TheworthyPopedidnotstopthere。Heorderedarigidscrutinyoftheaccountstobemade,andreducedthenumberfromahundredtofifty,doublingthedower。Healsoorderedthatallgirlswhoreachedtheageoftwenty—fivewithoutgettingmarriedshouldbesentawaywiththeirfourhundredcrownsapiece;thattwelvediscreetmatronsshouldhavechargeoftheyoungergirls,andthattwelveservantsshouldbepaidtodothehardworkofthehouse。
CHAPTERXVI
ISupattheInnWithArmellineandEmilieTheseinnovationsweretheworkofsomesixmonths。Thefirstreformwastheabolitionoftheprohibitiononenteringthelargeparlourandeventheinterioroftheconvent;forastheinmateshadtakennovowsandwerenotcloisterednuns,thesuperiorshouldhavebeenatlibertytoactaccordingtoherdiscretion。Menicucciohadlearntthisfromanotehissisterwrotehim,andwhichhebroughttomeinhighglee,askingmetocomewithhimtotheconvent,accordingtohissister’srequest,whosaidmypresencewouldbeacceptabletohergoverness。Iwastoaskforthegoverness。
Iwasonlytoogladtolendmyselftothispleasantarrangement,andfeltcurioustoseethefacesofthethreerecluses,aswellastohearwhattheyhadtosayonthesegreatchanges。
WhenwegotintothelargeparlourIsawtwogrates,oneoccupiedbytheAbbeGuasco,whomIhadknowninParisin1751,theotherbyaRussiannobleman,IvanIvanovitchSchuvaloff,andbyFatherJacquier,afriarminimoftheTrinitadeiMonti,andalearnedastronomer。BehindthegrateIsawthreeveryprettygirls。
Whenourfriendscamedownwebeganaveryinterestingconversation,whichhadtobeconductedinalowtoneforfearofourbeingoverheard。
Wecouldnottalkatoureasetilltheothervisitorshadtakentheirleave。Myyoungfriend’smistresswasaveryprettygirl,buthissisterwasaravishingbeauty。Shehadjustenteredonhersixteenthyear,butshewastallandherfigurewelldeveloped;inshort,sheenchantedme。IthoughtIhadneverseenawhiterskinorblackerhairandeyebrowsandeyes,butstillmorecharmingwasthesweetnessofhervoiceandexpression,andthenaivesimplicityofherexpressions。Hergovernesswhowastenortwelveyearsolderthanshewas,wasawomanofanextremelyinterestingexpression;shewaspaleandmelancholylooking,nodoubtfromthefireswhichshehadbeenforcedtoquenchwithinher。
Shedelightedmebytellingmeoftheconfusionwhichthenewregulationshadcausedinthehouse。
"Themother—superioriswellpleased,"shesaid,"andallmyyoungcompanionsareoverjoyed;buttheolderoneswhomcircumstancehasmadeintobigotsarescandalizedateverything。Thesuperiorhasalreadygivenordersforwindowstobemadeinthedarkparlours,thoughtheoldwomensaythatshecannotgobeyondtheconcessionsshehasalreadyreceived。Tothisthesuperioransweredthatasfreecommunicationhadbeenallowed,itwouldbeabsurdtoretainthedarkness。Shehasalsogivenordersforthealterationofthedoublegrating,astherewasonlyasingleoneinthelargeparlour。"
Ithoughtthesuperiormustbeawomanofintelligence,andexpressedadesiretoseeher。Emilieobtainedthispleasureformethefollowingday。
EmiliewasthefriendofArmelline,Menicuccio’ssister。Thisfirstvisitlastedtwohours,andseemedalltooshort。Menicucciospoketohiswell—belovedattheothergrating。
Iwentaway,afterhavinggiventhemtenRomancrownsasbefore。I
kissedArmelline’sfairhands,andasshefeltthecontactofmylipsherfacewassuffusedbyavividblush。Neverhadthelipsofmantouchedmoredaintyhandsbefore,andshelookedquiteastoundedattheardourwithwhichIkissedthem。
Iwenthomefullofloveforher,andwithoutheedingtheobstaclesinmypathIgavereinstomypassion,whichseemedtomethemostardentIhadeverexperienced。
Myyoungfriendwasinanoceanofbliss。Hehaddeclaredhislove,andthegirlhadsaidthatshewouldgladlybecomehiswifeifhecouldgetthecardinal’sconsent。Asthisconsentonlydependedonhisabilitytokeephimself,Ipromisedtogivehimahundredcrownsandmypatronage。
Hehadservedhistimeasatailor’sapprentice,andwasinapositiontoopenashopofhisown。
"Ienvyyourlot,"saidI,"foryourhappinessisassured,whileI,thoughIloveyoursister,despairofpossessingher。"
"Areyoumarriedthen?"heasked。
"Alas,yes!Keepmycounsel,forIproposevisitinghereveryday,andifitwereknownthatIwasmarried,myvisitswouldbereceivedwithsuspicion。"
Iwasobligedtotellthislietoavoidthetemptationofmarryingher,andtopreventArmellinethinkingthatIwascourtingherwiththatintention。
Ifoundthesuperioressapoliteandcleverwoman,whollyfreefromprejudices。Aftercomingdowntothegratetoobligeme,shesometimescameforherownpleasure。SheknewthatIwastheauthorofthehappyreformintheinstitution,andshetoldmethatsheconsideredherselfundergreatobligationstome。Inlessthansixweeksthreeofhergirlsmadeexcellentmarriages,andsixhundredcrownshadbeenaddedtotheyearlyincomeofthehouse。
Shetoldmethatshewasillpleasedwithoneoftheirconfessors。HewasaDominican,andmadeitarulethathispenitentsshouldapproachtheholytableeverySundayandfeastday;hekeptthemforhoursintheconfessional,andimposedpenancesandfastingswhichwerelikelytoinjurethehealthofyounggirls。
"Allthis,"saidshe,"cannotimprovethemfromamortalpointofview,andtakesupalotoftheirtime,sothattheyhavenoneleftfortheirwork,bythesaleofwhichtheyprocuresomesmallcomfortsforthemselves。
"Howmanyconfessorshaveyou?"
"Four。"
"Areyousatisfiedwiththeotherthree?"
"Yes,theyaresensiblemen,anddonotasktoomuchofpoorhumannature。"
"Iwillcarryyourjustcomplainttothecardinal;willyouwriteoutyourpetition?"
