Hisstrengthandhisyouthcalledtohers,expectingnoprudishresponse。"It’sveryodd。ItisthatI’mRickie’sbrother。I’vejustfoundout。I’vecometotellyouall。"
"Yes?"
Hefeltinhispocketforthepapers。"Half—brotherIoughttohavesaid。"
"Yes?"
"I’millegitimate。Legallyspeaking,thatis,I’vebeenturnedoutofCadover。Ihaven’tapenny。I——"
"Thereisnooccasiontoinflictthedetails。"Herface,whichhadbeenanevenbrown,begantoflushslowlyinthecentreofthecheeks。Thecolourspreadtillallthathesawofherwassuffused,andsheturnedaway。Hethoughthehadshockedher,andsodidshe。Neitherknewthatthebodycanbeinsincereandexpressnottheemotionswefeelbutthosethatweshouldliketofeel。Inrealityshewasquitecalm,andherdislikeofhimhadnothingemotionalinitasyet。
"Yousee——"hebegan。Hewasdeterminedtotellthefidgetystory,forthesooneritwasoverthesoonertheywouldhavesomethingtoeat。Delicacyhelacked,andhissympathieswerelimited。Butsuchastheywere,theyrangtrue:heputnodecorousphantombetweenhimandhisdesires。
"Idosee。Ihaveseenfortwoyears。"Shesatdownattheheadofthetable,wheretherewasanotherink—pot。Intothisshedippedapen。"Ihaveseeneverything,Mr。Wonham——whoyouare,howyouhavebehavedatCadover,howyoumusthavetreatedMrs。
Failingyesterday;andnow"——hervoicebecameverygrave——"Iseewhyyouhavecomehere,penniless。Beforeyouspeak,weknowwhatyouwillsay。"
Hismouthfellopen,andhelaughedsomerrilythatitmighthavegivenherawarning。Butshewasthinkinghowtofollowupherfirstsuccess。"AndIthoughtIwasbringingtremendousnews!"hecried。"IonlytwisteditoutofMrs。Failinglastnight。AndRickieknowstoo?"
"Wehaveknownfortwoyears。"
"Butcome,bythebye,——ifyou’veknownfortwoyears,howisityoudidn’t——"Thelaughdiedoutofhiseyes。"Youaren’tashamed?"heasked,halfrisingfromhischair。"Youaren’tlikethemantowardsAndover?"
"Please,pleasesitdown,"saidAgnes,intheeventonessheusedwhenspeakingtotheservants;"letusnotdiscusssideissues。I
amahorriblydirectperson,Mr。Wonham。Igoalwaysstraighttothepoint。"Sheopenedachequebook。"IamafraidIshallshockyou。Forhowmuch?"
Hewasnotattending。
"Thereisthepaperwesuggestyoushallsign。"Shepushedtowardshimapseudo—legaldocument,justcomposedbyHerbert。
"Inconsiderationofthesumof……,Iagreetoperpetualsilence—
—torestrainfromlibellous……nevertomolestthesaidFrederickElliotbyintruding——’"
Hisbrainwasnotquick。Hereadthedocumentovertwice,andhecouldstillsay,"Butwhat’sthatchequefor?"
"Itismyhusband’s。Hesignedforyouassoonasweheardyouwerehere。Weguessedyouhadcometobesilenced。Hereishissignature。Buthehasleftthefillinginforme。Forhowmuch?I
willcrossit,shallI?Youwilljusthavestartedabankingaccount,ifIunderstandMrs。Failingrightly。Itisnotquiteaccuratetosayyouarepenniless:Iheardfromherjustbeforeyoureturnedfromyourcricket。Sheallowsyoutwohundreda—
year,Ithink。Butthisadditionalsum——shallIdatethechequeSaturdayorfortomorrow?"
Atlasthefoundwords。Knockinghispipeoutonthetable,hesaidslowly,"Here’saverybadmistake。"
"Itisquitepossible,"retortedAgnes。Shewasgladshehadtakentheoffensive,insteadofwaitingtillhebeganhisblackmailing,ashadbeentheadviceofRickie。AuntEmilyhadsaidthatveryspring,"One’sonlyhopewithStephenistostartbullyingfirst。"Herehewas,quitebewildered,smearingthepipe—asheswithhisthumb。Heaskedtoreadthedocumentagain。
"Astampandall!"heremarked。
Theyhadanticipatedthathisclaimwouldexceedtwopounds。
"Isee。Allright。Ittakesafoolaminute。Nevermind。I’vemadeabadmistake。"
"Yourefuse?"sheexclaimed,forhewasstandingatthedoor。
"Thendoyourworst!Wedefyyou!"
