tree,andyoungMorlandstoodlookingather。Whyshouldonefaceandnotanother,thisvoiceandnotthat,makeaheartbeat;whyshouldatouchfromonehandawakenrapture,andatouchfromanotherawakennothing?Hekneltdownandpressedhislipstoherfoot。Hereyesgrewverybright;butshegotupandranon——shehadnotexpectedhimtokissherfoot。Sheheardhimhurryingafterher,andstopped,leaningagainstabirchtrunk。Herushedtoher,and,withoutawordspoken,hislipswereonherlips。Themomentinlife,whichnowordscanrender,hadcomeforthem。Theyhadfoundtheirenchantedspot,andtheymovednofurther,butsatwiththeirarmsroundeachother,whilethehappyBeingofthewoodwatched。A
marvellousspeeder—upofLoveisWar。Whatmighthavetakensixmonths,wasthusaccomplishedinthreeweeks。
Ashorthourpassed,thenNoelsaid:
"ImusttellDaddy,Cyril。Imeanttotellhimsomethingthismorning,onlyIthoughtI’dbetterwait,incaseyoudidn’t。"
Morlandanswered:"Oh,Noel!"Itwasthestapleofhisconversationwhiletheysatthere。
Againashorthourpassed,andMorlandsaid:
"Ishallgooffmychumpifwe’renotmarriedbeforeIgoout。"
"Howlongdoesittake?"
"Notime,ifwehurryup。I’vegotsixdaysbeforeIrejoin,andperhapstheChiefwillgivemeanotherweek,ifItellhim。"
"PoorDaddy!Kissmeagain;alongone。"
Whenthelongonewasover,shesaid:
"ThenIcancomeandbenearyoutillyougoout?Oh,Cyril!"
"Oh,Noel!"
"Perhapsyouwon’tgososoon。Don’tgoifyoucanhelpit!"
"NotifIcanhelpit,darling;butIshan’tbeable。"
"No,of,coursenot;Iknow。"
YoungMorlandclutchedhishair。"Everyone’sinthesameboat,butitcan’tlastforever;andnowwe’reengagedwecanbetogetherallthetimetillI’vegotthelicenceorwhateveritis。Andthen——!"
"Daddywon’tlikeournotbeingmarriedinachurch;butIdon’tcare!"
Lookingdownatherclosedeyes,andtheirlashesrestingonhercheeks,youngMorlandthought:
’MyGod!I’minheaven!’
Anothershorthourpassedbeforeshefreedherself。
"Wemustgo,Cyril。Kissmeoncemore!"
Itwasnearlydinner—time,andtheyrandown。
4
EdwardPierson,returningfromtheEveningService,wherehehadreadtheLessons,sawtheminthedistance,andcompressedhislips。
Theirlongabsencehadvexedhim。Whatoughthetodo?InthepresenceofLove’syoungdream,hefeltstrangeandhelpless。Thatnight,whenheopenedthedoorofhisroom,hesawNoelonthewindow—seat,inherdressing—gown,withthemoonlightstreaminginonher。
"Don’tlightup,Daddy;I’vegotsomethingtosay。"
Shetookholdofthelittlegoldcrossonhisvest,andturneditover。
"I’mengagedtoCyril;wewanttobemarriedthisweek。"
Itwasexactlyasifsomeonehadpunchedhimintheribs;andatthesoundhemadeshehurriedon:
"Yousee,wemustbe;hemaybegoingoutanyday。"
Inthemidstofhisachingconsternation,headmittedakindofreasoninherwords。Buthesaid:
"Mydear,you’reonlyachild。Marriageisthemostseriousthinginlife;you’veonlyknownhimthreeweeks。"
"Iknowallthat,Daddy"hervoicesoundedsoridiculouslycalm;"butwecan’taffordtowait。Hemightnevercomeback,yousee,andthenIshouldhavemissedhim。"
"But,Noel,supposeheneverdidcomeback;itwouldonlybemuchworseforyou。"
Shedroppedthelittlecross,andtookholdofhishand,pressingitagainstherheart。Butstillhervoicewascalm:
"No;muchbetter,Daddy;youthinkIdon’tknowmyownfeelings,butIdo,"’
ThemaninPiersonsoftened;thepriesthardened。
"Nollie,truemarriageistheunionofsouls;andforthat,timeiswanted。Timetoknowthatyoufeelandthinkthesame,andlovethesamethings。"
"Yes,Iknow;butwedo。"
"Youcan’ttellthat,mydear;noonecouldinthreeweeks。"
"Butthesearen’tordinarytimes,arethey?Peoplehavetodothingsinahurry。Oh,Daddy!Beanangel!Motherwouldhaveunderstood,andletme,Iknow!"