"Kindlygivemeamodel。"
Igaveheraroughdraft,whichshecopiedoutandsigned,andIlaiditbeforehiseminence。AfewdaysaftertheDominicanwasremoved,andhispenitentsdividedamongstthethreeremainingconfessors。Theyoungermembersofthecommunityowedmeagreatdebtofgratitudeonaccountofthischange。
Menicucciowenttoseehissweethearteveryholiday,whileI,inmyamorousardour,visitedhissistereverymorningatnineo’clock。I
breakfastedwithherandEmilie,andremainedintheparlourtilleleven。
AstherewasonlyonegratingIcouldlockthedoorbehindme,butwecouldbeseenfromtheinterioroftheconvent,asthedoorwasleftopentoadmitlight,therebeingnowindow。Thiswasagreatannoyanceforme;recluses,youngorold,werecontinuallypassingby,andnoneofthemfailedtogiveaglanceinthedirectionofthegrate;thusmyfairArmellinecouldnotstretchoutherhandtoreceivemyamorouskisses。
TowardstheendofDecemberthecoldbecameintense,andIbeggedthesuperiortoallowmetoplaceascreeninfrontofthedoor,asIfearedIshouldcatchcoldotherwise。Theworthywomangrantedmyrequestwithoutanydifficulty,andwewereatoureaseforthefuture,thoughthedesireswithwhichArmellineinspiredmehadbecomedreadfultorment。
Onthe1stdayofJanuary,1771,Ipresentedeachofthemwithagoodwinterdress,andsentthesuperioraquantityofchocolate,sugar,andcoffee,allofwhichwereextremelywelcome。
Emilieoftencamebyherselftothegrating,asArmellinewasnotready,andinthesamewayArmellinewouldcomebyherselfwhenhergovernesshappenedtobebusy。Itwasinthesequartersofanhourthatshesucceededincaptivatingme,heartandsoul。
EmilieandArmellineweregreatfriends,buttheirprejudicesonthesubjectofsensualenjoymentweresostrongthatIcouldnevergetthemtolistentolicentioustalk,toallowcertainsmalllibertieswhichI
wouldgladlyhavetaken,ortoaffordmethosepleasuresoftheeyesthatweacceptindefaultofbetterthings。
Onedaytheywerepetrifiedbymyaskingthemwhethertheydidnotsometimessleepinthesamebed,soastogiveeachotherproofsofthetendernessoftheirmutualaffection。
HowtheyblushedEmilieaskedmewiththemostperfectinnocencewhattherewasincommonbetweenaffectionandtheinconvenienceofsleepingtwoinanarrowbed。
Itookcarenottoexplainmyself,forIsawthatIhadfrightenedthem。
NodoubttheywereofthesamefleshandbloodasI,butoureducatorshaddifferedwidely。Theyhadevidentlyneverconfidedtheirlittlesecretstooneanother,possiblynoteventotheirconfessor,eitherthroughshame,orwiththeideathatthelibertiestheyindulgedinalonewerenosin。
Imadethemapresentofsomesilkstockings,linedwithplushtokeepoutthecold,andvainlyendeavouredtomakethemtrythestockingsonbeforeme。ImightsayasoftenasIpleasedthattherewasnorealdifferencebetweenaman’slegsandawoman’s,andthattheirconfessorwouldlaughatthemiftheyconfessedtoshewingtheirlegs。Theyonlyansweredthatgirlswerenotallowedtotakesuchaliberty,astheyworepetticoatsonpurposetoconcealtheirlegs。
ThemannerinwhichEmiliespoke,alwayswithArmelline’sapprobation,convincedmethattheirmodestywasgenuine。Ipenetratedheridea;shethoughtthatinaccedingtomyrequestshewouldbeloweringherselfinmyeyes,andthatIshoulddespisehereverafter。NeverthelessEmiliewasawomanoftwenty—seven,andbynomeansadevotee。
AsforArmelline,IcouldseethatshetookEmilieforhermodel,andwouldhavebeenashamedofappearinglessprecisethanherfriend。I
thoughtshelovedme,andthat,contrarytothegeneralrule,shewouldbemoreeasilywonbyherselfthanincompanywithherfriend。
Imadethetrialonemorningwhensheappearedatthegratingbyherself,tellingmethathergovernesswasbusy。IsaidthatIadoredherandwasthemosthaplessofmen,forbeingamarriedmanIhadnohopeofeverbeingabletoclasphertomyarmsandcoverherwithkisses。
"CanIcontinuetolive,dearArmelline,withnootherconsolationthanthatofkissingyourfairhands?"
Atthesewords,pronouncedwithsomuchpassion,shefixedhergazeonme,andafterafewmoments’reflectionshebegantokissmyhandsasardentlyasIhadkissedhers。
IbeggedhertoputhermouthsothatImightkissit。Sheblushedaridlookeddown,anddidnothing。Ibewailedmyfatebitterly,butinvain。
ShewasdeafanddumbtillEmiliecameandaskeduswhyweweresodull。
Aboutthistime,thebeginningof1771,IwasvisitedbyMariuccia,whomIhadmarriedtenyearsbeforetoayounghairdresser。MyreadersmayrememberhowImetheratAbbeMomolo’s。DuringthethreemonthsIhadbeeninRomeIhadenquiredinvainastowhathadbecomeofher;sothatIwasdelightedwhenshemadeherappearance。
"IsawyouatSt。Peter’s,"saidshe,"atthemidnightmassonChristmasEve,butnotdaringtoapproachyoubecauseofthepeoplewithwhomI
was,Itoldafriendofminetofollowyouandfindoutwhereyoulived。"
"HowisitthatIhavetriedtofindyououtinvainforthelastthreemonths?"
"MyhusbandsetupatFrascatieightyearsago,andwehavelivedthereveryhappilyeversince。"
"Iamverygladtohearit。Haveyouanychildren?"
"Four;andtheeldest,whoisnineyearsold,isverylikeyou。"
"Doyouloveher?"
"Iadoreher,butIlovetheotherthreeaswell。"
AsIwantedtogotobreakfastwithArmellineIbeggedMargaritatokeepMariucciacompanytillmyreturn。
Mariucciadinedwithme,andwespentapleasantdaytogetherwithoutattemptingtorenewourmoretenderrelationship。Wehadplentytotalkabout,andshetoldmethatCosta,myoldservant,hadcomebacktoRomeinasplendidcoach,threeyearsafterIhadleft,andthathehadmarriedoneofMomolo’sdaughters。
"He’sarascal;herobbedme。"
"Iguessedasmuch;histheftdidhimnogood。Helefthiswifetwoyearsaftertheirmarriage,andnooneknowswhathasbecomeofhim。"
"Howabouthiswife?"
"SheislivingmiserablyinRome。Herfatherisdead。"
Ididnotcaretogoandseethepoorwoman,forIcouldnotdoanythingforher,andIcouldnothavehelpedsayingthatifIcaughtherhusbandIwoulddomybesttohavehimhanged。Suchwasindeedmyintentionuptotheyear1785,whenIfoundthisrunagateatVienna。HewasthenCountErdich’sman,andwhenwecometothatperiodthereadershallhearwhatIdid。
IpromisedMariucciatocomeandseeherinthecourseofLent。
ThePrincessSantaCroceandtheworthyCardinalBernispitiedmeformyhaplesslove;Ioftenconfidedmysufferingstotheirsympathizingears。
ThecardinaltoldtheprincessthatshecouldverywellobtainpermissionfromCardinalOrsinitotakeArmellinetothetheatre,andthatifI
caredtojointhepartyImightfindherlesscruel。
"Thecardinalwillmakenoobjection,"saidhe,"asArmellinehastakennovows;butasyoumustknowourfriend’smistressbeforemakingyourrequest,youhaveonlytotellthecardinalthatyouwouldliketoseetheinteriorofthehouse。"
"Doyouthinkhewillgivemeleave?"
"Certainly;theinmatesarenotcloisterednuns。Wewillgowithyou。"
"Youwillcometoo?thatwillbeadelightfulpartyindeed。"
"Askforleave,andwewillarrangetheday。"
Thisplanseemedtomeadeliciousdream。IguessedthatthegallantcardinalwascurioustoseeArmelline,butIwasnotafraidasIknewhewasaconstantlover。BesidesIfeltsurethatifhetookaninterestinthefairreclusehewouldbecertaintofindherahusband。
InthreeorfourdaystheprincesssummonedmetoherboxintheAlbertiTheatre,andshewedmeCardinalOrsini’snote,allowingherandherfriendstoseetheinteriorofthehouse。
"To—morrowafternoon,"saidshe,"wewillfixthedayandthehourforthevisit。"
NextdayIpaidmyusualvisittotherecluses,andthesuperioresscametotellmethatthecardinalhadtoldherthatthePrincessSantaCrocewascomingtovisitthehousewithsomefriends。
"Iknowit,"saidI;"Iamcomingwithher。"
"Whenisshecoming?"
