Butinthebeginningitwasnotconsciousnessoftheman。Itwasnew,sensoriallife,elemental,primitive,aliberationofamillioninheritedinstincts,quiveringandphysical,overwhichEllenhadnomorecontrolthanshehadoverthegloryofthesun。Ifshethoughtatallitwasofherneedtobehidden,likeananimal,lowdownneartheearth,coveredbygreenthicket,lostinthewildnessofnature。Shewenttonature,unconsciouslyseekingamother。Andlovewasabirthfromthedepthsofher,likearushingspringofpurewater,longunderground,andatlastpropelledtothesurfacebyaconvulsion。
Ellengraduallylosthertenserigidityandrelaxed。Herbodysoftened。
Sherolledoveruntilherfacecaughtthelacy,goldenshadowscastbysunandbough。Scattereddropsofrainpatteredaroundher。Theairwashot,anditsodorwasthatofdrypineandsprucefragrancepenetratedbybrimstonefromthelightning。Thenestwhereshelaywaswarmandsweet。Noeyesavethatofnaturesawherinherabandonment。Anineffableandexquisitesmilewreathedherlips,dreamy,sad,sensuous,thesupremityofunconscioushappiness。Overherdarkandeloquenteyes,asEllengazedupward,spreadaluminousfilm,aveil。Shewaslookingintensely,yetshedidnotsee。Thewildernessenvelopedherwithitssecretive,elementalsheathsofrock,oftree,ofcloud,ofsunlight。
Throughherthrillingskinpouredthemultipleandnamelesssensationsofthelivingorganismstirredtosupremesensitiveness。Shecouldnotliestill,butallhermovementsweregentle,involuntary。Theslowreachingoutofherhand,tograspatnothingvisible,wassimilartothelazystretchingofherlimbs,totheheaveofherbreast,totherippleofmuscle。
Ellenknewnotwhatshefelt。Tolivethatsublimehourwasbeyondthought。Suchhappinesswaslikethefirstdawnoftheworldtothesightofman。Ithadtodowithbygoneages。Herheart,herblood,herflesh,herveryboneswerefilledwithinstinctsandemotionscommontotheracebeforeintellectdeveloped,whenthesavagelivedonlywithhissensorialperceptions。Ofallhappiness,joy,bliss,rapturetowhichmanwasheir,thatofintenseandexquisitepreoccupationofthesenses,unhinderedandunburdenedbythought,wasthegreatest。Ellenfeltthatwhichlifemeantwithitsinscrutabledesign。Lovewasonlytherealizationofhermissionontheearth。
Thedarkstormcloudwithitswhite,raggedropesoflightninganddown—streaminggrayveilsofrain,thepurplegulfrollinglikeacoloredseatothedimmountains,thegloriousgoldenlightofthesun——thesehadenchantedhereyeswithherbeautyoftheuniverse。
Theyhadburstthewindowsofherblindness。Whenshecrawledintothegreen—browncovertitwastoescapetoogreatperception。Sheneededtobeencompassedbyclose,tangiblethings。Andthereherbodypaidthetributetotherealizationoflife。Shock,convulsion,pain,relaxation,andthenunutterableandinsupportablesensingofherenvironmentandtheheart!Inonewayshewasawildanimalaloneinthewoods,forcedintothematingthatmeantreproductionofitskind。Inanothershewasaninfinitelyhigherbeingshotthroughandthroughwiththemostresistlessandmysterioustransportthatlifecouldgivetoflesh。
Andwhenthatspellslackeneditsholdtherewedgedintohermindaconsciousnessofthemansheloved——JeanIsbel。Thenemotionandthoughtstroveformasteryoverher。Itwasnotherselforlovethatsheloved,butalivingman。Suddenlyheexistedsoclearlyforherthatshecouldseehim,hearhim,almostfeelhim。Herwholesoul,herverylifecriedouttohimforprotection,forsalvation,forlove,forfulfillment。Nodenial,nodoubtmarredthewhiteblazeofherrealization。FromtheinstantthatshehadlookedupintoJeanIsbel’sdarkfaceshehadlovedhim。Onlyshehadnotknown。Shebowednow,andbent,andhumblyquiveredunderthemasteryofsomethingbeyondherken。Thoughtclungtothebeginningsofherromance——tothethreetimesshehadseenhim。Everylook,everyword,everyactofhisreturnedtohernowinthelightofthetruth。Loveatfirstsight!
