"Mydearbaron,theluck’sagainstyou;youmightlosealargesumofmoney。Ireallythinkwehavehadenough。"
Withoutheedingmypoliteness,hesworeagainstfortuneandagainstthefavourIseemedtobeshewinghim。Finallyhegotup,andtakinghishatandcane,wentout,saying,——
"IwillpayyouwhenIcomeback。"
Assoonashehadgonethegirlsaid:
"Iamsureyouhavebeenregardingmeasyourpartneratplay。"
"Ifyouhaveguessedthat,youwillalsohaveguessedthatIthinkyoucharming。"
"Yes,IthinkIhave。"
"Areyouangrywithme?"
"Notintheleast。"
"Youshallhavethefiftyguineasassoonashehaspaidme。"
"Verygood,butthebaronmustknownothingaboutit。"
"Ofcoursenot。"
ThebargainwasscarcelystruckbeforeIbegantoshewherhowmuchI
lovedher。Ihadeveryreasontocongratulatemyselfonhercomplaisance,andIthoughtthismeetingawelcomegleamoflightwhenalllookeddarkaroundme。Wehadtomakehaste,however,asthedoorwasonlyshutwithacatch。Ihadbarelytimetoascertainheraddressandthehouratwhichshecouldseeme,andwhetherI
shouldhavetobecarefulwithherlover。Sherepliedthatthebaron’sfidelitywasnotofacharactertomakehimveryexacting。I
puttheaddressinmypocket,andpromisedtopassanightwithher。
Thebaroncameinagain,andsaid,——
"Ihavebeentoamerchanttodiscountthisbillofexchange,andthoughitisdrawnononeofthebesthouseinCadiz,andmadeoutbyagoodhouseinLondon,hewouldnothaveanythingtodowithit。"
Itookthebillandsawsomemillionsmentionedonit,whichastonishedme。
ThebaronsaidwithalaughthatthecurrencywasPortuguesemilries,andthattheyamountedtofivehundredpoundssterling。
"Ifthesignaturesareknown,"saidI,"Idon’tunderstandwhythemanwon’tdiscountit。Whydon’tyoutakeittoyourbanker?"
"Ihaven’tgotone。IcametoEnglandwithathousandgoldpiecesinmypocket,andIhavespentthemall。AsIhavenotgotanylettersofcreditIcannotpayyouunlessthebillisdiscounted。IfyouhavegotanyfriendsontheExchange,however,youcouldgetitdone。"
"IfthenamesprovegoodonesIwillletyouhavethemoneyto—morrowmorning。"
"ThenIwillmakeitpayabletoyourorder。"
Heputhisnametoit,andIpromisedtosendhimeitherthemoneyorthebillbeforenoononthedayfollowing。Hegavemehisaddressandbeggedmetocomeanddinewithhim,andsoweparted。
ThenextdayIwenttoBosanquet,whotoldmethatMr。LeighwaslookingoutforbillsofexchangeonCadiz,andIaccordinglywaitedonhim。Heexclaimedthatsuchpaperwasworthmorethangoldtohim,andgavemefivehundredandtwentyguineas,ofcourseafterI
hadendorsedit。
IcalledonthebaronandgavehimthemoneyIhadjustreceived,andhethankedmeandgavemebackthehundredguineas。Afterwardswehaddinner,andfelltotalkingofhismistress。
"Areyouinlovewithher?"saidI。
"No;Ihaveplentyofothers,andifyoulikeheryoucanhaveherfortenguineas。"
Ilikedthiswayofputtingit,thoughIhadnottheslightestideaofcheatingthegirloutofthesumIhadpromisedher。OnleavingthebaronIwenttoseeher,andassoonassheheardthatthebaronhadpaidmesheorderedadelicioussupper,andmademespendanightthatobliteratedallmysorrowsfrommymemory。Inthemorning,whenIhandedoverthefiftyguineas,shesaidthatasarewardforthewayinwhichIkeptmypromiseIcouldsupwithherwheneverIlikedtospendsixguineas。Ipromisedtocomeandseeheroften。
ThenextmorningIreceivedaletterthroughthepost,writteninbadItalian,andsigned,"Yourobedientgodson,Daturi。"Thisgodsonofminewasinprisonfordebt,andbeggedmetogivehimafewshillingstobuysomefood。
Ihadnothingparticulartodo,theappellationofgodsonmademecurious,andsoIwenttotheprisontoseeDaturi,ofwhoseidentityIhadnottheslightestidea。Hewasafineyoungmanoftwenty;hedidnotknowme,norIhim。Igavehimhisletter,andbeggingmetoforgivehimhedrewapaperfromhispocketandshewedmehiscertificateofbaptism,onwhichIsawmyownnameinscribedbesidehisnameandthoseofhisfatherandmother,theparishofVenice,wherehewasborn,andthechurchinwhichhewasbaptized;butstillIrackedmymemoryinvain;Icouldnotrecollecthim。
"Ifyouwilllistentome,"hesaid,"Icansetyouright;mymotherhastoldmethestoryahundredtimes。"
"Goon,"saidI,"Iwilllisten;"andashetoldhisstoryI
rememberedwhohewas。
ThisyoungmanwhomIhadheldatthefontasthesonoftheactorDaturiwaspossiblymyownson。HehadcometoLondonwithatroupeofjugglerstoplaytheillustriouspartofclown,orpagliazzo,buthavingquarrelledwiththecompanyhehadlosthisplaceandhadgotintodebttotheextentoftenpoundssterling,andforthisdebthehadbeenimprisoned。Withoutsayinganythingtohimaboutmyrelationswithhismother,Isethimfreeonthespot,tellinghimtocometomeeverymorning,asIwouldgivehimtwoshillingsadayforhissupport。
AweekafterIhaddonethisgoodworkIfeltthatIhadcaughtthefearfuldiseasefromwhichthegodMercuryhadalreadydeliveredmethreetimes,thoughwithgreatdangerandperilofmylife。IhadspentthreenightswiththefatalEnglishwoman,andthemisfortunewasdoublyinconvenientunderthecircumstances。Iwasontheeveofalongseavoyage,andthoughVenusmayhaverisenfromthewavesofthesea,seaairisbynomeansfavourabletothoseonwhomshehascasthermalignaspect。Iknewwhattodo,andresolvedtohavemycasetakeninhandwithoutdelay。
Ileftmyhouse,notwiththeintentionofreproachingtheEnglishwomanafterthemanneroffools,butratherofgoingtoagoodsurgeon,withwhomIcouldmakeanagreementtostayinhishousetillmycurewascompleted。
IhadmytrunkspackedjustasifIwasgoingtoleaveLondon,exceptingmylinen,whichIsenttomywasherwomanwholivedatadistanceofsixmilesfromtown,anddroveagreattrade。
TheverydayImeanttochangemylodgingaletterwashandedtome。
ItwasfromMr。Leigh,andranasfollows:
"ThebillofexchangeIdiscountedforyouisaforgery,sopleasetosendmeatyourearliestconveniencethefivehundredandtwentyguineas;andifthemanwhohascheatedyouwillnotreimbursethemoney,havehimarrested。ForHeaven’ssakedonotforcemetohaveyouarrestedto—morrow,andwhateveryoudomakehaste,forthismayproveahangingmatter。"
FortunatelyIwasbymyselfwhenIreceivedtheletter。Ifelluponmybed,andinamomentIwascoveredwithacoldsweat,whileI
trembledlikealeaf。Isawthegallowsbeforeme,fornobodywouldlendmethemoney,andtheywouldnotwaitformyremittancefromVenicetoreachme。
Tomyshudderingfitsucceededaburningfever。Iloadedmypistols,andwentoutwiththedeterminationofblowingoutBaronStenau’sbrains,orputtinghimunderarrestifhedidnotgivemethemoney。
Ireachedhishouse,andwasinformedthathehadsailedforLisbonfourdaysago。
ThisBaronStenauwasaLivonian,andfourmonthsaftertheseeventshewashangedatLisbon。IonlyanticipatethislittleeventinhislifebecauseImightpossiblyforgetitwhenIcometomysojournatRiga。
AssoonasIheardhewasgoneIsawtherewasnoremedy,andthatI
mustsavemyself。Ihadonlytenortwelveguineasleft,andthissumwasinsufficient。IwenttoTreves,aVenetianJewtowhomIhadaletterfromCountAlgarotti,theVenetianbanker。IdidnotthinkofgoingtoBosanquet,orSanhel,orSalvador,whomightpossiblyhavegotwindofmytrouble,whileTreveshadnodealingswiththesegreatbankers,anddiscountedabillforahundredsequinsreadilyenough。WiththemoneyinmypocketImademywaytomylodging,whiledeadlyfeardoggedeverystep。Leighhadgivenmetwenty—fourhours’breathingtime,andIdidnotthinkhimcapableofbreakinghisword,stillitwouldnotdototrusttoit。Ididnotwanttolosemylinennorthreefinesuitsofclotheswhichmytailorwaskeepingforme,andyetIhadneedofthegreatestpromptitude。
IcalledinJarbeandaskedhimwhetherhewouldprefertotaketwentyguineasandhisdismissal,ortocontinueinmyservice。I
explainedthathewouldhavetowaitinLondonforaweek,andjoinmeattheplacefromwhichIwrotetohim。
"Sir,"saidhe,"Ishouldliketoremaininyourservice,andIwillrejoinyouwhereveryouplease。Whenareyouleaving?"
