CHARLESDARWINTOW。D。FOX。
  [Cambridge,November5,1830。]
  MydearFox,Ihavesolittletimeatpresent,andamsodisgustedbyreadingthatI
  havenotthehearttowritetoanybody。IhaveonlywrittenoncehomesinceIcameup。Thismustexcusemefornothavingansweredyourthreeletters,forwhichIamreallyverymuchobliged……
  Ihavenotstuckaninsectthisterm,andscarcelyopenedacase。IfIhadtimeIwouldhavesentyoutheinsectswhichIhavesolongpromised;butreallyIhavenotspiritsortimetodoanything。Readingmakesmequitedesperate;theplagueofgettingupallmysubjectsisnextthingtointolerable。Henslowismytutor,andamostADMIRABLEonehemakes;thehourwithhimisthepleasantestinthewholeday。IthinkheisquitethemostperfectmanIevermetwith。Ihavebeentosomeverypleasantpartiestherethisterm。Hisgood—natureisunbounded。
  IamsureyouwillbesorrytohearpooroldWhitley’sfatherisdead。Inaworldlypointofviewitisofgreatconsequencetohim,asitwillpreventhimgoingtotheBarforsometime。——(Besureanswerthis:)WhatdidyoupayfortheironhoopyouhadmadeinShrewsbury?BecauseIdonotmeantopaythewholeoftheCambridgeman’sbill。YouneednottroubleyourselfaboutthePhallus,asIhaveboughtupbothspecies。IhaveheardmensaythatHenslowhassomecuriousreligiousopinions。Ineverperceivedanythingofit,haveyou?Iamverygladtohear,afterallyourdelays,youhaveheardofacuracywhereyoumayreadallthecommandmentswithoutendangeringyourthroat。Iamalsostillmoregladtohearthatyourmothercontinuessteadilytoimprove。Idotrustthatyouwillhavenofurthercauseforuneasiness。Witheverywishforyourhappiness,mydearoldFox,Believemeyoursmostsincerely,CHARLESDARWIN。
  CHARLESDARWINTOW。D。FOX。
  Cambridge,Sunday,January23,1831。
  MydearFox,IdohopeyouwillexcusemynotwritingbeforeItookmydegree。Ifeltaquiteinexplicableaversiontowritetoanybody。ButnowIdomostheartilycongratulateyouuponpassingyourexamination,andhopeyoufindyourcuracycomfortable。Ifitismylastshilling(Ihavenotmany),I
  willcomeandpayyouavisit。
  Idonotknowwhythedegreeshouldmakeonesomiserable,bothbeforeandafterwards。Irecollectyouweresufficientlywretchedbefore,andIcanassure[you]Iamnow,andwhatmakesitthemoreridiculousis,Iknownotwhatabout。IbelieveitisabeautifulprovisionofnaturetomakeoneregretthelessleavingsopleasantaplaceasCambridge;andamongstallitspleasures——Isayitforonceandforall——nonesogreatasmyfriendshipwithyou。Isentyouanewspaperyesterday,inwhichyouwillseewhatagoodplace[10th]IhavegotinthePoll。AsforChrist’s,didyoueverseesuchacollegeforproducingCaptainsandApostles?(The"Captain"isattheheadofthe"Poll":the"Apostles"arethelasttwelveintheMathematicalTripos。)TherearenomeneitheratEmmanuelorChrist’splucked。Cameronisgulfed,togetherwithotherthreeTrinityscholars!Myplansarenotatallsettled。IthinkIshallkeepthisterm,andthengoandeconomiseatShrewsbury,returnandtakemydegree。
  Amanmaybeexcusedforwritingsomuchabouthimselfwhenhehasjustpassedtheexamination;soyoumustexcuse[me]。Andonthesameprincipledoyouwritealetterbrimfulofyourselfandplans。Iwanttoknowsomethingaboutyourexamination。Tellmeaboutthestateofyournerves;
  whatbooksyougotup,andhowperfect。Itakeaninterestaboutthatsortofthing,asthetimewillcomewhenImustsuffer。Yourtutor,Thompson,beggedtoberememberedtoyou,andsodoesWhitley。Ifyouwillanswerthis,Iwillsendasmanystupidanswersasyoucandesire。
  Believeme,dearFox,CHAS。DARWIN。
  CHAPTER1。V。
  THEAPPOINTMENTTOTHE’BEAGLE。’
  [InaletteraddressedtoCaptainFitz—Roy,beforethe"Beagle"sailed,myfatherwrote,"Whatagloriousdaythe4thofNovember(The"Beagle"didnothowevermakeherfinalandsuccessfulstartuntilDecember27。)willbetome——mysecondlifewillthencommence,anditshallbeasabirthdayfortherestofmylife。"
