Heglidedonabouttenshort,swiftstepsbeforehehalted。Thatwasasfarashispiercingeyescouldpenetrate。IftherehadbeenaguardstationedoutsidethestoreJeanwouldhaveseenhimbeforebeingseen。
Hesawthefence,reachedit,enteredtheyard,glidedinthedenseshadowofthebarnuntiltheblacksquarebegantoloomgray——thecolorofstoneatnight。Jeanpeeredthroughtheobscurity。Nodarkfigureofamanshowedagainstthatgraywall——onlyablackpatch,whichmustbetheholeinthefoundationmentioned。Arayoflightnowstreakedoutfromthelittleblackwindow。Totherightshowedthewide,blackdoor。
FartheronJeanglidedsilently。Thenhehalted。Therewasnoguardoutside。Jeanheardtheclinkofacap,thelazydrawlofaTexan,andthenastrong,harshvoice——Jorth’s。ItstrungJean’swholebeingtightandvibrating。Insidehewasonfirewhilecoldthrillsrippledoverhisskin。Ittooktremendouseffortofwilltoholdhimselfbackanotherinstanttolisten,tolook,tofeel,tomakesure。Andthatinstantchargedhimwithamightycurrentofhotblood,straining,throbbing,damming。
WhenJeanleapedthiscurrentburst。Inafewswiftboundshegainedhispointhalfwaybetweendoorandwindow。Heleanedhisrifleagainstthestonewall。Thenheswungtheax。Crash!Thewindowshuttersplitandrattledtothefloorinside。Thesilencethenbrokewithahoarse,"What’sthet?"
WithallhismightJeanswungtheheavyaxonthedoor。Smash!Thelowerhalfcavedinandbangedtothefloor。Brightlightflaredoutthehole。
"Lookout!"yelledaman,inloudalarm。"They’rebatterin’thebackdoor!"
Jeanswungagain,highonthesplintereddoor。Crash!Piecesflewinside。
"They’vegotaxes,"hoarselyshoutedanothervoice。"Shovethecounterag’in’thedoor。"
"No!"thunderedavoiceofauthoritythatdenotedterroraswell。
"Letthemcomein。Pullyourgunsan’taketocover!"
"Theyain’tcomin’in,"wasthehoarsereply。"They’llshootinonusfromthedark。"
"Putoutthelamp!"yelledanother。
Jean’sthirdheavyswingcavedinpartoftheupperhalfofthedoor。
Shoutsandcursesintermingledwiththeslidingofbenchesacrossthefloorandthehardshuffleofboots。Thisconfusionseemedtobesplitandsilencedbyapiercingyell,ofdifferentcaliber,ofterriblemeaning。ItstayedJean’sswing——causedhimtodroptheaxandsnatchuphisrifle。
"DON’TANYBODYMOVE!"
Likeasteelwhipthisvoicecutthesilence。ItbelongedtoBlue。
Jeanswiftlybenttoputhiseyetoacrackinthedoor。Mostofthosevisibleseemedtohavebeenfrozenintounnaturalpositions。Jorthstoodratherinfrontofhismen,hatlessandcoatless,onearmoutstretched,andhisdarkprofilesettowardalittlemanjustinsidethedoor。ThismanwasBlue。JeanneededonlyoneflashinglookatBlue’sface,athisleveled,quiveringguns,tounderstandwhyhehadchosenthistrick。
"Who’re———you?"demandedJorth,inhuskypants。
"ReckonI’mIsbel’sright—handman,"camethebitingreply。
"OncetolerablewellknowninTexas……KINGFISHER!"
