`No,really,it'simpossible!'Ursulawouldreplydistinctly。Andsothetwogirlstookitoutoftheiruniversalenemy。Buttheirfatherbecamemoreandmoreenraged。
Ursulawasallsnowywhite,savethatherhatwaspink,andentirelywithouttrimming,andhershoesweredarkred,andshecarriedanorange—colouredcoat。AndinthisguisetheywerewalkingallthewaytoShortlands,theirfatherandmothergoinginfront。
Theywerelaughingattheirmother,who,dressedinasummermaterialofblackandpurplestripes,andwearingahatofpurplestraw,wassettingforthwithmuchmoreoftheshynessandtrepidationofayounggirlthanherdaughterseverfelt,walkingdemurelybesideherhusband,who,asusual,lookedrathercrumpledinhisbestsuit,asifhewerethefatherofayoungfamilyandhadbeenholdingthebabywhilsthiswifegotdressed。
`Lookattheyoungcoupleinfront,'saidGudruncalmly。Ursulalookedathermotherandfather,andwassuddenlyseizedwithuncontrollablelaughter。
Thetwogirlsstoodintheroadandlaughedtillthetearsrandowntheirfaces,astheycaughtsightagainoftheshy,unworldlycoupleoftheirparentsgoingonahead。
`Weareroaringatyou,mother,'calledUrsula,helplesslyfollowingafterherparents。
MrsBrangwenturnedroundwithaslightlypuzzled,exasperatedlook。
`Ohindeed!'shesaid。`Whatistheresoveryfunnyaboutme,I
shouldliketoknow?'
Shecouldnotunderstandthattherecouldbeanythingamisswithherappearance。Shehadaperfectcalmsufficiency,aneasyindifferencetoanycriticismwhatsoever,asifshewerebeyondit。Herclotheswerealwaysratherodd,andasaruleslip—shod,yetsheworethemwithaperfecteaseandsatisfaction。Whatevershehadon,solongasshewasbarelytidy,shewasright,beyondremark;suchanaristocratshewasbyinstinct。
`Youlooksostately,likeacountryBaroness,'saidUrsula,laughingwithalittletendernessathermother'snaivepuzzledair。
`JustlikeacountryBaroness!'chimedinGudrun。Nowthemother'snaturalhauteurbecameself—conscious,andthegirlsshriekedagain。
`Gohome,youpairofidiots,greatgigglingidiots!'criedthefatherinflamedwithirritation。
`Mm—m—er!'booedUrsula,pullingafaceathiscrossness。
Theyellowlightsdancedinhiseyes,heleanedforwardinrealrage。
`Don'tbesosillyastotakeanynoticeofthegreatgabies,'saidMrsBrangwen,turningonherway。
`I'llseeifI'mgoingtobefollowedbyapairofgigglingyellingjackanapes——'hecriedvengefully。
Thegirlsstoodstill,laughinghelplesslyathisfury,uponthepathbesidethehedge。
`Whyyou'reassillyastheyare,totakeanynotice,'saidMrsBrangwenalsobecomingangrynowhewasreallyenraged。
`Therearesomepeoplecoming,father,'criedUrsula,withmockingwarning。
Heglancedroundquickly,andwentontojoinhiswife,walkingstiffwithrage。Andthegirlsfollowed,weakwithlaughter。
Whenthepeoplehadpassedby,Brangwencriedinaloud,stupidvoice:
`I'mgoingbackhomeifthere'sanymoreofthis。I'mdamnedifI'mgoingtobemadeafoolofinthisfashion,inthepublicroad。'
Hewasreallyoutoftemper。Atthesoundofhisblind,vindictivevoice,thelaughtersuddenlyleftthegirls,andtheirheartscontractedwithcontempt。Theyhatedhiswords`inthepublicroad。'Whatdidtheycareforthepublicroad?ButGudrunwasconciliatory。
`Butweweren'tlaughingtohurtyou,'shecried,withanuncouthgentlenesswhichmadeherparentsuncomfortable。`Wewerelaughingbecausewe'refondofyou。'
