCorsicanwarrior,whosenamewouldbeusedereadozenyearshadpassedtohushEnglishbabieswithaterrorsuchasthatofMarlboroughoncehadfortheFrench。
  AtsuchaplaceasMonkshavenalltheseopinionswereheldinexcess。
  Oneortwomight,forthemeresakeofargumentdisputeoncertainpointsofhistoryorgovernment;buttheytookcaretobeverysureoftheirlistenersbeforesuchargumentstouchedonanythingofthepresentday;forithadbeennotunfrequentlyfoundthatthepublicdutyofprosecutingopinionsnotyourownoverrodetheprivatedutyofrespectingconfidence。MostoftheMonkshavenpoliticiansconfinedthemselves,therefore,tosuchgeneralquestionsasthese:'CouldanEnglishmanlickmorethanfourFrenchmenatatime?''WhatwastheproperpunishmentformembersoftheCorrespondingSociety(correspondencewiththeFrenchdirectory),hangingandquartering,orburning?''WouldtheforthcomingchildofthePrincessofWalesbeaboyoragirl?Ifagirl,woulditbemoreloyaltocallitCharlotteorElizabeth?'
  TheFosterswerequitesecureenoughoftheirgueststhiseveningtohavespokenfreelyonpoliticshadtheybeensoinclined。AndtheydidbeginontheoutrageswhichhadbeenlatelyofferedtothekingincrossingStJames'sParktogoandopentheHouseofLords;butsoon,soaccustomedweretheirmindstocautionandrestraint,thetalkdroppeddowntothehighpriceofprovisions。Breadat1s。3d。thequarternloaf,accordingtotheLondontest。Wheatat120s。perquarter,asthehome—bakingnorthernersviewedthematter;andthentheconversationdiedawaytoanominoussilence。JohnlookedatJeremiah,asifaskinghimtobegin。Jeremiahwasthehost,andhadbeenamarriedman。Jeremiahreturnedthelookwiththesamemeaninginit。John,thoughabachelor,wastheelderbrother。Thegreatchurchbell,broughtfromtheMonkshavenmonasterycenturiesago,highupontheoppositehill—side,begantoringnineo'clock;
  itwasgettinglate。Jeremiahbegan:
  'Itseemsabadtimeforstartinganyoneonbusiness,wi'pricesandtaxesandbreadsodear;butJohnandIaregettingintoyears,andwe'venochildrentofollowus:yetwewouldfaindrawoutofsomeofourworldlyaffairs。Wewouldliketogiveuptheshop,andsticktobanking,towhichthereseemethaplainpath。Butfirstthereisthestockandgoodwilloftheshoptobedisposedon。'
  Adeadpause。Thisopeningwasnotfavourabletothehopesofthetwomoneylessyoungmenwhohadbeenhopingtosucceedtheirmastersbythemoregradualprocessofpartner—ship。ButitwasonlythekindofspeechthathadbeenagreeduponbythetwobrotherswithaviewofimpressingonHepburnandCoulsonthegreatandunusualresponsibilityofthesituationintowhichtheFosterswishedthemtoenter。Insomewaysthetalkofmanywasmuchlesssimpleandstraightforwardinthosedaysthanitisnow。
  ThestudyofeffectshownintheLondondiners—outofthelastgeneration,whopreparedtheirconversationbeforehand,wasnotwithoutitsparallelinhumblerspheres,andfordifferentobjectsthanself—display。ThebrothersFosterhadallbutrehearsedthespeechestheywereabouttomakethisevening。Theywereawareoftheyouthofthepartiestowhomtheyweregoingtomakeamostfavourableproposal;andtheydreadedthatifthatproposalwastoolightlymade,itwouldbetoolightlyconsidered,andthedutiesinvolvedinittoocarelesslyenteredupon。Sotheroleofonebrotherwastosuggest,thatoftheothertorepress。Theyoungmen,too,hadtheirreserves。Theyforesaw,andhadlongforeseen,whatwascomingthatevening。Theywereimpatienttohearitindistinctwords;
  andyettheyhadtowait,asifunconscious,duringallthelongpreamble。
  Doageandyouthneverplaythesamepartsnow?Toreturn。JohnFosterrepliedtohisbrother:
  'Thestockandgoodwill!Thatwouldtakemuchwealth。Andtherewillbefixturestobeconsidered。Philip,cansttheetellmetheexactamountofstockintheshopatpresent?'
