WiththesecagedcaptivesIexperimentbydaylight,whereasthefreewaspsworkintheabsolutedarknessoftheirundergroundretreat。Wherelightisabsent,colorgoesfornothing。Once,therefore,thatshehasenteredthecavern,thebumblebeeflyderivesnobenefitfromheryellowbands,whicharesupposedtobehersafeguard。Whethergarbedassheisorotherwise,itiseasyforhertoeffectherpurposeinthedark,onconditionthatsheavoidsthetumultuousinteriorofthewasps’nest。Solongasshehastheprudencenottohustlethepassersby,shecandabhereggs,withoutdanger,onthepaperwall。Noonewillknowofherpresence。Thedangerousthingistocrossthethresholdoftheburrowinbroaddaylight,beforetheeyesofthosewhogoinandout。Atthatmomentalone,protectivemimicrywouldbeconvenient。
NowdoestheentranceoftheVolucellaintothepresenceofafewwaspsentailsuchverygreatrisks?Thewasps’nestinmyenclosure,theonewhichwasafterwardstoperishinthesununderabellglass,gavemetheopportunityforprolongedobservations,butwithoutanyresultuponthesubjectofmyimmediateconcern。
Thebumblebeeflydidnotappear。Theperiodforhervisitshaddoubtlesspassed;forIfoundplentyofhergrubswhenthenestwasdugup。
Otherfliesrewardedmeformyassiduity。Isawsome——atarespectfuldistance,Ineedhardlysay——enteringtheburrow。Theywereinsignificantinsizeandofadarkgraycolor,notunlikethatofthehousefly。Theyhadnotapatchofyellowaboutthemandcertainlyhadnoclaimtoprotectivemimicry。Nevertheless,theywentinandoutastheypleased,calmly,asthoughtheywereathome。Aslongastherewasnottoogreatanumberatthedoor,thewaspsleftthemalone。Whentherewasanythingofacrowd,thegrayvisitorswaitednearthethresholdforalessbusymoment。Noharmcametothem。
Insidetheestablishment,thesamepeacefulrelationsprevail。InthisrespectIhavetheevidenceofmyexcavations。Intheundergroundcharnelhouse,sorichinFlygrubs,Ifindnocorpsesofadultflies。Ifthestrangershadbeenslaughteredinpassingthroughtheentrancehall,orlowerdown,theywouldfalltothebottomoftheburrowanyhow,withtheotherrubbish。Nowinthischarnelhouse,asIsaid,thereareneveranydeadbumblebeeflies,neveraflyofanysort。Theincomersarerespected。Havingdonetheirbusiness,theygooutunscathed。
Thistoleranceonthepartofthewaspsissurprising。Andasuspicioncomestoone’smind:canitbethattheVolucellaandtherestarenotwhattheacceptedtheoriesofnaturalhistorycallthem,namely,enemies,grubkillerssackingthewasps’nest?Wewilllookintothisbyexaminingthemwhentheyarehatched。
Nothingiseasier,inSeptemberandOctober,thantocollecttheVolucella’seggsinsuchnumbersasweplease。Theyaboundontheoutersurfaceofthewasps’nest。Moreover,aswiththelarvaeofthewasp,itissometimebeforetheyaresuffocatedbythepetroleumfumes;andsomostofthemaresuretohatch。Itakemyscissors,cutthemostdenselypopulatedbitsfromthepaperwallofthenestandfillajarwiththem。ThisisthewarehousefromwhichIshalldaily,forthebestpartofthenexttwomonths,drawmysupplyofnascentgrubs。
TheVolucella’seggremainswhereitis,withitswhitecoloralwaysstronglymarkedagainstthebrownofthebackground。Theshellwrinklesandcollapses;andtheforeendtearsopen。Fromitthereissuesaprettylittlewhitegrub,thininfront,swellingslightlyintherearandbristlingalloverwithfleshyprotuberances。Thecreature’spapillaearesetonitssidesliketheteethofacomb;attherear,theylengthenandspreadintoafan;ontheback,theyareshorterandarrangedinfourlongitudinalrows。Thelastsectionbutonecarriestwoshort,brightredbreathingtubes,standingaslantandjoinedtoeachother。Theforepart,nearthepointedmouth,isofadarker,brownishcolor。Thisisthebitingandmotorapparatus,seenthroughtheskinandconsistingoftwofangs。Takenallround,thegrubisaprettylittlething,withitsbristlingwhiteness,whichgivesittheappearanceofatinysnowflake。Butthiselegancedoesnotlastlong:grownbigandstrong,thebumblebeefly’sgrubbecomessoiledwithsanies,turnsarussetybrownandcrawlsaboutintheguiseofahulkingporcupine。
