Theartististhecreatorofbeautifulthings。
Torevealartandconcealtheartistisart’saim。
Thecriticishewhocantranslateintoanothermanneroranewmaterialhisimpressionofbeautifulthings。
Thehighestasthelowestformofcriticismisamodeofautobiography。
Thosewhofinduglymeaningsinbeautifulthingsarecorruptwithoutbeingcharming。
Thisisafault。
Thosewhofindbeautifulmeaningsinbeautifulthingsarethecultivated。Forthesethereishope。
Theyaretheelecttowhombeautifulthingsmeanonlybeauty。
Thereisnosuchthingasamoraloranimmoralbook。Booksarewellwritten,orbadlywritten。
Thatisall。
ThenineteenthcenturydislikeofrealismistherageofCalibanseeinghisownfaceinaglass。
ThenineteenthcenturydislikeofromanticismistherageofCalibannotseeinghisownfaceinaglass。
Themorallifeofmanformspartofthesubject-matteroftheartist,butthemoralityofartconsistsintheperfectuseofanimperfectmedium。Noartistdesirestoproveanything。Eventhingsthataretruecanbeproved。
Noartisthasethicalsympathies。
Anethicalsympathyinanartistisanunpardonablemannerismofstyle。Noartistisevermorbid。Theartistcanexpresseverything。
Thoughtandlanguagearetotheartistinstrumentsofanart。
Viceandvirtuearetotheartistmaterialsforanart。
Fromthepointofviewofform,thetypeofalltheartsistheartofthemusician。
Fromthepointofviewoffeeling,theactor’scraftisthetype。
Allartisatoncesurfaceandsymbol。
Thosewhogobeneaththesurfacedosoattheirperil。
Thosewhoreadthesymboldosoattheirperil。
Itisthespectator,andnotlife,thatartreallymirrors。
Diversityofopinionaboutaworkofartshowsthattheworkisnew,complex,andvital。
Whencriticsdisagree,theartistisinaccordwithhimself。
Wecanforgiveamanformakingausefulthingaslongashedoesnotadmireit。Theonlyexcuseformakingauselessthingisthatoneadmiresitintensely。
Allartisquiteuseless。OSCARWILDE
Thestudiowasfilledwiththerichodourofroses,andwhenthelightsummerwindstirredamidstthetreesofthegarden,therecamethroughtheopendoortheheavyscentofthelilac,orthemoredelicateperfumeofthepink-floweringthorn。
FromthecornerofthedivanofPersiansaddle-bagsonwhichhewaslying,smoking,aswashiscustom,innumerablecigarettes,LordHenryWottoncouldjustcatchthegleamofthehoney-sweetandhoney-colouredblossomsofalaburnum,whosetremulousbranchesseemedhardlyabletobeartheburdenofabeautysoflamelikeastheirs。andnowandthenthefantasticshadowsofbirdsinflightflittedacrossthelongtussore-silkcurtainsthatwerestretchedinfrontofthehugewindow,producingakindofmomentaryJapaneseeffect,andmakinghimthinkofthosepallid,jade-facedpaintersofTokyowho,throughthemediumofanartthatisnecessarilyimmobile,seektoconveythesenseofswiftnessandmotion。Thesullenmurmurofthebeesshoulderingtheirwaythroughthelongunmowngrass,orcirclingwithmonotonousinsistenceroundthedustygilthornsofthestragglingwoodbine,seemedtomakethestillnessmoreoppressive。ThedimroarofLondonwaslikethebourdonnoteofadistantorgan。
Inthecentreoftheroom,clampedtoanuprighteasel,stoodthefull-lengthportraitofayoungmanofextraordinarypersonalbeauty,andinfrontofit,somelittledistanceaway,wassittingtheartisthimself,BasilHallward,whosesuddendisappearancesomeyearsagocaused,atthetime,suchpublicexcitementandgaverisetosomanystrangeconjectures。
Asthepainterlookedatthegraciousandcomelyformhehadsoskilfullymirroredinhisart,asmileofpleasurepassedacrosshisface,andseemedabouttolingerthere。Buthesuddenlystartedup,andclosinghiseyes,placedhisfingersuponthelids,asthoughhesoughttoimprisonwithinhisbrainsomecuriousdreamfromwhichhefearedhemightawake。
Itisyourbestwork,Basil,thebestthingyouhaveeverdone,
saidLordHenrylanguidly。YoumustcertainlysenditnextyeartotheGrosvenor。TheAcademyistoolargeandtoovulgar。WheneverIhavegonethere,therehavebeeneithersomanypeoplethatIhavenotbeenabletoseethepictures,whichwasdreadful,orsomanypicturesthatIhavenotbeenabletoseethepeople,whichwasworse。TheGrosvenorisreallytheonlyplace。
Idon’tthinkIshallsenditanywhere,heanswered,tossinghisheadbackinthatoddwaythatusedtomakehisfriendslaughathimatOxford。No,Iwon’tsenditanywhere。
LordHenryelevatedhiseyebrowsandlookedathiminamazementthroughthethinbluewreathsofsmokethatcurledupinsuchfancifulwhorlsfromhisheavy,opium-taintedcigarette。Notsenditanywhere?
Mydearfellow,why?Haveyouanyreason?Whatoddchapsyoupaintersare!
Youdoanythingintheworldtogainareputation。Assoonasyouhaveone,youseemtowanttothrowitaway。Itissillyofyou,forthereisonlyonethingintheworldworsethanbeingtalkedabout,andthatisnotbeingtalkedabout。AportraitlikethiswouldsetyoufarabovealltheyoungmeninEngland,andmaketheoldmenquitejealous,ifoldmenareevercapableofanyemotion。
Iknowyouwilllaughatme,hereplied,butIreallycan’texhibitit。Ihaveputtoomuchofmyselfintoit。
LordHenrystretchedhimselfoutonthedivanandlaughed。Yes,Iknewyouwould。butitisquitetrue,allthesame。Toomuchofyourselfinit!Uponmyword,Basil,Ididn’tknowyouweresovain。andIreallycan’tseeanyresemblancebetweenyou,withyourruggedstrongfaceandyourcoal-blackhair,andthisyoungAdonis,wholooksasifhewasmadeoutofivoryandrose-leaves。Why,mydearBasil,heisaNarcissus,andyou——well,ofcourseyouhaveanintellectualexpressionandallthat。
Butbeauty,realbeauty,endswhereanintellectualexpressionbegins。
Intellectisinitselfamodeofexaggeration,anddestroystheharmonyofanyface。Themomentonesitsdowntothink,onebecomesallnose,orallforehead,orsomethinghorrid。Lookatthesuccessfulmeninanyofthelearnedprofessions。Howperfectlyhideoustheyare!Except,ofcourse,intheChurch。ButthenintheChurchtheydon’tthink。Abishopkeepsonsayingattheageofeightywhathewastoldtosaywhenhewasaboyofeighteen,andasanaturalconsequencehealwayslooksabsolutelydelightful。
Yourmysteriousyoungfriend,whosenameyouhavenevertoldme,butwhosepicturereallyfascinatesme,neverthinks。Ifeelquitesureofthat。
Heissomebrainlessbeautifulcreaturewhoshouldbealwayshereinwinterwhenwehavenoflowerstolookat,andalwayshereinsummerwhenwewantsomethingtochillourintelligence。Don’tflatteryourself,Basil:youarenotintheleastlikehim。
Youdon’tunderstandme,Harry,answeredtheartist。OfcourseIamnotlikehim。Iknowthatperfectlywell。Indeed,Ishouldbesorrytolooklikehim。Youshrugyourshoulders?Iamtellingyouthetruth。
Thereisafatalityaboutallphysicalandintellectualdistinction,thesortoffatalitythatseemstodogthroughhistorythefalteringstepsofkings。Itisbetternottobedifferentfromone’sfellows。Theuglyandthestupidhavethebestofitinthisworld。Theycansitattheireaseandgapeattheplay。Iftheyknownothingofvictory,theyareatleastsparedtheknowledgeofdefeat。Theyliveasweallshouldlive——undisturbed,indifferent,andwithoutdisquiet。Theyneitherbringruinuponothers,noreverreceiveitfromalienhands。Yourrankandwealth,Harry。mybrains,suchastheyare——myart,whateveritmaybeworth。DorianGray’sgoodlooks——weshallallsufferforwhatthegodshavegivenus,sufferterribly。
DorianGray?Isthathisname?askedLordHenry,walkingacrossthestudiotowardsBasilHallward。
Yes,thatishisname。Ididn’tintendtotellittoyou。
Butwhynot?
