Wewerenotcynics,andwedreamedAManwhomadenotruceWithliesnorancientprivilegeNorold,entrenchedabuse。
Wedreamed……wedreamed……Youthdreamedadream!
AndevenyouforgotYourself,onemoment,anddreamed,too——
Struck,whileyourmoodwashot!
Struckthreeorfourgoodblows……andthenTurnedbacktoeasierthings:
Thecheapapplause,theblatantmob,Thepraiseofunderlings!
Praise……praise……wasevermansofilled,Soavidstill,ofpraise?
Sohungryforthecrowd’sacclaim,Thesycophanticphrase?
OyouwhomGreatnessbeckonedto……
OswollenLittlenessWhoturnedfromImmortalityTofawnuponSuccess!
Oblindwithloveofself,wholedYouth’svisiontodefeat,Bawlingandbrawlingforrewards,Loud,inthecommonstreet!
Oyouwhoweresoquicktojudge——
Leader,andloved,ofyore——
Hearnowthejudgmentofouryouth:
LeaderandChiefnomore!
THEBAYONET
(1914)
THEgreatgunsslayfromaleagueaway,thedeath—
boltsflyunseen,Andbellowinghillrepliestohill,machinetobrutemachine,ButstillintheendwhenthelonglinesbendandthebattlehangsindoubtTheytaketothesteelinthesameoldwaythattheirfathersfoughtitout——
ItismantomanandbreasttobreastandeyetobloodshoteyeAndthereachandtwistofthethrustingwrist,asitwasinthedaysgoneby!
Alongtheshakenhillsthegunstheirdrummingthunderroll——
Butthekeenbladesthrillwiththelusttokillthatleapsfromtheslayer’ssoul!
Forhandandheartandlivingsteel,onepulseofhatetheyfeel。
Isyourclanafraidofthenakedblade?Doesitflinchfromthebittersteel?
Perishyourdreamsofconquestthen,yourswollenhopesandbold,Forempiredwellswiththestabbingblade,asitdidinthedaysofold!
THEBUTCHERSATPRAYER
(1914)
EACHnationasitdrawstheswordAndflingsitsstandardtotheairPetitionspiouslytheLord——
Vexingthevoidabysswithprayer。
Oironytoodeepformirth!
Oposturingapesthatrant,anddareThisanticattitude!OEarth,Withyourwildjestofwickedprayer!
Idarenotlaugh……arisingswellOflaughterbreaksinshriekssomewhere——
NodoubttheyrelishitinHell,ThiscosmicjestofEarthatprayer!
SHADOWS
HAUNTED
(THEGHOSTSPEAKS)
AGHOSTisthefreakofasickman’sbrain?
Thenwhydoyestartandshiverso?
That’sthesobanddripofaleakydrain?
Butitsoundslikeanothernoiseweknow!
Theheavydropsdrummedredandslow,Thedropsrandownasslowasfate——
Doyehearthemstill?——itwaslongago!——
ButhereintheshadowsIwait,Iwait!
Spiritstherebethatpassinpeace;
Minepassedinawhorlofwrathanddole;
AndthehourthatyourchokingbreathshallceaseIwillgetmygriponyournakedsoul——
Norpitymaystaynorprayercajole——
IwoulddragyewhiningfromHell’sowngate:
Tome,tome,yemustpaythetoll!
AndhereintheshadowsIwait,Iwait!
Thedeadtheyaredead,theyareoutoftheway?
Andaghostisthewhimofanailingmind?
Thenwhydidyewhitenwithfearto—dayWhenyeheardavoiceinthecallingwind?
WhydidyefalterandlookbehindAtthecreepingmistswhenthehourgrewlate?
Yewouldseemyfacewereyestrickenblind!
AndhereintheshadowsIwait,Iwait!
Drinkandforget,makemerryandboast,Buttheboastringsfalseandthejestisthin——
InthehourthatImeetyeghosttoghost,Strippedofthefleshthatyeskulkwithin,Strippedtothecowardsoul’wareofitssin,Yeshalllearn,yeshalllearn,whetherdeadmenhate!