  Ithadonlyjustbeentaken;Philiphaditathisfingers'ends。'Onethousandninehundredandforty—onepounds,thirteenshillingsandtwopence。'
  Coulsonlookedathiminalittledismay,andcouldnotrepressasigh。
  Thefiguresputintowordsandspokenaloudseemedtoindicatesomuchlargeranamountofmoneythanwhenquicklywrittendowninnumerals。ButPhilipreadthecountenances,nay,bysomeprocessofwhichhewasnothimselfaware,hereadthemindsofthebrothers,andfeltnodismayatwhathesawthere。
  'Andthefixtures?'askedJohnFoster。
  'Theappraiservaluedthematfourhundredandthirty—fivepoundsthreeandsixpencewhenfatherdied。Wehaveaddedtothemsince;butwewillreckonthematthat。Howmuchdoesthatmakewiththevalueofthestock?'
  'Twothousandonehundredandseventy—sixpounds,six—teenshillingsandeightpence,'saidPhilip。
  Coulsonhaddonethesumquicker,butwastoomuchdisheartenedbytheamounttospeak。
  'Andthegoodwill?'askedthepitilessJohn。'Whatdosttheesetthatat?'
  'Ithink,brother,thatthatwoulddependonwhocameforwardwiththepurchase—moneyofthestockandfixtures。Tosomefolkswemightmakeitsiteasy,iftheywereknowntous,andthoseaswewishedwellto。IfPhilipandWilliamhere,forinstance,saidthey'dliketopurchasethebusiness,Ireckontheeandmewouldnotask'emsomuchasweshouldaskMillers'(MillerswasanupstartpettyrivalshopattheendofthebridgeintheNewTown)。
  'IwishPhilipandWilliamwastocomeafterus,'saidJohn。'Butthat'soutofthequestion,'hecontinued,knowingallthewhilethat,farfrombeingoutofthequestion,itwastheveryquestion,andthatitwasasgoodassettledatthisverytime。
  Noonespoke。ThenJeremiahwenton:
  'It'soutofthequestion,Ireckon?'
  Helookedatthetwoyoungmen。Coulsonshookhishead。Philipmorebravelysaid,——
  'Ihavefifty—threepoundssevenandfourpenceinyo'rhands,MasterJohn,andit'sallIhavei'theworld。'
  'It'sapity,'saidJohn,andagaintheyweresilent。Half—pastninestruck。Itwastimetobebeginningtomakeanend。'Perhaps,brother,theyhavefriendswhocouldadvance'emthemoney。Wemightmakeitsitlighttothem,forthesakeoftheirgoodservice?'
  Philipreplied,——
  'There'snoonewhocanputforwardsapennyforme:Ihavebutfewkin,andtheyhavelittletosparebeyondwhattheyneed。'
  Coulsonsaid——
  'Myfatherandmotherhavenineonus。'
  'Letalone,letalone!'saidJohn,relentingfast;forhewaswearyofhispartofcold,sternprudence。'Brother,Ithinkwehaveenoughofthisworld'sgoodstodowhatwelikewi'ourown。'
  Jeremiahwasalittlescandalizedattherapidmeltingawayofassumedcharacter,andtookagoodpullathispipebeforehereplied——
  'Upwardsoftwothousandpoundsisalargesumtosetonthewell—beingandwell—doingoftwolads,theelderofwhomisnotthree—and—twenty。
  Ifearwemustlookfarthera—field。'
  'Why,John,'repliedJeremiah,'itwasbutyesterdaytheesaidsttheewouldratherhavePhilipandWilliamthananymeno'fiftythattheeknowed。
  Andnowtobringuptheiryouthagainthem。'
  'Well,well!t'halfonitisthine,andthoushalldoevenasthouwilt。ButIthinkasImusthavesecurityformymoiety,forit'sariskagreatrisk。Haveyeanysecuritytooffer?anyexpectations?anylegaciesasotherfolkhavealife—interestinatpresent?'
