"Yes,"hesaid,andsteppedoutupontheporch,"thatwasit。Goodnight,Sibyl。"
"Wait!"shesaid,followinghimacrossthethreshold。"Howdidthathappen?
Ithoughtyouweregoingtowaitwhilethosemenfilledthe——the——"Shepaused,butmovednearerhiminsistently。
"Ididwait。MissVertreeswasthere,"hesaid,reluctantly。"Shehadwalkedawayforawhileanddidn'tnoticethatthecarriageswereleaving。
Whenshecamebackthecoupewaitingformewastheonlyoneleft。"
Sheregardedhimwithdilatingeyes。Shespokewithaslowbreathlessness。
"AndshedrovehomefromJim'sfuneral——withyou!"
Withoutwarningsheburstintolaughter,clappedherhandineffectuallyoverhermouth,andranbackuproariouslyintothehouse,hurlingthedoorshutbehindher。
Bibbswenthomepondering。HedidnotunderstandwhySibylhadlaughed。Thelaughteritselfhadbeenspontaneousandbeyondsuspicion,butitseemedtohimthatshehadonlyaffectedtoefforttosuppressitandthatshewishedittobesignificant。Significantofwhat?Andwhyhadshewishedtoimpressuponhimthefactofheroverwhelmingamusement?Hefoundnoanswer,butshehadsucceededindisturbinghim,andhewishedthathehadnotencounteredher。
Athome,uncles,aunts,andcousinsfromoutoftownwerewanderingaboutthehouse,severalmournfullyadmiringthe"BayofNaples,"andothersoccupiedwiththeMoorandtheplumbing,whiletheywaitedfortrains。Edithandhermotherhadretiredtosomeupperfastness,butBibbsinterviewedJacksonandhadthevariousgroupsofrelativessummonedtothedining—roomforfood。
Onegreat—uncle,oldGideonSheridanfromBoonville,couldnotbefound,andBibbswentinsearchofhim。Heransackedthehouse,discoveringthemissingantiqueatlastbyaccident。Passinghisfather'scloseddoorontiptoe,Bibbsheardamurmuroussound,andpausedtolisten。Thesoundprovedtobeaquaveringandricketyvoice,monotonouslybleating:
"TheLo—ordgivuthandtheLo—ordtakuthaway!Wegottorememberthat;wegottorememberthat!I'ma—gittin'along,James;I'ma—gittin'along,andI'veseena—manyof'emgo——twodaughtersandasontheLordgiveme,andHehastakenallaway。FortheLo—ordgivuthandtheLo—ordtakuthaway!
RememberthewordsofBildadtheShuhite,James。BildadtheShuhitesays,'Heshallhaveneithersonnornephewamonghispeople,noranyremaininginhisdwellings。'BildadtheShuhite——"
Bibbsopenedthedoorsoftly。Hisfatherwaslyinguponthebed,inhisunderclothes,facedownward,andUncleGideonsatnearby,swingingbackwardandforwardinarocking—chair,strokinghislongwhitebeardandgazingattheceilingashetalked。Bibbsbeckonedhimurgently,butUncleGideonpaidnoattention。
"BibdadtheShuhitespakeandhissays,'IfthychildrenhavesinnedagainstHimandHehavecastthemaway——"
Therewasamuffledexplosionbeneaththefloor,andthewindowsrattled。
Thefigurelyingfacedownwardonthebeddidnotmove,butUncleGideonleapedfromhischair。"MyGod!"hecried。"What'sthat?"
