Beforethosefataldecreesinlifeareexecuted,therearealwayssecretprevisionsandwarningomens。Wheneverythingyetseemscalm,weareawarethatthestormiscoming。Erethehappydayswereover,twoatleastofthathome—partyfeltthattheyweredrawingtoaclose;andwereuneasy,andonthelook—outforthecloudwhichwastoobscuretheircalm。
'TwaseasyforHarrytosee,howevermuchhisladypersistedinobedienceandadmirationforherhusband,thatmylordtiredofhisquietlife,andgrewweary,andthentesty,atthosegentlebondswithwhichhiswifewouldhaveheldhim。AstheysaytheGrandLamaofThibetisverymuchfatiguedbyhischaracterofdivinity,andyawnsonhisaltarashisbonzeskneelandworshiphim,manyahome—godgrowsheartilysickofthereverencewithwhichhisfamily—devoteespursuehim,andsighsforfreedomandforhisoldlife,andtobeoffthepedestalonwhichhisdependantswouldhavehimsitforever,whilsttheyadorehim,andplyhimwithflowers,andhymns,andincense,andflattery;——so,afterafewyearsofhismarriagemyhonestLordCastlewoodbegantotire;allthehigh—
flownrapturesanddevotionalceremonieswithwhichhiswife,hischiefpriestess,treatedhim,firstsenthimtosleep,andthendrovehimoutofdoors;forthetruthmustbetold,thatmylordwasajollygentleman,withverylittleoftheaugustordivineinhisnature,thoughhisfondwifepersistedinreveringit——and,besides,hehadtopayapenaltyforthislove,whichpersonsofhisdispositionseldomliketodefray:and,inaword,ifhehadalovingwife,hadaveryjealousandexactingone。Thenheweariedofthisjealousy;thenhebrokeawayfromit;thencame,nodoubt,complaintsandrecriminations;then,perhaps,promisesofamendmentnotfulfilled;thenupbraidingsnotthemorepleasantbecausetheyweresilent,andonlysadlooksandtearfuleyesconveyedthem。
Then,perhaps,thepairreachedthatotherstagewhichisnotuncommoninmarriedlife,whenthewomanperceivesthatthegodofthehoneymoonisagodnomore;onlyamortalliketherestofus——
andsoshelooksintoherheart,andlo!vacuaesedesetinaniaarcana。Andnow,supposingourladytohaveafinegeniusandabrilliantwitofherown,andthemagicspellandinfatuationremovedfromherwhichhadledhertoworshipasagodaveryordinarymortal——andwhatfollows?Theylivetogether,andtheydinetogether,andtheysay"mydear"and"mylove"asheretofore;
butthemanishimself,andthewomanherself:thatdreamofloveisoveraseverythingelseisoverinlife;asflowersandfury,andgriefsandpleasures,areover。
VerylikelytheLadyCastlewoodhadceasedtoadoreherhusbandherselflongbeforeshegotoffherknees,orwouldallowherhouseholdtodiscontinueworshippinghim。Todohimjustice,mylordneverexactedthissubservience:helaughedandjokedanddrankhisbottle,andsworewhenhewasangry,muchtoofamiliarlyforanyonepretendingtosublimity;anddidhisbesttodestroytheceremonialwithwhichhiswifechosetosurroundhim。AnditrequirednogreatconceitonyoungEsmond'sparttoseethathisownbrainswerebetterthanhispatron's,who,indeed,neverassumedanyairsofsuperiorityoverthelad,oroveranydependantofhis,savewhenhewasdispleased,inwhichcasehewouldexpresshismindinoathsveryfreely;andwho,onthecontrary,perhaps,spoiled"ParsonHarry,"ashecalledyoungEsmond,byconstantlypraisinghispartsandadmiringhisboyishstockoflearning。
Itmayseemungraciousinonewhohasreceivedahundredfavorsfromhispatrontospeakinanybutareverentialmannerofhiselders;butthepresentwriterhashaddescendantsofhisown,whomhehasbroughtupwithaslittleaspossibleoftheservilityatpresentexactedbyparentsfromchildren(underwhichmaskofdutythereoftenlurksindifference,contempt,orrebellion):andashewouldhavehisgrandsonsbelieveorrepresenthimtobenotaninchtallerthanNaturehasmadehim:so,withregardtohispastacquaintances,hewouldspeakwithoutanger,butwithtruth,asfarasheknowsit,neitherextenuatingnorsettingdownaughtinmalice。
