"Melovesevvybody,"sheoncesaid,openingherarms,withherspooninonehand,andhermugintheother,asifeagertoembraceandnourishthewholeworld。
Asshegrew,hermotherbegantofeelthattheDovecotewouldbeblessedbythepresenceofaninmateassereneandlovingasthatwhichhadhelpedtomaketheoldhousehome,andtopraythatshemightbesparedalosslikethatwhichhadlatelytaughtthemhowlongtheyhadentertainedanangelunawares。Hergrandfatheroftencalledher`Beth’,andhergrandmotherwatchedoverherwithuntiringdevotion,asiftryingtoatoneforsomepastmistake,whichnoeyebutherowncouldsee。
Demi,likeatrueYankee,wasofaninquiringturn,wantingtoknoweverything,andoftengettingmuchdisturbedbecausehecouldnotgetsatisfactoryanswerstohisperpetual"Whatfor?"
Healsopossessedaphilosophicbent,tothegreatdelightofhisgrandfather,whousedtoholdSocraticconversationswithhim,inwhichtheprecociouspupiloccasionallyposedhisteacher,totheundisguisedsatisfactionofthewomenfolk。
"Whatmakesmylegsgo,Dranpa?"askedtheyoungphilosopher,surveyingthoseactiveportionsofhisframewithameditativeair,whilerestingafterago—to—bedfroliconenight。
"It’syourlittlemind,Demi,"repliedthesage,strokingtheyellowheadrespectfully。
"Whatisalittlemine?"
"Itissomethingwhichmakesyourbodymove,asthespringmadethewheelsgoinmywatchwhenIshowedittoyou。"
"Openme。Iwanttoseeitgowound。"
"Ican’tdothatanymorethanyoucouldopenthewatch。Godwindsyouup,andyougotillHestopsyou。"
"DoesI?"AndDemi’sbrowneyesgrewbigandbrightashetookinthenewthought。"IsIwoundeduplikethewatch?"
"Yes,butIcan’tshowyouhow,foritisdonewhenwedon’tsee。"
Demifelthisback,asifexpectingtofinditlikethatofthewatch,andthengravelyremarked,"IdessDoddoesitwhenI’sasleep。"
Acarefulexplanationfollowed,towhichhelistenedsoattentivelythathisanxiousgrandmothersaid,"Mydear,doyouthinkitwisetotalkaboutsuchthingstothatbaby?He’sgettinggreatbumpsoverhiseyes,andlearningtoaskthemostunanswerablequestions。"
"Ifheisoldenoughtoaskthequestionheisoldenoughtoreceivetrueanswers。Iamnotputtingthethoughtsintohishead,buthelpinghimunfoldthosealreadythere。Thesechildrenarewiserthanweare,andIhavenodoubttheboyunderstandseverywordIhavesaidtohim。Now,Demi,tellmewhereyoukeepyourmind。"
IftheboyhadrepliedlikeAlcibiades,"Bythegods,Socrates,Icannottell,"hisgrandfatherwouldnothavebeensurprised,butwhen,afterstandingamomentononeleg,likeameditativeyoungstork,heanswered,inatoneofcalmconviction,"Inmylittlebelly,"theoldgentlemancouldonlyjoininGrandma’slaugh,anddismisstheclassinmetaphysics。
Theremighthavebeencauseformaternalanxiety,ifDemihadnotgivenconvincingproofsthathewasatrueboy,aswellasabuddingphilosopher,foroften,afteradiscussionwhichcausedHannahtoprophesy,withominousnods,"Thatchildain’tlongforthisworld,"hewouldturnaboutandsetherfearsatrestbysomeoftheprankswithwhichdear,dirty,naughtylittlerascalsdistractanddelighttheirparent’ssouls。
Megmademanymoralrules,andtriedtokeepthem,butwhatmotherwaseverproofagainstthewinningwiles,theingeniousevasions,orthetranquilaudacityoftheminiaturemenandwomenwhosoearlyshowthemselvesaccomplishedArtfulDodgers?