"Inanhour’stime;butsaynotaword,oritwillcostmemylife。"
"Whycan’tyoutakemewithyou?"
"BecauseIwantyoutobringmylinenwhichisatthewash,andmyclotheswhichthetailorismaking。Iwillgiveyousufficientmoneyforthejourney。"
"Idon’twantanything。YoushallpaymewhatIhavespentwhenI
rejoinyou。Waitamoment。"
Hewentoutandcamebackagaindirectly,andholdingoutsixtyguineas,said,——
"Takethis,sir,Ientreatyou,mycreditisgoodforasmuchmoreincaseofneed。"
"Ithankyou,mygoodfellow,butIwillnottakeyourmoney,butbesureIwillnotforgetyourfidelity。"
MytailorlivedclosebyandIcalledonhim,andseeingthatmyclotheswerenotyetmadeupItoldhimthatIshouldliketosellthem,andalsothegoldlacethatwastobeusedinthetrimming。Heinstantlygavemethirtyguineaswhichmeantagaintohimoftwenty—
fivepercent。Ipaidtheweek’srentofmylodging,andafterbiddingfarewelltomynegroIsetoutwithDaturi。WesleptatRochester,asmystrengthwouldcarrymenofarther。Iwasinconvulsions,andhadasortofdelirium。Daturiwasthemeansofsavingmylife。
Ihadorderedpost—horsestocontinueourjourney,andDaturiofhisownauthoritysentthembackandwentforadoctor,whopronouncedmetobeindangerofanapoplecticfitandorderedacopiousblood—
letting,whichrestoredmycalm。Sixhourslaterhepronouncedmefittotravel。IgottoDoverearlyinthemorning,andhadonlyhalfanhourtostop,asthecaptainofthepacketsaidthatthetidewouldnotallowofanydelay。Theworthysailorlittleknewhowwellhisviewssuitedmine。IusedthishalfhourinwritingtoJarbe,tellinghimtorejoinmeatCalais,andMrs。Mercier,mylandlady,towhomIhadaddressedtheletter,wrotetotellmethatshehadgivenithimwithherownhands。However,Jarbedidnotcome。Weshallhearmoreofthisnegrointhecourseoftwoyears。
Thefeverandthevirusthatwasinmybloodputmeindangerofmylife,andonthethirddayIwasinextremis。Afourthblood—lettingexhaustedmystrength,andleftmeinastateofcomawhichlastedfortwenty—fourhours。Thiswassucceededbyacrisiswhichrestoredmetolifeagain,butitwasonlybydintofthemostcarefultreatmentthatIfoundmyselfabletocontinuemyjourneyafortnightaftermyarrivalinFrance。
Weakinhealth,grievedathavingbeentheinnocentcauseoftheworthyMr。Leigh’slosingalargesumofmoney,humiliatedbymyflightfromLondon,indignantwithJarbe,andangryatbeingobligedtoabandonmyPortugueseproject,Igotintoapost—chaisewithDaturi,notknowingwheretoturnorwheretogo,orwhetherIhadmanymoreweekstolive。
IhadwrittentoVeniceaskingM。deBragadintosendthesumIhavementionedtoBrusselsinsteadofLondon。
WhenIgottoDunkirk,thedayafterIleftParis,thefirstpersonI
sawwasthemerchantS————,thehusbandofthatTheresewhommyreadersmayremember,thenieceofTiretta’smistress,withwhomI
hadbeeninlovesevenyearsago。Theworthymanrecognizedme,andseeinghisastonishmentatthechangeinmyappearanceItoldhimI
wasrecoveringfromalongillness,andthenaskedafterhiswife。
"Sheiswonderfullywell,"heanswered,"andIhopeweshallhavethepleasureofseeingyoutodinnertomorrow。"
IsaidIwantedtobeoffatday—break,buthewouldnothearofit,andprotestedhewouldbequitehurtifIwentawaywithoutseeinghiswifeandhisthreechildren。AtlastIappeasedhimbysayingthatwewouldsuptogether。
MyreaderswillrememberthatIhadbeenonthepointofmarryingTherese,andthiscircumstancemademeashamedofpresentingmyselftoherinsuchasorryplight。
Inaquarterofanhourthehusbandarrivedwithhiswifeandthreechildren,theeldestofwhomlooked,aboutsix。Aftertheusualgreetingsandtiresomeenquiriesaftermyhealth,Theresesentbackthetwoyoungerchildren,rightlythinkingthattheeldestwouldbetheonlyoneinwhomIshouldtakeanyinterest。Hewasacharmingboy;andashewasexactlylikehismother,theworthymerchanthadnodoubtsastotheparentageofthechild。
IlaughedtomyselfatfindingmyoffspringthusscatteredalloverEurope。AtsupperTheresegavemenewsofTiretta。HehadenteredtheDutchEastIndiaCompany’sservice,buthavingbeenconcernedinarevoltatBatavia,hehadonlyescapedthegallowsbyflight——Ihadmyownthoughtsastothesimilaritybetweenhisdestinyandmine,butIdidnotrevealthem。Afterallitisaneasyenoughmatterforanadventurousman,whodoesnotlookwhereheisgoing,togethangedforameretrifle。
Thenextday,whenIgottoTournay,Isawsomegroomswalkingfinehorsesupanddown,andIaskedtowhomtheybelonged。
"’TotheComtedeSt。Germain,theadept,whohasbeenhereamonth,andnevergoesout。Everybodywhopassesthroughtheplacewantstoseehim;butheisinvisible。"
Thiswasenoughtogivemethesamedesire,soIwrotehimaletter,expressingmywishtospeaktohim,andaskinghimtonameanhour。
Hisreply,whichIhavepreserved,ranasfollows:
"Thegravityofmyoccupationcompelsmetoexcludeeveryone,butyouareanexception。Comewheneveryoulike,youwillbeshewnin。Youneednotmentionmynamenoryourown。Idonotaskyoutosharemyrepast,farmyfoodisnotsuitabletoothers——toyouleastofall,ifyourappetiteiswhatitusedtobe。"
Atnineo’clockIpaidmycall,andfoundhehadgrownabeardtwoincheslong。Hehadascoreofretortsbeforehim,fullofliquidsinvariousstagesofdigestion。Hetoldmehewasexperimentingwithcoloursforhisownamusement,andthathehadestablishedahatfactoryforCountCobenzl,theAustrianambassadoratBrussels。Headdedthatthecounthadonlygivenhimahundredandfiftythousandflorins,whichwereinsufficient。ThenwespokeofMadamed’Urfe。
"Shepoisonedherself,"saidhe,"bytakingtoostrongadoseoftheUniversalMedicine,andherwillshewsthatshethoughtherselftobewithchild。Ifshehadcometome,Icouldhavereallymadeherso,thoughitisadifficultprocess,andsciencehasnotadvancedfarenoughforustobeabletoguaranteethesexofthechild。"
Whenheheardthenatureofmydisease,hewantedmetostaythreedaysatTournayforhimtogivemefifteenpills,whichwouldeffectuallycureme,andrestoremetoperfecthealth。Thenheshewedmehismagistrum,whichhecalledathoeter。Itwasawhiteliquidcontainedinawell—stopperedphial。Hetoldmethatthisliquidwastheuniversalspiritofnature,andthatifthewaxonthestopperwasprickedeversolightly,thewholeofthecontentswoulddisappear。Ibeggedhimtomaketheexperiment。Hegavemethephialandapin,andIprickedthewax,andtolo!thephialwasempty。
"Itisveryfine,"saidI,"butwhatgoodisallthis?"
