Ithankedherforhervisit,beggedhertobeseated,andIexpressedalltheinterestIfeltforher。Hergratitudesheweditselfmorebythetoneofhervoicethanbyherwords,andherconfidencebeingalreadycaptivatedshetoldmeartlessly,butnotwithoutsomedignity,hershorthistoryorratherhersituation,andsheconcludedbythesewords:
"Imustinthecourseofthedayfindalessexpensivelodging,forI
onlypossesssixfrancs。"
Iaskedherwhethershehadanylettersofrecommendation,andshedrewoutofherpocketaparcelofpaperscontainingsevenoreighttestimonialsofgoodconductandhonesty,andapassport。
"Isthisallyouhave,mydearcountrywoman?"
"Yes。Iintendtocallwithmybrotheruponthesecretaryofwar,andIhopehewilltakepityonme。"
"Youdonotknowanybodyhere?"
"Notoneperson,sir;youarethefirstmaninFrancetowhomIhaveexposedmysituation。"
"Iamacountrymanofyours,andyouarerecommendedtomebyyourpositionaswellasbyyourage;Iwishtobeyouradviser,ifyouwillpermitme。"
"Ah,sir!howgratefulIwouldbe!"
"Donotmentionit。Givemeyourpapers,Iwillseewhatistobedonewiththem。Donotrelateyourhistorytoanyone,anddonotsayonewordaboutyourposition。Youhadbetterremainatthishotel。
HerearetwoLouiswhichIwilllendyouuntilyouareinapositiontoreturnthemtome。"
Sheaccepted,expressingherheart—feltgratitude。
MademoiselleVesianwasaninterestingbrunetteofsixteen。ShehadagoodknowledgeofFrenchandItalian,gracefulmanners,andadignitywhichendowedherwithaverynobleappearance。Sheinformedmeofheraffairswithoutmeanness,yetwithoutthattimiditywhichseemstoarisefromafearofthepersonwholistensbeingdisposedtotakeadvantageofthedistressingpositionconfidedtohishonour。
Sheseemedneitherhumiliatednorbold;shehadhope,andshedidnotboastofhercourage。Hervirtuewasbynomeansostentatious,buttherewasinheranairofmodestywhichwouldcertainlyhaveputarestraintuponanyonedisposedtofailinrespecttowardsher。I
felttheeffectofitmyself,forinspiteofherbeautifuleyes,herfinefigure,ofthefreshnessofhercomplexion,hertransparentskin,hernegligee——inoneword,allthatcantemptamanandwhichfilledmewithburningdesires,Ididnotforoneinstantlosecontrolovermyself;shehadinspiredmewithafeelingofrespectwhichhelpedmetomastermysenses,andIpromisedmyselfnotonlytoattemptnothingagainsthervirtue,butalsonottobethefirstmantomakeherdeviatefromtherightpath。Ieventhoughtitbettertopostponetoanotherinterviewalittlespeechonthatsubject,theresultofwhichmightbetomakemefollowadifferentcourse。
"Youarenowinacity,"Isaidtoher,"inwhichyourdestinymustunfolditself,andinwhichallthefinequalitieswhichnaturehassobountifullybestoweduponyou,andwhichmayultimatelycauseyourfortune,maylikewisecauseyourruin;forhere,bydearcountrywoman,wealthymendespisealllibertinewomenexceptthosewhohaveofferedthemthesacrificeoftheirvirtue。Ifyouarevirtuous,andaredetermineduponremainingso,prepareyourselftobearagreatdealofmisery;ifyoufeelyourselfsufficientlyabovewhatiscalledprejudice,if,inoneword,youfeeldisposedtoconsenttoeverything,inordertosecureacomfortableposition,beverycarefulnottomakeamistake。Distrustaltogetherthesweetwordswhicheverypassionatemanwilladdresstoyouforthesakeofobtainingyourfavours,for,hispassiononcesatisfied,hisardourwillcooldown,andyouwillfindyourselfdeceived。Bewaryofyouradorers;theywillgiveyouabundanceofcounterfeitcoin,butdonottrustthemfar。AsfarasIamconcerned,IfeelcertainthatI
shallneverinjureyou,andIhopetobeofsomeusetoyou。Toreassureyouentirelyonmyaccount,Iwilltreatyouasifyouweremysister,forIamtooyoungtoplaythepartofyourfather,andI
wouldnottellyouallthisifIdidnotthinkyouaverycharmingperson。"
Herbrotherjoinedusasweweretalkingtogether。Hewasagood—
lookingyoungmanofeighteen,wellmade,butwithoutanystyleabouthim;hespokelittle,andhisexpressionwasdevoidofindividuality。
Webreakfastedtogether,andhavingaskedhimaswewereattableforwhatprofessionhefeltaninclination,heansweredthathewasdisposedtodoanythingtoearnanhonourableliving。
"Haveyouanypeculiartalent?"
"Iwriteprettywell。"
"Thatissomething。Whenyougoout,mistrusteverybody;donotenteranycaf?andneverspeaktoanyoneinthestreets。Eatyourmealsinyourroomwithyoursister,andtellthelandladytogiveyouasmallclosettosleepin。WritesomethinginFrenchto—day,letmehaveitto—morrowmorning,andwewillseewhatcanbedone。
Asforyou,mademoiselle,mybooksareatyourdisposal,Ihaveyourpapers;to—morrowImayhavesomenewstotellyou;weshallnotseeeachotheragainto—day,forIgenerallycomehomeverylate。"Shetookafewbooks,madeamodestreverence,andtoldmewithacharmingvoicethatshehadeveryconfidenceinme。
Feelingdisposedtobeusefultoher,whereverIwentduringthatdayIspokeofnothingbutofherandofheraffairs;andeverywheremenandwomentoldmethatifshewasprettyshecouldnotfail,butthatatalleventsitwouldberightforhertotakeallnecessarysteps。
Ireceivedapromisethatthebrothershouldbeemployedinsomeoffice。IthoughtthatthebestplanwouldbetofindsomeinfluentialladywhowouldconsenttopresentMdlle。VesiantoM。d’Argenson,andIknewthatinthemeantimeIcouldsupporther。
IbeggedSilviatomentionthemattertoMadamedeMontconseil,whohadverygreatinfluencewiththesecretaryofwar。Shepromisedtodoso,butshewishedtobeacquaintedwiththeyounggirl。
Ireturnedtothehoteltowardseleveno’clock,andseeingthattherewasalightstillburningintheroomofMdlle。VesianIknockedatherdoor。Sheopenedit,andtoldmethatshehadsatupinthehopeofseeingme。IgaveheranaccountofwhatIhaddone。Ifoundherdisposedtoundertakeallthatwasnecessary,andmostgratefulformyassistance。Shespokeofherpositionwithanairofnobleindifferencewhichsheassumedinordertorestrainhertears;shesucceededinkeepingthemback,butthemoistureinhereyesprovedalltheeffortsshewasmakingtopreventthemfromfalling。Wehadtalkedfortwohours,andgoingfromonesubjecttoanotherIlearnedthatshehadneverloved,andthatshewasthereforeworthyofaloverwhowouldrewardherinapropermannerforthesacrificeofhervirtue。Itwouldhavebeenabsurdtothinkthatmarriagewastobetherewardofthatsacrifice;theyounggirlhadnotyetmadewhatiscalledafalsestep,butshehadnoneoftheprudishfeelingsofthosegirlswhosaythattheywouldnottakesuchastepforallthegoldintheuniverse,andusuallygivewaybeforetheslightestattack;allmyyoungfriendwantedwastodisposeofherselfinaproperandadvantageousmanner。
IcouldnothelpsighingasIlistenedtoherverysensibleremarks,consideringthepositioninwhichshewasplacedbyanadversedestiny。Hersinceritywascharmingtome;Iwasburningwithdesire。LucieofPaseancamebacktomymemory;IrecollectedhowdeeplyIhadrepentedtheinjuryIhaddoneinneglectingasweetflower,whichanotherman,andalessworthyone,hadhastenedtopluck;Ifeltmyselfnearalambwhichwouldperhapsbecomethepreyofsomegreedywolf;andshe,withhernoblefeelings,hercarefuleducation,andacandourwhichanimpurebreathwouldperhapsdestroyforever,wassurelynotdestinedforalotofshame。IregrettedI