"That’sallright,Mrs。Elliot,"hesaidroughly。"Idon’twantascenewithyou,noryetwithyourhusband。We’llsaynomoreaboutit。It’sallright。Imeannoharm。"
"Butyoursignaturethen!Youmustsign——you——"
Hepushedpasther,andsaidashereachedforhiscap,"There,that’sallright。It’smymistake。I’msorry。"Hespokelikeafarmerwhohasfailedtosellasheep。Hismannerwasutterlyprosaic,anduptothelastshethoughthehadnotunderstoodher。"Butit’smoneyweofferyou,"sheinformedhim,andthendartedbacktothestudy,believingforoneterriblemomentthathehadpickeduptheblankcheque。Whenshereturnedtothehallhehadgone。Hewaswalkingdowntheroadratherquickly。Atthecornerheclearedhisthroat,spatintothegutter,anddisappeared。
"There’sanoddfinish,"shethought。Shewaspuzzled,anddeterminedtorecasttheinterviewalittlewhensherelatedittoRickie。Shehadnotsucceeded,forthepaperwasstillunsigned。ButshehadsocowedStephenthathewouldprobablyrestcontentwithhistwohundreda—year,andnevercometroublingthemagain。Clevermanagement,foroneknewhimtoberapacious:shehadheardtalesofhimlendingtothepoorandexactingrepaymenttotheuttermostfarthing。Hehadalsostolenatschool。Moderatelytriumphant,shehurriedintotheside—
garden:shehadjustrememberedAnsell:she,notRickie,hadreceivedhiscard。
"Oh,Mr。Ansell!"sheexclaimed,awakinghimfromsomeday—dream。
"Haven’teitherRickieorHerbertbeenouttoyou?Now,docomeintodinner,toshowyouaren’toffended。Youwillfindallofusassembledintheboys’dining—hall。"
Toherannoyanceheaccepted。
"Thatis,iftheJacksonsarenotexpectingyou。"
TheJacksonsdidnotmatter。Ifhemightbrushhisclothesandbathehislip,hewouldliketocome。
"Oh,whathashappenedtoyou?Andoh,myprettylobelias!"
Hereplied,"Amomentarycontactwithreality,"andshe,whodidnotlookforsenseinhisremarks,hurriedawaytothedining—
halltoannouncehim。
Thedining—hallwasnotunlikethepreparationroom。Therewasthesameparquetfloor,anddadoofshinypitchpine。Onitswallsalsowereimperialportraits,andovertheharmoniumtowhichtheysangtheeveninghymnswasspreadtheUnionJack。Sundaydinner,themostpompousmealoftheweek,wasinprogress。Herbrothersatattheheadofthehightable,herhusbandattheheadofthesecond。Toeachhegaveareassuringnodandwenttoherownseat,whichwasamongthejuniorboys。Thebeefwasbeingcarriedout;shestoppedit。"Mr。Anselliscoming,"shecalled。
"Herbertthereismoreroombyyou;situpstraight,boys。"Theboyssatupstraight,andarespectfulhushspreadovertheroom。
"Hereheis!"calledRickiecheerfully,takinghiscuefromhiswife。"Oh,thisissplendid!"Ansellcamein。"I’msogladyoumanagedthis。Icouldn’tleavethesewretcheslastnight!"Theboystitteredsuitably。Theatmosphereseemednormal。EvenHerbert,thoughlongingtohearwhathadhappenedtotheblackmailer,gaveadequategreetingtotheirguest:"Comein,Mr。
Ansell;comehere。Takeusasyoufindus!"