"Nomoreraisins,Demi。They’llmakeyousick,"saysMammatotheyoungpersonwhooffershisservicesinthekitchenwithunfailingregularityonplum—puddingday。
"Melikestobesick。"
"Idon’twanttohaveyou,sorunawayandhelpDaisymakepattycakes。"
Hereluctantlydeparts,buthiswrongsweighuponhisspirit,andby—and—bywhenanopportunitycomestoredressthem,heoutwitsMammabyashrewdbargain。
"Nowyouhavebeengoodchildren,andI’llplayanythingyoulike,"saysMeg,assheleadsherassistantcooksupstairs,whenthepuddingissafelybouncinginthepot。
"Truly,Marmar?"asksDemi,withabrilliantideainhiswell—powderedhead。
"Yes,truly。Anythingyousay,"repliestheshortsightedparent,preparingherselftosing,"TheThreeLittleKittens"halfadozentimesover,ortotakeherfamilyto"Buyapennybun,"regardlessofwindorlimb。ButDemicornersherbythecoolreply……
"Thenwe’llgoandeatupalltheraisins。"
AuntDodowaschiefplaymateandconfidanteofbothchildren,andthetrioturnedthelittlehousetopsy—turvy。AuntAmywasasyetonlyanametothem,AuntBethsoonfadedintoapleasantlyvaguememory,butAuntDodowasalivingreality,andtheymadethemostofher,forwhichcomplimentshewasdeeplygrateful。ButwhenMr。Bhaercame,Joneglectedherplayfellows,anddismayanddesolationfellupontheirlittlesouls。Daisy,whowasfondofgoingaboutpeddlingkisses,lostherbestcustomerandbecamebankrupt。Demi,withinfantilepenetration,soondiscoveredthatDodoliketoplaywith`thebear—man’betterthanshedidhim,butthoughhurt,heconcealedhisanguish,forhehadn’tthehearttoinsultarivalwhokeptamineofchocolatedropsinhiswaistcoatpocket,andawatchthatcouldbetakenoutofitscaseandfreelyshakenbyardentadmirers。
Somepersonsmighthaveconsideredthesepleasinglibertiesasbribes,butDemididn’tseeitinthatlight,andcontinuedtopatronizethe`thebear—man’withpensiveaffability,whileDaisybestowedhersmallaffectionsuponhimatthethirdcall,andconsideredhisshoulderherthrone,hisarmherrefuge,hisgiftstreasuressurpassingworth。
Gentlemenaresometimesseizedwithsuddenfitsofadmirationfortheyoungrelativesofladieswhomtheyhonorwiththeirregard,butthiscounterfeitphiloprogenitivenesssitsuneasilyuponthem,anddoesnotdeceiveanybodyaparticle。Mr。Bhaer’sdevotionwassincere,howeverlikewiseeffective——forhonestyisthebestpolicyinloveasinlaw。Hewasoneofthemenwhoareathomewithchildren,andlookedparticularlywellwhenlittlefacesmadeapleasantcontrastwithhismanlyone。Hisbusiness,whateveritwas,detainedhimfromdaytoday,buteveningseldomfailedtobringhimouttosee——well,healwaysaskedforMr。March,soIsupposehewastheattraction。Theexcellentpapalaboredunderthedelusionthathewas,andreveledinlongdiscussionswiththekindredspirit,tillachanceremarkofhismoreobservinggrandsonsuddenlyenlightenedhim。
Mr。Bhaercameinoneeveningtopauseonthethresholdofthestudy,astonishedbythespectaclethatmethiseye。ProneuponthefloorlayMr。March,withhisrespectablelegsintheair,andbesidehim,likewiseprone,wasDemi,tryingtoimitatetheattitudewithhisownshort,scarlet—stockingedlegs,bothgrovelerssoseriouslyabsorbedthattheywereunconsciousofspectators,tillMr。Bhaerlaughedhissonorouslaugh,andJocriedout,withascandalizedface……
"Father,Father,here’stheProfessor!"