Oh,Ican’texplain。WhenIlikepeopleimmensely,Inevertelltheirnamestoanyone。Itislikesurrenderingapartofthem。Ihavegrowntolovesecrecy。Itseemstobetheonethingthatcanmakemodernlifemysteriousormarvelloustous。Thecommonestthingisdelightfulifoneonlyhidesit。WhenIleavetownnowInevertellmypeoplewhereIamgoing。IfIdid,Iwouldloseallmypleasure。Itisasillyhabit,Idaresay,butsomehowitseemstobringagreatdealofromanceintoone’slife。Isupposeyouthinkmeawfullyfoolishaboutit?
Notatall,answeredLordHenry,notatall,mydearBasil。
YouseemtoforgetthatIammarried,andtheonecharmofmarriageisthatitmakesalifeofdeceptionabsolutelynecessaryforbothparties。
Ineverknowwheremywifeis,andmywifeneverknowswhatIamdoing。
Whenwemeet——wedomeetoccasionally,whenwedineouttogether,orgodowntotheDuke’s——wetelleachotherthemostabsurdstorieswiththemostseriousfaces。Mywifeisverygoodatit——muchbetter,infact,thanIam。Shenevergetsconfusedoverherdates,andIalwaysdo。Butwhenshedoesfindmeout,shemakesnorowatall。Isometimeswishshewould。
butshemerelylaughsatme。
Ihatethewayyoutalkaboutyourmarriedlife,Harry,saidBasilHallward,strollingtowardsthedoorthatledintothegarden。I
believethatyouarereallyaverygoodhusband,butthatyouarethoroughlyashamedofyourownvirtues。Youareanextraordinaryfellow。Youneversayamoralthing,andyouneverdoawrongthing。Yourcynicismissimplyapose。
Beingnaturalissimplyapose,andthemostirritatingposeIknow,criedLordHenry,laughing。andthetwoyoungmenwentoutintothegardentogetherandensconcedthemselvesonalongbambooseatthatstoodintheshadeofatalllaurelbush。Thesunlightslippedoverthepolishedleaves。Inthegrass,whitedaisiesweretremulous。
Afterapause,LordHenrypulledouthiswatch。IamafraidI
mustbegoing,Basil,hemurmured,andbeforeIgo,IinsistonyouransweringaquestionIputtoyousometimeago。
Whatisthat?saidthepainter,keepinghiseyesfixedontheground。
Youknowquitewell。
Idonot,Harry。
Well,Iwilltellyouwhatitis。Iwantyoutoexplaintomewhyyouwon’texhibitDorianGray’spicture。Iwanttherealreason。
Itoldyoutherealreason。
No,youdidnot。Yousaiditwasbecausetherewastoomuchofyourselfinit。Now,thatischildish。
Harry,saidBasilHallward,lookinghimstraightintheface,everyportraitthatispaintedwithfeelingisaportraitoftheartist,notofthesitter。Thesitterismerelytheaccident,theoccasion。Itisnothewhoisrevealedbythepainter。itisratherthepainterwho,onthecolouredcanvas,revealshimself。ThereasonIwillnotexhibitthispictureisthatIamafraidthatIhaveshowninitthesecretofmyownsoul。
LordHenrylaughed。Andwhatisthat?heasked。
Iwilltellyou,saidHallward。butanexpressionofperplexitycameoverhisface。
Iamallexpectation,Basil,continuedhiscompanion,glancingathim。
Oh,thereisreallyverylittletotell,Harry,answeredthepainter。andIamafraidyouwillhardlyunderstandit。Perhapsyouwillhardlybelieveit。
LordHenrysmiled,andleaningdown,pluckedapink-petalleddaisyfromthegrassandexaminedit。IamquitesureIshallunderstandit,
hereplied,gazingintentlyatthelittlegolden,white-feathereddisk,andasforbelievingthings,Icanbelieveanything,providedthatitisquiteincredible。
Thewindshooksomeblossomsfromthetrees,andtheheavylilac-blooms,withtheirclusteringstars,movedtoandfrointhelanguidair。Agrasshopperbegantochirrupbythewall,andlikeabluethreadalongthindragon-flyfloatedpastonitsbrowngauzewings。LordHenryfeltasifhecouldhearBasilHallward’sheartbeating,andwonderedwhatwascoming。
Thestoryissimplythis,saidthepainteraftersometime。
TwomonthsagoIwenttoacrushatLadyBrandon’s。Youknowwepoorartistshavetoshowourselvesinsocietyfromtimetotime,justtoremindthepublicthatwearenotsavages。Withaneveningcoatandawhitetie,asyoutoldmeonce,anybody,evenastock-broker,cangainareputationforbeingcivilized。Well,afterIhadbeenintheroomabouttenminutes,talkingtohugeoverdresseddowagersandtediousacademicians,Isuddenlybecameconsciousthatsomeonewaslookingatme。Iturnedhalf-wayroundandsawDorianGrayforthefirsttime。Whenoureyesmet,IfeltthatIwasgrowingpale。Acurioussensationofterrorcameoverme。IknewthatIhadcomefacetofacewithsomeonewhosemerepersonalitywassofascinatingthat,ifIallowedittodoso,itwouldabsorbmywholenature,mywholesoul,myveryartitself。Ididnotwantanyexternalinfluenceinmylife。Youknowyourself,Harry,howindependentIambynature。I
havealwaysbeenmyownmaster。hadatleastalwaysbeenso,tillImetDorianGray。Then——butIdon’tknowhowtoexplainittoyou。SomethingseemedtotellmethatIwasonthevergeofaterriblecrisisinmylife。
Ihadastrangefeelingthatfatehadinstoreformeexquisitejoysandexquisitesorrows。Igrewafraidandturnedtoquittheroom。Itwasnotconsciencethatmademedoso:itwasasortofcowardice。Itakenocredittomyselffortryingtoescape。
Conscienceandcowardicearereallythesamethings,Basil。Conscienceisthetrade-nameofthefirm。Thatisall。
Idon’tbelievethat,Harry,andIdon’tbelieveyoudoeither。
However,whateverwasmymotive——anditmayhavebeenpride,forIusedtobeveryproud——Icertainlystruggledtothedoor。There,ofcourse,IstumbledagainstLadyBrandon。’Youarenotgoingtorunawaysosoon,Mr。Hallward?’shescreamedout。Youknowhercuriouslyshrillvoice?