Piersondrewawayhishand;thewordshurt,fromreminderofhisloss,fromreminderofthepoorsubstitutehewas。
"Look,Nollie!"hesaid。"Afteralltheseyearssincesheleftus,I’maslonelyasever,becausewewerereallyone。Ifyoumarrythisyoungmanwithoutknowingmoreofyourownheartsthanyoucaninsuchalittletime,youmayregretitdreadfully;youmayfinditturnout,afterall,nothingbutalittleemptypassion;oragain,ifanythinghappenstohimbeforeyou’vehadanyrealmarriedlifetogether,you’llhaveamuchgreatergriefandsenseoflosstoputupwiththanifyousimplystayengagedtillafterthewar。Besides,mychild,you’remuchtooyoung。"
Shesatsostillthathelookedatherinalarm。"ButImust!"
Hebithislips,andsaidsharply:"Youcan’t,Nollie!"
Shegotup,andbeforehecouldstopher,wasgone。Withtheclosingofthedoor,hisangerevaporated,anddistresstookitsplace。Poorchild!Whattodowiththiswaywardchickenjustoutoftheegg,andwantingtobefull—fledgedatonce?Thethoughtthatshewouldbelyingmiserable,crying,perhaps,besethimsothathewentoutintothepassageandtappedonherdoor。Gettingnoanswer,hewentin。
Itwasdarkbutforastreakofmoonlight,andinthathesawher,lyingonherbed,facedown;andstealinguplaidhishandonherhead。Shedidnotmove;and,strokingherhair,hesaidgently:
"Nolliedear,Ididn’tmeantobeharsh。IfIwereyourmother,I
shouldknowhowtomakeyousee,butI’monlyanoldbumble—daddy。"
Sherolledover,scramblingintoacross—leggedpostureonthebed。
Hecouldseehereyesshining。Butshedidnotspeak;sheseemedtoknowthatinsilencewasherstrength。
Hesaidwithasortofdespair:
"Youmustletmetalkitoverwithyouraunt。Shehasalotofgoodsense。"
"Yes。"
Hebentoverandkissedherhotforehead。
"Goodnight,mydear;don’tcry。Promiseme!"
Shenodded,andliftedherface;hefeltherhotsoftlipsonhisforehead,andwentawayalittlecomforted。
ButNoelsatonherbed,huggingherknees,listeningtothenight,totheemptinessandsilence;eachminutesomuchlostofthelittle,littletimeleft,thatshemighthavebeenwithhim。
III
Piersonwokeafteratroubledanddreamfulnight,inwhichhehadthoughthimselfwanderinginheavenlikealostsoul。
Afterregaininghisroomlastnightnothinghadstruckhimmoreforciblythantheneedlessnessofhiswords:"Don’tcry,Nollie!"
forhehadrealisedwithuneasinessthatshehadnotbeennearcrying。No;therewasinhersomeemotionverydifferentfromthetearful。Hekeptseeinghercross—leggedfigureonthebedinthatdimlight;tense,enigmatic,almostChinese;keptfeelingthefeverishtouchofherlips。Agoodgirlishburstoftearswouldhavedonehergood,andbeenaguarantee。Hehadtheuncomfortableconvictionthathisrefusalhadpassedherby,asifunspoken。And,sincehecouldnotgoandmakemusicatthattimeofnight,hehadendedonhisknees,inalongsearchforguidance,whichwasnotvouchsafedhim。
Theculpritsweredemureatbreakfast;noonecouldhavetoldthatforthelasthourtheyhadbeensittingwiththeirarmsroundeachother,watchingtheriverflowby,talkingbutlittle,throughlipstoobusy。Piersonpursuedhissister—in—lawtotheroomwhereshedidherflowerseverymorning。Hewatchedherforaminutedividingramblersfrompansies,cornflowersfromsweetpeas,beforehesaid:
"I’mverytroubled,Thirza。Nolliecametomelastnight。Imagine!
Theywanttogetmarried——thosetwo!"
Acceptinglifeasitcame,Thirzashowednodismay,buthercheeksgrewalittlepinker,andhereyesalittlerounder。Shetookupasprigofmignonette,andsaidplacidly:
"Oh,mydear!"