Therecameasecondexplosion,andUncleGideonranoutintothehall。Bibbswenttotheheadofthegreatstaircase,and,lookingdown,discoveredthesourceofthedistubance。Gideon'sgrandson,aboyoffourteen,hadbroughthiscameratothefuneralandwastaking"flash—lights"oftheMoor。UncleGideon,reassuredbyBibbs'sexplanation,wouldhavereturnedtofinishhisquotationfromBildadtheShuhite,butBibbsdetainedhim,andafteralittleargumentpersuadedhimtodescendtothedining—roomwhitherBibbsfollowed,afterclosingthedoorofhisfather'sroom。
HekepthiseyeonGideonafterdinner,diplomaticallypreventingseveralattemptsonthepartofthatcomfortertoreascendthestairs;anditwasarelieftoBibbswhenGeorgeannouncedthatanautomobilewaswaitingtoconveytheancientmanandhisgrandsontotheirtrain。Theywerethelasttoleave,andwhentheyhadgoneBibbswentsighingtohisownroom。
Hestretchedhimselfwearilyuponthebed,butpresentlyrose,wenttothewindow,andlookedforalongtimeatthedarkenedhousewhereMaryVertreeslived。Thenheopenhistrunk,tooktherefromasmallnote—bookhalffilledwithfragmentaryscribblings,andbegantowrite:
Laughterafterafuneral。Inthisreactionpeoplewilllaughatanythingandatnothing。Thebandplaysadirgeonthewaytothecemetery,butwhenitturnsback,andthemourningcarriagesareoutofhearing,itstrikesup,"DarktownisOutTo—night。"Thatisnatural——buttherearewomenwhoselaughterislikethewhirringofwhips。Whyisitthatcertainkindsoflaughterseemtospoilsomethinghiddenawayfromthelaughers?Iftheydonotknowofit,andhaveneverseenit,howcantheirlaughterhurtit?
Yetitdoes。Beautyisnotoutofplaceamonggrave—stones。Itisnotoutofplaceanywhere。Butawomanwhohasbeenbetrothedtoamanwouldnotlookbeautifulathisfuneral。Awomanmightlookbeautiful,though,atthefuneralofamanwhomshehadknownandliked。Andinthatcase,too,shewouldprobablynotwanttotalkifshedrovehomefromthecemeterywithhisbrother:norwouldshewantthebrothertotalk。Silenceisusuallyeitherstupidortimid。Butforamanwhostammersifhetriestotalkfast,anddrawlssoslowly,whenhedoesn'tstammer,thatnobodyhastimetolistentohim,silenceisadvisable。Nevertheless,toomuchsilenceisopentosuspicion。Itmaybereticence,oritmaybeavacuum。Itmaybedignity,oritmaybefalseteeth。Sometimesanimperceptibleodorwillbecomeperceptibleinasmallinclosure,suchasaclosedcarriage。Theghostofgasolinerisingfromalady'sglovemightbesweetertothemanridingbesideherthanallthescentsofArcadyinspring。Itdependsonthelady——butthereARE!Threemilesmaybethreehundredmiles,oritmaybethreefeet。Whenitisthreefeetyouhavenottimetosayagreatdealbeforeyoureachtheendofit。Still,itmaybethatoneshouldbegintospeak。Noonecouldhelpwishingtostayinaworldthatholdssomeofthepeoplethatareinthisworld。TherearesomesowonderfulyoudonotunderstandhowthedeadCOULDdie。Howcouldtheyletthemselves?Afallingbuildingdoesnotcarewhofallswithit。Itdoesnotchoosewhoshallbeuponitsroofandwhoshallnot。SilenceCANbegolden?Yes。Butperhapsifawomanoftheworldshouldfindherselfbyaccidentsittingbesideamanforthelengthoftimeitmustnecessarilytaketwoslowoldhorsestojogthreemiles,shemightexpectthatmantosaysomethingofsomesort!Evenifshethoughthimafeeblehypochondriac,evenifshehadheardfromothersthathewasadisappointmenttohisownpeople,evenifshehadseenforherselfthathewasauselessandirritatingencumbranceeverywhere,shemightexpecthimatleasttospeak——shemightexpecthimtoopenhismouthandtrytomakesounds,ifheonlybarked。Ifhedidnoteventry,butsateverystepofthewayasdumbasafrozenfish,shemightTHINKhimafrozenfish。Andshemightberight。Shemightberightifshethoughthimaboutaspleasantacompanionas——asBildadtheShuhite!
