"Youknownotwhatsheislike。Thehonourofthefamilywouldobligehertogetmeoutoftheway,butbeforethatshewouldmakemesuffertormentstowhichdeathispreferablebyfar。Butwhyhaveyousaidnomoreaboutthearoph?Isitnotallajest?Itwouldbeaverycruelone。"
  "Onthecontrary,Ibelieveittobeinfallible,thoughIhaveneverbeenawitnessofitseffects;butwhatgoodisitformetospeaktoyou?Youcanguessthatadelicacyoffeelinghasmademekeepsilence。Confideinyourlover,whoisatVenice;writehimaletter,andIwilltakecarethatitisgivenintohishands,infiveorsixdays,byasuremessenger。IfheisnotwelloffIwillgiveyouwhatevermoneymaybeneededforhimtocomewithoutdelay,andsaveyourhonourandlifebygivingyouthearoph。"
  "Thisideaisagoodoneandtheoffergenerousonyourpart,butitisnotfeasible,asyouwouldseeifyouknewmoreaboutmycircumstances。Donotthinkanymoreofmylover;butsupposingI
  madeupmymindtoreceivethearophfromanother,tellmehowitcouldbedone。EvenifmyloverwereinParis,howcouldhespendanentireweekwithme,ashewouldhaveto?Andhowcouldhegivemethedosefiveorsixtimesadayforaweek?Youseeyourselfthatthisremedyisoutofthequestion。"
  "Soyouwouldgiveyourselftoanother,ifyouthoughtthatwouldsaveyourhonour?"
  "Certainly,ifIweresurethatthethingwouldbekeptsecret。ButwhereshallIfindsuchaperson?Doyouthinkhewouldbeeasytofind,orthatIcangoandlookforhim?"
  Ididnotknowwhattomakeofthisspeech;forsheknewIlovedher,andIdidnotseewhysheshouldputherselftothetroubleofgoingfarwhenwhatshewantedwastoherhand。Iwasinclinedtothinkthatshewantedmetoaskhertomakechoiceofmyselfastheadministratoroftheremedy,eithertosparehermodesty,ortohavethemeritofyieldingtomyloveandthusobligingmetobegrateful;
  butImightbewrong,andIdidnotcaretoexposemyselftothehumiliationofarefusal。OntheotherhandIcouldhardlythinkshewantedtoinsultme。Notknowingwhattosayorwhichwaytoturn,,andwantingtodrawanexplanationfromher,Isighedprofoundly,tookupmyhat,andmadeasifIweregoing,exclaiming,"Cruelgirl,mylotismorewretchedthanyours。"
  Sheraisedherselfinthebedandbeggedmewithtearsinhereyestoremain,andaskedmehowIcouldcallmyselfmorewretchedthanher。
  Pretendingtobeannoyedandyetfullofloveforher,Itoldherthatthecontemptinwhichsheheldmehadaffectedmedeeply,sinceinhernecessityshepreferredtheofficesofonewhowasunknowntoherratherthanmakeuseofme。
  "Youarecruelandunjust,"shesaid,weeping。"Isee,formypart,thatyoulovemenolongersinceyouwishtotakeadvantageofmycruelnecessitytogainatriumphoverme。Thisisanactofrevengenotworthyofamanoffeeling。"
  Hertearssoftenedme,andIfellonmykneesbeforeher。
  "Sinceyouknow,dearest,thatIworshipyou,howcanyouthinkmecapableofrevengingmyselfonyou?DoyouthinkthatIcanbeartohearyousaythatsinceyourlovercannothelpyouyoudonotknowwheretolookforhelp?"
  "Butafterrefusingyoumyfavours,couldIaskthisofficeofyouwithanydecency?HaveInotgoodreasontobeafraidthatasI
  refusedtotakepityonyourlovesoyouwouldrefusetotakepityonmynecessity?"
  "Doyouthinkthatapassionateloverceasestoloveonaccountofarefusalwhichmaybedictatedbyvirtue?LetmetellyouallI
  think。IconfessIoncethoughtyoudidnotloveme,butnowIamsureofthecontrary;andthatyourheartwouldhaveledyoutosatisfymylove,evenifyouhadnotbeenthussituated。Imayaddthatyounodoubtfeelvexedatmyhavinganydoubtsofyourlove。"
  "Youhaveinterpretedmyfeelingsadmirably。Buthowwearetobetogetherwiththenecessaryfreedomfromobservationremainstobeseen。"
  "Donotbeafraid。NowIamsureofyourconsent,itwillnotbelongbeforeIcontrivesomeplan。InthemeanwhileIwillgoandmakethearoph。"
  IhadresolvedthatifeverIsucceededinpersuadingMdlle。X。C。V。
  tomakeuseofmyspecificIwouldusenothingbuthoney,sothecompositionofthearophwouldnotbeaverycomplicatedprocess。
  Butifonepointwasthenplainandsimple,anotherremainedtobesolved,anditssolutiongavemesomedifficulty。Ishouldhavetopassseveralnightsincontinualtoils。IfearedIhadpromisedmorethanIcouldperform,andIshouldnotbeabletomakeanyabatementwithouthazarding,notthesuccessofthearoph,buttheblissIhadtakensuchpainstowin。Again,asheryoungersistersleptinthesameroomwithherandclosetoher,theoperationcouldnotbeperformedthere。Atlastchance——adivinitywhichoftenhelpslovers——cametomyaid。
  Iwasobligedtoclimbuptothefourthfloorandmetthesculliononmyway,whoguessedwhereIwasgoing,andbeggedmenottogoanyfartherastheplacewastaken。
  "But,"saidI,"youhavejustcomeoutofit。"
  "Yes,butIonlywentinandcameoutagain。"
  "ThenIwillwaittillthecoastisclear。"
  "Forgoodness’sake,sir,donotwait!"
  "Ah,yourascal!Iseewhatisgoingon。WellIwillsaynothingaboutit,butImustseeher。"
  "Shewon’tcomeout,forsheheardyourstepsandshutherselfin。"
  "Sheknowsme,doesshe?"
  "Yes,andyouknowher。"
  "Allright,getalongwithyou!Iwon’tsayanythingaboutit。"
  Hewentdown,andtheideaimmediatelystruckmethattheadventuremightbeusefultome。Iwentuptothetop,andthroughachinkI
  sawMadelaine,Mdlle。X。C。V。’smaid。Ireassuredher,andpromisedtokeepthesecret,whereonsheopenedthedoor,andafterIhadgivenheralouis,fledinsomeconfusion。Soonafter,Icamedown,andthescullionwhowaswaitingformeonthelandingbeggedmetomakeMadelainegivehimhalfthelouis。
  "Iwillgiveyouonealltoyourself,"saidI,"ifyouwilltellmethestory"——anofferwhichpleasedtheroguewellenough。Hetoldmethetaleofhisloves,andsaidhealwaysspentthenightwithherinthegarret,butthatforthreedaystheyhadbeendeprivedoftheirpleasures,asmadamhadlockedthedoorandtakenawaythekey。I
  madehimshewmetheplace,andlookingthroughthekeyholeIsawthattherewasplentyofroomforamattress。IgavethescullionaLouis,andwentawaytoripenmyplans。
  Itseemedtomethattherewasnoreasonwhythemistressshouldnotsleepinthegarretaswellasthemaid。Igotapicklockandseveralskeletonkeys,Iputinatinboxseveraldosesofthearoph—
  thatis,somehoneymixedwithpoundedstag’shorntomakeitthickenough,andthenextmorningIwenttothe"HoteldeBretagne,"andimmediatelytriedmypicklock。Icouldhavedonewithoutit,asthefirstskeletonkeyItriedopenedthewornoutlock。
  Proudofmyidea,IwentdowntoseeMdlle。X。C。V。,andinafewwordstoldhertheplan。
  "But,"saidshe,"IshouldhavetogothroughMadelaine’sroomtogettothegarret。"
  "Inthatcase,dearest,wemustwinthegirlover。"
  "Tellhermysecret?"
  "Justso。"
  "Oh,Icouldn’t!"
