ThisandmanyabygonescenethrongedonmeasIstoodthere,andtheroomfilledagainwiththememoriesofchildishmirth。Andfollowingclosecamethoseofchildishterrors。Horrorswhichhadoppressedmethen,whollyimaginedordimlyapprehendedfromhalf-
  heardtraditions,andneverthoughtofsince,flittedaroundmeinthegatheringdusk。Andwiththemitseemedtomeasiftherecameothermemoriestoo,——memorieswhichhadneverbeenmyown,ofsceneswhoseactorshadlongbeenwiththedead,butwhich,immortalasthespiritbeforewhoseeyestheyhaddwelt,stilllingeredinthespotwheretheirvictimhadfirstlearnttoshudderattheirpresence。Oncetheghastlynotioncametome,itseizedonmyimaginationwithirresistibleforce。Itseemedasiffromthedarkenedcornersoftheroomvague,ill-definedshapeswereactuallypeeringoutatme。Whennightcametheywouldshowthemselvesinthatform,lividandterrible,inwhichtheyhadbeenburntintothebrainandheartofthelongagodead。
  IturnedandglancedtowardswhereIhadleftAlan。Icouldseehisfigureframedinbythewindow,ablackshadowagainstthegraytwilightoftheskybehind。Erectandperfectlymotionlesshesat,somotionlessastolookalmostlifeless,gazingbeforehimdownthevalleyintotheillimitabledistancebeyond。Therewassomethinginthatsternimmobilityoflookandattitudewhichstruckmewithacurioussenseofcongruity。Itwasrightthatheshouldbethus——rightthatheshouldbenolongerthelaughingboywhoamomentbeforehadbeeninmymemory。Thehauntinghorrorsofthatplaceseemedtodemandit,andforthefirsttimeIfeltthatIunderstoodthechange。WithaneffortIshookmyselffreefromthesefancies,andturnedtogo。AsIdidso,myeyefelluponaqueer-shapedpaintedboard,leaningupagainstthewall,whichI
  wellrecollectedinoldtimes。Manyadiscussionhadwehadaboutthelegendinscribeduponit,whichinourwisdomwehadfinallypronouncedtobeGerman,chieflybecauseitwasillegible。ThoughIhadloudlyprofessedmyfaithinthistheoryatthetime,Ihadalwayshaduneasydoubtsonthesubject,andnowhalfsmilingI
  bentdowntoverifyorremovethem。ThelanguagewasEnglish,notGerman。butthebadlypainted,fadedGothiclettersinwhichitwaswrittenmadethemistakeexcusable。InthedimlightIhaddifficultyevennowindecipheringthewords,andfeltwhenIhaddonesothatneithertheinformationconveyednorthestyleofthecompositionwassufficientrewardforthetroubleIhadtaken。
  ThisiswhatIread:
  Wherethewomansinnedthemaidshallwin。
  ButGodhelpthemaidthatsleepswithin。
  WhatthelinescouldrefertoIneitherhadanynotionnordidI
  pausetheneveninmyownmindtoinquire。Ionlyremembervaguelywonderingwhethertheywereintendedforatombstoneorforadoorway。Then,continuingmyway,Irapidlydescendedthestepsandremountedmyhorse,gladtofindmyselfonceagainintheopenairandbymycousin’sside。
  Thetrainofthoughtintowhichhehadsunkduringmyabsencewasapparentlyanabsorbingone,fortomyfirstquestionastothepaintedboardhecouldhardlyrousehimselftoanswer。
  Aboardwithalegendwrittenonit?Yes,herememberedsomethingofthekindthere。Ithadalwaysbeenthere,hethought。Heknewnothingaboutit,——andsothesubjectwasnotcontinued。
  Theweirdfeelingswhichhadhauntedmeinthetowerstilloppressedme,andIproceededtoaskAlanaboutthatoldDameAlicewhomthetraditionsofmychildhoodrepresentedasthelastoccupantoftheruinedbuilding。Alanrousedhimselfnow,butdidnotseemanxioustoimpartinformationonthesubject。Shehadlivedthere,headmitted,andnoonehadlivedtheresince。Hadshenot,Iinquired,somethingtodowiththemysteriouscabinetatthehouse?Irememberhearingitspokenofas’DameAlice’scabinet。’
  Sotheysay,heassented。sheandanItalianartificerwhowasinherservice,andwho,chieflyIimagineonaccountofhisskill,sharedwithherthehonorofreputedwitchcraft。
  ShewasthemotherofHughMervyn,themanwhowasmurderedbyhiswife,wasshenot?Iasked。
  Yes,saidAlan,briefly。
  Andhadshenotsomethingtodowiththecurse?Iinquiredafterashortpause,andnervouslyIrememberedmyfather’sexperienceonthatsubject,andIhadneverbeforedaredtoalludetoitinthepresenceofanymemberofthefamily。Mynervousnesswasfullywarranted。ThegloomonAlan’sbrowdeepened,andafteraveryshortTheysaysoheturnedfulluponme,andinquiredwithsomeasperitywhyonearthIhaddevelopedthissuddencuriosityabouthisancestress。
  Ihesitatedamoment,forIwasalittleashamedofmyfancies。butthedarknessgavemecourage,andbesidesIwasnotafraidoftellingAlan——hewouldunderstand。ItoldhimofthestrangesensationsIhadhadwhileinthetower——sensationswhichhadstruckmewithallthatforceandclearnesswhichweusuallyassociatewithadirectexperienceoffact。Ofcourseitwasatrickofimagination,Icommented。butIcouldnotgetridofthefeelingthatthepersonwhohaddwelttherelastmusthavehadterriblethoughtsforthecompanionsofherlife。
  Alanlistenedinsilence,andthesilencecontinuedforsometimeafterIhadceasedspeaking。
  Itisstrange,hesaidatlast。instinctswhichwedonotunderstandformthemotive-powerofmostofourlife’sactions,andyetwerefusetoadmitthemasevidenceofanyexternaltruth。I
  supposeitisbecauseweMUSTactsomehow,rightlyorwrongly。andthereareagreatmanythingswhichweneednotbelieveunlesswechoose。Asforthisoldlady,shelivedlong——longenough,likemostofus,todoevil。unlikemostofus,longenoughtowitnesssomeoftheresultsofthatevil。Tosaythat,istosaythatthelastyearsofherlifemusthavebeenweightedheavilyenoughwithtragicthought。
  Igavealittleshudderofrepulsion。
  Thatisadepressingviewoflife,Alan,Isaid。Doesourpeaceofminddependonlyupondeathcomingearlyenoughtohidefromusthetruth?And,afterall,canit?Ourspiritsdonotdie。Fromanotherworldtheymaywitnessthefruitsofourlivesinthisone。
  Iftheydo,heansweredwithsuddenviolence,itisabsurdtodoubttheexistenceofapurgatory。Theremustinsuchacasebeaterribleoneinstoreforthebestamongus。
  Iwassilent。Theshadowthatlayonhissouldidnotpenetratetomine,butithungroundmenevertheless,acloudwhichIfeltpowerlesstodisperse。
  Afteramomenthewenton,——Providedthattheyaredistantenough,howlittle,afterall,dowethinkoftheresultsofouractions!
