"Youhavecome,monsieur,frommyfriendMongenod?"hesaid。
  "Yes,"repliedErnest,growingtimidwhenhesawbeforehimafaceassombreasOthello’s。"MynameisErnestdeLaBriere,relatedtothefamilyofthelatecabinetminister,andhisprivatesecretaryduringhistermofoffice。Onhisdismissal,hisExcellencyputmeintheCourtofClaims,towhichIamlegalcounsel,andwhereImaypossiblysucceedaschief——"
  "AndhowdoesallthisconcernMademoiselledeLaBastie?"askedthecount。
  "Monsieur,Iloveher;andIhavetheunhoped—forhappinessofbeinglovedbyher。Hearme,monsieur,"criedErnest,checkingaviolentmovementonthepartoftheangryfather。"Ihavethestrangestconfessiontomaketoyou,ashamefuloneforamanofhonor;buttheworstpunishmentofmyconduct,naturalenoughinitself,isnotthetellingofittoyou;no,Ifearthedaughterevenmorethanthefather。"
  Ernestthenrelatedsimply,andwiththenoblenessthatcomesofsincerity,allthefactsofhislittledrama,notomittingthetwentyormoreletters,whichhehadbroughtwithhim,northeinterviewwhichhehadjusthadwithCanalis。WhenMonsieurMignonhadfinishedreadingtheletters,theunfortunatelover,paleandsuppliant,actuallytrembledunderthefieryglanceoftheProvencal。
  "Monsieur,"saidthelatter,"inthiswholematterthereisbutoneerror,butthatiscardinal。Mydaughterwillnothavesixmillions;
  attheutmost,shewillhaveamarriageportionoftwohundredthousandfrancs,andverydoubtfulexpectations。"
  "Ah,monsieur!"criedErnest,risingandgraspingMonsieurMignon’shand;"youtakealoadfrommybreast。Nothingcannowhindermyhappiness。Ihavefriends,influence;IshallcertainlybechiefoftheCourtofClaims。HadMademoiselleMignonnomorethantenthousandfrancs,ifIhadeventomakeasettlementonher,sheshouldstillbemywife;andtomakeherhappyasyou,monsieur,havemadeyourwifehappy,tobetoyouarealson(forIhavenofather),arethedeepestdesiresofmyheart。"
  CharlesMignonsteppedbackthreepacesandfixeduponLaBrierealookwhichenteredtheeyesoftheyoungmanasadaggerentersitssheath;hestoodsilentamoment,recognizingtheabsolutecandor,thepuretruthfulnessofthatopennatureinthelightoftheyoungman’sinspiredeyes。"Isfateatlastwearyofpursuingme?"heaskedhimself。"AmItofindinthisyoungmanthepearlofsons—in—law?"Hewalkedupanddowntheroominstrongagitation。
  "Monsieur,"hesaidatlast,"youareboundtosubmitwhollytothejudgmentwhichyouhavecomeheretoseek,otherwiseyouarenowplayingafarce。"
  "Oh,monsieur!"