  No;neitherofthemhad。SoJeremiahrejoined——
  'Then,Isuppose,Imundoastheedost,John,andtakethesecurityofcharacter。Andit'sagreatsecuritytoo,lads,andt'besto'all,andonethatIcouldn'tha'donewithout;no,notifyo'dpaymedownfivethousandforgoodwill,andstock,andfixtures。ForJohnFosterandSonhasbeenashopi'Monkshaventhiseightyyearsandmore;andIdunnotthinkthere'samanliving——ordead,forthatmatter——ascansayFosterswrongedhimofapenny,orgaveshortmeasuretoachildoraCousinBetty。'
  Theyallfourshookhandsroundwiththesameheartinessasifithadbeenalegalceremonynecessarytothecompletionofthepartnership。Theoldmen'sfaceswerebrightwithsmiles;theeyesoftheyoungonessparkledwithhope。
  'But,afterall,'saidJeremiah,'we'venottoldyouparticulars。Yo'rethankingusforapiginapoke;butwehadmoreforethought,andweputalldownonapieceo'paper。'
  Hetookdownafoldedpieceofpaperfromthemantel—shelf,putonhishornspectacles,andbegantoreadaloud,occasionallypeeringoverhisglassestonotetheeffectonthecountenancesoftheyoungmen。TheonlythinghewasinthehabitofreadingaloudwasachapterintheBibledailytohishousekeeperservant,and,likemany,hereservedapeculiartoneforthatsolemnoccupation——atonewhichheunconsciouslyemployedforthepresentenumerationofpounds,shillings,andpence。
  'Averagereturnsofthelastthreeyears,onehundredandtwenty—sevenpounds,threeshillings,andsevenpennyandone—sixthaweek。Profitsthereuponthirty—fourpercent。——asnearasmaybe。Clearprofitsoftheconcern,afterdeductingallexpensesexceptrent——fort'houseisourown——onethousandtwohundredandtwopoundayear。'
  ThiswasfarmorethaneitherHepburnorCoulsonhadimaginedittobe;andalookofsurprise,almostamountingtodismay,creptovertheirfaces,inspiteoftheirendeavourtokeepsimplymotionlessandattentive。
  'It'sadealofmoney,lads,andtheLordgiveyougracetoguideit,'
  saidJeremiah,puttingdownhispaperforaminute。
  'Amen,'saidJohn,shakinghisheadtogiveeffecttohisword。
  'Nowwhatweproposeisthis,'continuedJeremiah,beginningafreshtorefertohispaper:'Wewillcallt'valueofstockandfixturestwothousandonehundredandfifty。YoumayhaveJohnHolden,appraiserandauctioneer,intosetapriceonthemifyo'will;oryo'maylookoverbooksandbills;or,betterstill,doboth,andsocheckoneagaint'other;
  butfort'sakeo'makingthegroundo'thebargain,Istatethesumasabove;andIreckonitsomuchcapitalleftinyo'rhandsfortheuseo'
  whichyo'reboundtopayusfivepercent。quarterly——that'sonehundredandsevenpoundtenperannumatleastfort'firstyear;andafteritwillbereducedbythegradualpaymentonourmoney,whichmustbeattherateoftwentypercent。,thuspayingusourprincipalbackinfiveyears。
  Andtherent,includingallbackyards,rightofwharfage,warehouse,andpremises,isreckonedbyustobesixty—fivepoundperannum。Soyo'willhavetopayus,JohnandJeremiahFoster,brothers,sixhundredandtwelvepoundtenoutoftheprofitsofthefirstyear,leaving,atthepresentrateofprofits,aboutfivehundredandeighty—ninepoundten,forthesharetobedividedbetweenyo'。'