Thenamemusthavebeenaguaranteeofdeath。Jorthrecognizedthisoutlawandrealizedhisownfate。Inthelamplighthisfaceturnedapalegreenishwhite。Hisoutstretchedhandbegantoquiverdown。
Blue’sleftgunseemedtoleapupandflashredandexplode。Severalheavyreportsmergedalmostasone。Jorth’sarmjerkedlimply,flinginghisgun。Andhisbodysaggedinthemiddle。Hishandsflutteredlikecrippledwingsandfoundtheirwaytohisabdomen。Hisdeath—palefaceneverchangeditssetlooknorpositiontowardBlue。Buthisgaspingutterancewasoneofhorriblemortalfuryandterror。Thenhebegantosway,stillwiththatstrange,rigidsetofhisfacetowardhisslayer,untilhefell。
Hisfallbrokethespell。EvenBlue,likethegunmanhewas,hadpausedtowatchJorthinhislastmortalaction。Jorth’sfollowersbegantodrawandshoot。JeansawBlue’sreturnfirebringdownahugeman,whofellacrossJorth’sbody。ThenJean,quickasthethoughtthatactuatedhim,raisedhisrifleandshotatthebiglamp。Itburstinaflare。Itcrashedtothefloor。Darknessfollowed——ablank,thick,envelopingmantle。Thenredflashesofgunsemphasizedtheblackness。
Insidethestoretherebrokelooseapandemoniumofshots,yells,curses,andthuddingboots。Jeanshovedhisriflebarrelinsidethedoorand,holdingitlowdown,hemovedittoandfrowhileheworkedleverandtriggeruntilthemagazinewasempty。Then,drawinghissix—shooter,heemptiedthat。AroarofriflesfromthefrontofthestoretoldJeanthathiscomradeshadenteredthefray。Bulletszippedthroughthedoorhehadbroken。Jeanranswiftlyroundthecorner,takingcaretosheeroffalittletotheleft,andwhenhegotclearofthebuildinghesawalineofflashesinthemiddleoftheroad。Blaisdellandtheotherswerefiringintothedoorofthestore。WithnimblefingersJeanreloadedhisrifle。Thenswiftlyheranacrosstheroadanddowntogetbehindhiscomrades。Theirshootinghadslackened。Jeansawdarkformscominghisway。
"Hello,Blaisdell!"hecalled,warningly。
"Thaty’u,Jean?"returnedtherancher,loomingup。"Wal,wewasn’tworriedabooty’u。"
"Blue?"queriedJean,sharply。
Alittle,darkfigureshuffledpastJean。"Howdy,Jean!"saidBlue,dryly。"Y’ushoredidyourpart。ReckonI’llneedtobetiedup,butIain’thurtmuch。"
"Colmor’shit,"calledthevoiceofGordon,afewyardsdistant。
"Helpme,somebody!"
JeanrantohelpGordonupholdtheswayingColmor。"Areyouhurt—bad?"
askedJean,anxiously。Theyoungman’sheadrolledandhung。Hewasbreathinghardanddidnotreply。Theyhadalmosttocarryhim。
"Comeon,men!"calledBlaisdell,turningbacktowardtheotherswhowerestillfiring。"We’llletwellenoughalone……Fredericks,y’uan’Billhelpmefindthebodyoftheoldman。It’sheahsomewhere。"
FartherondowntheroadthesearchersstumbledoverGastonIsbel。
TheypickedhimupandfollowedJeanandGordon,whoweresupportingthewoundedColmor。JeanlookedbacktoseeBluedragginghimselfalongintherear。Itwastoodarktoseedistinctly;nevertheless,JeangottheimpressionthatBluewasmoreseverelywoundedthanhehadclaimedtobe。ThedistancetoMeeker’scabinwasnotfar,butittookwhatJeanfelttobealongandanxioustimetogetthere。
Colmorapparentlyralliedsomewhat。WhenthisprocessionenteredMeeker’syard,Bluewaslaggingbehind。
"Blue,howairy’u?"calledBlaisdell,withconcern。
"Wal,Igot——myboots——on——anyhow,"repliedBlue,huskily。
Helurchedintotheyardandsliddownonthegrassandstretchedout。
"Man!Y’u’rehurtbad!"exclaimedBlaisdell。Theothershaltedintheirslowmarchand,asifbytacit,unspokenword,loweredthebodyofIsbeltotheground。ThenBlaisdellkneltbesideBlue。JeanleftColmortoGordonandhurriedtopeerdownintoBlue’sdimface。
"No,Iain’t——hurt,"saidBlue,inamuchweakervoice。I’m——jestkilled!……ItwasQueen!……Y’uallheerdme——Queenwas——onlybadmaninthatlot。Iknowedit……Icould——hevkilledhim……
ButIwas——afterLeeJorthan’hisbrothers……"
Blue’svoicefailedthere。
"Wal!"ejaculatedBlaisdell。
"Shorewasfunny——Jorth’sface——whenIsaid——KingFisher,"whisperedBlue。"Funnier——whenIbored——himthrough……Butit——was——Queen——"
Hiswhisperdiedaway。