"Iunderstood,"saidStewart,"thatIshouldfindyouall。Mrs。
ElliottoldmeIshould。OnthatunderstandingIcame。"
Itwasatonceevidentthatsomethinghadgonewrong。
Anselllookedroundtheroomcarefully。Thenclearinghisthroatandrufflinghishair,hebegan—
"IcannotseethemanwithwhomIhavetalked,intimately,foranhour,inyourgarden。"
Theworstofitwastheywereallsofarfromhimandfromeachother,eachattheendofatablefulofinquisitiveboys。ThetwomasterslookedatAgnesforinformation,forherreassuringnodhadnottoldthemmuch。Shelookedhopelesslyback。
"Icannotseethisman,"repeatedAnsell,whoremainedbytheharmoniuminthemidstofastonishedwaitresses。"Ishetobegivennolunch?"
Herbertbrokethesilencebyfreshgreetings。Rickieknewthatthecontestwaslost,andthathisfriendhadsidedwiththeenemy。Itwasthekindofthinghewoulddo。Onemustfacethecatastrophequietlyandwithdignity。PerhapsAnsellwouldhaveturnedonhisheel,andleftbehindhimonlyvaguesuspicions,ifMrs。Elliothadnottriedtotalkhimdown。"Man,"shecried——
"whatman?Oh,Iknow——terriblebore!Didhegetholdofyou?"——
thuscommittingtheirfirstblunder,andcausingAnselltosaytoRickie,"Haveyouseenyourbrother?"
"Ihavenot。"
"Haveyoubeentoldhewashere?"
Rickie’sanswerwasinaudible。
"Haveyoubeentoldyouhaveabrother?"
"Letuscontinuethisconversationlater。"
"Continueit?Mydearman,howcanweuntilyouknowwhatI’mtalkingabout?Youmustthinkmemad;butItellyousolemnlythatyouhaveabrotherofwhomyou’veneverheard,andthathewasinthishousetenminutesago。"Hepausedimpressively。"Yourwifehashappenedtoseehimfirst。Beingneitherseriousnortruthful,sheiskeepingyouapart,tellinghimsomelieandnottellingyouaword。"
Therewasamurmurofalarm。Oneoftheprefectsrose,andAnsellsethisbacktothewall,quitereadyforabattle。Fortwoyearshehadwaitedforhisopportunity。HewouldhitoutatMrs。
Elliotlikeanyploughboynowthatithadcome。Rickiesaid:
"Thereisaslightmisunderstanding。I,likemywife,haveknownwhatthereistoknowfortwoyears"——adignifiedrebuff,buttheirsecondblunder。
"Exactly,"saidAgnes。"NowIthinkMr。Ansellhadbettergo。"
"Go?"explodedAnsell。"I’veeverythingtosayyet。Ibegyourpardon,Mrs。Elliot,Iamconcernedwithyounolonger。Thisman"——heturnedtotheavenueoffaces——"thismanwhoteachesyouhasabrother。Hehasknownofhimtwoyearsandbeenashamed。Hehas——oh——oh——howitfitstogether!Rickie,it’syou,notMrs。
Silt,whomusthavesenttalesofhimtoyouraunt。It’syouwho’veturnedhimoutofCadover。It’syouwho’veorderedhimtoberuinedtoday。
NowHerbertarose。"Outofmysight,sir!ButhaveitfrommefirstthatRickieandhisaunthavebothbehavedmostgenerously。
No,no,Agnes,I’llnotbeinterrupted。Garbledversionsmustnotgetabout。IftheWonhammanisnotsatisfiednow,hemustbeinsatiable。Hecannotlevyblackmailonusforever。Sir,Igiveyoutwominutes;thenyouwillbeexpelledbyforce。"
"Twominutes!"sangAnsell。"Icansayagreatdealinthat。"Heputonefootonachairandheldhisarmsoverthequiveringroom。HeseemedtransfiguredintoaHebrewprophetpassionateforsatireandthetruth。"Oh,keepquietfortwominutes,"hecried,"andI’lltellyousomethingyou’llbegladtohear。You’realittleafraidStephenmaycomeback。Don’tbeafraid。Ibringgoodnews。You’llneverseehimnoranyonelikehimagain。I
