"Idon’tthinkyoucare,"shewentonwithasortofdesperatehaste,"whetheryouhurtpeopleornot。Youhavebeenhereallthistimewithoutevengoingtoseeyourfatherandmother。"
  "Doyouthinktheywouldwanttoseeme?"
  Christianlookedup。
  "It’sallbeensosoftforyou,"hesaidbitterly;"youdon’tunderstand。"
  Heturnedhisheadaway,andthenburstout:"I’mproudtocomestraightfromthesoil——Iwouldn’thaveitotherwise;buttheyareof’thepeople,’everythingisnarrowwiththem——theyonlyunderstandwhattheycanseeandtouch。"
  "I’msorryIspokelikethat,"saidChristiansoftly;"you’venevertoldmeaboutyourself。"
  Therewassomethingjustalittlecruelinthewaythepainterlookedather,thenseemingtofeelcompunction,hesaidquickly:"Ialwayshated——thepeasantlife——Iwantedtogetawayintotheworld;Ihadafeelinginhere——Iwanted——Idon’tknowwhatIwanted!Ididrunawayatlasttoahouse—painteratMeran。Thepriestwrotemealetterfrommyfather——theythrewmeoff;that’sall。"
  Christian’seyeswereverybright,herlipsmoved,likethelipsofachildlisteningtoastory。
  "Goon,"shesaid。
  "IstayedatMerantwoyears,tillI’dlearntallIcouldthere,thenabrotherofmymother’shelpedmetogettoVienna;Iwasluckyenoughtofindworkwithamanwhousedtodecoratechurches。Wewentaboutthecountrytogether。OncewhenhewasillIpaintedtheroofofachurchentirelybymyself;Ilayonmybackonthescaffoldboardsalldayforaweek——Iwasproudofthatroof。"Hepaused。
  "Whendidyoubeginpaintingpictures?"
  "AfriendaskedmewhyIdidn’ttryfortheAcademie。Thatstartedmegoingtothenightschools;Iworkedeveryminute——Ihadtogetmylivingaswell,ofcourse,soIworkedatnight。
  Thenwhentheexaminationcame,IthoughtIcoulddonothing——itwasjustasifIhadneverhadabrushorpencilinmyhand。Buttheseconddayaprofessorinpassingmesaid,’Good!Quitegood!’Thatgavemecourage。IwassureIhadfailedthough;butIwassecondoutofsixty。"
  Christiannodded。
  "ToworkintheschoolsafterthatIhadtogiveupmybusiness,ofcourse。Therewasonlyoneteacherwhoevertaughtmeanything;theothersallseemedfools。Thismanwouldcomeandruboutwhatyou’ddonewithhissleeve。Iusedtocrywithrage——butItoldhimI
  couldonlylearnfromhim,andhewassoastonishedthathegotmeintohisclass。"
  "Buthowdidyoulivewithoutmoney?"askedChristian。
  Hisfaceburnedwithadarkflush。"Idon’tknowhowIlived;youmusthavebeenthroughthesethingstoknow,youwouldneverunderstand。"
  "ButIwanttounderstand,please。"
  "Whatdoyouwantmetotellyou?HowIwenttwiceaweektoeatfreedinners!HowItookcharity!HowIwashungry!Therewasarichcousinofmymother’s——Iusedtogotohim。Ididn’tlikeit。
  Butifyou’restarvinginthewinter"
  Christianputoutherhand。
  "Iusedtoborrowapronsfulofcoalsfromotherstudentswhowereaspoor——butIneverwenttotherichstudents。"
  Theflushhaddiedoutofhisface。
  "Thatsortofthingmakesyouhatetheworld!Youworktillyoustagger;you’recoldandhungry;youseerichpeopleintheircarriages,wrappedinfurs,andallthetimeyouwanttodosomethinggreat。Youprayforachance,anychance;nothingcomestothepoor!
