Icouldscarcelyhelplaughing,notathisChristianpiety,sincefaithandconsciencearebeyondcontrol,butatthecuriousturnhegavehisremonstrance。IconcludedhetookmeforaJew;andtodisabusehimofthisnotionImadehastetogivehimthe"HoursoftheHolyVirgin,"whosepicturehekissed,andthengavemethebookback,tellingmeinamodestvoicethathisfather——a,galleyofficer——hadneglectedtohavehimtaughttoread。"Iam,"saidhe,"adevoteeoftheHolyRosary,"andhetoldmeahostofmiracles,towhichIlistenedwiththepatienceofanangel。WhenhehadcometoanendIaskedhimifhehadhadhisdinner,andherepliedthathewasdyingofhunger。IgavehimeverythingIhad,whichhedevouredratherthanate;drinkingallmywine,andthenbecomingmaudlinhebegantoweep,andfinallytotalkwithoutrhymeorreason。Iaskedhimhowhegotintotrouble,andhetoldmethefollowingstory:
"MyaimandmyonlyaimhasalwaysbeenthegloryofGod,andoftheholyRepublicofVenice,andthatitslawsmaybeexactlyobeyed。
Alwayslendinganattentiveeartotheplotsofthewicked,whoseendistodeceive,todeprivetheirprinceofhisjustdues,andtoconspiresecretly,Ihaveoverandagainunveiledtheirsecretplans,andhavenotfailedtoreporttoMesser—GrandeallIknow。ItistruethatIamalwayspaid,butthemoneyhasnevergivenmesomuchpleasureasthethoughtthatIhavebeenabletoservetheblessedSt。Mark。Ihavealwaysdespisedthosewhothinkthereissomethingdishonourableinthebusinessofaspy。Thewordsoundsillonlytotheill—affected;foraspyisaloverofthestate,thescourgeoftheguilty,andfaithfulsubjectofhisprince。WhenIhavebeenputtothetest,thefeelingoffriendship,whichmightcountforsomethingwithothermen,hasneverhadtheslightestinfluenceoverme,andstilllessthesentimentwhichiscalledgratitude。Ihaveoften,inordertowormoutasecret,sworntobeassilentasthegrave,andhaveneverfailedtorevealit。Indeed,Iamabletodosowithfullconfidence,asmydirectorwhoisagoodJesuithastoldmethatImaylawfullyrevealsuchsecrets,notonlybecausemyintentionwastodoso,butbecause,whenthesafetyofthestateisatstake,thereisnosuchthingasabindingoath。ImustconfessthatinmyzealIhavebetrayedmyownfather,andthatinmethepromptingsofourweaknaturehavebeenquitemortified。ThreeweeksagoIobservedthattherewasakindofcabalbetweenfourorfivenotablesofthetownofIsola,whereIlive。IknewthemtobedisaffectedtotheGovernmentonaccountofcertaincontrabandarticleswhichhadbeenconfiscated。Thefirstchaplain——asubjectofAustriabybirth——wasintheplot。Theygatheredtogetherofeveningsinaninn,inaroomwheretherewasabed;theretheydrankandtalked,andafterwardswenttheirways。AsIwasdeterminedtodiscovertheconspiracy,IwasbraveenoughtohideunderthebedonadayonwhichIwassureIwouldnotbeseen。Towardstheeveningmygentlemencame,andbegantotalk;amongstotherthings,theysaidthatthetownofIsolawasnotwithinthejurisdictionofSt。Mark,butratherintheprincipalityofTrieste,asitcouldnotpossiblybeconsideredtoformpartoftheVenetianterritory。Thechaplainsaidtothechiefoftheplot,amannamedPietroPaolo,thatifheandtheotherswouldsignadocumenttothateffect,hehimselfwouldgototheimperialambassador,andthattheEmpresswouldnotonlytakepossessionoftheisland,butwouldrewardthemforwhattheyhaddone。Theyallprofessedthemselvesreadytogoon,andthechaplainpromisedtobringthedocumentthenextday,andafterwardstotakeittotheambassadors。
"Ideterminedtofrustratethisdetestableproject,althoughoneoftheconspiratorswasmygossip——aspiritualrelationshipwhichgavehimagreaterclaimonmethanifhehadbeenmyownbrother。
"Aftertheyweregone,Icameoutofmyhiding—placeanddidnotthinkitnecessarytoexposemyselftodangerbyhidingagainasI
hadfoundoutsufficientformypurpose。Isetoutthesamenightinaboat,andreachedherethenextdaybeforenoon。Ihadthenamesofthesixrebelswrittendown,andItookthepapertothesecretaryoftheTribunal,tellinghimallIhadheard。Heorderedmetoappear,thedayfollowing,atthepalace,andanagentoftheGovernmentshouldgobackwithmetoIsolathatImightpointthechaplainouttohim,ashehadprobablynotyetgonetotheAustrianambassador’s。’Thatdone,’saidthelordsecretary,’youwillnolongermeddleinthematter。’Iexecutedhisorders,andafterhavingshewnthechaplaintotheagent,Iwasatleisureformyownaffairs。
"Afterdinnermygossipcalledmeintoshavehim(forIamabarberbyprofession),andafterIhaddonesohegavemeacapitalglassofrefoscowithsomeslicesofsausages,andweatetogetherinallgoodfellowship。Myloveforhimhadstillpossessionofmysoul,soI
tookhishand,and,sheddingsomeheartfelttears,Iadvisedhimtohavenomoretodowiththecanon,andaboveall,nottosignthedocumentheknewof。Heprotestedthathewasnoparticularfriendofthechaplain’s,andsworehedidnotknowwhatdocumentIwastalkingabout。Iburstintoalaugh,tellinghimitwasonlymyjoke,andwentforthverysorryathavingyieldedtoasentimentofaffectionwhichhadmademecommitsogrievousafault。ThenextdayIsawneitherthemannorthechaplain。Aweekafter,havingpaidavisittothepalace,Iwaspromptlyimprisoned,andhereIamwithyou,mydearsir。IthankSt。FrancisforhavinggivenmethecompanyofagoodChristian,whoishereforreasonsofwhichI
desiretoknownothing,forIamnotcurious。MynameisSoradaci,andmywifeisaLegrenzi,daughterofasecretarytotheCouncilofTen,who,inspiteofallprejudicetothecontrary,determinedtomarryme。Shewillbeindespairatnotknowingwhathasbecomeofme,butIhopetobehereonlyforafewdays,sincetheonlyreasonofmyimprisonmentisthatthesecretarywishestobeabletoexaminememoreconveniently。"
Ishudderedtothinkofthemonsterwhowaswithme,butfeelingthatthesituationwasariskyone,AndthatIshouldhavetomakeuseofhim,Icompassionatedhim,praisedhispatriotism,andpredictedthathewouldbesetatlibertyinafewdays。Afewmomentsafterhefellasleep,andItooktheopportunityoftellingthewholestorytoFatherBalbi,shewinghimthatweshouldbeobligedtoputoffourworktoamoreconvenientseason。NextdayItoldLawrencetobuymeawoodencrucifix,astatueofOurLady,aportraitofSt。Francis,andtwobottlesofholywater。Soradaciaskedforhistensous,andLawrence,withanairofcontempt,gavehimtwenty。IaskedLawrencetobuymefourtimestheusualamountofgarlic,wine,andsalt——adietinwhichmyhatefulcompaniondelighted。AfterthegaolerwasgoneIdeftlydrewouttheletterBalbihadwrittenme,andinwhichhedrewavividpictureofhisalarm。Hethoughtallwaslost,andoverandoveragainthankedHeaventhatLawrencehadputSoradaciinmycell,"for,"saidhe,"ifhehadcomeintomine,hewouldnothavefoundmethere,andweshouldpossiblyhavesharedacellinTheWellsasarewardforourendeavours。"
Soradaci’stalehadsatisfiedmethathewasonlyimprisonedtobeexamined,asitseemedplainthatthesecretaryhadarrestedhimonsuspicionofbearingfalsewitness。Ithereuponresolvedtoentrusthimwithtwoletterswhichwoulddomeneithergoodnorharmiftheyweredeliveredattheiraddresses,butwhichwouldbebeneficialtomeifthetraitorgavethemtothesecretaryasaproofofhisloyalty,asIhadnottheslightestdoubthewoulddo。
Ispenttwohoursinwritingthesetwolettersinpencil。NextdayLawrencebroughtmethecrucifix,thetwopictures,andtheholywater,andhavingworkedtherascalwelluptothepoint,Isaid,"Ireckonuponyourfriendshipandyourcourage。HerearetwolettersIwantyoutodeliverwhenyourecoveryourliberty。Myhappinessdependsonyourloyality,butyoumusthidetheletters,astheywerefounduponyouweshouldbothofusbeundone。Youmustswearbythecrucifixandtheseholypicturesnottobetrayme。"