  Theplanhad,inallitsdetails,beencarefullyarrangedbythetwobrothers。TheywereafraidlestHepburnandCoulsonshouldbedazzledbytheamountofprofits,andhadsoarrangedthesliding—scaleofpaymentastoreducethefirstyear'sincometowhattheeldermenthoughtaverymoderatesum,butwhattotheyoungeronesappearedanamountofwealthsuchasthey,whohadneitherofthemeverownedmuchmorethanfiftypounds,consideredalmostinexhaustible。Itwascertainlyaremarkableinstanceofprosperityanddesertmeetingtogethersoearlyinlife。
  Foramomentortwothebrothersweredisappointedatnothearinganyreplyfromeitherofthem。ThenPhilipstoodup,forhefeltasifanythinghecouldsaysittingdownwouldnotbesufficientlyexpressiveofgratitude,andWilliaminstantlyfollowedhisexample。Hepburnbeganinaformalmanner,somethingthewayinwhichhehadreadintheYorknewspapersthathonourablemembersreturnedthankswhentheirhealthwasgiven。
  'Icanhardlyexpressmyfeelings'(Coulsonnudgedhim)'hisfeelings,too——ofgratitude。Oh,MasterJohn!MasterJeremiah,Ithoughtitmightcomei'time,nay,I'vethoughtitmightcomeaforelong;butIniverthoughtasitwouldbesomuch,ormadesoeasy。We'vegotgoodkindfriends——wehave,havewenot,William?——andwe'lldoourbest,andIhopeasweshallcomeuptotheirwishes。'
  Philip'svoicequiveredalittle,assomeremembrancepassedacrosshismind;atthisunusualmomentofexpansionoutitcame。'Iwishmothercouldha'seenthisday。'
  'Sheshallseeabetterday,mylad,whenthynameandWilliam'sispaintedovert'shop—door,andJ。andJ。Fosterblackedout。'
  'Nay,master,'saidWilliam,'thatmunneverbe。I'da'mostsoonernotcomeinforthebusiness。Anyhow,itmustbe'lateJ。andJ。Foster,'andI'mnotsureasIcanstomachthat。'
  'Well,well,William,'saidJohnFoster,highlygratified,'therebetimeenoughtotalkoverthat。Therewasonethingmoretobesaid,wastherenot,brotherJeremiah?WedonotwishtohavethistalkedoverinMonkshavenuntilshortlybeforethetimewhenyo'mustenteronthebusiness。
  Wehaveourownarrangementstomakewi'regardtothebankingconcern,andthere'llbelawyer'sworktodo,afteryo'veexaminedbooksandlookedoverstockagaintogether;maybewe'veoverstatedit,ort'fixturesaren'tworthsomuchaswesaid。Anyhowyo'musteachonyo'giveusyo'rwordfortokeepfra'namingthisnight'sconversationtoanyone。Meantime,JeremiahandIwillhavetopayaccounts,andtakeakindoffarewellofthemerchantsandmanufacturerswithwhomFostershavehaddealingsthisseventyoreightyyear;andwhenandwhereitseemsfittingtouswewilltakeoneofyo'tointroduceasoursuccessorsandfriends。Butallthat'stocome。Butyo'musteachgiveusyo'rwordnottonamewhathaspassedheretoanyonetillfurtherspeechonthesubjecthaspassedbetweenus。'
  Coulsonimmediatelygavethepromise。Philip'sassentcamelagging。
  HehadthoughtofSylvialiving,almostasmuchasofthedeadmother,whoselastwordshadbeenacommittalofherchildtotheFatherofthefriendless;andnowthatashortdelaywasplacedbetweenthesightofthecupandhisenjoymentofit,therewasanimpatientchafinginthemindofthecomposedandself—restrainedPhilip;andthenrepentancequickaslightningeffacedthefeeling,andhepledgedhimselftothesecrecywhichwasenjoined。Somefewmoredetailsastotheirmodeofprocedure——ofverifyingtheFosters'statements,whichtotheyoungermenseemedaperfectlyunnecessarypieceofbusiness——ofprobablejourneysandintroductions,andthenfarewellwasbidden,andHepburnandCoulsonwereinthepassagedonningtheirwraps,andrathertotheirindignationbeingassistedthereinbyMartha,whowasaccustomedtotheofficewithherownmasterSuddenlytheywererecalledintotheparlour。