`We'llwalkoninfront,iftheyaresotouchy,'saidUrsula,angry。AndinthiswisetheyarrivedatWilleyWater。Thelakewasblueandfair,themeadowsslopeddowninsunshineononeside,thethickdarkwoodsdroppedsteeplyontheother。Thelittlepleasure—launchwasfussingoutfromtheshore,twangingitsmusic,crowdedwithpeople,flappingitspaddles。Neartheboat—housewasathrongofgaily—dressedpersons,smallinthedistance。Andonthehigh—road,someofthecommonpeoplewerestandingalongthehedge,lookingatthefestivitybeyond,enviously,likesoulsnotadmittedtoparadise。
`Myeye!'saidGudrun,sottovoce,lookingatthemotleyofguests,`there'saprettycrowdifyoulike!Imagineyourselfinthemidstofthat,mydear。'
Gudrun'sapprehensivehorrorofpeopleinthemassunnervedUrsula。
`Itlooksratherawful,'shesaidanxiously。
`Andimaginewhatthey'llbelike——imagine!'saidGudrun,stillinthatunnerving,subduedvoice。Yetsheadvanceddeterminedly。
`Isupposewecangetawayfromthem,'saidUrsulaanxiously。
`We'reinaprettyfixifwecan't,'saidGudrun。HerextremeironicloathingandapprehensionwasverytryingtoUrsula。
`Weneedn'tstay,'shesaid。
`Icertainlyshan'tstayfiveminutesamongthatlittlelot,'saidGudrun。
Theyadvancednearer,tilltheysawpolicemenatthegates。
`Policementokeepyouin,too!'saidGudrun。`Myword,thisisabeautifulaffair。'
`We'dbetterlookafterfatherandmother,'saidUrsulaanxiously。
`Mother'sperfectlycapableofgettingthroughthislittlecelebration,'
saidGudrunwithsomecontempt。
ButUrsulaknewthatherfatherfeltuncouthandangryandunhappy,soshewasfarfromherease。Theywaitedoutsidethegatetilltheirparentscameup。Thetall,thinmaninhiscrumpledclotheswasunnervedandirritableasaboy,findinghimselfonthebrinkofthissocialfunction。Hedidnotfeelagentleman,hedidnotfeelanythingexceptpureexasperation。
Ursulatookherplaceathisside,theygavetheirticketstothepoliceman,andpassedinontothegrass,fourabreast;thetall,hot,ruddy—darkmanwithhisnarrowboyishbrowdrawnwithirritation,thefresh—faced,easywoman,perfectlycollectedthoughherhairwasslippingononeside,thenGudrun,hereyesroundanddarkandstaring,herfullsoftfaceimpassive,almostsulky,sothatsheseemedtobebackingawayinantagonismevenwhilstshewasadvancing;andthenUrsula,withtheodd,brilliant,dazzledlookonherface,thatalwayscamewhenshewasinsomefalsesituation。
Birkinwasthegoodangel。Hecamesmilingtothemwithhisaffectedsocialgrace,thatsomehowwasneverquiteright。Buthetookoffhishatandsmiledatthemwitharealsmileinhiseyes,sothatBrangwencriedoutheartilyinrelief:
`Howdoyoudo?You'rebetter,areyou?'
`Yes,I'mbetter。Howdoyoudo,MrsBrangwen?IknowGudrunandUrsulaverywell。'
Hiseyessmiledfullofnaturalwarmth。Hehadasoft,flatteringmannerwithwomen,particularlywithwomenwhowerenotyoung。
`Yes,'saidMrsBrangwen,coolbutyetgratified。`Ihaveheardthemspeakofyouoftenenough。'
Helaughed。Gudrunlookedaside,feelingshewasbeingbelittled。Peoplewerestandingaboutingroups,somewomenweresittingintheshadeofthewalnuttree,withcupsofteaintheirhands,awaiterineveningdresswashurryinground,somegirlsweresimperingwithparasols,someyoungmen,whohadjustcomeinfromrowing,weresittingcross—leggedonthegrass,coatless,theirshirt—sleevesrolledupinmanlyfashion,theirhandsrestingontheirwhiteflanneltrousers,theirgaudytiesfloatingabout,astheylaughedandtriedtobewittywiththeyoungdamsels。