"Icannottellyou;thatismysecret。"
HewantedtoastonishmebeforeIwent,andaskedmeifIhadanymoneyaboutme。Itookoutseveralpiecesandputthemonthetable。
Hegotup,andwithoutsayingwhathewasgoingtodohetookaburningcoalandputitonametalplate,andplacedatwelve—solspiecewithasmallblackgrainonthecoal。Hethenblewit,andintwominutesitseemedonfire。
"Waitamoment,"saidthealchemist,"letitgetcool;"anditcooledalmostdirectly。
"Takeit;itisyours,"saidhe。
Itookupthepieceofmoneyandfoundithadbecomegold。Ifeltperfectlycertainthathehadsmuggledmysilverpieceaway,andhadsubstitutedagoldpiececoatedwithsilverforit。Ididnotcaretotellhimasmuch,buttolethimseethatIwasnottakenin,I
said,——
"Itisreallyverywonderful,butanothertimeyoushouldwarnmewhatyouaregoingtodo,sothattheoperationmightbeattentivelywatched,andthepieceofmoneynotedbeforebeingplacedontheburningcoal。"
"Thosethatarecapableofentertainingdoubtsofmyart,"saidtherogue,"arenotworthytospeaktome。"
Thiswasinhisusualstyleofarrogance,towhichIwasaccustomed。
ThiswasthelasttimeIsawthiscelebratedandlearnedimpostor;hediedatSchlesingsixorsevenyearsafter。Thepieceofmoneyhegavemewaspuregold,andtwomonthsafterField—marshalKeithtooksuchafancytoitthatIgaveithim。
IleftTournaythenextmorning,andstoppedatBrusselstoawaittheansweroftheletterwhichIhadwrittentoM。deBragadin。FivedaysafterIgottheletterwithabillofexchangefortwohundredducats。
IthoughtofstayinginBrusselstogetcured,butDaturitoldmethathehadheardfromarope—dancerthathisfatherandmotherandthewholefamilywereatBrunswick,andhepersuadedmetogothere,assuringmethatIshouldbecarefullylookedafter。
HehadnotmuchdifficultyingettingmetogotoBrunswick,asIwascurioustoseeagainthemotherofmygodson,soIstartedthesameday。AtRuremondeIwassoillthatIhadtostopforthirty—sixhours。AtWeselIwishedtogetridofmypost—chaise,forthehorsesofthecountryarenotusedtogoingbetweenshafts,butwhatwasmysurprisetomeetGeneralBekwthere。
Aftertheusualcomplimentshadpassed,andthegeneralhadcondoledwithmeonmyweakstateofhealth,hesaidheshouldliketobuymychaiseandexchangeitforacommodiouscarriage,inwhichIcouldtravelalloverGermany。Thebargainwassoonstruck,andthegeneraladvisedmetostayatWeselwheretherewasacleveryoungdoctorfromtheUniversityofLeyden,whowouldunderstandmycasebetterthantheBrunswickphysicians。
Nothingiseasierthantoinfluenceasickman,especiallyifhebeinsearchoffortune,andknowsnotwheretolookfortheficklegoddess。GeneralBekw————,whowasingarrisonatWesel,sentforDr。Pipers,andwaspresentatmyconfessionandevenattheexamination。
IwillnotrevoltmyreadersbydescribingthedisgustingstateinwhichIwas,sufficeittosaythatIshudderstillwhenIthinkofit。
Theyoungdoctor,whowasgentlenesspersonified,beggedmetocomeandstaywithhim,promisingthathismotherandsistersshouldtakethegreatestcareofme,andthathewouldeffectaradicalcureinthecourseofsixweeksifIwouldcarryoutallhisdirections。Thegeneraladvisedmestronglytostaywiththedoctor,andIagreedallthemorereadilyasIwishedtohavesomeamusementatBrunswickandnottoarrivetheredeprivedoftheuseofallmylimbs。Ithereforegavein,butthedoctorwouldnothearofanyagreement。HetoldmethatIcouldgivehimwhateverIlikedwhenIwentaway,andhewouldcertainlybesatisfied。Hetookhisleavetogoandmakemyroomready,andtoldmetocomeinanhour’stime。Iwenttohishouseinasedan—chair,andheldahandkerchiefbeforemyface,asIwasashamedthattheyoungdoctor’smotherandsistersshouldseemeinthestateIwasin。
AssoonasIgottomyroom,DaturiundressedmeandIwenttobed。
CHAPTERXVII
MyCure——DaturiisBeatenbySomeSoldiers——ILeaveWeselforBrunswick——Redegonde——Brunswick——TheHereditaryPrince——TheJew——
MyStayatWolfen—ButtelTheLibrary——BerlinCalsabigiandtheBerlinLottery——Mdlle。BelangerAtSupper—time,thedoctor,hismother,andoneofhissisterscametoseeme。Allofthemboretheloveoftheirkindwrittenontheirfeatures;theyassuredmethatIshouldhaveallpossiblecareattheirhands。Whentheladiesweregonethedoctorexplainedhistreatment。Hesaidthathehopedtocuremebytheexhibitionofsudorificesandmercurialpills,buthewarnedmeImustbeverycarefulinmydietandmustnotapplymyselfinanyway。Ipromisedtoabidebyhisdirections,andhesaidthathewouldreadmethenewspaperhimselftwiceaweektoamuseme,andbywayofabeginningheinformedmethatthefamousPompadourwasdead。
ThusIwascondemnedtoastateofperfectrest,butitwasnottheremediesortheabstinenceIdreadedmost;Ifearedtheeffectsofennui;IthoughtIshoulddieofit。Nodoubtthedoctorsawthedangeraswellasmyself,forheaskedmeifIwouldmindhissistercomingandworkinginmyroomoccasionallywithafewofherfriends。
Irepliedthat,despitemyshameofshewingmyselftoyoungladiesinsuchacondition,Iacceptedherofferwithdelight。Thesisterwasverygratefulforwhatshewaspleasedtocallmykindness,formyroomwastheonlyonewhichlookedinthestreet,andaseveryoneknowsgirlsareveryfondofinspectingthepassers—by。UnfortunatelythisarrangementturnedoutillforDaturi。Thepooryoungmanhadonlyreceivedtheeducationofamountebank,anditwastiresomeforhimtopassallhistimeinmycompany。WhenhesawthatIhadplentyoffriends,hethoughtIcoulddispensewithhissociety,andonlythoughtofamusinghimself。Onthethirddaytowardstheeveninghewascarriedhomecoveredwithbruises。Hehadbeenintheguard—roomwiththesoldiers,andsomequarrelhavingarisenhehadgotaseverebeating。Hewasinapitiablestate;alloverbloodandwiththreeteethmissing。Hetoldmethestorywithtears,andbeggedmetotakevengeanceonhisfoes。
IsentmydoctortoGeneralBekw————,whosaidthatallhecoulddowastogivethepoormanabedinthehospital。Baturihadnobonesbroken,andinafewdayswasquitewell,soIsenthimontoBrunswickwithapassportfromGeneralSalomon。Thelossofhisteethsecuredhimfromtheconscription;this,atanyrate,wasagoodthing。
Thetreatmentoftheyoungdoctorwasevenmoresuccessfulthanhehadanticipated,forinamonthIwasperfectlywellagain,thoughterriblythin。Theworthypeopleofthehousemusthavetakenanideaofmenotintheleastlikemyself;Iwasthoughttobethemostpatientofmen,andthesisterandheryoungladyfriendsmusthaveconsideredmeasmodestypersonified;butthesevirtuesonlyresultedfrommyillnessandmygreatdepression。Ifyouwanttodiscoverthecharacterofaman,viewhiminhealthandfreedom;acaptiveandinsicknessheisnolongerthesameman。
Igaveabeautifuldresstothesister,andtwentylouistothedoctor,andbothseemedtomeextremelysatisfied。
OntheeveofmydepartureIreceivedaletterfromMadameduRumain,whohadheardIwasinwantfrommyfriendBaletti,andsentmeabillofexchangeonAmsterdamforsixhundredflorins。ShesaidI
couldrepayheratmyconvenience,butshediedbeforeIwasabletodischargethedebt。
HavingmadeupmymindtogotoBrunswick,IcouldnotresistthetemptationtopassthroughHanover,forwheneverIthoughtofGabrielleIlovedherstill。Ididnotwishtostopanylengthoftime,forIwaspoorandIhadtobecarefulofmyhealth。IonlywishedtopayheraflyingvisitontheestatewhichhermotherhadatStocken,asshehadtoldme。Imayalsosaythatcuriositywasamotiveforthisvisit。
Ihaddecidedtostartatday—breakinmynewcarriage,butthefateshadordaineditotherwise。
TheEnglishgeneralwrotemeanoteaskingmetosupwithhim,tellingmethatsomeItalianswouldbepresent,andthisdecidedmetostayon,butIhadtopromisethedoctortoobservestricttemperance。
MysurprisemaybeimaginedwhenIsawtheRedegondeandherabominablemother。Themotherdidnotrecognizemeatfirst,butRedegondeknewmedirectly,andsaid,——
"GoodHeavens!howthinyouhavebecome!"