"Idon’tknowyet,butIwillinformyoulateron。"
"Thisnoveltyhasturnedthehouseupsidedown。Thedevoteesscarcelyknowwhethertheyareawakeordreaming,forwiththeexceptionofafewpriests,thedoctor,andthesurgeon,noonehaseverenteredthehousesinceitsfoundation。"
"Alltheserestrictionsarenowremoved,andyouneednotaskthecardinal’spermissiontoreceivevisitsfromyourfriends。"
"Iknowthat,butIdon’tliketogosofar。"
Thetimeforthevisitwasfixedfortheafternoonofthenextday,andI
letthesuperioressknowearlythenextmorning。TheDuchessofFianohadaskedtojoinus;thecardinalcame,ofcourse,dressedasasimplepriest,withnoindicationofhisexaltedrank。HeknewArmellinedirectlyfrommydescription,andcongratulatedheronhavingmademyacquaintance。
Thepoorgirlblushedtotherootsofherhair;andIthoughtshewouldhavefaintedwhentheprincess,aftertellinghershewastheprettiestgirlinthehouse,gavehertwoaffectionatekisses,amarkoffriendshipstrictlyforbiddenbytherules。
Afterthesecaresses,theprincessproceededtocomplimentthesuperioress。ShesaidthatIhaddonewelltopraiseherparts,asshecouldjudgeofthembytheorderandneatnesswhichreignedeverywhere。
"IshallmentionyournametoCardinalOrsini,"sheadded,"andyoumaybesureIshalldoyouallthejusticeyoudeserve。"
Whenwehadseenalltherooms,whichcontainednothingworthseeing,I
presentedEmilietotheprincess,whoreceivedherwithgreatcordiality。
"Ihaveheardofyoursadness,"shesaid,"butIknowthereasonofit。
Youareagoodgirl,andprettytoo,andIshallgetyouahusbandwhowillcureyouofyourmelancholy。"
Thesuperioressgaveasmileofapprobation,butIsawadozenageddevoteespullingwryfaces。
Emiliedarednotreply,butshetooktheprincess’shandandkissedit,asiftosummonhertokeepherpromise。
Asforme,Iwasdelightedtoseethatthoughallthegirlswerereallypretty,myArmellineeclipsedthemall,asthelightofthesunobscuresthestars。
Whenwecamedowntotheparlour,theprincesstoldArmellinethatshemeanttoaskleaveofthecardinaltotakehertwoorthreetimestothetheatrebeforeLentbegan。Thisobservationseemedtopetrifyeveryoneexceptthesuperioress,whosaidthathiseminencehadnowaperfectrighttorelaxanyoralloftherulesoftheestablishment。
PoorArmellinewassooverwhelmedbetweenjoyandconfusionthatshecouldnotspeak。Sheseemedunabletofindwordswhereintothanktheprincess,whocommendedherandherfriendEmilietothesuperioressbeforesheleftthehouse,andgaveherasmallpresenttobuynecessariesforthem。
Nottobeoutdone,theDuchessofFianotoldthesuperioressthatshewouldmakemethealmonerofherbountytowardsArmellineandEmilie。
Myexpressionsofgratitudetotheprincesswhenwewerebackinthecarriagemaybeimagined。
IhadnoneedtoexcuseArmelline,fortheprincessandthecardinalhadgaugedhercapacities。Herconfusionhadpreventedhershewinghercleverness,butherfaceshewedhertopossessit。Besides,theinfluenceoftheeducationshehadreceivedhadtobetakenintoaccount。
Theprincesswasimpatienttotakehertothetheatre,andafterwardstosupperataninn,accordingtotheRomancustom。
ShewrotethenamesofArmellineandEmilieuponhertablets,soastorememberthemoneveryoccasion。
IdidnotforgetthemistressofmypoorfriendMenicuccio,butthetimewasnotopportuneformentioninghername。Thenextday,however,Igotthecardinal’sear,andtoldhimthatIwasanxioustodosomethingfortheyoungman。Thecardinalsawhim,andMenicucciopleasedhimsowellthatthemarriagetookplacebeforetheendofthecarnival,thebridehavingadowryoffivehundredcrowns。WiththissumandthehundredcrownsIgavehim,hewasinapositiontoopenashopforhimself。
Thedayaftertheprincess’svisitwasatriumphantoneforme。AssoonasIappearedatthegratingthesuperioresswassentfor,andwehadaninterview。
Theprincesshadgivenherfiftycrowns,whichshewasgoingtolayoutonlinenforArmellineandEmilie。
TherecluseswerestupefiedwhenItoldthemthatthefatpriestwasCardinalBernis,astheyhadanideathatacardinalcanneverdoffthepurple。
TheDuchessofFianohadsentacaskofwine,whichwasanunknownbeveragethere,andthesepresentsmadethemhopeforothers。Iwaslookeduponasthebringerofallthisgoodluck,andgratitudesheweditselfsoplainlyineverywordandglancethatIfeltImighthopeforeverything。
Afewdayslater,theprincesstoldCardinalOrsinithatshehadtakenapeculiarinterestintwooftheyoungrecluses,anddesiringtoprovidethemwithsuitableestablishmentsshewishedtotakethemnowandagaintothetheatresoastogivethemsomeknowledgeoftheworld。Sheundertooktotakethemandbringthembackherselforonlytoconfidethemtosurehands。Thecardinalrepliedthatthesuperioressshouldreceiveinstructionstoobligeherineveryparaticular。
AssoonasIheardofthisfromtheprincess,IsaidthatIwouldascertainwhatordershadbeenactuallyreceivedattheconvent。
Thenextdaythesuperioresstoldmethathiseminencehadinstructedhertodowhatshethoughtbestforthewelfareoftheyoungpeoplecommittedtohercharge。
"Ihavealsoreceivedorders,"sheadded,"tosendinthenamesofthosewhohaveattainedtheageofthirty,andwishtoleavetheconvent,thattheymayreceiveawarrantfortheirtwohundredcrowns。Ihavenotyetpublishedthiscommand,butIhaven’ttheslightestdoubtthatweshallgetridofascoreatleast。"
Itoldtheprincessofthecardinal’sorders,andsheagreedwithmethathisbehaviourwasmostgenerous。
CardinalBernis,whowasby,advisedherthatthefirsttimeshetookthegirlstothetheatreshehadbettergoinperson,andtellthesuperioressthatshewouldalwayssendhercarriageandliveriedservantstofetchthem。
Theprincessapprovedofthisadvice,andafewdayslatershecalledforEmilieandArmelline,andbroughtthemtoherpalace,whereIawaitedthemwiththecardinal,theprince,andtheDuchessofFiano。
Theywerewelcomedwarmly,encouragedtoreply,tolaugh,andtosaywhatwasintheirminds,butallinvain;findingthemselvesforthefirsttimeinasplendidapartmentsurroundedbybrilliantcompany,theyweresoconfoundedthattheycouldnotsayaword。Emiliepersistedinrisingfromherseatwhenevershewasaddressed,andArmellineshoneonlybyherbeautyandthevividblushwhichsuffusedherfacewhenevershewasaddressed。Theprincessmightkissherasmuchasshepleased,butthenovicehadnotthecouragetoreturnherkisses。