Whatbecomesofitwhenitleavestheegg?Thismywarehousingjartellsme,partly。Unabletokeepitsbalanceonslopingsurfaces,itdropstothebottomofthereceptacle,whereIfindit,daily,ashatched,wanderingrestlessly。Thingsmusthappenlikewiseatthewasps’。Incapableofstandingontheslantofthepaperwall,thenewborngrubsslidetothebottomoftheundergroundcavity,whichcontains,especiallyattheendofthesummer,aheapedupprovenderofdeceasedwaspsanddeadlarvaeremovedfromthecellsandflungoutsidethehouse,allniceandgamy,aspropermaggot’sfoodshouldbe。
TheVolucella’soffspring,themselvesmaggots,notwithstandingtheirsnowyapparel,findinthischarnelhousevictualstotheirliking,incessantlyrenewed。Theirfallfromthehighwallsmightwellbenotaccidental,butratherameansofreaching,quicklyandwithoutsearching,thegoodthingsdownatthebottomofthecavern。Perhaps,also,someofthewhitegrubs,thankstotheholesthatmakethewrapperresembleaspongycover,managetoslipinsidetheWasps’nest。Still,mostoftheVolucella’sgrubs,atwhateverstageoftheirdevelopment,areinthebasementoftheburrow,amongthecarrionremains。Theothers,thosesettledinthewasps’homeitself,arecomparativelyfew。
Thesereturnsareenoughtoshowusthatthegrubsofthebumblebeeflydonotdeservethebadreputationthathasbeengiventhem。
Satisfiedwiththespoilsofthedead,theydonottouchtheliving;theydonotravagethewasps’nest:theydisinfectit。
Experimentconfirmswhatwehavelearntintheactualnests。Overandoveragain,IbringwaspgrubsandVolucellagrubstogetherinsmalltesttubes,whichareeasytoobserve。Thefirstarewellandstrong;Ihavejusttakenthemfromtheircells。Theothersareinvariousstages,fromthatofthesnowflakebornthesamedaytothatofthesturdyporcupine。Thereisnothingtragicabouttheencounter。Thegrubsofthebumblebeeflyroamaboutthetest—tubewithouttouchingthelivetidbit。Themostthattheydoistoputtheirmouthsforamomenttothemorsel;thentheytakeitawayagain,notcaringforthedish。
Theywantsomethingdifferent:awounded,adyinggrub;acorpsedissolvingintosanies。Indeed,ifIprickthewaspgrubwithaneedle,thescornfulonesatoncecomeandsupatthebleedingwound。IfIgivethemadeadgrub,brownwithputrefaction,thewormsripitopenandfeastonitshumors。Betterstill:Icanfeedthemquitesatisfactorilywithwaspsthathaveturnedputridundertheirhornyrings;IseethemgreedilysuckthejuicesofdecomposingRosechafergrubs;Icankeepthemthrivingwithchoppedupbutcher’smeat,whichtheyknowhowtoliquefybythemethodofthecommonmaggot。Andtheseunprejudicedones,whoacceptanythingthatcomestheirway,provideditbedead,refuseitwhenitisalive。Likethetruefliesthattheyare,frankbodysnatchers,theywait,beforetouchingamorsel,fordeathtodoitswork。
Insidethewasps’nest,robustgrubsaretheruleandweaklingstherareexception,becauseoftheassiduoussupervisionwhicheliminatesanythingthatisdiseasedandliketodie。Here,nevertheless,Volucellagrubsarefound,onthecombs,amongthebusywasps。Theyarenot,itistrue,sonumerousasinthecharnelhousebelow,butstillprettyfrequent。Nowwhatdotheydointhisabodewheretherearenocorpses?Dotheyattackthehealthy?Theircontinualvisitsfromcelltocellwouldatfirstmakeonethinkso;butweshallsoonbeundeceivedifweobservetheirmovementsclosely;andthisispossiblewithmyglassroofedcolonies。
Iseethemfussilycrawlingonthesurfaceofthecombs,curvingtheirnecksfromsidetosideandtakingstockofthecells。Thisonedoesnotsuit,northatoneeither;thebristlycreaturepasseson,stillinsearch,thrustingitspointedforepartnowhere,nowthere。Thistime,thecellappearstofulfiltherequisiteconditions。Alarva,glowingwithhealth,openswideitsmouth,believingitsnursetobeapproaching。Itfillsthehexagonalchamberwithitsbulgingsides。