Yes。sheisapeacockineverythingbutbeauty,saidLordHenry,pullingthedaisytobitswithhislongnervousfingers。
Icouldnotgetridofher。Shebroughtmeuptoroyalties,andpeoplewithstarsandgarters,andelderlyladieswithgigantictiarasandparrotnoses。Shespokeofmeasherdearestfriend。Ihadonlymetheroncebefore,butshetookitintoherheadtolionizeme。Ibelievesomepictureofminehadmadeagreatsuccessatthetime,atleasthadbeenchatteredaboutinthepennynewspapers,whichisthenineteenth-centurystandardofimmortality。SuddenlyIfoundmyselffacetofacewiththeyoungmanwhosepersonalityhadsostrangelystirredme。Wewerequiteclose,almosttouching。Oureyesmetagain。Itwasrecklessofme,butIaskedLadyBrandontointroducemetohim。Perhapsitwasnotsoreckless,afterall。Itwassimplyinevitable。Wewouldhavespokentoeachotherwithoutanyintroduction。Iamsureofthat。Doriantoldmesoafterwards。
He,too,feltthatweweredestinedtoknoweachother。
AndhowdidLadyBrandondescribethiswonderfulyoungman?
askedhiscompanion。Iknowshegoesinforgivingarapidprecisofallherguests。Irememberherbringingmeuptoatruculentandred-facedoldgentlemancoveredalloverwithordersandribbons,andhissingintomyear,inatragicwhisperwhichmusthavebeenperfectlyaudibletoeverybodyintheroom,themostastoundingdetails。Isimplyfled。Iliketofindoutpeopleformyself。ButLadyBrandontreatsherguestsexactlyasanauctioneertreatshisgoods。Sheeitherexplainsthementirelyaway,ortellsoneeverythingaboutthemexceptwhatonewantstoknow。
PoorLadyBrandon!Youarehardonher,Harry!saidHallwardlistlessly。
Mydearfellow,shetriedtofoundasalon,andonlysucceededinopeningarestaurant。HowcouldIadmireher?Buttellme,whatdidshesayaboutMr。DorianGray?
Oh,somethinglike,’Charmingboy——poordearmotherandIabsolutelyinseparable。Quiteforgetwhathedoes——afraidhe——doesn’tdoanything——oh,yes,playsthepiano——orisittheviolin,dearMr。Gray?’Neitherofuscouldhelplaughing,andwebecamefriendsatonce。
Laughterisnotatallabadbeginningforafriendship,anditisfarthebestendingforone,saidtheyounglord,pluckinganotherdaisy。
Hallwardshookhishead。Youdon’tunderstandwhatfriendshipis,Harry,hemurmured——orwhatenmityis,forthatmatter。Youlikeeveryone。thatistosay,youareindifferenttoeveryone。
Howhorriblyunjustofyou!criedLordHenry,tiltinghishatbackandlookingupatthelittlecloudsthat,likeravelledskeinsofglossywhitesilk,weredriftingacrossthehollowedturquoiseofthesummersky。Yes。horriblyunjustofyou。Imakeagreatdifferencebetweenpeople。
Ichoosemyfriendsfortheirgoodlooks,myacquaintancesfortheirgoodcharacters,andmyenemiesfortheirgoodintellects。Amancannotbetoocarefulinthechoiceofhisenemies。Ihavenotgotonewhoisafool。
Theyareallmenofsomeintellectualpower,andconsequentlytheyallappreciateme。Isthatveryvainofme?Ithinkitisrathervain。
Ishouldthinkitwas,Harry。ButaccordingtoyourcategoryImustbemerelyanacquaintance。
MydearoldBasil,youaremuchmorethananacquaintance。
Andmuchlessthanafriend。Asortofbrother,Isuppose?
Oh,brothers!Idon’tcareforbrothers。Myelderbrotherwon’tdie,andmyyoungerbrothersseemnevertodoanythingelse。
Harry!exclaimedHallward,frowning。
Mydearfellow,Iamnotquiteserious。ButIcan’thelpdetestingmyrelations。Isupposeitcomesfromthefactthatnoneofuscanstandotherpeoplehavingthesamefaultsasourselves。IquitesympathizewiththerageoftheEnglishdemocracyagainstwhattheycallthevicesoftheupperorders。Themassesfeelthatdrunkenness,stupidity,andimmoralityshouldbetheirownspecialproperty,andthatifanyoneofusmakesanassofhimself,heispoachingontheirpreserves。WhenpoorSouthwarkgotintothedivorcecourt,theirindignationwasquitemagnificent。AndyetIdon’tsupposethattenpercentoftheproletariatlivecorrectly。
Idon’tagreewithasinglewordthatyouhavesaid,and,whatismore,Harry,Ifeelsureyoudon’teither。
LordHenrystrokedhispointedbrownbeardandtappedthetoeofhispatent-leatherbootwithatasselledebonycane。HowEnglishyouareBasil!Thatisthesecondtimeyouhavemadethatobservation。IfoneputsforwardanideatoatrueEnglishman——alwaysarashthingtodo——heneverdreamsofconsideringwhethertheideaisrightorwrong。Theonlythingheconsidersofanyimportanceiswhetheronebelievesitoneself。
Now,thevalueofanideahasnothingwhatsoevertodowiththesincerityofthemanwhoexpressesit。Indeed,theprobabilitiesarethatthemoreinsincerethemanis,themorepurelyintellectualwilltheideabe,asinthatcaseitwillnotbecolouredbyeitherhiswants,hisdesires,orhisprejudices。However,Idon’tproposetodiscusspolitics,sociology,ormetaphysicswithyou。Ilikepersonsbetterthanprinciples,andIlikepersonswithnoprinciplesbetterthananythingelseintheworld。TellmemoreaboutMr。DorianGray。Howoftendoyouseehim?
Everyday。Icouldn’tbehappyifIdidn’tseehimeveryday。
Heisabsolutelynecessarytome。
Howextraordinary!Ithoughtyouwouldnevercareforanythingbutyourart。
Heisallmyarttomenow,saidthepaintergravely。Isometimesthink,Harry,thatthereareonlytwoerasofanyimportanceintheworld’shistory。Thefirstistheappearanceofanewmediumforart,andthesecondistheappearanceofanewpersonalityforartalso。Whattheinventionofoil-paintingwastotheVenetians,thefaceofAntinouswastolateGreeksculpture,andthefaceofDorianGraywillsomedaybetome。ItisnotmerelythatIpaintfromhim,drawfromhim,sketchfromhim。Ofcourse,Ihavedoneallthat。Butheismuchmoretomethanamodelorasitter。Iwon’ttellyouthatIamdissatisfiedwithwhatIhavedoneofhim,orthathisbeautyissuchthatartcannotexpressit。Thereisnothingthatartcannotexpress,andIknowthattheworkIhavedone,sinceImetDorianGray,isgoodwork,isthebestworkofmylife。Butinsomecuriousway——Iwonderwillyouunderstandme?——hispersonalityhassuggestedtomeanentirelynewmannerinart,anentirelynewmodeofstyle。Iseethingsdifferently,Ithinkofthemdifferently。Icannowrecreatelifeinawaythatwashiddenfrommebefore。’Adreamofformindaysofthought’——whoisitwhosaysthat?Iforget。butitiswhatDorianGrayhasbeentome。Themerelyvisiblepresenceofthislad——forheseemstomelittlemorethanalad,thoughheisreallyovertwenty——
hismerelyvisiblepresence——ah!Iwondercanyourealizeallthatthatmeans?Unconsciouslyhedefinesformethelinesofafreshschool,aschoolthatistohaveinitallthepassionoftheromanticspirit,alltheperfectionofthespiritthatisGreek。Theharmonyofsoulandbody——howmuchthatis!Weinourmadnesshaveseparatedthetwo,andhaveinventedarealismthatisvulgar,anidealitythatisvoid。Harry!ifyouonlyknewwhatDorianGrayistome!Yourememberthatlandscapeofmine,forwhichAgnewofferedmesuchahugepricebutwhichIwouldnotpartwith?ItisoneofthebestthingsIhaveeverdone。Andwhyisitso?Because,whileI
waspaintingit,DorianGraysatbesideme。Somesubtleinfluencepassedfromhimtome,andforthefirsttimeinmylifeIsawintheplainwoodlandthewonderIhadalwayslookedforandalwaysmissed。
Basil,thisisextraordinary!ImustseeDorianGray。
Hallwardgotupfromtheseatandwalkedupanddownthegarden。
Aftersometimehecameback。Harry,hesaid,DorianGrayistomesimplyamotiveinart。Youmightseenothinginhim。Iseeeverythinginhim。
Heisnevermorepresentinmyworkthanwhennoimageofhimisthere。
Heisasuggestion,asIhavesaid,ofanewmanner。Ifindhiminthecurvesofcertainlines,inthelovelinessandsubtletiesofcertaincolours。
Thatisall。
Thenwhywon’tyouexhibithisportrait?askedLordHenry。
Because,withoutintendingit,Ihaveputintoitsomeexpressionofallthiscuriousartisticidolatry,ofwhich,ofcourse,Ihavenevercaredtospeaktohim。Heknowsnothingaboutit。Heshallneverknowanythingaboutit。Buttheworldmightguessit,andIwillnotbaremysoultotheirshallowpryingeyes。Myheartshallneverbeputundertheirmicroscope。
Thereistoomuchofmyselfinthething,Harry——toomuchofmyself!