Ah,awearytimehasthewaitingbeen,ButhereintheshadowsIwait,Iwait!
ANIGHTMARE
LEAGUESbeforeme,leaguesbehind,Clamorwarringwastesofflood,AllthestreamsofalltheworldsFlungtogether,madofmood;
Throughthecanonbeatsasound,Regularofinterval,Distant,drumming,muffled,dull,Thunderouslyrhythmical;
Craftsslipbymystartledsoul——
Soulthatcowers,athingapart——
Theyarecorpusclesofblood!
That’sthethrobbingofaheart!
Godofterrors!——amImad?——
Throughmybody,mineownsoul,Shrunkentoanatom’ssize,Voyagestowardanunguessedgoal!
THEMOTHER
THEmotherbythegallows—tree,Thegallows—tree,thegallows—tree,(Whilethetwitchingbodymockedthesun)
LiftedtoHeavenherbrokenheartAndcalledforsympathy。
ThenMotherMarybenttoher,BentfromherplacebyGod’sleftside,Andwhispered:"Peace——doInotknow?——
Mysonwascrucified!"
"OMotherMary,"answeredshe,"Youcannot,cannotenterinTomysoul’swoe——youcannotknow——
Foryoursonwroughtnosin!"
(Andmenwhoseworkcompelledthemthere,Theirheartswerestrickendead;
Theyheardtheropecreakonthebeam;
IthoughtIheardthefrightenedghostWhimperingoverhead。)
Themotherbythegallows—tree,Thegallows—tree,thegallows—tree,LiftedtoChristherbrokenheartAndcalledinagony。
ThenLordChristbenttoherandsaid:
"Becomforted,becomforted;
Iknowyourgrief;thewholeworld’swoeIboreuponmyhead。"
"ButOLordChrist,youcannotknow,Noonecanknow,"shesaid,"noone"——
(Whilethequiveringcorpseswayedinthewind)——
"LordChrist,noonecanunderstandWhoneverhadason!"
INTHEBAYOU
LAZYandslow,throughthesnagsandtreesMovethesluggishcurrents,halfasleep;
Aroundandbetweenthecypressknees,Likeblack,slowsnakesthedarktidescreep——
Howdeepisthebayoubeneaththetrees?
"Knee—deep,Knee—deep,Knee—deep,Knee—deep!"
CroaksthebigbullfrogofReelfootLakeFromhishiding—placeinthedraggledbrake。
WhatisthesecrettheslimreedsknowThatmakesthemtoshakeandtoshiverso,Andthescaredflagsquiverfromplumetofoot?——
Thefrogspipesolemnly,deepandslow:
"Lookundertheroot!
Lookundertheroot!"
ThehoarsefrogcroaksandthestarkowlhootsOfamysterymooredinthecypressroots。
Wasitloveturnedhate?Wasitfriendturnedfoe?
Onlythefrogsandthegrayowlknow,ForthewhitemoonshroudedherfaceinamistAtthespurtofapistol,redandbright——
Atthesoundofashriekthatstabbedthenight——
Andthelittlereedswerefrightenedandwhist;
Butalwaystheeddieswhimperandchoke,Andthefrogswouldtelliftheycould,fortheycroak:
"Deep,deep!
Death—deep!
Deep,deep!
Death—deep!"
AndthedarktideslidesandglistersandglidesSnakelikeoverthesecretithides。
THESAILOR’SWIFESPEAKS
YEaredead,theysay,butyeswore,yeswore,Yewouldcometomebackfromthesea!
Fromoutoftheseaandthenight,yecried,NorthecrawlingweednorthedraggingtideCouldholdyefastfromme:——
Come,ah,cometome!
ThreespellsIhavelaidontherisingsunAndthreeonthewaningmoon——
AreyeheldinthebondsofthenightorthedayYemustloosenyourbondsandaway,away!