AtlastArmellinemusteredupcouragetotaketheprincess’shandandkissit,butwhentheladykissedheronthelipsthegirlremainedinactive,seemingtobeabsolutelyignorantofsuchanaturalandeasymatterasthereturningofakiss。
Thecardinalandtheprincelaughed;theduchesssaidthatsomuchrestraintwasunnatural。AsformeIwasonthorns,suchawkwardnessseemedtomenearakintostupidity,forArmellinehadonlytodototheprincess’slipswhatshehadalreadydonetoherhand。Nodoubtshefanciedthattodototheprincesswhattheprincesshaddonetoherwouldshewtoomuchfamiliarity。
ThecardinaltookmeononesideandsaidhecouldnotbelievethatIhadnotinitiatedherinthecourseoftwomonths’intimacy,butIpointedouttohimtheimmenseforceoflongengrainedprejudice。
FarthisfirsttinetheprincesshadmadeuphermindtotakethemtotheTorrediNonnaTheatre,ascomicpieceswereplayedthere,andtheycouldnothelpbutlaugh。
Aftertheplaywewenttosupataninn,andattablethegoodcheerandmyexhortationsbegantotakesomeeffectonher。Wepersuadedthemtodrinkalittlewine,andtheirspiritsimprovedvisibly。Emilieceasedtobesad,andArmellinegavetheprincesssomerealkisses。Weapplaudedtheireffortstobegayandourapplauseconvincedthemthattheyhaddonenothingwrong。
Ofcoursetheprincesschargedmewiththepleasanttrustoftakingthetwoguestsbacktotheconvent。Now,Ithought,mytimehascome;butwhenwewereinthecarriageIsawthatIhadreckonedwithoutmyhost。
WhenIwouldhavekissed,headswereturnedaside;whenIwouldhavestretchedforthanindiscreethand,dresseswerewrappedmoretightly;
whenIwouldhaveforcedmyway,Iwasresistedbyforce;whenI
complained,IwastoldthatIwasinthewrong;whenIgotinarage,I
wasallowedtosayon;andwhenIthreatenedtoseethemnomore,theydidnotbelieveme。
Whenwegottotheconventaservantopenedthesidedoor,andnoticingthatshedidnotshutitafterthegirls,Iwentintoo,andwentwiththemtoseethesuperioress,whowasinbed,anddidnotseematallastonishedtoseeme。ItoldherthatIconsidereditmydutytobringbackheryoungchargesinperson。Shethankedme,askedthemiftheyhadhadapleasantevening,andbademegoodnight,beggingmetomakeaslittlenoiseaspossibleonmywaydownstairs。
Iwishedthemallhappyslumbers,andaftergivingasequintotheservantwhoopenedthedoor,andanothertothecoachman,Ihadmyselfsetdownatthedoorofmylodging。Margaritawasasleeponasofaandwelcomedmewithabuse,butshesoonfoundoutbytheardourofmycaressesthatIhadnotbeenguiltyofinfidelity。
Ididnotgetuptillnoon,andatthreeo’clockIcalledontheprincessandfoundthecardinalalreadythere。
Theyexpectedtohearthestoryofmytriumph,butthetaleItoldandmyapparentindifferenceinthemattercameasasurprise。
Imayaswellconfessthatmyfacewasbynomeanstheindexofmymind。
However,Ididmybesttogivethethingacomicturn,sayingthatIdidnotcareforPamelas,andthatIhadmadeupmymindtogiveuptheadventure。
"Mydearfellow,"saidthecardinal,"IshalltaketwoorthreedaysbeforeIcongratulateyouonyourself—restraint。"
Hisknowledgeofthehumanheartwasveryextensive。
ArmellinethoughtImusthaveslepttilllateasshedidnotseemeinthemorningasusual;butwhentheseconddaywentbywithoutmycomingshesentherbrothertoaskifIwereill,forIhadneverlettwodayspasswithoutpayingheravisit。
Menicucciocameaccordingly,andwasdelightedtofindmeinperfecthealth。
"Goandtellyoursister,"Isaid,"thatIshallcontinuetointeresttheprincessonherbehalf,butthatIshallseehernomore。"
"Whynot?"
"BecauseIwishtocuremyselfofanunhappypassion。Yoursisterdoesnotloveme:Iamsureofit。Iamnolongerayoungman,andIdon’tfeelinclinedtobecomeamartyrtohervirtue。Virtuegoesrathertoofarwhenitpreventsagirlgivingthemanwhoadoresherasinglekiss。"
"Indeed,Iwouldnothavebelievedthatofher。"
"Neverthelessitisthefact,andImustmakeanendofit。Yoursistercannotunderstandthedangersherunsintreatingaloverinthisfashion。Tellherallthat,mydearMenicuccio,butdon’tgiveheranyadviceofyourown。"
"Youcan’tthinkhowgrievedIamtohearallthis;perhapsit’sEmilie’spresencethatmakeshersocold。"
"No;Ihaveoftenpressedherwhenwehavebeenalonetogether,butallinvain。Iwanttocuremyself,forifshedoesnotlovemeIdonotwishtoobtainhereitherbyseductionorbyanyfeelingofgratitudeonherpart。Tellmehowyourfuturebridetreatsyou。"
"Verywell,eversinceshehasbeensureofmymarryingher。"
IfeltsorrythenthatIhadgivenmyselfoutasamarriedman,forinmystateofirritationIcouldevenhavegivenherapromiseofmarriagewithoutdeliberatelyintendingtodeceiveher。
Menicucciowentonhiswaydistressed,andIwenttothemeetingofthe"Arcadians,"attheCapitol,toheartheMarchionessd’Aoutreciteherreceptionpiece。ThismarchionesswasayoungFrenchwomanwhohadbeenatRomeforthelastsixmonthswithherhusband,amanofmanytalents,butinferiortoher,forshewasagenius。FromthisdayIbecameherintimatefriend,butwithouttheslightestideaofanintrigue,leavingallthattoaFrenchpriestwhowashopelesslyinlovewithher,andhadthrownuphischancesofprefermentforhersake。
EverydaythePrincessSantaCrocetoldmethatIcouldhavethekeytoherboxatthetheatrewheneverIlikedtotakeArmellineandEmilie,butwhenaweekpassedbywithoutmygivinganysignshebegantobelievethatIhadreallybrokenofftheconnection。
Thecardinal,ontheotherhand,believedmetobestillinlove,andpraisedmyconduct。HetoldmethatIshouldhavealetterfromthesuperioress,andhewasright;forattheendoftheweekshewrotemeapolitenotebeggingmetocallonher,whichIwasobligedtoobey。
Icalledonher,andshebeganbyaskingmeplainlywhymyvisitshadceased。
"BecauseIaminlovewithArmelline。"
"Ifthatreasonbroughtyouhereeveryday,Idonotseehowitcanhavesuddenlyoperatedinanotherdirection。"
"Andyetitisallquitenatural;forwhenonelovesonedesires,andwhenonedesiresinvainonesuffers,andcontinualsufferingisgreatunhappiness。AndsoyouseethatIamboundtoactthusformyownsake。"
"Ipityyou,andseethewisdomofyourcourse;butallowmetotellyouthat,esteemingArmelline,youhavenorighttolayheropentoajudgmentbeingpasseduponherwhichisveryfarfromthetruth。"
"Andwhatjudgmentisthat?"