Hehadswornit,bitterly,eloquently,scornfulofherdoubts。Andnowablind,sweet,shudderingecstasyswayedher。Howweakandfrailseemedherbody——toosmall,tooslightforthismonstrousandterribleengineoffireandlightningandfuryandglory——herheart!Itmustburstorbreak。RelentlesslymemorypursuedEllen,andherthoughtswhirledandemotionconqueredher。Atlastshequivereduptoherkneesasiflashedtoaction。ItseemedthatfirstkissofIsbel’s,coolandgentleandtimid,wasonherlips。Andhereyesclosedandhottearswelledfromunderherlids。Hergropinghandsfoundonlythedeadtwigsandthepineboughsofthetrees。Hadshereachedouttoclasphim?ThenhardandviolentonhermouthandcheekandneckburnedthoseotherkissesofIsbel’s,andwiththeflashing,stingingmemorycamethetruththatnowshewouldhavebarteredhersoulforthem。
Utterlyshesurrenderedtotheresistlessnessofthislove。Herlossofmotherandfriends,herwanderingfromonewildplacetoanother,herlonelylifeamongboldandroughmen,haddevelopedherforviolentlove。Itoverthrewallpride,itengenderedhumility,itkilledhate。
Ellenwipedthetearsfromhereyes,andassheknelttheresheswepttoherbreastafragrantspreadingboughofpineneedles。"I’llgotohim,"shewhispered。"I’lltellhimof——ofmy——mylove。I’lltellhimtotakemeaway——awaytotheendoftheworld——awayfromheah——beforeit’stoolate!"
Itwasasolemn,beautifulmoment。Butthelastspokenwordslingeredhauntingly。"Toolate?"shewhispered。
Andsuddenlyitseemedthatdeathitselfshudderedinhersoul。
Toolate!Itwastoolate。Shehadkilledhislove。ThatJorthbloodinher——thatpoisonoushate——hadchosentheonlywaytostrikethisnobleIsbeltotheheart。Basely,withanabandonmentofwomanhood,shehadmockinglyperjuredhersoulwithavilelie。Shewrithed,sheshookunderthewhipofthisinconceivablefact。Lost!Lost!Shewailedhermisery。ShemightaswellbewhatshehadmadeJeanIsbelthinkshewas。Ifshehadbeenshamedbefore,shewasnowabased,degraded,lostinherownsight。Andifshewouldhavegivenhersoulforhiskisses,shenowwouldhavekilledherselftoearnbackhisrespect。JeanIsbelhadgivenheratsightthedeferencethatshehadunconsciouslycraved,andthelovethatwouldhavebeenhersalvation。Whatahorriblemistakeshehadmadeofherlife!Nothermother’sblood,butherfather’s——theJorthblood——hadbeenherruin。
AgainEllenfelluponthesoftpine—needlemat,facedown,andshegroveledandburrowedthere,inanagonythatcouldnotbearthesenseoflight。Allshehadsufferedwasasnothingtothis。Tohaveawakenedtoasplendidandupliftingloveforamanwhomshehadimaginedshehated,whohadfoughtforhernameandhadkilledinrevengeforthedishonorshehadavowed——tohavelosthisloveandwhatwasinfinitelymoreprecioustohernowinherignominy——hisfaithinherpurity——thisbrokeherheart。
CHAPTERXI
WhenEllen,utterlyspentinbodyandmind,reachedhomethatdayamelancholy,sultrytwilightwasfalling。Fitfulflaresofsheetlightningsweptacrossthedarkhorizontotheeast。Thecabinsweredeserted。AntonioandtheMexicanwomanweregone。ThecircumstancesmadeEllenwonder,butshewastootiredandtoosunkeninspirittothinklongaboutitortocare。Shefedandwateredherhorseandlefthiminthecorral。Then,supperlessandwithoutremovingherclothes,shethrewherselfuponthebed,andatoncesankintoheavyslumber。
Sometimeduringthenightsheawoke。Coyoteswereyelping,andfromthatsoundsheconcludeditwasneardawn。Herbodyached;hermindseemeddull。Drowsilyshewassinkingintoslumberagainwhensheheardtherapidclip—clopoftrottinghorses。Startled,sheraisedherheadtolisten。Themenwerecomingback。Reliefanddreadseemedtoclearherstupor。
Thetrottinghorsesstoppedacrossthelanefromhercabin,evidentlyatthecorralwhereshehadleftSpades。Sheheardhimwhistle。
>Fromthesoundofhoofsshejudgedthenumberofhorsestobesixoreight。Lowvoicesofmenmingledwiththudsandcrackingofstrapsandfloppingofsaddlesontheground。Afterthattheheavytreadofbootssoundedontheporchofthecabinopposite。Adoorcreakedonitshinges。Nextaslowfootstep,accompaniedbyclinkingofspurs,approachedEllen’sdoor,andaheavyhandbangeduponit。Sheknewthispersoncouldnotbeherfather。
"Hullo,Ellen!"
