Ibeggedhertodomyhair,intendingtodismissherdirectlyafter,butwhenshehadfinishedIaskedhertogivemetheointment。
  "Whatdoyouwantitfor?"
  "FortheblistersthatcursedsaddleonwhichIrodesixmilesgaveme。"
  "Doestheointmentdothemgood?"
  "Certainly;ittakesawaythesmart,andbyto—morrowIshallbecured,butyoumustsendCostatome,asIcannotputitonmyself。"
  "Can’tIdoit?"
  "Yes,butIamafraidthatwouldbeanabuseofyourkindness。"
  "Iguesswhy;butasIamshort—sighted,howshallIseetheblisters?"
  "Ifyouwanttodoitforme,Iwillplacemyselfsothatitwillbeeasierforyou。Stay,putthecandleonthistable。"
  "Thereyouare,butdon’tletCostaputitonagainto—morrow,orhewillguessthatIormysisterdiditto—night。"
  "Youwilldomethesameservice,then,to—morrow?"
  "Iormysister,forshewillgetupearly。"
  "Yoursister!No,mydear;shewouldbeafraidofgivingmetoomuchpleasurebytouchingmesonear。"
  "AndIamonlyafraidofhurtingyou。Isthatright?Goodheavens!whatastateyourskinisin!"
  "Youhavenotfinishedyet。"
  "Iamsoshort—sighted;turnround。"
  "Withpleasure。HereIam。"
  Thelittlewantoncouldnotresistlaughingatwhatshesaw,doubtless,forthefirsttime。Shewasobligedtotouchittocontinuerubbingtheointmentin,andIsawthatshelikedit,asshetoucheditwhenshehadnoneed,andnotbeingabletostanditanylongerItookholdofherhandandmadeherstopherworkinfavourofapleasanteremployment。
  WhenshehadfinishedIburstoutlaughingtohearherask,inthemostseriousway,thepotofointmentstillinherlefthand,"DidIdoitright!"
  "Oh,admirably,dearAnnette!Youareanangel,andIamsureyouknowwhatpleasureyougaveme。Canyoucomeandspendanhourwithme?"
  "Waitabit。"
  Shewentoutandshutthedoor,andIwaitedforhertoreturn;
  butmypatiencebeingexhaustedIopenedthedoorslightly,andsawherundressingandgettingintobedwithhersister。Iwentbacktomyroomandtobedagain,withoutlosingallhope。Iwasnotdisappointed,forinfiveminutesbackshecame,cladinherchemiseandwalkingontip—toe。
  "Cometomyarms,mylove;itisverycold。"
  "HereIam。Mysisterisasleepandsuspectsnothing;andevenifsheawokethebedissolargethatshewouldnotnoticemyabsence。"
  "Youareadivinecreature,andIloveyouwithallmyheart。"
  "Somuchthebetter。Igivemyselfuptoyou;dowhatyoulikewithme,ontheconditionthatyouthinkofmysisternomore。"
  "Thatwillnotcostmemuch。IpromisethatIwillnotthinkofher。"
  IfoundAnnetteaperfectneophyte,andthoughIsawnobloodonthealtaroflovenextmorningIdidnotsuspectheronthataccount。Ihaveoftenseensuchcases,andIknowbyexperiencethattheeffusionofbloodoritsabsenceprovesnothing。Asageneralruleagirlcannotbeconvictedofhavinghadaloverunlessshebewithchild。
  Ispenttwohoursofdelightwiththisprettybaby,forshewassosmall,sodelicate,andsodaintilyshapedallover,thatIcanfindnobetternameforher。Herdocilitydidnotdetractfromthepiquancyofthepleasure,forshewasvoluptuouslyinclined。
  WhenIroseinthemorningshecametomyroomwithVeronique,andIwasgladtoseethatwhiletheyoungersisterwasradiantwithhappinesstheelderlookedpleasantandasifshedesiredtomakeherselfagreeable。Iaskedherhowshewas,andshetoldmethatdietandsleephadcompletelycuredher。"Ihavealwaysfoundthemthebestremedyforaheadache。"AnnettehadalsocuredmeofthecuriosityIhadfeltabouther。Icongratulatedmyselfonmyachievement。
  IwasinsuchhighspiritsatsupperthatM。deGrimaldithoughtI
  hadwoneverythingfromVeronique,andIlethimthinkso。I
  promisedtodinewithhimthenextday,andIkeptmyword。AfterdinnerIgavehimalongletterforRosalie,whomIdidnotexpecttoseeagainexceptasMadamePetri,thoughItookcarenottoletthemarquisknowwhatIthought。
  IntheeveningIsuppedwiththetwosisters,andImademyselfequallyagreeabletobothofthem。WhenVeroniquewasalonewithme,puttingmyhairintocurl—papers,shesaidthatshelovedmemuchmorenowthatIbehaveddiscreetly。
  "Mydiscretion,"Ireplied,"onlymeansthatIhavegivenupthehopeofwinningyou。Iknowhowtotakemypart。"
  "Yourlovewasnotverygreat,then?"
  "Itsprangupquickly,andyou,Veronique,couldhavemadeitincreasetoagiganticsize。"
  Shesaidnothing,butbitherlip,wishedmegoodnightandlefttheroom。IwenttobedexpectingavisitfromAnnette,butI
  waitedinvain。WhenIrangthenextmorningthedeargirlappearedlookingrathersad。Iaskedherthereason。
  "Becausemysisterisill,andspentthewholenightinwriting,"
  saidshe。
  ThusIlearntthereasonofhernothavingpaidmeavisit。
  "Doyouknowwhatshewaswritingabout?"
  "Oh,no!Shedoesnottellmethatkindofthing,buthereisaletterforyou。"
  Ireadthroughthelongandwell—composedletter,butasitboremarksofcraftanddissimulationitmademelaugh。Afterseveralremarksofnoconsequenceshesaidthatshehadrepulsedmebecauseshelovedmesomuchandthatshewasafraidthatifshesatisfiedmyfancyshemightloseme。
  "Iwillbewhollyyours,"sheadded,"ifyouwillgivemethepositionwhichRosalieenjoyed。Iwilltravelinyourcompany,butyoumustgivemeadocument,whichM。deGrimaldiwillsignasawitness,inwhichyoumustengagetomarrymeinayear,andtogivemeaportionoffiftythousandfrancs;andifattheendofayearyoudonotwishtomarryme,thatsumtobeatmyabsolutedisposal。"
  Shestipulatedalsothatifshebecameamotherinthecourseofayearthechildshouldbehersintheeventofourseparating。Ontheseconditionsshewouldbecomemymistress,andwouldhaveformeallpossibleloveandkindness。
  Thisproposal,cleverlyconceived,butfoolishlycommunicatedtome,shewedmethatVeroniquehadnotthetalentofdupingothers。
  IsawdirectlythatM。deGrimaldihadnothingtodowithit,andIfeltsurethathewouldlaughwhenItoldhimthestory。
  Annettesooncamebackwiththechocolate,andtoldmethathersisterhopedIwouldanswerherletter。
  "Yes,dear,"saidI,"IwillanswerherwhenIgetup。"
  Itookmychocolate,putonmydressing—gown,andwenttoVeronique’sroom。Ifoundhersittingupinbedinanegligentattirethatmighthaveattractedmeifherletterhadnotdeprivedherofmygoodopinion。Isatonthebed,gaveherbacktheletter,andsaid,——
  "Whywrite,whenwecantalkthematterover?"
