Asheutteredthesewords,AHANDflutteredoverthetableintheair!Itwasafemalehand:thatwhichIhadseenthenightbefore。
Thatfemalehandtookapenfromthegreenbaizetable,dippeditinasilverinkstand,andwroteonaquarterofasheetoffoolscapontheblottingbook,Howaboutthediamondrobbery?Ifyoudonotpay,Iwilltellhimwheretheyare。
Whatdiamonds?whatrobbery?whatwasthismystery?Thatwillneverbeascertained,forthewretchedman’sdemeanorinstantlychanged。Certainly,sir——oh,certainly,hesaid,forcingagrin。Howwillyouhavethemoney,sir?Allright,Mr。Abednego。
Thiswayout。
IhopeIshalloftenseeyouagain,Isaid。onwhichIownpoorManassehgaveadreadfulgrin,andshotbackintohisparlor。
Iranhome,clutchingthetendelicious,crisphundredpounds,andthedearlittlefiftywhichmadeuptheaccount。Iflewthroughthestreetsagain。Igottomychambers。Iboltedtheouterdoors。Isankbackinmygreatchair,andslept……
Myfirstthingonwakingwastofeelformymoney。Perdition!
WherewasI?Ha!——onthetablebeforemewasmygrandmother’ssnuff-box,andbyitssideoneofthoseawful——thoseadmirable——
sensationnovels,whichIhadbeenreading,andwhicharefullofdeliciouswonder。
ButthattheguillotineisstilltobeseenatMr。Gale’s,No。47,HighHolborn,IgiveyouMYHONOR。IsupposeIwasdreamingaboutit。Idon’tknow。Whatisdreaming?Whatislife?Whyshouldn’tIsleepontheceiling?——andamIsittingonitnow,oronthefloor?Iampuzzled。Butenough。Ifthefashionforsensationnovelsgoeson,ItellyouIwillwriteoneinfiftyvolumes。Forthepresent,DIXI。Butbetweenourselves,thisPinto,whofoughtattheColosseum,whowasnearlybeingroastedbytheInquisition,andsangduetsatHolyrood,IamrathersorrytolosehimafterthreelittlebitsofRoundaboutPapers。Etvous?
BourgonefI
ATATABLED’HOTE
AtthecloseofFebruary,1848,IwasinNuremberg。MyoriginalintentionhadbeentopassacoupleofdaysthereonmywaytoMunich,thatbeing,Ithought,asmuchtimeascouldreasonablybesparedforsosmallacity,beckonedasmyfootstepsweretotheBavarianAthens,ofwhosegloriesofancientartandGermanRenaissanceIhadformedexpectationsthemostexaggerated——
expectationsfataltoanyperfectenjoyment,andcertaintobedisappointed,howevergreattheactualmeritofMunichmightbe。
ButaftertwodaysatNurembergIwassodeeplyinterestedinitsantiquesequesteredlife,thecharmsofwhichhadnotbeendeadenedbypreviousanticipations,thatIresolvedtoremainthereuntilI
hadmasteredeverydetailandknewtheplacebyheart。
Ihaveastorytotellwhichwillmoveamidsttragiccircumstancesoftooengrossinganaturetobedisturbedbyarchaeologicalinterests,andshallnot,therefore,minutelydescribeherewhatI
observedinNuremberg,althoughnoadequatedescriptionofthatwonderfulcityhasyetfalleninmyway。Toreadersunacquaintedwiththisantiqueplace,itwillbeenoughtosaythatinittheoldGermanlifeseemsstilltoagreatextentrescuedfromtheall-
devouring,all-equalizingtendenciesofEuropeancivilization。Thehousesareeitherofthefifteenthandsixteenthcenturies,orareconstructedafterthoseancientmodels。Thecitizenshavepreservedmuchofthesimplemannersandcustomsoftheirancestors。Thehurryingfeetofcommerceandcuriositypassrapidlyby,leavingitsequesteredfromtheagitationsandtheturmoilsofmetropolitanexistence。Itisasquietasavillage。
Duringmystaythereroseinitsquietstreetsthestartledechoesofhorroratacrimeunparalleledinitsannals,which,gatheringincreasedhorrorfromtheverypeacefulnessandserenityofthescene,arrestedtheattentionandthesympathyinadegreeseldomexperienced。Beforenarratingthat,itwillbenecessarytogobackalittle,thatmyownconnectionwithitmaybeintelligible,especiallyinthefancifulweavingtogetherofremoteconjectureswhichstrangelyinvolvedmeinthestory。
Thetabled’hoteattheBayerischerHofhadaboutthirtyvisitors——
all,withoneexception,ofthatlocalcommonplacewhichescapesremark。Indeedthismayalmostalwaysbesaidoftablesd’hote。
thoughthereisacurrentbelief,whichIcannotshare,ofatabled’hotebeingverydelightful——ofonebeingcertaintomeetpleasantpeoplethere。Itmaybeso。FormanyyearsIbelieveditwasso。
Thegeneralverdictreceivedmyassent。Ihadnevermetthosedelightfulpeople,butwasalwaysexpectingtomeetthem。Hithertotheyhadbeenconspicuousbytheirabsence。AccordingtomyexperienceinSpain,France,andGermany,suchdinnershadbeendrearyornoisyandvapid。IftheguestswereEnglish,theywerechillinglysilent,orsurlilymonosyllabic:totheirneighborstheywerefrigid。amongsteachothertheyspokeinlowundertones。Andiftheguestswereforeigners,theywerenoisy,clattering,andchattering,foolishforthemostpart,andvivaciouslycommonplace。
Idon’tknowwhichmademefeelmostdreary。Thepredominanceofmycountrymengavethedinnerthegayetyofafuneral。thepredominanceoftheMossoogaveitthefatigueofgot-upenthusiasm,oftrivialexpansiveness。Tohearstrangersimpartingthescrapsoferuditionandconnoisseurshipwhichtheyhadthatmorninggatheredfromtheirvaletsdeplaceandguide-books,ordescribingthesightstheyhadjustseen,toyou,whoeithersawthemyesterday,orwouldseethemto-morrow,couldnotbepermanentlyattractive。Mymindrefusestopastureonsuchfoodwithgusto。IcannotbemadetocarewhattheHerrBaron’ssentimentsaboutAlbertDurerorLucasCranachmaybe。Icandigestmyrindfleischwithouttheaidofthecommisvoyageur’scriticismsonGothicarchitecture。Thismaybemymisfortune。InspiteoftheItalianbloodwhichIinherit,Iamashyman——shyasthepurestBriton。But,likeothershymen,Imakeupinobstinacywhatmaybedeficientinexpansiveness。Icanbefrightenedintosilence,butIwon’tbedictatedto。Youmightaswellattemptthepersuasiveeffectofyoureloquenceuponasnailwhohaswithdrawnintohisshellatyourapproach,andwillnotemergetillhisconfidenceisrestored。TobetoldthatIMUSTseethis,andoughttogothere,becausemycasualneighborwascharme,hasneverpresenteditselftomeasanadequatemotive。
FromthisyoureadilygatherthatIamseverelytaciturnatatabled’hote。Irefrainfromjoininginthedelightfulconversation
whichfliesacrossthetable,andknowthatmyreticenceisattributedtoinsularpride。Itisreallyandtrulynothingbutimpatienceofcommonplace。Ithoroughlyenjoygoodtalk。but,askyourself,whataretheprobabilitiesofhearingthatrarethinginthecasualassemblageoffortyorfiftypeople,notbroughttogetherbyanynaturalaffinitiesorinterests,butthrowntogetherbytheaccidentofbeinginthesamedistrict,andinthesamehotel?Theyarenotfortyfeedinglikeone,butlikeforty。
Theyhavenocommunity,exceptthecommunityofcommonplace。No,tablesd’hotearenotdelightful,anddonotgatherinterestingpeopletogether。
Suchhasbeenmyextensiveexperience。ButthisatNurembergisaconspicuousexception。Atthattabletherewasoneguestwho,onvariousgrounds,personalandincidental,remainsthemostmemorablemanIevermet。Fromthefirstherivetedmyattentioninanunusualdegree。Hehadnot,asyet,inducedmetoemergefrommyhabitualreserve,forintruth,althoughherivetedmyattention,heinspiredmewithastrangefeelingofrepulsion。I
couldscarcelykeepmyeyesfromhim。yet,excepttheformalbowonsittingdownandrisingfromthetable,Ihadinterchangednosignoffellowshipwithhim。HewasayoungRussian,namedBourgonef,asIatoncelearned。ratherhandsome,andpeculiarlyarrestingtotheeye,partlyfromanairofsettledmelancholy,especiallyinhissmile,theamiabilityofwhichseemedbreakingfromundercloudsofgrief,andstillmoresofromthemuteappealtosympathyintheemptysleeveofhisrightarm,whichwasloopedtothebreast-buttonofhiscoat。Hiseyeswerelargeandsoft。Hehadnobeardorwhisker,andonlydelicatemoustaches。Thesorrow,quietbutprofound,theamiablesmileandthelostarm,wereappealingdetailswhichatoncearrestedattentionandexcitedsympathy。Buttomethissympathywasmingledwithavaguerepulsion,occasionedbyacertainfalsenessintheamiablesmile,andafurtivenessintheeyes,whichIsaw——orfancied——andwhich,withaninexplicablereserve,formingasitweretheimpregnablecitadelinthecenterofhisoutwardlypoliteandengagingmanner,gavemesomethingofthatvagueimpressionwhichweexpressbythewordsinstinctiveantipathy。
Itwas,whencalmlyconsidered,eminentlyabsurd。Toseeonesoyoung,andbyhisconversationsohighlyculturedandintelligent,condemnedtoearlyhelplessness,hisfoodcutupforhimbyaservant,asifhewereachild,naturallyengagedpity,and,onthefirstday,Icudgeledmybrainsduringthegreaterpartofdinnerintheefforttoaccountforhislostarm。Hewasobviouslynotamilitaryman。theunmistakablelookandstoopofastudenttoldthatplainlyenough。Norwasthelossonedatingfromearlylife:
heusedhisleftarmtooawkwardlyfortheeventnottohavehadarecentdate。Haditanythingtodowithhismelancholy?Herewasatopicformyvagabondimagination,andendlessweretheromanceswovenbyitduringmysilentdinner。Forthereadermustbetoldofonepeculiarityinme,becausetoitmuchofthestrangecomplicationsofmystoryaredue。complicationsintowhichamindlessactiveinweavingimaginaryhypothesestointerpretcasualandtriflingfactswouldneverhavebeendrawn。FrommychildhoodI
havebeenthevictimofmyconstructiveimagination,whichhasledmeintomanymistakesandsomescrapes。because,insteadofcontentingmyselfwithplain,obviousevidence,Ihaveallowedmyselftoframehypotheticalinterpretations,which,toactssimpleinthemselves,andexplicableonordinarymotives,renderthesimple-seemingactsportentous。Withbitterpangsofself-reproachIhaveattimesdiscoveredthatalongandplausiblehistoryconstructedbyme,relatingtopersonalfriends,hascrumpledintoaruinofabsurdity,bythedisclosureoftheprimarymisconceptiononwhichthewholehistorywasbased。Ihavegone,letussay,onthesuppositionthattwopeopleweresecretlylovers。onthissuppositionmyimaginationhasconstructedawholeschemetoexplaincertainacts,andonefinedayIhavediscoveredindubitablythatthesupposedloverswerenotlovers,butconfidantsoftheirpassionsinotherdirections,and,ofcourse,allmyconjectureshavebeenutterlyfalse。Thesecretflushofshameatfailurehasnot,however,preventedmyfallingintosimilarmistakesimmediatelyafter。
When,therefore,Ihereafterspeakofmyconstructiveimagination,thereaderwillknowtowhatIamalluding。ItwasalreadybusywithBourgonef。Toitmustbeaddedthatvaguerepulsion,previouslymentioned。Thisfeelingabatedonthesecondday。but,althoughlessened,itremainedpowerfulenoughtopreventmyspeakingtohim。Whetheritwouldhavecontinuedtoabateuntilitdisappeared,assuchantipathiesoftendisappear,underthefamiliaritiesofprolongedintercourse,withoutanyimmediateappealtomyamourpropre,Iknownot。buteveryreflectivemind,consciousofbeingaccessibletoantipathies,willrememberthatonecertainmethodofstiflingthemisfortheobjecttomakesomeappealtoourinterestorourvanity:intheengagementofthesemorepowerfulfeelings,theantipathyisquicklystrangled。Atanyrateitissoinmycase,andwassonow。
Onthethirdday,theconversationattablehappeningtoturn,asitoftenturned,uponSt。Sebald’sChurch,ayoungFrenchman,whowascriticisingitsarchitecturewithfluentdogmatism,drewBourgonefintothediscussion,andtherebyelicitedsuchadisplayofaccurateandextensiveknowledge,nolessthandelicacyofappreciation,thatwewerealllisteningspellbound。InthemidstofthistriumphantexpositiontheirritatedvanityoftheFrenchmancoulddonothingtoregainhispositionbutopposeaflatdenialtoahistoricalstatementmadebyBourgonef,backinghisdenialbytheconfidentassertionthatallthecompetentauthoritiesheldwithhim。AtthispointBourgonefappealedtome,andinthattoneofdeferencesoexquisitelyflatteringfromonewealreadyknowtobesuperiorherequestedmydecision。observingthat,fromthemannerinwhichhehadseenmeexaminethedetailsofthearchitecture,hecouldnotbemistakeninhisconfidencethatIwasaconnoisseur。
Alleyeswereturneduponme。Asashyman,thismademeblush。asavainman,theblushwasaccompaniedwithdelight。Itmighteasilyhavehappenedthatsuchanappeal,actingatonceuponshynessandignorance,wouldhaveinflamedmywrath。buttheappealhappeningtobedirectedonapointwhichIhadrecentlyinvestigatedandthoroughlymastered,Iwasflatteredattheopportunityofavictoriousdisplay。
Thepleasureofmytriumphdiffuseditselfovermyfeelingstowardshimwhohadbeentheoccasionofit。TheFrenchmanwassilenced。
thegeneralverdictofthecompanywastooobviouslyonourside。
FromthistimetheconversationcontinuedbetweenBourgonefandmyself。andhenotonlysucceededinentirelydissipatingmyabsurdantipathy——whichInowsawtohavebeenfoundedonpurelyimaginarygrounds,forneitherthefalsenessnorthefurtivenesscouldnowbedetected——buthesucceededincaptivatingallmysympathy。Longafterdinnerwasover,andthesalleempty,wesatsmokingourcigars,anddiscussingpolitics,literature,andartinthatsuggestivedesultorymannerwhichoftengivesacharmtocasualacquaintances。
Itwasastirringepoch,thatofFebruary,1848。TheRevolution,atfirstsohopeful,andsoontomanifestitselfinfailuresodisastrous,washurryingtoanoutburst。Francehadbeenformanymonthsagitatedbycriesofelectoralreform,andbyindignationatthecorruptionandscandalsinhighplaces。ThePraslinmurder,andthedishonorofM。Teste,terminatedbysuicide,hadbeeninterpretedassignsofthecomingdestruction。Thepoliticalbanquetsgiveninvariousimportantcitieshadbeenoccasionsforinflamingthepublicmind,andtothefar-seeing,thesebanquetswereinterpretedasthesoundsofthetocsin。LouisPhilippehadbecomeodioustoFrance,andcontemptibletoEurope。GuizotandDuchatel,theministersofthatday,althoughbackedbyaparliamentarymajorityonwhichtheyblindlyrelied,wereunpopular,andwereregardedasinfatuatedevenbytheiradmirersinEurope。TheSpanishmarriageshadallbutledtoawarwithEngland。TheOpposition,headedbyThiersandOdillonBarrot,wasstrengthenedbyunitedactionwiththerepublicanparty,headedbyLedruRollin,Marrast,Flocon,andLouisBlanc。
Bourgonefwasanardentrepublican。SowasI。butmycolorwasofadifferentshadefromhis。HebelongedtotheReds。Myowndominanttendenciesbeingartisticandliterary,mydreamwasofarepublicinwhichintelligencewouldbethearchonorruler。and,ofcourse,insucharepublic,artandliterature,asthehighestmanifestationofmind,wouldhavethesupremedirection。Doyousmile,reader?Ismilenow。butitwasseriousearnestwithmethen。Itisunnecessarytosaymoreonthispoint。Ihavesaidsomuchtorenderintelligiblethestraylinkofcommunionwhichrivetedthecharmofmynewacquaintance’sconversation。therewasbothagreementenoughanddifferenceenoughinourviewstorenderoursocietymutuallyfascinating。
OnretiringtomyroomthatafternoonIcouldnothelplaughingatmyabsurdantipathyagainstBourgonef。Allhisremarkshaddisclosedagenerous,ardent,andrefinednature。Whilemyantipathyhadspeciallyfasteneduponacertainfalsenessinhissmile——afalsenessthemorepoignantlyhideousifitwerefalseness,becausehiddenamidstthewreathsofamiability——mydelightinhisconversationhadspeciallyjustifieditselfbythetruthfulnessofhismodeoflookingatthings。Heseemedtobesincerityitself。Therewas,indeed,acertaincentralreserve。
butthatmightonlyheanintegrityofpride。oritmightbeconnectedwithpainfulcircumstancesinhishistory,ofwhichthemelancholyinhisfacewastheoutwardsign。
Thatveryeveningmyconstructiveimaginationwasfurnishedwithadetailonwhichitwassoontobeactivelysettowork。Ihadbeenramblingabouttheoldfortifications,andwasreturningatnightfallthroughtheoldarchwaynearAlbertDurer’shouse,whenamanpassedbyme。Welookedateachotherinthatautomaticwayinwhichmenlookwhentheymeetinnarrowplaces,andIfelt,sotospeak,astartofrecognitionintheeyesofthemanwhopassed。
Nothingelse,infeaturesorgestures,betrayedrecognitionorsurprise。Butalthoughtherewasonlythat,itflashedfromhiseyestominelikeanelectricshock。Hepassed。Ilookedback。
Hecontinuedhiswaywithoutturning。Thefacewascertainlyknowntome。butitfloatedinamistofconfusedmemories。
Iwalkedonslowly,pesteringmymemorywithfruitlesscallsuponit,hopelesslytryingtorecovertheplacewhereIcouldhaveseenthestrangerbefore。InvainmemorytraveledoverEuropeinconcert-rooms,theaters,shops,andrailwaycarriages。Icouldnotrecalltheoccasiononwhichthoseeyeshadpreviouslymetmine。
ThattheyhadmetthemIhadnodoubt。Iwenttobedwiththeriddleundiscovered。
II
THEECHOESOFMURDER
NextmorningNurembergwasagitatedwithahorrorsuchascanseldomhavedisturbeditsquiet。ayoungandlovelygirlhadbeenmurdered。Hercorpsewasdiscoveredatdaybreakunderthearchwayleadingtotheoldfortifications。Shehadbeenstabbedtotheheart。Noothersignsofviolencewerevisible。norobberyhadbeenattempted。
Ingreatcities,necessarilygreatcentersofcrime,wedailyhearofmurders。theirfrequencyandremotenessleaveusundisturbed。