SherecognizedthevoiceasbelongingtoColter。Somehowitstone,orsomethingaboutit,sentalittleshiverclownherspine。Itactedlikearevivifyingcurrent。Ellenlostherdragginglethargy。
"Hey,Ellen,arey’uthere?"addedColter,loudervoice。
"Yes。OfcourseI’mheah,"shereplied。Whatdoy’uwant?"
"Wal——I’mshoreglady’u’rehome,"hereplied。"Antonio’sgonewithhissquaw。An’Iwassomeworriedabooty’u。"
"Who’swithy’u,Colter?"queriedEllen,sittingup。
"RockWellsan’Springer。TadJorthwaswithus,butwehadtoleavehimoverheahinacabin。"
"What’sthematterwithhim?"
"Wal,he’shurttolerablebad,"wastheslowreply。
EllenheardColter’sspursjangle,asifhehaduneasilyshiftedhisfeet。
"Where’sdadan’UncleJackson?"askedEllen。
AsilencepregnantenoughtoaugmentEllen’sdreadfinallybroketoColter’svoice,somehowdifferent。"Shorethey’rebackonthetrail。
An’we’retomeetthemwhereweleftTad。"
"Areyugoin’awayagain?"
"Ireckon……An’,Ellen,y’u’regoin’withus。"
"Iamnot,"sheretorted。
"Wal,y’uare,ifIhavetopacky’u,"hereplied,forcibly。"It’snotsafeheahanymore。Thatdamnedhalf—breedIsbelwithhisgangareonourtrail。"
Thatnameseemedlikeared—hotbladeatEllen’sleadenheart。
ShewantedtoflingahundredqueriesonColter,butshecouldnotutterone。
"Ellen,we’vegottohitthetrailan’hide,"continuedColter,anxiously。"Y’umustn’tstayheahalone。SupposethemIsbelswouldtrapy’u!……They’dtearyourclothesoffan’ropey’utoatree。
Ellen,shorey’u’regoin’……Y’uheahme!"