Bibbsclosedhisnote—book,replacingitinhistrunk。Then,afteraperiodofmelancholycontemplation,heundressed,putonadressing—gownandslippers,andwentsoftlyoutintothehall——tohisfather'sdoor。UponthefloorwasatraywhichBibbshadsentGeorge,earlierintheevening,toplaceuponatableinSheridan'sroom——butthefoodwasuntouched。Bibbsstoodlisteningoutsidethedoorforseveralminutes。Therecamenosoundfromwithin,andhewentbacktohisownroomandtobed。
Inthemorninghewoketoastateofbeinghithertounknowninhisexperience。Sometimesintheprocessofwakingthereisalittlepause——sleephasgone,butcoherentthoughthasnotbegun。Itisacurioushalf—void,aglimpseofaphasia;andalthoughthepersonexperiencingitmaynotknowforthatinstanthisownnameorageorsex,hemaybeacutelyconsciousofdepressionorelation。Itisthemoment,aswesay,beforewe"remember";andforthefirsttimeinBibbs'slifeitcametohimbringingavaguehappiness。Hewoketoasenseofnewriches;hehadthefeelingofaboywakingtoabirthday。Butwhenthenextmomentbroughthimhismemory,hefoundnothingthatcouldexplainhisexhilaration。Onthecontrary,underthecircumstancesitseemedgrotesquelyunwarranted。However,itwasabriefvisitationandwasgonebeforehehadfinisheddressing。Itleftalittletrail,thepleasedrecollectionofitandthepuzzleofit,whichremainedunsolved。And,infact,wakinghappilyinthemorningisnotusuallytheresultofadrivehomefromafuneral。NowonderthesequenceevadedBibbsSheridan!
Hisfatherhadgonewhenhecamedown—stairs。"Wentondownto'soffice,jes'same,"Jacksoninformedhim。"Camesatbreakfas'—table,allby'mself;
eatnothin'。Georgebringnicebreakfas',buthedi'n'eatathing。Yessuh,wentondown—town,jes'sameheyoostado。Yessuh,Ireckonputtymuchev'y—thinggoin'goonsameasityoostado。"
ItstruckBibbsthatJacksonwasright。Thedaypassedasotherdayshadpassed。Mrs。SheridanandEdithwereinblack,andMrs。Sheridancriedalittle,nowandthen,butnootherexternaldifferencewastobeseen。Edithwasquiet,butnotnoticeablydepressed,andatlunchprovedherselfabletoarguewithhermotherupontheproprietyofreceivingcallsintheearlieststagesof"mourning。"Lunchwasasusual——forJimandhisfatherhadalwaysluncheddown—town——andtheafternoonwasasusual。Bibbswentforhisdrive,andhismotherwentwithhim,asshesometimesdidwhentheweatherwaspleasant。Altogether,theusualnessofthingswasratherstartlingtoBibbs。
DuringthedriveMrs。SheridantalkedfragmentarilyofJim'schildhood。"Butyouwouldn'trememberaboutthat,"shesaid,afternarratinganepisode。
"Youweretoolittle。Hewasalwaysagoodboy,justlikethat。Andhe'dsavewhateverpapagavehim,andputitinthebank。Ireckonit'lljustaboutkillyourfathertoputsomebodyinhisplaceaspresidentoftheRealtyCompany,Bibbs。Iknowhecan'tmoveRoscoeover;hetoldmelastweekhe'dalreadyputasmuchonRoscoeasanyonemancouldhandleandnotgocrazy。Oh,it'sapity——"Shestoppedtowipehereyes。"It'sapityyoudidn'trunmorewithJim,Bibbs,andkindo'pickuphisways。Thinkwhatit'dmeanttopapanow!YouneverdidrunwitheitherRoscoeorJimany,evenbeforeyougotsick。Ofcourse,youwereyounger;butitalwaysDID
seemqueer——andyouthreebein'brotherslikethat。Idon'tbelieveIeversawyouandJimsitdowntogetherforagoodtalkinmylife。"
"Mother,I'vebeenawaysolong,"Bibbsreturned,gently。"AndsinceIcamehomeI——"