Poetsarenotsoscrupulousasyouare。Theyknowhowusefulpassionisforpublication。Nowadaysabrokenheartwillruntomanyeditions。
Ihatethemforit,criedHallward。Anartistshouldcreatebeautifulthings,butshouldputnothingofhisownlifeintothem。Weliveinanagewhenmentreatartasifitweremeanttobeaformofautobiography。
Wehavelosttheabstractsenseofbeauty。SomedayIwillshowtheworldwhatitis。andforthatreasontheworldshallneverseemyportraitofDorianGray。
Ithinkyouarewrong,Basil,butIwon’targuewithyou。Itisonlytheintellectuallylostwhoeverargue。Tellme,isDorianGrayveryfondofyou?
Thepainterconsideredforafewmoments。Helikesme,heansweredafterapause。Iknowhelikesme。OfcourseIflatterhimdreadfully。
IfindastrangepleasureinsayingthingstohimthatIknowIshallbesorryforhavingsaid。Asarule,heischarmingtome,andwesitinthestudioandtalkofathousandthings。Nowandthen,however,heishorriblythoughtless,andseemstotakearealdelightingivingmepain。ThenI
feel,Harry,thatIhavegivenawaymywholesoultosomeonewhotreatsitasifitwereaflowertoputinhiscoat,abitofdecorationtocharmhisvanity,anornamentforasummer’sday。
Daysinsummer,Basil,areapttolinger,murmuredLordHenry。
Perhapsyouwilltiresoonerthanhewill。Itisasadthingtothinkof,butthereisnodoubtthatgeniuslastslongerthanbeauty。Thataccountsforthefactthatwealltakesuchpainstoover-educateourselves。Inthewildstruggleforexistence,wewanttohavesomethingthatendures,andsowefillourmindswithrubbishandfacts,inthesillyhopeofkeepingourplace。Thethoroughlywell-informedman——thatisthemodernideal。
Andthemindofthethoroughlywell-informedmanisadreadfulthing。Itislikeabric-a-bracshop,allmonstersanddust,witheverythingpricedaboveitspropervalue。Ithinkyouwilltirefirst,allthesame。Somedayyouwilllookatyourfriend,andhewillseemtoyoutobealittleoutofdrawing,oryouwon’tlikehistoneofcolour,orsomething。Youwillbitterlyreproachhiminyourownheart,andseriouslythinkthathehasbehavedverybadlytoyou。Thenexttimehecalls,youwillbeperfectlycoldandindifferent。Itwillbeagreatpity,foritwillalteryou。Whatyouhavetoldmeisquitearomance,aromanceofartonemightcallit,andtheworstofhavingaromanceofanykindisthatitleavesonesounromantic。
Harry,don’ttalklikethat。AslongasIlive,thepersonalityofDorianGraywilldominateme。Youcan’tfeelwhatIfeel。Youchangetoooften。
Ah,mydearBasil,thatisexactlywhyIcanfeelit。Thosewhoarefaithfulknowonlythetrivialsideoflove:itisthefaithlesswhoknowlove’stragedies。AndLordHenrystruckalightonadaintysilvercaseandbegantosmokeacigarettewithaself-consciousandsatisfiedair,asifhehadsummeduptheworldinaphrase。Therewasarustleofchirrupingsparrowsinthegreenlacquerleavesoftheivy,andthebluecloud-shadowschasedthemselvesacrossthegrasslikeswallows。Howpleasantitwasinthegarden!Andhowdelightfulotherpeople’semotionswere!——
muchmoredelightfulthantheirideas,itseemedtohim。One’sownsoul,andthepassionsofone’sfriends——thosewerethefascinatingthingsinlife。HepicturedtohimselfwithsilentamusementthetediousluncheonthathehadmissedbystayingsolongwithBasilHallward。Hadhegonetohisaunt’s,hewouldhavebeensuretohavemetLordGoodbodythere,andthewholeconversationwouldhavebeenaboutthefeedingofthepoorandthenecessityformodellodging-houses。Eachclasswouldhavepreachedtheimportanceofthosevirtues,forwhoseexercisetherewasnonecessityintheirownlives。Therichwouldhavespokenonthevalueofthrift,andtheidlegrowneloquentoverthedignityoflabour。Itwascharmingtohaveescapedallthat!Ashethoughtofhisaunt,anideaseemedtostrikehim。HeturnedtoHallwardandsaid,Mydearfellow,Ihavejustremembered。
Rememberedwhat,Harry?
WhereIheardthenameofDorianGray。
Wherewasit?askedHallward,withaslightfrown。
Don’tlooksoangry,Basil。Itwasatmyaunt,LadyAgatha’s。
ShetoldmeshehaddiscoveredawonderfulyoungmanwhowasgoingtohelpherintheEastEnd,andthathisnamewasDorianGray。Iamboundtostatethatshenevertoldmehewasgood-looking。Womenhavenoappreciationofgoodlooks。atleast,goodwomenhavenot。Shesaidthathewasveryearnestandhadabeautifulnature。Iatoncepicturedtomyselfacreaturewithspectaclesandlankhair,horriblyfreckled,andtrampingaboutonhugefeet。IwishIhadknownitwasyourfriend。
Iamverygladyoudidn’t,Harry。
Why?
Idon’twantyoutomeethim。
Youdon’twantmetomeethim?