"Yes——I’llgo,"shereplied,asifforced。
"Wal——that’sgood,"hesaid,quickly。"An’rustletolerablelively。
We’vegottopack。"
TheslowjangleofColter’sspursandhisslowstepsmovedawayoutofEllen’shearing。Throwingofftheblankets,sheputherfeettothefloorandsatthereamomentstaringattheblanknothingnessofthecabininteriorintheobscuregrayofdawn。Cold,gray,dreary,obscure——likeherlife,herfuture!Andshewascompelledtodowhatwashatefultoher。AsaJorthshemusttaketotheunfrequentedtrailsandhidelikearabbitinthethickets。Buttheinterestofthemoment,apremonitionofeventstobe,quickenedherintoaction。
Ellenunbarredthedoortoletinthelight。Daywasbreakingwithanintense,clear,steelylightintheeastthroughwhichthemorningstarstillshonewhite。Aruddyflarebetokenedtheadventofthesun。
Ellenunbraidedhertangledhairandbrushedandcombedit。Aqueer,stillpangcametoheratsightofpineneedlestangledinherbrownlocks。Thenshewashedherhandsandface。Breakfastwasamatterofconsiderableworkandshewashungry。
Thesunroseandchangedthegrayworldofforest。ForthefirsttimeinherlifeEllenhatedthegoldenbrightness,thewonderfulblueofsky,thescreamoftheeagleandthescreechofthejay;andthesquirrelsshehadalwayslovedtofeedwereneglectedthatmorning。
Coltercamein。EitherEllenhadneverbeforelookedattentivelyathimorelsehehadchanged。Herscrutinyofhislean,hardfeaturesaccordedhimmoreTexanattributesthanformerly。Hisgrayeyeswereaslight,asclear,asfierceasthoseofaneagle。Andthesandgrayofhisface,thelong,drooping,fairmustachehidthesecretsofhismind,butnotitsstrength。TheinstantEllenmethisgazeshesensedapowerinhimthatsheinstinctivelyopposed。ColterhadnotbeensoboldnorsorudeasDaggs,buthewasthesamekindofman,perhapsthemoredangerousforhissecretiveness,hiscool,waitinginscrutableness。
"’Mawnin’,Ellen!"hedrawled。"Y’ushorelookgoodforsoreeyes。"
"Don’tpaymecompliments,Colter,"repliedEllen。"An’youreyesarenotsore。"
"Wal,I’mshoresorefromfightin’an’ridin’an’layin’out,"
hesaid,bluntly。
"Tellme——what’shappened,"returnedEllen。
"Girl,it’satolerablelongstory,"repliedColter。"An’we’venotimenow。Waittillwegettocamp。"
"AmItopackmybelongin’sorleavethemheah?"askedEllen。
"Reckony’u’dbetterleave——themheah。"
"Butifwedidnotcomeback——"
"Wal,Ireckonit’snotlikelywe’llcome——soon,"hesaid,ratherevasively。
"Colter,I’llnotgooffintothewoodswithjusttheclothesIhaveonmyback。"
"Ellen,weshoregottopackallthegrabwecan。Thisshoreain’tgoin’tobeavisittoneighbors。We’reshypackhosses。Buty’umakeupabundleofbelongin’sy’ucarefor,an’thethingsy’u’llneedbad。We’llthrowitonsomewhere。"
Colterstalkedawayacrossthelane,andEllenfoundherselfdubiouslystaringathistallfigure。Wasitthesituationthatstruckherwithaforebodingperplexityorwasherintuitionsteelingheragainstthisman?Ellencouldnotdecide。Butshehadtogowithhim。Herprejudicewasunreasonableatthisportentousmoment。Andshecouldnotyetfeelthatshewassolelyresponsibletoherself。
Whenitcametomakingasmallbundleofherbelongingsshewasinaquandary。Shediscardedthisandputinthat,andthenreversedtheorder。Nextinpreciousnesstohermother’sthingswerethelong—hiddengiftsofJeanIsbel。Shecouldpartwithneither。
WhileshewasselectingandpackingthisbundleColteragainenteredand,withoutspeaking,begantorummageinthecornerwhereherfatherkepthispossessions。ThisirritatedEllen。
"Whatdoy’uwantthere?"shedemanded。
"Wal,Ireckonyourdadwantshispapers——an’thegoldheleftheah——
an’achangeofclothes。Nowdoesn’the?"returnedColter,coolly。
"Ofcourse。ButIsupposedy’uwouldhavemepackthem。"