Downwenttheblacklegsandupcamethegrayhead,asthepreceptorsaid,withundisturbeddignity,"Goodevening,Mr。Bhaer。Excusemeforamoment。Wearejustfinishingourlesson。Now,Demi,maketheletterandtellitsname。"
"Iknowshim!"And,afterafewconvulsiveefforts,theredlegstooktheshapeofapairofcompasses,andtheintelligentpupiltriumphantlyshouted,"It’saWe,Dranpa,it’saWe!"
"He’sabornWeller,"laughedJo,asherparentgatheredhimselfup,andhernephewtriedtostandonhishead,astheonlymodeofexpressinghissatisfactionthatschoolwasover。
"Whathaveyoubeenattoday,bübchen?"askedMr。Bhaer,pickingupthegymnast。
"MewenttoseelittleMary。"
"Andwhatdidyouthere?"
"Ikissedher,"beganDemi,withartlessfrankness。"Prut!Thoubeginnestearly。WhatdidthelittleMarysaytothat?"askedMr。Bhaer,continuingtoconfesstheyoungsinner,whostoodupontheknee,exploringthewaistcoatpocket。
"Oh,shelikedit,andshekissedme,andIlikedit。Don’tlittleboyslikelittlegirls?"askedDemi,withhismouthfull,andanairofblandsatisfaction。
"Youpreciouschick!Whoputthatintoyourhead?"saidJo,enjoyingtheinnocentrevelationasmuchastheProfessor。
"`Tisn’tinminehead,it’sinminemouf,"answeredliteralDemi,puttingouthistongue,withachocolatedroponit,thinkingshealludedtoconfectionery,notideas。
"Thoushouldstsavesomeforthelittlefriend。Sweetstothesweet,mannling。"AndMr。BhaerofferedJosome,withalookthatmadeherwonderifchocolatewasnotthenectardrunkbythegods。Demialsosawthesmile,wasimpressedbyit,andartlessyinquired……
"Dogreatboyslikegreatgirls,to,’Fessor?"
LikeyoungWashington,Mr。Bhaer`couldn’ttellalie’,sohegavethesomewhatvaguereplythathebelievedtheydidsometimes,inatonethatmadeMr。Marchputdownhisclothesbrush,glanceatJo’sretiringface,andthensinkintohischair,lookingasifthe`precociouschick’hadputanideaintohisheadthatwasbothsweetandsour。
WhyDodo,whenshecaughthiminthechinaclosethalfanhourafterward,nearlysqueezedthebreathoutofhislittlebodywithatenderembrace,insteadofshakinghimforbeingthere,andwhyshefollowedupthisnovelperformancebytheunexpectedgiftofabigsliceofbreadandjelly,remainedoneoftheproblemsoverwhichDemipuzzledhissmallwits,andwasforcedtoleaveunsolvedforever。
GoodWives:Chapter23CHAPTER23UndertheUmbrellaWhileLaurieandAmyweretakingconjugalstrollsovervelvetcarpets,astheysettheirhouseinorder,andplannedablissfulfuture,Mr。BhaerandJowereenjoyingpromenadesofadifferentsort,alongmuddyroadsandsoddenfields。
"Ialwaysdotakeawalktowardevening,andIdon’tknowwhyIshouldgiveitup,justbecauseIhappentomeettheProfessoronhiswayout,"saidJotoherself,aftertwoorthreeencounters,forthoughthereweretwopathstoMeg’swhicheveroneshetookshewassuretomeethim。,eithergoingorreturning。Hewasalwayswalkingrapidly,andneverseemedtoseeheruntilquiteclose,whenhewouldlookasifhisshort—sightedeyeshadfailedtorecognizetheapproachingladytillthatmoment。Then,ifshewasgoingtoMeg’shealwayshadsomethingforthebabies。Ifherfacewasturnedhomeward,hehadmerelystrolleddowntoseetheriver,andwasjustreturning,unlesstheyweretiredofhisfrequentcalls。