Thegluttonousvisitorbendsandslidesitsslenderforepart,abladeofexquisitesuppleness,betweenthewallandtheinhabitant,whoseslackrotundityyieldstothepressureofthisanimatedwedge。Itplungesintothecell,leavingnopartofitselfoutsidebutitswidehindquarters,withthereddotsofthetwobreathingtubes。
Itremainsinthispostureforsometime,occupiedwithitsworkatthebottomofthecell。Meanwhile,thewaspspresentdonotinterfere,remainimpassive,showingthatthegrubvisitedisinnoperil。Thestranger,infact,withdrawswithasoft,glidingmotion。Thechubbybabe,asortofIndiarubberbag,resumesitsoriginalvolumewithouthavingsufferedanyharm,asitsappetiteproves。Anurseoffersitamouthful,whichitacceptswitheverysignofunimpairedvigor。AsfortheVolucellagrub,itlicksitslipsafteritsownfashion,pushingitstwofangsinandout;then,withoutfurtherlossoftime,goesandrepeatsitsprobingelsewhere。
Whatitwantsdownthere,atthebottomofthecells,behindthegrubs,cannotbedecidedbydirectobservation;itmustbeguessedat。Sincethevisitedlarvaremainsintact,itisnotpreythattheVolucellagrubisafter。Besides,ifmurderformedpartofitsplans,whydescendtothebottomofthecell,insteadofattackingthedefenselessreclusestraightway?Itwouldbemucheasiertosuckthepatient’sjuicesthroughtheactualorificeofthecell。
Insteadofthat,weseeadip,alwaysadipandneveranyothertactics。
Thenwhatistherebehindthewaspgrub?Letustrytoputitasdecentlyaspossible。Inspiteofitsexceedingcleanliness,thisgrubisnotexemptfromthephysiologicalillsinseparablefromthestomach。Likeallthateats,ithasintestinalwastematterwithregardtowhichitsconfinementcompelsittobehavewithextremediscretion。Likesomanyotherclose—cabinedlarvaeofWaspsandBees,itwaitsuntilthemomentofthetransformationtoriditselfofitsdigestiverefuse。Then,onceandforall,itcastsouttheuncleanaccumulationwhereofthepupa,thatdelicate,rebornorganism,mustnotretaintheleasttrace。Thisisfoundlater,inanyemptycell,intheformofadarkpurpleplug。But,withoutwaitingforthisfinalpurge,thislump,thereare,fromtimetotime,slightexcretionsoffluid,clearaswater。WehaveonlytokeepaWaspgrubinalittleglasstubetorecognizetheseoccasionaldischarges。Well,IseenothingelsetoexplaintheactionoftheVolucella’sgrubswhentheydipintothecellswithoutwoundingthelarvae。Theyarelookingforthisliquid,theyprovokeitsemission。Itrepresentstothemadaintywhichtheyenjoyoverandabovethemoresubstantialfareprovidedbythecorpses。
Thebumblebeefly,thatsanitaryinspectoroftheVespinecity,fulfilsadoubleoffice:shewipesthewasp’schildrenandsheridsthenestofitsdead。Forthisreason,sheispeacefullyreceived,asanauxiliary,whensheenterstheburrowtolayhereggs;forthisreason,hergrubistolerated,naymore,respected,intheveryheartofthedwelling,wherenonemightstraywithimpunity。
IrememberthebrutalreceptiongiventotheSaperdaandHylotomagrubswhenIplacethemonacomb。Forthwithgrabbed,bruisedandriddledwithstings,thepoorwretchesperish。ItisquiteadifferentmatterwiththeoffspringoftheVolucella。Theycomeandgoastheyplease,pokeaboutinthecells,elbowtheinhabitantsandremainunmolested。Letusgivesomeinstancesofthisclemency,whichisverystrangeintheirascibleWasp。
Foracoupleofhours,IfixmyattentiononaVolucellagrubestablishedinacell,sidebysidewiththeWaspgrub,themistressofthehouse。Thehindquartersemerge,displayingtheirpapillae。Sometimesalsotheforepart,thehead,shows,bendingfromsidetosidewithsudden,snake—likemotions。Thewaspshavejustfilledtheircropsatthehoneypot;theyaredispensingtherations,areverybusilyatwork;andthingsaretakingplaceinbroaddaylight,onthetablebythewindow。