  Thecircumstanceswhichledtothissecondbirth——somuchmoreimportantthanmyfatherthenimagined——areconnectedwithhisCambridgelife,butmaybemoreappropriatelytoldinthepresentchapter。Foremostinthechainofcircumstanceswhichleadtohisappointmenttothe"Beagle",wasmyfather’sfriendshipwithProfessorHenslow。Hewroteinapocket—bookordiary,whichcontainabriefrecordofdates,etc。,throughouthislife:——
  "1831。CHRISTMAS。——PassedmyexaminationforB。A。degreeandkeptthetwofollowingterms。
  "DuringthesemonthslivedmuchwithProfessorHenslow,oftendiningwithhimandwalkingwithhim;becameslightlyacquaintedwithseveralofthelearnedmeninCambridge,whichmuchquickenedthezealwhichdinnerpartiesandhuntinghadnotdestroyed。
  "InthespringpaidMr。DawesavisitwithRamsayandKirby,andtalkedoveranexcursiontoTeneriffe。InthespringHenslowpersuadedmetothinkofGeology,andintroducedmetoSedgwick。DuringMidsummergeologisedalittleinShropshire。
  "AUGUST。——WentonGeologicaltour(MentionedbySedgwickinhisprefacetoSalter’s’CatalogueofCambrianandSilurianFossils,’1873。)byLlangollen,Ruthin,Conway,Bangor,andCapelCurig,whereIleftProfessorSedgwick,andcrossedthemountaintoBarmouth。"
  InalettertoFox(May,1831),myfatherwrites:——"Iamverybusy……andseeagreatdealofHenslow,whomIdonotknowwhetherIloveorrespectmost。"HisfeelingforthisadmirablemanisfinelyexpressedinaletterwhichhewrotetoRev。L。Blomefield(thenRev。L。Jenyns),whenthelatterwasengagedinhis’MemoirofProfessorHenslow’(published1862)。Thepassage(’MemoiroftheRev。JohnStevensHenslow,M。A。,’bytheRev。
  LeonardJenyns。8vo。London,1862,page51。)hasbeenmadeuseofinthefirstofthememorialnoticeswrittenfor’Nature,’andMr。Romanespointsoutthatmyfather,"whiledescribingthecharacterofanother,isunconsciouslygivingamostaccuratedescriptionofhisown":——
  "IwenttoCambridgeearlyintheyear1828,andsoonbecameacquainted,throughsomeofmybrotherentomologists,withProfessorHenslow,forallwhocaredforanybranchofnaturalhistorywereequallyencouragedbyhim。
  Nothingcouldbemoresimple,cordial,andunpretendingthantheencouragementwhichheaffordedtoallyoungnaturalists。Isoonbecameintimatewithhim,forhehadaremarkablepowerofmakingtheyoungfeelcompletelyateasewithhim;thoughwewereallawe—struckwiththeamountofhisknowledge。BeforeIsawhim,Iheardoneyoungmansumuphisattainmentsbysimplysayingthathekneweverything。WhenIreflecthowimmediatelywefeltatperfecteasewithamanolder,andineverywaysoimmenselyoursuperior,Ithinkitwasasmuchowingtothetransparentsincerityofhischaracterastohiskindnessofheart;and,perhaps,evenstillmore,toahighlyremarkableabsenceinhimofallself—
  consciousness。Oneperceivedatoncethatheneverthoughtofhisownvariedknowledgeorclearintellect,butsolelyonthesubjectinhand。
  Anothercharm,whichmusthavestruckeveryone,wasthathismannertooldanddistinguishedpersonsandtotheyoungeststudentwasexactlythesame:
  andtoallheshowedthesamewinningcourtesy。Hewouldreceivewithinterestthemosttriflingobservationinanybranchofnaturalhistory;
  andhoweverabsurdablunderonemightmake,hepointeditoutsoclearlyandkindly,thatonelefthimnowaydisheartened,butonlydeterminedtobemoreaccuratethenexttime。Inshort,nomancouldbebetterformedtowintheentireconfidenceoftheyoung,andtoencouragethemintheirpursuits。
  "HislecturesonBotanywereuniversallypopular,andasclearasdaylight。