  "Becauseoneisoftenmoreateaseinwritingthaninspeaking。"
  "Indiplomacyandbusinessthatwillpass,butnotinlove。Lovemakesnoconditions。Letushavenodocuments,nosafeguards,butgiveyourselfuptomeasRosaliedid,andbeginto—nightwithoutmypromisinganything。Ifyoutrustinlove,youwillmakehimyourprisoner。Thatwaywillhonourusandourpleasures,andifyoulikeIwillconsultM。deGrimaldionthesubject。Astoyourplan,ifitdoesnotinjureyourhonour,itdoessmalljusticetoyourcommonsense,andnoonebutafoolwouldagreetoit。Youcouldnotpossiblylovethemantowhomyoumakesuchaproposal,andastoM。deGrimaldi,farfromhavinganythingtodowithit,Iamsurehewouldbeindignantattheveryidea。"
  ThisdiscoursedidnotputVeroniqueoutofcountenance。Shesaidshedidnotlovemewellenoughtogiveherselftomeunconditionally;towhichIrepliedthatIwasnotsufficientlytakenwithhercharmstobuythematthepriceshefixed,andsoI
  lefther。
  IcalledCosta,andtoldhimtogoandwarnthemasterofthefeluccathatIwasgoingthenextday,andwiththisideaIwenttobidgood—byetothemarquis,whoinformedmethathehadjustbeentakingPetritoseeRosalie,whohadreceivedhimwellenough。ItoldhimIwasgladtohearit,andsaidthatI
  commendedtohimthecareofherhappiness,butsuchcommendationswerethrownaway。
  Itisoneofthemostcuriouscircumstancesofmyhistory,thatinoneyeartwowomenwhomIsincerelylovedandwhomImighthavemarriedweretakenfrommebytwooldmen,whoseaffectionsIhadfosteredwithoutwishingtodoso。Happilythesegentlemenmademymistresses’fortunes,butontheotherhandtheydidmeastillgreaterserviceinrelievingmeofatiewhichIshouldhavefoundverytroublesomeincourseoftime。Nodoubttheybothsawthatmyfortune,thoughgreatinoutwardshow,restedonnosolidbasis,which,asthereaderwillsee,wasunhappilytootrue。I
  shouldbehappyifIthoughtthatmyerrorsorratherfollieswouldserveasawarningtothereadersoftheseMemoirs。
  IspentthedayinwatchingthecarewithwhichVeroniqueandAnnettepackedupmytrunks,forIwouldnotletmytwoservantshelpinanyway。Veroniquewasneithersadnorgay。Shelookedasifshehadmadeuphermind,andasiftherehadneverbeenanydifferencesbetweenus。Iwasveryglad,forasInolongercaredforherIshouldhavebeenannoyedtofindthatshestillcaredforme。
  Wesuppedinourusualmanner,discussingonlycommonplacetopics,butjustasIwasgoingtobedAnnetteshookmyhandinawaythattoldmetoprepareforavisitfromher。Iadmiredthenaturalacutenessofyounggirls,whotaketheirdegreesintheartoflovewithsomucheaseandatsuchanearlyage。Annette,almostachild,knewmorethanayoungmanoftwenty。IdecidedongivingherfiftysequinswithoutlettingVeroniqueseeme,asI
  didnotintendtobesoliberaltowardsher。Itookarollofducatsandgavethemtoherassoonasshecame。
  Shelaydownbesideme,andafteramomentdevotedtoloveshesaidthatVeroniquewasasleep,adding,——
  "Iheardallyousaidtomysister,andIamsureyouloveher。"
  "IfIdid,dearAnnette,Ishouldnothavemademyproposalinsuchplainterms。"
  "Ishouldliketobelievethat,butwhatwouldyouhavedoneifshehadacceptedyouroffer?Youwouldbeinonebedbythis,I
  suppose?"
  "Iwasmorethancertain,dearest,thatherpridewouldhinderherreceivingme。"
  WehadreachedthispointinourconversationwhenweweresurprisedbythesuddenappearanceofVeroniquewithalightedcandle,andwearingonlyherchemise。Shelaughedathersistertoencourageher,andIjoinedinthelaughter,keepingafirmholdonthelittleoneforfearofherescaping。Veroniquelookedravishinginherscantyattire,andasshelaughedIcouldnotbeangrywithher。However,Isaid,——
  "Youhaveinterruptedourenjoyment,andhurtyoursister’sfeelings;perhapsyouwilldespiseherforthefuture?"
  "Onthecontrary,Ishallalwaysloveher。"
  "Herfeelingsovercameher,andshesurrenderedtomewithoutmakinganyterms。"
  "ShehasmoresensethanI"
  "Doyoumeanthat?"
  "Ido,really。"
  "Iamastonishedanddelightedtohearit;butasitisso,kissyoursister。"
  AtthisinvitationVeroniqueputdownthecandle,andcoveredAnnette’sbeautifulbodywithkisses。Thescenemademefeelveryhappy。
  "Come,Veronique,"saidI,"youwilldieofcold;comeandliedown。"
  Imaderoomforher,andsoontherewerethreeofusunderthesamesheet。Iwasinanecstasyatthisgroup,worthyofAretin’spencil。
  "Dearestones,"saidI,"youhaveplayedmeaprettytrick;wasitpremeditated?AndwasVeroniquefalsethismorning,orisshefalsenow?"
  "Wedidnotpremeditateanything,Iwastruethismorning,andI
  amtruenow。IfeelthatIandmyplanwereverysilly,andI
  hopeyouwillforgiveme,sinceIhaverepentedandhavehadmypunishment。NowIthinkIaminmyrightsenses,asIhaveyieldedtothefeelingswithwhichyouinspiredmewhenIsawyoufirst,andagainstwhichIhavefoughttoolong。"
  "Whatyousaypleasesmeextremely。"
  "Well,forgivemeandfinishmypunishmentbyshewingthatyouarenotangrywithme。"
  "HowamItodothat?"
  "Bytellingmethatyouarevexednolonger,andbycontinuingtogivemysisterproofsofyourlove。"
  "IsweartoyouthatsofarfrombeingangrywithyouIamveryfondofyou;butwouldyoulikeustobefondinyourpresence?"
  "Yes,ifyoudon’tmindme。"
  Feelingexcitedbyvoluptuousemotions,Isawthatmypartcouldnolongerbeapassiveone。
  "Whatdoyousay,"saidItomyblonde,"willyouallowyourheroicsistertoremainamerelooker—onatoursweetstruggles?
  Areyounotgenerousenoughtoletmemakeheranactressinthedrama?"