  "Listentome,"saidthefather,nailingLaBrierewherehestoodwithaglance。"Ishallbeneitherharsh,norhard,norunjust。Youshallhavetheadvantagesandthedisadvantagesofthefalsepositioninwhichyouhaveplacedyourself。Mydaughterbelievesthatshelovesoneofthegreatpoetsoftheday,whosefameisreallythatwhichhasattractedher。Well,I,herfather,intendtogivehertheopportunitytochoosebetweenthecelebritywhichhasbeenabeacontoher,andthepoorrealitywhichtheironyoffatehasflungatherfeet。OughtshenottochoosebetweenCanalisandyourself?IrelyuponyourhonornottorepeatwhatIhavetoldyouastothestateofmyaffairs。Youmayeachcome,ImeanyouandyourfriendtheBarondeCanalis,toHavreforthelasttwoweeksofOctober。Myhousewillbeopentobothofyou,andmydaughtermusthaveanopportunitytostudyyou。Youmustyourselfbringyourrival,andnotdisabusehimastothefoolishtaleshewillhearaboutthewealthoftheComtedeLaBastie。IgotoHavreto—morrow,andIshallexpectyouthreedayslater。Adieu,monsieur。"
  PoorLaBrierewentbacktoCanaliswithadraggingstep。Thepoet,meantime,lefttohimself,hadgivenwaytoacurrentofthoughtoutofwhichhadcomethatsecondaryimpulsewhichMonsieurdeTalleyrandvaluedsomuch。Thefirstimpulseisthevoiceofnature,thesecondthatofsociety。
  "Agirlworthsixmillions,"hethoughttohimself,"andmyeyeswerenotabletoseethatgoldshininginthedarkness!WithsuchafortuneIcouldbepeerofFrance,count,marquis,ambassador。I’verepliedtomiddle—classwomenandsillywomen,andcraftycreatureswhowantedautographs;I’vetiredmyselftodeathwithmasked—ballintrigues,——attheverymomentwhenGodwassendingmeasoulofprice,anangelwithgoldenwings!Bah!I’llmakeapoemonit,andperhapsthechancewillcomeagain。Heavens!theluckofthatlittleLaBriere,——struttingaboutinmylustre——plagiarism!I’mthecastandhe’stobethestatue,ishe?ItistheoldfableofBertrandandRaton。Sixmillions,abeauty,aMignondeLaBastie,anaristocraticdivinitylovingpoetryandthepoet!AndI,whoshowedmymuscleasmanoftheworld,whodidthoseAlcideexercisestosilencebymoralforcethechampionofphysicalforce,thatoldsoldierwithaheart,thatfriendofthisveryyounggirl,whomhe’llnowgoandtellthatIhaveaheartofiron!——I,toplayNapoleonwhenIoughttohavebeenseraphic!Goodheavens!True,Ishallhavemyfriend。Friendshipisabeautifulthing。Ihavekepthim,butatwhataprice!Sixmillions,that’sthecostofit;wecan’thavemanyfriendsifwepayallthatforthem。"
  LaBriereenteredtheroomasCanalisreachedthispointinhismeditations。Hewasgloompersonified。
  "Well,what’sthematter?"saidCanalis。
  "ThefatherexactsthathisdaughtershallchoosebetweenthetwoCanalis——"
  "Poorboy!"criedthepoet,laughing,"he’sacleverfellow,thatfather。"
  "IhavepledgedmyhonorthatIwilltakeyoutoHavre,"saidLaBriere,piteously。
  "Mydearfellow,"saidCanalis,"ifitisaquestionofyourhonoryoumaycountonme。I’llaskforleaveofabsenceforamonth。"
  "Modesteissobeautiful!"exclaimedLaBriere,inadespairingtone。
  "Youwillcrushmeoutofsight。Iwonderedallalongthatfateshouldbesokindtome;Iknewitwasallamistake。"
  "Bah!wewillseeaboutthat,"saidCanaliswithinhumangaiety。
  Thatevening,afterdinner,CharlesMignonandDumay,wereflying,byvirtueofthreefrancstoeachpostilion,fromParistoHavre。Thefatherhadeasedthewatch—dog’smindastoModesteandherloveaffairs;theguardwasrelieved,andButscha’sinnocenceestablished。
  "Itisallforthebest,myoldDumay,"saidthecount,whohadbeenmakingcertaininquiriesofMongenodrespectingCanalisandLaBriere。
  "Wearegoingtohavetwoactorsforonepart!"hecriedgaily。
  Nevertheless,herequestedhisoldcomradetobeabsolutelysilentaboutthecomedywhichwasnowtobeplayedattheChalet,——acomedyitmightbe,butalsoagentlepunishment,or,ifyoupreferit,alessongivenbythefathertothedaughter。
  ThetwofriendskeptupalongconversationallthewayfromParistoHavre,whichputthecolonelinpossessionofthefactsrelatingtohisfamilyduringthepastfouryears,andinformingDumaythatDesplein,thegreatsurgeon,wascomingtoHavreattheendofthepresentmonthtoexaminethecataractonMadameMignon’seyes,anddecideifitwerepossibletorestorehersight。
