"Idon’tthinkyoucare,"shewentonwithasortofdesperatehaste,"whetheryouhurtpeopleornot。Youhavebeenhereallthistimewithoutevengoingtoseeyourfatherandmother。"
"Doyouthinktheywouldwanttoseeme?"
Christianlookedup。
"It’sallbeensosoftforyou,"hesaidbitterly;"youdon’tunderstand。"
Heturnedhisheadaway,andthenburstout:"I’mproudtocomestraightfromthesoil——Iwouldn’thaveitotherwise;buttheyareof’thepeople,’everythingisnarrowwiththem——theyonlyunderstandwhattheycanseeandtouch。"
"I’msorryIspokelikethat,"saidChristiansoftly;"you’venevertoldmeaboutyourself。"
Therewassomethingjustalittlecruelinthewaythepainterlookedather,thenseemingtofeelcompunction,hesaidquickly:"Ialwayshated——thepeasantlife——Iwantedtogetawayintotheworld;Ihadafeelinginhere——Iwanted——Idon’tknowwhatIwanted!Ididrunawayatlasttoahouse—painteratMeran。Thepriestwrotemealetterfrommyfather——theythrewmeoff;that’sall。"
Christian’seyeswereverybright,herlipsmoved,likethelipsofachildlisteningtoastory。
"Goon,"shesaid。
"IstayedatMerantwoyears,tillI’dlearntallIcouldthere,thenabrotherofmymother’shelpedmetogettoVienna;Iwasluckyenoughtofindworkwithamanwhousedtodecoratechurches。Wewentaboutthecountrytogether。OncewhenhewasillIpaintedtheroofofachurchentirelybymyself;Ilayonmybackonthescaffoldboardsalldayforaweek——Iwasproudofthatroof。"Hepaused。
"Whendidyoubeginpaintingpictures?"
"AfriendaskedmewhyIdidn’ttryfortheAcademie。Thatstartedmegoingtothenightschools;Iworkedeveryminute——Ihadtogetmylivingaswell,ofcourse,soIworkedatnight。
Thenwhentheexaminationcame,IthoughtIcoulddonothing——itwasjustasifIhadneverhadabrushorpencilinmyhand。Buttheseconddayaprofessorinpassingmesaid,’Good!Quitegood!’Thatgavemecourage。IwassureIhadfailedthough;butIwassecondoutofsixty。"
Christiannodded。
"ToworkintheschoolsafterthatIhadtogiveupmybusiness,ofcourse。Therewasonlyoneteacherwhoevertaughtmeanything;theothersallseemedfools。Thismanwouldcomeandruboutwhatyou’ddonewithhissleeve。Iusedtocrywithrage——butItoldhimI
couldonlylearnfromhim,andhewassoastonishedthathegotmeintohisclass。"
"Buthowdidyoulivewithoutmoney?"askedChristian。
Hisfaceburnedwithadarkflush。"Idon’tknowhowIlived;youmusthavebeenthroughthesethingstoknow,youwouldneverunderstand。"
"ButIwanttounderstand,please。"
"Whatdoyouwantmetotellyou?HowIwenttwiceaweektoeatfreedinners!HowItookcharity!HowIwashungry!Therewasarichcousinofmymother’s——Iusedtogotohim。Ididn’tlikeit。
Butifyou’restarvinginthewinter"
Christianputoutherhand。
"Iusedtoborrowapronsfulofcoalsfromotherstudentswhowereaspoor——butIneverwenttotherichstudents。"
Theflushhaddiedoutofhisface。
"Thatsortofthingmakesyouhatetheworld!Youworktillyoustagger;you’recoldandhungry;youseerichpeopleintheircarriages,wrappedinfurs,andallthetimeyouwanttodosomethinggreat。Youprayforachance,anychance;nothingcomestothepoor!