No。
Mr。DorianGrayisinthestudio,sir,saidthebutler,comingintothegarden。
Youmustintroducemenow,criedLordHenry,laughing。
Thepainterturnedtohisservant,whostoodblinkinginthesunlight。
AskMr。Graytowait,Parker:Ishallbeininafewmoments。Themanbowedandwentupthewalk。
ThenhelookedatLordHenry。DorianGrayismydearestfriend,
hesaid。Hehasasimpleandabeautifulnature。Yourauntwasquiterightinwhatshesaidofhim。Don’tspoilhim。Don’ttrytoinfluencehim。Yourinfluencewouldbebad。Theworldiswide,andhasmanymarvellouspeopleinit。Don’ttakeawayfrommetheonepersonwhogivestomyartwhatevercharmitpossesses:mylifeasanartistdependsonhim。Mind,Harry,I
trustyou。Hespokeveryslowly,andthewordsseemedwrungoutofhimalmostagainsthiswill。
Whatnonsenseyoutalk!saidLordHenry,smiling,andtakingHallwardbythearm,healmostledhimintothehouse。
ThePictureofDorianGray:Chapter2Chapter2AstheyenteredtheysawDorianGray。Hewasseatedatthepiano,withhisbacktothem,turningoverthepagesofavolumeofSchumann’sForestScenes。Youmustlendmethese,Basil,hecried。Iwanttolearnthem。
Theyareperfectlycharming。
Thatentirelydependsonhowyousitto-day,Dorian。
Oh,Iamtiredofsitting,andIdon’twantalife-sizedportraitofmyself,answeredthelad,swingingroundonthemusic-stoolinawilful,petulantmanner。WhenhecaughtsightofLordHenry,afaintblushcolouredhischeeksforamoment,andhestartedup。Ibegyourpardon,Basil,butIdidn’tknowyouhadanyonewithyou。
ThisisLordHenryWotton,Dorian,anoldOxfordfriendofmine。
Ihavejustbeentellinghimwhatacapitalsitteryouwere,andnowyouhavespoiledeverything。
Youhavenotspoiledmypleasureinmeetingyou,Mr。Gray,saidLordHenry,steppingforwardandextendinghishand。Myaunthasoftenspokentomeaboutyou。Youareoneofherfavourites,and,Iamafraid,oneofhervictimsalso。
IaminLadyAgatha’sblackbooksatpresent,answeredDorianwithafunnylookofpenitence。IpromisedtogotoaclubinWhitechapelwithherlastTuesday,andIreallyforgotallaboutit。Weweretohaveplayedaduettogether——threeduets,Ibelieve。Idon’tknowwhatshewillsaytome。Iamfartoofrightenedtocall。
Oh,Iwillmakeyourpeacewithmyaunt。Sheisquitedevotedtoyou。AndIdon’tthinkitreallymattersaboutyournotbeingthere。
Theaudienceprobablythoughtitwasaduet。WhenAuntAgathasitsdowntothepiano,shemakesquiteenoughnoisefortwopeople。
Thatisveryhorridtoher,andnotverynicetome,answeredDorian,laughing。
LordHenrylookedathim。Yes,hewascertainlywonderfullyhandsome,withhisfinelycurvedscarletlips,hisfrankblueeyes,hiscrispgoldhair。Therewassomethinginhisfacethatmadeonetrusthimatonce。
Allthecandourofyouthwasthere,aswellasallyouth’spassionatepurity。
Onefeltthathehadkepthimselfunspottedfromtheworld。NowonderBasilHallwardworshippedhim。
Youaretoocharmingtogoinforphilanthropy,Mr。Gray——fartoocharming。AndLordHenryflunghimselfdownonthedivanandopenedhiscigarette-case。
Thepainterhadbeenbusymixinghiscoloursandgettinghisbrushesready。Hewaslookingworried,andwhenheheardLordHenry’slastremark,heglancedathim,hesitatedforamoment,andthensaid,Harry,Iwanttofinishthispictureto-day。WouldyouthinkitawfullyrudeofmeifIaskedyoutogoaway?
LordHenrysmiledandlookedatDorianGray。AmItogo,Mr。
Gray?heasked。
Oh,pleasedon’t,LordHenry。IseethatBasilisinoneofhissulkymoods,andIcan’tbearhimwhenhesulks。Besides,IwantyoutotellmewhyIshouldnotgoinforphilanthropy。
Idon’tknowthatIshalltellyouthat,Mr。Gray。Itissotediousasubjectthatonewouldhavetotalkseriouslyaboutit。ButIcertainlyshallnotrunaway,nowthatyouhaveaskedmetostop。Youdon’treallymind,Basil,doyou?Youhaveoftentoldmethatyoulikedyoursitterstohavesomeonetochatto。
Hallwardbithislip。IfDorianwishesit,ofcourseyoumuststay。Dorian’swhimsarelawstoeverybody,excepthimself。
LordHenrytookuphishatandgloves。Youareverypressing,Basil,butIamafraidImustgo。IhavepromisedtomeetamanattheOrleans。Good-bye,Mr。Gray。ComeandseemesomeafternooninCurzonStreet。
Iamnearlyalwaysathomeatfiveo’clock。Writetomewhenyouarecoming。
Ishouldbesorrytomissyou。
Basil,criedDorianGray,ifLordHenryWottongoes,Ishallgo,too。Youneveropenyourlipswhileyouarepainting,anditishorriblydullstandingonaplatformandtryingtolookpleasant。Askhimtostay。
Iinsistuponit。
Stay,Harry,toobligeDorian,andtoobligeme,saidHallward,gazingintentlyathispicture。Itisquitetrue,InevertalkwhenI
amworking,andneverlisteneither,anditmustbedreadfullytediousformyunfortunatesitters。Ibegyoutostay。
ButwhataboutmymanattheOrleans?
Thepainterlaughed。Idon’tthinktherewillbeanydifficultyaboutthat。Sitdownagain,Harry。Andnow,Dorian,getupontheplatform,anddon’tmoveabouttoomuch,orpayanyattentiontowhatLordHenrysays。Hehasaverybadinfluenceoverallhisfriends,withthesingleexceptionofmyself。
DorianGraysteppeduponthedaiswiththeairofayoungGreekmartyr,andmadealittlemoueofdiscontenttoLordHenry,towhomhehadrathertakenafancy。HewassounlikeBasil。Theymadeadelightfulcontrast。Andhehadsuchabeautifulvoice。Afterafewmomentshesaidtohim,Haveyoureallyaverybadinfluence,LordHenry?AsbadasBasilsays?
Thereisnosuchthingasagoodinfluence,Mr。Gray。Allinfluenceisimmoral——immoralfromthescientificpointofview。
Why?
Becausetoinfluenceapersonistogivehimone’sownsoul。
Hedoesnotthinkhisnaturalthoughts,orburnwithhisnaturalpassions。
Hisvirtuesarenotrealtohim。Hissins,iftherearesuchthingsassins,areborrowed。Hebecomesanechoofsomeoneelse’smusic,anactorofapartthathasnotbeenwrittenforhim。Theaimoflifeisself-development。
Torealizeone’snatureperfectly——thatiswhateachofusisherefor。
Peopleareafraidofthemselves,nowadays。Theyhaveforgottenthehighestofallduties,thedutythatoneowestoone’sself。Ofcourse,theyarecharitable。Theyfeedthehungryandclothethebeggar。Buttheirownsoulsstarve,andarenaked。Couragehasgoneoutofourrace。Perhapsweneverreallyhadit。Theterrorofsociety,whichisthebasisofmorals,theterrorofGod,whichisthesecretofreligion——thesearethetwothingsthatgovernus。Andyet——
Justturnyourheadalittlemoretotheright,Dorian,likeagoodboy,saidthepainter,deepinhisworkandconsciousonlythatalookhadcomeintothelad’sfacethathehadneverseentherebefore。
Andyet,continuedLordHenry,inhislow,musicalvoice,andwiththatgracefulwaveofthehandthatwasalwayssocharacteristicofhim,andthathehadeveninhisEtondays,Ibelievethatifonemanweretoliveouthislifefullyandcompletely,weretogiveformtoeveryfeeling,expressiontoeverythought,realitytoeverydream——Ibelievethattheworldwouldgainsuchafreshimpulseofjoythatwewouldforgetallthemaladiesofmediaevalism,andreturntotheHellenicideal——tosomethingfiner,richerthantheHellenicideal,itmaybe。Butthebravestmanamongstusisafraidofhimself。Themutilationofthesavagehasitstragicsurvivalintheself-denialthatmarsourlives。Wearepunishedforourrefusals。Everyimpulsethatwestrivetostranglebroodsinthemindandpoisonsus。Thebodysinsonce,andhasdonewithitssin,foractionisamodeofpurification。Nothingremainsthenbuttherecollectionofapleasure,ortheluxuryofaregret。Theonlywaytogetridofatemptationistoyieldtoit。Resistit,andyoursoulgrowssickwithlongingforthethingsithasforbiddentoitself,withdesireforwhatitsmonstrouslawshavemademonstrousandunlawful。Ithasbeensaidthatthegreateventsoftheworldtakeplaceinthebrain。Itisinthebrain,andthebrainonly,thatthegreatsinsoftheworldtakeplacealso。You,Mr。Gray,youyourself,withyourrose-redyouthandyourrose-whiteboyhood,youhavehadpassionsthathavemadeyouafraid,thoughtsthathavefinedyouwithterror,day-dreamsandsleepingdreamswhosemerememorymightstainyourcheekwithshame——
Stop!falteredDorianGray,stop!youbewilderme。Idon’tknowwhattosay。Thereissomeanswertoyou,butIcannotfindit。Don’tspeak。Letmethink。Or,rather,letmetrynottothink。
Fornearlytenminuteshestoodthere,motionless,withpartedlipsandeyesstrangelybright。Hewasdimlyconsciousthatentirelyfreshinfluenceswereatworkwithinhim。Yettheyseemedtohimtohavecomereallyfromhimself。ThefewwordsthatBasil’sfriendhadsaidtohim——wordsspokenbychance,nodoubt,andwithwilfulparadoxinthem——hadtouchedsomesecretchordthathadneverbeentouchedbefore,butthathefeltwasnowvibratingandthrobbingtocuriouspulses。
Musichadstirredhimlikethat。Musichadtroubledhimmanytimes。
Butmusicwasnotarticulate。Itwasnotanewworld,butratheranotherchaos,thatitcreatedinus。Words!Merewords!Howterribletheywere!