Solong,then,astheworldmovedaccordingtoLordCastlewood'swishes,hewasgood—humoredenough;ofatempernaturallysprightlyandeasy,likingtojoke,especiallywithhisinferiors,andcharmedtoreceivethetributeoftheirlaughter。Allexercisesofthebodyhecouldperformtoperfection——shootingatamarkandflying,breakinghorses,ridingatthering,pitchingthequoit,playingatallgameswithgreatskill。Andnotonlydidhedothesethingswell,buthethoughthedidthemtoperfection;hencehewasoftentrickedabouthorses,whichhepretendedtoknowbetterthananyjockey;wasmadetoplayatballandbilliardsbysharperswhotookhismoney,andcamebackfromLondonwofullypoorereachtimethanhewent,asthestateofhisaffairstestifiedwhenthesuddenaccidentcamebywhichhiscareerwasbroughttoanend。
Hewasfondoftheparadeofdress,andpassedasmanyhoursdailyathistoiletteasanelderlycoquette。Atenthpartofhisdaywasspentinthebrushingofhisteethandtheoilingofhishair,whichwascurlingandbrown,andwhichhedidnotliketoconcealunderaperiwig,suchasalmosteverybodyofthattimewore。(Wehavethelibertyofourhairbacknow,butpowderandpomatumalongwithit。When,Iwonder,willthesemonstrouspoll—taxesofouragebewithdrawn,andmenallowedtocarrytheircolors,black,red,orgray,asNaturemadethem?)Andashelikedhertobewelldressed,hisladysparednopainsinthatmattertopleasehim;
indeed,shewoulddressherheadorcutitoffifhehadbiddenher。
ItwasawondertoyoungEsmond,servingaspagetomylordandlady,tohear,dayafterday,tosuchcompanyascame,thesameboisterousstoriestoldbymylord,atwhichhisladyneverfailedtosmileorholddownherhead,andDoctorTushertoburstoutlaughingattheproperpoint,orcry,"Fie,mylord,remembermycloth!"butwithsuchafaintshowofresistance,thatitonlyprovokedmylordfurther。LordCastlewood'sstoriesrosebydegrees,andbecamestrongerafterthealeatdinnerandthebottleafterwards;myladyalwaystakingflightaftertheveryfirstglasstoChurchandKing,andleavingthegentlementodrinktherestofthetoastsbythemselves。
And,asHarryEsmondwasherpage,healsowascalledfromdutyatthistime。"Mylordhaslivedinthearmyandwithsoldiers,"shewouldsaytothelad,"amongstwhomgreatlicenseisallowed。Youhavehadadifferentnurture,andItrustthesethingswillchangeasyougrowolder;notthatanyfaultattachestomylord,whoisoneofthebestandmostreligiousmeninthiskingdom。"Andverylikelyshebelievedso。'Tisstrangewhatamanmaydo,andawomanyetthinkhimanangel。
AndasEsmondhastakentruthforhismotto,itmustbeowned,evenwithregardtothatotherangel,hismistress,thatshehadafaultofcharacterwhichflawedherperfections。Withtheothersexperfectlytolerantandkindly,ofherownshewasinvariablyjealous;andaproofthatshehadthisviceis,thatthoughshewouldacknowledgeathousandfaultsthatshehadnot,tothiswhichshehadshecouldneverbegottoown。ButiftherecameawomanwithevenasemblanceofbeautytoCastlewood,shewassosuretofindoutsomewronginher,thatmylord,laughinginhisjollyway,wouldoftenjokewithherconcerningherfoible。Comelyservant—maidsmightcomeforhire,butnoneweretakenatCastlewood。Thehousekeeperwasold;mylady'sownwaiting—womansquinted,andwasmarkedwiththesmall—pox;thehousemaidsandscullionwereordinarycountrywenches,towhomLadyCastlewoodwaskind,ashernaturemadehertoeverybodyalmost;butassoonasevershehadtodowithaprettywoman,shewascold,retiring,andhaughty。Thecountryladiesfoundthisfaultinher;andthoughthemenalladmiredher,theirwivesanddaughterscomplainedofhercoldnessandaims,andsaidthatCastlewoodwaspleasanterinLadyJezebel'stime(asthedowagerwascalled)thanatpresent。