  Sopopularwerethey,thatseveraloftheoldermembersoftheUniversityattendedsuccessivecourses。Onceeveryweekhekeptopenhouseintheevening,andallwhocaredfornaturalhistoryattendedtheseparties,which,bythusfavouringinter—communication,didthesamegoodinCambridge,inaverypleasantmanner,astheScientificSocietiesdoinLondon。AtthesepartiesmanyofthemostdistinguishedmembersoftheUniversityoccasionallyattended;andwhenonlyafewwerepresent,Ihavelistenedtothegreatmenofthosedays,conversingonallsortsofsubjects,withthemostvariedandbrilliantpowers。Thiswasnosmalladvantagetosomeoftheyoungermen,asitstimulatedtheirmentalactivityandambition。Twoorthreetimesineachsessionhetookexcursionswithhisbotanicalclass;eitheralongwalktothehabitatofsomerareplant,orinabargedowntherivertothefens,orincoachestosomemoredistantplace,astoGamlingay,toseethewildlilyofthevalley,andtocatchontheheaththerarenatter—jack。Theseexcursionshaveleftadelightfulimpressiononmymind。Hewas,onsuchoccasions,inasgoodspiritsasaboy,andlaughedasheartilyasaboyatthemisadventuresofthosewhochasedthesplendidswallow—tailbutterfliesacrossthebrokenandtreacherousfens。Heusedtopauseeverynowandthentolectureonsomeplantorotherobject;andsomethinghecouldtellusoneveryinsect,shell,orfossilcollected,forhehadattendedtoeverybranchofnaturalhistory。Afterourday’sworkweusedtodineatsomeinnorhouse,andmostjovialwethenwere。Ibelieveallwhojoinedtheseexcursionswillagreewithmethattheyhaveleftanenduringimpressionofdelightonourminds。
  "AstimepassedonatCambridgeIbecameveryintimatewithProfessorHenslow,andhiskindnesswasunbounded;hecontinuallyaskedmetohishouse,andallowedmetoaccompanyhiminhiswalks。Hetalkedonallsubjects,includinghisdeepsenseofreligion,andwasentirelyopen。I
  ownmorethanIcanexpresstothisexcellentman……
  "DuringtheyearswhenIassociatedsomuchwithProfessorHenslow,Ineveroncesawhistemperevenruffled。Henevertookanill—naturedviewofanyone’scharacter,thoughveryfarfromblindtothefoiblesofothers。Italwaysstruckmethathismindcouldnotbeeventouchedbyanypaltryfeelingofvanity,envy,orjealousy。Withallthisequabilityoftemperandremarkablebenevolence,therewasnoinsipidityofcharacter。Amanmusthavebeenblindnottohaveperceivedthatbeneaththisplacidexteriortherewasavigorousanddeterminedwill。Whenprinciplecameintoplay,nopoweronearthcouldhaveturnedhimonehair’s—breadth……
  "Reflectingoverhischaracterwithgratitudeandreverence,hismoralattributesrise,astheyshoulddointhehighestcharacter,inpre—
  eminenceoverhisintellect。"
  InalettertoRev。L。Blomefield(Jenyns),May24,1862,myfatherwrotewiththesamefeelingsthathehadexpressedinhislettersthirtyyearsbefore:——
  "IthankyoumostsincerelyforyourkindpresentofyourMemoirofHenslow。Ihavereadabouthalf,andithasinterestedmemuch。IdonotthinkthatIcouldhaveveneratedhimmorethanIdid;butyourbookhasevenexaltedhischaracterinmyeyes。Fromturningoverthepagesofthelatterhalf,IshouldthinkyouraccountwouldbeinvaluabletoanyclergymanwhowishedtofollowpoordearHenslow’snobleexample。Whatanadmirablemanhewas。"
  Thegeologicalworkmentionedinthequotationfrommyfather’spocket—bookwasdoubtlessofimportanceasgivinghimsomepracticalexperience,andperhapsofmoreimportanceinhelpingtogivehimsomeconfidenceinhimself。InJulyofthesameyear,1831,hewas"workinglikeatiger"atGeology,andtryingtomakeamapofShropshire,butnotfindingit"aseasyasIexpected。"
  InwritingtoHenslowaboutthesametime,hegivessomeaccountofhiswork:——
  "Ishouldhavewrittentoyousometimeago,onlyIwasdeterminedtowaitfortheclinometer,andIamverygladtosayIthinkitwillansweradmirably。Iputallthetablesinmybedroomateveryconceivableangleanddirection。IwillventuretosayIhavemeasuredthemasaccuratelyasanygeologistgoingcoulddo……IhavebeenworkingatsomanythingsthatI