Coltervouchsafednoreplytothis,butdeliberatelywentonrummaging,withlittleregardforhowhescatteredthings。Ellenturnedherbackonhim。Atlength,whenheleft,shewenttoherfather’scornerandfoundthat,asfarasshewasabletosee,Colterhadtakenneitherpapersnorclothes,butonlythegold。Perhaps,however,shehadbeenmistaken,forshehadnotobservedColter’sdeparturecloselyenoughtoknowwhetherornothecarriedapackage。Shemissedonlythegold。
Herfather’spapers,oldandmusty,werescatteredabout,andtheseshegathereduptoslipinherownbundle。
Colter,oroneofthemen,hadsaddledSpades,andhewasnowtiedtothecorralfence,champinghisbitandpoundingthesand。Ellenwrappedbreadandmeatinsidehercoat,andaftertyingthisbehindhersaddleshewasreadytogo。Butevidentlyshewouldhavetowait,and,preferringtoremainoutdoors,shestayedbyherhorse。Presently,whilewatchingthemenpack,shenoticedthatSpringerworeabandageroundhisheadunderthebrimofhissombrero。Hismotionswereslowandlackedenergy。Shudderingatthesight,Ellenrefusedtoconjecture。
Alltoosoonshewouldlearnwhathadhappened,andalltoosoon,perhaps,sheherselfwouldbeinthemidstofanotherfight。Shewatchedthemen。Theyweremakingahurriedslipshodjobofpackingfoodsuppliesfrombothcabins。MorethanonceshecaughtColter’sgraygleamofgazeonher,andshedidnotlikeit。
"I’llrideupan’saygood—bytoSprague,"shecalledtoColter。
"Shorey’uwon’tdonothin’ofthekind,"hecalledback。
TherewasauthorityinhistonethatangeredEllen,andsomethingelsewhichinhibitedheranger。WhatwasthereaboutColterwithwhichshemustreckon?TheothertwoTexanslaughedaloud,tobesuddenlysilencedbyColter’sharshandloweredcurses。Ellenwalkedoutofhearingandsatuponalog,wheresheremaineduntilColterhailedher。
"Getupan’ride,"hecalled。
Ellencompliedwiththisorderand,ridingupbehindthethreemountedmen,shesoonfoundherselfleavingwhatforyearshadbeenherhome。
Notoncedidshelookback。Shehopedshewouldneverseethesqualid,barepretensionofaranchagain。
Colterandtheotherridersdrovethepackhorsesacrossthemeadow,offofthetrails,anduptheslopeintotheforest。NotverylongdidittakeEllentoseethatColter’sobjectwastohidetheirtracks。
Hezigzaggedthroughtheforest,avoidingthebarespotsofdust,thedry,sun—bakedflatsofclaywherewaterlayinspring,andhechosethegrassy,openglades,thelong,pine—needlemattedaisles。Ellenrodeattheirheelsanditpleasedhertowatchfortheirtracks。Coltermanifestlyhadbeenlongpracticedinthisgameofhidinghistrail,andheshowedtheskillofarustler。ButEllenwasnotconvincedthathecouldevereludearealwoodsman。Notimprobably,however,Colterwasonlyaimingtoleaveatraildifficulttofollowandwhichwouldallowhimandhisconfederatesampletimetoforgeaheadofpursuers。
Ellencouldnotacceptacertaintyofpursuit。YetColtermusthaveexpectedit,andSpringerandWellsalso,fortheyhadadark,sinister,furtivedemeanorthatstrangelycontrastedwiththecool,easymannerhabitualtothem。
Theywerenotseekingthelevelroutesoftheforestland,thatwassure。
Theyrodestraightacrossthethick—timberedridgedownintoanothercanyon,upoutofthat,andacrossrough,rockybluffs,anddownagain。
Theseridersheadedalittletothenorthwestandeverymilebroughtthemintowilder,moreruggedcountry,untilEllen,losingcountofcanyonsandridges,hadnoideawhereshewas。Nostopwasmadeatnoontorestthelaboring,sweatingpackanimals。
UndercircumstanceswherepleasuremighthavebeenpossibleEllenwouldhavereveledinthishardrideintoawonderfulforesteverthickeninganddarkening。Butthewildbeautyofgladeandthespruceslopesandthedeep,bronze—walledcanyonslefthercold。Shesawandfelt,buthadnothrill,exceptnowandthenathrillofalarmwhenSpadesslidtohishaunchesdownsomesteep,damp,pinydeclivity。