  Therearefewmenwhowoulddeliberatelyinstillintoachildaloveofdrink,orwilfullydeprivehimofhisreason。andyetamanwithdrunkennessormadnessinhisbloodthinksnothingofbringingchildrenintotheworldtaintedasdeeplywiththecurseasifhehadinoculatedthemwithitdirectly。Thereisnoresponsibilitysocompletelyignoredasthisoneofmarriageandfatherhood,andyethowheavyitisandfar-reaching。
  Well,Isaid,smiling,letusconsoleourselveswiththethoughtthatwearenotalllunaticsanddrunkards。
  No,heanswered。butthereareotherevilsbesidesthese,moraltaintsaswellasphysical,curseswhichhavetheirrootsinworldsbeyondourown,——sinsofthefatherswhicharevisiteduponthechildren。
  Hehadlostallviolenceandbitternessoftonenow。butthewearydejectionwhichhadtakentheirplacecommunicateditselftomyspiritwithmoresubtlepowerthanhispreviousmoodhadowned。
  Thatiswhy,hewenton,andhismannerseemedtogivemorepurposetohisspeechthanhitherto,——thatiswhy,sofarasIamconcerned,Imeantoshirktheresponsibilityandremainunmarried。
  Iwashardlysurprisedathiswords。IfeltthatIhadexpectedthem,buttheirutteranceseemedtointensifythegloomwhichresteduponus。Alanwasthefirsttoarousehimselffromitsinfluence。
  Afterall,hesaid,turningroundtomeandspeakinglightly,withoutlookingsofarandsodeep,Ithinkmyresolveisaprudentone。Aboveallthings,letustakelifeeasily,andyouknowwhatSt。Paulsaysabout’troubleintheflesh,’——aremarkwhichIamsureisspeciallyapplicabletobrieflessbarristers,eventhoughpossessedofamodestcompetenceoftheirown。Perhapsoneofthesedays,whenIamafatoldjudge,Ishallgivemycookachanceifsheissatisfactoryinherclearsoups。buttillthenI
  shallexpectyou,Evie,toworkmeonepairofcarpet-slippersperannum,astributeduetoabachelorcousin。
  Idon’tquiteknowwhatIanswered,——myheartwasheavyandaching,——butItriedwithtruefemininedocilitytofollowtheleadhehadsetme。Hecontinuedforsometimeinthesamevein。butasweapproachedthehousetheeffortseemedtobecometoomuchforhim,andwerelapsedagainintosilence。
  ThistimeIwasthefirsttobreakit。Isuppose,Isaid,drearily,allthosehorridpeoplewillhavecomebynow。
  Horridpeople,herepeated,withratheranuncertainlaugh,andthroughthedarknessIsawhisfigurebendforwardashestretchedouthishandtocaressmyhorse’sneck。Why,Evie,Ithoughtyouwerepiningforgayety,andthatitwas,infact,forthepurposeofmeetingthese’horridpeople’thatyoucamehere。
  Yes,Iknow,Isaid,wistfully。butsomehowthelastweekhasbeensopleasantthatIcannotbelievethatanythingwilleverbequitesoniceagain。
  WehadarrivedatthehouseasIspoke,andthegroomwasstandingatourhorses’heads。Alangotoffandcameroundtohelpmetodismount。butinsteadofputtinguphisarmasusualasasupportformetospringfrom,helaidhishandonmine。Yes,Evie,hesaid,ithasbeenindeedapleasanttime。Godblessyouforit。
  Foraninstanthestoodtherelookingupatme,hisfacefullinthelightwhichstreamedfromtheopendoor,hisgrayeyesshiningwitharadiancewhichwasnotwhollyfromthence。Thenhestraightenedhisarm,Isprangtotheground,andasiftoprecludethepossibilityofanyansweronmypart,heturnedsharplyonhisheel,andbegangivingsomeorderstothegroom。Iwentonaloneintothehouse,feeling,Iknewnotandcarednottoknowwhy,thatthegloomhadfledfrommyspirit,andthatthelastridehadnotafterallbeensuchamelancholyfailureasithadbidfairatonetimetobecome。
  III
  InthehallIwasmetbythehousekeeper,whoinformedmethat,owingtoamisunderstandingaboutdates,agentlemanhadarrivedwhomLucyhadnotexpectedatthattime,andthatinconsequencemyroomhadbeenchanged。MythingshadbeenputintotheEastRoom,——
  thehauntedroom,——theroomoftheClosedCabinet,asIrememberedwithacertainsenseofpleasedimportance,thoughwithoutanysurprise。Itstoodapartfromtheotherguest-rooms,attheendofthepassagefromwhichopenedGeorgeandLucy’sprivateapartment。
  andasitwasconsequentlydisagreeabletohaveastrangerthere,itwasalwaysusedwhenthehousewasfullforamemberofthefamily。Myfatherandmotherhadoftensleptthere:therewasalittleroomnexttoit,thoughnotcommunicatingwithit,whichservedforadressing-room。ThoughIhadneverpassedthenighttheremyself,Iknewitaswellasanyroominthehouse。Iwentthereatonce,andfoundLucysuperintendingthelastarrangementsformycomfort。
  Shewasfullofapologiesforthetroubleshewasgivingme。I
  toldherthattheapologieswereduetomymaidandtoherownservantsratherthantome。andbesides,Iadded,glancinground,Iamdistinctlyagainerbythechange。
  Youknow,ofcourse,shesaid,lightly,thatthisisthehauntedroomofthehouse,andthatyouhavenorighttobehere?
  Iknowitisthehauntedroom,Ianswered。butwhyhaveInorighttobehere?
  Oh,Idon’tknow,shesaid。ThereisoneofthosetiresomeMervyntraditionsagainstallowingunmarriedgirlstosleepinthisroom。Ibelievetwogirlsdiedinitahundredandfiftyyearsago,orsomethingofthatsort。
  ButIshouldthinkthatpeople,marriedorunmarried,musthavediedinnearlyeveryroominthehouse,Iobjected。
  Oh,yes,ofcoursetheyhave,saidLucy。butonceyoucomeacrossabitofsuperstitioninthisfamily,itisofnousetoaskforreasons。However,thisparticularbitistooridiculousevenforGeorge。OwingtoMr。Lesliehavingcometo-day,wemustuseeveryroominthehouse:itisintolerablehavingastrangerhere,andyouaretheonlyrelationstayingwithus。IpointedallthatouttoGeorge,andheagreedthat,underthecircumstances,itwouldbeabsurdnottoputyouhere。
  Iamquiteagreeable,Ianswered。and,indeed,IthinkIamratherfavoredinhavingaroomwherethelastrecordeddeathappearstohavetakenplaceahundredandfiftyyearsago,particularlyasIshouldthinkthattherecanbescarcelyanythingnowleftinitwhichwasherethen,except,ofcourse,thecabinet。
  Theroomhad,infact,beenentirelydoneupandrefurnishedbymyuncle,andwasasbrightandmodern-lookinganapartmentasyoucouldwishtosee。Itwaslarge,andthewallswerecoveredwithoneofthosewhiteandgoldpaperswhichwerefashionablethirtyyearsago。Oppositeus,aswestoodwarmingourbacksbeforethefire,wasthebed——alargedoubleone,hungwithaprettyshadeofpaleblue。Materialofthesamecolorcoveredthecomfortablemodernfurniture,andhungfromgildedcornicesbeforethetwowindowswhichpiercedthesideoftheroomonourleft。Betweenthemstoodthetoilet-table,allmuslin,blueribbons,andsilver。
  ThecarpetwasagrayandblueBrusselsone。Thewholeeffectwascheerful,thoughIfearinartistic,andsadlyoutofkeepingwiththecharacterofthehouse。Theexceptiontotheseremarkswas,asIhadobserved,thefamousclosedcabinet,towhichIhavemorethanoncealluded。Itstoodagainstthesamewalloftheroomasthatinwhichthefireplacewas,andonourright——thatis,onthatsideofthefireplacewhichwasfarthestfromthewindows。AsI