  havenotgotonmuchwithgeology。IsuspectthefirstexpeditionItake,clinometerandhammerinhand,willsendmebackverylittlewiserandagooddealmorepuzzledthanwhenIstarted。AsyetIhaveonlyindulgedinhypotheses,buttheyaresuchpowerfulonesthatIsuppose,iftheywereputintoactionforbutoneday,theworldwouldcometoanend。"
  HewasevidentlymostkeentogettoworkwithSedgwick,forhewrotetoHenslow:"IhavenotheardfromProfessorSedgwick,soIamafraidhewillnotpaytheSevernformationsavisit。Ihopeandtrustyoudidyourbesttourgehim。"
  MyfatherhasgiveninhisRecollectionssomeaccountofthisTour。
  TheretoowereadoftheprojectedexcursiontotheCanaries,ofwhichslightmentionoccursinletterstoFoxandHenslow。
  InApril1831hewritestoFox:"AtpresentItalk,think,anddreamofaschemeIhavealmosthatchedofgoingtotheCanaryIslands。Ihavelonghadawishofseeingtropicalsceneryandvegetation,and,accordingtoHumboldt,Teneriffeisaveryprettyspecimen。"AndagaininMay:"AsformyCanaryscheme,itisrashofyoutoaskquestions;myotherfriendsmostsincerelywishmethere,Iplaguethemsowithtalkingabouttropicalscenery,etc。Eytonwillgonextsummer,andIamlearningSpanish。"
  Lateroninthesummertheschemetookmoredefiniteform,andthedateseemstohavebeenfixedforJune,1832。HegotinformationinLondonaboutpassage—money,andinJulywasworkingatSpanishandcallingFox"ungrandisimolebron,"inproofofhisknowledgeofthelanguage;which,however,hefound"intenselystupid。"Buteventhenheseemstohavehadsomedoubtsabouthiscompanions’zeal,forhewritestoHenslow(July27,1831):"IhopeyoucontinuetofanyourCanaryardour。Ireadandre—readHumboldt;doyoudothesame?IamsurenothingwillpreventusseeingtheGreatDragonTree。"
  GeologicalworkandTeneriffedreamscarriedhimthroughthesummer,tillonreturningfromBarmouthforthesacred1stofSeptember,hereceivedtheofferofappointmentasNaturalisttothe"Beagle"。
  Thefollowingextractfromthepocket—bookwillbeahelpinreadingtheletters:——
  "ReturnedtoShrewsburyatendofAugust。Refusedofferofvoyage。
  "September。——WenttoMaer,returnedwithUncleJos。toShrewsbury,thencetoCambridge。London。
  "11th。——WentwithCaptainFitz—RoyinsteamertoPlymouthtoseethe"Beagle"。
  "22nd。——ReturnedtoShrewsbury,passingthroughCambridge。
  "October2nd。——Tookleaveofmyhome。StayedinLondon。
  "24th——ReachedPlymouth。
  "OctoberandNovember。——Thesemonthsverymiserable。
  "December10th。——Sailed,butwereobligedtoputback。
  "21st。——Puttoseaagain,andweredrivenback。
  "27th。——SailedfromEnglandonourCircumnavigation。"
  GEORGEPEACOCK(FormerlyDeanofEly,andLowndeanProfessorofAstronomyatCambridge。)TOJ。S。HENSLOW。
  7SuffolkStreet,PallMallEast。
  [1831。]
  MydearHenslow,CaptainFitz—RoyisgoingouttosurveythesoutherncoastofTierradelFuego,andafterwardstovisitmanyoftheSouthSeaIslands,andtoreturnbytheIndianArchipelago。Thevesselisfittedoutexpresslyforscientificpurposes,combinedwiththesurvey;itwillfurnish,therefore,arareopportunityforanaturalist,anditwouldbeagreatmisfortunethatitshouldbelost。
  Anofferhasbeenmadetometorecommendaproperpersontogooutasanaturalistwiththisexpedition;hewillbetreatedwitheveryconsideration。TheCaptainisayoungmanofverypleasingmanners(anephewoftheDukeofGrafton),ofgreatzealinhisprofession,andwhoisveryhighlyspokenof;ifLeonardJenynscouldgo,whattreasureshemightbringhomewithhim,astheshipwouldbeplacedathisdisposalwheneverhisinquiriesmadeitnecessaryordesirable。Intheabsenceofsoaccomplishedanaturalist,isthereanypersonwhomyoucouldstronglyrecommend?hemustbesuchapersonaswoulddocredittoourrecommendation。Dothinkofthissubject,itwouldbeaseriouslosstothecauseofnaturalscienceifthisfineopportunitywaslost……
  TheshipsailsabouttheendofSeptember。
  Writeimmediately,andtellmewhatcanbedone。