Underthecircumstances,whatcouldJodobutgreethimcivilly,andinvitehimin?Ifshewastiredofhisvisits,sheconcealedherwearinesswithperfectskill,andtookcarethatthereshouldbecoffeeforsupper,"asFriedrich——ImeanMr。Bhaer——doesn’tliketea。"
Bythesecondweek,everyoneknewperfectlywellwhatwasgoingon,yeteveryonetriedtolookasiftheywerestone—blindtothechangesinJo’sface。Theyneveraskedwhyshesangaboutherwork,didupherhairthreetimesaday,andgotsobloomingwithhereveningexercise。AndnooneseemedtohavetheslightestsuspicionthatProfessorBhaer,whiletalkingphilosophywiththefather,wasgivingthedaughterlessonsinlove。
Jocouldn’tevenloseherheartinadecorousmanner,butsternlytriedtoquenchherfeelings,andfailingtodoso,ledasomewhatagitatedlife。Shewasmortallyafraidofbeinglaughedatforsurrendering,afterhermanyandvehementdeclarationsofindependence。Lauriewasherespecialdread,butthankstothenewmanager,hebehavedwithpraiseworthypropriety,nevercalledMr。Bhaer`acapitaloldfellow’inpublic,neveralluded,intheremotestmanner,toJo’simprovedappearance,orexpressedtheleastsurpriseatseeingtheProfessor’shatontheMarches’tablenearlyeveryevening。ButheexultedinprivateandlongedforthetimetocomewhenhecouldgiveJoapieceofplate,withabearandaraggedstaffonitasanappropriatecoatofarms。
Forafortnight,theProfessorcameandwentwithlover—likeregularity。Thenhestayedawayforthreewholedays,andmadenosign,aproceedingwhichcausedeverybodytolooksober,andJotobecomepensive,atfirst,andthen——alasforromance——verycross。
"Disgusted,Idaresay,andgonehomeassuddenlyashecame。It’snothingtome,ofcourse,butIshouldthinkhewouldhavecomeandbidusgoodbyelikeagentleman,"shesaidtoherself,withadespairinglookatthegate,assheputonherthingsforthecustomarywalkonedullafternoon。
"You’dbettertakethelittleumbrella,dear。Itlookslikerain,"saidhermother,observingthatshehadonhernewbonnet,butnotalludingtothefact。"Yes,Marmee,doyouwantanythingintown?I’vegottoruninandgetsomepaper,"returnedJo,pullingoutthebowunderherchinbeforetheglassasanexcusefornotlookingathermother。
"Yes,Iwantsometwilledsilesia,apaperofnumbernineneedles,andtwoyardsofnarrowlavenderribbon。Haveyougotyourthickbootson,andsomethingwarmunderyourcloak?"
"Ibelieveso,"answeredJoabsently。
"IfyouhappentomeetMr。Bhaer,bringhimhometotea。Iquitelongtoseethedearman,"addedMrs。March。
Joheardthat,butmadenoanswer,excepttokisshermother,andwalkrapidlyaway,thinkingwithaglowofgratitude,inspiteofherheartache,"Howgoodsheistome!Whatdogirlsdowhohaven’tanymotherstohelpthemthroughtheirtroubles?"