"Iamready,dearmaster,tosweartoanythingyoulike,andIoweyoutoomuchtobetrayyou。"
Thisspeechwasfollowedbymuchweepingandlamentation。Hecalledhimselfunhappywretchatbeingsuspectedoftreasontowardsamanforwhomhewouldhavegivenhislife。Iknewmyman,butIplayedoutthecomedy。Havinggivenhimashirtandacap,Istoodupbare—
headed,andthenhavingsprinkledthecellwithholywater,andplentifullybedewedhimwiththesameliquid,Imadehimswearadreadfuloath,stuffedwithsenselessimprecations,whichforthatveryreasonwerethebetterfittedtostriketerrortohissoul。
Afterhishavingsworntheoathtodelivermyletterstotheiraddresses,Igavehimthem,andhehimselfproposedtosewthemupatthebackofhiswaistcoat,betweenthestuffandthelining,towhichproceedingsIassented。
Iwasmorallysurethathewoulddelivermyletterstothesecretaryinthefirstopportunity,soItooktheutmostcarethatmystyleofwritingshouldnotdiscoverthetrick。TheycouldonlygainmetheesteemoftheCourt,andpossiblyitsmercy。OneoftheletterswasaddressedtoM。deBragadinandtheothertotheAbbeGrimani,andI
toldthemnottobeanxiousaboutmeasIwasingoodhopesofsoonbeingsetatliberty,thattheywouldfindwhenIcameoutthatmyimprisonmenthaddonememoregoodthanharm,astherewasnooneinVenicewhostoodinneedofreformmorethanI。
IbeggedM。deBragadintobekindenoughtosendmeapairoffurbootsforthewinter,asmycellwashighenoughformetostanduprightandtowalkupanddown。
ItookcarethatSoradacishouldnotsuspecttheinnocentnatureoftheseletters,ashemightthenhavebeenseizedwiththetemptationtodoanhonestthingforme,andhavedeliveredthem,whichwasnotwhatIwasaimingat。Youwillsee,dearreader,inthefollowingchapter,thepowerofoathsoverthevilesoulofmyodiouscompanion,andalsoifIhavenotverifiedthesaying’Invinoveritas’,forinthestoryhetoldmethewretchhadshewnhimselfinhistruecolours。
CHAPTERXXIX
TreasonofSoradaci——HowIGettheBestofHim——FatherBalbiEndsHisWork——IEscapefromMyCell——UnseasonableObservationsofCountAsquinTheCriticalMomentSoradacihadhadmylettersfortwoorthreedayswhenLawrencecameoneafternoontotakehimtothesecretary。Ashewasseveralhoursaway,Ihopedtoseehisfacenomore;buttomygreatastonishmenthewasbroughtbackintheevening。AssoonasLawrencehadgone,hetoldmethatthesecretarysuspectedhimofhavingwarnedthechaplain,sincethatindividualhadneverbeenneartheambassador’sandnodocumentofanykindwasfounduponhim。Headdedthatafteralongexaminationhehadbeenconfinedinaverysmallcell,andwasthenboundandbroughtagainbeforethesecretary,whowantedhimtoconfessthathetoldsomeoneatIsolathatthepriestwouldneverreturn,butthathehadnotdonesoashehadsaidnosuchthing。Atlastthesecretarygottired,calledtheguards,andhadhimbroughtbacktomycell。
Iwasdistressedtohearhisaccount,asIsawthatthewretchwouldprobablyremainalongtimeinmycompany。HavingtoinformFatherBalbiofthisfatalmisadventure,Iwrotetohimduringthenight,andbeingobligedtodosomorethanonce,Igotaccustomedtowritecorrectlyenoughinthedark。
Onthenextday,toassuremyselfthatmysuspicionswerewellfounded,ItoldthespytogivemetheletterIhadwrittentoM。deBragadinasIwantedtoaddsomethingtoit。"Youcansewitupafterwards,"saidI。
"Itwouldbedangerous,"hereplied,"asthegaolermightcomeininthemeantime,andthenweshouldbebothruined。"
"Nomatter。Givememyletters:"
Thereuponthehoundthrewhimselfatmyfeet,andsworethatonhisappearingforasecondtimebeforethedreadedsecretary,hehadbeenseizedwithaseveretrembling;andthathehadfeltinhisback,especiallyintheplacewheretheletterswere,sointolerableanoppression,thatthesecretaryhadaskedhimthecause,andthathehadnotbeenabletoconcealthetruth。Thenthesecretaryranghisbell,andLawrencecamein,unboundhim,andtookoffhiswaist—coatandunsewedthelining。Thesecretarythenreadthelettersandputtheminadrawerofhisbureau,tellinghimthatifhehadtakenthelettershewouldhavebeendiscoveredandhavelosthislife。
Ipretendedtobeoverwhelmed,andcoveringmyfacewithmyhandsI
kneltdownatthebedsidebeforethepictureoftheVirgin,andasked,hertoavengemeonthewretchwhohadbrokenthemostsacredoaths。Iafterwardslaydownonthebed,myfacetothewall,andremainedtherethewholedaywithoutmoving,withoutspeakingaword,andpretendingnottohearthetears,cries,andprotestationsofrepentanceutteredbythevillain。IplayedmypartinthecomedyI
hadsketchedouttoperfection。InthenightIwrotetoFatherBalbitocomeattwoo’clockintheafternoon,notaminutesoonerorlater,toworkforfourhours,andnotaminutemore。"Onthisprecision,"Iwrote,"ourlibertydependsandifyouobserveitallwillbewell。"
Itwasthe25thofOctober,andthetimeformetocarryoutmydesignortogiveitupforeverdrewnear。TheStateInquisitorsandtheirsecretarywenteveryyeartoavillageonthemainland,andpassedtherethefirstthreedaysofNovember。Lawrence,takingadvantageofhismasters’absence,didnotfailtogetdrunkeveryevening,anddidnotappearatTheLeadsinthemorningtillalatehour。
Advisedofthesecircumstances,Ichosethistimetomakemyescape,asIwascertainthatmyflightwouldnotbenoticedtilllateinthemorning。Anotherreasonformydeterminationtohurrymyescape,whenIcouldnolongerdoubtthevillainyofmydetestablecompanion,seemstometobeworthyofrecord。
Thegreatestreliefofamaninthemidstofmisfortuneisthehopeofescapingfromit。Hesighsforthehourwhenhissorrowsaretoend;hethinkshecanhastenitbyhisprayers;hewilldoanythingtoknowwhenhistormentsshallcease。Thesufferer,impatientandenfeebled,ismostlyinclinedtosuperstition。"God,"sayshe,"knowsthetime,andGodmayrevealittome,itmattersnothow。"
Whilstheisinthisstateheisreadytotrustindivinationinanymannerhisfancyleadshim,andismoreorlessdisposedtobelieveintheoracleofwhichhemakeschoice。
Ithenwasinthisstateofmind;butnotknowinghowtomakeuseoftheBibletoinformmeofthemomentinwhichIshouldrecovermyliberty,IdeterminedtoconsultthedivineOrlandoFurioso,whichI
hadreadahundredtimes,whichIknewbyheart,andwhichwasmydelightundertheLeads。IidolizedthegeniusofAriosto,andconsideredhimafarbetterfortune—tellerthanVirgil。
WiththisideaIwroteaquestionaddressedtothesupposedIntelligence,inwhichIaskinwhatcantoofAriostoIshouldfindthedayofmydeliverance。Ithenmadeareversedpyramidcomposedofthenumberformedfromthewordsofthequestion,andbysubtractingthenumbernineIobtained,finally,nine。ThistoldmethatIshouldfindmyfateintheninthcanto。Ifollowedthesamemethodtofindouttheexactstanzaandverse,andgotsevenforthestanzaandonefortheverse。
Itookupthepoem,andmyheartbeatingasifItrustedwhollyintheoracle,Iopenedit,turneddowntheleaf,andread;
’Frailfind’ottobre,ailcapodinovembre’。
Theprecisionofthelineanditsappropriatenesstomycircumstancesappearedsowonderfultome,thatIwillnotconfessthatIplacedmyfaithentirelyinit;butthereaderwillpardonmeifIsaythatI
didallinmypowertomakethepredictionacorrectone。ThemostsingularcircumstanceisthatbetweentheendofOctoberandthebeginningofNovember,thereisonlytheinstantmidnight,anditwasjustastheclockwasstrikingmidnightonthe3istofOctoberthatI
escapedfrommycell,asthereaderwillsoonsee。