  "No;IconfessIdonotfeelasifIcouldbesogenerousto—
  night,butnextnight,ifyouwillplaythesamepart,wewillchange。VeroniqueshallactandIwilllookon。"
  "Thatwoulddobeautifully,"saidVeronique,withsomevexationinhermanner,"ifthegentlemanwasnotgoingto—morrowmorning。"
  "Iwillstay,dearVeronique,ifonlytoprovehowmuchIloveyou,"
  Icouldnothavewishedforplainerspeechonherpart,andI
  shouldhavelikedtoshewherhowgratefulIfeltonthespot;butthatwouldhavebeenatAnnette’sexpense,asIhadnorighttomakeanyalterationinthepieceofwhichshewastheauthorandhadarighttoexpectalltheprofits。WheneverIrecallthispleasantsceneIfeelmyheartbeatwithvoluptuouspleasure,andevennow,withthehandofoldageuponme,Icannotrecallitwithoutdelight。
  Veroniqueresignedherselftothepassivepartwhichheryoungersisterimposedonher,andturningasidesheleantherheadonherhand,disclosingabreastwhichwouldhaveexcitedthecoldestofmen,andbademebeginmyattackonAnnette。Itwasnohardtaskshelaiduponme,forIwasallonfire,andIwascertainofpleasingheraslongasshelookedatme。AsAnnettewasshort—
  sighted,shecouldnotdistinguishintheheatoftheactionwhichwayIwaslooking,andIsucceededingettingmyrighthandfree,withouthernoticingme,andIwasthusenabledtocommunicateapleasureasrealthoughnotasacuteasthatenjoyedbyhersister。Whenthecoverletwasdisarranged,Veroniquetookthetroubletoreplaceit,andthusofferedme,asifbyaccident,anewspectacle。ShesawhowIenjoyedthesightofhercharms,andhereyebrightened。Atlast,fullofunsatisfieddesire,sheshewedmeallthetreasureswhichnaturehadgivenher,justasI
  hadfinishedwithAnnetteforthefourthtime。ShemightwellthinkthatIwasonlyrehearsingforthefollowingnight,andherfancymusthavepaintedhercomingjoysinthebrightestcolours。
  Suchatalleventsweremythoughts,butthefatesdeterminedotherwise。Iwasinthemiddleoftheseventhact,alwaysslowerandmorepleasantfortheactressthanthefirsttwoorthree,whenCostacameknockingloudlyatmydoor,callingoutthatthefeluccawasready。Iwasvexedatthisuntowardincident,gotupinarage,andaftertellinghimtopaythemasterfortheday,asIwasnotgoingtillthemorrow,Iwentbacktobed,nolonger,however,inastatetocontinuetheworkIbegun。Mytwosweetheartsweredelightedwithme,butweallwantedrest,thoughthepieceshouldnothavefinishedwithaninterruption。Iwantedtogetsomeamusementoutoftheinterval,andproposedanablution,whichmadeAnnettelaughandwhichVeroniquepronouncedtobeabsolutelynecessary。Ifounditadelicioushorsd’oeuvretothebanquetIhadenjoyed。Thetwosistersrenderedeachothervariousservices,standinginthemostlasciviouspostures,andI
  foundmysituationaslooker—onanenviableone。
  Whenthewashingandthelaughteritgaverisetowereover,wereturnedtothestagewherethelastactshouldhavebeenperformed。Ilongedtobeginagain,andIamsureIshouldhavesucceededifIhadbeenwellbackedupbymypartner;butAnnette,whowasyoungandtiredoutwiththetoilsofthenight,forgotherpart,andyieldedtosleepasshehadyieldedtolove。
  Veroniquebegantolaughwhenshesawherasleep,andIhadtodothesame,whenIsawthatshewasasstillasacorpse。
  "Whatapity!"saidVeronique’seyes;butshesaiditwithhereyesalone,whileIwaswaitingforthesewordstoissuefromherlips。Wewerebothofuswrong:shefornotspeaking,andIforwaitingforhertospeak。Itwasafavourablemoment,butweletitpassby,andlovepunishedus。Ihad,itistrue,anotherreasonforabstaining。Iwishedtoreservemyselfforthenight。
  Veroniquewenttoherownbedtoquietherexcitedfeelings,andI
  stayedinbedwithmysleepingbeautytillnoon,whenIwishedhergoodmorningbyafreshassaultwhichwascompletedneitheronhersidenoronminetothebestofmybelief。
  Thedaywasspentintalkingaboutourselves,anddeterminedtoeatonlyonemeal,wedidnotsitdowntotabletillnightbegantofall。Wespenttwohoursintheconsumptionofdelicatedishes,andindefyingBacchustomakeusfeelhispower。WeroseaswesawAnnettefallingasleep,butwewerenotmuchannoyedatthethoughtthatshewouldnotseethepleasureswepromisedeachother。IthoughtthatIshouldhaveenoughtodotocontemplatethecharmsoftheonenymphwithoutlookingatAnnette’sbeauties。
  Wewenttobed,ourarmsinterlaced,ourbodiestighttogether,andlippressedonlip,butthatwasall。Veroniquesawwhatpreventedmegoinganyfurther,andshewastoopoliteandmodesttocomplain。Shedissembledherfeelingsandcontinuedtocaressme,whileIwasinafrenzyofrage。Ihadneverhadsuchamisfortune,unlessastheresultofcompleteexhaustion,orfromastrongmentalimpressioncapableofdestroyingmynaturalfaculties。LetmyreadersimaginewhatIsuffered;intheflowerofmyage,withastrongconstitution,holdingthebodyofawomanIhadardentlydesiredinmyarms,whileshetenderlycaressedme,andyetIcoulddonothingforher。Iwasindespair;onecannotofferagreaterinsulttoawoman。
  Atlastwehadtoacceptthefactsandspeakreasonably,andIwasthefirsttobewailmymisfortune。
  "Youtiredyourselftoomuchyesterday,"saidshe,"andyouwerenotsufficientlytemperateatsupper。Donotletittroubleyou,dearest,Iamsureyouloveme。Donottrytoforcenature,youwillonlyweakenyourselfmore。Ithinkagentlesleepwouldrestoreyourmanlypowersbetterthananything。Ican’tsleepmyself,butdon’tmindme。Sleep,wewillmakelovetogetherafterwards。"
  Afterthoseexcellentandreasonablesuggestions,VeroniqueturnedherbacktomeandIfollowedherexample,butinvaindidI
  endeavourtoobtainarefreshingslumber;naturewhichwouldnotgivemethepowerofmakingher,theloveliestcreature,happy,enviedmethepowerofreposeaswell。Myamorousardourandmyrageforbadeallthoughtsofrest,andmyexcitedpassionsconspiredagainstthatwhichwouldenablethemtosatisfytheirdesires。Naturepunishedmeforhavingdistrustedher,andbecauseIhadtakenstimulantsfitonlyfortheweak。IfIhadfasted,Ishouldhavedonegreatthings,butnowtherewasaconflictbetweenthestimulantsandnature,andbymydesireforenjoymentIhaddeprivedmyselfofthepowertoenjoy。Thusnature,wiselikeitsDivineAuthor,punishestheignoranceandpresumptionofpoorweakmortals。
  Throughoutthisterribleandsleeplessnightmymindroamedabroad,andamidstthereproacheswithwhichIoverwhelmedmyselfIfoundacertainsatisfactioninthethoughtthattheywerenotwhollyundeserved。ThisisthesoleenjoymentIstillhavewhenI
  meditateonmypastlifeanditsvariedadventures。Ifeelthatnomisfortunehasbefallenmesavebymyownfault,whilstI
  attributetonaturalcausestheblessings,ofwhichIhaveenjoyedmany。IthinkIshouldgomadifinmysoliloquiesIcameacrossanymisfortunewhichIcouldnottracetomyownfault,forI
  shouldnotknowwheretoplacethereason,andthatwoulddegrademetotherankofcreaturesgovernedbyinstinctalone。IfeelthatIamsomewhatmorethanabeast。Abeast,intruth,isafoolishneighbourofmine,whotriestoarguethatthebrutesreasonbetterthanwedo。
  "Iwillgrant,"Isaid,"thattheyreasonbetterthanyou,butI
  cangonofarther;andIthinkeveryreasonablemanwouldsayasmuch。"
  Thisreplyhasmademeanenemy,althoughheadmitsthefirstpartofthethesis。
  HappierthanI,Veroniquesleptforthreehours;butshewasdisagreeablysurprisedonmytellingherthatIhadnotbeenabletocloseaneye,andonfindingmeinthesamestateofimpotenceasbefore。ShebegantogetangrywhenItriedtoconvinceherrathertooforciblythatmymisfortunewasnotduetomywantofwill,andthensheblamedherselfasthecauseofmyimpotence;
  andmortifiedbytheidea,sheendeavouredtodestroythespellbyallthemeanswhichpassionsuggested,andwhichIhadhithertothoughtinfallible;buthereffortsandminewereallthrownaway。
  Mydespairwasasgreatasherswhenatlast,wearied,ashamed,anddegradedinherowneyes,shediscontinuedherefforts,hereyesfulloftears。Shewentawaywithoutaword,andleftmealoneforthetwoorthreehourswhichhadstilltoelapsebeforethedawnappeared。
  Atday—breakCostacameandtoldmethattheseabeingroughandacontrarywindblowing,thefeluccawouldbeindangerofperishing。
  "Wewillgoassoonastheweatherimproves,"saidI;"inthemeantimelightmeafire"
  Iarose,andproceededtowritedownthesadhistoryofthenight。
  Thisoccupationsoothedme,andfeelinginclinedtosleepIlaydownagainandsleptforeighthours。WhenIawokeIfeltbetter,butstillrathersad。Thetwosistersweredelightedtoseemeingoodhealth,butIthoughtIsawonVeronique’sfeaturesanunpleasantexpressionofcontempt。However,Ihaddeservedit,andIdidnottakethetroubleofchangingheropinion,thoughifshehadbeenmorecaressingshemighteasilyhaveputmeinastatetorepairtheinvoluntarywrongsIhaddoneherinthenight。BeforewesatdowntotableIgaveherapresentofahundredsequins,whichmadeherlookalittlemorecheerful。I
  gaveanequalpresenttomydearAnnette,whohadnotexpectedanything,thinkingherselfamplyrecompensedbymyfirstgiftandbythepleasureIhadaffordedher。
  Atmidnightthemasterofthefeluccacametotellmethatthewindhadchanged,andItookleaveofthesisters。Veroniqueshedtears,butIknewtowhattoattributethem。Annettekissedmeaffectionately;thuseachplayedherownpart。IsailedforLerici,whereIarrivedthenextday,andthenpostedtoLeghorn。
  BeforeIspeakofthistownIthinkIshallinterestmyreadersbynarratingacircumstancenotunworthyoftheseMemoirs。
  CHAPTERVI
  ACleverCheat——Passano——Pisa——Corilla——MyOpinionofSquintingEyes——Florence—ISeeThereseAgain——MySon——CorticelliIwasstandingatsomedistancefrommycarriageintowhichtheywereputtingfourhorses,whenamanaccostedmeandaskedmeifI
  wouldpayinadvanceoratthenextstage。WithouttroublingtolookathimIsaidIwouldpayinadvance,andgavehimacoinrequestinghimtobringmethechange。
  "Directly,sir,"saidhe,andwiththathewentintotheinn。
  Afewminutesafter,justasIwasgoingtolookaftermychange,thepost—mastercameupandaskedmetopayforthestage。
  "Ihavepaidalready,andIamwaitingformychange。DidInotgivethemoneytoyou?"