  Itmakesyouhatetheworld。"
  Christian’seyesfilledwithtears。Hewenton:
  "ButIwasn’ttheonlyoneinthatcondition;weusedtomeet。
  Garin,aRussianwithabrownbeardandpatchesofcheekshowingthrough,andyellowteeth,whoalwayslookedhungry。Paunitz,whocamefromsympathy!Hehadfatcheeksandlittleeyes,andabiggoldchain——theswine!AndlittleMisek。Itwasinhisroomwemet,withthepaperpeelingoffthewalls,andtwodoorswithcracksinthem,sothattherewasalwaysadraught。Weusedtositonhisbed,andpullthedirtyblanketsoverusforwarmth;andsmoke——tobaccowasthelastthingweeverwentwithout。OverthebedwasaVirginandChild——MisekwasaverydevoutCatholic;butonedaywhenhehadhadnodinnerandadealerhadkepthispicturewithoutpayinghim,hetooktheimageandthrewitonthefloorbeforeoureyes;itbroke,andhetrampledonthebits。Lendorfwasanother,aheavyfellowwhowasalwayspuffingouthiswhitecheeksandsmitinghimself,andsaying:’Cursedsociety!’AndSchonborn,anaristocratwhohadquarrelledwithhisfamily。Hewasthepoorestofusall;
  butonlyheandIwouldeverhavedaredtodoanything——theyallknewthat!"
  Christianlistenedwithawe。"Doyoumean?"shesaid,"doyoumean,thatyou——?"
  "Yousee!you’reafraidofmeatonce。It’simpossibleevenforyoutounderstand。Itonlymakesyouafraid。Ahungrymanlivingoncharity,sickwithrageandshame,isawolfeventoyou!"
  Christianlookedstraightintohiseyes。
  "That’snottrue。IfIcan’tunderstand,Icanfeel。Wouldyoubethesamenowifitweretocomeagain?"
  "Yes,itdrivesmemadevennowtothinkofpeoplefattedwithprosperity,sneeringandholdinguptheirhandsatpoordevilswhohavesufferedtentimesmorethanthemostthosesoftanimalscouldbear。I’molder;I’velived——Iknowthingscan’tbeputrightbyviolence——nothingwillputthingsright,butthatdoesn’tstopmyfeeling。"
  "Didyoudoanything?Youmusttellmeallnow。"
  "Wetalked——wewerealwaystalking。"
  "No,tellmeeverything!"
  Unconsciouslysheclaimed,andheseemedunconsciouslytoadmitherrighttothisknowledge。
  "There’snotmuchtotell。Onedaywebegantalkinginlowvoices——
  Garinbeganit;hehadbeeninsomeaffairinRussia。Wetookanoath;afterthatweneverraisedourvoices。Wehadaplan。Itwasallnewtome,andIhatedthewholething——butIwasalwayshungry,orsickfromtakingcharity,andIwouldhavedoneanything。Theyknewthat;theyusedtolookatmeandSchonborn;weknewthatnooneelsehadanycourage。HeandIweregreatfriends,butwenevertalkedofthat;wetriedtokeepourmindsawayfromthethoughtofit。Ifwehadagooddayandwerenotsohungry,itseemedunnatural;butwhenthedayhadnotbeengood——thenitseemednaturalenough。Iwasn’tafraid,butIusedtowakeupinthenight;Ihatedtheoathwehadtaken,Ihatedeveryoneofthosefellows;thethingwasnotwhatIwasmadefor,itwasn’tmywork,itwasn’tmynature,itwasforcedonme——Ihatedit,butsometimesIwaslikeamadman。"
  "Yes,yes,"shemurmured。
  "AllthistimeIwasworkingattheAcademie,andlearningallI
  could……Oneeveningthatwemet,Paunitzwasnotthere。Misekwastellingushowthethinghadbeenarranged。SchonbornandIlookedateachother——itwaswarm——perhapswewerenothungry——itwasspringtime,too,andintheSpringit’sdifferent。Thereissomething。"
  Christiannodded。
  "Whileweweretalkingtherecameaknockatthedoor。Lendorfputhiseyetothekeyhole,andmadeasign。Thepolicewerethere。
  Nobodysaidanything,butMisekcrawledunderthebed;weallfollowed;andtheknockinggrewlouderandlouder。Inthewallatthebackofthebedwasalittledoorintoanemptycellar。Wecreptthrough。Therewasatrap—doorbehindsomecases,wheretheyusedtorollbarrelsin。Wecrawledthroughthatintothebackstreet。Wewentdifferentways。"
  Hepaused,andChristiangasped。
  "IthoughtIwouldgetmymoney,buttherewasapolicemanbeforemydoor。Theyhadusfinely。ItwasPaunitz;ifImethimevennowI
