Practicalandsubtleinherway,shebroughtStevietothefrontwithoutlossoftime,becauseinherthesinglenessofpurposehadtheunerringnatureandtheforceofaninstinct。
`WhatIamgoingtodotocheerupthatboyforthefirstfewdaysI’msureIdon’tknow。He’llbeworryinghimselffrommorningtillnightbeforehegetsusedtomotherbeingaway。Andhe’ssuchagoodboy。Icouldn’tdowithouthim。’
MrVerlocwentondivestinghimselfofhisclothingwiththeunnoticinginwardconcentrationofamanundressinginthesolitudeofavastandhopelessdesert。Forthusinhospitablydidthisfairearth,ourcommoninheritance,presentitselftothementalvisionofMrVerloc。Allwassostillwithoutandwithinthatthelonelytickingoftheclockonthelandingstoleintotheroomasifforthesakeofcompany。
MrVerloc,gettingintobedonhisownside,remainedproneandmutebehindMrsVerloc’sback。Histhickarmsrestedabandonedontheoutsideofthecounterpanelikedroppedweapons,likediscardedtools。Atthatmomenthewaswithinahair’sbreadthofmakingacleanbreastofitalltohiswife。Themomentseemedpropitious。Lookingoutofthecornersofhiseyes,hesawherampleshouldersdrapedinwhite,thebackofherhead,withthehairdoneforthenightinthreeplaitstiedupwithblacktapesattheends。Andheforbore。MrVerloclovedhiswifeasawifeshouldbeloved—thatis,maritally,withtheregardonehasforone’schiefpossession。Thisheadarrangedforthenight,thoseampleshoulders,hadanaspectoffamiliarsacredness—thesacrednessofdomesticpeace。Shemovednot,massiveandshapelesslikearecumbentstatueintherough;
herememberedherwide—openeyeslookingintotheemptyroom。Shewasmysterious,withthemysteriousnessoflivingbeings。Thefar—famedsecretagentΔ
ofthelateBaronStott—Wartenheim’salarmistdispatcheswasnotthemantobreakintosuchmysteries。Hewaseasilyintimidated。Andhewasalsoindolent,withtheindolencewhichissooftenthesecretofgoodnature。
Heforboretouchingthatmysteryoutoflove,timidity,andindolence。
Therewouldbealwaystimeenough。Forseveralminutesheborehissufferingssilentlyinthedrowsysilenceoftheroom。Andthenhedisturbeditbyaresolutedeclaration。
`IamgoingontheContinenttomorrow。’
Hiswifemighthavefallenasleepalready。Hecouldnottell。Asamatteroffact,MrsVerlochadheardhim。Hereyesremainedverywideopen,andshelayverystill,confirmedinherinstinctiveconvictionthatthingsdon’tbearlookingintoverymuch。AndyetitwasnothingveryunusualforMrVerloctotakesuchatrip。HerenewedhisstockfromParisandBrussels。Oftenhewentovertomakehispurchasespersonally。AlittleselectconnectionofamateurswasformingaroundtheshopinBrettStreet,asecretconnectioneminentlyproperforanybusinessundertakenbyMrVerloc,who,byamysticaccordoftemperamentandnecessity,hadbeensetaparttobeasecretagentallhislife。
Hewaitedforawhile,thenadded:`I’llbeawayaweekorperhapsafortnight。GetMrsNealetocomefortheday。’
MrsNealewasthecharwomanofBrettStreet。Victimofhermarriagewithadebauchedjoiner,shewasoppressedbytheneedsofmanyinfantchildren。Red—armed,andapronedincoarsesackinguptothearmpits,sheexhaledtheanguishofthepoorinabreathofsoap—sudsandrum,intheuproarofscrubbing,intheclatteroftinpails。
MrsVerloc,fullofdeeppurpose,spokeinthetoneoftheshallowestindifference。
`Thereisnoneedtohavethewomanhereallday。IshalldoverywellwithStevie。’
Sheletthelonelyclockonthelandingcountofffifteenticksintotheabyssofeternity,andasked:
`ShallIputthelightout?’