`Why,'thoughtGudrunchurlishly,`don'ttheyhavethemannerstoputtheircoatson,andnottoassumesuchintimacyintheirappearance。'
Sheabhorredtheordinaryyoungman,withhishairplasteredback,andhiseasy—goingchumminess。
HermioneRoddicecameup,inahandsomegownofwhitelace,trailinganenormoussilkshawlblotchedwithgreatembroideredflowers,andbalancinganenormousplainhatonherhead。Shelookedstriking,astonishing,almostmacabre,sotall,withthefringeofhergreatcream—colouredvividly—blotchedshawltrailingonthegroundafterher,herthickhaircominglowoverhereyes,herfacestrangeandlongandpale,andtheblotchesofbrilliantcolourdrawnroundher。
`Doesn'tshelookweird!'Gudrunheardsomegirlstitterbehindher。Andshecouldhavekilledthem。
`Howdoyoudo!'sangHermione,comingupverykindly,andglancingslowlyoverGudrun'sfatherandmother。Itwasatryingmoment,exasperatingforGudrun。Hermionewasreallysostronglyentrenchedinherclasssuperiority,shecouldcomeupandknowpeopleoutofsimplecuriosity,asiftheywerecreaturesonexhibition。Gudrunwoulddothesameherself。Butsheresentedbeinginthepositionwhensomebodymightdoittoher。
Hermione,veryremarkable,anddistinguishingtheBrangwensverymuch,ledthemalongtowhereLauraCrichstoodreceivingtheguests。
`ThisisMrsBrangwen,'sangHermione,andLaura,whoworeastiffembroideredlinendress,shookhandsandsaidshewasgladtoseeher。ThenGeraldcameup,dressedinwhite,withablackandbrownblazer,andlookinghandsome。
HetoowasintroducedtotheBrangwenparents,andimmediatelyhespoketoMrsBrangwenasifshewerealady,andtoBrangwenasifhewerenotagentleman。Gerladwassoobviousinhisdemeanour。Hehadtoshakehandswithhislefthand,becausehehadhurthisright,andcarriedit,bandagedup,inthepocketofhisjacket。Gudrunwasverythankfulthatnoneofherpartyaskedhimwhatwasthematterwiththehand。
Thesteamlaunchwasfussingin,allitsmusicjingling,peoplecallingexcitedlyfromonboard。Geraldwenttoseetothedebarkation,BirkinwasgettingteaforMrsBrangwen,BrangwenhadjoinedaGrammar—Schoolgroup,Hermionewassittingdownbytheirmother,thegirlswenttothelanding—stagetowatchthelaunchcomein。
Shehootedandtootedgaily,thenherpaddlesweresilent,theropeswerethrownashore,shedriftedinwithalittlebump。Immediatelythepassengerscrowdedexcitedlytocomeashore。
`Waitaminute,waitaminute,'shoutedGeraldinsharpcommand。
Theymustwaittilltheboatwastightontheropes,tillthesmallgangwaywasputout。Thentheystreamedashore,clamouringasiftheyhadcomefromAmerica。
`Ohit'ssonice!'theyounggirlswerecrying。`It'squitelovely。'
Thewaitersfromonboardranouttotheboat—housewithbaskets,thecaptainloungedonthelittlebridge。Seeingallsafe,GeraldcametoGudrunandUrsula。
`Youwouldn'tcaretogoonboardforthenexttrip,andhaveteathere?'
heasked。
`Nothanks,'saidGudruncoldly。
`Youdon'tcareforthewater?'
`Forthewater?Yes,Ilikeitverymuch。'
Helookedather,hiseyessearching。
`Youdon'tcareforgoingonalaunch,then?'