  "Iwillseetoit;thegoldenkeyopensalldoors。"
  ThegirlconsentedtoallIaskedher,butthesculliontroubledme,forifhefoundusouthemightbedangerous。Ithought,however,thatImighttrusttoMadelaine,whowasagirlofwit,tolookafterhim。
  BeforegoingItoldthegirlthatIwantedtodiscusssomeimportantmatterswithher,andItoldhertomeetmeinthecloistersoftheAugustinianChurch。ShecameattheappointedtimeandIexplainedtoherthewholeplaninallitsdetails。Shesoonunderstoodme,andaftertellingmethatshewouldtakecaretoputherownbedinthenewkindofboudoir,sheaddedthat,tobequitesafe,wemustmakesureofthescullion。
  "Heisasharplad,"saidMadelaine,"andIthinkIcananswerforhim。However,youmayleavethattome。"
  Igaveherthekeyandsixlouis,biddingherinformhermistressofwhatwehadagreedupon,andgetthegarretreadytoreceiveus。Shewentawayquitemerry。Amaidwhoisinloveisneversohappyaswhenshecanmakehermistressprotectherintrigues。
  Nextmorningthescullioncalledonmeatmyhouse。ThefirstthingItoldhimwastotakecarenottobetrayhimselftomyservants,andnevertocomeandseemeexceptinacaseofnecessity。Hepromiseddiscretion,andassuredmeofhisdevotiontomyservice。Hegavemethekeyofthegarretandtoldmethathehadgotanother。Iadmiredhisforethought,andgavehimapresentofsixlouis,whichhadmoreeffectonhimthanthefinestwords。
  NextmorningIonlysawMdlle。X。C。V。foramomenttowarnherthatIshouldbeattheappointedplaceattenthatevening。Iwentthereearlywithoutbeingseenbyanybody。Iwasinacloak,andcarriedinmypocketthearoph,flintandsteel,andacandle。Ifoundagoodbed,pillows,andathickcoverlet——averyusefulprovision,asthenightswerecold,andweshouldrequiresomesleepintheintervalsoftheoperation。
  Atelevenaslightnoisemademyheartbegintobeat——alwaysagoodsign。Iwentout,andfoundmymistressbyfeelingforher,andreassuredherbyatenderkiss。Ibroughtherin,barricadedthedoor,andtookcaretocoverupthekeyholetobafflethecurious,and,iftheworsehappened,toavoidasurprise。
  Onmylightingthecandlesheseemeduneasy,andsaidthatthelightmightdiscoverusifanybodycameuptothefourthfloor。
  "That’snotlikely,"Isaid;"andbesides,wecan’tdowithoutit,forhowamItogiveyouthearophinthedark?"
  "Verygood,"shereplied,"wecanputitoutafterwards。"
  Withoutstayingforthosepreliminarydallyingswhicharesosweetwhenoneisatease,weundressedourselves,andbeganwithallseriousnesstoplayourpart,whichwedidtoperfection。Welookedlikeamedicalstudentabouttoperformanoperation,andshelikeapatient,withthisdifferencethatitwasthepatientwhoarrangedthedressing。Whenshewasready——thatis,whenshehadplacedthearophasneatlyasaskull—capfitsaparson——sheputherselfintheproperpositionforthepreparationtomixwiththesemen。
  Themostlaughablepartofitallwasthatwewerebothasseriousastwodoctorsofdivinity。
  Whentheintroductionofthearophwasperfectthetimidladyputoutthecandle,butafewminutesafterithadtobelightedagain。I
  toldherpolitelythatIwasdelightedtobeginagain,andthevoiceinwhichIpaidherthiscomplimentmadeusbothburstintolaughter。
  Ididn’ttakesoshortatimeovermysecondoperationasmyfirst,andmysweetheart,whohadbeenalittleputout,wasnowquiteatherease。
  Hermodestyhadnowbeenreplacedbyconfidence,andasshewaslookingatthearophfittedinitsplace,sheshewedmewithherprettyfingerveryevidentsignsofherco—operationinthework。
  Thenwithanaffectionateair,sheaskedmeifIwouldnotliketorest,aswehadstillagooddealtodobeforeourworkwasatanend。
  "Yousee,"saidI,"thatIdonotneedrest,andIthinkwehadbettersettoagain。"
  Nodoubtshefoundmyreasonagoodone,for,withoutsayinganything,sheputherselfreadytobeginagain,andafterwardswetookagoodlongsleep。WhenIwokeup,feelingasfreshasever,I
  askedhertotryanotheroperation;andaftercarryingthisthroughsuccessfully,Ideterminedtobeguidedbyherandtakecareofmyself,forwehadtoreserveourenergiesforthefollowingnights。
  So,aboutfouro’clockinthemorningsheleftme,andsoftlymadeherwaytoherroom,andatdaybreakIleftthehotelundertheprotectionofthescullion,whotookmebyaprivatedoorIdidnotknowof。
  Aboutnoon,aftertakinganaromaticbath,IwenttocallonMdlle。
  X。C。V。,whomIfoundsittingupinbedasusual,elegantlyattired,andwithahappysmileonherlips。Shespokeatsuchlengthonhergratitude,andthankedmesooften,that,believingmyself,andwithgoodcause,tobeherdebtor,Ibegantogetimpatient。
  "Isitpossible,"Isaid,"thatyoudonotseehowdegradingyourthanksaretome?Theyprovethatyoudonotloveme,orthatifyouloveme,youthinkmylovelessstrongthanyours。"
  Ourconversationthentookatenderturn,andwewereabouttosealourmutualardourswithouttroublingaboutthearoph,whenprudencebadeusbeware。Itwouldnothavebeensafe,andwehadplentyoftimebeforeus。Wecontentedourselveswithatenderembracetillthenightshouldcome。
  Mysituationwasapeculiarone,forthoughIwasinlovewiththischarminggirlIdidnotfeelintheleastashamedofhavingdeceivedher,especiallyaswhatIdidcouldhavenoeffect,theplacebeingtaken。Itwasmyself—esteemwhichmademecongratulatemyselfonthesharppracticewhichhadprocuredmesuchpleasures。ShetoldmethatshewassorryshehaddeniedmewhenIhadaskedherbefore,andsaidthatshefeltnowthatIhadgoodreasontosuspecttherealityofherlove。Ididmybesttoreassureher,andindeedallsuspicionsonmypartwouldhavebeenbutidlethoughts,asIhadsucceededbeyondallexpectation。However,thereisonepointuponwhichIcongratulatemyselftothisday——namely,thatduringthosenightlytoilsofmine,whichdidsolittletowardstheobjectofherdesires,Isucceededininspiringherwithsuchafeelingofresignationthatshepromised,ofherownaccord,nottodespairanymore,buttotrustinandbeguidedbyme。Sheoftentoldmeduringournocturnalconversationsthatshewashappyandwouldcontinuetobeso,eventhoughthearophhadnoeffect。Notthatshehadceasedtobelieveinit,forshecontinuedtheapplicationoftheharmlesspreparationtillourlastassaults,inwhichwewantedinthosesweetcombatstoexhaustallthegiftsofpleasure。
  "Sweetheart,"saidshe,justbeforewepartedfinally,"itseemstomethatwhatwehavebeenaboutismuchmorelikelytocreatethantodestroy,andiftheaperturehadnotbeenhermeticallyclosedweshoulddoubtlesshavegiventhelittleprisoneracompanion。"
  AdoctoroftheSorbonnecouldnothavereasonedbetter。
  ThreeorfourdaysafterwardsIfoundherthoughtfulbutquiet。Shetoldmethatshehadlostallhopeofgettingridofherburdenbeforethepropertime。Allthewhile,however,hermotherpersecutedher,andshewouldhavetochooseinafewdaysbetweenmakingadeclarationastoherstateandsigningthemarriagecontract。Shewouldacceptneitherofthesealternatives,andhaddecidedonescapingfromherhome,andaskedmetohelpherindoingso。
  Ihaddeterminedtohelpher,butIdesiredtosavemyreputation,foritmighthavebeentroublesomeifithadbeenabsolutelyknownthatIhadcarriedherofforfurnishedherwiththemeanstoescape。
  Andasforanyotheralternative,neitherofushadanyideaofmatrimony。
  IleftherandwenttotheTuileries,whereasacredconcertwasbeinggiven。ThepiecewasamotetcomposedbyMoudonville,thewordsbytheAbbedeVoisenon,whomIhadfurnishedwiththeidea,"TheIsraelitesonMountHoreb。"
  AsIwasgettingoutofmycarriage,IsawMadameduRemaindescendingalonefromhers。Iranup。toher,andreceivedaheartywelcome。"Iamdelighted,"saidshe,"tofindyouhere,itisquiteapieceofluck。Iamgoingtohearthisnovelcomposition,andhavetworeservedseats。Willyoudomethehonourofacceptingone?"