Allthewoodland,upanddown,appearedtoberichergreenerastheytraveledfartherwest。Grassgrewthickandheavy。Waterraninallravines。Therockswerebronzeandcopperandrusset,andsomehadgreenpatchesoflichen。
EllenfeltthesunnowonherleftcheekandknewthatthedaywaswaningandthatColterwasswingingfarthertothenorthwest。Shehadneverbeforeriddenthroughsuchheavyforestanddownandupsuchwildcanyons。Towardsunsetthedeepestandruggedestcanyonhaltedtheiradvance。Colterrodetotheright,searchingforaplacetogetdownthroughasprucethicketthatstoodonend。Presentlyhedismountedandtheothersfollowedsuit。EllenfoundshecouldnotleadSpadesbecausehesliddownuponherheels,sosheloopedtheendofherreinsoverthepommelandlefthimfree。Sheherselfmanagedtodescendbyholdingtobranchesandslidingallthewaydownthatslope。
Sheheardthehorsescrackingthebrush,snortingandheaving。Onepackslippedandhadtoberemovedfromthehorse,androlleddown。Atthebottomofthisdeep,green—wallednotchroaredastreamofwater。
Shadowed,cool,mossy,damp,thisnarrowgulchseemedthewildestplaceEllenhadeverseen。Shecouldjustseethesunset—flushed,gold—tippedsprucesfaraboveher。Themenrepackedthehorsethathadslippedhisburden,andoncemoreresumedtheirprogressahead,nowturningupthiscanyon。Therewasnohorsetrail,butdeerandbeartrailswerenumerous。Thesunsankandtheskydarkened,butstillthemenrodeon;andthefarthertheytraveledthewildergrewtheaspectofthecanyon。
AtlengthColterbrokeawaythroughaheavythicketofwillowsandenteredasidecanyon,themouthofwhichEllenhadnotevendescried。
Itturnedandwidened,andatlengthopenedoutintoaroundpocket,apparentlyinclosed,andaslonelyandisolatedaplaceasevenpursuedrustlerscoulddesire。Hiddenbyjuttingwallandthicketofspruceweretwooldlogcabinsjoinedtogetherbyroofandatticfloor,thesameasthedoublecabinattheJorthranch。
Ellensmelledwoodsmoke,andpresently,ongoingroundthecabins,sawabrightfire。OnemanstoodbesideitgazingatColter’sparty,whichevidentlyhehadheardapproaching。
"Hullo,Queen!"saidColter。How’sTad?"
"He’sholdin’onfine,"repliedQueen,bendingoverthefire,whereheturnedpiecesofmeat。
"Where’sfather?"suddenlyaskedEllen,addressingColter。
Asifhehadnotheardher,hewentonwearilylooseningapack。
Queenlookedather。Thelightofthefireonlypartiallyshoneonhisface。Ellencouldnotseeitsexpression。ButfromthefactthatQueendidnotanswerherquestionshegotfurtherintimationofanimpendingcatastrophe。Thelong,wildridehadhelpedprepareherforthesecrecyandtaciturnityofmenwhohadresortedtoflight。Perhapsherfatherhadbeendelayedorwasstilloffonthedeadlymissionthathadobsessedhim;ortheremight,andprobablywas,darkerreasonforhisabsence。Ellenshutherteethandturnedtotheneedsofherhorse。
Andpresently。returningtothefire,shethoughtofheruncle。
"Queen,ismyuncleTadheah?"sheasked。
"Shore。He’sinthere,"repliedQueen,pointingatthenearercabin。
Ellenhurriedtowardthedarkdoorway。Shecouldseehowthelogsofthecabinhadmovedawryandwhatabig,dilapidatedhovelitwas。
Asshelookedin,Colterloomedoverher——placedafamiliarandsomehowmasterfulhanduponher。Ellenletitrestonhershoulderamoment。
Mustsheforeverberepulsingtheserudemenamongwhomherlotwascast?
DidColtermeanwhatDaggshadalwaysmeant?Ellenfeltherselfweary,weakinbody,andherspentspirithadnotrallied。Yet,whateverColtermeantbyhisfamiliarity,shecouldnotbearit。Sosheslippedoutfromunderhishand。
"UncleTad,arey’uheah?"shecalledintotheblackness。Sheheardthemicescamperandrustleandshesmelledthemusty,old,woodyodorofalong—unusedcabin。
"Hello,Ellen!"cameavoicesherecognizedasheruncle’s,yetitwasstrange。"Yes。I’mheah——badlucktome!……How’rey’ubuckin’up,girl?"