Somefewwereofmymistress'sside。OldLadyBlenkinsopJointure,whohadbeenatcourtinKingJamestheFirst'stime,alwaystookherside;andsodidoldMistressCrookshank,BishopCrookshank'sdaughter,ofHexton,who,withsomemoreoftheirlike,pronouncedmyladyanangel:buttheprettywomenwerenotofthismind;andtheopinionofthecountrywasthatmylordwastiedtohiswife'sapron—strings,andthatsheruledoverhim。
ThesecondfightwhichHarryEsmondhad,wasatfourteenyearsofage,withBryanHawkshaw,SirJohnHawkshaw'sson,ofBramblebrook,who,advancingthisopinion,thatmyladywasjealousandhenpeckedmylord,putHarryinsuchafury,thatHarryfellonhimandwithsuchrage,thattheotherboy,whowastwoyearsolderandbyfarbiggerthanhe,hadbyfartheworstoftheassault,untilitwasinterruptedbyDoctorTusherwalkingoutofthedinner—room。
BryanHawkshawgotupbleedingatthenose,having,indeed,beensurprised,asmanyastrongermanmighthavebeen,bythefuryoftheassaultuponhim。
"Youlittlebastardbeggar!"hesaid,"I'llmurderyouforthis!"
Andindeedhewasbigenough。
"Bastardornot,"saidtheother,grindinghisteeth,"Ihaveacoupleofswords,andifyouliketomeetme,asaman,ontheterraceto—night——"
AndheretheDoctorcomingup,thecolloquyoftheyoungchampionsended。Verylikely,bigashewas,Hawkshawdidnotcaretocontinueafightwithsuchaferociousopponentasthishadbeen。
CHAPTERVIII。
AFTERGOODFORTUNECOMESEVIL。
SincemyLadyMaryWortleyMontagubroughthomethecustomofinoculationfromTurkey(aperilouspracticemanydeemit,andonlyauselessrushingintothejawsofdanger),Ithinktheseverityofthesmall—pox,thatdreadfulscourgeoftheworld,hassomewhatbeenabatedinourpartofit;andrememberinmytimehundredsoftheyoungandbeautifulwhohavebeencarriedtothegrave,orhaveonlyrisenfromtheirpillowsfrightfullyscarredanddisfiguredbythismalady。Manyasweetfacehathleftitsrosesonthebedonwhichthisdreadfulandwitheringblighthaslaidthem。Inmyearlydays,thispestilencewouldenteravillageanddestroyhalfitsinhabitants:atitsapproach,itmaywellbeimagined,notonlythebeautifulbutthestrongestwerealarmed,andthosefledwhocould。Onedayintheyear1694(Ihavegoodreasontorememberit),DoctorTusherranintoCastlewoodHouse,withafaceofconsternation,sayingthatthemaladyhadmadeitsappearanceattheblacksmith'shouseinthevillage,andthatoneofthemaidstherewasdowninthesmall—pox。
Theblacksmith,besideshisforgeandironsforhorses,hadanale—
houseformen,whichhiswifekept,andhiscompanysatonbenchesbeforetheinn—door,lookingatthesmithywhiletheydranktheirbeer。Now,therewasaprettygirlatthisinn,thelandlord'smencalledNancySievewright,abouncing,fresh—lookinglass,whosefacewasasredasthehollyhocksoverthepalesofthegardenbehindtheinn。AtthistimeHarryEsmondwasaladofsixteen,andsomehowinhiswalksandramblesitoftenhappenedthathefellinwithNancySievewright'sbonnyface;ifhedidnotwantsomethingdoneattheblacksmith'shewouldgoanddrinkaleatthe"ThreeCastles,"orfindsomepretextforseeingthispoorNancy。
Poorthing,Harrymeantorimaginednoharm;andshe,nodoubt,aslittle,butthetruthistheywerealwaysmeeting——inthelanes,orbythebrook,oratthegarden—palings,oraboutCastlewood:itwas,"Lord,Mr。Henry!"and"howdoyoudo,Nancy?"manyandmanyatimeintheweek。'Tissurprisingthemagneticattractionwhichdrawspeopletogetherfromeversofar。IblushasIthinkofpoorNancynow,inaredbodiceandbuxompurplecheeksandacanvaspetticoat;andthatIdevisedschemes,andsettraps,andmadespeechesinmyheart,whichIseldomhadcouragetosaywheninpresenceofthathumbleenchantress,whoknewnothingbeyondmilkingacow,andopenedherblackeyeswithwonderwhenImadeoneofmyfinespeechesoutofWallerorOvid。PoorNancy!fromthemidstoffar—offyearsthinehonestcountryfacebeamsout;andIrememberthykindvoiceasifIhadheardityesterday。