"Blue!"calledBlaisdell,sharply。Receivingnoanswer,hebentlowerinthestarlightandplacedahandupontheman’sbreast。
"Wal,he’sgone……IwonderifhereallywastheoldTexasKingFisher。Noonewouldeverbelieveit……ButifhekilledtheJorths,I’llshorebelievehim。
CHAPTERX
TwoweeksoflonelysolitudeintheforesthadworkedincalculablechangeinEllenJorth。
LateinJuneherfatherandhertwouncleshadpackedandriddenoffwithDaggs,Colter,andsixothermen,allheavilyarmed,somesomberwithdrink,othershardandgrimwithaforetasteoffight。Ellenhadnotbeengivenanyorders。Herfatherhadforgottentobidhergood—byorhadavoidedit。Theirdarkmissionwasstampedontheirfaces。
Theyhadgoneand,keenashadbeenEllen’spang,nevertheless,theirdeparturewasarelief。ShehadheardthemblusterandbragsooftenthatshehadherdoubtsofanygreatJorth—Isbelwar。Barkingdogsdidnotbite。Somebody,perhapsoneachside,wouldbebadlywounded,possiblykilled,andthenthefeudwouldgoonasbefore,mostlytalk。
Manyofherformerimpressionshadfaded。Developmenthadbeensorapidandcontinuousinherthatshecouldlookbacktoaday—by—daytransformation。Atnightshehadhatedthesightofherselfandwhenthedawncameshewouldrise,singing。
JorthhadleftEllenathomewiththeMexicanwomanandAntonio。
Ellensawthemonlyatmealtimes,andoftennotthen,forshefrequentlyvisitedoldJohnSpragueorcamehomelatetodoherowncooking。
ItwasbutashortdistanceuptoSprague’scabin,andsinceshehadstoppedridingtheblackhorse,Spades,shewalked。Spadeswasaccustomedtohavinggrain,andinthemorningshewouldcomedowntotheranchandwhistle。EllenhadvowedshewouldneverfeedthehorseandbadeAntoniodoit。ButonemorningAntoniowasabsent。
ShefedSpadesherself。Whenshelaidahandonhimandwhenherubbedhisnoseagainsthershouldershewasnotquitesosureshehatedhim。
"WhyshouldI?"shequeried。"Ahorsecain’thelpitifhebelongsto——to——"Ellenwasnotsureofanythingexceptthatmoreandmoreitgrewgoodtobealone。
Awholedayinthelonelyforestpassedswiftly,yetitleftafeelingoflongtime。Shelivedbyherthoughts。Alwaysthemorningwasbright,sunny,sweetandfragrantandcolorful,andhermoodwaspensive,wistful,dreamy。Andalways,justassurelyasthehourspassed,thoughtintrudeduponherhappiness,andthoughtbroughtmemory,andmemorybroughtshame,andshamebroughtfight。Sunsetaftersunsetshehaddraggedherselfbacktotheranch,sullenandsickandbeaten。Yetsheneverceasedtostruggle。
TheJulystormscame,andtheforestfloorthathadbeensosearandbrownanddryanddustychangedasifbymagic。Thegreengrassshotup,theflowersbloomed,andalongthecanyonbedsoflacyfernsswayedinthewindandbenttheirgracefultipsovertheamber—coloredwater。
Ellenhauntedthesecooldells,thesepine—shaded,mossy—rockedravineswherethebrookstinkledandthedeercamedowntodrink。Shewanderedalone。Buttheregrewtobecompanyintheaspensandthemusicofthelittlewaterfalls。Ifshecouldhavelivedinthatsolitudealways,neverreturningtotheranchhomethatremindedherofhername,shecouldhaveforgottenandhavebeenhappy。
Shelovedthestorms。Itwasadrycountryandshehadlearnedthroughyearstowelcomethecreamycloudsthatrolledfromthesouthwest。Theycamesailingandclusteringanddarkeningatlasttoformagreat,purple,angrymassthatappearedtolodgeagainstthemountainrimandburstintodazzlingstreaksoflightningandgraypallsofrain。Lightningseldomstruckneartheranch,butupontheRimtherewasneverastormthatdidnotsplinterandcrashsomeofthenoblepines。Duringthestormseasonsheepherdersandwoodsmengenerallydidnotcampunderthepines。
Fearoflightningwasinborninthenatives,butforEllenthedazzlingwhitestreaksorthetremendoussplitting,cracklingshock,orthethunderousboomandrumblealongthebattlementsoftheRimhadnoterrors。Astormeasedherbreast。Deepinherheartwasahiddengatheringstorm。Andsomehow,tobeoutwhentheelementswerewarring,whentheearthtrembledandtheheavensseemedtoburstasunder,affordedherstrangerelief。