Icomplimentedheronherbeauty,andindeedshehadimprovedwonderfully。
"Ihavejustrecoveredfromadangerousillness,"saidI,"andIamstartingforBrunswickatday—breaktomorrow。"
"Soarewe,"sheexclaimed,lookingathermother。
Thegeneral,delightedtofindthatwekneweachother,saidwecouldtraveltogether。
"Hardly,Ithink,"Ireplied,"unlessthelady—motherhaschangedherprinciplessinceIknewher。"
"Iamalwaysthesame,"shesaid,drylyenough;butIonlyrepliedwithaglanceofcontempt。
Thegeneralheldabankatfaroatasmalltable。Therewereseveralotherladiesandsomeofficers,andthestakesweresmall。Heofferedmeaplace,butIexcusedmyself,sayingthatIneverplayedwhileonajourney。
Attheendofthedealthegeneralreturnedtothecharge,andsaid,——
"Really,chevalier,thismaximofyoursisanti—social;youmustplay。"
SosayinghedrewseveralEnglishbanknotesfromhispocket—book,tellingmetheywerethesameIhadgivenhiminLondonsixmonthsago。
"Takeyourrevenge,"headded;"therearefourhundredpoundshere。"
"Idon’twanttoloseasmuchasthat,"Ireplied,"butIwillriskfiftypoundstoamuseyou。"
WiththisItookoutthebillofexchangethatMadameduRumainhadsentme。
Thegeneralwentondealing,andatthethirddealIfoundIwasfiftyguineastothegood,andwiththatIwassatisfied。Directlyafterwardssupperwasannounced,andwewentintothedining—room。
Redegonde,whohadlearntFrenchadmirably,kepteverybodyamused。
ShehadbeenengagedbytheDukeofBrunswickassecondsinger,andshehadcomefromBrussels。Shebemoanedherjourneyintheuncomfortablepost—chaise,andexpressedafearthatshewouldbeillbythetimeshegottoherjourney’send。
"Why,there’stheChevalierSeingaltallaloneinamostcomfortablecarriage,"saidthegeneral。
Redegondesmiled。
"Howmanypeoplewillyourcarriagehold?"
"Onlytwo。"
"Thenit’soutofthequestion,forIneverletmydaughtertravelalonewithanybody。"
Ageneralburstoflaughter,inwhichRedegondejoined,seemedtoconfusethemotherinsomedegree;butlikeagooddaughterRedegondeexplainedthathermotherwasalwaysafraidofherbeingassassinated。
Theeveningpassedawayinpleasantconversation,andtheyoungersingerdidnotneedmuchpersuasiontoseatherselfatthepiano,whereshesanginamannerthatwongenuineapplause。
WhenIwantedtogothegeneralbeggedmetobreakfastwithhim,sayingthatthepost—chaisedidnotgotilltwelve,andthatthisactofpolitenesswasduetomyyoungfellow—countrywoman。Redegondejoinedin,reproachingmewithmybehaviouratTurinandFlorence,thoughshehadnothingreallytocomplainof。Igavein,andfeelingthatIwantedrestIwenttobed。
Thenextmorning,atnineo’clock,Itookleaveoftheworthydoctorandhisfamilyandwalkedtothegeneral’s,givingordersthatmycarriageshouldbebroughtroundassoonasitwasready。
InhalfanhourRedegondeandhermotherarrived,andIwasastonishedtoseethemaccompaniedbythebrotherwhohadbeenmyservantatFlorence。
Whenbreakfastwasovermycarriagestoodatthedoor,andImademybowtothegeneralandallthecompany,whowerestandinginthehalltoseemeoff。Redegondecamedownthestepswithme,andaskedifmycarriagewascomfortable,andthengotintoit。Igotinafterherwithouttheslightestpremeditation,andthepostillion,seeingthecarriagefull,gaveacrackwithhiswhipandwewereoff,Redegondeshriekingwithlaughter。Iwasonthepointoftellinghimtostop,butseeingherenjoymentofthedriveIheldmytongue,onlywaitingforhertosay,"Ihavehadenough。"ButIwaitedinvain,andwehadgoneoverhalfaleaguebeforeshesaidaword。
"Ihavelaughed,andlaughstill,"shesaid,"whenIthinkofwhatmymotherwillsayatthisfreakofmine。Ihadnointentionsingettingintothecarriage,andIamsureyoucannothavetoldthepostilliontodriveon。"
"Youmaybequitesureofthat。"
"Allthesamemymotherwillbelieveittobeadeeply—laidplan,andthatstrikesmeasamusing。"
"Soitis;Iamquitesatisfied,certainly。NowyouarehereyouhadbettercomeonwithmetoBrunswick;youwillbemorecomfortablethaninavillainousstagecoach。"
"Ishouldbedelighted,butthatwouldbepushingmatterstoofar。
No,wewillstopatthefirststageandwaitforthecoach。"
"Youmaydosoifyouplease,butyouwillexcusemywaiting。"
"What!youwouldleavemeallalone?"
"Youknow,dearRedegonde,thatIhavealwayslovedyou,andIamreadytotakeyouwithmetoBrunswick;whatmorecanIsay?"
"Ifyoulovemeyouwillwaitwithmeandrestoremetomymother,whomustbeindespair。"
"InspiteofmydevotionIamafraidIcannotdoso。"
Insteadofturningsulkytheyoungmadcapbegantolaughagain;andI
determinedsheshouldcomewithmetoBrunswick。
Whenwegottotheendofthestagetherewerenohorsesready。I
arrangedmatterswiththepostillion,andafterbaitingthehorseswesetoutoncemore。Theroadswerefearful,andwedidnotcometothesecondposting—stagetillnightfall。
Wemighthavesleptthere,butnotwishingtobecaughtupbythecoachandtolosemyprize,IorderedfreshhorsesandweresumedourjourneyinspiteofRedegonde’stearsandsupplications。WetravelledallnightandreachedLippstadtintheearlymorning,andinspiteoftheunseasonablenessofthehourIorderedsomethingtoeat。Redegondewantedarest,asindeeddidI,butshehadtogivewaywhenIsaidcaressinglythatwecouldsleepatMinden。Insteadofscoldingmeshebegantosmile,andIsawsheguessedwhatshehadtoexpect;infact,whenwegottoMindenwehadsupper,andthenwenttobedtogetherasmanandwife,andstayedinbedforfivehours。Shewasquitekind,andonlymademeentreatherforform’ssake。
WegottoHanoverandputupatanexcellentinnwherewehadachoicemeal,andwhereIfoundthewaiterwhowasattheinninZurichwhenIwaitedontheladiesattable。MissChudleighhaddinedtherewiththeDukeofKingston,andtheyhadgoneontoBerlin。
WehadabeautifulFrenchbedinwhichtospendthenight,andinthemorningwewereawakenedbythenoiseofthestagecoach。Redegondenotwishingtobesurprisedinmyarmsrangthebellandtoldthewaiterbynomeanstoadmittheladywhowouldcomeoutofthecoachandasktobeshewnindirectly;butherprecautionwasvain,for,asthewaiterwentout,themotherandsoncamein,andweweretakenin’flagrantedelicto’。
Itoldthemtowaitoutside,andgettingupinmyshirtIlockedthedoor。Themotherbegantoabusemeandherdaughter,andthreatenedmewithcriminalproceedingsifIdidnotgiveherup。Redegonde,however,calmedherbytellingherthestory,andshebelieved,orpretendedtobelieve,itwasallchance;butshesaid,——