"Oh,Iain'treproachin'you,Bibbs,"shesaid。"Jimain'tbeenhomemuchofaneveningsinceyougotback——whatwithhisworkandcallin'andgoin'tothetheaterandplaces,andoftennotevenatthehousefordinner。Righttheeveningbeforehegothurthehadhisdinneratsomemiser'blerest'rantdownbythePumpWorks,hewassosetonoverseein'thenightworkandgettin'everythingfinisheduprighttotheminutehetoldpapahewould。I
reckonyoumight'a'putinmoretimewithJimifthere'dbeenmoreopportunity,Bibbs。Iexpectyoufeelalmostasifyouscarcelyreallyknewhimrightwell。"
"IsupposeIreallydidn't,mother。Hewasbusy,yousee,andIhadn'tmuchtosayaboutthethingsthatinterestedhim,becauseIdon'tknowmuchaboutthem。"
"It'sapity!Oh,it'sapity!"shemoaned。"Andyou'llhavetolearntoknowabout'emNOW,Bibbs!Ihaven'tsaidmuchtoyou,becauseIfeltitwasallbetweenyourfatherandyou,butIhonestlydobelieveitwilljustkillhimifhehastohaveanymoretroubleontopofallthis!Youmustn'tLET
him,Bibbs——youmustn't!Youdon'tknowhowhe'sgrievedoveryou,andnowhecan'tstandanymore——hejustcan't!Whateverhesaysforyoutodo,youDOit,Bibbs,youDOit!Iwantyoutopromisemeyouwill。"
"IwouldifIcould,"hesaid,sorrowfully。
"No,no!Whycan'tyou?"shecried,clutchinghisarm。"Hewantsyoutogobacktothemachine—shopand——"
"And——'likeit!"saidBibbs。
"Yes,that'sit——togoinacheerfulspirit。Dr。Gurneysaiditwouldn'thurtyouifyouwentinacheerfulspirit——thedoctorsaidthathimself,Bibbs。Sowhycan'tyoudoit?Can'tyoudothatmuchforyourfather?Yououghttothinkwhathe'sdoneforYOU。Yougotabeautifulhousetolivein;
yougotautomobilestoridein;yougotfurcoatsandwarmclothes;youbeentakencareofallyourlife。Andyoudon'tKNOWhowheworkedforthemoneytogiveallthesethingstoyou!Youdon'tDREAMwhathehadtogothroughandwhatheriskedwhenwewerestartin'outinlife;andyouneverWILL
know!Andnowthisblowhasfallenonhimoutofaclearsky,andyoumakeitouttobeahardshiptodolikehewantsyouto!Andallonearthheasksisforyoutogobacktotheworkinacheerfulspirit,soitwon'thurtyou!
That'sallheasks。Look,Bibbs,we'regettin'backnearhome,butbeforewegetthereIwantyoutopromisemethatyou'lldowhatheasksyouto。
Promiseme!"
Inherearnestnesssheclearedawayherblackveilthatshemightseehimbetter,anditblewoutonthesmokywind。Hereadjusteditforherbeforehespoke。
"I'llgobackinascheerfulaspiritasIcan,mother,"hesaid。
"There!"sheexclaimed,satisfied。"That'sagoodboy!That'sallIwantedyoutosay。"
"Don'tgivemeanycredit,"hesaid,ruefully。"Thereisn'tanythingelseformetodo。"
"Now,don'tbegintalkin'THATway!"
"No,no,"hesoothedher。"We'llhavetobegintomakethespiritacheerfulone。Wemay——"Theywereturningintotheirowndrivewayashespoke,andheglancedattheoldhousenextdoor。MaryVertreeswasvisibleinthetwilight,standinguponthefrontsteps,bareheaded,thedooropenbehindher。Shebowedgravely。
"'Wemay'——what?"askedMrs。Sheridan,withaslightimpatience。
"Whatisit,mother?"
"Yousaid,'Wemay,'anddidn'tfinishwhatyouweresayin'。"
"DidI?"saidBibbs,blankly。"Well,whatWEREwesaying?"
"Ofallthequeerboys!"shecried。"Youalwayswere。Always!Youhaven'tforgotwhatyoujustpromisedme,haveyou?"
"No,"heanswered,asthecarstopped。"No,thespiritwillbeascheerfulasthefleshwillletit,mother。Itwon'tdotobehavelike——"
Hisvoicewaslow,andinhermovementtodescendfromthecarshefailedtoherehisfinalwords。
"Behavelikewho,Bibbs?"
"Nothing。"
Butshewasfretfulinhergrief。"Yousaiditwouldn'tdotobehavelikeSOMEBODY。BehavelikeWHO?"