wasnotrichenoughtomakeherfortune,andtosaveherhonourandhervirtue。IfeltthatIcouldneithermakehermineinanillegitimatewaynorbeherguardianangel,andthatbybecomingherprotectorIshoulddohermoreharmthangood;inoneword,insteadofhelpingheroutoftheunfortunatepositioninwhichshewas,I
should,perhaps,onlycontributetoherentireruin。DuringthattimeIhadhernearme,speakingtoherinasentimentalway,andnotutteringonesinglewordoflove;butIkissedherhandandherarmstoooftenwithoutcomingtoaresolution,withoutbeginningathingwhichwouldhavetoorapidlycometoanend,andwhichwouldhavecompelledmetokeepherformyself;inthatcase,therewouldhavebeennolongeranyhopeofafortuneforher,andformenomeansofgettingridofher。Ihavelovedwomeneventomadness,butIhavealwayslovedlibertybetter;andwheneverIhavebeenindangeroflosingitfatehascometomyrescue。
IhadremainedaboutfourhourswithMdlle。Vesian,consumedbythemostintensedesires,andIhadhadstrengthenoughtoconquerthem。
Shecouldnotattributemyreservetoafeelingofmodesty,andnotknowingwhyIdidnotshewmoreboldnessshemusthavesupposedthatIwaseitherillorimpotent。Ilefther,afterinvitinghertodinnerforthenextday。
Wehadapleasantdinner,andherbrotherhavinggoneoutforawalkafterourmealwelookedtogetheroutofthewindowfromwhichwecouldseeallthecarriagesgoingtotheItalianComedy。Iaskedherwhethershewouldliketogo;sheansweredmewithasmileofdelight,andwestartedatonce。
IplacedherintheamphitheatrewhereIlefther,tellingherthatwewouldmeetatthehotelateleveno’clock。Iwouldnotremainwithher,inordertoavoidthequestionswhichwouldhavebeenaddressedtome,forthesimplerhertoiletwasthemoreinterestingshelooked。
AfterIhadleftthetheatre,IwenttosupatSilvia’sandreturnedtothehotel。Iwassurprisedatthesightofanelegantcarriage;I
enquiredtowhomitbelonged,andIwastoldthatitwasthecarriageofayoungnoblemanwhohadsuppedwithMdlle。Vesian。Shewasgettingon。
Thefirstthingnextmorning,asIwasputtingmyheadoutofthewindow,Isawahackneycoachstopatthedoorofthehotel;ayoungman,welldressedinamorningcostume,cameoutofit,andaminuteafterIheardhimentertheroomofMdlle。Vesian。Courage!Ihadmadeupmymind;Iaffectedafeelingofcompleteindifferenceinordertodeceivemyself。
Idressedmyselftogoout,andwhileIwasatmytoiletVesiancameinandtoldmethathedidnotliketogointohissister’sroombecausethegentlemanwhohadsuppedwithherhadjustarrived。
"That’samatterofcourse,"Isaid。
"Heisrichandveryhandsome。HewishestotakeushimselftoVersailles,andpromisestoprocuresomeemploymentforme。"
"Icongratulateyou。Whoishe?"
"Idonotknow。"
Iplacedinanenvelopethepapersshehadentrustedtome,andI
handedthemtohimtoreturntohissister。Ithenwentout。WhenI
camehometowardsthreeo’clock,thelandladygavemealetterwhichhadbeenleftformebyMdlle。Vesian,whohadleftthehotel。
Iwenttomyroom,openedtheletter,andreadthefollowinglines:
"Ireturnthemoneyyouhavelentmewithmybestthanks。TheCountdeNarbonnefeelsinterestedinme,andwishestoassistmeandmybrother。Ishallinformyouofeverything,ofthehouseinwhichhewishesmetogoandlive,wherehepromisestosupplymeallIwant。
Yourfriendshipisverydeartome,andIentreatyounottoforgetme。Mybrotherremainsatthehotel,andmyroombelongstomeforthemonth。Ihavepaideverything。"
"Hereis,"saidItomyself,"asecondLuciedePasean,andIamasecondtimethedupeofmyfoolishdelicacy,forIfeelcertainthatthecountwillnotmakeherhappy。ButIwashmyhandsofitall。"
IwenttotheTheatreFrancaisintheevening,andenquiredaboutNarbonne。ThefirstpersonIspoketotoldme,"Heisthesonofawealthyman,butagreatlibertineanduptohisneckindebts。"
Nicereferences,indeed!ForaweekIwenttoallthetheatresandpublicplacesinthehopeofmakingtheacquaintanceofthecount,butIcouldnotsucceed,andIwasbeginningtoforgettheadventurewhenonemorning,towardseighto’clockVesiancallingonme,toldmethathissisterwasinherroomandwishedtospeaktome。I
followedhimimmediately。Ifoundherlookingunhappyandwitheyesredfromcrying。Shetoldherbrothertogooutforawalk,andwhenhehadgoneshespoketomethus:
"M。deNarbonne,whomIthoughtanhonestman,becauseIwantedhimtobesuch,cametositbymewhereyouhadleftmeatthetheatre;
hetoldmethatmyfacehadinterestedhim,andheaskedmewhoI
was。ItoldhimwhatIhadtoldyou。Youhadpromisedtothinkofme,butNarbonnetoldmethathedidnotwantyourassistance,ashecouldactbyhimself。Ibelievedhim,andIhavebeenthedupeofmyconfidenceinhim;hehasdeceivedme;heisavillain。"
Thetearswerechokingher:Iwenttothewindowsoastolethercrywithoutrestraint:afewminutesafter,IcamebackandIsatdownbyher。
"Tellmeall,mydearVesian,unburdenyourheartfreely,anddonotthinkyourselfguiltytowardsme;inrealityIhavebeenwrongmorethanyou。YourheartwouldnotnowbeapreytosorrowifIhadnotbeensoimprudentastoleaveyoualoneatthetheatre。"
"Alas,sir!donotsayso;oughtItoreproachyoubecauseyouthoughtmesovirtuous?Well,inafewwords,themonsterpromisedtoshewmeeverycare,everyattention,onconditionofmygivinghimanundeniable,proofofmyaffectionandconfidence——namely,totakealodgingwithoutmybrotherinthehouseofawomanwhomherepresentedasrespectable。Heinsisteduponmybrothernotlivingwithme,sayingthatevil—mindedpersonsmightsupposehimtobemylover。Iallowedmyselftobepersuaded。Unhappycreature!HowcouldIgivewaywithoutconsultingyou?HetoldmethattherespectablewomantowhomhewouldtakemewouldaccompanymetoVersailles,andthathewouldsendmybrothertheresothatweshouldbebothpresentedtothewarsecretary。Afterourfirstsupperhetoldmethathewouldcomeandfetchmeinahackneycoachthenextmorning。Hepresentedmewithtwolouisandagoldwatch,andI
thoughtIcouldacceptthosepresentsfromayoungnoblemanwhoshewedsomuchinterestinme。Thewomantowhomheintroducedmedidnotseemtomeasrespectableashehadrepresentedhertobe。
Ihavepassedoneweekwithherwithouthisdoinganythingtobenefitmyposition。Hewouldcome,goout,returnashepleased,tellingmeeverydaythatitwouldbethemorrow,andwhenthemorrowcametherewasalwayssomeimpediment。Atlast,atseveno’clockthismorning,thewomantoldmethatthecountwasobligedtogointothecountry,thatahackneycoachwouldbringmebacktohishotel,andthathewouldcomeandseemeonhisreturn。Then,affectinganairofsadness,shetoldmethatImustgiveherbackthewatchbecausethecounthadforgottentopaythewatchmakerforit。Ihandedittoherimmediatelywithoutsayingaword,andwrappingthelittleI
possessedinmyhandkerchiefIcamebackhere,whereIarrivedhalfanhoursince。"
"Doyouhopetoseehimonhisreturnfromthecountry?"