mustspeakveryplainly,foryouareallthreefools。Idon’twantyoutosayafterwards,’PoorMr。Anselltriedtobeclever。’
GenerallyIdon’tmind,butIshouldmindtoday。Pleaselisten。
Stephenisabully;hedrinks;heknocksonedown;buthewouldsoonerdiethantakemoneyfrompeoplehedidnotlove。Perhapshewilldie,forhehasnothingbutafewpencethatthepoorgavehimandsometobaccowhich,tomyeternalglory,heacceptedfromme。Pleaselistenagain。Whydidhecomehere?Becausehethoughtyouwouldlovehim,andwasreadytoloveyou。ButItellyou,don’tbeafraid。Hewouldsoonerdienowthansayyouwerehisbrother。Pleaselistenagain——"
"Now,Stewart,don’tgoonlikethat,"saidRickiebitterly。
"It’seasyenoughtopreachwhenyouareanoutsider。Youwouldbemorecharitableifsuchathinghadhappenedtoyourself。Easyenoughtobeunconventionalwhenyouhaven’tsufferedandknownothingofthefacts。Youloveanythingoutoftheway,anythingqueer,thatdoesn’toftenhappen,andsoyougetexcitedoverthis。It’suseless,mydearman;youhavehurtme,butyouwillneverupsetme。Assoonasyoustopthisridiculousscenewewillfinishourdinner。Spreadthisscandal;addtoit。I’mtoooldtomindsuchnonsense。Icannothelpmyfather’sdisgrace,ontheonehand;nor,ontheother,willIhaveanythingtodowithhisblackguardofason。"
Sothesecretwasgiventotheworld。Agnesmightcolourathisspeech;HerbertmightcalculatetheeffectofitontheentriesforDunwoodHouse;buthecaredfornoneofthesethings。ThankGod!hewaswitheredupatlast。
"Pleaselistenagain,"resumedAnsell。"Pleasecorrecttwoslightmistakes:firstly,StephenisoneofthegreatestpeopleIhaveevermet;secondly,he’snotyourfather’sson。He’sthesonofyourmother。"
ItwasRickie,notAnsell,whowascarriedfromthehall,anditwasHerbertwhopronouncedtheblessing——
"Benedictobenedicatur。"
Aprofoundstillnesssucceededthestorm,andtheboys,slippingawayfromtheirmeal,toldthenewstotherestoftheschool,orputitintheletterstheywerewritinghome。
XXVIII
Thesoulhasherowncurrency。Shemintsherspiritualcoinageandstampsitwiththeimageofsomebelovedface。Withitshepaysherdebts,withitshereckons,saying,"Thismanhasworth,thismanisworthless。"Andintimesheforgetsitsorigin;itseemstohertobeathingunalterable,divine。Butthesoulcanalsohaveherbankruptcies。
Perhapsshewillbethericherintheend。Inheragonyshelearnstoreckonclearly。Fairasthecoinmayhavebeen,itwasnotaccurate;andthoughsheknewitnot,thereweretreasuresthatitcouldnotbuy。Theface,howeverbeloved,wasmortal,andasliableasthesoulherselftoerr。Wedobutshiftresponsibilitybymakingastandardofthedead。
Thereis,indeed,anothercoinagethatbearsonitnotman’simagebutGod’s。Itisincorruptible,andthesoulmaytrustitsafely;itwillserveherbeyondthestars。Butitcannotgiveusfriends,ortheembraceofalover,orthetouchofchildren,forwithourfellowmortalsithasnoconcern。Itcannotevengivethejoyswecalltrivial——fineweather,thepleasuresofmeatanddrink,bathingandthehotsandafterwards,running,dreamlesssleep。Havewelearntthetruedisciplineofabankruptcyifweturntosuchcoinageasthis?Willitreallyprofitussomuchifwesaveoursoulsandlosethewholeworld?