  AlthoughIhadmyticketinmypocketIcouldnotrefusesohonourableanoffer,so,givinghermyarm,wewalkeduptotwoofthebestplacesinthehouse。
  AtParisnotalkingisallowedduringtheperformanceofsacredmusic,especiallywhenthepieceisheardforthefirsttime;soMadameduRemaincoulddrawnoconclusionsfrommysilencethroughouttheperformance,butsheguessedthatsomethingwasthematterfromthetroubledandabsentexpressionofmyface,whichwasbynomeansnaturaltome。
  "M。Casanova,"saidshe,"begoodenoughtogivemeyourcompanyforanhour。Iwanttoaskyou—twoorthreequestionswhichcanonlybesolvedbyyourcabala。Ihopeyouwillobligeme,asIam,veryanxioustoknowtheanswers,butwemustbequickasIhaveanengagementtosupinParis。"
  ItmaybeimaginedthatIdidnotwaittobeaskedtwice,andassoonaswegottoherhouseIwenttoworkonthequestions,andsolvedthemallinlessthanhalfanhour。
  WhenIhadfinished,"M。Casanova;"saidshe,inthekindestmannerpossible,"whatisthematterwithyou?Youarenotinyourusualstateofequanimity,andifIamnotmistakenyouaredreadingsomedireevent。Orperhapsyouareontheeveoftakingsomeimportantresolution?Iamnotinquisitive,butifIcanbeofanyservicetoyouatCourt,makeuseofme,andbesurethatIwilldomybest。Ifnecessary,IwillgotoVersaillesto—morrowmorning。Iknowalltheministers。Confideinmeyourtroubles,ifIcannotlightenthemI
  canatleastsharethem,andbesureIwillkeepyourcounsel。
  Herwordsseemedtomeavoicefromheaven,awarningfrommygoodgeniustoopenmyhearttothislady,whohadalmostreadmythoughts,andhadsoplainlyexpressedherinterestinmywelfare。
  Aftergazingatherforsomesecondswithoutspeaking,butwithamannerthatshewedherhowgratefulIwas,"Yesmadam,"Isaid,"Iamindeedcriticallysituated,maybeonthesergeofruin,butyourkindnesshascalmedmysoulandmademeoncemoreacquaintedwithhope。YoushallhearhowIamplaced。Iamgoingtotrustyouwithasecretofthemostdelicatedescription,butIcanrelyonyourbeingasdiscreetasyouaregood。Andifafterhearingmystoryyoudeigntogivemeyouradvice,Ipromisetofollowitandnevertodivulgeitsauthor。"
  Afterthisbeginning,whichgainedhercloseattention,Itoldherallthecircumstancesofthecase,neitherconcealingtheyounglady’snamenoranyofthecircumstanceswhichmadeitmydutytowatchoverherwelfare。AllthesameIsaidnothingaboutthearophortheshareIhadtakeninitsexhibition。Theincidentappearedtometoofarcicalforaseriousdrama,butIconfessedthatIhadprocuredthegirldrugsinthehopeofrelievingherofherburden。
  AfterthisweightycommunicationIstopped,andMadameduRumainremainedsilent,asiflostinthought,fornearlyaquarterofanhour。Atlastsherose,saying,"IamexpectedatMadamedelaMarque’s,andImustgo,asIamtomeettheBishopofMontrouge,towhomIwanttospeak,butIhopeI
  shalleventuallybeabletohelpyou。Comeherethedayaftertomorrow,youwillfindmealone;aboveall,donothingbeforeyouseeme。Farewell。"
  Ileftherfullofhope,andresolvedtofollowheradviceandhersonlyinthetroublesomeaffairinwhichIwasinvolved。
  TheBishopofMontrougewhomshewasgoingtoaddressonanimportantmatter,thenatureofwhichwaswellknowntome,wastheAbbedeVoisenon,whowasthusnamedbecauseheoftenwentthere。MontrougeisanestatenearParis,belongingtotheDucdelaValiere。
  IsawMdlle。X。C。V。thefollowingday,andcontentedmyselfwithtellingherthatinacoupleofdaysIhopetogivehersomegoodnews。Iwaspleasedwithhermanner,whichwasfullofresignationandtrustinmyendeavours。
  Thedayafter,IwenttoMadameduRumain’spunctuallyateight。TheportertoldmethatIshouldfindthedoctorwithmylady,butIwentupstairsallthesame,andassoonasthedoctorsawmehetookhisleave。HisnamewasHerrenschwand,andalltheladiesinParisranafterhim。PoorPoinsinetputhiminalittleone—actplaycalledLeCercle,which,thoughofveryordinarymerit,wasagreatsuccess。
  "Mydearsir,"saidMadameduRumain,assoonaswewerealone,"I
  havesucceededinmyendeavoursonyourbehalf,anditisnowforyoutokeepsecretmyshareinthematter。AfterIhadponderedoverthecaseofconscienceyousubmittedtome,IwenttotheconventofC———
  wheretheabbessisafriendofmine,andIentrustedherwiththesecret,relyingonherdiscretion。Weagreedthatsheshouldreceivetheyoungladyinherconvent,andgiveheragoodlay—sistertonurseherthroughherconfinement。Nowyouwillnotdeny,"saidshe,withasmile,"thatthecloistersareofsomeuse。Youryoungfriendmustgobyherselftotheconventwithaletterfortheabbess,whichIwillgiveher,andwhichshemustdelivertotheporter。Shewillthenbeadmittedandlodgedinasuitablechamber。Shewillreceivenovisitorsnoranylettersthathavenotpassedthroughmyhands。
  Theabbesswillbringheranswerstome,andIwillpassthemontoyou。Youmustseethatheronlycorrespondentmustbeyourself,andyoumustreceivenewsofherwelfareonlythroughme。Onyourhandinwritingtoheryoumustleavetheaddresstobefilledinbyme。
  Ihadtotelltheabbessthelady’sname,butnotyoursasshedidnotrequireit。
  "Tellyouryoungfriendallaboutourplans,andwhensheisreadycomeandtellme,andIwillgiveyouthelettertotheabbess。Tellhertobringnothingbutwhatisstrictlynecessary,aboveallnodiamondsortrinketsofanyvalue。Youmayassureherthattheabbesswillbefriendly,willcomeandseehereverynowandthen,willgiveherproperbooks——inaword,thatshewillbewelllookedafter。Warnhernottoconfideinthelaysisterwhowillattendonher。Ihavenodoubtsheisanexcellentwoman,butsheisanun,andthesecretmightleakout。Aftersheissafelydelivered,shemustgotoconfessionandperformherEasterduties,andtheabbesswillgiveheracertificateofgoodbehaviour;andshecanthenreturntohermother,whowillbetoohappytoseehertosayanythingmoreaboutthemarriage,which,ofcourse,sheoughttogiveasherreasonofherleavinghome。"
  Aftermanyexpressionsofmygratitudetoher,andofmyadmirationofherplan,Ibeggedhertogivemetheletteronthespot,astherewasnotimetobelost。Shewasgoodenoughtogoatoncetoherdesk,whereshewroteasfollows:
  "Mydearabbess,——Theyoungladywhowillgiveyouthisletteristhesameofwhomwehavespoken。Shewishestospendthreeoffourmonthsunderyourprotection,torecoverherpeaceofmind,toperformherdevotions,andtomakesurethatwhenshereturnstohermothernothingmorewillbesaidaboutthemarriage,whichispartlythecauseofhertemporaryseparationfromherfamily。"