Shewasslowinanswering,andthenshespokeslowly。
`No,'shesaid。`Ican'tsaythatIdo。'Hercolourwashigh,sheseemedangryaboutsomething。
`Unpeutropdemonde,'saidUrsula,explaining。
`Eh?Tropdemonde!'Helaughedshortly。`Yesthere'safairnumberof'em。'
Gudrunturnedonhimbrilliantly。
`HaveyoueverbeenfromWestminsterBridgetoRichmondononeoftheThamessteamers?'shecried。
`No,'hesaid,`Ican'tsayIhave。'
`Well,it'soneofthemostvileexperiencesI'veeverhad。'
Shespokerapidlyandexcitedly,thecolourhighinhercheeks。`Therewasabsolutelynowheretositdown,nowhere,amanjustabovesang"RockedintheCradleoftheDeep"thewholeway;hewasblindandhehadasmallorgan,oneofthoseportableorgans,andheexpectedmoney;soyoucanimaginewhatthatwaslike;therecameaconstantsmellofluncheonfrombelow,andpuffsofhotoilymachinery;thejourneytookhoursandhoursandhours;andformiles,literallyformiles,dreadfulboysranwithusontheshore,inthatawfulThamesmud,goinginuptothewaist——theyhadtheirtrousersturnedback,andtheywentuptotheirhipsinthatindescribableThamesmud,theirfacesalwaysturnedtous,andscreaming,exactlylikecarrioncreatures,screaming"'Erey'aresir,'erey'aresir,'erey'aresir,"exactlylikesomefoulcarrionobjects,perfectlyobscene;andpaterfamiliasonboard,laughingwhentheboyswentrightdowninthatawfulmud,occasionallythrowingthemaha'penny。Andifyou'dseentheintentlookonthefacesoftheseboys,andthewaytheydartedinthefilthwhenacoinwasflung——really,novultureorjackalcoulddreamofapproachingthem,forfoulness。Ineverwouldgoonapleasureboatagain——never。'
Geraldwatchedherallthetimeshespoke,hiseyesglitteringwithfaintrousedness。Itwasnotsomuchwhatshesaid;itwassheherselfwhorousedhim,rousedhimwithasmall,vividpricking。
`Ofcourse,'hesaid,`everycivilisedbodyisboundtohaveitsvermin。'
`Why?'criedUrsula。`Idon'thavevermin。'
`Andit'snotthat——it'sthequalityofthewholething——
paterfamiliaslaughingandthinkingitsport,andthrowingtheha'pennies,andmaterfamiliasspreadingherfatlittlekneesandeating,continuallyeating——'repliedGudrun。
`Yes,'saidUrsula。`Itisn'ttheboyssomuchwhoarevermin;it'sthepeoplethemselves,thewholebodypolitic,asyoucallit。'
Geraldlaughed。
`Nevermind,'hesaid。`Youshan'tgoonthelaunch。'
Gudrunflushedquicklyathisrebuke。
Therewereafewmomentsofsilence。Gerald,likeasentinel,waswatchingthepeoplewhoweregoingontotheboat。Hewasverygood—lookingandself—contained,buthisairofsoldierlyalertnesswasratherirritating。
`Willyouhaveteaherethen,orgoacrosstothehouse,wherethere'satentonthelawn?'heasked。
`Can'twehavearowingboat,andgetout?'askedUrsula,whowasalwaysrushingintoofast。
`Togetout?'smiledGerald。
`Yousee,'criedGudrun,flushingatUrsula'soutspokenrudeness,`wedon'tknowthepeople,wearealmostcompletestrangershere。'
`Oh,Icansoonsetyouupwithafewacquaintances,'hesaideasily。
Gudrunlookedathim,toseeifitwereill—meant。Thenshesmiledathim。
`Ah,'shesaid,`youknowwhatwemean。Can'twegoupthere,andexplorethatcoast?'Shepointedtoagroveonthehillockofthemeadow—side,neartheshorehalfwaydownthelake。`Thatlooksperfectlylovely。Wemightevenbathe。Isn'titbeautifulinthislight。Really,it'slikeoneofthereachesoftheNile——asoneimaginestheNile。'
Geraldsmiledatherfactitiousenthusiasmforthedistantspot。
`You'resureit'sfarenoughoff?'heaskedironically,addingatonce:
`Yes,youmightgothere,ifwecouldgetaboat。Theyseemtobeallout。'
Helookedroundthelakeandcountedtherowingboatsonitssurface。
`Howlovelyitwouldbe!'criedUrsulawistfully。
`Anddon'tyouwanttea?'hesaid。
`Oh,'saidGudrun,`wecouldjustdrinkacup,andbeoff。'
Helookedfromonetotheother,smiling。Hewassomewhatoffended——
yetsporting。
`Canyoumanageaboatprettywell?'heasked。
`Yes,'repliedGudrun,coldly,`prettywell。'
`Ohyes,'criedUrsula。`Wecanbothofusrowlikewater—spiders。'
`Youcan?There'slightlittlecanoeofmine,thatIdidn'ttakeoutforfearsomebodyshoulddrownthemselves。Doyouthinkyou'dbesafeinthat?'
`Ohperfectly,'saidGudrun。
`Whatanangel!'criedUrsula。
`Don't,formysake,haveanaccident——becauseI'mresponsibleforthewater。'
`Sure,'pledgedGudrun。
`Besides,wecanbothswimquitewell,'saidUrsula。
`Well——thenI'llgetthemtoputyouupatea—basket,andyoucanpicnicalltoyourselves,——that'stheidea,isn'tit?'