Oursympathiescanonlybedeeplymovedeitherbysomescenicpeculiaritiesinvestingthecrimewithunusualromanceorunusualatrocity,orelsebythemoreimmediateappealofdirectneighborlyinterest。ThemurderwhichisreadofintheTimesashavingoccurredinWestminster,hasseldomanyspecialhorrortotheinhabitantsofIslingtonorOxfordStreet。buttotheinhabitantsofWestminster,andespeciallytotheinhabitantsoftheparticularstreetinwhichitwasperpetrated,thecrimeassumesheart-shakingproportions。Everydetailisaskedfor,andeverysurmiselistenedto,withfeverisheagernessisrepeatedanddiffusedthroughthecrowdwithgrowinginterest。Thefamilyofthevictim。theantecedentsoftheassassin,ifheisknown。ortheconjecturespointingtotheunknownassassin,——areeagerlydiscussed。Allthetrivialdetailsofhouseholdcareordomesticfortunes,alltheitemsofpersonalgossip,becomeinvestedwithasolemnandaffectinginterest。Pityforthevictimandsurvivorsmingleandalternatewithfiercecriesforvengeanceontheguilty。Thewholestreetbecomesonefamily,commingledbyanenergeticsympathy,unitedbyonecommonfeelingofcompassionandwrath。
Invillages,andincitiessosmallasNuremberg,thesamecommunityoffeelingismanifested。Thetownbecameasonestreet。
Thehorrorspreadlikeaconflagration,thesympathysurgedandswelledlikeatide。Everyonefeltapersonalinterestintheevent,asifthemurderhadbeencommittedathisowndoor。NevershallIforgetthatwailofpassionatepity,andthatcryforthevengeanceofjustice,whichrosefromallsidesofthestartledcity。NevershallIforgetthehurry,theagitation,thefeverishrestlessness,theuniversalcommunicativeness,thevolunteeredservices,theeagersuggestion,surgingroundthehouseoftheunhappyparents。HerrLehfeldt,thefatheroftheunhappygirl,wasarespectedburgherknowntoalmosteveryone。Hismercer’sshopwastheleadingoneofthecity。Aworthy,piousman,somewhatstrict,butofirreproachablecharacter。hisvirtues,nolessthanthoseofhiswife,andofhisonlydaughter,Lieschen——
now,alas。foreversnatchedfromtheiryearningeyes——werecanvassedeverywhere,andservedtointensifythegeneralgrief。
Thatsuchacalamityshouldhavefallenonahouseholdsoestimable,seemedtoaddfueltothepeople’swrath。PoorLieschen!herpretty,playfulways——heropeningprospects,astheonlydaughterofparentssowelltodoandsokind——heryouthandaboundinglife——theseweredetailedwithimpassionedfervorbyfriends,andrepeatedbystrangerswhocaughtthetoneoffriends,asifthey,too,hadknownandlovedher。Butamidstthesurginguproarofthisseaofmanyvoicesnooneclearvoiceofdirectioncouldbeheard。nocluegiventotheclamorousbloodhoundstorundowntheassassin。
Crieshadbeenheardinthestreetsthatnightatvariouspartsofthetown,which,althoughtheninterpretedasthequarrelsofdrunkenbrawlers,andtheconflictsofcats,werenowconfidentlyassertedtohaveproceededfromtheunhappygirlinherdeath-
struggle。Butnoneofthesecrieshadbeenheardintheimmediateneighborhoodofthearchway。Alltheinhabitantsofthatpartofthetownagreedthatintheirwakinghoursthestreetshadbeenperfectlystill。Norwerethereanytracesvisibleofastrugglehavingtakenplace。Lieschenmighthavebeenmurderedelsewhere,andhercorpsequietlydepositedwhereitwasfound,asfarasanyevidencewent。
Wildandvagueweretheconjectures。Allwerebaffledintheattempttogivethemadefinitedirection。Thecrimewasapparentlypromptedbyrevenge——certainlynotbylust,ordesireofmoney。Butshewasnotknowntostandinanyone’sway。Inthisutterblankastotheassignablemotive,I,perhapsaloneamongthefuriouscrowd,hadadistinctsuspicionoftheassassin。Nosoonerhadthenewsreachedme,thanwiththespecificationofthetheaterofthecrimethereatonceflasheduponmetheintellectualvisionofthecriminal:thestrangerwiththedarkbeardandstartledeyesstoodconfessedbeforeme!Iheldmybreathforafewmoments,andthentherecameatideofobjectionsrushingovermymind,revealingtheinadequacyofthegroundsonwhichrestedmysuspicions。Whatwerethegrounds?Ihadseenamaninaparticularspot,notanunfrequentedspot,ontheeveningofthenightwhenthecrimehadbeencommittedthere。thatmanhadseemedtorecognizeme,andwishedtoavoidbeingrecognized。ObviouslythesegroundsweretooslendertobearanyweightofconstructionsuchasIhadbasedonthem。Merepresenceonthespotcouldnomoreinculpatehimthanitcouldinculpateme。ifIhadmethimthere,equallyhadhemetmethere。Norevenifmysuspicionwerecorrectthatheknewme,andrefusedtorecognizeme,couldthatbeanyargumenttendingtocriminatehiminanaffairwhollydisconnectedwithme。Besides,hewaswalkingpeaceably,openly,andhelookedlikeagentleman。Alltheseobjectionspressedthemselvesuponme,andkeptmesilent。ButinspiteoftheirforceIcouldnotpreventthesuspicionfromcontinuallyarising。
Ashamedtomentionit,becauseitmayhavesoundedtooabsurd,I
couldnotpreventmyconstructiveimaginationindulginginitsvagaries,andwiththissecretconvictionIresolvedtoawaitevents,andincasesuspicionfromotherquartersshouldeverdesignatetheprobableassassin,Imightthencomeforwardwithmybitofcorroborativeevidence,shouldthesuspectedassassinbethestrangerofthearchway。
Bytwelveo’clockanewdirectionwasgiventorumor。Hithertothestories,whencarefullysiftedofallexaggerationsofflyingconjecture,hadsettledthemselvesintosomethinglikethis:TheLehfeldtshadretiredtorestataquarterbeforeten,aswastheircustom。TheyhadseenLieschengointoherbedroomforthenight,andhadthemselvesgonetosleepwithuncloudedminds。Fromthispeacefulsecuritytheywerestartledearlyinthemorningbytheappallingnewsofthecalamitywhichhadfallenonthem。
Incredulousatfirst,aswelltheymightbe,andincapableofbelievinginaruinsounexpectedandsooverwhelming,theyimaginedsomemistake,assertingthatLieschenwasinherownroom。
Intothatroomtheyrushed,andtheretheundisturbedbed,andtheopenwindow,butafewfeetfromthegarden,silentlyandpatheticallydisclosedthefataltruth。Thebereavedparentsturnedarevealinglookuponeachother’swhitenedfaces,andthenslowlyretiredfromtheroom,followedinaffectingsilencebytheothers。Backintotheirownroomtheywent。Thefatherkneltbesidethebed,and,sobbing,prayed。Themothersatstaringwithastupefiedstare,herlipsfaintlymoving。Inashortwhilethefloodofgrief,awakenedtoathoroughconsciousness,burstfromtheirlaboringhearts。Whenthefirstparoxysmswereovertheyquestionedothers,andgaveincoherentrepliestothequestionsaddressedtothem。FromallwhichitresultedthatLieschen’sabsence,thoughobviouslyvoluntary,waswhollyinexplicabletothem。andnoclewwhatevercouldbegivenastothemotivesofthecrime。Whenthesedetailsbecameknown,conjecturenaturallyinterpretedLieschen’sabsenceatnightasanassignation。Butwithwhom?Shewasnotknowntohavealover。Herfather,onbeingquestioned,passionatelyaffirmedthatshehadnone。shelovednoonebutherparents,poorchild!Hermother,onbeingquestioned,toldthesamestory——adding,however,thataboutseventeenmonthsbefore,shehadfanciedthatLieschenwasalittledisposedtofavorFranzKerkel,theirshopman。butonbeingspokentoonthesubjectwithsomeseriousness,andwarnedofthedistancebetweenthem,shehadlaughedheartilyattheidea,andsincethenhadtreatedFranzwithsomuchindifferencethatonlyaweekagoshehaddrawnfromhermotherareproofonthesubject。
ItoldherFranzwasagoodlad,thoughnotgoodenoughforher,andthatsheoughttotreathimkindly。Butshesaidmylecturehadgivenheranalarm,lestFranzshouldhavegotthesamemaggotintohishead。
Thiswasthestorynowpassingthroughthecuriouscrowdsineverystreet。AfterhearingitIhadturnedintoatobacconist’sintheAdlergrasse,torestockmycigar-case,andfoundthere,aseverywhere,agroupdiscussingtheonetopicofthehour。HerrFischer,thetobacconist,withalongporcelainpipependentfromhisscrewed-uplips,wassolemnlylisteningtotheparticularsvolublycommunicatedbyastoutBavarianpriest。whilebehindthecounter,inacorner,swiftlyknitting,sathiswife,herblackbead-likeeyesalsofixedontheorator。OfcourseIwasdraggedintotheconversation。Insteadofattendingtocommercialinterests,theylookeduponmeasthepossiblebeareroffreshnews。NorwasitwithoutasecretsatisfactionthatIfoundI
couldgratifytheminthatrespect。TheyhadnotheardofFranzKerkelinthematter。NosoonerhadItoldwhatIhadheardthantheknitting-needlesofthevivaciouslittlewomanwereatoncesuspended。
AchJe!sheexclaimed,Iseeitall。He’sthewretch!