  Afterreadingittome,sheputitintomyhandsunsealedthatMdlle。
  X。C。V。mightbeabletoreadit。Theabbessinquestionwasaprincess,andherconventwasconsequentlyaplaceaboveallsuspicion。AsMadameduRumaingavemetheletter,IfeltsuchanimpulseofgratitudethatIfellonmykneesbeforeher。Thisgenerouswomanwasusefultomeonanotheroccasion,ofwhichIshallspeaklateron。
  AfterleavingMadameduRumainIwentstraighttothe"HoteldeBretagne,"whereIsawMdlle。X。C。V。,whohadonlytimetotellmethatshewasengagedfortherestoftheday,butthatshewouldcometothegarretateleveno’clockthatnight,andthatthenwecouldtalkmattersover。Iwasoverjoyedatthisarrangement,asIforesawthatafterthiswouldcometheawakeningfromahappydream,andthatIshouldbealonewithhernomore。
  BeforeleavingthehotelIgavethewordtoMadelaine,whointurngotthesculliontohaveeverythinginreadiness。
  Ikepttheappointment,andhadnotlongtowaitformymistress。
  AftermakingherreadtheletterwrittenbyMadameduRumain(whosenameIwithheldfromherwithouthertakingoffencethereat)Iputoutthecandle,andwithouttroublingaboutthearoph,wesetourselvestothepleasanttaskofprovingthatwetrulylovedeachother。
  Inthemorning,beforeweseparated,IgaveheralltheinstructionsIhadreceivedfromMadameduRumain;andweagreedthatsheshouldleavethehouseateighto’clockwithsuchthingsassheabsolutelyrequired,thatsheshouldtakeacoachtothePlaceMaubert,thensenditaway,andtakeanothertothePlaceAntoine,andagain,fartheron,athirdcoach,inwhichshewastogototheconventnamed。Ibeggedhernottoforgettoburnallthelettersshehadreceivedfromme,andtowritetomefromtheconventasoftenasshecould,tosealherlettersbuttoleavetheaddressblank。Shepromisedtocarryoutmyinstructions,andIthenmadeheracceptapacketoftwohundredlouis,ofwhichshemightchancetobeinneed。
  Shewept,moreformysituationthanherown,butIconsoledherbysayingthatIhadplentyofmoneyandpowerfulpatrons。
  "Iwillsetout,"saidshe,"thedayafterto—morrow,atthehouragreedon。"Andthereupon,Ihavingpromisedtocometothehousethedayafterherdeparture,asifIknewnothingaboutit,andtoletherknowwhatpassed,weembracedeachothertenderly,andIlefther。
  Iwastroubledinthinkingaboutherfate。Shehadwitandcourage,butwhenexperienceiswantingwitoftenleadsmentocommitactsofgreatfolly。
  ThedayafterthemorrowItookacoach,andpostedmyselfinacornerofthestreetbywhichshehadtopass。Isawhercome,getoutofthecoach,paythecoachman,godownanarrowstreet,andafewminutesafterreappearagain,veiledandhooded,carryingasmallparcelinherhand。Shethentookanotherconveyancewhichwentoffinthedirectionwehadagreedupon。
  ThedayfollowingbeingLowSunday,IfeltthatImustpresentmyselfatthe"HoteldeBretagne,"forasIwentthereeverydaybeforethedaughter’sflightIcouldnotstopgoingtherewithoutstrengtheninganysuspicionswhichmightbeentertainedaboutme。Butitwasapainfultask。IhadtoappearatmyeaseandcheerfulinaplacewhereIwasquitesureallwouldbesadnessandconfusion。Imustsaythatitwasanaffairrequiringhigherpowersofimpudencethanfalltothelotofmostmen。
  Ichoseatimewhenallthefamilywouldbetogetherattable,andI
  walkedstraightintothedining—room。Ienteredwithmyusualcheerfulmanner,andsatdownbymadame,alittlebehindher,pretendingnottoseehersurprise,which,however,wasplainlytobeseen,herwholefacebeingflushedwithrageandastonishment。IhadnotbeenlongintheroombeforeIaskedwhereherdaughterwas。Sheturnedround,lookedmethroughandthrough,andsaidnotaword。
  "Issheill?"saidI。
  "Iknownothingabouther。"
  Thisremark,whichwaspronouncedinadrymanner,putmeatmyease,asInowfeltatlibertytolookconcerned。Isatthereforaquarterofanhour,playingthepartofgraveandastonishedsilence,andthen,rising,IaskedifIcoulddoanything,forwhichallmyrewardwasacoldexpressionofthanks。IthenlefttheroomandwenttoMdlle。X。C。V。’schamberasifIhadthoughtshewasthere,butfoundonlyMadelaine。Iaskedherwithameaninglookwherehermistresswas。Sherepliedbybeggingmetotellher,ifIknew。
  "Hasshegonebyherself?"
  "Iknownothingatallaboutit,sir,buttheysayyouknowall。I
  begofyoutoleaveme。"
  Pretendingtobeinthegreatestastonishment,Islowlywalkedawayandtookacoach,gladtohaveaccomplishedthispainfulduty。AfterthereceptionIhadmetwithIcouldwithoutaffectationposeasoffended,andvisitthefamilynomore,forwhetherIwereguiltyorinnocent,MadameX。C。V。mustseethathermannerhadbeenplainenoughformetoknowwhatitmeant。
  Iwaslookingoutofmywindowatanearlyhourtwoorthreedaysafterwards,whenacoachstoppedbeforemydoor,andMadameXCV—,escortedbyM。Farsettigotout。Imadehastetomeetthemonthestair,andwelcomedthem,sayingIwasgladtheyhaddonemethehonourtocomeandtakebreakfastwithme,pretendingnottoknowofanyotherreason。Iaskedthemtositdownbeforethefire,andenquiredafterthelady’shealth;butwithoutnoticingmyquestionshesaidthatshehadnotcometotakebreakfast,buttohavesomeseriousconversation。
  "Madam,"saidI,"Iamyourhumbleservant;butfirstofallpraybeseated。"
  Shesatdown,whileFarsetticontinuedstanding。Ididnotpresshim,butturningtowardstheladybeggedhertocommandme。
  "Iamcomehere,"shesaid,"toaskyoutogivememydaughterifshebeinyourpower,ortotellmewheresheis。"
  "Yourdaughter,madam?Iknownothingabouther!Doyouthinkmecapableofacrime?"
  "Idonotaccuseyouofabductingher;Ihavenotcomeheretoreproachyounortoutterthreats,Ihaveonlycometoaskyoutoshewyourselfmyfriend。Helpmetogetmydaughteragainthisveryday;youwillgivememylife。Iamcertainthatyouknowall。Youwereheronlyconfidantandheronlyfriend;youpassedhourswithhereveryday;shemusthavetoldyouofhersecret。Pityabereavedmother!Sofarnooneknowsofthefacts;giveherbacktomeandallshallbeforgotten,andherhonoursaved。"
  "Madam,Ifeelforyouacutely,butIrepeatthatIknownothingofyourdaughter。"
  Thepoorwoman,whosegrieftouchedme,fellatmyfeetandburstintotears。Iwasgoingtoliftherfromtheground,whenFarsettitoldher,inavoicefullofindignation,thatsheshouldblushtohumbleherselfinsuchamannerbeforeamanofmydescription。I
  drewmyselfup,andlookingathimscornfullysaid,"Youinsolentscoundrel!Whatdoyoumeanbytalkingofmelikethat?"