"Toseehimagain!Oh,Lord!whyhaveIeverseenhim?"
Shewascryingbitterly,andImustconfessthatnoyounggirlevermovedmesodeeplyasshedidbytheexpressionofhergrief。PityreplacedinmyheartthetendernessIhadfeltforheraweekbefore。
TheinfamousproceedingsofNarbonnedisgustedmetothatextentthat,ifIhadknownwheretofindhimalone,Iwouldimmediatelyhavecompelledhimtogivemereparation。Ofcourse,ItookgoodcarenottoaskthepoorgirltogivemeadetailedaccountofherstayinthehouseofNarbonne’srespectableprocurers;IcouldguessevenmorethanIwantedtoknow,andtoinsistuponthatrecitalwouldhavehumiliatedMdlle。Vesian。Icouldseealltheinfamyofthecountinthetakingbackofthewatchwhichbelongedtoherasagift,andwhichtheunhappygirlhadearnedbuttoowell。IdidallIcouldtodryhertears,andshebeggedmetobeafathertoher,assuringmethatshewouldneveragaindoanythingtorenderherunworthyofmyfriendship,andthatshewouldalwaysbeguidedbymyadvice。
"Well,mydearyoungfriend,whatyoumustdonowisnotonlytoforgettheunworthycountandhiscriminalconducttowardsyou,butalsothefaultofwhichyouhavebeenguilty。Whatisdonecannotbeundone,andthepastisbeyondremedy;butcomposeyourself,andrecalltheairofcheerfulnesswhichshoneonyourcountenanceaweekago。ThenIcouldreadonyourfacehonesty,candour,goodfaith,andthenobleassurancewhicharousessentimentinthosewhocanappreciateitscharm。Youmustletallthosefeelingsshineagainonyourfeatures;fortheyalonecaninteresthonestpeople,andyourequirethegeneralsympathymorethanever。Myfriendshipisoflittleimportancetoyou,butyoumayrelyuponitallthemorebecauseIfancythatyouhavenowaclaimuponitwhichyouhadnotaweekago:Bequitecertain,Ibeg,thatIwillnotabandonyouuntilyourpositionisproperlysettled。Icannotatpresenttellyoumore;butbesurethatIwillthinkofyou。"
"Ah,myfriend!ifyoupromisetothinkofme,Iaskfornomore。
Oh!unhappycreaturethatIam;thereisnotasoulintheworldwhothinksofme。"
Shewas:sodeeplymovedthatshefaintedaway。Icametoherassistancewithoutcallinganyone,andwhenshehadrecoveredherconsciousnessandsomecalm,Itoldherahundredstories,trueorpurelyimaginary,oftheknavishtricksplayedinParisbymenwhothinkofnothingbutofdeceivingyounggirls。Itoldherafewamusinginstancesinordertomakehermorecheerful,andatlastI
toldherthatsheoughttobethankfulforwhathadhappenedtoherwithNarbonne,becausethatmisfortunewouldgiveherprudenceforthefuture。
Duringthatlongtete—a—teteIhadnodifficultyinabstainingfrombestowinganycaressesuponher;Ididnoteventakeherhand,forwhatIfeltforherwasatenderpity;andIwasveryhappywhenattheendoftwohoursIsawhercalmanddetermineduponbearingmisfortunelikeaheroine。
Shesuddenlyrosefromherseat,and,lookingatmewithanairofmodesttrustfulness,shesaidtome,"Are,youparticularlyengagedinanywayto—day?"
"No,mydear:"
"Well,then,begoodenoughtotakemesomewhereoutofParis;tosomeplacewhereIcanbreathethefreshairfreely;IshallthenrecoverthatappearancewhichyouthinkImusthavetointerestinmyfavourthosewhowillseeme;andifIcanenjoyaquietsleepthroughoutthenextnightIfeelIshallbehappyagain。"
"Iamgratefultoyouforyourconfidenceinme。WewillgooutassoonasIamdressed。Yourbrotherwillreturninthemeantime。"
"Oh,nevermindmybrother!"
"Hispresenceis,onthecontrary,ofgreatimportance。Recollect,mydearVesian,youmustmakeNarbonneashamedofhisownconduct。
Youmustconsiderthatifheshouldhappentohearthat,ontheverydayheabandonedyou,youwentintothecountryalonewithme,hewouldtriumph,andwouldcertainlysaythathehasonlytreatedyouasyoudeserved。Butifyougowithyourbrotherandmeyourcountryman,yougivenooccasionforslander。"
"Iblushnottohavemadethatremarkmyself。Wewillwaitformybrother’sreturn。"
Hewasnotlongincomingback,andhavingsentforacoachwewereonthepointofgoing,whenBaletticalledonme。Iintroducedhimtotheyounglady,andinvitedhimtojoinourparty。Heaccepted,andwestarted。AsmyonlypurposewastoamuseMdlle。Vesian,I
toldthecoachmantodriveustotheGrosCaillou,wherewemadeanexcellentimpromptudinner,thecheerfulnessoftheguestsmakingupforthedeficienciesoftheservants。
Vesian,feelinghisheadratherheavy,wentoutforawalkafterdinner,andIremainedalonewithhissisterandmyfriendBaletti。
IobservedwithpleasurethatBalettithoughtheranagreeablegirl,anditgavemetheideaofaskinghimtoteachherdancing。I
informedhimofherposition,ofthereasonwhichhadbroughthertoParis,ofthelittlehopetherewasofherobtainingapensionfromtheking,andofthenecessitytherewasforhertodosomethingtoearnaliving。Balettiansweredthathewouldbehappytodoanything,andwhenhehadexaminedthefigureandthegeneralconformationoftheyounggirlhesaidtoher,"IwillgetLanitotakeyoufortheballetattheopera。"
"Then,"Isaid,"youmustbeginyourlessonstomorrow。Mdlle。Vesianstopsatmyhotel。"
Theyounggirl,fullofwonderatmyplan,begantolaughheartily,andsaid,"Butcananoperadancerbeextemporizedlikeaministerofstate?
Icandancetheminuet,andmyearisgoodenoughtoenablemetogothroughaquadrille;butwiththeexceptionofthatIcannotdanceonestep。"
"Mostoftheballetgirls,"saidBaletti,"knownomorethanyoudo。"
"AndhowmuchmustIaskfromM。Lani?IdonotthinkIcanexpectmuch。"
"Nothing。Theballetgirlsarenotpaid。"
"Thenwhereistheadvantageforme?"shesaid,withasigh;"howshallIlive?"
"Donotthinkofthat。Suchasyouare,youwillsoonfindtenwealthynoblemenwhowilldisputeamongstthemselvesforthehonourofmakingupfortheabsenceofsalary。Youhaveonlytomakeagoodchoice,andIamcertainthatitwillnotbelongbeforeweseeyoucoveredwithdiamonds。"
"NowIunderstandyou。Yousupposesomegreatlordwillkeepme?"