PART3WILTSHIRE
XXIX
Robert——thereisnooccasiontomentionhissurname:hewasayoungfarmerofsomeeducationwhotriedtocoaxtheagedsoilofWiltshirescientifically——cametoCadoveronbusinessandfellinlovewithMrs。Elliot。Shewasthereonherbridalvisit,andhe,anobscurenobody,wasreceivedbyMrs。Failingintothehouseandtreatedashersocialequal。Hewasgood—lookinginabucolicway,andpeoplesometimesmistookhimforagentlemanuntiltheysawhishands。Hediscoveredthis,andoneoftheslow,gentlejokesheplayedonsocietywastotalkuponsomeculturedsubjectwithhishandsbehindhisbackandthensuddenlyrevealthem。"Doyougoinforboating?"theladywouldask;andthenheexplainedthatthoseparticularwealsaremadebythehandlesoftheplough。Uponwhichshebecameextremelyinterested,butfoundanearlyopportunityoftalkingtosomeoneelse。
HeplayedthisjokeonMrs。Elliotthefirstevening,notknowingthatsheobservedhimasheenteredtheroom。Hewalkedheavily,liftinghisfeetasifthecarpetwasfurrowed,andhehadnoeveningclothes。Everyonetriedtoputhimathisease,butsherathersuspectedthathewastherealready,andenviedhim。Theywereintroduced,andspokeofByron,whowasstillfashionable。
Outcamehishands——theonlyroughhandsinthedrawing—room,theonlyhandsthathadeverworked。Shewasfilledwithsomestrangeapproval,andlikedhim。
Afterdinnertheymetagain,tospeaknotofByronbutofmanure。
Theotherpeopleweresocleverandsoamusingthatitrelievedhertolistentoamanwhotoldherthreetimesnottobuyartificialmanurereadymade,but,ifshewoulduseit,tomakeitherselfatthelastmoment。Becausetheammoniaevaporated。
Hereweretwopacketsofpowder。Didtheysmell?No。Mixthemtogetherandpoursomecoffee——Anappallingsmellatonceburstforth,andeveryonebegantocoughandcry。Thiswasgoodfortheearthwhenshefeltsour,forheknewwhentheearthwasill。
Heknew,too,whenshewashungryhespokeofhertantrums——thestrangeunscientificelementinherthatwillbafflethescientisttotheendoftime。"Studyaway,Mrs。Elliot,"hetoldher;"readallthebooksyoucangetholdof;butwhenitcomestothepoint,strolloutwithapipeinyourmouthanddoabitofguessing。"Ashetalked,theearthbecamealivingbeing——orratherabeingwithalivingskin,——andmanurenolongerdirtystuff,butasymbolofregenerationandofthebirthoflifefromlife。"Soitgoesonforever!"shecriedexcitedly。Hereplied:
"Notforever。Intimethefireatthecentrewillcool,andnothingcangoonthen。"
Headvancedintolovewithopeneyes,slowly,heavily,justashehadadvancedacrossthedrawingroomcarpet。Butthistimethebridedidnotobservehistread。Shewaslisteningtoherhusband,andtryingnottobesostupid。Whenhewasclosetoher——soclosethatitwasdifficultnottotakeherinhisarms——
hespoketoMr。Failing,andwasatonceturnedoutofCadover。
"I’msorry,"saidMr。Failing,ashewalkeddownthedrivewithhishandonhisguest’sshoulder。"Ihadnonotionyouwerethatsort。Anyonewhobehaveslikethathastostopatthefarm。"
"Anyone?"
"Anyone。"Hesighedheavily,notforanypersonalgrievance,butbecausehesawhowunruly,howbarbaric,isthesoulofman。
Afterall,thismanwasmorecivilizedthanmost。
"Areyouangrywithme,sir?"Hecalledhim"sir,"notbecausehewasricherorclevererorsmarter,notbecausehehadhelpedtoeducatehimandhadlenthimmoney,butforareasonmoreprofound——forthereasonthattherearegradationsinheaven。
"Ididthinkyou——thatamanlikeyouwouldn’triskmakingpeopleunhappy。Mysister—in—law——Idon’tsaythistostopyoulovingher;somethingelsemustdothat——mysister—in—law,asfarasI
know,doesn’tcareforyouonelittlebit。Ifyouhadsaidanything,ifshehadguessedthatachancepersonwasin——thisfearfulstate,youwouldsimply——haveopenedhell。Awomanofhersortwouldhavelostall——"
"Iknewthat。"
Mr。Failingremovedhishand。Hewasdispleased。
"Butsomethinghere,"saidRobertincoherently。"Thishere。"Hestruckhimselfheavilyontheheart。"Thishere,doingsomethingsounusual,makesitnotmatterwhatsheloses——I——"Afterasilenceheasked,"HaveIquitefollowedyou,sir,inthatbusinessofthebrotherhoodofman?"
"Howdoyoumean?"