"Itwasjustnonsense,"heexplained,turningtogoin。"AnobscurepersonI
don'tthinkmuchoflately。"
"BehavelikeWHO?"sherepeated,anduponhisyieldingtoherpetulantinsistence,shemadeuphermindthattheonlythingtodowastotellDr。
Gurneyaboutit。
"LikeBildadtheShuhite!"waswhatBibbssaid。
Theoutwardusualnessofthingscontinuedafterdinner。ItwasSheridan'scustomtoreadtheeveningpaperbesidethefireinthelibrary,whilehiswife,sittingnearby,eithersewed(fromoldhabit)orallowedherselftoberepeatedlybaffledbyoneofthesimplerformsofsolitaire。To—nightshedidneither,butsatinhercustomarychair,gazingatthefire,whileSheridanlettheunfoldedpaperrestuponhislap,thoughnowandthenheliftedit,asiftoread,andletitfallbackuponhiskneesagain。Bibbscameinnoiselesslyandsatinacorner,doingnothing;andfroma"reception—room"acrossthehallanindistinctvocalmurmurbecamejustaudibleatintervals。Once,whenthismurmurgrewlouder,understressofsomeirrepressiblemerriment,Edith'svoicecouldbeheard——"Bobby,aren'tyouawful!"andSheridanglancedacrossathiswifeappealingly。
Sheroseatonceandwentintothe"reception—room";therewasaflurryofwhispering,andthesoundoftiptoeinginthehall——Edithandhersuitorchangingquarterstoamoredistantroom。Mrs。Sheridanreturnedtoherchairinthelibrary。
"Theywon'tbotheryouanymore,papa,"shesaid,inacomfortingvoice。
"Shetoldmeatlunchhe'd'phonedhewantedtocomeupthisevening,andI
saidIthoughthe'dbetterwaitafewdays,butshesaidshe'dalreadytoldhimhecould。"Shepaused,thenadded,ratherguiltily:"IgotkindofanotionmaybeRoscoedon'tlikehimasmuchasheusedto。Maybe——maybeyoubetteraskRoscoe,papa。"AndasSheridannoddedsolemnly,sheconcluded,inhaste:"Don'tsayIsaidto。Imightbewrongaboutit,anyway。"
Henoddedagain,andtheysatforsometimeinasilencewhichMrs。Sheridanbrokewithalittlesniff,havingfallenintoareveriethatbroughttears。
"ThatMissVertreeswasagoodgirl,"shesaid。"SHEwasallright。"
Herhusbandevidentlyhadnodifficultyinfollowinghertrainofthought,forhenoddedoncemore,affirmatively。
"Didyou——Howdidyoufixitaboutthe——theRealtyCompany?"shefaltered。
"Didyou——
Heroseheavily,helpinghimselftohisfeetbythearmsofhischair。"I
fixedit,"hesaid,inahuskyvoice。"ImovedCantwellup,andputJohnstoninCantwell'splace,andsplitupJohnston'sworkamongthefourmenwithsalarieshighenoughtotakeit。"Hewenttoher,puthishanduponhershoulder,anddrewalong,audible,tremulousbreath。"It'smybedtime,mamma;I'mgoin'up。"Hedroppedthehandfromhershoulderandmovedslowlyaway,butwhenhereachedthedoorhestoppedandspokeagain,withoutturningtolookather。"TheRealtyCompany'llgorightonjustthesame,"
hesaid。"It'slike——it'slikesand,mamma。Itputsmeinmindofchuldernplayin'inasand—pile。Oneof'emstickshisfingerinthesandandmakesahole,andanotherof'em'llpattheplacewithhishand,andallthelittlegrainsofsandruninandfillitupandsettleagainstoneanother;andthen,rightawayit'sflatontopagain,andyoucan'ttellthereeverwasaholethere。TheRealtyCompany'llgoonallright,mamma。Thereain'tanythinganywhere,Ireckon,thatwouldn'tgorighton——justthesame。"
Andhepassedoutslowlyintothehall;thentheyheardhisheavytreaduponthestairs。
Mrs。Sheridan,risingtofollowhim,turnedapiteousfacetoherson。"It'ssoforlong,"shesaid,chokingly。"That'sthefirsttimehespokesincehecameinthehousethisevening。Iknowitmust'a'hurthimtohearEdithlaughin'withthatLamhorn。She'doughtn'ttolethimcome,righttheveryfirsteveningthisway;she'doughtn'ttodoneit!Shejustseemstoloseherheadoverhim,anditscaresme。YouheardwhatSibylsaidtheotherday,and——andyouheardwhat——what——"
"WhatEdithsaidtoSibyl?"Bibbsfinishedthesentenceforher。
"WeCAN'Thaveanytroubleo'THATkind!"shewailed。"Oh,itlooksasifmovin'uptothisNewHousehadbroughtusawfulbadluck!Itscaresme!"