MrVerlocsnappedathiswifehuskily。
`Putitout。’
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MrVerloc,returningfromtheContinentattheendoftendays,broughtbackamindevidentlyunrefreshedbythewondersofforeigntravelandacountenanceunlightedbythejoysofhomecoming。Heenteredintheclatteroftheshop—bellwithanairofsombreandvexedexhaustion。Hisbaginhand,hisheadlowered,hestrodestraightbehindthecounter,andlethimselffallintothechair,asthoughhehadtrampedallthewayfromDover。Itwasearlymorning。Stevie,dustingvariousobjectsdisplayedinthefrontwindows,turnedtogapeathimwithreverenceandawe。
`Here!’saidMrVerloc,givingaslightkicktothegladstonebagonthefloor;andStevieflunghimselfuponit,seizedit,boreitoffwithtriumphantdevotion。HewassopromptthatMrVerlocwasdistinctlysurprised。
Alreadyattheclatteroftheshop—bellMrsNeale,blackleadingtheparlourgrate,hadlookedthroughthedoor,andrisingfromherkneeshadgone,aproned,andgrimywitheverlastingtoil,totellMrsVerlocinthekitchenthat`therewasthemastercomeback’。
Winniecamenofartherthantheinnershopdoor。`You’llwantsomebreakfast,’
shesaidfromadistance。MrVerlocmovedhishandsslightly,asifovercomebyanimpossiblesuggestion。Butonceenticedintotheparlourhedidnotrejectthefoodsetbeforehim。Heateasifinapublicplace,hishatpushedoffhisforehead,theskirtsofhisheavyovercoathanginginatriangleoneachsideofthechair。AndacrossthelengthofthetablecoveredwithbrownoilclothWinnie,hiswife,talkedevenlyathimthewifelytalk,asartfullyadapted,nodoubt,tothecircumstancesofthisreturnasthetalkofPenelopetothereturnofthewanderingOdysseus。
MrsVerloc,however,haddonenoweavingduringherhusband’sabsence。
Butshehadhadalltheupstairsroomscleanedthoroughly,hadsoldsomewares,hadseenMrMichaelisseveraltimes。Hehadtoldherthelasttimethathewasgoingawaytoliveinacottageinthecountry,somewhereontheLondon,Chatham,andDoverline。KarlYundthadcome,too,onceledunderthearmbythat`wickedoldhouse—keeperofhis’。Hewasa`disgustingoldman’。OfComradeOssipon,whomshehadreceivedcurtly,entrenchedbehindthecounterwithastonyfaceandafar—awaygaze,shesaidnothing,hermentalreferencetotherobustanarchistbeingmarkedbyashortpause,withthefaintestpossibleblush。AndbringinginherbrotherStevieassoonasshecouldintothecurrentofdomesticevents,shementionedthattheboyhadmopedagooddeal。
`It’sallalongofmotherleavinguslikethis。’
MrVerlocneithersaid`Damn!’noryet`Steviebehanged!’AndMrsVerloc,notletintothesecretofhisthoughts,failedtoappreciatethegenerosityofthisrestraint。
`Itisn’tthathedoesn’tworkaswellasever,’shecontinued。`He’sbeenmakinghimselfveryuseful。You’dthinkhecouldn’tdoenoughforus。’
MrVerlocdirectedacasualandsomnolentglanceatStevie,whosatonhisright,delicate,pale—faced,hisrosymouthopenvacantly。Itwasnotacriticalglance。Ithadnointention。AndifMrVerlocthoughtforamomentthathiswife’sbrotherlookeduncommonlyuseless,itwasonlyadullandfleetingthought,devoidofthatforceanddurabilitywhichenablessometimesathoughttomovetheworld。Leaningback,MrVerlocuncoveredhishead。BeforehisextendedarmcouldputdownthehatSteviepounceduponit,andboreitoffreverentlyintothekitchen。AndagainMrVerlocwassurprised。