Howclear,andvivid,andcruel!Onecouldnotescapefromthem。Andyetwhatasubtlemagictherewasinthem!Theyseemedtobeabletogiveaplasticformtoformlessthings,andtohaveamusicoftheirownassweetasthatofvioloroflute。Merewords!Wasthereanythingsorealaswords?
Yes。therehadbeenthingsinhisboyhoodthathehadnotunderstood。
Heunderstoodthemnow。Lifesuddenlybecamefiery-colouredtohim。Itseemedtohimthathehadbeenwalkinginfire。Whyhadhenotknownit?
Withhissubtlesmile,LordHenrywatchedhim。Heknewtheprecisepsychologicalmomentwhentosaynothing。Hefeltintenselyinterested。
Hewasamazedatthesuddenimpressionthathiswordshadproduced,and,rememberingabookthathehadreadwhenhewassixteen,abookwhichhadrevealedtohimmuchthathehadnotknownbefore,hewonderedwhetherDorianGraywaspassingthroughasimilarexperience。Hehadmerelyshotanarrowintotheair。Hadithitthemark?Howfascinatingtheladwas!
Hallwardpaintedawaywiththatmarvellousboldtouchofhis,thathadthetruerefinementandperfectdelicacythatinart,atanyratecomesonlyfromstrength。Hewasunconsciousofthesilence。
Basil,Iamtiredofstanding,criedDorianGraysuddenly。I
mustgooutandsitinthegarden。Theairisstiflinghere。
Mydearfellow,Iamsosorry。WhenIampainting,Ican’tthinkofanythingelse。Butyouneversatbetter。Youwereperfectlystill。AndIhavecaughttheeffectIwanted——thehalf-partedlipsandthebrightlookintheeyes。Idon’tknowwhatHarryhasbeensayingtoyou,buthehascertainlymadeyouhavethemostwonderfulexpression。Isupposehehasbeenpayingyoucompliments。Youmustn’tbelieveawordthathesays。
Hehascertainlynotbeenpayingmecompliments。PerhapsthatisthereasonthatIdon’tbelieveanythinghehastoldme。
Youknowyoubelieveitall,saidLordHenry,lookingathimwithhisdreamylanguorouseyes。Iwillgoouttothegardenwithyou。
Itishorriblyhotinthestudio。Basil,letushavesomethingicedtodrink,somethingwithstrawberriesinit。
Certainly,Harry。Justtouchthebell,andwhenParkercomesIwilltellhimwhatyouwant。Ihavegottoworkupthisbackground,soIwilljoinyoulateron。Don’tkeepDoriantoolong。IhaveneverbeeninbetterformforpaintingthanIamto-day。Thisisgoingtobemymasterpiece。
Itismymasterpieceasitstands。
LordHenrywentouttothegardenandfoundDorianGrayburyinghisfaceinthegreatcoollilac-blossoms,feverishlydrinkingintheirperfumeasifithadbeenwine。Hecameclosetohimandputhishanduponhisshoulder。Youarequiterighttodothat,hemurmured。Nothingcancurethesoulbutthesenses,justasnothingcancurethesensesbutthesoul。
Theladstartedanddrewback。Hewasbareheaded,andtheleaveshadtossedhisrebelliouscurlsandtangledalltheirgildedthreads。Therewasalookoffearinhiseyes,suchaspeoplehavewhentheyaresuddenlyawakened。Hisfinelychisellednostrilsquivered,andsomehiddennerveshookthescarletofhislipsandleftthemtrembling。
Yes,continuedLordHenry,thatisoneofthegreatsecretsoflife——tocurethesoulbymeansofthesenses,andthesensesbymeansofthesoul。Youareawonderfulcreation。Youknowmorethanyouthinkyouknow,justasyouknowlessthanyouwanttoknow。
DorianGrayfrownedandturnedhisheadaway。Hecouldnothelplikingthetall,gracefulyoungmanwhowasstandingbyhim。Hisromantic,olive-colouredfaceandwornexpressioninterestedhim。Therewassomethinginhislowlanguidvoicethatwasabsolutelyfascinating。Hiscool,white,flowerlikehands,even,hadacuriouscharm。Theymoved,ashespoke,likemusic,andseemedtohavealanguageoftheirown。Buthefeltafraidofhim,andashamedofbeingafraid。Whyhaditbeenleftforastrangertorevealhimtohimself?HehadknownBasilHallwardformonths,butthefriendshipbetweenthemhadneveralteredhim。Suddenlytherehadcomesomeoneacrosshislifewhoseemedtohavedisclosedtohimlife’smystery。
And,yet,whatwastheretobeafraidof?Hewasnotaschoolboyoragirl。
Itwasabsurdtobefrightened。
Letusgoandsitintheshade,saidLordHenry。Parkerhasbroughtoutthedrinks,andifyoustayanylongerinthisglare,youwillbequitespoiled,andBasilwillneverpaintyouagain。Youreallymustnotallowyourselftobecomesunburnt。Itwouldbeunbecoming。
Whatcanitmatter?criedDorianGray,laughing,ashesatdownontheseatattheendofthegarden。
Itshouldmattereverythingtoyou,Mr。Gray。
Why?
Becauseyouhavethemostmarvellousyouth,andyouthistheonethingworthhaving。
Idon’tfeelthat,LordHenry。
No,youdon’tfeelitnow。Someday,whenyouareoldandwrinkledandugly,whenthoughthassearedyourforeheadwithitslines,andpassionbrandedyourlipswithitshideousfires,youwillfeelit,youwillfeelitterribly。Now,whereveryougo,youcharmtheworld。Willitalwaysbeso?……Youhaveawonderfullybeautifulface,Mr。Gray。Don’tfrown。
Youhave。Andbeautyisaformofgenius——ishigher,indeed,thangenius,asitneedsnoexplanation。Itisofthegreatfactsoftheworld,likesunlight,orspring-time,orthereflectionindarkwatersofthatsilvershellwecallthemoon。Itcannotbequestioned。Ithasitsdivinerightofsovereignty。Itmakesprincesofthosewhohaveit。Yousmile?Ah!whenyouhavelostityouwon’tsmile……Peoplesaysometimesthatbeautyisonlysuperficial。Thatmaybeso,butatleastitisnotsosuperficialasthoughtis。Tome,beautyisthewonderofwonders。Itisonlyshallowpeoplewhodonotjudgebyappearances。Thetruemysteryoftheworldisthevisible,nottheinvisible……Yes,Mr。Gray,thegodshavebeengoodtoyou。Butwhatthegodsgivetheyquicklytakeaway。Youhaveonlyafewyearsinwhichtolivereally,perfectly,andfully。Whenyouryouthgoes,yourbeautywillgowithit,andthenyouwillsuddenlydiscoverthattherearenotriumphsleftforyou,orhavetocontentyourselfwiththosemeantriumphsthatthememoryofyourpastwillmakemorebitterthandefeats。Everymonthasitwanesbringsyounearertosomethingdreadful。
Timeisjealousofyou,andwarsagainstyourliliesandyourroses。Youwillbecomesallow,andhollow-cheeked,anddull-eyed。Youwillsufferhorribly……Ah!realizeyouryouthwhileyouhaveit。Don’tsquanderthegoldofyourdays,listeningtothetedious,tryingtoimprovethehopelessfailure,orgivingawayyourlifetotheignorant,thecommon,andthevulgar。Thesearethesicklyaims,thefalseideals,ofourage。Live!