"Thatyourlovewasonlyawhim,andthatassoonasitwassatisfiedyouabandonedher。"
"Iamsorryindeedtohearofthis,butwhatcanIdo?Imustcuremyselfofthisunhappypassion。Doyouknowanyotherremedythanabsence?Kindlyadviseme。"
"Idon’tknowmuchabouttheaffectioncalledlove,butitseemstomethatbyslowdegreeslovebecomesfriendship,andpeaceisrestored。"
"True,butifitistobecomefriendship,lovemustbegentlytreated。
Ifthebelovedobjectisnotverytender,lovegrowsdesperateandturnstoindifferenceorcontempt。IneitherwishtogrowdesperatenortodespiseArmelline,whoisamiracleofbeautyandgoodness。Ishalldomyutmostforher,justasifshehadmademehappy,butIwillseehernomore。"
"Iamincompletedarknessonthematter。Theyassuremethattheyhaveneverfailedintheirdutytowardsyou,andthattheycannotimaginewhyyouhaveceasedcominghere。"
"Whetherbyprudence,ortimidity,oradelicatewishnottosayanythingagainstme,theyhavetoldyoualie;butyoudeservetoknowall,andmyhonourrequiresthatIshouldtellyouthewholestory。"
"Pleasedoso;youmaycountonmydiscretion。"
Ithentoldmytale,andIsawshewasmoved。
"Ihavealwaystried,"shesaid,"nevertobelieveevilexceptoncompulsion,nevertheless,knowingasIdotheweaknessofthehumanheart,Icouldneverhavebelievedthatthroughoutsolongandintimateanacquaintanceyoucouldhavekeptyourselfsoseverelywithinbounds。
Inmyopiniontherewouldbemuchlessharminakissthaninallthisscandal。"
"IamsurethatArmellinedoesnotcareaboutit。"
"Shedoesnothingbutweep。"
"Hertearsprobablyspringfromvanity,orfromthecausehercompanionsassignformyabsence。"
"No,Ihavetoldthemallthatyouareill。"
"WhatdoesEmiliesay?"
"Shedoesnotweep,butshelookssad,andsaysoverandoveragainthatitisnotherfaultifyoudonotcome,therebyhintingthatitisArmelline’sfault。Cometomorrowtoobligeme。TheyaredyingtoseetheoperaattheAliberti,andthecomicoperaattheCapronica。"
"Verygood,thenIwillbreakfastwiththemto—morrowmorning,andto—
morroweveningtheyshallseetheopera。"
"Youareverygood;Ithankyou。ShallItellthemthenews?"
"PleasetellArmellinethatIamonlycomingafterhearingallthatyouhavesaidtome。"
Theprincessskippedforjoywhensheheardofmyinterviewwiththesuperioress,andthecardinalsaidhehadguessedasmuch。Theprincessgavemethekeyofherbox,andorderedthathercarriageandservantsshouldbeatmyorders。
ThenextdaywhenIwenttotheconventEmiliecamedownbyherselftoreproachmeonmycruelconduct。Shetoldmethatamanwhoreallylovedwouldnothaveactedinsuchamanner,andthatIhadbeenwrongtotellthesuperioresseverything。
"IwouldnothavesaidanythingifIhadhadanythingimportanttosay。"
"Armellinehasbecomeunhappythroughknowingyou。"
"Becauseshedoesnotwanttofailinherduty,andsheseesthatyouonlylovehertoturnherfromit。"
"ButherunhappinesswillceasewhenIceasetroublingher。"
"Doyoumeanyouarenotgoingtoseeheranymore?"
"Exactly。Doyouthinkthatitcostsmenopain?ButImustmaketheeffortforthesakeofmypeaceofmind。"
"Thenshewillbesurethatyoudonotloveher。"
"Shemustthinkwhatshepleases。InthemeanwhileIfeelsurethatifshelovedmeasIlovedher,weshouldbeofonemind。"
"Wehavedutieswhichseemtopresslightlyonyou。"
"Thenbefaithfultoyourduties,andpermitamanofhonourtorespectthembyvisitingyounomore。"
Armellinethenappeared。Ithoughtherchanged。
"Whydoyoulooksograveandpale?"
"Becauseyouhavegrievedme。"
"Comethen,begayoncemore,andallowmetocuremyselfofapassion,theessenceofwhichistoinduceyoutofailinyourduty。Ishallbestillyourfriend,andIshallcometoseeyouonceaweekwhileIremaininRome。"
"Onceaweek!Youneedn’thavebegunbycomingonceaday。"
"Youareright;itwasyourkindexpressionwhichdeceivedme,butIhopeyouwillallowmetobecomerationalagain。Forthistohappen,ImusttrynottoseeyoumorethanIcanhelp。Thinkoverit,andyouwillseethatIamdoingallforthebest。"
"It’sveryhardthatyoucan’tlovemeasIloveyou。"
"Youmeancalmly,andwithoutdesires。"
"Idon’tsaythat;butholdingyourdesiresincheck,iftheyarecontrarytothevoiceofduty。"
"I’mtoooldtolearnthismethod,anditdoesnotseemtomeanattractiveone。Kindlytellmewhethertherestraintofyourdesiresgivesyoumuchpain?"
"Idon’trepressmydesireswhenIthinkofyou,Icherishthem;IwishyouwerethePope,Iwishyouweremyfather,thatImightcaressyouinallinnocence;inmydreamsIwishyoucouldbecomeagirl,sothatwemightalwayslivehappilytogether。"
Atthistruetouchofnativesimplicity,Icouldnothelpsmiling。
ItoldthemthatIshouldcomeintheeveningtotakethemtotheAliberti,andfeltinabetterhumouraftermyvisit,forIcouldseethattherewasnoartorcoquetryinwhatArmellinesaid。Isawthatshelovedme,butwouldnotcometoaparleywithherlove,henceherrepugnancetograntingmeherfavours;ifsheoncedidso,hereyeswouldbeopened。Allthiswaspurenature,forexperiencehadnotyettaughtherthatsheoughteithertoavoidmeortosuccumbtomyaffection。
IntheeveningIcalledforthetwofriendstotakethemtotheopera,andIhadnotlongtowait。Iwasbymyselfinthecarriage,buttheyevincednosurprise。Emilieconveyedtomethecomplimentsofthesuperioress,whowouldbeobligedbymycallingonherthefollowingday。
AttheoperaIletthemgazeatthespectaclewhichtheysawforthefirsttime,andansweredwhateverquestionstheyputtome。AstheywereRomans,theyoughttohaveknownwhatacastratowas,nevertheless,Armellinetookthewretchedindividualwhosangtheprimadonna’spartforawoman,andpointedtohisbreast,whichwasreallyafineone。
"Wouldyoudaretosleepinthesamebedwithhim?"Iasked。
"No;anhonestgirloughtalwaystosleepbyherself。"
Suchwastheseverityoftheeducationtheyhadreceived。Everythingconnectedwithlovewasmadeamysteryof,andtreatedwithakindofsuperstitiousawe。ThusArmellinehadonlyletmekissherhandsafteralongcontest,andneithershenorEmiliewouldallowmetoseewhetherthestockingsIhadgiventhemfittedwellornot。Thesevereprohibitionthatwaslaidonsleepingwithanothergirlmusthavemadethemthinkthattoshewtheirnakednesstoacompanionwouldbeagreatsin,andletamanseetheirbeautiesahideouscrime。Theveryideaofsuchathingmusthavegiventhemashudder。
WheneverIhadattemptedtoindulgeinconversationwhichwasalittlefree,Ihadfoundthemdeafanddumb。
AlthoughEmiliewasahandsomegirlinspiteofherpallor,Ididnottakesufficientinterestinhertotrytodissipatehermelancholy;butlovingArmellinetodesperationIwascuttothequicktoseeherlookgravewhenIaskedherifshehadanyideaofthedifferencebetweenthephysicalconformationofmenandwomen。
AswewereleavingArmellinesaidshewashungry,asshehadscarcelyeatenanythingforthelastweekonaccountofthegriefIhadgivenher。
"IfIhadforeseenthat,"Ianswered,"Iwouldhaveorderedagoodsupper,whereasIhavenowonlypotlucktoofferyou。"
"Nevermind。Howmanyshallwebe?"