  "Certainlynot,sir。"
  "WhomdidIgiveitto,then?"
  "Ireallycan’tsay;butyouwillbeabletorecognizetheman,doubtless。"
  "Itmusthavebeenyouoroneofyourpeople。"
  Iwasspeakingloud,andallthemencameaboutme。
  "Theseareallthemeninmyemploy,"saidthemaster,andheaskedifanyofthemhadreceivedthemoneyfromme。
  Theyalldeniedthefactwithanairofsinceritywhichleftnoroomforsuspicion。Icursedandswore,buttheyletmecurseandswearasmuchasIliked。AtlastIdiscoveredthattherewasnohelpforit,andIpaidasecondtime,laughingatthecleverrascalwhohadtakenmeinsothoroughly。Sucharethelessonsoflife;alwaysfullofnewexperiences,andyetoneneverknowsenough。FromthatdayIhavealwaystakencarenottopayforpostingexcepttotheproperpersons。
  InnocountryareknavessocunningasinItaly,Greeceancientandmodernexcepted。
  WhenIgottothebestinnatLeghorntheytoldmethattherewasatheatre,andmyluckmademegoandseetheplay。Iwasrecognizedbyanactorwhoaccostedme,andintroducedmetooneofhiscomrades,aself—styledpoet,andagreatenemyoftheAbbeChiari,whomIdidnotlike,ashehadwrittenabitingsatireagainstme,andIhadneversucceededinavengingmyselfonhim。
  Iaskedthemtocomeandsupwithme——awindfallwhichthesepeoplearenotgiventorefusing。ThepretendedpoetwasaGenoese,andcalledhimselfGiacomoPassano。Heinformedmethathehadwrittenthreehundredsonnetsagainsttheabbe,whowouldburstwithrageiftheywereeverprinted。AsIcouldnotrestrainasmileatthegoodopinionthepoethadofhisworks,heofferedtoreadmeafewsonnets。Hehadthemanuscriptabouthim,andIcouldnotescapethepenance。Hereadadozenorso,whichIthoughtmediocre,andamediocresonnetisnecessarilyabadsonnet,asthisformofpoetrydemandssublimity;andthusamongstthemyriadsofsonnetstowhichItalygivesbirthveryfewcanbecalledgood。
  IfIhadgivenmyselftimetoexaminetheman’sfeatures,I
  should,nodoubt,havefoundhimtobearogue;butIwasblindedbypassion,andtheideaofthreehundredsonnetsagainsttheAbbeChiarifascinatedme。
  Icastmyeyesoverthetitleofthemanuscript,andread,"LaChiareidediAscanioPogomas。"
  "That’sananagramofmyChristiannameandmysurname;isitnotahappycombination?"
  Thisfollymademesmileagain。Eachofthesonnetswasadulldiatribeendingwith"l’abbateChiarieuncoglione。"Hedidnotprovethathewasone,buthesaidsooverandoveragain,makinguseofthepoet’sprivilegetoexaggerateandlie。Whathewantedtodowastoannoytheabbe,whowasbynomeanswhatPassanocalledhim,butonthecontrary,awitandapoet;andifhehadbeenacquaintedwiththerequirementsofthestagehewouldhavewrittenbetterplaysthanGoldoni,ashehadagreatercommandoflanguage。
  ItoldPassano,forcivility’ssake,thatheoughttogethisChiareideprinted。
  "Iwoulddoso,"saidhe,"ifIcouldfindapublisher,forIamnotrichenoughtopaytheexpenses,andthepublishersareapackofignorantbeggars。Besides,thepressisnotfree,andthecensorwouldnotlettheepithetIgivetomyheropass。IfI
  couldgotoSwitzerlandIamsureitcouldbemanaged;butImusthavesixsequinstowalktoSwitzerland,andIhavenotgotthem。"
  "AndwhenyougottoSwitzerland,wheretherearenotheatres,whatwouldyoudoforaliving?"