"Precisely;andthatwillbemuchbetterthanapensionoffourhundredfrancs,whichyouwould,perhaps,notobtainwithoutmakingthesamesacrifice。
Verymuchsurprised,shelookedatmetoascertainwhetherIwasseriousoronlyjesting。
Balettihavingleftus,Itoldheritwastrulythebestthingshecoulddo,unlessshepreferredthesadpositionofwaiting—maidtosomegrandlady。
"Iwouldnotbethe’femmedechambre’evenofthequeen。"
"And’figurante’attheopera?"
"Muchrather。"
"Youaresmiling?"
"Yes,foritisenoughtomakemelaugh。Ithemistressofarichnobleman,whowillcovermewithdiamonds!Well,Imeantochoosetheoldest。"
"Quiteright,mydear;onlydonotmakehimjealous。"
"Ipromiseyoutobefaithfultohim。Butshallhefindasituationformybrother?However,untilIamattheopera,untilIhavemetwithmyelderlylover,whowillgivemethemeanstosupportmyself?"
"I,mydeargirl,myfriendBaletti,andallmyfriends,withoutotherinterestthanthepleasureofservingyou,butwiththehopethatyouwilllivequietly,andthatweshallcontributetoyourhappiness。Areyousatisfied?"
"Quiteso;Ihavepromisedmyselftobeguidedentirelybyyouradvice,andIentreatyoutoremainalwaysmybestfriend。"
WereturnedtoParisatnight,IleftMdlle。Vesianatthehotel,andaccompaniedBalettitohismother’s。Atsupper—time,myfriendbeggedSilviatospeaktoM。Laniinfavourofour’protegee’,Silviasaidthatitwasamuchbetterplanthantosolicitamiserablepensionwhich,perhaps,wouldnotbegranted。Thenwetalkedofaprojectwhichwasthenspokenof,namelytosellalltheappointmentsofballetgirlsandofchorussingersattheopera。Therewasevensomeideaofaskingahighpriceforthem,foritwasarguedthatthehigherthepricethemorethegirlswouldbeesteemed。Suchaproject,inthemidstofthescandaloushabitsandmannersofthetime,hadasortofapparentwisdom;foritwouldhaveennobledinawayaclassofwomenwhowithveryfewexceptionsseemtogloryinbeingcontemptible。
Therewere,atthattimeattheopera,severalfigurantes,singersanddancers,uglyratherthanplain,withoutanytalent,who,inspiteofitall,livedingreatcomfort;foritisadmittedthatattheoperaagirlmustneedsrenounceallmodestyorstarve。Butifagirl,newlyarrivedthere,iscleverenoughtoremainvirtuousonlyforonemonth,herfortuneiscertainlymade,becausethenthenoblemenenjoyingareputationofwisdomandvirtuearetheonlyoneswhoseektogetholdofher。Thosemenaredelightedtoheartheirnamesmentionedinconnectionwiththenewly—arrivedbeauty;theyevengosofarastoallowherafewfrolics,providedshetakesprideinwhattheygiveher,andprovidedherinfidelitiesarenottoopublic。Besides,itisthefashionnevertogotosupwithone’smistresswithoutgivinghernoticeoftheintendedvisit,andeveryonemustadmitthatitisaverywisecustom。
Icamebacktothehoteltowardseleveno’clock,andseeingthatMdlle。Vesian’sroomwasstillopenIwentin。Shewasinbed。
"Letmegetup,"shesaid,"forIwanttospeaktoyou。"
"Donotdisturbyourself;wecantalkallthesame,andIthinkyoumuchprettierasyouare。"
"Iamverygladofit。"
"Whathaveyougottotellme?"
"Nothing,excepttospeakoftheprofessionIamgoingtoadopt。
Iamgoingtopracticevirtueinordertofindamanwholovesitonlytodestroyit。"
"Quitetrue;butalmosteverythingislikethatinthislife。Manalwaysreferseverythingtohimself,andeveryoneisatyrantinhisownway。Iampleasedtoseeyoubecomingaphilosopher。"
"Howcanonebecomeaphilosopher?"
"Bythinking。"
"Mustonethinkalongwhile?"
"Throughoutlife。"
"Thenitisneverover?"
"Never;butoneimprovesasmuchaspossible,andobtainsthesumofhappinesswhichoneissusceptibleofenjoying。"
"Andhowcanthathappinessbefelt?"
"Byallthepleasurewhichthephilosophercanprocurewhenheisconsciousofhavingobtainedthembyhisownexertions,andespeciallybygettingridofthemanyprejudiceswhichmakeofthemajorityofmenatroopofgrown—upchildren。"
"Whatispleasure?Whatismeantbyprejudices?"
"Pleasureistheactualenjoymentofoursenses;itisacompletesatisfactiongiventoallournaturalandsensualappetites;and,whenourworn—outsenseswantrepose,eithertohavebreathingtime,ortorecoverstrength,pleasurecomesfromtheimagination,whichfindsenjoymentinthinkingofthehappinessaffordedbyrest。Thephilosopherisapersonwhorefusesnopleasureswhichdonotproducegreatersorrows,andwhoknowshowtocreatenewones。"
"Andyousaythatitisdonebygettingridofprejudices?Thentellmewhatprejudicesare,andwhatmustbedonetogetridofthem。"
"Yourquestion,mydeargirl,isnotaneasyonetoanswer,formoralphilosophydoesnotknowamoreimportantone,oramoredifficultonetodecide;itisalessonwhichlaststhroughoutlife。Iwilltellyouinafewwordsthatwecallprejudiceeveryso—calleddutyfortheexistenceofwhichwefindnoreasoninnature。"
"Thennaturemustbethephilosopher’sprincipalstudy?"
"Indeeditis;themostlearnedofphilosophersistheonewhocommitsthefewesterrors。"
"Whatphilosopher,inyouropinion,hascommittedthesmallestquantityoferrors?"
"Socrates。"
"Yethewasinerrorsometimes?"
"Yes,inmetaphysics。"
"Oh!nevermindthat,forIthinkhecouldverywellmanagewithoutthatstudy。"
"Youaremistaken;moralsareonlythemetaphysicsofphysics;natureiseverything,andIgiveyouleavetoconsiderasamadmanwhoevertellsyouthathehasmadeanewdiscoveryinmetaphysics。ButifI
wenton,mydear,Imightappearratherobscuretoyou。Proceedslowly,think;letyourmaximsbetheconsequenceofjustreasoning,andkeepyourhappinessinview;intheendyoumustbehappy。"
"IpreferthelessonyouhavejusttaughtmetotheonewhichM。
Balettiwillgivemeto—morrow;forIhaveanideathatitwillwearyme,andnowIammuchinterested。"
"Howdoyouknowthatyouareinterested?"
"BecauseIwishyounottoleaveme。"
"Truly,mydearVesian,neverhasaphilosopherdescribedsympathybetterthanyouhavejustdone。HowhappyIfeel!HowisitthatI
wishtoproveitbykissingyou?"
"Nodoubtbecause,tobehappy,thesoulmustagreewiththesenses。"
"Indeed,mydivineVesian?Yourintelligenceischarming。"
"Itisyourwork,dearfriend;andIamsogratefultoyouthatI
shareyourdesires。"
"Whatistheretopreventusfromsatisfyingsuchnaturaldesires?