Itmakesyouhatetheworld。"
Christian’seyesfilledwithtears。Hewenton:
"ButIwasn’ttheonlyoneinthatcondition;weusedtomeet。
Garin,aRussianwithabrownbeardandpatchesofcheekshowingthrough,andyellowteeth,whoalwayslookedhungry。Paunitz,whocamefromsympathy!Hehadfatcheeksandlittleeyes,andabiggoldchain——theswine!AndlittleMisek。Itwasinhisroomwemet,withthepaperpeelingoffthewalls,andtwodoorswithcracksinthem,sothattherewasalwaysadraught。Weusedtositonhisbed,andpullthedirtyblanketsoverusforwarmth;andsmoke——tobaccowasthelastthingweeverwentwithout。OverthebedwasaVirginandChild——MisekwasaverydevoutCatholic;butonedaywhenhehadhadnodinnerandadealerhadkepthispicturewithoutpayinghim,hetooktheimageandthrewitonthefloorbeforeoureyes;itbroke,andhetrampledonthebits。Lendorfwasanother,aheavyfellowwhowasalwayspuffingouthiswhitecheeksandsmitinghimself,andsaying:’Cursedsociety!’AndSchonborn,anaristocratwhohadquarrelledwithhisfamily。Hewasthepoorestofusall;
butonlyheandIwouldeverhavedaredtodoanything——theyallknewthat!"
Christianlistenedwithawe。"Doyoumean?"shesaid,"doyoumean,thatyou——?"
"Yousee!you’reafraidofmeatonce。It’simpossibleevenforyoutounderstand。Itonlymakesyouafraid。Ahungrymanlivingoncharity,sickwithrageandshame,isawolfeventoyou!"
Christianlookedstraightintohiseyes。
"That’snottrue。IfIcan’tunderstand,Icanfeel。Wouldyoubethesamenowifitweretocomeagain?"
"Yes,itdrivesmemadevennowtothinkofpeoplefattedwithprosperity,sneeringandholdinguptheirhandsatpoordevilswhohavesufferedtentimesmorethanthemostthosesoftanimalscouldbear。I’molder;I’velived——Iknowthingscan’tbeputrightbyviolence——nothingwillputthingsright,butthatdoesn’tstopmyfeeling。"
"Didyoudoanything?Youmusttellmeallnow。"
"Wetalked——wewerealwaystalking。"
"No,tellmeeverything!"
Unconsciouslysheclaimed,andheseemedunconsciouslytoadmitherrighttothisknowledge。
"There’snotmuchtotell。Onedaywebegantalkinginlowvoices——
Garinbeganit;hehadbeeninsomeaffairinRussia。Wetookanoath;afterthatweneverraisedourvoices。Wehadaplan。Itwasallnewtome,andIhatedthewholething——butIwasalwayshungry,orsickfromtakingcharity,andIwouldhavedoneanything。Theyknewthat;theyusedtolookatmeandSchonborn;weknewthatnooneelsehadanycourage。HeandIweregreatfriends,butwenevertalkedofthat;wetriedtokeepourmindsawayfromthethoughtofit。Ifwehadagooddayandwerenotsohungry,itseemedunnatural;butwhenthedayhadnotbeengood——thenitseemednaturalenough。Iwasn’tafraid,butIusedtowakeupinthenight;Ihatedtheoathwehadtaken,Ihatedeveryoneofthosefellows;thethingwasnotwhatIwasmadefor,itwasn’tmywork,itwasn’tmynature,itwasforcedonme——Ihatedit,butsometimesIwaslikeamadman。"
"Yes,yes,"shemurmured。
"AllthistimeIwasworkingattheAcademie,andlearningallI
could……Oneeveningthatwemet,Paunitzwasnotthere。Misekwastellingushowthethinghadbeenarranged。SchonbornandIlookedateachother——itwaswarm——perhapswewerenothungry——itwasspringtime,too,andintheSpringit’sdifferent。Thereissomething。"
Christiannodded。
"Whileweweretalkingtherecameaknockatthedoor。Lendorfputhiseyetothekeyhole,andmadeasign。Thepolicewerethere。
Nobodysaidanything,butMisekcrawledunderthebed;weallfollowed;andtheknockinggrewlouderandlouder。Inthewallatthebackofthebedwasalittledoorintoanemptycellar。Wecreptthrough。Therewasatrap—doorbehindsomecases,wheretheyusedtorollbarrelsin。Wecrawledthroughthatintothebackstreet。Wewentdifferentways。"
Hepaused,andChristiangasped。
"IthoughtIwouldgetmymoney,buttherewasapolicemanbeforemydoor。Theyhadusfinely。ItwasPaunitz;ifImethimevennowI