Thedry—goodsstoreswerenotdownamongthecounting—houses,banks,andwholesalewarerooms,wheregentlemenmostdocongregate,butJofoundherselfinthatpartofthecitybeforeshedidasingleerrand,loiteringalongasifwaitingforsomeone,examiningengineeringinstrumentsinonewindowandsamplesofwoolinanother,withmostunfeminineinterest,tumblingoverbarrels,beinghalf—smotheredbydescendingbales,andhustledunceremoniouslybybusymenwholookedasiftheywondered`howthedeuceshegotthere’。Adropofrainonhercheekrecalledherthoughtsfrombaffledhopestoruinedribbons。Forthedropscontinuedtofall,andbeingawomanaswellasalover,shefeltthat,thoughitwastoolatetosaveherheart,shemightherbonnet。Nowsherememberedthelittleumbrella,whichshehadforgottentotakeinherhurrytobeoff,butregretwasunavailing,andnothingcouldbedonebutborrowoneorsubmittotoadrenching。Shelookedupattheloweringsky,downatthecrimsonbowalreadyfleckedwithblack,forwardalongthemuddystreet,thenonelong,lingeringlookbehind,atacertaingrimywarehouse,with`Hoffmann,Swartz,&Co。’overthedoor,andsaidtoherself,withasternlyreproachfulair……
"Itservesmeright!whatbusinesshadItoputonallmybestthingsandcomephilanderingdownhere,hopingtoseetheProfessor?Jo,I’mashamedofyou!No,youshallnotgotheretoborrowanumbrella,orfindoutwhereheis,fromhisfriends。Youshalltrudgeaway,anddoyourerrandsintherain,andifyoucatchyourdeathandruinyourbonnet,it’snomorethanyoudeserve。Nowthen!"
Withthatsherushedacrossthestreetsoimpetuouslythatshenarrowlyescapedannihilationfromapassingtruck,andprecipitatedherselfintothearmsofastatelyoldgentleman,whosaid,"Ibegpardon,ma’am,"andlookedmortallyoffended。Somewhatdaunted,Jorightedherself,spreadherhandkerchiefoverthedevotedribbons,andputtingtemptationbehindher,hurriedon,withincreasingdampnessabouttheankles,andmuchclashingofumbrellasoverhead。Thefactthatasomewhatdilapidatedblueoneremainedstationaryabovetheunprotectedbonnetattractedherattention,andlookingup,shesawMr。Bhaerlookingdown。
"Ifeeltoknowthestrong—mindedladywhogoessobravelyundermanyhorsenoses,andsofastthroughmuchmud。Whatdoyoudownhere,myfriend?"
"I’mshopping。"
Mr。Bhaersmiled,asheglancedfromthepicklefactoryononesidetothewholesalehideandleatherconcernontheother,butheronlysaidpolitely,"Youhafnoumbrella。MayIgoalso,andtakeforyouthebundles?"
"Yes,thankyou。"
Jo’scheekswereasredasherribbon,andshewonderedwhathethoughtofher,butshedidn’tcare,forinaminuteshefoundherselfwalkingawayarminarmwithherProfessor,feelingasifthesunhadsuddenlyburstoutwithuncommonbrilliancy,thattheworldwasallrightagain,andthatonethoroughlyhappywomanwaspaddlingthroughthewetthatday。
"Wethoughtyouhadgone,"saidJohastily,forsheknewhewaslookingather。Herbonnetwasn’tbigenoughtohideherface,andshefearedhemightthinkthejoyitbetrayedunmaidenly。
"DidyoubelievethatIshouldgowithnofarewelltothosewhohafbeensoheavenlykindtome?"heaskedsoreproachfullythatshefeltasifshehadinsultedhimbythesuggestion,andansweredheartily……
"No,Ididn’t。Iknewyouwerebusyaboutyourownaffairs,butwerathermissedyou,FatherandMotherespecially。"
"Andyou?"
"I’malwaysgladtoseeyou,sir。"
Inheranxietytokeephervoicequitecalm,Jomadeitrathercool,andthefrostylittlemonosyllableattheendseemedtochilltheProfessor,forhissmilevanished,ashesaidgravely……
"Ithankyou,andcomeonemoretimebeforeIgo。"
"Youaregoing,then?"
"Ihafnolongeranybusinesshere,itisdone。"
"Successfully,Ihope?"saidJo,forthebitternessofdisappointmentwasinthatshortreplyofhis。
"Ioughttothinkso,forIhafawayopenedtomebywhichIcanmakemybreadandgifmyJunglingsmuchhelp。"
"Tellme,please!Iliketoknowallaboutthe——theboys,"
saidJoeagerly。
"Thatissokind,Igladlytellyou。Myfriendsfindformeaplaceinacollege,whereIteachasathome,andearnenoughtomakethewaysmoothforFranzandEmil。ForthisIshouldbegrateful,shouldInot?"