Letusembraceoneanothertenderly。"
Whatalessoninphilosophy!Itseemedtoussuchasweetone,ourhappinesswassocomplete,thatatdaybreakwewerestillkissingoneanother,anditwasonlywhenwepartedinthemorningthatwediscoveredthatthedooroftheroomhadremainedopenallnight。
Balettigaveherafewlessons,andshewasreceivedattheopera;
butshedidnotremaintheremorethantwoorthreemonths,regulatingherconductcarefullyaccordingtothepreceptsIhadlaidoutforher。SheneverreceivedNarbonneagain,andatlastacceptedanoblemanwhoprovedhimselfverydifferentfromallothers,forthefirstthinghedidwastomakehergiveupthestage,althoughitwasnotathingaccordingtothefashionofthosedays。Idonotrecollecthisnameexactly;itwasCountofTressanorTrean。Shebehavedinarespectableway,andremainedwithhimuntilhisdeath。
Noonespeaksofhernow,althoughsheislivinginveryeasycircumstances;butsheisfifty—six,andinParisawomanofthatageisnolongerconsideredasbeingamongtheliving。
AftershelefttheHoteldeBourgogne,Ineverspoketoher。
WheneverImethercoveredwithjewelsanddiamonds,oursoulssalutedeachotherwithjoy,butherhappinesswastoopreciousformetomakeanyattemptagainstit。Herbrotherfoundasituation,butIlostsightofhim。
CHAPTERIX
TheBeautifulO—Morphi——TheDeceitfulPainter——IPracticeCabalismfortheDuchessdeChartresILeaveParis——MyStayinDresdenandMyDeparturefromthatCityIwenttoSt。Lawrence’sFairwithmyfriendPatu,who,takingitintohisheadtosupwithaFlemishactressknownbythenameofMorphi,invitedmetogowithhim。Ifeltnoinclinationforthegirl,butwhatcanwerefusetoafriend?Ididashewished。Afterwehadsuppedwiththeactress,Patufanciedanightdevotedtoamoreagreeableoccupation,andasIdidnotwanttoleavehimIaskedforasofaonwhichIcouldsleepquietlyduringthenight。
Morphihadasister,aslovenlygirlofthirteen,whotoldmethatifIwouldgiveheracrownshewouldabandonherbedtome。Iagreedtoherproposal,andshetookmetoasmallclosetwhereIfoundastrawpalliasseonfourpiecesofwood。
"Doyoucallthisabed,mychild?"
"Ihavenoother,sir。"
"ThenIdonotwantit,andyoushallnothavethecrown。"
"Didyouintendundressingyourself?"
"Ofcourse。"
"Whatanidea!Therearenosheets。"
"Doyousleepwithyourclotheson?"
"Oh,no!"
"Well,then,gotobedasusual,andyoushallhavethecrown。"
"Why?"
"Iwanttoseeyouundressed。"
"Butyouwon’tdoanythingtome?"
"Nottheslightestthing。"
Sheundressed,laidherselfonhermiserablestrawbed,andcoveredherselfwithanoldcurtain。Inthatstate,theimpressionmadebyherdirtytattersdisappeared,andIonlysawaperfectbeauty。ButIwantedtoseeherentirely。Itriedtosatisfymywishes,sheopposedsomeresistance,butadoublecrownofsixfrancsmadeherobedient,andfindingthatheronlyfaultwasacompleteabsenceofcleanliness,Ibegantowashherwithmyownhands。
Youwillallowme,dearreader,tosupposethatyoupossessasimpleandnaturalknowledge,namely,thatadmirationundersuchcircumstancesisinseparablefromanotherkindofapprobation;
luckily,IfoundtheyoungMorphidisposedtoletmedoallI
pleased,excepttheonlythingforwhichIdidnotcare!Shetoldmecandidlythatshewouldnotallowmetodothatonething,becauseinhersister’sestimationitwasworthtwenty—fivelouis。Iansweredthatwewouldbargainonthatcapitalpointanothertime,butthatwewouldnottouchitforthepresent。SatisfiedwithwhatIsaid,alltherestwasatmydisposal,andIfoundinheratalentwhichhadattainedgreatperfectioninspiteofherprecocity。
TheyoungHelenefaithfullyhandedtohersisterthesixfrancsIhadgivenher,andshetoldherthewayinwhichshehadearnedthem。
BeforeIleftthehouseshetoldmethat,asshewasinwantofmoney,shefeltdisposedtomakesomeabatementonthepriceoftwenty—fivelouis。IansweredwithalaughthatIwouldseeheraboutitthenextday。IrelatedthewholeaffairtoPatu,whoaccusedmeofexaggeration;andwishingtoprovetohimthatIwasarealconnoisseuroffemalebeautyIinsisteduponhisseeingHeleneasIhadseenher。HeagreedwithmethatthechiselofPraxiteleshadnevercarvedanythingmoreperfect。Aswhiteasalily,Helenepossessedallthebeautieswhichnatureandtheartofthepaintercanpossiblycombine。Thelovelinessofherfeatureswassoheavenlythatitcarriedtothesoulanindefinablesentimentofecstacy,adelightfulcalm。Shewasfair,butherbeautifulblueeyesequalledthefinestblackeyesinbrilliance。
Iwenttoseeherthenextevening,and,notagreeingabouttheprice,ImadeabargainwithhersistertogivehertwelvefrancseverytimeIpaidheravisit,anditwasagreedthatwewouldoccupyherroomuntilIshouldmakeupmymindtopaysixhundredfrancs。
Itwasregularusury,buttheMorphicamefromaGreekrace,andwasaboveprejudices。Ihadnoideaofgivingsuchalargesum,becauseIfeltnowishtoobtainwhatitwouldhaveprocuredme;whatI
obtainedwasallIcaredfor。
TheeldersisterthoughtIwasduped,forintwomonthsIhadpaidthreehundredfrancswithouthavingdoneanything,andsheattributedmyreservetoavarice。Avarice,indeed!Itookafancytopossessapaintingofthatbeautifulbody,andaGermanartistpainteditformesplendidlyforsixlouis。Thepositioninwhichhepainteditwasdelightful。Shewaslyingonherstomach,herarmsandherbosomleaningonapillow,andholdingherheadsidewaysasifshewerepartlyontheback。Thecleverandtastefulartisthadpaintedhernetherpartswithsomuchskillandtruththatnoonecouldhavewishedforanythingmorebeautiful;Iwasdelightedwiththatportrait;itwasaspeakinglikeness,andIwroteunderit,"O—Morphi,"notaHomericword,butaGreekoneafterall,andmeaningbeautiful。
Butwhocananticipatethewonderfulandsecretdecreesofdestiny!