shouldwringhisneck。IsworeIwouldn’tbecaught,butIhadnoideawheretogo。ThenIthoughtofalittleItalianbarberwhousedtoshavemewhenIhadmoneyforashave;Iknewhewouldhelp。HebelongedtosomeItalianSociety;heoftentalkedtome,underhisbreath,ofcourse。Iwenttohim。Hewasshavinghimselfbeforegoingtoaball。Itoldhimwhathadhappened;itwasfunnytoseehimputhisbackagainstthedoor。Hewasveryfrightened,understandingthissortofthingbetterthanIdid——forIwasonlytwentythen。Heshavedmyheadandmoustacheandputmeonafairwig。Thenhebroughtmemacaroni,andsomemeat,toeat。Hegavemeabigfairmoustache,andacap,andhidthemoustacheinthelining。
Hebroughtmeacloakofhisown,andfourgulden。Allthetimehewasextremelyfrightened,andkeptlistening,andsaying:’Eat!’
"WhenIhaddone,hejustsaid:’Goaway,Irefusetoknowanythingmoreofyou。’
"Ithankedhimandwentout。Iwalkedaboutallthatnight;forI
couldn’tthinkofanythingtodooranywheretogo。InthemorningI
sleptonaseatinoneofthesquares。ThenIthoughtIwouldgototheGallerien;andIspentthewholedaylookingatthepictures。
WhentheGallerieswereshutIwasverytired,soIwentintoacafe,andhadsomebeer。WhenIcameoutIsatonthesameseatintheSquare。Imeanttowaittilldarkandthenwalkoutofthecityandtakethetrainatsomelittlestation,butwhileIwassittingthereIwenttosleep。Apolicemanwokeme。Hehadmywiginhishand。
"’Whydoyouwearawig?’hesaid。
"Ianswered:’BecauseIambald。’
"’No,’hesaid,’you’renotbald,you’vebeenshaved。Icanfeelthehaircoming。’
"Heputhisfingeronmyhead。Ifeltrecklessandlaughed。
"’Ah!’hesaid,’you’llcomewithmeandexplainallthis;yournoseandeyesarelookedfor。’
"Iwentwithhimquietlytothepolice—station……"
Harzseemedcarriedawaybyhisstory。Hisquickdarkfaceworked,hissteel—greyeyesstaredasthoughhewereagainpassingthroughalltheselong—pastemotions。
Thehotsunstruckdown;Christiandrewherselftogether,sittingwithherhandsclaspedroundherknees。
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"Ididn’tcarebythenwhatcameofit。Ididn’teventhinkwhatI
wasgoingtosay。Heledmedownapassagetoaroomwithbarsacrossthewindowsandlongseats,andmapsonthewalls。Wesatandwaited。Hekepthiseyeonmeallthetime;andIsawnohope。
PresentlytheInspectorcame。’Bringhiminhere,’hesaid;I
rememberfeelingIcouldkillhimfororderingmeabout!Wewentintothenextroom。Ithadalargeclock,awriting—table,andawindow,withoutbars,lookingonacourtyard。Longpolicemen’scoatsandcapswerehangingfromsomepegs。TheInspectortoldmetotakeoffmycap。Itookitoff,wigandall。HeaskedmewhoIwas,butIrefusedtoanswer。Justthentherewasaloudsoundofvoicesintheroomwehadcomefrom。TheInspectortoldthepolicemantolookafterme,andwenttoseewhatitwas。Icouldhearhimtalking。Hecalledout:’Comehere,Becker!’Istoodveryquiet,andBeckerwenttowardsthedoor。IheardtheInspectorsay:’GoandfindSchwartz,Iwillseeafterthisfellow。’Thepolicemanwent,andtheInspectorstoodwithhisbacktomeinthehalf—opendoor,andbeganagaintotalktothemanintheotherroom。Onceortwicehelookedroundatme,butIstoodquietallthetime。Theybegantodisagree,andtheirvoicesgotangry。TheInspectormovedalittleintotheotherroom。’Now!’Ithought,andslippedoffmycloak。Ihookedoffapoliceman’scoatandcap,andputthemon。MyheartbeattillIfeltsick。Iwentontiptoetothewindow。Therewasnooneoutside,butattheentranceamanwasholdingsomehorses。Iopenedthewindowalittleandheldmybreath。IheardtheInspectorsay:’Iwillreportyouforimpertinence!’andslippedthroughthewindow。Thecoatcamedownnearlytomyheels,andthecapovermyeyes。Iwalkeduptothemanwiththehorses,andsaid:’Good—evening。’Oneofthehorseshadbeguntokick,andheonlygruntedatme。Igotintoapassingtram;itwasfiveminutestotheWestBahnhof;Igotoutthere。
Therewasatrainstarting;theywereshouting’Einsteigen!’Iran。
Thecollectortriedtostopme。Ishouted:’Business——important!’