`Youcoulddoanythingwiththatboy,Adolf,’MrsVerlocsaid,withherbestairofinflexiblecalmness。`Hewouldgothroughfireforyou。
He——’
Shepausedattentive,herearturnedtowardsthedoorofthekitchen。
ThereMrsNealewasscrubbingthefloor。AtStevie’sappearanceshegroanedlamentably,havingobservedthathecouldbeinducedeasilytobestowforthebenefitofherinfantchildrentheshillinghissisterWinniepresentedhimwithfromtimetotime。Onallfoursamongstthepuddles,wetandbegrimed,likeasortofamphibiousanddomesticanimallivinginashbinsanddirtywater,sheutteredtheusualexordium;`It’sallverywellforyou,keptdoingnothing,likeagentleman。’Andshefolloweditwiththeeverlastingplaintofthepoor,patheticallymendacious,miserablyauthenticatedbythehorriblebreathofcheaprumandsoap—suds。Shescrubbedhard,snufflingallthetime,andtalkingvolubly。Andshewassincere。
Andoneachsideofherthinrednoseherbleared,mistyeyesswamintears,becauseshefeltreallythewantofsomesortofstimulantinthemorning。
IntheparlourMrsVerlocobserved,withknowledge:
`There’sMrsNealeatitagainwithherharrowingtalesaboutherlittlechildren。Theycan’tbeallsolittleasshemakesthemout。Someofthemmustbebigenoughbynowtotrytodosomethingforthemselves。ItonlymakesStevieangry。’
Thesewordswereconfirmedbyathudasofafiststrikingthekitchentable。InthenormalevolutionofhissympathySteviehadbecomeangryondiscoveringthathehadnoshillinginhispocket。InhisinabilitytorelieveatonceMrsNeale’s`little’uns’privations,hefeltthatsomebodyshouldbemadetosufferforit。MrsVerlocroseandwentintothekitchento`stopthatnonsense’。Andshediditfirmlybutgently。ShewaswellawarethatdirectlyMrsNealereceivedhermoneyshewentroundthecornertodrinkardentspiritsinameanandmustypublic—house—theunavoidablestationontheviadolorosaofherlife。MrsVerloc’scommentuponthispracticehadanunexpectedprofundity,ascomingfromapersondisinclinedtolookunderthesurfaceofthings。`Ofcourse,whatisshetodotokeepup?IfIwerelikeMrsNealeIexpectIwouldn’tactanydifferent。’
Intheafternoonofthesameday,asMrVerloc,comingwithastartoutofthelastofalongseriesofdozesbeforetheparlourfire,declaredhisintentionofgoingoutforawalk,Winniesaidfromtheshop:
`Iwishyouwouldtakethatboyoutwithyou,Adolf。’
ForthethirdtimethatdayMrVerlocwassurprised。Hestaredstupidlyathiswife。Shecontinuedinhersteadymanner。Theboy,wheneverhewasnotdoinganything,mopedinthehouse。Itmadeheruneasy;itmadehernervous,sheconfessed。AndthatfromthecalmWinniesoundedlikeexaggeration。
Butintruth,Steviemopedinthestrikingfashionofanunhappydomesticanimal。Hewouldgouponthedarklanding,tositontheflooratthefootofthetallclock,withhiskneesdrawnupandhisheadinhishands。
Tocomeuponhispallidface,withitsbigeyesgleaminginthedusk,wasdiscomposing;tothinkofhimuptherewasuncomfortable。
MrVerlocgotusedtothestartlingnoveltyoftheidea。HewasFondofhiswifeasamanshouldbe—thatis,generously。Butaweightyobjectionpresenteditselftohismind,andheformulatedit。
`He’lllosesightofmeperhaps,andgetlostinthestreet,’hesaid。
MrsVerlocshookherheadcompetently。
`Hewon’t。Youdon’tknowhim。Thatboyjustworshipsyou。Butifyoushouldmisshim——’