Sheputbothherhandsoverherface。"Oh,Bibbs,Bibbs!ifyouonlywasn'tsoQUEER!Ifyoucouldonlybeenakindofdependableson!Idon'tknowwhatwe'reallcomin'to!"And,weeping,shefollowedherhusband。
Bibbsgazedforawhileatthefire;thenheroseabruptly,likeamanwhohascometoadecision,andbrisklysoughttheroom——itwascalled"thesmoking—room"——whereEdithsatwithMr。Lamhorn。Theylookedupinnowelcomingmanner,atBibbs'sentrance,andmovedtheirchairstoalessconspicuousadjacency。
"Goodevening,"saidBibbs,pleasantly;andheseatedhimselfinaleathereasy—chairnearthem。
"Whatisit?"askedEdith,plainlyastonished。
"Nothing,"hereturned,smiling。
Shefrowned。"Didyouwantsomething?"sheasked。
"Nothingintheworld。Fatherandmotherhavegoneup—stairs;Isha'n'tbegoingupforseveralhours,andtheredidn'tseemtobeanybodyleftformetochatwithexceptyouandMr。Lamhorn。"
"'CHATwith'!"sheechoed,incredulously。
"Icantalkaboutalmostanything,"saidBibbswithanairofgenialpoliteness。"Itdoesn'tmattertoME。Idon'tknowmuchaboutbusiness——ifthat'swhatyouhappenedtobetalkingabout。Butyouaren'tinbusiness,areyou,Mr。Lamhorn。
"Notnow,"returnedLamhorn,shortly。
"I'mnot,either,"saidBibbs。"Itwasgettingcloudierthanusual,I
noticed,justbeforedark,andtherewaswindfromthesouthwest。Rainto—morrow,Ishouldn'tbesurprised。"
Heseemedtofeelthathehadbegunaconversationthesupportofwhichhadnowbecomethepleasurabledutyofotherparties;andhesatexpectantly,lookingfirstathissister,thenatLamhorn,asifimplyingthatitwastheirturntospeak。Edithreturnedhisgazewithamixtureofastonishmentandincreasinganger,whileMr。Lamhornwasobviouslydisturbed,thoughBibbshadbeenasconsiderateaspossibleinpresentingtheweatherasatopic。
BibbshadperceivedthatLamhornhadnothinginhismindatanytimeexcept"personalities"——hecouldtalkaboutpeopleandhecouldmakelove。Bibbs,wishingtobecourteous,offeredtheweather。
Lamhornrefusedit,andconcludedfromBibbs'sluxuriousattitudeintheleatherchairthatthishalf—crazybrotherwasapermanentfixturefortherestoftheevening。Therewasnotreasontohopethathewouldmove,andLamhornfoundhimselfindangeroflookingsilly。
"Iwasjustgoing,"hesaid,rising。
"OhNO!"Edithcried,sharply。
"Yes。Goodnight!IthinkI——"
"Toobad,"saidBibbs,genially,walkingtothedoorwiththevisitor,whileEdithstoodstaringasthetwodisappearedinthehall。SheheardBibbsofferingto"help"Lamhornwithhisovercoatandthelatterrathercurtlydecliningassistance,theseepisodesofdeparturebeingfollowedbytheclosingoftheouterdoor。Sheranintothehall。
"What'sthematterwithyou?"shecried,furiously。"WhatdoyouMEAN?Howdidyoudarecomeintherewhenyouknew——"
Hervoicebroke;shemadeagestureofrageanddespair,andranupthestairs,sobbing。Shefledtohermother'sroom,andwhenBibbscameup,afewminuteslater,Mrs。Sheridanmethimathisdoor。
"Oh,Bibbs,"shesaid,shakingherheadwoefully,"you'doughtn'ttodistressyoursister!Shesaysyoudrovethatyoungmanrightoutofthehouse。
You'doughttobeenmoreconsiderate。"
Bibbssmiledfaintly,notingthatEdith'sdoorwasopen,withEdith'snaiveshadowmotionlessacrossitsthreshold。"Yes,"hesaid。"Hedoesn'tappeartomuchofa'man'sman。'Heranatjustaglimpseofone。"
Edith'sshadowmoved;hervoicecamequavering:"Youcallyourselfone?"
"No,no,"heanswered。"Isaid,'justaglimpseofone。'Ididn'tclaim——"
Butherdoorslammedangrily;andheturnedtohismother。
"There,"hesaid,sighing。"That'salmostthefirsttimeinmylifeIevertriedtobeamanofaction,mother,andIsucceededperfectlyinwhatI
triedtodo。AsaconsequenceIfeellikeahorse—thief!"