Heletmeby。Ijumpedintoacarriage。Thetrainstarted。"
Hepaused,andChristianheavedasigh。
Harzwenton,twistingatwigofivyinhishands:"Therewasanothermaninthecarriagereadingapaper。PresentlyIsaidtohim,’Wheredowestopfirst?’’St。Polten。’ThenIknewitwastheMunichexpress——St。Polten,Amstetten,Linz,andSalzburg——fourstopsbeforethefrontier。Themanputdownhispaperandlookedatme;hehadabigfairmoustacheandrathershabbyclothes。Hislookingatmedisturbedme,forIthoughteveryminutehewouldsay:’You’renopoliceman!’Andsuddenlyitcameintomymindthatiftheylookedformeinthistrain,itwouldbeasapoliceman!——theywouldknow,ofcourse,atthestationthatapolicemanhadrunpastatthelastminute。Iwantedtogetridofthecoatandcap,butthemanwasthere,andIdidn’tliketomoveoutofthecarriageforotherpeopletonotice。SoIsaton。WecametoSt。Poltenatlast。Themaninmycarriagetookhisbag,gotout,andlefthispaperontheseat。
Westartedagain;Ibreathedatlast,andassoonasIcouldtookthecapandcoatandthrewthemoutintothedarkness。Ithought:’I
shallgetacrossthefrontiernow。’ItookmyowncapoutandfoundthemoustacheLuigigaveme;rubbedmyclothesascleanaspossible;
stuckonthemoustache,andwithsomelittleendsofchalkinmypocketmademyeyebrowslight;thendrewsomelinesinmyfacetomakeitolder,andpulledmycapwelldownabovemywig。Ididitprettywell——Iwasquitelikethemanwhohadgotout。Isatinhiscorner,tookuphisnewspaper,andwaitedforAmstetten。Itseemedatremendoustimebeforewegotthere。FrombehindmypaperIcouldseefiveorsixpolicemenontheplatform,onequiteclose。Heopenedthedoor,lookedatme,andwalkedthroughthecarriageintothecorridor。Itooksometobaccoandrolledupacigarette,butitshook,"Harzliftedtheivytwig,"likethis。Inaminutetheconductorandtwomorepolicemencame。’Hewashere,’saidtheconductor,’withthisgentleman。’Oneofthemlookedatme,andasked:’Haveyouseenapolicemantravellingonthistrain?’’Yes,’
Isaid。’Where?’’HegotoutatSt。Polten。’Thepolicemanaskedtheconductor:’Didyouseehimgetoutthere?’Theconductorshookhishead。Isaid:’Hegotoutasthetrainwasmoving。’’Ah!’saidthepoliceman,’whatwashelike?’’Rathershort,andnomoustache。
Why?’’Didyounoticeanythingunusual?’’No,’Isaid,’onlythatheworecolouredtrousers。What’sthematter?’Onepolicemansaidtotheother:’That’sourman!SendatelegramtoSt。Polten;hehasmorethananhour’sstart。’HeaskedmewhereIwasgoing。Itoldhim:’Linz。’’Ah!’hesaid,’you’llhavetogiveevidence;yournameandaddressplease?’’JosefReinhardt,17DonauStrasse。’Hewroteitdown。Theconductorsaid:’Wearelate,canwestart?’Theyshutthedoor。Iheardthemsaytotheconductor:’SearchagainatLinz,andreporttotheInspectorthere。’Theyhurriedontotheplatform,andwestarted。AtfirstIthoughtIwouldgetoutassoonasthetrainhadleftthestation。Then,thatIshouldbetoofarfromthefrontier;bettertogoontoLinzandtakemychancethere。Isatstillandtriednottothink。