ThefollowingisthemannerinwhichIpassedthemorningtostrikeaweintothesoulofthatviciousbrute,toconfoundhisfeebleintellect,andtorenderhimharmlesstome。
AssoonasLawrencehadleftusItoldSoradacitocomeandtakesomesoup。Thescoundrelwasinbed,andhehadtoldLawrencethathewasill。HewouldnothavedaredtoapproachmeifIhadnotcalledhim。
However,herosefromhisbed,andthrewhimselfflatuponthegroundatmyfeet,andsaid,weepingviolently,thatifIwouldnotforgivehimhewoulddiebeforethedaywasdone,ashealreadyfeltthecurseandthevengeanceoftheHolyVirginwhichIhaddenouncedagainsthim。Hefeltdevouringpainsinhisbowels,andhismouthwascoveredwithsores。Hesheweditme,andIsawitwasfullofulcers,butIcannotsaywhetheritwasthusthenightbefore。Ididnotmuchcaretoexaminehimtoseeifheweretellingmethetruth。
Mycuewastopretendtobelievehim,andtomakehimhopeformercy。
Ibeganbymakinghimeatanddrink。Thetraitormostlikelyintendedtodeceiveme,butasIwasmyselfdeterminedtodeceivehimitremainedtobeseenwhichwastheacuter。Ihadplannedanattackagainstwhichitwasimprobablethathecoulddefendhimself。
Assuminganinspiredair,Isaid,"Beseatedandtakethissoup,andafterwardsIwilltellyouofyourgoodfortune,forknowthattheVirginoftheRosaryappearedtomeatday—break,andbidsmepardonyou。Thoushaltnotdiebutlive,andshaltcomeoutofthisplacewithme。"Ingreatwonderment,andkneelingonthegroundforwantofachair,heatethesoupwithme,andafterwardsseatedhimselfonthebedtohearwhatIhadtosay。ThusIspoketohim:
"ThegriefIexperiencedatyourdreadfultreasonmademepassasleeplessnight,asthelettersmightcondemnmetospendheretheremnantofmydays。Myonlyconsolation,Iconfess,wasthecertaintythatyouwoulddieherealsobeforemyeyeswithinthreedays。FullofthisthoughtnotworthyofaChristian(forGodbidsusforgiveourenemies)mywearinessmademesleep,andinmysleepI
hadavision。IsawthatHolyVirgin,MotherofGod,whoselikenessyoubehold——Isawherbeforeme,andopeningherlipsshespokethus:
"’SoradaciisadevoteeofmyHolyRosary。Iprotecthim,andIwillthatyouforgivehim,andthenthecursehehasdrawnonhimselfwillcease。Inreturnforyourgenerosity,Iwillorderoneofmyangelstotaketheformofman,tocomedownfromheaven,tobreakopentheroofofyourprison,andsetyoufreewithinfiveorsixdays。Theangelwillbeginhistaskthisdayattwoo’clockprecisely,andhewillworktillhalfanhourbeforesunset,sincehemustascendagainintoheavenwhilethedaylightlasts。Whenyoucomeoutofthisplace,takeSoradaciwithyou,andhaveacareforhimifhewillrenouncehisbusinessofspying。Tellhimall。’
"WiththesewordstheHolyVirginvanishedoutofmysight,andI
awoke。"
Ispokeallthewhilewithaseriousfaceandtheairofoneinspired,andIsawthatthetraitorwaspetrified。IthentookmyBookofHours,sprinkledthecellwithholywater,andpretendedtopray,kissingfromtimetotimethepictureoftheVirgin。Anhourafterwardsthebrute,whosofarhadnotopenedhismouth,askedmebluntlyatwhattimetheangelwouldcomedownfromheaven,andifweshouldhearhimbreakinginthecell。
"Iamcertainthathewillbeginattwoo’clock,thatweshallhearhimathiswork,andthathewilldepartatthehournamedbytheHolyVirgin。"
"Youmayhavedreamtitall。"
"Nay,notso。Willyousweartometospynomore?"
Insteadofansweringhewentofftosleep,anddidnotawakefortwohoursafter,whenheaskedifhecouldputofftakingtheoath。I
askedofhim,"Youcanputofftakingit,"Isaid,"tilltheangelenterstosetmefree;butifyoudonotthenrenouncebyanoaththeinfamoustradewhichhasbroughtyouhere,andwhichwillendbybringingyoutothegallows,Ishallleaveyouinthecell,forsotheMotherofGodcommands,andifyoudonotobeyyouwillloseherprotection。"
AsIhadexpected,Isawanexpressionofsatisfactiononhishideousfeatures,forhewasquitecertainthattheangelwouldnotcome。Helookedatmewithapityingair。Ilongedtohearthehourstrike。
Theplayamusedmeintensely,forIwaspersuadedthattheapproachoftheangelwouldsethismiserablewitsa—reeling。Iwassure,also,thattheplanwouldsucceedifLawrencehadnotforgottentogivethemonkthebooks,andthiswasnotlikely。
AnhourbeforethetimeappointedIwasfaintodine。Ionlydrankwater,andSoradacidrankallthewineandconsumedallthegarlicI
had,andthusmadehimselfworse。
AssoonasIheardthefirststrokeoftwoIfellonmyknees,orderinghim,inanawfulvoice,todothelike。Heobeyed,lookingatmeinadazedway。WhenIheardthefirstslightnoiseI
examined,"Lo!theangelcometh!"andfelldownonmyface,andwithaheartyfisticuffforcedhimintothesameposition。Thenoiseofbreakingwasplainlyheard,andforaquarterofanhourIkeptinthattroublesomeposition,andifthecircumstanceshadbeendifferentIshouldhavelaughedtoseehowmotionlessthecreaturewas;butIrestrainedmyself,rememberingmydesignofcompletelyturningthefellow’shead,oratleastofobsessinghimforatime。
AssoonasIgotupIkneltandallowedhimtoimitateme,andI
spentthreehoursinsayingtherosarytohim。Fromtimetotimehedozedoff,weariedratherbyhispositionthanbythemonotonyoftheprayer,butduringthewholetimeheneverinterruptedme。Nowandagainhedaredtoraiseafurtiveglancetowardstheceiling。Withasortofstuporonhisface,heturnedhisheadinthedirectionoftheVirgin,andthewholeofhisbehaviourwasformethehighestcomedy。WhenIheardtheclockstrikethehourfortheworktocease,Isaidtohim,"Prostratethyself,fortheangeldeparteth。"
Balbireturnedtohiscell,andweheardhimnomore。AsIrosetomyfeet,fixingmygazeonthewretchedfellow,Ireadfrightoneveryfeature,andwasdelighted。IaddressedafewwordstohimthatImightseeinwhatstateofmindhewas。Heshedtearsinabundance,andwhathesaidwasmostlyextravagant,hisideashavingnosequenceorconnection。Hespokeofhissins,ofhisactsofdevotion,ofhiszealintheserviceofSt。Mark,andoftheworkhehaddonefortheCommonwealth,andtothisattributedthespecialfavoursMaryhadshewnhim。IhadtoputupwithalongstoryaboutthemiraclesoftheRosarywhichhiswife,whoseconfessorwasayoungDominican,hadtoldhim。HesaidthathedidnotknowwhatuseIcouldmakeofanignorantfellowlikehim。
"Iwilltakeyouintomyservice,andyoushallhaveallthatyouneedwithoutbeingobligedtopursuethehazardoustradeofaspy。"
"ShallwenotbeabletoremainatVenice?"
"Certainlynot。TheangelwilltakeustoalandwhichdoesnotbelongtoSt。Mark。Willyousweartomethatyouwillspynomore?
Andifyouswear,willyoubecomeaperjurerasecondtime?"
"IfItaketheoath,Iwillsurelykeepit,ofthattherecanbenodoubt;butyoumustconfessthatifIhadnotperjuredmyselfyouwouldneverhavereceivedsuchfavouratthehandsoftheVirgin。Mybrokenfaithisthecauseofyourbliss。Youought,therefore,tolovemeandtobecontentwithmytreason。"
"DostloveJudaswhobetrayedJesusChrist?"
"No。"
"Youperceive,then,thatonedeteststhetraitorandatthesametimeadorestheDivineProvidence,whichknowshowtobringgoodoutofevil。Uptothepresenttimeyouhavedonewickedly。YouhaveoffendedGodandtheVirginHisMother,andIwillnotreceiveyouroathtillyouhaveexpiatedyoursins。"
"WhatsinhaveIdone?"
"Youhavesinnedbypride,Soradaci,inthinkingthatIwasunderanobligationtoyouforbetrayingmeandgivingmyletterstothesecretary。"
"HowshallIexpiatethissin?"
"Thus。To—morrow,whenLawrencecomes,youmustlieonyourbed,yourfacetowardsthewall,andwithouttheslightestmotionorasingleglanceatLawrence。Ifheaddressyou,youmustanswer,withoutlookingathim,thatyoucouldnotsleep,andneedrest。Doyoupromisemeentirelytodothisthing?"