WhenDoctorTusherbroughtthenewsthatthesmall—poxwasatthe"ThreeCastles,"whitheratramper,itwassaid,hadbroughtthemalady,HenryEsmond'sfirstthoughtwasofalarmforpoorNancy,andthenofshameanddisquietfortheCastlewoodfamily,lesthemighthavebroughtthisinfection;forthetruthisthatMr。Harryhadbeensittinginabackroomforanhourthatday,whereNancySievewrightwaswithalittlebrotherwhocomplainedofheadache,andwaslyingstupefiedandcrying,eitherinachairbythecornerofthefire,orinNancy'slap,oronmine。
LittleLadyBeatrixscreamedoutatDr。Tusher'snews;andmylordcriedout,"Godblessme!"Hewasabraveman,andnotafraidofdeathinanyshapebutthis。Hewasveryproudofhispinkcomplexionandfairhair——buttheideaofdeathbysmall—poxscaredhimbeyondallotherends。"Wewilltakethechildrenandrideawayto—morrowtoWalcote:"thiswasmylord'ssmallhouse,inheritedfromhismother,neartoWinchester。
"Thatisthebestrefugeincasethediseasespreads,"saidDr。
Tusher。"'Tisawfultothinkofitbeginningattheale—house;
halfthepeopleofthevillagehavevisitedthatto—day,ortheblacksmith's,whichisthesamething。MyclerkNahumlodgeswiththem——Icannevergointomyreading—deskandhavethatfellowsonearme。IWON'Thavethatmannearme。"
"Ifaparishionerdyinginthesmall—poxsenttoyou,wouldyounotgo?"askedmylady,lookingupfromherframeofwork,withhercalmblueeyes。
"BytheLord,Iwouldn't,"saidmylord。
"Wearenotinapopishcountry;andasickmandothnotabsolutelyneedabsolutionandconfession,"saidtheDoctor。"'Tistruetheyareacomfortandahelptohimwhenattainable,andtobeadministeredwithhopeofgood。Butinacasewherethelifeofaparishpriestinthemidstofhisflockishighlyvaluabletothem,heisnotcalledupontoriskit(andtherewiththelives,futureprospects,andtemporal,evenspiritualwelfareofhisownfamily)
forthesakeofasingleperson,whoisnotverylikelyinaconditioneventounderstandthereligiousmessagewhereofthepriestisthebringer——beinguneducated,andlikewisestupefiedordeliriousbydisease。Ifyourladyshiporhislordship,myexcellentgoodfriendandpatron,weretotakeit……"
"Godforbid!"criedmylord。
"Amen,"continuedDr。Tusher。"Amentothatprayer,myverygoodlord!foryoursakeIwouldlaymylifedown"——and,tojudgefromthealarmedlookoftheDoctor'spurpleface,youwouldhavethoughtthatthatsacrificewasabouttobecalledforinstantly。
Tolovechildren,andbegentlewiththem,wasaninstinct,ratherthanamerit,inHenryEsmond;somuchso,thathethoughtalmostwithasortofshameofhislikingforthem,andofthesoftnessintowhichitbetrayedhim;andonthisdaythepoorfellowhadnotonlyhadhisyoungfriend,themilkmaid'sbrother,onhisknee,buthadbeendrawingpicturesandtellingstoriestothelittleFrankCastlewood,whohadoccupiedthesameplaceforanhourafterdinner,andwasnevertiredofHenry'stales,andhispicturesofsoldiersandhorses。Asluckwouldhaveit,Beatrixhadnotonthateveningtakenherusualplace,whichgenerallyshewasgladenoughtohave,uponhertutor'slap。ForBeatrix,fromtheearliesttime,wasjealousofeverycaresswhichwasgiventoherlittlebrotherFrank。Shewouldflingawayevenfromthematernalarms,ifshesawFrankhadbeentherebeforeher;insomuchthatLadyEsmondwasobligednottoshowherloveforhersoninthepresenceofthelittlegirl,andembracedoneortheotheralone。