`Howfearfullygood!Howfrightfullyniceifyoucould!'criedGudrunwarmly,hercolourflushingupagain。Itmadethebloodstirinhisveins,thesubtlewaysheturnedtohimandinfusedhergratitudeintohisbody。
`Where'sBirkin?'hesaid,hiseyestwinkling。`Hemighthelpmetogetitdown。'
`Butwhataboutyourhand?Isn'tithurt?'askedGudrun,rathermuted,asifavoidingtheintimacy。Thiswasthefirsttimethehurthadbeenmentioned。Thecuriouswaysheskirtedroundthesubjectsentanew,subtlecaressthroughhisveins。Hetookhishandoutofhispocket。Itwasbandaged。
Helookedatit,thenputitinhispocketagain。Gudrunquiveredatthesightofthewrappeduppaw。
`OhIcanmanagewithonehand。Thecanoeisaslightasafeather,'
hesaid。`There'sRupert!——Rupert!'
Birkinturnedfromhissocialdutiesandcametowardsthem。
`Whathaveyoudonetoit?'askedUrsula,whohadbeenachingtoputthequestionforthelasthalfhour。
`Tomyhand?'saidGerald。`Itrappeditinsomemachinery。'
`Ugh!'saidUrsula。`Anddidithurtmuch?'
`Yes,'hesaid。`Itdidatthetime。It'sgettingbetternow。Itcrushedthefingers。'
`Oh,'criedUrsula,asifinpain,`Ihatepeoplewhohurtthemselves。
Icanfeelit。'Andsheshookherhand。
`Whatdoyouwant?'saidBirkin。
Thetwomencarrieddowntheslimbrownboat,andsetitonthewater。
`You'requitesureyou'llbesafeinit?'Geraldasked。
`Quitesure,'saidGudrun。`Iwouldn'tbesomeanastotakeit,iftherewastheslightestdoubt。ButI'vehadacanoeatArundel,andIassureyouI'mperfectlysafe。'
Sosaying,havinggivenherwordlikeaman,sheandUrsulaenteredthefrailcraft,andpushedgentlyoff。Thetwomenstoodwatchingthem。
Gudrunwaspaddling。Sheknewthemenwerewatchingher,anditmadeherslowandratherclumsy。Thecolourflewinherfacelikeaflag。
`Thanksawfully,'shecalledbacktohim,fromthewater,astheboatslidaway。`It'slovely——likesittinginaleaf。'
Helaughedatthefancy。Hervoicewasshrillandstrange,callingfromthedistance。Hewatchedherasshepaddledaway。Therewassomethingchildlikeabouther,trustfulanddeferential,likeachild。Hewatchedherallthewhile,assherowed。AndtoGudrunitwasarealdelight,inmake—belief,tobethechildlike,clingingwomantothemanwhostoodthereonthequay,sogood—lookingandefficientinhiswhiteclothes,andmoreoverthemostimportantmansheknewatthemoment。Shedidnottakeanynoticeofthewavering,indistinct,lambentBirkin,whostoodathisside。Onefigureatatimeoccupiedthefieldofherattention。
Theboatrustledlightlyalongthewater。Theypassedthebatherswhosestripedtentsstoodbetweenthewillowsofthemeadow'sedge,anddrewalongtheopenshore,pastthemeadowsthatslopedgoldeninthelightofthealreadylateafternoon。Otherboatswerestealingunderthewoodedshoreopposite,theycouldhearpeople'slaughterandvoices。ButGudrunrowedontowardstheclumpoftreesthatbalancedperfectinthedistance,inthegoldenlight。
Thesistersfoundalittleplacewhereatinystreamflowedintothelake,withreedsandflowerymarshofpinkwillowherb,andagravellybanktotheside。Heretheyrandelicatelyashore,withtheirfrailboat,thetwogirlstookofftheirshoesandstockingsandwentthroughthewater'sedgetothegrass。Thetinyripplesofthelakewerewarmandclear,theyliftedtheirboatontothebank,andlookedroundwithjoy。Theywerequitealoneinaforsakenlittlestream—mouth,andontheknolljustbehindwastheclumpoftrees。
`Wewillbathejustforamoment,'saidUrsula,`andthenwe'llhavetea。'
Theylookedround。Nobodycouldnoticethem,orcouldcomeupintimetoseethem。InlessthanaminuteUrsulahadthrownoffherclothesandhadslippednakedintothewater,andwasswimmingout。Quickly,Gudrunjoinedher。Theyswamsilentlyandblissfullyforafewminutes,circlingroundtheirlittlestream—mouth。Thentheyslippedashoreandranintothegroveagain,likenymphs。