Afteralongtime,webegantorunmoreslowly。Iputmyheadoutandcouldseeinthedistancearingoflightshangingintheblackness。Iloosenedthecarriagedoorandwaitedforthetraintorunslowerstill;Ididn’tmeantogointoLinzlikearatintoatrap。AtlastIcouldwaitnolonger;Iopenedthedoor,jumpedandfellintosomebushes。Iwasnotmuchhurt,butbruised,andthebreathknockedoutofme。AssoonasIcould,Icrawledout。Itwasverydark。Ifeltheavyandsore,andforsometimewentstumblinginandoutamongsttrees。PresentlyIcametoaclearspace;ononesideIcouldseethetown’sshapedrawninlightedlamps,andontheotheradarkmass,whichIthinkwasforest;inthedistancetoowasathinchainoflights。Ithought:’Theymustbethelightsofabridge。’Justthenthemooncameout,andIcouldseetherivershiningbelow。Itwascoldanddamp,andIwalkedquickly。AtlastIcameoutonaroad,pasthousesandbarkingdogs,downtotheriverbank;thereIsatagainstashedandwenttosleep。Iwokeverystiff。Itwasdarkerthanbefore;themoonwasgone。Icouldjustseetheriver。Istumbledon,togetthroughthetownbeforedawn。
Itwasallblackshapes—housesandsheds,andthesmelloftheriver,thesmellofrottinghay,apples,tar,mud,fish;andhereandthereonawharfalantern。Istumbledovercasksandropesandboxes;I
sawIshouldnevergetclear——thedawnhadbegunalreadyontheotherside。Somemencamefromahousebehindme。Ibent,andcreptbehindsomebarrels。Theypassedalongthewharf;theyseemedtodropintotheriver。Iheardoneofthemsay:’Passaubeforenight。’
Istoodupandsawtheyhadwalkedonboardasteamerwhichwaslyingheadup—stream,withsomebargesintow。Therewasaplanklaidtothesteamer,andalanternattheotherend。Icouldhearthefellowsmovingbelowdeck,gettingupsteam。Iranacrosstheplankandcrepttotheendofthesteamer。ImeanttogowiththemtoPassau!Theropewhichtowedthebargeswasnearlytaut;andIknewifIcouldgetontothebargesIshouldbesafe。Iclimbeddownonthisropeandcrawledalong。Iwasdesperate,Iknewthey’dsoonbecomingup,anditwasgettinglight。IthoughtIshouldfallintothewaterseveraltimes,butIgottothebargeatlast。Itwasladenwithstraw。Therewasnobodyonboard。Iwashungryandthirsty——Ilookedforsomethingtoeat;therewasnothingbuttheashesofafireandaman’scoat。Icreptintothestraw。Soonaboatbroughtmen,oneforeachbarge,andthereweresoundsofsteam。
Assoonaswebeganmovingthroughthewater,Ifellasleep。WhenI
wokewewerecreepingthroughaheavymist。Imadealittleholeinthestrawandsawthebargeman。Hewassittingbyafireatthebarge’sedge,sothatthesparksandsmokeblewawayoverthewater。
Heateanddrankwithbothhands,andfunnyenoughhelookedinthemist,likeabigbirdflappingitswings;therewasagoodsmellofcoffee,andIsneezed。Howthefellowstarted!Butpresentlyhetookapitchforkandproddedthestraw。ThenIstoodup。Icouldn’thelplaughing,hewassosurprised——ahuge,darkman,withagreatblackbeard。Ipointedtothefireandsaid’Givemesome,brother!’