  Believeme,MydearHenslow,Mosttrulyyours,GEORGEPEACOCK。
  J。S。HENSLOWTOC。DARWIN。
  Cambridge,August24,1831。
  MydearDarwin,BeforeIenterupontheimmediatebusinessofthisletter,letuscondoletogetheruponthelossofourinestimablefriendpoorRamsay,ofwhosedeathyouhaveundoubtedlyheardlongbeforethis。
  Iwillnotnowdwelluponthispainfulsubject,asIshallhopetoseeyoushortly,fullyexpectingthatyouwilleagerlycatchattheofferwhichislikelytobemadeyouofatriptoTierradelFuego,andhomebytheEastIndies。IhavebeenaskedbyPeacock,whowillreadandforwardthistoyoufromLondon,torecommendhimaNaturalistascompaniontoCaptainFitz—Roy,employedbyGovernmenttosurveythesouthernextremityofAmerica。IhavestatedthatIconsideryoutobethebestqualifiedpersonIknowofwhoislikelytoundertakesuchasituation。IstatethisnotinthesuppositionofyourbeingaFINISHEDnaturalist,butasamplyqualifiedforcollecting,observing,andnoting,anythingworthytobenotedinNaturalHistory。Peacockhastheappointmentathisdisposal,andifhecannotfindamanwillingtotaketheoffice,theopportunitywillprobablybelost。CaptainFitz—Roywantsaman(Iunderstand)moreasacompanionthanamerecollector,andwouldnottakeanyone,howevergoodanaturalist,whowasnotrecommendedtohimlikewiseasaGENTLEMAN。
  Particularsofsalary,etc。,Iknownothing。Thevoyageistolasttwoyears,andifyoutakeplentyofbookswithyou,anythingyoupleasemaybedone。Youwillhaveampleopportunitiesatcommand。Inshort,Isupposethereneverwasafinerchanceforamanofzealandspirit;CaptainFitz—
  Royisayoungman。WhatIwishyoutodoisinstantlytocomeandconsultwithPeacock(atNo。7SuffolkStreet,PallMallEast,orelseattheUniversityClub),andlearnfurtherparticulars。Don’tputonanymodestdoubtsorfearsaboutyourdisqualifications,forIassureyouIthinkyouaretheverymantheyareinsearchof;soconceiveyourselftobetappedontheshoulderbyyourbum—bailiffandaffectionatefriend,J。S。HENSLOW。
  Theexpeditionistosailon25thSeptember(atearliest),sothereisnotimetobelost。
  G。PEACOCKTOC。DARWIN。
  [1831。]
  MydearSir,IreceivedHenslow’sletterlastnighttoolatetoforwardittoyoubythepost;acircumstancewhichIdonotregret,asithasgivenmeanopportunityofseeingCaptainBeaufortattheAdmiralty(theHydrographer),andofstatingtohimtheofferwhichIhavetomaketoyou。Heentirelyapprovesofit,andyoumayconsiderthesituationasatyourabsolutedisposal。Itrustthatyouwillacceptit,asitisanopportunitywhichshouldnotbelost,andIlookforwardwithgreatinteresttothebenefitwhichourcollectionsofNaturalHistorymayreceivefromyourlabours。
  Thecircumstancesarethese;——
  CaptainFitz—Roy(anephewoftheDukeofGrafton)sailsattheendofSeptember,inashiptosurvey,inthefirstinstance,theSouthCoastofTierradelFuego,afterwardstovisittheSouthSeaIslands,andtoreturnbytheIndianArchipelagotoEngland。Theexpeditionisentirelyforscientificpurposes,andtheshipwillgenerallywaityourleisureforresearchesinNaturalHistory,etc。CaptainFitz—Royisapublic—spiritedandzealousofficer,ofdelightfulmanners,andgreatlybelovedbyallhisbrotherofficers。HewentwithCaptainBeechey(For’Beechey’read’King。’
  IdonotfindthenameFitz—RoyinthelistofBeechey’sofficers。TheFuegianswerebroughtbackfromCaptainKing’svoyage。),andspent1500
  poundsinbringingoverandeducatingathisownchargethreenativesofPatagonia。Heengagesathisownexpenseanartistat200poundsayeartogowithhim。Youmaybesure,therefore,ofhavingaverypleasantcompanion,whowillenterheartilyintoallyourviews。
  TheshipsailsabouttheendofSeptember,andyoumustlosenotimeinmakingknownyouracceptancetoCaptainBeaufort,AdmiraltyHydrographer。
  Ihavehadagooddealofcorrespondenceaboutthismatter[withHenslow?],whofeels,incommonwithmyself,thegreatestanxietythatyoushouldgo。