  shouldwringhisneck。IsworeIwouldn’tbecaught,butIhadnoideawheretogo。ThenIthoughtofalittleItalianbarberwhousedtoshavemewhenIhadmoneyforashave;Iknewhewouldhelp。HebelongedtosomeItalianSociety;heoftentalkedtome,underhisbreath,ofcourse。Iwenttohim。Hewasshavinghimselfbeforegoingtoaball。Itoldhimwhathadhappened;itwasfunnytoseehimputhisbackagainstthedoor。Hewasveryfrightened,understandingthissortofthingbetterthanIdid——forIwasonlytwentythen。Heshavedmyheadandmoustacheandputmeonafairwig。Thenhebroughtmemacaroni,andsomemeat,toeat。Hegavemeabigfairmoustache,andacap,andhidthemoustacheinthelining。
  Hebroughtmeacloakofhisown,andfourgulden。Allthetimehewasextremelyfrightened,andkeptlistening,andsaying:’Eat!’
  "WhenIhaddone,hejustsaid:’Goaway,Irefusetoknowanythingmoreofyou。’
  "Ithankedhimandwentout。Iwalkedaboutallthatnight;forI
  couldn’tthinkofanythingtodooranywheretogo。InthemorningI
  sleptonaseatinoneofthesquares。ThenIthoughtIwouldgototheGallerien;andIspentthewholedaylookingatthepictures。
  WhentheGallerieswereshutIwasverytired,soIwentintoacafe,andhadsomebeer。WhenIcameoutIsatonthesameseatintheSquare。Imeanttowaittilldarkandthenwalkoutofthecityandtakethetrainatsomelittlestation,butwhileIwassittingthereIwenttosleep。Apolicemanwokeme。Hehadmywiginhishand。
  "’Whydoyouwearawig?’hesaid。
  "Ianswered:’BecauseIambald。’
  "’No,’hesaid,’you’renotbald,you’vebeenshaved。Icanfeelthehaircoming。’
  "Heputhisfingeronmyhead。Ifeltrecklessandlaughed。
  "’Ah!’hesaid,’you’llcomewithmeandexplainallthis;yournoseandeyesarelookedfor。’
  "Iwentwithhimquietlytothepolice—station……"
  Harzseemedcarriedawaybyhisstory。Hisquickdarkfaceworked,hissteel—greyeyesstaredasthoughhewereagainpassingthroughalltheselong—pastemotions。
  Thehotsunstruckdown;Christiandrewherselftogether,sittingwithherhandsclaspedroundherknees。
  X
  "Ididn’tcarebythenwhatcameofit。Ididn’teventhinkwhatI
  wasgoingtosay。Heledmedownapassagetoaroomwithbarsacrossthewindowsandlongseats,andmapsonthewalls。Wesatandwaited。Hekepthiseyeonmeallthetime;andIsawnohope。
  PresentlytheInspectorcame。’Bringhiminhere,’hesaid;I
  rememberfeelingIcouldkillhimfororderingmeabout!Wewentintothenextroom。Ithadalargeclock,awriting—table,andawindow,withoutbars,lookingonacourtyard。Longpolicemen’scoatsandcapswerehangingfromsomepegs。TheInspectortoldmetotakeoffmycap。Itookitoff,wigandall。HeaskedmewhoIwas,butIrefusedtoanswer。Justthentherewasaloudsoundofvoicesintheroomwehadcomefrom。TheInspectortoldthepolicemantolookafterme,andwenttoseewhatitwas。Icouldhearhimtalking。Hecalledout:’Comehere,Becker!’Istoodveryquiet,andBeckerwenttowardsthedoor。IheardtheInspectorsay:’GoandfindSchwartz,Iwillseeafterthisfellow。’Thepolicemanwent,andtheInspectorstoodwithhisbacktomeinthehalf—opendoor,andbeganagaintotalktothemanintheotherroom。Onceortwicehelookedroundatme,butIstoodquietallthetime。Theybegantodisagree,andtheirvoicesgotangry。TheInspectormovedalittleintotheotherroom。’Now!’Ithought,andslippedoffmycloak。Ihookedoffapoliceman’scoatandcap,andputthemon。MyheartbeattillIfeltsick。Iwentontiptoetothewindow。Therewasnooneoutside,butattheentranceamanwasholdingsomehorses。Iopenedthewindowalittleandheldmybreath。IheardtheInspectorsay:’Iwillreportyouforimpertinence!’andslippedthroughthewindow。Thecoatcamedownnearlytomyheels,andthecapovermyeyes。Iwalkeduptothemanwiththehorses,andsaid:’Good—evening。’Oneofthehorseshadbeguntokick,andheonlygruntedatme。Igotintoapassingtram;itwasfiveminutestotheWestBahnhof;Igotoutthere。
  Therewasatrainstarting;theywereshouting’Einsteigen!’Iran。
  Thecollectortriedtostopme。Ishouted:’Business——important!’