"I’mallright,UncleTad——onlytiredan’worried。I——"
"Tad,how’syourhurt?"interruptedColter。
"ReckonI’measier,"repliedJorth,wearily,"butshoreI’minbadshape。
I’mstillspittin’blood。Ikeeptellin’Queenthatbulletlodgedinmylungs—buthesaysitwentthrough。"
"Wal,hangon,Tad!"repliedColter,withacheerfulnessEllensensedwasreallyindifferent。
"Oh,whatthehell’stheuse!"exclaimedJorth。"It’sall——upwithus——Colter!"
"Wal,shutup,then,"terselyreturnedColter。"Itain’tdoin’
y’uorusanygoodtoholler。"
TadJorthdidnotreplytothis。Ellenheardhisbreathinganditdidnotseemnatural。Itraspedalittle——camehurriedly——thencaughtinhisthroat。Thenhespat。Ellenshrunkbackagainstthedoor。
Hewasbreathingthroughblood。
"Uncle,arey’uinpain?"sheasked。
"Yes,Ellen——itburnslikehell,"hesaid。
"Oh!I’msorry……Isn’ttheresomethingIcando?"
"Ireckonnot。Queendidallanybodycoulddoforme——now——
unlessit’spray。"
Colterlaughedatthis——theslow,easy,drawlinglaughofaTexan。
ButEllenfeltpityforthiswoundeduncle。Shehadalwayshatedhim。
Hehadbeenadrunkard,agambler,awasterofherfather’sproperty;
andnowhewasarustlerandafugitive,lyinginpain,perhapsmortallyhurt。
"Yes,uncle——Iwillprayfory’u,"shesaid,softly。
Thechangeinhisvoiceheldanoteofsadnessthatshehadbeenquicktocatch。
"Ellen,y’u’retheonlygoodJorth——inthewholedamnedlot,"hesaid。
"God!Iseeitallnow……We’vedraggedy’utohell!"
"Yes,UncleTad,I’veshorebeendraggedsome——butnotyet——tohell,"
sheresponded,withabreakinhervoice。
"Y’uwillbe——Ellen——unless——"
"Aw,shutupthatkindofgab,willy’u?"brokeinColter,harshly。
ItamazedEllenthatColtershoulddominateheruncle,eventhoughhewaswounded。TadJorthhadbeenthelastmantotakeordersfromanyone,muchlessarustleroftheHashKnifeGang。ThisColterbegantoloomupinEllen’sestimateasheloomedphysicallyoverher,aloftyfigure,darkmotionless,somehowmenacing。
"Ellen,hasColtertoldy’uyet——aboot——abootLeean’Jackson?"
inquiredthewoundedman。
Thepitch—blackdarknessofthecabinseemedtohelpfortifyEllentobearfurthertrouble。
"Coltertoldmedadan’UncleJacksonwouldmeetusheah,"sherejoined,hurriedly。
Jorthcouldbeheardbreathingindifficulty,andhecoughedandspatagain,andseemedtohiss。
"Ellen,heliedtoy’u。They’llnevermeetus——heah!"
"Whynot?"whisperedEllen。
"Because——Ellen——"hereplied,inhuskypants,"yourdadan’——uncleJackson——aredaid——an’buried!"
IfEllensufferedaterribleshockitwasablankness,adeadness,andaslow,creepingfailureofsenseinherknees。Theygavewayunderherandshesankonthegrassagainstthecabinwall。Shedidnotfaintnorgrowdizzynorlosehersight,butforawhiletherewasnoprocessofthoughtinhermind。Suddenlythenitwasthere——thequick,spiritualrendingofherheart——followedbyaprofoundemotionofintimateandirretrievableloss——andafterthatgriefandbitterrealization。
AnhourlaterEllenfoundstrengthtogotothefireandpartakeofthefoodanddrinkherbodysorelyneeded。