Who?weallsimultaneouslyinquired。
Who?Why,Kerkel,ofcourse。Ifshechanged,andtreatedhimwithindifference,itwasbecauseshelovedhim。andhehasmurderedthepoorthing。
Howyourunon,wife!remonstratedFischer。whilethepriestshookadubioushead。
Itellyouitisso。I’mpositive。
Ifshelovedhim。
Shedid,Itellyou。Trustawomanforseeingthroughsuchthings。
Well,sayshedid,continuedFischer,andIwon’tdenythatitmaybeso。butthenthatmakesagainsttheideaofhishavingdoneheranyharm。
Don’ttellme,retortedtheconvincedwoman。Shelovedhim。
Shewentouttomeethiminsecret,andhemurderedher——thevillaindid。I’massureofitasiftheseeyeshadseenhimdoit。
Thehusbandwinkedatus,asmuchastosay,Youhearthesewomen!andthepriestandIendeavoredtoreasonheroutofherillogicalposition。Butshewasimmovable。Kerkelhadmurderedher。sheknewit。shecouldn’ttellwhy,butsheknewit。Perhapshewasjealous,whoknows?Atanyrate,heoughttobearrested。
Andbytwelveo’clock,asIsaid,anewrumorranthroughthecrowd,whichseemedtoconfirmthelittlewomaninherrashlogic。
Kerkelhadbeenarrested,andawaistcoatstainedwithbloodhadbeenfoundinhisroom!Byhalf-pasttwelvetherumorranthathehadconfessedthecrime。This,however,provedoninquirytobethehastyanticipationofpublicindignation。Hehadbeenarrested。thewaistcoathadbeenfound:somuchwasauthentic。andthesuspicionsgatheredominouslyoverhim。
WhenfirstFrauFischerhadstartedthesuggestionitflewlikewildfire。Thenpeoplesuddenlynoticed,asverysurprising,thatKerkelhadnotthatdaymadehisappearanceattheshop。Hisabsencehadnotbeennoticedinthetumultofgriefandinquiry。
butitbecamesuddenlyinvestedwithadreadfulsignificance,nowthatitwasrumoredthathehadbeenLieschen’slover。Ofallmenhewouldbethemostaffectedbythetragicnews。ofallmenhewouldhavebeenthefirsttotendersympathyandaidtotheafflictedparents,andthemostclamorousinthesearchfortheundiscoveredculprit。Yet,whileallNurembergwascrowdingroundthehouseofsorrow,whichwasalsohishouseofbusiness,healoneremainedaway。Thisnaturallypointedsuspicionathim。Whenthemessengershadgonetoseekhim,hismotherrefusedthemadmission,declaringinincoherentphrases,betrayinggreatagitation,thathersonwasgonedistractedwithgriefandcouldseenoone。Onthisitwasdeterminedtoorderhisarrest。Thepolicewent,thehousewassearched,andthewaistcoatfound。
ThetestimonyofthegirlwholivedasservantinKerkel’shousewasalsocriminatory。Shedeposedthatonthenightinquestionsheawokeabouthalf-pastelevenwithaviolenttoothache。shewascertainastothehour,becausesheheardtheclockafterwardsstriketwelve。Shefeltsomealarmathearingvoicesintheroomsatanhourwhenhermistressandyoungmastermustlongagohavegonetobed。butasthevoiceswereseeminglyinquietconversation,heralarmsubsided,andsheconcludedthatinsteadofhavinggonetobedhermistresswasstillup。Inherpainsheheardthedoorgentlyopen,andthensheheardfootstepsinthegarden。Thissurprisedherverymuch。Shecouldn’tthinkwhattheyoungmastercouldwantgoingoutatthathour。Shebecameterrifiedwithoutknowingexactlyatwhat。Fearquitedroveawaythetoothache,whichhadnotsincereturned。Afterlyingtherequakingforsometime,againsheheardfootstepsinthegarden。thedooropenedandclosedgently。voiceswereheard。andsheatlastdistinctlyheardhermistresssay,Beaman,Franz。Good-night——
sleepwell。uponwhichFranzrepliedinatoneofgreatagony,There’snochanceofsleepforme。Thenallwassilent。Nextmorninghermistressseemedveryqueer。Heryoungmasterwentoutveryearly,butsooncamebackagain。andthereweredreadfulscenesgoingoninhisroom,assheheard,butshedidn’tknowwhatitwasallabout。Sheheardofthemurderfromaneighbor,butneverthoughtofitshavinganyparticularinterestforMr。Franz,though,ofcourse,hewouldbeverysorryfortheLehfeldts。
Thefactstestifiedtobytheservant,especiallythegoingoutatthatlatehour,andthedreadfulscenesofthemorning,seemedtobearbutoneinterpretation。Moreover,sheidentifiedthewaistcoatastheonewornbyFranzonthedayprecedingthefatalnight。
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Nowatlastthepent-upwrathfoundavent。Fromthedistractingconditionofwanderinguncertainsuspicion,ithadbeenrecalledintothegladsecurityofindividualhate。AlthoughuptothistimeKerkelhadborneanexemplaryreputation,itwasnowrememberedthathehadalwaysbeenofamoroseandviolenttemper,ahypocriteinreligion,aselfishsensualist。Severalsagaciouscriticshadlongseenthroughhim。othershadneverlikedhim。
othershadwonderedhowitwashekepthisplacesolonginLehfeldt’sshop。Poorfellow!hislifeandactions,likethoseofeveryoneelsewhenilluminatedbyalightthrownbackuponthem,seemedsoconspicuouslydespicable,althoughwhenilluminatedintheirownlighttheyhadseemedinnocentenough。Hismother’sfranticprotestationsofherson’sinnocence——herassertionsthatFranzlovedLieschenmorethanhisownsoul——onlyservedtoenvelopherinthesilentaccusationofbeinganaccomplice,oratleastofbeinganaccessoryafterthefact。
Icannotsaywhyitwas,butIdidnotsharetheuniversalbelief。
Thelogicseemedtomeforced。theevidencetrivial。OnfirsthearingofKerkel’sarrest,Ieagerlyquestionedmyinformantrespectinghispersonalappearance。andonhearingthathewasfair,withblueeyesandflaxenhair,myconvictionofhisinnocencewasfixed。Lookingbackonthesedays,Iamoftenamusedatthischaracteristicofmyconstructiveimagination。Whilerejectingthedisjointedlogicofthemob,whichinterpretedhisguilt,Iwasmyselfdeludedbyalogicinfinitelylessrational。
HadKerkelbeendark,withdarkeyesandbeard,Ishouldprobablyhavesworntohisguilt,simplybecausetheideaofthatstrangerhadfirmlyfixeditselfinmymind。
Allthatafternoon,andallthenextday,thebusyhumofvoiceswasraisedbytheonetopicofcommandinginterest。Kerkelhadbeenexamined。HeatonceadmittedthatasecretbetrothalhadforsometimeexistedbetweenhimandLieschen。Theyhadbeenledtotakethisimproperstepbyfearofherparents,who,hadtheattachmentbeendiscovered,would,itwasthought,haveseparatedthemforever。HerrLehfeldt’ssternness,nolessthanhissuperiorposition,seemedaninvincibleobstacle,andthegoodmother,althoughdotinguponheronlydaughter,wasledbytheveryintensityofheraffectiontoformambitioushopesofherdaughter’sfuture。Itwasbarelypossiblethatsometurnineventsmightonedayyieldanopeningfortheirconsent。butmeanwhileprudencedictatedsecrecy,inordertoavertthemostpressingdanger,thatofseparation。
AndsotheprettyLieschen,withfeminineinstinctofruse,hadaffectedtotreatherloverwithindifference。andtocompensatehimandherselfforthisrestraint,shehadbeeninthehabitofescapingfromhomeonceortwiceaweek,andspendingadelicioushourortwoatnightinthecompanyofherloverandhismother。
Kerkelandhismotherlivedinacottagealittlewayoutsidethetown。Lehfeldt’sshopstoodnotmanyyardsfromthearchway。Now,asinNurembergnoonewasabroadafterteno’clock,exceptafewloungersatthecafesandbeer-houses,andthesewereonlytobemetinsidethetown,notoutsideit,Lieschenranextremelylittleriskofbeingobservedinherrapidtransitfromherfather’stoherlover’shouse。Nor,indeed,hadsheevermetanyoneinthecourseofthesevisits。
OnthefatalnightLieschenwasexpectedatthecottage。Motherandsonwaitedatfirsthopefully,thenanxiously,atlastwithsomevagueuneasinessathernon-appearance。Itwasnowaquarterpasteleven——nearlyanhourlaterthanherusualtime。Theyoccasionallywenttothedoortolookforher。thentheywalkedafewyardsdowntheroad,asiftocatchanearlierglimpseofheradvancingsteps。Butinvain。Thehalf-hourstruck。Theycamebackintothecottage,discussingthevariousprobabilitiesofdelay。Three-quartersstruck。Perhapsshehadbeendetected。