  Heletmeby。Ijumpedintoacarriage。Thetrainstarted。"
  Hepaused,andChristianheavedasigh。
  Harzwenton,twistingatwigofivyinhishands:"Therewasanothermaninthecarriagereadingapaper。PresentlyIsaidtohim,’Wheredowestopfirst?’’St。Polten。’ThenIknewitwastheMunichexpress——St。Polten,Amstetten,Linz,andSalzburg——fourstopsbeforethefrontier。Themanputdownhispaperandlookedatme;hehadabigfairmoustacheandrathershabbyclothes。Hislookingatmedisturbedme,forIthoughteveryminutehewouldsay:’You’renopoliceman!’Andsuddenlyitcameintomymindthatiftheylookedformeinthistrain,itwouldbeasapoliceman!——theywouldknow,ofcourse,atthestationthatapolicemanhadrunpastatthelastminute。Iwantedtogetridofthecoatandcap,butthemanwasthere,andIdidn’tliketomoveoutofthecarriageforotherpeopletonotice。SoIsaton。WecametoSt。Poltenatlast。Themaninmycarriagetookhisbag,gotout,andlefthispaperontheseat。
  Westartedagain;Ibreathedatlast,andassoonasIcouldtookthecapandcoatandthrewthemoutintothedarkness。Ithought:’I
  shallgetacrossthefrontiernow。’ItookmyowncapoutandfoundthemoustacheLuigigaveme;rubbedmyclothesascleanaspossible;
  stuckonthemoustache,andwithsomelittleendsofchalkinmypocketmademyeyebrowslight;thendrewsomelinesinmyfacetomakeitolder,andpulledmycapwelldownabovemywig。Ididitprettywell——Iwasquitelikethemanwhohadgotout。Isatinhiscorner,tookuphisnewspaper,andwaitedforAmstetten。Itseemedatremendoustimebeforewegotthere。FrombehindmypaperIcouldseefiveorsixpolicemenontheplatform,onequiteclose。Heopenedthedoor,lookedatme,andwalkedthroughthecarriageintothecorridor。Itooksometobaccoandrolledupacigarette,butitshook,"Harzliftedtheivytwig,"likethis。Inaminutetheconductorandtwomorepolicemencame。’Hewashere,’saidtheconductor,’withthisgentleman。’Oneofthemlookedatme,andasked:’Haveyouseenapolicemantravellingonthistrain?’’Yes,’
  Isaid。’Where?’’HegotoutatSt。Polten。’Thepolicemanaskedtheconductor:’Didyouseehimgetoutthere?’Theconductorshookhishead。Isaid:’Hegotoutasthetrainwasmoving。’’Ah!’saidthepoliceman,’whatwashelike?’’Rathershort,andnomoustache。
  Why?’’Didyounoticeanythingunusual?’’No,’Isaid,’onlythatheworecolouredtrousers。What’sthematter?’Onepolicemansaidtotheother:’That’sourman!SendatelegramtoSt。Polten;hehasmorethananhour’sstart。’HeaskedmewhereIwasgoing。Itoldhim:’Linz。’’Ah!’hesaid,’you’llhavetogiveevidence;yournameandaddressplease?’’JosefReinhardt,17DonauStrasse。’Hewroteitdown。Theconductorsaid:’Wearelate,canwestart?’Theyshutthedoor。Iheardthemsaytotheconductor:’SearchagainatLinz,andreporttotheInspectorthere。’Theyhurriedontotheplatform,andwestarted。AtfirstIthoughtIwouldgetoutassoonasthetrainhadleftthestation。Then,thatIshouldbetoofarfromthefrontier;bettertogoontoLinzandtakemychancethere。Isatstillandtriednottothink。