  "Everybodyiscertainthatyouknowallaboutit。"
  "Thentheyareimpudentfools,likeyou。Getoutofmyhousethisinstantandwaitforme,Iwillbewithyouinaquarterofanhour。"
  Sosaying,Itookthepoorchevalierbytheshoulders,andgivinghimsundryshakesIturnedhimoutoftheroom。Hecamebackandcalledtotheladytocome,too,butsheroseandtriedtoquietme。
  "Yououghttobemoreconsideratetowardsalover,"saidshe,"forhewouldmarrymydaughternow,evenafterwhatshehasdone。"
  "Iamawareofthefact,madam,andIhavenodoubtthathiscourtshipwasoneofthechiefreasonswhichmadeyourdaughterresolvetoleaveherhome,forshehatedhimevenmorethanshehatedthefermier—general。"
  "Shehasbehavedverybadly,butIpromisenottosayanythingmoreaboutmarryingher。ButIamsureyouknowallaboutit,asyougaveherfiftylouis,withoutwhichshecouldnothavedoneanything。"
  "Nay,notso。"
  "Donotdenyit,sir;hereistheevidence——asmallpieceofyourlettertoher。"
  ShegavemeascrapoftheletterIhadsentthedaughter,withthefiftylouisforherbrother。Itcontainedthefollowinglines,"IhopethatthesewretchedlouiswillconvinceyouthatIamreadytosacrificeeverything,mylifeifneedbe,toassureyouofmyaffection。"
  "Iamfarfromdisavowingthisevidenceofmyesteemforyourdaughter,buttojustifymyselfIamobligedtotellyouafactwhichIshouldhaveotherwisekeptsecret——namely,thatIfurnishedyourdaughterwiththissumtoenablehertopayyourson’sdebts,forwhichhethankedmeinaletterwhichIcanshewyou。"
  "Myson?"
  "Yourson,madam。"
  "Iwillmakeyouanampleatonementformysuspicions。"
  BeforeIhadtimetomakeanyobjection,sherandowntofetchFarsetti,whowaswaitinginthecourtyard,andmadehimcomeupandhearwhatIhadjusttoldher。
  "That’snotalikelytale,"saidtheinsolentfellow。
  Ilookedathimcontemptuously,andtoldhimhewasnotworthconvincing,butthatIwouldbegtheladytoaskhersonandseewhetherItoldthetruth。
  "Iassureyou,"Iadded,"thatIalwaysurgedyourdaughtertomarryM。delaPopeliniere。"
  "Howcanyouhavethefacetosaythat,"saidFarsetti,"whenyoutalkintheletterofyouraffection?"
  "Idonotdenyit,"saidI。"Ilovedher,andIwasproudofmyaffectionforher。Thisaffection,ofwhateversortitmayhavebeen(andthatisnotthisgentleman’sbusiness),wastheordinarytopicofconversationbetweenus。Ifshehadtoldmethatshewasgoingtoleaveherhome,Ishouldeitherhavedissuadedherorgonewithher,forIlovedherasIdoatthismoment;butIwouldneverhavegivenhermoneytogoalone。"
  "MydearCasanova,"saidthemother,"ifyouwillhelpmetofindherIshallbelieveinyourinnocence。"
  "Ishallbedelightedtoaidyou,andIpromisetocommencethequestto—day。"
  "Assoonasyouhaveanynews,comeandtellme。"
  "Youmaytrustmetodoso,"saidI,andweparted。
  Ihadtoplaymypartcarefully;especiallyitwasessentialthatI
  shouldbehaveinpublicinamannerconsistentwithmyprofessions。
  Accordingly,thenextdayIwenttoM。Chaban,firstcommissaryofpolice,requestinghimtoinstituteenquiriesrespectingtheflightofMdlle。X。C。V。IwassurethatinthiswaytherealpartIhadtakeninthematterwouldbethebetterconcealed;butthecommissary,whohadthetruespiritofhisprofession,andhadlikedmewhenhefirstsawmesixyearsbefore,begantolaughwhenheheardwhatIwantedhimtodo。
  "Doyoureallywantthepolicetodiscover,"saidhe,"wheretheprettyEnglishwomanistobefound?"
  "Certainly。"
  Itthenstruckmethathewastryingtomakemetalkandtocatchmetripping,andIhadnodoubtofitwhenImetFarsettigoinginasI
  wascomingout。
  NextdayIwenttoacquaintMadameX。C。V。withthestepsIhadtaken,thoughasyetmyeffortshadnotbeencrownedwithsuccess。
  "Ihavebeenmorefortunatethanyou,"saidshe,"andifyouwillcomewithmetotheplacewheremydaughterhasgone,andwilljoinmeinpersuadinghertoreturn,allwillbewell。"
  "Certainly,"saidI,"Ishallbemosthappytoaccompanyyou。"
  Takingmeatmyword,sheputonhercloak,andleaningonmyarmwalkedalongtillwecametoacoach。Shethengavemeaslipofpaper,beggingmetotellthecoachmantodriveustotheaddressthereon。
  Iwasonthorns,andmyheartbeatfast,forIthoughtIshouldhavetoreadouttheaddressoftheconvent。IdonotknowwhatIshouldhavedoneifmyfearshadbeenwellgrounded,butIshouldcertainlynothavegonetotheconvent。AtlastIreadwhatwaswritten;itwas"PlaceMaubert,"andIgrewcalmoncemore。
  ItoldthecoachmantodriveustothePlaceMaubert。Wesetoff,andinashorttimestoppedattheopeningofanobscurebackstreetbeforeadirty—lookinghouse,whichdidnotgiveoneahighideaofthecharacterofitsoccupants。IgaveMadameX。C。V。myarm,andshehadthesatisfactionoflookingintoeveryroominthefivefloorsofthehouse,butwhatshesoughtforwasnotthere,andI
  expectedtoseeheroverwhelmedwithgrief。Iwasmistaken,however。
  Shelookeddistressedbutsatisfied,andhereyesseemedtoaskpardonofme。Shehadfoundoutfromthecoachman,whohadtakenherdaughteronthefirststageofherjourney,thatshehadalightedinfrontofthehouseinquestion,andhadgonedownthebackstreet。
  Shetoldmethatthescullionhadconfessedthathehadtakenmeletterstwicefromhisyoungmistress,andthatMadelainesaidallthetimethatshewassurehermistressandIwereinlovewitheachother。Theyplayedtheirpartswell。
  AssoonasIhadseenMadameX。C。V。safelyhome,IwenttoMadameduRumaintotellherwhathadhappened;andIthenwrotetomyfairrecluse,tellingherwhathadgoneonintheworldsinceherdisappearance。
  Threeorfourdaysafterthisdate,MadameduRumaingavemethefirstletterIreceivedfromMdlle。X。C。V。Shespokeinitofthequietlifeshewasleading,andhergratitudetome,praisedtheabbessandthelay—sister,andgavemethetitlesofthebookstheylenther,whichshelikedreading。Shealsoinformedmewhatmoneyshehadspent,andsaidshewashappyineverything,almostinbeingforbiddentoleaveherroom。
  Iwasdelightedwithherletter,butmuchmorewiththeabbess’sepistletoMadameduRumain。Shewasevidentlyfondofthegirl,andcouldnotsaytoomuchinherpraise,sayinghowsweet—tempered,clever,andlady—likeshewas;windingupbyassuringherfriendthatshewenttoseehereveryday。
  IwascharmedtoseethepleasurethisletteraffordedMadameduRumain——pleasurewhichwasincreasedbytheperusaloftheletterI
  hadreceived。Theonlypersonswhoweredispleasedwerethepoormother,thefrightfulFarsetti,andtheoldfermier,whosemisfortunewastalkedaboutintheclubs,thePalais—Royal,andthecoffee—
  houses。Everybodyputmedownforsomeshareinthebusiness,butI
  laughedattheirgossip,believingthatIwasquitesafe。
  Allthesame,laPopelinieretooktheadventurephilosophicallyandmadeaone—actplayoutofit,whichhehadactedathislittletheatreinParis。Threemonthsafterwardshegotmarriedtoaveryprettygirl,thedaughterofaBordeauxalderman。Hediedinthecourseoftwoyears,leavinghiswidowpregnantwithason,whocameintotheworldsixmonthsafterthefather’sdeath。Theunworthyheirtotherichmanhadthefacetoaccusethewidowofadultery,andgotthechilddeclaredillegitimatetotheeternalshameofthecourtwhichgavethisiniquitousjudgmentandtothegriefofeveryhonestFrenchman。Theiniquitousnatureofthejudgmentwasafterwardsmoreclearlydemonstrated——puttingasidethefactthatnothingcouldbesaidagainstthemother’scharacter——bythesamecourthavingthe,facetodeclareachildbornelevenmonthsafterthefather’sdeathlegitimate。
  IcontinuedfortendaystocalluponMadameX。C。V。,butfindingmyselfcoldlywelcomed,decidedtogotherenomore。
  CHAPTERVIII
  FreshAdventures——J。J。Rousseau——IsetUpABusiness——Castel——Bajac——ALawsuitisCommencedAgainstMe——M。deSartineMdlle。X。C。V。hadnowbeenintheconventforamonth,andheraffairhadceasedtobeacommontopicofconversation。IthoughtI
  shouldhearnomoreofit,butIwasmistaken。Icontinued,however,toamusemyself,andmypleasureinspendingfreelyquitepreventedmefromthinkingaboutthefuture。TheAbbedeBernis,whomIwenttoseeregularlyonceaweek,toldmeonedaythatthecomptroller—
  generaloftenenquiredhowIwasgettingon。"Youarewrong,"saidtheabbe,"toneglecthim。"Headvisedmetosaynomoreaboutmyclaims,buttocommunicatetohimthemeansIhadspokenofforincreasingtherevenuesofthestate。Ilaidtoogreatstorebytheadviceofthemanwhohadmademyfortunenottofollowit。Iwenttothecomptroller,andtrustinginhisprobityIexplainedmyschemetohim。Thiswastopassalawbywhicheveryestate,exceptthatleftbyfathertoson,shouldfurnishthetreasurywithoneyear’sincome;everydeedofgiftformallydrawnupbeingsubjecttothesameprovision。Itseemedtomethatthelawcouldnotgiveoffencetoanyone;theheirhadonlytoimaginethathehadinheritedayearlaterthanwasactuallythecase。Theministerwasofthesameopinionasmyself,toldmethattherewouldnotbetheslightestdifficultyinvolved,andassuredmethatmyfortunewasmade。InaweekafterwardshisplacewastakenbyM。deSilhouette,andwhenI
  calledonthenewministerhetoldmecoldlythatwhenmyschemebecamelawhewouldtellme。Itbecamelawtwoyearsafterwards,andwhen,astheoriginatorofthescheme,Iattemptedtogetmyjustreward,theylaughedinmyface。
  Shortlyafter,thePopedied,andhewassucceededbytheVenetianRezzonico,whocreatedmypatron,theAbbydeBernis,acardinal。
  However,hehadtogointoexilebyorderofthekingtwodaysafterhisgraciousmajestyhadpresentedhimwiththeredcap:sogoodathingitistobethefriendofkings!