Thesummerdaysbecameweeks,andfartherandfarthertheycarriedEllenonthewingsofsolitudeandlonelinessuntilsheseemedtolookbackyearsattheselfshehadhated。Andalways,whenthedarkmemoryimpingeduponpeace,shefoughtandfoughtuntilsheseemedtobefightinghatreditself。Scornofscornandhateofhate!Yetevenherbattlesgrewtobedreams。ForwhentheinevitableretrospectbroughtbackJeanIsbelandhisloveandhercowardlyfalsehoodshewouldshudderalittleandputanunconscioushandtoherbreastandutterlyfailinherfightanddriftoffdowntovagueandwistfuldreams。
Thecleanandhealingforest,withitswhisperingwindandimperioussolitude,hadcomebetweenEllenandthemeaningofthesqualidsheepranch,withitstravestyofhome,itstragicowner。Anditwascomingbetweenhertwoselves,theonethatshehadbeenforcedtobean(丁香书院小说)dtheotherthatshedidnotknow——thethinker,thedreamer,theromancer,theonewholivedinfancythelifesheloved。
ThesummermorningdawnedthatbroughtEllenstrangetidings。Theymusthavebeencreatedinhersleep,andnowwererealizedinthegloriousburstofgoldensun,inthesweepofcreamycloudsacrosstheblue,inthesolemnmusicofthewindinthepines,inthewildscreechofthebluejaysandthenoblebugleofastag。Theseheraldedthedayasnoordinaryday。Somethingwasgoingtohappentoher。
Shedivinedit。Shefeltit。Andshetrembled。Nothingbeautiful,hopeful,wonderfulcouldeverhappentoEllenJorth。Shehadbeenborntodisaster,tosuffer,tobeforgotten,anddiealone。Yetallnatureaboutherseemedamagnificentrebuketohermorbidness。Thesamespiritthatcameouttherewiththethick,amberlightwasinher。Shelived,andsomethinginherwasstrongerthanmind。
Ellenwenttothedoorofhercabin,wheresheflungoutherarms,driventoembracethisnamelesspurportofthemorning。Andawell—knownvoicebrokeinuponherrapture。
"Wal,lass,Iliketoseeyouhappyan’Ihatemyselffercomin’。
BecauseI’vebeentoGrassValleyfertwodaysan’I’vegotnews。"
OldJohnSpraguestoodthere,withasmilethatdidnothideatroubledlook。
"Oh!UncleJohn!Youstartledme,"exclaimedEllen,shockedbacktoreality。Andslowlysheadded:"GrassValley!News?"
Sheputoutanappealinghand,whichSpraguequicklytookinhisown,asiftoreassureher。
"Yes,an’notbadsofarasyouJorthsareconcerned,"hereplied。
"ThefirstJorth—Isbelfighthascomeoff……Reckonyouremembermakin’mepromisetotellyouifIheerdanythin’。Wal,Ididn’twaitferyoutocomeup。"
"SoEllenheardhervoicecalmlysaying。Whatwasthislyingcalmwhenthereseemedtobeastonehammeratherheart?Thefirstfight——notsobadfortheJorths!ThenithadbeenbadfortheIsbels。
Asudden,coldstillnessfelluponhersenses。
"Let’ssitdown——outdoors,"Spraguewassaying。"Nicean’sunnythis——mornin’。Ideclare——I’moutofbreath。Notusedtowalkin’。An’
besides,IleftGrassValley,inthenight——an’I’mtired。Butexcoosemefromhangin’roundthetvillagelastnight!Therewasshore——"
"Who——whowaskilled?"interruptedEllen,hervoicebreakinglowanddeep。
"GuyIsbelan’BillJacobsontheIsbelside,an’Daggs,Craig,an’
Greavesonyourfather’sside,"statedSprague,withsomethingofawedhaste。
"Ah!"breathedEllen,andsherelaxedtosinkbackagainstthecabinwall。
Spragueseatedhimselfonthelogbesideher,turningtofaceher,andheseemedburdenedwithgraveandimportantmatters。
"Iheerdagoodmanyconflictin’stories,"hesaid,earnestly。"Thevillagefolksisallskeeredan’there’snobelievin’theirgossip。
ButIgotwhathappenedstraightfromJakeEvarts。Thefightcomeoffdaybeforeyestiddy。Yourfather’sgangrodedowntoIsbel’sranch。
Daggswasseentobewantin’someoftheIsbelhosses,soEvartssays。
An’GuyIsbelan’Jacobsranoutinthepasture。Daggsan’someothersshotthemdown"Killedthem——thatway?"putinEllen,sharply。
"SoEvartssays。Hewasontheridgean’swearsheseenitall。TheykilledGuyan’Jacobsincoldblood。Nochancefertheirlives——noteventofight!……Wall,hentheysurroundedtheIsbelcabin。Thefightlastallthetdayan’allnightan’thenextday。EvartssaysGuyan’Jacobslaidouttharallthistime。An’aherdofhogsbrokeinthepasturean’waseatin’thedeadbodies……"
"MyGod!"burstoutEllen。"UncleJohn,y’ushorecain’tmeanmyfatherwouldn’tstopfightin’longenoughtodrivethehogsoffan’
burythosedaidmen?"