"Thinkofit,Thirza——thatchild!Why,it’sonlyayearortwosincesheusedtositonmykneeandticklemyfacewithherhair。"
Thirzawentonarrangingherflowers。
"Noelisolderthanyouthink,Edward;sheismorethanherage。Andrealmarriedlifewouldn’tbeginforthemtillafter——ifiteverbegan。"
Piersonexperiencedasortofshock。Hissister—in—law’swordsseemedcriminallylight—hearted。
"But——but——"hestammered;"theunion,Thirza!Whocantellwhatwillhappenbeforetheycometogetheragain!"
Shelookedathisquiveringface,andsaidgently:
"Iknow,Edward;butifyourefuse,Ishouldbeafraid,inthesedays,ofwhatNoelmightdo。Itoldyouthere’sastreakofdesperationinher。"
"Noelwillobeyme。"
"Iwonder!Therearesomanyofthesewarmarriagesnow。"
Piersonturnedaway。
"Ithinkthey’redreadful。Whatdotheymean——Justamomentarygratificationofpassion。Theymightjustaswellnotbe。"
"Theymeanpensions,asarule,"saidThirzacalmly。
"Thirza,thatiscynical;besides,itdoesn’taffectthiscase。I
can’tbeartothinkofmylittleNolliegivingherselfforamomentwhichmaycometonothing,ormayturnoutthebeginningofanunhappymarriage。Whoisthisboy——whatishe?Iknownothingofhim。HowcanIgivehertohim——it’simpossible!IftheyhadbeenengagedsometimeandIknewsomethingofhim——yes,perhaps;evenatherage。Butthishastypassionateness——itisn’tright,itisn’tdecent。Idon’tunderstand,Ireallydon’t——howachildlikethatcanwantit。Thefactis,shedoesn’tknowwhatshe’sasking,poorlittleNollie。Shecan’tknowthenatureofmarriage,andshecan’trealiseitssacredness。Ifonlyhermotherwerehere!Talktoher,Thirza;youcansaythingsthatIcan’t!"
Thirzalookedaftertheretreatingfigure。Inspiteofhiscloth,perhapsalittlebecauseofit,heseemedtoherlikeachildwhohadcometoshowherhissorefinger。And,havingfinishedthearrangementofherflowers,shewentouttofindherniece。Shehadnotfartogo;forNoelwasstandinginthehall,quiteevidentlylyinginwait。Theywentouttogethertotheavenue。
Thegirlbeganatonce:
"Itisn’tanyusetalkingtome,Auntie;Cyrilisgoingtogetalicense。"
"Oh!Soyou’vemadeupyourminds?"
"Quite。"
"Doyouthinkthat’sfairbyme,Nollie?ShouldIhaveaskedhimhereifI’dthoughtthiswasgoingtohappen?"
Noelonlysmiled。
"Haveyoutheleastideawhatmarriagemeans?"
Noelnodded。
"Really?"
"Ofcourse。Gratianismarried。Besides,atschool——"
"Yourfatherisdeadagainstit。Thisisasadthingforhim。He’saperfectsaint,andyououghtn’ttohurthim。Can’tyouwait,atleasttillCyril’snextleave?"
"Hemightneverhaveone,yousee。"
Theheartofherwhoseboyswereouttheretoo,andmightalsoneverhaveanotherleave;couldnotbutberesponsivetothosewords。Shelookedatherniece,andadimappreciationofthisrevoltoflifemenacedbydeath,ofyouththreatenedwithextinction,stirredinher。Noel’steethwereclenched,herlipsdrawnback,andshewasstaringinfrontofher。
"Daddyoughtn’ttomind。Oldpeoplehaven’ttofight,andgetkilled;theyoughtn’ttomindustakingwhatwecan。They’vehadtheirgoodtime。"
ItwassuchajustlittlespeechthatThirzaanswered:
"Yes;perhapshehasn’tquiterealisedthat。"
"IwanttomakesureofCyril,Auntie;IwanteverythingIcanhavewithhimwhilethere’sthechance。Idon’tthinkit’smuchtoask,whenperhapsI’llneverhaveanymoreofhimagain。"
Thirzaslippedherhandthroughthegirl’sarm。
"Iunderstand,"shesaid。"Only,Nollie,suppose,whenallthisisover,andwebreatheandlivenaturallyoncemore,youfoundyou’dmadeamistake?"