MyfriendPatuwishedtohaveacopyofthatportrait;onecannotrefusesuchaslightservicetoafriend,andIgaveanorderforittothesamepainter。Buttheartist,havingbeensummonedtoVersailles,shewedthatdelightfulpaintingwithseveralothers,andM。deSt。Quentinfounditsobeautifulthathelostnotimeinshewingittheking。HisMostChristianMajesty,agreatconnoisseurinthatline,wishedtoascertainwithhisowneyesiftheartisthadmadeafaithfulcopy;andincasetheoriginalshouldproveasbeautifulasthecopy,thesonofSt。Louisknewverywellwhattodowithit。
M。deSt。Quentin,theking’strustyfriend,hadthechargeofthatimportantaffair;itwashisprovince:HeenquiredfromthepainterwhethertheoriginalcouldbebroughttoVersailles,andtheartist,notsupposingtherewouldbeanydifficulty,promisedtoattendtoit。
Hethereforecalledonmetocommunicatetheproposal;Ithoughtitwasdelightful,andIimmediatelytoldthesister,whojumpedforjoy。Shesettoworkcleaning,washingandclothingtheyoungbeauty,andtwoorthreedaysaftertheywenttoVersailleswiththepaintertoseewhatcouldbedone。M。deSt。Quentin’svalet,havingreceivedhisinstructionsfromhismaster,tookthetwofemalestoapavilioninthepark,andthepainterwenttothehoteltoawaittheresultofhisnegotiation。Halfanhourafterwardsthekingenteredthepavilionalone,askedtheyoungO—MorphiifshewasaGreekwoman,tooktheportraitoutofhispocket,andafteracarefulexaminationexclaimed,"Ihaveneverseenabetterlikeness。"
Hismajestythensatdown,tooktheyounggirlonhisknees,bestowedafewcaressesonher,andhavingascertainedwithhisroyalhandthatthefruithadnotyetbeenplucked,hegaveherakiss。
O—Morphiwaslookingattentivelyathermaster,andsmiled。
"Whatareyoulaughingat?"saidtheking。
"Ilaughbecauseyouandacrownofsixfrancsareaslikeastwopeas。"
Thatnaivetemadethekinglaughheartily,andheaskedherwhethershewouldliketoremaininVersailles。
"Thatdependsuponmysister,"answeredthechild。
Butthesisterhastenedtotellthekingthatshecouldnotaspiretoagreaterhonour。Thekinglockedthemupagaininthepavilionandwentaway,butinlessthanaquarterofanhourSt。Quentincametofetchthem,placedtheyounggirlinanapartmentunderthecareofafemaleattendant,andwiththesisterhewenttomeetatthehoteltheGermanartisttowhomhegavefiftyLouisfortheportrait,andnothingtoMorphi。Heonlytookheraddress,promisingherthatshewouldsoonhearfromhim;thenextdayshereceivedonethousandLouis。TheworthyGermangavemetwenty—fivelouisformyportrait,withapromisetomakeacarefulcopyoftheoneIhadgiventoPatu,andheofferedtopaintformegratuitouslythelikenessofeverygirlofwhomImightwishtokeepaportrait。
IenjoyedheartilythepleasureofthegoodFleeting,whenshefoundherselfinpossessionofthethousandgoldpieceswhichshehadreceived。Seeingherselfrich,andconsideringmeastheauthorofherfortune,shedidnotknowhowtoshewmehergratitude。
TheyoungandlovelyO—Morphi——forthekingalwayscalledherbythatname——pleasedthesovereignbyhersimplicityandherprettywaysmoreeventhanbyherrarebeauty——themostperfect,themostregular,Irecollecttohaveeverseen。HeplacedherinoneoftheapartmentsofhisParc—dux—cerfs——thevoluptuousmonarch’sharem,inwhichnoonecouldgetadmittanceexcepttheladiespresentedatthecourt。Attheendofoneyearshegavebirthtoasonwhowent,likesomanyothers,Godknowswhere!foraslongasQueenMarylivednooneeverknewwhatbecameofthenaturalchildrenofLouisXV。
O—Morphifellintodisgraceattheendofthreeyears,buttheking,ashesentheraway,orderedhertoreceiveasumoffourhundredthousandfrancswhichshebroughtasadowrytoanofficerfromBritanny。In1783,happeningtobeinFontainebleau,Imadetheacquaintanceofacharmingyoungmanoftwenty—five,theoffspringofthatmarriageandthelivingportraitofhismother,ofthehistoryofwhomhehadnottheslightestknowledge,andIthoughtitmydutynottoenlightenhim。Iwrotemynameonhistablets,andIbeggedhimtopresentmycomplimentstohismother。
AwickedtrickofMadamedeValentinois,sister—in—lawofthePrinceofMonaco,wasthecauseofO—Morphi’sdisgrace。Thatlady,whowaswellknowninParis,toldheronedaythat,ifshewishedtomakethekingverymerry,shehadonlytoaskhimhowhetreatedhisoldwife。
Toosimpletoguessthesnarethuslaidoutforher,O—Morphiactuallyaskedthatimpertinentquestion;butLouisXV。gaveheralookoffury,andexclaimed,"Miserablewretch!whotaughtyoutoaddressmethatquestion?"
ThepoorO—Morphi,almostdeadwithfright,threwherselfonherknees,andconfessedthetruth。
Thekingleftherandneverwouldseeheragain。TheCountessdeValentinoiswasexiledfortwoyearsfromthecourt。LouisXV。,whoknewhowwronglyhewasbehavingtowardshiswifeasahusband,wouldnotdeserveanyreproachatherhandsasaking,andwoetoanyonewhoforgottherespectduetothequeen!
TheFrenchareundoubtedlythemostwittypeopleinEurope,andperhapsinthewholeworld,butParisis,allthesame,thecityforimpostorsandquackstomakeafortune。Whentheirknaveryisfoundoutpeopleturnitintoajokeandlaugh,butinthemidstofthemerrimentanothermountebankmakeshisappearance,whodoessomethingmorewonderfulthanthosewhoprecededhim,andhemakeshisfortune,whilstthescoffingofthepeopleisinabeyance。Itistheunquestionableeffectsofthepowerwhichfashionhasoverthatamiable,clever,andlivelynation。Ifanythingisastonishing,nomatterhowextravagantitmaybe,thecrowdissuretowelcomeitgreedily,foranyonewouldbeafraidofbeingtakenforafoolifheshouldexclaim,"Itisimpossible!"Physiciansare,perhaps,theonlymeninFrancewhoknowthataninfinitegulfyawnsbetweenthewillandthedeed,whilstinItalyitisanaxiomknowntoeverybody;
butIdonotmeantosaythattheItaliansaresuperiortotheFrench。
Acertainpaintermetwithgreatsuccessforsometimebyannouncingathingwhichwasanimpossibility——namely,bypretendingthathecouldtakeaportraitofapersonwithoutseeingtheindividual,andonlyfromthedescriptiongiven。Buthewantedthedescriptiontobethoroughlyaccurate。Theresultofitwasthattheportraitdidgreaterhonourtothepersonwhogavethedescriptionthan——tothepainterhimself,butatthesametimetheinformerfoundhimselfundertheobligationoffindingthelikenessverygood;otherwisetheartistallegedthemostlegitimateexcuse,andsaidthatifthelikenesswasnotperfectthefaultwastobeascribedtothepersonwhohadgivenanimperfectdescription。
OneeveningIwastakingsupperatSilvia’swhenoneoftheguestsspokeofthatwonderfulnewartist,withoutlaughing,andwitheveryappearanceofbelievingthewholeaffair。
"Thatpainter,"addedhe,"hasalreadypaintedmorethanonehundredportraits,andtheyareallperfectlikenesses。"
Everybodywasofthesameopinion;itwassplendid。Iwastheonlyonewho,laughingheartily,tookthelibertyofsayingitwasabsurdandimpossible。Thegentlemanwhohadbroughtthewonderfulnews,feelingangry,proposedawagerofonehundredlouis。IlaughedallthemorebecausehisoffercouldnotbeacceptedunlessIexposedmyselftobeingmadeadupe。
"Buttheportraitsarealladmirablelikenesses。"
"Idonotbelieveit,oriftheyarethentheremustbecheatingsomewhere。"
Butthegentleman,beingbentuponconvincingSilviaandme——forshehadtakenmypartproposedtomakeusdinewiththeartist;andweaccepted。
Thenextdaywecalleduponthepainter,wherewesawaquantityofportraits,allofwhichtheartistclaimedtobespeakinglikenesses;
aswedidnotknowthepersonswhomtheyrepresentedwecouldnotdenyhisclaim。
"Sir,"saidSilviatotheartist,"couldyoupaintthelikenessofmydaughterwithoutseeingher?"