Hepulledmeoutofthestraw;Iwassostiff,Icouldn’tmove。I
satbythefire,andateblackbreadandturnips,anddrankcoffee;
whilehestoodby,watchingmeandmuttering。Icouldn’tunderstandhimwell——hespokeadialectfromHungary。Heaskedme:HowIgotthere——whoIwas——whereIwasfrom?Ilookedupinhisface,andhelookeddownatme,suckinghispipe。Hewasabigman,helivedaloneontheriver,andIwastiredoftellinglies,soItoldhimthewholething。WhenIhaddonehejustgrunted。Icanseehimnowstandingoverme,withthemisthanginginhisbeard,andhisgreatnakedarms。Hedrewmesomewater,andIwashedandshowedhimmywigandmoustache,andthrewthemoverboard。Allthatdaywelayoutonthebargeinthemist,withourfeettothefire,smoking;nowandthenhewouldspitintotheashesandmutterintohisbeard。Ishallneverforgetthatday。Thesteamerwaslikeamonsterwithfierynostrils,andtheotherbargesweredumbcreatureswitheyes,wherethefireswere;wecouldn’tseethebank,butnowandthenabluffandhightrees,oracastle,showedinthemist。IfIhadonlyhadpaintandcanvasthatday!"Hesighed。
"ItwasearlySpring,andtheriverwasinflood;theyweregoingtoRegensburgtounloadthere,takefreshcargo,andbacktoLinz。Assoonasthemistbegantoclear,thebargemanhidmeinthestraw。
AtPassauwasthefrontier;theylaythereforthenight,butnothinghappened,andIsleptinthestraw。ThenextdayIlayoutonthebargedeck;therewasnomist,butIwasfree——thesunshonegoldonthestrawandthegreensacking;thewaterseemedtodance,andI
laughed——Ilaughedallthetime,andthebargemanlaughedwithme。
Afinefellowhewas!AtRegensburgIhelpedthemtounload;formorethanaweekweworked;theynicknamedmebaldhead,andwhenitwasalloverIgavethemoneyIearnedfortheunloadingtothebigbargeman。Wekissedeachotheratparting。IhadstillthreeoftheguldenthatLuigigaveme,andIwenttoahouse—painterandgotworkwithhim。ForsixmonthsIstayedtheretosavemoney;thenIwrotetomymother’scousininVienna,andtoldhimIwasgoingtoLondon。
Hegavemeanintroductiontosomefriendsthere。IwenttoHamburg,andfromtheretoLondoninacargosteamer,andI’veneverbeenbacktillnow。"
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Afteraminute’ssilenceChristiansaidinastartledvoice:"Theycouldarrestyouthen!"
Harzlaughed。
"Iftheyknew;butit’ssevenyearsago。"
"Whydidyoucomehere,whenit’ssodangerous?"
"Ihadbeenworkingtoohard,Iwantedtoseemycountry——aftersevenyears,andwhenit’sforbidden!ButI’mreadytogobacknow。"Helookeddownather,frowning。
"HadyouahardtimeinLondon,too?"
"Harder,atfirst——Icouldn’tspeakthelanguage。Inmyprofessionit’shardworktogetrecognised,it’shardworktomakealiving。
Therearetoomanywhoseinterestitistokeepyoudown——Ishan’tforgetthem。"
"Buteveryoneisnotlikethat?"