  spoke,Iturnedtogoandlookatit,andLucyfollowedme。ManyanhourasachildhadIpassedinfrontofit,fingeringthesevencarvedbrasshandles,orratherbuttons,whichwererangeddownitscenter。Theyallslid,twisted,orscrewedwiththegreatestease,andapparentlylikemanyanotheringeniouslycontrivedlock。butneitherInoranyoneelsehadeveryetsucceededinsliding,twisting,orscrewingthemaftersuchafashionastoopenthecloseddoorsofthecabinet。NooneyethadrobbedthemoftheirsecretsincefirstitwasplacedtherethreehundredyearsagobytheoldladyandherfaithfulItalian。Itwasabeautifulpieceofworkmanship,wasthistantalizingcabinet。Carvedoutofsomedarkforeignwood,thedoorsandpanelswererichlyinlaidwithlapis-
  lazuli,ivory,andmother-of-pearl,amongwhichweretwisteddelicatelychasedthreadsofgoldandsilver。Abovethedoors,betweenthemandthecornice,layanothermystery,fullyastormentingaswasthefirst。Inasmoothstripofwoodaboutaninchwide,andextendingalongthewholebreadthofthecabinet,wasinlaidafinepatterningoldwire。Thisatfirstsightseemedtoconsistofalegendormotto。Onlookingcloser,however,thoughthepatternstilllookedasifitwasformedoutofcharactersofthealphabetcuriouslyentwinedtogether,youfoundyourselfunabletofixuponanydefiniteword,orevenletter。Youlookedagainandagain,andthelongerthatyoulookedthemorecertainbecameyourbeliefthatyouwereonthevergeofdiscovery。
  Ifyoucouldapproachthemysteriouslegendfromaslightlydifferentpointofview,orlookatitfromanotherdistance,theclewtothepuzzlewouldbeseized,andthewordswouldstandforthclearandlegibleinyoursight。Buttheclewneverhadbeendiscovered,andthemotto,iftherewasone,remainedunread。
  Forafewminuteswestoodlookingatthecabinetinsilence,andthenLucygaveadiscontentedlittlesigh。There’sanothertiresomepieceofsuperstition,sheexclaimed。byfarthehandsomestpieceoffurnitureinthehousestuckawayhereinabedroomwhichishardlyeverused。AgainandagainhaveIaskedGeorgetoletmehaveitmoveddownstairs,buthewon’thearofit。
  WasitnotplacedherebyDameAliceherself?Iinquiredalittlereproachfully,forIfeltthatLucywasnottreatingthecabinetwiththerespectwhichitreallydeserved。
  Yes,sotheysay,sheanswered。andthetoneoflightcontemptinwhichshespokewasnowpiercedbyanotunnaturalprideintheromanticmysteriesofherhusband’sfamily。Sheplacedithere,anditissaid,youknow,thatwhentheclosedcabinetisopened,andthemysteriousmottoisread,thecursewilldepartfromtheMervynfamily。
  Butwhydon’ttheybreakitopen?Iasked,impatiently。IamsurethatIwouldneverhaveremainedallmylifeinahousewithathinglikethat,andnotfoundoutinsomewayoranotherwhatwasinsideit。
  Oh,butthatwouldbequitefatal,answeredshe。ThecursecanonlyberemovedwhenthecabinetisopenedasDameAliceintendedittobe,inanorthodoxfashion。Ifyouweretoforceitopen,thatcouldneverhappen,andthecursewouldthereforeremainforever。
  Andwhatisthecurse?Iasked,withverydifferentfeelingstothosewithwhichIhadtimidlyapproachedthesamesubjectwithAlan。LucywasnotaMervyn,andnotapersontoinspireaweunderanycircumstances。Myinstinctswererightagain,forsheturnedawaywithaslightshrugofhershoulders。
  Ihavenoidea,shesaid。GeorgeandAlanalwayslookportentouslysolemnandgloomywheneveronementionsthesubject,soIdon’t。Ifyouaskmeforthetruth,Ibelieveittobeapureinvention,devisedbytheMervynsforthepurposeofdelicatelyaccountingforsomeofthedisreputableactionsoftheirancestors。
  Foryouknow,Evie,sheadded,withalittlelaugh,thelesssaidaboutthecharacterofthefamilyintowhichyourauntandIhavemarriedthebetter。
  Theremarkmademeangry,Idon’tknowwhy,andIansweredstiffly,thatasfarasIwasacquaintedwiththem,Iatleastsawnothingtocomplainof。
  Oh,asregardsthepresentgeneration,no,——exceptforthatpoor,wretchedJack,acquiescedLucy,withherusualimperturbablegood-
  humor。
  Andasregardsthenext?Isuggested,smiling,andalreadyashamedofmylittletemper。
  Thenextisperfect,ofcourse,——poordearboys。Shesighedasshespoke,andIwonderedwhethershewasreallyasunconsciousasshegenerallyappearedtobeofthestrangedissatisfactionwithwhichherhusbandseemedtoregardhischildren。Anyhowthementionofthemhadevidentlychangedhermood,andalmostdirectlyafterwards,withtheremarkthatshemustgoandlookafterherguests,whohadallarrivedbynow,sheleftmetomyself。
  ForsomeminutesIsatbythebrightfire,lostinaimless,wanderingthought,whichbeganwithDameAliceandhercabinet,andwhichendedsomehowwithAlan’sface,asIhadlastseenitlookingupatmeinfrontofthehall-door。WhenIhadreachedthatpoint,IrousedmyselftodecidethatIhaddreamtlongenough,andthatitwasquitetimetogodowntotheguestsandtotea。I
  accordinglydonnedmybestteagown,arrangedmyhair,andproceededtowardsthedrawing-room。Mywaytherelaythroughthegreatcentralhall。Thisapartmentwasapproachedfrommostofthebedroomsinthehousethroughalarge,archeddoorwayatoneendofit,whichcommunicateddirectlywiththegreatstaircase。Mybedroom,however,which,asIhavesaid,layamongtheprivateapartmentsofthehouse,openedintoapassagewhichledintoabroadgallery,orupperchamber,stretchingrightacrosstheendofthehall。Fromthisyoudescendedbymeansofasmallstaircaseinoak,whosecarvedbalustrade,bendingroundthecornerofthehall,formedoneoftheprettiestfeaturesofthepicturesqueoldroom。
  Thebarrierwhichranalongthefrontofthegallerywasinsolidoak,andofsuchaheightthat,unlessstandingcloseuptoit,youcouldneitherseenorbeseenbytheoccupantsoftheroombelow。
  OnapproachingthisgalleryIheardvoicesinthehall。TheywereGeorge’sandAlan’s,evidentlyinhotdiscussion。AsIissuedfromthepassage,Georgewasspeaking,andhisvoicehadthatexasperatedtoneinwhichanangrymantriestobringtoacloseanargumentinwhichhehaslosthistemper。Forheaven’ssakeleaveitalone,Alan。Ineithercannorwillinterfere。Wehaveenoughtobearfromthesecursedtraditionsasitis,withoutaddingonewhichhasnofoundationwhatevertojustifyit——amerecontemptiblepieceofsuperstition。
  Nomemberofourfamilyhasarighttocallanytraditioncontemptiblewhichisconnectedwiththatplace,andyouknowit,
  answeredAlan。andthoughhespokelow,hisvoicetrembledwithsomestrongemotion。AfirstimpulseofhesitationwhichIhadhadIchecked,feelingthatasIhadheardsomuchitwasfairertogoon,andIadvancedtothetopofthestaircase。Alanstoodbythefireplacefacingme,butfartoooccupiedtoseeme。HislastspeechhadseeminglyarousedGeorgetofury,forthelatterturnedonhimnowwithsavagepassion。
  Damnitall,Alan!hecried,can’tyoubequiet?Iwillbemasterinmyownhouse。Takecare,Itellyou。thecursemaynotbequitefulfilledyetafterall。