`Howlovelyitistobefree,'saidUrsula,runningswiftlyhereandtherebetweenthetreetrunks,quitenaked,herhairblowingloose。Thegrovewasofbeech—trees,bigandsplendid,asteel—greyscaffoldingoftrunksandboughs,withlevelspraysofstronggreenhereandthere,whilstthroughthenorthernsidethedistanceglimmeredopenasthroughawindow。
Whentheyhadrunanddancedthemselvesdry,thegirlsquicklydressedandsatdowntothefragranttea。Theysatonthenorthernsideofthegrove,intheyellowsunshinefacingtheslopeofthegrassyhill,aloneinalittlewildworldoftheirown。Theteawashotandaromatic,thereweredeliciouslittlesandwichesofcucumberandofcaviare,andwinycakes。
`Areyouhappy,Prune?'criedUrsulaindelight,lookingathersister。
`Ursula,I'mperfectlyhappy,'repliedGudrungravely,lookingatthewesteringsun。
`SoamI。'
Whentheyweretogether,doingthethingstheyenjoyed,thetwosisterswerequitecompleteinaperfectworldoftheirown。Andthiswasoneoftheperfectmomentsoffreedomanddelight,suchaschildrenaloneknow,whenallseemsaperfectandblissfuladventure。
Whentheyhadfinishedtea,thetwogirlssaton,silentandserene。
ThenUrsula,whohadabeautifulstrongvoice,begantosingtoherself,softly:`AnnchenvonTharau。'Gudrunlistened,asshesatbeneaththetrees,andtheyearningcameintoherheart。Ursulaseemedsopeacefulandsufficientuntoherself,sittingthereunconsciouslycrooninghersong,strongandunquestionedatthecentreofherownuniverse。AndGudrunfeltherselfoutside。Alwaysthisdesolating,agonisedfeeling,thatshewasoutsideoflife,anonlooker,whilstUrsulawasapartaker,causedGudruntosufferfromasenseofherownnegation,andmadeher,thatshemustalwaysdemandtheothertobeawareofher,tobeinconnectionwithher。
`DoyoumindifIdoDalcrozetothattune,Hurtler?'sheaskedinacuriousmutedtone,scarcemovingherlips。
`Whatdidyousay?'askedUrsula,lookingupinpeacefulsurprise。
`WillyousingwhileIdoDalcroze?'saidGudrun,sufferingathavingtorepeatherself。
Ursulathoughtamoment,gatheringherstrayingwitstogether。
`Whileyoudo——?'sheaskedvaguely。
`Dalcrozemovements,'saidGudrun,sufferingtorturesofself—consciousness,evenbecauseofhersister。
`OhDalcroze!Icouldn'tcatchthename。Do——Ishouldlovetoseeyou,'criedUrsula,withchildishsurprisedbrightness。`WhatshallIsing?'
`Singanythingyoulike,andI'lltaketherhythmfromit。'
ButUrsulacouldnotforherlifethinkofanythingtosing。However,shesuddenlybegan,inalaughing,teasingvoice:
`Mylove——isahigh—bornlady——'
Gudrun,lookingasifsomeinvisiblechainweighedonherhandsandfeet,beganslowlytodanceintheeurythmicmanner,pulsingandflutteringrhythmicallywithherfeet,makingslower,regulargestureswithherhandsandarms,nowspreadingherarmswide,nowraisingthemaboveherhead,nowflingingthemsoftlyapart,andliftingherface,herfeetallthetimebeatingandrunningtothemeasureofthesong,asifitweresomestrangeincantation,herwhite,raptformdriftinghereandthereinastrangeimpulsiverhapsody,seemingtobeliftedonabreezeofincantation,shudderingwithstrangelittleruns。Ursulasatonthegrass,hermouthopeninhersinging,hereyeslaughingasifshethoughtitwasagreatjoke,butayellowlightflashingupinthem,asshecaughtsomeoftheunconsciousritualisticsuggestionofthecomplexshudderingandwavinganddriftingofhersister'swhiteform,thatwasclutchedinpure,mindless,tossingrhythm,andawillsetpowerfulinakindofhypnoticinfluence。
`Myloveisahigh—bornlady——Sheis—s—s——ratherdarkthanshady——'rangoutUrsula'slaughing,satiricsong,andquicker,fiercerwentGudruninthedance,stampingasifsheweretryingtothrowoffsomebond,flingingherhandssuddenlyandstampingagain,thenrushingwithfaceupliftedandthroatfullandbeautiful,andeyeshalfclosed,sightless。
Thesunwaslowandyellow,sinkingdown,andintheskyfloatedathin,ineffectualmoon。
Ursulawasquiteabsorbedinhersong,whensuddenlyGudrunstoppedandsaidmildly,ironically:
`Ursula!'