Astheypassfromcelltocell,thenursesrepeatedlybrushagainstandstrideacrosstheVolucellagrub。Thereisnodoubtthattheyseeit。Theintruderdoesnotbudge,or,iftroddenon,curlsup,onlytoreappearthenextmoment。Someofthewaspsstop,bendtheirheadsovertheopening,seemtobemakinginquiriesandthengooff,withouttroublingfurtheraboutthestateofthings。Oneofthemdoessomethingevenmoreremarkable:shetriestogiveamouthfultothelawfuloccupantofthecell;butthelarva,whichisbeingsqueezedbyitsvisitor,hasnoappetiteandrefuses。
Withouttheleastsignofanxietyonbehalfofthenurslingwhichsheseesinawkwardcompany,thewaspretiresandgoestodistributeitsrationelsewhere。InvainIprolongmyexamination:
thereisnoflusterofanykind。TheVolucellagrubistreatedasafriend,oratleastasavisitorthatdoesnotmatter。Thereisnoattempttodislodgeit,toworryit,toputittoflight。Nordoesthegrubseemtotroublegreatlyaboutthosewhocomeandgo。
Itstranquillity,tellsusthatitfeelsathome。
Hereissomefurtherevidence:thegrubhasplunged,headdownwards,intoanemptycell,whichistoosmalltocontainthewholeofit。Itshindquartersstickout,veryvisibly。Forlonghours,itremainsmotionlessinthisposition。Ateverymoment,waspspassandrepasscloseby。Threeofthem,atonetimetogether,atanotherseparately,comeandnibbleattheedgesofthecell;theybreakoffparticleswhichtheyreducetopasteforanewpieceofwork。Thepassersby,intentupontheirbusiness,maynotperceivetheintruder;butthesethreecertainlydo。Duringtheirworkofdemolition,theytouchthegrubwiththeirlegs,theirantennae,theirpalpi;andyetnoneofthemmindsit。Thefatgrub,soeasilyrecognizedbyitsqueerfigure,isleftalone;
andthisinbroaddaylight,whereeverybodycanseeit。Whatmustitbewhentheprofounddarknessoftheburrowsprotectsthevisitorwithitsmysteries!
IhavebeenexperimentingallalongwithbigVolucellagrubs,coloredwiththedirtyredwhichcomeswithage。Whateffectwillpurewhiteproduce?Isprinkleonthesurfaceofthecombssomelarvaethathavelatelylefttheegg。Thetiny,snow—whitegrubsmakeforthenearestcells,godownintothem,comeoutagainandhuntelsewhere。Thewaspspeaceablyletthemgotheirway,asheedlessofthelittlewhiteinvadersasofthebigredones。
Sometimes,whenitentersanoccupiedcell,thelittlecreatureisseizedbytheowner,thewaspgrub,whichnabsitandturnsandreturnsitbetweenitsmandibles。Isthisadefensivebite?No,thewaspgrubhasmerelyblundered,takingitsvisitorforaprofferedmouthful。Thereisnogreatharmdone。Thankstoitssuppleness,thelittlegrubemergesfromthegripintactandcontinuesitsinvestigations。
Itmightoccurtoustoattributethistolerancetosomelackofpenetrationinthewasps’vision。Whatfollowswillundeceiveus:
Iplaceseparately,inemptycells,agrubofSaperdascalariaandaVolucellagrub,bothofthemwhiteandselectedsoasnottofillthecellentirely。Theirpresenceisrevealedonlybythepalenessofthehindpartwhichservesasaplugtotheopening。A
superficialexaminationwouldleavethenatureoftherecluseundecided。Thewaspsmakenomistake:theyextirpatetheSaperdagrub,killit,flingitonthedustheap;theyleavetheVolucellagrubinpeace。
Thetwostrangersarequitewellrecognizedinthesecrecyofthecells:oneistheintruderthatmustbeturnedout;theotheristheregularvisitorthatmustberespected。Sighthelps,forthingstakeplaceinthedaylight,underglass;butthewaspshaveothermeansofinformationinthedimnessoftheburrow。WhenI
producedarknessbycoveringtheapparatuswithascreen,themurderofthetrespassersisaccomplishedjustthesame。Forsosaythepoliceregulationsofthewasps’nest:anystrangerdiscoveredmustbeslainandthrownonthemidden。
Tothwartthisvigilance,therealenemiesneedtobemastersoftheartofdeceptiveimmobilityandcunningdisguise。ButthereisnodeceptionabouttheVolucellagrub。Itcomesandgoes,openly,wheresoeveritwill;itlooksroundamongstthewaspsforcellstosuitit。Whathasittomakeitselfthusrespected?Strength?