  AsGeorgeutteredthesewords,Alanliftedhiseyestohimwithaglanceofawfulhorror:hisfaceturnedghastlywhite。hislipstrembledforamoment。andthenheansweredbackwithonehalf-
  whisperedwordofsupremeappeal——George!Therewasalong-
  drawn,unutterableanguishinhistone,andhisvoice,thoughscarcelyaudible,penetratedtoeverycorneroftheroom,andseemedtohangquiveringintheairaroundoneafterthesoundhadceased。Thentherewasaterriblestillness。Alanstoodtremblingineverylimb,incapableapparentlyofspeechoraction,andGeorgefacedhim,assilentandmotionlessashewas。Foraninstanttheyremainedthus,whileIlookedbreathlesslyon。ThenGeorge,withamutteredimprecation,turnedonhisheelandlefttheroom。Alanfollowedhimashewentwithdulllifelesseyes。andasthedoorclosedhebreatheddeeply,withabreaththatwasalmostagroan。
  Takingmycourageinbothhands,Inowdescendedthestairs,andatthesoundofmyfootfallheglancedup,started,andthencamerapidlytomeetme。
  Evie!youhere,hesaid。Ididnotnoticeyou。Howlonghaveyoubeenhere?Hewasstillquitewhite,andInoticedthathepantedforbreathashespoke。
  Notlong,Ianswered,timidly,andratherspasmodically。Ionlyheardasentenceortwo。YouwantedGeorgetodosomethingaboutsometraditionorother,——andhewasangry,——andhesaidsomethingaboutthecurse。
  WhileIspokeAlankepthiseyesfixedonmine,readingthroughthem,asIknew,intomymind。WhenIhadfinishedheturnedhisgazeawaysatisfied,andansweredveryquietly,Yes,thatwasit。
  Thenhewentbacktothefireplace,restedhisarmagainstthehighmantelpieceaboveit,andleaninghisforeheadonhisarm,remainedsilentlylookingintothefire。Icouldseebyhisbentbrowandcompressedlipsthathewasengageduponsomeearnesttrainofthoughtorreasoning,andIstoodwaiting——worried,puzzled,curious,butaboveallthings,pitiful,andoh!longingsointenselytohelphimifIcould。Presentlyhestraightenedhimselfalittle,andaddressedmemoreinhisordinarytoneofvoice,thoughwithoutlookinground。SoIheartheyhavechangedyourroom。
  Yes,Ianswered。Andthen,flushingrather,IsthatwhatyouandGeorgehavebeenquarrelingabout?Ireceivednoreply,andtakingthissilenceforassent,Iwentondeprecatingly,Becauseyouknow,ifitwas,Ithinkyouareratherfoolish,Alan。AsI
  understand,twogirlsaresaidtohavediedinthatroommorethanahundredyearsago,andforthatreasonthereisaprejudiceagainstputtingagirltosleepthere。Thatisall。Merelyavague,unreasonabletradition。
  Alantookamomenttoanswer。
  Yes,hesaidatlength,speakingslowly,andasifreplyingtoargumentsinhisownmindasmuchastothosewhichIhaduttered。
  Yes,itisnothingbutatraditionafterall,andthatoftheveryvaguestandmostunsupportedkind。
  Isthereevenanyproofthatgirlshavenotslepttheresincethosetwodied?Iasked。Ithinkthatthesuggestionconveyedinthisquestionwasarelieftohim,forafteramoment’spause,asiftosearchhismemory,heturnedround。
  No,heanswered,Idon’tthinkthatthereisanysuchproof。andIhavenodoubtthatyouareright,andthatitisamereprejudicethatmakesmedislikeyoursleepingthere。
  Then,Isaid,withalittleassumptionofsisterlysuperiority,IthinkGeorgewasright,andthatyouwerewrong。
  Alansmiled,——asmiledwhichsatoddlyonthestillpaleface,andinthewearied,worn-lookingeyes。Verylikely,hesaid。I
  daresaythatIamsuperstitious。Ihavehadthingstomakemeso。
  Thencomingnearertome,andlayinghishandsonmyshoulders,hewenton,smilingmorebrightly,Weareaqueer-tempered,bad-
  nervedrace,weMervyns,andyoumustnottakeustooseriously,Evie。Thebestthingthatyoucandowithouroddwaysistoignorethem。
  Oh,Idon’tmind,Ianswered,laughing,toogladtohavewonhimbacktoeventemporarybrightness,aslongasyouandGeorgedon’tcometoblowsoverthequestionofwhereIamtosleep。whichafterallischieflymyconcern,——andLucy’s。
  Well,perhapsitis,hereplied,inthesametone。andnowbeofftothedrawing-room,whereLucyisdefendingthetea-tablesingle-handedallthistime。
  Iobeyed,andshouldhavegonemorecheerfullyhadInotturnedatthedoorwaytolookbackathim,andcaughtoneglimpseofhisfaceashesankheavilydownintothelargearm-chairbythefireside。
  However,bydinner-timeheappearedtohavedismissedallpainfulreflectionsfromhismind,ortohaveburiedthemtoodeepfordiscovery。Thepeoplestayinginthehousewere,inspiteofmysenseofgrievanceattheirarrival,individuallypleasant,andafterdinnerIdiscoveredthemtobesociallywellassorted。Forthefirsthourortwo,indeed,aftertheirarrival,eachglaredattheotheracrossthosetriplelinesofmoralfortificationbehindwhicheverywell-bredBritontakesrefugeonappearingatafriend’scountry-house。Butflagsoftrucewereinterchangedoverthesoup,anarmisticewasagreeduponduringtheroast,andthetermsofatreatyofpeaceandamitywerefinallyratifiedunderthesympatheticinfluenceofGeorge’sbestchampagne。FortheachievementofthishappyresultAlancertainlyworkedhard,andreceivedthereformanyagratefulglancefromhissister-in-law。
  HewasmoreexcitedthanIhadeverseenhimbefore,andtalkedbrilliantlyandwell——thoughperhapsnotasexclusivelytohisneighborsastheymayhavewished。Hiseyesandhisattentionseemedeverywhereatonce:onemomenthewasthrowingremarksacrosstosomedespairingcoupleopposite,andthenexthewasbreakinganembarrassingpauseintheconversationbysomerapidsallyofnonsenseaddressedtothetableingeneral。Heformedagreatcontrasttohisbrother,whosatgloomyanddejected,makinglittleornoresponsetotheadvancesofthetwodowagersbetweenwhomhewasplaced。AfterdinnertheyoungermembersofthepartyspenttheeveningbyAlan’sinitiative,andchieflyunderhisdirection,inaseriesoflivelyandratherriotousgamessuchasmynurserydayshaddelightedin,andmyschoolroomoneshaddisdained。Itwasagreatandhappysurprisetodiscoverthat,grownup,Imightagainenjoythem。Ididso,hugely,andwhenbedtimecameallmemoriesmoreseriousthanthoseofmusicalchairsorfollowmyleaderhadvanishedfrommymind。Ithink,fromAlan’sglanceashehandedmemybedcandle,thatthepleasureandexcitementmusthaveimprovedmylooks。
  Ihopeyouhaveenjoyedyourfirsteveningofgayety,Evie,hesaid。
  Ihave,Ianswered,withhappyconviction。andreallyIbelievethatitischieflyowingtoyou,Alan。Hemetmysmilebyanother。butIthinkthattheremusthavebeensomethinginhislookwhichrecalledotherthoughts,forasIstartedupthestairsIthrewamischievousglancebackathimandwhispered,Nowforthehorrorsofthehauntedchamber。
  Helaughedratherloudly,andsayingGood-night,andgood-luck,
  turnedtoattendtotheotherladies。
  Hiswisheswerecertainlyfulfilled。Igottobedquickly,and——assoonasmyhappyexcitementwassufficientlycalmedtoadmitofit——