"Indeedyoushould。Howsplendiditwillbetohaveyoudoingwhatyoulike,andbeabletoseeyouoften,andtheboys!"criedJo,clingingtotheladsasanexcuseforthesatisfactionshecouldnothelpbetraying。
"Ah!Butweshallnotmeetoften,Ifear,thisplaceisattheWest。"
"Sofaraway!"AndJoleftherskirtstotheirfate,asifitdidn’tmatternowwhatbecameofherclothesorherself。
Mr。Bhaercouldreadseverallanguages,buthehadnotlearnedtoreadwomenyet。HeflatteredhimselfthatheknewJoprettywell,andwas,therefore,muchamazedbythecontradictionsofvoice,face,andmanner,whichsheshowedhiminrapidsuccessionthatday,forshewasinhalfadozendifferentmoodsinthecourseofhalfanhour。Whenshemethimshelookedsurprised,thoughitwasimpossibletohelpsuspectingthatshehadcomeforthatexpresspurpose。Whenheofferedherhisarm,shetookitwithalookthatfilledhimwithdelight,butwhenheaskedifshemissedhim,shegavesuchachilly,formalreplythatdespairfelluponhim。Onlearninghisgoodfortuneshealmostclappedherhands。Wasthejoyallfortheboys?Thenonhearinghisdestination,shesaid,"Sofaraway!"inatoneofdespairthatliftedhimontoapinnacleofhope,butthenextminuteshetumbledhimdownagainbyobserving,likeoneentirelyabsorbedinthematter……
"Here’stheplaceformyerrands。Willyoucomein?Itwon’ttakelong。"
Joratherpridedherselfuponhershoppingcapabilities,andparticularlywishedtoimpressherescortwiththeneatnessanddispatchwithwhichshewouldaccomplishthebusiness。Butowingtothefluttershewasin,everythingwentamiss。Sheupsetthetrayofneedles,forgotthesilesiawastobe`twilled’tillitwascutoff,gavethewrongchange,andcoveredherselfwithconfusionbyaskingforlavenderribbonatthecalicocounter。Mr。Bhaerstoodby,watchingherblushandblunder,andashewatched,hisownbewildermentseemedtosubside,forhewasbeginningtoseethatonsomeoccasions,women,likedreams,gobycontraries。
Whentheycameout,heputtheparcelunderhisarmwithamorecheerfulaspect,andsplashedthroughthepuddlesasifheratherenjoyeditonthewhole。
"Shouldwenodoalittlewhatyoucallshoppingforthebabies,andhafafarewellfeasttonightifIgoformylastcallatyoursopleasanthome?"heasked,stoppingbeforeawindowfulloffruitandflowers。
"Whatwillwebuy?"askedJo,ignoringthelatterpartofhisspeech,andsniffingthemingledodorswithanaffectationofdelightastheywentin。
"Maytheyhaforangesandfigs?"askedMr。Bhaer,withapaternalair。
"Theyeatthemwhentheycangetthem。""Doyoucarefornuts?"
"Likeasquirrel。"
"Hamburggrapes。Yes,weshalldrinktotheFatherlandinthose?"