"Ithoughtlovewastobringitabout。"
"Loveofanotherman’swife?Sensuallove?Youhaveunderstoodnothing——nothing。"Thenhewasashamed,andcried,"Iunderstandnothingmyself。"Forherememberedthatsensualandspiritualarenoteasywordstouse;thatthereare,perhaps,nottwoAphrodites,butoneAphroditewithaJanusface。"Ionlyunderstandthatyoumusttrytoforgether。"
"Iwillnottry。"
"Promisemejustthis,then——nottodoanythingcrooked。"
"I’mstraight。Noboasting,butIcouldn’tdoacrookedthing——
No,notifItried。"
Andsoappallinglystraightwasheinafteryears,thatMr。
Failingwishedthathehadphrasedthepromisedifferently。
Robertsimplywaited。Hetoldhimselfthatitwashopeless;butsomethingdeeperthanhimselfdeclaredthattherewashope。Hegaveupdrink,andkepthimselfinallwaysclean,forhewantedtobeworthyofherwhenthetimecame。Womenseemedfondofhim,andcausedhimtoreflectwithpleasure,"Theydorunafterme。
Theremustbesomethinginme。Good。I’dbedoneforiftherewasn’t。"ForsixyearsheturneduptheearthofWiltshire,andreadbooksforthesakeofhismind,andtalkedtogentlemenforthesakeoftheirpatois,andeachyearherodetoCadovertotakeoffhishattoMrs。Elliot,and,perhaps,tospeaktoheraboutthecrops。Mr。Failingwasgenerallypresent,anditstruckneithermanthatthosedulllittlevisitsweresomanywordsoutofwhichalonelywomanmightbuildsentences。ThenRobertwenttoLondononbusiness。HechancedtoseeMr。Elliotwithastrangelady。Thetimehadcome。
Hebecamediplomatic,andcalledatMr。Elliot’sroomstofindthingsout。ForifMrs。Elliotwashappierthanhecouldevermakeher,hewouldwithdraw,andloveherinrenunciation。Butifhecouldmakeherhappier,hewouldloveherinfulfilment。Mr。
Elliotadmittedhimasafriendofhisbrother—in—law’s,andfeltverybroad—mindedashedidso。Robert,however,wasasuccess。
Theyoungishmentherefoundhiminteresting,andlikedtoshockhimwithtalesofnaughtyLondonandnaughtierParis。Theyspokeof"experience"and"sensations"and"seeinglife,"andwhenasmileploughedoverhisface,concludedthathispruderywasvanquished。Hesawthattheyweremuchlessviciousthantheysupposed:oneboyhadobviouslyreadhissensationsinabook。
Buthecouldpardonvice。Whathecouldnotpardonwastriviality,andhehopedthatnodecentwomancouldpardoniteither。Theregrewupinhimacold,steadyangeragainstthesesillypeoplewhothoughtitadvancedtobeshocking,andwhodescribed,assomethingparticularlychoiceandeducational,thingsthathehadunderstoodandfoughtagainstforyears。HeinquiredafterMrs。Elliot,andaboytittered。Itseemedthatshe"didnotknow,"thatshelivedinaremotesuburb,takingcareofaskinnybaby。"Ishallcallsometimeorother,"saidRobert。"Do,"saidMr。Elliot,smiling。Andnexttimehesawhiswifehecongratulatedheronherrusticadmirer。
Shehadsufferedterribly。Shehadaskedforbread,andhadbeengivennotevenastone。Peopletalkofhungeringfortheideal,butthereisanotherhunger,quiteasdivine,forfacts。Shehadaskedforfactsandhadbeengiven"views,""emotionalstandpoints,""attitudestowardslife。"Toawomanwhobelievedthatfactsarebeautiful,thatthelivingworldisbeautifulbeyondthelawsofbeauty,thatmanureisneithergrossnorludicrous,thatafire,noteternal,glowsattheheartoftheearth,itwasintolerabletobeputoffwithwhattheElliotscalled"philosophy,"and,ifsherefused,tobetoldthatshehadnosenseofhumour。"TarryingintotheElliotfamily。"Ithadsoundedsosplendid,forshewasapennilesschildwithnothingtooffer,andtheElliotsheldtheirheadshigh。Forwhatreason?