  "Iwouldpaintinminiature。Lookatthose。"
  Hegavemeanumberofsmallivorytablets,representingobscenesubjects,badlydrawnandbadlypainted。
  "IwillgiveyouanintroductiontoagentlemanatBerne,"Isaid;
  andaftersupperIgavehimaletterandsixsequins。Hewantedtoforcesomeofhisproductionsonme,butIwouldnothavethem。
  IwasfoolishenoughtogivehimalettertoprettySara’sfather,andItoldhimtowritetomeatRome,undercoverofthebankerBelloni。
  IsetoutfromLeghornthenextdayandwenttoPisa,whereI
  stoppedtwodays。ThereImadetheacquaintanceofanEnglishman,ofwhomIboughtatravellingcarriage。HetookmetoseeCorilla,thecelebratedpoetess。Shereceivedmewithgreatpoliteness,andwaskindenoughtoimproviseonseveralsubjectswhichIsuggested。Iwasenchanted,notsomuchwithhergraceandbeauty,asbyherwitandperfectelocution。Howsweetalanguagesoundswhenitisspokenwellandtheexpressionsarewellchosen。Alanguagebadlyspokenisintolerableevenfromaprettymouth,andIhavealwaysadmiredthewisdomoftheGreekswhomadetheirnursesteachthechildrenfromthecradletospeakcorrectlyandpleasantly。Wearefarfromfollowingtheirgoodexample;witnessthefearfulaccentsonehearsinwhatiscalled,oftenincorrectly,goodsociety。
  Corillawas’straba’,likeVenusaspaintedbytheancients——why,Icannotthink,forhoweverfairasquint—eyedwomanmaybeotherwise,Ialwayslookuponherfaceasdistorted。IamsurethatifVenushadbeenintruthagoddess,shewouldhavemadetheeccentricGreek,whofirstdaredtopainthercross—eyed,feeltheweightofheranger。IwastoldthatwhenCorillasang,shehadonlytofixhersquintingeyesonamanandtheconquestwascomplete;but,praisedbeGod!shedidnotfixthemonme。
  AtFlorenceIlodgedatthe"HotelCarrajo,"keptbyDr。Vannini,whodelightedtoconfesshimselfanunworthymemberoftheAcademyDellaCrusca。ItookasuiteofroomswhichlookedoutonthebankoftheArno。Ialsotookacarriageandafootman,whom,aswellasacoachman,Icladinblueandredlivery。ThiswasM。
  deBragadin’slivery,andIthoughtImightusehiscolours,notwiththeintentionofdeceivinganyone,butmerelytocutadash。
  ThemorningaftermyarrivalIputonmygreatcoattoescapeobservation,andproceededtowalkaboutFlorence。IntheeveningIwenttothetheatretoseethefamousharlequin,Rossi,butI
  consideredhisreputationwasgreaterthanhedeserved。IpassedthesamejudgmentontheboastedFlorentineelocution;Ididnotcareforitatall。IenjoyedseeingPertici;havingbecomeold,andnotbeingabletosinganymore,heacted,and,strangetosay,actedwell;for,asarule,allsingers,menandwomen,trusttotheirvoiceandcarenothingforacting,sothatanordinarycoldentirelydisablesthemforthetimebeing。
  NextdayIcalledonthebanker,SassoSassi,onwhomIhadagoodletterofcredit,andafteranexcellentdinnerIdressedandwenttotheoperaanviadellaPergola,takingastagebox,notsomuchforthemusic,ofwhichIwasnevermuchofanadmirer,asbecauseIwantedtolookattheactress。
  ThereadermayguessmydelightandsurprisewhenIrecognisedintheprimadonnaTherese,thefalseBellino,whomIhadleftatRiminiintheyear1744;thatcharmingTheresewhomIshouldcertainlyhavemarriedifM。deGageshadnotputmeunderarrest。
  Ihadnotseenherforseventeenyears,butshelookedasbeautifulandravishingaseverasshecameforwardonthestage。
  Itseemedimpossible。Icouldnotbelievemyeyes,thinkingtheresemblancemustbeacoincidence,when,aftersinginganair,shefixedhereyesonmineandkeptthemthere。Icouldnolongerdoubtthatitwasshe;sheplainlyrecognizedme。Assheleftthestageshestoppedatthewingsandmadeasigntomewithherfantocomeandspeaktoher。
  Iwentoutwithabeatingheart,thoughIcouldnotexplainmyperturbation,forIdidnotfeelguiltyinanywaytowardsTherese,saveinthatIhadnotansweredthelastlettershehadwrittenmefromNaples,thirteenyearsago。Iwentroundthetheatre,feelingagreatercuriosityastotheresultsofourinterviewthantoknowwhathadbefallenherduringtheseventeenyearswhichseemedanagetome。
  Icametothestage—door,andIsawTheresestandingatthetopofthestair。Shetoldthedoor—keepertoletmepass;Iwentupandwestoodfacetoface。DumbwithsurpriseItookherhandandpresseditagainstmyheart。
  "Knowfromthatbeatingheart,"saidI,"allthatIfeel。"
  "Ican’tfollowyourexample,"saidshe,"butwhenIsawyouI
  thoughtIshouldhavefainted。UnfortunatelyIamengagedtosupper。Ishallnotshutmyeyesallnight。Ishallexpectyouateighto’clockto—morrowmorning。Whereareyoustaying?"
  "AtDr。Vannini’s。"
  "Underwhatname?"
  "Myown。"
  "Howlonghaveyoubeenhere?"
  "Sinceyesterday。"
  "AreyoustoppinglonginFlorence?"
  "Aslongasyoulike。"
  "Areyoumarried?"
  "No。"
  "Cursedbethatsupper!Whatanevent!Youmustleavemenow,Ihavetogoon。Good—byetillseveno’clockto—morrow。"
  Shehadsaideightatfirst,butanhoursoonerwasnoharm。
  Ireturnedtothetheatre,andrecollectedthatIhadneitheraskedhernameoraddress,butIcouldfindoutallthateasily。ShewasplayingMandane,andhersingingandactingwereadmirable。
  Iaskedawell—dressedyoungmanbesidemewhatthatadmirableactress’snamewas。
  "YouhaveonlycometoFlorenceto—day,sir?"
  "Iarrivedyesterday。"
  "Ah!well,thenit’sexcusable。ThatactresshasthesamenameasIhave。Sheismywife,andIamCirilloPalesi,atyourservice。"
  Ibowedandwassilentwithsurprise。Idarednotaskwhereshelived,lesthemightthinkmycuriosityimpertinent。Theresemarriedtothishandsomeyoungman,ofwhom,ofallothers,Ihadmadeenquiriesabouther!Itwaslikeasceneinaplay。
  Icouldbearitnolonger。Ilongedtobealoneandtoponderoverthisstrangeadventureatmyease,andtothinkaboutmyvisittoThereseatseveno’clockthenextmorning。Ifeltthemostintensecuriositytoseewhatthehusbandwoulddowhenherecognizedme,andhewascertaintodoso,forhehadlookedatmeattentivelyashespoke。IfeltthatmyoldflameforTheresewasrekindledinmyheart,andIdidnotknowwhetherIwasgladorsorryatherbeingmarried。
  Ilefttheopera—houseandtoldmyfootmantocallmycarriage。
  "Youcan’thaveittillnineo’clock,sir;itwassocoldthecoachmansentthehorsesbacktothestable。"
  "Wewillreturnonfoot,then。"
  "Youwillcatchacold。"
  "Whatistheprimadonna’sname?"
  "Whenshecamehere,shecalledherselfLanti,butforthelasttwomonthsshehasbeenMadamePalesi。Shemarriedahandsomeyoungmanwithnopropertyandnoprofession,butsheisrich,sohetakeshiseaseanddoesnothing。"
  "Wheredoesshelive?"
  "Attheendofthisstreet。There’sherhouse,sir;shelodgesonthefirstfloor。"
  ThiswasallIwantedtoknow,soIsaidnomore,buttooknoteofthevariousturnings,thatImightbeabletofindmywayalonethenextday。Iatealightsupper,andtoldLeDuctocallmeatsixo’clock。
  "Butitisnotlighttillseven。"
  "Iknowthat。"
  "Verygood"
  Atthedawnofday,IwasatthedoorofthewomanIhadlovedsopassionately。Iwenttothefirstfloor,rangthebell,andanoldwomancameoutandaskedmeifIwereM。Casanova。ItoldherthatIwas,whereuponshesaidthattheladyhadinformedherI
  wasnotcomingtilleight。
  "Shesaidseven。"
  "Well,well,it’sofnoconsequence。Kindlywalkinhere。Iwillgoandawakeher。"
  Infiveminutes,theyounghusbandinhisnight—capanddressing—
  gowncamein,andsaidthathiswifewouldnotbelong。Thenlookingatmeattentivelywithanastoundedstare,hesaid,"Areyounotthegentlemanwhoaskedmemywife’snamelastnight?"