"No;therearefinefellows,too。Ishan’tforgetthemeither。I
cansellmypicturesnow;I’mnolongerweak,andIpromiseyouI
shan’tforget。IfinthefutureIhavepower,andIshallhavepower——Ishan’tforget。"
Ashoweroffinegravelcamerattlingonthewall。Dawneywasstandingbelowthemwithanamusedexpressiononhisupturnedface。
"Areyougoingtostaythereallnight?"heasked。"GretaandIhaveboredeachother。"
"We’recoming,"calledChristianhastily。
Onthewaybackneitherspokeaword,butwhentheyreachedtheVilla,Harztookherhand,andsaid:"FrauleinChristian,Ican’tdoanymorewithyourpicture。Ishan’ttouchitagainafterthis。"
Shemadenoanswer,buttheylookedateachother,andbothseemedtoask,toentreat,somethingmore;thenhereyesfell。Hedroppedherhand,andsaying,"Good—night,"ranafterDawney。
Inthecorridor,Dominique,carryingadishoffruit,metthesisters;heinformedthemthatMissNaylorhadretiredtobed;thatHerrPaulwouldnotbehometodinner;hismasterwasdininginhisroom;dinnerwouldbeservedforMrs。Decieandthetwoyoungladiesinaquarterofanhour:"Andthefishisgoodto—night;littletrouts!trythem,Signorina!"Hemovedonquickly,softly,likeacat,thetailsofhisdress—coatflapping,andtheheelsofhiswhitesocksgleaming。
Christianranupstairs。Sheflewaboutherroom,feelingthatifsheoncestoodstillitwouldallcrystalliseinhardpainfulthought,whichmotionalonekeptaway。Shewashed,changedherdressandshoes,andrandowntoheruncle’sroom。Mr。Treffryhadjustfinisheddinner,pushedthelittletableback,andwassittinginhischair,withhisglassesonhisnose,readingtheTines。Christiantouchedhisforeheadwithherlips。
"Gladtoseeyou,Chris。Yourstepfather’souttodinner,andI
can’tstandyourauntwhenshe’sinoneofhertalkingmoods——bitofahumbug,Chris,betweenourselves;eh,isn’tshe?"Hiseyestwinkled。
Christiansmiled。Therewasacurioushappyrestlessnessinherthatwouldnotletherkeepstill。
"Picturefinished?"Mr。Treffryaskedsuddenly,takingupthepaperwithacrackle。"Don’tgoandfallinlovewiththepainter,Chris。"
Christianwasstillenoughnow。
’Whynot?’shethought。’Whatshouldyouknowabouthim?Isn’thegoodenoughforme?’Agongsounded。
"There’syourdinner,"Mr。Treffryremarked。
Withsuddencontritionshebentandkissedhim。
ButwhenshehadlefttheroomMr。TreffryputdowntheTimesandstaredatthedoor,hummingtohimself,andthoughtfullyfingeringhischin。
Christiancouldnoteat;shesat,indifferenttothehoveringsofDominique,tormentedbyuneasyfearandlongings。SheansweredMrs。
Decieatrandom。Gretakeptstealinglooksatherfromunderherlashes。
"Decidedcharactersarecharming,don’tyouthinkso,Christian?"
Mrs。Deciesaid,thrustingherchinalittleforward,andmodellingthewords。"ThatiswhyIlikeMr。Harzsomuch;suchanimmenseadvantageforamantoknowhismind。Youhaveonlytolookatthatyoungmantoseethatheknowswhathewants,andmeanstohaveit。"
Christianpushedherplateaway。Greta,flushing,saidabruptly:
"DoctorEdmundisnotadecidedcharacter,Ithink。Thisafternoonhesaid:’ShallIhavesomebeer—yes,Ishall——no,Ishallnot’;thenheorderedthebeer,so,whenitcame,hegaveittothesoldiers。"
Mrs。Decieturnedherenigmaticsmilefromonegirltotheother。
Whendinnerwasovertheywentintoherroom。Gretastoleatoncetothepiano,whereherlonghairfellalmosttothekeys;silentlyshesattherefingeringthenotes,smilingtoherself,andlookingatheraunt,whowasreadingPater’sessays。Christiantoohadtakenupabook,butsoonputitdown——ofseveralpagesshehadnotunderstoodaword。Shewentintothegardenandwanderedaboutthelawn,claspingherhandsbehindherhead。Theairwasheavy;verydistantthundertrembledamongthemountains,flashesofsummerlightningplayedoverthetrees;andtwogreatmothswerehoveringaboutarosebush。