"That’sallverywell;butyoucan’tdeny,youlittleslut,thatyouhavebeensleepingwithhim。"
"Oh,there’snoharminthat,foryouknow,dearmamma,nobodydoesanythingasleep。"
Withoutgivingherthetimetoreplyshethrewherarmsroundherneckandpromisedtogoonwithherinthecoach。
Afterthingshadbeenthussettled,Idressedmyself,andgavethemallagoodbreakfast,andwentonmywaytoBrunswick,whereI
arrivedafewhoursbeforethem。
RedegondehaddeprivedmeofmycuriositytoseeGabrielle;besides,intheconditionIwasin,myvanitywouldhavesufferedgrievously。
AssoonasIhadsettledinagoodinnIsentforDaturi,whocameimmediately,elegantlydressed,andveryanxioustointroducetomeacertainSignorNicolini,theatricalmanager。ThisNicoliniunderstoodhiscraftperfectly,andwashighinfavourwiththeprincetowhomhisdaughterAnnawasmistress。Hegavemeadistinguishedandacordialgreeting,andwasveryanxiousthatI
shouldstaywithhim,butIwasabletoescapetheconstraintofsuchanarrangementwithoutgivinghimanyoffense。Iacceptedhisoffertotakemymealsathistable,whichwasfurnishedbyanexcellentcookandsurroundedbyadistinguishedcompany。Herewasnogatheringofmenoftitle,withthecoldandhaughtymannersoftheCourt,allweretalented,andsuchcompanytomymindwasdelightful。
Iwasnotwell,andIwasnotrich,orelseIshouldhavemadealongerstayatBrunswick,whichhaditscharmsforme。Butwewillnotanticipate,thoughasoldagestealsonamanheisnevertiredofdwellingagainandagainontheincidentsofhispastlife,inspiteofhisdesiretoarrestthesandswhichrunoutsoquickly。
ThethirddayaftermyarrivalatBrunswick,RedegondeknowingthatI
wasdiningatNicolini’scametheretoo。Everybodyhadfoundout,somehoworother,thatwehadtravelledfromWeseltoHanovertogether,andtheywereatlibertytodrawwhateverconclusionstheypleased。
TwodayslaterthecrownprincearrivedfromPotsdamonavisittohisfuturebride,thedaughterofthereigningduke,whomhemarriedtheyearafter。
TheCourtentertainedinthemostmagnificentmanner,andthehereditaryprince,nowthereigningduke,honouredmewithaninvitation。IhadmethishighnessatanassemblyinSohoSquare,thedayafterhehadbeenmadeaLondoncitizen。
Itwastwenty—twoyearssinceIhadbeeninlovewithDaturi’smother。Iwascurioustoseetheravageswhichtimehadworkedonher,butIhadreasontorepentofmyvisit,forshehadgrownterriblyugly。Sheknewitherself,andablushofshameappearedonthosefeatureswhichhadoncebeenfair。
Theprincehadanarmyofsixthousandfootingoodcondition。Thisarmywastobereviewedonaplainatalittledistancefromthetown,andIwenttoseethespectacle,andwasrewardedbyhavingraindrippingdownmybackthewholetime。Amongthenumerousspectatorsweremanypersonsoffashion,ladiesinhandsomedresses,andagoodsprinklingofforeigners。IsawtheHonourableMissChudleigh,whohonouredmebyaddressingme,andaskedme,amongstotherquestions,howlongIhadleftLondon。ShewasdressedinIndianmuslin,andbeneathitsheonlyworeachemiseoffinecambric,andbythetimetherainhadmadeherclothesclingtoherbodyshelookedmorethannaked,butshedidnotevinceanyconfusion。Mostoftheladiesshelteredthemselvesfromtherainundereleganttentswhichhadbeenerected。
Thetroops,whotooknonoticeoftheweather,executedtheirmanoeuvres,andfiredtheirmusketsinamannerwhichseemedtosatisfygoodjudges。
TherewasnothingfurthertoattractmeatBrunswick,andIthoughtofspendingthesummeratBerlin,whichIconcludedwouldbemoreamusingthanasmallprovincialtown。WantinganovercoatIboughtthematerialfromaJew,whoofferedtodiscountbillsofexchangeformeifIhadany。IhadthebillwhichMadameduRumainhadsentme,andfindingthatitwouldbeconvenientformetogetitdiscounted,IgaveittotheIsraelite,whocashedit,deductingcommissionattheordinaryrateoftwopercent。TheletterwaspayabletotheorderoftheChevalierdeSeingalt,andwiththatnameIendorsedit。
Ithoughtnomoreofthematter,butearlythenextdaythesameJewcalledonme,andtoldmethatImusteitherreturnhimhismoney,orgivesuretiesfortheamounttillhehadascertainedwhetherthebillwasaforgeryornot。
Iwasoffendedatthispieceofimpertinence,andfeelingcertainthatthebillwasagoodoneItoldthefellowthathemightsethismindatrestandletmealone,asIshouldnotgivehimanysureties。
"Imusteitherhavethemoneyorthesurety,"saidhe,"andifyourefuseIwillhaveyouarrested;yourcharacteriswellknown。"
Thiswastoomuchforme,andraisingmycaneIgavehimablowontheheadwhichhemusthavefeltformanyalongday。IthendressedanddinedwithNicolini,withoutthinkingorspeakingofthisdisagreeableincident。
ThenextdayasIwastakingawalkoutsidethetownwalls,Imettheprinceonhorseback,followedbyasinglegroom。Ibowedtohimashepassed,buthecameuptomeandsaid,——
"YouareleavingBrunswick,chevalier?"
"Intwoorthreedays,yourhighness。"
"IheardthismorningthataJewhasbroughtacomplaintagainstyouforbeatinghimbecauseheaskedyoutogivehimsecurityforabillofexchangewhichhewasafraidof。"
"Mylord,Icannotanswerfortheeffectsofmyindignationagainstarascalwhodaredtocomeandinsultmeinmyownhouse,butIdoknowthatifIhadgivenhimsecurityIshouldhaveimpugnedmyownhonour。Theimpertinentscoundrelthreatenedtohavemearrested,butIknowthatajustGovernmentruleshere,andnotarbitrarypower。"
"Youareright;itwouldbeunjusttohaveyouarrested,butheisafraidforhisducats。"
"Heneednotbeafraid,mylord,forthebillisdrawnbyapersonofhonourandofhighstationinsociety。"
"Iamdelightedtohearit。TheJewsaidhewouldneverhavediscountedthebillifyouhadnotmentionedmyname。"
"That’salie!Yourhighness’nameneverpassed,mylips。"
"Healsosaysthatyouendorsedthebillwithafalsename。"
"Thenheliesagain,forIsignedmyselfSeingalt,andthatnameismine。"
"Inshort,itisacaseofaJewwhohasbeenbeaten,andisafraidofbeingduped。Ipitysuchananimal,andImustseewhatIcandotopreventhiskeepingyouheretillhelearnsthefateofthebillatAmsterdam。AsIhavenottheslightestdoubtastothegoodnessofthebill,Iwilltakeitupmyself,andthisverymorning:thusyouwillbeabletoleavewhenyoulike。Farewell,chevalier!