Noelshookherhead。"Ihaven’t。"
"Weallthinkthat,mydear;butthousandsofmistakesaremadebypeoplewhonomoredreamthey’remakingthemthanyoudonow;andthenit’saveryhorriblebusiness。Itwouldbeespeciallyhorribleforyou;yourfatherbelievesheartandsoulinmarriagebeingforever。"
"Daddy’sadarling;butIdon’talwaysbelievewhathebelieves,youknow。Besides,I’mnotmakingamistake,Auntie!IloveCyrileverso。"
Thirzagaveherwaistasqueeze。
"Youmustn’tmakeamistake。Weloveyoutoomuch,Nollie。IwishwehadGratianhere。"
"Gratianwouldbackmeup,"saidNoel;"sheknowswhatthewaris。
Andyououghtto,Auntie。IfRexorHarrywantedtobemarried,I’msureyou’dneveropposethem。Andthey’renoolderthanCyril。YoumustunderstandwhatitmeanstomeAuntiedear,tofeelthatwebelongtoeachotherproperlybefore——beforeitallbeginsforhim,and——andtheremaybenomore。Daddydoesn’trealise。Iknowhe’sawfullygood,but——he’sforgotten。"
"Mydear,Ithinkheremembersonlytoowell。Hewasdesperatelyattachedtoyourmother。"
Noelclenchedherhands。
"Washe?Well,soamItoCyril,andhetome。Wewouldn’tbeunreasonableifitwasn’t——wasn’tnecessary。Talk,toCyril,Auntie;
thenyou’llunderstand。Thereheis;only,don’tkeephimlong,becauseIwanthim。Oh!Auntie;Iwanthimsobadly!"
Sheturned;andslippedbackintothehouse;andThirza,consciousofhavingbeendecoyedtothisyoungman,whostoodtherewithhisarmsfolded,likeNapoleonbeforeabattle,smiledandsaid:
"Well,Cyril,soyou’vebetrayedme!"
Eveninspeakingshewasconsciousofthereallymomentouschangeinthissunburnt,blue—eyed,lazilyimpudentyouthsincethedayhearrived,threeweeksago,intheirlittlewagonette。Hetookherarm,justasNoelhad,andmadehersitdownbesidehimontherusticbench,wherehehadevidentlybeentoldtowait。
"Yousee,Mrs。Pierson,"hesaid,"it’snotasifNoelwereanordinarygirlinanordinarytime,isit?Noelisthesortofgirlonewouldknockone’sbrainsoutfor;andtosendmeoutthereknowingthatIcouldhavebeenmarriedtoherandwasn’t,willtakealltheheartoutofme。OfcourseImeantocomeback,butchapsdogetknockedover,andIthinkit’scruelthatwecan’ttakewhatwecanwhilewecan。Besides,I’vegotmoney;andthatwouldbehersanyway。So,dobeadarling,won’tyou?"Heputhisarmroundherwaist,justasifhehadbeenherson,andherheart,whichwantedherownboyssobadly,feltwarmedwithinher。
"Yousee,Idon’tknowMr。Pierson,butheseemsawfullygentleandjolly,andifhecouldseeintomehewouldn’tmind,Iknow。Wedon’tmindriskingourlivesandallthat,butwedothinkweoughttohavetherunofthemwhilewe’realive。I’llgivehimmydyingoathoranything,thatIcouldneverchangetowardsNoel,andshe’lldothesame。Oh!Mrs。Pierson,dobeajollybrick,andputinawordforme,quick!We’vegotsofewdays!"
"But,mydearboy,"saidThirzafeebly,"doyouthinkit’sfairtosuchachildasNoel?"
"Yes,Ido。Youdon’tunderstand;she’ssimplyhadtogrowup。Sheisgrown—up——allinthisweek;she’squiteasoldasIam,really——
andI’mtwenty—two。Andyouknowit’sgoingtobe——it’sgottobe——ayoungworld,fromnowon;peoplewillbegindoingthingsmuchearlier。What’stheuseofpretendingit’slikewhatitwas,andbeingcautious,andallthat?IfI’mgoingtobekilled,Ithinkwe’vegotarighttobemarriedfirst;andifI’mnot,thenwhatdoesitmatter?"
"You’veknowneachothertwenty—onedays,Cyril。"
"No;twenty—oneyears!Everyday’sayearwhenOh!Mrs。Pierson,thisisn’tlikeyou,isit?Younevergotomeettrouble,doyou?"