  Afteralongtime,webegantorunmoreslowly。Iputmyheadoutandcouldseeinthedistancearingoflightshangingintheblackness。Iloosenedthecarriagedoorandwaitedforthetraintorunslowerstill;Ididn’tmeantogointoLinzlikearatintoatrap。AtlastIcouldwaitnolonger;Iopenedthedoor,jumpedandfellintosomebushes。Iwasnotmuchhurt,butbruised,andthebreathknockedoutofme。AssoonasIcould,Icrawledout。Itwasverydark。Ifeltheavyandsore,andforsometimewentstumblinginandoutamongsttrees。PresentlyIcametoaclearspace;ononesideIcouldseethetown’sshapedrawninlightedlamps,andontheotheradarkmass,whichIthinkwasforest;inthedistancetoowasathinchainoflights。Ithought:’Theymustbethelightsofabridge。’Justthenthemooncameout,andIcouldseetherivershiningbelow。Itwascoldanddamp,andIwalkedquickly。AtlastIcameoutonaroad,pasthousesandbarkingdogs,downtotheriverbank;thereIsatagainstashedandwenttosleep。Iwokeverystiff。Itwasdarkerthanbefore;themoonwasgone。Icouldjustseetheriver。Istumbledon,togetthroughthetownbeforedawn。
  Itwasallblackshapes—housesandsheds,andthesmelloftheriver,thesmellofrottinghay,apples,tar,mud,fish;andhereandthereonawharfalantern。Istumbledovercasksandropesandboxes;I
  sawIshouldnevergetclear——thedawnhadbegunalreadyontheotherside。Somemencamefromahousebehindme。Ibent,andcreptbehindsomebarrels。Theypassedalongthewharf;theyseemedtodropintotheriver。Iheardoneofthemsay:’Passaubeforenight。’
  Istoodupandsawtheyhadwalkedonboardasteamerwhichwaslyingheadup—stream,withsomebargesintow。Therewasaplanklaidtothesteamer,andalanternattheotherend。Icouldhearthefellowsmovingbelowdeck,gettingupsteam。Iranacrosstheplankandcrepttotheendofthesteamer。ImeanttogowiththemtoPassau!Theropewhichtowedthebargeswasnearlytaut;andIknewifIcouldgetontothebargesIshouldbesafe。Iclimbeddownonthisropeandcrawledalong。Iwasdesperate,Iknewthey’dsoonbecomingup,anditwasgettinglight。IthoughtIshouldfallintothewaterseveraltimes,butIgottothebargeatlast。Itwasladenwithstraw。Therewasnobodyonboard。Iwashungryandthirsty——Ilookedforsomethingtoeat;therewasnothingbuttheashesofafireandaman’scoat。Icreptintothestraw。Soonaboatbroughtmen,oneforeachbarge,andthereweresoundsofsteam。
  Assoonaswebeganmovingthroughthewater,Ifellasleep。WhenI
  wokewewerecreepingthroughaheavymist。Imadealittleholeinthestrawandsawthebargeman。Hewassittingbyafireatthebarge’sedge,sothatthesparksandsmokeblewawayoverthewater。
  Heateanddrankwithbothhands,andfunnyenoughhelookedinthemist,likeabigbirdflappingitswings;therewasagoodsmellofcoffee,andIsneezed。Howthefellowstarted!Butpresentlyhetookapitchforkandproddedthestraw。ThenIstoodup。Icouldn’thelplaughing,hewassosurprised——ahuge,darkman,withagreatblackbeard。Ipointedtothefireandsaid’Givemesome,brother!’