`Yes?'saidUrsula,openinghereyesoutofthetrance。
Gudrunwasstandingstillandpointing,amockingsmileonherface,towardstheside。
`Ugh!'criedUrsulainsuddenpanic,startingtoherfeet。
`They'requiteallright,'rangoutGudrun'ssardonicvoice。
OntheleftstoodalittleclusterofHighlandcattle,vividlycolouredandfleecyintheeveninglight,theirhornsbranchingintothesky,pushingforwardtheirmuzzlesinquisitively,toknowwhatitwasallabout。Theireyesglitteredthroughtheirtangleofhair,theirnakednostrilswerefullofshadow。
`Won'ttheydoanything?'criedUrsulainfear。
Gudrun,whowasusuallyfrightenedofcattle,nowshookherheadinaqueer,half—doubtful,half—sardonicmotion,afaintsmileroundhermouth。
`Don'ttheylookcharming,Ursula?'criedGudrun,inahigh,stridentvoice,somethinglikethescreamofaseagull。
`Charming,'criedUrsulaintrepidation。`Butwon'ttheydoanythingtous?'
AgainGudrunlookedbackathersisterwithanenigmaticsmile,andshookherhead。
`I'msuretheywon't,'shesaid,asifshehadtoconvinceherselfalso,andyet,asifshewereconfidentofsomesecretpowerinherself,andhadtoputittothetest。`Sitdownandsingagain,'shecalledinherhigh,stridentvoice。
`I'mfrightened,'criedUrsula,inapatheticvoice,watchingthegroupofsturdyshortcattle,thatstoodwiththeirkneesplanted,andwatchedwiththeirdark,wickedeyes,throughthemattedfringeoftheirhair。
Nevertheless,shesankdownagain,inherformerposture。
`Theyarequitesafe,'cameGudrun'shighcall。`Singsomething,you'veonlytosingsomething。'
Itwasevidentshehadastrangepassiontodancebeforethesturdy,handsomecattle。
Ursulabegantosing,inafalsequaveringvoice:
`WaydowninTennessee——'
Shesoundedpurelyanxious。Nevertheless,Gudrun,withherarmsoutspreadandherfaceuplifted,wentinastrangepalpitatingdancetowardsthecattle,liftingherbodytowardsthemasifinaspell,herfeetpulsingasifinsomelittlefrenzyofunconscioussensation,herarms,herwrists,herhandsstretchingandheavingandfallingandreachingandreachingandfalling,herbreastsliftedandshakentowardsthecattle,herthroatexposedasinsomevoluptuousecstasytowardsthem,whilstshedriftedimperceptiblynearer,anuncannywhitefigure,towardsthem,carriedawayinitsownrapttrance,ebbinginstrangefluctuationsuponthecattle,thatwaited,andduckedtheirheadsalittleinsuddencontractionfromher,watchingallthetimeasifhypnotised,theirbarehornsbranchingintheclearlight,asthewhitefigureofthewomanebbeduponthem,intheslow,hypnotisingconvulsionofthedance。Shecouldfeelthemjustinfrontofher,itwasasifshehadtheelectricpulsefromtheirbreastsrunningintoherhands。Soonshewouldtouchthem,actuallytouchthem。
Aterribleshiveroffearandpleasurewentthroughher。Andallthewhile,Ursula,spell—bound,keptupherhigh—pitchedthin,irrelevantsong,whichpiercedthefadingeveninglikeanincantation。
Gudruncouldhearthecattlebreathingheavilywithhelplessfearandfascination。Oh,theywerebravelittlebeasts,thesewildScotchbullocks,wildandfleecy。Suddenlyoneofthemsnorted,duckeditshead,andbacked。