"Iwilldowhatsoeveryoutellme。"
"Quick,then,takeyouroathbeforethisholypicture。"
"Ipromise,HolyMotherofGod,thatwhenLawrencecomesIwillnotlookathim,norstirfrommybed。"
"AndI,MostHolyVirgin,swearbythebowelsofyourDivineSonthatifIseeSoradicimoveintheleastorlooktowardsLawrence,Iwillthrowmyselfstraightwayuponhimandstranglehimwithoutmercy,toyourhonourandglory。"
Icountedonmythreathavingatleastasmucheffectuponhimashisoath。Nevertheless,asIwasanxioustomakesure,Iaskedhimifhehadanythingtosayagainsttheoath,andafterthinkingforamomentheansweredthathewasquitecontentwithit。Wellpleasedmyself,Igavehimsomethingtoeat,andtoldhimtogotobedasIneededsleep。
AssoonashewasasleepIbegantowrite,andwroteonfortwohours。ItoldBalbiallthathadhappened,andsaidthatiftheworkwasfarenoughadvancedheneedonlycomeabovemycelltoputthefinalstroketoitandbreakthrough。Imadehimnotethatweshouldsetoutonthenightofthe31stofOctober,andthatweshouldbefourinall,countinghiscompanionandmine。Itwasnowthetwenty—
eighthofthemonth。
Inthemorningthemonkwrotemethatthepassagewasmade,andthatheshouldonlyrequiretoworkattheceilingofmycelltobreakthroughthelastboardandthiswouldbedoneinfourminutes。
Soradaciobservedhisoath,pretendingtosleep,andLawrencesaidnothingtohim。Ikeptmyeyesuponhimthewholetime,andIverilybelieveIshouldhavestrangledhimifhehadmadetheslightestmotiontowardsLawrence,forawinkwouldhavebeenenoughtobetrayme。
Therestofthedaywasdevotedtohighdiscoursesandexaltedexpressions,whichIutteredassolemnlyasIcould,andIenjoyedthesightofseeinghimbecomemoreandmorefanatical。ToheightentheeffectofmymysticexhortationIdosedhimheavilywithwine,anddidnotlethimgotillhehadfallenintoadrunkensleep。
Thoughastrangertoallmetaphysicalspeculations,andamanwhohadneverexercisedhisreasoningfacultiesexceptindevisingsomepieceofspy—craft,thefellowconfusedmeforamomentbysayingthathecouldnotconceivehowanangelshouldhavetotakesomuchtroubletobreakopenourcell。Butafterliftingmyeyestoheaven,orrathertotheroofofmydungeon—cell,Isaid,"ThewaysofGodareinscrutable;andsincethemessengerofHeavenworksnotasanangel(forthenaslightsingleblowwouldbeenough),heworkslikeaman,whoseformhehasdoubtlesstaken,aswearenotworthytolookuponhiscelestialbody。And,furthermore,"saidI,likeatrueJesuit,whoknowshowtodrawadvantagefromeverything,"Iforeseethattheangel,topunishusforyourevilthought,whichhasoffendedtheHolyVirgin,willnotcometo—day。Wretch,yourthoughtsarenotthoseofanhonest,pious,andreligiousman,butthoseofasinnerwhothinkshehastodowithMesser—Grandeandhismyrmidons。"
Iwantedtodrivehimtodespair,andIhadsucceeded。Hebegantoweepbitterly,andhissobsalmostchokedhim,whentwoo’clockstruckandnotsignoftheangelwasheard。InsteadofcalminghimI
endeavouredtoaugmenthismiserybymycomplaints。Thenextmorninghewasobedienttomyorders,forwhenLawrenceaskedhimhowhewas,herepliedwithoutmovinghishead。Hebehavedinthesamemanneronthedayfollowing,anduntilIsawLawrenceforthelasttimeonthemorningofthe31stOctober。IgavehimthebookforBarbi,andtoldthemonktocomeatnoontobreakthroughtheceiling。Ifearednothing,asLawrencehadtoldmethattheInquisitorsandthesecretaryhadalreadysetoutforthecountry。Ihadnoreasontodreadthearrivalofanewcompanion,andallIhadtodowastomanagemyknave。
AfterLawrencewasgoneItoldSoradacithattheangelwouldcomeandmakeanopeningintheceilingaboutnoon。
"Hewillbringapairofscissorswithhim,"Isaid,"andyouwillhavetocuttheangel’sbeardandmine。"
"Hastheangelabeard?"
"Yes,youshallseeitforyourself。Afterwardswewillgetoutofthecellandproceedtobreaktheroofofthepalace,whenceweshalldescendintoSt。Mark’sPlaceandsetoutforGermany。"
Heanswerednothing。Hehadtoeatbyhimself,formymindwastoomuchoccupiedtothinkaboutdinner——indeed,Ihadbeenunabletosleep。
Theappointedhourstruck——andtheangelcame,Soradaciwasgoingtofalldownonhisface,butItoldhimitwasnotnecessary。Inthreeminutesthepassagewascompleted,thepieceofboardfellatmyfeet,andFatherBalbiintomyarms。"Yourworkisendedandminebegun,"saidItohim。Weembracedeachother,andhegavemethepikeandapairofscissors。ItoldSoradacitocutourbeards,butIcouldnothelplaughingtoseethecreature——hismouthallagape—
staringattheangel,whowasmorelikeadevil。However,thoughquitebesidehimself,hecutourbeardsadmirably。
Anxioustoseehowthelandlay,ItoldthemonktostaywithSoradaci,asIdidnotcaretoleavehimalone,andIwentout。I
foundtheholeinthewallnarrow,butIsucceededingettingthroughit。Iwasabovethecount’scell,andIcameinandgreetedtheworthyoldman。Themanbeforemewasnotfittedtoencountersuchdiffiultiesaswouldbeinvolvedinanescapebyasteeproofcoveredwithplatesoflead。Heaskedmewhatmyplanwas,andtoldmethathethoughtIhadactedratherinconsiderately。"Ionlyasktogoforward,"saidI,"tillIfinddeathorfreedom。""Ifyouintend,"
heanswered,"topiercetheroofandtodescendfromthence,Iseenoprospectofsuccess,unlessyouhavewings;andIatalleventshavenotthecouragetoaccompanyyou。Iwillremainhere,andpraytoGodonyourbehalf。"
Iwentoutagaintolookattheroof,gettingascloseasIcouldtothesidesoftheloft。Touchingthelowerpartoftheroof,Itookupapositionbetweenthebeams,andfeelingthewoodwiththeendofthebarIluckilyfoundthemtobehalfrotten。Ateveryblowofthebartheyfelltodust,sofeelingcertainofmyabilitytomakealargeenoughholeinlessthanahourIreturnedtomycell,andforfourhoursemployedmyselfincuttingupsheets,coverlets,andbedding,tomakeropes。Itookcaretomaketheknotsmyselfandtobeassuredoftheirstrength,forasingleweakknotmightcostusourlives。AtlastIhadreadyahundredfathomsofrope。
Ingreatundertakingstherearecertaincriticalpointswhichtheleaderwhodeservestosucceedtruststonoonebuthimself。WhentheropewasreadyImadeaparcelofmysuit,mycloak,afewshirts,stockings,andhandkerchiefs,andthethreeofuswentintothecount’scell。ThefirstthingthecountdidwastocongratulateSoradacionhavingbeenplacedinthesamecellasmyself,andonbeingsosoonabouttoregainhisliberty。Hisairofspeechlessconfusionmademewanttolaugh。Itooknomoretroubleabouthim,forIhadthrownoffthemaskofTartuffewhichIhadfoundterriblyinconvenientallthetimeIhadwornitfortherascal’ssake。Heknew,Icouldsee,thathehadbeendeceived,butheunderstoodnothingelse,ashecouldnotmakeouthowIcouldhavearrangedwiththesupposedangeltocomeandgoatcertainfixedtimes。Helistenedattentivelytothecount,whotoldusweweregoingtoourdestruction,andlikethecowardthathewas,hebegantoplanhowtoescapefromthedangerousjourney。ItoldthemonktoputhisbundletogetherwhileIwasmakingtheholeintheroofbythesideoftheloft。
Ateighto’clock,withoutneedinganyhelp,myopeningwasmade。I
hadbrokenupthebeams,andthespacewastwicethesizerequired。