Livethewonderfullifethatisinyou!Letnothingbelostuponyou。Bealwayssearchingfornewsensations。Beafraidofnothing……AnewHedonism——thatiswhatourcenturywants。Youmightbeitsvisiblesymbol。
Withyourpersonalitythereisnothingyoucouldnotdo。Theworldbelongstoyouforaseason……ThemomentImetyouIsawthatyouwerequiteunconsciousofwhatyoureallyare,ofwhatyoureallymightbe。TherewassomuchinyouthatcharmedmethatIfeltImusttellyousomethingaboutyourself。Ithoughthowtragicitwouldbeifyouwerewasted。Forthereissuchalittletimethatyouryouthwilllast——suchalittletime。
Thecommonhill-flowerswither,buttheyblossomagain。ThelaburnumwillbeasyellownextJuneasitisnow。Inamonththerewillbepurplestarsontheclematis,andyearafteryearthegreennightofitsleaveswillholditspurplestars。Butwenevergetbackouryouth。Thepulseofjoythatbeatsinusattwentybecomessluggish。Ourlimbsfail,oursensesrot。Wedegenerateintohideouspuppets,hauntedbythememoryofthepassionsofwhichweweretoomuchafraid,andtheexquisitetemptationsthatwehadnotthecouragetoyieldto。Youth!Youth!Thereisabsolutelynothingintheworldbutyouth!
DorianGraylistened,open-eyedandwondering。Thesprayoflilacfellfromhishanduponthegravel。Afurrybeecameandbuzzedrounditforamoment。Thenitbegantoscrambleallovertheovalstellatedglobeofthetinyblossoms。Hewatcheditwiththatstrangeinterestintrivialthingsthatwetrytodevelopwhenthingsofhighimportmakeusafraid,orwhenwearestirredbysomenewemotionforwhichwecannotfindexpression,orwhensomethoughtthatterrifiesuslayssuddensiegetothebrainandcallsonustoyield。Afteratimethebeeflewaway。HesawitcreepingintothestainedtrumpetofaTyrianconvolvulus。Theflowerseemedtoquiver,andthenswayedgentlytoandfro。
Suddenlythepainterappearedatthedoorofthestudioandmadestaccatosignsforthemtocomein。Theyturnedtoeachotherandsmiled。
Iamwaiting,hecried。Docomein。Thelightisquiteperfect,andyoucanbringyourdrinks。
Theyroseupandsauntereddownthewalktogether。Twogreen-and-whitebutterfliesflutteredpastthem,andinthepear-treeatthecornerofthegardenathrushbegantosing。
Youaregladyouhavemetme,Mr。Gray,saidLordHenry,lookingathim。
Yes,Iamgladnow。IwondershallIalwaysbeglad?
Always!Thatisadreadfulword。ItmakesmeshudderwhenIhearit。Womenaresofondofusingit。Theyspoileveryromancebytryingtomakeitlastforever。Itisameaninglessword,too。Theonlydifferencebetweenacapriceandalifelongpassionisthatthecapricelastsalittlelonger。
Astheyenteredthestudio,DorianGrayputhishanduponLordHenry’sarm。Inthatcase,letourfriendshipbeacaprice,hemurmured,flushingathisownboldness,thensteppedupontheplatformandresumedhispose。
LordHenryflunghimselfintoalargewickerarm-chairandwatchedhim。Thesweepanddashofthebrushonthecanvasmadetheonlysoundthatbrokethestillness,exceptwhen,nowandthen,Hallwardsteppedbacktolookathisworkfromadistance。Intheslantingbeamsthatstreamedthroughtheopendoorwaythedustdancedandwasgolden。Theheavyscentoftherosesseemedtobroodovereverything。
AfteraboutaquarterofanhourHallwardstoppedpainting,lookedforalongtimeatDorianGray,andthenforalongtimeatthepicture,bitingtheendofoneofhishugebrushesandfrowning。Itisquitefinished,
hecriedatlast,andstoopingdownhewrotehisnameinlongvermilionlettersontheleft-handcornerofthecanvas。
LordHenrycameoverandexaminedthepicture。Itwascertainlyawonderfulworkofart,andawonderfullikenessaswell。
Mydearfellow,Icongratulateyoumostwarmly,hesaid。Itisthefinestportraitofmoderntimes。Mr。Gray,comeoverandlookatyourself。
Theladstarted,asifawakenedfromsomedream。
Isitreallyfinished?hemurmured,steppingdownfromtheplatform。
Quitefinished,saidthepainter。Andyouhavesatsplendidlyto-day。Iamawfullyobligedtoyou。
Thatisentirelyduetome,brokeinLordHenry。Isn’tit,Mr。Gray?
Dorianmadenoanswer,butpassedlistlesslyinfrontofhispictureandturnedtowardsit。Whenhesawithedrewback,andhischeeksflushedforamomentwithpleasure。Alookofjoycameintohiseyes,asifhehadrecognizedhimselfforthefirsttime。Hestoodtheremotionlessandinwonder,dimlyconsciousthatHallwardwasspeakingtohim,butnotcatchingthemeaningofhiswords。Thesenseofhisownbeautycameonhimlikearevelation。Hehadneverfeltitbefore。BasilHallward’scomplimentshadseemedtohimtobemerelythecharmingexaggerationoffriendship。
Hehadlistenedtothem,laughedatthem,forgottenthem。Theyhadnotinfluencedhisnature。ThenhadcomeLordHenryWottonwithhisstrangepanegyriconyouth,histerriblewarningofitsbrevity。Thathadstirredhimatthetime,andnow,ashestoodgazingattheshadowofhisownloveliness,thefullrealityofthedescriptionflashedacrosshim。Yes,therewouldbeadaywhenhisfacewouldbewrinkledandwizen,hiseyesdimandcolourless,thegraceofhisfigurebrokenanddeformed。Thescarletwouldpassawayfromhislipsandthegoldstealfromhishair。Thelifethatwastomakehissoulwouldmarhisbody。Hewouldbecomedreadful,hideous,anduncouth。
Ashethoughtofit,asharppangofpainstruckthroughhimlikeaknifeandmadeeachdelicatefibreofhisnaturequiver。Hiseyesdeepenedintoamethyst,andacrossthemcameamistoftears。Hefeltasifahandoficehadbeenlaiduponhisheart。
Don’tyoulikeit?criedHallwardatlast,stungalittlebythelad’ssilence,notunderstandingwhatitmeant。
Ofcoursehelikesit,saidLordHenry。Whowouldn’tlikeit?
Itisoneofthegreatestthingsinmodernart。Iwillgiveyouanythingyouliketoaskforit。Imusthaveit。
Itisnotmyproperty,Harry。
Whosepropertyisit?
Dorian’s,ofcourse,answeredthepainter。
Heisaveryluckyfellow。
Howsaditis!murmuredDorianGraywithhiseyesstillfixeduponhisownportrait。Howsaditis!Ishallgrowold,andhorrible,anddreadful。Butthispicturewillremainalwaysyoung。ItwillneverbeolderthanthisparticulardayofJune……Ifitwereonlytheotherway!IfitwereIwhowastobealwaysyoung,andthepicturethatwastogrowold!Forthat——forthat——Iwouldgiveeverything!Yes,thereisnothinginthewholeworldIwouldnotgive!Iwouldgivemysoulforthat!