  Afewmomentsbeforethebreakfast—hourattheChalet,theclackingofapostilion’swhipapprisedthefamilythatthetwosoldierswerearriving;onlyafather’sjoyatreturningafterlongabsencecouldbeheraldedwithsuchclatter,anditbroughtallthewomentothegardengate。Thereismanyafatherandmanyachild——perhapsmorefathersthanchildren——whowillunderstandthedelightsofsuchanarrival,andthathappyfactshowsthatliteraturehasnoneedtodepictit。
  Perhapsallgentleandtenderemotionsarebeyondtherangeofliterature。
  Notawordthatcouldtroublethepeaceofthefamilywasutteredonthisjoyfulday。Trucewastacitlyestablishedbetweenfather,mother,andchildastotheso—calledmysteriouslovewhichhadpaledModeste’scheeks,——forthiswasthefirstdayshehadleftherbedsinceDumay’sdepartureforParis。Thecolonel,withthecharmingdelicacyofatruesoldier,neverlefthiswife’ssidenorreleasedherhand;buthewatchedModestewithdelight,andwasneverwearyofnotingherrefined,elegant,andpoeticbeauty。Isitnotbysuchseemingtriflesthatwerecognizeamanoffeeling?Modeste,whofearedtointerruptthesubduedjoyofthehusbandandwifekeptatalittledistance,comingfromtimetotimetokissherfather’sforehead,andwhenshekisseditovermuchsheseemedtomeanthatshewaskissingitfortwo,——forBettinaandherself。
  "Oh,mydarling,Iunderstandyou,"saidthecolonel,pressingherhandassheassailedhimwithkisses。
  "Hush!"whisperedtheyounggirl,glancingathermother。
  Dumay’sratherslyandpregnantsilencemadeModestesomewhatuneasyastotheupshotofhisjourneytoParis。Shelookedathimfurtivelyeverynowandthen,withoutbeingabletogetbeneathhisepidermis。
  Thecolonel,likeaprudentfather,wantedtostudythecharacterofhisonlydaughter,andaboveallconsulthiswife,beforeenteringonaconferenceuponwhichthehappinessofthewholefamilydepended。
  "To—morrow,mypreciouschild,"hesaidastheypartedforthenight,"getupearly,andwewillgoandtakeawalkontheseashore。Wehavetotalkaboutyourpoems,MademoiselledeLaBastie。"
  Hislastwords,accompaniedbyasmile,whichreappearedlikeanechoonDumay’slips,wereallthatgaveModesteanyclewtowhatwascoming;butitwasenoughtocalmheruneasinessandkeepherawakefarintothenightwithherheadfullofsuppositions;this,however,didnotpreventherfrombeingdressedandreadyinthemorninglongbeforethecolonel。
  "Youknowall,mykindpapa?"shesaidassoonastheywereontheroadtothebeach。
  "Iknowall,andagooddealmorethanyoudo,"hereplied。
  Afterthatremarkfatheranddaughterwentsomelittlewayinsilence。
  "Explaintome,mychild,howithappensthatagirlwhomhermotheridolizescouldhavetakensuchanimportantstepastowritetoastrangerwithoutconsultingher。"
  "Oh,papa!becausemammawouldneverhaveallowedit。"
  "Anddoyouthink,mydaughter,thatthatwasproper?Thoughyouhavebeeneducatingyourmindinthisfatalway,howisitthatyourgoodsenseandyourintellectdidnot,indefaultofmodesty,stepinandshowyouthatbyactingasyoudidyouwerethrowingyourselfataman’shead。Tothinkthatmydaughter,myonlyremainingchild,shouldlackprideanddelicacy!Oh,Modeste,youmadeyourfatherpasstwohoursinhellwhenheheardofit;for,afterall,yourconducthasbeenthesameasBettina’swithouttheexcuseofaheart’sseduction;
  youwereacoquetteincoldblood,andthatsortofcoquetryishead—
  love,theworstviceofFrenchwomen。"
  "I,withoutpride!"saidModeste,weeping;"butHEhasnotyetseenme。"
  "HEknowsyourname。"
  "Ididnottellittohimtillmyeyeshadvindicatedthecorrespondence,lastingthreemonths,duringwhichoursoulshadspokentoeachother。"
  "Oh,mydearmisguidedangel,youhavemixedupaspeciesofreasonwithafollythathascompromisedyourownhappinessandthatofyourfamily。"
  "But,afterall,papa,happinessistheabsolutionofmytemerity,"
  shesaid,pouting。
  "Oh!yourconductistemerity,isit?"