  Hepulledmeoutofthestraw;Iwassostiff,Icouldn’tmove。I
  satbythefire,andateblackbreadandturnips,anddrankcoffee;
  whilehestoodby,watchingmeandmuttering。Icouldn’tunderstandhimwell——hespokeadialectfromHungary。Heaskedme:HowIgotthere——whoIwas——whereIwasfrom?Ilookedupinhisface,andhelookeddownatme,suckinghispipe。Hewasabigman,helivedaloneontheriver,andIwastiredoftellinglies,soItoldhimthewholething。WhenIhaddonehejustgrunted。Icanseehimnowstandingoverme,withthemisthanginginhisbeard,andhisgreatnakedarms。Hedrewmesomewater,andIwashedandshowedhimmywigandmoustache,andthrewthemoverboard。Allthatdaywelayoutonthebargeinthemist,withourfeettothefire,smoking;nowandthenhewouldspitintotheashesandmutterintohisbeard。Ishallneverforgetthatday。Thesteamerwaslikeamonsterwithfierynostrils,andtheotherbargesweredumbcreatureswitheyes,wherethefireswere;wecouldn’tseethebank,butnowandthenabluffandhightrees,oracastle,showedinthemist。IfIhadonlyhadpaintandcanvasthatday!"Hesighed。
  "ItwasearlySpring,andtheriverwasinflood;theyweregoingtoRegensburgtounloadthere,takefreshcargo,andbacktoLinz。Assoonasthemistbegantoclear,thebargemanhidmeinthestraw。
  AtPassauwasthefrontier;theylaythereforthenight,butnothinghappened,andIsleptinthestraw。ThenextdayIlayoutonthebargedeck;therewasnomist,butIwasfree——thesunshonegoldonthestrawandthegreensacking;thewaterseemedtodance,andI
  laughed——Ilaughedallthetime,andthebargemanlaughedwithme。
  Afinefellowhewas!AtRegensburgIhelpedthemtounload;formorethanaweekweworked;theynicknamedmebaldhead,andwhenitwasalloverIgavethemoneyIearnedfortheunloadingtothebigbargeman。Wekissedeachotheratparting。IhadstillthreeoftheguldenthatLuigigaveme,andIwenttoahouse—painterandgotworkwithhim。ForsixmonthsIstayedtheretosavemoney;thenIwrotetomymother’scousininVienna,andtoldhimIwasgoingtoLondon。
  Hegavemeanintroductiontosomefriendsthere。IwenttoHamburg,andfromtheretoLondoninacargosteamer,andI’veneverbeenbacktillnow。"
  XI
  Afteraminute’ssilenceChristiansaidinastartledvoice:"Theycouldarrestyouthen!"
  Harzlaughed。
  "Iftheyknew;butit’ssevenyearsago。"
  "Whydidyoucomehere,whenit’ssodangerous?"
  "Ihadbeenworkingtoohard,Iwantedtoseemycountry——aftersevenyears,andwhenit’sforbidden!ButI’mreadytogobacknow。"Helookeddownather,frowning。
  "HadyouahardtimeinLondon,too?"
  "Harder,atfirst——Icouldn’tspeakthelanguage。Inmyprofessionit’shardworktogetrecognised,it’shardworktomakealiving。
  Therearetoomanywhoseinterestitistokeepyoudown——Ishan’tforgetthem。"
  "Buteveryoneisnotlikethat?"