YemustcomewhereIwaitye,soon——
Ah,soon!soon!soon!
ThreetimesIhavecastmywordstothewind,Andthricetotheclimbingsea;
IfyedriftordreamwiththecloudsorfoamYemustdriftagainhome,yemustdriftagainhome——
Wraith,yearefree,yearefree;
Ghost,yearefree,yearefree!
Arethecoastsofdeathsofair,sofair?
ButIwaityehereontheshore!
ItisIthatyehearinthecallingwind——
Ihavestaredthroughthedarktillmysoulisblind!
Oloverofmine,yeswore,Loverofmine,yeswore!
HUNTED
Oh,whydotheyhuntsohard,sohard,whohavenoneedoffood?
Dotheyhuntforsport,dotheyhuntforhate,dotheyhuntforthelustofblood?……
IfIwereagodIwouldgetmeaspear,Iwouldgetmehorseanddog,Andmerrily,merrilyIwouldridethroughcovertandbrakeandbog,Withhoundandhornandlaughterloud,overthehillsandaway——
Forthereisnosportlikethatofagodwithamanthatstandsatbay!
Ho!butthemorningisfreshandfair,andoh!
butthesunisbright,Andyonderthequarrybreaksfromthebrushandheadsforthehillsinflight;
Aminute’slawfortheharriedthing——thenfollowhim,followhimfast,Withthebellowofdogsandthebeatofhoofsandthemellowbugle’sblast……
Hillo!Halloo!theyhavemarkedaman!thereissportintheworldto—day——
Andaclamorswellsfromtheheartofthewoodthattellsofasoulatbay!
ADREAMCHILD
WHEREtidesoftossedwistariabloomFoamupinpurpleturbulence,WheretwiningboughshavebuiltaroomAndwing’dwindspausetogarnerscentsAndscatteredsunlightflecksthegloom,Shebroodsinpensiveindolence。
Whatisthethoughtthatholdsherthrall,Thatdimshersightwithunshedtears?
WhatsongsofsorrowdroopandfallInbrokenmusicforherears?
WhatvoicesthrillherandrecallThepoignantjoyofhappieryears?
Shedreams’tisnotthewindswhichpassThatwhisperthroughtheshakenvine;
WhosefootstepstirstherustlinggrassNoneelsethatlistenedmightdivine;
SheseesherchildthatneverwasLookupwithlonginginhiseyne。
Unkissed,hisliftedforeheadgainsAgracenotearthly,butmorerare——
Forsinceherheartbutonlyfeigns,Whereforeshouldlovenotfeignhimfair?
Putbloodofrosesinhisveins,Weaveyellowsunshinesforhishair?
AllghostsoflittlechildrendeadThatwanderwistful,uncaressed,Theirseekinglipsbyloveunfed,ShefainwouldcradleonherbreastForhissweetsakewhoselonelyheadHasneverknownthattenderrest。
Andthusshesits,andthusshebroods,Wheredriftedblossomsfreakthegrass;
ThewindsthatmoveacrosshermoodsPulsewithlowwhispersastheypass,AndintheireerierinterludesShehearsavoicethatneverwas。
ACROSSTHENIGHT
MUCHlisteningthroughthesilences,Muchstaringthroughthenight,Andlo!thedumbblinddistancesArebridgedwithspeechandsight!
MagicianThought,informedofLove,Hathfixedherontheair——
Oh,LoveandIlaugheddownthefatesAndclaspedher,hereasthere!
AcrosstheeeriesilencesShecameinheadlongflight,Shestormedtheserrieddistances,Shetrampledspaceandnight!
Oh,foolishscientistsmightgiveThismiracleaname——
ButLoveandIcarebuttoknowThatwhenwecalledshecame。
AndsinceIfindthedistancesSubservienttomythought,AndofthesentientsilencesMorevitalspeechhavewrought,ThensheandIwillmockDeath’sself,Forallhisvauntedmight——
Therearenogulfswedarenotleap,Assheleaptthroughthenight!