  "Atemeritythatmymotherpractisedbeforeme,"sheretortedquickly。
  "Rebelliouschild!yourmotherafterseeingmeataballtoldherfather,whoadoredher,thatshethoughtshecouldbehappywithme。
  Behonest,Modeste;isthereanylikenessbetweenalovehastilyconceived,Iadmit,butundertheeyesofafather,andyourmadactionofwritingtoastranger?"
  "Astranger,papa?sayratheroneofourgreatestpoets,whosecharacterandwhoselifeareexposedtothestrongestlightofday,todetraction,tocalumny,——amanrobedinfame,andtowhom,mydearfather,Iwasamereliteraryanddramaticpersonage,oneofShakespeare’swomen,untilthemomentwhenIwishedtoknowifthemanhimselfwereasbeautifulashissoul。"
  "GoodGod!mypoorchild,youareturningmarriageintopoetry。Butif,fromtimeimmemorial,girlshavebeencloisteredinthebosomoftheirfamilies,ifGod,ifsociallawsputthemunderthesternyokeofparentalsanction,itis,markmywords,tosparethemthemisfortunesthatthisverypoetrywhichcharmsanddazzlesyou,andwhichyouarethereforeunabletojudgeof,wouldentailuponthem。
  Poetryisindeedoneofthepleasuresoflife,butitisnotlifeitself。"
  "Papa,thatisasuitstillpendingbeforetheCourtofFacts;thestruggleisforevergoingonbetweenourheartsandtheclaimsoffamily。"
  "Alasforthechildthatfindsherhappinessinresistingthem,"saidthecolonel,gravely。"In1813Isawoneofmycomrades,theMarquisd’Aiglemont,marryhiscousinagainstthewishesofherfather,andthepairhavesincepaiddearfortheobstinacywhichtheyounggirltookforlove。Thefamilymustbesovereigninmarriage。"
  "Mypoethastoldmeallthat,"sheanswered。"HeplayedOrgonforsometime;andhewasbraveenoughtodisparagethepersonallivesofpoets。"
  "Ihavereadyourletters,"saidCharlesMignon,withtheflickerofamalicioussmileonhislipsthatmadeModesteveryuneasy,"andI
  oughttoremarkthatyourlastepistlewasscarcelypermissibleinanywoman,evenaJulied’Etanges。GoodGod!whatharmnovelsdo!"
  "Weshouldlivethem,mydearfather,whetherpeoplewrotethemornot;Ithinkitisbettertoreadthem。TherearenotsomanyadventuresinthesedaysastherewereunderLouisXIV。andLouisXV。,andsotheypublishfewernovels。Besides,ifyouhavereadthoseletters,youmustknowthatIhavechosenthemostangelicsoul,themoststernlyuprightmanforyourson—in—law,andyoumusthaveseenthatweloveoneanotheratleastasmuchasyouandmammaloveeachother。Well,Iadmitthatitwasnotallexactlyconventional;Idid,ifyouWILLhavemesayso,wrong——"
  "Ihavereadyourletters,"saidherfather,interruptingher,"andI
  knowexactlyhowfaryourloverjustifiedyouinyourowneyesforaproceedingwhichmightbepermissibleinsomewomanwhounderstoodlife,andwhowasledawaybystrongpassion,butwhichinayounggirloftwentywasamonstrouspieceofwrong—doing。"
  "Yes,wrong—doingforcommonplacepeople,forthenarrow—mindedGobenheims,whomeasurelifewithasquarerule。Pleaseletuskeeptotheartisticandpoeticlife,papa。Weyounggirlshaveonlytwowaystoact;wemustletamanknowwelovehimbymincingandsimpering,orwemustgotohimfrankly。Isn’tthelastwaygrandandnoble?WeFrenchgirlsaredeliveredoverbyourfamilieslikesomuchmerchandise,atsixtydays’sight,sometimesthirty,likeMademoiselleVilquin;butinEngland,andSwitzerland,andGermany,theyfollowverymuchtheplanIhaveadopted。Nowwhathaveyougottosaytothat?AmInothalfGerman?"