Igottheplateofleadoffinonepiece。Icouldnotdoitbymyself,becauseitwasriveted。Themonkcametomyaid,andbydintofdrivingthebarbetweenthegutterandtheleadIsucceededinlooseningit,andthen,heavingatitwithourshoulders,webeatituptilltheopeningwaswideenough。OnputtingmyheadoutthroughtheholeIwasdistressedtoseethebrilliantlightofthecrescentmoonthenenteringinitsfirstquarter。Thiswasapieceofbadluckwhichmustbebornepatiently,andweshouldhavetowaittillmidnight,whenthemoonwouldhavegonetolightuptheAntipodes。
OnsuchafinenightasthiseverybodywouldbewalkinginSt。
Mark’sPlace,andIdarednotshewmyselfontheroofasthemoonlightwouldhavethrownahugeshadowofmeontheplace,andhavedrawntowardsmealleyes,especiallythoseofMesser—Grandeandhismyrmidons,andourfineschemewouldhavebeenbroughttonothingbytheirdetestableactivity。Iimmediatelydecidedthatwecouldnotescapetillafterthemoonset;inthemeantimeIprayedforthehelpofGod,butdidnotaskHimtoworkanymiraclesforme。IwasatthemercyofFortune,andIhadtotakecarenottogiveheranyadvantages;andifmyschemeendedinfailureIshouldbeconsoledbythethoughtthatIhadnotmadeasinglemistake。Themoonwouldsetatelevenandsunrisewasatsix,sowehadsevenhoursofperfectdarknessatourservice;andthoughwehadahardtask,Iconsideredthatinsevenhoursitwouldbeaccomplished。
ItoldFatherBalbithatwecouldpassthethreehoursintalkingtoCountAsquin。Irequestedhimtogofirstandaskthecounttolendmethirtysequins,whichwouldbeasnecessarytomeasmypikehadbeenhitherto。Hecarriedmymessage,andafewminutesaftercameandaskedmetogomyself,asthecountwishedtotalktomealone。
ThepooroldmanbeganbysayingwithgreatpolitenessthatIreallystoodinnoneedofmoneytoescape,thathehadnone,thathehadalargefamily,thatifIwaskilledthemoneywouldbelost,withathousandotherfutilitiesofthesamekindtodisguisehisavarice,orthedislikehefelttopartingwithhismoney。Myreplylastedforhalfanhour,andcontainedsomeexcellentarguments,whichneverhavehadandneverwillhaveanyforce,asthefinestweaponsoforatoryarebluntedwhenusedagainstoneofthestrongestofthepassions。Itwasamatterofa’nolentibaculus’;notthatIwascruelenoughtouseforcetowardsanunhappyoldmanlikethecount。
IendedmyspeechbysayingthatifhewouldfleewithusIwouldcarryhimuponmybacklikeAEneascarriedAnchises;butifhewasgoingtostayinprisontoofferupprayersforoursuccess,hisprayerswouldbeobserved,asitwouldbeacaseofprayingGodtogivesuccesswhenhehimselfhadrefusedtocontributethemostordinaryaid。
Herepliedbyafloodoftears,whichaffectedme。Hethenaskediftwosequinswouldbeenough,andIansweredintheaffirmative。HethengavethemtomebeggingmetoreturnthemtohimifaftergettingontheroofIsawmywisestcoursewouldbetocomeback。I
promisedtodoso,feelingsomewhatastonishedthatheshoulddeemmecapableofaretreat。Helittleknewme,forIwouldhavepreferreddeathtoanimprisonmentwhichwouldhavebeenlife—long。
Icalledmycompanions,andwesetallourbaggagenearthehole。I
dividedthehundredfathomsofropeintotwopackets,andwespenttwohoursintalkingoverthechancesofourundertaking。ThefirstproofwhichFatherBalbigavemeofhisfinecharacterwastotellme,tentimesover,thatIhadbrokenmywordwithhim,sinceIhadassuredhimthatmyschemewascompleteandcertain,whileitwasreallynothingofthekind。Hewentsofarastotellmethatifhehadknownasmuchhewouldnothavetakenmefrommycell。Thecountalso,withalltheweightofhisseventyyears,toldmethatIshoulddowelltogiveupsohazardousanundertaking,inwhichsuccesswasimpossibleanddeathprobable。Ashewasabarristerhemademeaspeechasfollows,andIhadnotmuchdifficultyinguessingthathewasinspiredbythethoughtofthetwosequinswhichIshouldhavehadtogivehimback,ifhehadsucceededinpersuadingmetostaywhereIwas:
"Theinclineoftheroofcoveredwithleadplates,"saidhe,"willrenderitimpossibleforyoutowalk,indeedyouwillscarcelybeabletostandonyourfeet。Itistruethattheroofhassevenoreightwindows,buttheyareallbarredwithiron,andyoucouldnotkeepyourfootingnearthemsincetheyarefarfromthesides。Yourropesareuseless,asyouwillfindnothingwhereontofastenthem;
andevenifyoudid,amandescendingfromsuchaheightcannotreachthegroundbyhimself。Oneofyouwillthereforehavetolowerthetwoothersoneatatimeasonelowersabucketorabundleofwood,andhewhodoessowillhavetostaybehindandgobacktohiscell。
Whichofyouthreehasavocationforthisdangerousworkofcharity?
Andsupposingthatoneofyouisheroicenoughtodoso,canyoutellmeonwhichsideyouaregoingtodescend?Notbythesidetowardsthepalace,foryouwouldbeseen;notbythechurch,asyouwouldfindyourselvesstillshutup,andastothecourtsideyousurelywouldnotthinkofit,foryouwouldfallintothehandsofthe’arsenalotti’whoarealwaysgoingtheirroundsthere。Youhaveonlythecanalsideleft,andwhereisyourgondolatotakeyouoff?Nothavinganysuchthing,youwillbeobligedtothrowyourselfinandescapebyswimmingtowardsSt。Appollonia,whichyouwillreachinawretchedcondition,notknowingwheretoturntonext。Youmustrememberthattheleadsareslippery,andthatifyouweretofallintothecanal,consideringtheheightofthefallandtheshallownessofthewater,youwouldmostcertainlybekilledifyoucouldswimlikesharks。Youwouldbecrushedtodeath,forthreeorfourfeetofwaterarenotsufficienttocounteracttheeffectofafallfromsuchaheight。Inshort,thebestfateyoucanexpectistofindyourselvesonthegroundwithbrokenarmsandlegs。"
Theeffectofthisdiscourse——averyunseasonableone,underthecircumstances——wastomakemybloodboil,butIlistenedwithapatiencewhollyforeigntomynature。Theroughreproachesofthemonkenragedme,andinclinedmetoanswerhiminhisownway;butI
feltthatmypositionwasadifficultone,andthatunlessIwascarefulImightruinall,forIhadtodowithacowardquitecapableofsayingthathewasnotgoingtoriskhislife,andbymyselfI
couldnothopetosucceed。Iconstrainedmyself,therefore,andaspolitelyasIcouldItoldthemthatIwassureofsuccess,thoughI
couldnotasyetcommunicatethedetailsofmyplan。"Ishallprofitbyyourwisecounsels,"saidItoCountAsquin,"andbeveryprudent,butmytrustinGodandinmyownstrengthwillcarrymethroughalldifficulties。"
>FromtimetotimeIstretchedoutmyhandtoassuremyselfthatSoradaciwasthere,forhedidnotspeakaword。IlaughedtomyselftothinkwhathemightbeturninginhisheadnowthathewasconvincedthatIhaddeceivedhim。Athalf—pasttenItoldhimtogoandseewhatwasthepositionofthemoon。Heobeyedandreturned,sayingthatinanhouranda—halfitwouldhavedisappeared,andthattherewasathickfogwhichwouldmaketheleadsverydangerous。
"AllIask,"Isaid,"isthatthefogbenotmadeofoil。Putyourcloakinapacketwithsomeoftheropewhichmustbedividedequallybetweenus。"
AtthisIwasastonishedtofindhimatmykneeskissingmyhands,andentreatingmenottokillhim。"Ishouldbesure,"saidhe,"tofalloverintothecanal,andIshouldnotbeofanyusetoyou。Ah!