  tosleep。Theonlythingwhichdisturbedmewasthewind,whichblewfiercelyandloudlyalltheearlierportionofthenight,halfarousingmemorethanonce。Ispokeofitatbreakfastthenextmorning。buttherestoftheworldseemedtohaveslepttooheavilytohavebeenawareofit。
  IV
  Themenwentoutshootingdirectlyafterbreakfast,andwewomenpassedthedayinorthodoxcountry-housefashion,——workingandeating。walkingandriding。drivingandplayingcroquet。andabove,beyond,andthroughallthings,chattering。BeyondapassingsighwhileIwaswashingmyhands,oramomentofmournfulremembrancewhileIchangedmydress,Ihadscarcelytimeeventoregretthequiethappinessoftheweekthatwaspast。Intheeveningwedancedinthegreathall。IhadtwovalseswithAlan。Duringapauseforbreath,Ifoundthatwewerestandingnearthefireplace,ontheveryspotwhereheandGeorgehadstoodonthepreviousafternoon。Therecollectionmademeinvoluntarilyglanceupathisface。Itlookedsadandworried,andthethoughtsuddenlystruckmethathisextravagantspiritsofthenightbefore,andevenhisquieter,carefulcheerfulnessofto-night,hadbeenbutartificialmoodsatbest。Heturned,andfindingmyeyesfixedonhim,atonceplungedintoconversation,discussedthepeculiaritiesofoneoftheguests,good-humoredlyenough,butwithsomuchfunastomakemelaughinspiteofmyself。Thenwedancedagain。Theplaintivemusic,thesmoothfloor,andthepartnerwereallalikeperfect,andIexperiencedthatentiredelightofphysicalenjoymentwhichIbelievenothingbutavalseundersuchcircumstancescangive。WhenitwasoverIturnedtoAlan,andexclaimedwithimpulsiveappeal,Oh,Iamsohappy,——youmustbehappytoo!Hesmiledratheruncertainly,andanswered,Don’tbotheryourselfaboutme,Evie,Iamallright。ItoldyouthatweMervynshadbadnerves。andIamrathertired。That’sall。Iwastoopassionatelydeterminedjustthenuponhappiness,andhiswastoonecessarytomineformenottobelievethathewasspeakingthetruth。
  WekeptupthedancingtillLucydiscoveredwithashockthatmidnighthadstruck,andthatSundayhadbegun,andwewereallsentofftobed。Iwasnotlonginmakingmynightlypreparations,andhadscarcelyinsertedmyselfbetweenthesheetswhen,withafewlongmoans,thewindbeganagain,moreviolentlyeventhanthenightbefore。Ithadbeenacalm,fineday,andImadewisereflectionsasIlistenedupontheuncertaintyofthenorth-countryclimate。Whatatempestitwas!Howitmoaned,andhowled,andshrieked!WherehadIheardthesuperstitionwhichnowcametomymind,thatborneuponthewindcomethespiritsofthedrowned,wailingandcryingforthesepulturewhichhadbeendeniedthem?
  Buttherewereothersoundsinthatwind,too。Evil,murderousthoughts,perhaps,whichhadnevertakenbodyindeeds,butwhich,caughtupintheair,nowhurledthemselvesinimpotentfurythroughtheworld。HowIwishedthewindwouldstop。Itseemedfullofhorriblefancies,anditkeptknockingthemintomyhead,anditwouldn’tleaveoff。Fancies,ormemories——which?——andmymindrevertedwithaflashtothefearfulthoughtswhichhadhaunteditthedaybeforeinDameAlice’stower。Itwasdarknow。
  Thoseghastlyintangibleshapesmusthavetakenfullformandcolor,peoplingtheoldruinwiththeiragelesshideousness。Andthestormhadfoundthemthereandbornethemalongwithitasitblewthroughthecrevicedwalls。Thatwaswhythewind’ssoundstrucksostrangelyonmybrain。Ah!Icouldhearthemnow,thosestilllivingmemoriesofdeadhorror。Throughthewindowcranniestheycameshriekingandwailing。Theyfilledthechimneywithspiritsobs,andnowtheywerepressingon,crowdingthroughtheroom,——eager,eagertoreachtheirprey。Nearertheycame——nearerstill!Theywereroundmybednow!ThroughmyclosedeyelidsI
  couldalmostseetheirdreadfulshapes。inallmyquiveringfleshI
  felttheirterrorsastheybentoverme,——lower,lower……
  WithastartIarousedmyselfandsatup。WasIasleeporawake?
  Iwastremblingalloverstill,anditrequiredthegreatesteffortofcourageIhadevermadetoenablemetospringfrommybedandstrikealight。Whatastatemynervesormydigestionmustbein!
  Frommychildhoodthewindhadalwaysaffectedmestrangely,andI
  blamedmyselfnowforallowingmyimaginationtorunawaywithmeatthefirst。IfoundanovelwhichIhadbroughtuptomyroomwithme,oneofthemodern,Chinese-Americanschool,wherehumannatureisanalyzedwiththepatient,industriousindifferenceofthetrueCelestial。Itookthebooktobedwithme,andsoonunderitssoothinginfluencesfellasleep。Idreamtagooddeal,——
  nightmares,thedefiniterecollectionofwhich,asissooftenthecase,vanishedfrommymindassoonasIawoke,leavingonlyavagueimpressionofhorror。Theyhadbeenconnectedwiththewind,ofthataloneIwasconscious,andIwentdowntobreakfast,maliciouslyhopingthatothers’resthadbeenasmuchdisturbedasmyown。
  Tomysurprise,however,IfoundthatIhadagainbeentheonlysufferer。Indeed,soimpressedweremostofthepartywiththequietinwhichtheirnighthadbeenpassed,thattheyboldlydeclaredmystormtohavebeenthecreatureofmydreams。Thereisnothingmoreannoyingwhenyoufeelyourselfaggrievedbyfatethantobetoldthatyourtroubleshaveoriginatedinyourownfancy。soIdroppedthesubject。Thoughthediscussionspreadforafewminutesroundthewholetable,Alantooknopartinit。NeitherdidGeorge,exceptforwhatIthoughtaratherunnecessarilyroughexpressionofhisdisbeliefinthecauseofmynight’sdisturbance。
  AswerosefrombreakfastIsawAlanglancetowardshisbrother,andmakeamovement,evidentlywiththepurposeofspeakingtohim。
  WhetherornotGeorgewasawareofthelookoraction,Icannotsay。butatthesamemomenthemaderapidlyacrosstheroomtowhereoneofhisprincipalguestswasstanding,andatonceengagedhiminconversation。Soearnestlyandsovolublywasheborneon,thattheywerestilltalkingtogetherwhenweladiesappearedagainsomeminuteslater,preparedforourwalktochurch。ThatwasnottheonlyoccasionduringthedayonwhichIwitnessedasIthoughtthesameby-playgoingon。AgainandagainAlanappearedtobemakingeffortstoengageGeorgeinprivateconversation,andagainandagainthelattersuccessfullyeludedhim。
  Thechurchwasaboutamileawayfromthehouse,andasLucydidnotlikehavingthecarriagesoutonaSunday,oneserviceaweekasarulecontentedthehousehold。IntheafternoonwetooktheusualSundaywalk。Onreturningfromit,Ihadjusttakenoffmyoutdoorthings,andwasissuingfrommybedroom,whenIfoundmyselffacetofacewithAlan。HewascomingoutofGeorge’sstudy,andhadsucceededapparentlyinobtainingthatinterviewforwhichhehadbeenalldayseeking。Oneglanceathisfacetoldmewhatitsnaturehadbeen。Wepausedoppositeeachotherforamoment,andhelookedatmeearnestly。
  Areyougoingtochurch?heinquiredatlast,abruptly。
  No,Ianswered,withsomesurprise。Ididnotknowthatanyonewasgoingthisevening。
  Willyoucomewithme?