  "Child!"criedthecolonel,lookingather;"thesupremacyofFrancecomesfromhersoundcommon—sense,fromthelogictowhichhernoblelanguageconstrainshermind。Franceisthereasonofthewholeworld。
  EnglandandGermanyareromanticintheirmarriagecustoms,——thougheventherenoblefamiliesfollowourcustoms。Youcertainlydonotmeantodenythatyourparents,whoknowlife,whoareresponsibleforyoursoulandforyourhappiness,havenorighttoguardyoufromthestumbling—blocksthatareinyourway?Goodheavens!"hecontinued,speakinghalftohimself,"isittheirfault,orisitours?Oughtwetoholdourchildrenunderanironyoke?Mustwebepunishedforthetendernessthatleadsustomakethemhappy,andteachesourheartshowtodoso?"
  Modestewatchedherfatheroutofthecornerofhereyeasshelistenedtothisspeciesofinvocation,utteredinabrokenvoice。
  "Wasitwrong,"shesaid,"inagirlwhoseheartwasfree,tochooseforherhusbandnotonlyacharmingcompanion,butamanofnoblegenius,borntoanhonorableposition,agentleman;theequalofmyself,agentlewoman?"
  "Youlovehim?"askedherfather。
  "Father!"shesaid,layingherheaduponhisbreast,"wouldyouseemedie?"
  "Enough!"saidtheoldsoldier。"Iseeyourloveisinextinguishable。"
  "Yes,inextinguishable。"
  "Cannothingchangeit?"
  "Nothing。"
  "Nocircumstances,notreachery,nobetrayal?Youmeanthatyouwilllovehiminspiteofeverything,becauseofhispersonalattractions?
  EventhoughheprovedaD’Estourny,wouldyoulovehimstill?"
  "Oh,myfather!youdonotknowyourdaughter。CouldIloveacoward,amanwithouthonor,withoutfaith?"
  "Butsupposehehaddeceivedyou?"
  "He?thathonest,candidsoul,halfmelancholy?Youarejoking,father,orelseyouhavenevermethim。"
  "Butyouseenowthatyourloveisnotinextinguishable,asyouchosetocallit。Ihavealreadymadeyouadmitthatcircumstancescouldalteryourpoem;don’tyounowseethatfathersaregoodforsomething?"
  "Youwanttogivemealecture,papa;itispositivelyl’AmidesEnfantsoveragain。"
  "Poordeceivedgirl,"saidherfather,sternly;"itisnolectureofmine,Icountfornothinginit;indeed,Iamonlytryingtosoftentheblow。"
  "Father,don’tplaytrickswithmylife,"exclaimedModeste,turningpale。
  "Then,mydaughter,summonallyourcourage。Itisyouwhohavebeenplayingtrickswithyourlife,andlifeisnowtrickingyou。"
  Modestelookedatherfatherinstupidamazement。
  "Supposethatyoungmanwhomyoulove,whomyousawfourdaysagoatchurchinHavre,wasadeceiver?"