ShewouldturnpaleandredwithrageifshecaughtsignsofintelligenceoraffectionbetweenFrankandhismother:wouldsitapart,andnotspeakforawholenight,ifshethoughttheboyhadabetterfruitoralargercakethanhers;wouldflingawayaribbonifhehadone;andfromtheearliestage,sittingupinherlittlechairbythegreatfireplaceoppositetothecornerwhereLadyCastlewoodcommonlysatatherembroidery,wouldutterinfantinesarcasmsaboutthefavorshowntoherbrother。These,ifspokeninthepresenceofLordCastlewood,tickledandamusedhishumor;hewouldpretendtoloveFrankbest,anddandleandkisshim,androarwithlaughteratBeatrix'sjealousy。Butthetruthis,mylorddidnotoftenwitnessthesescenes,norverymuchtroublethequietfiresideatwhichhisladypassedmanylongevenings。Mylordwashuntingalldaywhentheseasonadmitted;hefrequentedallthecock—fightsandfairsinthecountry,andwouldridetwentymilestoseeamainfought,ortwoclownsbreaktheirheadsatacudgelling—match;andhelikedbettertositinhisparlordrinkingaleandpunchwithJackandTom,thaninhiswife'sdrawing—room:whither,ifhecame,hebroughtonlytoooftenbloodshoteyes,ahiccuppingvoice,andareelinggait。Themanagementofthehouse,andtheproperty,thecareofthefewtenantsandthevillagepoor,andtheaccountsoftheestate,wereinthehandsofhisladyandheryoungsecretary,HarryEsmond。Mylordtookchargeofthestables,thekennel,andthecellar——andhefilledthisandemptiedittoo。
Soitchancedthatuponthisveryday,whenpoorHarryEsmondhadhadtheblacksmith'sson,andthepeer'sson,alikeuponhisknee,littleBeatrix,whowouldcometohertutorwillinglyenoughwithherbookandherwriting,hadrefusedhim,seeingtheplaceoccupiedbyherbrother,and,luckilyforher,hadsatatthefurtherendoftheroom,awayfromhim,playingwithaspanieldogwhichshehad,(andforwhich,byfitsandstarts,shewouldtakeagreataffection,)andtalkingatHarryEsmondoverhershoulder,asshepretendedtocaressthedog,sayingthatFidowouldloveher,andshewouldloveFido,andnothingbutFidoallherlife。
When,then,thenewswasbroughtthatthelittleboyatthe"ThreeCastles"wasillwiththesmall—pox,poorHarryEsmondfeltashockofalarm,notsomuchforhimselfasforhismistress'sson,whomhemighthavebroughtintoperil。Beatrix,whohadpoutedsufficiently,(andwho,wheneverastrangerappeared,began,frominfancyalmost,toplayofflittlegracestocatchhisattention,)
herbrotherbeingnowgonetobed,wasfortakingherplaceuponEsmond'sknee:for,thoughtheDoctorwasveryobsequioustoher,shedidnotlikehim,becausehehadthickbootsanddirtyhands(thepertyoungmisssaid),andbecauseshehatedlearningthecatechism。
ButassheadvancedtowardsEsmondfromthecornerwhereshehadbeensulking,hestartedbackandplacedthegreatchaironwhichhewassittingbetweenhimandher——sayingintheFrenchlanguagetoLadyCastlewood,withwhomtheyoungladhadreadmuch,andwhomhehadperfectedinthistongue——Madam,thechildmustnotapproachme;ImusttellyouthatIwasattheblacksmith'sto—day,andhadhislittleboyuponmylap。"
"Whereyoutookmysonafterwards,"LadyCastlewoodsaid,veryangry,andturningred。"Ithankyou,sir,forgivinghimsuchcompany。Beatrix,"shesaidinEnglish,"IforbidyoutotouchMr。
Esmond。Comeaway,child——cometoyourroom。Cometoyourroom——I
wishyourReverencegood—night——andyou,sir,hadyounotbettergobacktoyourfriendsattheale—house?"hereyes,ordinarilysokind,dartedflashesofangerasshespoke;andshetossedupherhead(whichhungdowncommonly)withthemienofaprincess。
"Hey—day!"saysmylord,whowasstandingbythefireplace——indeedhewasinthepositiontowhichhegenerallycamebythathouroftheevening——"Hey—day!Rachel,whatareyouinapassionabout?