  Yes,certainly。ifyoudon’tmindwaitingamomentformetoputmythingson。
  There’splentyoftime,heanswered。meetmeinthehall。
  Afewminuteslaterwestarted。
  Itwasacalm,cloudlessnight,andalthoughthemoonwasnotyethalf-full,andalreadypasthermeridian,shefilledtheclearairwithgentlelight。Notawordbrokeoursilence。Alanwalkedhurriedly,lookingstraightbeforehim,hisheadupright,hislipstwitchingnervously,whileeverynowandthenahalf-utteredmoanescapedunconsciouslyfrombetweenthem。AtlastIcouldbearitnolonger,andburstforthwiththefirstremarkwhichoccurredtome。Wewerepassingabig,black,queer-shapedstonestandinginratheralonelyuncultivatedspotatoneendofthegarden。Itwasanoldacquaintanceofmychildhood。butmythoughtshadbeenturnedtowardsitnowfromthefactthatIcouldseeitfrommybedroomwindow,andhadbeenstruckafreshbyitsuncouth,incongruousappearance。
  Isn’ttheresomestoryconnectedwiththatstone?Iasked。I
  rememberthatwealwayscalledittheDeadStoneaschildren。
  Alancastaquick,sidelongglanceinthatdirection,andhisbrowscontractedinanirritablefrown。Idon’tknow,heansweredshortly。theysaythatthereisawomanburiedbeneathit,I
  believe。
  Awomanburiedthere!Iexclaimedinsurprise。butwho?
  HowshouldIknow?Theyknownothingwhateveraboutit。Theplaceisfullofstupidtraditionsofthatkind。Then,lookingsuspiciouslyroundatme,Whydoyouask?
  Idon’tknow。itwasjustsomethingtosay,Iansweredplaintively。Hisstrangemoodsoworkeduponmynerves,thatitwasallthatIcoulddotorestrainmytears。Ithinkthatmytonestruckhisconscience,forhemadeafewfeverishattemptsatconversationafterthat。Buttheyweresoentirelyabortivethathesoonabandonedtheeffort,andwefinishedourwalktochurchasspeechlesslyaswehadbegunit。
  Theservicewasbright,andthesermonperhapsalittlecommonplace,butsensibleasitseemedtomeinmatter,andadequateinstyle。Thepeacefuleveninghymnwhichfollowed,theshortsolemnpauseofsilentprayerattheend,soothedandrefreshedmyspirit。Ahastyglanceatmycompanion’sfaceashestoodwaitingformeintheporch,withthefulllightfromthechurchstreamingroundhim,assuredmethatthesameinfluencehadtouchedhimtoo。Haggardandsadhestilllooked,itistrue。buthisfeatureswerecomposed,andtheexpressionofactualpainhadlefthiseyes。
  Silentaswehadcomewestartedhomewardthroughthewaningmoonlight,butthissilencewasofaverydifferentnaturetotheother,andafteraminuteortwoIdidnothesitatetobreakit。
  Itwasagoodsermon?Iobserved,interrogatively。
  Yes,heassented,Isupposeyouwouldcallitso。butIconfessthatIshouldhavefoundthetextmoreimpressivewithoutitsexposition。
  Poorman!
  Butdon’tyouoftenfinditso?heasked。Doyounotoftenwish,totakethisevening’sinstance,thatclergymenwouldinfusethemselveswithsomethingofSt。Paul’sownspirit?Thenperhapstheywouldnotwaterallthestrengthoutofhiswordsintheireffortstoexplainthem。
  Thatisratheralargedemandtomakeuponthem,isitnot?
  Isit?hequestioned。Idon’taskthemtobeinspiredsaints。
  Idon’texpectSt。Paul’sbreadthanddepthofthought。Butcouldtheynothavesomethingofhisvigorouscompleteness,somethingoftheintensityofhisfeelingandbelief?Lookatthetextofto-
  night。Didnotthepreacher’sexamplesandapplicationstakesomethingfromitsawfulunqualifiedstrength?
  Awful!Iexclaimed,insurprise。thatishardlytheexpressionI
  shouldhaveusedinconnectionwiththosewords。
  Whynot?
  Oh,Idon’tknow。Thetextisverybeautiful,ofcourse,andattimes,whenpeoplearetiresomeandoneoughttobenicetothem,itisverydifficulttoactupto。But——
  Butyouthinkthat’awful’isratherabigadjectivetouseforsosmalladuty,interposedAlan,andthemoonlightshowedtheflickerofasmileuponhisface。Thenhecontinued,gravely,I
  doubtwhetheryouyourselfrealizethefullimportofthewords。
  Thepreceptofcharityisnotmerelyacodeofrulesbywhichtoorderourconducttoourneighbors。itisthepictureofaspiritualcondition,andsuch,whereitexistsinus,mustbyitsverynatureberousedintoactivitybyanythingthataffectsus。
  Sowiththisparticularinjunction,everycircumstanceinourlivesisachallengetoit,andinpresenceofallalikeitadmitsofoneattitudeonly:’Bearethallthings,endurethallthings。’Ihopeitwillbelongbeforethat’all’sticksinyourgizzard,Evie,——
  beforeyoucomefacetofacewiththingswhichnaturecannotbear,andyetwhichmustbeborne。
  Hestopped,hisvoicequivering。andthenafterapausewentonagainmorecalmly,Andthroughoutitisthesame。Moralpreceptseverywhere,whichwilladmitofnocompromise,nolimitation,andyetwhichareatwarwithourstrongestpassions。Ifonecouldonlyinterposesome’unless,’some’except,’evenan’until,’whichshouldbeshortofthegrave。Butwecannot。Thelawisinfinite,universal,eternal。thereisnoescape,norepose。Resist,strive,endure,thatistherecurringcry。thatisexistence。
  Andpeace,Iexclaimed,appealingly。Whereisthereroomforpeace,ifthatbetrue?
  Hesighedforanswer,andtheninachangedandlowertoneadded,Howeverthicklythecloudsmass,howevervainlywesearchforacomingglimmerintheirmidst,weneverdoubtthattheskyISstillbeyond——beyondandaroundus,infiniteandinfinitelyrestful。
  Heraisedhiseyesashespoke,andminefollowedhis。Wehadenteredthewoodedglen。Throughthescantyautumnfoliagewecouldseethestarsshiningfaintlyinthedimmoonlight,andbeyondthemthedeepillimitableblue。Adarkworlditlooked,distantandmysterious,andmyyoungspiritrebelledattheconsolationofferedme。
  Peaceseemsalongwayoff,Iwhispered。
  Itisforme,heanswered,gently。notnecessarilyforyou。
  Oh,butIamworseandweakerthanyouare。Iflifeistobeallwarfare,Imustbebeaten。Icannotalwaysbefighting。
  Cannotyou?Evie,whatIhavebeensayingistrueofeverymorallawworthhaving,ofeveryidealoflifeworthstrivingafter,thatmenhaveyetconceived。ButitisonlyhalfthetruthofChristianity。Youknowthat。Wemuststrive,forthepromiseistohimthatovercometh。butthoughouraimbeevenhigherthanisthatofothers,wecannotintheendfailtoreachit。ThevictoryoftheCrossisours。Youknowthat?Youbelievethat?