SEACHANGES
I
MORNING
WEstoodamongtheboatsandnets;
Wesawtheswiftcloudsfall,WewatchedtheschoonersscamperinBeforethesuddensquall;——
ThejollysquallstrovelustilyTowhelmtheshelteredstreet——
ThemerrysquallthatpiledtheseasAboutthepatientheadland’skneesAndchasedthefishingfleet。
Shelaughed;asifwithwingshermirthAroseandleftthewinglessearthAndalltamethingsbehind;
Roselikeabird,wildwithdelightWhosebrinypinionsflashinflightThroughstormandsunandwind。
HerlaughtersoughtthoseskiesbecauseTheirmoodandherswereone,ForsheandIweredrunkwithloveAndlifeandstormandsun!
Andwhileshelaughed,theSunhimselfLeaptlaughingthroughtherainAndstruckhisharperhandalongTheringingcoast;andthatwind—songWhosejoyismixedwithpainForgottheundertoneofgriefAndjoinedthejocundstrain,AndovereveryhiddenreefWhereonthewavesbrokemerrilyRosejetsandspraysofmelodyAndleaptandlaughedagain。
II
MOONLIGHT
Westoodamongtheboatsandnets……
WemarkedtherisenmoonWalkswayingo’erthetremblingseasAsoneswaysinaswoon;
Thelittlestars,thelonelystars,Stolethroughthehollowsky,AndeverysuckingeddywhereThewaveslappedwharforrottenstairMoanedlikesomestrickenthinghidthereAndstrangledwithitsowndespairAstheshudderingtidecreptby。
Ilovedher,andIhatedher——
OrdidIhatemyselfbecause,Boundbyobscure,strong,silkenlaws,IfeltmyselftheworshiperOfbeautyneverwhollymine?
Withluresmostapttosnare,entwine,Withbondstoosubtletodefine,Herlighternaturemasteredmine;
Herselfhalfgiven,halfwithheld,HerlesserspiritstillcompelledItstributefrommyfrankersoul:
So——rebel,slave,andworshiper!——
IlovedherandIhatedher。
Igazeduponher,I,herthrall,Andmusing,murmured,Whatifdeath
Werejusttheanswertoitall?——
SupposesomedaintydaggerquaffedHerlifeinonedeepeagerdraught?——
SupposesomeamorousknifecaressedThelovelyhollowofherbreast?"——
Sheturnedamockinglooktomine:
Shereadthethoughtwithinmyeyne,Sheheldmewithherlook——andlaughed!
Nowwhomaytellwhatstirs,controls,Andshapesmadfanciesintofacts?
WhattrivialthingsmayquickensoulsToirrevocable,swiftacts?
Nowwhohasknown,whounderstood,WhereforesomeidlethingMaystabwithdeadlierstingThanwell—consideredinsultcould?——
MayspurthelanguorofamoodAndrouseatigerintheblood?——
Ah,Christ!——hadshenotlaughedjustwhenThatfancycame!……forthen……andthen……
Asuddenmistdroppedfromthesky,Amistsweptinacrossthesea……
Amistthathidherfacefromme……
Aweepingmistalltingedwithred,Adrippingmistthatsmeltlikeblood……
Itchokedmythroat,itburntmybrain……
Andthroughitpeeredonesallowstar,Andthroughitrangoneshriekofpain……
Andwhenitpassedmyhandswerered,Mysoulwasdabbledwithherblood;
AndwhenitpassedmylovewasdeadAndtosseduponthetroubledflood。
III
MOONSET
Butsee!……thebodydoesnotsink;
Itridesuponthetide(Astarbeamonthedagger’shaft),Withstaringeyesandwide……
Andnow,upfromthedarklingsea,Downfromthefailingmoon,Arecomestrangeshapestomockatme……
Allpallidfromthestar—palesea,Whitefromthepalingmoon……
OrwhirlingfastorwheelingslowAround,aroundthecorpsetheygo,Allbloodlesso’erthesickenedseaBeneaththeailingmoon!