"Evartssaystheystoppedfightin’,allright,butitwastowatchthehogs,"declaredSprague。"An’then,whatd’yethink?Thewimminfolkscomeout——thered—headedone,Guy’swife,an’Jacobs’swife——theydrovethehogsawayan’buriedtheirhusbandsrightthereinthepasture。Evartssaysheseenthegraves。"
"ItisthewomenwhocanteachthesebloodyTexansalesson,"
declaredEllen,forcibly。
"Wal,Daggswasdrunk,an’hegotupfrombehindwherethegangwashidin’,an’daredtheIsbelstocomeout。Theyshothimtopieces。
An’thetnightsomeoneoftheIsbelsshotCraig,whowasaloneonguard……An’last——thishere’swhatIcometotellyou——JeanIsbelslippedupinthedarkonGreavesan’knifedhim。"
"Whydidy’uwanttotellmethatparticularly?"askedEllen,slowly。
"BecauseIreckonthefactsinthecasearequeer——an’because,Ellen,yournamewasmentioned,"announcedSprague,positively。
"Myname——mentioned?"echoedEllen。Herhorroranddisgustgavewaytoaquickeningprocessofthought,amountingastonishment。"Bywhom?"
"JeanIsbel,"repliedSprague,asifthenameandthefactweremomentous。
Ellensatstillasastone,herhandsbetweenherknees。Slowlyshefeltthebloodrecedefromherface,pricklingherkindownbelowherneck。Thatnamelockedherthought。
"Ellen,it’samightyqueerstory——tooqueertobealie,"wentonSprague。"Nowyoulisten!EvartsgotthisfromTedMeeker。An’TedMeekerheerditfromGreaves,whodidn’tdietillthenextdayafterJeanIsbelknifedhim。An’yourdadshotTedfertellin’whatheheerd……No,Greaveswasn’tkilledoutright。Hewascutsomethin’turrible——intwoplaces。Theywrappedhimallupan’nextdaypackedhiminawagonbacktoGrassValley。EvartssaysTedMeekerwasfriendlywithGreavesan’wenttoseehimashewaslayin’inhisroomnexttothestore。Wal,accordin’toMeeker’sstory,Greavescametoan’talked。
Hesaidhewassittin’thereinthedark,shootin’occasionallyatIsbel’scabin,whenheheerdarustlebehindhiminthegrass。Heknowedsomeonewascrawlin’onhim。Butbeforehecouldgethisgunaroundhewasjumpedbywhathethoughtwasagrizzlybear。Butitwasaman。HeshutoffGreaves’swindan’draggedhimbackintheditch。
An’hesaid:’Greaves,it’sthehalf—breed。An’he’sgoin’tocutyou——FIRSTFORELLENJORTH!an’thenforGastonIsbel!’……GreavessaidJeanrippedhimwithabowieknife……An’thetwasallGreavesremembered。Hediedsoonaftertellin’thisstory。Hemusthevfoughtawfulhard。ThetsecondcutIsbelgavehimwentclearthroughhim……
SomeofthegangwastharwhenGreavestalked,an’naturallytheywonderedwhyJeanIsbelhadsaid’firstforEllenJorth。’……SomebodyrememberedthetGreaveshadcastasluronyourgoodname,Ellen。An’
thentheyhadJeanIsbel’sreasonfersayin’thettoGreaves。Itcausedalotoftalk。An’whenSimmBrucebustedinsomeoftheganghaw—hawedhiman’saidashowhe’dgetthethirdcutfromJeanIsbel’sbowie。
Brucewashalfdrunkan’hebegantocussan’raveaboutJeanIsbelbein’inlovewithhisgirl……Asbadluckwouldhaveit,acoupleofmorefellarscomeinan’askedMeekerquestions。Hejestgottothetpart,’Greaves,it’sthehalf—breed,an’he’sgoin’tocutyou——
FIRSTFORELLENJORTH,’wheninwalkedyourfather!……Thenitallhadtocomeout——whatJeanIsbelhadsaidan’done——an’why。
HowGreaveshadbackedSimmBruceinslurrin’you!"