Atthatshrewdremark,Thirzaputherhandonthehandwhichstillclaspedherwaist,andpresseditcloser。
"Well,mydear,"shesaidsoftly,"wemustseewhatcanbedone。"
CyrilMorlandkissedhercheek。"Iwillblessyouforever,"hesaid。"Ihaven’tgotanypeople,youknow,exceptmytwosisters。"
AndsomethingliketearsstarteduponThirza’seyelashes。Theyseemedtoherlikethebabesinthewood——thosetwo!
IV
1
Inthedining—roomofherfather’shouseinthatoldLondonSquarebetweenEastandWest,GratianLaird,intheoutdoorgarbofanurse,waswritingatelegram:"ReverendEdwardPierson,Kestrel,Tintern,Monmouthshire。Georgeterriblyill。Pleasecomeifyoucan。
Gratian。"Givingittoamaid,shetookoffherlongcoatandsatdownforamoment。Shehadbeentravellingallnight,afterafullday’swork,andhadonlyjustarrived,tofindherhusbandbetweenlifeanddeath。ShewasverydifferentfromNoel;notquitesotall,butofastrongerbuild;withdarkchestnut—colouredhair,clearhazeleyes,andabroadbrow。Theexpressionofherfacewasearnest,withasortofconstantspiritualenquiry;andasingularlytruthfullook:Shewasjusttwenty;andoftheyearthatshehadbeenmarried,hadonlyspentsixweekswithherhusband;theyhadnotevenahouseoftheirownasyet。Afterrestingfiveminutes,shepassedherhandvigorouslyoverherface,threwbackherhead,andwalkedupstairstotheroomwherehelay。Hewasnotconscious,andtherewasnothingtobedonebutsitandwatchhim。
’Ifhedies,’shethought,’IshallhateGodforHiscruelty。IhavehadsixweekswithGeorge;somepeoplehavesixtyyears。’Shefixedhereyesonhisface,shortandbroad,withbumpsof"observation"onthebrows。Hehadbeensunburnt。Thedarklashesofhisclosedeyeslayondeathlyyellowcheeks;histhickhairgrewratherlowonhisbroadforehead。Thelipswerejustopenandshowedstrongwhiteteeth。Hehadalittleclippedmoustache,andhairhadgrownonhisclean—cutjaw。Hispyjamajackethadfallenopen。Gratiandrewitclose。Itwascuriouslystill,foraLondonday,thoughthewindowwaswideopen。Anythingtobreakthisheavystupor,whichwasnotonlyGeorge’s,butherown,andtheveryworld’s!Thecrueltyofit——whenshemightbegoingtolosehimforever,inafewhoursordays!Shethoughtoftheirlastparting。Ithadnotbeenveryloving,hadcometoosoonafteroneofthoseargumentstheywereinclinedtohave,inwhichtheycouldnotasyetdisagreewithsuavity。Georgehadsaidtherewasnofuturelifefortheindividual;shehadmaintainedtherewas。Theyhadgrownhotandimpatient。Eveninthecabonthewaytohistraintheyhadpursuedthewretcheddiscussion,andthelastkisshadbeenfromlipsonlipsyetwarmfromdisagreement。
Eversince,asifincompunction,shehadbeenwaveringtowardshispointofview;andnow,whenhewasperhapstosolvetheproblem——
findoutforcertain——shehadcometofeelthatifhedied,shewouldneverseehimafter。Itwascruelthatsuchablightshouldhavecomeonherbeliefatthis,ofallmoments。
Shelaidherhandonhis。Itwaswarm,feltstrong,althoughsomotionlessandhelpless。Georgewassovigorous,soalive,andstrong—willed;itseemedimpossiblethatlifemightbegoingtoplayhimfalse。Sherecalledtheunflinchinglookofhissteel—brighteyes,hisdeep,queerlyvibratingvoice,whichhadnotraceofself—
consciousnessorpretence。Sheslippedherhandontohisheart,andbeganveryslowly,gentlyrubbingit。He,asdoctor,andshe,asnurse,hadbothseensomuchofdeaththeselasttwoyears!Yetitseemedsuddenlyasifshehadneverseendeath,andthattheyoungfacesshehadseen,emptyandwhite,inthehospitalwards,hadjustbeenashow。Deathwouldappeartoherforthefirsttime,ifthisfacewhichshelovedweretobedrainedforeveroflightandcolourandmovementandmeaning。
AhumblebeefromtheSquareGardenboomedinandbuzzedidlyroundtheroom。Shecaughtherbreathinalittlesob……
2
Piersonreceivedthattelegramatmidday,returningfromalonelywalkafterhistalkwithThirza。ComingfromGratiansoself—
reliant——itmeanttheworst。Hepreparedatoncetocatchthenexttrain。Noelwasout,nooneknewwhere:sowithasickfeelinghewrote:
"DEARESTCHILD,"IamgoinguptoGratian;poorGeorgeisdesperatelyill。Ifitgoesbadlyyoushouldbewithyoursister。Iwillwireto—morrowmorningearly。Ileaveyouinyouraunt’shands,mydear。Bereasonableandpatient。Godblessyou。
"Yourdevoted’DADDY。"
Hewasaloneinhisthird—classcompartment,and,leaningforward,watchedtheruinedAbbeyacrosstherivertillitwasoutofsight。
Thoseoldmonkshadlivedinanagesurelynotsosadasthis。Theymusthavehadpeacefullives,remotedownhere,indayswhentheChurchwasgreatandlovely,andmenlaiddowntheirlivesfortheirbeliefinher,andbuilteverlastingfanestothegloryofGod!Whatachangetothisageofrushandhurry,ofscience,trade,materialprofit,andthisterriblewar!Hetriedtoreadhispaper,butitwasfullofhorrorsandhate。’Whenwillitend?’hethought。Andthetrainwithitsrhythmicjoltingseemedgrindingouttheanswer:
"Never——never!"