  Ihopethatnootherarrangementsarelikelytointerferewithit……
  TheAdmiraltyarenotdisposedtogiveasalary,thoughtheywillfurnishyouwithanofficialappointment,andeveryaccommodation。Ifasalaryshouldberequired,however,Iaminclinedtothinkthatitwouldbegranted。
  Believeme,mydearSir,Verytrulyyours,GEORGEPEACOCK。
  CHARLESDARWINTOJ。S。HENSLOW。
  Shrewsbury,Tuesday[August30?,1831]。
  MydearSir,Mr。Peacock’sletterarrivedonSaturday,andIreceiveditlateyesterdayevening。Asfarasmyownmindisconcerned,Ishould,IthinkCERTAINLY,mostgladlyhaveacceptedtheopportunitywhichyousokindlyhaveofferedme。Butmyfather,althoughhedoesnotdecidedlyrefuseme,givessuchstrongadviceagainstgoing,thatIshouldnotbecomfortableifIdidnotfollowit。
  Myfather’sobjectionsarethese:theunfittingmetosettledownasaClergyman,mylittlehabitofseafaring,THESHORTNESSOFTHETIME,andthechanceofmynotsuitingCaptainFitz—Roy。Itiscertainlyaveryseriousobjection,theveryshorttimeforallmypreparations,asnotonlybodybutmindwantsmakingupforsuchanundertaking。ButifithadnotbeenformyfatherIwouldhavetakenallrisks。WhatwasthereasonthataNaturalistwasnotlongagofixedupon?Iamverymuchobligedforthetroubleyouhavehadaboutit;therecertainlycouldnothavebeenabetteropportunity……
  MytripwithSedgwickansweredmostperfectly。IdidnothearofpoorMr。
  Ramsay’slosstillafewdaysbeforeyourletter。IhavebeenluckyhithertoinneverlosinganypersonforwhomIhadanyesteemoraffection。
  Myacquaintance,althoughveryshort,wassufficienttogivemethosefeelingsinagreatdegree。Icanhardlymakemyselfbelieveheisnomore。HewasthefinestcharacterIeverknew。
  Yoursmostsincerely,MydearSir,CH。DARWIN。
  IhavewrittentoMr。Peacock,andImentionedthatIhaveaskedyoutosendonelineinthechanceofhisnotgettingmyletter。IhavealsoaskedhimtocommunicatewithCaptainFitz—Roy。EvenifIwastogo,myfatherdislikingwouldtakeawayallenergy,andIshouldwantagoodstockofthat。AgainImustthankyou,itaddsalittletotheheavybutpleasantloadofgratitudewhichIowetoyou。
  CHARLESDARWINTOR。W。DARWIN。
  [Maer]August31,[1831]。
  MydearFather,IamafraidIamgoingtomakeyouagainveryuncomfortable。But,uponconsideration,Ithinkyouwillexcusemeonceagain,statingmyopinionsontheofferofthevoyage。MyexcuseandreasonisthedifferentwayalltheWedgwoodsviewthesubjectfromwhatyouandmysistersdo。
  IhavegivenUncleJos(JosiahWedgwood。)whatIferventlytrustisanaccurateandfulllistofyourobjections,andheiskindenoughtogivehisopinionsonall。Thelistandhisanswerswillbeenclosed。ButmayI
  begofyouonefavour,itwillbedoingmethegreatestkindness,ifyouwillsendmeadecidedanswer,yesorno?Ifthelatter,IshouldbemostungratefulifIdidnotimplicitlyyieldtoyourbetterjudgment,andtothekindestindulgenceyouhaveshownmeallthroughmylife;andyoumayrelyuponitIwillnevermentionthesubjectagain。Ifyouranswershouldbeyes;IwillgodirectlytoHenslowandconsultdeliberatelywithhim,andthencometoShrewsbury。
  ThedangerappearstomeandalltheWedgwoodsnotgreat。Theexpensecannotbeserious,andthetimeIdonotthink,anyhow,wouldbemorethrownawaythenifIstayedathome。ButpraydonotconsiderthatIamsobentongoingthatIwouldforoneSINGLEMOMENThesitate,ifyouthoughtthatafterashortperiodyoushouldcontinueuncomfortable。
  ImustagainstateIcannotthinkitwouldunfitmehereafterforasteadylife。Idohopethisletterwillnotgiveyoumuchuneasiness。Isenditbythecarto—morrowmorning;ifyoumakeupyourminddirectlywillyousendmeanansweronthefollowingdaybythesamemeans?Ifthislettershouldnotfindyouathome,Ihopeyouwillanswerassoonasyouconvenientlycan。