"Yes,madam,ifyouarecertainofgivingmeanexactdescriptionoftheexpressionofherfeatures。"
Weexchangedaglance,andnomorewassaidaboutit。Thepaintertoldusthatsupperwashisfavouritemeal,andthathewouldbedelightedifwewouldoftengivehimthepleasureofourcompany。
Likeallquacks,hepossessedanimmensequantityoflettersandtestimonialsfromBordeaux,Toulouse,Lyons,Rouen,etc。,whichpaidthehighestcomplimentstotheperfectionofhisportraits,orgavedescriptionsfornewpicturesorderedfromhim。Hisportraits,bytheway,hadtobepaidforinadvance。
TwoorthreedaysafterwardsImethisprettyniece,whoobliginglyupbraidedmefornothavingyetavailedmyselfofheruncle’sinvitationtosupper;theniecewasadaintymorselworthyofaking,and,herreproachesbeingveryflatteringtomyvanityIpromisedI
wouldcomethenextday。Inlessthanaweekitturnedoutaseriousengagement。Ifellinlovewiththeinterestingniece,who,beingfullofwitandwelldisposedtoenjoyherself,hadnoloveforme,andgrantedmenofavour。Ihoped,and,feelingthatIwascaught,I
feltitwastheonlythingIcoulddo。
OnedaythatIwasaloneinmyroom,drinkingmycoffeeandthinkingofher,thedoorwassuddenlyopenedwithoutanyonebeingannounced,andayoungmancamein。Ididnotrecollecthim,but,withoutgivingmetimetoaskanyquestions,hesaidtome,"Sir,Ihavehadthehonourofmeetingyouatthesupper—tableofM。
Samson,thepainter。"
"Ah!yes;Ibegyoutoexcuseme,sir,Ididnotatfirstrecollectyou。"
"Itisnatural,foryoureyesarealwaysonMdlle。Samson。"
"Verylikely,butyoumustadmitthatsheisacharmingcreature。"
"Ihavenodifficultywhateverinagreeingwithyou;tomymisery,I
knowitbuttoowell。"
"Youareinlovewithher?"
"Alas,yes!andIsay,again,tomymisery。"
"Toyourmisery?Butwhy,donotyougainherlove?"
"ThatistheverythingIhavebeenstrivingforsincelastyear,andIwasbeginningtohavesomehopewhenyourarrivalhasreducedmetodespair。"
"Ihavereducedyoutodespair?"
"Yes,sir。"
"Iamverysorry,butIcannothelpit。"
"Youcouldeasilyhelpit;and,ifyouwouldallowme,Icouldsuggesttoyouthewayinwhichyoucouldgreatlyobligeme。"
"Speakcandidly。"
"Youmightneverputyourfootinthehouseagain。"
"Thatisarathersingularproposal,butIagreethatitistrulytheonlythingIcandoifIhavearealwishtoobligeyou。Doyouthink,however,thatinthatcaseyouwouldsucceedingainingheraffection?"
"Thenitwillbemybusinesstosucceed。Donotgothereagain,andIwilltakecareoftherest。"
"Imightrenderyouthatverygreatservice;butyoumustconfessthatyoumusthaveasingularopinionofmetosupposethatIamamantodosuchathing。"
"Yes,sir,Iadmitthatitmayappearsingular;butItakeyouforamanofgreatsenseandsoundintellect,andafterconsideringthesubjectdeeplyIhavethoughtthatyouwouldputyourselfinmyplace;thatyouwouldnotwishtomakememiserable,ortoexposeyourownlifeforayounggirlwhocanhaveinspiredyouwithbutapassingfancy,whilstmyonlywishistosecurethehappinessorthemiseryofmylife,whicheveritmayprove,byunitingherexistencewithmine。"
"ButsupposethatIshouldintend,likeyou,toaskherinmarriage?"
"Thenweshouldbothbeworthyofpity,andoneofuswouldhaveceasedtoexistbeforetheotherobtainedher,foraslongasIshallliveMdlle。Samsonshallnotbethewifeofanother。"
Thisyoungman,well—made,pale,grave,ascoldasapieceofmarble,madlyinlove,who,inhisreasonmixedwithutterdespair,cametospeaktomeinsuchamannerwiththemostsurprisingcalm,mademepauseandconsider。UndoubtedlyIwasnotafraid,butalthoughinlovewithMdlle。SamsonIdidnotfeelmypassionsufficientlystrongtocutthethroatofamanforthesakeofherbeautifuleyes,ortolosemyownlifetodefendmybuddingaffection。Withoutansweringtheyoungman,Ibegantopaceupanddownmyroom,andforaquarterofanhourIweighedthefollowingquestionwhichIputtomyself:
Whichdecisionwillappearmoremanlyintheeyesofmyrivalandwillwinmyownesteemtothedeeperdegree,namely—toacceptcoollyhisoffertocutoneanother’sthroats,ortoallayhisanxietybywithdrawingfromthefieldwithdignity?
Pridewhispered,Fight;Reasonsaid,Compelthyrivaltoacknowledgetheeawisermanthanheis。
"Whatwouldyouthinkofme,sir,"Isaidtohim,withanairofdecision,"ifIconsentedtogiveupmyvisitstoMdlle。Samson?"
"Iwouldthinkthatyouhadpityonamiserableman,andIsaythatinthatcaseyouwilleverfindmereadytoshedthelastdropofmybloodtoprovemydeepgratitude。"
"Whoareyou?"
"MynameisGarnier,IamtheonlysonofM。Garnier,winemerchantintheRuedeSeine。"
"Well,M。Gamier,IwillneveragaincallonMdlle。Samson。Letusbefriends。"
"Untildeath。Farewell,sir。"
"Adieu,behappy!"
PatucameinfiveminutesafterGarnierhadleftme:Irelatedtheadventuretohim,andhethoughtIwasahero。
"Iwouldhaveactedasyouhavedone,"heobserved,"butIwouldnothaveactedlikeGarnier。"
ItwasaboutthattimethattheCountdeMelfort,coloneloftheOrleansregiment,entreatedmethroughCamille,Coraline’ssister,toanswertwoquestionsbymeansofmycabalism。Igavetwoanswersveryvague,yetmeaningagreatdeal;IputthemunderasealedenvelopeandgavethemtoCamille,whoaskedmethenextdaytoaccompanyhertoaplacewhichshesaidshecouldnotnametome。
Ifollowedher;shetookmetothePalais—Royal,andthen,throughanarrowstaircase,totheapartmentsoftheDuchessdeChartres。
Iwaitedaboutaquarterofanhour,attheendofwhichtimetheduchesscameinandloadedCamillewithcaressesforhavingbroughtme。Thenaddressingherselftome,shetoldme,withdignityyetverygraciously,thedifficultysheexperiencedinunderstandingtheanswersIhadsentandwhichshewasholdinginherhand。AtfirstI
expressedsomeperplexityatthequestionshavingemanatedfromherroyalhighness,andItoldherafterwardsthatIunderstoodcabalism,butthatIcouldnotinterpretthemeaningoftheanswersobtainedthroughit,andthatherhighnessmustasknewquestionslikelytorendertheanswerseasiertobeunderstood。Shewrotedownallshecouldnotmakeoutandallshewantedtoknow。
"Madam,youmustbekindenoughtodividethequestions,forthecabalisticoracleneveranswerstwoquestionsatthesametime。"
"Well,then,preparethequestionsyourself。"
"Yourhighnesswillexcuseme,buteverywordmustbewrittenwithyourownhand。Recollect,madam,thatyouwilladdressyourselftoasuperiorintelligenceknowingallyoursecrets"
Shebegantowrite,andaskedsevenoreightquestions。Shereadthemovercarefully,andsaid,withafacebeamingwithnobleconfidence,"Sir,IwishtobecertainthatnooneshalleverknowwhatIhavejustwritten。"
"Yourhighnessmayrelyonmyhonour。"
Ireadattentively,andIsawthatherwishforsecrecywasreasonable,andthatifIputthequestionsinmypocketIshouldruntheriskoflosingthemandimplicatingmyself。