"Wethree。"
"Somuchthebetter;weshallbemoreatliberty。"
"Thenyoudon’tliketheprincess?"
"Ibegyourpardon,butshewantsmetokissherinawayIdon’tlike。"
"Nevertheless,youkissedherardentlyenough。"
"IwasafraidshewouldtakemeforasimpletonifIdidnotdoso。"
"Thendoyouthinkyoucommittedasininkissingherlikethat?"
"Certainlynot,foritwasveryunpleasantforme。"
"Thenwhywon’tyoumakethesameeffortonmybehalf?"
Shesaidnothing,andwhenwegottotheinnIorderedthemtolightafireandtogetagoodsupperready。
ThewaiteraskedmeifIwouldlikesomeoysters,andnoticingthecuriosityofmyguestsonthesubjectIaskedhimhowmuchtheywere。"
"TheyarefromthearsenalatVenice,"hereplied,"andwecan’tsellthemunderfiftypainsahundred。"
"Verygood,Iwilltakeahundred,butyoumustopenthemhere。"
ArmellinewashorrifiedtothinkthatIwasgoingtopayfivecrownsforherwhim,andbeggedmetorevoketheorder;butshesaidnothingwhenI
toldherthatnopleasureofherscouldbeboughttoodearlybyme。
Atthisshetookmyhandandwouldhavecarriedittoherlips,butI
tookitawayratherroughly,greatlytohermortification。
Iwassittinginfrontofthefirebetweenthem,andIwassorryathavinggrievedher。
"Ibegpardon,Armelline,"Isaid,"Ionlytookmyhandawaybecauseitwasnotworthyofbeingcarriedtoyourfairlips。"
Inspiteofthisexcuseshecouldnothelptwobigtearscoursingdownherblushingcheeks。Iwasgreatlypained。
Armellinewasatenderdove,notmadetoberoughlytreated。IfIdidnotwanthertohatemeIfeltthatImusteithernotseeheratallortreathermoregentlyforthefuture。
HertearsconvincedmethatIhadwoundedherfeelingsterribly,andI
gotupandwentouttoordersomechampagne。
WhenIcamebackIfoundthatshehadbeenweepingbitterly。Ididnotknowwhattodo;Ibeggedheragainandagaintoforgiveme,andtobegayoncemore,unlessshewishedtosubjectmetotheseverestofallpunishments。
Emiliebackedmeup,andontakingherhandandcoveringitwithkisses,Ihadthepleasureofseeinghersmileoncemore。
Theoysterswereopenedinourpresence,andtheastonishmentdepictedonthegirls’countenanceswouldhaveamusedmeifmyhearthadbeenmoreatease。ButIwasdesperatewithlove,andArmellinebeggedmevainlytobeasIwaswhenwefirstmet。
Wesatdown,andItaughtmyguestshowtosuckuptheoysters,whichswamintheirownliquid,andwereverygood。
Armellineswallowedhalfadozen,andthenobservedtoherfriendthatsodelicateamorselmustbeasin。
"Notonaccountofitsdelicacy,"saidEmilie,"butbecauseateverymouthfulweswallowhalfaPaul。"
"HalfaPaul!"saidArmelline,"andtheHolyFatherdoesnotforbidsuchaluxury?Ifthisisnotthesinofgluttony,Idon’tknowwhatis。
Theseoystersaredelightful;butIshallspeakaboutthemattertomydirector。"
Thesesimplicitiesofhersaffordedmegreatmentalpleasure,butI
wantedbodilypleasureaswell。
Weatefiftyoysters,anddranktwobottlesofsparklingchampagne,whichmademytwoguestseructandblushandlaughatthesametime。
IwouldfainhavelaughedtooanddevouredArmellinewithmykisses,butIcouldonlydevourherwithbyeyes。
Ikepttheremainderoftheoystersfordessert,andorderedthesuppertobeserved。Itwasanexcellentmeal,andthetwoheroinesenjoyedit;
evenEmiliebecamequitelively。
Iordereduplemonsandabottleofrum,andafterhavingthefiftyremainingoystersopenedIsentthewaiteraway。Ithenmadeabowlofpunch,pouringinabottleofchampagneasafinishingtouch。
Aftertheyhadswallowedafewoystersanddrankoneortwoglassesofpunch,whichtheylikedamazingly,IbeggedEmilietogivemeanoysterwithherlips。
"Iamsureyouaretoosensibletofindanythingwronginthat,"Iadded。
Emiliewasastonishedattheproposition,andthoughtitover。Armellinegazedatheranxiously,asifcuriousastohowshewouldanswerme。
"Whydon’tyouaskArmelline?"shesaidatlength。
"Doyougivehimonefirst,"saidArmelline,"andifyouhavethecourageIwilltrytodothesame。"
"Whatcouragedoyouwant?It’sachild’sgame;there’snoharminit。"
Afterthisreply,Iwassureofvictory。Iplacedtheshellontheedgeofherlips,andafteragooddealoflaughingshesuckedintheoyster,whichsheheldbetweenherlips。Iinstantlyrecovereditbyplacingmylipsonhers。
Armellineclappedherhands,tellingEmiliethatshewouldneverhavethoughthersobrave;shethenimitatedherexample,andwasdelightedwithmydelicacyinsuckingawaytheoyster,scarcelytouchingherlipswithmine。MyagreeablesurprisemaybeimaginedwhenIheardhersaythatitwasmyturntoholdtheoysters。ItisneedlesstosaythatI
acquittedmyselfofthedutywithmuchdelight。
Afterthesepleasantinterludeswewenttodrinkingpunchandswallowingoysters。
Weallsatinarowwithourbackstothefire,andourbrainsbegantowhirl,butneverwastheresuchasweetintoxication。However,thepunchwasnotfinishedandweweregettingveryhot。Itookoffmycoat,andtheywereobligedtounlacetheirdresses,thebodicesofwhichwerelinedwithfur。Guessingatnecessitieswhichtheydidnotdaretomention,Ipointedoutaclosetwheretheycouldmakethemselvescomfortable,andtheywentinhand—in—hand。Whentheycameouttheywerenolongertimidrecluses,theywereshriekingwithlaughter,andreelingfromsidetoside。
Iwastheirscreenaswesatinfrontofthefire,andIgazedfreelyoncharmswhichtheycouldnolongerconceal。Itoldthemthatwemustnotthinkofgoingtillthepunchwasfinished,andtheyagreed,saying,inhighglee,thatitwouldbeagreatsintoleavesogoodathingbehind。
Ithenpresumedsofarastotellthemthattheyhadbeautifullegs,andthatIshouldbepuzzledtoassigntheprizebetweenthem。Thismadethemgayerthanever,fortheyhadnotnoticedthattheirunlacedbodicesandshortpetticoatsletmeseealmosteverything。
Afterdrinkingourpunchtothedregs,weremainedtalkingforhalfanhour,whileIcongratulatedmyselfonmyself—restraint。JustasweweregoingIaskedthemiftheyhadanygroundsofcomplaintagainstme。
ArmellinerepliedthatifIwouldadoptherasmydaughtershewasreadytofollowmetotheendoftheworld。"Thenyouarenotafraidofmyturningyoufromthepathofduty?"