  "Youareright,Idid。Ihavenotseenyourwifeformanyyears,butIthoughtIrecognizedher。Mygoodfortunemademeenquireofherhusband,andthefriendshipwhichformerlyattachedmetoherwillhenceforthattachmetoyou。"
  AsIutteredthisprettycomplimentTherese,asfairaslove,rushedintotheroomwithopenarms。Itookhertomybosominatransportofdelight,andthusweremainedfortwominutes,twofriends,twolovers,happytoseeoneanotherafteralongandsadparting。Wekissedeachotheragainandagain,andthenbiddingherhusbandsitdownshedrewmetoacouchandgavefullcoursetohertears。Iwepttoo,andmytearswerehappyones。Atlastwewipedoureyes,andglancedtowardsthehusbandwhomwehadcompletelyforgotten。Hestoodinanattitudeofcompleteastonishment,andweburstoutlaughing。Therewassomethingsocomicinhissurprisethatitwouldhavetaxedallthetalentsofthepoetandthecaricaturisttodepicthisexpressionofamazement。Therese,whoknewhowtomanagehim,criedinapatheticanaffectionatevoice,——
  "MydearPalesi,youseebeforeyoumyfather——nay,morethanafather,forthisismygenerousfriendtowhomIoweall。Oh,happymomentforwhichmyhearthaslongedforthesetenyearspast。"
  Attheword"father"theunhappyhusbandfixedhisgazeonme,butIrestrainedmylaughterwithconsiderabledifficulty。AlthoughTheresewasyoungforherage,shewasonlytwoyearsyoungerthanI;butfriendshipgivesanewmeaningtothesweetnameoffather。
  "Yes,sir,"saidI,"yourThereseismydaughter,mysister,mycherishedfriend;sheisanangel,andthistreasureisyourwife。"
  "Ididnotreplytoyourlastletter,"saidI,notgivinghimtimetocometohimself。
  "Iknowall,"shereplied。"Youfellinlovewithanun。YouwereimprisonedundertheLeads,andIheardofyouralmostmiraculousflightatVienna。IhadafalsepresentimentthatI
  shouldseeyouinthattown。AfterwardsIheardofyouinParisandHolland,butafteryouleftParisnobodycouldtellmeanymoreaboutyou。YouwillhearsomefinetaleswhenItellyouallthathashappenedtomeduringthepasttenyears。NowIamhappy。IhavemydearPalesihere,whocomesfromRome。I
  marriedhimacoupleofmonthsago。Weareveryfondofeachother,andIhopeyouwillbeasmuchhisfriendasmine。"
  AtthisIaroseandembracedthehusband,whocutsuchanextraordinaryfigure。Hemetmewithopenarms,butinsomeconfusion;hewas,nodoubt,notyetquitesatisfiedastotheindividualwhowashiswife’sfather,brother,friend,andperhapslover,allatonce。Theresesawthisfeelinginhiseyes,andafterIhaddoneshecameandkissedhimmostaffectionately,whichconfusedmeinmyturn,forIfeltallmyoldloveforherrenewed,andasardentasitwaswhenDonSancioPicointroducedmetoheratAncona。
  Reassuredbymyembraceandhiswife’scaress,M。PalesiaskedmeifIwouldtakeacupofchocolatewiththem,whichhehimselfwouldmake。Iansweredthatchocolatewasmyfavouritebreakfast—
  dish,andallthemoresowhenitwasmadebyafriend。Hewentawaytoseetoit。Ourtimehadcome。
  AssoonaswewerealoneTheresethrewherselfintomyarms,herfaceshiningwithsuchloveasnopencandescribe。
  "Oh,mylove!whomIshallloveallmylife,claspmetoyourbreast!Letusgiveeachotherahundredembracesonthishappyday,butnotagain,sincemyfatehasmademeanother’sbride。
  To—morrowwewillbelikebrotherandsister;to—dayletusbelovers。"
  Shehadnotfinishedthisspeechbeforemyblisswascrowned。Ourtransportsweremutual,andwerenewedthemagainandagainduringthehalfhourinwhichwehadnofearofaninterruption。Hernegligentmorningdressandmygreatcoatwerehighlyconvenientunderthecircumstances。
  Afterwehadsatiatedinpartouramorousardourwebreathedagainandsatdown。Therewasashortpause,andthenshesaid,"YoumustknowthatIaminlovewithmyhusbandanddeterminednottodeceivehim。WhatIhavejustdonewasadebtIhadtopaytotheremembranceofmyfirstlove。IhadtopayittoprovehowmuchIloveyou;butletusforgetitnow。Youmustbecontentedwiththethoughtofmygreataffectionforyou——ofwhichyoucanhavenodoubt——andletmestillthinkthatyouloveme;buthenceforthdonotletusbealonetogether,asIshouldgiveway,andthatwouldvexme。Whatmakesyoulooksosad?"
  "Ifindyoubound,whileIamfree。Ithoughtwehadmetnevertopartagain;youhadkindledtheoldfires。IamthesametoyouasIwasatAncona。Ihaveprovedasmuch,andyoucanguesshowsadIfeelatyourdecreethatIamtoenjoyyounomore。Ifindthatyouarenotonlymarriedbutinlovewithyourhusband。
  Alas!Ihavecometoolate,butifIhadnotstayedatGenoaI
  shouldnothavebeenmorefortunate。Youshallknowallinduetime,andinthemeanwhileIwillbeguidedbyyouineverything。
  Isupposeyourhusbandknowsnothingofourconnection,andmybestplanwillbetobereserved,willitnot?"
  "Yes,dearest,forheknowsnothingofmyaffairs,andIamgladtosayheshewsnocuriosityrespectingthem。Likeeverybodyelse,heknowsImademyfortuneatNaples;ItoldhimIwenttherewhenIwastenyearsold。Thatwasaninnocentliewhichhurtsnobody;
  andinmypositionIfindthatinconvenienttruthshavetogivewaytolies。Igivemyselfoutasonlytwenty—four,howdoyouthinkIlook?"
  "Youlookasifyouweretellingthetruth,thoughIknowyoumustbethirty—two。"
  "Youmeanthirty—one,forwhenIknewyouIcouldn’thavebeenmorethanfourteen。"
  "Ithoughtyouwerefifteenatleast。"
  "Well,Imightadmitthatbetweenourselves;buttellmeifIlookmorethantwenty—four。"
  "Isweartoyouyoudon’tlookasold,butatNaples……"
  "AtNaplessomepeoplemightbeabletocontradictme,butnobodywouldmindthem。ButIamwaitingforwhatoughttobethesweetestmomentofyourlife。"
  "Whatisthat,pray?"
  "Allowmetokeepmyowncounsel,Iwanttoenjoyyoursurprise。
  Howareyouoff?Ifyouwantmoney,Icangiveyoubackallyougaveme,andwithcompoundinterest。AllIhavebelongstome;myhusbandisnotmasterofanything。IhavefiftythousandducatsatNaples,andanequalsumindiamonds。Tellmehowmuchyouwant——quick!thechocolateiscoming。"
  SuchawomanwasTherese。Iwasdeeplymoved,andwasabouttothrowmyarmsaboutherneckwithoutansweringwhenthechocolatecame。Herhusbandwasfollowedbyagirlofexquisitebeauty,whocarriedthreecupsofchocolateonasilver—giltdish。WhilewedrankitPalesiamusedusbytellinguswithmuchhumourhowsurprisedhewaswhenherecognizedthemanwhomadehimriseatsuchanearlyhourasthesamewhohadaskedhimhiswife’snamethenightbefore。ThereseandIlaughedtilloursidesached,thestorywastoldsowittilyandpleasantly。ThisRomandispleasedmelessthanIexpected;hisjealousyseemedonlyputonforform’ssake。
  "Atteno’clock,"saidTheresa,"Ihavearehearsalhereofthenewopera。Youcanstayandlistenifyoulike。Ihopeyouwilldinewithuseveryday,anditwillgivemegreatpleasureifyouwilllookuponmyhouseasyours。"
  "To—day,"saidI,"Iwillstaywithyoutillaftersupper,andthenIwillleaveyouwithyourfortunatehusband。"
  AsIpronouncedthesewordsM。Palesiembracedmewitheffusion,asiftothankmefornotobjectingtohisenjoyinghisrightsasahusband。
  Hewasbetweentheagesoftwentyandtwenty—two,ofafaircomplexion,andwell—made,buttooprettyforaman。IdidnotwonderatTheresebeinginlovewithhim,forIknewtoowellthepowerofahandsomeface;butIthoughtthatshehadmadeamistakeinmarryinghim,forahusbandacquirescertainrightswhichmaybecometroublesome。
  Therese’sprettymaidcametotellmethatmycarriagewasatthedoor。
  "Willyouallowme,"saidItoher,"tohavemyfootmanin?"