leavemehere,andallthenightIwillpraytoSt。Francisforyou。
Youcankillmeorsavemealive;butofthisIamdetermined,nevertofollowyou。"
Thefoolneverthoughthowhehadrespondedtomyprayers。
"Youareright,"Isaid,"youmaystophereontheconditionthatyouwillpraytoSt。Francis;andthatyougoforthwithandfetchmybooks,whichIwishtoleavetothecount。"
Hedidsowithoutansweringme,doubtlesswithmuchjoy。Mybookswereworthatleastahundredcrowns。Thecounttoldmethathewouldgivethembackonmyreturn。
"Youmaybesure,"Isaid,"thatyouwillneverseemehereagain。
Thebookswillcoveryourexpenditureoftwosequins。Astothisrascal,Iamdelighted,ashecannotmustersufficientcouragetocomewithme。Hewouldbeintheway,andthefellowisnotworthyofsharingwithFatherBalbiandmyselfthehonoursofsobraveaflight。"
"That’strue,"saidthecount,"providedthathedoesnotcongratulatehimselfto—morrow。"
Iaskedthecounttogivemepens,ink,andpaper,whichhepossessedinspiteoftheregulationstothecontrary,forsuchprohibitionswerenothingtoLawrence,whowouldhavesoldSt。Markhimselfforacrown。Ithenwrotethefollowingletter,whichIgavetoSoradaci,notbeingabletoreaditover,asIhadwrittenitinthedark。I
beganbyafineheading,whichIwroteinLatin,andwhichinEnglishwouldrunthus:
"’Ishallnotdie,butliveanddeclaretheworksoftheLord。’"
"OurlordsofstateareboundtodoallintheirpowertokeepaprisonerundertheLeads,andontheotherhandtheprisoner,whoisfortunatelynotonparole,isboundalsotomakehisescape。Theirrighttoactthusisfoundedonjustice,whiletheprisonerfollowsthevoiceofnature;andsincetheyhavenotaskedhimwhetherhewillbeputinprison,soheoughtnottoaskthemleavetoescape。
"JacquesCasanova,writinginthebitternessofhisheart,knowsthathemayhavetheilllucktoberecapturedbeforehesucceedsinleavingtheVenetianterritoryandescapingtoafriendlystate;butifso,heappealstothehumanityofthejudgesnottoaddtothemiseryoftheconditionfromwhich,yieldingtothevoiceofnature,heisendeavouringtoescape。Hebegsthem,ifhebetaken,toreturnhimwhatevermaybeinhiscell,butifhesucceedhegivesthewholetoFrancisSoradaci,whoisstillacaptiveforwantofcouragetoescape,notlikemepreferringlibertytolife。Casanovaentreatstheirexcellenciesnottorefusethepoorwretchthisgift。
Datedanhourbeforemidnight,inthecellofCountAsquin,onOctober31t,1756。"
IwarnedSoradacinottogivethislettertoLawrence,buttothesecretaryinperson,who,nodoubt,wouldinterrogatehimifhedidnotgohimselftothecell,whichwasthemorelikelycourse。Thecountsaidmyletterwasperfect,butthathewouldgivemebackallmybooksifIreturned。Thefoolsaidhewishedtoseemeagaintoprovethathewouldreturneverythinggladly。
Butourtimewascome。Themoonhadset。IhungthehalfoftheropesbyFatherBalbi’sneckononesideandhisclothesontheother。Ididthesametomyself,andwithourhatsonandourcoatsoffwewenttotheopening。
Equindiuscimmoarimirarlestelle。——DANTE。
CHAPTERXXX
TheEscapeINearlyLoseMyLifeontheRoofIGetoutoftheDucalPalace,TakeaBoat,andReachtheMainland——DangertoWhichIAmExposedbyFatherBalbi——MySchemeforRiddingMyselfofHimIgotoutthefirst,andFatherBalbifollowedme。Soradaciwhohadcomeasfarastheopening,hadorderstoputtheplateofleadbackinitsplace,andthentogoandpraytoSt。Francisforus。Keepingonmyhandsandknees,andgraspingmypikefirmlyIpusheditobliquelybetweenthejoiningoftheplatesoflead,andthenholdingthesideoftheplatewhichIhadliftedIsucceededindrawingmyselfuptothesummitoftheroof。Themonkhadtakenholdofmywaistbandtofollowme,andthusIwaslikeabeastofburdenwhohastocarryanddrawalongatthesametime;andthisonasteepandslipperyroof。
Whenwewerehalf—wayupthemonkaskedmetostop,asoneofhispacketshadslippedoff,andhehopedithadnotgonefurtherthanthegutter。Myfirstthoughtwastogivehimakickandtosendhimafterhispacket,but,praisedbetoGod!Ihadsufficientself—
controlnottoyieldtoit,andindeedthepunishmentwouldhavebeentooheavyforbothofus,asIshouldhavehadnochanceofescapingbymyself。Iaskedhimifitwerethebundleofrope,andonhisreplyingthatitwasasmallpacketofhisowncontainingmanuscripthehadfoundinoneofthegarretsundertheLeads,Itoldhimhemustbearitpatiently,asasinglestepmightbeourdestruction。
Thepoormonkgaveasigh,andhestillclingingtomywaistwecontinuedclimbing。
Afterhavingsurmountedwiththegreatestdifficultyfifteenorsixteenplateswegottothetop,onwhichIsatastride,FatherBalbiimitatingmyexample。OurbacksweretowardsthelittleislandofSt。GeorgetheGreater,andabouttwohundredpacesinfrontofuswerethenumerouscupolasofSt。Mark’sChurch,whichformspartoftheducalpalace,forSt。Mark’sisreallytheDoge’sprivatechapel,andnomonarchintheworldcanboastofhavingafiner。Myfirststepwastotakeoffmybundle,andItoldmycompaniontodothesame。Heputtheropeasbesthecoulduponhisthighs,butwishingtotakeoffhishat,whichwasinhisway,hetookholdofitawkwardly,anditwassoondancingfromplatetoplatetojointhepacketoflineninthegutter。Mypoorcompanionwasindespair。
"Abadomen,"heexclaimed;"ourtaskisbutbegunandhereamI
deprivedofshirt,hat,andapreciousmanuscript,containingacuriousaccountofthefestivalsofthepalace。"
IfeltcalmernowthatIwasnolongercrawlingonhandsandknees,andItoldhimquietlythatthetwoaccidentswhichhadhappenedtohimhadnothingextraordinaryinthem,andthatnotevenasuperstitiouspersonwouldcallthemomens,thatIdidnotconsidertheminthatlight,andthattheywerefarfromdampingmyspirits。
"Theyoughtrather,"saidI,"towarnyoutobeprudent,andtoremindyouthatGodiscertainlywatchingoverus,forifyourhathadfallentotheleftinsteadoftotheright,weshouldhavebeenundone;asinthatcaseitwouldhavefallenintothepalacecourt,whereitwouldhavecaughttheattentionoftheguards,andhaveletthemknowthattherewassomeoneontheroof;andinafewminutesweshouldhavebeenretaken。"
AfterlookingaboutmeforsometimeItoldthemonktostaystilltillIcameback,andIsetout,mypikeinmyhand,sittingastridetheroofandmovingalongwithoutanydifficulty。FornearlyanhourIwenttothissideandthat,keepingasharplook—out,butinvain;
forIcouldseenothingtowhichtheropecouldbefastened,andI
wasinthegreatestperplexityastowhatwastobedone。Itwasofnousethinkingofgettingdownonthecanalsideorbythecourtofthepalace,andthechurchofferedonlyprecipiceswhichledtonothing。TogettotheothersideofthechurchtowardstheCanonica,IshouldhavehadtoclimbroofssosteepthatIsawnoprospectofsuccess。Thesituationcalledforhardihood,butnotthesmallestpieceofrashness。
Itwasnecessary,however,eithertoescape,ortoreentertheprison,perhapsneveragaintoleaveit,ortothrowmyselfintothecanal。Insuchadilemmaitwasnecessarytoleaveagooddealtochance,andtomakeastartofsomekind。Myeyecaughtawindowonthecanalsides,andtwo—thirdsofthedistancefromtheguttertothesummitoftheroof。ItwasagooddistancefromthespotIhadsetoutfrom,soIconcludedthatthegarretlightedbyitdidnotformpartoftheprisonIhadjustbroken。Itcouldonlylightaloft,inhabitedoruninhabited,abovesomeroomsinthepalace,thedoorsofwhichwouldprobablybeopenedbyday—break。Iwasmorallysurethatifthepalaceservantssawustheywouldhelpustoescape,andnotdeliverusovertotheInquisitors,eveniftheyrecognizedusascriminalsofthedeepestdye;soheartilywastheStateInquisitionhatedbyeveryone。
Itwasthusnecessaryformetogetinfrontofthewindow,andlettingmyselfslidesoftlydowninastraightlineIsoonfoundmyselfastrideontopofthedormer—roof。ThengraspingthesidesI
stretchedmyheadover,andsucceededinseeingandtouchingasmallgrating,behindwhichwasawindowofsquarepanesofglassjoinedwiththinstripsoflead。Ididnottroublemyselfaboutthewindow,butthegrating,smallasitwas,appearedaninsurmountabledifficulty,failingafile,andIhadonlymypike。
Iwasthoroughlyperplexed,andwasbeginningtolosecourage,whenanincidentofthesimplestandmostnaturalkindcametomyaidandfortifiedmyresolution。
Philosophicreader,ifyouwillplaceyourselfforamomentinmyposition,ifyouwillsharethesufferingswhichforfifteenmonthshadbeenmylot,ifyouthinkofmydangeronthetopofaroof,wheretheslighteststepinawrongdirectionwouldhavecostmemylife,ifyouconsiderthefewhoursatmydisposaltoovercomedifficultieswhichmightspringupatanymoment,thecandidconfessionIamabouttomakewillnotlowermeinyouresteem;atanyrate,ifyoudonotforgetthatamaninananxiousanddangerouspositionisinrealityonlyhalfhimself。
ItwastheclockofSt。Mark’sstrikingmidnight,which,byaviolentshock,drewmeoutofthestateofperplexityIhadfalleninto。TheclockremindedmethatthedayjustbeginningwasAllSaints’Day——thedayofmypatronsaint(atleastifIhadone)——andtheprophecyofmyconfessorcameintomymind。ButIconfessthatwhatchieflystrengthenedme,bothbodilyandmentally,wastheprofaneoracleofmybelovedAriosto:’Frailfind’ottobre,ailcapodinovembre’。
Thechimeseemedtomeaspeakingtalisman,commandingmetobeupanddoing,——and——promisingmethevictory。LyingonmybellyI
stretchedmyheaddowntowardsthegrating,andpushingmypikeintothesashwhichhelditIresolvedtotakeitoutinapiece。InaquarterofanhourIsucceeded,andheldthewholegrateinmyhands,——andputtingitononesideIeasilybroketheglasswindow,thoughwoundingmylefthand。
Withtheaidofmypike,usingitasIhaddonebefore,Iregainedtheridgeoftheroof,andwentbacktothespotwhereIhadleftBalbi。Ifoundhimenragedanddespairing,andheabusedmeheartilyforhavinglefthimforsolong。Heassuredmethathewasonlywaitingforittogetlighttoreturntotheprison。
"Whatdidyouthinkhadbecomeofme?"