"No,Ifeelquitesafewithyou。"
"Andwhatdoyousay,dearEmilie?"
"Ishallloveyoutoo,whenyoudoformewhatthesuperioresswilltellyouto—morrow。"
"Iwilldoanything,butIshan’tcometospeaktohertilltheevening,foritisthreeo’clocknow。"
Theylaughedallthelouder,exclaiming,——
"Whatwillthemothersay?"
Ipaidthebill,gavesomethingtothewaiter,andtookthembacktotheconvent,wheretheporteressseemedwellenoughpleasedwiththenewruleswhenshesawtwosequinsinherpalm。
Itwastoolatetoseethesuperioress,soIdrovehomeafterrewardingthecoachmanandthelackey。
MargaritawasreadytoscratchmyeyesoutifIcouldnotprovemyfidelity,butIsatisfiedherbyquenchingonherthefiresArmellineandthepunchhadkindled。ItoldherIhadbeenkeptbyagamingparty,andsheaskednomorequestions。
ThenextdayIamusedtheprincessandthecardinalbyacircumstantialaccountofwhathadhappened。
"Youmissedyouropportunity,"saidtheprincess。
"Idon’tthinkso,"saidthecardinal,"Ibelieve,onthecontrary,thathehasmadehisvictorymoresureforanothertime。"
Intheevening,Iwenttotheconventwherethesuperioressgavemeherwarmestwelcome。Shecomplimentedmeonhavingamusedmyselfwiththetwogirlstillthreeo’clockinthemorningwithoutdoinganythingwrong。
Theyhadtoldherhowwehadeatentheoysters,andshesaiditwasanamusingidea。Iadmiredhercandour,simplicity,orphilosophy,whicheveryouliketocallit。
Afterthesepreliminaries,shetoldmethatIcouldmakeEmiliehappybyobtaining,throughtheinfluenceoftheprincess,adispensationtomarrywithoutthepublicationofbannsamerchantofCivitaVecchia,whowouldhavemarriedherlongagoonlythattherewasawomanwhopretendedtohaveclaimsuponhim。Ifbannswerepublishedthiswomanwouldinstituteasuitwhichmightgoonforever。
"Ifyoudothis,"sheconcluded,"youwillhavethemeritofmakingEmiliehappy。"
Itookdowntheman’sname,andpromisedtodomybestwiththeprincess。
"AreyoustilldeterminedtocureyourselfofyourloveforArmelline?"
"Yes,butIshallnotbeginthecuretillLent。"
"Icongratulateyou;thecarnivalisunusuallylongthisyear。"
ThenextdayIspokeofthemattertotheprincess。ThefirstrequisitewasacertificatefromtheBishopofCivitaVecchia,statingthatthemanwasfreetomarry。ThecardinalsaidthatthemanmustcometoRome,andthattheaffaircouldbemanagedifhecouldbringforwardtwogoodwitnesseswhowouldswearthathewasunmarried。
Itoldthesuperioresswhatthecardinalsaid,andshewrotetothemerchant,andafewdaysafterIsawhimtalkingtothesuperioressandEmiliethroughthegrating。
Hecommendedhimselftomyprotection,andsaidthatbeforehemarriedhewantedtobesureofhavingsixhundredcrowns。
Theconventwouldgivehimfourhundredcrowns,soweshouldhavetoobtainagrantoftwohundredmore。
Isucceededingettingthegrant,butIfirstcontrivedtohaveanothersupperwithArmelline,whoaskedmeeverymorningwhenIwasgoingtotakehertothecomicopera。IsaidIwasafraidofturningherastrayfromthepathofduty,butsherepliedthatexperiencehadtaughthertodreadmenolonger。
CHAPTERXVII
TheFlorentine——MarriageofEmilie——Scholastica——ArmellineattheBallBeforethesupperIhadlovedArmellinetosuchanextentthatIhaddeterminedtoseehernomore,butafteritIfel"m.kanbaapp点com"tthatImustobtainherordie。Isawthatshehadonlyconsentedtomysmalllibertiesbecausesheregardedthemasmerejokes,ofnoaccount,andIresolvedtotakeadvantageofthiswayoflookingatittogoasfarasIcould。Ibegintoplaythepartofindifferenttothebestofmyability,onlyvisitinghereveryotherday,andlookingatherwithanexpressionofpoliteinterest。Ioftenpretendedtoforgettokissherhand,whileIkissedEmilie’sandtoldherthatifIfeltcertainofreceivingpositivemarksofheraffectionIshouldstayatCivitaVecchiaforsomeweeksaftershewasmarried。IwouldnotseeArmelline’shorror,whocouldnotbearmetotakeafancytoEmilie。
Emiliesaidthatshewouldbemoreatlibertywhenshewasmarried,whileArmelline,vexedathergivingmeanyhopes,toldhersharplythatamarriedwomanhadstricterdutiestoperformthanagirl。
Iagreedwithherinmyheart,butasitwouldnothavesuitedmypurposetosaysoopenlyIinsinuatedthefalsedoctrinethatamarriedwoman’schiefdutyistokeepherhusband’sdescentintact,andthateverythingelseisoftriflingimportance。
WiththeideaofdrivingEmilietoanextremityItoldEmiliethatifshewantedmetoexertmyselftomyutmostforhershemustgivemegoodhopesofobtainingherfavoursnotonlyafterbutbeforemarriage。
"Iwillgiveyounootherfavours。"shereplied,"thanthosewhichArmellinemaygiveyou。Yououghttotrytogethermarriedalso。"
Inspiteofhergriefattheseproposals,gentleArmellinereplied,————
"YouaretheonlymanIhaveeverseen;andasIhavenohopesofgettingmarriedIwillgiveyounopledgesatall,thoughIdonotknowwhatyoumeanbytheword。"
ThoughIsawhowpureandangelicshewas,Ihadthecrueltytogoaway,leavinghertoherdistress。
Itwashardformetotormentherthus,butIthoughtitwastheonlywaytoovercomeherprejudices。
CallingontheVenetianambassador’sstewardIsawsomepeculiarlyfineoysters,andIgothimtoletmehaveahundred。IthentookaboxattheCapronicaTheatre,andorderedagoodsupperattheinnwherewehadsuppedbefore。
"Iwantaroomwithabed,"Isaidtothewaiter。
"That’snotallowedinRome,signor,"hereplied,"butonthethirdfloorwehavetworoomswithlargesofaswhichmightdoinstead,withouttheHolyOfficebeingabletosayanything。"
Ilookedattheroomsandtookthem,andorderedthemantogetthebestsupperthatRomecouldoffer。
AsIwasenteringtheboawiththetwogirlsIsawtheMarchionessd’Aoutwasmynearneighbour。Sheaccostedme,andcongratulatedherselfonhervicinitytome。ShewasaccompaniedbyherFrenchabbe,herhusband,andafine—lookingyoungman,whomIhadneverseenbefore。Sheaskedwhomycompanionswere,andItoldhertheywereintheVenetianambassador’shousehold。ShepraisedtheirbeautyandbegantotalktoArmelline,whoansweredwellenoughtillthecurtainwentup。Theyoungmanalsocomplimentedher,andafterhavingaskedmypermissionhegaveheralargepacketofbonbons,tellinghertosharethemwithherneighbour。
IhadguessedhimtobeaFlorentinefromhisaccent,andaskedhimifthesweetscamefromthebanksoftheArno;hetoldmetheywerefromNaples,whencehehadjustarrived。
AttheendofthefirstactIwassurprisedtohearhimsaythathehadaletterofintroductionformefromtheMarchionessofC————。