  JohnFosterwasfumblingwiththepapersalittlenervously:Jeremiahspoke——
  'WehavenotthoughtitnecessarytocommendHesterRosetoyou;ifshehadbeenaladshewouldhavehadathirdo'thebusinessalongwi'
  yo'。Beingawoman,it'silltroublingherwithapartnership;bettergiveherafixedsalarytillsuchtuneasshemarries。'
  Helookedalittleknowinglyandcuriouslyatthefacesoftheyoungmenheaddressed。WilliamCoulsonseemedsheepishanduncomfortable,butsaidnothing,leavingitasusualtoPhiliptobespokesman。
  'Ifwehadn'tcaredforHesterforhersel',master,weshouldha'caredforherasbeingforespokenbyyo'。Yo'andMasterJohnshallfixwhatweoughtt'payher;andIthinkImaymakeboldtosaythat,asourincomerises,hersshalltoo——eh,Coulson?'(asoundofassentquitedistinctenough);'forwebothlookonherasasisterandonAlicelikeamother,asItoldheronlythisveryday。'
  chapter15CHAPTERXVADIFFICULTQUESTIONPhilipwenttobedwiththatkindofhumblepenitentgratitudeinhisheart,whichwesometimesfeelafterasuddenrevulsionoffeelingfromdespondencytohope。Thenightbeforeitseemedasifalleventsweresoarrangedastothwarthiminhisdearestwishes;hefeltnowasifhisdiscontentandrepining,nottwenty—fourhoursbefore,hadbeenalmostimpious,sogreatwasthechangeinhiscircumstancesforthebetter。Nowallseemedpromisingforthefulfilmentofwhathemostdesired。HewasalmostconvincedthathewasmistakeninthinkingthatKinraidhadhadanythingmorethanasailor'sadmirationforaprettygirlwithregardtoSylvia;atanyrate,hewasgoingawayto—morrow,inallprobabilitynottoreturnforanotheryear(forGreenlandshipsleftforthenorthernseasassoonastherewasachanceoftheicebeingbrokenup),anderethenhehimselfmightspeakoutopenly,layingbeforeherparentsallhisfortunateprospects,andbeforeherallhisdeeppassionatelove。
  Sothisnighthisprayersweremorethanthemereformthattheyhadbeenthenightbefore;theywereavehementexpressionofgratitudetoGodforhaving,asitwere,interferedonhisbehalf,togranthimthedesireofhiseyesandthelustofhisheart。Hewasliketoomanyofus,hedidnotplacehisfuturelifeinthehandsofGod,andonlyaskforgracetodoHiswillinwhatevercircumstancesmightarise;butheyearnedinthatterriblewayafterablessingwhich,whengrantedundersuchcircumstances,toooftenturnsouttobeequivalenttoacurse。Andthatspiritbringswithitthematerialandearthlyideathatalleventsthatfavourourwishesareanswerstoourprayer;andsotheyareinonesense,buttheyneedprayerinadeeperandhigherspirittokeepusfromthetemptationtoevilwhichsucheventsinvariablybringwiththem。
  PhiliplittleknewhowSylvia'stimehadbeenpassedthatday。Ifhehad,hewouldhavelaiddownthisnightwithevenaheavierheartthanhehaddoneonthelast。
  CharleyKinraidaccompaniedhiscousinsasfarasthespotwherethepathtoHaytersbankFarmdiverged。Thenhestoppedhismerrytalk,andannouncedhisintentionofgoingtoseefarmerRobson。BessyCorneylookeddisappointedandalittlesulky;buthersisterMollyBruntonlaughed,andsaid,——
  'Telltruth,lad!DannelRobson'dniverhaveacallfra'theeifhehadn'taprettydaughter。'