MrsVerlocpausedforamoment,butonlyforamoment。
`Youjustgoon,andhaveyourwalkout。Don’tworry。He’llbeallright。
He’ssuretoturnupsafeherebeforeverylong。’
ThisoptimismprocuredforMrVerlochisfourthsurpriseoftheday。
`Ishe?’hegrunteddoubtfully。Butperhapshisbrother—in—lawwasnotsuchanidiotashelooked。Hiswifewouldknowbest。Heturnedawayhisheavyeyes,sayinghuskily:`Well,lethimcomealong,then,’andrelapsedintotheclutchesofblackcare,thatperhapspreferstositbehindahorseman,butknowsalsohowtotreadcloseontheheelsofpeoplenotsufficientlywellofftokeephorses—likeMrVerloc,forinstance。
Winnie,attheshopdoor,didnotseethisfatalattendantuponMrVerloc’swalks。Shewatchedthetwofiguresdownthesqualidstreet,onetallandburly,theotherslightandshort,withathinneck,andthepeakedshouldersraisedslightlyunderthelargesemi—transparentears。Thematerialoftheirovercoatswasthesame,theirhatswereblackandroundinshape。
Inspiredbythesimilarityofwearingapparel,MrsVerlocgavereintoherfancy。
`Mightbefatherandson,’shesaidtoherself。ShethoughtalsothatMrVerlocwasasmuchofafatheraspoorStevieeverhadinhislife。
Shewasawarealsothatitwasherwork。Andwithpeacefulprideshecongratulatedherselfonacertainresolutionshehadtakenafewyearsbefore。Ithadcosthersomeeffort,andevenafewtears。
ShecongratulatedherselfstillmoreonobservinginthecourseofdaysthatMrVerlocseemedtobetakingkindlytoStevie’scompanionship。Now,whenreadytogooutforhiswalk,MrVerloccalledaloudtotheboy,inthespirit,nodoubt,inwhichamaninvitestheattendanceofthehouseholddog,though,ofcourse,inadifferentmanner。InthehouseMrVerloccouldbedetectedstaringcuriouslyatStevieagooddeal。Hisowndemeanourhadchanged。Taciturnstill,hewasnotsolistless。MrsVerlocthoughtthathewasratherjumpyattimes。Itmighthavebeenregardedasanimprovement。
AstoStevie,hemopednolongeratthefootoftheclock,butmutteredtohimselfincornersinsteadinathreateningtone。Whenasked`Whatisityou’resaying,Stevie?’hemerelyopenedhismouth,andsquintedathissister。Atoddtimesheclenchedhisfistswithoutapparentcause,andwhendiscoveredinsolitudewouldbescowlingatthewall,withthesheetofpaperandthepencilgivenhimfordrawingcircleslyingblankandidleonthekitchentable。Thiswasachange,butitwasnoimprovement。
MrsVerloc,includingallthesevagariesunderthegeneraldefinitionofexcitement,begantofearthatSteviewashearingmorethanwasgoodforhimofherhusband’sconversationswithhisfriends。Duringhis`walks’
MrVerloc,ofcourse,metandconversedwithvariouspersons。Itcouldhardlybeotherwise。Hiswalkswereanintegralpartofhisoutdooractivities,whichhiswifehadneverlookeddeeplyinto。MrsVerlocfeltthatthepositionwasdelicate,butshefaceditwiththesameimpenetrablecalmnesswhichimpressedandevenastonishedthecustomersoftheshopandmadetheothervisitorskeeptheirdistancealittlewonderingly。No!ShefearedthattherewerethingsnotgoodforStevietohearof,shetoldherhusband。
Itonlyexcitedthepoorboy,becausehecouldnothelpthembeingso。
Nobodycould。