Jofrowneduponthatpieceofextravagance,andaskedwhyhedidn’tbuyafrailofdated,acaskofraisins,andabagofalmonds,andbedonewithit?WhereatMr。Bhaerconfiscatedherpurse,producedhisown,andfinishedthemarketingbybuyingseveralpoundsofgrapes,apotofrosydaisies,andaprettyjarofhoney,toberegardedinthelightofademijohn。Thendistortinghispocketswithknobbybundles,andgivinghertheflowerstohold,heputuptheoldumbrella,andtheytraveledonagain。
"MissMarsch,Ihafagreatfavortoaskofyou,"begantheProfessor,afteramoistpromenadeofhalfablock。
"Yes,sir。"AndJo’sheartbegantobeatsohardshewasafraidhewouldhearit。
"Iamboldtosayitinspiteoftherain,becausesoshortatimeremainstome。"
"Yes,sir。"AndJonearlycrushedthesmallflowerpotwiththesuddensqueezeshegaveit。
"IwishtogetalittledressformyTina,andIamtoostupidtogoalone。Willyoukindlygifmeawordoftasteandhelp?"
"Yes,sir。"AndJOfeltascalmandcoolallofasuddenasifshehadsteppedintoarefrigerator。
"PerhapsalsoashawlforTina’smother,sheissopoorandsick,andthehusbandissuchacare。Yes,yes,athick,warmshawlwouldbeafriendlythingtotakethelittlemother。"
"I’lldoitwithpleasure,Mr。Bhaer。I’mgoingveryfast,andhe’sgettingdearereveryminute,"addedJotoherself,thenwithamentalshakesheenteredintothebusinesswithanenergythatwaspleasanttobehold。Mr。Bhaerleftitalltoher,soshechoseaprettygownforTina,andthenorderedouttheshawls。Theclerk,beingamarriedman,condescendedtotakeaninterestinthecouple,whoappearedtobeshoppingfortheirfamily。
"Yourladymaypreferthis。It’sasuperiorarticle,amostdesirablecolor,quitechasteandgenteel,"hesaid,shakingoutacomfortablegrayshawl,andthrowingitoverJo’sshoulders。
"Doesthissuityou,Mr。Bhaer?"sheasked,turningherbacktohim,andfeelingdeeplygratefulforthechanceofhidingherface。"Excellentlywell,wewillhafit,"answeredtheProfessor,smilingtohimselfashepaidforit,whileJocontinuedtorummagethecounterslikeaconfirmedbargain—hunter。
"Nowshallwegohome?"heasked,asifthewordswereverypleasanttohim。
"Yes,it’slate,andI’msotired。"Jo’svoicewasmorepatheticthansheknew。Fornowthesunseemedtohavegoneinassuddenlyasitcameout,andtheworldgrewmuddyandmiserableagain,andforthefirsttimeshediscoveredthatherfeetwerecold,herheadached,andthatherheartwascolderthantheformer,fullerofpainthanthelatter。Mr。Bhaerwasgoingaway,heonlycaredforherasafriend,itwasallamistake,andthesooneritwasoverthebetter。Withthisideainherhead,shehailedanapproachingomnibuswithsuchahastygesturethatthedaisiesflewoutofthepotandwerebadlydamaged。
"Thisisnotouromniboos,"saidtheProfessor,wavingtheloadedvehicleaway,andstoppingtopickupthepoorlittleflowers。
"Ibegyourpardon。Ididn’tseethenamedistinctly。Nevermind,Icanwalk。I’musedtoploddinginthemud,"returnedJo,winkinghard,becauseshewouldhavediedratherthanopenlywipehereyes。Mr。Bhaersawthedropsonhercheeks,thoughsheturnedherheadaway。Thesightseemedtotouchhimverymuch,forsuddenlystoopingdown,heaskedinatonethatmeantagreatdeal,"Heart’sdearest,whydoyoucry?"