Iwishyouapleasantjourney。"
Withthiscomplimenttheprinceleftme,withoutgivingmetimetoanswerhim。ImighthavefeltinclinedtotellhimthatbytakingupthebillhewouldgivetheJewandeveryoneelsetounderstandthatitwasafavourdonetome,tothegreathurtofmyhonour,andthatconsequentlyIshouldbeobligedbyhisdoingnothingofthekind。
Butthoughtheprincewasamanofgenerosityandmagnanimity,hewasdeficientinthatdelicatequalitywhichwecalltact。Thisdefect,commonamongstprinces,arisesfromtheireducation,whichplacesthemabovethepolitenesswhichisconsiderednecessaryinordinarymortals。
Hecouldnothavetreatedmeworsethanhedid,ifhehadbeencertainofmydishonesty,andwishedmetounderstandthatIwasforgiven,andthathewouldbearalltheconsequencesofmymisdemeanour。Withthisideainmyhead,Isaidtomyself;"Perhaps,indeed,thisisexactlywhattheprincedoesthink。IsittheJewormethathepities?Ifthelatter,IthinkImustgivehimalesson,thoughIdonotwishtocausehimanyhumiliation。"
Feelingdeeplyhumiliatedmyself,andponderingonmyposition,Iwalkedaway,directingmyattentionespeciallytotheduke’sconcludingwords。Ithoughthiswishforapleasantjourneysupremelyoutofplace,underthecircumstances,inthemouthofonewhoenjoyedalmostabsolutepower。Itwasequivalenttoanordertoleavethetown,andIfeltindignantatthethought。
Ithereforeresolvedtovindicatemyhonourbyneithergoingawaynorremaining。
"IfIstay,"Isaidtomyself,"theJewwillbeadjudgedtobeintheright;andifIgothedukewillthinkIhaveprofitedbyhisfavour,andsotospeak,byhispresentoffiftylouisifthebillwereprotested。Iwillnotletanyoneenjoyasatisfactionwhichisnoonedue。"
Aftertheseconsiderations,whichIthoughtworthyofawiserheadthanmine,Ipackedupmytrunk,orderedhorses,andafteragooddinnerandthepaymentofmybillIwenttoWolfenbuttelwiththeideaofspendingweekthere。Iwassureoffindingamusement,forWolfenbuttelcontainsthethirdlargestlibraryinEurope,andIhadlongbeenanxioustoseeit。
Thelearnedlibrarian,whosepolitenesswasallthebetterforbeingcompletelydevoidofaffection,toldmethatnotonlycouldIhavewhateverbooksIwishedtosee,butthatIcouldtakethemtomylodging,notevenexceptingthemanuscripts,whicharethechieffeatureinthatfinelibrary。
Ispentaweekinthelibrary,onlyleavingittotakemymealsandgotobed,andIcountthisweekasoneofthehappiestIhaveeverspent,forthenIforgotmyselfcompletely;andinthedelightofstudy,thepast,thepresent,andthefuturewereentirelyblottedout。Ofsomesuchsort,Ithink,mustbethejoysoftheredeemed;
andnowIseethatonlyafewtriflinglittlecircumstancesandincidentswerewantingtomakemeaperfectsage。AndhereImustnoteacircumstancewhichmyreadersmayscarcelybelieve,butwhich,forallthat,isquitetrue—namely,thatIhavealwayspreferredvirtuetovice,andthatwhenIsinnedIdidsooutofmerelightnessofheart,forwhich,nodoubt,Ishallbeblamedbymanypersons。
But,nomatter——amanhasonlytogiveanaccountofhisactionstotwobeings,tohimselfhereandtoGodhereafter。
AtWolfenbuttelIgatheredagoodmanyhintsonthe"Iliad"and"Odyssey,"whichwillnotbefoundinanycommentator,andofwhichthegreatPopeknewnothing。Someoftheseconsiderationswillbefoundinmytranslationofthe"Iliad,"therestarestillinmanuscript,andwillprobablyneverseethelight。However,Iburnnothing,noteventheseMemoirs,thoughIoftenthinkofdoingso,butthetimenevercomes。
AttheendoftheweekIreturnedtothesameinnatBrunswickwhichIhadoccupiedbefore,andletmygodsonDaturiknowofmyarrival。
IwasdelightedtohearthatnoonesuspectedthatIhadspentthefortnightwithinfiveleaguesofBrunswick。DaturitoldmethatthegeneralbeliefwasthatIhadreturnedtheJewhismoneyandgotthebillofexchangeback。NeverthelessIfeltsurethatthebillhadbeenhonouredatAmsterdam,andthatthedukeknewthatIhadbeenstayingatWolfenbuttel。
DaturitoldmethatNicoliniwasexpectingtoseemeatdinner,andI
wasnotastonishedtohearofit,forIhadnottakenleaveofanyone。Iaccordinglywent,andthefollowingincident,whichservedtojustifymeintheeyesofallmen,tookplace:
Wewereattheroastwhenoneoftheprince’sservantscameinwiththeJewIhadbeaten。Thepoormancameuphumblytome,andspokeasfollows:
"Iamorderedtocomehere,sir,toapologizeforsuspectingtheauthenticityofthebillofexchangeyougaveme。Ihavebeenpunishedbybeingfinedtheamountofmycommission。"
"Iwishthathadbeenyouronlypunishment,"saidI。
Hemademeaprofoundbow,andwentout,sayingthatIwasonlytoogood。
WhenI’gotbacktotheinn,IfoundaletterfromRedegondeinwhichshereproachedmetenderlyfornothavingbeenoncetoseeherallthetimeIhadbeenatBrunswick,andbeggingmetobreakfastwithherinalittlecountryhouse。
"Ishallnotbeinmymother’scompany,"sheadded,"butinthatofayoungladyofyouracquaintance,whom,Iamsure,youwillbegladtoseeoncemore。"
IlikedRedegonde,andIhadonlyneglectedheratBrunswickbecausemymeansdidnotallowmymakingherahandsomepresent。Iresolvedtoacceptherinvitation,mycuriositybeingratherstimulatedbytheaccountoftheyounglady。
Iwasexactatthetimeindicated,andIfoundRedegondelookingcharminginaprettyroomonthegroundfloor,andwithherwasayoungartistewhomIhadknownasachildshortlybeforeIhadbeenputundertheLeads。Ipretendedtobedelightedtoseeher,butI
wasreallyquitetakenupwithRedegonde,andcongratulatedheruponherprettyhouse。Shesaidshehadtakenitforsixmonths,butdidnotsleepthere。Aftercoffeehadbeenservedwewereonthepointofgoingoutforastroll,whenwhoshouldcomeinbuttheprince。
Hesmiledpleasantlywhenhesawus,andapologizedtoRedegondeforinterruptingourlittleparty。
Theappearanceoftheprinceenlightenedmeastothepositionofmydelightfulfellowcountrywoman,andIunderstoodwhyshehadbeensopreciseaboutthetimeatwhichIwastocome。Redegondehadmadetheconquestoftheworthyprince,whowasalwaysdisposedtogallantry,butfeltithisdutyduringthefirstyearofhismarriagewiththeKingofEngland’ssistertopreservesomekindofincognitoinhisamours。
WespentanhourinwalkingupanddownandtalkingofLondonandBerlin,butnothingwassaidoftheJeworthebillofexchange。HewasdelightedwithmywarmeulogiumofhislibraryatWolfenbuttel,andlaughedwithallhisheartwhenIsaidthatunlessithadbeenfortheintellectualnourishmentIenjoyed,thebadfareattheinnwouldcertainlyhavereducedmetohalfmypresentsize。
Afterbiddingagracefulfarewelltothenymph,theprinceleftus,andweheardhimgallopingawayonhishorse。
WhenIwasalonewithRedegonde,farfrombeggingfornewfavours,I
advisedhertobefaithfultotheprince;butthoughappearanceswerecertainlynotdeceitfulinthiscase,shewouldnotadmitanything。
Thiswasinaccordancewithherpartasyoungmistress,andIdidnotreproachherforherwantofconfidence。
Ispenttherestofthedayattheinn,andstartedthenextmorningatday—break。
WhenIgottoMagdeburg,ItookaletterofintroductionfromGeneralBekw————toanofficer。Heshewedmethefortress,andkeptmeforthreedaysmakingmetasteallthepleasuresofthetable,women,andgaming。However,Iwasverymoderate,andmanagedtoincreasemysavingsinasmalldegree,contentingmyselfwithmodestwagers。
>FromMagdeburgIwentstraighttoBerlin,withoutcaringtostopatPotsdam,asthekingwasnotthere。ThefearfulPrussianroadswiththeirsandysoilmademetakethreedaystodoeighteenPrussianmiles。Prussiaisacountryofwhichmuchcouldbemadewithlabourandcapital,butIdonotthinkitwilleverbecomeareallyfinecountry。
Iputupatthe"HoteldeParis,"whichwasbothcomfortableandeconomical。MadameRufinwhokeptithadenteredintothespiritofherbusinesswithoutlosingherFrenchpoliteness,andthustheinnhadgotareputation。AssoonasIwasinmyroomshecametoaskmeifIweresatisfied,andtomakediversarrangementsformycomfort。
Therewasatabled’hote,andthosewhoateintheirprivateroomspaiddouble。
"Thisarrangement,"Isaid,"maysuityou,butforthepresentitwillnotsuitme。Iwanttodineinmyownroom,butIdon’twanttopaydouble;IwillthereforepayasifIwereinthepublicroom,butifyoulikeyouneedonlysendmeuphalfthenumberofdishes。"