  "No;therearefinefellows,too。Ishan’tforgetthemeither。I
  cansellmypicturesnow;I’mnolongerweak,andIpromiseyouI
  shan’tforget。IfinthefutureIhavepower,andIshallhavepower——Ishan’tforget。"
  Ashoweroffinegravelcamerattlingonthewall。Dawneywasstandingbelowthemwithanamusedexpressiononhisupturnedface。
  "Areyougoingtostaythereallnight?"heasked。"GretaandIhaveboredeachother。"
  "We’recoming,"calledChristianhastily。
  Onthewaybackneitherspokeaword,butwhentheyreachedtheVilla,Harztookherhand,andsaid:"FrauleinChristian,Ican’tdoanymorewithyourpicture。Ishan’ttouchitagainafterthis。"
  Shemadenoanswer,buttheylookedateachother,andbothseemedtoask,toentreat,somethingmore;thenhereyesfell。Hedroppedherhand,andsaying,"Good—night,"ranafterDawney。
  Inthecorridor,Dominique,carryingadishoffruit,metthesisters;heinformedthemthatMissNaylorhadretiredtobed;thatHerrPaulwouldnotbehometodinner;hismasterwasdininginhisroom;dinnerwouldbeservedforMrs。Decieandthetwoyoungladiesinaquarterofanhour:"Andthefishisgoodto—night;littletrouts!trythem,Signorina!"Hemovedonquickly,softly,likeacat,thetailsofhisdress—coatflapping,andtheheelsofhiswhitesocksgleaming。
  Christianranupstairs。Sheflewaboutherroom,feelingthatifsheoncestoodstillitwouldallcrystalliseinhardpainfulthought,whichmotionalonekeptaway。Shewashed,changedherdressandshoes,andrandowntoheruncle’sroom。Mr。Treffryhadjustfinisheddinner,pushedthelittletableback,andwassittinginhischair,withhisglassesonhisnose,readingtheTines。Christiantouchedhisforeheadwithherlips。
  "Gladtoseeyou,Chris。Yourstepfather’souttodinner,andI
  can’tstandyourauntwhenshe’sinoneofhertalkingmoods——bitofahumbug,Chris,betweenourselves;eh,isn’tshe?"Hiseyestwinkled。
  Christiansmiled。Therewasacurioushappyrestlessnessinherthatwouldnotletherkeepstill。
  "Picturefinished?"Mr。Treffryaskedsuddenly,takingupthepaperwithacrackle。"Don’tgoandfallinlovewiththepainter,Chris。"
  Christianwasstillenoughnow。
  ’Whynot?’shethought。’Whatshouldyouknowabouthim?Isn’thegoodenoughforme?’Agongsounded。
  "There’syourdinner,"Mr。Treffryremarked。
  Withsuddencontritionshebentandkissedhim。
  ButwhenshehadlefttheroomMr。TreffryputdowntheTimesandstaredatthedoor,hummingtohimself,andthoughtfullyfingeringhischin。
  Christiancouldnoteat;shesat,indifferenttothehoveringsofDominique,tormentedbyuneasyfearandlongings。SheansweredMrs。
  Decieatrandom。Gretakeptstealinglooksatherfromunderherlashes。
  "Decidedcharactersarecharming,don’tyouthinkso,Christian?"
  Mrs。Deciesaid,thrustingherchinalittleforward,andmodellingthewords。"ThatiswhyIlikeMr。Harzsomuch;suchanimmenseadvantageforamantoknowhismind。Youhaveonlytolookatthatyoungmantoseethatheknowswhathewants,andmeanstohaveit。"
  Christianpushedherplateaway。Greta,flushing,saidabruptly:
  "DoctorEdmundisnotadecidedcharacter,Ithink。Thisafternoonhesaid:’ShallIhavesomebeer—yes,Ishall——no,Ishallnot’;thenheorderedthebeer,so,whenitcame,hegaveittothesoldiers。"
  Mrs。Decieturnedherenigmaticsmilefromonegirltotheother。
  Whendinnerwasovertheywentintoherroom。Gretastoleatoncetothepiano,whereherlonghairfellalmosttothekeys;silentlyshesattherefingeringthenotes,smilingtoherself,andlookingatheraunt,whowasreadingPater’sessays。Christiantoohadtakenupabook,butsoonputitdown——ofseveralpagesshehadnotunderstoodaword。Shewentintothegardenandwanderedaboutthelawn,claspingherhandsbehindherhead。Theairwasheavy;verydistantthundertrembledamongthemountains,flashesofsummerlightningplayedoverthetrees;andtwogreatmothswerehoveringaboutarosebush。