Now,ifJohadnotbeennewtothissortofthingshewouldhavesaidshewasn’tcrying,hadacoldinherhead,ortoldanyotherfemininefibpropertotheoccasion。Insteadofwhich,thatundignifiedcreatureanswered,withanirrepressiblesob,"Becauseyouaregoingaway。"
"Ach,meinGott,thatissogood!"criedMr。Bhaer,managingtoclasphishandsinspiteoftheumbrellaandthebundles,"Jo,Ihafnothingbutmuchlovetogifyou。Icametoseeifyoucouldcareforit,andIwaitedtobesurethatIwassomethingmorethanafriend。AmI?CanyoumakealittleplaceinyourheartforoldFritz?"headded,allinonebreath。
"Oh,yes!"saidJo,andhewasquitesatisfied,forshefoldedbothhandsoverhisare,andlookedupathimwithanexpressionthatplainlyshowedhowhappyshewouldbetowalkthroughlifebesidehim,eventhoughshehadnobettershelterthantheoldumbrella,ifhecarriedit。
Itwascertainlyproposingunderdifficulties,forevenifhehaddesiredtodoso,Mr。Bhaercouldnotgodownuponhisknees,onaccountofthemud。NeithercouldheofferJohishand,exceptfiguratively,forbothwerefull。Muchlesscouldheindulgeintenderremonstrationsintheopenstreet,thoughhewasnearit。Sotheonlywayinwhichhecouldexpresshisrapturewastolookather,withanexpressionwhichglorifiedhisfacetosuchadegreethatthereactuallyseemedtobelittlerainbowsinthedropsthatsparkledonhisbeard。IfhehadnotlovedJoverymuch,Idon’tthinkhecouldhavedoneitthen,forshelookedfarfromlovely,withherskirtsinadeplorablestate,herrubberbootssplashedtotheankle,andherbonnetaruin。Fortunately,Mr。Bhaerconsideredherthemostbeautifulwomanliving,andshefoundhimmore`Jove—like"thanever,thoughhishat—brimwasquitelimpwiththelittlerillstricklingthenceuponhisshoulders(forheheldtheumbrellaalloverJo),andeveryfingerofhisglovesneededmending。
Passers—byprobablythoughtthemapairofharmlesslunatics,fortheyentirelyforgottohailabus,andstrolledleisurelyalong,obliviousofdeepeningduskandfog。Littletheycaredwhatanybodythought,fortheywereenjoyingthehappyhourthatseldomcomesbutonceinanylife,themagicalmomentwhichbestowsyouthontheold,beautyontheplain,wealthonthepoor,andgiveshumanheartsaforetasteofheaven。TheProfessorlookedasifhehadconqueredakingdom,andtheworldhadnothingmoretoofferhiminthewayofbliss。WhileJotrudgedbesidehim,feelingasifherplacehadalwaysbeenthere,andwonderinghowsheevercouldhavechosenanyotherlot。Ofcourse,shewasthefirsttospeak——intelligibly,Imean,fortheemotionalremarkswhichfollowedherimpetuous"Oh,yes!"werenotofacoherentorreportablecharacter。
"Friedrich,whydidn’tyou……"
"Ah,heaven,shegifsmethenamethatnoonespeakssinceMinnadied!"criedtheProfessor,pausinginapuddletoregardherwithgratefuldelight。
"Ialwayscallyousotomyself——Iforgot,butIwon’tunlessyoulikeit。"
"Likeit?ItismoresweettomethanIcantell。Say`thou’,also,andIshallsayyourlanguageisalmostasbeautifulasmine。"
"Isn’t`thou’alittlesentimental?"askedJo,privatelythinkingitalovelymonosyllable。
"Sentimental?Yes。ThankGott,weGermansbelieveinsentiment,andkeepourselvesyoungmitit。YourEnglish`you’issocold,say`thou’,heart’sdearest,itmeanssomuchtome,"pleadedMr。Bhaer,morelikearomanticstudentthanagraveprofessor。
"Well,then,whydidn’tthoutellmeallthissooner?"askedJobashfully。
"NowIshallhaftoshowtheeallmyheart,andIsogladlywill,becausethoumusttakecareofithereafter。See,then,myJo——ah,thedear,funnylittlename——IhadawishtotellsomethingthedayIsaidgoodbyeinNewYork,butIthoughtthehandsomefriendwasbetrothedtothee,andsoIspokenot。Wouldstthouhavesaid`Yes’,then,ifIhadspoken?"
"Idon’tknow。I’mafraidnot,forIdidn’thaveanyheartjustthen。"