"Iagree,ontheconditionthatyousupwithme;wewillnotputitintheaccounts,andyouwillonlymeetfriendsatmylittlesuppers。"
IthoughtherproposalsocuriousaonethatIhadagreatinclinationtolaugh,butfindingitatthesametimeveryadvantageousIacceptedfrankly,andasifwehadlongbeenfriends。
OnthefirstdayIwastired,anddidnotsupwithhertillthedayfollowing。MadameRufinhadahusbandwhoattendedtothecooking,andason,butneitherofthemcametothesesuppers。ThefirsttimeIwenttooneofthemImetanelderlybutagreeableandsensiblegentleman。Helodgedinaroomadjoiningmine,andcalledhimselfBaronTreidel;hissisterhadmarriedtheDukeofCourland,JeanErnestBiron,orBirlen。Thebaron,whowasextremelypleasant,becamemyfriend,andremainedsoforthecoupleofmonthsIspentinBerlin。IalsometaHamburgmerchant,namedGreve,andhiswife,whomhehadjustmarriedandhadbroughttoBerlinthatshemightseethemarvelsoftheWarrior—King’sCourt。Shewasaspleasantasherhusband,andIpaidheranassiduouscourt。Alivelyandhigh—
spiritedindividualcalledNoel,whowasthesoleandbelovedcookofhisPrussianMajesty,wasthefourthperson。Heonlycamerarelytothesuppersonaccountofhisdutiesintheking’skitchen。AsI
havesaid,hismajestyhadonlythisonecook,andNoelhadonlyonesculliontohelphim。
M。Noel,theambassadoroftheFrenchRepublicattheHague,is,asI
amassured,thesonofthiscook,whowasanexcellentman。AndhereImustsay,indespiteofmyhatredfortheFrenchRevolutionaryGovernment,thatIamnotatallillpleasedthatamanoftalentsshouldbeenabledtofillexaltedoffices,whichundertheoldsystemofprivilegewereoftenoccupiedbyfools。
IfithadnotbeenfortheculinaryskillofNoelthecook,thefamousAtheistphysicianLametriewouldnothavediedofindigestion,forthepiehesucceededineatinginhisextremitywasmadebyNoel。
LametrieoftensuppedwithMadameRufinandIthoughtitdisobligingofhimtodiesosoon,forIshouldhavelikedtoknowhim,ashewasalearnedmanandfullofmirth。Heexpiredlaughing,thoughitissaidthatdeathfromindigestionisthemostpainfulofall。
VoltairetoldmethathethoughtLametriethemostobstinateAtheistintheworld,andIcouldeasilybelieveitafterreadinghisworks。
TheKingofPrussiahimselfpronouncedhisfuneraloration,usingthewords,"Itisnotwonderfulthatheonlybelievedintheexistenceofmatter,forallthespiritintheworldwasenclosedinhisownbody。
Noonebutakingwouldventureonsuchasallyinafuneraloration。
However,FredericktheGreatwasaDeistandnotanAtheist;butthatisoflittleconsequence,sinceheneverallowedthebeliefinaGodtoinfluencehisactionsintheslightestdegree。SomesaythatanAtheistwhopondersoverthepossibleexistenceofaGodisbetterthanaDeistwhoneverthinksoftheDeity,butIwillnotventuretodecidethispoint。
ThefirstvisitIpaidinBerlinwastoCalsabigi,theyoungerbrotheroftheCalsabigiwithwhomIhadfoundedthelotteryinParisin1757。HehadleftParisandhiswifetoo,andhadsetupalotteryinBrussels;buthisextravagancewassogreatthathebecameabankruptinspiteoftheeffortsofCountCobenzltokeephimgoing。HefledfromBrusselstoBerlin,andwasintroducedtotheKingofPrussia。Hewasaplausiblespeaker,andpersuadedthemonarchtoestablishalottery,tomakehimthemanager,andtogivehimthetitleofCounsellorofState。Hepromisedthatthelotteryshouldbringinanannualrevenueofatleasttwohundredthousandcrowns,andonlyaskedapercentageoftenpercent。forhimself。
Thelotteryhadbeengoingfortwoyears,andhadhadagreatsuccess,ashithertoithadhadnolargelosses;buttheking,whoknewthattheluckmightturn,wasalwaysinafidgetaboutit。WiththisideahetoldCalsabigithathemustcarryitononhisownresponsibilityandpayhimahundredthousandcrownsperannum,thatbeingthecostofhisItalianTheatre。
IhappenedtocallonCalsabigiontheverydayonwhichthekingintimatedtohimthisdecision。Aftertalkingoverouroldrelationshipandthevicissitudeswehadbothexperienced,hetoldmewhathadhappened;itseemedanunexpectedblowtohim。Thenextdrawing,hesaid,wouldbeattheking’srisk;butthepublicwouldhavetobeinformedthatinfuturethelotterywouldbeaprivateone。Hewantedcapitaltotheamountoftwomillioncrowns,forheforesawthatotherwisethelotterywouldcollapse,aspeoplewouldnotrisktheirmoneywithoutthecertaintyofbeingpaidintheeventoftheirwinning。HesaidhewouldguaranteemeanincomeoftenthousandcrownsperannumifIsucceededinmakingthekingchangehismind,andbywayofencouragementherecalledtomymindtheeffectofmypersuasivepowersatParissevenyearsbefore。
"’Tisagoodomen,"saidhe,"andwithoutanysuperstitionIbelievethatthegoodgeniusofthelotteryhasbroughtmetoBerlinjustnow。"
Ilaughedathisillusions,butIpitiedhim。Ishewedhimtheimpossibilityofconvincinganindividualwhoseonlyargumentwas,"Iamafraid,andIdon’twishtobeafraidanylonger。"Hebeggedmetostaytodinnerandintroducedmetohiswife。Thiswasadoublesurpriseforme,inthefirstplacebecauseIthoughtGeneralLaMotte,ashisfirstwifewascalled,tobestillliving,andinthesecondplacebecauseIrecognizedinthissecondwifeofhis,Mdlle。Belanger。Iaddressedtheusualcomplimentstoherandenquiredafterhermother。Sherepliedwithaprofoundsigh,andtoldmenottoaskanyquestionsaboutherfamilyasshehadonlybadnewstotellme。
IhadknownMadameBelangeratParis;shewasawidowwithonedaughter,andseemedtobewelloff。NowIsawthisdaughter,prettyenoughandwellmarried,andyetinthisdolefulhumour,andIfeltembarrassedandyetcurious。
AfterCalsabigihadplacedmeinapositiontoentertainahighopinionoftheskillofhiscook,heshewedmehishorsesandcarriages,beggingmetotakeadrivewithhiswifeandcomebacktosupper,which,ashesaid,washisbestmeal。
Whenwewereinthecarriagetogether,thenecessityoftalkingaboutsomethingledmetoasktheladybywhathappychainofcircumstancesshefoundherselfthewifeofCalsabigi。
"Hisrealwifeisstillalive,soIhavenotthemisfortuneofoccupyingthatposition,buteveryoneinBerlinthinksIamhislawfulwife。ThreeyearsagoIwasdeprivedofmymotherandthemeansoflivelihoodatonestroke,formymotherhadanannuity。
Noneofmyrelationswererichenoughtohelpme,andwishingtolivevirtuouslyaboveallthingsIsubsistedfortwoyearsonthesaleofmymother’sfurniture,boardingwithaworthywomanwhomadeherlivingbyembroidery。Ilearntherart,andonlywentouttomassonSundays。Iwasapreytomelancholy,andwhenIhadspentallIhadIwenttoM。Brea,aGenoese,onwhomIthoughtIcouldrely。I
beggedhimtogetmeaplaceasamerewaiting—maid,thinkingthatI
wastolerablycompetentforsuchaposition。Hepromisedtodowhathecouldforme,andfiveorsixdaysafterwardshemademethefollowingproposal:
"HereadmealetterfromCalsabigi,ofwhomIhadneverheard,inwhichhechargedhimtosendavirtuousyoungladytoBerlin。Shemustbeofgoodbirth,goodeducation,andpleasantappearance,aswhenhisagedandinfirmwifediedheintendedtomarryher。
"Assuchapersonwouldmostprobablybebadlyoff,CalsabigibeggedM。BreatogiveherfiftyLouistobuyclothesandlinenandfiftyLouistojourneytoBerlinwithamaid。M。BreawasalsoauthorizedtopromisethattheyoungladyshouldholdthepositionofCalsabigi’swife,andbepresentedinthatcharactertoallhisfriends;thatsheshouldhaveawaiting—maid,acarriage,anallowanceofclothes,andacertainmonthlyamountaspin—moneytobespentasshechose。Hepromised,ifthearrangementwasnotfoundsuitable,tosetherfreeattheendofayear,givingherahundredLouis,andleavingherinpossessionofwhatevermoneyshemighthavesaved,andsuchclothesandjewelsashemighthavegivenher;infine,iftheladyagreedtolivewithhimtillhewasabletomarryher,Calsabigipromisedtoexecuteadeedofgiftinherfavourtotheamountoftenthousandcrownswhichthepublicwouldbelievetobeherdowry,andifhediedbeforebeingabletomarryhershewouldhavearighttoclaimtheaforesaidsumfromhisestate。
"WithsuchfinepromisesdidBreapersuademetoleavemynativecountrytocomeanddishonourmyselfhere,forthougheverybodytreatsmeasifIwerehiswife,itisprobablyknownthatIamonlyhismistress。Ihavebeenhereforsixmonths,andIhaveneverhadaninstant’shappiness。"
"Hashenotkepttheconditionsyouhavementioned?""Conditions!