Certainlynot。Itisaharmlesscreature,whichthewaspcouldripopenwithablowofhershears,whileatouchofthestingwouldmeanlightningdeath。Itisafamiliarguest,towhomnodenizenofawasps’nestbearsanyillwill。Why?Becauseitrendersgoodservice:sofarfromworkingmischief,itdoesthescavengingforitshosts。Wereitanenemyormerelyanintruder,itwouldbeexterminated;asadeservingassistant,itisrespected。
ThenwhatneedistherefortheVolucellatodisguiseherselfasawasp?Anyfly,whethercladindrabormotley,isadmittedtotheburrowdirectlyshemakesherselfusefultothecommunity。Themimicryofthebumblebeefly,whichwassaidtobeoneofthemostconclusivecases,is,afterall,amerechildishnotion。Patientobservation,continuallyfacetofacewithfacts,willhavenoneofitandleavesittothearmchairnaturalists,whoaretoopronetolookattheanimalworldthroughtheillusivemistsoftheory,CHAPTERXIIMATHEMATICALMEMORIES:NEWTON’SBINOMIALTHEOREM
Thespider’swebisagloriousmathematicalproblem。Ishouldenjoyworkingitoutinallitsdetails,wereInotafraidofwearyingthereader’sattention。PerhapsIhaveevengonetoofarinthelittlethatIhavesaid,inwhichcaseIowehimsomecompensation:’Wouldyoulikeme,’Iwillaskhim,’wouldyoulikemetotellyouhowIacquiredsufficientalgebratomasterthelogarithmicsystemsandhowIbecameasurveyorofSpiders’webs?
Wouldyou?Itwillgiveusarestfromnaturalhistory。’
Iseemtocatchasignofacquiescence。Thestoryofmyvillageschool,visitedbythechicksandtheporkers,hasbeenreceivedwithsomeindulgence;whyshouldnotmyharshschoolofsolitudepossessitsinterestaswell?Letustrytodescribeit。Andwhoknows?Perhaps,indoingso,Ishallrevivethecourageofsomeotherpoorderelicthungeringafterknowledge。
Iwasdeniedtheprivilegeoflearningwithamaster。Ishouldbewrongtocomplain。Solitarystudyhasitsadvantages:itdoesnotcastyouintheofficialmould;itleavesyouallyouroriginality。
Wildfruit,whenitripens,hasadifferenttastefromhothouseproduce:itleavesonadiscriminatingpalateabittersweetflavorwhosevirtueisallthegreaterforthecontrast。Yes,ifitwereinmypower,Iwouldstartafresh,facetofacewithmyonlycounselor,thebookitself,notalwaysaverylucidone;Iwouldgladlyresumemylonelywatches,mystruggleswiththedarknesswhence,atlast,aglimmerappearsasIcontinuetoexploreit;I
shouldretraversetheirksomestagesofyore,stimulatedbytheonedesirethathasneverfailedme,thedesireoflearningandofafterwardsbestowingmymiteofknowledgeonothers。
WhenIleftthenormalschool,mystockofmathematicswasofthescantiest。Howtoextractasquareroot,howtocalculateandprovethesurfaceofasphere:theserepresentedtometheculminatingpointsofthesubject。Thoseterriblelogarithms,whenIhappenedtoopenatableofthem,mademyheadswim,withtheircolumnsoffigures;actualfright,notunmixedwithrespect,overwhelmedmeontheverythresholdofthatarithmeticalcave。OfalgebraIhadnoknowledgewhatever。Ihadheardthename;andthesyllablesrepresentedtomypoorbrainthewholewhirlinglegionoftheabstruse。
Besides,Ifeltnoinclinationtodecipherthealarminghieroglyphics。Theymadeoneofthoseindigestibledisheswhichweconfidentlyextolwithouttouchingthem。IgreatlypreferredafinelineofVirgil,whomIwasnowbeginningtounderstand;andI
shouldhavebeensurprisedindeedhadanyonetoldmethat,forlongyearstocome,Ishouldbeanenthusiasticstudentoftheformidablescience。Goodfortuneprocuredmemyfirstlessoninalgebra,alessongivenandnotreceived,ofcourse。