AndaretheyonlywispsoffogThatdancealongthewaves?
OnlyshapesofmistthewindDrivesalongthewaves?
OraretheyspiritsthattheseaHascheatedoftheirgraves?
Theghostsofthemthatdiedatsea,Ofmurderedmenflunginthesea,Whosebodieshadnograves?——
LostsoulsthathauntforevermoreThesobbingreefandhollowedshoreAndalways—murmuringcaves?
Ah,surelysomethingmorethanfog,Morethanstarlitmist!
ForstarlightnevermakesasoundAndfogsareeverwhist——
Buthearken,hearken,hearken,now,Forthesesingastheydance!
Asairily,aseerily,Theywheelaboutandwhirl,Theyjeeratme,theyfleeratme,Theyfloutmeastheyswirl!
Aswhirlingfastorswayingslow,Reeling,wheeling,toandfro,Around,aroundthecorpsetheygo,Theychillmewiththeirchants!
Thesebeneithermennormists——
Hearkentotheirchants:
Ever,ever,ever,DriftinglikeablossomSeaward,withthestarlightWanuponherbosom——
EverwhenthequickenedHeartofnightisthrobbing,EverwhenthetremblingTidesetsseaward,sobbing,ShallyouseethisburdenBorneuponitsebbing:
SeeherdriftingseawardLikeabrokenblossom,
EverseethestarlightKissherbruisedbosom。
Flightavailethnothing……
StillthesubtlebeachesDrawyoubackwhereHorrorWalkstheirshingledreaches……
EvershallyourspiritHearthesurfresounding,EvermoretheoceanThwartingyouandbounding;
Vainlystruggleinland!
Lashingyouandhounding,StillthevisionhalesyouFromtheuplandreaches,Goadingyouandgripping,Bindsyoutothebeaches!
Ever,ever,ever,Evershallherlaughter,Huntingyouandhaunting,Mockandfollowafter;
Risingwherethebuoy—bellClangsacrosstheshallows,
LeapingwherethespindriftHurtleso’erthehollows,RingingwherethemoonlightGleamsalongthebillows,Ever,ever,ever,Evershallherlaughter,Houndingyouandhaunting,Whipandfollowafter!
IV
SUNSET
IstoodamongtheboatsThesinkingsun,theangrysun,AcrossthesullenwaveLaidthesuddenstrengthofhisredwrathLiketoashakenglaive:——
OrdidthesunpauseinthewestToliftaswordatme,Orwasitshe,orwasitshe,RoseforaninstantonsomecrestAndpluckedtheredbladefromherbreastAndbrandisheditatme?
THETAVERNOFDESPAIR
THEwraithsofmurderedhopesandlovesComewhisperingatthedoor,ComecreepingthroughtheweepingmistThatdrapesthebarrenmoor;
Butwewithinhaveturnedthekey’GainstHopeandLoveandCare,WhereWitkeepstrystwithFolly,atTheTavernofDespair。
AndwehavecomebydiverswaysTokeepthismerrytryst,ButfewofushavekeptwithinTheNarrowWay,Iwist;
ForwearethosewhoseamplerwitsAndheartshaveprovedourcurse——
ForedoomedtokenthebetterthingsAndayetodotheworse!
Longsincewelearnedtomockourselves;
Andfromself—mockeryfellToheedlesslaughterinthefaceOfHeaven,Earth,andHell。
Wequiver’neath,andmock,God’srod;
Wefeel,andmock,Hiswrath;
WemockourownbloodonthethornsThatrimthe"PrimrosePath。"
WemocktheeerieglimmeringshapesThatrangetheouterwold,WemockourowncoldheartsbecauseTheyaresodeadandcold;
WefloutthethingswemighthavebeenHadselftoselfprovedtrue,Wemocktherosesflungaway,Wemockthegarneredrue;
Thefatesthatgibehavelessonedus;