Calsabigi’sstateofhealthwillkillhimlongbeforehiswife,andinthatcaseIshallhavenothing,forheisloadedwithdebt,andhiscreditorswouldhavethefirstclaimontheestate。Besides,I
donotlikehim;andthereasonisthathelovesmetoomuch。Youcanunderstandthat;hisdevotionworriesme。"
"Atallevents,youcanreturntoParisinsixmonths’time,or,infact,doanythingyoulikewhenthetermstipulatedhasexpired。Youwillgetyourhundredlouis,andcanlayinaprettystockoflinen。"
"IfIgotoParisIshallbedishonoured,andifIremainhereI
shallbedishonoured。Infact,Iamveryunhappy,andBreaisthecauseofmywoe。Nevertheless,Ican’tblamehim,ashecouldnothavebeenawarethathisfriend’spropertyonlyconsistedofdebts。
Andnowthekinghaswithdrawnhiscountenance,thelotterywillfail,andCalsabigiwillinevitablybecomeabankrupt。"
Shehadstudiouslyrefrainedfromexaggeration,andIcouldnothelpconfessingthatshewastobepitied。Iadvisedhertotryandsellthedeedofgiftfortenthousandcrowns,asitwasnotlikelyhewouldraiseanyobjection。
"Ihavethoughtitover,"saidshe,"buttodothatIhaveneedofafriend;ofcourse,Idonotexpecttodisposeofitsaveatagreatloss。"
IpromisedtoseewhatIcoulddoforher。
Therewerefourofusatsupper。ThefourthpersonwasayoungmanwhohadhelpedintheParisandBrusselsLotteries,andhadfollowedCalsabigitoBerlin。HewasevidentlyinlovewithMdlle。Belanger,butIdidnotthinkhislovewascrownedwithsuccess。
AtdessertCalsabigibeggedmetogivehimmyopinionofaschemehehaddrafted,theaimofwhichwastobringinasumoftwomillioncrowns,sothatthecreditofthelotterymightremainsecure。
Theladyleftustotalkbusinessatourease。Shewasbetweentwenty—fourandtwenty—five,andwithouthavingmuchwitshepossessedagreatknowledgeoftheusagesofsociety,whichisbetterthanwitinawoman;infine,shehadallthatamancouldwelldesire。ThesentimentsIfeltforherwereconfinedtothoseoffriendshipandesteemaftertheconfidenceshehadplacedinme。
Calsabigi’sprojectwasbrief,butclearandwellimagined。Heinvitedcapitalistsnottospeculateinthelottery,buttoguaranteeitforacertainsum。Inthecaseofthelottery’slosing,eachguarantorwouldhavetoshareinpayingaccordingtothesumnamed,andinlikemannertheywouldshareintheprofits。
Ipromisedtogivehimmyopinioninwritingbythenextday,andI
substitutedthefollowingplanforhis:
1。Acapitalofamillion,would,Ijudged,beample。
2。Thismillionshouldbedividedintoahundredsharesoftenthousandcrownseach。
3。Eachsharemustbetakenupbeforeanotary,whowouldanswerfortheshareholder’ssolvency。
4。Alldividendstobepaidthethirddayafterthedrawing。
5。Incaseoflosstheshareholdertorenewhisshare。
6。Acashier,chosenbyamajorityoffour—fifthsoftheshareholders,tohavethecontrolofallmoneys。
7。Winningticketstobepaidthedayafterthedrawing。
8。Ontheeveofadrawingtheshareholders’cashiertohaveanaccountofreceiptsfromthelotterycashier,andtheformertolockthesafewiththreekeys,oneofwhichtoremaininhishands,oneinthehandsofthelotterycashier,andoneinthehandsofthemanagerofthelottery。
9。Onlythesimpledrawing,theambeandtheternetoberetained;
thequarterneandthequinetobeabolished。
10。Onthethreecombinationsashillingtobetheminimum,andacrownthemaximumstake;theofficestobeclosedtwenty—fourhoursbeforethedrawing。
11。Tenpercent。togotoCalsabigi,themanager;allexpensesoffarmingtobepaidbyhim。
12。Calsabigitobeentitledtothepossessionoftwoshares,withoutaguaranteebeingrequired。
IsawbyCalsabigi’sfacethattheplandidnotpleasehim,butI
toldhimthathewouldnotgetshareholderssaveontheseterms,orontermsevenlessfavourabletohimself。
Hehaddegradedthelotterytothelevelofbiribi;hisluxuryandextravagancecausedhimtobedistrusted;itwasknownthathewasheadoverearsindebt,andthekingcouldnotbanishthefearthathewouldbecheatedinspiteofthekeennessofhiscomptroller—
general。
Thelastdrawingundertheking’ssanctionmadeeveryoneingoodspirits,forthelotterylosttwentythousandcrowns。Thekingsentthemoneyimmediatelybyaprivycouncillor,butitwassaid,whenheheardtheresultofthedrawing,thatheburstoutlaughing,observing,——
"Iknewitwouldbeso,andIamonlytoohappytohavegotquitofitsocheaply。"
Ithoughtitmydutytogoandsupwiththedirectortoconsolehim,andIfoundhiminastateofgreatdepression。Hecouldnothelpthinkingthathisunhappydrawingwouldmakethetaskofgettingshareholdersmoredifficultthanever。Hithertothelotteryhadalwaysbeenagainer,butitslatelosscouldnothavecomeataworsetime。
Nevertheless,hedidnotloseheart,andthenextmorningthepublicwereinformedbyprintedbillsthattheofficewouldremainclosedtillasufficientnumberofguarantorswerefound。
CHAPTERXVIII
LordKeith——MyAppointmenttoMeettheKingintheGardenofSans—
SouciMyConversationwithFredericktheGreat——MadameDenisThePomeranianCadets——Lambert——IGotoMitauMyWelcomeattheCourt,andMyAdministrativeJourneyThefifthdayaftermyarrivalatBerlinIpresentedmyselftothelord—marshal,whosincethedeathofhisbrotherhadbeenstyledLordKeith。IhadseenhiminLondonafterhisreturnfromScotland,wherehehadbeenreinstatedinthefamilyestates,whichhadbeenconfiscatedforJacobinism。FredericktheGreatwassupposedtohavebroughtthisabout。LordKeithlivedatBerlin,restingonhislaurels,andenjoyingtheblessingsofpeace。
Withhisoldsimplicityofmannerhetoldmehewasgladtoseemeagain,andaskedifIproposedmakinganystayatBerlin。IrepliedthatIwouldwillinglydosoifthekingwouldgivemeasuitableoffice。Iaskedhimifhewouldspeakawordinmyfavour;butherepliedthatthekinglikedtojudgemen’scharactersforhimself,andwouldoftendiscovermeritwherenoonehadsuspecteditspresence,andviceversa。
HeadvisedmetointimatetothekinginwritingthatIdesiredtohavethehonourofaninterview。"Whenyouspeaktohim,"thegoodoldmanadded,"youmaysaythatyouknowme,andthekingwilldoubtlessaddressmeonthesubject,andyoumaybesurewhatIsayshallnotbetoyourdisadvantage。"
"But,mylord,howcanIwritetoamonarchofwhomIknownothing,andwhoknowsnothingofme?Ishouldnothavethoughtofsuchastep。"
"Idaresay,butdon’tyouwishtospeaktohim?"
"Certainly。"
"Thatisenough。Yourletterwillmakehimawareofyourdesireandnothingmore。"
"Butwillhereply?"
"Undoubtedly;herepliestoeverybody。Hewilltellyouwhenandwherehewillseeyou。HisMajestyisnowatSans—Souci。Iamcurioustoknowthenatureofyourinterviewwiththemonarchwho,asyoucansee,isnotafraidofbeingimposedon。"
WhenIgothomeIwroteaplainbutrespectfullettertotheking,askingwhereandatwhattimeIcouldintroducemyselftohim。
IntwodaysIreceivedalettersigned"Frederick,"inwhichthereceiptofmyletterwasacknowledged,andIwastoldthatIshouldfindhismajestyinthegardenofSans—Souciatfouro’clock。
AsmaybeimaginedIwaspunctualtomyappointment。IwasatSans—
Souciatthree,cladinasimpleblackdress。WhenIgotintothecourt—yardtherewasnotsomuchasasentineltostopme,soIwentonmountedastair,andopenedadoorinfrontofme。Ifoundmyselfinapicture—gallery,andthecuratorcameuptomeandofferedtoshewmeoverit。
"Ihavenotcometoadmirethesemasterpieces,"Ireplied,"buttoseetheking,whoinformedmeinwritingthatIshouldfindhiminthegarden。"
"Heisnowataconcertplayingtheflute;hedoessoeverydayafterdinner。Didhenameanytime?"
"Yes,fouro’clock,buthewillhaveforgottenthat。"
"Thekingneverforgetsanything;hewillkeeptheappointment,andyouwilldowelltogointothegardenandawaithim。"
IhadbeeninthegardenforsomeminuteswhenIsawhimappear,followedbyhisreaderandaprettyspaniel。Assoonashesawmeheaccostedme,takingoffhisoldhat,andpronouncingmyname。ThenheaskedinaterriblevoicewhatIwantedofhim。Thisgreetingsurprisedme,andmyvoicestuckinmythroat。
"Well,speakout。Areyounotthepersonwhowrotetome?"