Ayoungmanofaboutmyownagecametomeandaskedmetoteachhimalgebra。Hewaspreparingforhisexaminationasacivilengineer;andhecametomebecause,ingenuousyouththathewas,hetookmeforawelloflearning。Theguilelessapplicantwasveryfaroutinhisreckoning。
Hisrequestgavemeashockofsurprise,whichwasforthwithrepressedonreflection:’Igivealgebralessons?’saidItomyself。’Itwouldbemadness:Idon’tknowanythingaboutthesubject!’
AndIleftitatthatforamomentortwo,thinkinghard,drawnnowthisway,nowthatwithindecision:’ShallIaccept?ShallI
refuse?’continuedtheinnervoice。
Pooh,let’saccept!Anheroicmethodoflearningtoswimistoleapboldlyintothesea。Letushurlourselvesheadfirstintothealgebraicalgulf;andperhapstheimminentdangerofdrowningwillcallfortheffortscapableofbringingmetoland。Iknownothingofwhathewants。Itmakesnodifference:let’sgoaheadandplungeintothemystery。Ishalllearnbyteaching。
ItwasafinecouragethatdrovemefulltiltintoaprovincewhichIhadnotyetthoughtofentering。Mytwenty—year—oldconfidencewasanincomparablelever。
’Verywell,’Ireplied。’Comethedayaftertomorrow,atfive,andwe’llbegin。’
Thistwenty—fourhours’delayconcealedaplan。Itsecuredmetherespiteofaday,theblessedThursday,whichwouldgivemetimetocollectmyforces。
Thursdaycomes。Theskyisgrayandcold。Inthishorridweather,agratewellfilledwithcokehasitscharms。Let’swarmourselvesandthink。
Well,myboy,you’velandedyourselfinanicepredicament!Howwillyoumanagetomorrow?Withabook,ploddingallthroughthenight,ifnecessary,youmightscrapeupsomethingresemblingalesson,justenoughtofillthedreadhourmoreorless。Thenyoucouldseeaboutthenext:sufficientforthedayistheevilthereof。Butyouhaven’tthebook。Andit’snouserunningouttothebookshop。Algebraicaltreatisesarenotcurrentwares。You’llhavetosendforone,whichwilltakeafortnightatleast。AndI’vepromisedfortomorrow,fortomorrowcertain!Anotherargumentandonethatadmitsofnoreply:fundsarelow;mylastpecuniaryresourceslieinthecornerofadrawer。Icountthemoney:itamountstotwelvesous,whichisnotenough。
MustIcryoff?Rathernot!Oneresourcesuggestsitself:ahighlyimproperone,Iadmit,notfarremovedindeedfromlarceny。O
quietpathsofalgebra,youaremyexcuseforthisvenialsin!Letmeconfessthetemporaryembezzlement。
Lifeatmycollegeismoreorlesscloistered。Inreturnforamodestpayment,mostofusmastersarelodgedinthebuilding;andwetakeourmealsattheprincipal’stable。Thesciencemaster,whoisthebiggunofthestaffandlivesinthetown,hasnevertheless,likeourselves,hisowntwocells,inadditiontoabalcony,orleads,wherethechemicalpreparationsgiveforththeirsuffocatinggasesintheopenair。Forthisreason,hefindsitmoreconvenienttoholdhisclasshereduringthegreaterpartoftheyear。Theboyscometotheseroomsinwinter,infrontofagratestuffedfullofcoke,likemine,andtherefindablackboard,apneumatictrough,amantelpiececoveredwithglassreceivers,panopliesofbenttubesonthewalls,and,lastly,acertaincupboardinwhichIrememberseeingarowofbooks,theoraclesconsultedbythemasterinthecourseofhislessons。
’Amongthosebooks,’saidItomyself,’thereissuretobeoneonalgebra。Toasktheownerfortheloanofitdoesnotappealtome。Myamiablecolleaguewouldreceivemesuperciliouslyandlaughatmyambitiousaims。Iamsurehewouldrefusemyrequest。’