  "Rascal,"saidI,assoonashecamein,"whotoldyoutocomeherewithmycarriage?"
  "Nobody,sir,butIknowmyduty。"
  "WhotoldyouthatIwashere?"
  "Iguessedasmuch。"
  "GoandfetchLeDuc,andcomebackwithhim。"
  WhentheyarrivedItoldLeDuctopaytheimpertinentfellowthreedays’wages,tostriphimofhislivery,andtoaskDr。
  Vanninitogetmeaservantofthesamebuild,notgiftedwiththefacultyofdivination,butwhoknewhowtoobeyhismaster’sorders。Therascalwasmuchperturbedattheresultofhisofficiousness,andaskedTheresetopleadforhim;but,likeasensiblewoman,shetoldhimthathismasterwasthebestjudgeofthevalueofhisservices。
  Atteno’clockalltheactorsandactressesarrived,bringingwiththemamobofamateurswhocrowdedthehall。Theresereceivedtheirgreetingsgraciously,andIcouldseesheenjoyedagreatreputation。Therehearsallastedthreehours,andweariedmeextremely。TorelievemyboredomItalkedtoPalesi,whomIlikedfornotaskingmeanyparticularsofmyacquaintancewithhiswife。Isawthatheknewhowtobehaveinthepositioninwhichhewasplaced。
  AgirlfromParma,namedRedegonde,whoplayedaman’spartandsangverywell,stayedtodinner。TheresehadalsoaskedayoungBolognese,namedCorticelli。Iwasstruckwiththebuddingcharmsofthisprettydancer,butasIwasjustthenfullofTherese,I
  didnotpaymuchattentiontoher。SoonafterwesatdownIsawaplumpabbecominginwithmeasuredsteps。HelookedtomearegularTartuffe,afternothingbutTherese。Hecameuptoherassoonashesawher,andgoingononekneeinthePortuguesefashion,kissedherhandtenderlyandrespectfully。Theresereceivedhimwithsmilingcourtesyandputhimatherrighthand;
  Iwasattheirleft。Hisvoice,manner,andallabouthimtoldmethatIhadknownhim,andinfactIsoonrecognizedhimastheAbbeGama,whomIhadleftatRomeseventeenyearsbeforewithCardinalAcquaviva;butIpretendednottorecognizehim,andindeedhehadagedgreatly。ThisgallantpriesthadeyesfornoonebutTherese,andhewastoobusywithsayingathousandsoftnothingstohertotakenoticeofanybodyelseinthecompany。I
  hopedthatinhisturnhewouldeithernotrecognizemeorpretendnottodoso,soIwascontinuingmytriflingtalkwiththeCorticelli,whenTheresetoldmethattheabbewantedtoknowwhetherIdidnotrecollecthim。Ilookedathisfaceattentively,andwiththeairofamanwhoistryingtorecollectsomething,andthenIroseandaskedifhewerenottheAbbeGama,withwhoseacquaintanceIwashonoured。
  "Thesame,"saidhe,rising,andplacinghisarmsroundmyneckhekissedmeagainandagain。Thiswasinperfectagreementwithhiscraftycharacter;thereaderwillnothaveforgottentheportraitofhimcontainedinthefirstvolumeoftheseMemoirs。
  Aftertheicehadbeenthusbrokenitwillbeimaginedthatwehadalongconversation。HespokeofBarbaruccia,ofthefairMarchionessG————,ofCardinalS————C————,andtoldmehowhehadpassedfromtheSpanishtothePortugueseservice,inwhichhestillcontinued。Iwasenjoyinghistalkaboutnumeroussubjectswhichhadinterestedmeinmyearlyyouth,whenanunexpectedsightabsorbedallmythinkingfaculties。Ayoungmanoffifteenorsixteen,aswellgrownasItaliansusuallyareatthatage,cameintotheroom,salutedthecompanywitheasygrace,andkissedTherese。Iwastheonlypersonwhodidnotknowhim,butI
  wasnottheonlyonewholookedsurprised。ThedaringThereseintroducedhimtomewithperfectcoolnesswiththewords:——
  "Thatismybrother。"
  IgreetedhimaswarmlyasIcould,butmymannerwasslightlyconfused,asIhadnothadtimetorecovermycomposure。Thisso—
  calledbrotherofTheresewasmylivingimage,thoughhiscomplexionwasratherclearerthanmine。Isawatoncethathewasmyson;naturehadneverbeensoindiscreetasintheamazinglikenessbetweenus。This,then,wasthesurpriseofwhichTheresehadspoken;shehaddevisedthepleasureofseeingmeatonceastoundedanddelighted,forsheknewthatmyheartwouldbetouchedatthethoughtofhavinglefthersuchapledgeofourmutuallove。Ihadnottheslightestforeknowledgeinthematter,forTheresehadneveralludedtoherbeingwithchildinherletters。Ithought,however,thatsheshouldnothavebroughtaboutthismeetinginthepresenceofathirdparty,foreveryonehaseyesintheirhead,andanyonewitheyesmusthaveseenthattheyoungmanwaseithermysonormybrother。Iglancedather,butsheavoidedmeetingmyeye,whilethepretendedbrotherwaslookingatmesoattentivelythathedidnothearwhatwassaidtohim。Astotheothers,theydidnothingbutlookfirstatmeandthenathim,andiftheycametotheconclusionthathewasmysontheywouldbeobligedtosupposethatIhadbeentheloverofTherese’smother,ifshewerereallyhissister,fortakingintoconsiderationtheageshelookedandgaveherselfouttobeshecouldnotpossiblybehismother。ItwasequallyimpossiblethatIcouldbeTherese’sfather,asIdidnotlookanyolderthanshedid。
  MysonspoketheNeapolitandialectperfectly,buthealsospokeItalianverywell,andinwhateverhesaidIwasgladtorecognizetaste,goodsense,andintelligence。Hewaswell—informed,thoughhehadbeenbroughtupatNaples,andhismannerswereverydistinguished。Hismothermadehimsitbetweenusattable。
  "Hisfavouriteamusement,"shesaidtome,"ismusic。Youmusthearhimontheclavier,andthoughIameightyearsolderIshallnotbesurprisedifyoupronouncehimthebetterperformer。"
  Onlyawoman’sdelicateinstinctcouldhavesuggestedthisremark;
  menhardlyeverapproachwomeninthisrespect。
  Whetherfromnaturalimpulsesorself—esteem,IrosefromthetablesodelightedwithmysonthatIembracedhimwiththeutmosttenderness,andwasapplaudedbythecompany。Iaskedeverybodytodinewithmethenextday,andmyinvitationwasjoyfullyaccepted;buttheCorticellisaid,withtheutmostsimplicity,"MayIcome,too?"