perhapsshewasill。perhaps——butthiswashismother’ssuggestion,andtooklittleholdofhim——therehadbeenvisitorswhohadstayedlaterthanusual,andLieschen,findingthenightsoadvanced,hadpostponedhervisittothemorrow。Franz,whointerpretedLieschen’sfeelingsbyhisown,wasassuredthatnopostponementofavoluntarykindwascredibleofher。Twelveo’clockstruck。
AgainFranzwentoutintotheroad,andwalkednearlyuptothearchway。hereturnedwithheavysadnessandforebodingathisheart,reluctantlyadmittingthatnowallhopeofseeingherthatnightwasover。Thatnight?Poorsorrowingheart,thenightwastobeeternal!Theanguishofthedesolatenevermorewasawaitinghim。
Thereissomethingintenselypatheticinbeingthus,asitwere,spectatorsofatragicdramawhichisbeingactedontwoseparatestagesatonce——thedreadfullinkofconnection,whichisunseentotheseparateactors,beingonlytoovividlyseenbythespectators。
ItwaswithsomeinterestthatI,whobelievedinKerkel’sinnocence,heardthisstory。andinimaginationfolloweditsunfoldingstage。Hewenttobed,not,asmaybeexpected,tosleep。tossingrestlesslyinfeverishagitation,conjuringupmanyimaginaryterrors——butallofthemtriflescomparedwiththedreadrealitywhichhewassosoontoface。Hepicturedherweeping——andshewaslyingdeadonthecoldpavementofthedarkarchway。Hesawherinagitatedeloquencepleadingwithoffendedparents——andshewasremovedforeverfromallagitations,withthepeaceofdeathuponheryoungface。
Atanearlyhourhestarted,thathemightputanendtohissuspense。Hehadnotyetreachedthearchwaybeforetheshatteringnewsburstuponhim。Fromthatmomentherememberednothing。Buthismotherdescribedhisghastlyagitation,as,throwinghimselfuponherneck,hetoldher,throughdreadfulsobs,thecalamitywhichhadfallen。Shedidherbesttocomforthim。buthegrewwilderandwilder,androlleduponthegroundintheagonyofanimmeasurabledespair。Shetrembledforhisreasonandhislife。
Andwhenthemessengerscametoseekhim,shespokebutthesimpletruthinsayingthathewaslikeonedistracted。Yetnosoonerhadaglimpseoflightdawnedonhimthatsomevaguesuspicionrestedonhiminreferencetothemurder,thanhestartedup,flungawayhisagitation,and,withacalmnesswhichwasawful,answeredeveryquestion,andseemednervedforeverytrial。Fromthatmomentnotasobescapedhimuntil,inthenarrativeofthenight’sevents,hecametothatpartwhichtoldofthesuddendisclosureofhisbereavement。Andthesimple,straightforwardmannerinwhichhetoldthistale,withafaceentirelybloodless,andeyesthatseemedtohavewithdrawnalltheirlightinwards,madeagreatimpressionontheaudience,whichwasheightenedintosympathywhenthefinalsob,breakingthroughtheforcedcalmness,toldoftheagonywhichwaseatingitsfierywaythroughtheheart。
Thestorywasnotonlyplausibleinitself,butaccuratelytalliedwithwhatbeforehadseemedlikethecriminatingevidenceofthemaid。tallied,moreover,preciselyastotime,whichwouldhardlyhavebeenthecasehadthestorybeenaninvention。Astothewaistcoatwhichhadfiguredsoconspicuouslyinalltherumors,itappearedthatsuspicionhadmonstrouslyexaggeratedthefacts。
Insteadofawaistcoatplashedwithblood——aspopularimaginationpicturedit——itwasagraywaistcoat,withonespotandaslightsmearofblood,whichadmittedofaverysimpleexplanation。Threedaysbefore,Franzhadcuthislefthandincuttingsomebread。andtothisthemaidtestified,becauseshewaspresentwhentheaccidentoccurred。Hehadnotnoticedthathiswaistcoatwasmarkedbyituntilthenextday,andhadforgottentowashoutthestains。
Peopleoutsideshookskepticalheadsatthisstoryofthecuthand。
Thebloodywaistcoatwasnottobedisposedofinthateasyway。
Ithadfixeditselftoostronglyintheirimagination。Indeed,mybeliefisthatevencouldtheyhaveseenthewaistcoat,itsinsignificantmarkswouldhaveappearedmurderouspatchestotheireyes。Ihadseenit,andmyreportwaslistenedtowithill-
concealeddisbelief,whennotwithopenprotestation。AndwhenKerkelwasdischargedasfreefromallsuspicion,therewasalowgrowlofdisappointedwrathheardfromnumerousgroups。
Thismaysympatheticallybeunderstoodbywhomsoeverremembersthepainfuluneasinessofthemindunderagreatstressofexcitementwithnodefiniteissue。Thelustforavengeance,demandedbythearousedsensibilitiesofcompassion,makesmencredulousintheirimpatience。theyeasilybelieveanyoneisguilty,becausetheyfeelanimperiousneedforfasteningtheguiltuponsomedefinitehead。
FewverdictsofNotGuiltyarewellreceived,unlessanothervictimisathanduponwhomtheverdictofguiltyislikelytofall。ItwasdemonstrabletoalljudicialmindsthatKerkelwaswholly,patheticallyinnocent。Inafewdaysthisgraduallybecamecleartothemajority,butatfirstitwasresistedasanattempttobalkjustice。andtothelastthereweresomeobstinatedoubters,whoshooktheirheadsmysteriously,andsaid,withacertainincisiveness,Somebodymusthavedoneit。Ishouldverymuchliketoknowwho。
Suspiciononcemorewasdriftingaimlessly。Nonehadpointedinanynewdirection。NomentionofanyonewhomIcouldidentifywiththestrangerhadyetbeenmade。but,althoughsilentonthesubject,Ikeptfirminmyconviction,andIsometimeslaughedatthepertinacitywithwhichIscrutinizedthefaceofeverymanI
met,ifhehappenedtohaveablackbeard。andasblackbeardsareexcessivelycommon,mycuriosity,thoughnevergratified,wasneverallowedrepose。
MeanwhileLieschen’sfuneralhadbeenemphaticallyapublicmourning。Nay,sogreatwastheemotion,thatitalmostdeadenedtheinterestwhichotherwisewouldhavebeensopowerful,inthenewsnowdailyreachingusfromParis。Bloodhadfloweduponherstreets——inconsequenceofthatpistol-shot,which,eitherbyaccidentorcriminalintent,hadconvertedthedemonstrationbeforethehoteloftheMinisterofForeignAffairsintoaninsurrection。
Parishadrisen。barricadeswereerected。Thetroopswereunderarms。Thiswasagitatingnews。
SuchisthesolidarityofallEuropeannations,andsoquickarealltovibrateinunisonwiththevibrationsofeach,thateventslikethosetransactedinParisnecessarilystirredeverycity,nomatterhowremote,norpoliticallyhowsecure。AnditsaysmuchfortheintenseinterestexcitedbytheLehfeldttragedythatNurembergwascapableofsustainingthatinterestevenamidthetremendouspressureoftheFebruaryRevolution。ItistruethatNurembergisatalltimessomewhatsequesteredfromthegreatmovementsoftheday,followingslowlyintherearofgreatwaves。
itistrue,moreover,thatsomepoliticiansshowedremarkableeagernessincanvassingthecharactersandhopesofLouisPhilippeandGuizot。butalthoughsucheventswouldatanotherperiodhaveformedtheuniversalinterest,theimpenetrablemysteryhangingoverLieschen’sdeaththrewtheRevolutionintothebackgroundoftheirthoughts。Ifwhenastormisragingoverthedrearymoorland,ahumancryofsufferingisheardatthedoor,atoncethethundersandthetumultsinkintoinsignificance,andarenotevenheardbytheearwhichispiercedwiththefeeblehumanvoice:
thegrandeursofstormandtempest,theuproarofsurgingseas,theclamorouswailofsea-birdsamidthevolleyingartilleryofheaven,invainassailtheearthathasoncecaughteventhedistantcryofahumanagony,orserveonlyasscenicalaccompanimentstothetragedywhichisforeshadowedbythatcry。Andsoitwasamidtheuproarof1848。Akingdomwasinconvulsions。buthere,atourdoor,ayounggirlhadbeenmurdered,andtwohearthsmadedesolate。Rumorscontinuedtoflyabout。Theassassinwasalwaysabouttobediscovered。butheremainedshroudedinimpenetrabledarkness。AremarkmadebyBourgonefstruckmemuch。Ourhost,ZumBayerischenHof,onedayannouncedwithgreatsatisfactionthathehadhimselfheardfromthesyndicthatthepolicewereonthetracesoftheassassin。