  Thedisgraceofmydelightfulabbeleftmewithoutapatron,butI
  hadplentyofmoney,andsowasenabledtobearthismisfortunewithresignation。
  ForhavingundonealltheworkofCardinalRichelieu,forhavingchangedtheoldenmitybetweenFranceandAustriaintofriendship,fordeliveringItalyfromthehorrorsofwarwhichbefellherwheneverthesecountrieshadabonetopick,althoughhewasthefirstcardinalmadebyapopewhohadhadplentyofopportunitiesfordiscoveringhischaracter,merelybecause,onbeingasked,hehadgivenitashisopinionthatthePrincedeSoubisewasnotafitpersontocommandtheFrencharmies,thisgreatecclesiasticwasdrivenintoexile。ThemomentthePompadourheardofthisopinionofhis,shedecreedhisbanishment——asentencewhichwasunpopularwithallclassesofsociety;buttheyconsoledthemselveswithepigrams,andthenewcardinalwassoonforgotten。SuchisthecharacteroftheFrenchpeople;itcaresneitherforitsownmisfortunesnorforthoseofothers,ifonlyitcanextractlaughterfromthem。
  Inmytimeepigrammatistsandpoetasterswhoassailedministersoreventheking’smistressesweresenttotheBastille,butthewitsstillpersistedinbeingamusing,andthereweresomewhoconsideredajestincompletethatwasnotfollowedbyaprosecution。AmanwhosenameIhaveforgotten——agreatloverofnotoriety——appropriatedthefollowingversesbytheyoungerCrebellonandwenttotheBastilleratherthandisownthem。
  "Alltheworld’supsidedown!
  Jupiterhasdonnedthegown——theKing。
  Venusmountsthecouncilstair——thePompadour。
  Plutustrifleswiththefair——M。deBoulogne。
  Mercuryinmailisdrest——MarechaldeRichelieu。
  MightyMarshasturnedapriest——theDucdeClermont,abbeofSt。Germain—des—pres。"
  Crebillon,whowasnotthesortofmantoconcealhiswritings,toldtheDucdeChoiseulthathehadwrittensomeversesexactlylikethese,butthatitwaspossibletheprisonerhadbeeninspiredwithpreciselythesameideas。Thisjestwasapplauded,andtheauthorof"TheSofa"wasletalone。
  CardinaldeBernispassedtenyearsinexile,’proculnegotiis’,buthewasnothappy,ashetoldmehimselfwhenIknewhiminRomefifteenyearsafterwards。Itissaidthatitisbettertobeaministerthanaking——an,opinionwhichseemsridiculouswhenitisanalyzed。Thequestionis,whichisthebetter,independenceoritscontrary。Theaxiommaypossiblybeverifiedinadespoticgovernmentunderanabsurd,weak,orcarelesskingwhoservesasameremaskforhismastertheminister;butinallothercasesitisanabsurdity。
  CardinaldeBerniswasneverrecalled;thereisnoinstanceofLouisXV。havingeverrecalledaministerwhomhehaddisgraced;butonthedeathofRezzonicohehadtogotoRometobepresentattheconclave,andthereheremainedasFrenchambassador。
  AboutthistimeMadamed’UrfeconceivedawishtomaketheacquaintanceofJ。J。Rousseau,andwewenttocalluponhimatMontmorenci,onthepretextofgivinghimmusictocopy——anoccupationinwhichhewasveryskilled。Hewaspaidtwicethesumgiventoanyothercopyist,butheguaranteedthattheworkshouldbefaultlesslydone。Atthatperiodofhislifecopyingmusicwasthegreatwriter’ssolemeansofsubsistence。
  Wefoundhimtobeamanofasimpleandmodestdemeanour,whotalkedwell,butwhowasnototherwisedistinguishedeitherintellectuallyorphysically。Wedidnotthinkhimwhatwouldbecalledagood—
  naturedman,andashewasfarfromhavingthemannersofgoodsocietyMadamed’Urfedidnothesitatetopronouncehimvulgar。Wesawthewomanwithwhomhelived,andofwhomwehadheard,butshescarcelylookedatus。OnourwayhomeweamusedourselvesbytalkingaboutRousseau’seccentrichabits。
  IwillherenotedownthevisitofthePrinceofConti(fatherofthegentlemanwhoisnowknownastheComtedelaMarch)toRousseau。
  Theprince——agood—naturedman—wentbyhimselftoMontmorenci,onpurposetospendadayinconversationwiththephilosopher,whowaseventhenfamous。Hefoundhiminthepark,accostedhim,andsaidthathehadcometodinewithhimandtotalkwithoutrestraint。
  "Yourhighnesswillfarebutbadly,"saidRousseau:"however,Iwilltellthemtolayanotherknifeandfork。"
  Thephilosophergavehisinstructions,andcameoutandrejoinedtheprince,withwhomhewalkedupanddownfortwoorthreehours。Whenitwasdinner—timehetooktheprinceintohisdining—room,wherethetablewaslaidforthree。
  "Whoisgoingtodinewithus?"saidtheprince。"Ithoughtweweretobealone。"
  "Thethirdparty,"saidRousseau,"ismyotherself——abeingwhoisneithermywife,normymistress,normyservant—maid,normymother,normydaughter,butyetpersonatesallthesecharactersatonce。"
  "Idaresay,mydearfellow,Idaresay;butasIcametodinewithyoualone,Iwillnotdinewithyour——otherself,butwillleaveyouwithalltherestofyoutokeepyourcompany。"
  Sosayingtheprincebadehimfarewellandwentout。Rousseaudidnottrytokeephim。
  AboutthistimeIwitnessedthefailureofaplaycalled’Aristides’
  Daughter’,writtenbytheingeniousMadamedeGraffini,whodiedofvexationfivedaysafterherplaywasdamned。TheAbbedeVoisenonwashorrified,ashehadadvisedtheladytoproduceit,andwasthoughttohavehadsomehandinitscomposition,aswellasinthatofthe’LettresPeruviennes’and’Cenie’。Byacuriouscoincidence,justaboutthesamedate,Rezzonico’smotherdiedofjoybecausehersonhadbecomepope。Griefandjoykillmanymorewomenthanmen,whichprovesthatifwomenhavemerefeelingthanmentheyhavealsolessstrength。
  WhenMadamed’UrfethoughtthatmyadoptedsonwascomfortablysettledinViar’shouse,shemademegowithherandpayhimavisit。
  Ifoundhimlodgedlikeaprince,welldressed,mademuchof,andalmostlookedupto。Iwasastonished,forthiswasmorethanIhadbargainedfor。Madamed’Urfehadgivenhimmastersofallsorts,andaprettylittleponyforhimtolearnridingon。HewasstyledM。
  leComted’Aranda。Agirlofsixteen,Viar’sdaughter,afine—
  lookingyoungwoman,wasappointedtolookafterhim,andshewasquiteproudtocallherselfmylord’sgoverness。SheassuredMadamed’Urfethatshetookspecialcareofhim;thatassoonashewokeshebroughthimhisbreakfastinbed;thatshethendressedhim,anddidnotleavehissidethewholeday。Madamed’Urfeapprovedofeverything,toldthegirltotakeevengreatercareofthecount,andpromisedthatsheshouldnotgounrewarded。Asfortheyounggentleman,hewasevidentlyquitehappy,ashetoldmehimselfagainandagain,butIsuspectedamysterysomewhere,anddeterminedthatI
  wouldgoandseehimbymyselfanothertimeandsolveit。
  OnourjourneyhomeItoldMadamed’UrfehowgratefulIwasforallhergoodnesstotheboy,andthatIapprovedofallthearrangementsthathadbeenmadewiththeexceptionofthenameAranda,"which,"
  saidI,"maysomedayproveathorninhisside。"Sheansweredthattheladhadsaidenoughtoconvinceherthathehadarighttobearthatname。"Ihad,"shesaid,"inmydeskasealwiththearmsofthehouseofAranda,andhappeningtotakeitupIshewedithimasweshewtrinketstochildrentoamusethem,butassoonashesawitheburstout,"’Howcameyoutohavemyarms?’