"Ithoughtyoumusthavefallenover。"
"Andyoucanfindnobetterwaythanabusetoexpressthejoyyououghttofeelatseeingmeagain?"
"Whathaveyoubeendoingallthistime。?"
"Followme,andyoushallsee。"
Itookupmypacketsagainandmademywaytowardsthewindow。AssoonaswereoppositetoitItoldBalbiwhatIhaddone,andaskedhimifhecouldthinkofanywayofgettingintotheloft。Foroneitwaseasyenough,fortheothercouldlowerhimbytherope;butI
couldnotdiscoverhowthesecondofuswastogetdownafterwards,astherewasnothingtowhichtheropecouldbefastened。IfIletmyselffallImightbreakmyarmsandlegs,forIdidnotknowthedistancebetweenthewindowandtheflooroftheroom。Tothischainofreasoningutteredinthefriendliestpossibletone,thebruterepliedthus:
"Youletmedown,andwhenIhavegottothebottomyouwillhaveplentyoftimetothinkhowyouaregoingtofollowme。"
Iconfessthatmyfirstindignantimpulsewastodrivemypikeintohisthroat。Mygoodgeniusstayedmyarm,andIutterednotawordinreproachofhisbaseselfishness。Onthecontrary,Istraightwayuntiedmybundleofropeandboundhimstronglyundertheelbows,andmakinghimlieflatdownIloweredhimfeetforemostontotheroofofthedormer—window。WhenhegotthereItoldhimtolowerhimselfintothewindowasfarashiships,supportinghimselfbyholdinghiselbowsagainstthesidesofthewindow。Assoonashehaddoneso,I
sliddowntheroofasbefore,andlyingdownonthedormer—roofwithafirmgraspoftheropeItoldthemonknottobeafraidbuttolethimselfgo。Whenhereachedtheflooroftheloftheuntiedhimself,andondrawingtheropebackIfoundthefallwasoneoffiftyfeet—
toodangerousajumptoberisked。Themonkwhofortwohourshadbeenapreytoterror;seatedinapositionwhichIconfesswasnotaveryreassuringone,wasnotquitecool,andcalledouttometothrowhimtheropesforhimtotakecareof——apieceofadviceyoumaybesureItookcarenottofollow。
Notknowingwhattodonext,andwaitingforsomefortunateidea,I
mademywaybacktotheridgeoftheroof,andfromtherespiedoutacornernearacupola;whichIhadnotvisited。Iwenttowardsitandfoundaflatroof,withalargewindowclosedwithtwoshutters。Athandwasatubfulofplaster,atrowel,andladderwhichIthoughtlongenoughformypurpose。Thiswasenough,andtyingmyropetothefirstroundIdraggedthistroublesomeburdenaftermetothewindow。Mynexttaskwastogettheendoftheladder(whichwastwelvefathomslong)intotheopening,andthedifficultiesI
encounteredmademesorrythatIhaddeprivedmyselfoftheaidofthemonk。[Theunitofmeasure:’fathoms’describingtheladderandearlierthe100fathomsofrope,islikelyatranslationerror:
Casanovamighthavemanufactured100feetofropeandmighthavedraggeda12footladderupthesteeproof,butnotalonger。D。W。]
Ihadsettheladderinsuchawaythatoneendtouchedthewindow,andtheotherwentbelowthegutter。Inextsliddowntotheroofofthewindow,anddrawingtheladdertowardsmeIfastenedtheendofmyropetotheeighthround,andthenletitgoagaintillitwasparallelwiththewindow。Ithenstrovetogetitin,butIcouldnotinsertitfartherthanthefifthround,fortheendoftheladderbeingstoppedbytheinsideroofofthewindownoforceonearthcouldhavepusheditanyfurtherwithoutbreakingeithertheladderortheceiling。Therewasnothingtobedonebuttoliftitbytheotherend;itwouldthenslipdownbyitsownweight。Imight,itistrue,haveplacedtheladderacrossthewindow,andhavefastenedtheropetoit,inwhichmannerImighthaveletmyselfdownintotheloftwithoutanyrisk;buttheladderwouldhavebeenleftoutsidetoshewLawrenceandtheguardswheretolookforusandpossiblytofindusinthemorning。
Ididnotcaretoriskbyapieceofimprudencethefruitofsomuchtoilanddanger,andtodestroyalltracesofourwhereaboutstheladdermustbedrawnin。Havingnoonetogivemeahelpinghand,I
resolvedtogomyselftotheparapettolifttheladderandattaintheendIhadinview。Ididso,butatsuchahazardashadalmostcostmemylife。IcouldletgotheladderwhileIslackenedtheropewithoutanyfearofitsfallingover,asithadcaughttotheparapetbythethirdrung。Then,mypikeinmyhand,Isliddownbesidetheladdertotheparapet,whichheldupthepointsofmyfeet,asIwaslyingonmybelly。InthispositionIpushedtheladderforward,andwasabletogetitintothewindowtothelengthofafoot,andthatdiminishedbyagooddealitsweight。Inowonlyhadtopushitinanothertwofeet,asIwassurethatIcouldgetitinaltogetherbymeansoftheropefromtheroofofthewindow。ToimpeltheladdertotheextentrequiredIgotonmyknees,buttheeffortIhadtousemademeslip,andinaninstantIwasovertheparapetasfarasmychest,sustainedbymyelbows。
IshudderstillwhenIthinkofthisawfulmoment,whichcannotbeconceivedinallitshorror。Mynaturalinstinctmademealmostunconsciouslystraineverynervetoregaintheparapet,and——Ihadnearlysaidmiraculously——Isucceeded。TakingcarenottoletmyselfslipbackaninchIstruggledupwardswithmyhandsandarms,whilemybellywasrestingontheedgeoftheparapet。Fortunatelytheladderwassafe,forwiththatunluckyeffortwhichhadnearlycostmesodearlyIhadpusheditinmorethanthreefeet,andthereitremained。
Findingmyselfrestingonmygroinontheparapet,IsawthatIhadonlytoliftupmyrightlegandtoputupfirstonekneeandthentheothertobeabsolutelyoutofdanger;butIhadnotyetgottotheendofmytrouble。TheeffortImadegavemesosevereaspasmthatIbecamecrampedandunabletousemylimbs。However,Ididnotlosemyhead,butkeptquiettillthepainhadgoneoff,knowingbyexperiencethatkeepingstillisthebestcureforthefalsecramp。
Itwasadreadfulmoment!IntwominutesImadeanothereffort,andhadthegoodfortunetogetmytwokneesontotheparapet,andassoonasIhadtakenbreathIcautiouslyhoistedtheladderandpushedithalf—waythroughthewindow。Ithentookmypike,andcrawlingupasIhaddonebeforeIreachedthewindow,wheremyknowledgeofthelawsofequilibriumandleverageaidedmetoinserttheladdertoitsfulllength,mycompanionreceivingtheendofit。IthenthrewintotheloftthebundlesandthefragmentsthatIhadbrokenoffthewindow,andIsteppeddowntothemonk,whowelcomedmeheartilyanddrewintheladder。Arminarm,weproceededtoinspectthegloomyretreatinwhichwefoundourselves,andjudgedittobeaboutthirtypaceslongbytwentywide。
Atoneendwerefolding—doorsbarredwithiron。Thislookedbad,butputtingmyhandtothelatchinthemiddleityieldedtothepressure,andthedooropened。Thefirstthingwedidwastomakethetouroftheroom,andcrossingitwestumbledagainstalargetablesurroundedbystoolsandarmchairs。Returningtothepartwherewehadseenwindows,weopenedtheshuttersofoneofthem,andthelightofthestarsonlyshewedus:thecupolasandthedepthsbeneaththem。Ididnotthinkforamomentofloweringmyselfdown,asIwishedtoknowwhereIwasgoing,andIdidnotrecognizeoursurroundings。Ishutthewindowup,andwereturnedtotheplacewherewehadleftourpackages。QuiteexhaustedIletmyselffallonthefloor,andplacingabundleofropeundermyheadasweetsleepcametomy,relief。Iabandonedmyselftoitwithoutresistance,andindeed,Ibelieveifdeathweretohavebeentheresult,Ishouldhavesleptallthesame,andIstillrememberhowIenjoyedthatsleep。