Youwouldhardlycareforsuchanarrangement,Basil,criedLordHenry,laughing。Itwouldberatherhardlinesonyourwork。
Ishouldobjectverystrongly,Harry,saidHallward。
DorianGrayturnedandlookedathim。Ibelieveyouwould,Basil。
Youlikeyourartbetterthanyourfriends。Iamnomoretoyouthanagreenbronzefigure。Hardlyasmuch,Idaresay。
Thepainterstaredinamazement。ItwassounlikeDoriantospeaklikethat。Whathadhappened?Heseemedquiteangry。Hisfacewasflushedandhischeeksburning。
Yes,hecontinued,IamlesstoyouthanyourivoryHermesoryoursilverFaun。Youwilllikethemalways。Howlongwillyoulikeme?TillIhavemyfirstwrinkle,Isuppose。Iknow,now,thatwhenonelosesone’sgoodlooks,whatevertheymaybe,oneloseseverything。Yourpicturehastaughtmethat。LordHenryWottonisperfectlyright。Youthistheonlythingworthhaving。WhenIfindthatIamgrowingold,Ishallkillmyself。
Hallwardturnedpaleandcaughthishand。Dorian!Dorian!hecried,don’ttalklikethat。Ihaveneverhadsuchafriendasyou,andIshallneverhavesuchanother。Youarenotjealousofmaterialthings,areyou?——youwhoarefinerthananyofthem!
Iamjealousofeverythingwhosebeautydoesnotdie。Iamjealousoftheportraityouhavepaintedofme。WhyshoulditkeepwhatImustlose?Everymomentthatpassestakessomethingfrommeandgivessomethingtoit。Oh,ifitwereonlytheotherway!Ifthepicturecouldchange,andIcouldbealwayswhatIamnow!Whydidyoupaintit?Itwillmockmesomeday——mockmehorribly!Thehottearswelledintohiseyes。hetorehishandawayand,flinginghimselfonthedivan,heburiedhisfaceinthecushions,asthoughhewaspraying。
Thisisyourdoing,Harry,saidthepainterbitterly。
LordHenryshruggedhisshoulders。ItistherealDorianGray——
thatisall。
Itisnot。
Ifitisnot,whathaveItodowithit?
YoushouldhavegoneawaywhenIaskedyou,hemuttered。
Istayedwhenyouaskedme,wasLordHenry’sanswer。
Harry,Ican’tquarrelwithmytwobestfriendsatonce,butbetweenyoubothyouhavemademehatethefinestpieceofworkIhaveeverdone,andIwilldestroyit。Whatisitbutcanvasandcolour?Iwillnotletitcomeacrossourthreelivesandmarthem。
DorianGrayliftedhisgoldenheadfromthepillow,andwithpallidfaceandtear-stainedeyes,lookedathimashewalkedovertothedealpainting-tablethatwassetbeneaththehighcurtainedwindow。Whatwashedoingthere?Hisfingerswerestrayingaboutamongthelitteroftintubesanddrybrushes,seekingforsomething。Yes,itwasforthelongpalette-knife,withitsthinbladeoflithesteel。Hehadfounditatlast。
Hewasgoingtoripupthecanvas。
Withastifledsobtheladleapedfromthecouch,and,rushingovertoHallward,toretheknifeoutofhishand,andflungittotheendofthestudio。Don’t,Basil,don’t!hecried。Itwouldbemurder!
Iamgladyouappreciatemyworkatlast,Dorian,saidthepaintercoldlywhenhehadrecoveredfromhissurprise。Ineverthoughtyouwould。
Appreciateit?Iaminlovewithit,Basil。Itispartofmyself。
Ifeelthat。
Well,assoonasyouaredry,youshallbevarnished,andframed,andsenthome。Thenyoucandowhatyoulikewithyourself。Andhewalkedacrosstheroomandrangthebellfortea。Youwillhavetea,ofcourse,Dorian?Andsowillyou,Harry?Ordoyouobjecttosuchsimplepleasures?
Iadoresimplepleasures,saidLordHenry。Theyarethelastrefugeofthecomplex。ButIdon’tlikescenes,exceptonthestage。Whatabsurdfellowsyouare,bothofyou!Iwonderwhoitwasdefinedmanasarationalanimal。Itwasthemostprematuredefinitionevergiven。Manismanythings,butheisnotrational。Iamgladheisnot,afterall——
thoughIwishyouchapswouldnotsquabbleoverthepicture。Youhadmuchbetterletmehaveit,Basil。Thissillyboydoesn’treallywantit,andIreallydo。
Ifyouletanyonehaveitbutme,Basil,Ishallneverforgiveyou!criedDorianGray。andIdon’tallowpeopletocallmeasillyboy。
Youknowthepictureisyours,Dorian。Igaveittoyoubeforeitexisted。
Andyouknowyouhavebeenalittlesilly,Mr。Gray,andthatyoudon’treallyobjecttobeingremindedthatyouareextremelyyoung。
Ishouldhaveobjectedverystronglythismorning,LordHenry。
Ah!thismorning!Youhavelivedsincethen。
Therecameaknockatthedoor,andthebutlerenteredwithaladentea-trayandsetitdownuponasmallJapanesetable。TherewasarattleofcupsandsaucersandthehissingofaflutedGeorgianurn。Twoglobe-shapedchinadisheswerebroughtinbyapage。DorianGraywentoverandpouredoutthetea。Thetwomensaunteredlanguidlytothetableandexaminedwhatwasunderthecovers。
Letusgotothetheatreto-night,saidLordHenry。Thereissuretobesomethingon,somewhere。IhavepromisedtodineatWhite’s,butitisonlywithanoldfriend,soIcansendhimawiretosaythatIamill,orthatIampreventedfromcominginconsequenceofasubsequentengagement。Ithinkthatwouldbearatherniceexcuse:itwouldhaveallthesurpriseofcandour。
Itissuchaboreputtingonone’sdress-clothes,mutteredHallward。
And,whenonehasthemon,theyaresohorrid。
Yes,answeredLordHenrydreamily,thecostumeofthenineteenthcenturyisdetestable。Itissosombre,sodepressing。Sinistheonlyrealcolour-elementleftinmodernlife。
YoureallymustnotsaythingslikethatbeforeDorian,Harry。
BeforewhichDorian?Theonewhoispouringoutteaforus,ortheoneinthepicture?
Beforeeither。
Ishouldliketocometothetheatrewithyou,LordHenry,saidthelad。
Thenyoushallcome。andyouwillcome,too,Basil,won’tyou?
Ican’t,really。Iwouldsoonernot。Ihavealotofworktodo。
Well,then,youandIwillgoalone,Mr。Gray。
Ishouldlikethatawfully。
Thepainterbithislipandwalkedover,cupinhand,tothepicture。
IshallstaywiththerealDorian,hesaid,sadly。
IsittherealDorian?criedtheoriginaloftheportrait,strollingacrosstohim。AmIreallylikethat?
Yes。youarejustlikethat。
Howwonderful,Basil!
Atleastyouarelikeitinappearance。Butitwillneveralter,
sighedHallward。Thatissomething。
Whatafusspeoplemakeaboutfidelity!exclaimedLordHenry。
Why,eveninloveitispurelyaquestionforphysiology。Ithasnothingtodowithourownwill。Youngmenwanttobefaithful,andarenot。oldmenwanttobefaithless,andcannot:thatisallonecansay。
Don’tgotothetheatreto-night,Dorian,saidHallward。Stopanddinewithme。
Ican’t,Basil。
Why?
BecauseIhavepromisedLordHenryWottontogowithhim。
Hewon’tlikeyouthebetterforkeepingyourpromises。Healwaysbreakshisown。Ibegyounottogo。
DorianGraylaughedandshookhishead。