Ladiesoughtnevertobeinapassion。Oughtthey,DoctorTusher?
thoughitdoesgoodtoseeRachelinapassion——Damme,LadyCastlewood,youlookdev'lishhandsomeinapassion。"
"Itis,mylord,becauseMr。HenryEsmond,havingnothingtodowithhistimehere,andnothavingatasteforourcompany,hasbeentotheale—house,wherehehasSOMEFRIENDS。"
Mylordburstout,withalaughandanoath——"Youyoungslyboots,you'vebeenatNancySievewright。D———theyounghypocrite,who'dhavethoughtitinhim?Isay,Tusher,he'sbeenafter——"
"Enough,mylord,"saidmylady,"don'tinsultmewiththistalk。"
"Uponmyword,"saidpoorHarry,readytocrywithshameandmortification,"thehonorofthatyoungpersonisperfectlyunstainedforme。"
"Oh,ofcourse,ofcourse,"saysmylord,moreandmorelaughingandtipsy。"UponhisHONOR,Doctor——NancySieve——……"
"TakeMistressBeatrixtobed,"myladycriedatthismomenttoMrs。Tuckerherwoman,whocameinwithherladyship'stea。"Putherintomyroom——no,intoyours,"sheaddedquickly。"Go,mychild:go,Isay:notaword!"AndBeatrix,quitesurprisedatsosuddenatoneofauthorityfromonewhowasseldomaccustomedtoraisehervoice,wentoutoftheroomwithascaredcountenance,andwaitedeventoburstouta—cryinguntilshegottothedoorwithMrs。Tucker。
Foroncehermothertooklittleheedofhersobbing,andcontinuedtospeakeagerly——"Mylord,"shesaid,"thisyoungman——yourdependant——toldmejustnowinFrench——hewasashamedtospeakinhisownlanguage——thathehadbeenattheale—houseallday,wherehehashadthatlittlewretchwhoisnowillofthesmall—poxonhisknee。Andhecomeshomereekingfromthatplace——yes,reekingfromit——andtakesmyboyintohislapwithoutshame,andsitsdownbyme,yes,byME。HemayhavekilledFrankforwhatIknow——
killedourchild。Whywashebroughtintodisgraceourhouse?