Itlastedforthreeandahalfhours,andIwasawakenedbythemonk’scallingoutandshakingme。Hetoldmethatithadjuststruckfive。HesaiditwasinconceivabletohimhowIcouldsleepinthesituationwewerein。Butthatwhichwasinconceivabletohimwasnotsotome。Ihadnotfallenasleeponpurpose,buthadonlyyieldedtothedemandsofexhaustednature,and,ifImaysayso,totheextremityofmyneed。Inmyexhaustiontherewasnothingtowonderat,sinceIhadneithereatennorsleptfortwodays,andtheeffortsIhadmade——effortsalmostbeyondthelimitsofmortalendurance——mightwellhaveexhaustedanyman。Inmysleepmyactivityhadcomebacktome,andIwasdelightedtoseethedarknessdisappearing,sothatweshouldbeabletoproceedwithmorecertaintyandquickness。
Castingarapidglancearound,Isaidtomyself,"Thisisnotaprison,thereought,therefore,besomeeasyexitfromit。"Weaddressedourselvestotheendoppositetothefolding—doors,andinanarrowrecessIthoughtImadeoutadoorway。Ifeltitoverandtouchedalock,intowhichIthrustmypike,andopeneditwiththreeorfourheaves。Wethenfoundourselvesinasmallroom,andI
discoveredakeyonatable,whichItriedonadooroppositetous,which,however,provedtobeunlocked。Itoldthemonktogoforourbundles,andreplacingthekeywepassedoutandcameintoagallerycontainingpressesfullofpapers。Theywerethestatearchives。I
cameacrossashortflightofstonestairs,whichIdescended,thenanother,whichIdescendedalso,andfoundaglassdoorattheend,onopeningwhichIenteredahallwellknowntome:wewereintheducalchancery。Iopenedawindowandcouldhavegotdowneasily,buttheresultwouldhavebeenthatweshouldhavebeentrappedinthemazeoflittlecourtsaroundSt。Mark’sChurch。Isawonadeskanironinstrument,ofwhichItookpossession;ithadaroundedpointandawoodenhandle,beingusedbytheclerksofthechancerytopierceparchmentsforthepurposeofaffixingtheleadenseals。
OnopeningthedeskIsawthecopyofaletteradvisingtheProveditoreofCorfuofagrantofthreethousandsequinsfortherestorationoftheoldfortress。Isearchedforthesequinsbuttheywerenotthere。GodknowshowgladlyIwouldhavetakenthem,andhowIwouldhavelaughedthemonktoscornifhehadaccusedmeoftheft!IshouldhavereceivedthemoneyasagiftfromHeaven,andshouldhaveregardedmyselfasitsmasterbyconquest。
Goingtothedoorofthechancery,Iputmybarinthekeyhole,butfindingimmediatelythatIcouldnotbreakitopen,Iresolvedonmakingaholeinthedoor。Itookcaretochoosethesidewherethewoodhadfewestknots,andworkingwithallspeedIstruckashardandascleavingstrokesasIwasable。Themonk,whohelpedmeaswellashecouldwiththepunchIhadtakenfromthedesk,trembledattheechoingclamourofmypikewhichmusthavebeenaudibleatsomedistance。Ifeltthedangermyself,butithadtoberisked。
Inhalfanhourtheholewaslargeenough——afortunatecircumstance,forIshouldhavehadmuchtroubleinmakingitanylargerwithouttheaidofasaw。IwasafraidwhenIlookedattheedgesofthehole,fortheybristledwithjaggedpiecesofwoodwhichseemedmadefortearingclothesandfleshtogether。Theholewasataheightoffivefeetfromtheground。Weplacedbeneathittwostools,onebesidetheother,andwhenwehadsteppeduponthemthemonkwitharmscrossedandheadforemostbegantomakehiswaythroughthehole,andtakinghimbythethighs,andafterwardsbythelegs,I
succeededinpushinghimthrough,andthoughitwasdarkIfeltquitesecure,asIknewthesurroundings。AssoonasmycompanionhadreachedtheothersideIthrewhimmybelongings,withtheexceptionoftheropes,whichIleftbehind,andplacingathirdstoolonthetwoothers,Iclimbedup,andgotthroughasfarasmymiddle,thoughwithmuchdifficulty,owingtotheextremenarrownessofthehole。
Then,havingnothingtograspwithmyhands,noranyonetopushmeasIhadpushedthemonk,Iaskedhimtotakeme,anddrawmegentlyandbyslowdegreestowardshim。Hedidso,andIenduredsilentlythefearfultortureIhadtoundergo,asmythighsandlegsweretornbythesplintersofwood。
AssoonasIgotthroughImadehastetopickupmybundleoflinen,andgoingdowntwoflightsofstairsIopenedwithoutdifficultythedoorleadingintothepassagewhenceopensthechiefdoortothegrandstaircase,andinanotherthedooroftheclosetofthe’Savioallascrittura’。Thechiefdoorwaslocked,andIsawatoncethat,failingacatapultoramineofgunpowder,Icouldnotpossiblygetthrough。ThebarIstillheldseemedtosay,"Hicfinesposuit。Myuseisendedandyoucanlaymedown。"Itwasdeartomeastheinstrumentoffreedom,andwasworthyofbeinghungasan’exvoto’
onthealtarofliberty。
Isatdownwiththeutmosttranquillity,andtoldthemonktodothesame。
"Myworkisdone,"Isaid,"therestmustbelefttoGodandfortune。
"Abbiachireggeilcielcuradelresto,Olafortunasenontoccaalui。
"Idonotknowwhetherthosewhosweepoutthepalacewillcomehereto—day,whichisAllSaints’Day,ortomorrow,AllSouls’Day。Ifanyonecomes,Ishallrunoutassoonasthedooropens,anddoyoufollowafterme;butifnobodycomes,Idonotbudgeastep,andifI
dieofhungersomuchtheworseforme。"
Atthisspeechofminehebecamebesidehimself。Hecalledmeamadman,seducer,deceiver,andaliar。Ilethimtalk,andtooknonotice。Itstrucksix;onlyanhourhadpassedsinceIhadmyawakeningintheloft。
Myfirsttaskwastochangemyclothes。FatherBalbilookedlikeapeasant,buthewasinbetterconditionthanI,hisclotheswerenottorntoshredsorcoveredwithblood,hisredflannelwaistcoatandpurplebreecheswereintact,whilemyfigurecouldonlyinspirepityorterror,sobloodstainedandtatteredwasI。Itookoffmystockings,andthebloodgushedoutoftwowoundsIhadgivenmyselfontheparapet,whilethesplintersintheholeinthedoorhadtornmywaistcoat,shirt,breeches,legsandthighs。Iwasdreadfullywoundedallovermybody。Imadebandagesofhandkerchiefs,anddressedmywoundsasbestIcould,andthenputonmyfinesuit,whichonawinter’sdaywouldlookoddenough。Havingtiedupmyhair,Iputonwhitestockings,alacedshirt,failinganyother,andtwoothersoverit,andthenstowingawaysomestockingsandhandkerchiefsinmypockets,Ithreweverythingelseintoacorneroftheroom。Iflungmyfinecloakoverthemonk,andthefellowlookedasifhehadstolenit。Imusthavelookedlikeamanwhohasbeentoadanceandhasspenttherestofthenightinadisorderlyhouse,thoughtheonlyfoiltomyreasonableeleganceofattirewasthebandagesroundmyknees。
Inthisguise,withmyexquisitehattrimmedwithSpanishlaceandadornedwithawhitefeatheronmyhead,Iopenedawindow。Iwasimmediatelyremarkedbysomeloungerinthepalacecourt,who,notunderstandingwhatanyoneofmyappearancewasdoingthereatsuchanearlyhour,wenttotellthedoor—keeperofthecircumstance。He,thinkinghemusthavelockedsomebodyinthenightbefore,wentforhiskeysandcametowardsus。Iwassorrytohaveletmyselfbeseenatthewindow,notknowingthatthereinchancewasworkingforourescape,andwassittingdownlisteningtotheidletalkofthemonk,whenIheardthejinglingofkeys。MuchperturbedIgotupandputmyeyetoachinkinthedoor,andsawamanwithagreatbunchofkeysinhishandmountingleisurelyupthestairs。Itoldthemonknottoopenhismouth,tokeepwellbehindme,andtofollowmysteps。Itookmypike,andconcealingitinmyrightsleeveIgotintoacornerbythedoor,whenceIcouldgetoutassoonasitwasopenedandrundownthestairs。Iprayedthatthemanmightmakenoresistance,asifhedidIshouldbeobligedtofellhimtotheearth,andIdeterminedtodoso。
Thedooropened;andthepoormanassoonashesawmeseemedturnedtoastone。Withoutaninstant’sdelayandindeadsilence,Imadehastetodescendthestairs,themonkfollowingme。Avoidingtheappearanceofafugitive,butwalkingfast,Iwentbythegiants’