Itwasintheshop。MrVerlocmadenocomment。Hemadenoretort,andyettheretortwasobvious。ButherefrainedfrompointingouttohiswifethattheideaofmakingSteviethecompanionofhiswalkswasherown,andnobodyelse’s。Atthatmoment,toanimpartialobserver,MrVerlocwouldhaveappearedmorethanhumaninhismagnanimity。Hetookdownasmallcardboardboxfromashelf,peepedintoseethatthecontentswereallright,andputitdowngentlyonthecounter。Nottillthatwasdonedidhebreakthesilence,totheeffectthatmostlikelySteviewouldprofitgreatlybybeingsentoutoftownforawhile;onlyhesupposedhiswifecouldnotgetonwithouthim。
`Couldnotgetonwithouthim!’repeatedMrsVerloc,slowly。`Icouldn’tgetonwithouthimifitwereforhisgood!Theidea!Ofcourse,Icangetonwithouthim。Butthere’snowhereforhimtogo。’
MrVerlocgotoutsomebrownpaperandaballofstring;andmeanwhilehemutteredthatMichaeliswaslivinginalittlecottageinthecountry。
Michaeliswouldn’tmindgivingSteviearoomtosleepin。Therewerenovisitorsandnotalkthere。Michaeliswaswritingabook。
MrsVerlocdeclaredheraffectionforMichaelis;mentionedherabhorrenceofKarlYundt,`nastyoldman’;andofOssiponshesaidnothing。AstoStevie,hecouldbenootherthanverypleased。MrMichaeliswasalwayssoniceandkindtohim。Heseemedtoliketheboy。Well,theboywasagoodboy。
`You,too,seemtohavegrownquitefondofhimoflate,’sheadded,afterapause,withherinflexibleassurance。
MrVerloc,tyingupthecardboardboxintoaparcelforthepost,brokethestringbyaninjudiciousjerk,andmutteredseveralswearwordsconfidentiallytohimself。Thenraisinghistonetotheusualhuskymutter,heannouncedhiswillingnesstotakeStevieintothecountryhimself,andleavehimsafewithMichaelis。
Hecarriedoutthisschemeontheverynextday。Stevieofferednoobjection。
Heseemedrathereager,inabewilderedsortofway。HeturnedhiscandidgazeinquisitivelytoMrVerloc’sheavycountenanceatfrequentintervals,especiallywhenhissisterwasnotlookingathim。Hisexpressionwasproud,apprehensive,andconcentrated,likethatofasmallchildentrustedforthefirsttimewithaboxofmatchesandthepermissiontostrikealight。
ButMrsVerloc,gratifiedbyherbrother’sdocility,recommendedhimnottodirtyhisclothesundulyinthecountry。AtthisSteviegavehissister,guardian,andprotectoralook,whichforthefirsttimeinhislifeseemedtolackthequalityofperfectchildliketrustfulness。Itwashaughtilygloomy。MrsVerlocsmiled。
`Goodnessme!Youneedn’tbeoffended。Youknowyoudogetyourselfveryuntidywhenyougetachance,Stevie。’
MrVerlocwasalreadygonesomewaydownthestreet。
Thusinconsequenceofhermother’sheroicproceedings,andofherbrother’sabsenceonthisvillegiature,MrsVerlocfoundherselfoftenerthanusualallalonenotonlyintheshop,butinthehouse。ForMrVerlochadtotakehiswalks。ShewasalonelongerthanusualonthedayoftheattemptedbomboutrageinGreenwichPark,becauseMrVerlocwentoutveryearlythatmorninganddidnotcomebacktillnearlydusk。Shedidnotmindbeingalone。Shehadnodesiretogoout。Theweatherwastoobad,andtheshopwascosierthanthestreets。Sittingbehindthecounterwithsomesewing,shedidnotraisehereyesfromherworkwhenMrVerlocenteredintheaggressiveclatterofthebell。Shehadrecognizedhissteponthepavementoutside。
Shedidnotraisehereyes,butasMrVerloc,silent,andwithhishatrammeddownuponhisforehead,madestraightfortheparlourdoor,shesaid,serenely:
`Whatawretchedday。You’vebeenperhapstoseeStevie?’