  YesIanswered,softly,toosurprisedtosaymore。Inspeakingofreligionhe,asarule,showedtothefullthereservewhichischaracteristicofhisclassandcountry,andthissuddenoutburstwasinitselfastonishing。buttheeageranxietywithwhichheemphasizedthelastwordsofappealimpressedandbewilderedmestillfurther。Wewalkedonforsomeminutesinsilence。ThensuddenlyAlanstopped,andturning,tookmyhandinhis。InwhatdirectionhismindhadbeenworkingintheintervalIcouldnotdivine。butthemomenthebegantospeakIfeltthathewasnowforthefirsttimegivingutterancetowhathadbeenreallyatthebottomofhisthoughtsthewholeevening。EveninthatdimlightI
  couldseetheanxiouslookuponhisface,andhisvoiceshookwithrestrainedemotion。
  Evie,hesaid,haveyoueverthoughtoftheworldinwhichourspiritsdwell,asourbodiesdointhisoneofmatterandsense,andofhowitmaybepeopled?Iknow,hewentonhurriedly,thatitisthefashionnowadaystolaughatsuchideas。Ienvythosewhohaveneverhadcausetobeconvincedoftheirreality,andI
  hopethatyoumaylongremainamongthenumber。Butshouldthatnotbeso,shouldthoseunseeninfluencesevertouchyourlife,I
  wantyoutorememberthen,that,asoneoftheraceforwhomChristdied,youhaveashighacitizenshipinthatspiritlandasanycreaturethere:thatyouareyourownsoul’swarden,andthatneitherprincipalitiesnorpowerscanrobyouofthatyourbirthright。
  Ithinkmyfacemusthaveshownmybewilderment,forhedroppedmyhand,andwalkedonwithanimpatientsigh。
  Youdon’tunderstandme。Whyshouldyou?Idare-saythatIamtalkingnonsense——only——only——
  HisvoiceexpressedsuchanagonyofdoubtandhesitationthatI
  burstout——
  IthinkthatIdounderstandyoualittle,Alan。Youmeanthatevenfromunearthlyenemiesthereisnothingthatweneedreallyfear——atleast,thatis,Isuppose,nothingworsethandeath。Butthatissurelyenough!
  Whyshouldyoufeardeath?hesaid,abruptly。yoursoulwilllive。
  Yes,Iknowthat,butstill——Istoppedwithashudder。
  Whatislifeafterallbutonelongdeath?hewenton,withsuddenviolence。Ourpleasures,ourhopes,ouryoutharealldying。ambitiondies,andevendesireatlast。ourpassionsandtasteswilldie,orwillliveonlytomourntheirdeadopportunity。
  Thehappinessoflovedieswiththelossoftheloved,and,worstofall,loveitselfgrowsoldinourheartsanddies。Whyshouldweshrinkonlyfromtheonedeathwhichcanfreeusfromalltheothers?
  Itisnottrue,Alan!Icried,hotly。Whatyousayisnottrue。
  Therearemanythingsevenherewhicharelivingandshalllive。
  andifitwereotherwise,ineverything,lifethatendsindeathisbetterthannolifeatall。
  Yousaythat,heanswered,becauseforyouthesethingsareyetliving。Toleavelifenow,therefore,whileitisfullandsweet,untaintedbydeath,surelythatisnotafatetofear。Better,athousandtimesbetter,toseethecordcutwithoneblowwhileitisstillwholeandstrong,andtolaunchoutstraightintothegreatocean,thantositwatchingthroughtheslowyears,whilestrandafterstrand,threadbythread,loosensandunwindsitself,——
  eachwithitsownseparatepangbreaking,bringingthebitternessofdeathwithoutitsrelease。
  Hismanner,thedespairingringinhisvoice,alarmedmeevenmorethanhiswords。Clingingtohisarmwithbothhands,whilethetearssprangtomyeyes——
  Alan,Icried,don’tsaysuchthings,——don’ttalklikethat。
  Youaremakingmemiserable。
  Hestoppedshortatmywords,withbenthead,hisfeatureshiddenintheshadowthuscastuponthem,——nothinginhismotionlessformtoshowwhatwaspassingwithinhim。Thenhelookedup,andturnedhisfacetothemoonlightandtome,layinghishandononeofmine。
  Don’tbeafraid,hesaid。itisallright,mylittleDavid。Youhavedriventheevilspiritaway。Andliftingmyhand,hepresseditgentlytohislips。Thendrawingitwithinhisarm,hewenton,ashewalkedforward,Andevenwhenitwasonmeatitsworst,I
  wasnotmeditatingsuicide,asIthinkyouimagine。Iamaveryaveragespecimenofhumanity,——neitherbraveenoughtodefythepossibilitiesofeternitynorcowardlyenoughtoshirkthoseoftime。No,Iwasonlytryingidioticallytopersuadeagirlofeighteenthatlifewasnotworthliving。andmorefutilelystill,myself,thatIdidnotwishhertolive。Iamafraid,thatinmymindphilosophyandfacthavebutsmallconnectionwitheachother。
  andthoughmytheorizingforyourwelfaremaybetrueenough,yet,——
  Icannothelpit,Evie,——itwouldgoterriblyhardwithmeifanythingweretohappentoyou。
  Hisvoicetrembledashefinished。Myfearhadgonewithhisreturntohisnaturalmanner,butmybewildermentremained。
  WhySHOULDthereanythinghappentome?Iasked。
  Thatisjustit,heanswered,afterapause,lookingstraightinfrontofhimanddrawinghishandwearilyoverhisbrow。Iknowofnoreasonwhythereshould。Thengivingasigh,asiffinallytodismissfromhismindaworryingsubject——Ihaveactedforthebest,hesaid,andmayGodforgivemeifIhavedonewrong。
  Therewasalittlesilenceafterthat,andthenhebegantotalkagain,steadilyandquietly。Thesubjectwasdeepenoughstill,asdeepasanythatwehadtouchedupon,butbothvoiceandsentimentwerecalm,bringingpeacetomyspirit,andsoonmakingmeforgetthewonderandfearofafewmomentsbefore。Veryopenlydidhetalkaswepassedonacrossthelongtrunkshadowsandthroughthegladesofsilverlight。andIsawfartherthenintothemostsacredrecessesofhissoulthanIhaveeverdonebeforeorsince。
  Whenwereachedhomethemoonhadalreadyset。butsomeofherbeamsseemedtohavebeenleftbehindwithinmyheart,sopureandpeacefulwasthelightwhichfilledit。
  Thesamefeelingcontinuedwithmeallthroughthatevening。Afterdinnersomeofthepartyplayedandsang。AsitwasSunday,andLucywasrigidinherviews,themusicwasofasacredcharacter。
  Isatinalowarmchairinadarkcorneroftheroom,mymindtoodreamytothink,andtoopassivetodream。IhardlyinterchangedthreewordswithAlan,whoremainedinastilldarkerspot,invisibleandsilentthewholetime。Onlyaswelefttheroomtogotobed,IheardLucyaskhimifhehadaheadache。Ididnothearhisanswer,andbeforeIcouldseehisfacehehadturnedbackagainintothedrawing-room。
  V
  Itwasearly,andwhenfirstIgottomyroomIfeltlittleinclinedforsleep。Iwanderedtothewindow,anddrawingasidethecurtains,lookedoutuponthestill,starlitsky。AtleastI
  shouldrestquietto-night。Theairwasveryclear,andtheskyseemedfullofstars。AsIstoodtherescrapsofschoolroomlearningcamebacktomymind。Thatthestarswereallsuns,surroundedperhapsintheirturnbyworldsaslargeorlargerthanourown。Worldsbeyondworlds,andothersfartherstill,whichnomanmightnumberorevendescry。Andaboutthedistanceofthosewonderfulsunstoo,——thatone,forinstance,atwhichIwaslooking,——whatwasitthatIhadbeentold?Thatourworldwasnotyetpeopled,perhapsnotyetformed,whentheactualspotoflightwhichnowstruckmysightfirststartedfromthestar’ssurface!
  Whileitflashedalong,itselftheverysymbolofspeed,thewholeofmankindhadhadtimetobeborn,andlive,anddie!
  Mygazedropped,andfelluponthedim,half-seenoutlineoftheDeadStone。Thatwomantoo。Whilethatonerayspeededtowardsmeherlifehadbeenlivedandended,andherbodyhadrottedawayintotheground。Howclosetogetherweallwere!Herlifeandmine。ourjoys,sufferings,deaths——allcrowdedtogetherintothespaceofoneflashoflight!Andyettherewasnothingtherebutahorribleskeletonofdeadbones,whileI——!