Whyishehere?Lethimgo——lethimgo,Isay,to—night,andpollutetheplacenomore。"
ShehadneveronceutteredasyllableofunkindnesstoHarryEsmond;andhercruelwordssmotethepoorboy,sothathestoodforsomemomentsbewilderedwithgriefandrageattheinjusticeofsuchastabfromsuchahand。Heturnedquitewhitefromred,whichhehadbeen。
"Icannothelpmybirth,madam,"hesaid,"normyothermisfortune。
Andasforyourboy,if——ifmycomingnightohimpolluteshimnow,itwasnotsoalways。Good—night,mylord。Heavenblessyouandyoursforyourgoodnesstome。Ihavetiredherladyship'skindnessout,andIwillgo;"and,sinkingdownonhisknee,HarryEsmondtooktheroughhandofhisbenefactorandkissedit。
"Hewantstogototheale—house——lethimgo,"criedmylady。
"I'md——difheshall,"saidmylord。"Ididn'tthinkyoucouldbesod——dungrateful,Rachel。"
Herreplywastoburstintoafloodoftears,andtoquittheroomwitharapidglanceatHarryEsmond,——asmylord,notheedingthem,andstillingreatgood—humor,raiseduphisyoungclientfromhiskneelingposture(forathousandkindnesseshadcausedtheladtoreveremylordasafather),andputhisbroadhandonHarryEsmond'sshoulder。
"Shewasalwaysso,"mylordsaid;"theverynotionofawomandriveshermad。Itooktoliquoronthatveryaccount,byJove,fornootherreasonthanthat;forshecan'tbejealousofabeer—
barrelorabottleofrum,canshe,Doctor?D———it,lookatthemaids——justlookatthemaidsinthehouse"(mylordpronouncedallthewordstogether——just—look—at—the—maze—in—the—house:jever—see—
such—maze?)"Youwouldn'ttakeawifeoutofCastlewoodnow,wouldyou,Doctor?"andmylordburstoutlaughing。
TheDoctor,whohadbeenlookingatmyLordCastlewoodfromunderhiseyelids,said,"Butjokingapart,and,mylord,asadivine,I
cannottreatthesubjectinajocularlight,nor,asapastorofthiscongregation,lookwithanythingbutsorrowattheideaofsoveryyoungasheepgoingastray。"
"Sir,"saidyoungEsmond,burstingoutindignantly,"shetoldmethatyouyourselfwereahorridoldman,andhadofferedtokissherinthedairy。"
"Forshame,Henry,"criedDoctorTusher,turningasredasaturkey—cock,whilemylordcontinuedtoroarwithlaughter。"Ifyoulistentothefalsehoodsofanabandonedgirl——"
"SheisashonestasanywomaninEngland,andaspureforme,"
criedoutHenry,"and,askind,andasgood。Forshameonyoutomalignher!"
"Farbeitfrommetodoso,"criedtheDoctor。"HeavengrantI
maybemistakeninthegirl,andinyou,sir,whohaveatrulyPRECOCIOUSgenius;butthatisnotthepointatissueatpresent。
Itappearsthatthesmall—poxbrokeoutinthelittleboyatthe'ThreeCastles;'thatitwasonhimwhenyouvisitedtheale—house,foryourOWNreasons;andthatyousatwiththechildforsometime,andimmediatelyafterwardswithmyyounglord。"TheDoctorraisedhisvoiceashespoke,andlookedtowardsmylady,whohadnowcomeback,lookingverypale,withahandkerchiefinherhand。
"Thisisallverytrue,sir,"saidLadyEsmond,lookingattheyoungman。
"'Tistobefearedthathemayhavebroughttheinfectionwithhim。"
"Fromtheale—house——yes,"saidmylady。
"D———it,IforgotwhenIcollaredyou,boy,"criedmylord,steppingback。"Keepoff,Harrymyboy;there'snogoodinrunningintothewolf'sjaws,youknow。"
Myladylookedathimwithsomesurprise,andinstantlyadvancingtoHenryEsmond,tookhishand。"Ibegyourpardon,Henry,"shesaid;"Ispokeveryunkindly。Ihavenorighttointerferewithyou——withyour——"
Mylordbrokeoutintoanoath。"Can'tyouleavetheboyalone,mylady?"Shelookedalittlered,andfaintlypressedthelad'shandasshedroppedit。
"Thereisnouse,mylord,"shesaid;"Frankwasonhiskneeashewasmakingpictures,andwasrunningconstantlyfromHenrytome。
Theevilisdone,ifany。"
"Notwithme,damme,"criedmylord。"I'vebeensmoking,"——andhelightedhispipeagainwithacoal——"anditkeepsoffinfection;
andasthediseaseisinthevillage——plaguetakeit——Iwouldhaveyouleaveit。We'llgoto—morrowtoWalcote,mylady。"