AtChepstowasoldiergotin,followedbyawomanwithaveryflushedfaceandcurious,swimmyeyes;herhairwasindisorder,andherlipbleeding,asifshehadbittenitthrough。Thesoldier,too,lookedstrainedanddesperate。Theysatdown,farapart,ontheseatopposite。Pierson,feelingthathewasintheirway,triedtohidehimselfbehindhispaper;whenhelookedagain,thesoldierhadtakenoffhistunicandcapandwasleaningoutofthewindow。Thewoman,ontheseat’sedge,sniffingandwipingherface,methisglancewithresentfuleyes,then,gettingup,shepulledtheman’ssleeve。
"Sitdahn;don’t’angouto’there。"
ThesoldierflunghimselfbackontheseatandlookedatPierson。
"Thewifean’me’s’adabitofarow,"hesaidcompanionably。"Gitsonmenerves;I’mnotusedtoit。Shewasinaraid,and’ernervesareallgonefunny;ain’tthey,oldgirl?Makesmefeelme’ead。
I’vebeenwoundedthere,youknow;can’tstandmuchnow。Imightdosomethin’ifshewastogoonlikethisforlong。"
Piersonlookedatthewoman,buthereyesstillmethisresentfully。
Thesoldierheldoutapacketofcigarettes。"Takeone,"hesaid。
Piersontookoneand,feelingthatthesoldierwantedhimtospeak,murmured:"Weallhavethesetroubleswiththosewe’refondof;thefonderweareofpeople,themorewefeelthem,don’twe?Ihadonewithmydaughterlastnight。"
"Ah!"saidthesoldier;"that’sright。Thewifeandme’llmakeitup。’Ere,comeorfit,oldgirl。"
>Frombehindhispaperhesoonbecameconsciousofthesoundsofreconciliation——reproachesbecausesomeonehadbeenofferedadrink,kissesmixedwithmildslappings,andabuse。WhentheygotoutatBristolthesoldiershookhishandwarmly,butthewomanstillgavehimherresentfulstare,andhethoughtdreamily:’Thewar!Howitaffectseveryone!’Hiscarriagewasinvadedbyaswarmofsoldiers,andtherestofthejourneywaspassedinmakinghimselfsmall。Whenatlasthereachedhome,Gratianmethiminthehall。
"Justthesame。Thedoctorsaysweshallknowinafewhoursnow。
Howsweetofyoutocome!Youmustbetired,inthisheat。Itwasdreadfultospoilyourholiday。"
"Mydear!AsifMayIgoupandseehim?"
GeorgeLairdwasstilllyinginthatstupor。AndPiersonstoodgazingdownathimcompassionately。Likemostparsons,hehadawideacquaintancewiththesickanddying;andoneremorselessfellowshipwithdeath。Death!Thecommonestthingintheworld,now——commonerthanlife!Thisyoungdoctormusthaveseenmanydieintheselasttwoyears,savedmanyfromdeath;andtherehelay,notabletoliftafingertosavehimself。Piersonlookedathisdaughter;whatastrong,promisingyoungcoupletheywere!Andputtinghisarmroundher,heledherawaytothesofa,whencetheycouldseethesickman。