  Istoppedwithashudder,andturnedbackintotheroom。IwishedthatAlanhadnottoldmewhatlayunderthestone。IwishedthatI
  hadneveraskedhim。Itwasaghastlythingtothinkabout,andspoiltallthebeautyofthenighttome。
  Igotquicklyintobed,andsoondroppedasleep。IdonotknowhowlongIslept。butwhenIwokeitwaswiththeconsciousnessagainofthathauntingwind。
  Itwasworsethanever。Theworldseemedfilledwithitsdin。
  Hurlingitselfpassionatelyagainstthehouse,itgatheredstrengthwitheverygust,tillitseemedasiftheoldwallsmustsooncrashinruinsroundme。Gustupongust。blowuponblow。swelling,lessening,neverceasing。Thenoisesurroundedme。itpenetratedmyinmostbeing,asall-pervadingassilenceitself,andwrappingmeinasolitudeevenmorecomplete。TherewasnothingleftintheworldbutthewindandI,andthenaweirdintangibledoubtastomyownidentityseizedme。Thewindwasreal,thewindwithitsechoesofpassionandmiseryfromtheeternalabyss。butwasthereanythingelse?Whatwas,andwhathadbeen,theworldofsenseandofknowledge,myownconsciousness,myveryself,——allseemedgatheredupandsweptawayinthatonesole-existentfuryofsound。
  Ipulledmyselftogether,andgettingoutofbed,gropedmywaytothetablewhichstoodbetweenthebedandthefireplace。Thematcheswerethere,andmyhalf-burntcandle,whichIlit。Thewindpenetratingtherattlingcasementcircledroundtheroom,andtheflameofmycandlebentandflaredandshrankbeforeit,throwingstrangemovinglightsandshadowsineverycorner。I
  stoodthereshiveringinmythinnightdress,halfstunnedbythecataractofnoisebeatingonthewallsoutside,andpeeredanxiouslyaroundme。Theroomwasnotthesame。Somethingwaschanged。Whatwasit?Howtheshadowsleapedandfell,dancingintimetothewind’smusic。Everythingseemedalive。Iturnedmyheadslowlytotheleft,andthentotheright,andthenround——andstoppedwithasuddengaspoffear。
  Thecabinetwasopen!
  Ilookedaway,andback,andagain。Therewasnoroomfordoubt。
  Thedoorswerethrownback,andwerewavinggentlyinthedraught。
  Oneofthelowerdrawerswaspulledout,andinasuddenflareofthecandle-lightIcouldseesomethingglisteningatitsbottom。
  Thenthelightdwindledagain,thecandlewasalmostout,andthecabinetshowedadimblackmassinthedarkness。Upanddownwenttheflame,andeachreturningbrightnessflashedbackatmefromthethinginsidethedrawer。Istoodfascinated,myeyesfixeduponthespot,waitingforthefitfulglitterasitcameandwent。
  Whatwastherethere?IknewthatImustgoandsee,butIdidnotwantto。IfonlythecabinetwouldcloseagainbeforeIlooked,beforeIknewwhatwasinsideit。Butitstoodopen,andtheglitteringthinglaythere,draggingmetowardsitself。
  Slowlyatlast,andwithinfinitereluctance,Iwent。Thedrawerwaslinedwithsoftwhitesatin,anduponthesatinlayalong,slenderknife,hiltedandsheathedinantiquesilver,richlysetwithjewels。Itookitupandturnedbacktothetabletoexamineit。ItwasItalianinworkmanship,andIknewthatthecarvingandchasingofthesilverweremorepreciouseventhanthejewelswhichstuddedit,andwhoseroughsettinggavesofirmagrasptomyhand。Wasthebladeasfairasthecovering,Iwondered?Alittleresistanceatfirst,andthenthelongthinsteelslideasilyout。
  Sharp,andbright,andfinelytempereditlookedwithitsdeadly,taperingpoint。Stains,dullandirregular,crossedthefineengravingonitssurfaceanddimmeditspolish。Ibenttoexaminethemmoreclosely,andasIdidsoasuddenstrongergustofwindblewoutthecandle。Ishudderedalittleatthedarknessandlookedup。Butitdidnotmatter:thecurtainwasstilldrawnawayfromthewindowoppositemybedside,andthroughitafloodofmoonlightwaspouringinuponfloorandbed。
  Puttingthesheathdownuponthetable,Iwalkedtothewindowtoexaminetheknifemorecloselybythatpalelight。Howgloriouslybrilliantitwas!darkenednowandagainbythequicklypassingshadowsofwind-drivenclouds。AtleastsoIthought,andI
  glancedupandoutofthewindowtoseethem。Ablackworldmetmygaze。Neithermoonwastherenormoonlight:thebroadsilverbeaminwhichIstoodstretchednofartherthanthewindow。Icaughtmybreath,andmylimbsstiffenedasIlooked。Nomoon,nocloud,nomovementintheclear,calm,starlitsky。whilestilltheghastlylightstretchedroundme,andthespectralshadowsdriftedacrosstheroom。
  Butitwasnotalldarkoutside:onespotcaughtmyeye,brightwithalividunearthlybrightness——theDeadStoneshiningoutintothenightlikeanemberfromhell’sfurnace!Therewasahorridsemblanceoflifeinthelight,——apalpitating,breathingglow,——
  andmypulsesbeatintimetoit,tillIseemedtobedrawingitintomyveins。Ithadnowarmth,andasitenteredmybloodmyheartgrewcolder,andmymusclesmorerigid。Myfingersclutchedthedagger-hilttillitsjeweledroughnesspressedpainfullyintomypalm。Allthestrengthofmystrainedpowersseemedgatheredinthatgrasp,andthemoretightlyIheldthemorevividlydidtherockgleamandquiverwithinfernallife。Thedeadwoman!Thedeadwoman!WhathadItodowithher?Letherbonesrestinthefilthoftheirowndecay,——outthereundertheaccursedstone。
  Andnowthenoiseofthewindlessensinmyears。Letitgoon,——
  yes,louderandwilder,drowningmysensesinitstumult。Whatistherewithmeintheroom——thegreatemptyroombehindme?
  Nothing。onlythecabinetwithitswavingdoors。Theyarewavingtoandfro,toandfro——Iknowit。Butthereisnootherlifeintheroombutthat——no,no。nootherlifeintheroombutthat。
  Oh!don’tletthewindstop。Ican’thearanythingwhileitgoeson——butifitstops!Ah!thegustsgrowweaker,struggling,forcedintorest。Now——now——theyhaveceased。
  Silence!
  Afearfulpause。
  WhatisthatthatIhear?There,behindmeintheroom?
  DoIhearit?Isthereanything?
  Thethrobbingofmyownbloodinmyears。
  No,no!Thereissomethingaswell,——somethingoutsidemyself。
  Whatisit?
  Low。heavy。regular。
  God!itis——itisthebreathofalivingcreature!Alivingcreature!here——closetome——alonewithme!
  Thenumbnessofterrorconquersme。Icanneitherstirnorspeak。
  Onlymywholesoulstrainsatmyearstolisten。
  Wheredoesthesoundcomefrom?
  Closebehindme——close。
  Ah-h!
  Itisfromthere——fromthebedwhereIwaslyingamomentago!……
  Itrytoshriek,butthesoundgurglesunutteredinmythroat。I
  clutchthestonemullionsofthewindow,andpressmyselfagainstthepanes。IfIcouldbutthrowmyselfout!——anywhere,anywhere——
  awayfromthatdreadfulsound——fromthatthingclosebehindmeinthebed!ButIcandonothing。Thewindhasbrokenforthagainnow。thestormcrashesroundme。AndstillthroughitallIheartheghastlybreathing——even,low,scarcelyaudible——butIhearit。
  IshallhearitaslongasIlive!……
  Isthethingmoving?
  Isitcomingnearer?