Iamsorrytohearit,saidBourgonef。
Theguestspausedfromeating,andlookedathimwithastonishment。
Itisaproof,headded,thateventhepolicenowgiveitupashopeless。Ialwaysnoticethatwheneverthepolicearesaidtobeonthetracesthemalefactorisnevertracked。Whentheyareonhistracestheywiselysaynothingaboutit。theyallowittobebelievedthattheyarebaffled,inordertolulltheirvictimintoadangeroussecurity。Whentheyknowthemselvestobebaffled,thereisnodangerinquietingthepublicmind,andsavingtheirowncredit,byannouncingthattheyareabouttobesuccessful。
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Bourgonef’sremarkhadbeenbuttoosagacious。Thepolicewerehoplesslybaffled。Inallsuchcasespossiblesuccessdependsupontheinitialsuggestioneitherofamotivewhichleadstoasuspicionoftheperson,orofsomepersonwhichleadstoasuspicionofthemotive。Oncesetsuspicionontherighttrack,andevidenceissuddenlyalightinallquarters。But,unhappily,inthepresentcasetherewasnoassignablemotive,noshadowdarkeninganyperson。
AnepisodenowcametoourknowledgeinwhichBourgonefmanifestedanunusualdepthofinterest。Iwasledtonoticethisinterest,becauseithadseemedtomethatinthecrimeitself,andthediscussionswhicharoseoutofit,hesharedbutlittleoftheuniversalexcitement。Idonotmeanthathewasindifferent——bynomeans。butthehorrorofthecrimedidnotseemtofascinatehisimaginationasitfascinatedours。Hecouldtalkquiteasreadilyofotherthings,andfarmorereadilyoftheFrenchaffairs。Butonthecontrary,inthisnewepisodeheshowedpeculiarinterest。
ItappearedthatLehfeldt,moved,perhaps,partlybyasenseoftheinjusticewhichhadbeendonetoKerkelinevensuspectinghimofthecrime,andinsubmittinghimtoanexaminationmorepoignantlyaffectingtohimundersuchcircumstancesthanapublictrialwouldhavebeenunderothers。andmovedpartlybythesensethatLieschen’slovehadpracticallydrawnKerkelwithinthefamily——forherchoiceofhimasahusbandhadmadehimmorally,ifnotlegally,ason-in-law。andmovedpartlybythesenseoflonelinesswhichhadnowsettledontheirchildlesshome,——LehfeldthadinthemostpatheticandconsideratetermsbeggedKerkeltotaketheplaceofhisadoptedson,andbecomejointpartnerwithhiminthebusiness。This,however,Kerkelhadgentlyyetfirmlydeclined。
Heaverredthathefeltnoinjury,thoughgreatpainhadbeeninflictedonhimbytheexamination。Hehimselfinsuchacasewouldnothaveshrunkfromdemandingthathisownbrothershouldbetried,undersuspicionsofsimilarurgency。Itwassimplejusticethatallwhoweresuspectedshouldbeexamined。justicealsotothemthattheymightforeverclearthemselvesofdoubtfulappearances。Butfortherest,whilehefelthisoldaffectionaterespectforhismaster,hecouldrecognizenoclaimtoberemovedfromhispresentposition。Hadshelived,saidtheheartbrokenyouth,hewouldgladlyhaveconsentedtoacceptanyfortunewhichherlovemightbestow,becausehefeltthathisownloveandthedevotionofalifemightrepayit。Buttherewasnothingnowthathecouldgiveinexchange。Forhisserviceshewasamplypaid。hisfeelingstowardsLieschen’sparentsmustcontinuewhattheyhadeverbeen。InvainLehfeldtpleaded,invainmanyfriendsargued。
Franzremainedrespectfullyfirminhisrefusal。
This,asIsaid,interestedBourgonefimmensely。Heseemedtoentercompletelyintothemindsofthesorrowing,pleadingparents,andthesorrowing,denyinglover。Heappreciatedandexpoundedtheirmotiveswithasubtletyanddelicacyofperceptionwhichsurprisedanddelightedme。Itshowedtherefinementofhismoralnature。But,atthesametime,itrenderedhisminordegreeofinterestintheotherepisodesofthestory,thosewhichhadamoredirectandoverpoweringappealtotheheart,agreaterparadox。
Humannatureistroubledinthepresenceofallmysterywhichhasnotbylongfamiliaritylostitspowerofsolicitingattention。andformyownpart,Ihavealwaysbeenuneasyinthepresenceofmoralproblems。PuzzledbythecontradictionswhichInoticedinBourgonef,Itriedtodiscoverwhetherhehadanygeneralrepugnancetostoriesofcrimes,oranyspecialrepugnancetomurders,or,finally,anystrangerepugnancetothisparticularcasenoweverywherediscussed。Anditisnotalittleremarkablethatduringthreeseparateinterviews,inthecourseofwhichI
severally,andasIthoughtartfully,introducedthesetopics,makingthemseemtoarisenaturallyoutofthesuggestionofourtalk,Itotallyfailedtoarriveatanydistinctconclusion。Iwasafraidtoputthedirectquestion:Doyounotsharethecommonfeelingofinterestincriminalstories?Thisquestionwoulddoubtlesshaveelicitedacategoricalreply。butsomehow,theconsciousnessofanarriere-penseemademeshrinkfromputtingsuchaquestion。
Reflectingonthisindifferenceonaspecialpoint,andonthenumerousmanifestationsIhadnoticedofhissensibility,Icameatlasttotheconclusionthathemustbeamanoftenderheart,whosedelicatesensibilitieseasilyshrankfromthehorribleundereveryform。andnomorepermittedhimtodwellunnecessarilyuponpainfulfacts,thantheypermitimaginativemindstodwellonthedetailsofanoperation。
Ihadnotlongsettledthisinmymindbeforeanaccidentsuddenlythrewaluridlightuponmanydetailsnoticedpreviously,andpainfullyrevivedthatinexplicablerepulsionwithwhichIhadatfirstregardedhim。Anewsuspicionfilledmymind,orrather,letmesay,adistinctshapewasimpresseduponmanyfluctuatingsuspicions。Itscarcelyadmittedofargument,andattimesseemedpreposterous,neverthelessitpersisted。Themindwhichinbroaddaylightassentstoallthatcanbeallegedagainsttheabsurditiesofthebeliefinapparitions,willoftenacknowledgethedimterrorsofdarknessandloneliness——terrorsatpossibilitiesofsupernaturalvisitations。Inlikemanner,inthecleardaylightofreasonIcouldseetheabsurdityofmysuspicion,butthevaguestirringsoffeelingremainedunsilenced。Iwashauntedbythedimhorrorsofapossibility。
Thusitarose。WewerebothgoingtoMunich,andBourgonefhadshortenedhiscontemplatedstayatNurembergthathemighthavethepleasureofaccompanyingme。addingalsothathe,too,shouldbegladtoreachMunich,notonlyforitsart,butforitsgreatercommandofpapersandintelligencerespectingwhatwasthengoingoninFrance。Onthenightprecedingthemorningofourdeparture,Iwasseatedinhisroom,smokinganddiscussingasusual,whileIvan,hisservant,packeduphisthingsintwolargeportmanteaus。
Ivanwasaserfwhospokenowordofanylanguagebuthisown。
Althoughofabrutal,almostidiotictype,hewasloudlyeulogizedbyhismasterasthemodeloffidelityandusefulness。Bourgoneftreatedhimwithgentleness,thoughwithacertainimperiousness。
muchasonemighttreatasavagemastiffwhichitwasnecessarytodominatewithoutexasperating。HemorethanoncespokeofIvanasalivingsatireonphysiognomistsandphrenologists。andasIamaphrenologist,Ilistenedwithsomeincredulity。
Lookathim,hewouldsay。Observethelow,retreatingbrow,theflatface,thesurlymouth,thebroadbaseofthehead,andthehugebull-likeneck。WouldnotanyonesayIvanwasasdestructiveasapanther,astenaciousasabull-dog,asbrutalasabull?Yetheisthegentlestofsluggishcreatures,andastender-heartedasagirl!Thatthick-setmuscularframeshroudsahare’sheart。HeissofaithfulandsoattachedthatIbelieveformehewouldriskhislife。butonnoaccountcouldyougethimtoplacehimselfindangeronhisownaccount。Partofhisloveformeisgratitudeforhavingrescuedhimfromtheconscription:thedangersincidenttoamilitarylifehadnocharmforhim!