SpraguepausedtolookhardatEllen。
"Oh!Then——whatdiddaddo?"whisperedEllen。
"Hesaid,’ByGod!half—breedornot,there’soneIsbelwho’saman!’
An’hekilledBruceonthespotan’gaveMeekeranastywound。
SomebodygrabbedhimbeforehecouldshootMeekeragain。TheythrewMeekeroutan’hecrawledtoaneighbor’shouse,wherehewaswhenEvartsseenhim。"
EllenfeltSprague’sroughbutkindlyhandshakingher。"An’nowwhatdoyouthinkofJeanIsbel?"hequeried。
Agreat,unsurmountablewallseemedtoobstructEllen’sthought。
Itseemedgrayincolor。Itmovedtowardher。Itwasinsideherbrain。
"Itellyou,EllenJorth,"declaredtheoldman,"thetJeanIsbellovesyou—lovesyouturribly——an’hebelievesyou’regood。"
"Ohno——hedoesn’t!"falteredEllen。
"Wal,hejestdoes。"
"Oh,UncleJohn,hecain’tbelievethat!"shecried。
"Ofcoursehecan。Hedoes。Youaregood——goodasgold,Ellen,an’
heknowsit……Whataqueerdealitallis!Poordevil!Toloveyouthetturriblyan’hevtofightyourpeople!Ellen,yourdadhaditcorrect。Isbelornot,he’saman……An’Isaywhatashameyoutwoaredividedbyhate。Hatethetyouhednothin’todowith。"
Spraguepattedherheadandrosetogo。"Mebbethetfightwillendthetrouble。Ireckonitwill。Don’tcrossbridgestillyoucometothem,Ellen。,……Imusthurrybacknow。Ididn’ttaketimetounpackmyburros。Comeupsoon……An’,say,Ellen,don’tthinkhardanymoreofthetJeanIsbel。"
Spraguestrodeaway,andEllenneitherheardnorsawhimgo。Shesatperfectlymotionless,yethadastrangesensationofbeingliftedbyinvisibleandmightypower。Itwaslikemovementfeltinadream。
Shewasbeingimpelledupwardwhenherbodyseemedimmovableasstone。
Whenherbloodbeatdownthisdeadlockofanherphysicalbeingandrushedonandonthroughherveinsitgaveheranirresistibleimpulsetofly,tosailthroughspace,toranandrunandran。
Andonthemomenttheblackhorse,Spades,comingfromthemeadow,whinniedatsightofher。Ellenleapedupandranswiftly,butherfeetseemedtobestumbling。Shehuggedthehorseandburiedherhotfaceinhismaneandclungtohim。Thenjustasviolentlysherushedforhersaddleandbridleandcarriedtheheavyweightaseasilyasifithadbeenanemptysack。Throwingthemuponhim,shebuckledandstrappedwithstrong,eagerhands。Itneveroccurredtoherthatshewasnotdressedtoride。Upsheflungherself。Andthehorse,sensingherspirit,plungedintostrong,freegaitdownthecanyontrail。
Theride,theaction,thethrill,thesensationsofviolencewerenotallsheneeded。Solitude,theemptyaislesoftheforest,thefarmilesoflonelywilderness——werethesetheaddedall?Spadestookaswinging,rhythmiclopeupthewindingtrail。Thewindfannedherhotface。Thestingofwhippingaspenbrancheswaspleasant。Adeeprumbleofthundershookthesultryair。Upbeyondthegreenslopeofthecanyonmassedthecreamyclouds,shadingdarkeranddarker。Spadeslopedonthelevels,leapedthewashes,trottedovertherockyground,andtooktoawalkupthelongslope。Ellendroppedthereinsoverthepommel。
Herhandscouldnotstaysetonanything。Theypressedherbreastandflewouttocaressthewhiteaspensandtotearatthemapleleaves,andgatherthelavenderjuniperberries,andcamebackagaintoherheart。
Herheartthatwasgoingtoburstorbreak!Asithadswelled,sonowitlabored。Itcouldnotkeeppacewithherneeds。Allthatwasphysical,allthatwaslivinginherhadtobeunleashed。