  "Certainty;youtoo。"
  AfterdinnertheAbbeGamaaskedmetobreakfastwithhim,ortohavehimtobreakfastthenextmorning,asbewaslongingforagoodtalkwithme。
  "Comeandbreakfastwithme,"saidI,"Ishallbedelightedtoseeyou。"
  WhentheguestshadgoneDonCesarino,asthepretendedbrotherofTheresewascalled,askedmeifIwouldwalkwithhim。Ikissedhim,andrepliedthatmycarriagewasathisservice,andthatheandhisbrother—in—lawcoulddriveinit,butthatIhadresolvednottoleavehissisterthatday。Palesiseemedquitesatisfiedwiththearrangement,andtheybothwentaway。
  Whenwewerealone,IgaveThereseanardentembrace,andcongratulatedheronhavingsuchabrother。
  "Mydear,heisthefruitofouramours;heisyourson。Hemakesmehappy,andishappyhimself,andindeedhehaseverythingtomakehimso。"
  "AndI,too,amhappy,dearTherese。YoumusthaveseenthatI
  recognizedhimatonce。"
  "Butdoyouwanttogivehimabrother?Howardentyouare!"
  "Remember,belovedone,thatto—morrowwearetobefriends,andnothingmore。"
  Bythismyeffortswerecrownedwithsuccess,butthethoughtthatitwasthelasttimewasabitterdropinthecupofhappiness。
  Whenwehadregainedourcomposure,Theresesaid,——
  "ThedukewhotookmefromRiminibroughtupourchild;assoonasIknewthatIwaspregnantIconfidedmysecrettohim。Nooneknewofmydelivery,andthechildwassenttonurseatSorrento,andthedukehadhimbaptizedunderthenameofCaesarPhilipLand。HeremainedatSorrentotillhewasnine,andthenhewasboardedwithaworthyman,whosuperintendedhiseducationandtaughthimmusic。Fromhisearliestchildhoodhehasknownmeashissister,andyoucannotthinkhowhappyIwaswhenIsawhimgrowingsolikeyou。Ihavealwaysconsideredhimasasurepledgeofourfinalunion。Iwaseverthinkingwhatwouldhappenwhenwemet,forIknewthathewouldhavethesameinfluenceoveryouashehasoverme。Iwassureyouwouldmarrymeandmakehimlegitimate。"
  "Andyouhaverenderedallthis,whichwouldhavemademehappy,animpossibility。"
  "Thefatesdecidedso;wewillsaynomoreaboutit。OnthedeathofthedukeIleftNaples,leavingCesarinoatthesameboardingschool,undertheprotectionofthePrincedelaRiccia,whohasalwayslookeduponhimasabrother。Yourson,thoughhedoesnotknowit,possessesthesumoftwentythousandducats,ofwhichI
  receivetheinterest,butyoumayimaginethatIlethimwantfornothing。MyonlyregretisthatIcannottellhimIamhismother,asIthinkhewouldlovemestillmoreifheknewthatheowedhisbeingtome。YoucannotthinkhowgladIwastoseeyoursurpriseto—day,andhowsoonyougottolovehim。"
  "Heiswonderfullylikeme。"
  "Thatdelightsme。Peoplemustthinkthatyouweremymother’slover。Myhusbandthinksthatourfriendshipisduetotheconnectionbetweenyouandmymother。HetoldmeyesterdaythatCesarinomightbemybrotheronthemother’sside,butnotonmyfather’s;ashehadseenhisfatherinthetheatre,butthathecouldnotpossiblybemyfather,too。IfIhavechildrenbyPalesiallIhavewillgotothem,butifnotCesarinowillbemyheir。Mypropertyiswellsecured,evenifthePrincedeRicciaweretodie。"
  "Come,"saidshe,drawingmeinthedirectionofherbed—room。
  Sheopenedalargeboxwhichcontainedherjewelsanddiamonds,andsharestotheamountoffiftythousandducats。Besidesthatshehadalargeamountofplate,andhertalentswhichassuredherthefirstplaceinalltheItaliantheatres。
  "DoyouknowwhetherourdearCesarinohasbeeninloveyet?"saidI。
  "Idon’tthinkso,butIfancymyprettymaidisinlovewithhim。
  Ishallkeepmyeyesopen。"
  "Youmustn’tbetoostrict。"
  "No,butitisn’tagoodthingforayoungmantoengagetoosooninthatpleasurewhichmakesoneneglecteverythingelse。"
  "Letmehavehim,Iwillteachhimhowtolive。"
  "Askall,butleavememyson。YoumustknowthatIneverkisshimforfearofmygivingwaytoexcessiveemotion。Iwishyouknewhowgoodandpureheis,andhowwellhelovesme,Icouldnotrefusehimanything。
  WhatwillpeoplesayinVenicewhentheyseeCasanovaagain,whoescapedfromTheLeadsandhasbecometwentyyearsyounger?"
  "YouaregoingtoVenice,then,fortheAscensa?"
  "Yes,andyouaregoingtoRome?"
  "AndtoNaples,toseemyfriendtheDukedeMatalone。"
  "Iknowhimwell。HehasalreadyhadasonbythedaughteroftheDukedeBovino,whomhemarried。Shemustbeacharmingwomantohavemadeamanofhim,forallNaplesknewthathewasimpotent。"
  "Probably,sheonlyknewthesecretofmakinghimafather。"
  "Well,itispossible。"
  WespentthetimebytalkingwithinterestonvarioustopicstillCesarinoandthehusbandcameback。Thedearchildfinishedhisconquestofmeatsupper;hehadamerryrandomwit,andalltheNeapolitanvivacity。Hesatdownattheclavier,andafterplayingseveralpieceswiththeutmostskillhebegantosingNeapolitansongswhichmadeusalllaugh。Thereseonlylookedathimandme,butnowandagainsheembracedherhusband,saying,thatinlovealonelieshappiness。
  Ithoughtthen,andIthinknow,thatthisdaywasoneofthehappiestIhaveeverspent。
  CHAPTERVII
  TheCorticelli——TheJewManagerBeaten——TheFalseCharlesIvanoffandtheTrickHePlayedMe——IAmOrderedtoLeaveTuscany——IArriveatRome——MyBrotherJeanAtnineo’clockthenextmorning,theAbbeGamawasannounced。
  Thefirstthinghedidwastoshedtearsofjoy(ashesaid)atseeingmesowellandprosperousaftersomanyyears。Thereaderwillguessthattheabbeaddressedmeinthemostflatteringterms,andperhapshemayknowthatonemaybeclever,experiencedinthewaysoftheworld,andevendistrustfulofflattery,butyetone’sself—love,everonthewatch,listenstotheflatterer,andthinkshimpleasant。Thispoliteandpleasantabbe,whohadbecomeextremelycraftyfromhavinglivedallhisdaysamongstthehighdignitariesatthecourtofthe’ServusServorumDei’(thebestschoolofstrategy),wasnotaltogetheranill—disposedman,butbothhisdispositionandhisprofessionconspiredtomakehiminquisitive;infine,suchasIhavedepictedhiminthefirstvolumeoftheseMemoirs。Hewantedtohearmyadventures,anddidnotwaitformetoaskhimtotellhisstory。Hetoldmeatgreatlengththevariousincidentsinhislifefortheseventeenyearsinwhichwehadnotseenoneanother。HehadlefttheserviceoftheKingofSpainforthatoftheKingofPortugal,hewassecretaryofembassytotheCommanderAlmada,andbehadbeenobligedtoleaveRomebecausethePopeRezzonicowouldnotallowtheKingofPortugaltopunishcertainworthyJesuitassassins,whohadonlybrokenhisarmasithappened,butwhohadnonethelessmeanttotakehislife。Thus,GamawasstayinginItalycorrespondingwithAlmadaandthefamousCarvalho,waitingforthedisputetobefinishedbeforehereturnedtoRome。Inpointoffactthiswastheonlysubstantialincidentintheabbe’sstory,butheworkedinsomanyepisodesofnoconsequencethatitlastedforanhour。Nodoubthewishedmetoshewmygratitudebytellinghimallmyadventureswithoutreserve;buttheupshotofitwasthatwebothshewedourselvestruediplomatists,heinlengtheninghisstory,Iinshorteningmine,whileIcouldnothelpfeelingsomeenjoymentinbulkingthecuriosityofmycassockedfriend。