"Ihavenofear,"saidmylady;"Imayhavehaditasaninfant:itbrokeoutinourhousethen;andwhenfourofmysistershaditathome,twoyearsbeforeourmarriage,Iescapedit,andtwoofmydearsistersdied。"
"Iwon'truntherisk,"saidmylord;"I'masboldasanyman,butI'llnotbearthat。"
"TakeBeatrixwithyouandgo,"saidmylady。"Forusthemischiefisdone;andTuckercanwaituponus,whohashadthedisease。"
"Youtakecaretochoose'emuglyenough,"saidmylord,atwhichherladyshiphungdownherheadandlookedfoolish:andmylord,callingawayTusher,badehimcometotheoakparlorandhaveapipe。TheDoctormadealowbowtoherladyship(ofwhichsalaamshewasprofuse),andwalkedoffonhiscreakingsquare—toesafterhispatron。
Whentheladyandtheyoungmanwerealone,therewasasilenceofsomemoments,duringwhichhestoodatthefire,lookingrathervacantlyatthedyingembers,whilstherladyshipbusiedherselfwiththetambour—frameandneedles。
"Iamsorry,"shesaid,afterapause,inahard,dryvoice,——"I
REPEATIamsorrythatIshowedmyselfsoungratefulforthesafetyofmyson。Itwasnotatallmywishthatyoushouldleaveus,I
amsure,unlessyoufoundpleasureelsewhere。Butyoumustperceive,Mr。Esmond,thatatyourage,andwithyourtastes,itisimpossiblethatyoucancontinuetostayupontheintimatefootinginwhichyouhavebeeninthisfamily。YouhavewishedtogototheUniversity,andIthink'tisquiteaswellthatyoushouldbesentthither。Ididnotpressthismatter,thinkingyouachild,asyouare,indeed,inyears——quiteachild;andIshouldneverhavethoughtoftreatingyouotherwiseuntil——untiltheseCIRCUMSTANCEScametolight。AndIshallbegmylordtodespatchyouasquickaspossible:andwillgoonwithFrank'slearningaswellasIcan,(Iowemyfatherthanksforalittlegrounding,andyou,I'msure,formuchthatyouhavetaughtme,)——and——andIwishyouagood—night,Mr。Esmond。"
Andwiththisshedroppedastatelycurtsy,and,takinghercandle,wentawaythroughthetapestrydoor,whichledtoherapartments。
Esmondstoodbythefireplace,blanklystaringafterher。Indeed,hescarceseemedtoseeuntilshewasgone;andthenherimagewasimpresseduponhim,andremainedforeverfixeduponhismemory。
Hesawherretreating,thetaperlightinguphermarbleface,herscarletlipquivering,andhershininggoldenhair。Hewenttohisownroom,andtobed,wherehetriedtoread,ashiscustomwas;
butheneverknewwhathewasreadinguntilafterwardsherememberedtheappearanceofthelettersofthebook(itwasinMontaigne'sEssays),andtheeventsofthedaypassedbeforehim——
thatis,ofthelasthouroftheday;forasforthemorning,andthepoormilkmaidyonder,heneversomuchasoncethought。Andhecouldnotgettosleepuntildaylight,andwokewithaviolentheadache,andquiteunrefreshed。
Hehadbroughtthecontagionwithhimfromthe"ThreeCastles"sureenough,andwaspresentlylaidupwiththesmallpox,whichsparedthehallnomorethanitdidthecottage。
CHAPTERIX。
IHAVETHESMALL—POX,ANDPREPARETOLEAVECASTLEWOOD。
WhenHarryEsmondpassedthroughthecrisisofthatmalady,andreturnedtohealthagain,hefoundthatlittleFrankEsmondhadalsosufferedandralliedafterthedisease,andtheladyhismotherwasdownwithit,withacouplemoreofthehousehold。"ItwasaProvidence,forwhichwealloughttobethankful,"DoctorTushersaid,"thatmyladyandhersonwerespared,whileDeathcarriedoffthepoordomesticsofthehouse;"andrebukedHarryforasking,inhissimpleway,Forwhichweoughttobethankful——thattheservantswerekilled,orthegentlefolksweresaved?NorcouldyoungEsmondagreeintheDoctor'svehementprotestationstomylady,whenhevisitedherduringherconvalescence,thatthemaladyhadnotintheleastimpairedhercharms,andhadnotbeenchurlenoughtoinjurethefairfeaturesoftheViscountessofCastlewood;whereas,inspiteofthesefinespeeches,Harrythoughtthatherladyship'sbeautywasverymuchinjuredbythesmall—pox。