`No!Ihaven’t,’saidMrVerloc,softly,andslammedtheglazedparlourdoorbehindhimwithunexpectedenergy。
ForsometimeMrsVerlocremainedquiescent,withherworkdroppedinherlap,beforesheputitawayunderthecounterandgotuptolightthegas。Thisdone,shewentintotheparlouronherwaytothekitchen。MrVerlocwouldwanthisteapresently。Confidentofthepowerofhercharms,Winniedidnotexpectfromherhusbandinthedailyintercourseoftheirmarriedlifeaceremoniousamenityofaddressandcourtlinessofmanner;
vainandantiquatedformsatbest,probablyneververyexactlyobserved,discardednowadayseveninthehighestspheres,andalwaysforeigntothestandardsofherclass。Shedidnotlookforcourtesiesfromhim。Buthewasagoodhusband,andshehadaloyalrespectforhisrights。
MrsVerlocwouldhavegonethroughtheparlourandontoherdomesticdutiesinthekitchenwiththeperfectserenityofawomansureofthepowerofhercharms。Butaslight,veryslight,andrapidrattlingsoundgrewuponherhearing。Bizarreandincomprehensible,itarrestedMrsVerloc’sattention。Thenasitscharacterbecameplaintotheearshestoppedshort,amazedandconcerned。Strikingamatchontheboxsheheldinherhand,sheturnedonandlighted,abovetheparlourtable,oneofthetwogas—burners,which,beingdefective,firstwhistledasifastonished,andthenwentonpurringcomfortablylikeacat。
MrVerloc,againsthisusualpractice,hadthrownoffhisovercoat。
Itwaslyingonthesofa。Hishat,whichhemustalsohavethrownoff,restedoverturnedundertheedgeofthesofa。Hehaddraggedachairinfrontofthefireplace,andhisfeetplantedinsidethefender,hisheadheldbetweenhishands,hewashanginglowovertheglowinggrate。Histeethrattledwithanungovernableviolence,causinghiswholeenormousbacktotrembleatthesamerate。MrsVerlocwasstartled。
`You’vebeengettingwet,’shesaid。
`Notvery,’MrVerlocmanagedtofalterout,inaprofoundshudder。
Byagreatefforthesuppressedtherattlingofhisteeth。
`I’llhaveyoulaiduponmyhands,’shesaid,withgenuineuneasiness。
`Idon’tthinkso,’remarkedMrVerloc,snufflinghuskily。
Hehadcertainlycontrivedsomehowtocatchanabominablecoldbetweenseveninthemorningandfiveintheafternoon。MrsVerloclookedathisbowedback。
`Wherehaveyoubeentoday?’sheasked。
`Nowhere,’answeredMrVerlocinalow,chokednasaltone。Hisattitudesuggestedaggrievedsulksorasevereheadache。Theunsufficiencyanduncandidnessofhisanswerbecamepainfullyapparentinthedeadsilenceoftheroom。
Hesnuffledapologetically,andadded:`I’vebeentothebank。’
MrsVerlocbecameattentive。
`Youhave!’shesaid,dispassionately。`Whatfor?’
MrVerlocmumbled,withhisnoseoverthegrate,andwithmarkedunwillingness:
`Drawthemoneyout!’
`Whatdoyoumean?Allofit?’
`Yes。Allofit。’
MrsVerlocspreadoutwithcarethescantytablecloth,gottwoknivesandtwoforksoutofthetabledrawer,andsuddenlystoppedinhermethodicalproceedings。
`Whatdidyoudothatfor?’
`Maywantitsoon,’snuffledvaguelyMrVerloc,whowascomingtotheendofhiscalculatedindiscretions。
`Idon’tknowwhatyoumean,’remarkedhiswifeinatoneperfectlycasual,butstandingstock—stillbetweenthetableandthecupboard。
`Youknowyoucantrustme,’MrVerlocremarkedtothegrate,withhoarsefeeling。
MrsVerlocturnedslowlytowardsthecupboard,sayingwithdeliberation:
`Oh,yes。Icantrustyou。’
Andshewentonwithhermethodicalproceedings。Shelaidtwoplates,gotthebread,thebutter,goingtoandfroquietlybetweenthetableandthecupboardinthepeaceandsilenceofherhome。Onthepointoftakingoutthejam,shereflectedpractically:`Hewillbefeelinghungry,havingbeenawayallday,’andshereturnedtothecupboardoncemoretogetthecoldbeef。Shesetitunderthepurringgas—jet,andwithapassingglanceathermotionlesshusbandhuggingthefire,shewent(downtwosteps)intothekitchen。Itwasonlywhencomingback,carvingknifeandforkinhand,thatshespokeagain。
`IfIhadn’ttrustedyouIwouldn’thavemarriedyou。’