  "Yourarms!"Ianswered。"IgotthissealfromtheComted’Aranda;
  howcanyouprovethatyouareascionofthatrace?"
  "’Donotaskme,madam;mybirthisasecretIcanrevealtonoone。’"
  Theimpositionandabovealltheimpudenceoftheyoungknaveastoundedme。Ishouldnothavethoughthimcapableofit,andaweekafterIwenttoseehimbymyselftogetatthebottomofallthismystery。
  IfoundmyyoungcountwithViar,who,judgingbytheawethechildshewedofme,musthavethoughthebelongedtome。Hewasunsparinginhispraisesofhispupil,sayingthatheplayedtheflutecapitally,dancedandfencedadmirably,rodewell,andwroteagoodhand。Heshewedmethepenshehadcuthimselfwiththree,five,andevenninepoints,andbeggedtobeexaminedonheraldry,which,asthemasterobserved,wassonecessaryascienceforayoungnobleman。
  Theyounggentlemanthencommencedinthejargonofheraldrytoblazonhisownpretendedarms,andIfeltmuchinclinedtoburstintolaughter,partlybecauseIdidnotunderstandawordhesaid,andpartlybecauseheseemedtothinkthematterasimportantaswouldacountrysquirewithhisthirty—twoquarters。However,Iwasdelightedtoseehisdexterityinpenmanship,whichwasundoubtedlyverygreat,andIexpressedmysatisfactiontoViar,whosoonleftustoourselves。Weproceededintothegarden。
  "Willyoukindlyinformme,"Isaid,"howyoucanbesofoolishastocallyourselftheComted’Aranda?"
  Hereplied,withtheutmostcalmness,"Iknowitisfoolish,butleavememytitle;itisofservicetomehereandgainsmerespect。"
  "ItisanimpositionIcannotwinkat,asitmaybefraughtwithseriousresults,andmaydoharmtobothofus。Ishouldnothavethoughtthatatyourageyouwouldbecapableofsuchaknavishtrick。Iknowyoudiditoutofstupidity,butafteracertainlimitstupiditybecomescriminal;andIcannotseehowIamtoremedyyourfaultwithoutdisgracingyouintheeyesofMadamed’Urfe。"
  Ikeptonscoldinghimtillheburstintotears,saying,"IhadrathertheshameofbeingsentbacktomymotherthantheshameofconfessingtoMadamed’UrfethatIhadimposedonher;andI
  couldnotbeartostayhereifIhadtogiveupmyname。"
  SeeingthatIcoulddonothingwithhim,unless,indeed,IsenthimtosomeplacefarremovedfromParisunderhispropername,ItoldhimtotakecomfortasIwouldtryanddothebestIcouldforbothofus。
  "Andnowtellme——andtakecaretotellthetruth——whatsortoffeelingsdoesViar’sdaughterentertainforyou?"
  "Ithink,papa,thatthisisacaseinwhichthereservecommendedbyyourself,aswellasbymother,wouldbeappropriate。"
  "Yes,thatsortofanswertellsmeagooddeal,butIthinkyouarerathertooknowingforyourage。Andyoumayaswellobservethatwhenyouarecalleduponforaconfession,reserveisoutofplace,andit’saconfessionIrequirefromyou。"
  "Well,papa,Viar’sdaughterisveryfondofme,andsheshewsherloveinallsortsofways。"
  "Anddoyouloveher?"
  "Oh,yes!"
  "Isshemuchwithyouinthemorning?"
  "Sheiswithmethewholeday。"
  "Sheispresentwhenyougotobed?"
  "Yes,shehelpsmetoundress。"
  "Nothingelse?"