"Youhurtherfeelin's,"shegroaned。"Youmust'a'goneatittoorough,Bibbs。"
Helookeduponherwanly。"That'smytrouble,mother,"hemurmured。"I'maplain,bluntfellow。Ihaveroughways,andI'maroughman。"
Foroncesheperceivedsomemeaninginhisqueerness。"Hushyournonsense!"
shesaid,good—naturedly,theastralofatroubledsmileappearing。"Yougotobed。"
Hekissedherandobeyed。
Edithgavehimacoldgreetingthenextmorningatthebreakfast—table。
"Youmustn'tdothatunderamisapprehension,"hewarnedher,whentheywerealoneinthedining—room。
"Dowhatunderawhat?"sheasked。
"Speaktome。Icameintothesmoking—roomlastnight'onpurpose,'"hetoldher,gravely。"Ihaveaprejudiceagainstthatyoungman。"
Shelaughed。"Iguessyouthinkitmeansagreatdealwhoyouhaveprejudicesagainst!"Inmockerysheadoptedthemannerofonewhoimplores。
"Bibbs,forpity'ssakePROMISEme,DON'TuseYOURinfluencewithpapaagainsthim!"Andshelaughedlouder。
"Listen,"hesaid,withpeculiarearnestness。"I'lltellyounow,because——becauseI'vedecidedI'moneofthefamily。"Andthen,asiftheearnestnessweretooheavyforhimtocarryitfurther,hecontinued,inhisusualtone,"I'mdrunkwithpower,Edith。"
"Whatdoyouwanttotellme?"shedamanded,brusquely。
"LamhornmadelovetoSibyl,"hesaid。
Edithhooted。"SHEdidtoHIM!AndbecauseyouoverheardthatspatbetweenustheotherdaywhenIthesameofaccusedherofit,andsaidsomethinglikethattoyouafterward——"
"No,"hesaid,gravely。"IKNOW。"
"How?"
"Iwasthere,onedayaweekago,withRoscoe,andIheardSibylandLamhorn——"
Edithscreamedwithlaughter。"YouwerewithROSCOE——andyouheardLamhornmakinglovetoSibyl!"
"No。Iheardthemquarreling。"
"You'refunnierthanever,Bibbs!"shecried。"Yousayhemadelovetoherbecauseyouheardthemquarreling!"
"That'sit。Ifyouwanttoknowwhat's'between'people,youcan——bythewaytheyquarrel。"
"You'llkillme,Bibbs!Whatweretheyquarrelingabout?"
"Nothing。That'showIknew。Peoplewhoquarrelovernothing!——it'salwayscertain——"
Edithstoppedlaughingabruptly,butcontinuedhermockery。"Yououghttoknow。You'vehadsomuchexperience,yourself!"
"Ihaven'tany,Edith,"hesaid。"Mylifehasbeenaboutasexcitingasanincubatorchicken's。ButIlookoutthroughtheglassatthings。"
"Well,then,"shesaid,"ifyoulookoutthroughtheglassyoumustknowwhateffectsuchstuffwouldhaveuponME!"Sherose,visiblyagitated。"WhatifitWAStrue?"shedmanded,bitterly。"Whatifitwastrueahundredtimesover?Yousittherewithyoursillyfacehalfreadytogiggleandhalfreadytosniffle,andtellmestorieslikethat,aboutSibylpickingonBobbyLamhornandworryinghimtodeath,andyouthinkitmatterstoME?WhatifI
alreadyKNEWallabouttheir'quarreling'?WhatifIunderstoodWHYshe——"
Shebrokeoffwithaviolentgesture,asweepofherarmextendedatfulllength,asifshehurledsomethingtotheground。"DoyouthinkagirlthatreallycaredforamanwouldpayanyattentiontoTHAT?OrtoYOU,BibbsSheridan!"
Helookedathersteadily,andhisgazewasaskeenasitwassteady。Shemetitwithunwaveringpride。Finallyhenoddedslowly,asifshehadspokenandhemeanttoagreewithwhatshesaid。
"Ah,yes,"hesaid。"Iwon'tcomeintothesmoking—roomagain。I'msorry,Edith。Nobodycanmakeyouseeanythingnow。You'llneverseeuntilyouseeforyourself。Therestofuswilldobettertokeepoutofit——especiallyme!"