"Ihavejustheardyourname,"hesaid,"andtomorrowIshallhavethehonourofdeliveringtheletterinperson,ifyouwillkindlygivemeyouraddress。"
AfterthesepolitepreliminariesIfeltthatImustcomplywithhisrequest。
Iaskedafterthemarquis,hismother—in—law,andAnastasia,sayingthatIwasdelightedtohearfromthemarchionessfromwhomIhadbeenexpectingananswerforthelastmonth。
"Thecharmingmarchionesshasdeignedtoentrustmewiththeansweryouspeakof。"
"Ilongtoreadit。"
"ThenImaygiveyoutheletternow,thoughIshallstillclaimtheprivilegeofcallingonyouto—morrow。Iwillbringittoyouinyourbox,ifyouwillallowme。"
"Praydoso。"
Hemighteasilyhavegivenittomefromtheboxwherehewas,butthiswouldnothavesuitedhisplans。Hecamein,andpolitenessobligedmetogivehimmyplacenexttoArmelline。Hetookoutanelaboratepocket—
book,andgavemetheletter。Iopenedit,butfindingthatitcoveredfourpages,IsaidIwouldreaditwhenIgothome,astheboxwasdark。
"IshallstayinRometillEaster,"hesaid,"asIwanttoseeallthesights;thoughindeedIcannothopetoseeanythingmorebeautifulthanthevisionnowbeforeme。"
Armelline,whowasgazingfixedlyathim,blusheddeeply。Ifeltthathiscompliment,thoughpolite,wasentirelyoutofplace,andinsomesortaninsulttomyself。However,Isaidnothing,butdecidedmentallythattheFlorentineAdonismustbeafopofthefirstwater。
Findinghiscomplimentcreatedasilence,hesawhehadmadehimselfoffensive,andafterafewdisconnectedremarkswithdrewfromthebox。
Inspiteofmyselfthemanannoyedme,andIcongratulatedArmellineontherapidityofherconquest,askingherwhatshethoughtofhim。
"Heisafineman,buthiscomplimentsshewshehasnotaste。Tellme,isitthecustomforpeopleoffashiontomakeayounggirlblushthefirsttimetheyseeher?"
"No,dearArmelline,itisneithercustomarynorpolite;andanyonewhowishestomixingoodsocietywouldneverdosuchathing。"
Ilapsedintosilence,asthoughIwantedtolistentothemusic;butasamatteroffactmyheartwasapreytocrueljealousy。Ithoughtthematterover,andcametotheconclusionthattheFlorentinehadtreatedmerudely。HemighthaveguessedthatIwasinlovewithArmelline,andtomakesuchanopendeclarationoflovetomyveryfacewasnothingmorenorlessthananinsulttome。
AfterIhadkeptthisunusualsilenceforaquarterofanhourthesimpleArmellinemademeworsebysayingthatImustcalmmyself,asImightbesurethattheyoungman’scomplimenthadnotgivenhertheslightestpleasure。Shedidnotseethatbysayingthisshemademefeelthatthecomplimenthadhadthedirectlyoppositeeffect。
IsaidthatIhadhopedhehadpleasedher。
Tofinishthematterup,shesaidbywayofsoothingmethattheyoungmandidnotmeantovexme,ashedoubtlesstookmeforherfather。
WhatcouldIreplytothisobservation,ascruelasitwasreasonable?
Nothing;Icouldonlytakerefugeinsilenceandafitofchildishill—
humour。
AtlastIcouldbearitnolonger,andbeggedthetwogirlstocomeawaywithme。
Thesecondactwasjustover,andifIhadbeeninmyrightsensesI
shouldneverhavemadethemsuchanunreasonablerequest;butthecrassnessofmyproceedingsdidnotstrikemetillthefollowingday。
Inspiteofthestrangenessofmyrequesttheymerelyexchangedglancesandgotreadytogo。NotknowingwhatbetterexcusetogiveItoldthemIdidnotwanttheprincess’scarriagetobenoticedaseveryoneleftthetheatre,andthatIwouldbringthemagaintothetheatrethefollowingday。
IwouldnotletArmellineputherheadinsidetheMarchionessd’Aout’sbox,andsowewentout。Ifoundthemanwhoaccompaniedthecarriagetalkingtooneofhismatesatthedoorofthetheatre,andthismademethinkthattheprincesshadcometotheopera。
Wegotdownattheinn,andIwhisperedtothemantotakehishorseshomeandtocallforusatthreeo’clock;forthecoldwasintense,andbothhorsesandmenhadtobeconsidered。
Webeganbysittingdowninfrontofaroaringfire,andforhalfanhourwedidnothingbuteatoysters,whichwereopenedinourpresencebyacleverwaiter,whotookcarenottoloseadropofthefluid。Asquickasheopenedweate,andthelaughterofthegirls,whotalkedofhowwehadeatenthembefore,causedmyangertograduallydisappear。
InArmelline’sgentlenessIsawthegoodnessofherheart,andIwasangrywithmyselfformyabsurdjealousyofamanwhowasmuchmorecalculatedtopleaseayounggirlthanI。
Armellinedrankchampagne,andstoleoccasionalglancesinmydirectionasiftoentreatmetojointhemintheirmirth。
Emiliespokeofhermarriage,andwithoutsayinganythingaboutmyprojectedvisittoCivitaVecchiaIpromisedthatherfuturehusbandshouldhavehisplenarydispensationbeforeverylong。WhileIspokeI
kissedArmelline’sfairhands,andshelookedatmeasifthankfulforthereturnofmyaffection。
Theoystersandchampagnehadtheirnaturaleffect,andwehadadelightfulsupper。Wehadsturgeonandsomedelicioustruffles,whichI
enjoyednotsomuchformyownsakeasforthepleasurewithwhichmycompanionsdevouredthem。
Amaninloveisprovidedwithakindofinstinctwhichtellshimthatthesurestwaytosuccessistoprovidethebelovedobjectwithpleasuresthatarenewtoher。
WhenArmellinesawmebecomegayandardentoncemoresherecognizedherhandiwork,andwasdoubtlessproudofthepowersheexercisedoverme。
Shetookmyhandofherownaccord,andcontinuedgazingintomyeyes。
Emiliewasoccupiedintheenjoymentofthemeal,anddidnottroubleherselfaboutourbehaviour。ArmellinewassotenderandlovingthatI
madesureofvictoryafterwehadhadsomemoreoystersandabowlofpunch。
Whenthedessert,thefiftyoysters,andallthematerialsformakingthepunchwereonthetable,thewaiterlefttheroom,sayingthattheladieswouldfindeveryrequisiteintheneighbouringapartment。
Theroomwassmall,andthefireveryhot,andIbadethetwofriendsarrangetheirdressmorecomfortably。
Theirdressesfittedtheirfigures,andweretrimmedwithfurandstiffenedwithwhalebones,sotheywentintothenextroom,andcamebackinwhitebodicesandshortdimitypetticoats,laughingattheslightnessoftheirattire。
Ihadsufficientstrengthofmindtoconcealmyemotion,andevennottolookattheirbreastswhentheycomplainedofhavingnoneckerchiefsorbreast—bandstotheirchemises。Iknewhowinexperiencedtheywere,andfeltcertainthatwhentheysawtheindifferencewithwhichItooktheirslightattiretheythemselveswouldthinkitwasofnoconsequence。