  "Idonotcaretotellyou。"
  Iwasastonishedatthemeasuredwayinwhichheansweredme,andasIhadheardenoughtoguessthattheboyandgirlwereverygoodfriendsindeed,Icontentedmyselfwithwarninghimtotakecareofhishealth,andwiththisIlefthim。
  Sometimeafter,mythoughtswereoccupiedwithabusinessspeculationwhichallmycalculationsassuredmewouldbeextremelyprofitable。Theplanwastoproduceonsilks,bymeansofprinting,theexquisitedesignswhichareproducedatLyonsbythetediousprocessofweaving,andthustogivecustomersexcellentvalueatmuchlowerprices。Ihadtherequisiteknowledgeofchemistry,andenoughcapitaltomakethethingasuccess。Iobtainedtheassistanceofamanwiththenecessarytechnicalskillandknowledge,intendingtomakehimmymanager。
  ItoldmyplantothePrincedeConti,whoencouragedmetopersevere,promisingmehispatronage,andalltheprivilegesIcouldwishfor。Thatdecidedmetobegin。
  IrentedaverylargehouseneartheTempleforathousandcrownsperannum。Thehousecontainedaspacioushall,inwhichImeanttoputmyworkmen;anotherhallwhichwastobetheshop;numerousroomsformyworkpeopletolivein;andaniceroomformyselfincaseIcaredtoliveonthepremises。
  Imadetheschemeintoacompanywiththirtyshares,ofwhichIgavefivetomydesigner,keepingtheremainingtwenty—fivetodistributetothosewhowereinclinedtojointhecompany。Igaveonetoadoctorwho,ongivingsurety,becamethestorekeeper,andcametoliveinthehousewithhiswholefamily;andIengagedfourservants,awaiting—maid,andaporter。Ihadtogiveanothersharetoanaccountant,whofurnishedmewithtwoclerks,whoalsotookuptheirabodeinthehouse。Thecarpenters,blacksmiths,andpaintersworkedhardfrommorningtonight,andinlessthanthreeweekstheplacewasready。Itoldthemanagertoengagetwentygirlstopaint,whoweretobepaideverySaturday。Istockedthewarehousewiththreehundredpiecesofsarcenetandcamletofdifferentshadesandcolourstoreceivethedesigns,andIpaidforeverythinginreadymoney。
  IhadmadeanapproximatecalculationwithmymanagerthatIshouldhavetospendthreehundredthousandfrancs,andthatwouldnotbreakme。IftheworsthappenedIcouldfallbackonmyshares,whichproducedagoodincome,butIhopedIshouldnotbecompelledtodoso,asIwantedtohaveanincomeoftwohundredthousandfrancsayear。
  AllthewhileIdidnotconcealfrommyselfthatthespeculationmightbemyruin,ifcustomdidnotcomein,butonlookingatmybeautifulmaterialsthesefearsweredispelled,especiallyasIheardeverybodysayingthatIsoldthemmuchtoocheap。
  TosetupthebusinessIspentinthecourseofamonthaboutsixtythousandfrancs,andmyweeklyexpensesamountedtotwelvehundredfrancs。
  AsforMadamed’Urfeshelaughedeverytimeshesawme,forshewasquitecertainthatthisbusinesswasonlymeanttoputthecuriousoffthescentandtopreservemyincognito:sopersuadedwassheofmyomnipotence。
  Thesightoftwentygirls,allmoreorlesspretty,theeldestofwhomwasnottwenty—five,farfrommakingmetrembleasitought,delightedme。Ifanciedmyselfinthemidstofaseraglio,andI
  amusedmyselfbywatchingtheirmeekandmodestlooksastheydidtheirworkunderthedirectionoftheforeman。Thebestpaiddidnotgetmorethantwenty—foursousaday,andallofthemhadexcellentreputations,fortheyhadbeenselectedatherownrequestbythemanager’swife,adevoutwomanofripeage,whomIhopedtofindobligingifthefancyseizedmetotestherchoice。ManonBalettididnotsharemysatisfactioninthem。Shetrembledtoseemetheownerofaharem,wellknowingthatsoonerorlaterthebarqueofmyvirtuewouldrunontherocks。Shescoldedmewellaboutthesegirls,thoughIassuredherthatnoneofthemsleptinthehouse。
  Thisbusinessincreasedmyownideasofmyimportance;partlyfromthethoughtthatIwasonthehighroadtofortune,andpartlybecauseIfurnishedsomanypeoplewiththemeansofsubsistence。
  Alas!Iwastoofortunate;andmyevilgeniussooncrossedmycareer。
  ItwasnowthreemonthssinceMdlle。X。C。V。hadgoneintotheconvent,andthetimeofherdeliverydrewnear。Wewrotetoeachothertwiceaweek,andIconsideredthematterhappilysettled;M。
  delaPopelinierehadmarried,andwhenMdlle。X。C。V。returnedtohermothertherewouldbenothingmoretobesaidButjustatthisperiod,whenmyhappinessseemedassured,thehiddenfireleaptforthandthreatenedtoconsumeme;how,thereaderwillsee。
  OnedayafterleavingMadamed’Urfe’sIwenttowalkintheTuileries。IhadtakenacoupleofturnsinthechiefwalkwhenI
  sawthatanoldwoman,accompaniedbyamandressedinblack,waslookingatmecloselyandcommunicatingherobservationstohercompanion。Therewasnothingveryastonishinginthisinapublicplace,andIcontinuedmywalk,andonturningagainsawthesamecouplestillwatchingme。InmyturnIlookedatthem,andrememberedseeingthemaninagaming—house,wherehewasknownbythenameofCastel—Bajac。Onscrutinizingthefeaturesofthehag,I
  atlastsucceededinrecollectingwhoshewas;shewasthewomantowhomIhadtakenMdlle。X。C。V。Ifeltcertainthatshehadrecognizedme,butnottroublingmyselfaboutthematterIleftthegardenstowalkelsewhere。Thedayafternext,justasIwasgoingtogetintomycarriage,amanofevilaspectgavemeapaperandaskedmetoreadit。Iopenedit,butfindingitcoveredwithanillegiblescrawlIgaveithimback,tellinghimtoreadithimself。
  Hedidso,andIfoundmyselfsummonedtoappearbeforethecommissaryofpolicetoanswertothepleawhichthemidwife(whosenameIforget)broughtagainstme。
  AlthoughIcouldguesswhatthechargewouldbe,andwascertainthatthemidwifecouldfurnishnoproofsofheraccusation,IwenttoanattorneyIknewandtoldhimtoappearforme。IinstructedhimthatIdidnotknowanymidwifeinPariswhatsoever。Theattorneywaitedonthecommissary,andonthedayafterbroughtmeacopyofthepleas。
  ThemidwifesaidthatIcametoheronenight,accompaniedbyayoungladyaboutfivemonthswithchild,andthat,holdingapistolinonehandandapacketoffiftyLouisintheother,Imadeherpromisetoprocureabortion。Webothofus(soshesaid)hadmaskson,thus。
  shewingthatwehadbeenattheoperaball。Fear,saidshe,hadpreventedherfromflatlyrefusingtograntmyrequest;butshehadenoughpresenceofmindtosaythatthenecessarydrugswerenotready,thatshewouldhaveallinorderbythenextnight;whereuponweleft,promisingtoreturn。Inthebeliefthatwewouldnotfailtokeeptheappointment,shewentintoM。Castel—Bajactoaskhimtohideinthenextroomthatshemightbeprotectedfrommyfury,andthathemightbeawitnessofwhatIsaid,butshehadnotseenmeagain。SheaddedthatshewouldhavegiveninformationthedayaftertheeventifshehadknownwhoIwas,butsinceM。Castel—BajachadtoldhermynameonherrecognizingmeintheTuileries,shehadthoughtitherboundendutytodelivermetothelawthatshemightbecompensatedfortheviolenceIhadusedtoher。AndthisdocumentwassignedbythesaidCastel—Bajacasawitness。
  "Thisisanevidentcaseoflibel,"saidmyattorney,"atleast,ifshecan’tprovethetruthofherallegations。Myadvicetoyouistotakethematterbeforethecriminallieutenant,whowillbeabletogiveyouthesatisfactionyourequire。"
  Iauthorizedhimtodowhathethoughtadvisable,andthreeorfourdaysafterhetoldmethatthelieutenantwishedtospeaktomeinprivate,andwouldexpectmethesamedayatthreeo’clockintheafternoon。
  Aswillbeexpected,Iwaspunctualtotheappointment。Ifoundthemagistratetobeapoliteandgood—heartedgentleman。Hewas,infact,thewell—knownM。deSartine,whowasthechiefofpolicetwoyearslater。Hisofficeofcriminallieutenantwassaleable,andM。
  deSartinesolditwhenhewasappointedheadofthepolice。
  AssoonasIhadmademybow,heaskedmetositdownbyhim,andaddressedmeasfollows:
  "Ihaveaskedyoutocalluponmeintheinterestsofbothofus,asinyourpositionourinterestsareinseparable。Ifyouareinnocentofthechargewhichhasbeenbroughtagainstyou,youarequiterighttoappealtome;butbeforeproceedingsbegin,youshouldtellmethewholetruth。Iamreadytoforgetmypositionasjudge,andtogiveyoumyhelp,butyoumustseeyourselfthattoprovetheothersideguiltyofslander,youmustproveyourselfinnocent。WhatIwantfromyouisaninformalandstrictlyconfidentialdeclaration,forthecaseagainstyouisaseriousone,andofsuchakindastorequireallyoureffortstowipeoffthisblotuponyourhonour。
  Yourenemieswillnotrespectyourdelicacyoffeeling。Theywillpressyousohardthatyouwilleitherbeobligedtosubmittoashamefulsentence,ortowoundyourfeelingsofhonourinprovingyourinnocence。YouseeIamconfidinginyou,forincertaincaseshonourseemssopreciousathingtomethatIamreadytodefenditwithallthepowerofthelaw。Paymeback,then,inthesamecoin,trustinmeentirely,tellmethewholestorywithoutanyreserves,andyoumayrelyuponmygoodoffices。Allwillbewellifyouareinnocent,forIshallnotbethelessajudgebecauseIamyourfriend;butifyouareguiltyIamsorryforyou,forIwarnyouthatIshallbejust。"
  Afterdoingmybesttoexpressmygratitudetohim,Isaidthatmypositiondidnotobligemetomakeanyreservationsonaccountofhonour,andthatIhad,consequently,noinformalstatementtomakehim。