  "Never!"shecried;"thatnoblehead,thatpalefacefullofpoetry——"
  "——wasalie,"saidthecolonelinterruptingher。"HewasnomoreMonsieurdeCanalisthanIamthatsailoroverthereputtingouttosea。"
  "Doyouknowwhatyouarekillinginme?"shesaidinalowvoice。
  "Comfortyourself,mychild;thoughaccidenthasputthepunishmentofyourfaultintothefaultitself,theharmdoneisnotirreparable。
  Theyoungmanwhomyouhaveseen,andwithwhomyouexchangedheartsbycorrespondence,isaloyalandhonorablefellow;hecametomeandconfidedeverything。Helovesyou,andIhavenoobjectiontohimasason—in—law。"
  "IfheisnotCanalis,whoishethen?"saidModesteinachangedvoice。
  "Thesecretary;hisnameisErnestdeLaBriere。Heisnotanobleman;
  butheisoneofthoseplainmenwithfixedprinciplesandsoundmoralitywhosatisfyparents。However,thatisnotthepoint;youhaveseenhimandnothingcanchangeyourheart;youhavechosenhim,comprehendhissoul,itisasbeautifulashehimself。"
  ThecountwasinterruptedbyaheavysighfromModeste。Thepoorgirlsatwithhereyesfixedonthesea,paleandrigidasdeath,asifapistolshothadstruckherinthosefatalwords,APLAINMAN,WITH
  FIXEDPRINCIPLESANDSOUNDMORALITY。
  "Deceived!"shesaidatlast。
  "Likeyourpoorsister,butlessfatally。"
  "Letusgohome,father,"shesaid,risingfromthehillockonwhichtheyweresitting。"Papa,hearme,IswearbeforeGodtoobeyyourwishes,whatevertheymaybe,intheAFFAIRofmymarriage。"
  "Thenyoudon’tlovehimanylonger?"askedherfather。
  "Ilovedanhonestman,withnofalsehoodonhisface,uprightasyourself,incapableofdisguisinghimselflikeanactor,withthepaintofanotherman’sgloryonhischeeks。"
  "Yousaidnothingcouldchangeyou";remarkedthecolonel,ironically。
  "Ah,donottriflewithme!"sheexclaimed,claspingherhandsandlookingatherfatherindistressfulanxiety;"don’tyouseethatyouarewringingmyheartanddestroyingmybeliefswithyourjokes。"
  "Godforbid!Ihavetoldyoutheexacttruth。"
  "Youareverykind,father,"shesaidafterapause,andwithasortofsolemnity。
  "Hehaskeptyourletters,"resumedthecolonel;"nowsupposetherashcaressesofyoursoulhadfallenintothehandsofoneofthosepoetswho,asDumaysays,lighttheircigarswiththem?"
  "Oh!——youaregoingtoofar。"
  "Canalistoldhimso。"
  "HasDumayseenCanalis?"
  "Yes,"answeredherfather。
  Thetwowalkedalonginsilence。
  "SothatiswhythatGENTLEMAN,"resumedModeste,"toldmesomuchharmofpoetsandpoetry;nowonderthelittlesecretarysaid——Why,"
  sheadded,interruptingherself,"hisvirtues,hisnoblequalities,hisfinesentimentsarenothingbutanepistolarytheft!Themanwhostealsgloryandanamemayverylikely——"
  "——breaklocks,stealpurses,andcutpeople’sthroatsonthehighway,"criedthecolonel。"Ah,youyounggirls,that’sjustlikeyou,——withyourperemptoryopinionsandyourignoranceoflife。Amanwhooncedeceivesawomanwasbornunderthescaffoldonwhichheoughttodie。"
  ThisridiculestoppedModeste’seffervescenceforamomentandleast,andagaintherewassilence。
  "Mychild,"saidthecolonel,presently,"meninsociety,asinnatureeverywhere,aremadetowintheheartsofwomen,andwomenmustdefendthemselves。Youhavechosentoinverttheparts。Wasthatwise?
  Everythingisfalseinafalseposition。Thefirstwrong—doingwasyours。No,amanisnotamonsterbecauseheseekstopleaseawoman;
  itisourrighttowinherbyaggressionwithallitsconsequences,shortofcrimeandcowardice。Amanmayhavemanyvirtuesevenifhedoesdeceiveawoman;ifhedeceivesher,itisbecausehefindsherwantinginsomeofthetreasuresthathesoughtinher。Nonebutaqueen,anactress,orawomanplacedsofaraboveamanthatsheseemstohimaqueen,cangotohimofherselfwithoutincurringblame——andforayounggirltodoit!Why,sheisfalsetoallthatGodhasgivenherthatissacredandlovelyandnoble,——nomatterwithwhatgraceorwhatpoetryorwhatprecautionsshesurroundsherfault。"
  "Toseekthemasterandfindtheservant!"shesaidbitterly,"oh!I
  canneverrecoverfromit!"