  IdonotknowwhattosayaboutUncleJos’kindness;Inevercanforgethowheinterestshimselfaboutme。
  Believeme,mydearfather,Youraffectionateson,CHARLESDARWIN。
  [Herefollowsthelistofobjectionswhicharereferredtointhefollowingletter:——
  1。DisreputabletomycharacterasaClergymanhereafter。
  2。Awildscheme。
  3。ThattheymusthaveofferedtomanyothersbeforemetheplaceofNaturalist。
  4。Andfromitsnotbeingacceptedtheremustbesomeseriousobjectiontothevesselorexpedition。
  5。ThatIshouldneversettledowntoasteadylifehereafter。
  6。Thatmyaccommodationswouldbemostuncomfortable。
  7。Thatyou[i。e。Dr。Darwin]shouldconsideritasagainchangingmyprofession。
  8。Thatitwouldbeauselessundertaking。]
  JOSIAHWEDGWOODTOR。W。DARWIN。
  Maer,August31,1831。
  [Readthislast。](InC。Darwin’swriting。)
  MydearDoctor,IfeeltheresponsibilityofyourapplicationtomeontheofferthathasbeenmadetoCharlesasbeingweighty,butasyouhavedesiredCharlestoconsultme,IcannotrefusetogivetheresultofsuchconsiderationasI
  havebeenableto[give?]it。
  Charleshasputdownwhatheconceivestobeyourprincipalobjections,andIthinkthebestcourseIcantakewillbetostatewhatoccurstomeuponeachofthem。
  1。IshouldnotthinkthatitwouldbeinanydegreedisreputabletohischaracterasaClergyman。Ishouldonthecontrarythinktheofferhonourabletohim;andthepursuitofNaturalHistory,thoughcertainlynotprofessional,isverysuitabletoaclergyman。
  2。Ihardlyknowhowtomeetthisobjection,buthewouldhavedefiniteobjectsuponwhichtoemployhimself,andmightacquireandstrengthenhabitsofapplication,andIshouldthinkwouldbeaslikelytodosoasinanywayinwhichheislikelytopassthenexttwoyearsathome。
  3。Thenotiondidnotoccurtomeinreadingtheletters;andonreadingthemagainwiththatobjectinmymindIseenogroundforit。
  4。IcannotconceivethattheAdmiraltywouldsendoutabadvesselonsuchaservice。Astoobjectionstotheexpedition,theywilldifferineachman’scase,andnothingwould,Ithink,beinferredinCharles’scase,ifitwereknownthatothershadobjected。
  5。YouareamuchbetterjudgeofCharles’scharacterthanIcanbe。Ifoncomparingthismodeofspendingthenexttwoyearswiththewayinwhichhewillprobablyspendthem,ifhedoesnotacceptthisoffer,youthinkhimmorelikelytoberenderedunsteadyandunabletosettle,itisundoubtedlyaweightyobjection。Isitnotthecasethatsailorsarepronetosettleindomesticandquiethabits?
  6。IcanformnoopiniononthisfurtherthanthatifappointedbytheAdmiraltyhewillhaveaclaimtobeaswellaccommodatedasthevesselwillallow。
  7。IfIsawCharlesnowabsorbedinprofessionalstudiesIshouldprobablythinkitwouldnotbeadvisabletointerruptthem;butthisisnot,and,I
  think,willnotbethecasewithhim。Hispresentpursuitofknowledgeisinthesametrackashewouldhavetofollowintheexpedition。
  8。Theundertakingwouldbeuselessasregardshisprofession,butlookinguponhimasamanofenlargedcuriosity,itaffordshimsuchanopportunityofseeingmenandthingsashappenstofew。
  YouwillbearinmindthatIhavehadverylittletimeforconsideration,andthatyouandCharlesarethepersonswhomustdecide。
  Iam,MydearDoctor,Affectionatelyyours,JOSIAHWEDGWOOD。
  CHARLESDARWINTOJ。S。HENSLOW。
  Cambridge,RedLion[September2],1831。
  MydearSir,Iamjustarrived;youwillguessthereason。Myfatherhaschangedhismind。Itrusttheplaceisnotgivenaway。
  Iamverymuchfatigued,andamgoingtobed。
  Idaresayyouhavenotyetgotmysecondletter。
  HowsoonshallIcometoyouinthemorning?Sendaverbalanswer。
  Good—night,Yours,C。DARWIN。
  CHARLESDARWINTOMISSSUSANDARWIN。
  Cambridge,SundayMorning[September4]。
  MydearSusan,Asaletterwouldnothavegoneyesterday,Iputoffwritingtillto—day。