Spadesgainedthelevelforest。Howthegreat,brown—greenpinesseemedtobendtheirloftybranchesoverher,protectively,understandingly。
Patchesofazure—blueskyflashedbetweenthetrees。Thegreatwhitecloudssailedalongwithher,andshaftsofgoldensunlight,fleckedwithgleamsoffallingpineneedles,shonedownthroughthecanopyoverhead。Awayinfrontofher,uptheslowheaveofforestland,boomedtheheavythunderboltsalongthebattlementsoftheRim。
Wassheridingtoescapefromherself?FornogaitsuitedheruntilSpadeswasrunninghardandfastthroughtheglades。Thenthepressureofdrywind,thethickodorofpine,theflashesofbrownandgreenandgoldandblue,thesoft,rhythmicthudsofhoofs,thefeelofthepowerfulhorseunderher,thewhipofsprucebranchesonhermusclescontractingandexpandinginhardaction——allthesesensationsseemedtoquellforthetimethemountingcataclysminherheart。
Theoakswales,themaplethickets,theaspengroves,thepine—shadedaisles,andthemilesofsilverspruceallspedbyher,asifshehadriddenthewind;andthroughtheforestaheadshonethevastopenoftheBasin,gloomedbypurpleandsilvercloud,shadowedbygraystorm,andinthewestbrightenedbygoldensky。
StraighttotheRimshehadridden,andtothepointwhereshehadwatchedJeanIsbelthatunforgetableday。Sherodetothepromontorybehindthepinethicketandbeheldascenewhichstayedherrestlesshandsuponherheavingbreast。
Theworldofskyandcloudandearthlyabyssseemedoneofstorm—sunderedgrandeur。Theairwassultryandstill,andsmelledofthepeculiarburnt—woododorcausedbylightningstrikingtrees。Afewheavydropsofrainwerepatteringdownfromthethin,grayedgeofcloudsoverhead。
Totheeasthungthestorm——ablackcloudlodgedagainsttheRim,fromwhichlong,mistyveilsofrainstreameddownintothegulf。Theroarofrainsoundedlikethesteadyroaroftherapidsofariver。Thenablue—white,piercinglybright,raggedstreakoflightningshotdownoutoftheblackcloud。ItstruckwithasplittingreportthatshockedtheverywallofrockunderEllen。Thentheheavensseemedtoburstopenwiththunderingcrashandclosewithmightythunderingboom。Longroarandlongerrumblerolledawaytotheeastward。Therainpoureddowninroaringcataracts。
Thesouthheldapanoramaofpurple—shroudedrangeandcanyon,canyonandrange,onacrosstherollingleaguestothedim,loftypeaks,allcanopiedoverwithangry,dusky,low—driftingclouds,horizon—wide,smoky,andsulphurous。AndasEllenwatched,handspressedtoherbreast,feelingincalculablereliefinsightofthistempestandgulfthatresembledhersoul,thesunburstoutfrombehindthelongbankofpurplecloudinthewestandfloodedtheworldtherewithgoldenlightning。
"Itisforme!"criedEllen。"Mymind——myheart——myverysoul……
Oh,Iknow!Iknownow!……Ilovehim——lovehim——lovehim!"
Shecrieditouttotheelements。"Oh,IloveJeanIsbel——an’myheartwillburstorbreak!"
Themightofherpassionwasliketheblazeofthesun。Beforeitallelseretreated,diminished。Thesuddennessofthetruthdimmedhersight。
Butshesawclearlyenoughtocrawlintothepinethicket,throughtheclutching,drytwigs,overthematsoffragrantneedlestothecovertwhereshehadoncespieduponJeanIsbel。Andhereshelayfacedownforawhile,handsclutchingtheneedles,breastpressedhardupontheground,strickenandspent。Butvitalitywasexceedingstronginher。
Itpassed,thatweaknessofrealization,andsheawakenedtotheconsciousnessoflove。