Now,althoughBourgonef,whowasnotaphrenologist,mightbeconvincedoftheabsenceofferociousinstinctsinIvan,tome,asaphrenologist,thestatementwaseminentlyincredible。Alltheappearancesofhismannerweresuchastoconfirmhismaster’sopinion。Hewasquiet,eventenderinhisattentions。Butthetyrannousinfluenceofideasandphysicalimpressionscannotbesetaside。andnoevidencewouldpermanentlyhavekeptdownmydistrustofthisman。Whenwomenshriekatthesightofagun,itisinvainthatyousolemnlyassurethemthatthegunisnotloaded。I
don’tknow,theyreply,——atanyrate,Idon’tlikeit。IwasmuchinthisattitudewithregardtoIvan。Hemightbeharmless。
Ididn’tknowthat。whatIdidknowwas——thatIdidn’tlikehislooks。
Onthisnighthewasmovingnoiselesslyabouttheroom,employedinpacking。Bourgonef’stalkrambledovertheoldthemes。andI
thoughtIhadneverbeforemetwithoneofmyownagewhosesocietywassoperfectlydelightful。HewasnotsoconspicuouslymysuperioronallpointsthatIfelttherestraintsinevitablyimposedbysuperiority。yethewasinmanyrespectssufficientlyabovemeinknowledgeandpowertomakemeeagertohavehisassenttomyviewswherewediffered,andtohavehimenlightenmewhereI
knewmyselftobeweak。
Intheverymomentofmymostcordialadmirationcameashock。
Ivan,onpassingfromonepartoftheroomtotheother,caughthisfootinthestrapoftheportmanteauandfell。Thesmallwoodenbox,somethingofaglove-box,whichheheldinhishandatthetime,fellonthefloor,andfallingover,dischargeditscontentsclosetoBourgonef’sfeet。Theobjectswhichcaughtmyeyeswereseveralpairsofgloves,arouge-potandhare’sfoot,andablackbeard!
BywhatcapriceofimaginationwasitthatthesightofthisfalsebeardlyingatBourgonef’sfeetthrilledmewithhorror?Inonelightning-flashIbeheldthearchway——thestrangerwiththestartledeyes——thisstrangernolongerunknowntome,buttoofatallyrecognizedasBourgonef——andathisfeetthemurderedgirl!
MovedbywhatsubtlespringsofsuggestionIknownot,buttherebeforemestoodthatdreadfulvision,seeninaluridlight,butseenasclearlyasiftheactualpresenceoftheobjectswereobtrudingitselfuponmyeyes。Intheinexpressiblehorrorofthisvisionmyheartseemedclutchedwithanicyhand。
FortunatelyBourgonef’sattentionwascalledawayfromme。Hespokeangrilysomeshortsentence,whichofcoursewasinRussian,andthereforeunintelligibletome。Hethenstooped,andpickinguptherouge-pot,heldittowardsmewithhismelancholysmile。Hewasveryredintheface。butthatmayhavebeeneitherangerortheeffectofsuddenstooping。Iseeyouaresurprisedatthesemasqueradingfollies,hesaidinatonewhich,thoughlow,wasperfectlycalm。YoumustnotsupposethatIbeautifymysallowcheeksonordinaryoccasions。
HethenquietlyhandedthepottoIvan,whoreplaceditwiththeglovesandthebeardinthebox。andaftermakinganinquirywhichsoundedlikeagrowl,towhichBourgonefanswerednegatively,hecontinuedhispacking。
Bourgonefresumedhiscigarandhisargumentasifnothinghadhappened。
Thevisionhaddisappeared,butaconfusedmassofmovingfigurestookitsplace。Myheartthrobbedsoviolentlythatitseemedtomeasifitstumultmustbeheardbyothers。Yetmyfacemusthavebeentolerablycalm,sinceBourgonefmadenocommentonit。
Iansweredhisremarksinvaguefragments,for,intruth,mythoughtswereflyingfromconjecturetoconjecture。Irememberedthatthestrangerhadafloridcomplexion。wasthisrouge?ItistruethatIfanciedthestrangercarriedawalking-stickinhisrighthand。ifso,thiswasenoughtocrushallsuspicionsofhisidentitywithBourgonef。butthenIwasratherhazyonthispoint,andprobablydidnotobserveawalking-stick。
Afterawhilemyinattentionstruckhim,andlookingatmewithsomeconcern,heinquirediftherewasanythingthematter。I
pleadedacolic,whichIattributedtotheimprudenceofhavingindulgedinsauerkrautatdinner。Headvisedmetotakealittlebrandy。but,affectingafreshaccessofpain,Ibadehimgood-
night。HehopedIshouldbeallrightonthemorrow——ifnot,headded,wecanpostponeourjourneytillthedayafter。
OnceinmyownroomIboltedthedoor,andsatdownontheedgeofthebedinatumultofexcitement。
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Alonewithmythoughts,andcapableofpursuingconjecturesandconclusionswithoutexternalinterruption,Iquicklyexhaustedallthehypotheticalpossibilitiesofthecase,and,fromhavingstartedwiththeideathatBourgonefwastheassassin,IcameatlasttothemoresensibleconclusionthatIwasaconstructiveblockhead。Mysuspicionsweresimplyoutrageousintheirdefectofevidence,andcouldneverforonemomenthaveseemedotherwisetoanyimaginationlessriotouslyactivethanmine。
Ibathedmyheatedhead,undressedmyself,andgotintobed,consideringwhatIshouldsaytothepolicewhenIwentnextmorningtocommunicatemysuspicions。Anditisworthyofremark,aswellassomewhatludicrouslyself-betraying,thatnosoonerdidImentallyseemyselfinthepresenceofthepolice,andwasthusforcedtoconfrontmysuspicionswithsomeappearanceofevidence,thanthewholefabricofmyvisionrattledtotheground。WhathadItosaytothepolice?Simplythat,ontheeveningofthenightwhenLieschenwasmurdered,IhadpassedinapublicthoroughfareamanwhomIcouldnotidentify,butwhoasIcouldnothelpfancying,seemedtorecognizeme。Thisman,Ihadpersuadedmyself,wasthemurderer。forwhichpersuasionIwasunabletoadduceatittleofevidence。Itwasuncoloredbytheremotestpossibility。Itwastrulyandsimplythesuggestionofmyvagrantfancy,whichhadmysteriouslysettleditselfintoaconviction。andhavingthuscapriciouslyidentifiedthestrangerwithLieschen’smurderer,Inow,uponevidencequiteaspreposterous,identifiedBourgonefwiththestranger。
Thefollybecameapparenteventomyself。IfBourgonefhadinhispossessionarouge-potandfalsebeard,Icouldnotbutacknowledgethathemadenoattempttoconcealthem,norhadhemanifestedanyconfusionontheirappearance。Hehadquietlycharacterizedthemasmasqueradingfollies。Moreover,Inowbegantorememberdistinctlythatthestrangerdidcarryawalking-stickinhisrighthand。andasBourgonefhadlosthisrightarm,thatsettledthepoint。
Intosuchcomplications,wouldthetricksofimaginationleadme!
Iblushedmentally,andresolvedtoletitserveasalessoninfuture。Itisneedless,however,tosaythatthelessonwaslost,assuchlessonsalwaysarelost。astrongtendencyinanydirectionsoondisregardsalltheteachingsofexperience。Iamstillnotthelessthevictimofmyconstructiveimagination,becauseIhavefrequentlyhadtobeashamedofitsvagaries。
ThenextmorningIawokewithalighterbreast,rejoicinginthecautionwhichhaddelayedmefromanyrashmanifestationofsuspicionsnowseentobeabsurd。Ismiledasthethoughtarose:
whatifthissuspectedstrangershouldalsobepesteredbyanactiveimagination,andshouldentertainsimilarsuspicionsofme?
HemusthaveseeninmyeyesthelookofrecognitionwhichIsawinhis。Onhearingofthemurder,ourmeetingmayalsohaverecurredtohim。andhissuspicionswouldhavethiscolor,wantingtomine,thatIhappentoinheritwithmyItalianbloodasomewhattruculentappearance,whichhasgainedformeamongmyfriendstheplayfulsobriquetofthebrigand。
Anxioustoatoneatonceformyfolly,andtoremovefrommymindanymisgiving——ifitexisted——atmyquittinghimsosoonafterthedisclosuresofthemasqueradingdetails,IwenttoBourgonefassoonasIwasdressedandproposedarambletillthediligencestartedforMunich。Hewassympatheticinhisinquiriesaboutmycolic,whichIassuredhimhadquitepassedaway,andoutwewent。
ThesharpmorningairofMarchmadeuswalkbriskly,andgaveapleasantanimationtoourthoughts。Ashediscussedtheactsoftheprovisionalgovernment,sowise,temperate,andenergetic,thefervorandgenerosityofhissentimentsstoodoutinsuchstrikingcontrastwiththedeedIhadlastnightrecklesslyimputedtohimthatIfeltdeeplyashamed,andwasnearlycarriedawaybymingledadmirationandself-reproachtoconfesstheabsurdvagrancyofmythoughtsandhumblyaskhispardon。Butyoucanunderstandthereluctanceataconfessionsoinsultingtohim,sodegradingtome。
Itisatalltimesdifficulttotellaman,facetoface,eyetoeye,theevilyouhavethoughtofhim,unlesstherecklessnessofangerseizesonitasaweaponwithwhichtostrike。andIhadnowsocompletelyunsaidtomyselfallthatIoncehadthoughtofevil,thattoputitinwordsseemedagratuitousinjurytomeandinsulttohim。
AdayortwoafterourarrivalinMunichareactionbegansteadilytosetin。AshamedasIwasofmysuspicions,Icouldnotaltogetherbanishfrommymindtheincidentwhichhadawakenedthem。Theimageofthatfalsebeardwouldminglewithmythoughts。
IwasvaguelyuncomfortableattheideaofBourgonef’scarryingaboutwithhimobviousmaterialsofdisguise。Initselfthiswouldhavehadlittlesignificance。butcoupledwiththefactthathisdevotedservantwas——inspiteofallBourgonef’seulogies——
repulsivelyferociousinaspect,capable,asIcouldnothelpbelieving,ofanybrutality,——thesuggestionwasunpleasant。YouwillunderstandthathavingemphaticallyacquittedBourgonefinmymind,Ididnotagaindistinctlychargehimwithanycomplicityinthemysteriousmurder。onthecontrary,Ishouldindignantlyhaverepelledsuchathought。buttheuneasysenseofsomemysteryabouthim,coupledwiththeaccessoriesofdisguise,andtheaspectoftheservant,gaverisetodim,shadowyforebodingswhicheverandanonpassedacrossmymind。
Diditeveroccurtoyou,reader,toreflectonthedepthsofdeceitwhichliestillanddarkeveninthehonestestminds?