Whathadtheyeverdone,exceptsaysarcasticthings,andlimp,andberefined?Mr。Failingsufferedtoo,butshesufferedmore,inasmuchasFrederickwasmoreimpossiblethanEmily。Hedidnotlikeher,hepracticallylivedapart,hewasnotevenfaithfulorpolite。Theseweregravefaults,buttheywerehumanones:shecouldevenimaginetheminamansheloved。Whatshecouldneverlovewasadilettante。
Robertbroughtheranarmfulofsweet—peas。Helaiditonthetable,puthishandsbehindhisback,andkeptthemtheretilltheendofthevisit。Sheknewquitewellwhyhehadcome,andthoughshealsoknewthathewouldfail,shelovedhimtoomuchtosnubhimortostareinvirtuousindignation。"Whyhaveyoucome?"sheaskedgravely,"andwhyhaveyoubroughtmesomanyflowers?"
"Mygardenisfullofthem,"heanswered。"Sweetpeasneedpickingdown。And,generallyspeaking,flowersareplentifulinJuly。"
Shebrokehispresentintobunches——somuchforthedrawing—room,somuchforthenursery,somuchforthekitchenandherhusband’sroom:hewouldbedownforthenight。Themostbeautifulshewouldkeepforherself。Presentlyhesaid,"Yourhusbandisnogood。I’vewatchedhimforaweek。I’mthirty,andnotwhatyoucallhasty,asIusedtobe,orthinkingthatnothingmattersliketheFrench。No。I’maplainBritisher,yet——
I——I’vebegunwrongend,Mrs。Elliot;IshouldhavesaidthatI’vethoughtchieflyofyouforsixyears,andthatthoughItalkheresorespectfully,ifIonceunhookedmyhands——"
Therewasapause。Thenshesaidwithgreatsweetness,"Thankyou;Iamgladyouloveme,"andrangthebell。
"Whathaveyoudonethatfor?"hecried。
"Becauseyoumustnowleavethehouse,andneverenteritagain。"
"Idon’tgoalone,"andhebegantogetfurious。
Hervoicewasstillsweet,butstrengthlayinittoo,asshesaid,"Youeithergonowwithmythanksandblessing,orelseyougowiththepolice。IamMrs。Elliot。WeneednotdiscussMr。
Elliot。IamMrs。Elliot,andifyoumakeonesteptowardsmeI
giveyouincharge。"
Butthemaidansweredthebellnotofthedrawing—room,butofthefrontdoor。TheywerejoinedbyMr。Elliot,whoheldouthishandwithmuchurbanity。Itwasnottaken。Helookedquicklyathiswife,andsaid,"AmIdetrop?"Therewasalongsilence。
Atlastshesaid,"Frederick,turnthismanout。"
"Mylove,why?"
Robertsaidthathelovedher。
"ThenIamdetrop,"saidMr。Elliot,smoothingouthisgloves。
Hewouldgivethesesoddenbarbariansalesson。"Myhansomiswaitingatthedoor。Praymakeuseofit。"
"Don’t!"shecried,almostaffectionately。"DearFrederick,itisn’taplay。Justtellthismantogo,orsendforthepolice。"
"Onthecontrary;itisFrenchcomedyofthebesttype。Don’tyouagree,sir,thatthepolicewouldbeaninartisticerror?"Hewasperfectlycalmandcollected,whereastheywereinapitiablestate。
"Turnhimoutatonce!"shecried。"Hehasinsultedyourwife。
Saveme,saveme!"Sheclungtoherhusbandandwept。"HewasgoingIhadmanagedhim——hewouldneverhaveknown——"Mr。Elliotrepulsedher。
"Ifyoudon’tfeelinclinedtostartatonce,"hesaidwitheasycivility,"Letushavealittletea。Mydearsir,doforgivemefornotshootingyou。Nousavonschangetoutcela。Pleasedon’tlooksonervous。Pleasedounclaspyourhands——"
Hewasalone。
"That’sallright,"heexclaimed,andstrolledtothedoor。Thehansomwasdisappearingroundthecorner。"That’sallright,"herepeatedinmorequaveringtonesashereturnedtothedrawing—
roomandsawthatitwaslitteredwithsweet—peas。Theircolourgotonhisnerves——magenta,crimson;magenta,crimson。Hetriedtopickthemup,andtheyescaped。Hetrodthemunderfoot,andtheymultipliedanddancedinthetriumphofsummerlikeathousandbutterflies。Thetrainhadleftwhenhegottothestation。HefollowedontoLondon,andtherehelostalltraces。
Atmidnighthebegantorealizethathiswifecouldneverbelongtohimagain。