"Ionlyrequirethreehourstocompletemytask,"Isaidtotheduchess,"andIwishyourhighnesstofeelnoanxiety。Ifyouhaveanyotherengagementyoucanleavemeherealone,providedIamnotdisturbedbyanybody。Whenitiscompleted,Iwillputitallinasealedenvelope;IonlywantyourhighnesstotellmetowhomImustdelivertheparcel。"
"EithertomeortoMadamedePolignac,ifyouknowher。"
"Yes,madam,Ihavethehonourtoknowher。"
Theduchesshandedmeasmalltinder—boxtoenablemetolightawax—
candle,andshewentawaywithCamille。Iremainedalonelockedupintheroom,andattheendofthreehours,justasIhadcompletedmytask,MadamedePolignaccamefortheparcelandIleftthepalace。
TheDuchessdeChartres,daughterofthePrinceofConti,wastwenty—
sixyearsofage。Shewasendowedwiththatparticularsortofwitwhichrendersawomanadorable。Shewaslively,abovetheprejudicesofrank,cheerful,fullofjest,aloverofpleasure,whichshepreferredtoalonglife。"Shortandsweet,"werethewordsshehadconstantlyonherlips。Shewasprettybutshestoodbadly,andusedtolaughatMarcel,theteacherofgracefuldeportment,whowantedtocorrectherawkwardbearing。Shekeptherheadbentforwardandherfeetturnedinsidewhendancing;yetshewasacharmingdancer。
Unfortunatelyherfacewascoveredwithpimples,whichinjuredherbeautyverygreatly。Herphysiciansthoughtthattheywerecausedbyadiseaseoftheliver,buttheycamefromimpurityoftheblood,whichatlastkilledher,andfromwhichshesufferedthroughoutherlife。
Thequestionsshehadaskedfrommyoraclerelatedtoaffairsconnectedwithherheart,andshewishedlikewisetoknowhowshecouldgetridoftheblotcheswhichdisfiguredher。MyanswerswereratherobscureinsuchmattersasIwasnotspeciallyacquaintedwith,buttheywereveryclearconcerningherdisease,andmyoraclebecamepreciousandnecessarytoherhighness。
Thenextday,afterdinner,Camillewrotemeanote,asIexpected,requestingmetogiveupallotherengagementsinordertopresentmyselfatfiveo’clockatthePalais—Royal,inthesameroominwhichtheduchesshadalreadyreceivedmethedaybefore。Iwaspunctual。
Anelderlyvaletdechambre,whowaswaitingforme,immediatelywenttogivenoticeofmyarrival,andfiveminutesafterthecharmingprincessmadeherappearance。Afteraddressingmeinaverycomplimentarymanner,shedrewallmyanswersfromherpocket,andenquiredwhetherIhadanypressingengagements。
"YourhighnessmaybecertainthatIshallneverhaveanymoreimportantbusinessthantoattendtoyourwishes。"
"Verywell;Idonotintendtogoout,andwecanwork。"
Shethenshewedmeallthequestionswhichshehadalreadypreparedondifferentsubjects,andparticularlythoserelatingtothecureofherpimples。Onecircumstancehadcontributedtorendermyoracleprecioustoher,becausenobodycouldpossiblyknowit,andIhadguessedit。HadInotdoneso,Idaresayitwouldhavebeenallthesame。Ihadlabouredmyselfunderthesamedisease,andIwasenoughofaphysiciantobeawarethattoattemptthecureofacutaneousdiseasebyactiveremediesmightkillthepatient。
Ihadalreadyansweredthatshecouldnotgetridofthepimplesonherfaceinlessthanaweek,butthatayearofdietwouldbenecessarytoeffectaradicalcure。
Wespentthreehoursinascertainingwhatshewastodo,and,believingimplicitlyinthepowerandinthescienceoftheoracle,sheundertooktofollowfaithfullyeverythingordered。Withinoneweekalltheuglypimpleshadentirelydisappeared。
Itookcaretopurgeherslightly;Iprescribedeverydaywhatshewastoeat,andforbadetheuseofallcosmetics;Ionlyadvisedhertowashherselfmorningandeveningwithplantainwater。Themodestoracletoldtheprincesstomakeuseofthesamewaterforherablutionsofeverypartofherbodywhereshedesiredtoobtainthesameresult,andsheobeyedtheprescriptionreligiously。
Iwenttotheoperaonpurposeonthedaywhentheduchessshewedherselftherewithasmoothandrosyshin。Aftertheopera,shetookawalkinthegreatalleyofthePalais—Royal,followedbytheladiesofhersuiteandflatteredbyeverybody。Shesawme,andhonouredmewithasmile。Iwastrulyhappy。Camille,MadamedePolignac,andM。deMelfortweretheonlypersonswhoknewthatIwastheoracleoftheduchess,andIenjoyedmysuccess。Butthenextdayafewpimplesreappearedonherbeautifulcomplexion,andIreceivedanordertorepairatoncetothePalais—Royal。
Thevalet,whodidnotknowme,shewedmeintoadelightfulboudoirnearaclosetinwhichtherewasabath。Theduchesscamein;shelookedsad,forshehadseveralsmallpimplesontheforeheadandthechin。Sheheldinherhandaquestionfortheoracle,andasitwasonlyashortoneIthoughtitwouldgiveherthepleasureoffindingtheanswerbyherself。Thenumberstranslatedbytheprincessreproachedherwithhavingtransgressedtheregimenprescribed;sheconfessedtohavingdrunksomeliquorsandeatensomeham;butshewasastoundedathavingfoundthatanswerherself,andshecouldnotunderstandhowsuchananswercouldresultfromanagglomerationofnumbers。Atthatmoment,oneofherwomencameintowhisperafewwordstoher;shetoldhertowaitoutside,andturningtowardsme,shesaid,"Haveyouanyobjectiontoseeingoneofyourfriendswhoisasdelicateasdiscreet?"
Withthesewords,shehastilyconcealedinherpocketallthepaperswhichdidnotrelatetoherdisease;thenshecalledout。
Amanenteredtheroom,whomItookforastableboy;itwasM。deMelfort。
"See,"saidtheprincesstohim,"M。Casanovahastaughtmethecabalisticscience。"
Andsheshewedhimtheanswershehadobtainedherself。Thecountcouldnotbelieveit。
"Well,"saidtheduchesstome,"wemustconvincehim。WhatshallI
ask?"
"Anythingyourhighnesschooses。"
Sheconsideredforoneinstant,and,drawingfromherpocketasmallivorybox,shewrote,"Tellmewhythispomatumhasnolongeranyeffect"
Sheformedthepyramid,thecolumns,andthekey,asIhadtaughther,andasshewasreadytogettheanswer,Itoldherhowtomaketheadditionsandsubtractionswhichseemtocomefromthenumbers,butwhichinrealityareonlyarbitrary;thenItoldhertointerpretthenumbersinletters,andIlefttheroomundersomepretext。I
camebackwhenIthoughtthatshehadcompletedhertranslation,andIfoundherwrappedinamazement。
"Ah,sir!"sheexclaimed,"whatananswer!"
"Perhapsitisnottherightone;butthatwillsometimeshappen,madam。"
"Nottherightone,sir?Itisdivine!Hereitis:Thatpomatumhasnoeffectupontheskinofawomanwhohasbeenamother。"
"Idonotseeanythingextraordinaryinthatanswer,madam。"
"Verylikely,sir,butitisbecauseyoudonotknowthatthepomatuminquestionwasgiventomefiveyearsagobytheAbbedeBrosses;itcuredmeatthattime,butitwastenmonthsbeforethebirthoftheDukedeMontpensier。Iwouldgiveanythingintheworldtobethoroughlyacquaintedwiththatsublimecabalisticscience。"
"What!"saidthecount,"isitthepomatumthehistoryofwhichI
know?"
"Precisely。"
"Itisastonishing。"