Thefuturewastoshowthatmydistrustwasjustified。Narrowmindednessandpettyjealousyprevaileverywherealike。
Idecidetohelpmyselftothisbook,whichIshouldnevergetbyasking。Thisisthehalf—holiday。Thesciencemasterwillnotputinanappearancetoday;andthekeyofmyroomispracticallythesameashis。Igo,witheyesandearsonthealert。Mykeydoesnotquitefit;itsticksalittle,thengoesin;andanextraeffortmakesitturninthelock。Thedooropens。Iinspectthecupboardandfindthatitdoescontainanalgebrabook,oneofthebig,fatbookswhichmenusedtowriteinthosedays,abooknearlyhalfafootthick。Mylegsgivewaybeneathme。Youpoorspecimenofahousebreaker,supposeyouwerecaughtatit!However,allgoeswell。Quick,let’slockthedooragainandgobacktoourownquarterswiththepilferedvolume。
Andnowwearetogether,Omysterioustome,whoseArabnamebreathesastrangemustinessofoccultloreandclaimskindredwiththesciencesofalmagestandalchemy。Whatwillyoushowme?Letusturntheleavesatrandom。Beforefixingone’seyesonadefinitepointinthelandscape,itiswelltotakeasummaryviewofthewhole。Pagefollowsswiftlyuponpage,tellingmenothing。
Achaptercatchesmyattentioninthemiddleofthevolume;itisheaded,Newton’sBinomialTheorem。
Thetitlealluresme。Whatcanabinomialtheorembe,especiallyonewhoseauthorisNewton,thegreatEnglishmathematicianwhoweighedtheworlds?Whathasthemechanismoftheskytodowiththis?Letusreadandseekforenlightenment。Withmyelbowsonthetableandmythumbsbehindmyears,Iconcentrateallmyattention。
Iamseizedwithastonishment,forIunderstand!Thereareacertainnumberofletters,generalsymbolswhicharegroupedinallmannerofways,takingtheirplaceshere,thereandelsewherebyturns;thereare,asthetexttellsme,arrangements,permutationsandcombinations。Peninhand,Iarrange,permuteandcombine。Itisaverydivertingexercise,uponmyword,agameinwhichthetestofthewrittenresultconfirmstheanticipationsoflogicandsupplementstheshortcomingsofone’sthinkingapparatus。
’Itwillbeplainsailing,’saidItomyself,’ifalgebraisnomoredifficultthanthis。’
Iwastorecoverfromtheillusionlater,whenthebinomialtheorem,thatlight,crispbiscuit,wasfollowedbyheavierandlessdigestiblefare。But,forthemoment,Ihadnoforetasteofthefuturedifficulties,ofthepitfallinwhichonebecomesmoreandmoreentangled,thelongeronepersistsinstruggling。Whatadelightfulafternoonthatwas,beforemygrate,amidmypermutationsandcombinations!Bytheevening,Ihadnearlymasteredmysubject。Whenthebellrang,atseven,tosummonustothecommonmealattheprincipal’stable,Iwentdownstairspuffedupwiththejoysofthenewlyinitiatedneophyte。Iwasescortedonmywaybya,bandc,intertwinedincunninggarlands。
Nextday,mypupilisthere。Blackboardandchalk,everythingisready。Notquitesoreadyisthemaster。Ibravelybroachmybinomialtheorem。Myhearerbecomesinterestedinthecombinationsofletters。NotforamomentdoeshesuspectthatIamputtingthecartbeforethehorseandbeginningwhereweoughttohavefinished。Irelievethedrynessofmyexplanationswithafewlittleproblems,somanyhaltsatwhichthemindtakesbreathawhileandgathersstrengthforfreshflights。
Wetrytogether。Discreetly,soastoleavehimthemeritofthediscovery,Ishedalittlelightonthepath。Thesolutionisfound。Mypupiltriumphs;sodoI,butsilently,inmyinnerconsciousness,whichsays:
’Youunderstand,becauseyousucceedinmakinganotherunderstand。’
Thehourpassedquicklyandverypleasantlyforbothofus。Myyoungmanwascontentedwhenheleftme;andInolessso,forI
perceivedanewandoriginalwayoflearningthings。
Theingeniousandeasyarrangementofthebinomialgavemetimetotacklemyalgebrabookfromthepropercommencement。Inthreeorfourdays,Ihadrubbedupmyweapons。Therewasnothingtobesaidaboutadditionandsubtraction:theyweresosimpleastoforcethemselvesupononeatfirstsight。Multiplicationspoiltthings。Therewasacertainruleofsignswhichdeclaredthatminusmultipliedbyminusmadeplus。HowItoiledoverthatwretchedparadox!Itwouldseemthatthebookdidnotexplainthissubjectclearly,orratheremployedtooabstractamethod。Iread,rereadandmeditatedinvain:theobscuretextretainedallitsobscurity。Thatisthedrawbackofbooksingeneral:theytellyouwhatisprintedinthemandnothingmore。Ifyoufailtounderstand,theyneveradviseyou,neversuggestanattemptalonganotherroadwhichmightleadyoutothelight。Themerestwordwouldsometimesbeenoughtoputyouontherighttrack;andthatwordthebooks,hideboundinaregulationphraseology,nevergiveyou。
Howgreatlypreferableistheorallesson!Itgoesforward,goesback,startsafresh,walksaroundtheobstacleandvariesthemethodsofattackuntil,atlonglast,lightissheduponthedarkness。Thisincomparablebeaconofthemaster’swordwaswhatI
lacked;andIwentunder,withouthopeofsuccor,inthattreacherouspooloftheruleofsigns。
Mypupilwasboundtosuffertheeffects。AfteranattemptatanexplanationinwhichImadethemostofthefewgleamsthatreachedmeIaskedhim:
’Doyouunderstand?’
Itwasafutilequestion,butusefulforgainingtime。Myselfnotunderstanding,Iwasconvincedbeforehandthathedidnotunderstandeither。
’No,’hereplied,accusinghimself,perhaps,inhissimplemind,ofpossessingabrainincapableoftakinginthosetranscendentalverities。
’Letustryanothermethod。’
AndIstartagainthiswayandthatwayandyetanotherway。Mypupil’seyesserveasmythermometerandtellmeoftheprogressofmyefforts。Ablinkofsatisfactionannouncesmysuccess。Ihavestruckhome,Ihavefoundthejointinthearmor。Theproductofminusmultipliedbyminusdeliversitsmysteriestous。
Andthuswecontinuedourstudies:he,thepassivereceiver,takingintheideasacquiredwithouteffort;I,thefiercepioneer,blastingmyrock,thebook,withtheaidofmuchsittingupatnight,toextractthediamond,truth。Anotherandnolessarduoustaskfelltomyshare:Ihadtocutandpolishthereconditegem,tostripitofitsruggednessandpresentittomycompanion’sintelligenceunderalessforbiddingaspect。Thisdiamondcutter’swork,whichadmittedalittlelightintothepreciousstone,wasthefavoriteoccupationofmyleisure;andIoweagreatdealtoit。
Theultimateresultwasthatmypupilpassedhisexamination。Asforthebookborrowedbystealth,Irestoredittotheshelvesandreplaceditbyanother,which,thistime,belongedtome。
Atmynormalschool,Ihadlearntalittleelementarygeometryunderamaster。Fromthefirstfewlessonsonwards,Iratherenjoyedthesubject。Idivinedinitaguideforone’sreasoningfacultiesthroughthethicketsoftheimagination;Icaughtaglimpseofasearchaftertruththatdidnotinvolvetoomuchstumblingontheway,becauseeachstepforwardrestssolidlyuponthestepalreadytaken;Isuspectedgeometrytobewhatitpreeminentlyis:aschoolofintellectualfencing。
Thetruthdemonstratedanditsapplicationmatterlittletome;