Societyreposesonathincrustofconvention,underneathwhichliefathomlesspossibilitiesofcrime,andconsequentlysuspicionsofcrime。Friendship,howevercloseanddear,isnotfreefromitsreserves,unspokenbeliefs,moreorlesssuppressedopinions。Themanwhomyouwouldindignantlydefendagainstanyaccusationbroughtbyanother,soconfidentareyouinhisunshakableintegrity,youmayyourselfmomentarilysuspectofcrimesfarexceedingthosewhichyourepudiate。Indeed,Ihaveknownsagaciousmenholdthatperfectfranknessinexpressingthethoughtsisasuresignofimperfectfriendship。somethingisalwayssuppressed。anditisnothewholovesyouthattellsyoucandidlywhathethinksofyourperson,yourpretensions,yourchildren,oryourpoems。Perfectcandorisdictatedbyenvy,orsomeotherunfriendlyfeeling,makingfriendshipastalking-horse,undercoverofwhichitshootsthearrowwhichwillrankle。
Friendshipiscandidonlywhenthecandorisurgent——meanttoavertimpendingdangerortorectifyanerror。Thecandorwhichisanimpertinenceneverspringsfromfriendship。Loveissympathetic。
Idonot,ofcourse,meantointimatethatmyfeelingforBourgonefwasofthatdeepkindwhichjustifiesthenameoffriendship。I
onlywanttosaythatinoursocialrelationsweareconstantlyhidingfromeachother,underthesmilesandcourtesiesoffriendlyinterest,thoughtswhich,ifexpressed,woulddestroyallpossiblecommunion——andthat,nevertheless,wearenotinsincereinoursmilesandcourtesies。andthereforethereisnothingparadoxicalinmyhavingfeltgreatadmirationforBourgonef,andgreatpleasureinhissociety,whileallthetimetherewasdeepdownintherecessesofmythoughtsanuneasysenseofadarkmysterywhichpossiblyconnectedhimwithadreadfulcrime。
Thisfeelingwasrousedintogreateractivitybyanincidentwhichnowoccurred。OnemorningIwenttoBourgonef’sroom,whichwasatsomedistancefrommineonthesamefloor,intendingtoproposeavisittothesculptureattheGlyptothek。TomysurpriseIfoundIvantheserfstandingbeforethecloseddoor。Helookedatmelikeamastiffabouttospring。andintimatedbysignificantgesturesthatIwasnotallowedtoentertheroom。Concludingthathismasterwasoccupiedinsomeway,anddesirednottobedisturbed,Imerelysignifiedbyanodthatmyvisitwasofnoconsequence,andwentout。OnreturningaboutanhourafterwardsI
sawIvanputtingthreepinklettersintotheletter-boxofthehotel。Iattachednosignificancetothisveryordinaryfactatthetime,butwentuptomyroomandbeganwritingmyletters,oneofwhichwastomylawyer,sendinghimanimportantreceipt。Thedinner-bellsoundedbeforeIhadhalffinishedthisletter。butI
wroteon,determinedtohavedonewithitatonce,incasetheafternoonshouldofferanyexpeditionwithBourgonef。
AtdinnerhequietlyintimatedthatIvanhadinformedhimofmyvisit,andapologizedfornothavingbeenabletoseeme。I,ofcourse,assuredhimthatnoapologywasnecessary,andthatwehadplentyoftimetovisitsculpturetogetherwithoutintrudingonhisprivatehours。HeinformedmethathewasthatafternoongoingtopayavisittoSchwanthaler,thesculptor,andifIdesiredit,hewouldaskpermissiononanotheroccasiontotakemewithhim。I
jumpedattheproposal,asmaybesupposed。
Dinnerover,IstrolledintotheEnglischeGarten,andhadmycoffeeandcigarthere。OnmyreturnIwasvexedtofindthatinthehurryoffinishingmylettersIhadsealedtheonetomylawyer,andhadnotenclosedthereceiptwhichhadbeentheobjectofwriting。Fortunatelyitwasnottoolate。Descendingtothebureauofthehotel,Iexplainedmymistaketothehead-waiter,whounlockedtheletter-boxtosearchformyletter。Itwasfoundatonce,fortherewereonlysevenoreightinthebox。AmongthesemyeyenaturallycaughtthethreepinkletterswhichIhadthatmorningseenIvandropintothebox。butalthoughtheywereSEENbymetheywerenotNOTICEDatthetime,mymindbeingsolelyoccupiedwithrectifyingthestupidblunderIhadmade。
Oncemoreinmyownroomasuddenrevelationstartledme。Everyoneknowswhatitistohavedetailscomeundertheeyewhichthemindfirstinterpretslongaftertheeyeceasestorestuponthem。Theimpressionsarereceivedpassively。buttheyareregistered,andcanbecalmlyreadwheneverthemindisinactivity。Itwassonow。Isuddenly,asifnowforthefirsttime,sawthattheaddressesonBourgonef’sletterswerewritteninafluent,masterlyhand,boldincharacter,andwithacertainsweepwhichmighthavecomefromapainter。ThethrillwhichthisvisiongavewillbeintelligiblewhenyourememberthatBourgonefhadlostorpretendedtohavelosthisrightarm,andwas,asIbeforeintimated,farfromdexterouswithhisleft。Thatnomanrecentlythrownupontheuseofalefthandcouldhavewrittenthoseaddresseswastooevident。What,then,wasthealternative?Theemptysleevewasanimposture!Atoncetheoldhorriblesuspicionreturned,andthistimewithtenfoldviolence,andwithdamnatoryconfirmation。
Pressingmytemplesbetweenmyhands,Itriedtobecalmandtosurveytheevidencewithoutprecipitation。butforsometimetheconflictofthoughtswastooviolent。Whatevermightbetheexplanation,clearitwasthatBourgonef,forsomepurposes,waspractisingadeception,andhad,asIknew,othermeansofdisguisinghisappearance。This,onthemostfavorableinterpretation,brandedhimwithsuspicion。Thisexcludedhimfromthecircleofhonestmen。
ButdiditconnecthimwiththemurderofLieschenLehfeldt?Inmythoughtitdidsoindubitably。butIwasawareofthedifficultyofmakingthiscleartoanyoneelse。
VI
FIRSTLOVE
Ifthereaderfeelsthatmysuspicionswerenotwhollyunwarranted,wereindeedinevitable,hewillnotlaughatmeonlearningthatoncemorethesesuspicionsweresetaside,andthefact——thedamnatoryfact,asIregardedit——discoveredbymesoaccidentally,and,Ithought,providentially,wasrobbedofallitssignificancebyBourgonefhimselfcasuallyandcarelesslyavowingitinconversation,justasonemayavowasecretinfirmity,withsomebitterness,butwithoutanyimplicationofdeceitinitsconcealment。
Iwasthemorepreparedforthisrevulsionoffeeling,bythedifficultyIfeltinmaintainingmysuspicionsinthepresenceofonesogentleandsorefined。HehadcomeintomyroomthateveningtotellmeofhisvisittoSchwanthaler,andofthesculptor’sflatteringdesiretomakemypersonalacquaintance。HespokeofSchwanthaler,andhisearnesteffortsinart,withsomuchenthusiasm,andwasaltogethersocharming,thatIfeltabashedbeforehim,incapableofriddingmyselfofthedreadfulsuspicions,yetincapableoffirmlybelievinghimtobewhatIthought。Butmorethanthis,therecamethenewinterestawakenedinmebyhisstory。andwhen,inthecourseofhisstory,heaccidentallydisclosedthefactthathehadnotlosthisarm,allmysuspicionsvanishedatonce。
Wehadgot,asusual,uponpolitics,andweredifferingmorethanusual,becausehegavegreaterprominencetohissympathywiththeRedRepublicans。Heaccusedmeofnotbeingthorough-going,
whichIadmitted。Thisheattributedtothefactofmygivingadividedhearttopolitics——aconditionnaturalenoughatmyage,andwithmyhopes。Well,saidI,laughing,youdon’tmeantotakealoftystanduponyourfewyears’seniority。Ifmyagerendersitnatural,doesyoursprofoundlyaltersuchaconviction?
Myage,no。Butyouhavethehopesofyouth。Ihavenone。Iambanishedforeverfromthejoysandsorrowsofdomesticlife。andtherefore,toliveatall,mustconsecratemysoultogreatabstractionsandpublicaffairs。
Butwhybanished,unlessself-banished?
Woman’sloveisimpossible。Youlookincredulous。Idonotalludetothis,hesaid,takinguptheemptysleeve,andbysodoingsendingashiverthroughme。
Thelossofyourarm,Isaid——andmyvoicetrembledslightly,forIfeltthatacrisiswasathand——althoughamisfortunetoyou,wouldreallybeanadvantageingainingawoman’saffections。