  Ihadratherawearisomejourney,butgotintoCambridgeveryfresh。ThewholeofyesterdayIspentwithHenslow,thinkingofwhatistobedone,andthatIfindisagreatdeal。BygreatgoodluckIknowamanofthenameofWood,nephewofLordLondonderry。HeisagreatfriendofCaptainFitz—Roy,andhaswrittentohimaboutme。IheardapartofCaptainFitz—
  Roy’sletter,datedsometimeago,inwhichhesays:"Ihavearightgoodsetofofficers,andmostofmymenhavebeentherebefore。"Itseemshehasbeenthereforthelastfewyears;hewasthensecondincommandwiththesamevesselthathehasnowchosen。Heisonlytwenty—threeyearsold,but[has]seenadealofservice,andwonthegoldmedalatPortsmouth。
  TheAdmiraltysayhismapsaremostperfect。Hehadchoiceoftwovessels,andhechosethesmallest。Henslowwillgivemeletterstoalltravellersintownwhomhethinksmayassistme。
  PeacockhassoleappointmentofNaturalist。ThefirstpersonofferedwasLeonardJenyns,whowassonearacceptingitthathepackeduphisclothes。
  Buthaving[a]living,hedidnotthinkitrighttoleaveit——tothegreatregretofallhisfamily。Henslowhimselfwasnotveryfarfromacceptingit,forMrs。Henslowmostgenerously,andwithoutbeingasked,gaveherconsent;butshelookedsomiserablethatHenslowatoncesettledthepoint……
  Iamafraidtherewillbeagooddealofexpenseatfirst。Henslowismuchagainsttakingmanythings;itis[the]mistakeallyoungtravellersfallinto。Iwriteasifitwassettled,butHenslowtellsmeBYNOMEANStomakeupmymindtillIhavehadlongconversationswithCaptainsBeaufortandFitz—Roy。Good—bye。Youwillhearfrommeconstantly。Direct17
  SpringGardens。TELLNOBODYinShropshireyet。Besurenot。
  C。DARWIN。
  IwassotiredthateveningIwasinShrewsburythatIthankednoneofyouforyourkindnesshalfsomuchasIfelt。
  Lovetomyfather。
  ThereasonIdon’twantpeopletoldinShropshire:incaseIshouldnotgo,itwillmakeitmoreflat。
  CHARLESDARWINTOMISSS。DARWIN。
  17SpringGardens,Monday[September5,1831]。
  IhavesolittletimetosparethatIhavenonetowasteinre—writingletters,sothatyoumustexcusemybringinguptheotherwithmeandalteringit。Thelastletterwaswritteninthemorning。In[the]middleof[the]day,WoodreceivedaletterfromCaptainFitz—Roy,whichImustsaywasMOSTstraightforwardandGENTLEMANLIKE,butsomuchagainstmygoing,thatIimmediatelygaveupthescheme;andHenslowdidthesame,sayingthathethoughtPeacockhadactedVERYWRONGinmisrepresentingthingssomuch。
  Iscarcelythoughtofgoingtotown,buthereIam;andnowformoredetails,andmuchmorepromisingones。CaptainFitz—Royis[in]town,andIhaveseenhim;itisnouseattemptingtopraisehimasmuchasIfeelinclinedtodo,foryouwouldnotbelieveme。OnethingIamcertain,nothingcouldbemoreopenandkindthanhewastome。Itseemshehadpromisedtotakeafriendwithhim,whoisinofficeandcannotgo,andheonlyreceivedtheletterfiveminutesbeforeIcamein;andthismakesthingsmuchbetterforme,aswantofroomwasoneofFitz—Roy’sgreatestobjections。HeoffersmetogoshareineverythinginhiscabinifIliketocome,andeverysortofaccommodationthatIcanhave,buttheywillnotbenumerous。HesaysnothingwouldbesomiserableforhimashavingmewithhimifIwasuncomfortable,asinasmallvesselwemustbethrowntogether,andthoughtithisdutytostateeverythingintheworstpointofview。IthinkIshallgoonSundaytoPlymouthtoseethevessel。
  Thereissomethingmostextremelyattractiveinhismannersandwayofcomingstraighttothepoint。IfIlivewithhim,hesaysImustlivepoorly——nowine,andtheplainestdinners。TheschemeisnotcertainlysogoodasPeacockdescribes。CaptainFitz—Royadvisesmenot[to]makeupmymindquiteyet,butthat,seriously,hethinksitwillhavemuchmorepleasurethanpainforme。Thevesseldoesnotsailtillthe10thofOctober。Itcontainssixtymen,fiveorsixofficers,etc。,butisasmallvessel。Itwillprobablybeoutnearlythreeyears。Ishallpaytothemessthesameas[the]Captaindoeshimself,30poundsperannum;andFitz—