  "Nonsense!MonsieurErnestdeLaBriereis,tomythinking,fullytheequaloftheBarondeCanalis。Hewasprivatesecretaryofacabinetminister,andheisnowcounselfortheCourtofClaims;hehasaheart,andheadoresyou,but——heDOESNOTWRITEVERSES。No,Iadmit,heisnotapoet;butforallthathemayhaveaheartfullofpoetry。
  Atanyrate,mydeargirl,"addedherfather,asModestemadeagestureofdisgust,"youaretoseebothofthem,theshamandthetrueCanalis——"
  "Oh,papa!——"
  "Didyounotswearjustnowtoobeymeineverything,evenintheAFFAIRofyourmarriage?Well,Iallowyoutochoosewhichofthetwoyoulikebestforahusband。Youhavebegunbyapoem,youshallfinishwithabucolic,andtryifyoucandiscovertherealcharacterofthesegentlemenhere,inthecountry,onafewhuntingorfishingexcursions。"
  Modestebowedherheadandwalkedhomewithherfather,listeningtowhathesaidbutreplyingonlyinmonosyllables。
  CHAPTERXVI
  DISENCHANTED
  Thepoorgirlhadfallenhumiliatedfromthealpshehadscaledinsearchofhereagle’snest,intothemudoftheswampbelow,where(tousethepoeticlanguageofanauthorofourday)"afterfeelingthesolesofherfeettootendertotreadthebrokenglassofreality,Imagination——whichinthatdelicatebosomunitedthewholeofwomanhood,fromtheviolet—hiddenreveriesofachasteyounggirltothepassionatedesiresofthesex——hadledherintoenchantedgardenswhere,oh,bittersight!shenowsaw,springingfromtheground,notthesublimeflowerofherfancy,butthehairy,twistedlimbsoftheblackmandragora。"Modestesuddenlyfoundherselfbroughtdownfromthemysticheightsofherlovetoastraight,flatroadborderedwithditches,——inshortthework—daypathofcommonlife。Whatardent,aspiringsoulwouldnothavebeenbruisedandbrokenbysuchafall?
  Whosefeetweretheseatwhichshehadshedherthoughts?TheModestewhore—enteredtheChaletwasnomoretheModestewhohadleftittwohoursearlierthananactressinthestreetislikeanactressontheboards。Shefellintoastateofnumbdepressionthatwaspitifultosee。Thesunwasdarkened,natureveileditself,eventheflowersnolongerspoketoher。Likeallyounggirlswithatendencytoextremes,shedranktoodeeplyofthecupofdisillusion。Shefoughtagainstreality,andwouldnotbendhernecktotheyokeoffamilyandconventions;itwas,shefelt,tooheavy,toohard,toocrushing。Shewouldnotlistentotheconsolationsofherfatherandmother,andtastedasortofsavagepleasureinlettinghersoulsuffertotheutmost。
  "PoorButschawasright,"shesaidoneevening。
  Thewordsindicatethedistanceshetravelledinashortspaceoftimeandingloomysadnessacrossthebarrenplainofreality。Sadness,whencausedbytheovergrowthofhope,isadisease,——sometimesafatalone。ItwouldbenomeanobjectforphysiologytosearchoutinwhatwaysandbywhatmeansThoughtproducesthesameinternaldisorganizationaspoison;andhowitisthatdespairaffectstheappetite,destroysthepylorus,andchangesallthephysicalconditionsofthestrongestlife。SuchwasthecasewithModeste。Inthreeshortdaysshebecametheimageofmorbidmelancholy;shedidnotsing,shecouldnotbemadetosmile。CharlesMignon,becominguneasyatthenon—arrivalofthetwofriends,thoughtofgoingtofetchthem,when,ontheeveningofthefifthday,hereceivednewsoftheirmovementsthroughLatournelle。