Bowedundertheovermantel,MrVerloc,holdinghisheadinbothhands,seemedtohavegonetosleep。Winniemadethetea,andcalledoutinanundertone:
`Adolf。’
MrVerlocgotupatonce,andstaggeredalittlebeforehesatdownatthetable。Hiswife,examiningthesharpedgeofthecarvingknife,placeditonthedish,andcalledhisattentiontothecoldbeef。Heremainedinsensibletothesuggestion,withhischinonhisbreast。
`Youshouldfeedyourcold,’MrsVerlocsaid,dogmatically。
Helookedup,andshookhishead。Hiseyeswerebloodshotandhisfacered。Hisfingershadruffledhishairintoadissipateduntidiness。Altogetherhehadadisreputableaspect,expressiveofthediscomfort,theirritation,andthegloomfollowingaheavydebauch。ButMrVerlocwasnotadebauchedman。Inhisconducthewasrespectable。Hisappearancemighthavebeentheeffectofafeverishcold。Hedrankthreecupsoftea,butabstainedfromfoodentirely。HerecoiledfromitwithsombreaversionwhenurgedbyMrsVerloc,whosaidatlast:
`Aren’tyourfeetwet?Youhadbetterputonyourslippers。Youaren’tgoingoutanymorethisevening。’
MrVerlocintimatedbymorosegruntsandsignsthathisfeetwerenotwet,andthatanyhowhedidnotcare。Theproposalastoslipperswasdisregardedasbeneathhisnotice。Butthequestionofgoingoutintheeveningreceivedanunexpecteddevelopment。ItwasnotofgoingoutintheeveningthatMrVerlocwasthinking。Histhoughtsembracedavasterscheme。FrommoodyandincompletephrasesitbecameapparentthatMrVerlochadbeenconsideringtheexpediencyofemigrating。ItwasnotveryclearwhetherhehadinhismindFranceorCalifornia。
Theutterunexpectedness,improbability,andinconceivablenessofsuchaneventrobbedthisvaguedeclarationofallitseffect。MrsVerloc,asplacidlyasifherhusbandhadbeenthreateningherwiththeendoftheworld,said:
`Theidea!’
MrVerlocdeclaredhimselfsickandtiredofeverything,andbesides—Sheinterruptedhim。
`You’veabadcold。’
ItwasindeedobviousthatMrVerlocwasnotinhisusualstate,physicallyorevenmentally。Asombreirresolutionheldhimsilentforawhile。Thenhemurmuredafewominousgeneralitiesonthethemeofnecessity。
`Willhaveto,’repeatedWinnie,sittingcalmlyback,withfoldedarms,oppositeherhusband。`Ishouldliketoknowwho’stomakeyou。Youain’taslave。Nooneneedbeaslaveinthiscountry—anddon’tyoumakeyourselfone。’Shepaused,andwithinvincibleandsteadycandour:`Thebusinessisn’tsobad,’shewenton。`You’veacomfortablehome。’
Sheglancedallroundtheparlour,fromthecornercupboardtothegoodfireinthegrate。Ensconcedcosilybehindtheshopofdoubtfulwares,withthemysteriouslydimwindow,anditsdoorsuspiciouslyajarintheobscureandnarrowstreet,itwasinallessentialsofdomesticproprietyanddomesticcomfortarespectablehome。HerdevotedaffectionmissedoutofitherbrotherStevie,nowenjoyingadampvillegiatureintheKentishlanesunderthecareofMrMichaelis。Shemissedhimpoignantly,withalltheforceofherprotectingpassion。Thiswastheboy’shome,too—theroof,thecupboard,thestokedgrate。OnthisthoughtMrsVerlocrose,andwalkingtotheotherendofthetable,saidinthefullnessofherheart:
`Andyouarenottiredofme。’
MrVerlocmadenosound。Winnieleanedonhisshoulderfrombehind,andpressedherlipstohisforehead。Thusshelingered。Notawhisperreachedthemfromtheoutsideworld。Thesoundoffootstepsonthepavementdiedoutinthediscreetdimnessoftheshop。Onlythegas—jetabovethetablewentonpurringequablyinthebroodingsilenceoftheparlour。
DuringthecontactofthatunexpectedandlingeringkissMrVerloc,grippingwithbothhandstheedgesofhischair,preservedahieraticimmobility。
Whenthepressurewasremovedheletgothechair,rose,andwenttostandbeforethefireplace。Heturnednolongerhisbacktotheroom。Withhisfeaturesswollenandanairofbeingdrugged,hefollowedhiswife’smovementswithhiseyes。
MrsVerlocwentaboutserenely,clearingupthetable。Hertranquilvoicecommentedontheideathrownoutinareasonableanddomestictone。
Itwouldn’tstandexamination。Shecondemneditfromeverypointofview。